I'm Sorry..

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  • Опубліковано 18 сер 2019
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    Spotify - open.spotify.com/track/1QF4v8...
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    Merchandise - teespring.com/stores/thegawd
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    Produced by Samazin: / samazinmusic
    Directed by Ryan Mitchell: www.perfectformvideo.com
    Mixed by Dex: engineeredbydex.com/
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    Twitch ➡ / thegawd
    Twitter ➡ / visecs
    Instagram ➡ / visecs
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  • @CallmeSixx
    @CallmeSixx  4 роки тому +3030

    Do not fear for me, do not worry, I'm okay, and you will be to.
    Send this to the people you know need it, reactors and friends.
    We'll be okay. I love you all.

    • @AliBaba-kz2zv
      @AliBaba-kz2zv 4 роки тому +8

      Respect ✊

    • @Blackfoxloki
      @Blackfoxloki 4 роки тому +9

      Love you Shizzy hang in there.

    • @devinhill9205
      @devinhill9205 4 роки тому +16

      I was scared on some shit

    • @kylecooper7533
      @kylecooper7533 4 роки тому +14

      Shizzy I appreciate you coming out with this song. I really relate with this for a variety of reasons and I am recovering with the help of my girlfriend.

    • @penofsad5403
      @penofsad5403 4 роки тому +9

      Good music man, thanks for being brave enough to share your pain and stories with the world

  • @ImDontai.
    @ImDontai. 4 роки тому +2761

    Y’all maintain your mental health! Nothing is more important ❕

    • @KingBeckwood
      @KingBeckwood 4 роки тому +11

      Facts 💯 bro

    • @PeacefulJem
      @PeacefulJem 4 роки тому +9

      Get on this bro you know whatta do

    • @Zetflix00
      @Zetflix00 4 роки тому +5

      rs bro always stating facts.

    • @justiceanderson5891
      @justiceanderson5891 4 роки тому +3

      Its too late im talking my life i dont feel emotional stimulation and i feel numb and tired of living every day as if i feel like a body of flesh.

    • @YosiahW
      @YosiahW 4 роки тому +6

      Everybody needs to take a step back sometimes and think about themselves and their lives. Are you unhappy? Why? What can you do about it? What are you doing about it? There's nothing wrong with being down in the dumps, however, staying there will break you.

  • @RogersBase
    @RogersBase 4 роки тому +794

    Heartfelt, vicious and honest. Some of your best work, Shizzy. Proud to call you a friend and happy to hear that you're okay.

    • @mr.youtube6181
      @mr.youtube6181 4 роки тому

      💯🙏🙏

    • @redtube8667
      @redtube8667 4 роки тому +2

      Yoooo. I've been watching your One Piece reviews since Fujitora threatened the Straw Hats with the rubble of the Battle of Dressrosa. I'm surprised to see you here.

    • @NekoUmbreonxTankan
      @NekoUmbreonxTankan 4 роки тому +5

      @@redtube8667 I mean. Hes good friends with shofus group.

    • @redtube8667
      @redtube8667 4 роки тому +3

      @@NekoUmbreonxTankan which isn't relevant whatsoever. Just because it I watch his One Piece videos doesn't mean I should be expected to know everyone he Associates with.

  • @cakesmitchell4516
    @cakesmitchell4516 4 роки тому +692

    Honestly you look and sound so much better. One day at a time

  • @Mightykeef
    @Mightykeef 4 роки тому +57

    The GAWD

  • @manifestmisty
    @manifestmisty 4 роки тому +195

    Sitting here at my lowest low, thinking... Contemplating...trying to find reason. Using UA-cam to distract my thoughts and an artist I've never heard of, you, is on my thread...press play and listened to you speak my thoughts and feelings. I know it will be ok, right now it really doesnt feel like it. Who knows where my thoughts would have gone or how far I would take it, but this song saved me tonight. Thank you.

    • @ericsmith2579
      @ericsmith2579 4 роки тому +3

      Excuse your negative thoughts like passing clouds. Embrace the position you’re in and know that you can and will overcome this. If you must cry, cry. Cry not to quit but cry to let it out and keep going. Acknowledge accept embrace and overcome. Stay blessed stay well my friend 🌎 ☮️

  • @jprodigy7992
    @jprodigy7992 4 роки тому +62

    4:33 you can hear the shakiness and emotion in his voice man 💯🗣 he’s so underrated. This is music 🎵💯❤️

  • @Blackfoxloki
    @Blackfoxloki 4 роки тому +452

    You scared me man Glad you're doing okay I couldn't deal with another dead idol this soon R.I.P Etika.

    • @justiceanderson5891
      @justiceanderson5891 4 роки тому +16

      This scared tf outta me man i was finna breakdown if he quit

    • @micahwhite5249
      @micahwhite5249 4 роки тому +8

      i thought this was for Etika?

    • @pyromaniacforhire
      @pyromaniacforhire 4 роки тому +2

      @@micahwhite5249 It has to be.

    • @silent1094
      @silent1094 4 роки тому +3

      I watched the vid before I read the comments so I was also scared

    • @pelosuelto70
      @pelosuelto70 4 роки тому +7

      The FIRST person I thought of hearing this was Etika, as the two were close friends. Shizzy cried on stream when he heard the news.

  • @JayyFlowTG
    @JayyFlowTG 4 роки тому +528

    "they dont love you till you die" no cap

    • @mr.youtube6181
      @mr.youtube6181 4 роки тому +6

      All facts😔💯

    • @precursorapollo641
      @precursorapollo641 4 роки тому +2

      It's cap though

    • @mr.youtube6181
      @mr.youtube6181 4 роки тому +1

      @@precursorapollo641 how

    • @uncleruckus6261
      @uncleruckus6261 4 роки тому +4

      @@mr.youtube6181 because the line implies that they only love the person because they died when in reality they already had fans who cared about them and more people become fans because they hear "oh did you know that (insert name) died yesterday?" and they don't know who the person is so they check them out and like the music

    • @lazyperfection
      @lazyperfection 4 роки тому +6

      @@uncleruckus6261 or they take that person who passed for granted, didn't care for their well being. But suddenly since he/she/it dead everyone wants to show their respects and then those people that took that person for granted get mixed in with that crowd of few sincere people.

  • @tyrenpayne7299
    @tyrenpayne7299 4 роки тому +348

    Tf the first SECOND of this scared me
    Good music and stay happy, healthy, and safe

    • @emanatingf
      @emanatingf 4 роки тому +1

      @Rocket Man I realize I should've known this was another of his genius, conceptual creations.
      But I thought this was a Update video at first.

    • @mr.youtube6181
      @mr.youtube6181 4 роки тому +1

      Yea it scared me too im glad he did that speech at the end🙏💯

    • @DscopeLIVE
      @DscopeLIVE 4 роки тому

      Ong that scared me when he said when u hear this I'm prolly dead

  • @brendinidagenie
    @brendinidagenie 4 роки тому +86

    "Fight, live, love and prosper."
    -VI Seconds

  • @chrisb8698
    @chrisb8698 4 роки тому +242

    I was about to say, no! I can't handle another Etika right now. Stay blessed Shizzy. 🙏🙏

    • @killablue1279
      @killablue1279 4 роки тому +29

      Christopher Black No Bitch Niggas
      No Snitch Niggas
      No Twitch Niggas
      And No Fake Switch Niggas

    • @narutoxzx123
      @narutoxzx123 4 роки тому +6

      Real shit

    • @mr.youtube6181
      @mr.youtube6181 4 роки тому +6

      Real talk💯🙏😢

  • @isaiahhicks99
    @isaiahhicks99 4 роки тому +380

    I hope you're doing well Shizzy. You are loved by many people, stay strong my brother 💚

  • @DesertRainbow
    @DesertRainbow 4 роки тому +147

    I've missed your flows man!
    Keep it going
    Love from the UK

    • @saivionshaver5043
      @saivionshaver5043 4 роки тому +1

      @@PeacefulJem 👀 u good b

    • @BLUE-yf9im
      @BLUE-yf9im 4 роки тому +3

      Jaster tf he do to you???😨😨😨

    • @rndrnd29
      @rndrnd29 4 роки тому +2

      Jaster you come on a song about suicidal thoughts and you do this shit, you’re so fucking sad

  • @Christian.on1
    @Christian.on1 4 роки тому +61

    Why do artist personal music not get shine, like this should go plat 💯💯💯

  • @Rekkuden
    @Rekkuden 4 роки тому +74

    This hit me deep bro... I definitely was one of the people that needed to hear this right now, love you Shizzy 🖤 let's keep going.

    • @2basick
      @2basick 4 роки тому

      Stay blessed!

  • @nalyd3969
    @nalyd3969 4 роки тому +30

    As N9ne said, "they love my pain, cause it makes for great music," your music has helped me through some tough times, thank you for your art Shizzy

  • @Cognitive_Fun
    @Cognitive_Fun 4 роки тому +248

    Rest in peace, Etika

  • @theartsteph
    @theartsteph 4 роки тому +92

    Name a bad VI Seconds song I’ll wait...
    Btw glad you’re okay and all Shizzy👌

  • @firesnake4701
    @firesnake4701 4 роки тому +36

    I just gotta say bro, no song has ever made me cry before. Tears were flowing

    • @bladeboadu9297
      @bladeboadu9297 4 роки тому

      You ain't alone brother, that got me hard

  • @Mac-br8ou
    @Mac-br8ou 4 роки тому +42

    thank you for this, VI, I needed this in my life.

  • @GraphNix
    @GraphNix 4 роки тому +57

    Ay man thanks for another sick ass song! Keep it up bro, love your music!

  • @MorixReborn
    @MorixReborn 4 роки тому +34

    This is why I'm a long time supporter. Daring to be different and honest. Keep grinding bro.

  • @Altais_
    @Altais_ 4 роки тому +21

    Thank you Shizzy. I feel like you and I are the same person. You might get that a lot, but this is how I truly feel.
    Every track you put out, it was cutting too deep. I guess I was feigning emotions towards my peers.
    When I listen to what you say and I end up thinking, "You're not alone. I feel the same way".
    I don't have anyone to tell these things to, because the people I know don't care, but thank you for listening.
    Anyone.
    If you are.

  • @AyoTheGawd
    @AyoTheGawd 4 роки тому +24

    The beat go hard . So it ain’t no excuse for all us to chill and go hard to be okay .
    Except for my phone . It didn’t make it bc it was too much heat for it to handle 🔥🔥

  • @endme8138
    @endme8138 4 роки тому +7

    I'm in disbelief on how much emotion you put into the song, you cared for it, and you wanted to show the despair you felt. I see you're much better now and I'm happy for you, this song means a lot for yourself, and your fans. You'll definitely shine in this industry, and hopefully by then all your burdens and regrets vanish. You're amazing. Stay strong!

  • @camerinalexander7496
    @camerinalexander7496 4 роки тому +9

    I'm so glad crypt brought me to you. This song touched me in the feels really hard I might be new but man I've been down this road to many times.

  • @wendyraymond1751
    @wendyraymond1751 4 роки тому +27

    Insane flow. .amazing storytelling. .ur awesome. Could feel ur pain. Take care. ...love an god bless x big hugs from Cyprus x

  • @jordanapodaca364
    @jordanapodaca364 4 роки тому +8

    People think you have to have been suicidal yourself to benefit from this kind of authentic, raw pain packaged in a song. I’ve never been suicidal. But this hits me on so many levels. It helps me love myself and really listen while talking to people.
    Thanks man. Be well.

  • @weafy6007
    @weafy6007 4 роки тому +8

    I been struggling with depression for a couple years now, this year I was at my lowest and I had suicidal urges that occurred every day but Etikas Death hit me hard, it made me take a look at life and showed me how devastating suicide is not only to yourself but all your loved ones. Life hurts and it's not easy but I know it's harder to let go and hurt everyone I love and myself like that.

  • @RichieDreams
    @RichieDreams 4 роки тому +13

    The first few seconds almost gave me a heart attack man! Glad you’re doing alright, mental health is very important. Keep yours up and healthy🙏 much love!

  • @shiningneo0548
    @shiningneo0548 4 роки тому +8

    This is the most emotional song I've ever heard in my life, I will always remember it.😢

  • @aoimachine4825
    @aoimachine4825 4 роки тому +47

    Not gonna lie. I needed that.

  • @ChaddyFantome
    @ChaddyFantome 4 роки тому +7

    I still remember hearing this on ur stream. Strength is not the ability to not feel pain. It is the ability to get back up in the face of it. Never forget. Everytime you get back up is a W.

  • @daddyespressodepresso2207
    @daddyespressodepresso2207 2 роки тому +3

    Every few months I come back to this song just for that little speech at the end, which isn't in the Spotify version. It does indeed get better, and it's funny how those few words at the end of this video are what reminds me that.

    • @CallmeSixx
      @CallmeSixx  2 роки тому +6

      only reason they arent on the spotify version is because its different hearing that message and seeing someone LOOK at you and say them. More meaning, more impact, more value. Love.

    • @daddyespressodepresso2207
      @daddyespressodepresso2207 2 роки тому

      @@CallmeSixx Absolutely, I'm not saying they should be there, just that they're the main reason I come back to this video instead of just listening to the song there

    • @CallmeSixx
      @CallmeSixx  2 роки тому +2

      @@daddyespressodepresso2207 nah I getchu lol. I'm not trippin. was just explainin my thought process. thank you for your support b

  • @stiltzkin2683
    @stiltzkin2683 4 роки тому +8

    Amazing. It boggles my mind that your name isn't everywhere. Thanks for the music and hard work, means a lot.

  • @deltachiken5847
    @deltachiken5847 4 роки тому +36

    Man this is gonna be a rough one based off that title alone. Love you Shizzy take it easy

  • @somethingsharp2261
    @somethingsharp2261 4 роки тому +26

    Damnnnn, I needed this. Me and my girl just split up and I'm taking it pretty hard. Thanks for dropping this

    • @nicholasmarkle9314
      @nicholasmarkle9314 4 роки тому +8

      Going through something similar bro, just one day at a time, you got this

    • @somethingsharp2261
      @somethingsharp2261 4 роки тому +3

      @@nicholasmarkle9314 that's all we can do, right

  • @HAIIZY
    @HAIIZY 3 роки тому +5

    I can't get past how easy and simple you put it at the end of this. I'll be crying like a lil bitch to this song, the it cuts to you on the couch "Just chill.". That shit always makes me bust out laughing and shaking my head.
    It's seriously that simple and it was hard to wrap my head around the first time. But it's literally as simple as just chill, take a step back, and reassess your situation. It almost always helps a bunch too.

  • @magiciansuture
    @magiciansuture 4 роки тому +25

    Reminds me of Kendrick's u. Thanks bro, I needed to hear this.

  • @kingopulencemusic8502
    @kingopulencemusic8502 4 роки тому +4

    5:22 and on is real deep and its amazing you can express the feels for the viewers. Its so true, We will be fine... just chill (what great positivity! This project is one that many can relate to. Thank you for sharing. This beat works so well for this journey. look forward to more (thumbs up)

  • @KINGPRXJ3CT
    @KINGPRXJ3CT 4 роки тому +6

    I needed this man. This year has kicked my ass. I've thought about just ending it. But your music along with Shofu, Pe$o Pete, Louverture, and the others have really helped me cope with all these emotions. Your flow is unparalleled and your passion is powerful. Keep it up man. 🖤

  • @rumblefish8693
    @rumblefish8693 4 роки тому

    Thank you for sharing, my older bro has tried once already and hope he watches this link. I'm lucky to hear back from him few times a year and pray for all who struggle. I've been lucky to avoid staying in the dark side and keep on top of my demons but this helps me approach this better so thank you for caring like we all do for you brother. For those of us who have survived being deep in the shit, much respect and stay positive people.
    peAce

  • @TJStackzz
    @TJStackzz 9 днів тому

    I always come back to this when it gets rough. This shit really rejuvenates the anger in me to fight back while feeling these tough emotions at the same time. I know these feelings will pass... but like you said, knowing that someone else understood you, felt you, and can relate to you makes a big difference in the journey of healing. Thank you bro. Thank you for sharing this.

  • @yoshiken4659
    @yoshiken4659 4 роки тому +3

    Absolutely amazing... Were glad youre doing better now but remember you have a lot of people who are willing to help you, wether its family, friends or even your fans man. Keep it up shizzy youre an inspiration to many

  • @nosadie4497
    @nosadie4497 4 роки тому +4

    Could feel the pain in every lyric man, Keep your chin up and make sure to maintain your mental health!!! Nothing in this world more important

  • @ericfleske6166
    @ericfleske6166 4 роки тому +2

    Back in December I had hit a few weeks when all I felt was an empty pit, like if I wasn't around things would be better. All I wanted to do was pass on. This song and 5:30am hit me hard this morning and I felt the pull of the dark thoughts I hide from everyone. You put what I can't say into words. Your songs are a big inspiration to not just me but a lot of other people, I just want to extend a large thank you for doing what you're doing and it may not seem like much coming from me but I enjoy your music. In all I just want to say thank you.

  • @sweett5896
    @sweett5896 3 роки тому

    Damn I feel this one. Sending love & positive energy your way. I think it's amazing for you to share this, it helps others who feel so alone. I could've used it when I was depressed. I've struggled for years with depression & know it's an ongoing battle. Much love❤

  • @notkujo2301
    @notkujo2301 4 роки тому +3

    Bro this is powerful...ily and your music man. Keep pushing vro

  • @LeeRegal
    @LeeRegal 4 роки тому +4

    What an underground Legend from the good old days. You've come so far from 2011.
    Becoming an icon for people to look up to, providing a way for people to relate to something and help people deal with their demons, I really appreciate that.

  • @vizualninja9585
    @vizualninja9585 4 роки тому +2

    This was needed on so many levels bro, you don't even know. You're in my top 5 fav rappers cause you always spittin som real shit, some relatable shit. Looking forward to more.

  • @linezz9671
    @linezz9671 4 роки тому

    I'm lost for words and even dropped a couple tears...thank you for this! I really need to hear a message so well put in to a song! Mad love!

  • @ThePinnacleSFA
    @ThePinnacleSFA 4 роки тому +3

    Thanks so much for putting this out. True artistry, it’s almost strange to hear these thoughts so many of us have put so emotionally and masterfully to music. I wish you nothing but the best in life.

  • @fadeblackfredrick
    @fadeblackfredrick 4 роки тому +4

    Straight fire 🔥 bruh. Always will be one of my fav rappers. Keep ya head up 🙏💯

  • @TEFilms2015
    @TEFilms2015 4 роки тому

    Thank you for this. I have been dealing with a lot the past couple of weeks and I have been feeling hopeless. I needed to hear this, I need to just chill. You have no clue how much I needed to hear this song. Thanks man. Thanks for sharing.

  • @XxSLVRWLFxX
    @XxSLVRWLFxX 4 роки тому

    Heard you from the cypher and I’m glad i did you are a truly phenomenal artist and inspiring to all real genuine individuals in this world who have not forgotten who they are and what they stand for in the light of those who look to them is slowly becoming more and more rare it’s great to see you are one of the few who are not afraid to share the vulnerability and demons we all feel in one form or another keep on doing what you do much love and respect I’ll be looking forward to so much more

  • @devinbechus8145
    @devinbechus8145 4 роки тому +6

    This hit me deep in my feelings damn brother this song brought tears to my eyes much respect

  • @jordanhonoshofsky8151
    @jordanhonoshofsky8151 4 роки тому +5

    This Is how I remember shizzy's music, keep killing it b.

  • @Zechibi
    @Zechibi 4 роки тому +1

    Thank you, you said the stuff i can't say, I've been sitting her for a hour trying to loose my mind in music, running, then I ran across this, and it feels like my very emotions I was running from was written and sung from you, and I've been crying but you know, I think this is what I need hear, I'm lost for words and probably rambling on, all i can say is thank you mate, please keep doing what you are doing...

  • @thedizaster115
    @thedizaster115 4 роки тому

    I've been here since Animated and I'm so happy with what you have become. From talking about bodyin' people to transforming into a ray of hope that wants to be there for others. Its honestly so fucking beautiful and I can't help that I'm two days late on listening to this and I'm sitting here tears of joy at 3am.

  • @rrhino100
    @rrhino100 4 роки тому +3

    When I saw "her" pop up on the phone... brought me back when I first heard it and I can see how that is linked to this

  • @painlesskunal7075
    @painlesskunal7075 4 роки тому +256

    Something tells me parts of this was influenced by Etika

    • @martin_hristov
      @martin_hristov 4 роки тому +11

      I'm pretty sure it was before Etika

    • @Blackfoxloki
      @Blackfoxloki 4 роки тому +21

      @@martin_hristov Still relevant, they were cool I'm sure Shizzy felt that hard.

    • @hokageofgaming
      @hokageofgaming 4 роки тому +65

      The day etika was found dead was also they day shizzy had planned to kill himself, he said so on the stream he had just after etika had died

    • @painlesskunal7075
      @painlesskunal7075 4 роки тому

      martin hristov what I mean is if this Etika situation never happened then we may not have got this

    • @hokageofgaming
      @hokageofgaming 4 роки тому +10

      @@painlesskunal7075 We may have still gotten this, just not with shizzy alive

  • @adepressedvet5445
    @adepressedvet5445 4 роки тому

    I've listened to this song at least once a day, and watch the video at least five times a week. Thank you for releasing this. The messages at the end are honestly a large part of what keeps me going. I'm a fan for life, and I hope you stay strong. If it helps, know that you're helping others stay strong, too.

  • @lamarallman7388
    @lamarallman7388 4 роки тому +1

    I've been a fan for years man constantly supporting your music and just vibing to your projects but this spoke on too many levels especially since ive been in a constant battle with depression and suicide man thanks for this track it really spoke volumes man

  • @B0x3rN1n7a
    @B0x3rN1n7a 4 роки тому +5

    Well damn, I was actually trying to make peace with it before the end of the video. You still got ◻s to 🔥

  • @Brian2
    @Brian2 4 роки тому +3

    Yo, coming over here from Duane's reaction and I can't think of any other way to say it so I will just repost my reply to him.
    That opening reminded me strongly of Lil Peep - Praying To The Sky with how it was, hell the entire song does. Makes me wonder how many artists did a song to only be played after they died? Strong song VI, strong song. Keep your head up.

  • @macuo94
    @macuo94 4 роки тому

    I´ve been watching your work way back from your first anime raps but even then i knew that you are way different than any other rap artist i know and im sad that you dont get recognition you deserve. Because other rappers dont have balls to show their weakness and open up to the world. This song really hits me deep every time i listen to it and thank you for it. I feel your pain and Im glad you are better now :)

  • @MOH717able
    @MOH717able 4 роки тому +1

    Bro you’re probably my favorite rapper and you one of the few that speaks how they really feel not just tryna ride trends in the mainstream and all your songs are unique I could relate to a lot of the stuff you talk about I’ve been dealing with depression my whole life but I know it comes and goes you just gotta keep your head up in the toughest times and keep working hard but your music is definitely inspiring

  • @riskyplaysgames
    @riskyplaysgames 4 роки тому +3

    someone needs to do a lyric video on this song fr this some FREAKING FIRE KEEP IT UP HOMIE Vi Seconds :)

  • @camerondavis8043
    @camerondavis8043 4 роки тому +28

    My boy back at it again!! Dope. Keep it up boss! 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @marowakman3758
    @marowakman3758 4 роки тому +1

    I just want to say thank you, I needed this more than I realised, your music connects with me and moves me in ways no other song can. Thank you for sharing your experience with everyone, you are an incredibly powerful musician but more importantly you’re a powerful person and you’re right we will be fine! Sending positive vibes to you my guy!

  • @ryuusaki7309
    @ryuusaki7309 4 роки тому

    Hope everything alright for ya man! Sometimes I feel depressed as well but I pray and think of the people I'll lose if I do stuff like that. But hope all is well for ya man!

  • @nicholasbrown4134
    @nicholasbrown4134 Рік тому +3

    Brother.. you saved me today..

  • @mastersmay47
    @mastersmay47 4 роки тому +3

    Wow this song hit me so much i involuntarily closed my eyes and consumed with my ears

  • @Mr911superstar
    @Mr911superstar 4 роки тому

    This resonates a lot, I've never listen to any of your stuff before but thank you. I really appreciate both your beautiful display of your emotions and thoughts as well as your message at the end, much love.

  • @DnPArcanist
    @DnPArcanist 3 роки тому +1

    Man I’ve had some of the hardest times of my life recently and I just started listening to shizzys music and honestly this song has helped so many people and I’m a testament to that you’re the GOAT bro keep it up you’ve helped save me from making some very stupid decisions man.

  • @zerothepanda02
    @zerothepanda02 2 роки тому +4

    Imma be honest with myself and whoever is reading this
    When I first found this song I wasn't okay I was at one of the rough points in my life I had "thoughts" everynight when I'd get in bed I'd hope to never see sunlight again it seemed everytime I found happiness everytime I felt safe to be happy it'd get taken from me I was fucked up and for the longest time I found happiness again I felt safe but ever since the beginning of this year that happiness was taken from me I was abandoned by my best friend my gf and my mother passed away and like I said imma be honest those thoughts have been coming back I'm struggling but I will beat this I will find my peace and if you're in the same boat as me know you're not alone you're feelings of pain are valid it's okay to not be okay we will see the light at the end of the tunnel soon enough just keep pushing on

    • @KINGPRXJ3CT
      @KINGPRXJ3CT 2 роки тому +1

      I needed this and I wish you the best my man. God bless.

  • @overcookedlulu
    @overcookedlulu 4 роки тому +7

    No matter what homie I’ll always support you from down here in TX❤️❤️. Much love senpai VI💕💕

  • @timsim408
    @timsim408 4 роки тому

    Thank you shizzy for all the time and effort you put into everything you do it has been a very large part of my life and honestly this is something that I needed to hear. I've been recently dealing with a lot of shitty situations and have felt like ending it all was my only real option. This at the very least has given me some more time to think. So thank you bro.

  • @ReallSauce
    @ReallSauce 4 роки тому

    Absolute goosebumps through my body. Glad you found some peace of mind 🙏🏻. Thrilled you shared with the world your pain even tho personal, it reaches out to each person that deals with it the same. Its a small world when you realize that we all human and have similar struggles, just in different variations. Stay strong and let music be your medicine.

  • @wrathtzg5082
    @wrathtzg5082 4 роки тому +33

    Nahhhh wait whats goin on

    • @b00mslang18
      @b00mslang18 4 роки тому +2

      watch til the end

    • @wrathtzg5082
      @wrathtzg5082 4 роки тому +2

      b00mslang watched the video as soon as it got dropped an didnt check the description till it finished

  • @elizabethCorkins83
    @elizabethCorkins83 4 роки тому +8

    I can relate to this,
    too many times 😢
    🖤HugZ🖤
    "Just Chill"
    ❤️💙❤️💙❤️

  • @dashiellmcnair5098
    @dashiellmcnair5098 4 роки тому

    This touched a part of me that I wish the people who say they feel my sorrow and pain could really understand. Im at a very low point the lowest Ive ever been and this put it all into perspective that im not alone, I can get through it even when I feel I cant. Thank you for being the person you are and someone I can look up to. Your shizzy says videos got me through a lot a few years back and your music so I deeply thank you.

  • @godblessedxvi4594
    @godblessedxvi4594 2 роки тому +1

    Respect to you man. I love your aggressive music and that's what I originally found but I was not expecting this at all. You talked about a lot of things that I had dealt with in the past and still deal with sometimes to this day . Thank you for what you do VI

  • @GreyFire-gk4ut
    @GreyFire-gk4ut 4 роки тому +23

    RIP Etika #joyconboysforlife

  • @elizabethCorkins83
    @elizabethCorkins83 4 роки тому +7

    I have anxiety so bad as long as I can remember & I feel like my life is falling apart now cuz I had a Dr that was working with me & now he is gonna cut my anxiety meds off cuz "it's a rule" & this had happened before since I been on for so long, but every time I've been cut off my high dose I panic so bad & I've gone way back now in my life in so many ways.
    The worst ways were when I almost died (too many times). I told my Dr how I feel & he knows my history, but he can't help cuz he said "it the rules here & not my rule...".
    Same thing I've heard before & gone through so much hell.
    I'm so scared 😭 idk what to do & worried about my future cuz I almost died too many times & been in comas, live support & so on... It's horrible 😭 I hate it & I hate this feeling of going backwards again & I've been doing So good in my life for probably the longest I've ever been before & everything has been going okay I guess, I mean , my grandma died a few month ago & I felt with that so much better than I thought I would & if it was not for the anxiety meds, idk what or how I woulda even coped with that.
    😢HUGZ😢

    • @charlottewilson1167
      @charlottewilson1167 4 роки тому

      It gets better one day, keep going please. Don't mistake your life for something worthless ❤️

  • @dboneswagg6290
    @dboneswagg6290 4 роки тому

    Thank you for making songs like this and 5:30 AM cause hearing this at first i know these songs was gone help me later on and here i am now, in a depressed state, almost crying for 3 days but you’re music is really fucking therapeutic cause it lets me know imma be okay not only i can relate to a degree but also because its brought me tears while listening. So thank you VI, and i will chill

  • @graffiti_soul
    @graffiti_soul 4 роки тому +1

    I’m glad that I came across this when I did. I’m struggling at the moment, but it helps to be reminded that I’m not alone & that I’ll be okay.
    Thank you for this, Shizzy 👏🏾💯

  • @vybin7027
    @vybin7027 3 роки тому +3

    Claim your here before 1,000,000 now

  • @shinobixrage1431
    @shinobixrage1431 4 роки тому +3

    Bro I’m your friend fam don’t ever talk to me if you are depress cause.....
    My pain haven’t been numb yet....

  • @derektaylor798
    @derektaylor798 4 роки тому

    I'm glad you are doing much better now. I would say take it one day at a time but sometimes we gotta take it one second at a time. I'm so glad you put this out because so many people need to get this message. Thank you for you courage, honesty and understanding your platform that you can reach and touch so many people. I honestly hate that you had to go through your situation but you flipped it to be a positive to help others. I have nothing but respect for you and keep fighting that good fight.

  • @lucasstephens5003
    @lucasstephens5003 4 роки тому +1

    I love this song and the way you delivered it. I've had those moments, but never close enough to planning on carrying them out, but I'm glad I overcame them, because the hurt doesn't last forever. Days do get better, even if they don't get better right away. Mental health is so difficult to fight, because a lot of us that are afflicted by it, we will not talk about it, or we put on a facade to others to let them know we're ok, and that's how the battle with mental health is lost.
    I just recently discovered you from the UA-cam Cypher Vol. 2, and you had one of the best verses on there. Clearly just knowing you from that, I had no idea you had dark days like this, so when I saw this side of you, it increased my respect for you infinitely. I heard you on the cypher and went, "Man, this guy is an artist", but when I heard this, I went, "This dude is a TRUE artist!" It takes extreme talent, far from just putting a pen to a pad and recording in front of a microphone, to tell a story and invoke emotion. I love hip hop, and one of my favorite facets of hip hop is story telling, and you have told such a story with this, man. I'm actually getting goosebumps.
    But what you may or may not realize with this is that not only you did you save your own life, by having the courage to share this song with people, by having the courage to show this side of you to us, you are actually saving lives. This goes beyond just a song, just a message. This transcends to heroism. Not only did you want to save your own life, you put everything on your sleeve to save the lives of others. That is heroic.
    I'm so glad you won. I'm so glad you were still here for me to discover you. We lose too many great hip hop artists these days be it suicide, overdose, or violence, and we NEED everyone like you we can find! You've no idea just how far something like this can reach! Thank you, VI.

  • @rossiatmanutd
    @rossiatmanutd 4 роки тому +3

    Etika would be proud shizz, I mean that dawg

  • @SimplyTrey
    @SimplyTrey 4 роки тому +2

    I love you man your shit bumps in my chest when my ptsd and depression gets bad you are kinda my rock dude I honestly love you. Take care of your mental health I deployed while in the military shits rough we will get through this together!!!

  • @loverboisensei
    @loverboisensei 4 роки тому

    I've been this way before and i wanted to leave on my birthday,but every year kept passing and i hated being here,a part of me still does but I'm finding more peace and things to continue on for,this helped out a lot shizzy,you the goat🙏

  • @Seek_Solitude
    @Seek_Solitude 4 роки тому +1

    The way you have evolved from your older stuff is amazing ... keep grinding homie you will make it ... and the raw emotion you showed here was insane

  • @rngb33rus3
    @rngb33rus3 4 роки тому

    Holy strong message this man got me in my feels iv you and everyone else that goes theough this and makes it through is more of a man for pushing through it than those who put other down and in this position on purpose stay strong

  • @jackmorrell6835
    @jackmorrell6835 4 роки тому

    It’s crazy how much I connected with this song, and how each verse feels more relatable to my situation how you feel towards family, friends then how you feel about yourself. If i wasn’t self-conscious about people outside of my family then I would blast this everywhere. Much love and appreciate this song

  • @DallmanMan
    @DallmanMan 4 роки тому +1

    this fucking hit me deep in my soul. Im so proud of you and how far you have come through all these years man. keep working and pushing yourself you are a fucking inspiration and shouldnt stop! im happy that you are still with us and know that even if you may not know it but im pretty sure we are all here supporting you and wish you the best in your career and life man

  • @FinnesegoddYT
    @FinnesegoddYT 4 роки тому +1

    This is crazy‼️‼️ I love watching you progress with each song that comes out. I’m here since the anime days