You look so good mah dude, i’m very sure you’ll be okay with your chest in the near future and if its not what you wanted: a revision is not bad! Just unfortunate but you’ll be goood dude im sure
Hi man I think your chest looks fantastic and I’m sure any of that swelling will go down in time - just remember to ‘trust the process’, the same way we all do with testosterone :) I completely related when u said about feeling shitty about being trans suddenly, because even with t and surgery, we’re never going to be a completely normal Male, and the realisation of that takes a lot of time to accept. I’m on t but probably won’t be having top surgery for many years because I cannot justify paying 6500 right now to take out a teaspoon of fat when I can get it free on the nhs. Sucks waiting and I’m so jealous of you but seeing chests like this make me feel so hopeful. Lots of love
@@jeremylee5990 well maybe it is a mental disorder but I've already proved to myself that going through with medical procedures is helping me greatly! :)
@@jeremylee5990 there's no other way to reduce dysphoria sadly but If I wasn't to transition I wouldn't be living a happy life..its just how it is and it's what I've got to accept
Hey Noah, thnx for sharing and being real about it. You look great and i hope you gain the confidence to show off your chest, don 't let it restrict you anymore.
Idk man, it looks absolutely perfect to me. Especially the side you are worried about. You're going to have pecks, you are an active, muscular person. Dont think about your chest too much and focus too much on the little details. Because trust me, nobody else but you are going to be paying that close attention to them. Most times if you dont point it out, nobody will see it. Keep your head up and stay positive.
This is really similar to my experiences post-op. Your chest looks so great. People being open about their difficulties in being trans is hugely helpful when I feel like there is no one around me who understands my struggles. It helps to know that at least a few people on the internet are having a hard time with the same things.
Hey Dude, fellow trans guy here currently sitting in my binder 6 days post op myself (a little drugged up on the meds so don’t mind me in advance) and feeling lots of similar things, having similar thought processes. But, let me tell you man, don’t even stress. You’re a fuckin’ sexy guy and you’re chest looks so good! You my friend are a million miles from a “she”and you look manlier and better than the majority of the cis-guys at my highschool. GOALS. You’re doing great, I promise things will get better. Life is awesome and I wish you the best. Keep on trudging in your natural glory; we’re following behind on the golden trail.
I’m thankful you shared this different part of top surgery. I personally think that your chest looks great, both sides equally. And don’t worry too much about your the way you feel about chest just yet, I think you gonna settle with your chest and feel way more comfortable with it as time goes by.
Hi Noah You're awesome, it takes courage to show us also the bad sides of the process and I'm thankful for that. We need people like you. You're going to do great once things go back to routine and it surely will help focusing on other stuff :)
Reality is this is not the magical game that is being sold by the trans entertainers. Males cannot become females and females cannot become males. They can at best risk their long term health to try to impersonate the opposite sex. Children and teens are extremely malleable. Children and teens are being encouraged to freeze their sense of self in a moment in time, during the period of life when everything is in flux. And even though key researchers have said over and over again that most gender dysphoric kids “desist” and grow up to be gay or lesbian and most grow to accept their biology; even though the latest research denies any such thing as a “male” or “female” brain, parents are encouraged to socially transition their kids, put them on “puberty blockers,” and refer to them by “preferred pronouns and eventually guide them to mutilate their genitals.
Your chest looks fantastic. I can understand completely about your feelings about "This is my life now". I am in the same boat, I am 20 days post op from my top surgery and these thoughts have been dragging me down as well. Being trans is not easy. I hope you start to feel better as each day goes by :)
Tbh I feel like I’m already having this ‘breadown about being trans’ I’m always having it LOL idk how to stop having them I hate being trans . But anyway u look amazing ur chest looks amazing
Noah I appreciate your videos and you showing all of these personal aspects of your journey. It's good to know the bad along with the good. It really helps when people gender you correctly. I have one friend who I'm out to (I'm transmasc pre everything ) and that person simply using my preferred pronouns really makes a difference. In spite of the bad I'm glad you're doing much better.
A fantastic video - very brave to be open about how you feel. It's very important, I think, to be honest and help others understand what it's like. Good luck for the future!
Thanks for sharing your process. I’m 3 weeks post op and I am focusing on things not looking great and too had a mental breakdown kind of. I emailed my surgeon to ask what’s going on just for curiosity sake. I’m just grateful to have my mom helping me out.
Remember dear we happen to have body dysmorphia, we perceive our body in a way that other people don’t. I’m at this very point about my top surgery, where I feel like everything looks like before but…it’s just that we can’t perceive it correctly. Love to you and your amazing surgery result
Dat gaat nog heel erg veranderen hoor. 🙂 Na mijn top surgery zat ik ook vol vreemde bobbels en reliëf dat ik niet verwacht had. Het heeft zeker een jaar geduurd voor alles vlak was. Succes nog!
@@jeremylee5990 science proves that brain and body develop at different times in the womb, and that, in fact, proven with brain scans, transgender individuals do have the brain of the opposite sex. In this instance, it is a neurological condition, and is real, therefore, he is he, and he's always been he. Gender is rooted within us before we are even aware of our own gender, not sex. He will be ok. :)
@@tomfoolery1039 Actually you are delusional, a member of the flat earth society. This is a female with a vagina that had her breasts removed to impersonate a male. Nothing this female is doing to impersonate a male is natural. She is a female and always will be. I will always refer to her as such. You cannot change your sex. You can only fill up your body with drugs and mutilate your breasts and genitals in an failed attempt to erase who you actually are.
@@jeremylee5990 If who they were born as was who they actually were, they wouldn't change 🤷🏼♂️ trust me, they wouldn't transition if they were comfortable as their birth sex. P.S. hormones are not drugs ☺️👍
Dude I think your chest looks awesome! But if you wanted it to look a little different that's totally valid. Hope you feel better and either end up loving it or getting what you want fixed fixed. :)
Noah you should be a model because you are such a hottie and you have made a difference to people for your true love to become you now and for people who need guidance in life to help them make it in life mentality and I am so proud of you and true friends and caring people is not always ways to find and Noah regardless how you feel you done yourself good because you to be person you wanted to be in life and if i can ever make a difference for you in life my Friend you can ask of me anything you want if you feel you can trust me you are a very good human being with the nicest kind caring heart anyone can have to love and be the greatest Friend ever and I believe in you take care my Friend till your next video good guy
Hey Noah your ar a cool guy and your chest looks good that is something you should be proud of, i like your video and i can wait to see te nexts video, i hope you have a Nice day and i whis your al the best
Vervelend dat je je niet goed voelt. Maar ook heel normaal denk ik. Je had t zelf al over 'post-op depression". Dus je weet dat meer er last van hebben. Je staat toch ook ineens in een hele andere positie in je leven. En je gaat ook anders naar je lichaam kijken misschien. Van Loenen had bij mij een keer benoemd dat de meesten zich ook heel erg focussen op hun resultaat, en dat het dus ook niet gek is als je misschien baalt van bepaalde details. Maar voor zover ik weet kijkt zij ook echt naar hoe t bij cis mannen zou zijn. Bij mijn correctie had ze ook een paar dingen uitgelegd die mij waren opgevallen. Waarom ze bepaalde dingen gedaan had. En dat dat ook was, omdat het van nature op die manier bij mij die vorm of plaats hoorde te hebben. Het is oké om je shit te voelen. Maar wees niet te hard voor jezelf hoor. :) Op dit punt mag je misschien ook juist wel eindelijk, letterlijk en figuurlijk, uitademen. En als je het mij vraagt heb je éen van de beste resultaten!
Conditioning children and teens to believe the absurdity that they or anyone could be “born into the wrong body,” and that a lifetime of chemical and surgical impersonation of the opposite sex is normal and healthful is child abuse. Affirming gender dysphoria via public education and legal policies will confuse children and parents, leading more children to present to “gender clinics” where they will be given puberty-blocking drugs. This, in turn, virtually ensures that they will “choose” a lifetime of sterility, toxic cross-sex hormones, and likely consider unnecessary surgical mutilation of their healthy body parts as young adults.
Along with the dangerous and sometimes deadly consequences of mutilating an otherwise healthy body with unnecessary drugs and surgeries, those who suffer from gender delusions face a whole host of health issues that if the activists truly cared should be eager to report. For example, the risk of cancer significantly increases when one’s body is subjected to gender “reorientation” drugs.
@@jacksontaylor3205 People suffering from mental disorders are being promised that with enough drugs, surgery, camouflage, social acceptance,, and so on, they will finally feel whole as a person, but this does not cure their mental disorder. It only adds further long term health issues. This is not something to flaunt, celebrate, or encourage. Activists would have the public believe that anyone who expresses a wish to be the other gender should be allowed and encouraged to do so. Credulous politicians have translated their demands into law. To date, however, there is no evidence that there is such a thing as a “true” trans, just as there is no marker that would identify a “false” trans. To accept the thinking and wishes of those with ASD at face value, without understanding why they feel the way they do, is not a kindness, and may in fact be extremely damaging.
@@jacksontaylor3205 The journal Psychoneuroendocrinology reported brain abnormalities in the area of memory and executive functioning among adult women who received blockers for gynecologic reasons. Similarly, many studies of men treated for prostate cancer with blockers also suggest the possibility of significant cognitive decline. Also evidence for decreased bone mineralization, meaning an increased risk of bone fractures as young adults, potential increased risk of obesity and testicular cancer in boys, and an unknown impact upon psychological and cognitive development. From studies of adults we know that the risks of cross-sex hormones include, but are not limited to, cardiac disease, high blood pressure, blood clots, strokes, diabetes, and cancers.
@@jacksontaylor3205 The notion that you can fill up your body with drugs forcing synthetic changes and worse slice up healthy organs without any consequences or risk is foolish. No doubt if someone told you they believe they were born a horse you would buy a saddle.
I feel you about that breakdown! I usually have one of those after a date because then I realize that I’ll never be cis and it will never be “normal”
You look so good mah dude, i’m very sure you’ll be okay with your chest in the near future and if its not what you wanted: a revision is not bad! Just unfortunate but you’ll be goood dude im sure
Merely a mutilated female.
@@jeremylee5990 But he's not...lol
@@jeremylee5990 Surgery isn't mutilation 😂😂
@@torrinashley6076 You are a useful fool.
Hi man I think your chest looks fantastic and I’m sure any of that swelling will go down in time - just remember to ‘trust the process’, the same way we all do with testosterone :) I completely related when u said about feeling shitty about being trans suddenly, because even with t and surgery, we’re never going to be a completely normal Male, and the realisation of that takes a lot of time to accept. I’m on t but probably won’t be having top surgery for many years because I cannot justify paying 6500 right now to take out a teaspoon of fat when I can get it free on the nhs. Sucks waiting and I’m so jealous of you but seeing chests like this make me feel so hopeful. Lots of love
Trans guys are normal guys
@@torrinashley6076 he meant cis guy
I choose to think of it as just a different kind of male instead of not normal.
Once it heals more and muscle starts to go back there it'll look better trust me
@@jeremylee5990 if only you knew the science bud
@@ryangrant2075 No one is stopping you from slicing up body parts you hate. You might get rid of those arms and legs on that body you hate as well.
@@jeremylee5990 ain't my fault the way my brain developed so no point coming at me pal
@@jeremylee5990 well maybe it is a mental disorder but I've already proved to myself that going through with medical procedures is helping me greatly! :)
@@jeremylee5990 there's no other way to reduce dysphoria sadly but If I wasn't to transition I wouldn't be living a happy life..its just how it is and it's what I've got to accept
Hey Noah, thnx for sharing and being real about it. You look great and i hope you gain the confidence to show off your chest, don 't let it restrict you anymore.
Idk man, it looks absolutely perfect to me. Especially the side you are worried about. You're going to have pecks, you are an active, muscular person. Dont think about your chest too much and focus too much on the little details. Because trust me, nobody else but you are going to be paying that close attention to them. Most times if you dont point it out, nobody will see it. Keep your head up and stay positive.
This is really similar to my experiences post-op. Your chest looks so great. People being open about their difficulties in being trans is hugely helpful when I feel like there is no one around me who understands my struggles. It helps to know that at least a few people on the internet are having a hard time with the same things.
Hey Dude, fellow trans guy here currently sitting in my binder 6 days post op myself (a little drugged up on the meds so don’t mind me in advance) and feeling lots of similar things, having similar thought processes. But, let me tell you man, don’t even stress. You’re a fuckin’ sexy guy and you’re chest looks so good! You my friend are a million miles from a “she”and you look manlier and better than the majority of the cis-guys at my highschool. GOALS. You’re doing great, I promise things will get better. Life is awesome and I wish you the best. Keep on trudging in your natural glory; we’re following behind on the golden trail.
I’m thankful you shared this different part of top surgery. I personally think that your chest looks great, both sides equally. And don’t worry too much about your the way you feel about chest just yet, I think you gonna settle with your chest and feel way more comfortable with it as time goes by.
Hi Noah
You're awesome, it takes courage to show us also the bad sides of the process and I'm thankful for that. We need people like you. You're going to do great once things go back to routine and it surely will help focusing on other stuff :)
Reality is this is not the magical game that is being sold by the trans entertainers. Males cannot become females and females cannot become males. They can at best risk their long term health to try to impersonate the opposite sex. Children and teens are extremely malleable. Children and teens are being encouraged to freeze their sense of self in a moment in time, during the period of life when everything is in flux. And even though key researchers have said over and over again that most gender dysphoric kids “desist” and grow up to be gay or lesbian and most grow to accept their biology; even though the latest research denies any such thing as a “male” or “female” brain, parents are encouraged to socially transition their kids, put them on “puberty blockers,” and refer to them by “preferred pronouns and eventually guide them to mutilate their genitals.
Your chest looks fantastic. I can understand completely about your feelings about "This is my life now". I am in the same boat, I am 20 days post op from my top surgery and these thoughts have been dragging me down as well. Being trans is not easy. I hope you start to feel better as each day goes by :)
It means the world to me to get to see this. I’m really really tired of all of the success stories
Tbh I feel like I’m already having this ‘breadown about being trans’ I’m always having it LOL idk how to stop having them I hate being trans . But anyway u look amazing ur chest looks amazing
Noah I appreciate your videos and you showing all of these personal aspects of your journey. It's good to know the bad along with the good. It really helps when people gender you correctly. I have one friend who I'm out to (I'm transmasc pre everything ) and that person simply using my preferred pronouns really makes a difference. In spite of the bad I'm glad you're doing much better.
I wish I could take mi shirt off and my chest would look like yours, I really do. Keep it up dude and be patient ;)
A fantastic video - very brave to be open about how you feel. It's very important, I think, to be honest and help others understand what it's like. Good luck for the future!
Thanks for sharing your process. I’m 3 weeks post op and I am focusing on things not looking great and too had a mental breakdown kind of. I emailed my surgeon to ask what’s going on just for curiosity sake. I’m just grateful to have my mom helping me out.
Remember dear we happen to have body dysmorphia, we perceive our body in a way that other people don’t. I’m at this very point about my top surgery, where I feel like everything looks like before but…it’s just that we can’t perceive it correctly. Love to you and your amazing surgery result
Your chest looks great ! Nice to hear an update 💕
Much love Noah 💙 Sorry to hear you’ve been going through some shit x Amazing to see how far you’ve come
Dat gaat nog heel erg veranderen hoor. 🙂 Na mijn top surgery zat ik ook vol vreemde bobbels en reliëf dat ik niet verwacht had. Het heeft zeker een jaar geduurd voor alles vlak was.
Succes nog!
Your chest looks AMAZING!
Also, post-op depression is normal. I understand. X
@@jeremylee5990 science proves that brain and body develop at different times in the womb, and that, in fact, proven with brain scans, transgender individuals do have the brain of the opposite sex. In this instance, it is a neurological condition, and is real, therefore, he is he, and he's always been he. Gender is rooted within us before we are even aware of our own gender, not sex. He will be ok. :)
@@tomfoolery1039 Actually you are delusional, a member of the flat earth society. This is a female with a vagina that had her breasts removed to impersonate a male. Nothing this female is doing to impersonate a male is natural. She is a female and always will be. I will always refer to her as such. You cannot change your sex. You can only fill up your body with drugs and mutilate your breasts and genitals in an failed attempt to erase who you actually are.
@@jeremylee5990 If who they were born as was who they actually were, they wouldn't change 🤷🏼♂️ trust me, they wouldn't transition if they were comfortable as their birth sex. P.S. hormones are not drugs ☺️👍
@@jeremylee5990 Also, you are assuming his genitals. Maybe he had surgery. You really have no idea
@@jeremylee5990 Trans men aren't impersonating men, they are men
Dude I think your chest looks awesome! But if you wanted it to look a little different that's totally valid. Hope you feel better and either end up loving it or getting what you want fixed fixed. :)
Sky Johnson Ugh that sucks mate hope it will go better over time :)
I think that your new chest looks great.
That’s what happend to my chest too. One side was bigger than other side. Im on 4 weeks post op
The thumbnail is a bit like the walking dead's first episode "don't dead, open inside"
Planning on getting peri by van Loenen too! Hope you feel better soon
Mijntje Boeke cool!!
Noah you should be a model because you are such a hottie and you have made a difference to people for your true love to become you now and for people who need guidance in life to help them make it in life mentality and I am so proud of you and true friends and caring people is not always ways to find and Noah regardless how you feel you done yourself good because you to be person you wanted to be in life and if i can ever make a difference for you in life my Friend you can ask of me anything you want if you feel you can trust me you are a very good human being with the nicest kind caring heart anyone can have to love and be the greatest Friend ever and I believe in you take care my Friend till your next video good guy
Your chest looks perfect man👌🏽👌🏽
You look so goooooood, dude!
Hey Noah your ar a cool guy
and your chest looks good that is something you should be proud of, i like your video and i can wait to see te nexts video, i hope you have a Nice day and i whis your al the best
You look great man!
i want to cry in front of your video 😭
itsraphman Why???
Noah Hella because I want to start T and to have my surgery
Vervelend dat je je niet goed voelt. Maar ook heel normaal denk ik. Je had t zelf al over 'post-op depression". Dus je weet dat meer er last van hebben. Je staat toch ook ineens in een hele andere positie in je leven. En je gaat ook anders naar je lichaam kijken misschien. Van Loenen had bij mij een keer benoemd dat de meesten zich ook heel erg focussen op hun resultaat, en dat het dus ook niet gek is als je misschien baalt van bepaalde details. Maar voor zover ik weet kijkt zij ook echt naar hoe t bij cis mannen zou zijn. Bij mijn correctie had ze ook een paar dingen uitgelegd die mij waren opgevallen. Waarom ze bepaalde dingen gedaan had. En dat dat ook was, omdat het van nature op die manier bij mij die vorm of plaats hoorde te hebben. Het is oké om je shit te voelen. Maar wees niet te hard voor jezelf hoor. :) Op dit punt mag je misschien ook juist wel eindelijk, letterlijk en figuurlijk, uitademen. En als je het mij vraagt heb je éen van de beste resultaten!
Your awesome dude 🤘🏼
It looks very great, i can't even tell that you had any surgery, it definitely doesn't look like a female chest. The doc did a great job.
feeling after like top shi surgery
So handsome 🤗
i like your shirt :)
C.K. Russell thanks!
Dude, ik was en ben nog steeds een beetje bang dat mn nips te laag zitten
Maar ik ben pas een week post op, dus dat zal vadt weg gaan en als ik weer naar de sportschool kan zal t vast goed komen
Conditioning children and teens to believe the absurdity that they or anyone could be “born into the wrong body,” and that a lifetime of chemical and surgical impersonation of the opposite sex is normal and healthful is child abuse. Affirming gender dysphoria via public education and legal policies will confuse children and parents, leading more children to present to “gender clinics” where they will be given puberty-blocking drugs. This, in turn, virtually ensures that they will “choose” a lifetime of sterility, toxic cross-sex hormones, and likely consider unnecessary surgical mutilation of their healthy body parts as young adults.
Along with the dangerous and sometimes deadly consequences of mutilating an otherwise healthy body with unnecessary drugs and surgeries, those who suffer from gender delusions face a whole host of health issues that if the activists truly cared should be eager to report. For example, the risk of cancer significantly increases when one’s body is subjected to gender “reorientation” drugs.
To which type of cancer are you referring to?
False
@@jacksontaylor3205 People suffering from mental disorders are being promised that with enough drugs, surgery, camouflage, social acceptance,, and so on, they will finally feel whole as a person, but this does not cure their mental disorder. It only adds further long term health issues. This is not something to flaunt, celebrate, or encourage.
Activists would have the public believe that anyone who expresses a wish to be the other gender should be allowed and encouraged to do so. Credulous politicians have translated their demands into law. To date, however, there is no evidence that there is such a thing as a “true” trans, just as there is no marker that would identify a “false” trans. To accept the thinking and wishes of those with ASD at face value, without understanding why they feel the way they do, is not a kindness, and may in fact be extremely damaging.
@@jacksontaylor3205 The journal Psychoneuroendocrinology reported brain abnormalities in the area of memory and executive functioning among adult women who received blockers for gynecologic reasons. Similarly, many studies of men treated for prostate cancer with blockers also suggest the possibility of significant cognitive decline. Also evidence for decreased bone mineralization, meaning an increased risk of bone fractures as young adults, potential increased risk of obesity and testicular cancer in boys, and an unknown impact upon psychological and cognitive development. From studies of adults we know that the risks of cross-sex hormones include, but are not limited to, cardiac disease, high blood pressure, blood clots, strokes, diabetes, and cancers.
@@jacksontaylor3205 The notion that you can fill up your body with drugs forcing synthetic changes and worse slice up healthy organs without any consequences or risk is foolish. No doubt if someone told you they believe they were born a horse you would buy a saddle.