it happens in an instance, with a blink Of an eye. funny how someone so impactful- whom swallowed your heart whole, could become a stranger. yet haunt you for days on end.
My mom passed away today the one person who I loved the most is no longer here, i just put my headphones on and drift away, this music takes me to the skies we're my mother will call her new home, love your parents guys and don't ever take em for granted
“But I would not have you to be ignorant, brethren, concerning them which are asleep, that ye sorrow not, even as others which have no hope. For if we believe that Jesus died and rose again, even so them also which sleep in Jesus will God bring with him.” 1 Thessalonians 4:13-14 KJV Hope this helps a little
My mom passed away last 21st of march. And my brother passed away 3 years aggo. 2 months aggo my Gf broke up with me. And suddenly ur allone missing them... :/
theofiend11 it's been 6 fucking months and I still can't stop thinking about her everyday, a wise man once told me it will take you as long as you have known her to get her out of your life..6 years, I'm not sure I can go 6 years missing her
CTStyles31 everytime i think about the posibility of losing her i think the same. You never recover, you just learn to live without her. Always missing her... hope you are doing good. I dont say i understand how you feel but i understand why you say that.
CTStyles31 I wish nothing less than positivity and prosperity on your life. Although a peace of you went with her, a peace of her will always be In your heart.
MAY YOUR MOTHER BE ONLY SLEEPING AND NOT DEAD. MAY GOD HAVE MERCY AND RISE HER AND YOU BACK UP. MAY DREAMS BECOME REAL AND HOPE BECOME A WORD NOT NEEDED NO MORE. GOD BLESS.
I just want to leave this here for me to let out. 3 years ago I met a guy who changed my life for the better. He always told me not to get too close to him, but I never listened. What went through his mind sometimes was terrifying. He told me ever since he was younger he always wanted to just leave this world and die. He had no hope for himself in this world. He would always go fighting people and hiding his feelings. That's just the way he was. Until I gave him hope. My love for him gave him strength and he finally gave in and started showing me his loving, and caring side. He was always a cold guy, who would endlessly tease me, but little by little he started opening up to me and changing. I still remember all the late night conversations we had, where we would stay up till 3 am talking about what we wanted to be in the future, and about life. The one thing I still remember the most was when he turned to me and said "what would you do if I died?" I replied with "I would go to heaven and bring your dumb ass back." He laughed and kissed my forehead calling me stupid but saying he loved me. At that moment I thought everything was perfect now. He was the one I wanted to give everything to, my heart, my stength, and all my hope. He was the one. Until this year on August 11th he passed away in a car accident. My heart was ripped out of my chest. Everything we had and fought for together is gone. I'm sorry I couldn't go to heaven to bring you back with me like I promised.
Young and stupid, that's what you deserve to thought pretty face will you everything, and look what gotten you. Don't say I never talked to you guys about it. Full of regrets and shamed, for not OBEY..
@@obahdaiahprime8762 I know this is late but wtf are you talking about? For not obey what??? And her bf died in a car accident ffs, have a little more compassion.
I miss those late night conversations , those amazing mornings waking up and seeing you , those before and after school sessions your amazing smile damn I miss you so much it hurts
I hate how much I can relate to this, this comment to me is like a work of art because I had a friend who made me wake up in the morning. I was so happy to see him everyday but eventually he would stop getting online... stop responding to my messages. No clue of what happened to him but I miss him deeply
MrChunky22 Same. I'd forgotten how to live. Over the last two years I completely reclaimed my life and actually learned to respect myself. Powerful feeling that. The wound still gets opened from time to time though.
MrChunky22 i still miss her, a lot...actually i don't miss the girl i left, i miss the girl i met and fell in love with and who i dreamt up all these nice things with and pictured a future with. the girl i left was nothing like her. and now after losing my goal, purpose, drive, and ambitions i am slowly finding then again and reclaiming my life and figuring out who i am. every day is a small step forward in the right direction and sometimes i sprint but others i look back and lose pace.
we all miss the memory of a person we used or rather prolly still love... its hard to admit that feeling but its harder to let go and that my friends is the truth.
Maybe love isnt what we think it is. Love, I guess isnt when you feel butterflies in your stomach when you see him. But instead you feel warmth inside when you see him smile even if that smile for someone else. Maybe it isnt when you feel nervous and fidgety when you talk to him. But instead when you unkowingly stare at his eyes whenever he talks and you cant help but keep silent and wish that that moment wont end, even he's facing the wrong person. I guess love is when you do not expect him to love you back. Love is just about caring for that person even when he doesnt know about it. Love is... when you feel no envy to the person who makes him laugh but instead you thank that person who made him smile cuz you knew you cant make him be like that with you. I guess thats what it is. Loving and not expecting to be loved back. When he does love you back, youre lucky. But when he doesnt, you learn how to smile despite your eyes swelling and mustering the courage to say "I still love you either way"
IceScreamer 26 this is great i really felt some of these before but now that person is with someone and they seem happy and that makes me so happy to see that Godspeed
I was lucky enough that she did love me back and now all i ever wish for is just to make her laugh and smile every day even though we live a long way apart
losing my wife to cancer, listening to music to help heal. Please everyone cherish your time with your loved ones and family. She is only 27 with a new 9 month baby girl and a 7 year old son. live and love peeps
you're all heartbroken, we've all been there. but you know there's a silver lining right? you get to grow from this and find out who you are as a person. if you're like me and still in your 20's don't get caught up on some guy/girl if they left. focus on yourself and build yourself up again for someone new and worthy of your mind, hear and soul. peace ❤
This is true for most people. Grow, learn, and hurt from your relationships--it's only natural. But, I think, for some people there is no silver lining but that's just fine too.
Andre p exactly It was sophomore year when I got cheated on by my gf, shit happened I got a little depressed but during the summer I spent some time by myself and contemplated and now I'm a completely changed and better person, stay strong
I miss her I miss they way we held hands I miss the intimate embraces we gave, the warmth feeling our heart beating against one another I miss your laugh, that freckled face with a genuine smile those speckled eyes that glows I miss the "good mornings" and "good nights" when we were time zones apart I miss the troubles we shared and reassured, "I'll be there for you when you need it" I miss the cheap Filipino food we ate that tasted better with you I miss the nicknames and the teasing just so I have a reason to say "jk, love you" yea, I love you now its cold only the wind that whispers, "I'll be there for you when you need it" yea, I'll stick around
To whoever comes across this, I found someone infinitely better and now raising a kid together. She found this comment (that I completely forgot) and we both had a good laugh over my old self. Just for anyone wondering, yes.. it all does work out in the end.
I was almost going to propose. I remember when I gave her a promise ring, promising not only to hold omto her and make her my wife one day, but from the bottom to the top, be there. and I would never stop. I would do my duties and love as a boyfriend. 2 days before proposing she was struck by a drunk driver. A girl with 5 years sunken deep into my mind, died instantly. Fatal hit to her and a fatal hit to my heart. Shes always on my mind. And I will always love her.
My sister ran away from home when I was seven. She always said she’d come back for me. I’ve been waiting for thirteen years...I don’t even know if she’s alive.
You know, im the oldest brother. I have sucidal thoughts all the time. And i even know how to kill myself with it being an "accident" but i allways have my little sis and bro in my mind. It makes it really hard to go for me. Even tho i just want to finally die. Your sis did go but i can tell you she didn't wanted to leave you... i can tell she thinks of you all the time. I am not the one who tells you to look the fuck up. I am the one who tells you that she loves you. Even though its hard to realise this, believe me. (Sorry if my grammer isnt good, i'm german soo...)
it’s crazy how you never know when is the last time you’ll see them again, it usually is so abrupt and everything is taken for granted so the memories rush and hit all at once, and nothing you do can stop it
Still in a relationship with her but man it fucking hurts. She seems so uninterested and I got so much damn love to give. I always send her some heartwarming messages and she couldn't care less. Can't break up with her; I love her way too much I'm not ready to be broken again. Life huh. Gonna beat you down to your knees and to get back up is your role; to be broken once more. The sad part about life; all these problems are cause by us; humans damnit. The one thing ripping me apart is how all guys probably tell her how great and beautiful she is. I'm another one off the list. Damn love is not fucking worth it; stick to yourself and your gut. You will learn a lot from experience. Thank you all for reading and I hope your day is full of blessings. Update: It's been a few months since we've started dating. We love each other very much, she probably has more interest in me than I have in her. We also trust each other. Current problem is her lack of care for my well being. I put her well being first buts it's not mutual. Overall I am happy with her and so is she. Reading back on what I wrote, I really don't like it. Many holes in my writing and only based on my regrets and rash thoughts. It seemed to impact a lot of people which really makes me happy. Thanks everyone and best of luck.
Ah Damn sometimes it's truly better to leave it if it isn't working out. It'll hurt, you'll be pathetic for a while, but life always finds you a reason to go on and stay alive. Wish ya well, be good
I wish I met you on another time. When you and I weren't broken, when you and I weren't so helpless that we first looked for others instead of ourselves. Maybe in another timeline we would've led a good life and had kids. I would teach you how to cook and hold your hand when my hands didn't feel enough. Maybe in another time I would tease you like I used to. Maybe in a different world no one else would hinder us. Maybe if you and I were different, we would have been better. But we wouldn't have met then.
Sigh …. He spit on my castle said it wasn’t good enough and I told him but my castle has peace … but still he walked away and now he is in jail again ….. sigh 😢
When I was younger, I wasn't afraid of anything. I didn't have the slightest fear of dying, no reason for it. I thought that if I die, that was fine with me, any time at all. But then I met a certain woman, and it changed. I started to think that I wanted to survive. For the first time, the idea of death began to scare me. It was on my mind., I've never felt that kind of feeling. Almost...paralyzed.
if you are reading this. just know that you are a warrior. these challenges were not given to us for no reason. so think ahead, and use it as a learning experience, and apply it to your newer and much happier times to come. yeah he/she won't be the same, but there is most certainly better. heartbreak is something i would never wish on even my worse enemy, it's such a horrible thing to go through. so please, don't cry when you listen to this, instead, close your eyes and think about you and your future, of how amazing you are as an individual, there is so much more to live for! you are all strong, you are all loved. take care and god bless, i don't know you but i love you.
Welp, as unfortunate as it might be? The moment I read "so please, don't cry" I started to tear up and memories flooded my mind yet again. Difficult part is just letting go due to the simple part that my ex has gigs - quite frustrating and confusing, I'm left with just feeling empty. Even worse now, she's rebounding with a guy completely opposite of me
hope you can move on and forget the shadow she left on you. :( i don't what happened and how it ended but if shes still on your mind maybe talk to her. another alternative would be to accept the fact and cherish your memories with her! you know you can just find another person and discover her character and fall in love with it again..don't get so attached to the oast or youll lose your path..try to let go. i know it's hard and easier said than done but i know with time it'll eventually come.. as always. be strong man i believe in you and your strength 💓💓💓
katja what your reply was most appreciated. that was a poem I wrote. My vibe since her has been to understand and value emotions instead of neglecting them.
your poem is really beautuful and it has stuck inside my head since first reading it. im glad you found yourself a new vibe. may it never perish. and thaanks im just glad you're well again ☆
A bunch of self absorbed depressive white teens with little actual toil in their lives, bemoaning social interaction because it can have downsides, all while pretending to be 'deep' and existential. Yeah, 'best community ever'.
Problems are problems and you have to deal with them. Like it or not... It's better to write things off your chest on a youtube section than suicide or depression! You might be tough but not everyone is like this! So chill end enjoy Wonderful music!
well then go and find them bro, there is a whole internet and world out there. people aren't going to come to you (most of the time), if you are lonely don't just stay there, make the effort. all good things require effort and doing shit you don't want to do
All in good time. Everyone eventually has someone to miss, but that doesn't mean all that pain isn't worth it. Carry the weight of what happened before, and use that to improve yourself and the life you lead. To put it simply, experiences make you stronger don't be afraid to experience the tough things.
im melting here. reading the comment section and seeing how many people share their hardships and gettin a bit of support. i love this side of youtube so much
All that time together. All those times staying up late at night on the phone till we can’t keep our eyes open anymore. All those funny photos we’d send to each other. All those things we said we’d do together when we got older. All those times we talked about starting a family and loving each other till the end of humanity itself. All of those memories I’ll never forget. I know I didn’t get to properly say goodbye, but this is it. The end of our journey finally came. Even though we never expected it, it happened. I’ll forever miss you. May you find the man who will give you all the things I couldn’t give you, for you deserve the world. May we meet again someday in a different life. Goodbye, Summer.
were you in love with him? i guess i'll never really know. i just know i felt things that i've never felt before... that kind of wrenching feeling. but i didn't know what it was, it just tore out my heart... have you ever felt that way? i have i tried to save him but... i think i was the one who was saved when i was younger i wasn't afraid of anything, i've never had the slightest fear of dying, no reason for it. i felt that if i died, that's fine with me anytime at all. but then i met a certain woman and i changed. i started to think that i wanted to survive. the first time the idea of death began to scare me. it was on my mind never felt that kind of feeling, almost paralysed. and? where is she now? she... faded off somewhere
My boyfriend used to say such sweet things to me. We would talk on end with each other just letting it out. I felt like I could tell him anything. He said he dreamed of me. He said he wants to marry me. But now he says he's upset over things. Things he's been upset over for more than a month. And he won't tell me anything. Anytime I try to show him affection he pushes me away. Anytime I try to vent to him he tells me I'm being emotional. Anytime I try to tell him he's changed he tells me I'm being dramatic. Im scared to talk to him because I'm afraid he'll make fun of me. He doesn't tell me he loves me every day anymore. He doesn't tell me those sweet nothings. He doesn't even talk to me everyday anymore. For awhile, I was mad at him. Mad that he didn't understand how I felt about him being upset, mad that he didn't understand that when he's upset, I'm upset, and he shouldn't hide stuff from me. Mad that he didn't understand how much his words meant to me and to not hear him talk to me like I was his everything hurt. Now, I just feel numb. I feel like if this were happening to anyone else I'd tell them to break up but I can't. Not with him. Not when he's become my everything. At this point, I'm just waiting him for him to break up with me. To be sick of me. I don't know what I'll do on that day, but thinking about it makes me nauseous. I just don't know how to fix something I don't know if I broke. Edit: we haven't talked in over 3 weeks. I don't know where he is or if he's okay, and I'm not really sure what I'm supposed to feel anymore.
Big Daddy OMG your not alone recently I'm dealing with that problem exactly like yours. The situation I'm going threw is really petty and he won't tell me anything kinda of. everytime I say something he will more quite when he talks online when I gaming and etc. your not alone because I just read your message . I feel shaking sometimes .I'm really loyal to people I know instead of being mean.
Lucas Ost ohhhhh i'm so happy for you! Congratulation man, I love you two and wish you the best for the rest of your life! I hope I will end with the love of my life too ahah:) have a nice day
this reminds me of simpler times, when people were more deeply connected, I miss the days when people actually went to stores and buy records and albums, I miss the days when people actually talked more to each other in person than texting, I miss the days when parents told their kid's to stay home and do home but now it's hard to get them off of their phones/ps4/xboxs, I miss the days when people actually went to cyber cafes to use internet, while listening to this, it's my little time machine
This isn't about exs and all, but it's more of my granddad. My granddad was my favourite person in the whole world where he taught me so many things in life, took me to so many beautiful places and made me the happiest and luckiest granddaughter alive. I moved to a different country with my parents while they stayed back in our homeland. Dad got busier with work and we started going back to our home country more less as time progressed to the point where it ended up only being able to see him once every 4 years. The calls got less and less to the point where we called each other once every 5 months. The time difference and distance didn't help. My granddad ended up getting ill as time went by, being diagnosed with cancer and TB. That year, that he died, we should have went to meet him, I should have told him how much he meant to him and how thankful and lucky I was as a granddaughter. How much joy and laughter he brought to me. I didn't say these words, I didn't know how to express it properly when I was I little. After I lost him, I learnt to tell the people around me how much I love them and how much I'm thankful for them in my life. It took me 14 years to learn to say 3 words , I love you with an additional of 2 more words, thank you to people around me. I was 14 when he died. Till this day, I still cry for my granddad. I still blame myself for not saying these words. I still hate myself. I wish to be in his arms. I love you Baba, to the moon and back, again and again and again and again. I miss you. I'm sorry. Thank you.
YU RA I'll meet my grandma for the first time after 2 years when summer holidays start. I'm going to tell her I love her. I hope it won't be too late by then. Thanks for sharing your story.
When this mix first came out, I was in a super dark space in my life and this playlist really helped me out of my hole. Almost 7 years later, I'm much better place. Life does get better.
It really does. Had the same experience as you. Yet for some reason I can't stop feeling a little nostalgic about this anxious and depressed time of my life.
this comment section feels like an actual community. this is so wonderful; we're all relating on past experiences or lack thereof and i appreciate it so much tbh
faithr when I clicked the title it's because it has 1 mil + views. Something abt lofi hip hop brings out the realness in the viewers. Trolls can't get sentimental. Because they're trolls. I love this video and reading the comments 💜
faithr there are so many people in this world that we have all faced at least similar struggles. It's nice to know strangers are dealing with problems too and can relate to others
Since people are sharing stuff... Was in Vietnam with my girlfriend of almost 3 years when she cheated on me. I was on the other side of the planet with no one to talk to and I was scared as fuck. I was lost in hatred and self-loathing for a while, but I bought a bike and drove through the country on my own. I met so many inspiring and incredible people that I quickly felt like I was worth so much more than she made me feel. When it happened, all I wanted to do was go home, but I'm so happy that I powered through and kept travelling. That's what saved me. So my advice on heartbreak is just travel. Seeing how people in other countries live their lives and how they get by really gave me perspective on a lot of things. I feel so incredibly grateful for what I have and for the people I have in my life. Thanks for reading this far, if you have. And if you can relate, then I'm sorry. But y'know, the night is darkest just before the dawn. One door closes and another opens yadda yadda yadda..
Don't EVER say that! There are people there who loves you and cares for you! Your family loves you and cares for you so much,don't think nobody will ever love you,cause someday,someone is there and cares for you really hard.
I was at the place once, but more people care about you than you think do. Don't fall into a trap of dictating your own happiness based on what others think of you though. Just work on improving yourself day by day. Set some goals and try to achieve them. It doesn't really matter what they are just keep working towards something. You'll grow and I think you'll come to like who you are.
_they just left one day_ _maybe one day they'll come back..right?_ _It's been years but I'm still waiting_ _All those nights and everything we did_ _now its like we're strangers_
I feel like I'll be lonely for a long time. I've never had or experienced love yet; everyone around me is so into it. I can't help but feel so out of it, lonely. I want to feel love, but at the same time, I am afraid. Love appears to be a scary thing some times.
I've always been a really independent person. And love... love seems scary. I tried it once, it didn't work. And this time, I don't not whether to try or not. Hell, I'm really scared. But I want him.
She died of brain cancer at 26. She was the only woman that I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with. What still kills me is that she died before I got a chance to tell her goodbye. I should have been there but I didn't get to her in time...
holy shit that sucks balls. RIP, im studying to be a scientist, when i grow up ill dedicate my life to stopping all these shitty diseases, it makes me mad when bullshit like that happens, its not fair. Im sorry man.
I don't know if you feel the same, but it feels bad that people move on. That your brain decides it wasn't healthy to be depressed about that loved one you lost for so long. That you could smile again. It feels wrong that it would eventually fade away over time. Like dementia but with feelings. After so long, you'd still remember how much you loved her, but your heart's not tugging the same way anymore.
we used to send eachother long ass mixes like this in hopes to drive around together...... tonight is the night i finally came to terms youre gone..... and all i can say is... i miss you........ i went to send you this just to realize your gone but not forgotten and always loved brother. r.i.p austin..
if humans had the ability to go back in time, i would go back to the night where i should've held your hand before we parted ways for the last time. (april 5, 2011... i want to go back just to experience again the feeling i had when i was with you)
i agreed with you at first. but then again, if humans knew they could always go back in time, there would be no fear of losing the things you love. and thus, there would be no love :o
December 20 2018 never learned what missing someone was until it was over miss him more than anything in my life and I realized he will always have a special place in my heart even if I reach my goal I will still love him if his reading this I hope one day when the time is right we would get together and be the most happy people in the world I love you m ❤️
You know, I remember the first time we kissed and you said, "Wow I've been waiting on that for a long time." But now you're leaving and I wonder if you're thinking the same thing.
The person I loved made me feel this way. They killed themselves with drugs and while they still walk, the person I love is gone forever. We fell in love at stoplights in the middle of the night, a cloud of smoke. I traced the lines of his tattoo and look at the one he gave me. People say they want to meet a soulmate, but I watched mine die. Im still thankful for the time we had. I miss him. The other half of me who left a hole in me.
I still remember how we used to talk until 2 AM. I would always try to get your attention. But now idk what I’m doing. Just when I thought I’m getting over you, u give me the slightest attention and suddenly, I think I’m in love again.
I messed up everything with him. He had feelings for me and I didn't acknowledge them. Instead I hid my feelings for him because I was scared. Scared of being hurt. These feelings for him were different though and that's where I messed up. I miss you
That's how it works for most everyone. Hook up culture does that to people. You either go too far away or get too close too fast. And in the end nothing is natural, it's all forced and faked. Until things don't work.
you're inexperienced when it comes to girls. few opportunities come, but one day, you meet a girl. you liked her ever since you met her. she becomes a friend, but thats all. months pass. eventually you meet at a party. you kiss her. you were both drunk, but the connection felt so real. the next day she's quiet. you're scared that your greatest fear may come true, that she doesn't like you back, that it was just the alcohol in her. 2 days after, she says can we just be friends? you're not heart broken. you're not mad. but all you can think is, i miss you...
im only 12 but i really miss this one friend. when we were 11 we were so close, we'd do everything together. i remember long talks with her at 3am when we couldn't sleep, i remember facetiming everyday, spending the night at eachother's houses every other day. it was like a dream, i finally found that one person that i could tell anything. i remember when we went to colorado with eachother and we went to this huge water park and stayed there for 4 days. i remember waking up at 7am with her to go eat the hotel breakfast. i remember her mom taking us on drives at 4am because we couldn't sleep. i remember us sending eachother memes on snapchat at 3am and laughing so hard that her mom took our phones. i remember going on that obstacle course up high in the water park lobby. i remember when we went to that cheesecake factory and ordered all of them, then went shopping and were just being stupid and having fun. i know those sound like dumb things to miss, but it was genuinely so fun and that was the peak of our friendship, but everything is so stale now. we've both changed a ton and conversations with her are now awkward and we now have different senses of humor, style, different goals in life, everything. i just miss what it used to be like. anyways if you're reading this i hope you have a really great life and i love you.
i had a friend similar to this, we’d stay up until 5am playing league on discord i don’t even know what happened, it was a mixture of her starting arguments and me (at the time) being too scared to stand up for myself
*Is insane the bunch of emotional comments Ive read in this video.* Is also weird to feel that Im in love, have a sad story or relatable stuff when I listen this type of music, even though Im not in love with no one. _This comments and music make me nostalgic about stories that never happened to me..._
It's weird, how vividly I remember his touch, and his shape in the darkness. It's made stranger when I ache to remember that those nights spent in eachothers arms no longer mean a thing to him.
Friend was badmouthing me behind my back for 3 years and I still fucking miss her. tf is wrong with me. You're not getting heartbroken only from romantic relationships. Update 15/5/17 Yesterady, I saw her dad walking, greeted him and he asked why we aren't talking and why aren't we going out like we used to. Replied to him by saying that she blocked me everywhere, she even blocked my phone number cause she just wants me out of her life. He laughed and told me that there were ways to talk to her by calling to their home and that we're just too young. Then he invited me to go to their house so I can talk to her. I of course declined and I told him that I know she hates me and I don't want her to feel uncomfortable. We parted way and he told me that he will tell her to unblock me. After an hour I was really close to her house so I tried to find the courage to actually call to her house. Her Mom picked up and she sounded happy to hear me and that she was on the Video-Renting store. I then asked her if I could run would I actually see her there. She said that she was already late and she would be home soon, then I told her to say to Maria to call me or send me a message when see comes back. I had date on and waited in front of her house kinda anxious cause I wanted to ask her if our friendship needs to end so I can give her the drawing she drew for me some years ago and move on or she'll continue being friends with me. I waited for like 30mins and no call or message.When I left I saw her only friend going in the way her house is. Went home, heartbroken. Still nothing, I know I have to give up and that she has done terrible things to me but I just miss her being next to me and having fun with her.
i know how you feel. i just found out that my best friend of 2 years had been complaining and shit talking about me for almost out entire friendship. sometimes letting go of something you love is for the better
I had feelings for her...Feelings that nobody else will have for her. They might love her and care for her, but not the same way I did. I've been hurt once too many times but I keep on moving trying to fulfil someone else because I know how it feels to be empty.
I just feel like in this generation true love isn't real . People get bored being with the same person all the time so they cheat or they just leave you because of that . Its not impossible to find someone that's genuinely in love with you but I find it very rare
Yeah, this is true, too many, (not just young people) confuse infatuation and lust with love because of the euphoria it gives which leaves you so dependent on only the feeling, which will leave you with a broken heart as lust and infatuation are not tangible elements for when you desire a long-term relationship with someone.
Look, I'm 17 and I'm a young kid. I know sometimes high school relationships can be silly, but the experiences and the feelings that devours you is true. It's the moment in my life where I truly start caring for others. I broke up with my girlfriend a year ago because I started loosing feelings for her. And at the time it reigned true. But as the time went by, the stronger my feelings for her grows. Now shes with another person and I really can't do anything but the feelings are still there. I'm a person who really gets affected by others so it's really hard for me to let go. I felt like before I was living life with a purpose. But now I'm just kinda here..
Insane to see how many suffer from love while Im here with 0 experience and never loved someone. Edit: Whatever you may go through because of love or of being alone I hope it gets better for you. Going to rough times is hard for sure but that is what makes us human. But its important to work with it, go with the time and I hope you will find true love in the future..
Honoo its better to have it forever or not at all.... once you find that person and you think there the one and the leave........ you get lost in your thoughts of what went wrong and it will drive you insane..... but what do i know in only 14
7:14 am been awake for so long all i can think about how all the others weren't right but you but us it was worth everything just to talk to you for a few minutes i want to talk to you again so badly it hurts
kittydog It's not even funny how much i relate to this. To him, i was nothing but a one day friendship, someone to talk to for a while and ditch. To me, he was the one i loved. I remember going to see his band perform. They're very small, so i decided to say hi afterwards... He didnt recognize me. It sucks how much we want to talk to the ones that hurt us most.
Love makes normal people crazy and crazy people insane. I still think of her every day, the funny thing is that nothing bad happend that broke us appart, it was only distance, time and alot of fear. Life can be cruel. People can be so bright at times but humanity is so dark.
You know after this comment I went for a walk, not the ones you take for a few minutes, no a long one, in fact I travelled a few miles, trough forests, streets that i reconise from earlier. You know guys you have a big decision to make, eaither you take life the hard, serious way or you try a easier path, just taking life at it is and making the best out of it. Even the darkest passage can be enlighted if you just bring the sun with you. Everyone of us dies anyway, we should enjoy the moments we get to the fullest. Maybe then, and only then do we have the chance to not only survive but live life like we should !
Ao Serra, yeah man. That’s Lofi for you. All the people who feel stuff they may not like, but don’t try to push it down or forget about their feelings love this stuff. It speaks to them. Screw mainstream music and popular media. This stuff is real, it’s not some autotuned whining or pandering bullcrap. That’s why these comment sections are always the best. The music means something to every single person here. And that’ll never change.
I used to listen to this mix back when it was released and I was only 16, but I listened to it so on loop that I kind of dropped it after a while. Yesterday, for one reason or another, I remembered it and here I am, with an even more nostalgic feeling while listening to it.
I left the girl who'd taught me love. Aware of my faults and her majesty, it felt like the only option for me to make sure she'd stay happy. Insecurities took over and I just knew I wasn't up for the task. I get angry. I say mean things. Far from a gentleman at the time. Making sure she wouldn't want to fallow me, because her heart would lead her anywhere, I broke it. moved state. Years later I was told she'd been with an old friend of mine. A really great guy. I was happy for her. And trusted he'd be a better choice than I ever was. More years pass. My curiosity got the better of me. I reached out to her. Simply to apologize for how I left things and that she didn't deserve it. She told me her sad story of the years passed. I couldn't forgive myself. But she could. It was coincidence that soon later I would revisit that old town and meet with my family. "Maybe we could meet?" She asks. I agreed. The man I trusted her too turned out to be the worse case scenario.. I'll spare details.. She wanted another chance. She asked ME, the ass who put her through years of grief and sorrow, who broke her, for a second chance at what once was our best days. Reluctantly, I agreed. Jaded from my own experiences, I too wanted nothing but to go back to those days. I soon realized that she was no longer the girl I left. I realized I wasn't who I was all those years ago.. it saddens me to this day.. how fast time takes us through life. It effects us all, everyday. Needless to say I again left. It's been 4 years since I last saw her. Through tears in my eyes I saw her face look to me and say goodbye for the last and final time. I knew it was finally over. She could move on and so could i. But I'll always miss her
I thought I knew what love was, staying up on nights deep in my thoughts thinking about how I may never be good enough. Girl after girl this happened, then an old friend started texting me and I guess I started to feel like I had purpose? We eventually hung out and kissed, my first kiss in fact. She was the only person I've ever felt a true undeniable passion for. I was in love, And at the time she was too. Only problem was that she still had someone and I was left waiting for her to break up with him. Eventually she told me she can't do it. I knew she still loved him and so I tried pulling myself towards other women. But there was nobody that gave me that spark when I looked at them, nobody that made me feel like I was worth something. 2 years later that girl is currently my closest friend and she has no idea how much I'm hurting inside knowing she's thinking about someone else. And to my sudden knowledge, even after they broke up she was with the same guy. She says she wishes he would show her how much he loves her. I just wish I could show her that even after 2 years my feelings are just as strong as they were, if not stronger. I know I'm in love simply because I come so close to crying thinking about it, and I honestly don't even remember the last time a human has even gotten me remotely close to shedding tears. I love her, that's for certain. Thank you to anybody who's read this. God.. I just want her in my arms, It feels like there's a dagger in my chest. What did I do to deserve this... fuck..
You need to let her know how you feel. Just like how you're wrote this. It'll take some time but you also need to prepare yourself for rejection. And if she doesn't feel the same, don't put yourself through an emotional rollercoaster for another 2 years. At the end of the day. You'll be alright. Life goes on. Trees grow. And two people seeking love will find each other. Its you and the world and many people to love out there. Easier said than done but give it a try. -Brent
This hit me a lot today. I went through my stuff and found things we shared together and it inspired made me write this today: "Isn't life funny how the most valuable things to you, when lost can take a toll on you? How items carry memories lost in time? How just one glance at a name or a face can bring back everything? The double-edged sword, the gift and a curse of loving something or someone." Man I don't even know what is next. Like I seriously don't know what to do. Cause the only thing left when i wake up and sleep are her. She means the world to me and yet I feel like I mean nothing to her. It's really......agonizing.
That is the result of loving without understanding what love truly is, and how to control your feelings. Too many people are brought up in this world without learning this beforehand.
ShinachiHChan Yep! Thank God My mom was there to explain and teach me about how love and feelings work. She is the reason I can understand why things end why we feel a certain way and how to move on from things. It's crazy how love works. It starts of soo easy.
MJ Uchiha I made this account just to reply. I feel the same. I knew it would end up like this just to be in love with her, as you said a double edged sword. Or a delicious cookie with a stomachache after. Lasts for a bit but hurts a lot after. Damn I miss her.
I'm actually surprised, you made this because of my one comment. Means my words influenced someone like that. Thank you. The hardest part is when you got so much love. But you can't get it back. You only have memories to reminisce. Especially when you saw so much potential if they give you that one chance.
whats the saddest word? -almost Why? cuz i almost had her in my arms.. she almost stayed with me i was almo.. almost happy for once ;] almost.. almost..
Almost: Not quite, very nearly. Nothing worst than the feeling that you were so close basically savoured it, dangling from the finger tips like holding on to a cliff's edge. You almost made it to the top and slipped and now the fall is like an abyss and you wonder when will you completely shatter and hit rock bottom but you just keep falling.
You can read this if you want to, decided to share a story. tl;dr theres almost 8 billion people in the world, you'll find someone to love. most of these comments on here sharing their experiences are anywhere from 1 to 4 months old or more. But nonetheless, i come back to this video and cry over what couldve still been. he was great. treated me right. loved me, cared for me like a jewel. two months after our one year anniversary. November 21st, 2017. he asked me to meet him by the bus stop at school in the morning, he texted that the evening before. nothing else. no "gn babe ilu". just "thanks gn." i knew something was wrong that night. he was going to leave me. but why. what did i do, i wondered that night? i was so good, i try without trying. loving others is like a natural thing for me and it flows easily. i always supported him and everything he loved, so did he. we never fought. always found peace in each others company when we took the time to make plans to see each other outside of school. but that night, i thought it was all my fault. that morning, he explained that it wasnt my fault. he was unhappy with himself for the past 2 months. he wanted to lose weight, he wanted to change parts of him that didnt seem likeable to him. and he broke my heart to save it. with the responsibility to himself, it was going to be hard having me as a factor in his life in a romantic sense. to prevent anything happening to me, whatever it couldve been, he left. its been 2 months without texting him. i never wanted to break up with him. i still love him and find myself feeling the same as when i first caught feelings for him. he wants me still in his life, but i have this hope that maybe when he is finally at peace with himself, he would want to come back. but thats his decision. im the one waiting here. for him. one day i was taking out my feelings on instagram about this on a private account that i forgot that he followed. he called me. he was the first one to take the liberty to call me, even if we split up. i told him about my hopes, that it was too early. he agreed. im confused as to whether he means its too early to think that but maybe later or its wrong to think that at all. he knows what im feeling. im trying to fix myself alongside him fixing himself. its just so hard when your heart has been shattered for good reasons. its so strange. you think it wouldve been something bad between one person and the other usually. but no. he left to save me. i love him even more for that. i miss his touch, his soft smile. his kiss. his embrace, be it hugs or hand holding. i miss his voice when we used to talk every night possible on school days. i heard that voice say, so many times to me, "i love you." i never had a doubt that he was lying to me. he was always so honest. and my friends knew that too. hes gone but not exactly. He's missing from my heart and I don't know if I'll ever get him back. i feel like i should keep hoping, but ever since then ive been growing more depressed than i usually am on a daily basis. I will wait for him. Waiting is painful, but as they say, "good things come to those who wait." update, as of January 28 2019: he lied. I was too depressing for him. I dont even care anymore. reading all of this again was so weird because I've moved on, even though I thought that I wouldnt. im happier without him, I truly am. Everything happens for a reason, yknow? update, March 18, 2019: in a happy healthy relationship with my soulmate, my best friend, my lover. see? everything takes time. you gotta believe in yourself. some people may be here to grieve, and that's okay. you must pick yourself up though eventually. you are worth it. i never thought i was worthy of someone so great, so loving and caring, someone who cares for me as much as he cares about his own well being. but here we are. things take time. you'll get there. things may be bad now, and you feel like your life is over. the truth is that its only the beginning. wishing everyone scrolling and reading many happy days to come, remember that you're not alone! sending love to all
When you miss someone....it’s weird…your body doesn’t function normally..as it should. Because I miss you, and my heart…it’s not steady…my soul it sings numb. Fingers are cold…like you…your soul
such a solemn yet soothing place on youtube. crazy how it unites people and seems to chase away all hate. hope y'all find some peace within yourself. 11/5/18 💕
to cope with the pain i started training every day, i started eating healthier and i just let the time pass by... few months passed, a half year passed, a year passed.. i looked at myself in the mirror.. i felt stronger and had more energy. The thought of getting bigger and stronger made me happy for some reason.. i felt like i was going somewhere, it made me addicted.. i didn't really give it much thought i just kept doing it to fill out the pain and boredom.. every time i went up from watching a movie with some fighting scenes i would punch the air and think about how i would do in the same scenario.. i felt lightweight and i could feel that my arms would give a great blow.. becoming stronger gave my soul meaning.. i started loving watching myself in the mirror and i started thinking that i actually looked extremely awesome.. i would giggle in front of the mirror throwing punches in the air, flexing. Loving myself was the only thing i needed to keep going.. training gave my life meaning and a purpose in life.
yea it was extremely hard in start, but once you get used to it, not so much. The first thing you do is to find some replacements that is kinda healthy or more healthy than what you eat.. if you can eat that stuff regularly it makes it so much easier.. if you find any dishes that is healthy write them up.. then you need to reduce your portions.. if you do eat too much.. but after some time your body doesn't feel the need to eat that much anymore.. and your body will feel much better because all the healthy food breaks down easier inside your stomach. If you do eat some unhealthy, try to find stuff that increase the calories and remove them or reduce them, like the buns at macdonalds for example is the same as the meat and everything inside the burger.. they are that unhealthy .. so you need to look at what you eat and find out if you can find something to replace it with.. that has less calories.. be strict.. eat healthy atleast a week.. don't break it.. if you eat too much one day, then you have to balance it out and eat much healthier the next..
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It's ironic how the people that made us the happiest can also make us the saddest...
Damn that hit home
And the memories we cherish in the moment will come back to haunt us.
I miss my turtle.... Why do we have and love our pets knowing they have shorter lifespans than us...
Oh were you talking about something else?
Agility true
so true, it hurts
And suddenly, we were strangers again.
heaviest comment on this. i said, "woah" outloud to myself. damn.
Same tbh
Mind 😪💔
Mind I feel this on every level
it happens in an instance, with a blink Of an eye. funny how someone so impactful- whom swallowed your heart whole, could become a stranger. yet haunt you for days on end.
music turns the comment section into a therapy session. thats tight as fuck
Japple it's funny what type of people lofi and vapor wave seem to pull in
We're one big family :D
Am I the only one who thought her jacket was her pants, and she was taking a piss
Skeleton Lemonade i didnt see that until u said it lmfaoo
Right on point
“Once again we are strangers...
but this time with memories...”
Dude I feel this on a different level. There's this girl at my work thats leaving for school. She's not coming back after that. I really like her.
JOh
Yikes, that actually hit deep.
on the nose.
The dialogue is like an extra layer of sad on a really depressing cake...that I can't stop eating.
THAT'S ME.
hahaha, yea. weed
this comment section has a real sense of community to it
For real.
combination of vaporware lovers and heartbroken fools make for a good gathering apparently./
i wish the world could be like this /:
yeah especially the guy who's draining his dogs anal glands lol. Great community
yes that guy plays a key contribution hahaha
My mom passed away today the one person who I loved the most is no longer here, i just put my headphones on and drift away, this music takes me to the skies we're my mother will call her new home, love your parents guys and don't ever take em for granted
Stay strong and learn cherish your loved ones more ❤️ RIP
Mike Love Thyself Rip.. Be strong bro..
“But I would not have you to be ignorant, brethren, concerning them which are asleep, that ye sorrow not, even as others which have no hope. For if we believe that Jesus died and rose again, even so them also which sleep in Jesus will God bring with him.”
1 Thessalonians 4:13-14 KJV
Hope this helps a little
Mike Love Thyself Damn be strong R.I.P
My mom passed away last 21st of march. And my brother passed away 3 years aggo. 2 months aggo my Gf broke up with me. And suddenly ur allone missing them... :/
I met the right person at the wrong time.
She was the right person but I was the wrong one
I feel you.
Meeting right person at the wrong time isnt possible. If it's the right person then u will meet them at the right time.
@@bahgatelqabasiri9470 Man... Feel you, buddy...
Hope you get through this.
Legendary K.Solomon This just saved my mind
The ads are such vibe killers.
Use google ad block
get adblock on yo shit nigga, and dont use google, google is shit use mozilla's trusted add on ad block its the real shit googles trash
yup
I recommend "uBlock Origin" for Chrome or Firefox
Well how about in android?
Anyone who is listening to this after a break up stay strong.
theofiend11 thanks my family. hearts broken. he's all I think about...
theofiend11 needed that thanks
theofiend11 it's been 6 fucking months and I still can't stop thinking about her everyday, a wise man once told me it will take you as long as you have known her to get her out of your life..6 years, I'm not sure I can go 6 years missing her
I get how you feel man its only been a month so far for me and it's tough. You just gotta stay strong and live for yourself.
theofiend11 that's all I've been doing now, ain't looking for love till I can support myself first physically and mentally. but fuck...
I hope one day I can meet her again.
In a different life,
A different place,
A different time.
Wait for me, wherever you are. Ok?
Meet her again,
In a different life,
With a different me.
I’d love that.
Where is that from?
why you spy me and say exactly what i think all this time?? ill always think that we meet in the completely wrong moment...
This comment somehow summarizes all of my emotions during this video
😞😥
It’s like a confessional comment section. So much honesty. It’s beautiful. Much love, everyone 💙
Lost my mother 2 years ago, I've never been the same since. You can cope and adapt, but a part of me died alongside her that day.
CTStyles31 everytime i think about the posibility of losing her i think the same. You never recover, you just learn to live without her. Always missing her... hope you are doing good. I dont say i understand how you feel but i understand why you say that.
CTStyles31 I wish nothing less than positivity and prosperity on your life. Although a peace of you went with her, a peace of her will always be In your heart.
MAY YOUR MOTHER BE ONLY SLEEPING AND NOT DEAD. MAY GOD HAVE MERCY AND RISE HER AND YOU BACK UP. MAY DREAMS BECOME REAL AND HOPE BECOME A WORD NOT NEEDED NO MORE. GOD BLESS.
Hope you'll do better with the time which i think time makes it even harder
Me too. I lost my dad 5 years ago, but as time passed I begin to forget him, forget all the memories with him, even forget what he looked like.
I just want to leave this here for me to let out.
3 years ago I met a guy who changed my life for the better. He always told me not to get too close to him, but I never listened.
What went through his mind sometimes was terrifying. He told me ever since he was younger he always wanted to just leave this world and die. He had no hope for himself in this world. He would always go fighting people and hiding his feelings. That's just the way he was. Until I gave him hope. My love for him gave him strength and he finally gave in and started showing me his loving, and caring side.
He was always a cold guy, who would endlessly tease me, but little by little he started opening up to me and changing. I still remember all the late night conversations we had, where we would stay up till 3 am talking about what we wanted to be in the future, and about life. The one thing I still remember the most was when he turned to me and said "what would you do if I died?"
I replied with "I would go to heaven and bring your dumb ass back."
He laughed and kissed my forehead calling me stupid but saying he loved me. At that moment I thought everything was perfect now.
He was the one I wanted to give everything to, my heart, my stength, and all my hope.
He was the one.
Until this year on August 11th he passed away in a car accident.
My heart was ripped out of my chest.
Everything we had and fought for together is gone.
I'm sorry I couldn't go to heaven to bring you back with me like I promised.
Young and stupid, that's what you deserve to thought pretty face will you everything, and look what gotten you. Don't say I never talked to you guys about it. Full of regrets and shamed, for not OBEY..
How sad.
the cost of living is to suffer the loss of those who we find dear to our selves.
i hope you found some form of coping....
@@obahdaiahprime8762 I know this is late but wtf are you talking about? For not obey what??? And her bf died in a car accident ffs, have a little more compassion.
This is so fucking sad but so beautiful
she's gone but my feelings aren't :(
Adjustable Creep no woman no cry
I miss those late night conversations , those amazing mornings waking up and seeing you , those before and after school sessions your amazing smile damn I miss you so much it hurts
knowing your pain. and feeling it rn. are u okay. a year after it all ? will i stop missing him eventually ?
@@sofiyuh5897 I didn't believe it at the time, but I promise it will get better. Won't be easy though.
Knightofmines ty 🥺 sm.
don't forget to take pictures of someone you care about so you can stare at it later.
I hate how much I can relate to this, this comment to me is like a work of art because I had a friend who made me wake up in the morning. I was so happy to see him everyday but eventually he would stop getting online... stop responding to my messages. No clue of what happened to him but I miss him deeply
i don't miss them. they forgot about me, so I'm moving forward. i had forgotten my ambitions, and now I recall.
good luck
MrChunky22 Same. I'd forgotten how to live. Over the last two years I completely reclaimed my life and actually learned to respect myself. Powerful feeling that. The wound still gets opened from time to time though.
MrChunky22 i still miss her, a lot...actually i don't miss the girl i left, i miss the girl i met and fell in love with and who i dreamt up all these nice things with and pictured a future with. the girl i left was nothing like her. and now after losing my goal, purpose, drive, and ambitions i am slowly finding then again and reclaiming my life and figuring out who i am. every day is a small step forward in the right direction and sometimes i sprint but others i look back and lose pace.
we all miss the memory of a person we used or rather prolly still love... its hard to admit that feeling but its harder to let go and that my friends is the truth.
Can I use this?
Maybe love isnt what we think it is.
Love, I guess isnt when you feel butterflies in your stomach when you see him. But instead you feel warmth inside when you see him smile even if that smile for someone else.
Maybe it isnt when you feel nervous and fidgety when you talk to him. But instead when you unkowingly stare at his eyes whenever he talks and you cant help but keep silent and wish that that moment wont end, even he's facing the wrong person.
I guess love is when you do not expect him to love you back. Love is just about caring for that person even when he doesnt know about it.
Love is... when you feel no envy to the person who makes him laugh but instead you thank that person who made him smile cuz you knew you cant make him be like that with you.
I guess thats what it is. Loving and not expecting to be loved back.
When he does love you back, youre lucky.
But when he doesnt, you learn how to smile despite your eyes swelling and mustering the courage to say "I still love you either way"
this is the best realization of mine so far
IceScreamer 26 this is great i really felt some of these before but now that person is with someone and they seem happy and that makes me so happy to see that
Godspeed
I cried reading your comment :P
I was lucky enough that she did love me back and now all i ever wish for is just to make her laugh and smile every day even though we live a long way apart
Steve Handjobs well do you have opportunities to visit
i miss what we never were
S45R such a living in past sentiment
damn.
same.
S45R wow... the accuracy of this is incredible 💔
DAMN. (red lettering)
I love this community, I love you all.
Have a beautiful day/night, and don't let the pain get over you
Claudio Cardillo bruh I make lo-fi hip-hop too,can you checkout my latest instrumental ,thanks
losing my wife to cancer, listening to music to help heal. Please everyone cherish your time with your loved ones and family. She is only 27 with a new 9 month baby girl and a 7 year old son. live and love peeps
streetking6387 sending prayers to your family. ♡
Theres people who moan about heartbreak and then there's real shit. My condolences to you man.
ohh jesus dude sorry , hope the best for you family
streetking6387 my sincerest apologies...I wish you love in your life....I'm sorry.
I'm sorry, bro.
She went away .. but the feelings did not.
I like that photo ..kingdom heart ,also relatable not to me but to others .
Kingdom Hearts the best
Biiel295 I agree completely
Biiel295 I Know how you feel...
I feel ya, same thing happened to me for a few years
you're all heartbroken, we've all been there. but you know there's a silver lining right? you get to grow from this and find out who you are as a person. if you're like me and still in your 20's don't get caught up on some guy/girl if they left. focus on yourself and build yourself up again for someone new and worthy of your mind, hear and soul. peace ❤
Andre p preach
Thanks man, it helps.
This is true for most people. Grow, learn, and hurt from your relationships--it's only natural. But, I think, for some people there is no silver lining but that's just fine too.
Thanks. Was feeling a little lost, missing my ex. Your words gave me that little pick me up.
Andre p exactly It was sophomore year when I got cheated on by my gf, shit happened I got a little depressed but during the summer I spent some time by myself and contemplated and now I'm a completely changed and better person, stay strong
I miss her
I miss they way we held hands
I miss the intimate embraces we gave, the warmth
feeling our heart beating against one another
I miss your laugh,
that freckled face with a genuine smile
those speckled eyes that glows
I miss the "good mornings" and "good nights" when we were time zones apart
I miss the troubles we shared and reassured, "I'll be there for you when you need it"
I miss the cheap Filipino food we ate that tasted better with you
I miss the nicknames and the teasing just so I have a reason to say "jk, love you"
yea, I love you
now its cold
only the wind that whispers, "I'll be there for you when you need it"
yea, I'll stick around
Damnit man, this hits hard. Try to stay strong friend, you are stronger than you think.
Ito MS06S
That comment deserves more likes what the heck
💯
Dam ….
To whoever comes across this,
I found someone infinitely better and now raising a kid together. She found this comment (that I completely forgot) and we both had a good laugh over my old self.
Just for anyone wondering, yes.. it all does work out in the end.
It's sad because you only realise how much you need someone when they're gone..
Maybe they feel the same. Maybe try again. But with what courage
i hate it
which is why you use up their services before they go.
I was almost going to propose. I remember when I gave her a promise ring, promising not only to hold omto her and make her my wife one day, but from the bottom to the top, be there. and I would never stop. I would do my duties and love as a boyfriend. 2 days before proposing she was struck by a drunk driver. A girl with 5 years sunken deep into my mind, died instantly. Fatal hit to her and a fatal hit to my heart. Shes always on my mind. And I will always love her.
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Mub Mub Im so sorry for your loss...
please Stay strong my friend. Year after year.
Stay strong Mub!!!
God damn that horrible , couldn't imagine the the pain
My sister ran away from home when I was seven. She always said she’d come back for me. I’ve been waiting for thirteen years...I don’t even know if she’s alive.
Jennifer Griggs I'm so sorry. Stay strong & just be positive❤
You know, im the oldest brother. I have sucidal thoughts all the time. And i even know how to kill myself with it being an "accident" but i allways have my little sis and bro in my mind. It makes it really hard to go for me. Even tho i just want to finally die. Your sis did go but i can tell you she didn't wanted to leave you... i can tell she thinks of you all the time. I am not the one who tells you to look the fuck up. I am the one who tells you that she loves you. Even though its hard to realise this, believe me.
(Sorry if my grammer isnt good, i'm german soo...)
I'm sorry :(
I’m sorry
wow..😔 i..im sorry..💔
it’s crazy how you never know when is the last time you’ll see them again, it usually is so abrupt and everything is taken for granted so the memories rush and hit all at once, and nothing you do can stop it
I fell in love and ended up falling into a world of confusion and heartbreak.
Chey Roses *@me*
Don't we all though?
I was there too and i just gave it time. I was just making sure if that I can make others day better everyday and one day i found my love
@I like pancakes Wow, i am impressed by people on youtube :0
Me right now
Still in a relationship with her but man it fucking hurts. She seems so uninterested and I got so much damn love to give. I always send her some heartwarming messages and she couldn't care less. Can't break up with her; I love her way too much I'm not ready to be broken again. Life huh. Gonna beat you down to your knees and to get back up is your role; to be broken once more. The sad part about life; all these problems are cause by us; humans damnit. The one thing ripping me apart is how all guys probably tell her how great and beautiful she is. I'm another one off the list. Damn love is not fucking worth it; stick to yourself and your gut. You will learn a lot from experience. Thank you all for reading and I hope your day is full of blessings.
Update: It's been a few months since we've started dating. We love each other very much, she probably has more interest in me than I have in her. We also trust each other. Current problem is her lack of care for my well being. I put her well being first buts it's not mutual. Overall I am happy with her and so is she. Reading back on what I wrote, I really don't like it. Many holes in my writing and only based on my regrets and rash thoughts. It seemed to impact a lot of people which really makes me happy. Thanks everyone and best of luck.
Ah Damn
awh man i hope things get better:(
svd loran Appreciate it pal
Ah Damn Stay strong brother. If you would like we can talk about it. It's better to release your inner frustration thorough conversation.
Hope you resolved your situation man, been in the same spot and it's not a good feeling.
Ah Damn sometimes it's truly better to leave it if it isn't working out. It'll hurt, you'll be pathetic for a while, but life always finds you a reason to go on and stay alive. Wish ya well, be good
I wish I met you on another time. When you and I weren't broken, when you and I weren't so helpless that we first looked for others instead of ourselves.
Maybe in another timeline we would've led a good life and had kids. I would teach you how to cook and hold your hand when my hands didn't feel enough.
Maybe in another time I would tease you like I used to. Maybe in a different world no one else would hinder us.
Maybe if you and I were different, we would have been better.
But we wouldn't have met then.
Dat's sum deep shet
imagine someone thinking this about you
That ENDING tho
My exact situation:/
;')
Sad when you’re building castles in your mind for them and they probably don’t even think about you. :(
This is so true
Don’t put anyone on a pedestal, no-one is worth worship.
Sigh …. He spit on my castle said it wasn’t good enough and I told him but my castle has peace … but still he walked away and now he is in jail again ….. sigh 😢
i'm holding onto nothing, but i need to let go.
Annie Peaches same
Annie Peaches let me hold you until you forget your troubles...we're both lost in the same world...
Annie Peaches same...need to let goooo
Annie Peaches same their out of my mind now to get them out of my heart permanently
thats all to real
When I was younger, I wasn't afraid of anything. I didn't have the slightest fear of dying, no reason for it. I thought that if I die, that was fine with me, any time at all. But then I met a certain woman, and it changed. I started to think that I wanted to survive. For the first time, the idea of death began to scare me. It was on my mind., I've never felt that kind of feeling. Almost...paralyzed.
Gavin Manning Do you know where this is from?
Cowboy Bebop bruh
Gavin Manning it is? can u help me with the episode number...or is it in the movie [i havent watched the movie]
Better watch that movie then, cause that's where the quote's from.
Yup, and an excellent one to start on. Fantastic in English, animated superbly, and in depth stories per episode. Give it a look, seriously.
if you are reading this. just know that you are a warrior. these challenges were not given to us for no reason. so think ahead, and use it as a learning experience, and apply it to your newer and much happier times to come. yeah he/she won't be the same, but there is most certainly better. heartbreak is something i would never wish on even my worse enemy, it's such a horrible thing to go through. so please, don't cry when you listen to this, instead, close your eyes and think about you and your future, of how amazing you are as an individual, there is so much more to live for! you are all strong, you are all loved. take care and god bless, i don't know you but i love you.
Harold Valencia thank you so much, that means a lot to me, you are such an amazing person for spreading positivity and kindness
Moonlight Babe i do it for the people who have been through the same thing i have, worrying about it isn't gonna change anything!
Welp, as unfortunate as it might be? The moment I read "so please, don't cry" I started to tear up and memories flooded my mind yet again. Difficult part is just letting go due to the simple part that my ex has gigs - quite frustrating and confusing, I'm left with just feeling empty. Even worse now, she's rebounding with a guy completely opposite of me
i have no future my friend
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thank you.
I love you baby... Rest In Peace my love 💗 November 19th 2018
been 5 years and she's in my head still. she in my head forever. her shadow on mine.
Quintin Garvin
5 years!?! move on
Bruh you weak . FUCK LOVE
hope you can move on and forget the shadow she left on you. :( i don't what happened and how it ended but if shes still on your mind maybe talk to her. another alternative would be to accept the fact and cherish your memories with her! you know you can just find another person and discover her character and fall in love with it again..don't get so attached to the oast or youll lose your path..try to let go. i know it's hard and easier said than done but i know with time it'll eventually come.. as always. be strong man i believe in you and your strength 💓💓💓
katja what your reply was most appreciated. that was a poem I wrote. My vibe since her has been to understand and value emotions instead of neglecting them.
your poem is really beautuful and it has stuck inside my head since first reading it. im glad you found yourself a new vibe. may it never perish. and thaanks im just glad you're well again ☆
Best comment community ever.
yashank goswami im agree
A bunch of self absorbed depressive white teens with little actual toil in their lives, bemoaning social interaction because it can have downsides, all while pretending to be 'deep' and existential. Yeah, 'best community ever'.
Problems are problems and you have to deal with them. Like it or not... It's better to write things off your chest on a youtube section than suicide or depression! You might be tough but not everyone is like this! So chill end enjoy Wonderful music!
Ashiok U B You have to chill ... Why the hate man ?
Yes word I understand now what is happening im just to weird I guess not from earth see ...I do love men to btw well one man;),
There plenty more fish in the sea but none stand out
Charlow
time will tell
Many fish, but none alike
Before you found that first fish though, did anyone stand out? :)
Nope... yet they still came.
Give it time
well then go and find them bro, there is a whole internet and world out there. people aren't going to come to you (most of the time), if you are lonely don't just stay there, make the effort. all good things require effort and doing shit you don't want to do
what if she was the sea?
not friends not enemies, just strangers with some memories...
I have no one to miss. Maybe I should be grateful for that.
Vincent Lambert same
Youre lucky u dont have to suffer like me
Vincent Lambert you fucking should.
All in good time. Everyone eventually has someone to miss, but that doesn't mean all that pain isn't worth it. Carry the weight of what happened before, and use that to improve yourself and the life you lead. To put it simply, experiences make you stronger don't be afraid to experience the tough things.
Vincent Lambert it hurts like a bitch
im melting here. reading the comment section and seeing how many people share their hardships and gettin a bit of support. i love this side of youtube so much
Artorias I do too
its great I could just look through this comment section for hours there is not one hate or mean comment on here everyone Is so supportive
even though what we had was never real, i still loved the way you made me feel.
Well now im crying haha
:( I can totally relate
Melodious Melody
Real?
So...friendzone?
Melodious Melody Damn
All that time together. All those times staying up late at night on the phone till we can’t keep our eyes open anymore. All those funny photos we’d send to each other. All those things we said we’d do together when we got older. All those times we talked about starting a family and loving each other till the end of humanity itself. All of those memories I’ll never forget. I know I didn’t get to properly say goodbye, but this is it. The end of our journey finally came. Even though we never expected it, it happened. I’ll forever miss you. May you find the man who will give you all the things I couldn’t give you, for you deserve the world. May we meet again someday in a different life. Goodbye, Summer.
were you in love with him?
i guess i'll never really know. i just know i felt things that i've never felt before... that kind of wrenching feeling. but i didn't know what it was, it just tore out my heart... have you ever felt that way?
i have
i tried to save him but... i think i was the one who was saved
when i was younger i wasn't afraid of anything, i've never had the slightest fear of dying, no reason for it. i felt that if i died, that's fine with me anytime at all. but then i met a certain woman and i changed. i started to think that i wanted to survive. the first time the idea of death began to scare me. it was on my mind never felt that kind of feeling, almost paralysed.
and? where is she now?
she... faded off somewhere
what anime is this from ty
cowboy bepop mah love
your profile pic describes how you're disturbing af but still aesthetically turnt af
hahAHHAHA what a way to exxplain
i explain wit no shame
she told me she loved me. wanted a future with me. wanted to marry me. and now she's gone.
life sucks, man.
Hey, how are you both doing?
What a lie, right?
😂😂😂😭😭😭 exactly same
My boyfriend used to say such sweet things to me. We would talk on end with each other just letting it out. I felt like I could tell him anything. He said he dreamed of me. He said he wants to marry me. But now he says he's upset over things. Things he's been upset over for more than a month. And he won't tell me anything. Anytime I try to show him affection he pushes me away. Anytime I try to vent to him he tells me I'm being emotional. Anytime I try to tell him he's changed he tells me I'm being dramatic. Im scared to talk to him because I'm afraid he'll make fun of me. He doesn't tell me he loves me every day anymore. He doesn't tell me those sweet nothings. He doesn't even talk to me everyday anymore. For awhile, I was mad at him. Mad that he didn't understand how I felt about him being upset, mad that he didn't understand that when he's upset, I'm upset, and he shouldn't hide stuff from me. Mad that he didn't understand how much his words meant to me and to not hear him talk to me like I was his everything hurt. Now, I just feel numb. I feel like if this were happening to anyone else I'd tell them to break up but I can't. Not with him. Not when he's become my everything. At this point, I'm just waiting him for him to break up with me. To be sick of me. I don't know what I'll do on that day, but thinking about it makes me nauseous. I just don't know how to fix something I don't know if I broke.
Edit: we haven't talked in over 3 weeks. I don't know where he is or if he's okay, and I'm not really sure what I'm supposed to feel anymore.
Big Daddy OMG your not alone recently I'm dealing with that problem exactly like yours. The situation I'm going threw is really petty and he won't tell me anything kinda of. everytime I say something he will more quite when he talks online when I gaming and etc. your not alone because I just read your message . I feel shaking sometimes .I'm really loyal to people I know instead of being mean.
I'm 24 now. We used to be together when I was 17. I changed so much. I still miss the way you made me feel.
daniel sanchez this is going to be me because I can't let go
I'm 21 , I still miss her too
daniel sanchez I'm just 16 and still miss him
I'm 21 and after 5 years, we are finally together again.
Lucas Ost ohhhhh i'm so happy for you! Congratulation man, I love you two and wish you the best for the rest of your life! I hope I will end with the love of my life too ahah:) have a nice day
He's the only person that made me laugh as much as made me cry
I still love you though, come back soon please
Are u over him sis?
find his house and go in there rather than wait for him to come to you.
this reminds me of simpler times, when people were more deeply connected, I miss the days when people actually went to stores and buy records and albums, I miss the days when people actually talked more to each other in person than texting, I miss the days when parents told their kid's to stay home and do home but now it's hard to get them off of their phones/ps4/xboxs, I miss the days when people actually went to cyber cafes to use internet, while listening to this, it's my little time machine
Now everything and everyone's so distant. Even though we're physically so close, we all couldn't be farther apart. I know exactly what you mean
We were better off as friends..or even better;
*_strangers_*
But now, we are just strangers, with some memories..
I tell myself that everyday.
damn, that hit me hard
:/
some?
Don't push her man, that 'some' might be an ocean by itself.
MѕKawaiiQueen LPS oof
This isn't about exs and all, but it's more of my granddad. My granddad was my favourite person in the whole world where he taught me so many things in life, took me to so many beautiful places and made me the happiest and luckiest granddaughter alive. I moved to a different country with my parents while they stayed back in our homeland. Dad got busier with work and we started going back to our home country more less as time progressed to the point where it ended up only being able to see him once every 4 years. The calls got less and less to the point where we called each other once every 5 months. The time difference and distance didn't help. My granddad ended up getting ill as time went by, being diagnosed with cancer and TB. That year, that he died, we should have went to meet him, I should have told him how much he meant to him and how thankful and lucky I was as a granddaughter. How much joy and laughter he brought to me. I didn't say these words, I didn't know how to express it properly when I was I little. After I lost him, I learnt to tell the people around me how much I love them and how much I'm thankful for them in my life. It took me 14 years to learn to say 3 words , I love you with an additional of 2 more words, thank you to people around me. I was 14 when he died.
Till this day, I still cry for my granddad. I still blame myself for not saying these words. I still hate myself. I wish to be in his arms. I love you Baba, to the moon and back, again and again and again and again. I miss you. I'm sorry. Thank you.
YU RA I'll meet my grandma for the first time after 2 years when summer holidays start. I'm going to tell her I love her. I hope it won't be too late by then. Thanks for sharing your story.
Don't worry, he knew you loved him. Words aren't the only way to express love.
damn why you have to make me cry like that .
It is my pleasure! I hope she is fine and well and also have a great summer with her and your family!
I hope so
When this mix first came out, I was in a super dark space in my life and this playlist really helped me out of my hole.
Almost 7 years later, I'm much better place. Life does get better.
Same as me, I still remember the first time that I heard this video.
7 years from now…
Me as well, around the same time. Wish I could hug my 7 year younger self. Glad its all okay now. :)
It really does.
Had the same experience as you. Yet for some reason I can't stop feeling a little nostalgic about this anxious and depressed time of my life.
Complete opposite for me...
this comment section feels like an actual community. this is so wonderful; we're all relating on past experiences or lack thereof and i appreciate it so much tbh
yeh i just love it when we all connect, feels like its right
No, we are all like-whoring lol
faithr when I clicked the title it's because it has 1 mil + views. Something abt lofi hip hop brings out the realness in the viewers. Trolls can't get sentimental. Because they're trolls. I love this video and reading the comments 💜
faithr I feel you fam I feel a connection between everyone here like we've all experienced the same stormy days
faithr there are so many people in this world that we have all faced at least similar struggles. It's nice to know strangers are dealing with problems too and can relate to others
Since people are sharing stuff...
Was in Vietnam with my girlfriend of almost 3 years when she cheated on me. I was on the other side of the planet with no one to talk to and I was scared as fuck. I was lost in hatred and self-loathing for a while, but I bought a bike and drove through the country on my own. I met so many inspiring and incredible people that I quickly felt like I was worth so much more than she made me feel. When it happened, all I wanted to do was go home, but I'm so happy that I powered through and kept travelling. That's what saved me. So my advice on heartbreak is just travel. Seeing how people in other countries live their lives and how they get by really gave me perspective on a lot of things. I feel so incredibly grateful for what I have and for the people I have in my life.
Thanks for reading this far, if you have. And if you can relate, then I'm sorry. But y'know, the night is darkest just before the dawn. One door closes and another opens yadda yadda yadda..
this made my night, thank you
Could not agree more
I hope a new door opens for me too. :)
Amen.
black hawk99 go travel, brother. there's a pretty big world out there, waiting for you
Maybe love isn't for me. Maybe I'm destined to be alone. Perhaps nobody will ever love me because I can't love myself.
drunkness my friend thats only love a man could ever have
Same
Don't EVER say that! There are people there who loves you and cares for you! Your family loves you and cares for you so much,don't think nobody will ever love you,cause someday,someone is there and cares for you really hard.
I was at the place once, but more people care about you than you think do. Don't fall into a trap of dictating your own happiness based on what others think of you though. Just work on improving yourself day by day. Set some goals and try to achieve them. It doesn't really matter what they are just keep working towards something. You'll grow and I think you'll come to like who you are.
*pats on the back*
Looks like I wasn't the only one after all.
_they just left one day_
_maybe one day they'll come back..right?_
_It's been years but I'm still waiting_
_All those nights and everything we did_
_now its like we're strangers_
I feel like I'll be lonely for a long time. I've never had or experienced love yet; everyone around me is so into it. I can't help but feel so out of it, lonely. I want to feel love, but at the same time, I am afraid. Love appears to be a scary thing some times.
Audrey Black I know how ya feel
Honestly same . My best friend has been in love twice and it ruined her both times :/.....don't want to go through that
Audrey Black it hurts but that's the good part, when you get your heart broken, all those emotions.. You feel alive.
I've always been a really independent person. And love... love seems scary. I tried it once, it didn't work. And this time, I don't not whether to try or not. Hell, I'm really scared. But I want him.
Your heart is always going to get broken, make sure the person breaking for its damn worth it.
She died of brain cancer at 26. She was the only woman that I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with. What still kills me is that she died before I got a chance to tell her goodbye. I should have been there but I didn't get to her in time...
holy shit that sucks balls. RIP, im studying to be a scientist, when i grow up ill dedicate my life to stopping all these shitty diseases, it makes me mad when bullshit like that happens, its not fair. Im sorry man.
I'm really sorry, hope you can be happy in the rest of your life ♡
Thanks. I've met someone else and I make sure I tell her how much she means to me every day.
Don't forget your deceased girlfriend, keep her alive.
I don't know if you feel the same, but it feels bad that people move on. That your brain decides it wasn't healthy to be depressed about that loved one you lost for so long. That you could smile again.
It feels wrong that it would eventually fade away over time. Like dementia but with feelings. After so long, you'd still remember how much you loved her, but your heart's not tugging the same way anymore.
we used to send eachother long ass mixes like this in hopes to drive around together...... tonight is the night i finally came to terms youre gone..... and all i can say is... i miss you........ i went to send you this just to realize your gone but not forgotten and always loved brother. r.i.p austin..
khalil peterson
Rest well Austin.
khalil peterson this fucked me up i do this with my bro. so sorry for you man r.i.p
It's been 5 years and I still get dreams about her.
Word
Loser. Man up.
10 years here man your special, we are special, you didn’t lose her, she lost you
if humans had the ability to go back in time, i would go back to the night where i should've held your hand before we parted ways for the last time.
(april 5, 2011... i want to go back just to experience again the feeling i had when i was with you)
July 16, 2018
i agreed with you at first. but then again, if humans knew they could always go back in time, there would be no fear of losing the things you love. and thus, there would be no love :o
I hope you're doing okay, I like reading these comments but damn I can't even imagine missing someone that much still for so long.
aug 18, 2018
December 20 2018 never learned what missing someone was until it was over miss him more than anything in my life and I realized he will always have a special place in my heart even if I reach my goal I will still love him if his reading this I hope one day when the time is right we would get together and be the most happy people in the world I love you m ❤️
You know, I remember the first time we kissed and you said, "Wow I've been waiting on that for a long time." But now you're leaving and I wonder if you're thinking the same thing.
th3 execut3r damn... That's deep
th3 execut3r don't do that to yourself, you'll prolong the pain
th3 execut3r
*Plays green day*
🎶I've been waiting a long time for this moment to come...🎶
th3 execut3r ....this comment got me...
Jhonny Cage X Rage "I've been... waiting a lifetime..."😂😂😂
The person I loved made me feel this way. They killed themselves with drugs and while they still walk, the person I love is gone forever. We fell in love at stoplights in the middle of the night, a cloud of smoke. I traced the lines of his tattoo and look at the one he gave me. People say they want to meet a soulmate, but I watched mine die. Im still thankful for the time we had. I miss him. The other half of me who left a hole in me.
Sorry for your loss, rest in peace
EM ME underrated comment 💯
I still remember how we used to talk until 2 AM.
I would always try to get your attention. But now idk what I’m doing.
Just when I thought I’m getting over you, u give me the slightest attention and suddenly, I think I’m in love again.
I messed up everything with him. He had feelings for me and I didn't acknowledge them. Instead I hid my feelings for him because I was scared. Scared of being hurt. These feelings for him were different though and that's where I messed up. I miss you
That's how it works for most everyone. Hook up culture does that to people. You either go too far away or get too close too fast. And in the end nothing is natural, it's all forced and faked. Until things don't work.
I'm in the same situation with an old friend that used to like me but I felt different, and now I miss her a lot
Damn this hits hard.
『 彬 』 I see you everywhere bro
You know it ✌︎('ω'✌︎ )
u have two left hands 👐
looks like right hands to me 😂
you're inexperienced when it comes to girls.
few opportunities come, but one day, you meet a girl.
you liked her ever since you met her.
she becomes a friend, but thats all.
months pass.
eventually you meet at a party.
you kiss her. you were both drunk, but the connection felt so real.
the next day she's quiet. you're scared that your greatest fear may come true, that she doesn't like you back, that it was just the alcohol in her.
2 days after, she says can we just be friends?
you're not heart broken.
you're not mad.
but all you can think is, i miss you...
That's how my story was,it kinda hurts too..
my exact story T_T
Emily is away
get over it.
im only 12 but i really miss this one friend. when we were 11 we were so close, we'd do everything together. i remember long talks with her at 3am when we couldn't sleep, i remember facetiming everyday, spending the night at eachother's houses every other day. it was like a dream, i finally found that one person that i could tell anything. i remember when we went to colorado with eachother and we went to this huge water park and stayed there for 4 days. i remember waking up at 7am with her to go eat the hotel breakfast. i remember her mom taking us on drives at 4am because we couldn't sleep. i remember us sending eachother memes on snapchat at 3am and laughing so hard that her mom took our phones. i remember going on that obstacle course up high in the water park lobby. i remember when we went to that cheesecake factory and ordered all of them, then went shopping and were just being stupid and having fun. i know those sound like dumb things to miss, but it was genuinely so fun and that was the peak of our friendship, but everything is so stale now. we've both changed a ton and conversations with her are now awkward and we now have different senses of humor, style, different goals in life, everything. i just miss what it used to be like. anyways if you're reading this i hope you have a really great life and i love you.
it's ok honey, it's ok
i had a friend similar to this, we’d stay up until 5am playing league on discord
i don’t even know what happened, it was a mixture of her starting arguments and me (at the time) being too scared to stand up for myself
Everyone's gonna hurt you, you just have to find the ones worth suffering for
Tika Rutherford true
What about no? Thats so pseudo-deep.
YEAH aye so rue you forgive your enemies easier b4 your bff and bf
Bob Marley said that?
*Is insane the bunch of emotional comments Ive read in this video.*
Is also weird to feel that Im in love, have a sad story or relatable stuff when I listen this type of music, even though Im not in love with no one.
_This comments and music make me nostalgic about stories that never happened to me..._
KrisOnCreative your comment just made me think of reincarnation... :')
It's weird, how vividly I remember his touch, and his shape in the darkness. It's made stranger when I ache to remember that those nights spent in eachothers arms no longer mean a thing to him.
awww i felt that ;/
Deezee Yak when a problem comes along you must drink me.
We met
We laughed
We smiled
We love
" I wish we could've did everything just in 1 day before you left "
Friend was badmouthing me behind my back for 3 years and I still fucking miss her. tf is wrong with me.
You're not getting heartbroken only from romantic relationships.
Update 15/5/17
Yesterady, I saw her dad walking, greeted him and he asked why we aren't talking and why aren't we going out like we used to. Replied to him by saying that she blocked me everywhere, she even blocked my phone number cause she just wants me out of her life. He laughed and told me that there were ways to talk to her by calling to their home and that we're just too young. Then he invited me to go to their house so I can talk to her. I of course declined and I told him that I know she hates me and I don't want her to feel uncomfortable. We parted way and he told me that he will tell her to unblock me. After an hour I was really close to her house so I tried to find the courage to actually call to her house. Her Mom picked up and she sounded happy to hear me and that she was on the Video-Renting store. I then asked her if I could run would I actually see her there. She said that she was already late and she would be home soon, then I told her to say to Maria to call me or send me a message when see comes back. I had date on and waited in front of her house kinda anxious cause I wanted to ask her if our friendship needs to end so I can give her the drawing she drew for me some years ago and move on or she'll continue being friends with me. I waited for like 30mins and no call or message.When I left I saw her only friend going in the way her house is. Went home, heartbroken. Still nothing, I know I have to give up and that she has done terrible things to me but I just miss her being next to me and having fun with her.
Some relationships are better than romantic ones. That's why losing a friend is a big pain.
actually you don't even need another person to feel heartbreak, loneliness is the root of most heartbreaks, also human beings aversion to change
You miss how she use to treat you. That's why you keep holding onto her
i know how you feel. i just found out that my best friend of 2 years had been complaining and shit talking about me for almost out entire friendship. sometimes letting go of something you love is for the better
Cooper Hine I knew her since 4th grade dude...It doesnt even make sense
I had feelings for her...Feelings that nobody else will have for her. They might love her and care for her, but not the same way I did. I've been hurt once too many times but I keep on moving trying to fulfil someone else because I know how it feels to be empty.
this comment
beat me
i m passing through the same shit, life sucks so much
I just feel like in this generation true love isn't real . People get bored being with the same person all the time so they cheat or they just leave you because of that . Its not impossible to find someone that's genuinely in love with you but I find it very rare
I agree 100%. I would say it's the downside of having the internet and phone.
SimplyTiana true man... Makes me sad
SimplyTiana
Yeah, millenials suck.
Kidding
Yeah, this is true, too many, (not just young people) confuse infatuation and lust with love because of the euphoria it gives which leaves you so dependent on only the feeling, which will leave you with a broken heart as lust and infatuation are not tangible elements for when you desire a long-term relationship with someone.
its definitely more rare. we just need to exercise our judgment more
Look, I'm 17 and I'm a young kid. I know sometimes high school relationships can be silly, but the experiences and the feelings that devours you is true. It's the moment in my life where I truly start caring for others. I broke up with my girlfriend a year ago because I started loosing feelings for her. And at the time it reigned true. But as the time went by, the stronger my feelings for her grows. Now shes with another person and I really can't do anything but the feelings are still there. I'm a person who really gets affected by others so it's really hard for me to let go. I felt like before I was living life with a purpose. But now I'm just kinda here..
I relate to this so much
I'm sorry this happened to you.
_She... Faded off somewhere.._
that really hit me
*sorry but how you do dat thing with the thing.?*
@@vauxra what?
Elliott Ernest nigga i don’t even remember the video
Insane to see how many suffer from love while Im here with 0 experience and never loved someone.
Edit: Whatever you may go through because of love or of being alone I hope it gets better for you. Going to rough times is hard for sure but that is what makes us human. But its important to work with it, go with the time and I hope you will find true love in the future..
Honoo its better to have it forever or not at all.... once you find that person and you think there the one and the leave........ you get lost in your thoughts of what went wrong and it will drive you insane..... but what do i know in only 14
Orange Skies I'm not really bothered by that its my own choice and I think youre right. And I will check out what you recommended thanks :)
Retro king yeah thats true its better to be alone instead of suffering
Honoo okay same
love really is beautiful, but it hurts you just like rose with its thorns
7:14 am
been awake for so long
all i can think about
how all the others weren't right
but you
but us
it was worth everything just to talk to you for a few minutes
i want to talk to you again so badly it hurts
I know how you feel
kittydog that made me cry
kittydog It's not even funny how much i relate to this. To him, i was nothing but a one day friendship, someone to talk to for a while and ditch. To me, he was the one i loved. I remember going to see his band perform. They're very small, so i decided to say hi afterwards... He didnt recognize me.
It sucks how much we want to talk to the ones that hurt us most.
I can relate to that on so many levels
Its crazy i opened this video at 7:14am and read this comment at 7:18am.
I have moved on, finally. After years, I am free.
reformed
cg Keep making us proud ❤❤
Congratulations
how did you manage to do that?
Finally got over it although it took some time I can say I feel alright.
Love makes normal people crazy and crazy people insane. I still think of her every day, the funny thing is that nothing bad happend that broke us appart, it was only distance, time and alot of fear. Life can be cruel. People can be so bright at times but humanity is so dark.
You know after this comment I went for a walk, not the ones you take for a few minutes, no a long one, in fact I travelled a few miles, trough forests, streets that i reconise from earlier. You know guys you have a big decision to make, eaither you take life the hard, serious way or you try a easier path, just taking life at it is and making the best out of it. Even the darkest passage can be enlighted if you just bring the sun with you. Everyone of us dies anyway, we should enjoy the moments we get to the fullest. Maybe then, and only then do we have the chance to not only survive but live life like we should !
I relate to this so much
Distance is a bitch , but im still having hope that Ill meet him someday..
This comment section is so nice and calming to look at. It's good to know that there's still people spreading good vibes around.
Ao Serra, yeah man. That’s Lofi for you. All the people who feel stuff they may not like, but don’t try to push it down or forget about their feelings love this stuff. It speaks to them. Screw mainstream music and popular media. This stuff is real, it’s not some autotuned whining or pandering bullcrap. That’s why these comment sections are always the best. The music means something to every single person here. And that’ll never change.
_causally drowns in arizona tea_
Ikeji that sounds so good rn
Arizona iced out boys ☹
comment of the year
Ikeji Arizona gangg
*casually drowns in Arizona heat*
I used to listen to this mix back when it was released and I was only 16, but I listened to it so on loop that I kind of dropped it after a while.
Yesterday, for one reason or another, I remembered it and here I am, with an even more nostalgic feeling while listening to it.
I left the girl who'd taught me love. Aware of my faults and her majesty, it felt like the only option for me to make sure she'd stay happy. Insecurities took over and I just knew I wasn't up for the task. I get angry. I say mean things. Far from a gentleman at the time. Making sure she wouldn't want to fallow me, because her heart would lead her anywhere, I broke it. moved state. Years later I was told she'd been with an old friend of mine. A really great guy. I was happy for her. And trusted he'd be a better choice than I ever was. More years pass. My curiosity got the better of me. I reached out to her. Simply to apologize for how I left things and that she didn't deserve it. She told me her sad story of the years passed. I couldn't forgive myself. But she could. It was coincidence that soon later I would revisit that old town and meet with my family. "Maybe we could meet?" She asks. I agreed. The man I trusted her too turned out to be the worse case scenario.. I'll spare details.. She wanted another chance. She asked ME, the ass who put her through years of grief and sorrow, who broke her, for a second chance at what once was our best days. Reluctantly, I agreed. Jaded from my own experiences, I too wanted nothing but to go back to those days. I soon realized that she was no longer the girl I left. I realized I wasn't who I was all those years ago.. it saddens me to this day.. how fast time takes us through life. It effects us all, everyday. Needless to say I again left. It's been 4 years since I last saw her. Through tears in my eyes I saw her face look to me and say goodbye for the last and final time. I knew it was finally over. She could move on and so could i.
But I'll always miss her
A.M. Pope that's the only way...you look left and she looks right it's what's best
+A.M. Pope But why in the hell did you leave her again?!
People change.. we were no longer right for each other :/ it's bittersweet but we both grew from it.
i feel you bro. have a nice life, you surely are a wise man, hope i will be able to be as strong..i m trying to hold on. peace
that story would make the best movie or book :P
I thought I knew what love was, staying up on nights deep in my thoughts thinking about how I may never be good enough. Girl after girl this happened, then an old friend started texting me and I guess I started to feel like I had purpose? We eventually hung out and kissed, my first kiss in fact. She was the only person I've ever felt a true undeniable passion for. I was in love, And at the time she was too. Only problem was that she still had someone and I was left waiting for her to break up with him. Eventually she told me she can't do it. I knew she still loved him and so I tried pulling myself towards other women. But there was nobody that gave me that spark when I looked at them, nobody that made me feel like I was worth something. 2 years later that girl is currently my closest friend and she has no idea how much I'm hurting inside knowing she's thinking about someone else. And to my sudden knowledge, even after they broke up she was with the same guy. She says she wishes he would show her how much he loves her. I just wish I could show her that even after 2 years my feelings are just as strong as they were, if not stronger. I know I'm in love simply because I come so close to crying thinking about it, and I honestly don't even remember the last time a human has even gotten me remotely close to shedding tears. I love her, that's for certain. Thank you to anybody who's read this. God.. I just want her in my arms, It feels like there's a dagger in my chest. What did I do to deserve this... fuck..
SouL What did any of us do to deserve this?
feel you man, these love triangles...
Tell her how you feel, then if she doesn't except it, then leave her ass.
I relate bro...
You need to let her know how you feel. Just like how you're wrote this. It'll take some time but you also need to prepare yourself for rejection. And if she doesn't feel the same, don't put yourself through an emotional rollercoaster for another 2 years. At the end of the day. You'll be alright. Life goes on. Trees grow. And two people seeking love will find each other. Its you and the world and many people to love out there. Easier said than done but give it a try.
-Brent
i regret not appreciating her while she was alive.
Damn, very heavy. I hope you're doing better now though. All the best to you.
What a blessing to listen to this years later and be in a better spot in life. This has a lot of meaning to me
jesus christ this comment section is so damn emotional
Damn IKR! haha
Deity Saturn oh you know you need a hug too. c'mere my dude (♤~♤)
someone hold me
Victoria Bajorek I gotchu in my arms
you spelled SMH wrong
the tears may have dried but you never stop grieving
This hit me a lot today. I went through my stuff and found things we shared together and it inspired made me write this today:
"Isn't life funny how the most valuable things to you, when lost can take a toll on you? How items carry memories lost in time? How just one glance at a name or a face can bring back everything? The double-edged sword, the gift and a curse of loving something or someone."
Man I don't even know what is next. Like I seriously don't know what to do. Cause the only thing left when i wake up and sleep are her. She means the world to me and yet I feel like I mean nothing to her. It's really......agonizing.
MJ Uchiha I'm feeling the sammme thing...feeling Like I mean nothing just like that
That is the result of loving without understanding what love truly is, and how to control your feelings.
Too many people are brought up in this world without learning this beforehand.
ShinachiHChan Yep! Thank God My mom was there to explain and teach me about how love and feelings work. She is the reason I can understand why things end why we feel a certain way and how to move on from things. It's crazy how love works. It starts of soo easy.
MJ Uchiha I made this account just to reply. I feel the same. I knew it would end up like this just to be in love with her, as you said a double edged sword. Or a delicious cookie with a stomachache after. Lasts for a bit but hurts a lot after. Damn I miss her.
I'm actually surprised, you made this because of my one comment. Means my words influenced someone like that. Thank you.
The hardest part is when you got so much love. But you can't get it back. You only have memories to reminisce. Especially when you saw so much potential if they give you that one chance.
whats the saddest word?
-almost
Why?
cuz i almost had her in my arms..
she almost stayed with me
i was almo.. almost happy for once ;]
almost.. almost..
Because she almost made it out alive....
Shhhhh youre almost outta of this, and almost in someones arms
Hey its been a year actually, have you gotten out yet?
She almost chose me...
Almost: Not quite, very nearly. Nothing worst than the feeling that you were so close basically savoured it, dangling from the finger tips like holding on to a cliff's edge. You almost made it to the top and slipped and now the fall is like an abyss and you wonder when will you completely shatter and hit rock bottom but you just keep falling.
Damn... This hit hard 4me
It's been two years and I still think about her everyday. I miss her.
You can read this if you want to, decided to share a story. tl;dr theres almost 8 billion people in the world, you'll find someone to love.
most of these comments on here sharing their experiences are anywhere from 1 to 4 months old or more. But nonetheless, i come back to this video and cry over what couldve still been. he was great. treated me right. loved me, cared for me like a jewel. two months after our one year anniversary. November 21st, 2017. he asked me to meet him by the bus stop at school in the morning, he texted that the evening before. nothing else. no "gn babe ilu". just "thanks gn." i knew something was wrong that night. he was going to leave me. but why. what did i do, i wondered that night? i was so good, i try without trying. loving others is like a natural thing for me and it flows easily. i always supported him and everything he loved, so did he. we never fought. always found peace in each others company when we took the time to make plans to see each other outside of school. but that night, i thought it was all my fault. that morning, he explained that it wasnt my fault. he was unhappy with himself for the past 2 months. he wanted to lose weight, he wanted to change parts of him that didnt seem likeable to him. and he broke my heart to save it. with the responsibility to himself, it was going to be hard having me as a factor in his life in a romantic sense. to prevent anything happening to me, whatever it couldve been, he left. its been 2 months without texting him. i never wanted to break up with him. i still love him and find myself feeling the same as when i first caught feelings for him. he wants me still in his life, but i have this hope that maybe when he is finally at peace with himself, he would want to come back. but thats his decision. im the one waiting here. for him.
one day i was taking out my feelings on instagram about this on a private account that i forgot that he followed.
he called me.
he was the first one to take the liberty to call me, even if we split up.
i told him about my hopes, that it was too early. he agreed. im confused as to whether he means its too early to think that but maybe later or its wrong to think that at all.
he knows what im feeling. im trying to fix myself alongside him fixing himself. its just so hard when your heart has been shattered for good reasons. its so strange. you think it wouldve been something bad between one person and the other usually. but no. he left to save me. i love him even more for that.
i miss his touch, his soft smile. his kiss. his embrace, be it hugs or hand holding. i miss his voice when we used to talk every night possible on school days. i heard that voice say, so many times to me, "i love you." i never had a doubt that he was lying to me. he was always so honest. and my friends knew that too.
hes gone but not exactly.
He's missing from my heart and I don't know if I'll ever get him back.
i feel like i should keep hoping, but ever since then ive been growing more depressed than i usually am on a daily basis. I will wait for him. Waiting is painful, but as they say, "good things come to those who wait."
update, as of January 28 2019: he lied. I was too depressing for him. I dont even care anymore. reading all of this again was so weird because I've moved on, even though I thought that I wouldnt. im happier without him, I truly am. Everything happens for a reason, yknow?
update, March 18, 2019: in a happy healthy relationship with my soulmate, my best friend, my lover. see? everything takes time. you gotta believe in yourself. some people may be here to grieve, and that's okay. you must pick yourself up though eventually. you are worth it. i never thought i was worthy of someone so great, so loving and caring, someone who cares for me as much as he cares about his own well being. but here we are. things take time. you'll get there. things may be bad now, and you feel like your life is over. the truth is that its only the beginning. wishing everyone scrolling and reading many happy days to come, remember that you're not alone! sending love to all
I'm not crying.... I'm weeping
Happy for you
K
i’m SOBBING
i’m literally so happy for you rn!!
you gave me so much hope fr
i wish u all the best !
When you miss someone....it’s weird…your body doesn’t function normally..as it should. Because I miss you, and my heart…it’s not steady…my soul it sings numb. Fingers are cold…like you…your soul
feels.
Thats true...
Damn..
Jhonny Cage X Rage That what you think but I'm not going to waste my life over something dumb.
I won't do it btw
"fingers are cold..like you...your soul" that was cringy asf lol
such a solemn yet soothing place on youtube. crazy how it unites people and seems to chase away all hate. hope y'all find some peace within yourself. 11/5/18 💕
to cope with the pain i started training every day, i started eating healthier and i just let the time pass by... few months passed, a half year passed, a year passed.. i looked at myself in the mirror.. i felt stronger and had more energy. The thought of getting bigger and stronger made me happy for some reason.. i felt like i was going somewhere, it made me addicted.. i didn't really give it much thought i just kept doing it to fill out the pain and boredom.. every time i went up from watching a movie with some fighting scenes i would punch the air and think about how i would do in the same scenario.. i felt lightweight and i could feel that my arms would give a great blow.. becoming stronger gave my soul meaning.. i started loving watching myself in the mirror and i started thinking that i actually looked extremely awesome.. i would giggle in front of the mirror throwing punches in the air, flexing. Loving myself was the only thing i needed to keep going.. training gave my life meaning and a purpose in life.
animeforeverjoho good for you :) motivates me to work out
was it hard to start eating healthier? how did u start?
i really need to pick myself up again..
yea it was extremely hard in start, but once you get used to it, not so much. The first thing you do is to find some replacements that is kinda healthy or more healthy than what you eat.. if you can eat that stuff regularly it makes it so much easier.. if you find any dishes that is healthy write them up.. then you need to reduce your portions.. if you do eat too much.. but after some time your body doesn't feel the need to eat that much anymore.. and your body will feel much better because all the healthy food breaks down easier inside your stomach. If you do eat some unhealthy, try to find stuff that increase the calories and remove them or reduce them, like the buns at macdonalds for example is the same as the meat and everything inside the burger.. they are that unhealthy .. so you need to look at what you eat and find out if you can find something to replace it with.. that has less calories.. be strict.. eat healthy atleast a week.. don't break it.. if you eat too much one day, then you have to balance it out and eat much healthier the next..
animeforeverjoho Thats some good shit right there dude
Go do it. You'll never feel ready but you can start even if you don't
Came for the sick looking art and chill music. Stayed for the heartwarming comments and supportive community. Way to go internet 👌🏻
Saracha Muichacha I know right, best comments in yt
i miss u dad..
😩
sorry for your loss , stay strong .
I could cry at this comment, thats how sad it is. Kepp on going xx
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Me too, Be strongg brohhh 🤘