SWITCHING ON CAMERA & NON-HUMAN ALTERS | All About Alters 3 | Debunking DID Ep 5 | REUPLOAD

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  • Опубліковано 29 гру 2021
  • "THIS VIDEO IS A RE-UPLOAD OF AN ORIGINAL VIDEO FIRST POSTED TO / dissociadid ON: 1st July 2018
    THIS VIDEO WAS CREATED SOLELY BY US WITH NO OUTSIDE INPUT. WE ARE THE SOLE CREATORS AND THE SOLE COPYRIGHT HOLDER OF THIS VIDEO AND ITS CONTENT. THIS FACT IS NOT DISPUTED.
    "Sally, Amira, and Chloe explain why some DID Systems have Non-Human and animal alters, and how they are created! SCROLL DOWN FOR RESEARCH LINKS.
    Seeing Amira in the footage was a big surprise - our system is now 22 Alters strong! (-Note from Kya - December 2021 - the System was not that small 😬😂)
    Switching from Sally/Amira to Chloe begins at 14:30.
    NOTE FROM JANUARY 2020: (Video was filmed in JUNE 2018)
    We now know Amira is a non-human alter herself, a tiger. Knowing this I notice that she grimaces/bares her teeth when talking about abuse. Thank you Amira for joining this video, even before you had introduced yourself to us personally.
    Enjoying learning about Dissociative Identity Disorder? Don't forget to follow us on social media!"
    DISSOCIADID LINKS:
    / dissociadid
    / dissociadid
    www.DissociaDID.com
    SUPPORT OUR SYSTEM:
    www.ko-fi.com/DissociaDID
    / kyaandco
    (Our Patreon is for our art - it's not connected to or part of DissociaDID.)
    OTHER PLACES OUR SYSTEM IS ACTIVE (these accounts are not used as part of the DissociaDID project and do not represent DissociaDID. They are not designed for education, they are for personal use by the System, but you are welcome to hang out with us if you’d like to.)
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    MERCH & ART:
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    PO BOX:
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    "Studies and sources used in this video:
    Lovelace and McGrady (1980); Timerman (1981) as cited in Herman, J. L. (1992). Complex PTSD: A syndrome in survivors of prolonged and repeated trauma. J Trauma Stress, 5(3), 377-391. doi:10.1007/bf00977235 pp.385-386.
    Hendrickson, K. M., McCarty, T. & J. M. Goodwin. (1990). Animal alters: Case reports. Dissociation, 3(4), p. 218-221.
    Howell, E. F. (2011). Understanding and Treating Dissociative Identity Disorder: A Relational Approach. Routledge. ISBN 1135845832.
    Miller, A. (2014). Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse. Karnac Books. ISBN 1782412182.
    International Society for the Study of Trauma and Dissociation. (2011). [Chu, J. A., Dell, P. F., Van der Hart, O., Cardeña, E., Barach, P. M., Somer, E., Loewenstein, R. J., Brand, B., Golston, J. C., Courtois, C. A., Bowman, E. S., Classen, C., Dorahy, M., ̧ Sar,V., Gelinas,D.J., Fine,C.G., Paulsen, S., Kluft, R. P., Dalenberg, C. J., Jacobson-Levy, M., Nijenhuis, E. R. S., Boon, S., Chefetz, R.A., Middleton, W., Ross, C. A., Howell, E., Goodwin, G., Coons, P. M., Frankel, A. S., Steele, K., Gold, S. N., Gast, U., Young, L. M., & Twombly, J.]. Guidelines for treating dissociative identity disorder in adults, third revision. Journal of Trauma & Dissociation, 12, 115-187. Doi: 10.1080/15299732.2011.537247 "
    Channel and Videos Disclaimer (written 29/12/2021 by Chloe Wilkinson):
    We are not Mental Health Professionals. These videos were made from what we believed to be accurate at the time of their creation, from sources made accessible to us and our own personal experiences. New or updated information may have become available since these videos were made that we may not be aware of, or were not aware of at the time of making the content. We try our best to keep up to date with accurate information, but we are not researchers, psychologists or scientists, just mentally ill people trying to spread awareness and validation as best we can. Please do not use our videos as your only source of information or as a replacement for professional help.
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 612

  • @Sera1314
    @Sera1314 2 роки тому +2702

    I’m so happy the videos are coming back slowly! We all miss Chloe, but we still loved her when she became Nin after integrating with Nina, and I’m sure we’ll love Kya just as much when we get to see more of them ❤️. Much, Love, DissociaDID!

    • @nininyoko13
      @nininyoko13 2 роки тому +20

      My words, exactly!
      Much love to everybody 💞

    • @bigbeefyburger
      @bigbeefyburger 2 роки тому +9

      not so slow considering there are three new videos at once!! x]

    • @Solidude4
      @Solidude4 2 роки тому +23

      Oh wow it's been so long I had almost forgotten Nin was once Chloe and Nina

    • @KrismarjeVocals
      @KrismarjeVocals 2 роки тому +3

      IM VERY HAPPY HAVENT SEEN HER VIDEO AND I DID LIKE IT :d

    • @cassienorwood8078
      @cassienorwood8078 2 роки тому +8

      Nin wasn’t always there? Sorry I’m still a little confused with some of the stuff.

  • @thomascampbell350
    @thomascampbell350 2 роки тому +1572

    I’ve missed Sally’s voice. Her comforting energy transcends passed providing for the system. She calms us as well

  • @thesupremebeef
    @thesupremebeef 2 роки тому +909

    The way Sally explains things always makes it easier to understand. She is such a wonderful teacher to people of all ages.

  • @jayleighbear
    @jayleighbear 2 роки тому +1106

    i still cannot believe kyle and nin integrated. i’m so proud of y’all for the progress you’ve made as i imagine for kyle to integrate would mean a lot of healing and internal preparation occurred even if y’all didn’t notice. i adore kya and i hope they (since kya is genderfluid i figure this is the best pronoun to use) continue to stay strong and fight the good fight. every human being has flaws and no one is perfect and i hope y’all are doing well and not letting the hate get to you. only you and your doctors know the truth and that’s the most important part.

    • @jayleighbear
      @jayleighbear 2 роки тому +8

      @APansexualMess yes they did if you watch their recent video with long dark hair that’s kya.

    • @6Pope9
      @6Pope9 2 роки тому +21

      @APansexualMess Integration is a good thing, don't make them feel bad about it!

    • @theonionsystem7779
      @theonionsystem7779 2 роки тому +2

      @@6Pope9 no it's not. It's actually bad and I think they integrated because of horrible things that happened. It's not good and it's like mixing people you know maybe friends or family and becoming something completely different. You still have D.I.D and you're a new alter but the others are gone forever and you're still able to split and have new alters

    • @6Pope9
      @6Pope9 2 роки тому +9

      @@theonionsystem7779 isn't merging all of your alters into one the goal of every DID system?

    • @theonionsystem7779
      @theonionsystem7779 2 роки тому +21

      @@6Pope9 no it's absolutely not and shouldn't ever be that way. The goal is to have a system that gets on with each other and works together and gets rid of the trauma and everything.

  • @caiman3371
    @caiman3371 2 роки тому +271

    I know we’re late to the party but we wanted to thank you for this video! We have a few non-human and animal alters ourselves and they often feel unrecognized, left out, and unimportant because they’re unknown or looked down on by so many people. We can introduce you to some of our animal alters.
    TW// Ab/se
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    We have an unnamed alter (he sometimes calls himself Asterax) who presents as fox, having formed after being locked somewhere for weeks, starved and beaten to unconsciousness over and over again. He hid a lot of the time and managed to avoid harsher punishments, sucking up to his abusers as much as possible. Like a fox, he used charming and smart words along with thinking quickly. He’s less animalistic and is able to speak in human-tongue and complete basic, daily tasks. He’s one of our physical protectors.
    We love him as much as we love the rest of our system and acknowledge that he plays just as much of an important role as the rest of the alters in our system.
    We have another alter who presents barkself as a dog and goes by the name ‘Treat’. Bark was forced to eat out of a dog bowl, sleep on a dog bed, obey every of their abuser’s commands and walk around on all fours as a humiliation tactic. Treat was gaslighted into returning to barks abuser. Bark’s very animalistic and could be considered ‘feral,’ they enjoy being pet and taken of walks. At times Treat can be untamable and impossible to interact with, this is not the case all of the time however. Bark can speak in human tongue to some extent and can perform basic needs for the body. Their another one of our physical protectors.
    We love bark as much as we love the rest of our system and acknowledge that they play just as much of an important role as the rest of the alters in our system.
    We have so many more but so far Bark and Asterax are the two alter’s we know for sure are okay with us sharing part of their story.
    Thank you for reading if you’ve read this far, it means more than you know.

    • @deepfriedbrainceIIs
      @deepfriedbrainceIIs 2 роки тому +35

      As someone who is just now exploring (with the guidance of a professional), the possibility to be a system, I want to say I appreciate you sharing this information so much. It is so helpful for me to learn these things through real systems, rather than some books.

    • @CoincidenceTheorist
      @CoincidenceTheorist Рік тому +2

      4:20. This is key to initial fracturing of the mirror. The stuff about the snake and everything is right on.

    • @CoincidenceTheorist
      @CoincidenceTheorist Рік тому +5

      2,000 subscribers at time of creation now 1.18million

    • @Summer.12Girl
      @Summer.12Girl Рік тому +6

      I’m so sorry about what happened to your system! I’m glad those two non-human alters exist to be physical protectors, and it’s sad that they don’t get recognised as much.
      I hope that stuff never happens to you system again.

    • @justawildscampi5391
      @justawildscampi5391 Рік тому +2

      Thank you so much. Your system is so so strong for sharing your story. Sometimes when I’m doing research on DID it’s difficult to humanise it, in the sense that I can’t imagine it happening to a real person, people’s stories make the disorder feel so much more real. Thank you, and I wish you the best future possible

  • @essandera9499
    @essandera9499 Рік тому +46

    The story about the snake alter is so horrific, how can anyone do that to a child?!?!
    However, otherwise I enjoyed the video, thank you for reuploading. It's so soothing to listen to Sally, it was also nice to meet Amira!
    You don't have to feel embarassed about filming switching, it's personally to me really interesting and seeing it in lots of your videos normalized it for me as well. However if you decide you don't feel comfortable filming it at any point in time, that's entirely your decision and you have every right to it 😁, so don't feel pressured to leave it in if you don't feel comfortable with it at any point in time.

    • @sovereignsoulutions6612
      @sovereignsoulutions6612 Рік тому +3

      It stuck with me too...(the snake story)...it is horrific and extremely sad. I feel for that person who had to experience that level of trauma. 💔

  • @LockerLovesYellow
    @LockerLovesYellow 2 роки тому +282

    I take it you are inching closer and closer in the legal battles, my thoughts and heart are with you!

  • @riverlemay7813
    @riverlemay7813 2 роки тому +19

    you have no reason to be embarrassed for switching 💗 it needs to be more normalized and accepted. it is not your fault that you have DID, and we as a society should not be judging anyone for having it

  • @1farahnaz
    @1farahnaz 2 роки тому +139

    These are soooo informative and amazing to watch. It hurts my heart so much about the kids being abused. Every child deserves to be safe, loved and respected. The animal and non-human alters make so much sense in the way that you explained it. I want to thank Chloe for uploading and all the alters for making this happen. You are so loved.

    • @chaotic__neutral0_08
      @chaotic__neutral0_08 2 роки тому +11

      I agree the story Salley told about the snake alter was terrible to hear. Knowing that some people have fun terrorizing a child like that is really really awful. I'm following quite a lot of systems and I sometimes forget why they have DID and they survived such abuse

    • @earthariss
      @earthariss 2 роки тому +5

      @@chaotic__neutral0_08 We're a system and we even forget that this disorder is because of childhood trauma, don't worry, it's normal 😅

  • @sashazephiria3869
    @sashazephiria3869 2 роки тому +121

    Just wanted to leave a comment, I discovered this channel thanks to Anthony Padilla and it really helped me understand more about DID :) Also, AWESOME hair I love it !

    • @orias4048
      @orias4048 7 місяців тому

      I DID TOO!! I've been watching her ever since then, and I actually have a friend that has DID and wasn't sure of it until she talked to me. She got diagnosed, and im glad I could help her, she thought she was crazy-

  • @Azul_247
    @Azul_247 2 роки тому +11

    our gatekeeper is a fox-like creature, and i think they formed that way becase as a child we needed to be a fox: hide, get things we needed in a sneaky way, and observe. Foxes are generally quiet and observant and also very smart. The gatekeeper mostly observes, so I guess it fits in a way.
    -Caz

  • @aspensky2268
    @aspensky2268 2 роки тому +151

    I’m so happy to see everyone in the system coming back with the return of the old videos. Keep up the fight, you all are worth it!

  • @steveharringtonsbaby
    @steveharringtonsbaby 2 роки тому +261

    yay!! reupload :D very happy and i’m very proud of you for being able to get through this whole mess, we love you and hope you all are doing well

    • @jadendiaz3615
      @jadendiaz3615 2 роки тому +8

      OMG Same we are really proud of you guys Happy New years.🎊🎉.

  • @amaro15
    @amaro15 2 роки тому +164

    Welcome back! stay strong with the legal issues with the a**hole. All my best in this new year to come!

    • @deenpeace585
      @deenpeace585 2 роки тому

      Can u please tell me what happened

    • @name..4764
      @name..4764 2 роки тому +9

      @@deenpeace585 there was a video a few days ago, If you go past the re-uploaded ones it's there it's called what happened to dissociaDID

  • @akgnome
    @akgnome 2 роки тому +70

    So happy you all came back. My best friend has DID and your videos help me to understand her better. I think if you are comfortable showing a switch on a case by case base is cool. I appreciate watching and learning kinda the signs to maybe look for. I'm an oblivious individual. I think you guys are great and keep kicking butt! Do whatever makes you all happy.

  • @happyspirit1458
    @happyspirit1458 2 роки тому +28

    I have a friend who is a system: they have multiple alters who are angels. (Ive asked for permission to comment this) They are very much real and valid and just because they are not human does not mean they dont have their own feelings and lives. Thank you for everything you do dissociaDID

  • @clarkem.5269
    @clarkem.5269 2 роки тому +88

    This is one of my favorite videos of yours because our system is mostly non-human and we’re so often misunderstood. So glad it’s back! ☺️

    • @SerenaGr
      @SerenaGr 2 роки тому +2

      It is one of my favourite too! I'm interested in hearing about your system :)

    • @clarkem.5269
      @clarkem.5269 2 роки тому +24

      @@SerenaGr Often alters take the form of something that makes the child feel safe, so if they were abused by a man they may split a woman as a caregiver or if they were abused a girl they may split a boy trauma holder to avoid getting too close to what happened. One of the main reasons systems can form mostly or entirely non-human alters is because we were abused or neglected by so many humans around us of every age range and gender (men, women, boys, girls, etc.) that the only type of “person” that wouldn’t cause cognitive dissonance were animals and fantasy creatures. I find that non-human dominated systems are most common in multi-perpetrator abuse where the child has no more trust for any humans. It also has a lot to do with being dehumanized which is also common in severe abuse, most people cannot commit severe abuse without dehumanizing their victim. It’s less painful to be dehumanized if you are an animal and are separate from everyone who is hurting you.

  • @caysielovessmosh
    @caysielovessmosh 2 роки тому +83

    so glad you got to reupload, and so sorry you've been dealing with so much turmoil. its lovely to hear Chloe say you've hit 2000 subscribers!! look at all your growth since then!

  • @sarahwolstenholme1056
    @sarahwolstenholme1056 2 роки тому +5

    I am a victim of physical, mental and emotional abuse by my father but it was never this extreme. It gives me comfort learning more about the effects of abuse because throughout my childhood I always thought it was my fault that I was abused. It took me a long time to fully love myself. Although, to this day it is still difficult for me whenever I come back home to visit my family. My dad always makes fun of me for getting so jumpy whenever he is around. Whenever he touches or tries to hug me now I get so uncomfortable and I want him to stop but I just don’t know what to say to him because he’s my dad. Watching your videos give me so much more comfortable through my difficulties. So, thank you so much! I know it’s impossible to read every comment on your channel but I like commenting anyways because I just feel like your channel is such a comfortable space to talk about things that are going on. Thank you so much for being so open! I would love to understand more about how you think your system developed your nonhuman alter. If there were movies or shows you watched growing up that you think played a role in developing your nonhuman alter.

  • @rehamhafeez9083
    @rehamhafeez9083 2 роки тому +57

    As you've said, disassociation is a can be something private, so I'd say do as you feel comfortable and okay with. Other than that lots of love

  • @cristeresa99
    @cristeresa99 2 роки тому +61

    I'm so happy to see you all back. So emotional

  • @skibum415
    @skibum415 2 роки тому +31

    "We are nearing two thousand subscribers!" - Chloe
    Wow, how far you have come and grown. So glad you are back and fighting! Keep up the great work!!!

  • @JMemski
    @JMemski 2 роки тому +57

    I hope you're all doing okay, I'm sorry for all you've been through and the last year or so, you've been a trooper 💙

  • @shaynsonplays9674
    @shaynsonplays9674 2 роки тому +47

    Yessss Re-Upload!!
    You are a Inspiration to people like me, personally i don't have DID but, the fact that you're soo strong that you're not letting some random person stop you from doing what you do best which is raising awareness and making amazing content doing it.
    Keep on going and know we all have your back ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @cameostark7274
    @cameostark7274 2 роки тому +26

    Will rewatch every upload! Stead fast support for your channel, it's taught me a lot and has greatly helped me as a writer. Much love from a Cupeño/Kupa Native American friend from across the pond. Love from turtle island!

  • @nicoleworthington5876
    @nicoleworthington5876 2 роки тому +13

    It breaks my heart to hear what some children have to deal with and I been watching the channel now for a bit and it’s really interesting I love all of you and anyone else with DID you are strong and I love you. Also loves and hugs to everyone ❤️❤️❤️

  • @faye1172
    @faye1172 2 роки тому +2

    So happy to see the videos are coming back! They have given so much information and spread awareness to so many. You guys are truly inspiring, and I hope this whole situation ends soon. Sending all the love. ❤️

  • @fey-lynhankee2137
    @fey-lynhankee2137 2 роки тому +7

    Thank you for reuploading! It was like getting to see an old friend almost! It's also bittersweet to think about how much has changed since then. I hope you all are doing well.

  • @evolove3602
    @evolove3602 2 роки тому +4

    I'm so glad there's a reupload! I've been following this channel for a few months and I sincerely hope everything will get back the way it was!

  • @LycanthropicVirus
    @LycanthropicVirus 2 роки тому +10

    We’re so happy to see you guys finally back! You were a big help for us when we first realised we were a system. Thank you!

  • @Pastalover105
    @Pastalover105 2 роки тому +12

    Yay reupload! I like seeing the switches and appreciate all the awesome educational material you all share with the world.

  • @bigtitimonsterho4702
    @bigtitimonsterho4702 2 роки тому +35

    So glad to see you’re uploading! I hope your guys are doing ok and I wish the best to y’all 💗

  • @Mimi-of6sn
    @Mimi-of6sn 2 роки тому +29

    I'm so happy for you that you were able to re-upload!! We will always support you . Good luck!

  • @sn8f1st
    @sn8f1st 2 роки тому +3

    Thanks for the reupload. You opened my eyes to so many things that I did not know or understand. It has helped me help others.. keep up the good work. You are needed

  • @danaszemeck2121
    @danaszemeck2121 2 роки тому +7

    Glad that you are re uploading all the videos, please keep safe and I hope this stressing experience with the claims and court end soon, lots of love for you and all the sistem 🧡

  • @miketurnedpurple
    @miketurnedpurple 2 роки тому +11

    I'm so glad that these videos have been re-uploaded :] They really helped me out with understanding what DID was

  • @sunflowerthebunbunbunny
    @sunflowerthebunbunbunny 2 роки тому +23

    You're right about the change of accent, you can really hear Sally's voice disappear into something very different that must be Amira! It sounds almost like a German accent, but I don't know anything about Amira so I'd love to learn more!

    • @lydiaboll2872
      @lydiaboll2872 11 місяців тому

      Apparently, Amira is Indian (like the country India).

    • @HelenHenninger
      @HelenHenninger 2 місяці тому

      I noticed both the accent and the speech pattern, which definitely seemed like the speech pattern of someone who doesn't necessarily speak English as a first language

  • @aaronpotton2641
    @aaronpotton2641 2 роки тому +14

    I truly find watching these videos and seeing all of your alters appear on screen is so interesting, the way the brain works to help protect you in later life from horrific events is beyond Amazing. Truly Amazing 🖤

  • @laracandioti3763
    @laracandioti3763 2 роки тому +14

    so happy to see that your videos are coming back!!!! I hope you guys get all of them back in 2022

  • @spitzmc5927
    @spitzmc5927 2 роки тому +2

    I'm so glad you were able to reupload most of your videos from before! I don't personally have DID but I think that your videos have taught me so much and I'm very grateful for that! Much love to you all, DissociaDID!

  • @katbland9149
    @katbland9149 2 роки тому +9

    awww! I've missed Sally! I am SO soo happy to see y'all reuploading these amazing videos. Thank you all for all your hard work and dedication to educating and helping. Sending so much love and support to everyone in your system. ❤️🥰❤️

  • @GodzHarleyGirlStudio
    @GodzHarleyGirlStudio 2 роки тому +11

    I'm so glad you're back. Please keep the switches in the video's to help us and people who have DID or their family and friend's of those with DID. Love y'all, keep posting and I'm looking forward to more of your content that helps so many other people.

  • @marialuisaponticiello3398
    @marialuisaponticiello3398 2 роки тому +6

    I'm so so glad to see one of your amazing videos! I started following just last year but I rushed to see all the previous video you had made up that time. I found them inspiring, delicate and an incredible way to open everybody to DID. Thank you for sharing so much and deciding to start your channel. Hope you're well and safe. Love from Italy 😊

  • @nadiah4315
    @nadiah4315 2 роки тому +27

    Thank you so much Sally and Amira for explaining this complex topic so well!

  • @cuteboulette
    @cuteboulette 2 роки тому +31

    I am glad this video is back. I never understood why some alter would be non human, but this video is super informative. Thanks a lot ❤️

  • @gabby8640
    @gabby8640 2 роки тому +17

    I miss your content so much and I'm so happy you are posting again. You help so many people. Thank you and take care. I hope you sort out your legal issues, nobody deserves to go through what you've been through. Just know your subscribers care for you as if you were part of our family!

  • @Imastar16
    @Imastar16 2 роки тому

    So glad you guys are slowly being able to repost videos! I've loved learning about this disorder so your repost of these videos help me learn a lot ✨

  • @nadiah4315
    @nadiah4315 2 роки тому +12

    I'm so incredibly glad to see you uploading again. We've missed you all so much, and I want to say a huge welcome and we love you to Kya. I'm so so sorry things have been so rough for you lately, and I'm thinking of you and prãYiñg for justice in this situation. People sometimes think us survivors are easy targets - they vastly underestimate us. ❤️❤️

  • @KatieAnne7204
    @KatieAnne7204 2 роки тому +334

    So if the host alter and another integrate and change their name, does that cause issues because the legal name stays the same as it was before the integration? Would you change the legal name? Im so happy youre getting your videos back!!!

    • @annalepanien3
      @annalepanien3 2 роки тому +146

      I think they got asked that question before when Chloe and Nina integrated. Non said that Chloe will always be the name of the body and therefore also stay their legal name.

    • @AWindy94
      @AWindy94 2 роки тому +91

      Usually a system will use the host alter's name for legal purposes, since legal name changes are expensive and involve a lot of paperwork. Integrations can happen over long or short periods of time, so it's important to allow that flexibility.

    • @montannaprice61
      @montannaprice61 2 роки тому +50

      I believe in a video they said they use the body's legal name all the alters know it and use it when they need to

    • @argonanarchy3820
      @argonanarchy3820 Рік тому +1

      It depends. My name changed but we still go with our birth name as a legal name because it represents all of us

  • @meiden7620
    @meiden7620 2 роки тому +53

    I was kinda confused when Sally said "Chloe " and then after a bit I remembered.........this was a reupload of a removed video, lol, old or new the video is still great

  • @bethanydjay
    @bethanydjay 2 роки тому +1

    I appreciate these videos so much!! Thank you for all you’ve done and been doing for the past few years. I’m sorry that y’all have had such a frustrating and difficult time lately! I’m sending love and support and all that I can!!

  • @little.cellist
    @little.cellist 2 роки тому +7

    so glad to see the videos are coming back! wishing all of you nothing but the best

  • @sarahwolstenholme1056
    @sarahwolstenholme1056 2 роки тому +1

    I’m so happy that most of your videos have returned! I can’t believe what you are going through right now. My heart is with you!!

  • @___jubiii___
    @___jubiii___ 2 роки тому +11

    OMG I'm so happy with your progress and I actually screamed when I saw you guys were able to upload!
    Missing you and my heart is with you on this battle 💞

  • @roshanrahealer
    @roshanrahealer Рік тому +2

    Thank you for sharing your videos! I had a switch this morning (I tend to have them throughout the day). When I started writing my dark psychological fantasy series, I struggled to write logically, but intuitive writing brought out the different parts of me. Since then, I've discussed my issues with therapists. One said, "You seem to think of yourself as a novel." That made a lot of sense, as I focused on reading the most when my mom compared me to my brother who started reading the Bible at 3 years old. At four, I felt dumb for struggling to read, but my daddy, who passed away in 2006 (he was a truck driver, so absent, though he made sure we knew we had his love), told me it was okay that I took time to think. He seemed to see how I'd visualize what I read, or study the pictures on the pages.
    The animal alters I seem to have: dragon, dogs, wolves, cats, tigers, mermagons (mermaid dragon), mermaids, and wolagons (wolf dragons). They come out in awkward times, usually when I'm excited or angry at something. For example, when I learned I had sand flea allergies in Iraq, I growled while running on the treadmill because my ankles itched so much! When that happened, the doctor gave me hydrocortizone cream. That didn't work, so I convinced him to give me a bottle of iropropyl alcohol. That worked.
    Sometimes, the animal alters show me what I need in life more than logical thinking does. Sometimes I wonder if it's all fantasy, but my gut tells me the fantasy exists because the alters formed early in life. The lack of consistent life memories leads me to believe my fantasies are my realities. Living life is easier when I stop doubting myself and just learn.

  • @DieselDayDreams
    @DieselDayDreams 2 роки тому +3

    I love seeing you guys taking back your channel! I hope the whole system is doing well and taking care of one another with how crazy everything has been! I miss everyone and I hope when the system is comfortable enough we can reconnect with the alters, I just wanna know how everyone has been during this time and if anyone has picked up new hobbies or interests.

  • @witchywashy6722
    @witchywashy6722 2 роки тому +41

    Ahh sally is such a soothing and calming soul! I swear i can feel her kind and calming energy through videos and i love it! As long as your comfortable showing your switches on camera i dont mind if there left in the videos at all. Its part of the education so its all fine! Im glad to see you making videos again i missed you all lol!!😊😜❤

  • @katarinaherlitz8398
    @katarinaherlitz8398 2 роки тому +1

    Thanks so much for the video! It was amazing and clarified a lot of things and was so interesting to watch! So thank you Sally and Cloe and I wish the whole system a happy new year!!

  • @jennigaffney1767
    @jennigaffney1767 2 роки тому +2

    It is so brave of you to allow us to see the switch on camera. It helps us to understand. At the same time, it is truly private and completely your choice (all of you involved) to decide if it's too private or you feel to vulnerable to show us.
    Also, I appreciate the captions that explain when a switch is happening, when more than one alter is fronting, or even when a spider is distracting you!

  • @jacestanley4668
    @jacestanley4668 2 роки тому +5

    You guys are so intelligent. There is so much to understand about DID, it fascinates me ,the mind is so powerful but i also feel a heavy heart because of why it exists in the first place. May god bless you on your journey through life!

  • @callumsamericanfriend2943
    @callumsamericanfriend2943 2 роки тому +6

    So much love for Sally and everyone in the DissociaDID system. Bringing in the new year with the system in my heart, I truly hope these videos will be around for a long time to come. Here's to 2022 💖🎉

  • @trayshonstone742
    @trayshonstone742 2 роки тому

    Love that you all are back and looking of good spirits. On the switching topic, it interest me on how it effects you while in video but that's up to how comfortable you are with them. I never knew most of any of what you bring up of DID until I found you all. Beautiful work 😊

  • @nac503652
    @nac503652 2 роки тому

    Happy to see that you are able to re upload old videos. I got this notification that a video was uploaded and my day was made. I missed your content. I hope you are all safe and well. Sending my love your way.

  • @Velveteen7
    @Velveteen7 2 роки тому +2

    Im so happy you are able to get some of your videos back! Thank you so much bc they help alot of people

  • @kellyhack943
    @kellyhack943 2 роки тому

    Thank you so much for all that you are doing in the DID systems. I don’t have DID but you are all amazing and it has helped me understand how you are all able to survive. You have help me think my mental health and PTSD is not my fault and that it is ok to keep living. Thank you for all you have all done.

  • @mias567
    @mias567 2 роки тому +7

    Thank you for your dedication, thank you for teaching thousands of people! You are awesome, all of you.

  • @plaguepotato6624
    @plaguepotato6624 2 роки тому

    I'm so glad you guys are able to start uploading/re-uploading videos again! I know I speak for all of us when I say we missed you all!❤🧡💛💚💙💜💖

  • @sovereignsoulutions6612
    @sovereignsoulutions6612 Рік тому +1

    I don't have DID but my dad was diagnosed with a split personality in 1980 something.
    I don't think he has that though but we do both have Borderline Personality Disorder.
    I find your explanations so fascinating and very clear.
    My heart breaks for all of us who have had to experience such traumatic events that have landed us where we are today.
    But, we are strong. All of us!
    I have such a new understanding of DID and it helps me to bring even more compassion to the table.
    I never understood the non human alters until now.
    But wow, it all makes sense now.
    Stay strong beautiful souls!!!
    Love you all!!!

  • @TheKatarinaGiselle
    @TheKatarinaGiselle 2 роки тому +6

    So happy to see some reuploads!!! Keep fighting the good fight..we’ll be here to stand behind you!

  • @dango_dumpling
    @dango_dumpling 2 роки тому +2

    I'm sorry that you're all having to deal with such a stressful time right now. It's wrong what that person is doing to you. But if it weren't for the drama, I never would have found this channel ( I found it through a somewhat random suggestion on my homepage for VangelinaSkov's video discussing the issue), and I'm so happy I did. Your videos are amazing, and through your bravery and vulnerability, you are helping to educate the world about DID, and teaching all of us how to be more empathetic towards those we perceive as different. Thank you, all of you. ❤️

  • @witchking01
    @witchking01 2 роки тому +11

    Nice to meet you, Amira! Lots of love from all of the system’s supporters! ♥️

  • @marljusweety
    @marljusweety 2 роки тому

    Thank you for the work you did in making these videos and for the work you do getting them back online for all of us. I truly believe your videos are important.

  • @dominika4040
    @dominika4040 2 роки тому +3

    I enjoyed watching this video even more than before. So happy for the re-upload! ♥️

  • @fawnwish4092
    @fawnwish4092 2 роки тому +14

    Fingers crossed this video stays up 🤞
    We love your system and this channel so much never ever forget that ❤

  • @vannymcelis
    @vannymcelis 2 роки тому +1

    I'm so proud of you all! I still remember watching this video long ago, when it was first uploaded. You are an inspiration. Keep up the great work and don't let haters discourage you, because your videos change lives. Best Regards from Venezuela ❤️ and God bless you always 🤗

  • @leonaustin123
    @leonaustin123 2 роки тому +10

    Glad to see you getting your videos back up! Sorry about the situation you've been put into this year.

  • @CloudyFoxGacha
    @CloudyFoxGacha 2 роки тому +3

    Omg I’m so happy that the videos are coming back! I’ve missed everyone :) I love watching your videos i find your videos very helpful and help me understand more about DID

  • @ArchersFieldInMyMind
    @ArchersFieldInMyMind 2 роки тому +14

    We love you all and missed you so much! Thank you for helping find out what I had going on in my mind, well, "our" minds haha.

  • @ealainstudiosart8106
    @ealainstudiosart8106 2 роки тому +1

    so awesome to look back, and see how far you guys have come. neing excited over 2000 followers :) now over a million! so glad you are fighting back against the bullcrap! hugs from canada@

  • @summer8562
    @summer8562 2 роки тому

    I’m trying to educate myself on this topic as one of my close friends was recently diagnosed, I was searching for this video for so long until I watched the one where you explained it all, I’m so proud of you, keep doing what your doing :)

  • @chloeg1697
    @chloeg1697 2 роки тому

    I’m enjoying watching all your videos for a second time now that they’re on my feed again. So glad to see these videos back up again!! Peace and love

  • @NexissTV
    @NexissTV 2 роки тому +5

    So happy to see you all back! I wish you all the best, and my thoughts are with you !

  • @NieroLahven
    @NieroLahven 2 роки тому +2

    I'm glad you mentioned this in the video, Chloe, because I always feel as we're intruding into a very intimitate situation when you switch on camera. I myself (I'm aware of the others doing the same) tend to make it go unnoticed when there's a switch, simply because -except for my husband- I'm uncomfortable having other people notice it. I guess it's because of how I feel about it that I think I'm crossing a boundary when we see you and the others switch. It's silly, but I look away when I noticed one of you dissociating. I deeply appreciate your videos, however; I wish I could speak about this as freely as you do online. Love and light to you all ♥

  • @jaeanonymous2991
    @jaeanonymous2991 2 роки тому +6

    I feel really honoured that all of you would trust us enough to share this very personal and privet moment with us. I don’t have D.I.D however I love learning about it and helping to spread the correct information.

  • @flafyjunikorn3207
    @flafyjunikorn3207 2 роки тому

    Happy to see the videos again! Thank you for your hard work and we all love your content

  • @practicepositiveprogress5396
    @practicepositiveprogress5396 2 роки тому

    So glad to see your videos coming back! So much hard work and valuable education can be seen once again. ❤️

  • @ABagelLeftOnTheRoadside
    @ABagelLeftOnTheRoadside 2 роки тому +13

    Yay! It got re-uploaded! It really sucked what happened and this channel deserves so much better.

  • @lolmistro
    @lolmistro 2 роки тому +3

    Great to see these back on youtube so people can learn about DID, Kepp up the amazing videos as always with love.

  • @alternateditz
    @alternateditz 2 роки тому +6

    So good to see these coming back up 💕

  • @sabitastisch9228
    @sabitastisch9228 2 роки тому +12

    It's heartbreaking to hear, what humanity is capable of. Thank's for the informative Video!

  • @thottusthottusxoxo
    @thottusthottusxoxo 2 роки тому

    I'm so relieved to see the reuploads, I hope all is/will be well for you💕

  • @gamergirl33193
    @gamergirl33193 2 роки тому

    THANK YOU. As a person who is brand new to DID and knows nothing, your videos are informative and I'm very grateful for how you go into more detail on certain aspects. I also appreciate that some in the (your?) system are willing to show the switch.
    I apologize in advance and would appreciate being corrected if I say anything wrong or insulting in any of my comments so I can learn and I hope you all are doing well during this new year. ❤

  • @cyndiegagnon4880
    @cyndiegagnon4880 2 роки тому

    I am happy you are slowly regaining control of your channel. Keep the good work it will be all worth it in the end. Hope all is well and that's you had a wonderful holiday season.

  • @WiresConcept
    @WiresConcept 2 роки тому +4

    Ahhhh this makes me so happy theyre slowly making their way back! I missed this intro so much 💙

  • @jaliyahbest3157
    @jaliyahbest3157 2 роки тому +9

    I feel sad that Sally didn't get to finish her video :( I wanted to hear her explanation of fictives (I'm not sure if that's how you spell it) this channel has been so informative. I'm glad I stumbled upon it some years ago. I felt like I was witnessing a very private moment during the switch to Chloe😳 but I want to thank the entirety of the dissoiaDID system for all the information I've acquired and I wish y'all nothing but the best (if you see this :) )

  • @aurorayol4845
    @aurorayol4845 2 роки тому

    Your content is so important, DissociaDID. Thank you so much for all you have ever done for this channel. I'm so glad your videos are coming back. I wish you guys a lot of peace!

  • @calamitydemoness3843
    @calamitydemoness3843 2 роки тому +3

    You know... I know this is for education and awareness on dissociative identity disorder.. But I also want to thank you because I find this very comforting as someone that has it too. We're very thankful. You're making us more comfortable about ourselves and truly, we appreciate all that you've down for everyone. Thank you so so much ❤❤❤

  • @josipcalic426
    @josipcalic426 2 роки тому +1

    Thank you for giving me oportunity to learn a lot about DID and thank you for being so brave, after stumbling on a video randomly...all of the best wishes to all, stay strong

  • @briannam916
    @briannam916 2 роки тому +1

    I'm glad you're re-uploading! I will go through and like all of them again!

  • @Zzay08
    @Zzay08 2 роки тому +2

    Damn, I've been waiting for this.
    Thank god you posted