It's raining right now so this is perfect. Sitting in my car outside smoking a cigarette waiting for my girlfriend to get off of work. A E S T H E T I C.
I don't always feel special or important but this mix in particular over the past year and a half I've been listening to it continues to make me feel like I'm valuable and that I matter. Thank you
Sittin’ in my room doing a couple essays early, and I’m kind of lonely. I’m in a military family so we just moved from all our friends and family, I also just started college and my grades aren’t as high as I wish them to be, and of course I already feel bad about it but my family makes me feel worse about how low they are. Sometimes I feel like if I get all straight A’s my parents wouldn’t mind if I’m sad or feel isolated after the move. Or maybe I’m just exaggerating idk..
Well you're depressed for a reason. And it doesn't matter what the reason is, you should be validated. Theres alot to life, not everyone is handed happiness unfortunately, some people have to look for it, unfair as it may be. Good luck to you, and focus, you can do this.
Is impossible to obey anything since many years trying to know her family by my own mean is perfect to simply try to impress a favorite routine but this is not but less often listening to this is just a diversion from being finally just relaxing
I wish I knew how to write a song I wish my joy and my pain knew how to get along Losing a child I once considered abortin My sins being exposed as fear brought distortion And I’m absorbing every shot as they’re fired I’m triggered Because I was kinda looking forward to being a father figure I was looking towards having daddy’s little girl My little best friend the center of my world Those moments of hearing her very first words To the asking of my food and getting on my nerves With a hint of her momma sweet with some spice Sharp as a whip all while still being nice Seeing her grow and become her own person Learning and applying life’s lessons...her own version That stubborn nature she would’ve got from us both All while being the child we loved most From being daddy’s girl to having moments to rebel Having heart to heart moments while eyes swell Teaching her about love and how this life is not easy Cracking lame jokes as her mom calls me cheesy A song bird like her mom and to see them sing together Are like memories I pictured that would stain forever To be her guardian her eyes and her defense And griming every boy with eyes so intense #1 dad a scary title yet proud To have been blessed with this angel to hear her first sounds Was what I began to feel excited about but they’re all lies Replaced by anger and pain questions Lord why The title dad is now nothing more than a shadow Of a man I claimed to be all while I battle Was I a man? Even with the Thoughts of abortion? Am I father when I failed to match its proportions? And no matter the time I still develop tears So I avoid the conversation and let it build through the years Daughter if you’re watching please just know That I’m sorry that I didn’t get to see you grow I’m sorry that I still clash with your mother You know from the bottom of my heart that I will always love her Daughter I don’t blame you for this pain God had the final say and there’s no way to change What’s said is said and what’s done is done Pray for dad while his mind and heart runs This pain too great and no matter how much I write This pain feels fresh and wakes me up late nights And send a prayer for your mom cuz she carried you close The connection you had with her was what she wanted most.
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It's raining right now so this is perfect. Sitting in my car outside smoking a cigarette waiting for my girlfriend to get off of work. A E S T H E T I C.
I wish there could be more moons in the sky but.. I think the loneliness of our moon is part of its beauty because we all know how it feels
Well said... :(
yeah schwifty vibes i feel u bro
@@trentonclark222 😘
Little mix for colder/rainy days. Hope you will enjoy it! ☔
Aruarian Music we don’t have much rain here :(
Siema mordo
I just subscribed , the background set's the mood perfectly for the music ... THANK you!!
One of these days maybe ill finally make you happy enough to not even think about trying to leave this world again
who are u talking to?
lofi is love...
Thank you!!
♥
This mix is so great! ❤️
NEOTIC i love both your channels so fucking much
19:43 Letskey - Rich
This is probably my favorite mix on this channel. Thanks for the music. I would never have found several of these songs if it weren't for you guys.
I don't always feel special or important but this mix in particular over the past year and a half I've been listening to it continues to make me feel like I'm valuable and that I matter. Thank you
Sittin’ in my room doing a couple essays early, and I’m kind of lonely. I’m in a military family so we just moved from all our friends and family, I also just started college and my grades aren’t as high as I wish them to be, and of course I already feel bad about it but my family makes me feel worse about how low they are. Sometimes I feel like if I get all straight A’s my parents wouldn’t mind if I’m sad or feel isolated after the move. Or maybe I’m just exaggerating idk..
Well you're depressed for a reason. And it doesn't matter what the reason is, you should be validated. Theres alot to life, not everyone is handed happiness unfortunately, some people have to look for it, unfair as it may be. Good luck to you, and focus, you can do this.
Brian Cassidy thanks man! But just got back from finals and got an A on all of and passed all my classes with B’s for the semester!! Lol
Wow good job yo! I knew you could do it.
who would love to be looking out of that window right now..
Is impossible to obey anything since many years trying to know her family by my own mean is perfect to simply try to impress a favorite routine but this is not but less often listening to this is just a diversion from being finally just relaxing
Thank you for featuring deeB's track 'Severinsen' in the mix!
Ah, I really love this. Thanks Aruarian for all that you do.
Best channel on YT! Thank you
This music helps me with my mind amazinly.
Thanks for the mood matching music. Much appreciated
My mind flew away in kosoms, but in 45 minutes I will be back ...
friend sent this, just adds to my own thoughts about them
So much talent in this mix
Beautiful, thank you 😄
Fajny mixik ;)
I am defiantly like this person in the photo with my step dad always verbally abusive towards me and my mom and have no escape
:(
Keep ya head up young soldier, days get better!!
In a few years you can move out, you will heal and appreciate the freedom of living alone 😊
XX
U
Lovely!
Great mix :)
Jak ty kozak
me is feeling rly tempted to be that one dislike uwu
i did not tho cause i enjoyed this
School sucks, all I want to do is make some music but I'm stuck writing all these dumb essays to like 12 ;(
I'm staying in a house tonight I believe to be haunted. This is easing the jitters.
2020 has not been good to me
❤️
-.- ơ có cả VN nx à
I wish I knew how to write a song
I wish my joy and my pain knew how to get along
Losing a child I once considered abortin
My sins being exposed as fear brought distortion
And I’m absorbing every shot as they’re fired I’m triggered
Because I was kinda looking forward to being a father figure
I was looking towards having daddy’s little girl
My little best friend the center of my world
Those moments of hearing her very first words
To the asking of my food and getting on my nerves
With a hint of her momma sweet with
some spice
Sharp as a whip all while still being nice
Seeing her grow and become her own person
Learning and applying life’s lessons...her own version
That stubborn nature she would’ve got from us both
All while being the child we loved most
From being daddy’s girl to having moments to rebel
Having heart to heart moments while eyes swell
Teaching her about love and how this life is not easy
Cracking lame jokes as her mom calls me cheesy
A song bird like her mom and to see them sing together
Are like memories I pictured that would stain forever
To be her guardian her eyes and her defense
And griming every boy with eyes so intense
#1 dad a scary title yet proud
To have been blessed with this angel to hear her first sounds
Was what I began to feel excited about but they’re all lies
Replaced by anger and pain questions Lord why
The title dad is now nothing more than a shadow
Of a man I claimed to be all while I battle
Was I a man? Even with the Thoughts of abortion?
Am I father when I failed to match its proportions?
And no matter the time I still develop tears
So I avoid the conversation and let it build through the years
Daughter if you’re watching please just know
That I’m sorry that I didn’t get to see you grow
I’m sorry that I still clash with your mother
You know from the bottom of my heart that I will always love her
Daughter I don’t blame you for this pain
God had the final say and there’s no way to change
What’s said is said and what’s done is done
Pray for dad while his mind and heart runs
This pain too great and no matter how much I write
This pain feels fresh and wakes me up late nights
And send a prayer for your mom cuz she carried you close
The connection you had with her was what she wanted most.
Wow. Thanks so much for sharing this. Are you a believer as well?
S l e e p y b o i
Can u pls share playlist also 4 amazon music :-)
Maybe.. Maybe our line didn't meet
one of these days my mom will get her shit together
i need this foto ?
Hey Aruarian, you did a mistake in the description: dream sequence was made by kendall miles and I eat plants for a living
;-)
Yes, that is correct. I eat plants for a living changed his name to H E R B some time ago! :-))
@@AruarianMusic Ohh okay ! SORRY :'(
Eyyy dont worry, no need to be sorry! Have a good day friend! :))
Have a good day too! (it's my favorite playlist BTW)
znasz jakichs polskich artystow ktorzy tworzą muzyke lofi hip hop?
Do głowy przychodzi mi tylko bitykradne
i like THiS!! SHIT IS ON POINT - aye YOO, Today juss threw up a new lofi jem with an old skool cartoon - peep em out!!
Kupię wodę delfininowi jeśli będzie trzeba
Potato chips.
I am my biggest bully.
i disliked just because you said that t series will win