Psychotherapist REACTS to NF How Could You Leave Us
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- Опубліковано 5 чер 2024
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I am a BABCP accredited cognitive and behavioural psychotherapist living in the south of England. I specialise in working with people who have experienced trauma to help them move forward with their lives.
On this UA-cam channel I try and make information more accessible by discussing psychological concepts through reacting to popular media.
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PhD (trauma informed services)- Ongoing
Master of Science (MSc) Psychology
Post Graduate Diploma in Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (High Intensity)
Eye Movement Desensitisation and Reprocessing (EMDR) (Levels 1,2,3,4)
Eye Movement Desensitisation and Reprocessing (EMDR) Child and Adolescent Level 1 and 2)
Bachelor of Science (BSc) Mental Health Nursing
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00:00 Coming up
0:15 Introduction
03:32 Lyrics
04:34 Music Video
10:02 End of Music Video
10:43 Meet my dog
12:01 Back to talking - Розваги
i cried like a baby the first time i listened to this song, i could literally feel the pain he felt, especially when he cried..
i feel like it's the most emotional song nf has made😊
I cry every time I hear it.
I have one dead beat parent but obviously the pain is different for NF I haven’t lost a parent like that so I don’t completely relate but it still makes me cry sometimes because of how emotional and strong the piece is
Thank you for being so honest and real. Therapists are humans too. That doesn't make them unprofessional. It depends on the time and room and if there is a patient or not. I like to see you so raw. And using skills like petting your dog just like others would do :p good old lady just knew you needed that for sure. ❤
Thanks so much for the kind words. I could have cut all that out, but like you say it’s good just to be real. Plus my dog is super cool.
I hate comments like yours, there are many other reactors who did have a lot feelings for this. You better think choice on what you say, acting like reactors must always cater towards you only.
@@CrashNTheBoys2002 I didn't say other reactors don't have feelings or don't show them. Or That the don't cater themselves.
@@CrashNTheBoys2002bro shush no one was talking to you or about you
@@CrashNTheBoys2002 You may need some therapy yourself for the projection there m8.
NF. He speaks for so many. I respect the way he handles his lyrics.
Hi Peggy!
This song is by far the saddest, and most heart- destroying song I have heard in all of hip hop, you simply can’t fake the emotion he had on the track, crying through the chorus, when he yells his voice sounds choked up, to the end when he was crying and stumbling though the dialogue, which was his way of having a conversation with his mom. Music truly is the only way he was able to speak to her. Nf has a way with his songs knowing this story wasn’t fabricated or exaggerated when it comes to his emotions.
No matter how many times I hear, I always cry.
It’s especially difficult for a man to hear another man in that kind of pain. We learn to suppress our emotions our entire lives so when it’s that visceral, we empathize.
This song always kicks my ass... The worst part of addiction is the emotional neglect and not the lack of all the physical things and money. It makes so many parts of your life difficult and because life isn't fair finding love is one of those :/
I'm a68 year old great grandmother, also I've been clean this time @ 5 years, I was married at 18 momma too...plus I have been using from the age of 12...I fucked up my children 2 daughters, my oldest is in heaven with her dad, but the pain and guilt will never leave my heart! 😭💔
Aw I love that your dog came to check you were ok when you were tearful. My cat does the same when I'm upset. We are blessed with these little companion souls.
Most NF fans don't mind you pausing at all. I would keep pausing and giving us your thoughts. Just back it up after every pause to keep context.
How could you not stop listening to NF? So much depth to unpack
On the line “brought you some music so you could listen to, you started crying telling me this isn’t you” she wasn’t saying that the person she was hearing isn’t the NF she knows or that that isn’t the type of person NF is. She was telling NF that’s that isn’t her in the sense that the drug addict NF sees isn’t who she really is. Implying she is more than the drug addict she has perceived herself over the years. That’s why NFs following line “a couple weeks later guess you were singing a different tune” pretty much implying that she somewhat lied to NF saying that isn’t her or that she changed her mind by going back to the pills. Hope that helps great reaction and great breakdown regardless 🙏 if you can listen to “Mama” by NF next that would be awesome. It’s a sequel to this song and I think your background would work amazingly with breaking that one down
Yes I really really hope he does Mama soon 🥹😭 this song and mama have really helped my through my own grief process of losing my dad 🥹
She was fighting her own demons. She could not see beyond the pain. She could not see her own children’s pain. This song is so powerful and hits home.
As a reactor myself who frequently pauses to give my thoughts in the moment, I would like to offer my thoughts about people thinking you pause too much. I don’t know what people expect from us reactors to never pause, I honestly don’t know any reactors who never pause, but since A) were here to hear YOU give you perspective, and B) like you said, copyright is a thing (but even without that, if UA-cam doesn’t think you’re being transformative they could strike your channel regardless!) I would say it’s on those commenters to either find another reactor or just watch the original content if they don’t want any pausing. It’s you giving your experience after all, that’s what we wanna see!
Right!? It's a "reaction video" not a listening video.
Exactly. People used to comment to let it play, then I would reply why would you want to watch the video all the way through with the inconvenience of my face being there! I am trying to figure out some way to make a little bit of income from this. I want to try and avoid memberships or patron as I don’t really want people paying, so I’m trying to move toward the reaction video along with an explanation video of mental health / psychological principles. That second video should be monetised so people get to watch that for free (but with ads) and I earn enough to buy a packet of maltesers.
This song takes so much out of me, every feeling I’ve ever had losing my brother to a heroin overdose. This song really speaks to me, but it hurts to listen to.
It’s okay to cry man, because of his loss and a lot of pain I’m 342 days clean and sober because my wife and kids deserve that.
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Thank you.
I am 16 and I was waiting for this reaction. My mom was similar and she was on the same trajectory Nate's but was killed by her dealer a year ago. January 12th was the anniversary.
Im also thankful because my 2 year old dog died of parvo on the 10th and i wasnt watching youtube. We buried her today and i saw this. This song is one of my go-tos when im in my depressed state. I love this song because I also still cant find it to forgive her.
Much love to you man, hope your dog lives to be 25.
Much love to you dude❤
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TO say your's life's beem rough will be a huge understatement. But I still wish you the best of future ahead. God definitely has good plans for you. See how Nate himself ended up now? That's a huge inspiration!
This song gets me every time. Just bawling. The pain in his voice is so raw. I love this song and hate it at the same time.
11:21 oh my Gosh, I definitely needed a pet after that. “I need to give her the love I still can.” Thank you for all you have done by sharing your knowledge and wisdom in your reactions. This is the one I needed to see and I’m so so grateful that you shared it with us. My mom is still alive, but her time is limited. I understand our relationship so much more after seeing you express your thoughts and feelings ❤
A song of abandonment. My heart hurts for those who never had the love they needed. I hope repair and healing comes for those grieving a deep loss. ❤
NF has also told my story. Thank you.
This is the song that saved my life and I will forever respect this song
this one gets me every time. our kids are both adopted from foster care. seeing the trauma they have suffered and hearing this just tears me up. Am so glad for artist like NF
I love your videos. Honestly, I like the reactions during the video. When you stop and talk, your insitght/reaction seems to be more raw and thorough. I very much enjoy that. That being said, I don't want to be selfish. I think you should do them however you feel works best for you and moves you more. We will all feel it if you do.
Thanks Michelle. I might just do them how I feel on the day and what I’m feeling in the moment!
Once you get to his newest album, Hope talks about him being a parent at one part and Mama is his growth with his view of his mother.
The new album is such a banger a more grown, responsible parent, forgiving aswell the song Mama stands out and as a fan man this?? It's amazing.
Ty for showing emotions during this reaction. Men like myself have been programmed push our feelings deep down and not show them. I am a combat veteran who never really talked about the scares I have imprinted on my soul. I just took everything on my shoulders and carried it for 30years. It recently cost me my family and right now the hurt I feel from not having my kids here has crushed me emotionally. GOD is going to see me through this but it’s such a rough time in my life.
Stuart I really like your tangents as you put it. I like your reactions to music whichever way you present them, but I think I like you reacting more in depth as you go along.
In this track NF highlights the trauma response from abandonment and the inability to deal with neglectful self abuse on his mother’s part. It is so powerfully simple, but a real and truthful response to outer world experiences and inner loss. The trauma at losing a mum he felt he didn’t know as well as he would’ve liked, plus his genuine yearning for motherly affection as a child is told so dynamically through his lyrics.
As someone whose mum thought possessions were more important than her children, I get some of his feelings regards parents putting other things first. Fortunately for me it wasn’t any as bad as pills like it was for NF. I loved my mum and she loved me but her overcrowded home, which I enjoyed but hated seeing in a mess, got in the way. Mainly, because I resented constantly having to help clear it out several times a year. My mum was an artistic creative and so fortunately, it was a clean hoard, just piles of really nice things and artists supplies everywhere, but far too many. Whole rooms were filled to the brim. We would argue about this and when my dad got Alzheimer’s the mess made it hard for me to visit sometimes. Which I resented, as I felt she was using the hoarding to hide behind and soothe her from the stress she felt at what was happening to my dad, but she wouldn’t let anyone help sort out the messes fully and help her deal with this. She would get angry when my brothers or I challenged her over it all. This made us feel sad and it really affected my CFS by piling on added stress that exhausted me.
Btw I love your doggie, I am glad you are giving all the love whilst you still can. As someone who’s lost dogs in my lifetime due to old age I know what that loss is like when it comes. I still can’t get over the loss of my dogs, but seeing other people enjoy time with theirs is beautiful.
My tangent power is strong at all times. I'm well known for it at work where my team frequently ask how we ended up at a certain topic in a meeting!
Thank you for sharing your experience with us.
I remember when I first heard this song when I was walking home from school and I had to stop and I just cried
i remember the first time i ever listened to this and broke down crying. this song hit home for me in so so many ways. it was crazy how much i could relate to this song. everything was spot on. if someone ever wanted to know how my life was growing up, i would show them this song.
Man you are one of the purest and realest people I saw on the internet, thanks for sharing this 25:12 minutes
i have heard this song 20+ times at this point and it never fails to bring me to tears him talking at the end completely off script and vulnerable is just the realest thing i have ever heard in a song
Love your NF reactions! TY!
I like the fact you stop and give us an analysis of what you just heard
Loved your reaction and I've been hoping and looking forward to you doing this one! Thank you, makes me cry everytime
Such a great reaction! 😢
Love the videos! More of the NF journey! It’s a long one for sure
Your clients are very lucky to have such a compassionate and empathetic therapist. My own mum passed over 5 years ago, I was a victim of all types of abuse, and suffering trauma, I made a very conscious decision, to be as far from my mums, parenting, but also to have clear boundaries, and how ever much I thought I was doing, my daughter said she also suffered trauma from having, a twin with multiple disabilities and countless operations. I always gave my children time, understanding. We attended counselling and we both benefited greatly from this, she is now an adult and she often says she understands exactly now, and how difficult our family situation has been. She says there are not many parents that could have coped with everything. I say, you just do it one day at a time. Your video today was very heartbreaking and by the end I could feel the compassion pouring from you. Thank you. 😘😘😘
Man it's great seeing you react to this song, it's very emotional and heartfelt glad seeing you do more nf reaction's!
Oh! so happy to see you on my news feed. I found you a long time ago, and that short introduction resonates ... and reminded me of who you were immediately.
thanks, man for making this vid I'm the one who requested the song. Many others probably did as well.
Thanks for sharing, NF has helped me so much with my life and childhood traumas. ❤
My ex-wife’s mother died from AIDS when she was 8. She was an addict. My ex went through hell. She was left home alone for days one time & was starving. Almost burned the house down trying to put scraps together.awful childhood. NF is amazing!!
Great to see an honest reaction! NF touches the soul with his honesty.
I absolutely love your reactions. Please dont change a thing! As rought as this song is it makes his new album so much more meaningful. To experience his growth through his music has been a beautiful & inspiring experience. He speaks to people's souls as you do. Thank you ♥️
Daisy sensed your pain ❤, best girl
Just found your channel, subscribed and liked, I personally love the pausing to break down things, hence the fact that you’re a reaction channel specifically as a therapist, so, continue to do that authentically 🫶🏼
Thanks for taking the time to comment and for throwing feedback. Glad you like the content so far and thanks for the support.
@@TherapistReactsOfficialI went through your reactions for NF and there’s sooo many I want to recommend but fathom “Hope” music video next please & thank you 🎶
I have just found you on the Journey. New sub. Ive never experienced this but tears falling are almost certain with this one though I have heard it 100 times. Thanks for being real. Im here for it.
Thanks for taking the time to comment and the support
I've been watching your videos for a bit of time now and I love genuine your reactions are in each video. Thank for the content you put out.
Thanks for taking the time to leave some kind and supportive words
I love NF so much man, every song you can tell that it comes from the heart and his emotions
I can tell youre a fellow empath... As soon as i see or hear someone getting emotional i do too no matter how hard i try to keep it together 💔 its a blessing amd a curse fir me.
As a kid for probably a good decade, me and my brothers were supposed to go to dad’s house for the weekends. And every weekend, I’d pack my bag and sit in the kitchen looking out the window for him to drive up. He would only actually show up once every few months, but every weekend I’d pack my bag and sit at the kitchen window watching and waiting. Now at over 40, those memories still weave themselves through my life. So yeah, this song HITS.
Awesome to see your reaction to this beautiful song. I am lucky enough to not be able to relate to NF in this context, but this song still hits me like a truck everytime I hear it. I would recommend you listen to one of his songs from his new album called MAMA. It's basically about the same subject, but from a different point of view now that he's grown older and has kids himself.
It’s been 8 years now since this song was first released. I still tear up every time I hear it.
So powerful. 🤍
Still the hardest song ive ever listened to! And its still really difficult to even get through all these years later! I lost my dad to cancer and its a completely different loss but when i first heard this that melody destroyed me. Although i had/still have a great relationship with my parents this song just got me! I cried and cried. Thanks for being open with us!
Great video! You should look into the artist Nolan Taylor! It'd be great for your channel. Start with Darkness, Teardrop, or 68. 68 is the song that made him blow up. It is somewhat similar to this song as it is about his lousy relationship with mother his mother and how his dad was he and his brother's safety. Darkness is a song that writing it saved his life; he was thinking of killing himself. At the same time, his girlfriend showered, but instead of ending it all he wrote the song and kept living. Teardrop is about a news story he saw about a woman found dead by suicide in her backyard and her husband finding her.
I've heard this song so many times and watched so many people react to it. And still, just you reading the wiki about the song made me start to cry
Great reaction as always and the raw emotions is really a breath of fresh air. I have a goldendoodle coming up on 12 years. not the same dog, but pretty close!
I love golden doodles. Such caring and fun dogs.
Great set up for the reaction x
This song hits me so hard. Growing up I did have a pill addiction. Now I’m here with my own kids and this song isn’t my life, but it makes me see it in a different light. His pain. That could be my kids and I’m so grateful it’s not. But the ache in my heart I feel listening to this is so raw and real. I’m so grateful I got out of that part of my life and see things differently now. I’m out of the abusive relationship that had me thinking the only favor I could do the world is by ending my life. I didn’t quite grasp how far I’ve come until I heard this song and realized just how different our lives could be otherwise.
I’ve heard it a hundred times and I’m crying now. My son died one week after his 34th birthday. He’d lost his father to an overdose 15 year’s previously. He had a son 13 at the time. He’s 20 now and we had a bit of a tiff today. I feel awful. His biological grandfather was buried one year to the day he was born .
Then his own father died the same way. Gut wrenching. I’ve a 12 year old black Labrador cuddled up next to me. I don’t know how I’ll survive without this loyal lug of unconditional love. Time will tell.
This track hit home.
I teared up when you said that about your dog:( my childhood dog im 22 hes 10 years old and his breed lives to around 12, had him since a puppy a few weeks old.. he has allergies and issues so we dont know how much longer we have and im moving out in a few months so i wont see him everyday anymore. I wish you and daisy all the best!
What a good dog she knew exactly when you needed her❤
It’s your channel! Do it how you want.
This format was very helpful since we get to see your first reaction in REAL time... just as we first listened to NF real music... thanx ;)
Thanks for feedback and support
Dope reaction fam. This song fucks me up every time. Also your dog is adorable. Just had to put down my 16 year old doggo. God bless
I'm so sorry for your loss.
Don't let the comments about stopping too much get to your head. It's fine. I appreciate the input during the song. When you save everything for the end you might lose train of thought and forget to mention something
Yeah thats the balance to try and keep. Its a bit like that phrase if you try and please everyone then you please no one. Or something like that
I really do like this structure for the vids. I've been a fan of your channel for a while now, I just usually never comment. I just wanted to give my opinion now though on doing the video this way. I do think that it gives you the opportunity to experience the video and the music for what it is and how it was intended. Of course it is still a very tough watch no matter if you pause throughout but I don't feel like it would have made such a heavy impact if you were pausing throughout and giving your thoughts. Would like to see more of this video style!
Thanks for the feedback. I agree, it feels better for me this way. I’m still experimenting with doing it how I did it with my twenty one pilots as that actually helps the channel more.
Great video as always, so insightful. Would love to see you react to some Ryan Caraveo in the future. "From Hll With Love," "Corner of the World," "Perfect World," and "Peanut Butter Waffles" are some of his more emotional cuts. Would be interested to hear your input on his subject matters.
Hey bro so two things first of all I really appreciate you being real and saying how you really feel. You said that you can't blame the mom or you can't just blame the mom which resonated so much for me this music video is probably actually I know it is the only music video I've ever seen that I cry every time I watch it and I have watched this video at least a hundred times of course the big thing is that my mother passed from an opiate overdose when I was 20. So this is a song that really hits home for me but thank you for all of the things that you said and the pieces did you added as a therapist and someone that's in the machine if you will. I'm not a fan of C PS and I doubt I ever will be. I try so hard to see the good and what they do but at the end I feel that they cause more damage than anything else. I also feel that they have powers that no humans should have and I believe that the type of power and the extent to power they have can cause people to make bad decisions. I also do not like hell someone who works for CPS that went to a 3-year college and got a degree in not even sure what it would be but maybe you know psychology or something like that and then they are given the power to make decisions that only doctors should be able to make. The system's broken so so broken and it ruins lives it ruins families it ruins lives. I couldn't imagine having a job that I wake up every day and it's my job to go and take a child away from a parent. I think I would probably become very depressed and probably try to kill myself over the destruction that me and my job would cause in other people's lives. I won't even start to say any numbers or anything like that but I've read up and studied up on these situations with CPS and it's very sad that I found it kids are more likely to be abused in a foster care home then in the original home with the parent that they were taken from. I also hate the fact that when a child is taken from their parent that it does cause emotional damage which causes emotional issues anxiety behavioral issues PTSD also depression also bipolar also ADHD. The saddest thing that I read when looking at the job of CVS and what they do in America is that the human services departments in each state are literally monetarily incentivized to take children from their parents and then placed in foster care and then finally put with a foster parent and adopted when the adoption happens the city receives basically a bonus check. And if the child has mental health issues when that happens the check is even bigger. It's a sick devastating wrong system that some states have actually gotten rid of and I hope to God that my state of Virginia at one point gets rid of it.
Don’t listen to the comments 😅 they are here for who you are & what you have to say, if they have a problem they can watch the video on their own. Your reaction is YOUR experience, the point of this style of content is for us to just be flies on the wall really
That’s a good way to put it regarding the flies on the wall. I’ll keep that in mind. Thanks for taking the time to share and comment.
Damn..I'm in tears
The format of watching through once and then giving first impressions and also going through the lyrics is great.
This is helpful feedback thanks. I actually stopped doing it that way (not really sure way) but am probably going to go back to it.
No matter how many times I hear that song or watch the video, I have tears streaming down my face. He bared his soul and his pain is so raw. You have to have a heart of stone not to feel it.
😥💔Your Daisy is absolutely beautiful.🐾I just lost my 2 GS dogs 4 months apart they were 17 so Daisy may live longer.🥰Love your reaction.
My dog always comes to me when I cry too. They’re so good to us.
Beautiful dog too by the way, Daisy seems like the sweetest lady! 🥹
She’s super cool. Rescued her when she was 1 which was 13 years ago. We’ve been through a lot together and she’s had an amazing life.
if your not going on the journey you gotta listen to mama soon, it shows his growth from this song
Also, I'm not sure if you have done NFs track 'Mansion' but it is also a very heavy but beautiful song. It gives a little more background on the ab*se Nate went through as a child, and how he has processed it, and still is.
Yep it’s been done as it was early in the journey
I feel your pain, for your dog. I cried after my dog pass, for a yr, I feel him near me and I talk to him, just love her to her end, she is your best friend, I am so sorry.
Ive heard this over 100 times easy... and I'm still crying right here with you man... brings me to tears every time. I grew up the same way, except i feel like mine might be a bit worse because while nf did lose his mom completely.. mine is still alive and wants nothing to do with me. Honestly, it would hurt less if she really was dead, instead of still being alive and wanting nothing to do with me. Its the choice that hurts. His mom is dead and no longer has a choice to see him. He has no choice but to live without her because shes actually gone. Whereas my mother wants it to be this way, as if shes dead. We could have a relationship. Death isn't standing in the way of us being together, she is...
With the last part of the song (the part when he speaks to his mother) he actually asked everyone to leave the studio so he could record that, who knows what else he could have said but its probably best he keeps that for himself. W video.
😢😭 Peace and blessings. This is my first time hearing this deep song by NF.
This is amazing honestly. I love your thoughts. If you could would you listen to mama by nf next? I would love to hear your thoughts about his growth unless you’re watching them in order. Which is totally understandable.
Thank you
Very powerfulllll 4 sure
i love the song mama of his new album its more of forgiveness as he's gotten older ,i like the difference between the two song and how time has changed his perspective a little on his mums situation
You should do mama next. The personal growth between the songs is amazing!
No I like when you pause and talk. I suffer from depression and pstd, and anxiety. So you pausing helps me take everything in, and helps
This song means a lot to me, I relate to it on another level, I'm turning 16 next month and found this song at a very young age. My biological father was addicted to drugs and other things and wasn't in my life for 13 years. Everyone says that I should forgive him, that he's better now, but honestly, no he isn't, he's just stopped taking drugs. Anyways, keep sharing your opinion because this song means so much to so many people and we would love to hear what you would have to say about it.❤
I watch your reactions because otherwise I can watch NF’s video. I want the insight you offer. I imagine that you are unable to show your emotions in your own practice. This is more raw. As Foster Parents we saw Trauma in our kids. We learned how to deal with trauma from TCU Karyn Purvis Trust Based Relationship Intervention. We only had severe trauma affected kids. It is tough to relate since my wife and I had good childhoods. This is why I seek your content. I want to be a better dad, I can always learn to be better.
Thank you David. If you check out my other channel Therapy in Action then from next month it’s all going to be about trauma, especially developmental trauma, as that’s what I work with. You might find some helpful stuff there.
i feel this song on so many levels. my mom is the same way i havent talked to her in 7 years im 20 rn. this song always makes me cry
I feel this song, cuz my mom left us and she had me while she was strung out on drugs and the first time I met her was when she was dying in the hospital but I forgave her to help me move forward
I am weeping over here. I was an addict while my kids were young and this kills me. I found Christ and my life is completely different now. If I had to carry the shame of my past it would be unbearable to live. Christ has taken that shame from me. But when I hear things like this it brings me right back to those days. This song points to the fact that the world is heaving in suffering and is in such a need for a Savior. Christ is what we all need. He provides healing and the love we need to get through trauma. I feel that this song is so powerful but yet everytime he sings this song, he will be brought right back to his childhood. That is why music is so so powerful. It ties emotion to the music and can be a stronghold on your life. It's a two edged sword. Thank you for sharing.❤
Jesus is waiting for you to answer his call. He loves you with a true love that NO one else can provide. Run to him and watch him pick up the pieces and give you peace, true peace that passes all understanding. God bless you.❤
now you need to do the follow up song “mama” ❤
this song is always so rough.... also I love daisy
I think you should really deep dive into NFs song Mama off his newest album, it feels like a sequel to this song. And I personally feel like it shows a lot of growth and healing ❤️ (also this song was before he became a dad and Mama is after so it answers a question you had at the end ☺️)
Really enjoy your content and can you pls Try and React to cleffy:hide behind my disguise.
Your dog is so cute
Just discovered your channel and I appreciate your genuine reaction!
Are you open to listening to metal music, particularly with harsh vocals? If so, I'd love to see you react to The Devil Wears Prada - 'Trapped'. It hits me like a truck, but also feels like a sonic 'hug' if that makes any sense.
I dont sadly have a relationship with mine anymore and she was the one who broke it . she was ewxtremly maniuplative and pushed both my father and i away. not long after that i lost my soulmate who died in surgery. i cant go into detail but its only been a year and it still breaks me knowing i cant pick up the phone and call her. she was my whole world. she may not have died from drugs but this song still made me think of her beause though it was not her fault she died i still feel such a mix of stuff, pain, sadness, anger. at first when i was told my brain denied it said she had gone into hiding or some witness protection thing. i just i couldnt cope nad i still feel like that now a lot. Tomorrow will be the one year aniversary. the qoute from dawsans creek about soulamtes was also so special to us that i made a painting with the words on for her for her birthday and now it hangs on my wall with her image above it and a painting she did for me, also with her brother who was like a little brother to me next it as he died so young as well, also not his fault. two of the most important people in my life taken at such young ages. 25 and 35 :( i still keep in contact with their parents as they are family to me as well but i still miss her so much and have moments where i forget and think to call her. i havnt deleted her number from my phone i jsut cant do it.
On a similar theme try the song The State of Massachusetts by Dropkick Murphys
Now that you've done this one you need to react to Mama. It's an older, mature NF talking about his mom. Kinda the sequel to this song