Circus freak is still my absolute favorite song of yours! It’s amazing because people including myself can resonate with feeling trapped & being abused. When I listen to circus freak it was/is a release for me. 💗😀
i remember i heard circus freak for the first time it came out and i was gagged. i listened to it every single day in 7th grade science class. now i’m 19 almost 20 and reminisce it. the “green hair era” hits home.
I love literally all your music. I mean you havent dropped a single shit track... not a single one. NOT A SINGLE ONE. I pray for your good health all the time ♡ Hope you can continue doing whatever makes you happi 💕
You will forever be an artist in your soul. There’s a depth to your perspective that not everyone has. You pick up on the nuances. I’m sure you’ll always find a way to create even if you’re forced to find a different medium. Thank you for sharing your work with us. You are SO talented.
Started watching you in your green hair era - first song I remember listening to of yours was Mind of its own. I was a teen in HS at the time, now 21. When I first discovered you I was inspired by your confidence, honesty and your care free attitude. I'm happy to be able to be here through your journey as a viewer :)
I really feel you about not relating to your past self and feeling deep regret about who you used to be. I've put my loved ones through so much shit and I've hurt myself so many times.
all your music has been in my rotation over the years, been really happy to see how you’ve improved as an artist. ❤ love all your songs myah, being a creator means you gotta cringe sometimes haha. love u! xo
the lippy clip compilation that was on patreon was amazing, honestly i thought you looked really beautiful in it and it was a really unique and compelling concept/shoot. i really wish you published it officially because even those clips together just looked amazing!! i hope we can get another music video for a song one day that you fall in love with this time
Your growth is always so prominent, more so as the years come on & it is a damn beautiful thing to witness - I also love how much the scope of your channel content has expanded, and how accountable you strive to hold yourself despite the discomfort it can arise. I completely resonate with that lack of self perception, especially from the eyes of others. But your integrity remains so strong, never let go of it :*’)
Your cover of let me down slowly literally gets me thru my worst of days. The song on its own is great, but your voice is INCREDIBLE and makes the song GOLD❤
i still play circus freak and moio so much lmao i think my mom still plays circus freak too😂😂 it’s been a hot minute since i’ve seen your content, been watching the last couple videos and i love how much you’ve grown since papis afis hahahaha also i love your pink hair so much lmao
Side note: Throwin Paper has always been one of my faves for the production/construction of the song. It really resonated with me at the time, so I had it on repeat. Specifically addicted to the part where you sing “you’ll never see (WHAT?) goes down behind the scenes…” I’ll spare you the story, but it felt like you guys were able to take exactly how I was feeling and put it into melody. I could sit and write a book about how each one of your songs has impacted me almost lyric by lyric 😅 but instead I would just like to thank you, Myah. You’ve always been an exceptional creator no matter what modality you use as an outlet ❤
Spring Break is such a bop urghhh. The little snipped you played of it in the video reminded me of an era cause I had it on repeat during that time. I'm surprised it doesn't have more streams
Maya you slayed every era, I still look up to you from your green hair era you spat fire flame FACTS back then girl. Still do! It's amazing to see you grow as a person and go thru different phases, I absolutely f with your pink hair era right now too, you just can't go wrong girlie
For the record is my ultimate FAVORITE FUCKIN SONG!!! I’ve cried through so many heartbreaks with that one. And then Princeton is when I’m feeling spicy 😂 cuz I did have that phase when that song came out but that’s all I’ll say
Ilysm controlled chaos is still one of my fav albums of all time, soo raw, edgy, mysterious, moody and unique. I always find myself listening to it when im going thru some shit. You truly were the blueprint for some girls out there. Hope your voice gets better soon! Much love xoxo 💋💖💖💖
ive been watching you since i was about 15 years old! we may not have had the same life experiences per say, but i feel like we have coped in the same way and maybe had some of the same feelings at different stages in life. its so beautiful seeing your growth and even being able to relate to some of it. im proud of you myah
been watching you & listening to yr music since i think 2018 & honestly YEAH it makes sense LOL throwing paper is quite literally stuck in my brain 24/7 since its my favorite song. so excited that yr releasing a “new” song tho hehe will keep it on repeat for hours n hours when it comes out ^__^
I think we all had that terror phase in our lives lol... I love that you can look back and laugh, reflect, share your experience with us. I admire your bravery. I've been around since I first listened to circus freak and have adored your music ever since💗
I'm an old bitch now, but I've always related to your chaotic side. I have had to control mine since... well, the womb probably. I'm also someone that becomes a product of their environment, and if you get booze in me, it's going to go down. I stay away these days haha. You've come a long way, and matured so much and have a lot to be proud of yourself for. We all have to walk through fire to get to a better place in life, and that is actually what makes us awesomer. Yes, awesomer. ♥
I still love controlled chaos. I used to blast that album when it came out and even to this day i still throw it on as a memory to a very very dark time in my life and your music(and just whole journey as a whole)pulled me out of that darkness and gave me motivation to get my shit together and come back better than ever.
will you ever talk about the songs you removed from spotify and why? some of them were my favorites and ive always wondered why they got removed😭 ofc if any songs & reasons are too personal you dont have to💖
your song "stop" has always meant so much to me. it's rare I find a song I resonate with that much. I will continue to support you regardless if you're releasing new music or not 🤍
This question literally lives in my head 24/7 what happened to the XIX album (on apple music idk if its still available on spotify) will you ever bring it back? Bad Influence will forever be so personal to me. And for a while I was convinced Saiyohime(?) just needed to redo the cover for ya but its been so long I’m getting nervous it’s not happening *cries*
Myah I’ve been here since ‘17 and so proud of where you are today! You grew up that’s all it is! You were having fun even if it was terrible. Sometimes you gotta go through the dirt to become your true self❤
Myah I fucking LOVE U I don’t care what anyone says circus freak still slaps to this DAY it did then and still does now babe I love hear you talking about your music it’s so incredible hearing you talk about it ❤️🫶🏼
I remember when i would ask for you to sing ur oldies on twitch it was so nice im sorry you had those injuries i hope to one day hear you live LOVE YOU xoxo😚😚💓💓
Oh my god, I remember the old Videos you did for each of the Controlled chaos Songs! You truly lived a few different lives since then. Im really relieved to See you in a lot better Situation these days! Also Throwing paper was that girl
I found you on accident. I used to watch your collab channel back in the day. I was driving one day in 2017 & Spotify played circus freak & I realized it was you. I’ve been following you ever since. I love your music. I’m so excited for this new release 🤍
I found you on younow then I followed you on IG and subscribe to ya UA-cam channel. An I loved your journey and how you matured it’s been a rollercoaster but being here for a while has been amazing. Sorry I’m illiterate af 😭
It’s cool to see you back! Honestly I’ve always related to you as a heavily dissociated girly and I’ve always just wanted a hot ass gf for you on an off topic so I’m so happy for you 😂❤️
In highschool I would watch and listen to ALL of your covers and music,, even today I’ll listen to your shit but RELIGIOUSLY in highschool,, anyways to the question,,, What happened to the cover you did for stay by Rihanna?? 😭
Circus freak is still my absolute favorite song of yours! It’s amazing because people including myself can resonate with feeling trapped & being abused. When I listen to circus freak it was/is a release for me. 💗😀
been here since controlled chaos and even before that! so amazing to see you grow into the amazing woman you are today! keep shining love! 🖤
princeton is iconic
FOR REAL!!!
i remember i heard circus freak for the first time it came out and i was gagged. i listened to it every single day in 7th grade science class. now i’m 19 almost 20 and reminisce it. the “green hair era” hits home.
Yesss!! Me too
same here!!
hearing u talk about this makes me feel so old cos i was a teenager when this first dropped omfg
I love literally all your music. I mean you havent dropped a single shit track... not a single one.
NOT A SINGLE ONE.
I pray for your good health all the time ♡
Hope you can continue doing whatever makes you happi 💕
You will forever be an artist in your soul. There’s a depth to your perspective that not everyone has. You pick up on the nuances. I’m sure you’ll always find a way to create even if you’re forced to find a different medium. Thank you for sharing your work with us. You are SO talented.
Started watching you in your green hair era - first song I remember listening to of yours was Mind of its own. I was a teen in HS at the time, now 21. When I first discovered you I was inspired by your confidence, honesty and your care free attitude. I'm happy to be able to be here through your journey as a viewer :)
I really feel you about not relating to your past self and feeling deep regret about who you used to be. I've put my loved ones through so much shit and I've hurt myself so many times.
You singing throwing paper sent me back!!!!!!!❤
all your music has been in my rotation over the years, been really happy to see how you’ve improved as an artist. ❤ love all your songs myah, being a creator means you gotta cringe sometimes haha. love u! xo
controlled chaos and XIX got me though so much man
I’ve always loved cash. I want a remastered controlled chaos so bad
the lippy clip compilation that was on patreon was amazing, honestly i thought you looked really beautiful in it and it was a really unique and compelling concept/shoot. i really wish you published it officially because even those clips together just looked amazing!! i hope we can get another music video for a song one day that you fall in love with this time
Your growth is always so prominent, more so as the years come on & it is a damn beautiful thing to witness - I also love how much the scope of your channel content has expanded, and how accountable you strive to hold yourself despite the discomfort it can arise. I completely resonate with that lack of self perception, especially from the eyes of others. But your integrity remains so strong, never let go of it :*’)
Your cover of let me down slowly literally gets me thru my worst of days.
The song on its own is great, but your voice is INCREDIBLE and makes the song GOLD❤
i still play circus freak and moio so much lmao i think my mom still plays circus freak too😂😂 it’s been a hot minute since i’ve seen your content, been watching the last couple videos and i love how much you’ve grown since papis afis hahahaha also i love your pink hair so much lmao
your character development 🤌🏼🤌🏼
Side note: Throwin Paper has always been one of my faves for the production/construction of the song. It really resonated with me at the time, so I had it on repeat. Specifically addicted to the part where you sing “you’ll never see (WHAT?) goes down behind the scenes…” I’ll spare you the story, but it felt like you guys were able to take exactly how I was feeling and put it into melody.
I could sit and write a book about how each one of your songs has impacted me almost lyric by lyric 😅 but instead I would just like to thank you, Myah. You’ve always been an exceptional creator no matter what modality you use as an outlet ❤
myah invented the color green xo
Spring Break is such a bop urghhh. The little snipped you played of it in the video reminded me of an era cause I had it on repeat during that time. I'm surprised it doesn't have more streams
anybody else live for the fact that myah came out of her villan arch (princton LOL) and became the poster child for being a girl's girl. so slay. :0
have been here since controlled chaos and recently re-listened to that album and its so incredibly good. so happy to have more insight to the music
I will always be there for the Lippy clip, it's kinda aesthetic and simple - love it ! < 3
last year my spotify most listened song was Princeton 🥹💕
Maya you slayed every era, I still look up to you from your green hair era you spat fire flame FACTS back then girl. Still do! It's amazing to see you grow as a person and go thru different phases, I absolutely f with your pink hair era right now too, you just can't go wrong girlie
Her and spring break are my favourites😫
For the record is my ultimate FAVORITE FUCKIN SONG!!! I’ve cried through so many heartbreaks with that one. And then Princeton is when I’m feeling spicy 😂 cuz I did have that phase when that song came out but that’s all I’ll say
Ilysm controlled chaos is still one of my fav albums of all time, soo raw, edgy, mysterious, moody and unique. I always find myself listening to it when im going thru some shit. You truly were the blueprint for some girls out there. Hope your voice gets better soon! Much love xoxo 💋💖💖💖
ive been watching you since i was about 15 years old! we may not have had the same life experiences per say, but i feel like we have coped in the same way and maybe had some of the same feelings at different stages in life. its so beautiful seeing your growth and even being able to relate to some of it. im proud of you myah
been watching you & listening to yr music since i think 2018 & honestly YEAH it makes sense LOL
throwing paper is quite literally stuck in my brain 24/7 since its my favorite song. so excited that yr releasing a “new” song tho hehe will keep it on repeat for hours n hours when it comes out ^__^
Omg i lovee throwing paperr❤
I think we all had that terror phase in our lives lol... I love that you can look back and laugh, reflect, share your experience with us. I admire your bravery. I've been around since I first listened to circus freak and have adored your music ever since💗
spring break is still my favvvv
I'm an old bitch now, but I've always related to your chaotic side. I have had to control mine since... well, the womb probably. I'm also someone that becomes a product of their environment, and if you get booze in me, it's going to go down. I stay away these days haha.
You've come a long way, and matured so much and have a lot to be proud of yourself for. We all have to walk through fire to get to a better place in life, and that is actually what makes us awesomer. Yes, awesomer.
♥
i remember you making a vid explaining the songs off controlled chaos when it came out ♡
I still love controlled chaos. I used to blast that album when it came out and even to this day i still throw it on as a memory to a very very dark time in my life and your music(and just whole journey as a whole)pulled me out of that darkness and gave me motivation to get my shit together and come back better than ever.
I’ve been here since controlled chaos. Loved that album so much
the best one frfr
AHHHH when you started singing throwin paper I fangirled 🥹 I'll always be proud supporting you ♡
Wait a minute, you recored a cover of lost on you and I've never heard it? I need the full version please ❤❤❤
I never forgot about the lost on you cover and the December cover 🥲💕
will you ever talk about the songs you removed from spotify and why? some of them were my favorites and ive always wondered why they got removed😭
ofc if any songs & reasons are too personal you dont have to💖
I’ve been heart broken ever since 😭
your song "stop" has always meant so much to me. it's rare I find a song I resonate with that much. I will continue to support you regardless if you're releasing new music or not 🤍
This question literally lives in my head 24/7 what happened to the XIX album (on apple music idk if its still available on spotify) will you ever bring it back? Bad Influence will forever be so personal to me. And for a while I was convinced Saiyohime(?) just needed to redo the cover for ya but its been so long I’m getting nervous it’s not happening *cries*
Still on UA-cam
OMG I NEED THE FULL COVER WHAT 15:19
Me too !!
We need more like these songs ESPECIALLY Circus Freak 🥺✨ PLEASEEE
Myah I’ve been here since ‘17 and so proud of where you are today! You grew up that’s all it is! You were having fun even if it was terrible. Sometimes you gotta go through the dirt to become your true self❤
Myah Alanna walked so that Billie Eilish could run
Myah I fucking LOVE U I don’t care what anyone says circus freak still slaps to this DAY it did then and still does now babe I love hear you talking about your music it’s so incredible hearing you talk about it ❤️🫶🏼
Princeton will always go down as my favorite song from you, but long live circus freak the era i started following you
Omg the lost on you cover I love so muchhh pls release
Thank you for sharing Myah! I’ll never stop listening to your stuff
Circus freak still bops in my head randomly
I remember when i would ask for you to sing ur oldies on twitch it was so nice im sorry you had those injuries i hope to one day hear you live LOVE YOU xoxo😚😚💓💓
Oh my god, I remember the old Videos you did for each of the Controlled chaos Songs! You truly lived a few different lives since then. Im really relieved to See you in a lot better Situation these days!
Also Throwing paper was that girl
i love all your music, been here since controlled chaos and still loved XIX when it was released. ill always support you through any era of yours
also wish you still had your older songs still on Spotify
this is an interesting self reflection i feel this
I found you on accident. I used to watch your collab channel back in the day. I was driving one day in 2017 & Spotify played circus freak & I realized it was you. I’ve been following you ever since. I love your music. I’m so excited for this new release 🤍
thank you !!
I still listen to "stop" I love that song very much. Sorry to hear was not able to sing :( keep it up Myah ⭐
Circus Freak has always been my fav.. been around since the green hair days 🖤
love hearing this backstory 🫀
thank you for getting me through the hardest times. xo
Thoroughly enjoyed this. Luvyu❤
Princeton then circus freak are my literal favorite 😩❤
Insanely proud of you forever and ever !!! Mabby ❤❤❤
@12:55 I ALWAYS SAID U WERE THE BLUEPRINT FOR THE EDGEY TRAP ISH EMO WHITE GIRL AESTHETIC!!!!
Stop was always my fave video! ❤️
ive watched u since i was 14 im now 18😭😭
I love all your songs huhu
Her is song for life 😮💨💖
I found you on younow then I followed you on IG and subscribe to ya UA-cam channel. An I loved your journey and how you matured it’s been a rollercoaster but being here for a while has been amazing. Sorry I’m illiterate af 😭
U and Circus Freak are my fave songs of yours! I wish U was still on Apple Music though!
i actually saw cash music video before
My fav song is still cash!! Brings ba k so many memories
Princeton was quite the era but none the less iconic as a motherfuckerdd. absolutely true that messiness brews EXCELLENT artistry.
Who We Are by you and Gatusso is my favorite song. Then Circus Freak
Oh shit I’m about to love thisssss 💗💗💗
Seeing how you’ve evolved but still the same is cool
I’m sad she didn’t mention cash! I absolutely loved it I was so sad when she took down the video!
I miss Love Shots everyday.
I till this day slap MOIO I wish I knew what that song was about! 😭
This was so interesting. I loved this.
For the record 🥹🥹
As someone who has known u for so long-I’m so proud of u and us and all the dumb stuff we have left behind. We grown girlie pop
Circus Freak is my FAVORITE of yours, i played that all the time in 2017 😅
the hype for princeton was real
circus freak will forever be iconic
It’s cool to see you back! Honestly I’ve always related to you as a heavily dissociated girly and I’ve always just wanted a hot ass gf for you on an off topic so I’m so happy for you 😂❤️
YESSSSSS 0:38
Myah uploads, immediately clicks on video
Im pretty sure i am the reason for all the veiws on princton. I dont go atleast a week wothout it popping up on my playlist.
The growth is there and we love.
Rip to the music videos that entered the void lmao
my fave song of urs was yeah yeah and ill never forgive u for removing it off spotify
i also can like vividly remember the cash music video even though you deleted that too SIGH
bring back the Cash music vid!!
In highschool I would watch and listen to ALL of your covers and music,, even today I’ll listen to your shit but RELIGIOUSLY in highschool,, anyways to the question,,,
What happened to the cover you did for stay by Rihanna?? 😭
what about cash ????? that’s how I found you
spring break not being in the top 5 is a crime
I love u girlie pop
moio 💗
Hi my love I miss u so much