A really white boy from Britain spits some shit and a black dude in America felt some shit about it. THAT is what music is SUPPOSED to be about. FEELINGS. Music is in and of itself an expression of emotions. In its purest form. Ren has conquered that. He IS emotion and catharsis at the same time. You hear him and you feel shit, but when the song finishes, you feel better. In 3 fucking minutes. John Lennon/Tupac/Nas/Ren……… nuff said.
How we look on the outside is irrelevant because we all feel the same inside and all feel pain. Respect to your comment and Face Famous reaction here. 🖖💜
He's a dope artist for real. And he'll yea music is feelings and bring8ng us together. And on the flip side us reactors will share if they want their feelings and similar struggles or conquest!! 🫡
I love that Ren is so fucking dope he can throw straight Welsh into his lyrics and it’s just a part of the beat somehow. And now millions of people know that Welsh is a language, and in fact a whole country too. It’s called Wales. It’s dope. Shoutout to Ryan and Rob for making Welsh culture worldwide on the side note. Hashtag Welcome to Wrexham.
I relate so much to REN's spirituality. His path shows that we can nourish our souls by choosing the best from any religion... still remaining agnostic.
No shame here. At first yes. But I'm so comfortable with it now it's no thing to share it. But after a while I found more people found through the same. So it made me feel so much better and just own it and kick it's rear now.
Sir, thank you for being so open and articulate about your own struggles. I have chronic conditions and Rens music is helping me and motivating me. Sending you all the best wishes.
Ren talks about the experiences of humanity. It’s what makes him so relatable. He shines a light on these and creates community in this shared space. ❤
And this is why every record label has failed to sign him because he would have to give that all up. Look what other artists have sacrificed in the past to get that big label signing. Its sucks the way it happened and that Ren suffered the way he did but getting sick and parting ways with Sony has given us the Ren we have today. I have no doubt he would still be an awesome artist but not what we have today.
Prof and Ren Collab coming July 12th, Pain Salesman..... Fingers crossed it doesn't change cuz we know Em's album is supposed to drop the same day..... And Ren announced first song from New album coming next month! 💙💙
Rumor has it Em album got pushed back to July 14th according to Apple Music. Now it's either the 12th or the 14th. The video for today got pushed to the 8th. Em's team said it wasn't ready so it's either midnight going in the 8th or sometime on the day of the 8th...either way I'll be ready for Ren as well!!
@@FaceFamousRen announced today his Collab with Prof is def dropping July 12. And I hadn't heard that Em pushed back his release date of the album, only saw his IG about the video not being ready and getting pushed out to 7/8. I bought both digital versions of the new Em album that have bonus tracks on them (the 1st version with 1 bonus track was available in June when Houdini came out and the other was available this week but supposedly only on Eminem's website.) I hope it doesn't keep getting bumped! This is the first Em album I've been this excited for in a long time!
It's the worse when they don't understand and you basically feel alone!! Dealing with it. And then people keep saying we're making excuses or we're lying or even worse making it up.🤬
@@FaceFamousagree! It's nice to have found people that do understand and I've found most of them online because of Ren and his music and they have been the most understanding, caring and empathetic people I've dealt with in a long time. 💙💙
I have to say, trigeminal neuralgia, if you haven’t been there, you haven’t seen pain yet! I appreciate your honesty as another MSer. Keep pushing and pushing hard!! Let’s go! You were meant to be a RENegade!
YOOOoooo I have TN too and GPN. The cluster headaches are fo realzzzz. Not to mention all the other pain that hits the face mouth teeth tongue throat ugh the worst. I am so very sorry you are going through all you are going through. Stay a positive light. You with me in my heart. much love
Much love back. Hell yes especially when the pain rotates all in the fave to the head and repeat for hours. I had one so bad it lasted 3 months!!!! I was so ready to go!!! I couldnt take it anymore. And after another week it just went away! Talk about relief after no sleep and 30 lbs lighter. Friends and family were worried about me.
I’m 15 years into trying to figure it out. I’ve been diagnosed/undiagnosed so many times. But I think I’ve finally figured it out. Just too nervous to see a doctor about it. Tired of being gaslit. I feel your pain my friend. Pain is with me too. I’m raising two kids as well (son 14, daughter 12). Pretty sure for me it’s POTS, EDS, and MCAS. Going to try to get tested. Already diagnosed with Graves, Asthma, Endometriosis, Reynauds, IBS, Abdominal Migraines, Fibromyalgia, etc. I’ll be 33 this year. Pain is my teacher. My mother.
I have EDS & MCAS, diagnosed in 2021 at 37 years old but my diagnosis has led the way for my daughter (12) to get her POTS & EDS diagnoses in under a year. That’s why I fought until I found someone who would listen to hopefully save her from what I’ve gone through. Even now, her doctors listen to me more than my own. From one zebra to another, sending light and strength your way.
@@tayaa4846 🥹🩵 Thank you. My kids are one reason I keep trying. I want to figure it out, so if they have whatever I have I can learn and help them. Health and happiness to you and your daughter!
Sucks you have to go through all that pain from all your diagnosis. Your strength though is inspiring. Your positivity shines through the pain. Thank you for sharing. It helps people who go through similar things not feel so alone and encourages them to stay strong too.
I look at it like this. For whatever reason we're strong enough to handle it if we choose too. But I say find that someone or something that drives you and let that assist in helping. Like anything we have to out in the work to understand our pain. But when we do. We're really stronger than what we think. We find out and we push through it!!! We have to💪🙏💙. I won't allow it to bring me down or anyone that I know is going through pain I'll help push them through as well!! . I might just come up with something for this. For us all. Like a support system. Imma see what I come up with.
@FaceFamous well I appreciate you for sharing your wisdom from your struggles. Much love and respect to you. I subbed and I'm going to share your channel with all the renegades in the Ren Rabbit Hole Fans group on facebook.
I watched a Ren interview where he described a time when he was suddenly overcome with pain while in the kitchen and fell to the floor in agony. It was so bad he disassociated & had a mental break where he became something/someone else for weeks. It was a hard interview to watch, he still lives that memory.
Prayers for you to kick cancers ass! And prayers for comfort in dealing with ALL of your other health problems! You seem to have a beautiful attitude to ger you through it. Much love fellow Renegade…
For me, the _really_ bad days, sometimes, are actually the good ones. When I find myself asking "Is it _really_ that bad?" What if I'm just a wimp? What if another person would take it on and just shrug and be like, "This? This is what you're whining about all the time?" I know that's utterly, completely ridiculous. Most days. But the doubt is hard. The guilt for being a burden is hard. And damn do I feel what you said about others not being able to see it. The people close to me know at this point. On those bad good days when I doubt myself, _they_ remind me, "No, it really is that bad. You really are that disabled. You really _can't_ do these things." But strangers? Doctors? Nah. I just look like some dude. It's hard to get doctors to take me seriously. They just think I'm looking for drugs. Truth is, there are no drugs that really make a dent. Not really. Not enough to be worth the extra injury I inflict on myself while I can't feel ordinary pain from overexertion or whatever. Not enough to be worth the side-effects. Not enough to be worth being treated like a criminal by default just for hurting.
This song is in part about when Ren entered psychosis the “I clawed at the laminate” his mum found him like that, the line about “god tied a noose to his neck” he saw that. I’ve never known anyone be able to describe pain the way Ren does in this masterpiece. Please check out Ren’s 1 million subscribers thank you video.
I totally relate to what you are saying. I was in a very bad car accident 1998. Was driving a Chevy Celebrity and was hit head on by a log truck. My back , hip and femur were broke. I could not even put weight on my leg for over 2 years and have been in constant pain for26 years but man I don't let it get me down I am just thankful to be here and wallowing in pity is just not something I ever considered. Good luck brother and keep that faith it will bring you through.
Dang right we got this and we going to keep the fight going!! Best wishes to you! We conquer it all. Felling pity is worthless because at the end of the day no one cares. So we must not care enough to let it get us down!
Not got far into the video yet, still watching, ut you get an insta-sub fellow TN sufferer. I've been dealing with Trigeminal Neuralgia for close to 20 years now. It got worse after the first 5 years and has impacted my life in a massive way, turned me into a recluse. I haven't had real human contact in over a decade. I have friends online who keep me sane. But yeah Trigeminal Neuralgia sucks so damn much. Weed helps :)
It's the worse. It'll run you in the house real quick. Never know when it will strike and cause so much anciety!!! It's horrible bro. Since 2009 for me
Ren give others hope by sharing his pain and showing us we can persevere to get to a better place. You're doing the same thing. Respect. I really think you would connect with Ren's songs Ready For You, and Heretic from 4 years ago.. Very different from the Sick Boi songs, but every bit as powerful. All the best!
I'm agnostic, so not sure if praying does anything, but I do like to edge my bets, so I dropped a prayer for you on the off chance it could help. So sorry you got that big C, especially after all else you're going through. You got the right mind set to show it who's boss though. Peace, bro, wishing you all the best from a random stranger in the UK 👍🏻
All love here bro from a fellow Egnostic person. But I edge my bets as well. Thank you so much for the prayer. But I have to show it who's boss and my dang treatments are no joke. But like I told the Dr. Let's just do this and get it over with. The max of whatever you can give me. (I got stuff to do😆) so the good fight is in effect!
Hey, i suggest watching his story, 8 chapters. No need to react to them but i think you would highly relate to what he's gone through. Love the reaction
I have clusters. They are the worst pain humans can experience. I'm praying for you. They finally made a medication that breaks the cycle for me. It's called Emgality. It costs around $2000 per dose, but I'd give away everything I own for it during the clusters. Love your video man!
I'm so sorry 😞. Cluster are the worst I always say it's legendary pain. And when it hits I say, My pain construction workers are back..I hate them so much!!
@@FaceFamous its just like you said, after clusters its almost like you're immune to any type of pain. Once you experience the worst, the rest ain't shit. I'm glad you shared this about yourself. I like to hear reactors that have actually gone through true suffering or addiction because the music just hits so different. While other people appreciate the music, these people appreciate meaning.
@fluxfist6920 exactly 💯 I used to be ashamed of it because people didn't understand until I met more people going through what I been through. Then I just owned it. It's me it's who I am. But I don't let it define my life. I thrive and say bring it on!!! You as well we have each other back!!!💪🫡
Sorry to hear about the pain, but it does help us connect as humans suffering. I too have been diagnosed with multiple forms of autoimmune issues that have left me in constant pain for 20 years. I can count on one hand the days that were relatively pain free during that time. This song hit hard!
Regardless of what unique physical trauma we face… your mind is greatly affected… but as a people, we are not in a place as a society that admits the truth about mental health and how to handle it… for 39 years I annually have a check up with my doctor, same with my family….. I wonder when yearly mental check ups will become just as impactful 😕
My heart goes out to you and i hope you get more help with the pain. May i suggest you take each minute you feel a bit better and acknowledge this and enjoy so you can have some positive time too
no one seems to notice the sinner man sinner man reference. check out sinner man by Nina Simone. Ren also refers to her again with the sample from Troubles. she is an amazing soulful black artist that is covered by the likes of Michael Bublé but don't get the recognition she deserved to this day. Im just mega happy she inspired Ren and he shouts her out in his music
The beginning is in Welsh, and it says, Illness is my teacher My smile broke My bones feel old Here lies Ren's body. I live in pain too. No cure for what I have. And it's sucks.
Thank you LaKaine for being you. i am in the middle of a flair up, and listening to you talk about your fight helps me immensely. i just wanted you to know that you became my support channel. Thank you again so very much!!! Sending prayers and love🙏🙏🙏🙏♥♥♥♥
Thank you❤️ and your very welcome 🙏. The best I. An be is me and and sure can be your support. Soon I'm about to open up my IG and probably just create a support system and we all going to get through this. We got this. We have stuff to do and goals to accomplish!!!🫡💪
@@FaceFamousThank you so much,you are so😮😮 appreciated! That plan sounds like something I definitely need rn. But,as you said...I take baby steps,concentrate on work and just tomorrow.
Ren was bitten by a tick and went for a loooooong time without a proper diagnosis for his Lyme disease. Instead, doctors told him it was in his head, put him on all kinds of meds he didn't need. He ended up with autoimmune disorders and his body basically eating itself. The pain and meds made him psychotic. He's now getting proper treatment but there's a lot of damage to undo. Ah, you knew that. Just got got to 9:50 ;)
Haha you so right! My family knows when a “funk” comes up on me by checking to see what my house looks like.. the state of your home is a reflection of your mental state.. in other words… keep your house tidy and clean.. it helps.
You hit the Nail on the head!!! I'll look around sometimes and I can't even think 🤣. I won't even or can't even do a reaction until I clean my house. Plus true it shows what mood I'm in. And I like to decorate so I have to make myself get to sometimes to clean it up. Vacuum, dust, mop wash dishes clean my room laundry etc. 🤣 🤣
@@FaceFamous ha ha I totally understand! If I’m trying to relax in the living room and get into an episode of one of my shows, if I see something out of place, I will focus on the entire time until I get up and take care of it! I think my mom is responsible for that but damn, where the hell were you when I was looking for a husband!? I enjoy vacuuming. It’s kind of soothing to me, but I would not complain. If I didn’t have to dust again for the rest of my life lol… Your reactions are definitely genuine and well thought! I hope your channel does well!! if it wasn’t for Ron and the reactions I want to see of new listeners I wouldn’t be able to have this conversation and feel somewhat normal in this crazy world based on such a simple habit in life as cleaning… I’ll definitely throw up a prayer for you tomorrow when I go to light my candle at church… Anyone who’s reading any of these comments my hope and prayer for you is this… Find the strength to get through the hardest times in life with a solid foundation of family and friends that will carry you when you fall… You can handle life tragedies and just learn how to manage them on a day-to-day basis Without crumbling from the pain… Then you’ve made it to a place not everyone has the chance to achieve..: that was random but these are the emotions that are brought to the surface through the power of music and the arts .. good bless, looking forward to another reaction!!
@lyndsayricardi3462 awesome and thanks for the prayer and many blessings back to you as well❤️. I been MIA for this week because I been in pain. But I'll be back next week. But I was still able to get somethings done around the house. And your words also have helped me mentally tonight here. So you also did work😁. See how that works? Without even trying you helped me and without even knowing you encouraged me from many timezones away!!! We got this💪 hell I been off work since last Friday but my supervisor understands. My team also with my videos and clothing brands understands as well. But we keep going they know how to pick up the slack for me. Better than ever come next week!!
@@FaceFamous don’t be hard on yourself … you have to take it easy physically when your health is compromised.. unfortunately, its not as cut and dry for your mind to take a rest..and that’s when those dam intrusive thoughts creep in.. I’m old school I have crossword puzzles that I jump right into them when I’m physically having problems.. I have chrons disease so I’m immunosuppressant and have a hard time fighting infections… and usually one of the worst “side effect “ is mental management… I have an app that allows you to speak to a therapist anytime if you need it.. I’m so glad that I was able reciprocate the favor of boosting your soul !!
@@FaceFamous Did you catch his "Back on 74 / Message in a bottle Retake" ? Very different, very awesome. Loved your reaction! I'm kinda stalking Ren reactions right now. Keep digging into that rabbit hole. It's worth it!
Same thing my Dr told me. And instantly I was google that stuff. I had a cluster attack for 3 months straight. Beat belive I was ready to go. Then one day it went away
I was interested in your sleep. i have an issue where if i get more than 3-4 hours of sleep at a time - i wake up with the most intense headaches the more i sleep the worse the headache. no naps and not procrastinating - if my eyes open i have to get up it is super annoying. Im about 12 years of only 3-4 hours of sleep without medication. So, that one i understand. Sorry about all you are going through, but this is the right community for it.
Bro I'm rhe same way. 3 to 4 hours I'm good. Anything over that I have the most intense headache. I can't sleep long. Because when I wake up I'm in pain all over. So since 2001 I been on 3 to 4 hours unless my body is wore out and I need to recharge.. I know exactly what you're talking about. Check this put Danielle. If I sleep 5 I'll be ok. 6 hours pain. I hate sleep now. Even 2 hours I'm functioning great. Just that 5 and over is horrible!!!
Seriously what he is speaking about is how he relates to the song. Do everyone a favor and stop watching reaction videos period. Of all subject matter on videos your insensitive ass just had to leave a negative comment because he talked about the pain and illness he is dealing with.What is wrong with you? Don't you realize this is a human being. Ren would hate this comment. Besides there is nothing anybody can do or say to him to hurt him more then he hurts already so I guess I'm the only one gonna be bother by your comment. I hope someone shows you enough love or better yet you love yourself enough so one day you heal whatever it was that broke you. I feel sorry for you. Smh
I went through pain trying to to watch this reaction video. Can't believe people actually pay you to ruin a song by stopping it every 10 seconds. I couldn't get through it. I guess some people like this nonsense
I went through pain reading your dumbass comment and you clicked on it. But youre un the minority here and outnumbered idiot. You came to reaction channel click on it subjected yourself it then complained about a song you can go listen to at anytime.🤣👍 yea good job. You already heard the damn song. So it ain't ruined you're just slow and can't comprehend reaction channels. And apparently you just want to watch a person watch a video. How stupid is that? 🤔🤣. Yea I'll sit and watch a video so you can watch it. 🤣🤣🤣 defeats the whole purpose of a reaction!!! Smh 🙄
Oh yea you one of those people that already heard the song know what it's about. Don't worry about how the song is Ren's whole ENTIRE GOAL is bringing people together to share. But here you are "too much blah blah" You already heard the song so why are you on a reaction channel again? Which reactors will talk. Or n You want a reactor that just sits and listen so you can listen to it? WITHOUT reacting 🤣🤣🤣 Sorry buddy you said too much BS blah blah in one sentence.
@FaceFamous I've never understood people like this. It takes so much more energy to leave a comment like than when you could just..not. If you don't like the "blah blah blah" you should just go go go 😂. Personally, I appreciate and respect you being so open and honest about your battles. That's why I think the music Ren makes is so powerful. It opens up this space where people feel comfortable expressing vulnerability. Whether we're dealing with physical or mental health issues, we all can find this common ground and support network. The people I've met because of his music have opened up my world so much. I will be forever grateful to Ren for that. You keep sharing your story and the real ones will be here for the ride. ❤
A really white boy from Britain spits some shit and a black dude in America felt some shit about it. THAT is what music is SUPPOSED to be about. FEELINGS. Music is in and of itself an expression of emotions. In its purest form. Ren has conquered that. He IS emotion and catharsis at the same time. You hear him and you feel shit, but when the song finishes, you feel better. In 3 fucking minutes. John Lennon/Tupac/Nas/Ren……… nuff said.
How we look on the outside is irrelevant because we all feel the same inside and all feel pain. Respect to your comment and Face Famous reaction here. 🖖💜
He's a dope artist for real. And he'll yea music is feelings and bring8ng us together. And on the flip side us reactors will share if they want their feelings and similar struggles or conquest!! 🫡
Respect!!! To all that get something out of it!!
I love that Ren is so fucking dope he can throw straight Welsh into his lyrics and it’s just a part of the beat somehow. And now millions of people know that Welsh is a language, and in fact a whole country too. It’s called Wales. It’s dope. Shoutout to Ryan and Rob for making Welsh culture worldwide on the side note. Hashtag Welcome to Wrexham.
“Fear of the unknown preserves a religion”
What a line…
That's a great line!!
I relate so much to REN's spirituality. His path shows that we can nourish our souls by choosing the best from any religion... still remaining agnostic.
I'm grateful that you made this channel and chose to talk about your situation openly.
No shame here. At first yes. But I'm so comfortable with it now it's no thing to share it. But after a while I found more people found through the same. So it made me feel so much better and just own it and kick it's rear now.
Sir, thank you for being so open and articulate about your own struggles.
I have chronic conditions and Rens music is helping me and motivating me.
Sending you all the best wishes.
Ren talks about the experiences of humanity. It’s what makes him so relatable. He shines a light on these and creates community in this shared space. ❤
And this is why every record label has failed to sign him because he would have to give that all up. Look what other artists have sacrificed in the past to get that big label signing. Its sucks the way it happened and that Ren suffered the way he did but getting sick and parting ways with Sony has given us the Ren we have today. I have no doubt he would still be an awesome artist but not what we have today.
Prof and Ren Collab coming July 12th, Pain Salesman..... Fingers crossed it doesn't change cuz we know Em's album is supposed to drop the same day..... And Ren announced first song from New album coming next month! 💙💙
Rumor has it Em album got pushed back to July 14th according to Apple Music. Now it's either the 12th or the 14th. The video for today got pushed to the 8th. Em's team said it wasn't ready so it's either midnight going in the 8th or sometime on the day of the 8th...either way I'll be ready for Ren as well!!
@@FaceFamousRen announced today his Collab with Prof is def dropping July 12. And I hadn't heard that Em pushed back his release date of the album, only saw his IG about the video not being ready and getting pushed out to 7/8. I bought both digital versions of the new Em album that have bonus tracks on them (the 1st version with 1 bonus track was available in June when Houdini came out and the other was available this week but supposedly only on Eminem's website.) I hope it doesn't keep getting bumped! This is the first Em album I've been this excited for in a long time!
It’s Welsh Wales 🏴🏴🏴🏴
"Forensic" is is a good double. For Ren Sick
6:32 i have fibromyalgia and that's how it feels during a flare up and no one around me understands how painful it gets
It's the worse when they don't understand and you basically feel alone!! Dealing with it. And then people keep saying we're making excuses or we're lying or even worse making it up.🤬
@@FaceFamousagree! It's nice to have found people that do understand and I've found most of them online because of Ren and his music and they have been the most understanding, caring and empathetic people I've dealt with in a long time. 💙💙
Thank you for your reaction. I've liked and subscribed.
You're very welcome!!
I have to say, trigeminal neuralgia, if you haven’t been there, you haven’t seen pain yet!
I appreciate your honesty as another MSer. Keep pushing and pushing hard!! Let’s go! You were meant to be a RENegade!
Thank you so much. That pain is freaking legendary..🫡💪 but we keep pushing
You are also an inspiration! Keep going, my friend!
Definitely will thank you. 😁
Thank you for sharing your story. You are absolutely an inspiration. Thank you. All the love ❤
You're welcome and thank you!!! 😊 much love back
Ren is very inspiring, a good man and so are you! Love the reactions! ❤
Yes he is. thank you so much for the compliment❤️
Great reaction!! Glad you are here ❤
Thank you so much!!
YOOOoooo I have TN too and GPN. The cluster headaches are fo realzzzz. Not to mention all the other pain that hits the face mouth teeth tongue throat ugh the worst. I am so very sorry you are going through all you are going through. Stay a positive light. You with me in my heart. much love
Much love back. Hell yes especially when the pain rotates all in the fave to the head and repeat for hours. I had one so bad it lasted 3 months!!!! I was so ready to go!!! I couldnt take it anymore. And after another week it just went away! Talk about relief after no sleep and 30 lbs lighter. Friends and family were worried about me.
I’m 15 years into trying to figure it out. I’ve been diagnosed/undiagnosed so many times. But I think I’ve finally figured it out. Just too nervous to see a doctor about it. Tired of being gaslit. I feel your pain my friend. Pain is with me too. I’m raising two kids as well (son 14, daughter 12). Pretty sure for me it’s POTS, EDS, and MCAS. Going to try to get tested. Already diagnosed with Graves, Asthma, Endometriosis, Reynauds, IBS, Abdominal Migraines, Fibromyalgia, etc. I’ll be 33 this year. Pain is my teacher. My mother.
I have EDS & MCAS, diagnosed in 2021 at 37 years old but my diagnosis has led the way for my daughter (12) to get her POTS & EDS diagnoses in under a year. That’s why I fought until I found someone who would listen to hopefully save her from what I’ve gone through. Even now, her doctors listen to me more than my own. From one zebra to another, sending light and strength your way.
@@tayaa4846 🥹🩵 Thank you. My kids are one reason I keep trying. I want to figure it out, so if they have whatever I have I can learn and help them. Health and happiness to you and your daughter!
Sucks you have to go through all that pain from all your diagnosis. Your strength though is inspiring. Your positivity shines through the pain. Thank you for sharing. It helps people who go through similar things not feel so alone and encourages them to stay strong too.
I look at it like this. For whatever reason we're strong enough to handle it if we choose too.
But I say find that someone or something that drives you and let that assist in helping. Like anything we have to out in the work to understand our pain. But when we do. We're really stronger than what we think. We find out and we push through it!!! We have to💪🙏💙. I won't allow it to bring me down or anyone that I know is going through pain I'll help push them through as well!! . I might just come up with something for this. For us all. Like a support system. Imma see what I come up with.
@FaceFamous well I appreciate you for sharing your wisdom from your struggles. Much love and respect to you. I subbed and I'm going to share your channel with all the renegades in the Ren Rabbit Hole Fans group on facebook.
This is the lyrical genius of my lifetime if you can't see this your blind to his message
Ren is great
Everyday is another blessing when you’re in a dim-lit place
Dang man, much love to you with your troubles. Wishing you all the best
Here's the translation from Welsh:
sickness is my teacher
my smile broke
my bones feel old
here lies the body of Ren
Ohhhhhh ok. I wasnt even going to dare I had no clue 🤣 . I'm like, can't compute that.. thank you!
I liked you right away, been through hell of pain in 10 years, learned to live with it, but today i'm free of pain but have the scars ✌
Congrats man much love ❤️!!! You're right your learn to live with it and keep pushing!!!
I watched a Ren interview where he described a time when he was suddenly overcome with pain while in the kitchen and fell to the floor in agony. It was so bad he disassociated & had a mental break where he became something/someone else for weeks. It was a hard interview to watch, he still lives that memory.
Prayers for you to kick cancers ass! And prayers for comfort in dealing with ALL of your other health problems! You seem to have a beautiful attitude to ger you through it. Much love fellow Renegade…
For me, the _really_ bad days, sometimes, are actually the good ones. When I find myself asking "Is it _really_ that bad?" What if I'm just a wimp? What if another person would take it on and just shrug and be like, "This? This is what you're whining about all the time?"
I know that's utterly, completely ridiculous. Most days. But the doubt is hard. The guilt for being a burden is hard.
And damn do I feel what you said about others not being able to see it. The people close to me know at this point. On those bad good days when I doubt myself, _they_ remind me, "No, it really is that bad. You really are that disabled. You really _can't_ do these things." But strangers? Doctors? Nah. I just look like some dude. It's hard to get doctors to take me seriously. They just think I'm looking for drugs. Truth is, there are no drugs that really make a dent. Not really. Not enough to be worth the extra injury I inflict on myself while I can't feel ordinary pain from overexertion or whatever. Not enough to be worth the side-effects. Not enough to be worth being treated like a criminal by default just for hurting.
Dude! You are fantastic! I could just listen to you talk.
Wow, thanks!
Great reaction brother, new sub! Praying for your health 🙏
Hell yeah!! We here for you too bro!🎉
Urukai is a Character from Lord Of The Rings, that's what he was talking about when he referenced a masterplan
This song is in part about when Ren entered psychosis the “I clawed at the laminate” his mum found him like that, the line about “god tied a noose to his neck” he saw that. I’ve never known anyone be able to describe pain the way Ren does in this masterpiece. Please check out Ren’s 1 million subscribers thank you video.
I totally relate to what you are saying. I was in a very bad car accident 1998. Was driving a Chevy Celebrity and was hit head on by a log truck. My back , hip and femur were broke. I could not even put weight on my leg for over 2 years and have been in constant pain for26 years but man I don't let it get me down I am just thankful to be here and wallowing in pity is just not something I ever considered. Good luck brother and keep that faith it will bring you through.
Dang right we got this and we going to keep the fight going!! Best wishes to you! We conquer it all. Felling pity is worthless because at the end of the day no one cares. So we must not care enough to let it get us down!
Thank you for sharing champ - all the best - god bless.
Thank you so much!! 💓
Not got far into the video yet, still watching, ut you get an insta-sub fellow TN sufferer. I've been dealing with Trigeminal Neuralgia for close to 20 years now. It got worse after the first 5 years and has impacted my life in a massive way, turned me into a recluse. I haven't had real human contact in over a decade. I have friends online who keep me sane.
But yeah Trigeminal Neuralgia sucks so damn much. Weed helps :)
It's the worse. It'll run you in the house real quick. Never know when it will strike and cause so much anciety!!! It's horrible bro. Since 2009 for me
Ren give others hope by sharing his pain and showing us we can persevere to get to a better place. You're doing the same thing. Respect. I really think you would connect with Ren's songs Ready For You, and Heretic from 4 years ago.. Very different from the Sick Boi songs, but every bit as powerful. All the best!
Well said
hugs man its all i can say! always fun
Always fun. Let's do this!!
I'm agnostic, so not sure if praying does anything, but I do like to edge my bets, so I dropped a prayer for you on the off chance it could help. So sorry you got that big C, especially after all else you're going through. You got the right mind set to show it who's boss though. Peace, bro, wishing you all the best from a random stranger in the UK 👍🏻
All love here bro from a fellow Egnostic person. But I edge my bets as well. Thank you so much for the prayer.
But I have to show it who's boss and my dang treatments are no joke. But like I told the Dr. Let's just do this and get it over with. The max of whatever you can give me. (I got stuff to do😆) so the good fight is in effect!
Respect to you,lad ,my mum had cancer/TN, and is still going through it,and I think that I have issues, inspirational lad, good luck from lreland ❤❤❤❤
All the best to you and your mom. Together let's all support each other, we can over come anything
Hey, i suggest watching his story, 8 chapters. No need to react to them but i think you would highly relate to what he's gone through. Love the reaction
Definitely ill check out out. Thanks😊
I have clusters. They are the worst pain humans can experience. I'm praying for you. They finally made a medication that breaks the cycle for me. It's called Emgality. It costs around $2000 per dose, but I'd give away everything I own for it during the clusters. Love your video man!
I'm so sorry 😞. Cluster are the worst I always say it's legendary pain. And when it hits I say, My pain construction workers are back..I hate them so much!!
@@FaceFamous its just like you said, after clusters its almost like you're immune to any type of pain. Once you experience the worst, the rest ain't shit. I'm glad you shared this about yourself. I like to hear reactors that have actually gone through true suffering or addiction because the music just hits so different. While other people appreciate the music, these people appreciate meaning.
@fluxfist6920 exactly 💯 I used to be ashamed of it because people didn't understand until I met more people going through what I been through. Then I just owned it. It's me it's who I am. But I don't let it define my life. I thrive and say bring it on!!! You as well we have each other back!!!💪🫡
Sorry to hear about the pain, but it does help us connect as humans suffering. I too have been diagnosed with multiple forms of autoimmune issues that have left me in constant pain for 20 years. I can count on one hand the days that were relatively pain free during that time. This song hit hard!
You ain't lying I stay hurting my less painful days are my good days and we're going to get through it all! Your support is here!
Would love to see you react to his “chapters”.
I am with you my friend. I have MS and TGN. It sucks but you have to stay strong.
Hell yea we have to stay strong. And it's too bad we get this stuff. But at the same time we have to carry on 🙏🏻
TGN is hell. Absolutely. Let alone MS isn’t the funnest life in the world! Great guys. I also have both. We have got this!
Regardless of what unique physical trauma we face… your mind is greatly affected… but as a people, we are not in a place as a society that admits the truth about mental health and how to handle it… for 39 years I annually have a check up with my doctor, same with my family….. I wonder when yearly mental check ups will become just as impactful 😕
My heart goes out to you and i hope you get more help with the pain. May i suggest you take each minute you feel a bit better and acknowledge this and enjoy so you can have some positive time too
Thank you so much. I will certainly do that! 🫡😍❤️
no one seems to notice the sinner man sinner man reference. check out sinner man by Nina Simone. Ren also refers to her again with the sample from Troubles. she is an amazing soulful black artist that is covered by the likes of Michael Bublé but don't get the recognition she deserved to this day. Im just mega happy she inspired Ren and he shouts her out in his music
I love this song so much. I feel pain like you and what Ren sings about.
I’m also “but you don’t look sick “ people. I enjoy your Ren reactions
We all in the fight together. And that whole you don't look sick stuff aggrevates the heck out of me!
love brother
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The beginning is in Welsh, and it says, Illness is my teacher
My smile broke
My bones feel old
Here lies Ren's body.
I live in pain too. No cure for what I have. And it's sucks.
That's so messed up for Ren. I hope he can put it on remission or whatever he has to do!💪 he gives hope
Wish you all the best my friend❤
P. S Did you react to the Ren song Troubles, I think you really like this one🙂
Edit : you did, will have a look now😊
Thank you LaKaine for being you. i am in the middle of a flair up, and listening to you talk about your fight helps me immensely. i just wanted you to know that you became my support channel. Thank you again so very much!!! Sending prayers and love🙏🙏🙏🙏♥♥♥♥
Thank you❤️ and your very welcome 🙏. The best I. An be is me and and sure can be your support. Soon I'm about to open up my IG and probably just create a support system and we all going to get through this. We got this. We have stuff to do and goals to accomplish!!!🫡💪
@@FaceFamousThank you so much,you are so😮😮 appreciated!
That plan sounds like something I definitely need rn. But,as you said...I take baby steps,concentrate on work and just tomorrow.
You need to write a book bro!
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Urukai master plan is a Lord of the Rings reference!
Ren was bitten by a tick and went for a loooooong time without a proper diagnosis for his Lyme disease. Instead, doctors told him it was in his head, put him on all kinds of meds he didn't need. He ended up with autoimmune disorders and his body basically eating itself. The pain and meds made him psychotic. He's now getting proper treatment but there's a lot of damage to undo.
Ah, you knew that. Just got got to 9:50 ;)
Lol it's all good. That's so messed up for Ren. Like damn of all things a Tick did the damage.🤦🏾♂️😞..but hell he's strong as hell though🫡💪💪🙏
*gentle hugs* 💜
Hugs back💓💙
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Haha you so right! My family knows when a “funk” comes up on me by checking to see what my house looks like.. the state of your home is a reflection of your mental state.. in other words… keep your house tidy and clean.. it helps.
You hit the Nail on the head!!! I'll look around sometimes and I can't even think 🤣. I won't even or can't even do a reaction until I clean my house. Plus true it shows what mood I'm in. And I like to decorate so I have to make myself get to sometimes to clean it up. Vacuum, dust, mop wash dishes clean my room laundry etc. 🤣 🤣
@@FaceFamous ha ha I totally understand! If I’m trying to relax in the living room and get into an episode of one of my shows, if I see something out of place, I will focus on the entire time until I get up and take care of it! I think my mom is responsible for that but damn, where the hell were you when I was looking for a husband!? I enjoy vacuuming. It’s kind of soothing to me, but I would not complain. If I didn’t have to dust again for the rest of my life lol… Your reactions are definitely genuine and well thought! I hope your channel does well!! if it wasn’t for Ron and the reactions I want to see of new listeners I wouldn’t be able to have this conversation and feel somewhat normal in this crazy world based on such a simple habit in life as cleaning… I’ll definitely throw up a prayer for you tomorrow when I go to light my candle at church… Anyone who’s reading any of these comments my hope and prayer for you is this… Find the strength to get through the hardest times in life with a solid foundation of family and friends that will carry you when you fall… You can handle life tragedies and just learn how to manage them on a day-to-day basis Without crumbling from the pain… Then you’ve made it to a place not everyone has the chance to achieve..: that was random but these are the emotions that are brought to the surface through the power of music and the arts .. good bless, looking forward to another reaction!!
@lyndsayricardi3462 awesome and thanks for the prayer and many blessings back to you as well❤️. I been MIA for this week because I been in pain. But I'll be back next week. But I was still able to get somethings done around the house. And your words also have helped me mentally tonight here. So you also did work😁. See how that works? Without even trying you helped me and without even knowing you encouraged me from many timezones away!!! We got this💪 hell I been off work since last Friday but my supervisor understands. My team also with my videos and clothing brands understands as well. But we keep going they know how to pick up the slack for me. Better than ever come next week!!
@@FaceFamous don’t be hard on yourself … you have to take it easy physically when your health is compromised.. unfortunately, its not as cut and dry for your mind to take a rest..and that’s when those dam intrusive thoughts creep in.. I’m old school I have crossword puzzles that I jump right into them when I’m physically having problems.. I have chrons disease so I’m immunosuppressant and have a hard time fighting infections… and usually one of the worst “side effect “ is mental management… I have an app that allows you to speak to a therapist anytime if you need it.. I’m so glad that I was able reciprocate the favor of boosting your soul !!
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Thank you 👍👍✌️
You're very welcome 🙏
It's URUKAI Master Plan not Drunken Master. Urukai are from Lord of the Rings and were part of the Master Plan of Saruman, a Wizard that turned evil.
Hey im just reading what the lyrics say. Oh yea ive seen lord of the rings yea i remember them..But good catch!!!! That makes sense
@@FaceFamous Did you catch his "Back on 74 / Message in a bottle Retake" ? Very different, very awesome. Loved your reaction!
I'm kinda stalking Ren reactions right now. Keep digging into that rabbit hole. It's worth it!
Love ya! :)
Love ya back!! Thanks for watching
One love brother ❤
Thanks so much 🙏 much love back to you
@@FaceFamous always when one is in pain.. we all shouldn't be looking from the outside in 👊
My Doctor said " you have su!c!de head... i mean, cluster headaches" when i got diagnosed.
Same thing my Dr told me. And instantly I was google that stuff. I had a cluster attack for 3 months straight. Beat belive I was ready to go. Then one day it went away
I was interested in your sleep. i have an issue where if i get more than 3-4 hours of sleep at a time - i wake up with the most intense headaches the more i sleep the worse the headache. no naps and not procrastinating - if my eyes open i have to get up it is super annoying. Im about 12 years of only 3-4 hours of sleep without medication. So, that one i understand. Sorry about all you are going through, but this is the right community for it.
Bro I'm rhe same way. 3 to 4 hours I'm good. Anything over that I have the most intense headache. I can't sleep long. Because when I wake up I'm in pain all over. So since 2001 I been on 3 to 4 hours unless my body is wore out and I need to recharge.. I know exactly what you're talking about.
Check this put Danielle. If I sleep 5 I'll be ok. 6 hours pain. I hate sleep now. Even 2 hours I'm functioning great. Just that 5 and over is horrible!!!
fuc% yer man %100, from New Zealand take care my friend!
Definitely I will thank you!!
Daily cluster headaches here. Fun, ain't it 🤣
I call em my Lil Construction Workers... 🤣 🤣. I have Uni-lateral Clusters. Used to be Bi-lateral
@@FaceFamous Like a misplaced kidney stone 😅
🤣 🤣 you ain't lying
If you really wanna know what he went through then watch his chapters
You are a much stronger person than me.
Sometime I don't feel as strong, but I have to be. It sucks like crazy but got to get through it
Too much of a life story for me, thought it was a music reaction vid. Ill try the next one
Seriously what he is speaking about is how he relates to the song. Do everyone a favor and stop watching reaction videos period. Of all subject matter on videos your insensitive ass just had to leave a negative comment because he talked about the pain and illness he is dealing with.What is wrong with you? Don't you realize this is a human being. Ren would hate this comment. Besides there is nothing anybody can do or say to him to hurt him more then he hurts already so I guess I'm the only one gonna be bother by your comment. I hope someone shows you enough love or better yet you love yourself enough so one day you heal whatever it was that broke you. I feel sorry for you. Smh
I went through pain trying to to watch this reaction video. Can't believe people actually pay you to ruin a song by stopping it every 10 seconds. I couldn't get through it. I guess some people like this nonsense
I went through pain reading your dumbass comment and you clicked on it. But youre un the minority here and outnumbered idiot. You came to reaction channel click on it subjected yourself it then complained about a song you can go listen to at anytime.🤣👍 yea good job. You already heard the damn song. So it ain't ruined you're just slow and can't comprehend reaction channels. And apparently you just want to watch a person watch a video. How stupid is that? 🤔🤣. Yea I'll sit and watch a video so you can watch it. 🤣🤣🤣 defeats the whole purpose of a reaction!!! Smh 🙄
Sorry buddy...Too much blah blah
Oh yea you one of those people that already heard the song know what it's about.
Don't worry about how the song is Ren's whole ENTIRE GOAL is bringing people together to share.
But here you are "too much blah blah"
You already heard the song so why are you on a reaction channel again? Which reactors will talk. Or n
You want a reactor that just sits and listen so you can listen to it? WITHOUT reacting 🤣🤣🤣
Sorry buddy you said too much BS blah blah in one sentence.
@FaceFamous I've never understood people like this. It takes so much more energy to leave a comment like than when you could just..not. If you don't like the "blah blah blah" you should just go go go 😂. Personally, I appreciate and respect you being so open and honest about your battles. That's why I think the music Ren makes is so powerful. It opens up this space where people feel comfortable expressing vulnerability. Whether we're dealing with physical or mental health issues, we all can find this common ground and support network. The people I've met because of his music have opened up my world so much. I will be forever grateful to Ren for that. You keep sharing your story and the real ones will be here for the ride. ❤
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