LIVE Q&A WITH DissociaDID! | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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“Don’t use any pronouns, I don’t exist”
Absolutely valid
I missed that part, what were they referring to?
@@tvwontturnon I think it was in the first thirty minutes? They were fronting as Kya, and they were asked which pronouns they preferred at the moment
10:30
I also think, in this case, they were making a joke.
the way kya can look feminine and masculine simultaneously is astounding
Ikr I’m loving the look. You don’t have to be just one thing. You can just be you. And it doesn’t matter if you’re more masculine or feminine as long as you feel comfortable.
It shouldn't be unnatural to be Agender or mixed. I hope society becomes less defined to reflect the range we have as individual.
And the power emanating from them....oof🔥
kya can smack me and id thank them
thats what is called being beautifull.
"My pronouns today are: Don't perceive me, I don't wish to be perceived, don't use any pronouns, I don't exist" That had me laughing so much, I feel that 🤣
I think it’s really interesting how Seraphina reacted to Seer coming close to the front at 1:02:36 while Kya was dissociating- you can tell she felt the energy shift and readjusted as if someone else had walked in the room! She has such an amazing connection with you guys ❤️
I thought she was gonna come over but no 😞. Still kitty stretches are cute ❤️
It's wild seeing Kya because they're put together so neatly like Nin but totally have Kyle's facial expressions and tone/inflections
Kya: I know someone ate my Swiss Roll just to mess with me
Mike: I may or may not have but definitely have eaten Kya’s Swiss roll
They are going to have to have a talk after this 😂😂
Time stamp?😂
@@SwedishTourist 1:14:20 he’s so funny
Kya: STEP AWAY FROM THE SWISS ROLL
When y’all started dissociating and the head tilted to the side I had a wild urge to reach out and catch you because sometimes when our partner system dissociates that strongly their body kind of just tips over 😅 I’m glad you didn’t fall down.
Timme
Ashley, I don’t have DID, but Kya recently uploaded a grounding technique video to help with disassociation. See if that helps! I’m sure she has done another video on disassociation in the past too.
ua-cam.com/video/RyQ-rF-SPNw/v-deo.html
The Kyle-Energy at the swiss role rant at abt 39:00 was so strong, I love it 😂
Mike's smile was so contagious! I find it so fascinating how different alters look while using the same body.
Everytime you guys kept disassociating seraphina would either move or her ear would twitch like she was making sure she wasn't necessarily needed or not. She really is like an emotional support animal I'm glad you guys have her
swiss roll part starts from around 38:00 and Mike talks abt it around 1:14:00
Thanks mate
Thanks!
I FUCKING KNEW IT - Kya
@@DissociaDID Welp.... RUN MIKE RUN 😂😂
@@Fey_Aelin_Elentiya Where is Mike gonna run to lol
Kya and Mike might have a little "chat" after this 😂 Petition to get both of them Swiss rolls.
yeah lmao
That 1:09:50 “styahp it. Get some help” 💀
I’m so bummed I missed what would’ve been my first stream :c hopefully you’re comfortable doing another one soon and I’ll be able to actually catch it 💗💗
That half-smirk that Mike/Kya did at 1:11:03 when they were talking about the rapid switches makes my heart melt - it's seriously such a small thing but it's amazing how the body's facial expressions differ with each alter
I KNOW!!! 😭😆
Banana guy may be gone but now we have our new saviour:
*_Swiss roll guy!_*
"If I don't laugh about it, it will destroy me", yes! So much this!
Kya talking about how excited they are that Dan Howell is uploading again made me so happy because yes! Me too!
Me too! 🥺 I dont know why I was surprised because duh they're from the UK and well, the age that would know him, and Anthony is Dan's friend.😅 I just clicked to this video after Dan's newest video 🥺😊
@@miak4006 I think I still have a hard time accepting that other people also know Dan and Phil and it wasn't some alternate universe I created to help me cope with my life 😂
I love that whenever they introduce an alter on the channel there’s always a backstory, their age, their role and go super in depth about that alter but when it’s Mike it’s always just ‘Mike is Mike’ HAHAHAHAH
“How’s everyone dealing with life at the minute”
me watching this while eating blueberries after having my 5th panic attack of day and avoiding all responsibilities
I am sorry that you had a few panic attacks today. I hope you were able to ground or found something to do or did some self care. Sending all the love and strength to you. ❤️
Great choice of life evacuation snack! Very stimulating and good for you xxxxx
Yasss, the lifestyle of a royal; here's your crown for going thru that 👑
*Hugs you despite the fact u are a stanger because they want to comfert you and hope you get better!*
Kya! Or anyone in the body! For hair color - warm tones are needed to keep your hair dark after having been lightened! For your natural hair colour that's gonna be red mostly, or oranges and yellows. So next time you colour your hair (if the goal is to match the natural, like Kya mentioned on this stream) make sure to get a very warm colour. It will help keep the color in and keep it the correct colour (won't fade as severely)
My best guess from videos is you are a natural 3 or 4 (1-10, 1 being black like a sharpie, 2 is natural black, and 10 being like a platinum blonde) , and id recommend something with warm tones which may be written like 4G (g for gold)
I hope this helps if you see it and that's your goal.
Sally's accent changing makes so much sense to me. I'm not sure if they're an alter who is able to fully front? But sometimes we'll find ourself(?) speaking in a southern American accent for self-soothing purposes without knowing why. Sometimes it's just whatever helps most in the moment- we seem to have a lot of "fragments" come and go specifically for that reason, as well
Sally has fully fronted in the past, but I don’t know how common it is.
@@allisond.46 oops I realized I worded my comment confusingly- I meant: in my system, we notice this accent thing sometimes, and I'm not sure if it's passive influence from an alter or just a random ~thing~, lol. Brains are weird!
@@allisond.46 one of my alters is british and I noticed the other english speaking one started also sounding more british and idk if they are effecting each other but it is kinda funny to me fore some reason
Thank you for being you ✨
Also Mike ate the Swiss roll 🤣
Hearing you get excited to stream at the beginning was everything💗💗💗 been here for a while and I’m so happy to see you trying your best to heal💗
@52:57 you mention hearing something that sounds "particularly Kyle". I hear so much of Chloe and Nin when you talk to your animals. It is lovely to know that you are so much stronger as yourself Kya.
Thanks a lot for coming back to the internet, you helped with me getting a diagnosis for cptsd and now my adhd, all thanks to you! ♥ Lots of love
I love that I've watched the videos enough to begin learning when there are switches. I'm also grateful for you all and it's nice being able to discern between different alters based on voice and how they present themselves. I'm wishing you all the best!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I cannot imagine how much strength it has taken to get to where you are and be able to talk about some tough stuff but for what it’s worth I’m so happy you are in a place where you can talk and share about all of this stuff… thank you 💗
Thank u so so much for taking this time out of your day and spending it with us 💕 much love to Kya and all of the system!
Sorry, I missed the Live but I'm watching it now!!! I am so PROUD of you for all you have done to come back stand up for yourself and Most of all for asking for help when you needed it!!! YOU ARE AWESOME!!! I am not a system but i fully support and believe in DID. I have CPTSD myself.
Thank you for your kind words on being valid, Kya. We have been going solo as a system for about 6+ years now because of many of the reasons you stated. It has been so hard and a nightmare learning to heal on our own. It is such a privilege for people to get help, you're right. Absolutely made our day. -Ben & co
11:52 just excited that they read my question!! they are so lovely and helped me with my general mental health xx
33:58 Thank you for answering my question 💜
And agreed Anthony and his team are very very sweet he seems very supportive, glad you're comfortable around them!
Im very glad you’re back.. I didnt expect to miss someone i dont really know but discovering your channel made me aware of what DID really was and later learning and discovering that I had DID.. I had so many memory blocked and a everyday memory reset that it was so difficult to actually reveal my alters and DID to myself. Because at first when I started watching tour videos I never thought that i had a system too, thank you for informing me, teaching me about all of that and make me discover myself. Im happy you’re back and that your channel is back, so I can have conforting videos and a person tomlisten too, I know we don’t actively talk but listening to you helps me feel better. Thank you again
We were so glad to see you guys stream again, we have missed you ❤️
I don't have DID but I have been diagnosed with a few other mental illnesses and struggle with disassociation a lot and I just wanted to thank you for all the videos you make. You've helped me cope with trauma, given me strategies to better support myself and the people around me and you've given me hope. Thank you for all you and your system do, you have helped so many♥
It's interesting to hear how some rooms in the inner world aren't always there. It sounds very dreamlike.
More like nightmare depending on who you talk to 😅
@@earthariss Yeah... well, a nightmare is a kind of dream.
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@@ethernity7577 15:56
It's very interesting to hear about the many differences between systems. Our Inner World is more real than the Outer World. The Outer World is very dreamlike. -Esmeralda
Oh I’m so bummed I missed the stream, but I’m glad I was able to watch the recording! It was cool getting to hear you and your system answer so many different types of questions and hear an update about how y’all are doing. I LOVE your makeup and hair in this stream, it looks AMAZING! I hope I can make it to the next stream. A lot of love to you all, DissociaDID/Kya & Co! ❤️
Hey guysssss
I have something I want to say.
I don't have DID, but once upon a time about 4 years ago, I stumbled across this account and wow you guys have taught me so much - not just about DID, but other mental illnesses and how to help and comfort people.
But it doesn't stop there - I feel like you all have shown me how to recognise small moments in people so I can read how they are.
It's fascinating to me that, because of the sheer mass of time I had spent watching your content, I have become known by systems involved in my life to always be able to see a switch and know who is then fronting. It's so interesting to me now because towards the end of the stream when you were reading the facts, I could see each switch as it happened. It's something that I really like about my ability to read people, but if it weren't for you guys, I honestly don't feel like I would be able to help or read people to the capacity that I do.
So thank you.
Genuinely, I hope you guys are all doing as well as you could be x
Much love,
Tullia x
Was having a really hard time by myself, this video helped me out a lot, put a few smiles on my face, thank you!
Holy shit the system has grown so much, my word... I only really know you from your DID information videos, just out of pure curiosity, but wow. Wow, wow, wow you are such an incredible personality! You remind me of literally all of my friends haha, your humor and presentation is so lively!
Same, except it actuslly triggered my system to beleive I was ready (spoiler alert, I wasnt) so noe they just kinda leave me alone and sometimes ask me if I am ready (and usually for a reason I cant understand this question brings tears to my eyes without fail every singke time so still no)
I can see the best parts of Kyle and Nin in you and it’s so perfect, I just love your energy. Glad to see you’re in good spirits these days.
Loved this livestream!! Thank you! And nice to meet you Mike
Thanks for the stream. It was great to finally catch you on your live stream. Hope the system is doing ok
This was a great stream. I'm so happy I was here for it. Now that we know Mike was the one who ate Kya's Swiss Roll, I have to ask. Kya, have YOU ever done something to mess with another alter in the system? Also, the question I asked in stream was missed in the chat flood. Do any of the alters sell their art? Loved seeing that y'all are coping so well, and staying healthy. 🤠👍💕
I joined when it first started but missed it. So glad it’s here and I can watch it still ❤️
Couldn't listen live but love sitting back afterwards and chillin with you guys while I drink my morning coffee ☕
Omg, I CAN'T WAIT to see Seer's Meet The Alters video (and also maybe the Wraith and any new alters, if they want to)! And also a follow-up video from Mara, so she can get the chance to finish what she wanted to say in the last video. ❤
Also, whales do have hair. They are mammals, and all mammals have hair. Dolphins are whales, so yes, dolphins have hair.
Snakes having tiny feet is misleading. They have little bone spurs that are vestigial remnants of their footed ancestry. Though some snakes apparently have toes.
Just like snakes, whales also have vestigial legs.
Foxes are NOT felines. They are canines.
Platypuses don't have stomachs. I was actually very surprised to discover this.
[reposting cuz apparently UA-cam hates external links in the comments sections]
Hope you feel better Kya 😊
I do EMDR, too!! Yay for progress with EMDR!! 🖤 Ps it was nice to meet Mike - I don't use twitch so I've not met him yet. Thank you for being so open with your identities. Y'all have a place in my heart forever.
Mike's smirk though! Shot straight to my heart haha
I can see why our protector watches you all's videos. It's nice to see that you guys can be positive and do ok even if there's dips. Today I was invited to hang out with someone so I did and then they said they stalked my Instagram bc they were fans and I was just like @∆@ what do I do so I can't imagine how confusing and awkward it is so be recognized in public (I think the fan was from a film screening that one of us did as part of a film class? There was more than one fan I do not know how to handle this) and you all make tons of videos so I'd imagine that's a lot!! Thanks for putting a smile on our face and also for helping us not be so confused :) I think our protector found your channel maybe a year or two after we were told we had DID, and we started therapy for it maybe half a year ago after working so hard to find a therapist we could afford! You all explain some things easier, like.. what you said about the cupboard. I hadn't thought much about it but when I'm out it's like I'm in a little observatory tower where the only light is by looking through a telescope. I guess it's be hard for two of us to look through a telescope at the same time haha. Maybe with work we can make it bigger :)
Only recently started following you, love the videos. Stay strong! At first I was like "thats really cool they have all these personalities" but then like 2 seconds later I felt really bad because of what it actually meant to have gotten those personalities.
To the person who wrongly said "a fact" about foxes: That's not a fact, that's wrong. Foxes aren't felines, they aren't canines either, they are vulpines.
I’m pretty sure snakes don’t have feet either
Maybe they got confused with hyena’s🤷🏼♀️
Yes and no.
Not legs in any sense of the word BUT some species still have remnants of legs.
Its actually pretty fascinating because it shows the evolution of snakes.
Foxes are in the family of Caniformia which means "dog-like" though.
Hyenas do belong within the feliforma family, "cat-like".
Stream was fun glad I saw it! 😁
I’m so glad you are making this system update series. I’m really enjoying the format and your growth and journey.
Ps. Your androgynous aesthetic is nb fashion goals and I’d love an updated makeup and hair Kya tutorial. 💕
Hey I love you guys sooo much! I don’t have DID myself but so much of your experience has helped me through a lot of other issues, I have bipolar and dissociation is a big part for me so thank you for helping everyone struggling and keep raising awareness because it’s changing a lot of peoples lives 🥰
I feel terrible for that stuck alter. I imagine this must hurt as much as it hurts being knowing you’re dreaming, you’re having a nightmare but you can’t wake up because you’re body is paralyzed as it’s in REM mode. I hope he/she is okay.
kya ur hair and makeup coordination looks so amazing how even
38:26 Swiss Roll- Kya
1:14:20 1:15:37 Swiss Roll- Mike
I was around when Dan started his channel and have watched all his videos. I'm so happy he is gonna come back!! 😍😍 I have missed his content so much, but he made the right decision because our mental and physical health is much more important than any job.
I hope he is feeling a bit better now and keeps getting good support with his depression 🥰
Ikr, I got so giddy when Kya mentioned him cause I had no idea he was coming back!
@@earthariss I just found out myself a couple of days ago so he recently shared the news 😍
I'm sorry I missed the live yesterday. I was driving home from seeing my gf. You are so sweet and compassionate and accommodating. We love you and hope you continue healing and growing 💗-The Daylight System
Take great care and always thank you for sharing your journey, your as in the whole system. Thank you.
This was the first live I've ever watched. You've finished streaming exactly at the same time I had finished cooking. If only I could share my soup.
Take care, you sweet human.
I knew I had another reason to like you! I love dan and Phil so much! I’ve been watching them for about 8 years. I’m finally going to meet dan in October when he’s on tour in America, I’m so excited!!
I’m super happy that he’s finally going to upload again! 🎊
I want to say that I don’t have DID. However I do heavily dissociate and lose hours of my time. I have cptsd and your videos have helped me a lot since I discovered you years ago.
Sad I missed this live but I am catching up on it today ☺️ I hope your system is doing well especially after watching the system+ alter part 1 update. 💖. I have had a big system change recently and am still working through it but watching your ( & others with did/osdd) really helps me out 🙂 thank you again for sharing and coming back to UA-cam inspite of all the negativity and bulls*it . -- the mystic system (specifically Alex and Ash(new fusioned host) )
The times when you dissociate are very familiar to me. I have moments like this very often. I also have a horrible memory. It wasn't until I started talking to professionals that I ever would of connected trauma to my symptoms.
Love your channel. I usually hate live streams, this is the first one I've watched. Congrats on starting EMDR, it has helped healing my traumas alot. Those therapy days can be a bitch sometimes though. So much emotional/mental work.
Oh my god, could you get any more perfect?? Yes, Dan and Phil are literally the best UA-camrs on this planet. I'm glad I've watched them grow to be such icons.
Yesterday I set my notification reminder, I had the correct time and you did not come on my notifications. so then I went to your homepage to see if the live had started it had not there was nothing on there about a live and then I went back and I kept checking why aren't I getting a notification it never showed up and just now I see you in the videos. I am so bummed I missed the live. Much love to you, much healing for you, and just all the good things that make you feel joy and peace.
Sorry I missed this and looking forward to the next! Love to your system!! 😘
this livestream is like a warm hug 😭
*eats swiss roll*
kya: finally...inner peace
Take care!
Mike ate the swiss roll 👀
little fronting?
Livestream was fun 😁
It was really cool to meet Mike for the first time, as I don't get on Twitch, he seems pretty cool. Also, I hope you're resting and/or feeling better from how you were at the end of the stream, Lots of Love :)
Hope everyone enjoyed that and be safe and grounded Team DissociaDID
LOVE YOU!!!! WELCOME BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You're a beautiful spirit, fly free and know that love follow you miss❤️✌️
This is the first time to watch your vids live ♥️♥️♥️
Thank you for sharing.
I have been following you for long.
I do miss Sally! I just heard you speak about sally. All of you are so beautiful. Sharing helps me be more understanding to others.
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Just wanna say I think that this makeup is particularly gorgeous. I love the color scheme it's somehow warm and cold toned.
"It's fine... -smacks lips in annoyance- I don't even care"
Kya, I am so sorry, but also that was so funny.
i would absolutely love for you to do an inner world drawing video while you explain it, like the alters draw themselves video you did! it would be so interesting to see a map/art of the mansion and the landscapes around it 🤍
Replay crew here. Hello everyone, thank you so much for sharing your opinion with us. it honestly helps so much for me to understand i really appreciate your content. i am not a system but my father was, so it really helps me connect with him and understand what he was going through.
27:44 I got the same feeling listening to that as I might get trying to understand some of the stuff that happens in Doctor Who. Like you're the same person, but also a different person... hmm, where have I come across that before? But yeah, it sure is complicated. I feel like I'm trying to understand paradoxes and crossed timelines and different versions of reality and stuff, haha! Like the same person but also a different person because of different experiences and memories... now this is starting to sound like all the different Claras. Oh well, if I can wrap my head around all that I'm sure I'll cope with this.
Ikr! I'm so happy that both you and dan howell is back on yt :D
You are my safe place. All of you. Thank you so much for still being here with us after everything you’ve been through, I hope you guys know how incredibly important you are to so many of us on the other sides of our screens
Your hair looks gorgeous ❤️💕💕
I love how you could see Mike ask Kya what his pronoun was all by the look on his face like you knew he was asking in the innerworld what they would prefer at that moment ❤
Oh yes I would love to see an updated Draw the alters video!!
Ugh I love this channel so, so much!!!
-Esmeralda 🎀
Seraphina stretching her little paws in the background is just... *chef kiss*
the way mike and kya switched was so quick i didnt even notice. and awww at the little at the end
Thank you for the stream! Hope you're ok
Memento Mori♡
@@Savannah_831 unus annus
Memento Mori!! 💚🤫
So I was diagnosed with BPD and feel/know I have DID but my therapist keeps saying I don’t have DID. I have proven time and time again that I do and she still doesn’t believe me. I asked for a second opinion so I hope that comes up with something soon.
As for the actual DID itself… I have 4 alters. 3 adults and 1 little. I made my system house on sims (sort of) and I talk to the alters through the app you mentioned in pt 2 of your system update. It has helped out a lot.
I've got BPD, it sucks. I hope u get the right diagnosis soon
I wish I joined this stream I missed it on accident. But I am seriously glad a found your channel because I started learning what did was through that channel and I have found a friend with did and I had a better idea on how to be around them as they trust me even the alters I've yet to meet trust me so thank you
Love you kya ❤️
34:59 _Oh!_ I was so confused! I was sure they said "How did you realise you drained a fluid?" I was so confused! I thought this must be some kind of medical thing that had happened that I didn't know about. I finally realised it must have been "How did you realise you're genderfluid?" which makes _so_ much more sense! I must say though, even knowing that it still sounds like "drained a fluid".
I had the same reaction 😅
omg I heard that too at first 🤣
39:43 the passive agressiveness about the swiss roll I can't- xD
I wish you all the swiss rolls Kya
38:51 THAT SAME THING HAPPENED WITH MY SYSTEM BUT WITH DEVILED EGGS
LIKE SHE ATE THE ENTIRE PARTY PLATTER OF DEVILED EGGS JUST SO NOBODY ELSE COULD HAVE ANY AAAAAA
And pancakes too actually but it was less "I'm gonna eat this just so they can't" and more "woah cool! Pancakes!"
I would so do that with Deviled Eggs 😭 I've been craving them for like weeks now, hope she at least enjoyed them 😅
@@earthariss actually I don't even know. I was a newly discovered system and we all just found out about her. I think one of her first messages to the system group chat was "I'm going to eat all your deviled eggs >:)" and it started a bit of an argument lol. It ended with "there's no use in arguing with me. What's been done can not be undone >:)"
"First of all, who are you?"
In hindsight it was pretty funny, but I know for a fact she ate more than necessary just to upset everyone. I think Kya in the video explained this type of scenario perfectly
Egg chick here, hi
Yes I ate all the eggs, no I don't regret it