Ashley/Max Talk About Our Trauma
Вставка
- Опубліковано 30 вер 2024
- Want to send us mail? We would love any letters or stories that you’d like to share!
Our official mailing address is:
Acrylic and Aether
PO Box #462
560 tebbe st
Weed, CA, 96094
Check out all of our knitted stuff on Etsy- www.etsy.com/s...
If you would like to email us it is
diversityofmisfitsandaether@gmail.com
And Here's More Links!
2nd Channel -
/ @kitsoarts6252
Patreon --- / 25066565
Facebook --- / acrylic-amalgam-226470...
Instagram --- @acrylicandaether
Amazon Wishlist - www.amazon.com...
10$ and under Wishlist -
www.amazon.com...
![Vectors & Dot Product • Math for Game Devs [Part 1]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/MOYiVLEnhrw/mqdefault.jpg)
"You don't have to be traumatized enough for anybody." I really needed to hear that right now ❤
Same
I’m the current host for system vibrant my names amber
'You're not traumatised enough for DID'
oh sorry... what university did he get his Psychology degree from?
Lmao the institute of his brain
or better yet, when did he become a mind reader that can see inside your brain?
What a douche
Lovely reflections, damn right!! Yaaaaas 🥳💥
@@AcrylicAndAether if falling down the stairs, a divorce would cause DID, lol, almost everyone would have it. Yeah, SA isn't funny, it's traumatizing, but won't cause DID. Not in the way she's describing it at least. Making minecraft innerworlds and dress up with their alters, telling every faker how VaLiD they are ugh get a life
thank you for speaking up about sibling SA. that was our experience and we don’t often hear it even discussed
That was such a hard thing, because we grew up with our family telling us that we would get along eventually that family is important all while knowing we'd never want to get along with him. Im glad it helped or supported you in some way ❤ im sorry you went through that
-Ashley
Thank you for sharing this. I don’t have DID but do have some trauma in my past. It’s nice to have it validated rather than feeling over dramatic or sensitive. I’m really thankful for your willingness to be present and vulnerable with your followers. We certainly aren’t entitled to hear your story-so thank you from the bottom of my heart.
There isn’t enough words to describe how incredibly brave you are sharing your trauma with the world. I have childhood trauma and it’s hard. Thank you for showing everyone your strength so that we can be strong with you. ❤️
Thank you for putting a trigger warning. Not awhole lot of people do that. That was so sweetful.
we love you guys so much. you are so valuable and you've gotten us through some really hard shit, which we'll always be thankful for. you guys helped us learn enough to ask our therapist about DID and while we haven't yet been formally diagnosed, it suddenly opened up our world and allowed us to be diagnosed with C-PTSD and begin to unearth trauma. we couldn't have done this without you. you're amazing - all of you. take care of yourselves and thank you for sharing something so personal with us. nothing but love and good vibes your way,
-Felix, virgo, cosmo, and literally everyone else in the system
Thank you so much 🌸 you guys have been a strong encouragement for me to continue with therapy and get out of the mindset ‘other people have had it worse’. Trauma is trauma. You are incredibly strong and brave for talking about this, thank you again.
You all are so strong and brave to share this with us. We are honored to be allowed to hear some of your story. Thank you for sharing what you shared.
You are correct that no one's trauma is worse than anyone else's. The way someone experiences something is subjective, trauma is subjective. Anything the brain cannot cope with or handle in that moment is trauma and is valid trauma.
We hope you all have a peaceful day/evening/weekend and we look forward to seeing more videos whenever they are posted.
- Galaxy Goblins (we decided we'd take being goblins and add it to the name we've been using for our whole system, it's quite nice)
The body image part for me is the hardest to deal with even though I've been through much worse trauma, I think it's because I have to live in my body every day but I don't have to deal with my other triggers on a daily/ hourly basis . It's so disheartening that body shaming gets sort of written off by professionals and people as ' not traumatic enough' . You guys where so strong sitting down telling your story to us, I'm so proud of you, I'm gonna emulate some that bravery for my next therapy session ! I hope everyone is going well
So true, my mom who used to beat me and verbally abuse me as a child, doesn't do that anymore. But she still keeps commenting on my appearance, even though I asked her many times not to do that. Even we she gives a compliment or says something about my son it's triggering. It sounds to me as if she's saying: now you are finally up to my beauty standards. I hate it. I don't want my body to be assessed in any way.
hello i want to mention that my friend who is a vietnam war veteran told me his trauma and i will say the same thing to you my dear dear friend it was an honor to hear your story i am so glad you trusted me to share such privet info
What you've been through was definitely traumatic, and none of it was your fault. You were, and are, innocent and good. Thank you for sharing your experiences, even though it's hard. It helps to hear from people who have been through similar things. Especially things some people don't want to hear about/think about. Just from following your channel, we can see how far you have come and how hard you have worked. We believe things will continue to get better from here. We believe in you.
-Andie&
I am so sorry you had to go through all this. I did not experience SA fortunately but bullying and being picked up on because of your weight by siblings is a day to day struggle even now. From the age of 7 to 13, I had no friends bc I had a different religion.
And you're so right about animals being easier to understand...
Lots of love and support from this singlet 💚
Well done for talking about this, much love to all of you ❤️❤️
I have never seen a system talk so openly about their trauma. I know in no way did you have to share this with you, and I can't imagine how painful the recovery journey must be. Thank you for sharing this, it makes me feel less alien about my own experiences
Trauma is like broken bones. There is no qualification for how many bones need to be broken in a leg in order to consider it a broken leg. Any broken bones are bad, the same goes for trauma.
I want to let you know you guys are so brave to talk about this. i’m know you’re helping so many other people not feel alone in their experiences. i’m sending love to the whole system. thank you for posting this video. ❤️
Thank you for sharing. At first, I did feel reluctant in group therapy to take up time because the others "had it worse than me". On the other hand, the fact that others who went through things that I deemed worse than my experience and faced and solved their issues also gave me strength to face and solve my own past. Comparing my experience to that of other people has mostly validated my experience as traumatic because others "counted" similar experiences as traumatic too. You have succeeded in communicating this important validation and in doing so created an opportunity for others to heal.
Thank you so much for being so brave, we’ve had semi-similar trauma going on at around 4-6 years old and also hear alters on the system saying we first split at 3! You guys are amazing, we all love your channel.
Thank you so much for talking about this. It's nice not knowing we're alone - for our system it was our grandfather and our mom was the bully. The incest aspect our trauma makes some of us feel so ashamed even though we know it's not our fault we feel dirty.
Thank you for sharing. Sending you complete unconditional love and acceptance. Wish I could come and be your adoptive mom to you and Aether, just to show you that you are both beautiful,lovely, and perfect people just the way you are. (I was also bullied as a child and feel your pain.)
Thank you for letting us into your past traumatic events. It was so strong of you to do that and I am very sure you have helped many watching you. And I think your "red hair" suits you, you look extremely handsome and this isn't empathy speaking. 😘❤️❤️❤️😊
I'm a singlet but I have CPTSD, someone I've known for a very long time said "that doesn't sound like abuse" because it was a state of constant fear as it was mostly verbal abuse. It's haunted me for about a year that "I haven't been abused enough" to feel valid. Thank you incredibly much for speaking about your trauma, it's hard to do in a therapeutic/professional setting or ever because trauma is shitty and if I don't have to think about it I don't want to. You all are incredibly strong, I love both Acrylic and Aether for being so open and I'm happy to have found you. I love that you don't sugarcoat things, it makes it easier to relate. I've been having a very rough time feeling my trauma is valid enough for CPSTD so thank you so much again. I can't imagine how helpful this was to DID systems, I really admire everyone's presence on this channel. I hope everyone is doing well! I love you all again! 💟💟💟💟
That was the most moving piece of film I have ever seen. You let us into the most personal part of yourself, something that was incredibly brave! You have left a strong message that trauma is trauma and no one can judge. I too was bullied, and went through many painful surgeries. I do not have DID, but can relate to the pain and loneliness you felt! You are not alone and you are worthy of love and happiness!!! Thank you!
I hear you, and I love you. You are very brave and amazing for sharing this. I'm sorry if my comment is scrambled as I have DID myself.
I really connect with your story, and you have my deepest empathy. People who compare trauma are very unwise in my opinion. As I've healed my own horrendous trauma I've been able to see and feel that it's all equal. I can see your strength in the woman, and survivor you are today, and I can image the strength you had as a child to survive. It's unbelievably unfair, and you deserved better. You should never have been put in a situation where you had to survive, but you were, and you survived. You have my respect and admiration.
"So I withdrew, from life really" This line hit me. It's tragic. You no longer have to be withdrawn, and I'm sure you know that. My heart aches for the child who did have to withdraw to survive.
The adults you grew up around are very ugly people, and I'm not talking about how they look. You've made it through to the other side of their abuse, and now you finally have the chance to show the world the beautiful person you are. You we're always a beautiful soul, despite the people around you bullying you, and shaming and degrading you, and trying to make you believe otherwise.
I think it's amazing and a testament to your strength and ability to heal that you've shared this with us. I'm excited to see where you (and your partner) go next. I'm rooting for you.
I love you guys so dearly, and it's honestly quite comforting to see someone talk about difficult topics without plastering on the fake smiles. I've been told my lack of eye contact was disrespectful, so from one person to another, I see you
Thank you guys for speaking on this. It takes a lot of guts to speak about traumas and ya'll didn't have to, but it was very informative and very appreciated. Moral of the story, you are traumatized enough, you are valid. everything you went through is valid. and you are not alone. none of us are. your darkest times may have made you who you are but they do not define you. that is perfect. Thank you guys again for doing this, and we love you all.
You're a beautiful person and a beautiful system.
Love you ❤️.
Thank you for sharing your story
Thank you for sharing such personal and painful memories. You are such a strong person don't let anyone tell you otherwise. You are really inspiring ❤️ stay safe everyone, remember you are loved and stay hydrated 🥰
We've been apart of your gobsquad since about 2 years ago now. You helped us with our diagnosis, coping with it some and not feeling completely alone or crazy. We feel you and understand the weight, bullying, and a few other things. Thank you for the courage to speaking out and be here as a voice for others that can't or feel they can't. Thank you from the butterfly system.
The system put in place to protect children has a pretty bad reputation for slacking on vigilance.
Thank you for sharing! We understand that withdrawal and the confusing dynamic between family members and caregivers. ❤❤❤
the birds respond to the tension in your voice :)
Thank you so much for this video.
And thank you for sharing this "no thoughts at all"-thing, because I always hear "It's so loud and noisy inside my head!" and really was wondering whether I'm the only person without it within the DID-Community ...
And my/our hair is red, too - and we have a so much uncommon name (for a German girl)... we had been bullied for everything from (German) kindergarden to our first traineeship (I think this is the right term ... someone learned those words in technical English, but I don't know ...).
I’m sorry that all happened to you. I believe you. It‘s not your fault,
none of it. You deserved a safe, loving, peaceful home with love and
care.
Sendung you 354795tons of healing energy from one traumamind to another. :)
Horses are the best creatures. And just as a fact, you're very beautiful. But beauty is not as valuable as people make it sound. There are so many other things in life. My mom was very beautiful, it never made her happy. Yet she always enforced her beauty standards apon us. So I as a host often feel in conflict with the body. Thankfully I have alters who are better connected to it and help to take care of it, so that we all can stay healthy. They encourage me to create my own body in the inner world to stop worrying about my outword appearance so much. So I am working on that, though it's not easy.
You are BRAVE, and so strong. You truly help so many others. So much love to you 💜💛💚
I was in some of the same situations you were in. I lost my best friend in 6th grade. He went his way and I was left staying away. My parents demanded performance. But perfect wasn't good enough. I ended up spending my entire senior year alone without any significant friends to speak with about anything. I went to school. I went home. Even my sister admits that I didn't have a childhood, either. I was expected to be...more. I was told from the age of 3 that my parents had ordered me from Sears and Roebuck, that I was on their maintenance agreement for all the appliances and woodworking tools. and, should I be found defective, I could always be returned for an updated model. So, in many ways, I relate to you and I want to thank you for sharing. Not happy, but necessary. It helps knowing where you're coming from.
We really appreciate that you shared this to us❤ and i think now you know how strong, beautiful and cool you are:>
Thank you so much for sharing 🙏💖! I’m so sorry for what you’ve experienced! Your courage is inspiring. Thankyou 😊💖
Do you have a podcast? If not are you thinking or willing to make one I would love to listen to your podcast while walking down street because I'm interested in what you share with us and I think it's so generous of you
You lived with emotional abuse. You should have been taken out of there. I am so sorry you had such a difficult and unloving childhood. You deserve to be loved and to know its okay to love.
I do not know how DID works, but I am learning a lot by watching you guy's videos. I am sorry to say that it doesn't sound like there was a healthy adult in the whole of your childhood. Everyone is unique in their own way. How they treated you had nothing to do with you. They were the ones with problems and they took them out on you. That includes your siblings who bullied and abused you. You were with adults who should have been in therapy themselves. They had no idea how to honor you like you deserved to be as a child.
You are equal in value to every human being on this planet. You deserve to heal and begin to feel freedom from the emotional weight you carry. I think you are wonderful. And you are talented. It sounds to me when you talk like you are really becoming strong. Sorry for writing so much its just that I couldn't help at least showing you how much I care about you.. I wish you the best!
And thank you for the beautiful things you make! 🕊❤️🕊
It takes so much strength and courage to post this online. We appreciate it❤️
I'm so sorry you had no safe place I understand that 💙
We have a lot of trouble accepting that our trauma was enough. We hear a lot of physical and sexual abuse, but so much of ours was very quiet neglect and life experiences that weren't able to be avoided and we didn't receive the support we needed for. We were always a lonely child, and when our mom's mental health went down the drain at the same time that our dad lost his job and we had our house foreclosed on, our needs (especially our emotional ones) fell to the wayside. It ultimately amounted to us having to be our own caretaker, as well as our mother's later on. It makes a lot of sense that one of our earliest parts is a caretaker/emotional protector who doesn't feel loneliness and doesn't need others, makes sure we eat, and tends to come out when we're getting emotional to mask it from others.
we relate so much to this. we've always thought we just made up the memories because they were so messed up sometimes. you all are so unbelievably brave speaking up about what you went through. much love
I’m so sorry that all of that happened to you, you didn’t deserve it, nobody does. You are so strong, I would not have survived what you went through.
And no other person can tell you how traumatized you are by any event one
Sometimes your brain will even be sensitive to sensory sensations so much it is traumatic!
My daughter when she was aged between 2 and 10 would completely breakdown full anxiety attack just from the grass and roosters and still no idea why so no one can say what the brain chooses is traumatic no one not even the one affected by it
Wow this is so sad. Your so brave for speaking about your trama. Wow 😯 your brother really should of been sent to a facility to get help because kids that do that when they are young end up doing it as adults too. Did your brother ever end up doing it again to you or someone else?
Thank you so much for this video!!! You have no idea how much this has helped us, having memories scattered about is something we struggled with. We didn't know if that was normal, etc. It's nice to feel validated! I'm sorry for all the trauma you guys have been through, and I hope you guys find peace and happiness! -Lilith+Vi(Co-con)
Wow. That was powerful. I continue to be amazed by your courage, your strength and your compassion. Semding more love then I can.pit into words.
Growing up my family would continually tell me to suck it up. That my life wasn't bad compared to others. Then I went to counseling and I find out my family is a toxic cesspool and what I went through was traumatic. But I still feel super invalidated when I talk about my trauma.
I've always avoided talking about childhood trauma bc we have a deeply ingrained fear of being told it wasn't that bad, someone always had it worse. It's incredibly inspiring to hear someone talk about their trauma. It feels less lonely somehow.
Thank you for opening up and talking about your trauma. I don't have DID but lately, mental health has been really hard. I connected a little about the friendships and things about (TW: for eating disorder ) dealing with constant input about what to eat, how much, and when. Recently, I was diagnosed with an eating disorder, and it's really hard, especially going back to college again. Kids during elementary, middle, and high school can be so cruel and those words/actions can last a long time. You truly don't know what is going on in people's lives. It's like the tip of the iceberg concept in psychology (I'm a psychology major), you only see a little and what people choose you to see. I hate when people try to diagnose or tell others that they do or don't have something. Everyone is different and how people perceive and think is different. Again, thank you for being open and vulnerable. This channel has been a really safe space to just watch videos, learn, and meet some nice people. So thank you all for making this a safe space. 💙
maybe he is a narcissist or a psychopath, did you study that? those features sound quite familiar to me
Hang in there babe. I am a DID too & I love you. Blessed Be as we Wiccans say.
we love you thanks for sharing your story it couldn't have been easy
Take care.you are valid and worthy of a safe life and love.you are a survivor.thank you for sharing your healing journey with us.gobsquad is here for you all.you inspire so many folks out here.
I want you to know that we think you are very brave for sharing and thank you so much for trusting us enough to do so. You are a beautiful and brave warrior. You guys got this💜
You are so beautifull, I trully believe that.
sending lots of love from all zii system
Thank you for the trigger warning. My personal trigger was not listed but it's so weirdly spesific that I wasn't expecting to see that there. Not comfortable saying what it is, still have a lot of shame etc around it... But the warning helped quite a lot anyway, I only got a minor "jump scare" kind of feeling (shocked?) when you said the thing and then it eased out slowly.
I've had depression and anxiety since I was about 7-10, I'll be 29 this year.
I'm like half way though thr video buy I relate to far more of this than I thought I'd be able too. I'm so sorry you went through all of that. That was terrible you deserved so much better. I wish you healing and health and you're wonderful despite all the horrible things you've gone through
Also abusive siblings are a horrible horrible thing
Siblings can be such jerks.
You are beautiful,strong and brave...
Thank you for opening up ❤❤❤
I'm so proud of every single one of you.
Look how you guys turned out to be regardless of EVERYTHING.
You never deserved ANY of the awful shit life put you through. It's not your fault. Kids are fkn evil (I was bullied too for many years). They are weak people who enjoys fucking up others, it wasn't about us or what we looked like. They would've found something to pick on. Like anything, if we look long enough. Anyways, definitely NOT you guys fault.
A strange sidenote, before the talk started I noticed your hair rly suits you guys (yes, all of you). If it's a female I without a doubt see a female haircut and it's a male I see a male cut. It's the SAME hair right like how?! xD It's soooo cool it just fits all of you. You're beautiful inside out and you deserve a great life ❤️
And, again you're beautiful people inside out. Lots of love to all of you in the system. Thank you so much for all of your videos and support ❤️
You are beautiful and so strong. I dealt with a lot of trauma as a child. I'm surprised I don't have DID but I know something is wrong with me. I just want a better life for my daughter. She has ADHD and is bullied relentlessly. She has meltdowns similar to your brother, despite many different medications. She is beautiful and smart and I have her in therapy but nothing seems to work. I won't give up. Thank you for sharing your trauma, I know so many can relate, including myself. ❤💪❤ Edit: After watching this video I fully understand your reply on the last video I commented on.
I am so grateful for this video. Really, my story isn't a perfect copy of yours, but many of the things you mentioned resonated a lot with me. And quite often I doubt my own story, or wheter it is outrageous to call it traumatic. Especally the part about not actually being hit (or not too badly) but being scared what else they might do... It feels very validating to me, knowing, my own story might as well could have caused DID (instead of C-PTSD) so therefore it was HORRIBLE what I've gone through infact. Sending love to you all from switzerland
I just want to say thank you for sharing, I can't imagine how hard that would have been - You are so strong - You are beautiful
💜💜💜💜💜💜
Thank you so much for sharing, it breaks my heart but at the same time it feels good to not be alone❤ I got the diagnosis of PTSD last March, the whole month of November they didn't care about it, they want to check old scans again for epilepsy. My therapist has quit on me and my abusive ex and his family are gone. In my dissociative state I unfortunately called my family that I had tried to break it off with, my adoptive mother and brother who's been even worse after dad died five years ago... the rest of the family doesn't know how awful they still abuse me and think they are supportive or they don't want to get involved. Both families are pretty dysfunctional. I just want to be gone and get away, I feel so trapped.
Is there any support group on Facebook or somewhere else that any of you know is safe? I'm hesitant to join any for DID/OSDD when I'm not sure, only thing I'm sure of is that it's CPTSD with periods of dissociation. Sorry for the long comment, it brought back some things and without a professional to talk to it's very hard to hold it in. Thank you again for creating this great channel and community😊
"You're not traumatized enough for that" ok but why. What even is "traumatized enough". I beseech you, person, so now take your fake license elsewhere.
Listening to how you explain about your missing years of memories that is what I struggle with
I also have aphantasia which is no ability to mentally picture anything eg no imagination of images at all however trauma is different I get flashes and they are uncontrolled so doesnt matter if I want to see it or not
I have also had numerous traumatic experiences from a very early age (before normal cognitive memory are usually formed) all the way til recently
When I get triggered by something I will react usually 1 of 3 ways
1 flee
2 cry or panicked attack
3 zone off looking at nothing for unreasonable amounts of time completely oblivious to my surroundings I can some times kinda realize I'm zoned out and can fix it but more often I'll end up zoned out again soon after this can last anywhere from a few seconds to maybe 10 mins which from my understanding is disassociating
In my country DID is exceptionally hard to even get a specialist to admit it's a real condition they will usually diagnose PTSD and schizophrenia or schizoaffective disorder and depression
I have had difficult experiences with therapy here so I avoid it
Closest I've come is being told I might have a "personality disfunction" due to being able to talk about past trauma so numbly
I watch so many videos trying to find something that sounds similar to what I go through with this I havent had missing time that I know of but in saying that I have no time keeping skills I'm always late dinner is ways usually at 10pm or later for me and my partner when I cook etc
If you know of anyone who may sound kind of Similar that you can think of could you maybe put me in contact with them or point me to a video that maybe is similar I just dont really know where to look any more
And I'm also so sorry about trauma and the comments you got from people about your body etc I had the same so my inner voice always tells me the same line when I buy clothes or try to look good for me its "suck your stomach in" that really sticks
You are loved. Blessed Be
You are so beautiful! Outside and inside. Don’t ever think otherwise. Thank you for sharing your wisdom.
Thank you for sharing! I know it was difficult to do. I’m sorry for everything that you guys went through. You seem like such an awesome system. Thank you for gracious me with your presence
Thank you Max and Ashley for sharing your trauma. It was an honor that you shared with us #gobsquad.
And wow I really connected with your childhood. Sure, difference in details and experience, but the part about having nowhere safe to go. My mother was verbally abusive and neglectful. I lived in filth and at 7 I was washing my on clothes and making my own meals. My mother ridiculed me and made fun of everything about me including my weight. She and my sister would pick me apart until I cried, and then they told me I was too sensitive. I was bullied at school, and not just with words. I was often assaulted by other kids all through grade school. The school did nothing. I had nowhere safe. I used to purposely get to school late so that everyone was there I ahead of me and I could walk safely. I was suicidal as a child but I knew if I could make it to 18 I could get away.
Things did get better for me, too, in high school. I only had one crazy household to deal with, but the feeling of a child trapped and no control and nowhere to go to be safe was something I related to ALOT.
Thank for sharing. Sending much love. - Anne
You're extremely strong and brave for speaking out. You have helped so many people who have experienced similar things by sharing your story. Thank you for all that you do. I hope your healing journey continues to bring you closer to peace. You deserve happiness!
I liked the video because there is no "send a cyber hug" button. I relate so much to what you said Max. I recognise the despair in your voice as you mourn the "loss" of a "normal" childhood experience.
Thank you for your strength. All that’s in you is so appreciated. I am so happy you have a place here online that allows you to sift through the pieces of your anti-childhood in a place of no judgment. We don’t care about hair color, weight, or sexuality here. The space you’ve created online, is everything you needed back then it seems, and now you’ve given it to us. And I am so proud to be constantly reassured there are precious like-minded humans that exist, and persevere with unconditional compassion for the human experience. Yes Acrylic. So proud!
I've found refuge in horses, too. I've been an equestrian for 18 years now and you're so right. Horses are honest and easy to communicate with. Being with my horse is the only way I can truly relax and forget about all my troubles.
Animals in general are a blessing ❤️
Thank you for sharing your story.. you have my utmost solidarity as someone who also went through SA from their brother & divorce within a short period at a similar age. I was fortunate enough to experience a mostly happy childhood, but the trauma really catches up to you.. Anyway thank you for helping me feel less alone, and I hope your current community & support system help you all feel less alone as well. Love & healing wishes to you all.
We're glad you spoke out about what happened to you cuz it sounded like I was listening to us talk! We too had 2 different houses 2 different stepfathers in our life and an absolute horrible and mean brother!!!! So thanks
You're so strong!! Thank you speaking about it. It'll surely help tons of people.
You're an inspiration to just keep on going and with baby steps it will get better : )
Thank you so much for sharing this with us. I really appreciate it. You all are beautiful souls and beings. You're beautiful from the inside to the outside. I can't believe people can be so awful. Don't forget you are a great system, you are a survivor, you were able to make it through, you are our inspiration ❤ even if I don't have DID you are helping me to get through some stuff in my life. This is a huge thank you for you and all of love!
a former host here (Guy, as you see, my system took over my name consensually of course because I do think I plan on gaining back my identity in the future). thank you so much for sharing, I haven’t been out a lot in the last year because of the discovery of DID and etc. it does make me feel more comfortable to live when somebody similar to me speaks up about experiences most people don’t understand.
I’m so sorry
Sending you love.
The strength it took to go through your life is just incredible. Just wish I could hug away some of the bad. If only a hug would would fix things!
I sent this video my younger brother because they struggled with many of the things you did, and I know they’d love to be a part of the Gob Squad!
Thank you so much for sharing your story. It really is helpful for me. Wishing you healing and happiness
I remember when only a small part of my trauma was in my life and I knew about it I told my therapist and he told me “that is not bad enough for you to have a disorder like that”
Later he apologised tho.. I could kinda see he felt bad.
You’re very strong and thank you for this video even though you didn’t have to share it. You have all our support everyone does
Thank you for sharing. It was very insightful and helped us a lot 💗🥺 you are so very brave
I share your trauma I'm so sorry you lived threw it all but believe me when I say you are absolutely stunning inside and out.😀❤️❤️
We relate alot too you guys and it feels really kinda validating. Especially with the "we ever we go it was bad" and all the bullying and talking to older people we really should not have talked too
you all are very brave❤️❤️❤️
thanks for sharing. it helped me a lot especially the "not traumatised enough" part and what you had to say about that.
Whenever someone shares personal things like this i always want to give everyone a hug 💚 youre all valid and loved 💚
You are so brave sharing your story with us all, thank you
Are you awake??
👁👁🔺 Painfully so.
Thank you for sharing ❤❤❤