I had a friendship like this & it truly is unnerving to feel like your every move is studied/copied. And I get it bc you’re someone people look up to but they don’t realize how creepy it rlly is. Any ways love the song u ate ✨💓
it's so difficult not knowing what the state of your voice could be on any given day as a singer, but you've handled this so beautifully and created one of the most gorgeous songs ever. every stacked vocal, adlib, and lyric is just so so so captivating and personal. please continue to be gentle with yourself as you heal from it all
As a fellow sober singer, I'm so proud of you for recording this sober!!! It's so hard when you start to rely on substances to feel comfortable without them. So, so, SO proud of you and your growth over the years. MWAH!!!
time stamp 14:00 + i’m cryingggg. i can’t speak for everyone else, but i genuinely love your music. have forever and still do and it’s a miracle you’re still making music. even with your damaged voice, you sound amazing. it’s crazy how we probably wouldn’t realize you had these issues. it’s crazy i’m so happy for you and this project and the future songs to come. as long as you’re healthy enough to do so, please keep going 💞
thank you so much for sharing this ! loved the bts look at the mv & hearing your insight on the song / your experience creating it, recording it & the vid. hope you’re feeling so proud of yourself fr, all the positive reaction is beyond deserved.
I love vids like this! Seeing the BTS and hearing the backstory always makes me happy! Btw, your necklace is so cute! Love to see you so happy! Very much deserved! 💕
this concept is everything love the vulnerability and love you being surrounded by people who bring out your best self. your ability to take shitty situations and learn from them then move along is what i've always admired keep going myah xoxo
Myah we are so proud of you and seeing you grow up along with me I am so happy with how open you are with you're struggles and the rawness of your individuality
i was in the shower just now and star shopping started playing and i remembered your cover from 6 years ago. whenever i listen to that song i can hear ur voice in the background but this was my first time coming back to actually listen.
I am so proud of you Myah ❤ This song is beautiful, the music video is WOW so gorgeous, and your vocals sound ethereal af ❤❤❤ I enjoyed seeing your journey with this song. It’s honestly my new favorite from you
Thanks for sharing this n being so real 🖤 im so happy for you, the music video was so well done and just a work of art all around!! Ive always loved your music its resonated with me in many ways thru out the years. Genuinely so relieved for u that the surgery has helped and that u can keep making music n doing what makes you happy! 🫶🏻
seeing you fully embrace yourself and being expressive is always inspiring. ive followed you for years but i swear i feel more and more proud every time i hear you talk about your experiences. im glad you got a positive response on the music video, you deserve it! the song is perfect ♡♡
It would be truly impossible for me to overstate how proud I am that you went through with this project and came out on the other side of such a scary situation with such a beautiful song… and one of the coolest music videos I’ve EVER SEEN??!?! You deserve your flowers tenfold. Because, how scary is it in the first place to navigate our own morals and needs and wants and plans for what the fuck we want to do and be, but then to also have to battle against your own body for so long to be able to do all of those things. Many people don’t understand what that’s like and how much strength it takes to not be scared stiff. Under very different circumstances, but I have been there. Looking at yourself in the mirror thinking “All I ever did was do my best to love you and take care of you, your one job is to be my vessel and keep me safe whey aren’t you doing that? What are you punishing me for? Why are you keeping me from doing what I’m meant to do?” Not to mention people that try to dog you just for the sake of doing so, and trying to deal with that at the same time. I know you are on the receiving end of that much more so than someone not so ‘online’ and I love that you are willing to do it anyway. Willing to share and try to help others. 26 y/o girl to 26 y/o girl, you’re doing amazing.🥹🩷
i'm glad that you explained the situation with your voice because i was curious but didn't want to ask because i know that's something very emotionally difficult for you. proud of you for pushing through this and making more music, i have listened for years and i will continue to listen and support you myah.
Omg Myah you know I’ll always love you my sista! So very proud of your growth and your dedication to your craft it’s so inspiring!! Keep up the amazing work hunny! Xo 🤍
yesssss, those type of friendships are always so draining!! i had a friend who for the past two years copied everything i did, the final straw was when she dyed her hair the exact same shade as me. after i cut her off, she gave my phone number out to a bunch of people and had them call and text me nonstop and blasted it online… she acted like a crazy ex-girlfriend all because i didn’t want to be her friend anymore. this song has been so healing to listen to
Last time i was ina blackswan situation (around ~15yo) I found that i fundamentally changed myself because of how paranoid people started making me. Instead I started to mimic what I felt was proper socially. It changed me SO much that at 23, im rediscovering shit I did, said, ate everyday when i was younger. That coupled with everything else goin on for you dude, is crazy strong but i love to see you prosper over it and continue making music :)
Of course I love hearing about your experience but seeing the behind the scenes was really cool. I always assume it's really awkward to be behind the camera but your video looked like it was really fun to make. Not getting kicked by a horse tho 😭. When you do what you love and what makes you happy you will find the support and people who are here to listen to you. I know it's been very hard but the support is not a lie the song is fire and I have it on repeat constantly 😂
ooohh that's what the song is about! i will do my best to not emulate you. i like the same kind of light pink gamer home accessories that you do, but i love having black hair and looking darker. i will do my best to continue to listen to your music but also be myself..... wait this is a lesbian thing? i'm going to a wlw event soon... i'm scared now XD i know women are humans and humans have flaws... this cements in my mind that i'm not ready to date again.
Well I don’t really know you, just how you are on here. But I know Kels a bit more and she’s such a sweetheart. Also, when I found you I was interested in your voice and music. However, I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again you remind me soooo much of my dead best friend whom was my soulmate. And she died when we were 15. But like it’s wild how much you remind me of her. And that’s a huge compliment because literally everyone either loved her, was in love with her or wanted to be her. So I guess you guys had that in common based on what you say about how people are with you. Anyway, her and I were soulmates and I’m so grateful I was able to meet my soulmate because not a lot of people get to. Idk when you realized you were gay but my gaydar is usually crazy accurate (like I knew Billie Eilish was gay before she did lol and I’m so thrilled she came out) and I had the biggest feeling you were gay too as soon as I started watching your vids. Possibly maybe even before you knew (again can’t say for certain bc idk for sure and that would be arrogant for me to say for certain) but nevertheless, I’m so happy you got to meet your GF and possibly your soulmate! Also, so weird. You moved to LA right after I did. Then I moved back to NJ and then you moved back to NJ lol. I always told Kelsey I wanted to hang with you guys because you’re both so cool 😭 I guess too cool for me though. Lol jk but I hope our paths cross one day! Feel like we would make good friends. I relate to you on soooo many levels too. Lastly, this fucking song and music video slapsssss I posted it all over girly 💕 well fucking done. When you have the right inspo and built up animosity towards someone it makes for the perfect song!
Yo so weird the alcohol bit. Bc I’m a little older than you and I’ve also lived a million lives. I just turned 28 on August 16th! But anyway, I used to use alcohol as a crutch and as confidence boost in my late teens/early 20’s and I’m so glad to say I haven’t drank in 6-7 years. I don’t even have the urge or desire anymore. Anyway, hope the same happens for you and you can find your confidence naturally. Bc I’m the same exact way, everyone thinks I’m so perfect but I look at myself as like literally trash lmao
Also also also omg sorry I comment as I watch sorry. But the fucking religious bs, I can’t stand that shit it’s so ridiculous. No one knows for certain wtf. We can choose a higher power greater than ourselves but we don’t need to believe in a deity per-se, maybe a higher consciousness of some sort or just matter and energy in general idfk but the religious bible babble bullshit makes my blood boil esp when someone forces their beliefs onto you or judges you because of their beliefs. Like have your beliefs but stfu about it bc not everyone believes the same shit so GTFO w that. I’m v controversial too, me and Madonna share the same bday so what can I say 💁🏼♀️ ahaha she’s the most controversial bitch ever and I love it and love that we share the same bday. It’s also the day Elvis died. Anyway, totally agree with thinking for yourself, forming your own opinions and having your own fucking personality. Like I hate when people try to be like me, i try to be flattered by it and not let it bother me but sometimes it does bc it has happened so much or it’s just like “yo like get your own personality… just be yourself” sure I’ll try to take it as a compliment that you’re inspired by me but don’t try to be exactly like me bc that’s so extra and it can never happen only you can be you and no one else
Sounds like they were trying to destiny swap with you I wonder if they have sag/Scorpio placements bc Claire nakti made a video highlighting this kind of obsession trigger warning!
Sorry about your struggles with your ex religious friend. We're not all the same. I'm Christian and your relationship is irrelevant. I love how you champion freedom of speech and we hold a lot of the same values. Jesus loves us all equally. Anyway, I love your new song and the video - the Proverbs quote was a nice touch.
I think some people in the comments have said that she was f’d over and lost the rights to it unfortunately. I bought every song besides it and im seething daily that i cant have the album fr
hearing the explanation of the song is making me think of taylor i think was her name… you had a birthday video and yall were in a hotel room talking abt xo and she started saying she might also like girls after you and ally got together. don’t know chat but she came to mind. only commenting bc i distinctly remember the vibe in the room shifting after that
@@orcjukuko897 Well I do have to say… She had sort of a similar aesthetic before she was even close to myah. Then she dyed her hair blonde and then the other similar things…There’s things we don’t know and we’re probably missing a huge chunk of details but ye..
i normally wouldn't respond to something like this, i hate to even say anything publicly, but this was brought to my attention and I want to get ahead of any false narratives about me. only posting this to defend myself. 1. the bday video - i was shit faced the entire time, this was my second time ever being drunk so, naturally, i didn't really know how to hold my liquor. My character being attributed to my drunken behavior alone isn't fair, esp since the ppl who know me know i get very sentimental and lovey w my friends when im drunk. 2. coming out - i came to terms with being a lesbian during the bday trip, yes, but I have liked girls for a long time. I never accepted it due to my strict religious upbringing always telling me being gay was wrong. I was heavily crushing on one of the girls at the bday meetup, i had a hard time hiding this cos i was drunk 90% of the time, and myah sat me down and encouraged me to accept how i feel and told me that it is okay. to this day that conversation is so meaningful to me. 3. tumblr - myah and i have spent alot of time together working on our tumblrs, this includes sharing coding tips and ideas and implementing them on our own blogs - of course they resemble each other. before we even met we both had our own interests in coding. as far as tumblr content - you can go back through my archive, ive blogged the same shit since the start. 4. my instagram - i have had a consistent aesthetic and style for years. of course, as time goes on style can evolve, but my style has always been what i like and feel comfortable in. why do yall see similarities between myah and i?..maybe because we have similar tastes, we bonded over that too. 5. hair?? - ive had blonde and pink hair since 2017. ive had bangs since 2019. i cut my hair short because i was growing out my virgin hair and wanted all dyed hair gone. none of these decisions were based on trying to emulate myah. ive only ever had good intentions and i did my best to convey that. I hope this clears some of this up. - taylor
i’ve experienced something similar to this situation once, and this song, although pretty straight forward, fits so many of my experiences perfectly. that’s true art! thanks myah 🤍
I had a friendship like this & it truly is unnerving to feel like your every move is studied/copied. And I get it bc you’re someone people look up to but they don’t realize how creepy it rlly is. Any ways love the song u ate ✨💓
yes yes yes omg
it's so difficult not knowing what the state of your voice could be on any given day as a singer, but you've handled this so beautifully and created one of the most gorgeous songs ever. every stacked vocal, adlib, and lyric is just so so so captivating and personal. please continue to be gentle with yourself as you heal from it all
As a fellow sober singer, I'm so proud of you for recording this sober!!! It's so hard when you start to rely on substances to feel comfortable without them. So, so, SO proud of you and your growth over the years. MWAH!!!
we get a mv, lyric video AND BTS FOOTAGE so close together, love that sm! ur the best girlie!!! keep thriving queen
I remember back in the day for your other album you did multiple videos explaining the meaning behind each song
REAL
i've been listening to cannibal nonstop and bro that bridge gives me chillsss 💞 thx for sharing your insight into its process
time stamp 14:00 + i’m cryingggg. i can’t speak for everyone else, but i genuinely love your music. have forever and still do and it’s a miracle you’re still making music. even with your damaged voice, you sound amazing. it’s crazy how we probably wouldn’t realize you had these issues. it’s crazy i’m so happy for you and this project and the future songs to come. as long as you’re healthy enough to do so, please keep going 💞
This song is an anthem for the people who have gone through this situation, including myself. Thank you, Myah xx.
thank you so much for sharing this ! loved the bts look at the mv & hearing your insight on the song / your experience creating it, recording it & the vid. hope you’re feeling so proud of yourself fr, all the positive reaction is beyond deserved.
I love vids like this! Seeing the BTS and hearing the backstory always makes me happy! Btw, your necklace is so cute! Love to see you so happy! Very much deserved! 💕
this concept is everything love the vulnerability and love you being surrounded by people who bring out your best self. your ability to take shitty situations and learn from them then move along is what i've always admired keep going myah xoxo
Myah we are so proud of you and seeing you grow up along with me I am so happy with how open you are with you're struggles and the rawness of your individuality
i was in the shower just now and star shopping started playing and i remembered your cover from 6 years ago. whenever i listen to that song i can hear ur voice in the background but this was my first time coming back to actually listen.
Myah, you're incredible and resilient and so so so so so strong. Genuinely so beyond proud of you.
Ok the song makes a lot more sense now
So happy for you girlie and to hear new music from you💕💕 so excited when I seen the music video
ur team was so good and encouraging. absolutely a beautiful video and you nailed the aesthetic and everything. ❤
I am so proud of you Myah ❤ This song is beautiful, the music video is WOW so gorgeous, and your vocals sound ethereal af ❤❤❤ I enjoyed seeing your journey with this song. It’s honestly my new favorite from you
4ever supporting this wonderful being 🦄
Thanks for sharing this n being so real 🖤 im so happy for you, the music video was so well done and just a work of art all around!! Ive always loved your music its resonated with me in many ways thru out the years. Genuinely so relieved for u that the surgery has helped and that u can keep making music n doing what makes you happy! 🫶🏻
KELSY omg i remember u guys had a bff tag & yall went to the mall with pill peach // i miss :c
seeing you fully embrace yourself and being expressive is always inspiring. ive followed you for years but i swear i feel more and more proud every time i hear you talk about your experiences. im glad you got a positive response on the music video, you deserve it! the song is perfect ♡♡
its a beautiful song. im really happy for you and proud of you. ive followed you for years and seeing your growth excites me for you 💗
It would be truly impossible for me to overstate how proud I am that you went through with this project and came out on the other side of such a scary situation with such a beautiful song… and one of the coolest music videos I’ve EVER SEEN??!?! You deserve your flowers tenfold. Because, how scary is it in the first place to navigate our own morals and needs and wants and plans for what the fuck we want to do and be, but then to also have to battle against your own body for so long to be able to do all of those things. Many people don’t understand what that’s like and how much strength it takes to not be scared stiff. Under very different circumstances, but I have been there. Looking at yourself in the mirror thinking “All I ever did was do my best to love you and take care of you, your one job is to be my vessel and keep me safe whey aren’t you doing that? What are you punishing me for? Why are you keeping me from doing what I’m meant to do?” Not to mention people that try to dog you just for the sake of doing so, and trying to deal with that at the same time. I know you are on the receiving end of that much more so than someone not so ‘online’ and I love that you are willing to do it anyway. Willing to share and try to help others. 26 y/o girl to 26 y/o girl, you’re doing amazing.🥹🩷
Man I’m so grateful for u
Clicked on this so fast it’s embarrassing
i'm glad that you explained the situation with your voice because i was curious but didn't want to ask because i know that's something very emotionally difficult for you. proud of you for pushing through this and making more music, i have listened for years and i will continue to listen and support you myah.
I’ve been listening to Cannibal non stop! I’m happy to know everybody has been so supportive. Thank you for sharing the behind the scenes
Omg Myah you know I’ll always love you my sista! So very proud of your growth and your dedication to your craft it’s so inspiring!! Keep up the amazing work hunny! Xo 🤍
So happy to get the BTS but I didn’t expect it to make me cry - so proud of you
yesssss, those type of friendships are always so draining!! i had a friend who for the past two years copied everything i did, the final straw was when she dyed her hair the exact same shade as me. after i cut her off, she gave my phone number out to a bunch of people and had them call and text me nonstop and blasted it online… she acted like a crazy ex-girlfriend all because i didn’t want to be her friend anymore. this song has been so healing to listen to
EARLY AND SO PROUD MWAHHHH
Last time i was ina blackswan situation (around ~15yo) I found that i fundamentally changed myself because of how paranoid people started making me. Instead I started to mimic what I felt was proper socially. It changed me SO much that at 23, im rediscovering shit I did, said, ate everyday when i was younger. That coupled with everything else goin on for you dude, is crazy strong but i love to see you prosper over it and continue making music :)
it’s giving other mother 🤣 i love you myah glad your back 🙏🏻
The phone demo… a stripped version would be so incredible omg
Of course I love hearing about your experience but seeing the behind the scenes was really cool. I always assume it's really awkward to be behind the camera but your video looked like it was really fun to make. Not getting kicked by a horse tho 😭. When you do what you love and what makes you happy you will find the support and people who are here to listen to you. I know it's been very hard but the support is not a lie the song is fire and I have it on repeat constantly 😂
you're everything
i really love your raw vocals with piano. have you considered
Intrinsically disordered xx
ooohh that's what the song is about! i will do my best to not emulate you. i like the same kind of light pink gamer home accessories that you do, but i love having black hair and looking darker. i will do my best to continue to listen to your music but also be myself..... wait this is a lesbian thing? i'm going to a wlw event soon... i'm scared now XD i know women are humans and humans have flaws... this cements in my mind that i'm not ready to date again.
I’m happy you and Kels reconciled. She is the reason I even found you on here. Y’all are both dope so I’m happy that you rebuilt that union
Well I don’t really know you, just how you are on here. But I know Kels a bit more and she’s such a sweetheart.
Also, when I found you I was interested in your voice and music. However, I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again you remind me soooo much of my dead best friend whom was my soulmate. And she died when we were 15. But like it’s wild how much you remind me of her. And that’s a huge compliment because literally everyone either loved her, was in love with her or wanted to be her. So I guess you guys had that in common based on what you say about how people are with you. Anyway, her and I were soulmates and I’m so grateful I was able to meet my soulmate because not a lot of people get to.
Idk when you realized you were gay but my gaydar is usually crazy accurate (like I knew Billie Eilish was gay before she did lol and I’m so thrilled she came out) and I had the biggest feeling you were gay too as soon as I started watching your vids. Possibly maybe even before you knew (again can’t say for certain bc idk for sure and that would be arrogant for me to say for certain) but nevertheless, I’m so happy you got to meet your GF and possibly your soulmate!
Also, so weird. You moved to LA right after I did. Then I moved back to NJ and then you moved back to NJ lol. I always told Kelsey I wanted to hang with you guys because you’re both so cool 😭 I guess too cool for me though. Lol jk but I hope our paths cross one day! Feel like we would make good friends. I relate to you on soooo many levels too.
Lastly, this fucking song and music video slapsssss I posted it all over girly 💕 well fucking done. When you have the right inspo and built up animosity towards someone it makes for the perfect song!
Yo so weird the alcohol bit. Bc I’m a little older than you and I’ve also lived a million lives. I just turned 28 on August 16th! But anyway, I used to use alcohol as a crutch and as confidence boost in my late teens/early 20’s and I’m so glad to say I haven’t drank in 6-7 years. I don’t even have the urge or desire anymore. Anyway, hope the same happens for you and you can find your confidence naturally. Bc I’m the same exact way, everyone thinks I’m so perfect but I look at myself as like literally trash lmao
Also also also omg sorry I comment as I watch sorry. But the fucking religious bs, I can’t stand that shit it’s so ridiculous. No one knows for certain wtf. We can choose a higher power greater than ourselves but we don’t need to believe in a deity per-se, maybe a higher consciousness of some sort or just matter and energy in general idfk but the religious bible babble bullshit makes my blood boil esp when someone forces their beliefs onto you or judges you because of their beliefs. Like have your beliefs but stfu about it bc not everyone believes the same shit so GTFO w that. I’m v controversial too, me and Madonna share the same bday so what can I say 💁🏼♀️ ahaha she’s the most controversial bitch ever and I love it and love that we share the same bday. It’s also the day Elvis died. Anyway, totally agree with thinking for yourself, forming your own opinions and having your own fucking personality. Like I hate when people try to be like me, i try to be flattered by it and not let it bother me but sometimes it does bc it has happened so much or it’s just like “yo like get your own personality… just be yourself” sure I’ll try to take it as a compliment that you’re inspired by me but don’t try to be exactly like me bc that’s so extra and it can never happen only you can be you and no one else
Ok I’m done ranting lmao bye
the trend where its “my favourite animal is” but its kelsey, myah, and jaw dawg(?) (please tell me everyone remembers jaw)
L O L I LAFF
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great video
Epic video.
Sounds like they were trying to destiny swap with you I wonder if they have sag/Scorpio placements bc Claire nakti made a video highlighting this kind of obsession trigger warning!
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Sorry about your struggles with your ex religious friend. We're not all the same. I'm Christian and your relationship is irrelevant. I love how you champion freedom of speech and we hold a lot of the same values. Jesus loves us all equally. Anyway, I love your new song and the video - the Proverbs quote was a nice touch.
fucking FINLAND
Girl rerelease xix
I think some people in the comments have said that she was f’d over and lost the rights to it unfortunately. I bought every song besides it and im seething daily that i cant have the album fr
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hearing the explanation of the song is making me think of taylor i think was her name… you had a birthday video and yall were in a hotel room talking abt xo and she started saying she might also like girls after you and ally got together. don’t know chat but she came to mind. only commenting bc i distinctly remember the vibe in the room shifting after that
Yup, I think it’s ab her too. They both unfollowed each other off insta soooo
it’s so about her omg that’s what i was thinking . bc literally her insta and tumblr pages were like exact copies of myahs 😭
@@orcjukuko897 Well I do have to say… She had sort of a similar aesthetic before she was even close to myah. Then she dyed her hair blonde and then the other similar things…There’s things we don’t know and we’re probably missing a huge chunk of details but ye..
i normally wouldn't respond to something like this, i hate to even say anything publicly, but this was brought to my attention and I want to get ahead of any false narratives about me. only posting this to defend myself.
1. the bday video - i was shit faced the entire time, this was my second time ever being drunk so, naturally, i didn't really know how to hold my liquor. My character being attributed to my drunken behavior alone isn't fair, esp since the ppl who know me know i get very sentimental and lovey w my friends when im drunk.
2. coming out - i came to terms with being a lesbian during the bday trip, yes, but I have liked girls for a long time. I never accepted it due to my strict religious upbringing always telling me being gay was wrong. I was heavily crushing on one of the girls at the bday meetup, i had a hard time hiding this cos i was drunk 90% of the time, and myah sat me down and encouraged me to accept how i feel and told me that it is okay. to this day that conversation is so meaningful to me.
3. tumblr - myah and i have spent alot of time together working on our tumblrs, this includes sharing coding tips and ideas and implementing them on our own blogs - of course they resemble each other. before we even met we both had our own interests in coding. as far as tumblr content - you can go back through my archive, ive blogged the same shit since the start.
4. my instagram - i have had a consistent aesthetic and style for years. of course, as time goes on style can evolve, but my style has always been what i like and feel comfortable in. why do yall see similarities between myah and i?..maybe because we have similar tastes, we bonded over that too.
5. hair?? - ive had blonde and pink hair since 2017. ive had bangs since 2019. i cut my hair short because i was growing out my virgin hair and wanted all dyed hair gone. none of these decisions were based on trying to emulate myah.
ive only ever had good intentions and i did my best to convey that. I hope this clears some of this up. - taylor
I love it and I'm still listening to it 😝 it's just so good 😩💦
It’s not that deep to put a wet emoji 💀
@@Johnny-dj8dt it is its so FUCKING GOOD 😩💦💦💦💦🖕🖕🏻🖕🏼🖕🏽🖕🏾🖕🏿
i’ve experienced something similar to this situation once, and this song, although pretty straight forward, fits so many of my experiences perfectly. that’s true art! thanks myah 🤍
i put mango flavor on everything
everybody get a clear medal at walmart