it’s so crazy to me how the music industry took advantage of myah and didn’t believe in her artistic direction and now so many people are riding on the vision she had in 2016/2017, with the same overall aesthetic and sound/lyrics… like they really could’ve made bank if they had just given her the necessary resources. she was ahead of her time and i’ll never forgive the industry for fucking her over
She screwed herself when she hurt half her audience with her trump rants while having a song called "circus freak" and catering to the exact community affected by trumps ideologies to only now clickbait it without actually addressing anything
God I can’t even comprehend that I found you, your music, and your channel SEVEN years ago! Like I was in 7th grade and now I’m in my second year of college… I always have known of you being a strong minded, logical individual that moves through life in a wise and smart manner
coming from a fellow jersey girl who grew up in south jersey next to philly, the degenerate genre of people here is so real. I realized this once i moved down south and saw how sweet alot of southern people are. their morals and characterisitcs are just so different, even the way they treat total strangers.
controlled chaos changed the way i created music and wrote lyrics when I first discovered you! thru all these years, i've still used the lessons that album AND you have taught me, not just for the music but as an individual with passion and goals. as difficult as it may be to get back in the swing of things, thank you so much for coming back around
watching you grow throughout the years is so crazy to me, i watched you so much when i was younger (im 19 now so..) and was a much angrier and more hurt person, and its so so crazy to see you now and compare how you've changed but also myself, glad to see u bck xox
Thank you for making this. I first found your channel when I was 13, and I’m 20 now, so it was always helpful to see your videos like this one. You’ve genuinely helped shape who I am. I’ve become so much more confident, and I don’t take much shit from anyone because of you. You’ve been an inspiration, and I’m so glad that I’ve been able to be on this journey through your music and channel. I’m wishing you the best 💓
I can honestly say as I’ve been around for a long time now that it was really special to have someone like you to look up to as a “big sister” and I have learnt a lot from your experiences and what you’ve shared over the years. I hope love continues to find you and that you heal from any past pain completely.
the green haired era Myah is when I started watching you, so crazy to see how much you've change and continue to change! You continuously inspire people and that's one thing that's never changed about you. Keep being real, much loveee!
dude i’ve been following you since i was 12, i’m 18 now & growing with you as someone to admire is a blessing. i’m glad to have found your accounts since i’ve never felt like i related to someone’s mindset more. you are such a genuine soul, never stop being u
Been here since I was 14 and running a fan page for you and now i’m almost 22 and i have sm love for you and your creativity and it’s so amazing to see how far you’ve come
i found your channel in 2016 and watched your videos for a long time until 2019/2020 ish. even as someone who definitely doesn't know you, it was clear you were in a bad place especially during the LA era. i stopped keeping up w you for a while until i randomly thought of you a few days ago and i love the content you've been putting out these days. your self reflection and openness despite the shit you get from your life (online and off) is so refreshing and makes me happy to see. you seem so much happier these days, and ive never commented on a video of yours until now. i feel really happy for you and your relationship, the love you have in your life, it shows in these new videos. despite your health struggles (which is really sad to hear bc your gift has always been so special) you exude so much light and gratitude for those in your life. really happy to see this and where it goes ❤ ps: i grew up in jersey too and can confirm shit is not normal there. weird ass behavior that is so normalized lol
im ngl when i was growing up watching you, you were my inspiration a lot. hearing that you compared yourself a lot and wish you hadn’t is kind of nice tbh. i’m 20 now and am still trying to love myself
Just love you Myah, I know I am not as active on the server as I used to be, but always here supporting. Watching every video. I may even be older then you, I am 28 but youve always been a "big sister" to me. In fact you taught me how to be assertive, that self love isnt rolling over. So much. Being myself. Shit, I tattoo and watching you chase your dreams inspired me too and now I have a business. I just want you to know that you have reached so many. And there is so much love and mutual respect and community. Just love you gorl.
Having watched you on and off since your green hair era it’s really cool to see you grow and develop your identity. Wishing you all good things Myah. 👍🏼
I’ve been watching you since I was fucking 14, the way you’ve been as green hair myah and grown as fucking bad bitch 25-year-old myah, as blunt as you are has stuck in my brain and I personally think has helped me fucking survive and taught me that I need to put me first. I had shitty ass parents but you and your honesty and bluntness taught me more than they did in areas of self protection I can’t describe other than empowering, thank you genuinely 💕
We are very different in terms of background and politics but I have always found you to be uniquely genuine, thoughtful and level headed for someone on this platform. It's been fascinating to watch you grow. ALSO your cover of Agony is still in constant rotation for me, it's incredible.
I remember green hair myah. When I first found your channel I was only 24. It’s interesting to see your perspective and growth especially because I’m about to be 31 and I can now say that you change even more between 25-30. But it’s definitely in a good way. Enjoy being 25, I sometimes would love to go back 6-7 years
I wish i could describe how badly I relate to feeling chronically guilty. I had to do 3 months of DBT and I still struggle, but your music is literally so comforting. Foreign literally gives me so much self assurance? If that makes sense. Like ahh!! I can’t form coherent thoughts but yeah we betta now! Also sobbing about internet safety, the IMVU era….*war flashbacks* LOL
Dude, I am just happy you’re back and hope you stick around. I literally can’t believe I’ve been watching you for as long as I have but I enjoy your videos and your music you’re fucking cool.
Hey Myah! I just wanted to say I’ve been following you since the green hair era. I feel like we had to grow up the same way, building a community of your friends to support and love you the same way you would for them. I never had any guidance either, so picking/ finding my friends was really important (and it still is). I feel like since I started following you we had to figure out the same things the hard way. But it’s made us who we are, and has made us strong, as well as understanding. I also always always always try to be a good person, but yeah we’re human we make mistakes. But as long as you know the shape of your soul, you’ll be alright ❤
u r like a big sister to me, i'm from brazil, so when i was younger i used to watch your videos every day to perfect my english, and i've learned so much about life with u. luv u forever
I never will stop listening to your music. One song I have always felt on such a deep level is circus freak. So underrated. I’ll be your big sis beautiful…I’m 30. I wish you all the love that you deserve!! Btw you are very mindful & this is amazing!! So real just hits my soul to the core💗🌸😘
Been watching since the green-hair era, I’m also 24. I’m SO happy to see you uploading consistently again! Can’t wait to see what else you come out with, as just a casual viewer/supporter 💖🖤💖🖤
love u :] glad u went over this topic!! thank you for listening and hearing out our ideas!! ILUUUU did not realize when asking to hear this topic that it would frighten you so much, so proud and happy that you pushed through. i think the response has been so positive so i hope it was at least somewhat cathartic for you
I was about 14 when I found your channel and now I’m 23 with a whole BABY😭. I’m guilty! I can’t let go of the green hair Myah💚. So much going on during that time of my life, I guess I found comfort in certain influencers but now is time to move on haha. On a serious note though, I still listen to platonic and controlled chaos in my car 🥹.
i definitely have looked up to you as an older sister throughout the years haha, especially as someone who makes music and has that talent it rly inspires me to keep going w my own music :') (edit: just realized ive been watching since 2017 HOLY SHIITTT)
Something I think about a lot is how when I first saw Myah’s style during the Green Hair Era, I thought it was so unique and fun (still do btw.) Now Tik Tok egirls dress just like her. And then there’s her music. It was pretty ahead of its time and not really appreciated for what it was. Nowadays, songs with a similar style come out and trend. Idk where I’m going with this. I’m recovering from anesthesia and just rambling tbh
I came right before “green maya” and girl I saw it in your eyes you weren’t happy. I’m so glad you’re speaking your mind and being WHAT FEELS honest for one of the first times❤ All love and so happy to watch you grow (I’ve followed ur insta since I “found” u)
omg this video was posted on my birthday, the time is 26 mins, and I'm watching it 4 hours later. so 4/26 which is my birthday lol that coincidence is insane but I'm reaching so. but anyways I've been watching you since you released circus freak and I was like 11 or 10 kinda crazy. I remember walking up to my friend in her kitchen and making her watch the music video. but yeah thank you for being here so long queen and I love the video and as someone still in their teens I will keep this advice in mind fs
I’ve been watching you since your green hair era. You’ve come so far! I relate to your song HER sooo much. I’ve literally been obsessed with that song! You’re real and honest. For you to feel that era is something you feel disconnected from (please correct me if I’m wrong!) that younger version of yourself just shows how much you’ve grown. I started watching you when I was 16, I’m 21 now. So proud of you Myah. I relate to a lot that you’ve said as a fellow hopeless romantic with a big, big heart ❤
it's okay if you don't want to answer this, but on the topic of green hair era Myah (i wasn't around then), is there some story for why the song Mirror isn't on Spotify anymore? i found your channel here looking for that song - it used to be a staple on my playlist! i love your more current music too of course hence why i'm subscribed! anyways, that's some really good advice to your younger selves. i wish i had been as well grounded as you are at your age.
it’s so crazy to me how the music industry took advantage of myah and didn’t believe in her artistic direction and now so many people are riding on the vision she had in 2016/2017, with the same overall aesthetic and sound/lyrics… like they really could’ve made bank if they had just given her the necessary resources. she was ahead of her time and i’ll never forgive the industry for fucking her over
this was one of the most kind messages ive ever received... thank you so much.
so, so real
She screwed herself when she hurt half her audience with her trump rants while having a song called "circus freak" and catering to the exact community affected by trumps ideologies to only now clickbait it without actually addressing anything
You’ve always been genuine and open, finding your channel back in 2016 was a breath of fresh air. I wish u more success & growth 💓💓
thank u hon!
GREEN HAIR MYAH WAS ICONIC AND WHAT THE MUSIC INDUSTRY NEEDED 😭 Sadly you Pay it Dust CONTROLLED CHAOS & XIX DESERVE MORE 💚
justice for XIX and the original controlled chaos 💚🖤❤️
@@isaacvermon ur so sweet
God I can’t even comprehend that I found you, your music, and your channel SEVEN years ago! Like I was in 7th grade and now I’m in my second year of college… I always have known of you being a strong minded, logical individual that moves through life in a wise and smart manner
we r getting old bich!!!
i appreciate this video and the work that you put into it (not just the recording and editing, but also unpacking all of this for us). love you 🤍
thank you dolly
coming from a fellow jersey girl who grew up in south jersey next to philly, the degenerate genre of people here is so real. I realized this once i moved down south and saw how sweet alot of southern people are. their morals and characterisitcs are just so different, even the way they treat total strangers.
wjknsknv
controlled chaos changed the way i created music and wrote lyrics when I first discovered you! thru all these years, i've still used the lessons that album AND you have taught me, not just for the music but as an individual with passion and goals. as difficult as it may be to get back in the swing of things, thank you so much for coming back around
thank you SO MUCH! that was such a lovely comment i am so thankful.
watching you grow throughout the years is so crazy to me, i watched you so much when i was younger (im 19 now so..) and was a much angrier and more hurt person, and its so so crazy to see you now and compare how you've changed but also myself, glad to see u bck xox
thank u hon! glad ur still around [ and hopefully not as angry ! ;p ]
Thank you for making this. I first found your channel when I was 13, and I’m 20 now, so it was always helpful to see your videos like this one. You’ve genuinely helped shape who I am. I’ve become so much more confident, and I don’t take much shit from anyone because of you. You’ve been an inspiration, and I’m so glad that I’ve been able to be on this journey through your music and channel. I’m wishing you the best 💓
glad to have been of service!! stay strongeyy!!
@@xoxomyah thank you, love 💗
I can honestly say as I’ve been around for a long time now that it was really special to have someone like you to look up to as a “big sister” and I have learnt a lot from your experiences and what you’ve shared over the years. I hope love continues to find you and that you heal from any past pain completely.
thank you so much for your ongoing kindness and support !! ugh, and me too i hope i can
I love your brain. Hearing you reflect is so special! Especially watching you grow up in a way. Thank you for sharing, its truly a gift.
thank you so much for your support and kindness
@@xoxomyah 💖💖
the green haired era Myah is when I started watching you, so crazy to see how much you've change and continue to change! You continuously inspire people and that's one thing that's never changed about you. Keep being real, much loveee!
dude i’ve been following you since i was 12, i’m 18 now & growing with you as someone to admire is a blessing. i’m glad to have found your accounts since i’ve never felt like i related to someone’s mindset more. you are such a genuine soul, never stop being u
also as someone who lives near philly & my bf is from jersey….you are 100% right 17:31
@@rickychinsky us time
thank u so much for the love, girl!!
cute fit, pretty makeup, kudos to you for opening this topic up and looking back, much love myah ღ always happy to watch you and listen
thank u so much sweetie :3
Been here since I was 14 and running a fan page for you and now i’m almost 22 and i have sm love for you and your creativity and it’s so amazing to see how far you’ve come
thank u so much .. wow
i found your channel in 2016 and watched your videos for a long time until 2019/2020 ish. even as someone who definitely doesn't know you, it was clear you were in a bad place especially during the LA era. i stopped keeping up w you for a while until i randomly thought of you a few days ago and i love the content you've been putting out these days. your self reflection and openness despite the shit you get from your life (online and off) is so refreshing and makes me happy to see. you seem so much happier these days, and ive never commented on a video of yours until now. i feel really happy for you and your relationship, the love you have in your life, it shows in these new videos. despite your health struggles (which is really sad to hear bc your gift has always been so special) you exude so much light and gratitude for those in your life. really happy to see this and where it goes ❤
ps: i grew up in jersey too and can confirm shit is not normal there. weird ass behavior that is so normalized lol
im ngl when i was growing up watching you, you were my inspiration a lot. hearing that you compared yourself a lot and wish you hadn’t is kind of nice tbh. i’m 20 now and am still trying to love myself
so proud of you for keeping up with your schedule! also i cried like a baby during some points of this vid omg
Just love you Myah, I know I am not as active on the server as I used to be, but always here supporting. Watching every video. I may even be older then you, I am 28 but youve always been a "big sister" to me. In fact you taught me how to be assertive, that self love isnt rolling over. So much. Being myself. Shit, I tattoo and watching you chase your dreams inspired me too and now I have a business. I just want you to know that you have reached so many. And there is so much love and mutual respect and community. Just love you gorl.
congratulations on your business !!!!!!!!!!! im so honored to have given u some push !! thank you so much for sticking with me !! all love
I’ve watched Myah since the F U Tana days, and I haven’t dropped off. Go girl, be yourself and be happy
thank u queen!
You raised me. I have been watching yiu since i was like 14 and now im turning 22. Crazy how time fllys by💗
us time!
Having watched you on and off since your green hair era it’s really cool to see you grow and develop your identity. Wishing you all good things Myah. 👍🏼
GIRL IM A NEW FAN- I WOULD LITERALLY LIGHT UP WHEN YOU POST SMTG
I’ve been watching you since I was fucking 14, the way you’ve been as green hair myah and grown as fucking bad bitch 25-year-old myah, as blunt as you are has stuck in my brain and I personally think has helped me fucking survive and taught me that I need to put me first. I had shitty ass parents but you and your honesty and bluntness taught me more than they did in areas of self protection I can’t describe other than empowering, thank you genuinely 💕
i am so glad to hav been of service!! all love hon & thank you so much!!
Been watching you since 2016/17? Absolutely adore you 🩵 I’m so glad you’re popping back up! 🥹🫶🏻 love your honesty in this video 💗
GIRL .. been watching u for so long and feel every part of this love u and needed this ❤❤❤
We are very different in terms of background and politics but I have always found you to be uniquely genuine, thoughtful and level headed for someone on this platform. It's been fascinating to watch you grow. ALSO your cover of Agony is still in constant rotation for me, it's incredible.
thank you for opening up your heart to me & allowing me to be vulnerable! i feel so safe
I remember green hair myah. When I first found your channel I was only 24. It’s interesting to see your perspective and growth especially because I’m about to be 31 and I can now say that you change even more between 25-30. But it’s definitely in a good way. Enjoy being 25, I sometimes would love to go back 6-7 years
i am gonna try!!!
I wish i could describe how badly I relate to feeling chronically guilty. I had to do 3 months of DBT and I still struggle, but your music is literally so comforting. Foreign literally gives me so much self assurance? If that makes sense. Like ahh!! I can’t form coherent thoughts but yeah we betta now! Also sobbing about internet safety, the IMVU era….*war flashbacks* LOL
thank u hon and youre not alone...
Your always a UA-camr I always come back too. Your authenticity is intoxicating. Your creativity is incredible. Appreciate it. All the love. ❤
omg i love you so much I’ve always wanted an older sister and I’m so glad to have you! it’s so cool to see you blossom and stay authentic
thank u so much darlin !!
loved this video! i think u address a lot of these topics in such an eloquent way (as u usually do) ❤
thank you so much - im trying !!
I’m 28 and have always found you wise beyond your years. I’ve been here since 2016 and remember jaw dog and all that. Love you 🥰
I found your channel when I was 19. I'm 26 now. I miss your covers and livestreams. Im glad youre back ❤
This is healing. I’ve been with you since 2018-19ish :’)
so proud of your consistency
:D i was so stressed wen this fuckr wasn't rendering cos i woulda be so pissed if i couldn't post it tonighturbjfjnmv
Dude, I am just happy you’re back and hope you stick around. I literally can’t believe I’ve been watching you for as long as I have but I enjoy your videos and your music you’re fucking cool.
thank u sm hon!!
Hey Myah! I just wanted to say I’ve been following you since the green hair era. I feel like we had to grow up the same way, building a community of your friends to support and love you the same way you would for them. I never had any guidance either, so picking/ finding my friends was really important (and it still is). I feel like since I started following you we had to figure out the same things the hard way. But it’s made us who we are, and has made us strong, as well as understanding. I also always always always try to be a good person, but yeah we’re human we make mistakes. But as long as you know the shape of your soul, you’ll be alright ❤
your pre frontal cortex is coming in full power
nonetheless it’s beautiful seeing you grow
i like that abt me :3
the slide show of green hair era make mi cry bc wtffff where’d the time go i feel like we all grew up w u
proud of u alwayssss
tysm my squinchie
u r like a big sister to me, i'm from brazil, so when i was younger i used to watch your videos every day to perfect my english, and i've learned so much about life with u.
luv u forever
I LOVE YOU !!!
luv that you decided to come back to youtube. hope you do outfit videos so cuteee :)
i do plan on it!!!
Can’t believe I’ve been watching you for almost 7-8 years now!!!! Im so happy to still be here along with you!
us time!!
even tho we’re the exact same age i’m forever grateful for your wisdom 💕
hoping for the best for you and your health 💓
thank u sm !!
One of the most realist, purest personalities. Thank you so much for your videos and creativity!
thank u!!
I never will stop listening to your music. One song I have always felt on such a deep level is circus freak. So underrated. I’ll be your big sis beautiful…I’m 30. I wish you all the love that you deserve!! Btw you are very mindful & this is amazing!! So real just hits my soul to the core💗🌸😘
tysm hon! i accept the offer hehe
Off topic but your outfit is giving everything
thnk u so much!!
Been watching since the green-hair era, I’m also 24. I’m SO happy to see you uploading consistently again! Can’t wait to see what else you come out with, as just a casual viewer/supporter 💖🖤💖🖤
thank u!!
Growth is what life is all about ❤ great advice
love u :] glad u went over this topic!! thank you for listening and hearing out our ideas!! ILUUUU
did not realize when asking to hear this topic that it would frighten you so much, so proud and happy that you pushed through. i think the response has been so positive so i hope it was at least somewhat cathartic for you
i lov u vee!!!
I was about 14 when I found your channel and now I’m 23 with a whole BABY😭. I’m guilty! I can’t let go of the green hair Myah💚. So much going on during that time of my life, I guess I found comfort in certain influencers but now is time to move on haha. On a serious note though, I still listen to platonic and controlled chaos in my car 🥹.
i definitely have looked up to you as an older sister throughout the years haha, especially as someone who makes music and has that talent it rly inspires me to keep going w my own music :') (edit: just realized ive been watching since 2017 HOLY SHIITTT)
god i fucking love and enjoy your energy, so happy you're gna be doing weekly vids
@@QUAK1EZ thank u hon!!
jersey is truly another realm
this is my first video of hers but i immediately subbed. i was like. a little confused soo im may have to watch all the "green haired myah" vids
oh sht How did u find my video?!?! :O i don't often have new reach on here
@@xoxomyah bro it was literally js recommended i think the algorithm gods were shining down on you
Something I think about a lot is how when I first saw Myah’s style during the Green Hair Era, I thought it was so unique and fun (still do btw.) Now Tik Tok egirls dress just like her.
And then there’s her music. It was pretty ahead of its time and not really appreciated for what it was. Nowadays, songs with a similar style come out and trend.
Idk where I’m going with this. I’m recovering from anesthesia and just rambling tbh
thank u LOL rejnf
Your old videos helped me cope
myahhh! we’ve missed u! i’m so excited for more vids !
tysm !
No shiz missed you girl. Glad your doing alright.
I came right before “green maya” and girl I saw it in your eyes you weren’t happy. I’m so glad you’re speaking your mind and being WHAT FEELS honest for one of the first times❤
All love and so happy to watch you grow (I’ve followed ur insta since I “found” u)
From the younow streams fuckery 😂 and the music💗 Im happy for you and I am happy youre back 🌸 Missed ya! Cant wait for more 😄
girl u seen it all then!! LOL thrfsdkf Hugs!!
myah you're so pretty istg
thank u !
omg this video was posted on my birthday, the time is 26 mins, and I'm watching it 4 hours later. so 4/26 which is my birthday lol that coincidence is insane but I'm reaching so. but anyways I've been watching you since you released circus freak and I was like 11 or 10 kinda crazy. I remember walking up to my friend in her kitchen and making her watch the music video. but yeah thank you for being here so long queen and I love the video and as someone still in their teens I will keep this advice in mind fs
thnk u so much sweet!! be good!!
I’m still bumping Circus Freak 😩🙌🏽💚
thank u sm for this video
thnk u!
U look gorg!! love the vid
thank u sweet !!!!
God I love your personality 😂
The hat is actually so cute
thank u!!
Slay
Love da Chat.xo girlies
:D hi
❤ u ur vids make my day and I wish there were more people like u ❤
ty!!
12:56 you’re like Chloe from Bratz that’s what comes to mind every time I watch your videos ❤
biggest compliment
here since the release of controlled chaos i luv u myah xx
thank u!
I can only find a few of your songs on Spotify. You are one of my favorite artists ❤
everything that is allowed to be posted publically is under xoxomyah
MISSED U XOXO
i am here !!
Love all ur eras ❤
tysm !!!
what you said about jerz is sososo real lmao. literally an alternate universe
us time Bitch!
Will always Love You 💚 We need a New Song or Something Tho …. You know what type of music I want ahhh 😭😂
IM TRYINNn !!!
I just remembered you having green hair inspired me to dye my hair
hehe
myah, luv your song princeton
did you know that another artist has the same song lyrics & beat as princeton too?
I’ve been watching you since your green hair era. You’ve come so far!
I relate to your song HER sooo much. I’ve literally been obsessed with that song!
You’re real and honest.
For you to feel that era is something you feel disconnected from (please correct me if I’m wrong!) that younger version of yourself just shows how much you’ve grown.
I started watching you when I was 16, I’m 21 now.
So proud of you Myah. I relate to a lot that you’ve said as a fellow hopeless romantic with a big, big heart ❤
you make us feel loved too 🥰✨
:D yay
Thx big sis ❤❤
She's back y'all 🎉
Refreshing to just multitask with ur video keeping me entertained again. WB luv
:D
Queen
xo
Myah, you look gorgeous with your natural slightly curly hair! And now your hair looks like a bot! xDD
a WHAT
Last vid I said all the zoom edits were making me nauseous, but that's cus I watch everything on 2x lol this vid was waaaay better!
girl got motion sickness
Myahhhh ♡
:D
aw i love you and i missed you 🫶🏻🥹
Lets gooooo another upload
i am here !!
13:39 AMEN TO THAT 🙏🙏🙏
imy
you're nose is literally perfect rn ... @..@
Off topic, I have the same purple squishmallow. 👍🏻
:D
I love yew ♡
lov ya bich!!
where is ur outfit from 👀
ima do a haul on these clothes!!
ur beautiful
:D
I MISS UR BLONDE LONG HAIR ERA
it's okay if you don't want to answer this, but on the topic of green hair era Myah (i wasn't around then), is there some story for why the song Mirror isn't on Spotify anymore? i found your channel here looking for that song - it used to be a staple on my playlist! i love your more current music too of course hence why i'm subscribed!
anyways, that's some really good advice to your younger selves. i wish i had been as well grounded as you are at your age.
those songs have legal troubles!!
@@xoxomyah ahh that's such a shame! thank you for answering, i appreciate it 🖤
U ever talk about something other than urself?
Or maybe like urself but ur interests or cool stories, like something enjoyable to watch
🖤🖤🖤🖤