I just miss my old self, I was happier, I didn’t need music to calm myself down, I didn’t hurt people w my words, They we’re proud of me, I was so much more social, I wouldn’t scream at my mom, I wouldn’t cry for every little thing, I wouldn’t be so insecure, maybe if I was more pretty, or social, or even intelligent..I would change.
I like to think of life as an opportunity. We all get a chance to live for about 80 years. I say make the best of it before we all go into nothingness. If it's a bad 80 years, so what? We have an eternity to feel nothing. Taking the chance that it will be a good 80 years is what keeps me going. In the grand scheme of things, 80 years is only a second. Make the best out of it, and don't dwell on societal standards. Don't feel like you need to fit into certain boxes. Just be yourself. Whatever that is. You are enough.
@@MiikaOki I'm sorry for what your going thru.All I will say is keep going even if it's hard rn.Sometimes you need to not focus on getting your old self back or 'fix' yourself but to be ok with your new self even if it continues raining learn to dance in the rain.Accept yourself for who you are because in the end it's your life and let ppl judge or whatever but you only get 1 chance at life so be what u want,do what u want,visit your dream place and do everything u want to.I just want to say your pain doesnt go unnoticed.I see and hear you and your feelings are valid.focus on urself.healing doesnt happen in 1 day. Im proud of you.ik I'm a stranger but i care a lot about you.
Hi mimi! I am writing to you from Turkey. My native language is not English. So, I hope I'm not translating it wrong, none of us are like we were before. life adds new things to us every day. I'm sure you'll be stronger in the future than you are now. Be strong ❤
If anyone is reading this Ur soo strong.. Iam glad that you didnt chose escaping (suicide) as the solution ,, Cry as much as u want May be there will be no one to hug u or support u .. Jst hug urself , This is not the end , god has made u for a reason that is not a bad reason for sure, If life gives u depression Dont give up Stay srong fight for it U will get what u want May it will take time Or u will not achieve it in ur first try So u need to try try try try and try U may fail for a 100 time dont give up until u win what if god had decided to give u it in the 101th try If u dont have anyone to care abt u Jst read the comment section the whole world is with u bro! This comment section gives me the spirit to write all this (My eng is kinda bad 🙂✨)
@@theyluvcjj broh i dont know whats the situation you're going through but escaping is not the solution to everything even tho we feel like we have no purpose to live we should live for ourselves. Take care and stay healthy 💌
Is anyone else just always sad to the point where you can’t even remember the last time you cried because your body’s just become numb to that feeling of deep sorrow…
Yeah, I have moments where it seems like the sadness has flared up enough to let it out, but nothing happens. I can't even cry correctly anymore. That seems even sadder than anything I can imagine
Yup, I don't even know what to do anymore, I don't wanna ask for help I just want everyone else to feel okay. I keep denying my feelings because I feel like I'm too young and I shouldn't be feeling so empty... I'm only 13..
I miss the simple days when I didn’t need music to help myself identify what I was feeling.I miss when I could just flat out say, I need help, or I’m sad. Now I just sit in my own head for hours on end just to figure out what I’m feeling.
That's the thing, sometime we can't articulate our feelings into normal words, so we instead decide to hide those feelings to the ones we love or care about, for whatever reason, there are many of why we decide to hide them, and instead decide to cry, because... "Tears are feelings the words can't explain"
I hope whoever searched this finds peace and are ok with themselves. search for happiness from yourself and not others and never love someone more than yourself as it will leave you empty.i just want to say everyone who is struggling rn I care about you and you matter.
If your reading this, it's probably night time or maybe your studying for that upcoming test you have, or you might not be doing anything, you might just want to listen to some calming music. No matter the reason, I hope you know that everything is okay, take a deep breath, pause your studying, stop what your doing, look outside, go outside if possible, just for a minute. Take a minute to take a couple deep breaths outside, get some fresh air. Fill your lungs with the cold air outside, take a minute to look around, look at this beautiful earth we live on, it may be flawed but it's still beautiful. Just like you, I hope you dream, I hope you find yourself, do what you want to do, find your happy place, be around the people you love! Do anything that could help you. I might be a stranger talking to another stranger telling them what to do as if I know them, but I want you to know, you're loved by many. It might not feel like it but I promise things will look up for you. You'll find love, make friends with the greatest people, achieve your dreams. I hope you can live your own life, be the happiest you possible. ❤
Why do I feel miserable and empty :(?…unlike others I didn’t lose anyone or nothing like that really happened but I just feel sad or empty and all I could do is listen to these kind of music and cry all day…idk if I have depression or why do I feel empty and all or why do I feel like this :(
I like reading the comments of this video. It's like having a safe place where people can try to understand you maybe they will gave you advice and they will comfort you in here, there was a lot comments that meant really something for me that's so calm and beautiful
When we are young we are happy but when we get older we understand the pain of living,that you get hurt also mentaly over time. Most of the time the people that are hurt are the one that help other because they don't want to see them turning like them.
music has helped me so much i cant live without it at this point like i cannot imagine a world where it doesnt exist or like the possibility that i would b deaf and not able to experience it ive listened to so much music im like charlie puth with that perfect pitch of his
Maybe if I had been a little bit stronger when I was a kid Maybe if depression and anxiety weren't two of my problems Maybe if I was just a normal kid Maybe if I remembered everything they told me Maybe if I remembered my childhood Maybe if my passion wasn't music Maybe if I was perfect Maybe if I wasn't insecure Maybe if someone wanted to be my friend Maybe if I was someone's number one Maybe if I didn't care that much Maybe if I was pretty Maybe if I had the dream of becoming a doctor Maybe if I disappeared ... Would they love me? Would they be proud of me? Would they want me? Would they treat me like a human being?
But you are yourself and that is what matters. There is always someone who loves you. You may not know them, but they are out there. They will always be proud of you and your accomplishments, no matter how small. You are loved You are wanted You are God's Child Be strong my friend ❤
Wanna know what's sad? Is that this comment started with " sometimes I don't want to die" and not "sometimes I don't want to live" emphases on SOMETIMES. thinking about this- about how screwed up our live are makes me want sob Stay strong ml😢💖
A soul floats along a path Wondering in the endless drift Glimpsing at the possibilities Never able to fully reach As they flow the rhythm takes hold Til they realize they are no longer on a path they control Drift and floating they get pulled under An endless struggle the water forms a tide Until the motion in the pool slowly dies The darkness engulfs them and with that comes the light Now the soul is free to endlessly wonder in the night I once felt this way and if you do to Them allow me to be the light for you You are so much stronger than you know And your strength comes from that open window The window of knowledge that I have into the heart of you To show me what you are capable to truly do Let me pass my light to you and maybe show you what to do There is so much power in simply being Even if it feels like there's nothing worth seeing Light lives withing everything that lives Its enter woven into our very id Once you realize maybe then you'll see how important you are to humanity ( Sorry if this is cheesy I just hope it helps) 😭
life is hard but you must proceed in life. life might be very hard; it is for me but that's what makes us stronger. you have to keep fighting and go to the Lord for anything you are struggling with. You might not believe in God and that's your chose, but just know that He is with you and cares for you.
hey to you reading this (: whatever brings you here, wether it's to fall asleep or to relax from something stressful, i just wanted to let you know that everything will be fine. If you're going through a hard time right now, it's okay to remind yourself that this is temporary, and there are many good and relaxing days to come. If you're about to sleep, i hope you will have the most beautiful dreams, and the most peaceful sleep. You are an amazing person and the world is lucky to have someone like you in it. I hope only good things, love and strenth will come your way. Goodnight (:
At the day I’m smiling and making all the others laugh. At night I’m crying in agony. Grosed of myself. Deeply disappointed in everything about me. So sad.
You pretty much said exactly what I'm feeling. I always hold my pain inside because I don't want to hurt anyone, or they might just say that its nothing and to get over it. that's why we need to be around people that love us and appreciate us for who we are and support us for things we are going through.
Please don't be disappointed. I am extremely proud of you! I know that I am just a stranger but I appreciate you. and your feelings are valid, so please try to reach out to someone, someone who you trust, and try to tell them how you are feeling. But, rn, if it feels like there is no one who you can talk to, just remember that you are valued and cared for. :)
@@aaryajain5824 Everyone I’ve ever trusted and told them how I feel just left me even more damaged and more disappointed in everything. Everyone just keeps pointing out my mistakes and lacks that I have. I lost all hope for me about life getting better and stuff like that. Maybe I shoud just stop existing… but I’m too afraid to do that.
@@-somebody__ no please don't say that. Things will get better, I promise. Time heals everything! and I am so sorry that the people around hurt you, but just know that even if it feels like no one cares about you, that's just not true because I care about you! and I need you to live. try to identify the areas in your life that you think need to be improved, and try working on them, slowly, one step at a time. Try to think of yourself as your best friend (it's gonna be hard but just trust me), now, treat yourself the way you would treat your best friend. If your best friend ever told you that they hate themselves or they are disappointed with who they are, you would try to list down things that are good about them right? you would try to make them feel better. you would also give them good advice on what they should do to improve. So please try to do that for yourself. At the end of the day, it's your life. You are going to be the ONLY person who's gonna stick till the very end. So if there's anyone who should love the most in this world, then that should be YOU. Be kind to yourself. and also remember that I care about you, and I need you to get better.
@@aaryajain5824 “Time doesn’t heal pain, it just teaches you how to live with it.” I’m glad that you care about me but I don’t want you to care because there is nothing to care about. You said that I should be kind to my self like a best friend. The thing is, I am grossed of myself and deeply disappointed in everything about me. I barely can look in the mirror. So that won’t be just hard but impossible. I don’t have a best friend in fact, I don’t have any real friends at all. All people around me are just using me because they know that I don’t care anymore about anything. It’s so sad when you see how this world will get advantage of you without thinking. This world is really grey and I don’t think It’s worth any effort. Just wait till the end all alone. I’m sorry but please don’t worry about me because I am not someone you want to care about.
I still remember exactly where I was. Sitting on a beach in Malibu, just after sunrise. It was the day after Christmas 2009, and I had never felt so alone in my life. In September I'd had what people call a nervous breakdown. My mind basically collapsed in on itself, and I gave up on absolutely everything. I quit all my classes, quit marching band, isolated myself in an apartment, and stopped answering all calls and messages for about 4 months. It was deeply embarrassing and humiliating. It felt impossible to get out. I just wanted to go into hiding for the rest of my life and wait to die. There were probably a lot of reasons for it. My parents divorced when I was very young... I know there was some fighting and abuse. That leaves a lot of scars on a young child. It must make them feel weak and scared, and powerless to defend themselves. I think it imprinted those feelings on my brain. I've always been smaller and less cool than others, so I got bullied and rejected a lot. I lost best friends who simply moved on from me and joined cooler groups. I was struggling to find a major. My college grades were plummeting and my dreams of being a film major were completely denied. In my freshman year I got kicked out of a friend group of like 15-20 people that included basically every guy on my floor. They called me weak, a wimp. A few other words too. I believed them... and that was really what kicked everything off. But I deserved it too. Even though I believed in Jesus, I almost never thought of him. As a result I had fallen into all kinds of sin and couldn't get myself out of them. I was mean and nasty to my gf at the time... I took all my pain out on her and I still feel horrible about it to this day. All of this led up to Christmas Day 2009. I slept through the entire day and woke up when the sun was setting. I couldn't even face my family for Christmas. I couldn't look anyone in the eye. That night I decided to drive out to Malibu at 3am to pray at the beach. I had been doing that more and more recently... my relationship with God was starting to grow again. I saw him answer my prayers in incredible and direct ways. I read the gospels of Jesus and was blown away by his mercy and kindness. I saw that Jesus's death on the cross meant that I can be forgiven for every wrong I'd done. Since God raised Jesus from the dead, I know the cross was exactly what God meant to happen. Jesus really was the Son of God. And because he is still alive today, I have a new hope of life in heaven that can never be taken away. So I began to believe in him again. Just after sunrise in Malibu. I was sitting on some rocks by the beach. I glanced over to the left, and saw a huge flock of seagulls sitting there. I looked to the right and there was another big group, sitting far away in a parking lot. I felt so lonely I actually prayed this: "God, why can't those seagulls come over here? I could really use the company. Can't those seagulls come over to be my friends?" I can't explain why I thought that. It felt like a taunt in some weird way, to see so many birds so far away from me. Part of me thought: _You couldn't even give me that tiny bit of companionship. Thanks a lot God. I'm profoundly alone here, and not even the birds are with me._ I can't remember how much time passed after that. Maybe 30-45 minutes. But eventually I looked down at the beach and saw a lone seagull sitting there, right in front of me. He was looking up at me. I slowly got down off the rocks and sat on the beach. He backed up a few steps, but he still stayed there, staring at me. That seagull stayed there with me for a good 15-20 minutes. Seagulls don't do that. They don't spend time with human beings. If you don't have any food, they'll know it right away and they'll just keep moving. This seagull didn't move. He stayed there and spent time there with me for a while. Finally, the seagull turned and walked off down the beach. I watched him go. After about ten feet he stopped, turned back and looked at me for a long moment. Then he kept on walking away. This was maybe one of the most ridiculous prayers I'd ever prayed in my life... but God answered it. He genuinely sent me a seagull to be my friend. But it was even more than that. By doing this, Jesus was telling me something about himself. He wasn't saying that a seagull was my friend. _Jesus was telling me that he was my friend._ Even in my darkest moment, when I had nobody else in the world and couldn't possibly see a way out, Jesus came to me as a true friend. He's done so many beautiful things for me since then. He'll do many beautiful things for you too, if you believe in him. ❤
to all the people in the comments that are struggling, working out and focusing on just bettering yourself and not worrying about anything else helps. I have had too many situations where it was constant suffering and I started working out and am in a much better place.
Im in the sam position. Everyone asks me if everythings alright and i just give a slight nod bcs how can i admit to them that i love him when i cant admit it to myself. Its like a war between my mind and heart. My heart wants him but my mind is telling me he dont love me and it all just in my head.
She feels bad for hurting me and betraying my trust but I don't think she can understand the depth of the pain and loss I feel without her. She was the reason I got up and pushed through every day no matter what and now she's gone.
i miss something I've lost...but i have no idea what it could be cause I've never had it. I'm tired of being lonely all the time and I guess others around me are tired of me as well. I'm so bored with myself. i can't feel anything anymore. i convince myself that everyone hates me and just wants to leave, but actually it's all my fault. i'm basically forcing them to leave without awareness. i hide in other ppl lives, in books, in thousands of imagined worlds. my life is not terrible. I'm not unfortunate, i have family, house, food, my parents have stable jobs, i have some friends at school. and I still dare to whinge. but I'm so lonely and scared. i wish I could escape but all i do is just stare while my teenage years are passing by, waiting for mystical 'someone' to do something. i feel like I'm gonna waste this life like i waste a day. sorry for stupid confessions, nobody cares bout my life shit hghh anyways love u all hope u re better
This is a normal feeling. Lots of young people feel this way but I promise that after some months or years everything will be better. I was in the same situation
It's really calming i accept that.. I had seen a lot people in comments, sad people, happy people, tired people, scared people, alone people... I actually think a lot these days first of all to that people who is alone, sad, tired I am sorry for all the things that makes you like that. All the people that hurts you all the situations you feel uncomfortable i really hope you find a reason for yourself to keep fighting and living this life in the way you want to live being with the person you want to be with, alone, sad or happy it's doesn't matter I hope you will be really proud of yourself when you woke up tommorow or I hope you will be okey with yourself when you just look at yourself. I feel a really problem at myself these days and I hurt a lot sometimes I even don't wanna keep it go but when I think, I just wanna be strong as I can fight with my melancholy or problems or overthink so I want you to be strong for all the people who is like you, like me.. Let's be strong for each other. Let's move on in the things makes us sad. Let's be happy, calm, relaxed together. Let's change our life's in the way we want. Let's don't be scared of change.
This is just what I needed bc I know people are temporary but it doesn't make it hurt any less when they leave at that time and for some God damn reason I wanted him to stay even tho I knew he couldn't and I will always love him but this helped me find a way to let go of him like music is my life but I took time out of my day to stop listening to music to listen to him just so he could leave me like everyone else
Listening to this while looking at the night sky, thinking about the person I will never have but still hope for that day. The day I'll know the taste of their lips The day I'll know the sound of their heart The heart which will beat for me
Yea no I hate all my ex's boyfriend's yea no and I thought relationships help they make things worse don't date if your unstable like I did it'll tear you inside out like it did with me.....
Because of people who walked out of my life all my childhood after I lost my usefulness, and because of the sudden loss of important friends. I lost myself completely when I was about twelve years old, and since then I've been trying unsuccessfully to become who I was. But, for everyone else nothing has changed, I'm still who I've always been, and they expect me to act accordingly. In fact, they don't even know how I feel, and that could be my fault. At the same time that I want to find myself, I know that it is not possible to go back and transform myself into something I once was, and can no longer be.
hey!! I know you are having a bad time so do I You can talk to me when ever you want I will hear you here you are safe relax and breathe don´t cry ok? I don´t want to see you sad you are soooo beautifull life sometimes gets us in a bad direction but we have to stay positive for the ones who love us I stay strong for only two ppl but they are getting along without me... It´s hard to stay strong in a case like mine but we can do it toghether we will scape this darkness ok?? hope to meet again I love you until next time
Most worst feeling is that people know me as a happy, talkative and smiling person. Even my best friend that I know for 10 years don't know my pain. Sometimes I think, maybe I should tell them, but something in me don't want to. I don't really know why I'm in pain or sad. I just don't want to be problem to my friends and family
Almost came to depression and draw smiling face frequently to remind me to put on a happy face just to conceal my true feelings from a person I would never want to meet again
something hit me harder than ever a month or two ago, my great grandpa has recently passed, but before he did, my family went to go see him and he said, "what happened, you used to be so talkative but now you're all quiet." at that moment, I started to question myself. What had happened to me? where did that talkative happy kid go? as far as I know, he exists no longer, and in that place, a person who isn't affected by anything, good or bad, a numb shell of a human being. I have posted this comment today to remind all of you to not lose or try to bring back that happy kid, or remnants of them, don't become numb to everything, crying is alright, being loud when you're so glad is okay, being silent when you're sad is okay. If you need to let it out, it's ok.
No words can describe the pain I feel when you’re not here, all I ask is to be able to run into your arms as you tell me it’s us against the world. Nothing feels the same and ever will for I will look for you in everyone I meet and no matter how hard I try I cannot seem to forget you, not that I want to. You’re just so special, even if I have to remember you and our memories, I wish to be able to cherish them together and it’s so hard knowing you’re out there but far from reach. I would give anything if it means I can see you again, just one last time even. If I could re-live the moments we had since the day we met I certainly would because every moment with you was special, you were special and you always will be. You may be a lost tale but you will always live on my heart even if I am no longer in yours. Our bond was something special and the spark that lit in my soul never went out, the flame burnt and may have been dim but together it grew and now it may be cold, but with all our memories keeping it alive, it’s burning bright. I may keep my hopes up but I will always wait for you, no matter what happens because that is how much you mean to me, I’ll be right here ready with open arms, for I truly love you.
My puppy has just died. She took her last breath right when the church bells rang from a distance. Rest in peace, my little friend and God has come to take her to a better world!!!
The loss of the dream and the specialisation I dreamed of since childhood and slept in the hope of waking up and achieving it is the ugliest feeling ever ..
I miss my old friend. She looks so much happier without me. I used to be her favorite person in the world. I'm about to share a story so read if you want
I hope you will find a person who you will be happy with and who will be happier with you. Don't think too much about this "friend", it may seem hard to do but Im sure you can do it.
@@SaTaN-666-6 that "friend" obviously didnt understand your worth and how much of a good friend you are.Im sorry that happened to you and them 2 girls laughing at you are just immature.you deserve better and ik you'll find a better friend to.
Man, I miss my dad so much he passed away this year September 4th he overdosed he wasn’t in my life has much he was mostly in jail but I miss him so fucken much, he would try to get out relationship back and I would always ignore him, text him and tell him rude stuff, one day he came to my house (the last day I saw him) and my grandma told me to give him a hug and I didn’t because he never came to my graduation and I was so upset but never have I ever thought that it would be the last time I saw him he would always say he would never go to jail again but he would go back, he would always say he would never do frogs again but he did, My dad was just hurt deep down and I never forgave him, I never said sorry for all the things I did to hurt his feeling, , guys please go talk to your family/friends forgive them you never know what’s gonna happen tomorrow isn’t promised.
I shouted out and said oh wow. I imagine how hard I experienced this last time which made me realize lots of meaningful lessons. I hope that everybody who is listening to these amazing songs always keeps going and steps forward in the next journey despite of many challenges you have to face. Don't care so much, believe in your inner self. Try your best, guys
We're listening the same music and same amount of pain but have diffirent types of pain. I decided to listen this playlist when I saw. Cause music makes my pain reduce. My mom died a few days ago, I couldn't talk to her a long time due to my health issues I was afraid she would say bad things to me and make me feel sad. I couldn't even say bye... Because of that I wanted to listen this playlist. She was never able to be happy because of me and my dad. She used to say that she wants me to be healthy and happy again. She wanted to live again with my family. She said she misses those days. We found her hanged. When my dad see her like that and read the note she wrote to us he couldn't stopped crying. We all started crying. We have nobody to help us, we can just pray... Now, I pray her to be happy in her other life. I hope she is happy there... Moom I miss you don't worry I'll be happy and healthy again I promise. I wish you could be here too! We always love you ~ep~hsY~myy
For me, id never thought about the emotion that employed me into the such a state before, but when I come around to listen to that kind of Saddam beat I felt like I was at the peak of the mountain solitary without either sadness or lonely but with the motivation of grievances about how I came alone this all time, try to find favouritism but they don't give me, but its okay I love the way I live.
I don't know what's wrong with me? I have no reason to be sad yet in still here, crying like everyone I loved died but no, nothing. I'm crying for no reason which makes me feel like a worthless plant, it probably sounds stupid but I don't know what to do about it, I'm just sad and I can't help it. I really wish I could just go back in time and be the happy pretty confident person I was, not do stuff that I did wrong before, but I just can't. I wish I can do something in this world, help others and not be a lazy stupid child on bed all day. I hate it, I hate it a lot, why can't I just be a normal happy person? Why can't I be pretty? Why can't I be smart? Why can't I love myself? Why do I hate myself? Is it because I'm ugly? How do I stop being ugly? How can I be normal..? I feel like I'm seeking for attention at this point wtf? I'm so close on deleting my comment because it just feels dumb to just talk about myself, I'm sorry.
wait this is exactly how I feel! please don't apologize for commenting because reading your comment actually made me a bit more valid. It helped me feel like someone finally understood what I have going through all this time. I hate crying for no reason, it makes me feel like I am just annoying all of the people in my life. Makes me feel like a burden. I see everyone around me laughing and smiling which just makes me hate the person I have now become. I see them achieve all of these great things and here I am just barely making it through the day. But hopefully, things will get better. I hope this helps you in some way...you are definitely not alone.
To who ever is reading this I want you to know that you are not alone you are a perfect human being and you are not a failure you are more than enough you are an amazing individual who deserves the world and I will always be here for you no matter how things that may happen and you are worthy of love you don't deserve to feel so upset because you are picture perfect and remember others will always try take you down and if you let that happen you're giving them what they want which you shouldn't do and if you just try ignore them or even treat them the same way they treat you I promise that after a while they wilo leave you alone because they aren't getting the attention and amusement they want. Also there will always be someone there for you such as me! You are deserving of love and support you are amazing you are perfect you are more than enough you are truly a wonder and without you I feel as if people you know would most likely be upset because you can make people the best version of themselves and remember that you come first not anybody else you need to care about yourself before you care about others! I ♡ you all! Have a great day or night!
what went wrong really? nothing happened, did i just grow up? realize what the world is? see the painful truth in life? everything was fine before. why cant i just go back and forget about the world, like before?
If you have pain, it's because you are living in the past, for tonight let enjoy the present that a lot people in the another life wished to have, let's love ourselves ❤❤❤ Mys best wishes for everyone who reads this ❤
" with the daylight you're safe , before you sleep all the memories of the people you lost came back to your mind and after that you cant sleep from the tears..."
my thoughts 💭[v€nT]: night 🌙: - ah don’t wanna go to school tmrw - will they make fun of me again during science - hope not - don’t cry - don’t cry - don’t cry - save the tears for later - smileee 😁😁 - cmon hurry up and get ready morning ☀ : - gotta wake up - WAKE TF UP - hurry - hurry - don’t make mom mad - oh no sis is in a bad mood - get ready - quickly - don’t get distracted - hope todays a good day - Eat - Eat - Eat - Eat - mom made this cmon eat - yum😏 - don’t be late - put on jacket, backpack, shoes - don’t forget anything bish - ugh I don’t wanna sit next to that guy on the bus At school 🏫: - do I look ugly - yeah I do prob - ur hair looks ugly - check in the mirror - no no no - don’t wanna start school - oh there’s [friend name] - she looks pretty - ofc she does - everyone thinks she looks pretty - I can’t argue with it - be nice - don’t make a mistake - be nice sweet kind - oh there she goes with the insults - does my breath stink - don’t breathe - nvm that’s dumb - their talking abt me - don’t listen - but I have to listen - oh it’s about my channel again… - dw I changed my channels name, deleted the videos, and each made a new roblox account. - they won’t be able to find it. - or will someone tell them - gotta go to the bathroom, don’t cry - DONT FRICKING CRY - ughhhhh - gosh I do look ugly - I bet everyone’s staring at my basic outfit. - everyone likes [frind name] Ye it’s glitching so that its
I just wanna disappear from here. It feels like I don't deserve LOVE or happiness. Tears , sadness, darkness and fear is my Life now. Everyday ,every minute and every second my heart is heavy . I always keep getting panic attack ,anxiety . Everything seems so wrong. I just wanna end it now.
Sinto como se estivesse a me perder dentro de mim mesma. Não sei quem sou, não sei que personalidade assumir, luto comigo mesma. Estou cansada de viver assim...
I never thought I was losing my childhood till I lost it... I'm still a teen and I've not had a childhood... everything's fucked up and I can't hit a restart button. and I'm the one who fucked it up
im genuinly not okay,the only thing thats calming is music,im sad 24/7 i just want my mum back rn bro to hug her ide do anything she was the sweetest person ever and everyday sincs she passed i have thought of her and listening to this kind of music helps me to come to perms with thing sort of.
You know when the whole world is falling apart around you, You try your best but its never enough, When the ppl who where meant to love you the most not just hurt you but break you, That silent moment when you feel utterly alone, That moment when you realise that all this shit is happening simultaneously, That moment when you cry so hard that your head hurts...... If you're reading this Know that someday you will make it out of this moment that we are trapped in 💔 even if it takes all night Or a thousand years We will see light again ✨️ and don't worry I have enough hope for the both of us.
A soul floats along a path Wondering in the endless drift Glimpsing at the possibilities Never able to fully reach As they flow the rhythm takes hold Til they realize they are no longer on a path they control Drift and floating they get pulled under An endless struggle the water forms a tide Until the motion in the pool slowly dies The darkness engulfs them and with that comes the light Now the soul is free to endlessly wonder in the night...................... broken heart.... sad... cry... rip..
Wow I See im not the only one with a broken heart I Kinde miss the past it just was the happiest time of my life I came back from school with a smile but now it changed even though I’m better now I still can’t be happy as I used to be. I wish I could go back and feel the happiness in me and also don’t make the same mistake ist just to sad but also okay I’ll hope that I forget it forever.😞 What should I say it happens 💔❤️🩹 Hope y’all okay
I am sitting in this deserted house I am looking at the door The door is sighing Which way are you coming How pleasant it was to see you My youth grew old in this hope You did not come and it was too late... -RIP Hooshang Ebtehaj
I used to always be the smart girl raising my hand for every question I was nice to people helping them until I heard people whispering saying I am a nerd that when I did't bother raising my hand still we had a pop quiz I got them all right but people clapping for me i looked at my friend and saw that she rolled her eyes I was being ignored all the time that when i did not heard the teacher got all the answer wrong just for them to be happy now am in 5th grade and am dumb too dumb even got bad grades i wish i had my old self😮💨😖
now ik this is long as hell but i wrote this while lisenting to this playlist and it just came to me Why do they love me It's a question i ask myself Or do they really love me or it all a act Why would they love me Im me Im a no one Im worthless Annoying Talk to much I have lots of problems Abandonment issues,Trust issues, Anxiety, Depression And worst of all I don't love myself People say You have to Love yourself before You can love anyone Else but why do i Fall so easily Am i just that Stupid Why do they always leave me All my friends Family even my own Father didnt love me enough Im just not enough and i never will be people always expect so much from but i never provide i get called names and get talked about even my own friends think im dumb im so worthless whats my point why am i here why did i get another chance why why do they love me im not worth their love im just a waste of space a waste of air and i honestly feel bad because i dont deserve them i dont deserve their love sometimes i just want to die other times i dont and i feel bad because the only reason im here is because of that love thats why im here today writing this but other time i just want to go to heaven and leave this hell of a earth because im not worth any of this love
I just can't continue, it's hard. Tears fall from my eyes while writing this, they're all the people around me. No one understands. I don't know if this is the right place to write this, but no one hears me. I wanted to say this to anyone, the surgical words they say are not easy for me to accept.
I get so much comfort listening to these songs, especially "I love you." I can't really even explain it. Some people would say "oh you're depressed" well no.. they're just comforting. Sometimes I reference them to sad things but other than that, I get joy out of them. Sorry for the rant, just felt good to say all that :)
these songs are my life i got rejected lost my friends family parents argue for 5 years..hit..i cant survive i lost my bestest friends ..i wish i could chnge the past but my life is ruined and theres no going back i cant change the past but we can all change our future ;,)
There is no going back dear... But understand that ur future is more valuable to waste holding on to your past... Things happen... U r going to be fine...🫂🫂🫂
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right person, wrong time ;
right script, wrong line ;
right poem, wrong rhyme ;
and a piece of your heart that was never mine.
beautiful verse
@@frenzy_one thank you :)
Also, beautiful playlist!!~
@@fang._.lover2 thanks for the support 🖤
bonne personne, mauvais moment, bon scénario, mauvaise ligne, bon poème, mauvaise ligne et un morceau de ton cœur qui n'a jamais été le mien.
@@zumiiiiiiiiii597 heyy, I think it's "bon poème, mauvaise rime" and not "mauvaise ligne" :))
I just miss my old self, I was happier, I didn’t need music to calm myself down, I didn’t hurt people w my words, They we’re proud of me, I was so much more social, I wouldn’t scream at my mom, I wouldn’t cry for every little thing, I wouldn’t be so insecure, maybe if I was more pretty, or social, or even intelligent..I would change.
I like to think of life as an opportunity. We all get a chance to live for about 80 years. I say make the best of it before we all go into nothingness. If it's a bad 80 years, so what? We have an eternity to feel nothing. Taking the chance that it will be a good 80 years is what keeps me going. In the grand scheme of things, 80 years is only a second. Make the best out of it, and don't dwell on societal standards. Don't feel like you need to fit into certain boxes. Just be yourself. Whatever that is. You are enough.
@@severussnapeytp715
Thankyou so much for this text, I will try my best now!
@@MiikaOki I'm sorry for what your going thru.All I will say is keep going even if it's hard rn.Sometimes you need to not focus on getting your old self back or 'fix' yourself but to be ok with your new self even if it continues raining learn to dance in the rain.Accept yourself for who you are because in the end it's your life and let ppl judge or whatever but you only get 1 chance at life so be what u want,do what u want,visit your dream place and do everything u want to.I just want to say your pain doesnt go unnoticed.I see and hear you and your feelings are valid.focus on urself.healing doesnt happen in 1 day. Im proud of you.ik I'm a stranger but i care a lot about you.
You'll be fine Kidd, notice and repair the cracks. It's only a mistake and a nuisance if you don't work at it.
Hi mimi! I am writing to you from Turkey. My native language is not English. So, I hope I'm not translating it wrong, none of us are like we were before. life adds new things to us every day. I'm sure you'll be stronger in the future than you are now. Be strong ❤
*I miss the days when i was so small* *that i didn’t know what pain feels like*
If anyone is reading this
Ur soo strong..
Iam glad that you didnt chose escaping (suicide) as the solution ,,
Cry as much as u want
May be there will be no one to hug u or support u .. Jst hug urself ,
This is not the end , god has made u for a reason that is not a bad reason for sure,
If life gives u depression
Dont give up
Stay srong fight for it
U will get what u want
May it will take time
Or u will not achieve it in ur first try
So u need to try try try try and try
U may fail for a 100 time dont give up until u win what if god had decided to give u it in the 101th try
If u dont have anyone to care abt u
Jst read the comment section the whole world is with u bro!
This comment section gives me the spirit to write all this
(My eng is kinda bad 🙂✨)
thats made me so smile thank you
i feel like i have no purpose and i just wanna escape.
@@theyluvcjj broh i dont know whats the situation you're going through but escaping is not the solution to everything even tho we feel like we have no purpose to live we should live for ourselves. Take care and stay healthy 💌
"when you're happy you feel the rythm but when your sad you understand the lyrics". -a wise person
And that wise person is you! ❤
Edit:please do not hurt yourself and make sure that you take every good opportunity you get❤
Ip ip ip hi
@@bababooey8507 Hi
What if it was the opposite !
Is anyone else just always sad to the point where you can’t even remember the last time you cried because your body’s just become numb to that feeling of deep sorrow…
Yes I’m in that situation right now
Yeah, I have moments where it seems like the sadness has flared up enough to let it out, but nothing happens. I can't even cry correctly anymore. That seems even sadder than anything I can imagine
Yup, I don't even know what to do anymore, I don't wanna ask for help I just want everyone else to feel okay. I keep denying my feelings because I feel like I'm too young and I shouldn't be feeling so empty... I'm only 13..
I miss the simple days when I didn’t need music to help myself identify what I was feeling.I miss when I could just flat out say, I need help, or I’m sad. Now I just sit in my own head for hours on end just to figure out what I’m feeling.
That's the thing, sometime we can't articulate our feelings into normal words, so we instead decide to hide those feelings to the ones we love or care about, for whatever reason, there are many of why we decide to hide them, and instead decide to cry, because...
"Tears are feelings the words can't explain"
I hope whoever searched this finds peace and are ok with themselves. search for happiness from yourself and not others and never love someone more than yourself as it will leave you empty.i just want to say everyone who is struggling rn I care about you and you matter.
🥹😭thanks
If your reading this, it's probably night time or maybe your studying for that upcoming test you have, or you might not be doing anything, you might just want to listen to some calming music. No matter the reason, I hope you know that everything is okay, take a deep breath, pause your studying, stop what your doing, look outside, go outside if possible, just for a minute. Take a minute to take a couple deep breaths outside, get some fresh air. Fill your lungs with the cold air outside, take a minute to look around, look at this beautiful earth we live on, it may be flawed but it's still beautiful. Just like you, I hope you dream, I hope you find yourself, do what you want to do, find your happy place, be around the people you love! Do anything that could help you. I might be a stranger talking to another stranger telling them what to do as if I know them, but I want you to know, you're loved by many. It might not feel like it but I promise things will look up for you. You'll find love, make friends with the greatest people, achieve your dreams. I hope you can live your own life, be the happiest you possible. ❤
thank you! i needed it. and just letting you know, youre loved too and everything is gonna be okay ig it already isn't ❤️
@@mialohmus7647 thank you for lovely message❤
this made me cry reading this and like @mia lohmus said you are loved too and thank you for writing that it was beautiful
@@kem3507 you're so sweet🥰
❤
Why do I feel miserable and empty :(?…unlike others I didn’t lose anyone or nothing like that really happened but I just feel sad or empty and all I could do is listen to these kind of music and cry all day…idk if I have depression or why do I feel empty and all or why do I feel like this :(
I like reading the comments of this video. It's like having a safe place where people can try to understand you maybe they will gave you advice and they will comfort you in here, there was a lot comments that meant really something for me that's so calm and beautiful
I don't want to cry, it's nice to be emotionless when you look at it from the outside, but when you get old on the inside, no one can understand
It's shit being emotionless,
You lose everyone you worked so hard to keep and i miss the feeling of love, i miss being able to cry...
there is something so comforting in sadness and it's got me addicted
Agreed
I wonder why? (Cuz same)
When we are young we are happy but when we get older we understand the pain of living,that you get hurt also mentaly over time.
Most of the time the people that are hurt are the one that help other because they don't want to see them turning like them.
Deep words but true
music has helped me so much i cant live without it at this point
like i cannot imagine a world where it doesnt exist or like the possibility that i would b deaf and not able to experience it
ive listened to so much music im like charlie puth with that perfect pitch of his
i wanna go home. but not even home feels like “home” ya know?
Ya I know
I sorry
Where do you even go when nowhere feels like home?
@@Tentacult_Sapling honestly i have no idea probably where ever my dog is
Maybe if I had been a little bit stronger when I was a kid
Maybe if depression and anxiety weren't two of my problems
Maybe if I was just a normal kid
Maybe if I remembered everything they told me
Maybe if I remembered my childhood
Maybe if my passion wasn't music
Maybe if I was perfect
Maybe if I wasn't insecure
Maybe if someone wanted to be my friend
Maybe if I was someone's number one
Maybe if I didn't care that much
Maybe if I was pretty
Maybe if I had the dream of becoming a doctor
Maybe if I disappeared
...
Would they love me?
Would they be proud of me?
Would they want me?
Would they treat me like a human being?
But you are yourself and that is what matters. There is always someone who loves you. You may not know them, but they are out there. They will always be proud of you and your accomplishments, no matter how small.
You are loved
You are wanted
You are God's Child
Be strong my friend ❤
@@__qibli_3305 thank you for your kind and heart warming words but I am an atheist ❤❤
@@writtenby.christine It doesn't matter to me if you are atheist or not, God loves you no matter what. ❤❤
Sometimes I don't want to die but I don't want to live in this world it's tiring and this playlist helped me cry and fall asleep thank you
Keep fighting 🙏🙏 u will find your piece
Wanna know what's sad? Is that this comment started with " sometimes I don't want to die" and not "sometimes I don't want to live" emphases on SOMETIMES. thinking about this- about how screwed up our live are makes me want sob
Stay strong ml😢💖
@@haileykoeberg4715 okay I will try o stay strong okay and you too and thanks
Love you dude, hope you find happiness 💖
@@ekinsen7118 thanks
I don't listen to sad music bcz I have lost someone, but bcz I have lost myself.
Dont give up on the search 🙏 now u have a chance to recreate yourself from scratch 🙏
A soul floats along a path
Wondering in the endless drift
Glimpsing at the possibilities
Never able to fully reach
As they flow the rhythm takes hold
Til they realize they are no longer on a path they control
Drift and floating they get pulled under
An endless struggle the water forms a tide
Until the motion in the pool slowly dies
The darkness engulfs them and with that comes the light
Now the soul is free to endlessly wonder in the night
I once felt this way and if you do to
Them allow me to be the light for you
You are so much stronger than you know
And your strength comes from that open window
The window of knowledge that I have into the heart of you
To show me what you are capable to truly do
Let me pass my light to you and maybe show you what to do
There is so much power in simply being
Even if it feels like there's nothing worth seeing
Light lives withing everything that lives
Its enter woven into our very id
Once you realize maybe then you'll see how important you are to humanity
( Sorry if this is cheesy I just hope it helps) 😭
lowkey, that was amazing
@@itspropitious thank you! I write a lot and this moment just kinda inspired me I hope it inspires others struggling as well 😁
❤
Beautiful
Thank you , needed to hear it
Music is just a escape from reality . Reality is hard everything is just hard
life is hard but you must proceed in life. life might be very hard; it is for me but that's what makes us stronger. you have to keep fighting and go to the Lord for anything you are struggling with. You might not believe in God and that's your chose, but just know that He is with you and cares for you.
Sometimes I need sad music to make sure I'm still alive yk? Thank you ❤️
this playlist reminds me of someone falling in love with someone that they know they can’t have.
hey to you reading this (: whatever brings you here, wether it's to fall asleep or to relax from something stressful, i just wanted to let you know that everything will be fine. If you're going through a hard time right now, it's okay to remind yourself that this is temporary, and there are many good and relaxing days to come. If you're about to sleep, i hope you will have the most beautiful dreams, and the most peaceful sleep. You are an amazing person and the world is lucky to have someone like you in it. I hope only good things, love and strenth will come your way. Goodnight (:
Mate your acting like a therapist
@@courtneyking1331 Friends, I have only one request from you. Subscribe to my Relaxation Studio channel
San da iyi geceler teşekkürler bunları duymak bana iyi geldi❤
When even sleep can't help cause it's the soul that's tired💔💔
the wisp sings always makes me cry. it just hits me and i breakdown. i wish i could hug someone
this probably won't help much but
sending a virtual hug your way!!
@@aaryajain5824 thank you!! this made my day
I wish i could hug you🙍🙍
It doesn't take years to get to the end, it takes courage ,it takes hope, it takes love but all thats gone.
I just wish she was here with me. Everything's so different without her now. I never told her how much I love her.
At the day I’m smiling and making all the others laugh. At night I’m crying in agony. Grosed of myself. Deeply disappointed in everything about me. So sad.
You pretty much said exactly what I'm feeling. I always hold my pain inside because I don't want to hurt anyone, or they might just say that its nothing and to get over it. that's why we need to be around people that love us and appreciate us for who we are and support us for things we are going through.
Please don't be disappointed. I am extremely proud of you! I know that I am just a stranger but I appreciate you. and your feelings are valid, so please try to reach out to someone, someone who you trust, and try to tell them how you are feeling. But, rn, if it feels like there is no one who you can talk to, just remember that you are valued and cared for. :)
@@aaryajain5824 Everyone I’ve ever trusted and told them how I feel just left me even more damaged and more disappointed in everything.
Everyone just keeps pointing out my mistakes and lacks that I have. I lost all hope for me about life getting better and stuff like that. Maybe I shoud just stop existing… but I’m too afraid to do that.
@@-somebody__ no please don't say that. Things will get better, I promise. Time heals everything!
and I am so sorry that the people around hurt you, but just know that even if it feels like no one cares about you, that's just not true because I care about you! and I need you to live.
try to identify the areas in your life that you think need to be improved, and try working on them, slowly, one step at a time.
Try to think of yourself as your best friend (it's gonna be hard but just trust me), now, treat yourself the way you would treat your best friend. If your best friend ever told you that they hate themselves or they are disappointed with who they are, you would try to list down things that are good about them right? you would try to make them feel better. you would also give them good advice on what they should do to improve. So please try to do that for yourself.
At the end of the day, it's your life. You are going to be the ONLY person who's gonna stick till the very end. So if there's anyone who should love the most in this world, then that should be YOU.
Be kind to yourself.
and also remember that I care about you, and I need you to get better.
@@aaryajain5824 “Time doesn’t heal pain, it just teaches you how to live with it.” I’m glad that you care about me but I don’t want you to care because there is nothing to care about. You said that I should be kind to my self like a best friend. The thing is, I am grossed of myself and deeply disappointed in everything about me. I barely can look in the mirror. So that won’t be just hard but impossible. I don’t have a best friend in fact, I don’t have any real friends at all. All people around me are just using me because they know that I don’t care anymore about anything. It’s so sad when you see how this world will get advantage of you without thinking. This world is really grey and I don’t think It’s worth any effort. Just wait till the end all alone. I’m sorry but please don’t worry about me because I am not someone you want to care about.
Jesus Christ is the truth reach out, nothing but respect
Life is not only sunshine and rainbows like before when we were kids
This is the first playlist that I’ve listened to that’s actually been able to make me cry, it feels good. Thank you! Hope you feel ok!❤
I still remember exactly where I was. Sitting on a beach in Malibu, just after sunrise. It was the day after Christmas 2009, and I had never felt so alone in my life.
In September I'd had what people call a nervous breakdown. My mind basically collapsed in on itself, and I gave up on absolutely everything. I quit all my classes, quit marching band, isolated myself in an apartment, and stopped answering all calls and messages for about 4 months.
It was deeply embarrassing and humiliating. It felt impossible to get out. I just wanted to go into hiding for the rest of my life and wait to die.
There were probably a lot of reasons for it. My parents divorced when I was very young... I know there was some fighting and abuse. That leaves a lot of scars on a young child. It must make them feel weak and scared, and powerless to defend themselves. I think it imprinted those feelings on my brain.
I've always been smaller and less cool than others, so I got bullied and rejected a lot. I lost best friends who simply moved on from me and joined cooler groups. I was struggling to find a major. My college grades were plummeting and my dreams of being a film major were completely denied.
In my freshman year I got kicked out of a friend group of like 15-20 people that included basically every guy on my floor. They called me weak, a wimp. A few other words too. I believed them... and that was really what kicked everything off.
But I deserved it too. Even though I believed in Jesus, I almost never thought of him. As a result I had fallen into all kinds of sin and couldn't get myself out of them. I was mean and nasty to my gf at the time... I took all my pain out on her and I still feel horrible about it to this day.
All of this led up to Christmas Day 2009. I slept through the entire day and woke up when the sun was setting. I couldn't even face my family for Christmas. I couldn't look anyone in the eye.
That night I decided to drive out to Malibu at 3am to pray at the beach. I had been doing that more and more recently... my relationship with God was starting to grow again. I saw him answer my prayers in incredible and direct ways. I read the gospels of Jesus and was blown away by his mercy and kindness.
I saw that Jesus's death on the cross meant that I can be forgiven for every wrong I'd done. Since God raised Jesus from the dead, I know the cross was exactly what God meant to happen. Jesus really was the Son of God. And because he is still alive today, I have a new hope of life in heaven that can never be taken away. So I began to believe in him again.
Just after sunrise in Malibu. I was sitting on some rocks by the beach. I glanced over to the left, and saw a huge flock of seagulls sitting there. I looked to the right and there was another big group, sitting far away in a parking lot.
I felt so lonely I actually prayed this: "God, why can't those seagulls come over here? I could really use the company. Can't those seagulls come over to be my friends?"
I can't explain why I thought that. It felt like a taunt in some weird way, to see so many birds so far away from me. Part of me thought: _You couldn't even give me that tiny bit of companionship. Thanks a lot God. I'm profoundly alone here, and not even the birds are with me._
I can't remember how much time passed after that. Maybe 30-45 minutes. But eventually I looked down at the beach and saw a lone seagull sitting there, right in front of me. He was looking up at me.
I slowly got down off the rocks and sat on the beach. He backed up a few steps, but he still stayed there, staring at me.
That seagull stayed there with me for a good 15-20 minutes.
Seagulls don't do that. They don't spend time with human beings. If you don't have any food, they'll know it right away and they'll just keep moving. This seagull didn't move. He stayed there and spent time there with me for a while.
Finally, the seagull turned and walked off down the beach. I watched him go. After about ten feet he stopped, turned back and looked at me for a long moment. Then he kept on walking away.
This was maybe one of the most ridiculous prayers I'd ever prayed in my life... but God answered it. He genuinely sent me a seagull to be my friend. But it was even more than that.
By doing this, Jesus was telling me something about himself. He wasn't saying that a seagull was my friend. _Jesus was telling me that he was my friend._
Even in my darkest moment, when I had nobody else in the world and couldn't possibly see a way out, Jesus came to me as a true friend.
He's done so many beautiful things for me since then. He'll do many beautiful things for you too, if you believe in him. ❤
I just felt something with my heart when I read your story, that feeling made me cry again 🤍🩹💔
@@WMelo77 ❤🩹
to all the people in the comments that are struggling, working out and focusing on just bettering yourself and not worrying about anything else helps. I have had too many situations where it was constant suffering and I started working out and am in a much better place.
I know why I'm crying, I know it deep down but admitting it is so hard... I have to live with this inexplicable pain that makes me so weak
We all hurt, don't forget your not alone👍🏻👍🏻
Im in the sam position. Everyone asks me if everythings alright and i just give a slight nod bcs how can i admit to them that i love him when i cant admit it to myself. Its like a war between my mind and heart. My heart wants him but my mind is telling me he dont love me and it all just in my head.
She feels bad for hurting me and betraying my trust but I don't think she can understand the depth of the pain and loss I feel without her. She was the reason I got up and pushed through every day no matter what and now she's gone.
Keep keeping on!!! 😊😊🤗🤗🙂🙂, You'll be fine....... You are currently great it's just harder to see sometimes!!!
I had so much potential when I was younger.. 5:03am
Until u are burried 5 ft underground u have a chance to fulfill your potential ‼️‼️
i miss something I've lost...but i have no idea what it could be cause I've never had it. I'm tired of being lonely all the time and I guess others around me are tired of me as well. I'm so bored with myself. i can't feel anything anymore. i convince myself that everyone hates me and just wants to leave, but actually it's all my fault. i'm basically forcing them to leave without awareness. i hide in other ppl lives, in books, in thousands of imagined worlds.
my life is not terrible. I'm not unfortunate, i have family, house, food, my parents have stable jobs, i have some friends at school.
and I still dare to whinge.
but I'm so lonely and scared. i wish I could escape but all i do is just stare while my teenage years are passing by, waiting for mystical 'someone' to do something.
i feel like I'm gonna waste this life like i waste a day.
sorry for stupid confessions, nobody cares bout my life shit hghh
anyways love u all hope u re better
U just have to find your own path and battle 🙏
This is a normal feeling. Lots of young people feel this way but I promise that after some months or years everything will be better. I was in the same situation
It's really calming i accept that..
I had seen a lot people in comments, sad people, happy people, tired people, scared people, alone people...
I actually think a lot these days first of all to that people who is alone, sad, tired I am sorry for all the things that makes you like that. All the people that hurts you all the situations you feel uncomfortable i really hope you find a reason for yourself to keep fighting and living this life in the way you want to live being with the person you want to be with, alone, sad or happy it's doesn't matter I hope you will be really proud of yourself when you woke up tommorow or I hope you will be okey with yourself when you just look at yourself. I feel a really problem at myself these days and I hurt a lot sometimes I even don't wanna keep it go but when I think, I just wanna be strong as I can fight with my melancholy or problems or overthink so I want you to be strong for all the people who is like you, like me.. Let's be strong for each other. Let's move on in the things makes us sad. Let's be happy, calm, relaxed together. Let's change our life's in the way we want. Let's don't be scared of change.
This is just what I needed bc I know people are temporary but it doesn't make it hurt any less when they leave at that time and for some God damn reason I wanted him to stay even tho I knew he couldn't and I will always love him but this helped me find a way to let go of him like music is my life but I took time out of my day to stop listening to music to listen to him just so he could leave me like everyone else
Listening to this while looking at the night sky, thinking about the person I will never have but still hope for that day.
The day I'll know the taste of their lips
The day I'll know the sound of their heart
The heart which will beat for me
do not despair about this, everything will be fine, you just need to wait a bit and the same person will appear
And someday you'll find that person!!❤
Same bu t my bestfriend... and my crush got....😫
Yea no I hate all my ex's boyfriend's yea no and I thought relationships help they make things worse don't date if your unstable like I did it'll tear you inside out like it did with me.....
@@frenzy_one Thanks T^T
Because of people who walked out of my life all my childhood after I lost my usefulness, and because of the sudden loss of important friends. I lost myself completely when I was about twelve years old, and since then I've been trying unsuccessfully to become who I was. But, for everyone else nothing has changed, I'm still who I've always been, and they expect me to act accordingly. In fact, they don't even know how I feel, and that could be my fault. At the same time that I want to find myself, I know that it is not possible to go back and transform myself into something I once was, and can no longer be.
I honestly don't feel anything anymore, sometimes I just cry everything out.
I have accepted it's a part of me that keeps me alive though this kind of music
It's good to know that I'm not the only one feeling this way and some how we all can relate to each other's emptiness
this playlist was exactly what I needed right now. it's 3:07 right now
I feel you. Music is better when it's late, for some reason.
Its 3:07 for me too right now...
00:16 here
hey!!
I know you are having a bad time
so do I
You can talk to me when ever you want
I will hear you
here you are safe
relax and breathe
don´t cry ok?
I don´t want to see you sad
you are soooo beautifull
life sometimes gets us in a bad direction but we have to stay positive for the ones who love us
I stay strong for only two ppl
but they are getting along without me...
It´s hard to stay strong in a case like mine but we can do it
toghether we will scape this darkness
ok??
hope to meet again
I love you
until next time
Im not good my sweety 😷 but i hope your life is sooo beautifulll
Only if I was a better person maybe everything would be different, better.
Dear god, pls take my soul before I do.
Im so proud of you ml, you're doing absolutely great keep going ik u can because you are so freaking strong i love you.You're still here for a reason.
@@justsomegirl8507 thank you sooo much
Can we appreciate the way he/she gives a Love to everyone's comments? ❤️
All the comments i'm reading are so deep and i just cant explain what im going through
Fr I just can’t it just messes with me
Most worst feeling is that people know me as a happy, talkative and smiling person. Even my best friend that I know for 10 years don't know my pain. Sometimes I think, maybe I should tell them, but something in me don't want to. I don't really know why I'm in pain or sad. I just don't want to be problem to my friends and family
☹ I hope you do talk to somebody about it
you're not alone on this one.
I can feel you
Almost came to depression and draw smiling face frequently to remind me to put on a happy face just to conceal my true feelings from a person I would never want to meet again
something hit me harder than ever a month or two ago, my great grandpa has recently passed, but before he did, my family went to go see him and he said, "what happened, you used to be so talkative but now you're all quiet." at that moment, I started to question myself. What had happened to me? where did that talkative happy kid go? as far as I know, he exists no longer, and in that place, a person who isn't affected by anything, good or bad, a numb shell of a human being. I have posted this comment today to remind all of you to not lose or try to bring back that happy kid, or remnants of them, don't become numb to everything, crying is alright, being loud when you're so glad is okay, being silent when you're sad is okay. If you need to let it out, it's ok.
No words can describe the pain I feel when you’re not here, all I ask is to be able to run into your arms as you tell me it’s us against the world. Nothing feels the same and ever will for I will look for you in everyone I meet and no matter how hard I try I cannot seem to forget you, not that I want to. You’re just so special, even if I have to remember you and our memories, I wish to be able to cherish them together and it’s so hard knowing you’re out there but far from reach. I would give anything if it means I can see you again, just one last time even. If I could re-live the moments we had since the day we met I certainly would because every moment with you was special, you were special and you always will be. You may be a lost tale but you will always live on my heart even if I am no longer in yours. Our bond was something special and the spark that lit in my soul never went out, the flame burnt and may have been dim but together it grew and now it may be cold, but with all our memories keeping it alive, it’s burning bright. I may keep my hopes up but I will always wait for you, no matter what happens because that is how much you mean to me, I’ll be right here ready with open arms, for I truly love you.
i just can't handle this hurt
I’m dying within
Sometimes I just feel like a complete failure, everything I do seems wrong, painful, insoportable. Life is hard.
I feel you man. I'm very sorry for the things you might be going through. keep fighting, no matter what
The ads in between got me badly 😢
My puppy has just died. She took her last breath right when the church bells rang from a distance. Rest in peace, my little friend and God has come to take her to a better world!!!
The loss of the dream and the specialisation I dreamed of since childhood and slept in the hope of waking up and achieving it is the ugliest feeling ever ..
I miss my old friend. She looks so much happier without me. I used to be her favorite person in the world. I'm about to share a story so read if you want
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I hope you will find a person who you will be happy with and who will be happier with you. Don't think too much about this "friend", it may seem hard to do but Im sure you can do it.
@@rinalibelou8364 thank you 🥲
@@SaTaN-666-6 that "friend" obviously didnt understand your worth and how much of a good friend you are.Im sorry that happened to you and them 2 girls laughing at you are just immature.you deserve better and ik you'll find a better friend to.
I'm so sorry 😔
Man, I miss my dad so much he passed away this year September 4th he overdosed he wasn’t in my life has much he was mostly in jail but I miss him so fucken much, he would try to get out relationship back and I would always ignore him, text him and tell him rude stuff, one day he came to my house (the last day I saw him) and my grandma told me to give him a hug and I didn’t because he never came to my graduation and I was so upset but never have I ever thought that it would be the last time I saw him he would always say he would never go to jail again but he would go back, he would always say he would never do frogs again but he did, My dad was just hurt deep down and I never forgave him, I never said sorry for all the things I did to hurt his feeling, , guys please go talk to your family/friends forgive them you never know what’s gonna happen tomorrow isn’t promised.
I am sorry for your loss.
The comments are deeper than the music .... I couldn't handle it !!!💔
I shouted out and said oh wow. I imagine how hard I experienced this last time which made me realize lots of meaningful lessons. I hope that everybody who is listening to these amazing songs always keeps going and steps forward in the next journey despite of many challenges you have to face. Don't care so much, believe in your inner self. Try your best, guys
We're listening the same music and same amount of pain but have diffirent types of pain. I decided to listen this playlist when I saw. Cause music makes my pain reduce. My mom died a few days ago, I couldn't talk to her a long time due to my health issues I was afraid she would say bad things to me and make me feel sad. I couldn't even say bye... Because of that I wanted to listen this playlist. She was never able to be happy because of me and my dad. She used to say that she wants me to be healthy and happy again. She wanted to live again with my family. She said she misses those days. We found her hanged. When my dad see her like that and read the note she wrote to us he couldn't stopped crying. We all started crying. We have nobody to help us, we can just pray... Now, I pray her to be happy in her other life. I hope she is happy there... Moom I miss you don't worry I'll be happy and healthy again I promise. I wish you could be here too! We always love you ~ep~hsY~myy
For me, id never thought about the emotion that employed me into the such a state before, but when I come around to listen to that kind of Saddam beat I felt like I was at the peak of the mountain solitary without either sadness or lonely but with the motivation of grievances about how I came alone this all time, try to find favouritism but they don't give me, but its okay I love the way I live.
i swear whitouth music i wouldn’t be here no more
what's happened?
I don't know what's wrong with me? I have no reason to be sad yet in still here, crying like everyone I loved died but no, nothing. I'm crying for no reason which makes me feel like a worthless plant, it probably sounds stupid but I don't know what to do about it, I'm just sad and I can't help it. I really wish I could just go back in time and be the happy pretty confident person I was, not do stuff that I did wrong before, but I just can't. I wish I can do something in this world, help others and not be a lazy stupid child on bed all day. I hate it, I hate it a lot, why can't I just be a normal happy person? Why can't I be pretty? Why can't I be smart? Why can't I love myself? Why do I hate myself? Is it because I'm ugly? How do I stop being ugly? How can I be normal..? I feel like I'm seeking for attention at this point wtf? I'm so close on deleting my comment because it just feels dumb to just talk about myself, I'm sorry.
wait this is exactly how I feel! please don't apologize for commenting because reading your comment actually made me a bit more valid. It helped me feel like someone finally understood what I have going through all this time.
I hate crying for no reason, it makes me feel like I am just annoying all of the people in my life. Makes me feel like a burden. I see everyone around me laughing and smiling which just makes me hate the person I have now become. I see them achieve all of these great things and here I am just barely making it through the day.
But hopefully, things will get better.
I hope this helps you in some way...you are definitely not alone.
To who ever is reading this I want you to know that you are not alone you are a perfect human being and you are not a failure you are more than enough you are an amazing individual who deserves the world and I will always be here for you no matter how things that may happen and you are worthy of love you don't deserve to feel so upset because you are picture perfect and remember others will always try take you down and if you let that happen you're giving them what they want which you shouldn't do and if you just try ignore them or even treat them the same way they treat you I promise that after a while they wilo leave you alone because they aren't getting the attention and amusement they want. Also there will always be someone there for you such as me! You are deserving of love and support you are amazing you are perfect you are more than enough you are truly a wonder and without you I feel as if people you know would most likely be upset because you can make people the best version of themselves and remember that you come first not anybody else you need to care about yourself before you care about others! I ♡ you all! Have a great day or night!
😭😭😭😭😭 thank you 😭😭😭😭 I just need a hug 😭😭😭
@@riccynaobeb7735 I I could give you a real hug I would but I can't so I'll give you a virtual hug!
@@RRAAAAAHHHH thanks
@@riccynaobeb7735 you're welcome!
what went wrong really? nothing happened, did i just grow up? realize what the world is? see the painful truth in life? everything was fine before. why cant i just go back and forget about the world, like before?
I'm writting a book and this has been my favourite playlist to lisent to while doing so. It's just so perfectly sad.
If you have pain, it's because you are living in the past, for tonight let enjoy the present that a lot people in the another life wished to have, let's love ourselves ❤❤❤
Mys best wishes for everyone who reads this ❤
New year has come but my sadness is still forever
Sad music remembers me about my father, i miss him soo much. He is getting old!😭😭
Listening to this while sitting on the corner of my room made me damn realized how much i miss my old self
+😔💔💔
U changed for a reason 🙏 don't forget that
@@Wolfstatrue but the real question why? I’m not trying to be mean or anything just don’t take it wrong way pls
@@lillians.1445 u changed because u needed it
" with the daylight you're safe , before you sleep all the memories of the people you lost came back to your mind and after that you cant sleep from the tears..."
😢😢
my thoughts 💭[v€nT]:
night 🌙:
- ah don’t wanna go to school tmrw
- will they make fun of me again during science
- hope not
- don’t cry
- don’t cry
- don’t cry
- save the tears for later
- smileee 😁😁
- cmon hurry up and get ready
morning ☀ :
- gotta wake up
- WAKE TF UP
- hurry
- hurry
- don’t make mom mad
- oh no sis is in a bad mood
- get ready
- quickly
- don’t get distracted
- hope todays a good day
- Eat
- Eat
- Eat
- Eat
- mom made this cmon eat
- yum😏
- don’t be late
- put on jacket, backpack, shoes
- don’t forget anything bish
- ugh I don’t wanna sit next to that guy on the bus
At school 🏫:
- do I look ugly
- yeah I do prob
- ur hair looks ugly
- check in the mirror
- no no no
- don’t wanna start school
- oh there’s [friend name]
- she looks pretty
- ofc she does
- everyone thinks she looks pretty
- I can’t argue with it
- be nice
- don’t make a mistake
- be nice sweet kind
- oh there she goes with the insults
- does my breath stink
- don’t breathe
- nvm that’s dumb
- their talking abt me
- don’t listen
- but I have to listen
- oh it’s about my channel again…
- dw I changed my channels name, deleted the videos, and each made a new roblox account.
- they won’t be able to find it.
- or will someone tell them
- gotta go to the bathroom, don’t cry
- DONT FRICKING CRY
- ughhhhh
- gosh I do look ugly
- I bet everyone’s staring at my basic outfit.
- everyone likes [frind name]
Ye it’s glitching so that its
Damnnnn 😂 i used to think the same things when i was younger
I just wanna disappear from here. It feels like I don't deserve LOVE or happiness. Tears , sadness, darkness and fear is my Life now. Everyday ,every minute and every second my heart is heavy . I always keep getting panic attack ,anxiety . Everything seems so wrong. I just wanna end it now.
Sinto como se estivesse a me perder dentro de mim mesma.
Não sei quem sou, não sei que personalidade assumir, luto comigo mesma.
Estou cansada de viver assim...
I never thought I was losing my childhood till I lost it... I'm still a teen and I've not had a childhood... everything's fucked up and I can't hit a restart button. and I'm the one who fucked it up
im genuinly not okay,the only thing thats calming is music,im sad 24/7 i just want my mum back rn bro to hug her ide do anything she was the sweetest person ever and everyday sincs she passed i have thought of her and listening to this kind of music helps me to come to perms with thing sort of.
You know when the whole world is falling apart around you,
You try your best but its never enough,
When the ppl who where meant to love you the most not just hurt you but break you,
That silent moment when you feel utterly alone,
That moment when you realise that all this shit is happening simultaneously,
That moment when you cry so hard that your head hurts......
If you're reading this
Know that someday you will make it out of this moment that we are trapped in 💔 even if it takes all night
Or a thousand years
We will see light again ✨️ and don't worry I have enough hope for the both of us.
A soul floats along a path
Wondering in the endless drift
Glimpsing at the possibilities
Never able to fully reach
As they flow the rhythm takes hold
Til they realize they are no longer on a path they control
Drift and floating they get pulled under
An endless struggle the water forms a tide
Until the motion in the pool slowly dies
The darkness engulfs them and with that comes the light
Now the soul is free to endlessly wonder in the night...................... broken heart.... sad... cry... rip..
Wow I See im not the only one with a broken heart I Kinde miss the past it just was the happiest time of my life I came back from school with a smile but now it changed even though I’m better now I still can’t be happy as I used to be. I wish I could go back and feel the happiness in me and also don’t make the same mistake ist just to sad but also okay I’ll hope that I forget it forever.😞
What should I say it happens 💔❤️🩹
Hope y’all okay
This hits different when the person who understood u the most left 💔
I am sitting in this deserted house
I am looking at the door
The door is sighing
Which way are you coming
How pleasant it was to see you
My youth grew old in this hope
You did not come and it was too late...
-RIP Hooshang Ebtehaj
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I feel all emotions except what I started to feel most was.. *fear*
I’m in tyrannical fear even at my safest.
I used to always be the smart girl raising my hand for every question I was nice to people helping them until I heard people whispering
saying I am a nerd that when
I did't bother raising my hand still we had a pop quiz I got them all right but people clapping for me i looked at my friend and saw that she rolled her eyes I was being ignored all the time that when i did not heard the teacher got all the answer wrong just for them to be happy now am in 5th grade and am dumb too dumb even got bad grades i wish i had my old self😮💨😖
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U will keep changing while u are growing up 🙏 u haven't reached your final form yet, keep improving and working towards the best version of yourself ✊
Now I understand why they said “enjoy your childhood, it won’t come again”
Yesss😢
i just needed this, thank you sm ❤
Right person, wrong time. 😢
now ik this is long as hell but i wrote this while lisenting to this playlist and it just came to me
Why do they love me It's a question i ask myself Or do they really love me or it all a act
Why would they love me Im me Im a no one Im worthless Annoying Talk to much I have lots of problems Abandonment issues,Trust issues, Anxiety, Depression And worst of all I don't love myself People say You have to Love yourself before You can love anyone Else but why do i Fall so easily Am i just that Stupid Why do they always leave me All my friends Family even my own Father didnt love me enough Im just not enough and i never will be people always expect so much from but i never provide i get called names and get talked about even my own friends think im dumb im so worthless whats my point why am i here why did i get another chance why why do they love me im not worth their love im just a waste of space a waste of air and i honestly feel bad because i dont deserve them i dont deserve their love sometimes i just want to die other times i dont and i feel bad because the only reason im here is because of that love thats why im here today writing this but other time i just want to go to heaven and leave this hell of a earth because im not worth any of this love
I just can't continue, it's hard. Tears fall from my eyes while writing this, they're all the people around me. No one understands. I don't know if this is the right place to write this, but no one hears me. I wanted to say this to anyone, the surgical words they say are not easy for me to accept.
Listening to this while looking at the night sky and all the stars scattered about feels amazing.
I get so much comfort listening to these songs, especially "I love you." I can't really even explain it. Some people would say "oh you're depressed" well no.. they're just comforting. Sometimes I reference them to sad things but other than that, I get joy out of them. Sorry for the rant, just felt good to say all that :)
i don’t want to loose this battle between my mind and me
There's always a moment in my life where she would appear in my mind.
it hurts
it will get better. I love you :) 💕
@@maddietoms3870 thank you
under videos like this are the most wholesome ppl in the Internet!
these songs are my life i got rejected lost my friends family parents argue for 5 years..hit..i cant survive i lost my bestest friends ..i wish i could chnge the past but my life is ruined and theres no going back i cant change the past but we can all change our future ;,)
God Will always be there for you, even when u can't feel him :(
There is no going back dear... But understand that ur future is more valuable to waste holding on to your past... Things happen... U r going to be fine...🫂🫂🫂