your insecurity is a superpower.
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- Опубліковано 18 тра 2024
- As a filmmaker making films can be scary, but I learned that my insecurity is actually my greatest strength to being creative.
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This entire video was beyond incredible. The feeling that I felt while watching this video was exactly what I needed. As I’m watching this- it’s like midday 4 PM while it’s gloomy outside. So I was feeling drained of energy and tired. But-
I just finished watching this video and felt so energized and ready to jump back into work with a different lens of gratitude that I get to create art and express myself for a living. Thank you for making this. The video you filmed back in 2021 was such a great end to the video
I never comment but I just felt so much inspiration from this video that I just had to let you know this is beautifully shot video. BEAUTIFUL. and the story was so nice to hear
🥲 thank you mai. This means a lot. Truly. I’m excited to see what this inspires.
Same here🎉
I feel absolutely the same.My voice sounds weird when I make music for my channel.I tried doing trends but my heart is in Music Videos and art.I like my videos,lol,I might be alone.Keep up the good work.
My goal is just to keep at it and slowly evolve.Mabye build a better studio over time,help others make music.
It’s like loosing the inner child. I think mine got squashed in high school. I’m a playful person, always have been. I skate but don’t look like a skater, I play chess but don’t look like a chess player. That’s my insecurity, not fitting in with the stereotype.
Literally what does a skater even look like, what does a chess player even look like? These things are very common hobbies all around the world filled with many different types of people. Be more open minded, and you might be surpised. Partaking unique experiences is a good trait, it shows you’re more well developed than most.
Same
I do dance in a great way and can be easily famous in my city but doesn't look like dancer
Same feels like I can't fit in
But still trying
I’m a caring, gay (bi), vegetarian, who enjoys time hiking and kayaking, and I’m cheap as hell. I love heavy metal music at the same time I love reggae and basically am a total hippy inside…but I don’t “look” like any of these things. I had to stop giving any f’s about “fitting in” with any type or group, get out of that mindset, it is incredibly self limiting. Stop identifying with this or that, and try not to fit into a “type” or group or stereotype, if that’s what you think you need to do, you’re doing it wrong. Do you, you can be whatever you want. Being a skater does not require any type of look or style, it only means you enjoy skating. Same as anything. You can be whatever the fuck yo I want to be at any time, you just do the thing.
@@yashtapase3821if you enjoy dancing, and you do it, your a dancer. Has nothing to do with how you look. Stop thinking that way, and follow your dream. Go be a famous dancer, that doesn’t look like a dancer.
@@jimmcd5660 I dance significantly better than the rest is out here
I have strong belief that if I do that on stage level people will think how the f he do that because the in dancing very few people understand musicality and how to interpret sound through body.
Not everyone do that.
So if I show to everyone around me that I'm capable doing that they will hold doors open for me but right now
I'm giving 80% effort on dancing 20% how I look
But tbh I don't look like a dancer
Like no fashion sense, introverted , can't talk properly, can't show confidence.
That's why I'm left behind in dance
And one thing I can't have anyone to celebrate victory of that
Dude, I'm 56 years old, and I've been wrestling with this stuff for 30+ years. If I don't do this now, it's never going to happen, and the hardest part of this whole process is not mourning the time past, but being active in the time I have ahead, and the work I still have in me. Some days I need all the pep talks I can get, and this was a great one. Thanks.
Hi oldie! I'm 45 and just got here myself! It's never too late to get out, build your brand, and be authentically YOU.
I see you. 💕
Thank you for this comment. It’s pushing me to get stuff done tonight. I’m 28 but am already seeing the trend of saying I’ll do something and the years magically going by w/out me having done the thing. You sharing your thoughts is “work”. The time and vulnerability and past experience that it took was the literal labor. Especially the part where you decided to actually share it and not delete it like millions of others most likely have. So…find peace and fulfillment in that. A lot of our “work we have cut out for us” is not actually as unbearable and unpleasurable as we think it will be.
You got this dude! It is better late than never:)
Hey kids. I’m a 54 year old Aussie watching this and loving Andrew’s video and the awesome comments and community feels he’s created from this video. These are the days I love the internet and feel seen and inspired. Go for it everyone. We only got one shot!
Thanks for sharing. I'm 35, and I have just been in bed, burnt out, most of the last 8 years after having a mental breakdown. I just regained some energy and I really want to try new things and join classes/workshops, but I get intimidated by people, specially those much younger and more skilled than me
I was a creative person who gave up all my creative pursuits to do the work thing because when I was 20-something. That was what it meant to be an adult. Give up all your dreams. One by one, I gave them all up.
My happiest days were with the love of my life I met in 2012. Pure bliss with her. She was an artist, and her work became my dream. I kept worries and obligations out of her life so she could create what she wanted at her pace, her way. And she made amazing stuff and did it with incredible joy and energy.
Completely unexpectedly, she suddenly passed away one morning in 2019.
My world was destroyed, burnt to the ground, the only true happiness I had known.
I’ve slowly and painfully built a new life since then. I’m 52 now. I’m watching this video because I never know what will present the next puzzle piece to keep moving forward, to not give up. It takes a while to think about a video, so it may be days from now something connects.
Thank you for your work, and thank you for not giving up all your dreams as a 20-something. ✌️😌💜
Wow man this was fucking powerful. Thanks for sharing your story and I hope you can experience true happiness like that again❤️❤️❤️
Bro i get angry to hear your story how life is unfair and it takes away the people that we love the most your words are beautiful and your love for her is reflected in them it makes me angry that beautiful people like you lose their love ones it makes sad bro I hope you find happiness I hope you are happy
I hope you will find some new beautiful joy in your life
I hope you turn the pain of that experience into something beautiful (maybe you already are). Thank you for sharing your story, I don't know you and still I am so appreciative and grateful that you exist.
I rarely comment on any UA-cam videos. I am not a native english speaker & have always struggled with expressing my thoughts online because I fear of not being grammatically correct or being articulate enough. Even right now I've been going back & forth, typing, deleting then retyping again for the past few minutes. But I feel like I need to let it out of my chest. So, here it is.
I stumbled upon one of your videos last week & since then, I have watched all your videos. Sometimes I even go back & rewatch them because they resonate with me in a much more deeper level than any other videos out there on UA-cam. As someone who has been struggling to pursue their dream, I find hope in your videos. Your videos has been a source of inspiration & courage for me. So, thank you Andrew.
Thank you for inspiring. Thank you for letting your ideas grow & flourish into these visual masterpieces.
I hope you never stop creating.
I was almost like you. But now, I don't really care about it, as long as I don't intend to hurt someone with my words. Sometimes I use ChatGPT to correct my grammar, lol.
You type better than 90% of native English speakers on the internet, don’t worry about it
Thank you so much for this positive energy. I really appreciate you guys replying back and sharing your experiences.
Your English is AMAZING (coming from a Native English speaker myself) ❤ and I hope that you’ll achieve ur dreams
I hope you take little steps, without rush, towards achieving your dreams. And in some day you become the beacon of hope for others 💟
you nailed it: no one know the things we are insecure about. i would have never imagine you were insecure about your voice, because for me, there's nothing wrong with it. in fact, i like how it goes with the vibes of your videos. i just fits.
and i guess it works the same just for everybody else, right? also thank you so much for the last part where you acknowledge that it takes time. because yes i feel inspired by this and now i want to try things and give me a shot! but uh, maybe just not now, yk?
anyway, sorry for the long comment, i just liked this very much! i love your shots and how you do lighting and color grading- yeah, i like your work.☝️✨️
One day at a time!!!
I’m in the 20%
”I view my Inscurities as reasons I can’t do something. When in reality, they’re the very thing that sets me apart”
-Andrew
I rarely write comments but thought I would let this one slide, since I wanna show you some apretiation.
I just discovered you through this video, and have binged some of your videos. Love you’re work man. I belive you’re gonna go somwhere and have the right mentality to do so.
I’ve recently been going through these insecurities and showing them to the world through drawing. I’ve wanted to write lyrics and music for so long, but have only made a few small ideas so far. I’m gonna embrace it and use it as a reason to create, since I know deep down, it’s what I wanna do.
Keep up the good work. 😊
:)
20% gang!
Here for it 💪🏽
I'm also 🎉 what you make tutorials
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Hell yeah
a video within a video - didn't expect that.
Lmao😂
Your videos are in beast mode 2:52
...video-ception? Eh? Eh?! Hahaha
Truly genius storytelling. Bravo!
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I'm 18 and I'm working on overcoming life long insecurities and I've made it a long way, my goal is to become my most authentic self through deep reflection and innerwork. Im proud of my progress so far and I know I'll make it further than I could ever imagine
You've got this.
we're in the same boat haha
I relate sm to this honestly keep on going girl
"To create something memorable, I knew I'd have to get vulnerable."
loved this line of “producing out of acceptance, rather than authenticity.”
you hit the creative nail on the head: artistry is a pursuit. it evolves and evades; overwhelms and sustains, to then trim us to dry bare bones.
take heart that you are on the twisting road many before you have walked. proud of you.
Here I am (non native english speaker, trying to sound natural in my videos), watching yours stories, thinking how good they sound, not just the technical side and audio quality but your coherent story and immaculate english. And then you started talking how insecure you are about it 😅 I just wanted to say: thanks for sharing, it's helping others! 😁
this is awesome!
You know what I thought watching this video? "Wow, this guy is so creative, he has brilliant ideas, I should subscribe, there is so much to learn from his expression and the way he creates this video alone, I'm excited to see more from him". I am truly inspired.
That means so much wow.
I think one of my biggest fears is basically what your video is about…being vulnerable in front of others (especially as a UA-camr).
I’m scared of being my authentic self because I worry to much about how others view me and also just having a perfectionist mindset 🤦🏾♀️🤦🏾♀️
My goal to overcome this is to practice mindfulness more and allow myself to just be in the moment more and worry less ( which is easier said then done, I know). But my goal is by the end of this year, for me to have built my confidence up more and have such a strong belief in myself so that what other people may think or say can not make me feel so anxious/overwhelmed like it has in the past.
Love your videos 🤞🏾💞👍🏾
I honestly feel the same. It truly is hard to choose to be yourself in this era because there are so many different voices speaking into your life, that's how it feels for me tbh and the fact that you choosing to be yourself is you choosing to go against the crowd which puts you under a light.
I have always been afraid of what others may say about me, so I too am choosing to let that go and live the life that I want to live, even if it's weird or hasn't been seen or done before. This is also a hardship about being yourself cause we're all "weird" to everyone else because no one is the same.
I hope you reach your goal and choose to live true to yourself every day. ☺
@@anythingandeverything8782 when you said, "the fact that you choosing to be yourself is you choosing to go against the crowd which puts you under a light." I felt that. That's so real which I think is why it can be tough.
I wish you the best on your journey with this as well !! :)
I felt every word. ❤
as a beginner who is thinking to hop in this digital creating thingy i am also very insecure about what people will think about my ideas about my rookie editing and scripting the video but at the same time i feel like this is where i can enjoy and i can relate to "accepted" thing aswell i really dont know how I'll over come it but I will surely give a try with my best efforts
YOU CAN
Self belief is so important. I have the same feelings. All I do is think everyone who I think has an “opinion” about me is going to be dead within 80 years. We will all be gone, so who cares. Live and create the life you want. It’s yours.
I started my UA-cam a little over a year ago and recently landed in a similar mindset. I was losing motivation to make videos but still had that pull to make them. I was avoiding allowing me to be me and attempting to make videos I thought my audience wanted to see. In removing the me from what I created. I was removing the very thing that people actually want. The human connection. My latest video was more vulnerable and it caused me to take more time on it. I still don’t get many views but I’m more happy with it than anything else I’ve done, and it’s motivated tons of new ideas. I’m excited for what’s next. Thank you for sharing your experience and reinforcing that I’m on that right path. Authenticity is always the way.
1000% couldn't agree more
I recently did a video that at the end I wrote "authenticity is the new cool".
I believe it.
Way to go. 😊
That’s epic, well done. Thanks for sharing your lesson!
honestly I'm scared of being 100% myself but my goal is to do things that make me a little bit scared.
My biggest insecurities are as a father.. I’ve never had a real father in my life which left a giant vacant hole inside that I didn’t discover until my 20’s… now that I am a father and married I want to make sure I provide the emotional stability and security my son and my family. All while somehow pursuing what I enjoy to do on the side. This combined with the feeling of failures and thinking I’ll never amount to anything sometimes cripple me. But I always keep pushing forward. This video reminds me of the importance of being who I am and leaning into this. Helps me reflect on how far I have come and will one day achieve my goals for internally and externally too.
Thank you for this
@ThinkTheory I admire that you're providing your family with what you were denied. I have a similar hole left by an emotionally absent father... May I ask, did you find a way to fill or heal that hole?
@@canisfamiliaris4 thank you! Much appreciated and sorry you had to go through something similar.. and yes I have. While it is different for everyone, I had to sit and allow myself to mourn the absence of my father as though he had passed away. This was crazy hard because it allowed me a whole different level of vulnerability within myself I did not even know I needed. But it allowed me to begin to heal and move forward as though he has passed. Once I did that, I had to find a fatherly love from somewhere else.. god has a begin to fill the void. And for years and year I fought this and refused to go down it partially because I was agnostic. And also had Christianity down my throat so it left a bad taste. So I stopped following Christianity and began to follow the teachings of god. (Whole different conversation there too)
The most IMPORTANT thing here though is I CHOSE this path. After years of speculation and looking at things through a logical/scientific perspective. I ultimately came to the conclusion that no one is forcing it down my throat and I am Already in a really dark spot emotionally, what do I have to lose. By far best decision of my life. It’s complicated and difficult but beyond liberating and renewing. It’s the first time in a very long time I have began to feel peace inside.
20% here.
I always knew that I wanted to create art, I loved photography and filmmaking, still do. But to me, the evolution of "content" as a currency in exchange of attention just made everything feel less authentic in a way, kind of like social media forced you to keep up with it. I've also been shy of showing up myself online in the same way you've said, Andrew. I felt weird with my ideas at some point growing-up and then I kept them for a few only, feeling shy of my creative part.
My wish for many years now have been stepping up, breaking that mental barrier of being seen as weird, embracing my most creative self I know is hidden inside of me. It takes effort and feels like a constant battle with myself. But maybe this is THE battle that can change everything...
Amazing channel Andrew, keep inspiring!
I feel you 100% i also have trouble with the content for currency and inauthenticity..literally stoped me from doing lots of things up to today
@@5facts30 makes you wonder if there’s a point in creating something in the first place…
WORD! I think sometimes u gotta do it ur way anyways .after evaluating the ratio of benifits / risks (or unworthy) ull make up ur mind .cuz u kno we do be creating excuses to not pursue what we want.
An old woman once called me an artist i was like yea kinda .she said : les artistes qui sont modestes .it hits me
Your cinematic ideas are wonderful🔥🔥
Loved your video at the end - real 60s vibes. Thank you, your video popped up as I was dealing with intense anxiety over handling a small situation because of old shame coming up and telling me nothing I could do was good enough.
this was INCREDIBLE!!! thank you for being vulnerable and highlighting the fact that it takes time, something im also struggling with rn. being authentic and giving yourself grace is the epitome of creating art. great great job 💯🙏🏼
It's Always so insane and so inspiring to me when i see someone expressing insecurity, doubt or fear about sharing something they've created only for me to watch it and see nothing but a masterpiece cause it gets me thinking that "hey maybe that's how people feel about my work"? The cinematography through out this video is so beatiful, ESPECIALLY in Teya's video at the end!
Omg, this video is incredible, the cinematography, the storytelling, the passion and authenticity is something to admire truly.
I always wanted to study film and become a filmmaker but I always felt like it's weird or lame, although it's my dream but you have inspired me to pursue it, anyways beautiful video Andrew ❤
Glad you enjoyed it!
I love artists making films about artists! Thank you for sharing your insecurities. I also have insecurities about my art since forever. This is the year I decided to start jumping over the “what ifs” and start sharing.
Your cinematography and storytelling is so captivating keep making more I love it, reminds me of euphoria with certain shots/ scenes!
Wow. Watched till the credits. Those three moments were big. I totally get what you mean by insecurities and trying to imagine what would please so you hide your own self while it this that might actually resonnate authentically with others.
Thanks for this beautiful and meaningful film Andrew. I also really loved your film on pottery in NYC within her perspective ☺️☺️☺️🕊️
Damn. I’m speechless…
Seriously, It moved me… I feel so lucky you shared this piece of art with us so sincerely. And damn… you have an insane talent for telling stories !
So inspiring. Thank you man.
20% !! i’ve been struggling to acceptance my appearance lately or my “boring” nature compared to my adrenaline seeking friends, but i know when i am genuinely passionate about something i do pursue it - running for student council vice president (failed lol), joining sports team, or being the DJ for our upcoming spring dance as someone who really is uncomfortable with public speaking and having the “spotlight” on her. i’m in my last year of high school and trying to figure out who i am but it’s been so hard at times when i don’t know if it’s my insecurities talking or something i genuinely want for myself?? idk but i think i’m just going to continue going for things i feel strongly pulled to and won’t be afraid to try new things - dying my hair, making new friends, or just being alone. just gotta learn how to acceptance ALL of myself :’) thank YOU for your video!! i love watching videos like these :) every frame was so high quality!! 👏👏 ps: your voice is amazing for narrating!
Hey Andrew. I made it to the end and I loved every second of it.
I am actually quite emotional because of the sheer beauty and authenticity of the entire piece. It makes me really want to meet you and your friends in the video… because I am weird too.
My insecurity is sharing my inner power with others. And finding the right people to share it with. I am an energetic movement coach. I was a personal trainer for 10 years, however due to a nervous breakdown and my sensitivity, my work has changed drastically.
I allow people to listen, play and express themselves through their bodies.
I think my insecurity is around money and not going all in with my work and still holding on to some old patterns of work that no longer serve me.
I feel so grateful that you encouraged me to write here on your art. It’s like you truly care and that’s why I’m here.
Wishing you all the best as you, your friends and I traverse our insecurities. ❤️
this video is really inspiring to me. - I’m always fearful of trying new things & creating healthy habits because I know it’ll expose my weaknesses. I want to do a better job at embracing my weaknesses & knowing that having them is really just an opportunity to become stronger ❤️
For me it is doing Action- and Sci-Fi UA-cam videos in the style of Corridor Digital or Rocketjump. But I always felt like it's too dumb, outdated or unrealistic. I also have millions of ideas, but which one is good enough to start, especially when I feel like it should outweigh the pain of not having started earlier? Cause I' been carrying this idea around for 10 years now and none of the small projects I did made me feel like I was really getting there... so I really really felt your video. Thanks for this colorful, expressive and heartful conclusion.
It's a part that keeps coming back to me. I also came to this idea of recognizing and embracing our insecurities a while ago.
Sometimes we get so much sucked into the life we think will save us that we forget to save our soul
Great job!
it’s wild how something we can be so deeply insecure about, others don’t even notice!! like with the video from 2021 - it was stunning!
Andrew this was so beautiful! Every piece about it from the shots, the storytelling to the colors. thanks for inspiring!
I feel completely the same, in fact I still have many insecurities and I'm glad to know that I'm not the only one who feels this way, thanks for your video💯💪🏻
dude. your work is amazing. i can't wrap my head around how you put words to the things i feel. will definetly come back to this video.
pls keep making stuff
This video came just in time. Being a creative myself, insecurities about being odd or weird have been a contant obstacle that prevent me from pursuing my passions. I want to become an animator and music producer. This video has given me courage go all in , to reach my goals. Thank you so much for inspiring me.❤
You're one of my favorite UA-camrs! Your videos are so inspiring and so authentic. Keep it up :)
Honest and playfully insecure, I like it, a lot! A humble filmmaker is a rare breed around here.
I am a 56 year old Dane, probably with an English accent somewhere between The Swedish Chef (The Muppet Show) and Klingon :D, but still bent on letting my voice be heard in video form (very soon) And I needed to watch this; thank you :)
thank you so much for this video, I am going through the same thing, and recently decided to make an art project about me going through my thoughts and insecurities, using multiple mediums, forcing myself to try new art outlets, forcing me not to be scared of sharing writings and animations.
Watching your video comforts me in seeing this is the right way, feels nice to be not the only one going through this, wishing the best for you and everyone! It may not get easier, but our own art will be there to reassure us
Words cannot truly describe how much I love this video right now.
I REALLY REALLY needed to hear these things now because i too am in the process of embracing my insecurities too. I was always scared people would judge me, look at me weird, calling me out for the way i talked or think (cuz i am dyslexic)
And it used to be okay as a kid because i was always the happy go lucky kid. But now, i see myself still wanting to burst into energy but it feels like i myself am protecting that inner child by preventing me from bursting with energy (just to fit in).
I recently realised this is not who i am and i want to start doing things that define me and that are authentic to me. So that's what i have been doing and it's been really difficult but i know i can manage. Thank you so much for making this video, it allowed me to see so much more in myself and who I am ❤️
I don't know what the technical terms are but the sound in this video was lovely. Aside from the video itself, it was also an incredible audio experience; I think it's something about the way you mixed & edited sounds together or stripped them that made it also great to listen to. Thanks for the encouragement:)
Thank you for making this video…I needed to hear but also I’m going to send it to my almost 14 year old granddaughter, who is afraid of people seeing her as “weird”.
P.S. Your voice is great. Keep being you!
I loved all of this, thank you. Breaking through a 40+ year creative block is my aspiration. You’ve given me some fuel to push on with that goal. Thank you Andrew; sending big love your way.
Dude the video at the end with Taya was so great!! I'm inspired to create and ask more about the creative process of others after watching !!
After two years of writing and rewriting and rewriting and rewriting, constantly thinking my screenplay wasn't good enough, I turned it in to my first competition. Thank you
You are absolutely incredible. Honored to be in this
So happy I was recommended your channel. Your videos are beautiful to watch, and your transparency is super inspiring.
The reality is, we'll never be ready, there will be no right time. U gotta embrace the insecurities and start somewhere. Usually it will take some time, but you'll be better the more you do what you love. I loved this video because it took me 3 years to start making my own videos, for me to share my music, and start taking seriously my deadlines. And it is so important to put stuff out because as an artist, whatever the art, you just need to create or you'll feel empty. Loved the video bro, subscribed! Keep up the awesome work!
I'm insecure about not really knowing myself, and losing myself in the process of life. I'm 18 at the moment and this year I've realized that Ive been stuck inside myself and my body this entire time, and I've lost myself. My inner child, my hopes and passions. But after that, I decided to take this on as a challenge. This is a lifetime goal of mine, to become someone that I want to be, and to live life. Every day is a challenge but every day is a day to enjoy. Thanks for the amazing video Andrew, and the wonderful cinematography!
Thank you for your vulnerability, it’s refreshing + so relatable, I hope you feel free-er every day to embrace your inner child like Teya shared about 🦋 loved this
Thank you so much!
Beautifully done as always. It's very Gawx inspired and I like it. The scenes with the email in the frame is so similar to his video too!
thank you for this! found it randomly and really happy to see it and get inspired by your film. i also (used to) hate my voice although i love music and i love to sing, so i was hiding until recently… hiding is also making us suffer more, it never stops until we stop hiding.
Your post script hit the nail on the head. I came back to a couple videos and checked out the new ones to gather inspiration for something I want and am working towards. I'm still a beginner at it but it's been tough. Hearing your story helps me to reprioritize what's important to me. Thank you!
I am struggling feeling lonely lately... sometimes it feels like noone want to actively be around me. So everytime I feel like this I try to connect more with the people i'm surrounded by and most of the time I get rejected. I've noticed when i Look for others when I am not feeling alone, they do not reject me. I've learned the rules behind this, but when I have those crysis it feels like there is no way out of it. So here I am for the first time I am feeling alone but I won't reach out to anyone... I will go inside and see what I can do to grow a greener garden so people will love to join my garden. Thanks for your courage exposing your insecurity. Big hug
I'm in the 20%, but I don't have a plan to overcome or even use my insecurities and vulnerabilities. Honestly, I just figured out what my actual insecurities are and am still trying to discover my authentic self versus the self I crafted and cultivated to please other people and meet their expectations. It is so scary trying to break down old walls and faulty foundations to rebuild myself with a foundation right for me decided by me and to place windows and doors in the walls I rebuild myself this time, not just walls.
Thanks for this video and the honesty about how difficult the process can be. So often people try to sell their voice by promoting the ideas that seem fast or simple or easy but they trim so much to simplify things that the truth is usually cut too.
I'm grateful to have found this video and I appreciate your voice and the words you used it to express for others like me.
First video I’ve watched from you and I loved it! Also watched it till the end. I usually never comment on videos, but I like the authenticity of your way of filming and storytelling. Keep it up and thanks for inspiring me to stay true to who I am!
I’ve been working through my insecurities and fear of failure about making art driven by a deep desire for social change and I think this video was really helpful thanks ❤
This is an amazing video! Great job to all the amazing people who were included.
Loved this. Gonna put myself out there with my own work that I’ve been insecure about for years.
Also loved the artist piece at the end, thanks so much
I watched the entire video, spoke to me more than I could of ever imagined and found it very inspiring, including the added video at the end. Love your framing, camera movements and storytelling of your videos in general
Andrew - I stumbled upon your channel and this video randomly, but I’m glad that I did. Like you, I have hidden from the world for a very long time due to my insecurities. I do have creative talents, but I struggle to find any confidence in my voice - both creatively and literally. Thank you for taking a risk in creating this lovely video. I think this was exactly the kind of message that a lot of us needed to hear right about now. I hope to find the strength to hit record and start the channel I wanted to years ago…
Bless your soul, fellow creative. ❤
I don't usually comment on videos, but I was watching yours when I'm feeling insecure over being "not enough" too, especially seeing others doing better than me (even tho I don't know their full story)
Just wanna say thank you for making this video and having the courage to put it out. I felt connected with your vulnerability & I'm sure more of us feel that way too. I love your cinematography & storytelling because even if it seems all over the place, the feelings you presented are understood so clearly. The struggles, the insights, everything!
And watching this gave me a sense of belonging, so thank you for that ❤ I'm feeling a little better now & braver to pursue what I want even with the presence of my insecurities because it's exactly the insecurities that give me the creativity vulnerability and ability to connect with those meant to be connected ❤
my god... i watched the whole video and im in tears by the end of it. the nyc video was beautiful.... i cant think of any reason why u wouldve been insecure about it. it's such a well-made, gorgeous, insightful and inspiring video, i love it so much. it was filmed so so so beautifullyyy... and it's just so well-made. thank you for this video. thank you for being authentic and vulnerable. thank you to teya too for sharing her story. the power of story... the power of story can be life-changing. this has definitely shifted something in me. thank u again and pls.... never ever change. do what u love, keep being yourself. i hope we will all make a promise to ourselves to be who we truly are and support each other through our different phases in life. we really only have each other.❤
Thank you for this! As a creative professional who is at the very beginning of my career, this whole video resonated with me deeply. The struggle to reconcile the imposter sydrome, insecurities and existential dread with inner peace is so real. Appreciate your work. Thank you YT algorithm ❤
I love the structure of this series my man ❤ grateful to be along for the journey
This is literally the first time I have seen your content. And from the get go I could tell it felt different. Your uniqueness is obviously from the start and it's inspiring to say the least. Thanks for sharing as this is helping me have the courage to keep going on my own content creation/ business journey, but in a way that focuses on creating art, enjoying the process and listening to your intuition on what to create. Thank you 👌🏾
Love your style so much man! Like you said, no one else sees your insecurities, I just see a fucking talented film maker and creative doing his thing 🔥
Love your voice, your whole vibe, and your ideas in this video!
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I have Bipolar 1 and have now been taking medication for the past 3 years. Both the meds and what happened during my two manic / psychotic episodes, drastically changed who I am and how I experience life. After moving through many hills and valleys, I've learned that everything is temporary. What I'm learning now is how to focus on what I have, instead of what I've lost and might some day lose for good. For instance, there's people like you in my life who make me feel less alone, and give me the perspective I need to turn my insecurities into inspiration that will help me tell my own stories once again. I hope you grow to love your voice, because it's tender yet impactful. My goal is to find MY voice again, and share it with the world through videos on UA-cam or songs on Spotify. It might not be what people are used to, but it'll still be me. Thank you for you're vulnerability, I can't wait to see what you do next :)
One thing... thank you!
I feel like I was running for acceptance in my work for a while now, and the feeling of scatteredness just didn't seem to go away. Your video was like a good therapy session that balanced me.
a very relatable video that expresses your talent so well. thank you for creating and sharing and following your authenticity. sending you lots of love and support 💕
I've been stuck in this cycle of delaying what I could be, from the fear of bringing visions I have to life. I always preach change but it's like I'm scared to change in this way and be vulnerable with being perceived through what I make. I think I have to release this old idea of myself and make the jump to find what I'm looking for, because this comfort zone is getting extremely uncomfortable. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing this video
Your work is visually stunning! Keep creating, love from South Africa
Didn’t see this beautiful message coming when I stumbled and clicked to watch. The need to share my work and be authentically myself is strangely something I struggle with. To push past fear and take risk with new work is my goal and now I know I’m not alone. Thanks for your inspo! Beautiful film btw I strive for this greatness
your vulnerability is what kept me here. i think that 30% comes from how authentic the content is on the internet. thank you for this rawness
well, i feel like i’m waiting for the right moment to start making artistic videos my hole life. i’m always shy about it and feel kinda like you, it’s very satisfying that even you felt this way, the video turned out so good! i loved it ❤
Thank you for sharing. I have always wanted to create, not just in content but I have been given so many artistic gifts, and have allowed my insecurities to hold me back. This video has not only inspired me but today awakes my new channel. Thank you 🙏🏾
This video is awesome. Love the atmosphere, shots and vulnerability 🥂
This is such a simple thing yet, most people fail at this, and those end parts you just said is what makes this video so much more authentic.
Bro, thank you for making time to make this video and for having the courage to open up and share your story. Thank you for being vulnerable. You just nailed it. We gotta do this first and foremost for ourselves, mostly for ourselves as a way to honour our own innate right to be, to express whatever we’ve brought to share and give to the world. I’ve been procrastinating creating my channel for the last four years precisely because of the fear of sharing who I am, fear of opening up, fear of blossoming into the world. People can be really fucking cruel and the more sensitive one is the less encouraged they feel to get exposed and judged. I’m much closer than I’ve ever been though. The awful lot of shadow work I’ve done is bringing fruitful results. Thank you for this necessary video.
This video is absolutely amazing! I can't express how much this means to me, it just showed up at the perfect time.
I think we all can relate so well, and as creatives, we grow so much through these tough times.
Much love to you man!
This is the first video I see of you, and almost immediately could tell I should subscribe just because everything screamed "authenticity". I liked the use of the lights, and right after the soft voice you have… insecurities are tricky, I think you’re right, some can inspire others.
Wow!!! How I needed this today!! Thank you!!
I really connected to this film, and particularly the section where it was just you, a room and a mic. I've been trying to write a story about a now-90-year-old guy who used to live in our street in London and visited every week for an hour to chat. I think the heart of the story sits in how those face to face moments were such a treasure. The pure connection, really. I got a feeling of that when I was just watching you in the room with the mic. I felt quite moved by that moment in your film.
Damn this is a great video.
I've always felt like I am not a creative person (which was never true). The reality is that I always struggled with being authentic, because that requires vulnerability. Artistic output always needs vulnerability. Thanks for this video :) it made me want to play with photography again!
Thanks for this video. I've never seen your channel before but I def needed to see/hear this. Great stuff mate!
dude your work is amazing. blown away at this cinematography, BUT also the story/ lesson!!
Hi Andrew! This video is so inspiring and authentic. It encourages me to embrace my insecurities and walk proudly my authentic path (by not playing it safe) . Thank you!
Beautiful video! I'm a new art UA-camr, and finding your own unique voice through your videos is a challenge for me. Being authentic is important, and there will be people who appreciate you. Thank you for this!
Thank you so much for sharing! I found this very moving and wishing you the best on your good and hard days! Your vulnerability inspires.
Made it to the very end. Saved it to my playlist of important videos to revisit.
Thank you for making such important &inspirational content 🩵
Please keep creating this type of content. It’s very inspiring to those who have that urge to create but feel insecure about what others might think.
Love your take on what would you make a video about for 10,000. I've been toying with UA-cam for 5 years and now I feel I have a good way to find my niche. Thank you. Can't wait to see more of your videos
I just need to say: the style of this video, the editing, the beautiful scenes and the message, story behind it,… its so beautiful and pure art to me. This has inspired me in a way I can’t describe. Basically thanks for your videos and keep doing what you do… its freaking awesome. Love Dana
After 3 minutes of your video, I sat down to do art for the first time in ages, broke down crying, made a quick video script which came from the heart and when I continued to play your video again you spoke every thought I was thinking... thank you, you have no idea how much that meant to me
I loved how this was filmed! I can relate to your fear of being perceived as weird and suffocating our creative potential in the process. This was inspiring and it resonated with me in a more personal way than most other vides with a similiar message. You are the type of person I'd love to befriend and collaborate with. Thank you for embracing your uniqueness and being brave enough to share it with the world:)