(Emotional) Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care (First Time Reaction)

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  • @richardduran926
    @richardduran926 3 роки тому +76

    This song SAVED my wife's Life 2 days ago, while I was at work.

    • @CabalisticSpecies
      @CabalisticSpecies  3 роки тому +20

      I'm so glad to hear that brother! It goes to show the power of good music, much love to you and your wife

    • @denaze05
      @denaze05 3 роки тому +6

      Take good care of her Richard♡ you stay safe too

    • @jayninjapro1755
      @jayninjapro1755 3 роки тому +4

      I feel so sorry about that and that's probably one reason why you found the song and that's why you like it I know how that is my best friend and me go through some hard times and feels like nobody cares about us but we have each other cuz we're best friends

  • @paradoxal744
    @paradoxal744 3 роки тому +149

    As a suicide survivor, this song was a blessing. Really happy to see someone else have a similar reaction to me. You know what really got me here..."you can't help yourself if you're gone". That hit me. Thank you for this. Hope you're doing well

    • @poppyhunt7684
      @poppyhunt7684 3 роки тому +6

      I know this comment is 4 months old but I hope you're doing ok now.

    • @archangel9727
      @archangel9727 3 роки тому +6

      I'm glad you survived. Keep fighting.

    • @shototodoroki5112
      @shototodoroki5112 2 роки тому +2

      I maybe a year late but, I completely understand this comment

    • @mikeg6285
      @mikeg6285 2 роки тому +2

      A year later. Also a survivor, but honestly I still struggle sometimes. I hope you're still here man

    • @paradoxal744
      @paradoxal744 2 роки тому

      @@mikeg6285 I still struggle, but I'm still fighting for a better future.
      I hope everything works out for you too ♡♡♡

  • @dawid6418
    @dawid6418 3 роки тому +159

    I recommend every song of this band. I hope you will record another reaction, mabey thos time something more happy like "scared"

    • @CabalisticSpecies
      @CabalisticSpecies  3 роки тому +20

      Something more happy sounds good! I don’t like crying 😂

    • @tomaszgozdalski2453
      @tomaszgozdalski2453 3 роки тому +5

      Dawid sacred*

    • @denaze05
      @denaze05 3 роки тому +1

      Lmfao "maybe something more happy".... "SCARED" XD

    • @tomaszgozdalski2453
      @tomaszgozdalski2453 3 роки тому +3

      @@denaze05 Yeah, it’s SACRED

    • @denaze05
      @denaze05 3 роки тому +1

      @@tomaszgozdalski2453 i know i just find the typo funny

  • @xxchiyoxx1037
    @xxchiyoxx1037 3 роки тому +68

    You can also check another song from them called "The weight of the world"

    • @havilavi472
      @havilavi472 3 роки тому +1

      Ouu I also love that song so much I have this song and that one in my playlist

  • @Coyotalia
    @Coyotalia 2 роки тому +2

    What gets me in this song is how it turns around from singing about "me" to singing TO "you". It goes from someone talking about their internal pain to wanting to fight for someone going through that same pain. And then ends with "take back your life", which is so powerful and beautiful. I wish I'd heard this song when I was severely suicidal in 2017, I might have felt less alone and been able to pull myself out of the darkness sooner. But hearing it now still brings me to tears.

  • @HerondalesAngel
    @HerondalesAngel 3 роки тому +75

    Love these guys i have so many faves from this band but this one from start to finish holds all the feels #citizensoldierforever xx

    • @CabalisticSpecies
      @CabalisticSpecies  3 роки тому +4

      You’re not wrong there, it’s a rollercoaster of feels!

  • @Sn1perAJ
    @Sn1perAJ 3 роки тому +80

    One of the best bands around that talk about the things media still don't want to talk about.
    Definitely react to any song from them :)
    Their music has got me though some really tough times.
    And thank you too for speaking out about you're struggle, and for the good advice. ❤🙏🏼

    • @CabalisticSpecies
      @CabalisticSpecies  3 роки тому +12

      I am so excited to have discovered them! Thank you for watching and I’ll be doing more soon!

    • @Sn1perAJ
      @Sn1perAJ 3 роки тому +6

      @@CabalisticSpecies can't wait, also love you're reactions to jensen singing you are one of the only people reacting to him.

  • @Kevin-in2tl
    @Kevin-in2tl Рік тому +5

    This Band needs more recognition.

  • @ghostytoasty44
    @ghostytoasty44 3 роки тому +8

    Love how you, as a reactor, dont interupt the song to talk very second. It just so wonderful!

  • @dinachayarubin5600
    @dinachayarubin5600 3 роки тому +19

    This song encourages me to live, because I know exactly who will care and who will cry...
    And it breaks my heart to think that I could break their hearts...

  • @KCandy560
    @KCandy560 3 роки тому +19

    I love how real your reaction is, this song is so heavy and it’s so easy to see you truly get what the lyrics are saying here.
    Citizen soldier are amazing🤍

    • @CabalisticSpecies
      @CabalisticSpecies  3 роки тому +3

      I know there are people out there who feel the same so I'm glad I can share with them

  • @kazaookami
    @kazaookami 3 роки тому +6

    i found this song earlier this year myself. It was the first song to truly strike deep into me. I have had a few other Citizen Soldier songs, as well as another amazing band, discrepancies, but Would Anyone Care, word for word, echoes the thoughts in my own head. It truly nails how I feel, why I feel...these struggles that make life hard and finding the motivation to push forward. Still i struggle to find that motivation, but this song is the spark that rekindled the fire, and i come back to it to help stoke the flames. I wish more people could understand that just the act of them reaching out, asking if im ok, showing just a little care and affection to give that reminding that they do care. that simple act is the world to someone like me. to often i open up and get told "you should be happy, you dont have it so bad." or "but you know i care" life is perspective, anyone can be unhappy with their life, and sometimes its nice to actually hear you care...when you have a voice in your head telling you are a waste of space, the only thing that can drown it out is someone proving that you are not, that you matter in their lives and that if you were to not exist in their life, their would we be that bit worse...
    sorry for going on, there is a lot of feelings tied up here but it feels nice to let it out. to anyone reading this remember, you are special and you make all the difference in someones life. This would is all the better with you in it. and for those that may not feel these feelings, think about your friends, and let them know they matter. Next time you see them, thank them for something even if its just for being their, give them and extra tight hug. Who knows, you might just save a life.

    • @CabalisticSpecies
      @CabalisticSpecies  3 роки тому +1

      Thank you for sharing your words, just remember yourself that there’s always someone who cares and someone who will listen 😇❤️

  • @melissaalleshouse302
    @melissaalleshouse302 3 роки тому +51

    This song makes me cry why would you do this

    • @CabalisticSpecies
      @CabalisticSpecies  3 роки тому +13

      Made me cry too 😭

    • @sarahjoslin4512
      @sarahjoslin4512 2 роки тому +1

      Made me cry everytime, or get emotional. I found this band months ago. Man I haven't found a song that made me feel as much as I have on this song. Love it!!

  • @aetherlight_melody
    @aetherlight_melody 3 роки тому +24

    Burden really is the word that fits best. About 4 years ago I had those thoughts, people would ask if I was ok, I'd lie and tell em I was fine, I'd hide how I felt. I'd put on a metaphorical mask while depression ate away at me inside. Never told anyone that I was having those thoughts, partially cuz I didn't want anyone to try and stop me, and partially cuz I didn't want those I cared about to worry. Never could go through with it. Thought about how it'd affect my brother, couldn't do that to him. And here I am typing this, and still breathing today.
    Took me close to 3 years to feel comfortable talking about it afterwards.
    also if you thought this was good you should check out the band Nothing More, also As It Is is a good one too.

    • @VanyaBlossom
      @VanyaBlossom 3 роки тому +3

      I felt the same way for one year, but I'm glad you decided to not go, makes one more person alive and makes one more person who is strong enough to fight depression, can inspire other people ya know 😁, but, if you need anything, just contact me

    • @aetherlight_melody
      @aetherlight_melody 3 роки тому +2

      @@VanyaBlossom

  • @Cowsablanca
    @Cowsablanca 3 роки тому +8

    I'm just discovering your reviews...man, I can tell these words impact you like they impact me. Much lover brother, even though you don't know me.

  • @darkgods123
    @darkgods123 3 роки тому +16

    god i love this band :')

  • @halomasamune2762
    @halomasamune2762 3 роки тому +9

    Citizen Soldier: My Little Secret, it is darkly moving, please give it a listen.

  • @aleejakhan7413
    @aleejakhan7413 3 роки тому +6

    Love this dude, first time watching you but you're so real. Especially at a time again in my life where these songs hit hard xo

    • @CabalisticSpecies
      @CabalisticSpecies  3 роки тому +1

      Thank you for checking my channel out, I hope to keep providing you content you like

  • @ShadowDream93
    @ShadowDream93 3 роки тому +3

    Dear sir I too understand the way you feel I have spent most of my life feeling like this. I grew up in an abusive family and I wanted to just end it. I send a huge hug to you and anyone who has the same pain as I do and you do. Keep tall you're not alone.

  • @JohnDoe-qy5eu
    @JohnDoe-qy5eu 3 роки тому +3

    I loved your reaction, so I subscribe dude

  • @danatrenge4970
    @danatrenge4970 3 роки тому +2

    thank you sir, i am 16(in the USA Cal) and everything going on I feel down a lot I miss my friends I haven't seen them since march 16 when quarantine started 2 days before my 16th birthday. sorry just needed to get that out.

  • @gomezmunoz584
    @gomezmunoz584 Рік тому +2

    This band knows what is going on in my head and my life.

  • @nobody-rb9xh
    @nobody-rb9xh 3 роки тому +4

    I found you after citizen soldier shouted out your channel yesterday I'm their fan appreciation Friday community post. I watched a few of your videos and I subscribed. You make good reactions

  • @rebeccameldrum8185
    @rebeccameldrum8185 3 роки тому +6

    This song always gives me goosebumps without fail!

  • @RissaFaith94
    @RissaFaith94 2 роки тому +1

    I almost never buy singles (I prefer to buy full albums), but I picked this one up pretty much the day it was released because I just needed it so badly. There's such power in it, especially in the bridge and final verse when he turns it around and addresses the listener directly. I love Citizen Soldier not just because their music is amazing, but because they really do care about their fans and their comment sections are full of people saying the band's songs saved their lives. That feeling of "someone cares about me, even if they haven't met me yet" can sometimes be enough to pull a person back from the edge.
    (Side note, Icon For Hire has a similar spirit and I'd definitely recommend checking them out, too.)

  • @banishedangel6663
    @banishedangel6663 3 роки тому +2

    To anyone you Has ever dealt with suicide suicide charge it takes that one person to reach out to talk to you when you’re going through life or whatever the case maybe it takes that one person I have dealt with suicidal thoughts all my life I have a big support group behind but it does take that one person that cares Do anyone out there that is watching us keep your head up there is light don’t give up I’m here for you

  • @chazwise3625
    @chazwise3625 2 роки тому +1

    Citizen soldier is my favorite band, I love how all of their song bring me to tears for one reason or another💜🦊

  • @loveit7484
    @loveit7484 3 роки тому +2

    Omg! We all want to know we matter!
    You matter to me! A world away, you matter! You make my life less alone!
    As someone with no family...
    Thank you Luv!
    Hugs! Xo

  • @the_queer_forest_fairy5170
    @the_queer_forest_fairy5170 3 роки тому +2

    I relate to this this song my life has just been a mental health crisis I've survived 16 attempts and I'm still struggling

    • @mobilemetalvocalcovers5209
      @mobilemetalvocalcovers5209 2 роки тому

      I understand and my heart really hurts to hear that. I’ve been through a few attempts myself but thank God I’ve been able to get out of that dark place for about a year now. Please know that even though I don’t know you, I love you and care about you. Please reach out if you need. Im always here if you need a listening ear and a friend to help pull you out of the dark that I was in for years myself.

  • @patriciawoyczik1657
    @patriciawoyczik1657 3 роки тому +7

    Wow! That's a powerful song! I've never been in a position where I've felt like that...but I will be there for anyone that has been! I will listen and try to talk you thru it! There is always a reason to go on....family...friends...or just for yourself...because you are so worth it! But if I ever do get feeling just a little down ...I just turn on Home Free videos ...like..Try Everything...or...Everything Will Be Okay ...and everything does start to feel much better! Hang in there everyone...better times are coming!

  • @fernwehbus7265
    @fernwehbus7265 3 роки тому +2

    Honestly, bless you. You seem like such a kind human and I love your videos. I struggle a lot mentally and emotionally and your videos genuinely help me a bit. Keep up what you're doing

    • @CabalisticSpecies
      @CabalisticSpecies  3 роки тому +2

      I am glad to hear that my videos help, that's why I do this!

  • @endergames2726
    @endergames2726 3 роки тому +1

    Some people don't understand...
    I'm so glad you understand
    Depression is not being sad...
    Depression is like drowning in a ocean... being trapped by thoughts.... being stuck in void.... having no self love... wanting to end it all...
    And the saddest bit is some people let these thoughts take control...
    Please everyone always fight be strong! It is tough life can be a bitch bit you are stronger than that monster depression!

  • @BetterEveryDayYouTube
    @BetterEveryDayYouTube 3 роки тому +5

    Fantastic reaction man. This song is the perfect example of why reactors do reactions. To find amazing music like this. I heard it the first time on my channel and listen to it frequently now. Subbed. I love your authenticity and realness. Great video man. Keep it up! 🖤

    • @CabalisticSpecies
      @CabalisticSpecies  3 роки тому +2

      I appreciate that! Thank you for checking out my channel :) Hope to keep bringing you content you enjoy

  • @zoexflemming
    @zoexflemming 3 роки тому +12

    I cry every time I listen to this, me and my boyfriend broke up and people hate me and it makes me so sad because people think I was a bad girlfriend 😭

    • @m1raclw08
      @m1raclw08 3 роки тому +1

      Your worth doesn't come from that relationship, I hope you know that. It doesn't define you, even any mistakes you may have made. People hating you or not doesn't mean you're any less worthy of love!! You are so important and precious, my friend!!!💙💙💙

  • @khanosky
    @khanosky 3 роки тому +10

    Loving your reactions!

    • @CabalisticSpecies
      @CabalisticSpecies  3 роки тому +3

      Thank you for checking them out brother!

    • @khanosky
      @khanosky 3 роки тому +2

      @@CabalisticSpecies Absolutely! Super cool to watch fans first reactions!

  • @AxionGaming2139
    @AxionGaming2139 4 місяці тому

    This is the first citizen soldier song I ever listened to. It broke my heart

  • @haileyburrus1416
    @haileyburrus1416 3 роки тому +1

    I love this song this song saved me one night I was just sitting on the bathroom floor crying with a razor blade I had my headphones on and this song started playing it saved me from cutting myself I am mentally disabled and people treat me horribly. I lost my best friend due to suicide and it was the worst day of my life. Let’s take a moment of silence for the people who didn’t make it 😭❤️ your not alone if you are going through the same thing everyone cares about you ❤️❤️

  • @gajeel-of-ironredfox3350
    @gajeel-of-ironredfox3350 3 роки тому +1

    just this one video made me subscribe. you're speaking truth, bud!

    • @CabalisticSpecies
      @CabalisticSpecies  3 роки тому

      Thank you for subscribing and appreciating my words ❤️

  • @Sequere-Nos
    @Sequere-Nos 3 роки тому +1

    I got two quotes for people who look through the comment section “No matter what people tell you Words and Ideas can change the world” and “ just remember suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem” (ironic) Robin Williams

  • @dragonslayer4732
    @dragonslayer4732 3 роки тому +21

    have you done the song's :
    hope it haunts you / if these scares could speek / found / 15 minutes of fame / let it burn / scared / soldier

    • @CabalisticSpecies
      @CabalisticSpecies  3 роки тому +3

      I have done Sacred the rest I will have to check out!

  • @SweetGoddess420
    @SweetGoddess420 3 роки тому +1

    My all time favorite song of Citizen Soldier!

  • @kilumeeter
    @kilumeeter 3 роки тому +2

    You should check out Nomy!!!! Any song, they are also soooooo good but so underrated.
    I once had a heart
    Or: Diane, if you want to spice things up for a bit :D
    for example.

  • @iladeliyannis9836
    @iladeliyannis9836 11 місяців тому

    So relatable! God bless all that are in that place. You are loved and appreciated!

  • @melissaalleshouse302
    @melissaalleshouse302 3 роки тому +4

    Well people relate big time to the regular song

  • @Butmunch666
    @Butmunch666 11 місяців тому

    You are never alone. Trust me. And this dude here. He is the best.

  • @leonIiger
    @leonIiger 3 роки тому

    It's nice to see actual emotions in a reaction video. You've got a new subscription. Also, this is an amazing song

  • @terrilang323
    @terrilang323 2 роки тому

    My heart has never been so hurt/brokern/happy. This is Amazing and I need more of this band and this type of song.Thank you for introducing me to this. When I am asked how I am feeling, I always want to answer them with go listen to (this or whatever song I am feeling at the time).
    Do you ever review US artists. I just can't get enough of Brandi Carlile. Would love to hear your thoughts about her. I could go see her in concert here in the states. Sure wish I could make it to the UK/Ireland to see the artists in person.

  • @mr.warning2732
    @mr.warning2732 Рік тому +1

    this was the first video ive ever seen from you and that was like last year

  • @crispower6645
    @crispower6645 Рік тому

    you are a truly wonderful person!

  • @loveit7484
    @loveit7484 3 роки тому +1

    One thing I know. We ALL change the world, our world....

  • @officialliljuice8182
    @officialliljuice8182 2 роки тому

    im crying with you man , you ant the only one

  • @Butmunch666
    @Butmunch666 11 місяців тому

    Hey dude its been a long time since I've seen you but I love you and you have hellped me with my shit. Love you man.

  • @theranger311
    @theranger311 2 роки тому

    Very very well done….. thank you for the response and review of this song

  • @averongodoffire8098
    @averongodoffire8098 3 роки тому

    We want to know that we’re loved and that there will be certainty that we will keep that love but sometimes we don’t always remember everything
    Sometimes there are those people but fear takes us and we think we may be unworthy or not that important to people and maybe it’s better we left them and let them care about others
    You are loved so so much
    Losing you would be terrible
    We’d never get you back
    We could never get to meet you, never get to know you
    The world would lose another moment that never got to be
    That one more smile, that one more embrace
    There’s still hope, please stay

  • @zax2001us
    @zax2001us 3 роки тому +1

    great song and its always a daily question

  • @Erin_1523
    @Erin_1523 3 роки тому +1

    Hi Um I really like your video and this song actually keeps me alive

  • @crystalumbra5779
    @crystalumbra5779 3 роки тому

    I started balling halfway through.We all deserve love. I hope everyone there finds solace in the end.

  • @Lilshywolfswag
    @Lilshywolfswag 2 роки тому

    As someone with depression/anxiety the past 10 or so years (& been through a few rough times in life a lot the past 3-4 years especially), the first time i heard this song a few days ago i started crying halfway through it

  • @loveit7484
    @loveit7484 3 роки тому +1

    Well said!

  • @linnioux2593
    @linnioux2593 3 роки тому +1

    I feel this currently... their newest song I'm not okay really speaks with this one...
    my relationship of 7 years came crashing down. Due to a mental illness I have...
    I moved in with my aunt and come to find out she is telling her friends awful things about me over messenger but is nice to my face... I have to face her knowing that and she doesn't know that I know.
    She even said my grandma who died in january this year would hang up on me when I started to tell her about my Dissassociative Identity disorder i was diagnosed with in 2012..
    To add insult to injury, my ex blamed the fact that I wasnt giving him enough "intimacy" and on one of my splits entirely and basically laid with a coworker.

    • @CabalisticSpecies
      @CabalisticSpecies  3 роки тому +1

      I'm very sorry to hear this man, I can't say much that will make it better but just keep on keeping on, good times are around the bend

    • @linnioux2593
      @linnioux2593 3 роки тому +1

      @@CabalisticSpecies thank you I think it just needed to be said and known... I'm trying so hard to get my life together. I have a therapist but due to covid it's really hard.. thankfully I have a Belgian malinois puppy coming the 27th that I saved up so much for.

  • @snowflakecanary5933
    @snowflakecanary5933 2 роки тому

    They came out with a new song not too long ago called "Bedroom Ceiling". It sounds like a weird name for a song, but trust me it's good.

  • @dess428
    @dess428 3 роки тому

    It made me cry btw new subcriber to this channel

  • @bekahjones9151
    @bekahjones9151 2 роки тому

    I was watching this video and listening to the song and was thinking about the lyrics. Then my dog came and pawed me and plopped onto my stomach. ( Whenever I am still enough for him to lay down he almost always tries to be touching my in some way( he is a 85 pound lab-husky mix))

  • @SaneSally
    @SaneSally 3 роки тому

    For someone who is chronically ill and is suffering from mental disorders this song got me on a whole other level.

  • @fandom_lover5176
    @fandom_lover5176 2 роки тому

    This is one of the songs that, quite literally, kicked the bucket on my depression.

  • @DizzaryGhost
    @DizzaryGhost 3 роки тому

    I find it so funny when anyone say, " You'll never be alone." When I had the first exacerbation of depression, everyone ran away XD
    Sorry, I just wanted to share. I accidentally found this group and it touched my heart and soul. And you're charismatic and sweet :)

  • @gabrielledunning5621
    @gabrielledunning5621 3 роки тому

    i looked up done with living song and listened to tired of trying and anxiety and then this and ive listened to it a lot now and im still crying really hard but im starting to have less and less will to live and ive only got 2 people holding me here. my cousin and my sister. everyone else hates me or is dead and im just. ready to give up but i keep going for them

  • @mystic-ie9no
    @mystic-ie9no 3 роки тому

    This song hits my heart every time I hear it.

  • @kelseycastro1769
    @kelseycastro1769 3 роки тому +2

    I almost died 3 time's by gave up my life for someone who I know but now he is not here anymore he passed away 2 years old

  • @emmaanderson318
    @emmaanderson318 3 роки тому

    I'm not okay is one of my favorites

  • @jayninjapro1755
    @jayninjapro1755 3 роки тому

    Like me be hard sometimes but remember one thing Don't ever give up stay strong always stay strong

  • @thattrashyfurry2368
    @thattrashyfurry2368 3 роки тому +1

    I love this song ^^

  • @xxemma_gracexxd.4209
    @xxemma_gracexxd.4209 3 роки тому

    I always cry a bit when I listen to this song

  • @wolfpack7091
    @wolfpack7091 3 роки тому +3

    Weight of the world is a really go one by them also

    • @CabalisticSpecies
      @CabalisticSpecies  3 роки тому +1

      Weight of the World is up if you wanna go check it out :)

  • @TheHeartlessHero
    @TheHeartlessHero 3 роки тому +1

    🙂 I cried so hard that my eyes are bleeding.

  • @IAmAmrit96.
    @IAmAmrit96. 3 роки тому +2

    ❤️

  • @wolfpack7091
    @wolfpack7091 3 роки тому +1

    I've been in this position also brother

    • @CabalisticSpecies
      @CabalisticSpecies  3 роки тому

      Much love brother, stay strong

    • @wolfpack7091
      @wolfpack7091 3 роки тому

      @@CabalisticSpecies thanks brother I sometimes feel that same feeling cause I'm in the army now away from everything

  • @angiegrace8545
    @angiegrace8545 2 роки тому

    I just want to put this here the I'm not okay song by citizen solider saved my life by knowing I'm not alone

  • @michaelwilkin2838
    @michaelwilkin2838 10 місяців тому

    Js want to say my last pieces to people idek coz I have no one so I wish everyone the best of luck for the future and I’ll see u in the next life where I hope to get luckier ❤️

  • @Yuenglang
    @Yuenglang 2 роки тому

    I like that song

  • @AspieMediaBobby
    @AspieMediaBobby 3 роки тому

    Citizen Soldier`s lyrics really hit so close to home for me as a suicide survivor.

  • @caitrionabrauders22
    @caitrionabrauders22 3 роки тому +1

    Weight of the world by Citizen Soldier is a work of art check it out and Lonely by Nathan Wagner or tbh any of his songs, he is amazing 💕. Kat xx

  • @loveit7484
    @loveit7484 3 роки тому +1

    Wow

  • @F.E.E
    @F.E.E 3 роки тому

    Dude I cried so fucking hard, I was in a very dark place, it hit me up so bad!

  • @kathunt3784
    @kathunt3784 3 роки тому

    This song is sad it's how I feel everyday

  • @Ashley-hb2cs
    @Ashley-hb2cs 3 роки тому

    This song gets me every time I struggle with suicidal thoughts

  • @anthonyjackson1977
    @anthonyjackson1977 6 місяців тому

    5 mths ago after my break up with my then gf i was close to ending it all i drove to the river near my town the only thing stopped me was i forgot the rope and hose which saved me now i have a beautiful gf that checks on me everyday and cheers me up by being silly and gives me endless love

  • @Loudbish
    @Loudbish 3 роки тому

    bitter is my personal favorite

  • @SniperKitty420
    @SniperKitty420 2 роки тому

    That is the new song by them

  • @muffinstheterror6459
    @muffinstheterror6459 3 роки тому

    Fucking gave me goosebumps its sk emotional

  • @Graveyardbaby553
    @Graveyardbaby553 3 роки тому +1

    Can you do shinedown monsters

  • @joshuacantos1903
    @joshuacantos1903 2 роки тому

    I been in a dark place and part of me still is

  • @IndyColt92
    @IndyColt92 3 роки тому +1

    Check out Blue October- Fear

  • @DarkDeathReaper
    @DarkDeathReaper 2 роки тому

    you should listen to im not okay weight of the world and let it burn by them its amazing

  • @Sequere-Nos
    @Sequere-Nos 3 роки тому

    You know 5 years ago this would have helped me and I’m 14

  • @amaranthablackwood7457
    @amaranthablackwood7457 3 роки тому

    Honestly I don't think anyone would notice that I was dead or they wouldn't care I am a burden to my family I am disabled and have PTSD and personality disorders I wish I was brave enough to say goodbye

    • @CabalisticSpecies
      @CabalisticSpecies  3 роки тому

      You're braver for not giving up, keep on keeping on 🖤

  • @bellasniper9509
    @bellasniper9509 3 роки тому +3

    Hye yo,,request new song of citizen soldier-Forever Damned

    • @CabalisticSpecies
      @CabalisticSpecies  3 роки тому +1

      It'll be public in about 10 minutes, go check it out!

  • @Sequere-Nos
    @Sequere-Nos 2 роки тому

    I think I got a song for you(no money for patrion) it's called brighter side of Grey from five finger death punch

  • @chazwise3625
    @chazwise3625 2 роки тому

    I'm a big baby too💜🦊 It's not a bad thing💜🦊

  • @trishmunoz7745
    @trishmunoz7745 2 роки тому

    Would you PLEASE do ' CUT ' by plumb? Youll like it.