NF BRINGS SO MUCH EMOTION OUT!!! NF - How Could You Leave Us | REACTION

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  • @awesward4454
    @awesward4454 5 років тому +3626

    It takes about 5 seconds for this song to hit me like a sledgehammer.....

    • @natemcdevitt9384
      @natemcdevitt9384 5 років тому +49

      Aaron Staley same. I haven’t had this sort of experience a lot of people have but damn. I’m sorry for anyone who’s had this experience

    • @jacobbiggs4810
      @jacobbiggs4810 5 років тому +4

      Bro same!!

    • @Nezumi99
      @Nezumi99 4 роки тому +1

      Yrue

    • @memphismadeej4665
      @memphismadeej4665 4 роки тому +1

      Military Jet

    • @jamesesmarialino5635
      @jamesesmarialino5635 4 роки тому +1

      Song hit me like it was some kind of car crash. Its that strong that it reminded me of my late grandad who died when i was two.

  • @blakewhite723
    @blakewhite723 5 років тому +4364

    They found my mom on the couch slumped over, needle on floor. She was only 34. Song goes deep for those who lost parents due to drugs

    • @zuniblue6533
      @zuniblue6533 4 роки тому +279

      @@RedTopReactions Your fucked up
      Someone tells there story, something personal and you plug yourself?
      Blake I hope you were doing better with everthing.
      Much love to you and family.

    • @landonlapierre1612
      @landonlapierre1612 4 роки тому +20

      That’s too much

    • @botboi1167
      @botboi1167 4 роки тому +18

      😣😣💔 I fill bad that's sad💔😣

    • @darklord8942
      @darklord8942 4 роки тому +11

      It hits way different your right

    • @blakewhite723
      @blakewhite723 4 роки тому +62

      Zuni Blue thanks, my family don’t really talk to each other anymore, but I’m doin good just wish I could talk to her again. Thanks again for the love

  • @tbexecutioner5392
    @tbexecutioner5392 4 роки тому +1752

    I've never had a song completely crush and wreck my soul like this.

    • @v.martinez4886
      @v.martinez4886 4 роки тому +9

      Famili portrait by pink , you should chek it

    • @rqmld
      @rqmld 4 роки тому +6

      daddy by korn

    • @jaykripe5256
      @jaykripe5256 4 роки тому +3

      I'm sorry Joyner lucas

    • @dossett1
      @dossett1 4 роки тому +5

      Lady taking notes=child services

    • @lukasrogers6452
      @lukasrogers6452 3 роки тому +2

      @@dossett1 yeah that shit hit me when I noticed I was like “shiiiiiiiiiittttt”

  • @lovenurtures3724
    @lovenurtures3724 5 років тому +3024

    NF a grown man but inside a child with a broken heart...😢

    • @anoukf9455
      @anoukf9455 4 роки тому +10

      @@Mango-nv7qi ??

    • @firstlast-bd5wc
      @firstlast-bd5wc 4 роки тому +62

      You mean a child with a broken heart trapped in a mans body?

    • @michaellewis6644
      @michaellewis6644 4 роки тому +24

      I feel like we all are in one way or another 😓

    • @phenomenalsaviour7803
      @phenomenalsaviour7803 4 роки тому +11

      @@Mango-nv7qi that's not funny

    • @jasoncoker8404
      @jasoncoker8404 4 роки тому +11

      Love Nurtures: Facts...I can relate...as my dad who live in the same town as me don't wanna see me or pickup the phone for me, STILL...it is tuff, but it is what it is...

  • @nobody-6308
    @nobody-6308 5 років тому +1048

    “My guy can sing too?” Hell yeah. LMAO

  • @Don-of-dons1
    @Don-of-dons1 5 років тому +182

    "In a room with a parent that I don't barely know. Some lady in the corner watching us, while shes taking notes." The parent is his mom acting like a responsible, caring parent trying to impress the social worker in the corner taking notes.

  • @asilduin4594
    @asilduin4594 5 років тому +4404

    Sad fact: When recording the song he had a bit of an emotional breakdown and asked everyone to step out. They just left it recording and NF vented is emotions. They picked a few bits and pieces from it and used it in the song (the end bit). So real and raw.. 😔
    Edit: Changed "fun fact" to "sad fact". I'm aware it's not fun, but I just used "fun fact" as an expression. 👌

    • @nellax8314
      @nellax8314 5 років тому +244

      Yeah and he doesnt even sing this live... so deep

    • @nellax8314
      @nellax8314 5 років тому +25

      True

    • @kurdobravado5932
      @kurdobravado5932 5 років тому +16

      😢😢😢😔😔😔

    • @centaur3282
      @centaur3282 5 років тому +61

      @@nellax8314 no he did it a couple of times there are videos on UA-cam about the song live

    • @nellax8314
      @nellax8314 5 років тому +24

      @@centaur3282 well that's news to me
      Edit all form two years back though I dont think he does it live anymore... I know I didn't make this up it was in an interview somewhere
      Edit two hmmm... maybe I just dont know anymore well whatever good song

  • @danielleeitzmann
    @danielleeitzmann 5 років тому +2101

    My mom committed suicide May 19th 2019 I've been listening to this song Non-Stop and it has really helped cuz I feel the same way my mom OD'd on pain pills

    • @DixmondGxng
      @DixmondGxng 5 років тому +146

      I go through suicidal thoughts on the daily. I often wonder how my son's would grow up knowing their dad wouldn't be around anymore. So with that said, be strong. I'm doing my best to stay alive, too. & Though idk you, I love you for making it this far

    • @ryanmorazes3349
      @ryanmorazes3349 5 років тому +47

      Official Skyskrape you are loved by many even if it doesn’t feel like it

    • @L4anK.
      @L4anK. 5 років тому +27

      Stay strong Danielle.

    • @user-ev1ub8gu5g
      @user-ev1ub8gu5g 5 років тому +25

      Stay strong bro ❤️

    • @BRUTALxDEMON
      @BRUTALxDEMON 5 років тому +16

      Im so sorry for your loss stay strong loosing a mom is the worst feeling in life. I lost my mom as well and been listening to this song too and it helps me also

  • @nickhollinger4690
    @nickhollinger4690 4 роки тому +552

    Lost my mom when I was 2 to drugs lost my dad when I was 15 to drugs n now I’m 16 I’ve overdosed n overcome everything that’s been thrown at me got job living on my own n staying strong

  • @stubbytaylor630
    @stubbytaylor630 5 років тому +225

    Damn, I got tears.... Wow.
    Emotional ass song.
    Tears still rolling.
    As I've lost both Parents, not even a Grandma or Grandpa on left on either side.
    This song hit hard for me

  • @ikika6057
    @ikika6057 5 років тому +396

    i cry whenever i hear this song - it hits my heart ... and NF cried for real in the studio when recording this and said he decided to keep it in the song.... thats fucking raw and real - love him

    • @454bigblock7
      @454bigblock7 5 років тому +6

      ikika wi very few artists if any are as real as him. Most just cuss and shout. He actually expresses his emotions

    • @emyf9197
      @emyf9197 4 роки тому +5

      Well now his opinion is different. He said last year that it's the most emotional he's ever done. And he would not put out something like this today but back then he was younger and really angry but today he understands her pain n struggle with the drugs. What made me shock was how he talked abt his mom on stage n his childhood.
      He really opened up personally on stage with crowd of strangers. He went on to say "my mom decided to leave me n my sisters by overdosing.. "

  • @MichaelRichardsPyro
    @MichaelRichardsPyro 5 років тому +321

    One of the most heart felt, heart wrenching songs out there! Thanks Coach

  • @cryptojunkie2478
    @cryptojunkie2478 5 років тому +2814

    The person taking notes was a social worker brah

    • @ryanbrunning9257
      @ryanbrunning9257 5 років тому +68

      I thought that when he said babysitter😂but yh a social worker

    • @justinpipes85
      @justinpipes85 5 років тому +129

      Yeah. Most definitely supervised visits from a social worker.

    • @AlphabyteMusic
      @AlphabyteMusic 5 років тому +5

      Justin Watson Yooo! Just going through these comments to see if anyone's genuinely interested in listening to some new music! I recently put out a track Champion Rising (Available on all platforms) and my debut album 'Far from Average' (also available on all platforms) including here on UA-cam!🙏🏻 Anytime you have the chance id love to hear your opinion, hmu on any social media 🙏🏻

    • @hoodieninja1642
      @hoodieninja1642 5 років тому +10

      the lady in the corner is his mom. he says sitting in a room with a parent that i dont barely know, some lady in the corner watching us while shes taking notes.

    • @cryptojunkie2478
      @cryptojunkie2478 5 років тому +66

      Watch the video. It clearly shows the mom playing with the kids on the floor while the social worker is in the corner taking notes

  • @amyschultz7878
    @amyschultz7878 5 років тому +458

    Social worker was monitoring his mother at their visits

  • @M10GOAT10
    @M10GOAT10 5 років тому +875

    Shaq: When rappers yell they mean what they saying
    Sixnine left the jail bars.

    • @ricorey1926
      @ricorey1926 5 років тому +11

      bro i fr thought bout Sixnine lmao

    • @statik9860
      @statik9860 5 років тому +4

      Yo Shaq man u trip me out homie 💪.. Glad u pick up N.F. motivation rap will be the next come up

    • @vn9574
      @vn9574 5 років тому +19

      Remove the mumble rappers and then he true.

    • @kanishksharma8784
      @kanishksharma8784 4 роки тому +13

      Bruh don't call him a rapper

    • @danieliven5142
      @danieliven5142 4 роки тому +6

      Yeah he was right he said RAPPERS

  • @cassandradenise3037
    @cassandradenise3037 5 років тому +336

    Who the hell cutting these onions ... This song forever making me cry whenever I come across it especially the last part OMG 😩

    • @kurdobravado5932
      @kurdobravado5932 5 років тому

      😢😔🙁

    • @karlmoussa710
      @karlmoussa710 5 років тому

      👌👌😣😣😣😣

    • @jaywinfree9755
      @jaywinfree9755 5 років тому

      Feel yah ...I've turned ofg more times than have herd it....lil PEEPS r my weakness

    • @goodiebat126
      @goodiebat126 5 років тому

      You have to listen to NF doing this song live. Hella onions in the stage.

    • @michaelwhite6337
      @michaelwhite6337 5 років тому

      Every time I listen to it it still makes me sad.

  • @risky7672
    @risky7672 5 років тому +674

    all these wackk rappers out here getting awards and songs/videos like this are getting slapped.. give this man a grammy.

    • @elyse_was_here_
      @elyse_was_here_ 5 років тому +20

      Anthony Fiasco yessssss plz🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼 he’s a Christian rapper so it will prolly never happen🙄 he is soooooo underrated

    • @risky7672
      @risky7672 5 років тому +17

      @@elyse_was_here_ exactly.. but thats what makes him even greater.. he doesn't curse in his music and still has you tuned into what hes saying the whole time. {and obviously because hes such a good story teller" but yes, he most definitely deserves it.

    • @elyse_was_here_
      @elyse_was_here_ 5 років тому +17

      Anthony Fiasco we need more artists like him for our youth to look up to! Not curing about drugs, bitches, money & cars🙄🙄🙄 real life experiences & u can feel his pain in his lyrics💔💔

    • @risky7672
      @risky7672 5 років тому +7

      @@elyse_was_here_ exactly! his music has gotten me through some pretty dark days. Idk if any other artist could have done that. I cant wait for another album. .😊

    • @elyse_was_here_
      @elyse_was_here_ 5 років тому +4

      Anthony Fiasco same here!!!! He’s been the light in my darkest days! We went thru a similar childhood💔 Sending love your way!

  • @kingchris20
    @kingchris20 5 років тому +197

    NF = REAL Music
    No Life Shaq = REAL Reactions
    100

  • @curtiswilson3569
    @curtiswilson3569 4 роки тому +475

    I am a pretty manly man, but Shaq is stronger about not crying than I am. Tears every time.. especially after I lost my little brother to pills this year. Too real for sure.

    • @ethanpellersels5584
      @ethanpellersels5584 4 роки тому +11

      Sorry man, that sucks

    • @vividflowyt
      @vividflowyt 4 роки тому +5

      🙏🙏

    • @sarahwaters386
      @sarahwaters386 3 роки тому +10

      Lost my brother to an overdose 09/14/2014 and buried him on his birthday 09/18/2014. Lost my mom to suicide in 1993 and this song is every feeling I've ever had about both of them. It hits so hard everyrime I hear it I collapse into myself

    • @camillaGorilla
      @camillaGorilla 3 роки тому +2

      Im so sorry 🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼

    • @codybennett2060
      @codybennett2060 3 роки тому +4

      Real men cry the weak ones hold it in so let it out my man and I’m sorry for your loss I know this was a year ago you posted this but this song got me good too.

  • @kylef8703
    @kylef8703 5 років тому +393

    I feel for NF.. I lost my mom to cancer when I was 17. She was a very caring mom and didn’t do drugs , different situation . But losing your mom is one of the toughest things you can go through especially if she is your best friend like mine was . I’m 26 now and that shit kills me everyday 9 years later ....

    • @eddiesuttle9028
      @eddiesuttle9028 5 років тому +11

      Sorry for your loss brother stay strong for her

    • @badenielsen
      @badenielsen 5 років тому +9

      My dad killed himself in 2003 and it still Hurts.
      Good vibes your way.

    • @RJWM1999
      @RJWM1999 4 роки тому +6

      I'm sorry fam. I'm going through this too. It's hard.

    • @thefunkybuddha9296
      @thefunkybuddha9296 4 роки тому +3

      kyle f facts man going on 5 years without my ma and it doesn’t get any easier

    • @highendservicesbarrieont8347
      @highendservicesbarrieont8347 4 роки тому +2

      Kyle...yes ..but how you walk...for the rest of your life...if you listen hard...maybe..you know.. Your mother is not really gone...hope you believe in the soul...but if not..yes your loss is deep..no matter anyone's preaching wishing you well

  • @InTuGuru
    @InTuGuru 5 років тому +687

    First time hearing this one... and it really hits home. Because I've been that parent many times. I've chose drugs over my kids and it's been many a times that it could have killed me. This really puts it into perspective of what I was risking my kids to possibly be going through. I'm thankful that I no longer do drugs. It's been a couple months now and I'm grateful I get to wake up to my baby girls everyday. And I'm glad they don't got to feel the pain of knowing that their dad overdosed. Thank God. This song had me crying for real

    • @ryanwilliams121
      @ryanwilliams121 5 років тому +53

      your a champ! thanks for making good choices, we all benefit from it

    • @InTuGuru
      @InTuGuru 5 років тому +28

      Ryan Williams thanks man, i appreciate you saying that

    • @XXKIRK-ds8ez
      @XXKIRK-ds8ez 5 років тому +20

      hits you right there when you realize what they would go through

    • @MultiTheawsomeguy
      @MultiTheawsomeguy 5 років тому +6

      Good man

    • @kingchris20
      @kingchris20 5 років тому +3

      Keep looking forward, you got this!

  • @jameskakayuk6457
    @jameskakayuk6457 5 років тому +295

    “It took everything inside of me, not to scream at your funeral”
    That touched me and made me cry 😔 cause I lost my uncle by suicide

    • @zacharyzahirny7924
      @zacharyzahirny7924 5 років тому +4

      James Kakayuk my uncle was my best friend and shot himself on july third, 40 years old and left behind a 16 month old son, from someone that’s fucking struggling with it, it’s a breath of fresh air knowing someone out there feels it too R.I.P.

    • @kenkaneki2608
      @kenkaneki2608 4 роки тому +2

      U remember Lil peep's line from 'isn't life beautiful' : "Tryna keep your cool at your grandfather's" 😢

    • @nspwolf5057
      @nspwolf5057 4 роки тому +2

      My uncle died to cancer it was aggressive so I cherished every moment I had with him he was the only family member on my mums side because they didn't like her but my uncle stayed. He was there even when we didn't know he was coming because he had no one he had a flat (apartment) and was mistreated in his living conditions he had lots I mean lost of cats because my mum was allergic she couldn't visit him after he got cancer he has gone to hospital to hospice (a hospital for cancer patient.) He fought as hard as he could and died more than a year later just before Christmas. My only wish was for him to be there for Christmas but I know he was too ill and now is in a better place where he isn't sick and can work without assistance or a wheelchair. Life is cruel

    • @Sm0knn
      @Sm0knn 4 роки тому +1

      This comment hit me hard because that was the way I was feeling at my grandpas funeral, somehow held it together.

  • @PurpleDragonGuy1
    @PurpleDragonGuy1 5 років тому +128

    Man all of NF's songs punch you right in the heart!🙏😢💯

  • @syd7488
    @syd7488 5 років тому +78

    my mom is a drug/addiction counselor. she works at an inpatient rehab facility. she played this song during one of their group therapies. while they were listening, they were told to write their own obituaries. she said this song/exercise touched the most people than any other before. that’s tuff!

  • @l2pkosrs498
    @l2pkosrs498 4 роки тому +62

    Lost my mother December 27th, 2015 from Meth. Remember everything like it was yesterday. The last time I saw her she was wrapped up like a mummy with 75% of her body covered in 3rd degree burns from a meth explosion. Its a harsh last memory but I try to focus on the good. Never had a dad. It's ironic i clicked on this because I literally happen to be writing lyrics for a song dedicated to my mother as I type this. I feel NF's pain all to well.
    As always keep up the good work Shaq #datstuff

    • @aidanthomas2510
      @aidanthomas2510 2 роки тому

      @Coach Chris so is mine... wow

    • @aidanthomas2510
      @aidanthomas2510 2 роки тому

      @Coach Chris not only was it my birthday but it was my 16th birthday and that particular year had been a pretty good one. Put's it into a different perspective. And happy birthday to you too for the 27th

  • @AnthonyLorenzen
    @AnthonyLorenzen 5 років тому +87

    This song gives me chills every time I hear it! NF is a real one!

    • @nate2838
      @nate2838 5 років тому +2

      i have to be careful when i listen to this. Its the level of pain that gets to me. I lost my mom when i was 10. We were really close.

  • @TrumpTrain86
    @TrumpTrain86 5 років тому +880

    I lost my mom to an overdose of pills and alcohol in 2010, this went deep =(

    • @brandontibbetts2974
      @brandontibbetts2974 5 років тому +17

      Chris Johnson lost my mom too an over dose on pills as well ..

    • @morningstar7896
      @morningstar7896 5 років тому +20

      Hope y’all two doing good y’all moms watching over y’all & protecting y’all 🙏❤️

    • @ashleyformo3727
      @ashleyformo3727 5 років тому +12

      I lost my mom to an overdose when I was 4. This hits hard

    • @Christina-xp9ys
      @Christina-xp9ys 5 років тому +8

      Sorry for your loss 😭

    • @master_eth2021
      @master_eth2021 5 років тому +8

      Almost lost mine to heroin at the age of 8

  • @earthcypher2017
    @earthcypher2017 5 років тому +103

    Even if you still have both parents. You can still have empathy for NF. THAT'S TUFF!!!

    • @XplayPictures
      @XplayPictures 5 років тому +5

      Yeah you can but you wont know the feeling of loosing them.

    • @ech0363
      @ech0363 5 років тому

      This1is4US 11 just gives you the feeling that we need to be grateful that you still have parents

  • @flowntv1752
    @flowntv1752 3 роки тому +12

    This nf track is literally my life story...ive been trying to write a song like this for 10+ years and still havent been able to write something good enough to explain my emotions.. NF took whats in my head and what i have struggled to get out..and turned it into this beautiful masterpiece. my mum was 36 when she passed from an overdose..i was 12. i am now 38. I will forever be grateful for this song.

  • @jebus_beetusgaming8210
    @jebus_beetusgaming8210 5 років тому +33

    I lost my mom this past June. I held so much anger and hatred, in my life from my upbringing. It wasn't until it was too late, that I learned the love and respect she had for me. I will never get that time back. NF = REAL Much love Shaq keep doing what you are doing.

  • @KBisty624
    @KBisty624 5 років тому +54

    Oh yes... NF can SANG baby...he’s so talented in the most unique ways. I love his heart and his power behind his words. Poetry in the truest form.
    He’s talking about CPS coming to the crib taking notes on how they livin in the home with a parent in and out of their lives.
    There hasn’t been a single time I haven’t cried listening to this track. I’m in tears now.

    • @dennischristian172
      @dennischristian172 5 років тому

      Bro your actually not lieing if I could give my heart for him to his mom one last time. I can't relate to him but I can Nf is the only rapper that speaks his life with emotional thought. All we can say to him is go on and still think about her that's what keeps her alive

    • @revertedrf978
      @revertedrf978 5 років тому

      Dennis Christian he's not the only lol

  • @kylewhitney2890
    @kylewhitney2890 5 років тому +351

    NF:
    -You reacted to Intro but not Intro 2 or Intro 3. Intro 3 is probably his coolest song concept wise where he rap battles his own fear trying to kill it. You still haven't reacted to Therapy Session which is an iconic song. For other songs,
    -Destiny
    -Oucast
    -Warm up
    -Know
    -Green Lights
    -Notepad

    • @Cuhzy1
      @Cuhzy1 5 років тому +3

      Kyle Whitney I would love to see his reaction to intro 3 above all

    • @kylewhitney2890
      @kylewhitney2890 5 років тому +1

      Obscure me too. Intro 3 is my favorite NF song

    • @HeadNose
      @HeadNose 5 років тому +2

      you legit just spoiled the whole song for him. one of the coolest parts of hearing nfs music is the surprise of not knowing or even understanding it at first. but then you listen again and get it.

    • @kylewhitney2890
      @kylewhitney2890 5 років тому +1

      @@HeadNose maybe. but you don't react to it twice. I've seen a couple people who reacted to it and didn't even get it and the video was terrible because of it. I'm sure he'd figure it out anyway. Any way you look at it he still doesn't know any of the lyrics to it. It doesn't degrade the quality of the song any, and who knows maybe now that he knows what a cool song it is he will react to it next 🤷‍♂️

    • @HeadNose
      @HeadNose 5 років тому +2

      @@kylewhitney2890 the quality of the song isnt downgraded at all. but the initial hype is greater when its unexpected greatness.

  • @abdullahhabib6067
    @abdullahhabib6067 5 років тому +557

    “Idek know this nigga’s mom and I’m cryin”
    😂

    • @cjedwards8931
      @cjedwards8931 5 років тому +4

      Abdullah Habib what’s funny

    • @butrintdana1157
      @butrintdana1157 5 років тому +5

      @@cjedwards8931 you dont need to now someone . you need to know his/her history and the things he/she caused

    • @user-fu6qj4fl4w
      @user-fu6qj4fl4w 5 років тому

      You're laughing.

    • @Supreme_Mangu
      @Supreme_Mangu 5 років тому +1

      Abdullah Habib yeah it was funny the way he said it lol

    • @mdavis3262
      @mdavis3262 5 років тому +1

      Abdullah Habib that was hilarious😂😂

  • @slayernotaplayer5354
    @slayernotaplayer5354 5 років тому +216

    I cried 6 times watching this reaction never mind 7

    • @lleylannastewart
      @lleylannastewart 5 років тому +9

      This is my second reaction to this song and I cried both times

    • @itz_katsu9105
      @itz_katsu9105 4 роки тому +1

      I've cried to this song every time I heard it

    • @RedTopReactions
      @RedTopReactions 4 роки тому +1

      ua-cam.com/video/8JrQ7pwKXRg/v-deo.html

    • @omwtfyb-13
      @omwtfyb-13 4 роки тому +1

      I had one cry but it was continuous it never stopped

  • @Nick-A1
    @Nick-A1 3 роки тому +25

    100% honesty here, this song has straight up kept me from ending myself more times than I'm man enough to admit... anytime I'm in that mindset so I can just finally make myself face some things I bottle up, cry it out and deal with it instead of hurting my mom. Her dad was basically my father figure since my old man never took the time to so much as know my eye color... dont even know what he looks like. Pop taught me every thing about being a man but he passed from cancer back in 2012. Theres some stuff in my life I can't let go or deal with properly but straight up, Nate (NF) has rather often been the reason I kept going forward.
    I'm sorry if this is just tmi and all... just want to stress that Nate really inspires me and in a weird way encourages me to face things I've never been willing to face, through music. And as a deathcore musician, it came from a really unexpected place at a very convenient time when I was in a bad way.

    • @thedefenestrator2994
      @thedefenestrator2994 2 роки тому +1

      The last time I was close to suicide I was listening to this song in the car, and I was hurting from the pain of my father being dead before we could really have a relationship, and watching my grandfather die too, and then my mother abandoning me because I argued with her once. I wanted to just end it and be free from the hurt, you know how that dark spiral goes. But then something clicked and hit me like a freight train; I stopped hearing “how could you leave us?” In the context of my hurt, but instead in the context of my family at my funeral, having no clue how bad things were for me then. I saw a vision of my sister screaming at my headstone and it shook me so hard I had to pull over and let the water works pour out. Something clicked and I’ve been living for myself ever since. I still have a lot of relationships with family to rebuild, but for the first time I’m actually happy, and I think I might actually be okay.

  • @markjunkersfeld578
    @markjunkersfeld578 5 років тому +106

    I lost my mom from lung cancer in 2002 when I was 11 and my dad took a hard spiral to pills and alcohol and I came close to loosing him from over dose a couple times but after 17 years I can happily say my dads clean and is a great father and a great grandfather for my daughter. I relate to NF’s music so much and this song hit me hard the first time I herd it. Couch keep doing your thang and showing the world the true lyricist.
    Please do Ohlord or outcast by NF next...

    • @jamesdjl4359
      @jamesdjl4359 5 років тому +3

      I lost my mother a couple years ago too, very unexpectedly. I still feel this song hard. Everytime it plays.

    • @jamesdjl4359
      @jamesdjl4359 5 років тому +6

      Sorry for your loss, definitely the worst feeling in the world.

    • @markjunkersfeld578
      @markjunkersfeld578 5 років тому +3

      James Lamb it is and sorry for yours you just have to live in there memory everyday

    • @Superhornet331
      @Superhornet331 5 років тому +1

      🙏🏼

    • @GenerationZJackson
      @GenerationZJackson 5 років тому

      My mom reacts to this on my channel if you want to check it out! If not have a great day! :))

  • @jeffwestbrooke279
    @jeffwestbrooke279 5 років тому +130

    Watching reactions of this video doesn't get old.

  • @alongthejourney9778
    @alongthejourney9778 5 років тому +19

    Duuuuude, so glad you got to hear this one. This is one of his very best.
    NF Therapy Session, Motivated, on top of Outcast and Intro 3, you’ll freak out on them

  • @owtlawgaming2007
    @owtlawgaming2007 4 роки тому +59

    Most people in the comments have family deaths. I am so sorry for yalls losses. I guess god was looking for my mom. She was addicted for 8 years. My momma almost OD'ed and was sent to the hospital. After that I connected with God. He saved my momma and I am very thankful. She has been sober for 8 years now. First time I heard this song I cried. This was the hardest song to listen to in my life. I hope all of you are doing great......

  • @MrXiztence
    @MrXiztence 2 роки тому +23

    If you don’t get affected by this song your soul is dead man. Still tears me up. Shit is deep.

  • @trueskatewithsam5275
    @trueskatewithsam5275 5 років тому +180

    I was just thinking when you were going to do another nf reaction when I just watched your last video thanks

  • @chronicinokla
    @chronicinokla 5 років тому +149

    Sad just heartbreaking. And it's happening to millions

    • @oodeezydeezy6629
      @oodeezydeezy6629 5 років тому +2

      chronicinOkla I grew up like this but my mom didn’t od

    • @ryanjohnson4239
      @ryanjohnson4239 5 років тому +6

      Been that way forever, too many broken adults raising broken children.

    • @aryansigrid
      @aryansigrid 5 років тому +1

      @chronicinOkla I agree with you, Children/families experience this way of life as we speak, in the millions. And it goes on Everyday, as I type. Heart-breaking? F**K Yes!

    • @wolfthelithiumwolf8643
      @wolfthelithiumwolf8643 5 років тому

      @@oodeezydeezy6629 Same. She OD'd on heroin but never died. And was addicted to pills since my earliest memories pretty much.

  • @jovanitzab2243
    @jovanitzab2243 5 років тому +564

    react to NF Therapy session.

  • @blakerobb5614
    @blakerobb5614 5 років тому +74

    I lost my older brother just over a year ago in a car accident, he was 19. Every time I hear this song it reminds me how much I took him being here for granted, I just wish I could see him one more time. This song has changed my life in more way than one. Much love tho, great reaction❤️

    • @Idnanbanaras
      @Idnanbanaras 5 років тому +6

      Blake Robb keep being Strong

    • @jimbo2897
      @jimbo2897 5 років тому +5

      Love u bro stay strong

    • @officialtac854
      @officialtac854 5 років тому

      cant imagine what your going through. im sorry man. keep your head high.

    • @laurenmargueritekovit631
      @laurenmargueritekovit631 5 років тому +2

      @blake Robb....
      I just lost my 23 year old baby brother on September 12th to a fatal car accident. He was my only sibling. Please tell me how you get through it, because I'm crumbling. This song gets me crying every time. I miss him so much.

    • @jayzor
      @jayzor 4 роки тому

      Lauren Marguerite Kovit I hope you’re doing better which I’m sure you’re not but stay strong life is precious just know he’s watching over you as an angel until your path in life comes to an end.. love you stranger xoxo

  • @kristinwojtowich8902
    @kristinwojtowich8902 Рік тому +4

    Every time I hear this song, its like a punch in the gut; his pain is so visceral, you cant help but feel it with him, whether you've lost a parent or not. Hell, even I relate to it, in a different way- mom's not gone, but she's not here and hadnt been for a long time, because of alcohol and pills. Damn, his music just *rips* the emotion out of you.

  • @jacobchastain61
    @jacobchastain61 5 років тому +154

    NF- Know and NF- Destiny
    PLEASE!!!!

  • @davegross4768
    @davegross4768 5 років тому +136

    NF 2019 one of the best rappers.. Eminem
    NF
    Period.

    • @roberskyflorival4276
      @roberskyflorival4276 5 років тому +1

      Dave Gross Fact bro

    • @seanpayne2470
      @seanpayne2470 5 років тому

      RampowerFerrari drag lol

    • @AlphabyteMusic
      @AlphabyteMusic 5 років тому +2

      Dave Gross Yooo! Just going through these comments to see if anyone's genuinely interested in listening to some new music! I recently put out a track Champion Rising (Available on all platforms) and my debut album 'Far from Average' (also available on all platforms) including here on UA-cam!🙏🏻 Anytime you have the chance id love to hear your opinion, hmu on any social media 🙏🏻

    • @kristoamadeus4441
      @kristoamadeus4441 5 років тому +1

      Nf is an Eminem clone

    • @kristoamadeus4441
      @kristoamadeus4441 5 років тому

      yeet yahh I hate how all the stolen stand are jerking him off all the time to , no respect for biters in hip hop, or an artist

  • @devotheambivert9875
    @devotheambivert9875 5 років тому +35

    Like you Shaq, I don't know what it's like to not have a mom or to lose a mom. I don't know what it's like to be the child of a mother who was addicted to drugs and died from addictions. This song is mad authentic. NF expressed how he truly felt. It's really sad that his mother was not doing her job. It's terrible that his mother died from drug overdose. I respect NF so much for his genuineness on the mic. I lost one of my best friends too almost three years ago Shaq. I definitely feel what you mean. We performed spoken word together. He said that I was his favorite artist. I really was appreciative of that comment he made out of sincerity. I loved kicking it with him. He was a happy person. He brought forth mad energy. He was mad thoughtful too. He was so multitalented too as an artist. He played piano and all. He died in a car accident. I lost my grandfather last year. My grandma's companion died this year. We were mad close to each other. I cried heavily when they all died. I express my condolences to NF and the family for the tragic death of his OG. Word. I concur with you maximally with the fact that people should reconcile if a vendetta exists between two parties. It extends beyond family members. If people got grudges with their peers they should reconcile. We as humans have to appreciate each other to the fullest while we're alive. Like Master P said, we as humans must give other people their flowers while they're still here on Earth with us. That's straight up tho. @No Life Shaq

    • @beastbassing889
      @beastbassing889 5 років тому

      Devo The Ambivert I know I’m way late to your comment but keep your head up, things get better

  • @brandoncurren7610
    @brandoncurren7610 5 років тому +19

    I've heard this song many times, now I'm tearing up... Appreciate the honesty and the react man. So sorry you didn't have a father growing up, that ain't right at all. Much love

  • @JJ-hn9lf
    @JJ-hn9lf 4 роки тому +14

    This song made me cry because alot of us can relate to this. He is so spiritually talented. 🙏🏾💙💙💙💙👍🏾💕😥

  • @zoomtv2577
    @zoomtv2577 5 років тому +393

    This is like cleaning out my closet but with emotion

    • @stevenmichael7577
      @stevenmichael7577 5 років тому +66

      ZOOM TV Cleaning out my closet does have emotion just a different type of emotion.

    • @BlessedTV206
      @BlessedTV206 5 років тому +67

      Both are anger, but they just come from a different place of anger and reasons on why they're angry.

    • @lawrencegbenga6517
      @lawrencegbenga6517 4 роки тому +1

      True bruv

    • @shredder8677
      @shredder8677 4 роки тому +11

      Cleaning out his closet was about him literally wanting to kill his mom because of the amount of pain his mom put him through while this song is how he wishes his mom did better for them and feels anger that he couldn't do anything about but watch his mom let the drugs take over

    • @tonyfro23
      @tonyfro23 4 роки тому

      Perfect

  • @biologymajor1
    @biologymajor1 4 роки тому +13

    This is the first song I've heard in my 30+ years of life that had me teary-eyed that was NOT a country song. It had the same level of emotional connection as a country song to me. Just made me a fan for life.

    • @derikroy6366
      @derikroy6366 4 роки тому +1

      Check out Trauma.
      Have some tissues handy.

    • @biologymajor1
      @biologymajor1 4 роки тому

      @@derikroy6366 I went and watched Trauma. Its prose is hard hitting, but I couldn't connect to it like "How could you leave us". I'm probably out of the loop on the song, but I felt like he was talking to God in it. The personal level of it just wasn't there though. As far as a personal deific conversation goes, Ill Mind of Hopsin #7 still hits the hardest for me.

    • @jayzor
      @jayzor 4 роки тому

      biologymajor1 check his newest album, this rapper is amazing - what we all needed no matter what age you are

  • @SeekChristOnly
    @SeekChristOnly 3 роки тому +27

    Shaq I'm a 60 year old man and shaking from head to foot I feel his pain right through me. God bless you NF you a great artist

  • @takenbytatted
    @takenbytatted 3 роки тому +4

    This is the most touching song I think I’ve ever heard. I can never listen to this song without crying. Nate’s emotions are so real in this and he just poured it out.

  • @servelazar6172
    @servelazar6172 5 років тому +13

    When I heard this song for the first time I broke down in tears and so did my sisters. The song is literally an exact reflection of my life

  • @courtney893
    @courtney893 4 роки тому +5

    When he says, “sometimes I wish I would’ve just called you” That part just gets me so hard. His mom wasn’t there for him at all, but he still has guilt from not calling her just to hear her voice and now he can never hear her voice again. Oh my goodness this video, the lyrics, all the emotion he put into it just breaks me down every time.

  • @keoki101
    @keoki101 5 років тому +115

    I get choked up everytime I hear this song🥺

    • @관죵반호우살인마
      @관죵반호우살인마 5 років тому +2

      Then don’t listen to the song

    • @keoki101
      @keoki101 5 років тому +6

      @@관죵반호우살인마 I really like the song, it just pulls on the heart strings

    • @davidortiz9577
      @davidortiz9577 5 років тому +9

      {살인마}관죵반[호우] If you don’t get emotional after hearing that song, there’s something wrong. Lol

    • @관죵반호우살인마
      @관죵반호우살인마 5 років тому +2

      I wasn’t serious for god sake

    • @JohnDoe-lj3ph
      @JohnDoe-lj3ph 5 років тому +3

      관죵반[호우]{살인마}
      It’s hard to tell whether you’re joking or not over text, just letting you know (maybe clarify next time).

  • @lukasrogers6452
    @lukasrogers6452 3 роки тому +5

    Bruh just like this man said every time that NF screams I get goosebumps bruh NF is such an underrated rapper bro he deserve so much more love then what he gettin rn and that’s facts

  • @lilt504
    @lilt504 5 років тому +32

    Your reviews are as honest and unpretentious as NF’s music. Continue the great work. Thank you.

  • @ShareFort
    @ShareFort 5 років тому +24

    True artist when you can feel the emotions of the song, lyrics & the artist meaning

  • @arielizabeth1228
    @arielizabeth1228 6 місяців тому +3

    NF has had growth since dropping this heartbreaker. Go check out Mama, it’s a song released with serene forgiveness for his mom. I think you’d be proud to hear 🔥 🔥 🔥 ❤️

  • @jamalparker5488
    @jamalparker5488 5 років тому +17

    Brah when I first heard this. I had to pull over on the freeway and call my mom and dad to let it out and tell them I love them. Just from this song

  • @spexoking4206
    @spexoking4206 4 роки тому +4

    This song tears me apart because the exact same thing happened to me when I was 4, and everytime I hear this I just cry, and my mom died of the same thing

  • @Jesus_is_the_saviour
    @Jesus_is_the_saviour 4 місяці тому +1

    My mother died to me and my family in 2011. Not physically, but I'm not sure who she is anymore, went from making memories to taking them and replacing them with trauma. I can still remember the scene of my little brother on that hospital bed with no garuntee he'll make it. My heart goes out to all of you who wanna grow up and never want to be like either of your parents. "There's plenty of us JUST LIKE YOU."

  • @DarkLight-kx7qr
    @DarkLight-kx7qr 4 роки тому +5

    Oh gawd I never thought a song could actually make me that emotional and drive me crazy. Nf was already in my top 5 but that one song moves him to number 2

  • @mysunsburneraccount2076
    @mysunsburneraccount2076 5 років тому +5

    And I heard this song for the 1st time today and was like wow 😮, the pain and passion in his voice just got me , made me wanna pick up the phone and call mom dukes up , Nf has my attention and will be waiting for album or anything by him

  • @nsjohn130
    @nsjohn130 5 років тому +11

    Yo bro you do great reactions on metal and hip hop, and I can see you do feel a lot...and in response to you saying you don't cry, I say LEARN TO CRY, it's ok to cry bro. It's normal. Sometimes you just gotta cry bro.

  • @gunnerrain1375
    @gunnerrain1375 4 роки тому +4

    “If you really care for me, then where you at then?”
    That part hurts every time.

  • @jamesmisanes4638
    @jamesmisanes4638 2 роки тому +1

    It is foster care, but the lady in the corner is the(child's) social worker. They will be there for visits until you are allowed unsupervised visits and will observe/take notes(make a report basically). Every child in foster care has a social worker

  • @esportskylewalker4127
    @esportskylewalker4127 4 роки тому +6

    I’m scrolling through old reactions and this just hits hard this song, he’s just unbelievable at putting an image and story into your head it’s unreal 😭 also very sad and prayers are with anyone who doesn’t have both parents ❤️

  • @russellford366
    @russellford366 5 років тому +37

    The lady in the corner that he barely knows is a social worker, hence why she's "taking notes"

    • @tylorarcher8439
      @tylorarcher8439 5 років тому

      Russell Ford wrong. He’s talking about how he barely knows his mom because she isn’t ever there

    • @russellford366
      @russellford366 5 років тому +2

      Yea, that's kinda the whole idea of the song. What's referenced in this line, "some lady in the corner watching us, while she's taking notes" refers to a social worker at a supervised visit taking notes on the interaction between parent and child.

  • @rossperrine1267
    @rossperrine1267 5 років тому +81

    “Mother is the name for god on the lips and hearts of all children” - Brandon Lee (the crow) 😢

  • @boxleyflippinout4833
    @boxleyflippinout4833 3 роки тому +2

    Some people have to do supervised visits with their kids. The lady in the corner was supervising the visit and recording it in her notes.

  • @InspireOthers2023
    @InspireOthers2023 Місяць тому +1

    NF is one of the absolute BEST past or present. No violence no guns no cursing just real

  • @jakoblopez8567
    @jakoblopez8567 4 роки тому +9

    " It took everything not to scream at your funeral " I lost my Dad September 21st 2018... I felt every peice of those lyrics 💯 if you still got ya parents whether on good terms or not Cherish them before it's too late . R.I.P to my father n everybody's parents that are no longer on this earth

  • @lauraaura2367
    @lauraaura2367 5 років тому +5

    Your reaction was genuine gold.
    Raw emotion is invaluable. NF helped me through my mama’s drug addiction, I felt his pain & suffering. I felt alone. But this song hit home. Great vid 💎

  • @tknoopsters1
    @tknoopsters1 5 років тому +7

    I love how we live through music.
    Shaq, you experience the music.
    That's why I watch you bro. You got heart my guy.

  • @jeffhardytributes1125
    @jeffhardytributes1125 5 років тому +46

    I lost my dad when I was 8 and he died bc his drinking went out of control and went swimming a drowned so I can relate so hard to this I'm 17 now and it still hurts I still have my mom but I can 100% relate to this

  • @BIGGIGG2002
    @BIGGIGG2002 5 років тому +7

    The first time i heard this tract I had to take a min. You can just hear the emotion from soul coming through the speakers

  • @MikiyasBiruck-l9d
    @MikiyasBiruck-l9d 6 місяців тому +3

    That got me😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😥

  • @ziazay5444
    @ziazay5444 5 років тому +159

    Nf no name or remember this

    • @BigRacks111
      @BigRacks111 5 років тому +9

      He already did Remember This

    • @Biaso1997
      @Biaso1997 5 років тому +3

      He already did Remember This

  • @lkc1790
    @lkc1790 5 років тому +12

    NF -Therapy Session next! Also, No Name, Warm up, Intro 2 and 3 ( intro 3 is my favorite of the intro's, it has a really cool concept). Outro is also amazing. All his music is.

  • @brodie499
    @brodie499 5 років тому +20

    NF got us in our feelings 🔥

  • @evootis
    @evootis 4 роки тому +2

    This was the first NF song I ever heard. Reminds me of my mom. Sometimes I can't even listen it depends on my mood.

  • @juliehamel8225
    @juliehamel8225 3 роки тому +2

    Very powerful and we can LEARN from it. Sad but real. Happy New Year 2022. Love is the key. Julie

  • @kellysbellydance101
    @kellysbellydance101 5 років тому +30

    Play NF Beautiful or Paralyzed.. When these two song can make a grown woman go down to her knees and cry like a baby uncontrollably. Because the lyrics hits home with her so much, you know it's a powerful song that hits your soul..

    • @brandoncurren7610
      @brandoncurren7610 5 років тому +1

      NF is pretty good at that soul-wrenching self-reflecting business for sure. Love those songs

    • @jon_because
      @jon_because 5 років тому

      Not down to my knees but he kin do it to a grown man too!

  • @UltimateAPBTS
    @UltimateAPBTS 5 років тому +30

    NF is a great rapper many don't know... I didn't know him til last October... We're blessed to know him...🔺🔺🔺

  • @ethanbing4013
    @ethanbing4013 5 років тому +10

    This song Touched my heart and got me thinking man that was a song

  • @davidstratton816
    @davidstratton816 3 роки тому +4

    Lady in the corner writing notes... Kids in foster care. DHS worker giving supervised visits, taking notes... :(

  • @CadeArt
    @CadeArt 2 роки тому +2

    Bro, NF has helped me through so much, he’s one of those artists I thank for keeping me on this earth. I feel this song so much and if it wasn’t for this man’s that knot would be tight round my neck

  • @jvnbrk
    @jvnbrk 5 років тому +49

    Shaq is the reactor GOAT!! NF is dope..ready for that DAYLYT!! Positive vibes 💯...don't like discussing it.but I relate to this song 💯. Why Em's music hits close as well. If you have kids,be there 100 and 20 percent!! You are their everything....felt that Shaq

    • @bernard1352
      @bernard1352 5 років тому +3

      Finally sombody who is not requesting a song reaction.. And enjoying this reaction an actually giving feedback💯..

    • @jvnbrk
      @jvnbrk 5 років тому +2

      @@bernard1352 there no way I could fully request a song without saying something about this...Shaq getting some good music with good messages. Need more of that 💯

    • @bernard1352
      @bernard1352 5 років тому +2

      @@jvnbrk hell yeah👍💯.

    • @kristoamadeus4441
      @kristoamadeus4441 5 років тому

      Nf is an Eminem clone

    • @Noahlious
      @Noahlious 5 років тому

      Hate me but I like ZIAS just a tad more but for current rap. Shaq the goat for breaking bars down and reacting to lyrical rap. I like all rap. #ALLRAPMATTERS

  • @wulfvenknight6691
    @wulfvenknight6691 5 років тому +24

    "I hate the way I remember you."
    Yeah.. that. I think I comfort myself with the thought that my pops wasn't a good person. I tell myself he was an abusive addict almost everytime I think of him, which is true. But honestly.. it's easier to lose an abuser than your dad, so.. I guess what I'm saying is, the stories we tell ourselves and others help us cope, whether they are harsh or complementary. At least I'd like to think they do..

    • @charlesbayless926
      @charlesbayless926 5 років тому +1

      Amen...my father still lives but I cant be near him because of his choices and life style. Both my parents and 3 of my 4 sisters grew up to be addicts...truly I dont understand addiction. I've tried just about every drug around and never had a problem walking away...guess I just haven't encountered my demon yet in life.

    • @SonGoku-cd9oo
      @SonGoku-cd9oo 4 роки тому +1

      @@charlesbayless926 tf why are u trying every drug

  • @byronmorton9231
    @byronmorton9231 3 роки тому +4

    "why do I feel like I lost something that I never had" damn that hit a homie hard 💔

  • @twaters3282
    @twaters3282 Рік тому +2

    Lady in the corner taking notes is likely a social worker/child psych/ etc. doing an evaluation. Could also be someone supervising a supervised visit, but sounds more like a parental assessment. NF's dad took custody after NF and his sister were abused by one of his mom's boyfriends. en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/NF_(rapper)

  • @juanurzua4169
    @juanurzua4169 2 роки тому +2

    10:56
    I don't know his mom ?
    And I'm about 2 cry 😢
    Like you said Nobody is going to top this. That's why he's called
    NF Real Music 🎶 🙏🏼

  • @ginaw3384
    @ginaw3384 4 роки тому +5

    My mom died 2 years ago due to alcohol. I was 17. Everything about this song hits me and I shake. From the unknown answers to the questions to social services writing notes. To the phone call saying she’s not coming even with her not actually knowing who I actually am. I’m now 20 with my own child and I always think about how she will never meet him 😪 😭

  • @jzeddorenze6366
    @jzeddorenze6366 5 років тому +9

    you can feel the emotions... NF is gold

  • @jaylonheadley4197
    @jaylonheadley4197 5 років тому +11

    Growing up without your mom is very difficult on you I know when I got out of highscool many people told me I come off as emotionless or cold and I think part of that came from never having a mother to show you the positive things in life but I’m lucky to have found a women who loved me and understands

  • @Karbonthirteen
    @Karbonthirteen 2 роки тому +1

    I’ve watched several reaction videos and unless you’ve experienced this you probably won’t know what he’s talking about when he says there’s a lady across the room taking notes. He’s talking about supervise visitations. Depending on the custody agreement a parent might get to see the child every other weekend or as the court allows. When a parent messes up or gets in trouble with the law or many other reasons the court can order that a parent can only see the child through supervised visitations. That is where a parent is given a specific time and place where they can spend time with the child as long as the court ordered third-party supervisor is there. The individual supervising the visitation takes notes and provides a host of information to the judge or Therapist. Based on the observational findings during these visitations a parent can either be granted additional non-supervised visitations or be denied access to the child completely

  • @StevieCr6
    @StevieCr6 6 місяців тому +1

    This song makes me think of my older brother. He’s been on and off drugs since I was 8, 20 years since I’ve seen my real brother. I miss him every day and I’m so scared for the day I get that phone call 😞 this song kills my soul because it’s everything I wish I could scream to him