Bunny Girl Senpai - The Attention Cycle
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- Опубліковано 7 вер 2024
- Some disorganized thoughts about insecurity and the paths people take to overcome them. Taking a specific looks at Futaba from Bunny Girl Senpai episodes 7 and episode 8.
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My second time talking about bunny girl senpai oops. What can I say, Bunny Girl Senpai is one of the only seasonal anime in fall 2018, let alone this whole year, that I like a lot. Hope you enjoyed the video. Luv u.
My heart shattered when I saw Kaede’s reaction to a cellphone notification, it hits close to home and subtle details like that make this anime standout
Damn. yeah that part of the episode really broke my heart too. She is at protect priority #1.
Sherin Binu I don’t remember which episode, but Kaede was sitting at the table and then the cellphone rang and it may have been Futuba calling
she gone now tho
@@lawrence8015 rip Kaede, she was so good of a character.
she gone?!?! when did she die??
Holy shit man. "I never wanted this channel to be about anime, I wanted to establish a connection with people similar to me, and anime seemed like a good medium."
I used to hate anime. It was always too exaggerated, it wasn't at all like the real world, and it felt like an imitation of things you should experience yourself (if that makes any sense). Now I watch a new series every week or two. I cant get enough of it because it made me connect even better with friends. This channel is damn near flawless. And it gives me comfort knowing that other people think like me.
Same, i dont know why i hated anime back then , but now i grew up and somehow love anime. And belive me or not, anime has this "special" feel that i cannot describe.
Same here, I used to think that anime was extremely unrealistic. But now I realize that the creators behind these anime want to portray something in the form of this animation. Like instead of showing you what these characters can have, they want to show you what you CAN be as a person and not just saying "oh look the mc in this anime is able to do this cause he's/she's the mc and mcs always get the heroic treatment". Now when I look at anime, I try to think what the writer of this particular anime is going for so as to rly understand what it is trying to convey, and not just brush it off as a palce where all your fantasies come true.
It's a medium after all, not a genre. As such, it's plenty of different things for different people.
For example, I am so into it because during my childhood the thing that "clicked" with me the most were films from Ghibli, Laputa and Kiki alike.
From there I developed an interest in them and animation in general, which in later years ended up being united with my passion for storytelling and fiction writing as a whole. Sure, most anime isn't Ghibli, but that was a starting point from which my taste for it developed: the wits and humour of Monogatari, the complex setting and human characters of the Nasuverse, the pure existenzial dread of PunPun, the almost perfect (to me) Cowboy Bebop.... They just resonate with me more than what most western products of the same style end up doing.
All of this, just to say that IMO people miss so much because they judge something depending on the medium.
As an example, It's impossible that there isn't any conventional novel a person like, he/she simply wasn't exposed to It, but saying "I don't like to read" doesn't mean anything since it's the result of lacking the correct experience that made Reading "click" in the first place.
At the end of the day, fiction and art are just a way for humans to be creative, express themselves or craft something they find of value, or to spend time with it. If they don't spark human connections in the public or emotions/ideas in the single person, what are they good for?
You actually desected my mind.
Same thing happened to me as well. Back then I didn't like anime & manga since I thought of them as "unrealistic & oversaturated".
But then after actually watched some of them, I realized how well-thought & realistic they are; especially series like Bunny Girl Senpai.
And it helped me form connections too, not much but still a considerable achievement.
Futaba's arc was so painfully relatable because of her insecurities. No matter what gender people identify with, there is always a need for attention and validation, and it speaks a lot to younger generations who easily have access to social media. Such a well-written and a great video.
I think every arc has something real about teenagers' emotions, but I agree that Rio's arc is very emotional, so sad they only used two episodes to narrate it.
@@ericmendoza4559 Futaba's Arc is quite a common trope in Sci-Fi (which is appropriate for her): Star Trek did it with the Enemy Within and in Second Chances. Both twins self inflict damage because of their insecurities that the other may be the false one but believe that they can be the real one but, in reality, BOTH of them are the same person but one an over exagerated version of the other.
I love you. You are like a friend I never had but always seaked.
Hey thanks man, hope you are doing well.
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Only Japan could make a show called Bunny Girl Senpai and have it be super sad and depressing.
Actually it's actually 青春ブタ野郎は…の夢を見ない or "Teenage Pig Does Not Dream Of...." but the first book was "青春ブタ野郎はバニーガール先輩の夢を見ない" or "Teenage Pig Does Not Dream of Bunny Girl Senpai" but it's a mouthful to say that so "Bunny Girl Sempai" was adopted by people and thus Mai Sakurajima (like Saber in Fate Stay/Night) is the mascot of the whole series.
Very relatable, but it was only made apparent that Futaba’s situation was relatable because of this excellently made video! A lot of people overlooked her arc because it was so short, but there’s just so many layers and meaningful aspects that are addressed here I love it :)
Thanks, I'm happy my video could do that for you. It's a great show and I'm really happy to talk about stuff I like and connect to in it.
I really like every arc from Bunny Girl Senpai... But Rio is my favorite character... By the way, I still can't understand why people use to name her by her last name 🤔🤔
This anime is worth talking/reflecting about more than one video,great that you decided to make another one.
The best part of this is your unique take on the analisis.
Keep it up man!
Thanks, I'm glad you think so! Happy to see you comment
The Futaba Arc is my favorite arc because it’s the one that I can take value out of, being realistic about problems such as validation, identity crisis, and finding your value. This was the first non shonen anime i’ve ever watched and it changed my life
I love connecting to these, they click so well
I'm happy they do :)
This is why, futaba arc is the best arc, AND FUTABA IS BEST GIRL
I see a man of very culture here
Shoko arc is best arc
MABfan11 I’m sorry but you misspelled Futaba.
All girls in this show are best girls
Unpopular opinion: kaede arc is best, its wonderful on it's own but it sets up shoko arc very well 2. Honestly I was more emotionally shook by kaede's arc then other arcs
This anime is so good it caused a UA-camr to talk about his identity crisis.
Bunny Girl Senpai in general, and especially this arc really hits me with the Oregairu vibes.
i started watching it with my hopes down because i was afraid it would try too hard to be like the shows its obviously influenced by (monogatari and oregairu) but i was pleasently surprised, even if sometimes it wears its influences on its sleeves its a great show on its own
Yeah the show certainly borrows some plot structure and general premise, but it does a wonderful idea coming into its own and making me feel involved with it.
I constantly see this idea thrown around. Some say it's trying to copy Haruhi Suzumiya, some say Monogatari, some say Oregairu.
0% proof, all feeling and poor arguments.
Monogatari takes a clearly down to earth perspective on Aberrations, where common knowledge/sense and personal responsibility can save you or avoid trouble entirely. Senjougahara could have spared herself a lot of trouble if she took the reins of her life with her hands just a bit earlier, Oshino is some dude who apparently is a specialist but all he does is apply common sense, do some word plays and give logical advice. And he can fight.
Bunny girl senpai has Supernatural troubles that are completely outside the characters' control. Common sense will not restore Mai to visibility. At the start of the story she was beyond the point where that could have helped. Sometimes, you just can't solve your problems alone, is part of the message. Which is completely antithetical to Monogatari.
Oregairu is a whole other beast, that deals with change, ideals, realistically bringing to life your "Perfect life", the omnipresence of issues even with who the world thinks should not have them (That is, the whole spiel of "Even the gifted have their problems"), judgement, growth, honesty and so on.
Oregairu is a cynical sometimes, but mostly Existentialist perspective on the people and environments that form society. Hachiman spends his time thinking of ways to discredit tradition, accepted opinions, group think, self sacrifice, martyrdom, because he wants to understand, he'd like to know if they can stand to the attack. He just wants to get what the hell these insane people who cover their lives in illusions, lie, and hurt each other, while pretending they don't want to do that, are trying to accomplish. Do all these subterfuges mean anything? Are they a genuine way to relate?
Now do tell me, where in BGS this is?
Is the bantering really the only thing that people link between the series? All other connections are meaningless or completely wrong. And this is without touching on the differences between the MCs.
i watched your video on Kaede's lost memories video and then watched this one. I've been loving the anime so much because of the emotions the anime holds and it's so relatable. i just love the way you're so open about your own experiences into this video and i understand. thank you and i will subscribe! :)
It was a great show. I'm happy you liked my video, I try to take something important from the things I talk about to help me in my personal life, and am glad you like that aspect. Thanks for subbing!
Same..... just a year later 😅
This arc of Futaba resonated with me but I never really thought the way you've before. I feel that in your videos you can accomplish incredible analyses by relating what you see and what you have gone through. Your channel as a hole inspired me to look at media in general in other forms rather than some metascore points, thank you for that.
The cycle I'm on seems so similar, when I was younger I got compliments for my art and really liked it but it eventually I started to feel like I wasn't worth the attention or praise. Now with my part time job and school (more so with my job) I finally feel like I'm contributing and being productive. I feel like I've been on the longest existential crisis and tbh it's definetly nice to see someone with such a similar experience.
I love listening to you talk about this stuff. Not to sound super basic, but those are some real topics that I really relate to. It can be weirdly enjoyable to know you can do well doing something, but it becomes a short-lived enjoyment when it overshadows everything else that makes you yourself. It can also be really weird if the thing you accomplish sets up a sort of personality that isn't anything close to who you are, but that's all everyone else in that part of your life gets to see because being open is difficult. Will people like you as a whole? Will you ever really be able to get across everything that makes you yourself? Is it dangerous to do so? I feel like we all ask ourselves these questions in some form with how the Internet detaches us from our true selves
I agree, I think we see this a lot, and it is tough to deal with, but it is good to be able to connect knowing others feel the same way also. So even in our struggle, there are others we can look to for potential guidance.
Love the statement at the end: "You aren't what you do, but what you do can make you who you want to be." Very true and useful. It's something I am applying to myself and this is good advice for anyone. Great vid and well done.
That Katawa shoujo background, oof.
And you are good man, I'm glad I bumped in to your channel.
Also, please name the ost, I forgot
PARITY BAYBEEEEEEE
@@nafinapkin5439 thanks fam
I was talking about the ost at 4:25 tho
That was meme, sorry fam xd
I tried going through the entire ost and i couldn't find it even though it sounded so familiar...
The closest thing i got was Hanako's PV
You’ve really hit the nail on the head with this
When I started my channels and doing stuff I ended up still feeling inadequate, and it just never seems to gets better
It’s the weirdest feeling showing a part of yourself off and becoming liked for it... you know...
Yeah it's really strange, I'm not sure how to jell with it
A like was too empty, so here’s a comment:
Great video :)
Last week I had a guy confess on having a crush on me, but he barely knows me. And he wouldn’t if he did.
That’s the thing that resonated with me with this video and Futaba
I'm glad it connected :)
I'm very happy that you decided to make youtube videos as an emotional outlet. I'm not sure you know how much your videos make people feel comforted. Speaking for myself, I found your channel yesterday, and I can't put down any of the content, I'm enjoying everything I click on and specifically in this video, you remind me of myself, leading a similar life, with similar internal struggles. It helps a lot knowing that I'm not alone, and knowing that there are others like me.
This is very personal and touching. Underrated channel, right here.
Hey man, thank you so much. I feel so much better knowing someone has gone through similar experiences. That my thoughts and hardships are not only mine, but that other people share them.
Don’t know if you’ll ever read this, but thanks for not letting me feel so alone.
I read it. Thank you for leaving this compliment. You aren't alone and I'm glad you could be reminded of that. Hope things go well moving forward :)
I've been looking forward to seeing this anime because of what I've heard. I plan on watching it when I am done with my current college semester so I can fully immerse myself without the worry of school work
It's really good. I'm sure it will make a fun binge watch
You wouldn't also have to wait for episodes! Haha. Good luck with college and hope you have fun watching this when you get the chance.
A year later, have you had a chance to watch it in its entirety?
I just keep hearing "Futabu"
fat tuba
thicc tuba
*whispers very loudly
*futanari hentai*
Never played Splatoon...I mean Persona 5, huh?
And I thought I was crazy... lol.
The feelings that surface every time I watch one of your videos, relate to a topic, and then hear Katawa Shoujo music lightly in the background. As always, another great video!
KS is ideal. I'm glad you get out of my videos what I am trying to get across. Thank you for watching.
Oh wow I didn't even know it was from Katawa Shoujo! I only played it once years ago.
@@pakxenon Yeah, Hiding uses a lot of Katawa Shoujo music. The songs really go well with the topics at hand.
There is no "finding yourself," merely "making yourself." Your experiences/"expertise" is a part of what makes you you.
i need this. there is just some things you just cannot talk to the people around you. that feeling of isolation and questioning your self-worth. i wish i will be. able to open up about these things like you. maybe not today but soon
I don't usually comment on UA-cam but felt inclined to comment.
Thank you, I really enjoy hearing your thoughts and perspective in life in general. I carry similar sentiment. Really enjoying the content you're making.
A quote from cowboy bebop that resembles what you're talking about:
"Everything has a beginning and an end. Life is just a cycle of starts and stops. There are ends we don't desire, but they're inevitable, we have to face them. It's what being human is all about." - Jet Black.
Homeboy out here talks a lot about personal feels and mate you're content is great do more of this 😁.
Kinda late to the party but you should check out Ernest Becker's The Denial of Death, which is sort of an extension of what you called the attention cycle - one's entire life purpose is developing our "immortality project" or symbolic value which is a mental defense mechanism that is used to subvert our feelings of mortality and existential dread. a professor of mine introduced it to me this semester and it has profoundly changed the way I look at myself and the world.
Is that... Katawa Shoujo music??
Oh god I wasn't ready for this, it's all coming back
You bet it is. pump up nostalgia to 10
Damn dude, I feel like becoming your friend
You're honestly my favorite UA-camr on this site. I love the way you go in depth about different ideologies and views. You make me think a lot about my personal outlook and my life as a general whole. Every video is great, keep up the good work.
"Even my friends doesn't want to make conversations with me." Inside this cute portrait of mine . Im suffering from the same social issues.
3:25 For 2 seconds I thought Kunimi was a second Sakuta until I compared their hair color
This is so deep its not even funny, it touches the soul
Bro I feel the exact same way as If I’m trapped in this cycle and I can’t get out bro. This show reflects this feeling so well and it is just such a good show. I loved the vid my guy and I’m dropping a sub because I relate to you a lot
Finals for my psychology class is coming up. That being said, I love the connections u make to certain psychologists and ideas
You truly know how to make videos that connect with people. The real talk behind a medium to connect with the soft music in the back. Truly truly incredible.
Thank you for explaining and giving this problem, many of us face, an actual name! It was a helpful lesson many people can identify with. The problem of not belonging anywhere, feeling left out and trying to validate the own existence through acheivements. I'm thankful for your courage to talk about it and giving your audience the opportunity to let it sink in their mind for a bit. :)
I'm amazed at how the comments reflect my exact thoughts, as if I never even needed to comment in the first place, we've all shared our thoughts on your amazing content. I love you man, you truly feel like a friend I've never had. Thank you.
These are all correct thoughts, not gonna lie. When first watching this arc I didn't think much of it, but with this retrospect... Thanks, you made me realise the value.
The other, kinda unrelated thing I loved is hearing your experience and doubts. Most of the times you (or at least I) think "Wow, this is a big UA-camr/influencer! Certainly he is 100% sorted out and has no problems with himself! (Or similar)", and this is probably the meaning of the phrase "we're all humans". I didn't think I could have the same doubts as a "big person".
I just now figured out why I love futaba so much, I’ve been drawing since 6th grade(10th now) and using it as a way to be validated by people since I’m not good at being “the open real me” infront of people and I’m not attractive enough for people to be interested me that way, but now even though I’ve become so much better at ‘art’ I can’t find the joy in it but only see the faults and have been at a really odd low because of that but seeing this video again now feels right. Thanks hiding
I just found your channel today, you could say I stumbled on it but I wanna thank you for being brave and sharing your experiences like that because this was one of the most insightful videos I've ever watched. Not even the video, just the message. At first I was looking at the images but they kept distracting me so I put on my earphones, laid down, closed my eyes and just listened to your voice and that soft background music. I find what you said so important cause so many go through that. I think they called it "the puberty syndrome" because that's exactly what it is. When you become a teenager, not only does your body change but also your mind (your mindset, per se). You're slowly becoming an adult and leaving behind the child you used to be. I went through something similar because the child me was one of the most confident and extroverted person ever. She wasn't afraid to say anything, she never had to think twice and people just found it cute and funny and adorable cause I was only a little girl. But when I became a teenager it wasn't the same. People judged me, said I should keep my mouth shut, girls bullied me for being confident and slowly but surely everything the child me knew was "debunked". I had to change my entire personality or I would never be accepted, I would never belong. 18 year old me today is not an excited bubbly extroverted girl anymore. She's not shy per se but she doesn't like to be around too many people so she's become an introverted. She's not completely confident, she just pretends to be when in reality she's really insecure and not very honest with herself. I was worried about my personality change but you lessened my worries considerably with your words and I'm glad you did so. I really am.
First time seeing the channel. As you talk about the show, Futaba and your self, I thought its crazy how this guy across the world who I have never met, is saying all the things in my head. I felt like youre my friend already. What hit me especially was when you said you never talk about anime to your friends and you pour your soul into the internet instead - because I do this too. It made me feel so alone to love all these anime but have no one to discuss it with, but now it feels like I've found a friend. as cheesy or corny as it is, you really lifted my soul up today just by sharing. its two years since you posted so youll likely never read this, but then again i wouldnt be me if i didnt speak my mind online like this. youre helping me slowly realise myself, arigato gozaimasu
I don’t have much to say because it’s been said already but thank you for everything that you do
I was having a bad day but then I found this in my recommendation, it was almost as if it was meant to be, now I feel great. Thank you so much!
Dude, the degree to which I relate to you in each and every one of your videos is surreal. Somehow no matter what you talk about and whenever you talk about it I can relate. I suppose what I want to say is that, there are other people out here who relate to you and have had the same experiences as you. Stay strong
When Futaba said she hated herself and posting photos to that account was a way of self-harm it felt incredibely relatable and it was precisely her flaws that made her such a great character. Punishing yourself for your flaws (it doesn't have to be in a physical way) is unfortunately so much easier and at the same time so much more painful than figuring out and fixing what can be fixed and coming to terms with the unfixable. Futaba is probably my favourite character in the show, because of her VA's voice acting was so spot-on and how relatable she was. It may sound weird, but just as the anime, your video helped me to feel a bit more understood and you using these videos as an outlet for your thoughts is helping not only you, but your viewers (myself included) a lot, so thanks and keep up the good work!
What makes her story different is how her insecurities arose from comparing herself to (what could be) a better version of herself. Not from other people. Her arc is very relatable indeed especially in this digital era. You've made yet again a great analysis video, Hiding-kun. Glad you have come to terms with your own identity probs and thanks for sharing it here.
This video itself speaks to me somewhat, I don’t think I’ll be watching this show but I’m glad I watched this video.
every episode in this anime consists of lots of philosophical questions and thoughts, i really like it. your analysis is also really great, thanks for the video
dude. you made me tear up. its like im having a deep conversation with a person talking to no one. u say things that i feel and think of all the time, even though i never met u. i have never felt this way about another person, thank you for being the friend who understands. it would be a miracle to actually meet u, or ur voice rather. i wish to find another person like u in my own life. idk what to say that wont feel like im just trying to stroke ego, so all i really can say is that i love u.
Futabas arc always makes me cry I relate so much to it. This explanation and analysis of it is so beautiful thank you so much for sharing your story with us
thanks for making your videos, it always makes me feel that im not alone in the thoughts i have about my life and abiut the world.
That's a huge motivating factor for me being so open. Thank you for commenting thing
@@HidinginPublic thanks, keep up the good work :)
Thanks for the video. You are sharing personal things in very touchy way.
Man been here since your second video, i never comment but every time i watch one of your videos i can see a part of me in some way.
Keep up the great work, and just keep doing your own thing. ❤️
Really enjoyed the change of music at the end :) Futaba is mi fav character from the series. Thank you for this analysis!
Thank you, I'm happy you liked it. Futaba is great. Thanks for watching!
Huh, in general, I used to have a handful of different "mindsets" so to speak, different "me's", if you will. But rather than seeing them as different "me's" what I should've done was handle them as parts of myself. I've had a sort of cognitive dissonance for years now, as in that I'd basically split myself apart to better handle school life, but once I entered college and my old relationships began to fall away by no fault other than my own, I'd ended up discarding the other "me's" and left myself with a hollow feeling shell instead. So my takeaway from this video is that I need to rediscover myself and accept these other fragments of my psyche as parts of the whole that makes me who I am. I guess, one thing I never realized as well, is that despite me always saying that I can go for many months without human contact or direct interaction, that's just me lying to myself, since before my social-self-isolation a couple years ago I never had the occasional shakes nor did I have the heavy feeling in my chest, nor was I incapable of shedding tears of emotion, nor did I have the rare total shutdown of all complex processing abilities that forces me to go to sleep instead of studying. So you know what, thanks dude for waking me up, I needed this, I really truly believe I needed this.
Your desire to connect with people is what makes me feel that you are ripping off parts of your soul and putting them in your videos Your honesty will always have a special place and you are probably one of the few I will see all of his video
Really well written video Hiding.
Thank you :>
Just keeps hitting the spot with these videos
I finally realized why I like watching you child, you show me the strugles that could have been had I not been who I am.
Your story speaks to me on a personal level. I can't share my past so willingly to thousands of people, so thank you.
I'm glad you liked it, if any of that still follows you, best of luck for moving to the future.
I like how there are seventeen ice vending machines at train stations everywhere in the anime, when in real life, they're pretty rare and hard to come by
It's just one of those 'anime only' things, like students going out to the school rooftop.
This guy has been inspiring people through his videos
Rio Futaba is, in my opinion, the most well built character in this anime. This anime has done things in my life that are unexplainable. Im glad to see how it's affected you and it really encourages me to share this great anime with others. Much love from the underside.
This is exactly what I needed to hear. I just didn't know it until now. Thank you.
I'm happy you could get something from it :)
dude I really enjoy watching ure stuff, the feeling to talk deep about anime with someone is so good
This video is old but it's the first video I saw that you made. It inspired me to realize what I wanted in life, I switched my majors and became a double major in psychology and philosophy, thank you for making videos that help me see more in myself and are genuine (:
I need to rewatch this so many things flew over my head
I watched Rant Cafe 105 last night and (once again, like in previous editions) I loved the way you presented your opinions and views. That finally brought me to your channel and, after watching a few videos, you've now got a loyal subscriber. Your relatability and amazing analysis make me want to really explore your other creations. Keep up the good work!
We are a "social being" and the search for attention, love and success is what led us here, so it's completely ok if you seek that, no matter what is the way you choose to get that, if it is an healthy path obviously. I sometimes think that the grief to be alone is a physiological feeling that makes us do things and be active even in a social context, and this could feel terribly heavy. Now, from what I saw in 19 years I can say Adler is right, everybody do "things" to being appreciated and loved, lots of our daily actions is subconsciously done for this reason.
I think you did such a fantastic thing that not all of us could actually do: you chose UA-cam as a mean to reach the others through your own thoughts. Doing so, and being honest with yourself while you're writing, you are actually saying what the people think but don't say, because they are afraid of the other one's reactions. And this helps People, you are helping people. That's rare, but at the same time a proof that all of us should express the real ourself more, because this will make the people love you for what you truly and deeply are. Sometimes you will be misunderstood, but that's ok too, we are all different, you will find that one person that understands. That person could be hiding in public, ironically, so she/he could be anyone out there: you have just to keep your eyes open and "carpe Diem".
I wanted to thank you, hiding, for what you are doing, from your videos to the music (I've heard it, and liked it!). Keep it only if this helps you too, please remember that. And I hope that you, and the others that'll read this, will find happiness
Thank.you for taking the time to make this video, futabas was my favourite arc since I related to a few aspects of what she was going through, hearing u talk about ur own personal journey and how u slowly changed in relation to futaba was really inspiring to me and u r brave for being able to do so :-) wish u the best of luck in the future and in making more videos
That was a beautiful video. Your words truly spoke to me.
Your video came to me a year after you made it. Just when I needed to hear it. Thank you.
I related to futaba during this arc and your video helped me sort out my feelings on the matter. I like to think you are establishing a genuine connection with those who resonate with your videos. Love your content
Wow this was amazing. I can totally resonate, though I'm too shy for pushing out my social media or circles, I can understand the need for attention and how depraving it can be. Dang, pretty beautifully put.
This was so relatable. I still to this day go through this cycle over and over again and I'm still trying to figure out what I wanna do with my life. I am 30 year old guy, I have very few hobbies and the only thing I feel I'm good at is English (I'm from Spain), but nowadays being good at it is such a common thing and an expected one that it ends up making me feel bad about myself because I see it as the only thing that gives me some kind of worth and it feels like it amounts to nothing.
It’s creepy how relatable all of your content is.
Not gonna lie hiding made me cry a bit.
I didn't think I needed this, but I did so thank you. I'm glad I could find your videos
watching anime like the ones covered in your videos only leave me coming here to see if someone can relate to the emptiness or moral contemplation im feeling. thank you.
your videos keep on getting recommended to me, not even complaining. Subbed and post noties turned on
i love how you express your feelings so easily and the way you connect them with anime, because i do the same, i just don't express them as much or as well you do. maybe ill start soon
keep up the good work, everyone that watches seems to love your work, with that 715/1 ratio, i feel like you'll become even more successful than you already are.
I'm glad you found something that aligned your interests and needs... and thanks for sharing your journey! I really enjoyed this anime, too. I accidentally binged watched last night! I was eager to see analysis videos in UA-cam right after and was bummed out by several people critiquing it at a Monogatari- wannabe; especially since the show spoke to me in so many levels. So, seeing your video... hearing your experiences and thoughts were special!
Your videos hit me on a personal level thank you so much for the amazing videos
Thanks man. First off, this was a splendid analysis, and you poured your own emotions into it to give me, a person browsing around, a profound moment of connection. And I’m with you on the “better me” thing. Currently, I carry around a mask of no emotion, and I look onto my self as a whole different person, a person that can organize themself versus a incoherent mess that can’t decide a simple yes or no situation. Your video was quite informative, and I enjoyed it as well.
Sincerely,
A New Subscriber.
Your videos are great! And only 9.8k subscribers, really? You’ll get more than that, a lot more, in my opinion.
the last 1.5k have come from the last two days lol
Thanks for being open about your feelings.
This video fucked me up I didn’t even realize this when watching the episode
Wow, great channel. I'm so glad I found this
loved this video, great job man. It was really interesting and endearing.
Hi, great video and it makes your video more enjoyable you talking about past experiences, keep it up
Thanks, I will try to :)
was randomly watching this video until he mentioned alfred adler. now i suddenly feel like continuing with my psychology essay again.
Thank you good sir
this is sucha good video and hits home my dude lmao
Happy you think so :)
I've like watched only 2 or 3 videos of you and damn, i really like it. The Katawa Shoujo music in the background and overall it's like totally calming to listen to you.
wow , i am just amazed by how similar my feelings and yours , it just makes me feel so comfortable that someone understands me , i wish i can meet u someday,