I’ve lost myself yet again. I’ve lost hope in love. I don’t know what to do with myself anymore. All I do I lay in bed and go to school just to sit in the back by myself listening to music.
Keep going, you're kinda like me. I was in this a while back and I'm starting to go back to it. It does get better I promise, you've just got to wait for someone to come and save you xx love you
@@rubysutton8960 it feels like no one will come. I’m done trying to rely on people, all that ever does is get me even more hurt. I need to try and get better by myself because I’m the only one who doesn’t let me down. I’m gonna be here for me forever.
Hey, i understand how you feel I also went through this and I'm still but I'm trying my best to live this precious life. So you can!!! Believe in yourself!!! Love is beautiful. You can find only if you find a true one who deserve your love,care, kindness, and support never give up buddy keep going!! Its okay to be not okay. Be your own bestfriend and I'm here if you want talk.
Can't say I feel the same. For me, it's this sudden aching feeling and sadness that hits. Even in a room full of people, I feel overlooked. And it feels as though no one quite fits the empty space between my arms. Or that filled space is only temporary.
personally i think the best feeling in the world is to feel that even if there is no one by your side every day, we are all part of the same family and share the same problems. humanity is beautiful and being human is extraordinary. there are billions of people feeling the same anguish as you, each one, even the most painful ones. you are not alone and you are not unknown. just stop for a moment and realize that the world around you can be an amazing place if you look with different eyes, and we are here to exchange eyes with you if you need it. we are one family, the human family. i hope you are all safe and sound, your sadness will pass and your happiness will last a long time. ily
It's so frustrating when your entrance exam is near but you can't focus in studies... whenever u try to study you feel hopeless,helpless,u feel like you can't make it 😭this battle me Vs me is killing me ....
@@peaceinnchaos you can do it..... Although I don't know what exam it is.... You can do it. Believe in yourself. I really want to hug you and comfort you. I know i can't still a virtual hug for you💓💓💓... Make sure to eat healthy food and take care. You got it sister.🥺💖 I can't speak English properly hope i didn't make any mistake.
"The night we met" reminds me of my now ex-bestfriend, she and i were inseparable, we met at age 6 but over the years we became interested in different things and she made friends who were more into the things she liked to do (partying and drinking, which i dont do and never did) and our interests grew apart until i was something she wasn't interested in. I find it a little funny how humans are incapable of noticing things until it happens.
Most times, I don't mind being single! I'm fine...and then.. I'm not. There's this heavy sinking in my chest..that feeling of "this is it. You will never be married. You will never find someone who will give you a family and stay to raise it. You will never be a woman to anyone." One broken promise ring, one dissapointed heart...and now here I am catching feelings for someone I have no right to crush on. I never want to ruin my friendship. I can't dream for the impossible...so...I must find ways to enjoy being single without looking for validation through the wrong attention. I have to love myself enough to recognize I deserve better than settling.
Entendo perfeitamente, as vezes sou obrigado a mentir para amigos e familiares, dizendo "prefiro focar nos estudos" ou "não tenho interesses em relacionamentos". Contudo, de maneira diferente, eu discuti com quem eu gostava, agora não consigo pensar em mais ninguém além dela para ter um relacionamento, mas faz muito tempo que não a vejo e nem sei como e onde ela está, e a dor não diminuiu... nem um pouco... então eu gasto meu tempo com outras coisas para parar de pensar nisso.
I've lost hope.. I lost my grandma, I lost my mom, am away from the rest of my family and all the other people in my life that I felt closer to them have either betrayed me or cannot be here right now.. I've felt before that I'd lost hope, but honestly, I think now is the actual time that I did indeed lost it.. May these christmas bring a miracle with them.. Love to you all 🖤
We're all in the same boat. All i can hope for you is that you find back these people close to you soon enough and that you muster the strenght to go throught this new year in order to not end up alone again next christmas. I really wish you the best and hope you'll find yourself getting happier & happier soon.
I know how hopeless life can be , it feels numbing at times like time is still and nothing makes sense. U find yourself alone in a dark pit of hopelessness. But at times I remind myself there are souls like us in the world , we are not alone. You just have to look at the sky and tell them it's okay, iam okay and you are gonna be too. Just hold on to me. And trust me you will not feel alone atall. Hope god gives you the strength nd love ❤️
Все будет хорошо. Верь в это. И старайся сама выбраться из этой ситуации своими силами. Это тяжело, но это возможно. Недавно я тоже чувствовал, что надежды нет, но... проходит время и ты осознаешь, что время идет и тебе нужно продолжать двигаться вперед. И происходит понимание, что все что раньше просходило в твоей жизни имеет какое-то значение, что тебе нужно переступить через все свои проблемы и двигаться дальше и тем самым рости.
Hey if your reading this, just remember that this pain is temporary and will not last forever, and while your going through it your not alone we are all in this together doing the best we can, I'm proud of you for still being here fighting everyday, cus it's really not easy but you still strong enough to not give up, know that I care about you and I'm glad your here, your feelings are valid and I believe you'll get to a better place with time. I hope this helps, you don't have to accept my comment or like it but I just did it for the people who needs it. Remember to drink water get some rest and check on your loved ones❤️.
I really don't know how to put into words the appreciation I have for this comment but you made me smile and your words gave me hope to endure it for a little longer 💗 please take care of yourself too 💌
The Night We Met The wind blew through the dried grass And the fireflies flew by. The night was shivering and cold, but with your touch you made me warm. The stars were reflecting through your eyes, And the world went quiet when you smiled. It was us. Us against the troubles of the world. You held my hand and put it on your chest. You told me we would meet again. But you lied and left leaving me with only a sorrow feeling left. Atlast I'll never forget the night we met. For it was the night where I found you but lost myself.
Don't let it get you down you can beat this because I believe and I know you are stronger than anything❤️ keep fighting and knowing you will beat it all💗
These songs are beautiful in the sense of how they are all written. I can relate to them but I think they are all a good reminder of how much we need Jesus when it comes to personal trials and tribulations. Yes, I think that it is important to express your feelings and get things out of your mind but at the end of the day the way to solve the problems that occur which allows us to relate to these songs can only be solved through trust in our Lord and Savior. I love the music, it’s beautiful. I love everyone that is reading this, for you are beautiful as well.
I don't do anything all day, I pretend that I work with school stuff but I don't and get bad marks in return. I either watch series or scroll through social media all day every day and nothing fills the void....
enjoy the moments with yourself, it's hard don't cover yourself so much life is not easy do things little by little and don't cover yourself you can do it I believe in you start doing what you like do it slowly and don't cover too much you have your time and that's what matters. All the best to you and know that I believe in you ❤️
It was my bday the other day, and only two of my friends greeted me. I don't actually mind it because I know people forget sometimes, but it still felt bad because among 8 who I thought were good friends, only two remembered....
Being a friend that remembered almost everyone's birthdays or important days I never really received the same which made me pull back and I felt like I tried so hard but no one noticed me.. 😭ever since my step dad passed my life became so horrible and I am always troubled nothing seems to fall in place but it shall be well 🫂🥺I hope u will have a lot more friends that will always make sure to keep you of importance
caer, pero no en tus brazos caigo, vuelo, floto pero en mi sueño en mí vacío caigo sobre mi construcción y sobre lo lejos que llegué caigo, caigo sobre mi rascacielos para hacerlo parte del suelo.
Some time we actually don't know what to do.. If some one you like most and she /he don't want your care and anything else.. It's the situation where I don't know how to behave like ....
in this period i'm really missing myself like i did so bad this summer, I've lost that one person that i really loved and no one knows nothing about my feelings, my friends too, so everyone just thinks that for me it's all ok because i act like it is and that's my bad. probably i am the problem..no, i'm sure about this, but the most dangerous problem are the people around me. I just need an help from myself that is missing.
All you have to do is just keep going... This is the law of life.. A little joy and a lot of sadness.. Perhaps God made you lose the one you love in order to get the best, so do not despair. Life, despite all that is in it, is worth living.. adventure.. and experimenting. We only live once.. so why not live with hope! Come on, I believe in your ability.
Christmas came and went... I'm grateful to my family and a singular friend... But why do I still feel this way? So unhappy, tired, empty yet hurt. The pain in my chest stopped a while ago, but now I just feel like there's something missing in my chest. Maybe someday I'll have the ability to love myself and learn that I don't need people.. until then, I guess I'm stuck wondering how could I be forgotten when all I've ever done is try to help. I've wasted time, I just don't want to admit it to the people who were the reason, but maybe I should snap.. it'd be a lot easier than dealing with this.. numb ache.. or maybe I wait just a little longer for some solace.
so selfish of me to take place in someone’s heart whom i tire i’m too melancholic for most people sorry if you didn’t expect it I understand if you just assumed I was sad and lonely and needed a friend sometimes I still feel sad and lonely even though I have friends but oh melancholy sometimes I get so happy that I want to get sad because it feels good but I know that makes you feel bad I can’t keep weighting on you much longer, I am too heavy and your fragile wings wouldn’t survive the fall Only to me it feels like the closest I’ve ever been to flying I see the bliss in your heart when you’re surrounded by happy people not to say I’m unhappy but happy people, they are just so full and not to say I am empty but oh melancholy not everyone can understand how good it feels i’m taking place in spaces that I shouldn’t be in your heart is one of them I look at you from afar and you fit so well they widen your smile and bring you laughter we lost that but you still won’t let me go blinded by the expectation of who you thought I was you keep me close but you’re far from home and it’s raining soon when your skin touches mine I get some to experience warmth for a while but my skin is cold and then it drifts away that feeling if only I could make someone feel what I feel oh melancholy…
I refuse to fall in love. I feel like the one thing I’ve loved so dearly and played such a part in and worked so hard for is slipping from my grasp because someone fell in love. I’m fine with making that sacrifice for them but it hurts… one day it’s going to drive someone so crazy I’ll never see my best friends again, those innocent, perfect animals. I hate the place now when those people are there, to hurt me, manipulate me, my brother, my mom. All I wanted to do was learn about those horses and care for them, but no. Someone has to go and ruin everything for someone who didn’t even do anything wrong. I just want to lay in the hay and listen to the silence without being ordered around and barked at and threatened. I understand that’s life… but this was supposed to be a sanctuary. Not a place for mindless, brainwashed slaves. I wish I could go back to the way it was a year ago when the only one I had to worry about following was my real boss - the guy who understood that I didn’t know anything and just wanted to learn. Now I hardly ever get to see him. And I feel like it’s all my fault.
Tech savvy people please help me on something: So my Mac was at 5% or less so I closed the Mac (literally as in pushing the screen part down) and had to do some other stuff so I didn’t get the charger plugged in at that time. Only after I did that I learned that my Mac had some error that basically restarted everything. I had multiple windows each with many tabs on them before that shit happened and I’ll admit it did take up memory space. You know how in Chrome they have a black box on the right corner with a blue button that has the word Restore on it? I clicked it but nothing happened so not a single goddamn window let alone tabs for it came back. I have tabs as far as months back that I didn’t save links to just yet due to other reasons. Why the fuck didn’t the windows come back when I clicked the Restore button?!? So please help me find a way to get it all back. I’ve googled stuff but some of the solutions especially the common ones aren’t working (Restore previous session is non-existent for me when I clicked on the Chrome icon for example). Please give suggestions on this specific situation and I’ll tell you which ones were already tried and failed. I would be willing to go far in History to get each individual tab back BUT Chrome also doesn’t have history on old tabs as far as 3 months back and farther but I need to find some old tabs as far back as September, August, and even farther like July, June, May, and just summer stuff but I don’t know how to get access to all of them. Please help me on this as well. This entire shitshow is a lot worse than any similar situations from the past and I wish I’m exaggerating when I say I want death to take me as I’ve already had an upsetting night before leading up to this horrible restart. I haven’t been as great in over a year and I realized that even without my own shit decisions made this year, I still would’ve been just as unhappy and dissatisfied and regret not having ended it way back. If none of the Chrome advice works then do feel free to give advice on an instant and painless death. I got slightly past 10 Benadryls (I can’t remember if it’s 12 of them or not) but I don’t know what else I can use it with to send me over. There’s some other bad stuff but the Mac one is just the straw breaking the camel’s back.
Taking Benadryl is just stupid,you will go through hours and hours if not a full day of agony,seizures and much worse. I suggest you to rush IMMEDIATELY to the hospital,quit this bullshit and seek help. If you really wanna die there are many ways of doing it quickly,taking pills IS NOT one of those. Now calm down,breath and forget about that damn Mac for a second,you need to go and seek medical assistance and need to tell the staff you are also in extreme mental distress,they will know how to help you ok? Don't worry,it is not the end of the world,you can do this!
Im so fucking tired of beiing the caring person why the fuck is it that whenever im sad everyones blunt and cold if i ever reach out but when THEYRE sad?? Ill makesure they feel safe and warm and cared for but apparently im not deserving of the same. Even from my own fucking friends and family and once or twice my own partner
link to my spotify playlist
open.spotify.com/playlist/0qa6gYj8xWT0ONVqExgHyV?si=8bqazOfgS-Kun-2XoiWPvQ&
I’ve lost myself yet again. I’ve lost hope in love. I don’t know what to do with myself anymore. All I do I lay in bed and go to school just to sit in the back by myself listening to music.
Keep going, you're kinda like me. I was in this a while back and I'm starting to go back to it. It does get better I promise, you've just got to wait for someone to come and save you xx love you
@@rubysutton8960 it feels like no one will come. I’m done trying to rely on people, all that ever does is get me even more hurt. I need to try and get better by myself because I’m the only one who doesn’t let me down. I’m gonna be here for me forever.
@@Park18597 You are right!
But also the right person will make you feel like your flying.
I think to stop dating for quite a time is refreshing and it might help you a lot, just to focus on yourself and to be free
Hey, i understand how you feel I also went through this and I'm still but I'm trying my best to live this precious life. So you can!!! Believe in yourself!!! Love is beautiful. You can find only if you find a true one who deserve your love,care, kindness, and support never give up buddy keep going!! Its okay to be not okay. Be your own bestfriend and I'm here if you want talk.
you know that moment you realize you really need a hug, but you also don't feel like hugging anyone? its a very lonely feeling
Can't say I feel the same. For me, it's this sudden aching feeling and sadness that hits. Even in a room full of people, I feel overlooked. And it feels as though no one quite fits the empty space between my arms. Or that filled space is only temporary.
personally i think the best feeling in the world is to feel that even if there is no one by your side every day, we are all part of the same family and share the same problems. humanity is beautiful and being human is extraordinary. there are billions of people feeling the same anguish as you, each one, even the most painful ones. you are not alone and you are not unknown. just stop for a moment and realize that the world around you can be an amazing place if you look with different eyes, and we are here to exchange eyes with you if you need it. we are one family, the human family. i hope you are all safe and sound, your sadness will pass and your happiness will last a long time. ily
ily too :) thank you for that ana, i needed it ❤️ forever part of the human family 🏡
this playlist is perfect for just laying down and staring emptily towards the celling while you're silently begging for help somewhere inside yourself
i hope you're doing better now
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Ganhou meu coração ❤
It's so frustrating when your entrance exam is near but you can't focus in studies... whenever u try to study you feel hopeless,helpless,u feel like you can't make it 😭this battle me Vs me is killing me ....
@Danny Dolan actually it's medical entrance of bachelor level....😩
@Danny Dolan exactly after 55 days and I am not prepared yet😥😫
@@peaceinnchaos you can do it..... Although I don't know what exam it is.... You can do it. Believe in yourself. I really want to hug you and comfort you. I know i can't still a virtual hug for you💓💓💓...
Make sure to eat healthy food and take care. You got it sister.🥺💖
I can't speak English properly hope i didn't make any mistake.
You know what you got a lot much time just believe! And throw yourself in it.. All the Best! 👍🏻❤
"The night we met" reminds me of my now ex-bestfriend, she and i were inseparable, we met at age 6 but over the years we became interested in different things and she made friends who were more into the things she liked to do (partying and drinking, which i dont do and never did) and our interests grew apart until i was something she wasn't interested in. I find it a little funny how humans are incapable of noticing things until it happens.
My story is so similar to yours. Listening to “the night we met” it also made me think of her, my ex-best friend. The exact same happened to us
Most times, I don't mind being single! I'm fine...and then.. I'm not. There's this heavy sinking in my chest..that feeling of "this is it. You will never be married. You will never find someone who will give you a family and stay to raise it. You will never be a woman to anyone." One broken promise ring, one dissapointed heart...and now here I am catching feelings for someone I have no right to crush on. I never want to ruin my friendship. I can't dream for the impossible...so...I must find ways to enjoy being single without looking for validation through the wrong attention. I have to love myself enough to recognize I deserve better than settling.
Entendo perfeitamente, as vezes sou obrigado a mentir para amigos e familiares, dizendo "prefiro focar nos estudos" ou "não tenho interesses em relacionamentos". Contudo, de maneira diferente, eu discuti com quem eu gostava, agora não consigo pensar em mais ninguém além dela para ter um relacionamento, mas faz muito tempo que não a vejo e nem sei como e onde ela está, e a dor não diminuiu... nem um pouco... então eu gasto meu tempo com outras coisas para parar de pensar nisso.
I've lost hope.. I lost my grandma, I lost my mom, am away from the rest of my family and all the other people in my life that I felt closer to them have either betrayed me or cannot be here right now.. I've felt before that I'd lost hope, but honestly, I think now is the actual time that I did indeed lost it.. May these christmas bring a miracle with them.. Love to you all 🖤
We're all in the same boat. All i can hope for you is that you find back these people close to you soon enough and that you muster the strenght to go throught this new year in order to not end up alone again next christmas. I really wish you the best and hope you'll find yourself getting happier & happier soon.
I know how hopeless life can be , it feels numbing at times like time is still and nothing makes sense. U find yourself alone in a dark pit of hopelessness. But at times I remind myself there are souls like us in the world , we are not alone. You just have to look at the sky and tell them it's okay, iam okay and you are gonna be too. Just hold on to me. And trust me you will not feel alone atall. Hope god gives you the strength nd love ❤️
Все будет хорошо. Верь в это. И старайся сама выбраться из этой ситуации своими силами. Это тяжело, но это возможно. Недавно я тоже чувствовал, что надежды нет, но... проходит время и ты осознаешь, что время идет и тебе нужно продолжать двигаться вперед. И происходит понимание, что все что раньше просходило в твоей жизни имеет какое-то значение, что тебе нужно переступить через все свои проблемы и двигаться дальше и тем самым рости.
Hey if your reading this, just remember that this pain is temporary and will not last forever, and while your going through it your not alone we are all in this together doing the best we can, I'm proud of you for still being here fighting everyday, cus it's really not easy but you still strong enough to not give up, know that I care about you and I'm glad your here, your feelings are valid and I believe you'll get to a better place with time. I hope this helps, you don't have to accept my comment or like it but I just did it for the people who needs it. Remember to drink water get some rest and check on your loved ones❤️.
I really don't know how to put into words the appreciation I have for this comment but you made me smile and your words gave me hope to endure it for a little longer 💗 please take care of yourself too 💌
I LOVE YOU 🖤
@@Scorrdo I LOVE YOU TOO🤍
Thank you
People like you who spread joy and care deserve so much love so here is mine❤❤❤❤❤
Ya sevdiklerin senin kontrolünde değilse .
The Night We Met
The wind blew through the dried grass
And the fireflies flew by.
The night was shivering and cold, but with your touch you made me warm.
The stars were reflecting through your eyes,
And the world went quiet when you smiled.
It was us.
Us against the troubles of the world.
You held my hand and put it on your chest.
You told me we would meet again.
But you lied and left leaving me with only a sorrow feeling left.
Atlast I'll never forget the night we met.
For it was the night where I found you but lost myself.
Beautiful!
Again my darkest days came back to me
Don't let it get you down you can beat this because I believe and I know you are stronger than anything❤️ keep fighting and knowing you will beat it all💗
@@blackpinkffc7151 ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
These songs are beautiful in the sense of how they are all written. I can relate to them but I think they are all a good reminder of how much we need Jesus when it comes to personal trials and tribulations. Yes, I think that it is important to express your feelings and get things out of your mind but at the end of the day the way to solve the problems that occur which allows us to relate to these songs can only be solved through trust in our Lord and Savior. I love the music, it’s beautiful. I love everyone that is reading this, for you are beautiful as well.
wow this playlist just poped up when i'm feeling down, what a coincidence
take me back to the night we met
There's everything broken in me. Just waiting for the god to come and get me
How are you doing now ?
@Алина-б7т4ф Good brother ❤️ thanks for asking. That part of my life had faded away 💫
Hope you make more playlist like this. I love it.
I don't do anything all day, I pretend that I work with school stuff but I don't and get bad marks in return. I either watch series or scroll through social media all day every day and nothing fills the void....
enjoy the moments with yourself, it's hard don't cover yourself so much life is not easy do things little by little and don't cover yourself you can do it I believe in you start doing what you like do it slowly and don't cover too much you have your time and that's what matters. All the best to you and know that I believe in you ❤️
I just met a person like this who flows like this, sings like this, breathes like this
I love all of these songs..
These are quite welcome to so many people, i just hope they find courage to move on from what ever that is pulling them down
funny that i’m listening to this on christmas
Omg same
Now it's my time 😊
This playlist is sooo good ♡
This playlist is soooo good!! ♡
It's my birthday, and I decided to listen to this playlist, I really liked it 🙂
Happy birthday 🎉🎊🎉🎊
happy birthday🥳🥳🥳
Happy birthday 🎂
С днём рождения!
happy late birthday , i hope your day was well
It was my bday the other day, and only two of my friends greeted me. I don't actually mind it because I know people forget sometimes, but it still felt bad because among 8 who I thought were good friends, only two remembered....
Being a friend that remembered almost everyone's birthdays or important days I never really received the same which made me pull back and I felt like I tried so hard but no one noticed me.. 😭ever since my step dad passed my life became so horrible and I am always troubled nothing seems to fall in place but it shall be well 🫂🥺I hope u will have a lot more friends that will always make sure to keep you of importance
Tysm I really needed this❤️
caer, pero no en tus brazos
caigo, vuelo, floto
pero en mi sueño
en mí vacío
caigo sobre mi construcción
y sobre lo lejos que llegué
caigo,
caigo sobre mi rascacielos
para hacerlo parte del suelo.
It gets better, king 👑
Some time we actually don't know what to do..
If some one you like most and she /he don't want your care and anything else..
It's the situation where I don't know how to behave like ....
in this period i'm really missing myself like i did so bad this summer, I've lost that one person that i really loved and no one knows nothing about my feelings, my friends too, so everyone just thinks that for me it's all ok because i act like it is and that's my bad. probably i am the problem..no, i'm sure about this, but the most dangerous problem are the people around me.
I just need an help from myself that is missing.
All you have to do is just keep going... This is the law of life.. A little joy and a lot of sadness.. Perhaps God made you lose the one you love in order to get the best, so do not despair. Life, despite all that is in it, is worth living.. adventure.. and experimenting. We only live once.. so why not live with hope!
Come on, I believe in your ability.
Just a heads up: download this in case it gets taken down. That's usually what happens to videos like this.
Christmas came and went... I'm grateful to my family and a singular friend... But why do I still feel this way? So unhappy, tired, empty yet hurt. The pain in my chest stopped a while ago, but now I just feel like there's something missing in my chest. Maybe someday I'll have the ability to love myself and learn that I don't need people.. until then, I guess I'm stuck wondering how could I be forgotten when all I've ever done is try to help. I've wasted time, I just don't want to admit it to the people who were the reason, but maybe I should snap.. it'd be a lot easier than dealing with this.. numb ache.. or maybe I wait just a little longer for some solace.
Hey there!!!!
Don't lose hope 🙏 ❤️
I love this song
Will we ever be happy?
More music like these please.
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هل ما يحدث الان.
ما تمنيته مسبقاا..!
لا 😢
why am i waiting for someone to save me when i know no one is going to come :(
so selfish of me to take place in someone’s heart whom i tire
i’m too melancholic for most people
sorry if you didn’t expect it
I understand if you just assumed I was sad and lonely and needed a friend
sometimes I still feel sad and lonely even though I have friends
but oh melancholy
sometimes I get so happy that I want to get sad because it feels good
but I know that makes you feel bad
I can’t keep weighting on you much longer, I am too heavy and your fragile wings wouldn’t survive the fall
Only to me it feels like the closest I’ve ever been to flying
I see the bliss in your heart when you’re surrounded by happy people
not to say I’m unhappy
but happy people, they are just so full
and not to say I am empty but
oh melancholy
not everyone can understand how good it feels
i’m taking place in spaces that I shouldn’t be in
your heart is one of them
I look at you from afar
and you fit so well
they widen your smile and bring you laughter
we lost that
but you still won’t let me go
blinded by the expectation of who you thought I was
you keep me close
but you’re far from home and it’s raining soon
when your skin touches mine I get some to experience warmth for a while
but my skin is cold
and then it drifts away
that feeling
if only I could make someone feel what I feel
oh melancholy…
I decide to be gone. Thanks for good misuc
Hi .... hope you are good ?
I hate everything
Even my self
my only escape being in here.
Nice.
merry christmas :((
I refuse to fall in love. I feel like the one thing I’ve loved so dearly and played such a part in and worked so hard for is slipping from my grasp because someone fell in love. I’m fine with making that sacrifice for them but it hurts… one day it’s going to drive someone so crazy I’ll never see my best friends again, those innocent, perfect animals. I hate the place now when those people are there, to hurt me, manipulate me, my brother, my mom. All I wanted to do was learn about those horses and care for them, but no. Someone has to go and ruin everything for someone who didn’t even do anything wrong. I just want to lay in the hay and listen to the silence without being ordered around and barked at and threatened. I understand that’s life… but this was supposed to be a sanctuary. Not a place for mindless, brainwashed slaves. I wish I could go back to the way it was a year ago when the only one I had to worry about following was my real boss - the guy who understood that I didn’t know anything and just wanted to learn. Now I hardly ever get to see him. And I feel like it’s all my fault.
i miss you lovi..
May be one day I/you find myself/yourself
Lembro de twd não sei porque
Why do you cry?
😐💔
como se llaman las canciones?
The night we met- Lord Huron
Fourth of July- Sufjan Stevens
Someone to stay- vancouver sleep clinic
Repeat until death- Novo amor
Anchor- Novo amor
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what am i doing wrong
I’ve lost hope again.
how do you feel?
hi ml , i hope ur doing well, everything takes time so don’t give up , keep going. it’ll all be okay
Eu também, é um ciclo cansativo
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getting high evry night bc i can’t take ts sum times 🚶
Tech savvy people please help me on something:
So my Mac was at 5% or less so I closed the Mac (literally as in pushing the screen part down) and had to do some other stuff so I didn’t get the charger plugged in at that time. Only after I did that I learned that my Mac had some error that basically restarted everything. I had multiple windows each with many tabs on them before that shit happened and I’ll admit it did take up memory space. You know how in Chrome they have a black box on the right corner with a blue button that has the word Restore on it? I clicked it but nothing happened so not a single goddamn window let alone tabs for it came back. I have tabs as far as months back that I didn’t save links to just yet due to other reasons. Why the fuck didn’t the windows come back when I clicked the Restore button?!?
So please help me find a way to get it all back. I’ve googled stuff but some of the solutions especially the common ones aren’t working (Restore previous session is non-existent for me when I clicked on the Chrome icon for example). Please give suggestions on this specific situation and I’ll tell you which ones were already tried and failed.
I would be willing to go far in History to get each individual tab back BUT Chrome also doesn’t have history on old tabs as far as 3 months back and farther but I need to find some old tabs as far back as September, August, and even farther like July, June, May, and just summer stuff but I don’t know how to get access to all of them. Please help me on this as well. This entire shitshow is a lot worse than any similar situations from the past and I wish I’m exaggerating when I say I want death to take me as I’ve already had an upsetting night before leading up to this horrible restart.
I haven’t been as great in over a year and I realized that even without my own shit decisions made this year, I still would’ve been just as unhappy and dissatisfied and regret not having ended it way back. If none of the Chrome advice works then do feel free to give advice on an instant and painless death. I got slightly past 10 Benadryls (I can’t remember if it’s 12 of them or not) but I don’t know what else I can use it with to send me over. There’s some other bad stuff but the Mac one is just the straw breaking the camel’s back.
Taking Benadryl is just stupid,you will go through hours and hours if not a full day of agony,seizures and much worse.
I suggest you to rush IMMEDIATELY to the hospital,quit this bullshit and seek help.
If you really wanna die there are many ways of doing it quickly,taking pills IS NOT one of those.
Now calm down,breath and forget about that damn Mac for a second,you need to go and seek medical assistance and need to tell the staff you are also in extreme mental distress,they will know how to help you ok? Don't worry,it is not the end of the world,you can do this!
Do u have tried with "google my activity"?
2025/1/18❤
Repent and read The Bible❤️
Jesus is coming soon
Im so fucking tired of beiing the caring person why the fuck is it that whenever im sad everyones blunt and cold if i ever reach out but when THEYRE sad?? Ill makesure they feel safe and warm and cared for but apparently im not deserving of the same. Even from my own fucking friends and family and once or twice my own partner