GHOST, "DEAD" & NON-HUMAN ALTERS - OMEGA. All about Alters 8 Dissociative Identity Disorder Reupload

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КОМЕНТАРІ • 412

  • @sketchingingreen
    @sketchingingreen 2 роки тому +2156

    We have an alter who is a shadow. For awhile we never noticed her in the innerworld because our innerworld is dark and she blended in. We believe she may have formed because of emotional neglect we experienced, leaving us feeling unseen and like a shadow.

    • @rene3682
      @rene3682 2 роки тому +60

      I hope you're okay now

    • @chemicallycalm5878
      @chemicallycalm5878 2 роки тому +21

      @@rene3682 you can't really "cure" from DID, but i'm not sure if that's what you meant :] /srs

    • @djibouti2136
      @djibouti2136 2 роки тому +56

      @@chemicallycalm5878 i think he means if you are handling that trauma better

    • @chemicallycalm5878
      @chemicallycalm5878 2 роки тому +6

      @@djibouti2136 ah, i see.

    • @__lasevix_
      @__lasevix_ 2 роки тому +8

      I think the DissociaDID system also has a similar one, called 'dark' iirc

  • @rebekka8296
    @rebekka8296 2 роки тому +2890

    We've commented this before on the original video and it still stands;
    Thank you from the bottom of our heart for making this video Omega. One of our littles has a very similar role/experience and seeing this video meant the world to them.
    They now have been telling our partner about their "super cool gost friend" who is " just like me"

    • @alex.r.891
      @alex.r.891 2 роки тому +87

      That’s so sweet of them!

    • @miriamhappe1066
      @miriamhappe1066 2 роки тому +53

      that is a sweet thing, and i think its great for the little you talk about

    • @stormy7565
      @stormy7565 2 роки тому +15

      That's really sweet!

    • @Rabid_Nationalist
      @Rabid_Nationalist 2 роки тому +13

      That's so sweet!

    • @satur9mars
      @satur9mars 2 роки тому +15

      that's so so sweet i can't

  • @melwasnevergivenaname
    @melwasnevergivenaname 2 роки тому +1433

    Omega's bravery for sharing this trauma touches my heart every time. I just wanna cuddle up and pet their hair till they fall asleep safe and warm ♥️

  • @stephenspacagna6383
    @stephenspacagna6383 2 роки тому +2483

    This breaks my heart, my Son has attempted suicide but has survived and is 40 this year. He was bullied at school because of severe dyslexia. Wishing all alters every blessing for a secure future

    • @theonionsystem7779
      @theonionsystem7779 2 роки тому +40

      I've attempted so many times and 2 times at least last year I tried the hardest I have ever tried to end it all, but I can't even do it and I feel worse because of it. I want it all to end right now but I can't do it

    • @earthariss
      @earthariss 2 роки тому +7

    • @marianaqueiroz464
      @marianaqueiroz464 2 роки тому +52

      @@theonionsystem7779 please do not give up!! You’re life is worth living! You’ll be so happy and accomplish so many things, you have a brilliant life ahead!! Stay strong, one second at time. Sending you so much love

    • @rene3682
      @rene3682 2 роки тому +4

      I'm glad there's so many supportive people

    • @reesebain7889
      @reesebain7889 2 роки тому +6

      as a dyslexic person who has SH before this rly resonated with me. I'm so glad he is still here!!

  • @babymama406
    @babymama406 2 роки тому +1730

    I thought DID was more rare. It breaks my heart knowing this is so common, especially considering how this disorder comes to be. I had a really difficult childhood, but my personality didn’t split, so I can’t imagine how much worse it would’ve had to be for this to occur. I send genuine blessings and positive energy to you all. I hope you find peace. Thank you for sharing your experiences.

    • @kvothekingkiller9097
      @kvothekingkiller9097 2 роки тому +261

      i once heard a good metaphor for ptsd (content warning, it mentions drowning): whether you drown in three feet of water or three thousand feet, it doesn't change the fact that you're drowning. trauma is subjective, and what some people can escape relatively intact can severely effect someone else. it's just that everyone is different! so there's nothing saying your experiences weren't "as bad." your brain just coped differently.

    • @kittyknox2369
      @kittyknox2369 2 роки тому +107

      @@kvothekingkiller9097 I completely agree! Trauma can be as simple as you tripped weird and in that moment it felt like you were gonna die. That's enough for some brains to get a trauma response disorder. What I was able to withstand may kill others and for others not leave a scratch.

    • @purelysmetalnightcore
      @purelysmetalnightcore 2 роки тому +35

      It is still rare, it's just that even 1-2% of the world's population is still a lot of people. For DID to form you have to not only experience repeated trauma before the age of 7, but you also have to lack emotional connection with the primary caregiver(s) AND your mind has to be predisposed to it. Even if two children experience the same trauma, some brains are just incapable of splitting. It's actually more common for children to exposed to such trauma to be feral. As far as I'm aware, it's believed there's a genetic component involved, but it's not fully understood why people with extremely similar experiences to those with DID don't have it.

    • @chemicallycalm5878
      @chemicallycalm5878 2 роки тому +17

      i'm not sure how much is the percentage, but we're talking about 8 billion people. it's basically 156 MILLION people with it.

    • @anne_afton3838
      @anne_afton3838 2 роки тому +18

      @@kvothekingkiller9097 I have heard someone wise say, don't compare your trauma to others because it may seem like others trauma means more but it means a lot in your life. (Or something along those lines I don't remember the exact wording.

  • @adn1785
    @adn1785 2 роки тому +1259

    Omega seems so sweet. Not sure if she is still in the system but if she is I hope her experiences are more positive these days. She seems like a really calming presence.

    • @somethingtwice2297
      @somethingtwice2297 2 роки тому +10

      Omega will always be in the system.

    • @3RR0R.404
      @3RR0R.404 2 роки тому +197

      @@somethingtwice2297 it's not always like that, alters can integrate or go dormant. It's been a while since DissociDID was able to make content and we don't know how their system has changed. We could assume Omega is still active in system, but we can't really be sure

    • @elliottcomber5002
      @elliottcomber5002 2 роки тому +98

      @@somethingtwice2297 the system has had many merges and integrations since last year. Even nin is no longer in the system as Nin but as kya now. DID never stays the same and alters are forever changing and merging. The comment was referencing the possibility that Omega may have merged or fused with another alter

    • @somethingtwice2297
      @somethingtwice2297 2 роки тому +39

      @@elliottcomber5002 Oh, yeah, I misinterpreted the comment. It sounded like they were implying whether an alter could *die* as opposed to integrating or going dormant. My bad.

    • @Kai_The_Kai
      @Kai_The_Kai 2 роки тому +8

      I think Omega will always be here as the role they play is one of the most important

  • @tuatara77
    @tuatara77 2 роки тому +893

    I don't see how anyone could view Omega as scary, they have such a sweet, smooth and soothing voice. Thank you for sharing this information on trauma and trauma holders and what the mind has to go through. Thank you for the education

  • @NonBinaryMe
    @NonBinaryMe 2 роки тому +444

    Hello Omega. My name is Reily and I’m a ghost too. I think you are very brave. Lots of love from Reilly (Denmark 🇩🇰)

  • @Kaitheslasher13
    @Kaitheslasher13 2 роки тому +800

    Our system has a few ghost headmates. They were co-con while we were watching this, our headmates felt like Omega was speaking to them. It was very helpful seeing this. Thank you.

    • @CowboyWizardsInc
      @CowboyWizardsInc 2 роки тому +3

      What is a headmate if you don’t mind me asking?

    • @pollikosolli1376
      @pollikosolli1376 2 роки тому +15

      @@CowboyWizardsInc i think that's another term for alters

    • @Kaitheslasher13
      @Kaitheslasher13 2 роки тому +10

      Yeah it is, some systems don’t like how medical it sounds

  • @clo308
    @clo308 2 роки тому +568

    This is so brave of Omega to front and talk about such a traumatic and horrible event, they are so strong and have endured a lot of pain for the others.

  • @francisleary678
    @francisleary678 2 роки тому +248

    As someone in a romantic relationship with someone with DID I appreciate so much being able to learn and try to better understand her experience and life. No two people are the same obviously but I appreciate you teaching the world.

  • @LaurenandtheCrew
    @LaurenandtheCrew 2 роки тому +343

    Omega's voice is so soothing and soft-spoken, gives me ASMR vibes

  • @snailcat2724
    @snailcat2724 2 роки тому +363

    We have an alter who is a combination of bird and ghost who is a trauma holder. This video really spoke to Casper, and I’m so grateful we could see it and show it to him
    Edit: yes, he can talk in headspace and fly. his body is that of a human and bird combined, so the ghost part is of a human but the wings are fully developed. his human parts are see-through, his wings are not.

    • @savannahseyler
      @savannahseyler 2 роки тому +10

      This may be personal and you don't have to answer but how does a bird work as an alter? Can they talk or fly while in the head space?

    • @Kai_The_Kai
      @Kai_The_Kai 2 роки тому +5

      How exactly does he look like a bird and ghost? I like visuals, is he the ghost of a bird, or like feathery? Wings?

    • @creaturenamedalistair
      @creaturenamedalistair 2 роки тому +9

      Simply commenting so I can get the notification when you answer the questions, I want to learn ^_^

    • @Skywalker8510Too
      @Skywalker8510Too 2 роки тому +5

      @@creaturenamedalistair same

    • @thatfinegentleman
      @thatfinegentleman 2 роки тому +2

      @@creaturenamedalistair same

  • @widowedrose11
    @widowedrose11 2 роки тому +20

    We have a alter and it’s name is Mod, at first we didn’t know who they were. It’s a protector it’s able confront people/bullies verbally. It’s the most mean alter we have, even to other alters in our system (other then littles). I’ve been told by my therapist it could have been formed because of past intense bullying. It has the memories of us being bullied (Mod goes by It/It’s). your videos have been very helpful for us to have a better understanding. We have OSDD, in the beginning we had no idea what it was or the roles of a alter ect and our higher up Ash started watching your videos and since she is a higher up it helped her sort everyone into the roles that she thought would be good for that alter. And the system overall. And she’s gone a amazing job.

  • @remember9097
    @remember9097 2 роки тому +303

    Not wearing make up is not a problem, don´t worry about that :´D
    And thank you for the info!! I understood it perfectly

    • @phoenixfeathers4128
      @phoenixfeathers4128 2 роки тому +14

      Exactly! They’re beautiful without it anyway so there’s no need to enhance that at all!

  • @cancelthis3891
    @cancelthis3891 2 роки тому +119

    I don't have DID, but I have C-PTSD and I swear to God I literally went zombie status and almost felt like I believe switching would feel watching this several times... It's so raw and I can remember feeling these things and going "zombie" a lot throughout my childhood. This is so heartbreaking yet so beautiful and educational all at once.
    Just thank you so much

    • @transmaniandevil
      @transmaniandevil 2 роки тому +15

      I don't have DID but I also have CPTSD and I get these zombie states too and am currently in one because you just try to numb out the trauma

    • @cancelthis3891
      @cancelthis3891 2 роки тому +5

      @@transmaniandevil it's so true and it's such a weird feeling.... I never even knew these two were at ALL intertwined before watching these videos, but even without having DID they really do bring a lot of insight.

    • @jadelinny
      @jadelinny Рік тому +5

      @@cancelthis3891 What you're describing sounds like dissociation. When DissociaDID switches she usually dissociates briefly, and of course dissociation is in the name of the disorder. But it's not the only disorder that involves dissociation, and CPTSD often includes it too.

  • @yyg4632
    @yyg4632 2 роки тому +99

    omega seems very sweet and is great at explaining. I learned a lot.

  • @PauloRoberto-sq2gt
    @PauloRoberto-sq2gt 2 роки тому +194

    Do dead or Ghost alters ever forget that the body needs to eat, drink, sleep, etc when they are outside and need to be reminded by other alters or people, or does that not happen?

    • @PauloRoberto-sq2gt
      @PauloRoberto-sq2gt 2 роки тому +27

      Forget It, It was kinda answered(is this How you spell It?) at the end of the video

    • @acookie7548
      @acookie7548 2 роки тому +14

      @@PauloRoberto-sq2gt old comment but yes, that’s how you spell answered

    • @twinstarssystem2857
      @twinstarssystem2857 Рік тому +17

      none of us (that i know of) are dead but we do have a lot of nonhumans who do experience that, or even can't eat when prompted because they just cannot register food as food

    • @hellothereSayo
      @hellothereSayo Рік тому +2

      ​​@@twinstarssystem2857 oh dear...that's so horrible.../gen

  • @kyrat6079
    @kyrat6079 2 роки тому +67

    I'm in grad school and we learned about child maltreatment this week and in 2010 in the US 3.3 million reports were made to CPS. There are probably way more cases that dont get reported. I cant imagine how many kids go through trauma each year around the world.

  • @yldzbatum9066
    @yldzbatum9066 2 роки тому +74

    Dear Omega, as much as I would like to call you extremely brave and strong, I will not because I know that your system had no choice but to endure all of this trauma that resulted in your creation naturally. Instead, I will call you real and honest. Thank you for telling us about your experience. It was super informative.

  • @ratasaurus24
    @ratasaurus24 2 роки тому +164

    Hi, I'm Bennett and I'm 14. I've been watching your channel for a while now, and I just wanted to thank you guys. I have learned soo much about DID through you guys sharing your difficult and traumatic experience(s). And, even though I don't have DID, I think I can kinda, maybe understand everything. And I don't mean that I'll ever know what having DID or being in a system is like, but I think that it's cool that you guys have made a way to put in perspective. I hope you all the best and brightest this world has to offer.
    Also, I know I don't know you guys, but you're really cool people and never forget that. :)

  • @Ben-cq5xx
    @Ben-cq5xx Рік тому +11

    That must have been horrible. It would be bad enough to have one near death experience, but to have to relive it over and over again. I'm sorry you had to go through that.

  • @stressedyounglad
    @stressedyounglad 2 роки тому +179

    I am so happy the videos are coming back.
    This was one of my favorites.

  • @Anniepearl_15
    @Anniepearl_15 2 роки тому +22

    Omega moves as if she’s floating up and down, also love this hair color and style 🥰

  • @Aheartofbooks
    @Aheartofbooks 2 роки тому +85

    Omega was so brave while making this video. I hope she is doing well and is taking care of herself. We love you Omega ❤️

  • @katthehuman3324
    @katthehuman3324 2 роки тому +81

    i was looking for this video not so long ago, im so glad its back :) i find DID verry intreresting and its allso ineresting to see my own brain react to seeing different alters, like even though its allways the bodys face, the brain learns to ignore that and only see the alter themselves, i think thats pretty neat. i hope you and everyone else is doing ok

  • @belalaloca
    @belalaloca 2 роки тому +26

    I know this is a reuploaded video, but I just want to say that Omega was very brave for filming this. Thanks to all of you for being so vulnerable and honest to educate us about DID. You look beautiful with and without makeup, and I especially love your hair in this video. I wish the whole system the best and I'm glad you are getting these reuploaded despite the awful circumstances. Thank you guys so much!

  • @Black4Fae
    @Black4Fae Рік тому +12

    Thanks Omega. You helped my supernatural alter as well as the alters that survived NDEs from torture and combat as an adult.

  • @rainbospud4316
    @rainbospud4316 Рік тому +7

    I hope Omega is doing alright. I remember when this video first came out I just wanted to hug her. She seems so sweet and smart and the way she kinda rocks and lifts around makes me view her as floating. She seems pretty cool

  • @hannahglanzman1063
    @hannahglanzman1063 2 роки тому +47

    It warms my heart to hear Omega speak. Omega is so unique and brave for opening up. Thank you for sharing your experience with the world

  • @sezi9art
    @sezi9art 2 роки тому +26

    Thank you Omega for telling us about non human alters and how they are formed and how you came to be.

  • @annakatherine24717
    @annakatherine24717 2 роки тому +279

    How does Omega know so much about DID? Did Chloe have to tell her everything after she was created, or did she have already have access to that knowledge because she split away from Chloe and all her memories and knowledge about how the system works?
    Even though it must have been so difficult to film, thank you for making such an insightful video that helps people like me without did understand you more 😊

    • @conlon4332
      @conlon4332 2 роки тому +79

      Well she said she spit off in 2016, so I imagine they've all learned a lot since then.

    • @theonionsystem7779
      @theonionsystem7779 2 роки тому +64

      Omega is a trauma holder, meaning they hold all the trauma that's happened to the body, the system and the host. I think that's who Omega is or their roll

    • @conlon4332
      @conlon4332 2 роки тому +102

      @@theonionsystem7779 They have many trauma holders, not just Omega. She mainly holds that suicide attempt, and she said she got some other stuff too which she didn't go into. Jade's video about herself and gatekeepers in general explained about this kind of thing, but basically different alters hold different trauma. Being a trauma holder just means that they hold some trauma, as some alters don't carry any. Jade said she has some trauma of her own, but mainly her job is controlling what different alters remember/hold and holding back memories if necessary (if the alter can't cope with them). Ruby is a big trauma holder for the system - I think she carries a lot. Nina was the sexual protector and she held sexual trauma. She integrated with Chloe the host to make Nin, who holds most of Nina's memories although Jade (in the video referenced above) mentioned holding some memories back from her. Nin has integrated again now, and I don't know what Kya remembers/holds. So in summary, their trauma holders include Ruby, Omega, somewhat Jade, and Nina/Nin/now Kya. They've also talked vaguely about having several persecutors, and I believe persecutors are always trauma holders. One they've named is Demon. They also don't share information on their littles, but I think they've mentioned that some of them are trauma holders although I don't remember where. Maybe in the video about why they don't talk about their littles.

    • @fandomfeels-ye3fo
      @fandomfeels-ye3fo 2 роки тому +57

      im pretty sure they all go to therapy, so the therapist comes in contact if not with all but with most alters and basically explains what everyones role is and how they can do it correctly in order to help the body, so most of the alters in systems are aware of what,how and why is happening.

    • @koen23
      @koen23 2 роки тому +12

      @@conlon4332 it was mentioned in one of the video's (don't know which one anymore) that some of the littles hold trauma too

  • @xen2135
    @xen2135 2 роки тому +34

    our friend accidentally triggers me out and I dont realise if he does it on purpose but it's very scary and this video represented or explained how i was formed really well-
    elixr

  • @giovanamelo2527
    @giovanamelo2527 2 роки тому +26

    I MISSED OMEGA’S VIDEO SO MUCH

  • @robbing8452
    @robbing8452 2 роки тому +56

    I just found you today after I ended a mental health program. You are brave I respect you

  • @selkiesmusings2717
    @selkiesmusings2717 2 роки тому +56

    We’ve missed you Omega! 🤍

  • @macksmess5460
    @macksmess5460 2 роки тому +37

    I was looking for this video about twenty minutes ago! So glad it's reuploaded

  • @Peacelilly112
    @Peacelilly112 2 роки тому +48

    Such a shame they got taken down but I’m glad they’re back ❤️

  • @WA_Rior.Artist
    @WA_Rior.Artist 2 роки тому +59

    I am so happy to see all of your content coming backup!

  • @thevrifiedlosr
    @thevrifiedlosr Рік тому +4

    Omega is so sweet and sad and it kills me she seems so scared and anxious... Every single one of you deserves to be happy and I hope, no I know, you'll find it one day ❤ so much love to you all from a long time follower and I'm so happy to see these resurfacing!

  • @barnhousecollections2048
    @barnhousecollections2048 Рік тому +7

    we have ODSS but we don’t know if we are gunna tell anyone :/ We have had a lot of trauma and fit all the criteria for D.I.D. But we have less amnesia and usually are codependent, but we’ve been around for a couple months weirdly enough and like right now I’m Laila but Ash is also here so it isn’t really D.I.D. And honestly could just be me having an overactive imagination even tho but still it’s really scary and we don’t know what to do…

  • @dalisss5585
    @dalisss5585 2 роки тому +44

    Omega is actually so sweet, this was very informative, thank you!

  • @colinnunn6567
    @colinnunn6567 2 роки тому +62

    I've never thought about this in this way thank you for educating

  • @sophialeemirandaakaprincess
    @sophialeemirandaakaprincess 2 роки тому +57

    All my love to omega!!! 💜

  • @alexisanalien_
    @alexisanalien_ 2 роки тому +33

    it sucks that the videos were taken down, but the everytime theres a reupload it makes my day

  • @mitochondrion97
    @mitochondrion97 2 роки тому +9

    I dont think i have DID because I was bullied quite badly between ages 17-18 (lil too old). But for those 2 years my parents describe me as if I changed personality or lost my personality. Recently, my mom told me that I am “finally back”, after 5 years. It might just be a coping mechanism. I was such a positive and cheerful child growing up and became completely soft-spoken and apologetic for 2 years. Even after a year being removed from that situation, one small trigger can send me bawling and trembling in front of a wall, which was scary to me after I recovered from crying for 15min straight almost like disassociating myself from what just happened. I dont think I have forgotten the period between 17-18, but I did realise in recent months (doing so much better now) that I start to remember excruciating details that Ive forgotten. I always tried not to “unbox” the memories as much as possible because my dad will say that I am just holding onto the past and becoming pitiful (typical Asian father, he is a good dad but don’t really understand mental wellness) so i always try to push it down, but because i felt stronger recently I did try talk about it to my sis but sadly, it still proves to be too much. I am angry that I still have anger. I am at such a better place now and I have achieve so much more than what those people said I can only mount to. I dont know what to do. I guess I can live on but I really hate those episodes where I crumble especially when something triggers it and I am brought back to the ages of 17 and 18. But that happens maybe once every 3-4 months now. I didn’t know I will write this much haha Idk just felt like this channel will understand and validate these thoughts…because i know compared to a lot of ppl it isnt a big deal, i had a great childhood but because I chose to enter a highly competitive field to follow my dreams, i entered a playing field that is beyond my natural capabilities. I guess my biggest fear for myself is coming to a conclusion again that it is my fault that all these happened to me and that one day someone will convince me again that this is all in my head.

  • @cjjosey2710
    @cjjosey2710 2 роки тому +24

    Thank you Omega and the entire system for being brave enough to make this video and tell your story/ stories. I truly hope the future holds a better life for you all because you all deserve it and so much more.

  • @daguido742
    @daguido742 2 роки тому +10

    thank you omega for protecting your system and being so important. you and the other alters deserve all the praise in the world

  • @phoenixfeathers4128
    @phoenixfeathers4128 2 роки тому +24

    This is such an incredible channel!
    Also, there’s no need to apologise for not wearing makeup, do whatever you want! You guys look gorgeous without it all

  • @yodalicious7857
    @yodalicious7857 2 роки тому +17

    For all the years that ive watched your videos im am really genuinely happy with the way your system works as a whole. All your alters are so helpful, informative and ready to take a stand as the host of a youtube video for the sake of knowledge and widening it. Thank you DissociaDID system for all the time and effort you put in all your youtube videos, i appreciate and respect what you do. Only love and respect. Keep safe.
    This really struck my heart on how she said that, "we're not dangerous, we're just trying to survive. we all just wanna be okay". Oof, my heart.

  • @TheRealFura_WissenFuersLeben
    @TheRealFura_WissenFuersLeben 2 роки тому +7

    You're absolutely not scary! You are probably the strongest alter (I don't know everyone yet), because you had to experience the trauma over and over again. Respect to you

  • @Arqideus1988
    @Arqideus1988 2 роки тому +20

    It's just interesting to me how everyone who's experienced some trauma in the past is just so calm and polite feeling. As weird as it is, I think I'd like to get to know Omega (if they are still around, I know this is a reupload). I just want to give (her?) a big huge hug.

  • @333Eriana
    @333Eriana 2 роки тому +6

    Thankyou so much for putting these videos up again, - i can see that some if not all of this would be hard for you, and i really appreciate what you are doing- it helps me/us alot.

  • @hoodiesandhorror
    @hoodiesandhorror 2 роки тому +9

    i cant even express how much this video means to me... im so happy its back up thank you for this video for putting it up and for omega's making it it made me feel seen for the very first time

  • @DeadBore
    @DeadBore 2 роки тому +13

    I missed this one the first time round. Very glad it’s been reuploaded

    • @DeadBore
      @DeadBore 2 роки тому +1

      You look a little bit like Auri from The Kingkiller Chronicles

  • @brittneyx3
    @brittneyx3 2 роки тому +54

    maybe that guy was a blessing in disguise bc i feel like these videos will get even more attention that it deserves

  • @ruudarling1996
    @ruudarling1996 2 роки тому +12

    I don't know how I got here, I was surfacing a whole different category prior but I am very happy to have found this channel. There's so much about DID that I never knew about and seeing the different alters honestly very heartwarming and fascinating at the same time. I'm definitely sticking around, new sub!

  • @Lunabell-thecatlover
    @Lunabell-thecatlover Рік тому +3

    Thank you for being so brave and making this! It really helped us understand our own dead alter and her situation, and from the bottom of our heart, thank you for still being here.

  • @allegro65
    @allegro65 Рік тому +2

    I have been watching the various DissociaDID videos for a while now. I do not have DID nor do I know anyone who does, but I am interested in the disorder and am learning so much. I am also just finding myself really caring for the alters of this system as I see them, and never more so than with Omega. I want to thank you Omega, for being so brave as to share the things that you did here. I'm very sorry that you have to carry the trauma's that you do, but also understand that you carry them so that other alters don't have to. As you said that trauma therapy is able to help, I hope that you have been able to find some healing and relief. My love to all of you. 🤗

  • @stanloonayouidiots6987
    @stanloonayouidiots6987 2 роки тому +5

    Omega is so incredibly brave and wise. Truly inspirational. And I really did miss these videos and I’m so happy to see all the videos back💕

  • @myedits_ava
    @myedits_ava 2 роки тому +2

    Honestly, thank you so much Omega for sharing this and helping people with and without DID (like myself) learn more about these experiences and these things that happen inside people with this disorder. It really does help people like myself learn so much more about this topic and makes people, like myself, want to educate others on this issue. I love this channel so much and I love you all and you guys are great when it comes to learn about DID. Wishing you all the best!

  • @Queer_Nerd_For_Human_Justice
    @Queer_Nerd_For_Human_Justice 2 роки тому +1

    Thanks so much for reuploading this. It helped us a lot with understanding our otherkin feelings and we feel a lot of solidarity with Omega as our usual host is a ghost alter as well. 4 non-humans in our system, all grateful.

  • @ilovemonkeys77
    @ilovemonkeys77 2 роки тому +23

    Sweet little Omega. I hope you are doing well!

  • @Lissyhead2
    @Lissyhead2 2 роки тому +2

    I was just looking for this video the other day. Omega, you are beautiful and fascinating. Thanks for reposting!

  • @DieBlutigeLynn
    @DieBlutigeLynn 2 роки тому +4

    I find this description of the development of DID by Omega by far the most understandable and relatable from your videos that I have seen so far, for me as a person without DID. Great job. Thank you! 🙂 🧡

  • @BigFloppaMyLove
    @BigFloppaMyLove 2 роки тому +30

    I'm so excited that this video is back! Omega is so strong and when I think of your channel this video always stands out in my mind. I think this is really inspiring.

  • @catcher881
    @catcher881 2 роки тому

    This was my comfort video. Im so so glad it's back. Thank you for all your hard work 💜♥️

  • @maebee134
    @maebee134 2 роки тому +1

    seeing all these vids come back is amazing, I'm so happy to see them popping up again!

  • @GloomyFish
    @GloomyFish 2 роки тому +14

    I was hoping to see this one again! Especially since the other video with Omega in it was... less than great for them to put it lightly.
    I'm really hoping to see the "alters draw themselves" video make a return, but no worries if not. I'm just glad you guys are getting all these videos back!

  • @emmagrace436
    @emmagrace436 2 роки тому +2

    dear dissociaDID,
    you all are so brave. i can relate to the feelings chole felt. i’ve had a similar experience. i’m so thankful you all survived from this. these videos you all created has been more than helpful. i’ve been with you guys for about 5 years i believe. i can’t believe all you have been through because of your attempts to educate people. i regress due to personal trauma and i remember specifically one of your guy’s unboxing video where a little fronted due to a sparkly stuffie. my little self was so happy lol cause i thought “frend frend”. just thank everyone for making these videos. thank you kya for being strong. i miss nin, kyle, and chole, but i’m thrilled to welcome you kya. i hope you all have a wonderful year, with more to come.
    all my love,
    emma

  • @katl.8080
    @katl.8080 2 роки тому +1

    Thank you Omega for coming forward and educate us! You're beautiful!

  • @blankacct6421
    @blankacct6421 2 роки тому +19

    YES! We needed this one!!! Thank you!
    -Julieta

  • @awesomeandrew5266
    @awesomeandrew5266 16 днів тому

    To mention something that you brought up at the beginning, I love the no makeup look. Absolutely stunning. :)

  • @jasjanken
    @jasjanken 2 роки тому +1

    I've been waiting for this one to be re-uploaded! Such an interesting video, thank you Omega!!!

  • @to_baldly_go
    @to_baldly_go 2 роки тому +1

    Thank you for sharing this Omega. Never feel your existence is a curse, you chose to share your experience and you've given something positive to the world with that choice. You may not be the one who smiles, and you didn't ask for this role, but you've turned your pain into a support for others. Very courageous and kind of you.

  • @amyreesor8128
    @amyreesor8128 2 роки тому

    thank you for posting this again, I had been looking for it recently and am so glad to see it back.

  • @kirkengnath5501
    @kirkengnath5501 2 роки тому +5

    Thank you so very much for an education that no one else could give us. I say that for someone to educate us about this DissociaDID that person need's to know about this from both side's. I can also tell that Omega and all of her is very well educated seeing as she dose speak in an organized informative fashion. Thank you once again for taking the risk in reliving your trauma to share your trauma and I hope that this educates the world.

  • @mahaylabroussard3680
    @mahaylabroussard3680 2 роки тому +1

    I was didn't watch the video until this re-upload. I loved Omegas story and I hope they fell safe enough to come on the channel more. Love ur videos please don't stop.

  • @valerieerwin2606
    @valerieerwin2606 2 роки тому +2

    I've watched almost all of your videos because I am interested in learning about DID, and this is the first video I've watched that has made me want to cry and give you a hug and tell you things are going to be okay. I know a lot of people have probably already said this, but I'll just add one more person by saying, there are people who care about you. I don't really know you, but I've watched your journey on UA-cam and your struggles and I wish only the best for you and I care. You are very strong and I hope you succeed in everything you do.🙏💖🤗

  • @reesedodd3021
    @reesedodd3021 2 роки тому +12

    im so glad this video is back, i relate to omega so much 🥺

  • @eliannamclaughlin794
    @eliannamclaughlin794 2 роки тому

    I am so happy you re uploaded your videos. I love your content and omega was amazing in this. I am so sorry to hear the difficulties you faced this past year.

  • @katemall3733
    @katemall3733 2 роки тому +2

    You’re so strong and I’m so glad you are re-uploading everything

  • @greekfountain9303
    @greekfountain9303 2 роки тому +1

    I just want to say that you are incredibly brave Omega. You all are. Thank you for being here with us, you deserve everything good and beautiful in the world 💜

  • @kuroiokami6576
    @kuroiokami6576 2 роки тому

    thank you so much for this. I can't say how much its a relieving for me/us to watch you guys.

  • @apreil4821
    @apreil4821 2 роки тому

    Thank you so much for filming this Omega! :D it’s really helpful. All of y’all’s videos are

  • @chillassun6121
    @chillassun6121 2 роки тому +7

    Everyone in the DissociaDID system is so brave and strong and such an inspiration. Huge thanks to omega for sharing her experience and please tell her and all the alters, in whatever way they present themselves, they are adored and supported by all of us. Lots of love and support to the system💜

  • @Fox35797
    @Fox35797 Рік тому +1

    We love you Omega, thank you for making this video 💜!
    Side note, I love your hair, the color is very beautiful

  • @lydiakies9053
    @lydiakies9053 2 роки тому

    Thank you for re-uploading this video. It took a lot of courage for Omega to talk about herself.

  • @sarahjesty3831
    @sarahjesty3831 2 роки тому +4

    I was almost in tears and wanted to hug Omega, so brave. I feel for the system and am greatful to be able to learn from their videos.

  • @123-yoyo3
    @123-yoyo3 2 роки тому

    Happy to see u back!
    The world is very big indeed, iam learning and experiencing something new everyday. Sometimes small I rarely notice and sometimes so big it shook me .
    I didn't knew things like DID existed. And finding you and all those comments with other DID person with different alders from different countries. It's kinda hard to process but iam learning right now. It's kinda magical to be honest. I am glad that the world is not that boring ,thats all. Thank you for bravely opening your life to us .

  • @mayachan748
    @mayachan748 2 роки тому +4

    Thank you for reuploading!

  • @agnieszkakry8056
    @agnieszkakry8056 2 роки тому

    Thank you Omega for being so brave to tell us your story 🤗 lots of love and I hope there will come a day when you don't feel pain and cold anymore ❤️

  • @_Myriad_
    @_Myriad_ 2 роки тому +8

    Im really glad this video is back up, it helped me come to terms with my own ghostly existence way back when i saw it the first time and its one i missed being able to come back and rewatch 😅
    thankyou sincerely for sharing, we hope youre all doing ok -Kiara👻

  • @xoxfangirlxox
    @xoxfangirlxox 2 роки тому +1

    Thank you for sharing your story. It was incredibly powerful. I'm so sorry for all the trauma you've experienced. I'm so grateful for you and your system sharing your experiences and educating about DID. I have learned so much and am able to understand my friend with DID more than ever

  • @TheEyesless
    @TheEyesless 2 роки тому +1

    Thank you Omega, for being so brave and kind in order to share with us your story :) Just know you're loved very much

  • @Tealwolf-il6rw
    @Tealwolf-il6rw 2 роки тому +6

    I wanna say omega (sorry if spelled wrong) is a very strong alter for someone who holds such trauma. Like the fact she did a whole video seems so brave especially sense she is a ghost altar and it must be uncomfortable feeling a real form body.

  • @dailyllamapics9566
    @dailyllamapics9566 2 роки тому +1

    You’re videos are very helpful as 3 people I know recently opened up about being in a system and I’ve been researching a lot about DID and OSDD :)
    Thanks for educating people Omega!

  • @Wtfcantfindaname
    @Wtfcantfindaname 2 роки тому

    I'm so glad you're able to put your videos back up!! I've learned so much about DID here, and I was so sad to learn about the circumstances surrounding the removal of your content. I look forward to watching some of the older videos, as I wasn't able to before they disappeared. I wish you all the best! P.s. Omega is amazing, not scary.

  • @arimckellin1
    @arimckellin1 2 роки тому +1

    Thank you Omega for your bravery. I can't imagine how hard this was for you to do. I feel like I understand just a little bit more even though I know I will never be able to fully understand. Thank you

  • @starfish3182
    @starfish3182 2 роки тому

    Thank you Omega for being so brave to tell us about this. I think doing this video will change lot of people's perspective on DID including my own. Thank you for being brave. 💜💙💜💙💜