Send this to all the reaction channels possible. Lets make them feel something! Share with your friends if you can relate or if you think they can. I love yall and now y'all have a better understanding of me.
How exactly guy bet you’ve got people who truly loves you, you don’t get nothing bet you hate me now, for showing my true emotions how fucked this world really is nothing but pat backs from your kind but nothing to give I’m shoved around as a child by everybody I’ve tried with just turn me down
Cakes Mitchell great song but you remember how you said this video was better than Monday of 300s video.. I don’t see that...just a black room like that’s good symbolic of his thoughts but I don’t understand the hate on M03
Cameron Minter I think this video is much better. Sure 3:30am was brighter and more active but the singular light in the black room is very symbolic to the song. The camera work is also great here, better than 3:30am
Six, all I want to say is Thank You. A hundred times over, Thank You. I’m a 34 year old man, and I still feel this way fairly often. Our lives are different, our experiences are different, our journey is different. But the truth behind the words is the same. I can’t speak for anyone but myself, but I feel like a lot of us have to fight these feelings every single day. The internet is funny... we’re all nameless, faceless strings of text down here in the comments. But we’re all people, we’re all real, and we care. So, again, Thank You.
This one's my go to to know I'm not alone with my thoughts like this. Hopefully you can keep shaking those feelings like the rest of us have so far. Also his song I'm sorry is another that gets on this level
I’ve heard a lot of rap songs about depression that are basically just I’m sad/my smile is fake. This one stands out to me because he doesn’t shy away from talking about the anger and how hard it is to cut ties.
I don't usually cry, and feel crazy shit when it comes to music. But fuck you took the words out of my mouth about how i feel about so much shit.. Appreciate you shizzy
tbh, it was never really there to begin with. If you think about how you grew up, you'll quickly remember that the majority of people around you weren't really there for you, just as you weren't really there for them. It's just human nature. There's only a select few that people will truly keep in their circles, just as it was in the hunter-gatherer days.
@@thelegacyofgaming2928 i learned that too. I was never really a friend just a nigga that was around and it hurts like a bitch because i thought of them niggas as my best friends and i really loved them bruh but it is what it is and im move on
Being this authentic and real with us is exactly what an artist is. You're dancing with emotions and the listener can ressonnate. There's no filter or fakeness. You are you and you're authentic. Just keep pumping art out. Not for views, clout, relevance or even to please the world. You only need 1000 true fans and once you have that, you dance and stay authentic with your content. We stand here with you not to jam to another song, but to connect with an artist through headphones or speakers. Your true fans stick with you regardless what you do. I'm not a big anime guy, but I listened to your music back then because I can recognize talent and a man who is consistently challenging himself to be better. As a result, you murder it with your lyrical abilities. Who cares if your shot doesn't go viral? Who cares if you don't get seen by some agent or marketing God? Your true fans ride with you regardless. With that, this art you pump out is meaningful. What you do is not for the faint of heart or weak either. A man who can go down to this kind of pain takes balls. And to share it with the world with no expectation takes strength.
Six... this shit is why people love you. We can pop off to Money Power Respect and the anime shit whenever. But this, Last Laugh, 2 Sons, 3 30, this is why we’ve got your back.
First of all you killed on the Crypt Cypher and that was my introduction to you which made me seek you out asap and this is the first song I listen to and my dude... This is powerful, painful and full of so emotion that I literally felt it word for word with tears in my eyes. Subscribed and will be listening to the full album on Spotify ASAP. Best of luck through it all man keep doing it.
Thank you for this seriously thank you. I don’t wanna go into too much detail but coming across this unexpected gem helped me work up whatever resolve I had left to muster to get through the same thing bruh. I was only skimming through UA-cam to help ease my mind, but as odd as this may sound, it’s truly something life changing when you realize you’re not the only one who has to go through this. I really, really do hope that both of us and whoever else is going through these internal struggles are able to achieve our dreams with our minds intact. I know nothing is easy, but damn life really knows where to hit you sometimes. Hope to see those plaques on your wall someday, and keep up your craft.
You damn right bruh, I've been a following shizzy every since I was in 7th grade, I'm now in the 11th, I've watched this man grow as a rapper and as a individual and I ain't got nothing but love for him.
@BaoZakeruga Yeah FR, I've been a fan of him for 4 years & he's had a blessing of an impact on my life. He inspired me to thoroughly & devotedly research more Underground Hip-Hop talent n creativity, chop up samples, pick up the mic, learn to kick real freestyles & practice recording. Without him I probably wouldn't be where I am today. His music helped me when I was going through hard times & progressively recovering from a personal hell I'd went through in 'early 15 & finding myself, my passions, my dreams, my perspective, my insight & my true self that I felt I'd lost somewhere along the way. He made me feel that I could be a 16yr old Alternative HH MC from the UK & be accepted, appreciated & understood 4 who I am & for that I'm always gonna have love & respect for the homie VI. Even though my struggles are unique & correlate only to my charismatic, witty, vibrational, urbane, kindhearted, determined & mellow being & nature I can still relate to this to what I worry about, regret, feel frustrated by, the shortcomings I've faced & what I seek & hope to express to make a difference in this world, let go of guilt I attain I've got to resolve. Enlighten, reach & uplift. I like to promote open-mindedness, genuine positive energy & outside the box thinking to make changes in Art, Life, Mental & Spiritual.
@@jarrodwalker3510 I don't care who the GOAT is honestly. I believe it's a basic, naive & non-progressive way to think. It causes more bad than good. It de-unifies & weakens the Culture, leads to negative influence, ego & close-mindedness. undermines the Art, Love, Spirit & Creativity & further widens the generation gap, amount of generalization, confusion & misunderstanding. And for that I just cannot support the discussion. It's about the Art, the message & power of the Rhymes & the dedication for me.
Emanating Faucet I don't disagree, I said I don't think he is one of the greatest, but he could be, I praised him, no negativity, I listen to every song he drops, I admire his work, your rebuttle was pointless, cause I agree with it, its about the passion and heart in the music and the joy it brings others, I'm in complete agreement.
Yo Shizzy you're my number one favorite underground rapper and these are the types of songs that really hit home. I've been struggling with depression myself and realizing that being related to someone doesn't mean anything. It's all a social construct. The bonds are what truly make family and I've learned that whether or not someone is related to you they are not entitled to your love. Life is about striving to make a positive impact on the world while still remaining positive/happy yourself. So you have to be kinda selfish to be a good selfless person in this world. I'm rambling but letting your emotions out rather than bottling them in is a great way of releasing the burden off of yourself as it can grow to be unbearable. But at the end of the day, I already know you have a successful future ahead of you keep pushing!! ❤❤💪🏾💪🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾
Depression and overthinking is a brutal combination bro. I’m going through the same thing and trust me I’ve been thinking about putting a gun to my head too to end all the pain and suffering...but somehow I could never pull the trigger
The fact that this is so relatable kinda hits deep. Give your all to people and they’ll take you for granted. And when you do everything in your power to help others they’ll expect it instead of being grateful for it. And when you’re beaten and broken you just throw away the facade. Give up on caring about others cause the world is so cold and fucked up. No matter how much you try you can’t stop being a good person.. and sometimes you don’t ever get rewarded for your kindness no matter how much you sacrifice for others, and when you open up people criticize how you’re not tough enough or not man enough or that you’re being dramatic… life sucks man
That's the truth, so many people getting robbed or losing their lives, over being a (MAN) or wanting to act (TOUGH). Like you, I feel that the real men show their emotions and by doing so, they help others in low spots feel like they can be themselves and not have to put on some tough guy persona. So much respect for this song and VI Seconds. Not to mention all the positive and supportive comments on this video.
This was the deepest shit I heard by VI. Opened his heart and it was well received. This is why I love this guy, the best of a few rappers who are so talented and creative in their music. Be strong VI no matter what.
I could genuinely feel the pain in his words when he was regarding people showing they're losing the connection he once had with them... (friends wise)
That's because he realised that 99.9% of these niggas are only out for they own benefit. They never even tried to help or benefit you, everything was done out of fright of losing an asset.
[Verse] Ay, I can only hide it for so long So many moments that I wanna say "so long" So many missed calls, so many mistakes So many mishaps, energy misplaced People I misjudged, heart getting misused Togetherness misgrew, me caring to miss move Never saw my value, looking at me as mispriced Now I'm giving back space, letters I've mistyped Feel like I've been misled, ain't finding a love for me But I'm never alone, misery loves company She really fuck wit me, but she ain't fuckin me It's like I'm a sissy by making everyone run from me And I sit and watch them leave 'Cause I wanna see y'all happy even without me If it meant I'd starve, I'd see y'all feast So before y'all peace, I beg to speak my piece, now Every day there's a word that I question And it's becoming an absurd obsession Even when I'm with her, obsessing 'Cause I really hate the word "depression" 'Cause I'll be fine, everything'll be fine And then I sit and overthink and start seeing the lies From people that say they love me looking right in my eyes And now you all annoy me and I'm looking at you like flies But I'll still give you everything until the day that I die I'll still give you everything until the day that I die I'll still give you everything until the day that I die I'll still give you everything until the day that I die And that kinda sound perfect right now But I'm too pussy to do it, so I'm hurting right now I don't even know how I'm working right now And I could be smoking but this loud ain't working right now In a state of being lost, I don't know where my mind at On a search for stability, but don't know where to find that Hiding the sorrow with the flies that I smile at But drowning in it when I'm back where I lie at And then I vanish, no one's seeming to mind that Tears dripping with the hits that I hi-hat A fucking clown that can't handle his emotions I might as well have had a Kawhi laugh A fucking joke, and I don't fucking learn Not everyone is down for you, shit get evil Stop giving permanent treatment to temporary people Not every love is your precious, stop acting like Smeagol But I give, and I give, and they take And I give, and I give, and they take And when there's nothing to benefit from And they leave I just sit feeling punched in the face And there's so much I've been trying to say And it gets on my nerves like an itch But I can't, 'cause I gotta act strong for these fans I don't know 'Cause I'll look like a bitch and that's hard 'Cause I feel like I'm starting to break Looking in the mirror only seeing something I hate Like, what the fuck happened to me? Why the fuck am I like this? Why the fuck am I not alright? Why the fuck can't I fight this? I hate your face, I hate your voice I hate your place, I hate your poise I hate your thoughts, the words you pen I'll be happy if I didn't have to see you again But I can't help but stand here Looking deep into my own brown eyes, I just...stand there Tryin' to fix my relationship with my moms Got a brother that got me with these scars 'Cause every bit of stress and pain she directed at me was from the shit you caused You were busy being big, bloody gangsta nigga But got the nerve to sit in jail and wonder Why I want nothing to do with you, I grew up to be through with you I never could've said "I'm 'a get my older brother" Like, what the fuck is even family? Holidays coming, no one at the table Uncle straight saying that my shit gon' fail And I should go with his corny ass and learn to do cable Fuck you and fuck that cable I got it buried in my goddamn brain That family ain't shit if they don't act it Our only connection is a last name And what the fuck is even friendship? The family you choose? This is due attention And due to fools, and what they choose to do I got a couple of fools that led me to reflecting This one nigga I've known since I was fucking three My mother fucking bro on God, son And now we at the point where I don't know if my godson's still my godson I've been fucked up for a minute now Didn't admit it but I admit it now Didn't have it in me to cut ties 'Cause I love my niggas, but I did it now Give a fuck about some time spent Our childhood long gone nigga We grew up and I wasn't your boy Just a nigga you knew you bring along, nigga And our other homie just had a daughter And I don't know how attached to get 'Cause this nigga always got me feeling like we aren't close at all, he just hasn't said it Motherfuckers only call when they need me They saying shit like, "When you gonna start showing up?" They never see if I'm dying inside It makes me so sick I been throwing up All alone in my room I've been going nuts Doing streams tryin' to cope with the bullshit But as soon as the games are all over It's like I'm right back in the bull pit I'm done wearing the mask I'm done wearing the smile I don't give a fuck if we talk or not It's not like we have in a while It's not like it matters to y'all And I couldn't be madder at y'all 'Cause I got this weird void in my heart from my younger me screaming, "I DON'T MATTER TO Y'ALL?!" And I've always tried laughing it off 'Cause we've been through so much, but after it all I don't know if I'm ever gonna rock with you Even when I get plaques on the wall Can't say I got a real good support system But I guess that's how this shit goes Niggas down to be all up in the videos But never wanna pull up to a show No hands extend I take care of the seeds every heat and snow Motherfuckers always wanna reap the benefits But hate watering the plants to grow So I just want my mans to know When I got all this cash to throw You can keep that same damn energy And stay your ass at home We can be cool and all that But don't think that means You're doing anything more in person You can sit and watch from a screen I got so much fucking love to give And I spread that shit out to ones that don't deserve it But never have it in me to cease to love y'all No matter how much that I sit here hurting Brain always telling me I'm fucking up And I'll never be shit but a mockery And I can't share these thoughts with a fucking soul 'Cause they won't try to make the shit stop for me This ain't even a cry for help This shit more like therapy Keeping everything bottled inside made me my own enemy I ain't a pill popper and I don't really drink This the shit that keep me feeling alive I said "feeling alive," I ain't been feeling alive Before this, I was damn near feeling I died Does this make me soft as a man? This is an L, I'm 'a hold it Tired of being hopeless And making shitty people stay the closest How pathetic am I, that I'm this torn up but can't fuckin' show it? 'Cause I'm worried 'bout how Y'ALL think, and what Y'ALL feel And all my opportunities blowing I think I need help, or maybe I just gotta toughen up Before I really start snapping And end up putting rounds to your bodies like a button-up Maybe I need a vacation Or I should just move from the state Or maybe I should give in to the little me saying I should put a fucking gun in my face I don't know who the fuck to talk to I don't know who the fuck's a homie I don't know who really cares or who wants me to open up just to be nosy I don't know what to turn to I don't know what'll help me cope I don't know, I don't fucking know if I should even hold on to hope [Outro] I don't know no more, I don't know where to go no more What to say or to show no more, I just really don't know no more I don't know no more, I don't know where to go no more What to say or to show no more, I just really don't know no more I don't know I don't fucking know [Spoken outro] I just want everybody to love me back the same way that I love them son. And it feels like everybody that I fucking love is leaving me bruh, and it's too much. It's too much. It's too much. And it's not even like these are crocodile tears. This is REAL, son. This is REAL. This is fucking REAL. And I can't tell y'all. I can't tell y'all everything 'cause I don't wanna look like a fucking bitch. But this is what I be fucking going through, son
First off, this is the realest most emotional most relatable song ive heard to date. your on a different level then any of the so called "big time" rappers. this is fire. know we, your fans, are ride or die. we are here to support you. and know, when you make it big, all the pain and blood sweat and tears will be worth it. never hide your face, we are here. we wont judge you, and I for one only think you are stronger for being able to share your true self with us. stay strong man, and make the whole world know your name.
I was bumping this song for the first few minutes but halfway through I FELT this song. Talking about your 2 friends is something I relate to. My 2 best friends as a kid I barely know anymore. Trying to keep the friendship with one of them but its rough cause we live 2 different lives, hes still about partying and all that but I have a kid and fiance now and gotta focus on them, other friend has just changed so much and dont talk to me no more. Rough times when you dont know the people you consider close
Words cant explain how much I love this track I was still listening to 3:30 am yesterday and then I seen this pop up. Love you VI. We aint gone judge you for letting this out
I have no idea how I stumbled across this..But I am so proud of this young man..This song is so powerful and a beautifully broken display.. I am so happy that a young black man can show his emotions,speak on mental health,speak about the hurt and pain,and wanting to die.. We as black people hold so much in and don't take care of our mental health like we should,or even pay it much attention.so I pray your strength in showing your vulnerability with show others it's okay to have these feeling and learn to cope& or get help. I don't know you Hun, But I love you and I am praying,hoping,and knowing things will get better for you,l..the pain will ease,and you will be able to feel something other than despair.You will do great things Young man. If you need someone to talk to if anyone needs someone to talk to who knows what you may be going through I'm here...and also know that it's okay to seek help.. I FINALLY became strong enough to admit it and want help my first counselling appt is Tues.
It's songs like these that help most of us to understand that we are not alone...thank you for being a voice of expression and of comfort to me and those going through the feelings of life.Much love bro
Got a lot of respect for this. Don't want to make this about me, but I go to work, come home, turn off phone, haven't talked to anyone in years outside work.... depression is hard, life is hard, can't trust anyone.... I suffer too and want to thank you for this. I usually gotta turn to rock music for this raw release of energy... thank you... God bless and may you stay strong and work your way through the bullshit to find your light.
Every time I watch this I still cry. Nothing but love and respect for you for opening up man. No L's. No being less of a man. No being a bitch. People go through things like this and when you don't have an outlet for the emotion, it sucks and sometimes bad choices are made where we lose loved ones. Your fanbase is here for you man.
Damn. This hurt my heart. I've been in your shoes brother, life sucks, people can be horrible, but things get better. It may seem that holding onto hope is just wasted time, but that's the shit that saves your life. I just want you to know that there are people that can feel your pain and we got your back brother.
Words can't describe how amazing this is. I'm sorry that you are going through this but, I been fan of your music for a while and to this day you will always be the best rapper in my opinion. Thank you so much for sharing this. You are not alone. I will always love your music.
Thanks for sharing your feelings. You have and are helping people get through those rough days. Stay Strong. I don't know you, but I pray for you. I'm an ole head rap fan and hard to digest new artist. But VI Seconds, you are lyrical and real. Thank you again for looking inside and sharing your heart. I know it isn't easy...but you are doing it. Continue to walk in your strength and tell your truth.
Man I'm even gonna front this shit cut me so deep. Almost everything VI was saying I felt that shit, I know what that pain feels like & it's hell. Every time I give love to people (family, some friends, some women), I don't ever receive that love back, they always say they do but never show it & that shit hurts man. One of the few people who did give me the same love I gave them is gone now because he was murdered, now idk anymore....
the two people in this world that did the same for me ... are also dead and one of them was also murdered and now all these mental illnesses came to the surface and haunt me .. i keep pushing but im tired ..
Don't give up man, if you stay long enough I'll guarantee things will feel way, way better... And don't ever waste your time on revenge. It's not worth it. Keep your head up and good luck.
Damn I can just sense how much heart you put into this track it feel so fucking realistic. I'm really hoping life can be more fair for you, VI. Just keep your head up through the pain and keep doing what you do best and you'll find happiness.
VI Seconds Im a Fan!! You are very talented man!! I suffer with bipolar ,anxiety and depression !! Listening to your music helps me.... My family only come around when they need something !!
I wish I had heard this years ago. Beautiful song and pretty much hits it on the head of how I feel with all my people. Thank you bro. Touched a deep place.
The realest shit I’ve ever heard since 3:30 AM. I am sorry for everything you are going through. You don’t deserve any of this; things will get better I promise.
I keep finding myself back at this video. I've been clean and sober almost 10 years and I unfortunately struggle with my emotions since cleaning up. But this song resonates so deep in me. It's real music. You are incredible. And thank you for letting the rest of us know that we're not alone in struggling to deal with emotions and what we perceive as weakness.
man this hard and close to home, i may not fully understand your situation, but i get the feeling of loneliness and just wanting to be loved by the ones you love, and the depression with suicidal thoughts, that i get all too much. honestly its ok to let things out to vent. its healthy my man. whatever way you wanna do it in music or to someone you trust, in all honesty i wish i knew you for real man. like real life, and if i did id give you just the biggest hug my man, and tell you its gonna be ok. because it will be, in time. and id listen to you vent man, id help the best i can. idc about your fame, your name. i care about you as a person. cause you are a person, and you deserved to be loved. we all do. we are all just human, and i hope you can find the help you need man. and i hope you get better. much love and best wishes to you dude, for real tho.
So finally someone is real! It is so refreshing to see a man be a true man and not about ego and perception. I've been getting blasted for being the same way my whole life and now i have no fucks to give. Humanity has changed me into a man I never wanted to become but I can't keep giving. I turn 50 in less than a year and on that day I'm out of gifts for anyone ever. The hard years of life are ahead of me and I just can't carry anybody any more. Keep being this honest my guy. You killed it and with your attitude you will continue to kill it. Thankfully you figured it out at a younger age so your success will be greater. Thank you for your time if you spend any on this.
I feel this so much...ever since my girl passed away I been stuck and ur music keeps me goin...stay up fam...i hope u get through what ur goin thru...just kno ur helpn people everyday
VI man I know you k ow this but you’ve gotta start talking to someone man. You’ve gotta find that single person that you can trust. Whether it be with a friend, counselor or a fan . But man hearing this hell that you’re going through hurts. I want you to succeed and I think you’ll go even further than you have but you’ve got to be able to get comfortable with yourself first. Take time off do what you’ve got to do. I’m sure I speak for al of your real fans here that we want YOU. Be real don’t be putting on a face for us. We all want you to be happy. We want you to be able to smile for real. You come first though. Music and everything else can wait for us. Do whatever you need to do in order to find that happy spot for you. Your fan base cares more about your personal well being over some fake laughs. We all love you VI. I hope you see this and I hope it helps you in some way.
@@Tony-bf2fn That's one of the reasons why celebs don't want to be around people is because nobody believes in you until you make it then they start acting different which is fucking stupid so I don't blame them for never stopping to talk or take photos with "fans" because all they do is try to bring you down
This one and I'm Sorry really hit me hard. Fighting cancer can get mean AF most days. Thinking that I had support, I tackled a lot of crap. So far I've been going at it by myself most days since early November 2015. I can still feel those bars echoing thru my chemo derailed brain. So glad that I watched these videos. Thanks for the realistic messages. #NDDQ not dead don't quit
Shizzy, you can get through this. Focus on your thoughts, because worrying about what other’s think is a waste of energy. You don’t know what other’s think until they tell you. Otherwise it’s just your assumption of what they think, which leads you to hold back. Your thoughts are the only one that should matter to you. (However don’t become ignorant. ) Allow yourself to be vulnerable and let your emotions flow, blocking them off as if they don’t exist is only going to backfire. Understand that you are human and that also means that you are an emotional and spiritual being. It’s times like this that we learn how to pick ourselves up because sometimes they’re might not be anyone around. I believe in you.
Nahhhhhhhh son.... im cryinnnggg... you just got a subscriber.... don't ever change being real.... you spoke for so many of us... omg... God bless you!!! 🙌
Haven't been feeling the greatest recently and I've been trying to use other music to drive out the negative feelings, but I let this song play tonight and man, Shizzy, you spoke absolutely nothing but the truth on this song and it hurt bad, but at the same time, it feels good to hear someone else go through similar shit. I'm proud of you, man, you're doing what you can and you're doing a damn good job at it. Don't let the legacy you're building be thwarted by everyone trying to bring you down. Keep going strong and more importantly, thank you for not only sharing your pain, but turning it into art. Love you, man.
Adding to this I keep everything bottled up inside have no one to vent to. Just my bed and mind. I don't want to go to a doctor to ask what's wrong with me or tell me what's wrong with me. I mentally know I'm breaking slowly, but I'm fighting this waking up and pushing on as best as I can. Thank you for your music I really connect to it. Hope everything gets better for you.
Vro, im in the same situation, U spoke my life, idk how im still moving on, VI im been rockin with u since 2015 im 19 now. I can said u & all of us have to keep striving even in our darkest hours, so i hope everyone have a nice day.
I've been following you since Two Brothers and you've continued to progress. I was wondering where you've been at as of late, but I see now. I don't have answers to your questions or can't begin to understand your pain. But you've got fans who got your back no matter what. Don't be afraid to show your feelings. We are all human and have to be vulnerable at times in order to grow. We got your back VI.
Bro seriously I hope you never stop making music, I've been following you since lovely nostalgia. And I can truly say that you are the only person who has helped me with my bullshit through your music. I look forward to every time you come up with a new tune man, you are the realist bro please keep going on your journey, I'm sure you got people that give you advice like this but don't give up dawg
VI, I'm a new fan who just came across your music recently. This song is like my thoughts and feelings spoke through someone else. It's insane how much I relate to this with my life right now. Keep pushing man, I have crazy respect for you.
ya know, not everything in this song pertains to everyone but i do feel like the emotional connection established over the song definitely cuts deeper then any other song i have ever listened to and that is me keeping it 100 with you VI this has helped me through some dark times man and all i can sing is your praises for not being there for me physically but kinda there in spirit I only have love for you man I hope you keep up the good work
Mad respect for you, VI. Your good heart shines through in your music and it really is something wonderful. Hold on to hope, 'cause you're not alone, though your dark thoughts may make it seem that way from time to time.
This is the truth that so many don't want to face. Sometimes the people who seem the strongest need the most help ,but we can't show that because then we let the people who need us down. I hope this song changes even one person's view. VI secconds you are what the people need. Keep grinding
Love you Shizzy! I hope stuff gets better for you bro. I love your music and I believe there’s hope for you. You’re so real to admit that you go through these things. Everyone hurts, even me and demigods cry too, but it’s okay you’re still pressing these niggas!!
So glad I got VI in my playlist... I can't stop with this song tho it's been on repeat can't lie... Props to this man and his come up I love watching your journey and sharing in your pain the music you create is magic and this is the perfect beat for you to put your heart on...
Loving someone who doesn't love you the same way back... Man, this hits home, I lost so many friends who I loved dearly cause they couldn't understand what I was going through mentally. So it pushed them away. It's been a year since I last saw them & would do anything to bring them back into my life.
Send this to all the reaction channels possible. Lets make them feel something! Share with your friends if you can relate or if you think they can. I love yall and now y'all have a better understanding of me.
Keep grinding 😔💯
I can totally relate to this man. I feel your pain
Just know when all else fails you still got your fans that will ride or die for you. Much love man we all here for you.
🖤🔥🖤🔥🖤🔥🖤🔥🖤🔥🖤🔥
Keep on working, and I hope you well. Im a new listener and im already interested
So real, so relatable. Amazing VI.. We got mad love for you. ❤️
Aleea's Precious Life Went to your guys’s reaction right after I watched the original video...y’all are great 🤙🏻
your dad is my favorite person ever lol love your channel
Yo I’m a sub on both your channels VI fight those demons and keep pushing my dude and aleea keep the reaction coming with your pops
How exactly guy bet you’ve got people who truly loves you, you don’t get nothing bet you hate me now, for showing my true emotions how fucked this world really is nothing but pat backs from your kind but nothing to give I’m shoved around as a child by everybody I’ve tried with just turn me down
As far this point I’m more happy hearing this instead of heating all in need of time oh and still feel like 🖕
Powerful!
You guys need to collab! Cxdy X VI 🔥🔥🔥
We need this Song on Spotify ♥️
This came out when I was 17, I remember when it dropped. I sat and listened to for hours. Thanks VI, 22 now and it hits harder every year.
Man the loyalty that screams from this song❤
"Family ain't shit if they don't act it... Our only connection is a last name..." That some REAL shit VI 💯
Anthony Dash That line hit me like Tyson in a boxing ring
I've been thinking this for years but I've never heard anyone say it til now.
Shout out my black sheeps
Proud of you for making this. Love you brother.
Cakes Mitchell great song but you remember how you said this video was better than Monday of 300s video.. I don’t see that...just a black room like that’s good symbolic of his thoughts but I don’t understand the hate on M03
@@cameronminterr ...Monday of 300? lol
Cameron Minter I think this video is much better. Sure 3:30am was brighter and more active but the singular light in the black room is very symbolic to the song. The camera work is also great here, better than 3:30am
Cakes Mitchell does it again
so you commented on this a week ago but upload your reaction 12 hours ago... Fake Reactioner exposed!!! 🙌
Now this is real hip-hop. It's never been dead, just hidden.
@QCProductions Exactly yo!
Facts
I'm still amazes that I found him years ago because of dope anime raps.and now I come here for the realest shit anyone is spitting.
That’s shizzy six for you bro
Same I was like 12 or sum watching those Naruto and dbz raps now I’m 18 listening and relating to this mans bars I’m glad I was a weeb😂
I still listen to his anime raps..
Yooooo same lmao
Six, all I want to say is Thank You. A hundred times over, Thank You. I’m a 34 year old man, and I still feel this way fairly often. Our lives are different, our experiences are different, our journey is different. But the truth behind the words is the same. I can’t speak for anyone but myself, but I feel like a lot of us have to fight these feelings every single day. The internet is funny... we’re all nameless, faceless strings of text down here in the comments. But we’re all people, we’re all real, and we care. So, again, Thank You.
This one's my go to to know I'm not alone with my thoughts like this. Hopefully you can keep shaking those feelings like the rest of us have so far. Also his song I'm sorry is another that gets on this level
Shizzy deserves the world. Much love bro
Shizzy... this isn't an L, it's a step forward.
we love you
This is a masterpiece. Beautiful
I’ve heard a lot of rap songs about depression that are basically just I’m sad/my smile is fake. This one stands out to me because he doesn’t shy away from talking about the anger and how hard it is to cut ties.
I don't usually cry, and feel crazy shit when it comes to music. But fuck you took the words out of my mouth about how i feel about so much shit.. Appreciate you shizzy
Song hard af and too relatable 😪 damn so sad this world's filled with so much hate, fake, regret, and sadness; where'd the love go?
I think some of us are born to give more love than we will ever receive😔
its easy to treat a person like crap but hard to give love. Love is harder to maintain than hate niggas is lazy b
tbh, it was never really there to begin with. If you think about how you grew up, you'll quickly remember that the majority of people around you weren't really there for you, just as you weren't really there for them. It's just human nature. There's only a select few that people will truly keep in their circles, just as it was in the hunter-gatherer days.
@@thelegacyofgaming2928 i learned that too. I was never really a friend just a nigga that was around and it hurts like a bitch because i thought of them niggas as my best friends and i really loved them bruh but it is what it is and im move on
It's because of society. It's cool to be rude, but it's weird to show love. Everyone is so entitled to themselves..
Being this authentic and real with us is exactly what an artist is. You're dancing with emotions and the listener can ressonnate. There's no filter or fakeness. You are you and you're authentic. Just keep pumping art out. Not for views, clout, relevance or even to please the world.
You only need 1000 true fans and once you have that, you dance and stay authentic with your content. We stand here with you not to jam to another song, but to connect with an artist through headphones or speakers. Your true fans stick with you regardless what you do. I'm not a big anime guy, but I listened to your music back then because I can recognize talent and a man who is consistently challenging himself to be better. As a result, you murder it with your lyrical abilities. Who cares if your shot doesn't go viral? Who cares if you don't get seen by some agent or marketing God? Your true fans ride with you regardless. With that, this art you pump out is meaningful.
What you do is not for the faint of heart or weak either. A man who can go down to this kind of pain takes balls. And to share it with the world with no expectation takes strength.
Cameron Register thank you man, I was really nervous about giving this to y’all. I’m happy you all enjoyed and connected with me like this.
Cameron Register facts💯💯💯🔥🔥🔥
Six... this shit is why people love you. We can pop off to Money Power Respect and the anime shit whenever. But this, Last Laugh, 2 Sons, 3 30, this is why we’ve got your back.
First of all you killed on the Crypt Cypher and that was my introduction to you which made me seek you out asap and this is the first song I listen to and my dude... This is powerful, painful and full of so emotion that I literally felt it word for word with tears in my eyes. Subscribed and will be listening to the full album on Spotify ASAP. Best of luck through it all man keep doing it.
@RJV TV that’s how I found him to. This song hits hard on so many levels
@Charles Szasz Love the suggestions you gave. A lot of those artists never get enough props.
Thank you for this seriously thank you. I don’t wanna go into too much detail but coming across this unexpected gem helped me work up whatever resolve I had left to muster to get through the same thing bruh. I was only skimming through UA-cam to help ease my mind, but as odd as this may sound, it’s truly something life changing when you realize you’re not the only one who has to go through this. I really, really do hope that both of us and whoever else is going through these internal struggles are able to achieve our dreams with our minds intact. I know nothing is easy, but damn life really knows where to hit you sometimes.
Hope to see those plaques on your wall someday, and keep up your craft.
This is heartfelt af VI, so much emotion. It makes it relatable, it makes what being said hit harder. Much love VI.
Your real fans will never judge you for opening up, no matter how much or how often.
Damn right
You damn right bruh, I've been a following shizzy every since I was in 7th grade, I'm now in the 11th, I've watched this man grow as a rapper and as a individual and I ain't got nothing but love for him.
Amen
@BaoZakeruga Yeah FR, I've been a fan of him for 4 years & he's had a blessing of an impact on my life. He inspired me to thoroughly & devotedly research more Underground Hip-Hop talent n creativity, chop up samples, pick up the mic, learn to kick real freestyles & practice recording. Without him I probably wouldn't be where I am today. His music helped me when I was going through hard times & progressively recovering from a personal hell I'd went through in 'early 15 & finding myself, my passions, my dreams, my perspective, my insight & my true self that I felt I'd lost somewhere along the way. He made me feel that I could be a 16yr old Alternative HH MC from the UK & be accepted, appreciated & understood 4 who I am & for that I'm always gonna have love & respect for the homie VI. Even though my struggles are unique & correlate only to my charismatic, witty, vibrational, urbane, kindhearted, determined & mellow being & nature I can still relate to this to what I worry about, regret, feel frustrated by, the shortcomings I've faced & what I seek & hope to express to make a difference in this world, let go of guilt I attain I've got to resolve. Enlighten, reach & uplift. I like to promote open-mindedness, genuine positive energy & outside the box thinking to make changes in Art, Life, Mental & Spiritual.
Big facts
You are an underrated goat, and my favorite rapper. Thank you for uploading.
Fax
I love his music but I don't think he's a goat, yet, he could be though, he can go hard asf, and when he does you best believe he'll body you.
@@jarrodwalker3510 I don't care who the GOAT is honestly. I believe it's a basic, naive & non-progressive way to think. It causes more bad than good. It de-unifies & weakens the Culture, leads to negative influence, ego & close-mindedness. undermines the Art, Love, Spirit & Creativity & further widens the generation gap, amount of generalization, confusion & misunderstanding. And for that I just cannot support the discussion. It's about the Art, the message & power of the Rhymes & the dedication for me.
Emanating Faucet I don't disagree, I said I don't think he is one of the greatest, but he could be, I praised him, no negativity, I listen to every song he drops, I admire his work, your rebuttle was pointless, cause I agree with it, its about the passion and heart in the music and the joy it brings others, I'm in complete agreement.
@@jarrodwalker3510 Alright
Yo Shizzy you're my number one favorite underground rapper and these are the types of songs that really hit home. I've been struggling with depression myself and realizing that being related to someone doesn't mean anything. It's all a social construct. The bonds are what truly make family and I've learned that whether or not someone is related to you they are not entitled to your love. Life is about striving to make a positive impact on the world while still remaining positive/happy yourself. So you have to be kinda selfish to be a good selfless person in this world. I'm rambling but letting your emotions out rather than bottling them in is a great way of releasing the burden off of yourself as it can grow to be unbearable. But at the end of the day, I already know you have a successful future ahead of you keep pushing!! ❤❤💪🏾💪🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾
ripped it!
I didn’t even know you messed with VI
Yo Hirez, do a collab with Shizzy!
DAAAAMN!! Good work on the song and video man, keep it up! 🔥
Depression and overthinking is a brutal combination bro. I’m going through the same thing and trust me I’ve been thinking about putting a gun to my head too to end all the pain and suffering...but somehow I could never pull the trigger
Glad you didnt bro
The fact that this is so relatable kinda hits deep. Give your all to people and they’ll take you for granted. And when you do everything in your power to help others they’ll expect it instead of being grateful for it. And when you’re beaten and broken you just throw away the facade. Give up on caring about others cause the world is so cold and fucked up. No matter how much you try you can’t stop being a good person.. and sometimes you don’t ever get rewarded for your kindness no matter how much you sacrifice for others, and when you open up people criticize how you’re not tough enough or not man enough or that you’re being dramatic… life sucks man
5:26 You probably know this already, but owning up to weakness is he manliest thing you can do
That's the truth, so many people getting robbed or losing their lives, over being a (MAN) or wanting to act (TOUGH). Like you, I feel that the real men show their emotions and by doing so, they help others in low spots feel like they can be themselves and not have to put on some tough guy persona. So much respect for this song and VI Seconds. Not to mention all the positive and supportive comments on this video.
This was the deepest shit I heard by VI. Opened his heart and it was well received. This is why I love this guy, the best of a few rappers who are so talented and creative in their music.
Be strong VI no matter what.
@Nullivoid There's far more than a few but I feel what your saying.
Who here before tory steal this flow
Assuming his ass doesn't get caught in this tsunami.
LMFAO
If the waves don't hit him first, even if he did it wouldn't be the same
Like 3:30am
#fuckthebelugahead
I could genuinely feel the pain in his words when he was regarding people showing they're losing the connection he once had with them... (friends wise)
That's because he realised that 99.9% of these niggas are only out for they own benefit. They never even tried to help or benefit you, everything was done out of fright of losing an asset.
I cried so many times to this song and still do to this day. Thank you VI for making this fam.
[Verse]
Ay, I can only hide it for so long
So many moments that I wanna say "so long"
So many missed calls, so many mistakes
So many mishaps, energy misplaced
People I misjudged, heart getting misused
Togetherness misgrew, me caring to miss move
Never saw my value, looking at me as mispriced
Now I'm giving back space, letters I've mistyped
Feel like I've been misled, ain't finding a love for me
But I'm never alone, misery loves company
She really fuck wit me, but she ain't fuckin me
It's like I'm a sissy by making everyone run from me
And I sit and watch them leave
'Cause I wanna see y'all happy even without me
If it meant I'd starve, I'd see y'all feast
So before y'all peace, I beg to speak my piece, now
Every day there's a word that I question
And it's becoming an absurd obsession
Even when I'm with her, obsessing
'Cause I really hate the word "depression"
'Cause I'll be fine, everything'll be fine
And then I sit and overthink and start seeing the lies
From people that say they love me looking right in my eyes
And now you all annoy me and I'm looking at you like flies
But I'll still give you everything until the day that I die
I'll still give you everything until the day that I die
I'll still give you everything until the day that I die
I'll still give you everything until the day that I die
And that kinda sound perfect right now
But I'm too pussy to do it, so I'm hurting right now
I don't even know how I'm working right now
And I could be smoking but this loud ain't working right now
In a state of being lost, I don't know where my mind at
On a search for stability, but don't know where to find that
Hiding the sorrow with the flies that I smile at
But drowning in it when I'm back where I lie at
And then I vanish, no one's seeming to mind that
Tears dripping with the hits that I hi-hat
A fucking clown that can't handle his emotions
I might as well have had a Kawhi laugh
A fucking joke, and I don't fucking learn
Not everyone is down for you, shit get evil
Stop giving permanent treatment to temporary people
Not every love is your precious, stop acting like Smeagol
But I give, and I give, and they take
And I give, and I give, and they take
And when there's nothing to benefit from
And they leave I just sit feeling punched in the face
And there's so much I've been trying to say
And it gets on my nerves like an itch
But I can't, 'cause I gotta act strong for these fans I don't know
'Cause I'll look like a bitch and that's hard
'Cause I feel like I'm starting to break
Looking in the mirror only seeing something I hate
Like, what the fuck happened to me? Why the fuck am I like this?
Why the fuck am I not alright? Why the fuck can't I fight this?
I hate your face, I hate your voice
I hate your place, I hate your poise
I hate your thoughts, the words you pen
I'll be happy if I didn't have to see you again
But I can't help but stand here
Looking deep into my own brown eyes, I just...stand there
Tryin' to fix my relationship with my moms
Got a brother that got me with these scars
'Cause every bit of stress and pain she directed at me was from the shit you caused
You were busy being big, bloody gangsta nigga
But got the nerve to sit in jail and wonder
Why I want nothing to do with you, I grew up to be through with you
I never could've said "I'm 'a get my older brother"
Like, what the fuck is even family?
Holidays coming, no one at the table
Uncle straight saying that my shit gon' fail
And I should go with his corny ass and learn to do cable
Fuck you and fuck that cable
I got it buried in my goddamn brain
That family ain't shit if they don't act it
Our only connection is a last name
And what the fuck is even friendship?
The family you choose? This is due attention
And due to fools, and what they choose to do
I got a couple of fools that led me to reflecting
This one nigga I've known since I was fucking three
My mother fucking bro on God, son
And now we at the point where I don't know if my godson's still my godson
I've been fucked up for a minute now
Didn't admit it but I admit it now
Didn't have it in me to cut ties
'Cause I love my niggas, but I did it now
Give a fuck about some time spent
Our childhood long gone nigga
We grew up and I wasn't your boy
Just a nigga you knew you bring along, nigga
And our other homie just had a daughter
And I don't know how attached to get
'Cause this nigga always got me feeling like we aren't close at all, he just hasn't said it
Motherfuckers only call when they need me
They saying shit like, "When you gonna start showing up?"
They never see if I'm dying inside
It makes me so sick I been throwing up
All alone in my room I've been going nuts
Doing streams tryin' to cope with the bullshit
But as soon as the games are all over
It's like I'm right back in the bull pit
I'm done wearing the mask
I'm done wearing the smile
I don't give a fuck if we talk or not
It's not like we have in a while
It's not like it matters to y'all
And I couldn't be madder at y'all
'Cause I got this weird void in my heart from my younger me screaming, "I DON'T MATTER TO Y'ALL?!"
And I've always tried laughing it off
'Cause we've been through so much, but after it all
I don't know if I'm ever gonna rock with you
Even when I get plaques on the wall
Can't say I got a real good support system
But I guess that's how this shit goes
Niggas down to be all up in the videos
But never wanna pull up to a show
No hands extend
I take care of the seeds every heat and snow
Motherfuckers always wanna reap the benefits
But hate watering the plants to grow
So I just want my mans to know
When I got all this cash to throw
You can keep that same damn energy
And stay your ass at home
We can be cool and all that
But don't think that means
You're doing anything more in person
You can sit and watch from a screen
I got so much fucking love to give
And I spread that shit out to ones that don't deserve it
But never have it in me to cease to love y'all
No matter how much that I sit here hurting
Brain always telling me I'm fucking up
And I'll never be shit but a mockery
And I can't share these thoughts with a fucking soul
'Cause they won't try to make the shit stop for me
This ain't even a cry for help
This shit more like therapy
Keeping everything bottled inside made me my own enemy
I ain't a pill popper and I don't really drink
This the shit that keep me feeling alive
I said "feeling alive," I ain't been feeling alive
Before this, I was damn near feeling I died
Does this make me soft as a man?
This is an L, I'm 'a hold it
Tired of being hopeless
And making shitty people stay the closest
How pathetic am I, that I'm this torn up but can't fuckin' show it?
'Cause I'm worried 'bout how Y'ALL think, and what Y'ALL feel
And all my opportunities blowing
I think I need help, or maybe I just gotta toughen up
Before I really start snapping
And end up putting rounds to your bodies like a button-up
Maybe I need a vacation
Or I should just move from the state
Or maybe I should give in to the little me saying I should put a fucking gun in my face
I don't know who the fuck to talk to
I don't know who the fuck's a homie
I don't know who really cares or who wants me to open up just to be nosy
I don't know what to turn to
I don't know what'll help me cope
I don't know, I don't fucking know if I should even hold on to hope
[Outro]
I don't know no more, I don't know where to go no more
What to say or to show no more, I just really don't know no more
I don't know no more, I don't know where to go no more
What to say or to show no more, I just really don't know no more
I don't know
I don't fucking know
[Spoken outro]
I just want everybody to love me back the same way that I love them son. And it feels like everybody that I fucking love is leaving me bruh, and it's too much. It's too much. It's too much. And it's not even like these are crocodile tears. This is REAL, son. This is REAL. This is fucking REAL. And I can't tell y'all. I can't tell y'all everything 'cause I don't wanna look like a fucking bitch. But this is what I be fucking going through, son
How do I save this?!
You have to look it up on google
How long did this take🤯🤯🤯
Not all heroes wear capes.
ThekushGod 906 I am impressed that you actually decided to write the entire verse in the freaking comments
I fought back tears on this, man. This was pure genius.
damn that was powerful much respect
First off, this is the realest most emotional most relatable song ive heard to date. your on a different level then any of the so called "big time" rappers. this is fire. know we, your fans, are ride or die. we are here to support you. and know, when you make it big, all the pain and blood sweat and tears will be worth it. never hide your face, we are here. we wont judge you, and I for one only think you are stronger for being able to share your true self with us. stay strong man, and make the whole world know your name.
I been feeling this song for years I'm 30 now and this still hold true , shit be making me break down
Still listening till this day. Love this relate so much
Shit. I felt that in my soul. That damn near made me cry. Sending all my positive vibes to you Shizzy. Keep rockin man!
DONTAI FINNA, CRYYY
I hope he makes a vid on this
I was bumping this song for the first few minutes but halfway through I FELT this song. Talking about your 2 friends is something I relate to. My 2 best friends as a kid I barely know anymore. Trying to keep the friendship with one of them but its rough cause we live 2 different lives, hes still about partying and all that but I have a kid and fiance now and gotta focus on them, other friend has just changed so much and dont talk to me no more. Rough times when you dont know the people you consider close
So much love to you. I relate to this song & your words have comforted me in my low times.
bruh. Thank you, man. You are never weak for facing what's real. That's where the real power is and you just snatched that shit.
Words cant explain how much I love this track I was still listening to 3:30 am yesterday and then I seen this pop up. Love you VI. We aint gone judge you for letting this out
killed it
I have no idea how I stumbled across this..But I am so proud of this young man..This song is so powerful and a beautifully broken display..
I am so happy that a young black man can show his emotions,speak on mental health,speak about the hurt and pain,and wanting to die..
We as black people hold so much in and don't take care of our mental health like we should,or even pay it much attention.so I pray your strength in showing your vulnerability with show others it's okay to have these feeling and learn to cope& or get help.
I don't know you Hun, But I love you and I am praying,hoping,and knowing things will get better for you,l..the pain will ease,and you will be able to feel something other than despair.You will do great things Young man.
If you need someone to talk to if anyone needs someone to talk to who knows what you may be going through I'm here...and also know that it's okay to seek help.. I FINALLY became strong enough to admit it and want help my first counselling appt is Tues.
It's songs like these that help most of us to understand that we are not alone...thank you for being a voice of expression and of comfort to me and those going through the feelings of life.Much love bro
Got a lot of respect for this. Don't want to make this about me, but I go to work, come home, turn off phone, haven't talked to anyone in years outside work.... depression is hard, life is hard, can't trust anyone.... I suffer too and want to thank you for this. I usually gotta turn to rock music for this raw release of energy... thank you... God bless and may you stay strong and work your way through the bullshit to find your light.
Every time I watch this I still cry. Nothing but love and respect for you for opening up man. No L's. No being less of a man. No being a bitch. People go through things like this and when you don't have an outlet for the emotion, it sucks and sometimes bad choices are made where we lose loved ones. Your fanbase is here for you man.
When i hear this I want to stand up and salute. The world is missing more of this style
Damn. This hurt my heart. I've been in your shoes brother, life sucks, people can be horrible, but things get better. It may seem that holding onto hope is just wasted time, but that's the shit that saves your life. I just want you to know that there are people that can feel your pain and we got your back brother.
Words can't describe how amazing this is. I'm sorry that you are going through this but, I been fan of your music for a while and to this day you will always be the best rapper in my opinion. Thank you so much for sharing this. You are not alone. I will always love your music.
Almost 3 years later (in like 2 months) and this song still gives me chills, some of the realest shit I've ever heard...
Thanks for sharing your feelings. You have and are helping people get through those rough days. Stay Strong. I don't know you, but I pray for you. I'm an ole head rap fan and hard to digest new artist. But VI Seconds, you are lyrical and real. Thank you again for looking inside and sharing your heart. I know it isn't easy...but you are doing it. Continue to walk in your strength and tell your truth.
Man I'm even gonna front this shit cut me so deep. Almost everything VI was saying I felt that shit, I know what that pain feels like & it's hell. Every time I give love to people (family, some friends, some women), I don't ever receive that love back, they always say they do but never show it & that shit hurts man. One of the few people who did give me the same love I gave them is gone now because he was murdered, now idk anymore....
It’s the world we live in it’s fucking retarded keep your head up king
Period
@@atzuraedits.4479 Appreciate you man
the two people in this world that did the same for me ... are also dead and one of them was also murdered and now all these mental illnesses came to the surface and haunt me .. i keep pushing but im tired ..
Don't give up man, if you stay long enough I'll guarantee things will feel way, way better... And don't ever waste your time on revenge. It's not worth it. Keep your head up and good luck.
Damn I can just sense how much heart you put into this track it feel so fucking realistic. I'm really hoping life can be more fair for you, VI. Just keep your head up through the pain and keep doing what you do best and you'll find happiness.
🔥🔥🔥
ThE Book Of SwantE big swan didn’t know u mess wit VI
Ayyyy big swan
I knew you listened to VI Seconds, you too intelligent not too
Wussup G
VI Seconds Im a Fan!! You are very talented man!! I suffer with bipolar ,anxiety and depression !! Listening to your music helps me.... My family only come around when they need something !!
I wish I had heard this years ago. Beautiful song and pretty much hits it on the head of how I feel with all my people. Thank you bro. Touched a deep place.
The realest shit I’ve ever heard since 3:30 AM. I am sorry for everything you are going through. You don’t deserve any of this; things will get better I promise.
This Better Blow Up🔥🥀💯
Rightt
deadass 🔥🔥
This ain't an L, this is a w, u let urself open up, n being honest n revealing ur thoughts
"keeping everything bottled inside made me my own enemy" still a banger and you help me out everyday..
I keep finding myself back at this video. I've been clean and sober almost 10 years and I unfortunately struggle with my emotions since cleaning up. But this song resonates so deep in me. It's real music. You are incredible. And thank you for letting the rest of us know that we're not alone in struggling to deal with emotions and what we perceive as weakness.
man this hard and close to home, i may not fully understand your situation, but i get the feeling of loneliness and just wanting to be loved by the ones you love, and the depression with suicidal thoughts, that i get all too much. honestly its ok to let things out to vent. its healthy my man. whatever way you wanna do it in music or to someone you trust, in all honesty i wish i knew you for real man. like real life, and if i did id give you just the biggest hug my man, and tell you its gonna be ok. because it will be, in time. and id listen to you vent man, id help the best i can. idc about your fame, your name. i care about you as a person. cause you are a person, and you deserved to be loved. we all do. we are all just human, and i hope you can find the help you need man. and i hope you get better. much love and best wishes to you dude, for real tho.
I liked before listening and I don’t regret it🙏🏿
Damn straight!
Some real deep lines here. Proper good, much love!!
So finally someone is real! It is so refreshing to see a man be a true man and not about ego and perception. I've been getting blasted for being the same way my whole life and now i have no fucks to give. Humanity has changed me into a man I never wanted to become but I can't keep giving. I turn 50 in less than a year and on that day I'm out of gifts for anyone ever. The hard years of life are ahead of me and I just can't carry anybody any more. Keep being this honest my guy. You killed it and with your attitude you will continue to kill it. Thankfully you figured it out at a younger age so your success will be greater. Thank you for your time if you spend any on this.
I feel this so much...ever since my girl passed away I been stuck and ur music keeps me goin...stay up fam...i hope u get through what ur goin thru...just kno ur helpn people everyday
This is ur vibe bro. Much love stay strong bro honest music is missing nowadays. Everybody goes through shit but you man enough to speak it💯
VI man I know you k ow this but you’ve gotta start talking to someone man. You’ve gotta find that single person that you can trust. Whether it be with a friend, counselor or a fan . But man hearing this hell that you’re going through hurts. I want you to succeed and I think you’ll go even further than you have but you’ve got to be able to get comfortable with yourself first. Take time off do what you’ve got to do. I’m sure I speak for al of your real fans here that we want YOU. Be real don’t be putting on a face for us. We all want you to be happy. We want you to be able to smile for real. You come first though. Music and everything else can wait for us. Do whatever you need to do in order to find that happy spot for you. Your fan base cares more about your personal well being over some fake laughs. We all love you VI. I hope you see this and I hope it helps you in some way.
Well said
That one guy you trust might be a hater at the same time though. Don't forget that once you've felt betrayal your mind goes back to it all the time.
@@Tony-bf2fn That's one of the reasons why celebs don't want to be around people is because nobody believes in you until you make it then they start acting different which is fucking stupid so I don't blame them for never stopping to talk or take photos with "fans" because all they do is try to bring you down
So much love my man
This one and I'm Sorry really hit me hard. Fighting cancer can get mean AF most days. Thinking that I had support, I tackled a lot of crap. So far I've been going at it by myself most days since early November 2015. I can still feel those bars echoing thru my chemo derailed brain. So glad that I watched these videos. Thanks for the realistic messages. #NDDQ not dead don't quit
Did u ever beat cancer?
Rip
Dude disappeared and came back speaking even deeper shi, missed you dawg, stick around pleasee
We don’t deserve you Shizzy, favorite rapper and an inspiration
Shizzy, you can get through this. Focus on your thoughts, because worrying about what other’s think is a waste of energy. You don’t know what other’s think until they tell you. Otherwise it’s just your assumption of what they think, which leads you to hold back. Your thoughts are the only one that should matter to you. (However don’t become ignorant. ) Allow yourself to be vulnerable and let your emotions flow, blocking them off as if they don’t exist is only going to backfire. Understand that you are human and that also means that you are an emotional and spiritual being. It’s times like this that we learn how to pick ourselves up because sometimes they’re might not be anyone around. I believe in you.
This broke my heart 💔 you’ll soon find the right people/person to love and trust who returns every feeling right back to you ❤️❤️❤️🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧
Nahhhhhhhh son.... im cryinnnggg... you just got a subscriber.... don't ever change being real.... you spoke for so many of us... omg... God bless you!!! 🙌
Haven't been feeling the greatest recently and I've been trying to use other music to drive out the negative feelings, but I let this song play tonight and man, Shizzy, you spoke absolutely nothing but the truth on this song and it hurt bad, but at the same time, it feels good to hear someone else go through similar shit. I'm proud of you, man, you're doing what you can and you're doing a damn good job at it. Don't let the legacy you're building be thwarted by everyone trying to bring you down. Keep going strong and more importantly, thank you for not only sharing your pain, but turning it into art. Love you, man.
Love you man. Thanks for being real since day 1 that's what I respect the most about you.
Adding to this I keep everything bottled up inside have no one to vent to. Just my bed and mind. I don't want to go to a doctor to ask what's wrong with me or tell me what's wrong with me. I mentally know I'm breaking slowly, but I'm fighting this waking up and pushing on as best as I can. Thank you for your music I really connect to it. Hope everything gets better for you.
Thank God been waiting all week brother.
I'll hold that L with you, can't relate more to this song right now.
Vro, im in the same situation, U spoke my life, idk how im still moving on, VI im been rockin with u since 2015 im 19 now. I can said u & all of us have to keep striving even in our darkest hours, so i hope everyone have a nice day.
I've been following you since Two Brothers and you've continued to progress. I was wondering where you've been at as of late, but I see now. I don't have answers to your questions or can't begin to understand your pain. But you've got fans who got your back no matter what. Don't be afraid to show your feelings. We are all human and have to be vulnerable at times in order to grow.
We got your back VI.
Bro seriously I hope you never stop making music, I've been following you since lovely nostalgia. And I can truly say that you are the only person who has helped me with my bullshit through your music. I look forward to every time you come up with a new tune man, you are the realist bro please keep going on your journey, I'm sure you got people that give you advice like this but don't give up dawg
As a person who has been used by people too many times before, I applaud you for sharing this with us. Mad respect for you,man.
Man VI I don't even know what to say.. I love this.. I have been making it a habit to listen to it every day.. I can't get enough..
VI, I'm a new fan who just came across your music recently. This song is like my thoughts and feelings spoke through someone else. It's insane how much I relate to this with my life right now. Keep pushing man, I have crazy respect for you.
ya know, not everything in this song pertains to everyone but i do feel like the emotional connection established over the song definitely cuts deeper then any other song i have ever listened to and that is me keeping it 100 with you VI this has helped me through some dark times man and all i can sing is your praises for not being there for me physically but kinda there in spirit I only have love for you man I hope you keep up the good work
I felt every word said in this track, i can really feel you bruh. Be strong yaw and it's alright to let those tears go that means you only human
Got this song on repeat for days son
I would love to hear a song between you and Papoose. Legendary Skills.
Too relatable bruh thanks for posting this I really needed to hear this
Sometimes all you need is someone to talk about your problems in the same energy and vibe that youve been thinking em
Mad respect for you, VI. Your good heart shines through in your music and it really is something wonderful. Hold on to hope, 'cause you're not alone, though your dark thoughts may make it seem that way from time to time.
This is the truth that so many don't want to face. Sometimes the people who seem the strongest need the most help ,but we can't show that because then we let the people who need us down. I hope this song changes even one person's view. VI secconds you are what the people need. Keep grinding
3 years later i feel this song more than ever...life is rough man..
Love you Shizzy! I hope stuff gets better for you bro. I love your music and I believe there’s hope for you. You’re so real to admit that you go through these things. Everyone hurts, even me and demigods cry too, but it’s okay you’re still pressing these niggas!!
I feel it bro i do. Its like snakes upon snakes. Like pythons upon pythons
So glad I got VI in my playlist... I can't stop with this song tho it's been on repeat can't lie... Props to this man and his come up I love watching your journey and sharing in your pain the music you create is magic and this is the perfect beat for you to put your heart on...
Loving someone who doesn't love you the same way back... Man, this hits home, I lost so many friends who I loved dearly cause they couldn't understand what I was going through mentally. So it pushed them away. It's been a year since I last saw them & would do anything to bring them back into my life.