Bmike - Anxiety [Official Music Video]
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- Опубліковано 7 лют 2025
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Psychiatrist Actress: Katya Schekaturova
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This video was created to spread awareness around mental illness and the reality of it. Mental illness is a real thing and therefore needs to be treated as such. This song was written to highlight the many factors and the stigmas that surround it to show the other perspective of it.
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YO WTF! I did not expect this at all...90k views in 2 days! Thank you so much! Let's spread the movement and keep sharing it EVERYWHERE!! Make sure to follow me on Instagram @itsbmike... HERE ARE THE LYRICS FOR EVERYONE ASKING...
(Verse 1)
Every single day it breaks me to pieces
I tasted defeat at the feet of my demons
I’m such a fucking waste of achievement
I should put this trigger to my brain and just squeeze it
Cause Lord I know I aint been no saint
But tell me what I did to deserve this pain
Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt
When all I ever did was put everybody first
And how does that make you feel?
These days I Just don’t feel shit
I don’t feel a thing at all, I don’t feel like I exist
Thats why I need my fix, so I can just feel something
How do you describe the word empty?
Try describe the word nothing
Wait, fuck that use my face as the definition
Write it on my forehead, defective out of commission
I’m sick of it, losing myself I’m sick of it
Check my fingerprints, you’ll see how little the percentage is
(Chorus)
I’ve given it my all
I’ve given it my all and so much more
But everybody’s still walking out that door
I’ve given it my all
It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as fuck
I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough...
It’s not enough
(Verse 2)
The sleeping pills don’t work, the healing pills don’t work
I still feel pain with the pain pills now those same pills don’t work
If I don’t get a couple percs im bout to go berserk
I swear to god nobody can fix this shit not even the church
now tell me what good would a pastor do? Except be mad at you
Then tell you that “you’ve sinned a bunch of times but I’ve forgiven you”
You know they won’t admit it and god himself has forbid it but it’s probably still just half of all the shit the priest committed
And how does that mak-
Ask me one more fucking time how the fuck I feel
Imma fucking lose my mind, step aside I need the pills
Step aside I need the xannies
Step aside I need the vicodin
And I’ll be on my way so I can just get back my life again
You do not give a shit...stop pretending stop lying
Cause to you I’m just a check, bitch just a dollar sign...
Another vacay with the kids, hubby couldn’t be prouder...
And all you had to was ask me how I feel for an hour
See that’s the problem with pretentious technicalities
Your preach insanity and then expect my weekly salary?
So tell me who’s the crazy person now bitch...
And yet you think you’re qualified to treat me? Shit
(Chorus)
I’ve given it my all
I’ve given it my all and so much more
But everybody’s still walking out that door
I’ve given it my all
It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as fuck
I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough...
It’s not enough
Outro
Man I came up a long way
Just a young Jozi nigga
Bullet at my temple
Afraid I might pull this trigger
This fucking anxiety
Fucking anxiety
My demons are calling and saying that they want whatever's inside of me...
Imma give it to em, (Hell yeah) Imma give em’ all of it
Use to be a smooth operator...
Now it's the opposite
Anxiety...
Oh big time
Anxiety yeah
I feel it swimming thru my veins, I’m afraid I might get the blade, make a slit and let the blood spill out
Anxiety...
Oh big time
Anxiety
good song ;)
Thank you bmike
You're amazing. This is so real. Like too real. I almost want this to be the only song I ever listen to again. That's how real this is. You're a blessing. I'm going to be looking for your CD's in stores.
BMIKEMUSIC this should have millions of views
BMIKEMUSIC I saw this video on my homepage 2 days ago & “I was like ‘Anxiety’ 🤔 yeah, yeah, I got that” lol so I played it & was like damn 🤟🏻, was the first I had heard of you as well, keep it up man!
2 years ago I announced I was writing a song called Anxiety. I rewrote this over and over and over again. I didn't wanna put it out until I was certain about it cause of how much raw emotion I wanted in it. Mental illness is a real thing, and some people still fail to treat it like its real. Lets move forward and make the world a better place by treating it with the respect it deserves and giving credit to those who battle with it every day. In saying that, hope everybody enjoys the song! - Mike
This is the song I’ve been waiting for. 2017 big year for bmike!
BMIKEMUSIC thank you for this mike. I appreciate you. 🙏🏽🙏🏽💜💜
BMIKEMUSIC Thank you for making something that people can relate to, and understanding that mental illness is not a joke. Thanks BMIKE.❤
BMIKEMUSIC I love all your shit dude
BMIKEMUSIC
Damn, this hit me hard😳
I clicked on this vid so quick when i seen the name, I knew i would be able to relate.
Honestly, people and rappers like u, are the only reason i am where i am right now, im doing way better than i used to be! And a huge part of my progression was because a lot of (talented) music artists!
So i just wanna give a huge thank you to u! U deserve it ! U are so fricking talented man! Keep up the raps, songs, and music. Cant wait to see u get bigger and grow!!
Dude, this song speaks to me in ways only those who have anxiety could understand. You have a new fan. Thank you for blessing me with this song
Same!
You are still going to have anxiety, get yourself checked out. I wish you well. This song is just a song created to sell to people who actually have anxiety... it's industry plays to make money out of the sick.
@@xxxsugoitacion it's true, today it's almost impossible to become famous or even just generally well known in the music industry without selling yourself to an industry. However, those who make music (especially this kind, where it's very personal) hate to use the industry but don't have a choice. If they want to make a living they must do it the industry way. So that fact that this guy was willing to to compromise what he originally had in mind in order to pursue his passion, giv9ng up a lot of the rights and money he could make for security in his job.... I can respect that. No-one likes selling their dream to a company, but to those who do, they either become the industry, and make generic music, or they fight for what they want to make, a song that only a minority of people will relate to. I can still appreciate this song.
fr bro
I totally agree
2024 is almost here and I keep coming back to this song because I feel like BMike is the only one who understands our pain.. wish you guys who suffer everyday to feel better one day. My prayers are with you all
its a war inside my head.@user-vo6dj9bb2k
It's gonna be ok if we try to stay strong guys. Don't lose hope I'm here for you❤❤❤
Bondell love your comment we are fighting the same fight we can find strength in numbers. God bless you and bring your heart peace
@user-vo6dj9bb2k I feel the same please stay strong have Faith in god its hard been praying for almost 40 years sometimes swearing at god while I'm praying crying what did I do to deserve this pain or to be forsaken
❤😢 going into 2024 with my anxiety in charge here.
“Tell me what i did to deserve this pain, tell me what i did to deserve this hurt when all i ever did was put everyone first”. 😓😔
same tho it fucking sucks
Stay strong... I’m going through it and I say daily the only reason I deal with it is my child. Time heals people. Please stay strong. You have meaning even if it doesn’t feel like it at this moment
I feel you same with me bro
vicente navarrete so relatable, all I’ve done through my life was put everyone else first and it all comes back as negativity and hate
I felt dat
"i dont feel anything at all, i dont feel like i exist"
That hit me.
facts
That's the story of my life
Same bro😞
Same
I’m the same
"But tell me what I did to deserve this pain
Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt
When all I ever did was put everybody first"
...
Blank Hi Aiden
That's exactly what he did
I feel your pain thats how i am too
Same
Same
whos still here going i to 2025 with depression nd anxiety..
Me 😢
Me.
I've been on anxiety medicine volume for 24 years.And xanax it's been a rough road
Gonna try to make it til 2025
✋
You became the voice to those who can't express how its feel the anxiety and depression with this song. we are not alone
Thanks bmike
Hell yeah! I'm crying everytime i listen to this awesome song.. i could never ever express my feelings like bmike does in this song.. its just amazing.
Yup
“My demons are calling and saying that they want whatever’s inside of me”
Damn this hit me hard
When you watch this at your lowest 2 years ago and here you are back to it right now..
Brother I've had the worst tradigys/ horrible things happen to me that you wouldn't believe I'm like a walking robot I just brush the craziest worst things off it ain't worth being sad seriously gods got us jesus they got us no need to be sad. Just be happy forget all that sad stuff ! Foreal happiness is everywhere I never get depressed ever I know gods up there so that's what makes me do good and Im happy I hope everything goes awesome for you Godbless you and everyone here and everyone everywhere lol. It took me some time to figure out how to not get upset at anything because the moment I had a cloud of jesus appear with him smiling at me that's what changed me I couldn't believe seeing him. After that I feel a strong connection to life everything makes sense. I know right from wrong everything clicked I pray you can see what I seen or believe me and be just as happy from this! and Im here.to let you know that I seen the cloud I hope my energy from the cloud goes to you and you are fullfiled in this world with happiness!
@@lmaodav308 this is so wholesome! And very needed right now so thank you so much
Watching this rn cause this Is how I feel
Man this comment hits so different
We shall conquer the demons. Whichever route that goes, we will never know in this moment. But we will conquer them fckers somehow.
Wow....I dont think I can find a more relatable song. Its almost scary how relatable this is, like you plucked the words directly from my head and put them into a musical form.
"Tell me what i did to derseve this pain if everything i did was put people first" EXACTLYYY EXACTLYYY
I ask my self everyday
Same
Its why I put myself 1st no matter what. Eveyone else is a stepping stone or sacrafice so I can move forward. I'm still mentally fucked, but at least I'm moving out of this hell.
If you don't do drugs or smoking you dissverd to be happy
maybe you deserved it because you put other people first and not yourself?
have you thought about that.
Never gets old. It's like words inside myself coming out through someone else's voice.
Agreed
Metalhead here, struggled with crippling anxiety and panic attacks for almost 10 years. I don't really listen to rap or hip hop at all, but this crosses the genre limits with its pure emotional charge and energy. Real music is real art and genre doesnt matter. Respect.
Im a metalhead too...love Bmike. Another schizophrenic showed me this awesome track.
2 years this March 2024! Slaps like this, gave me the why. I would scream that word until I literally lost my voice. Pain, pain, pain. When I found the answer, I set that pipe down for good. Created a life that I didn't have to escape from. Praise God for artists like this! Your saving souls! Can begin to express this other side! Never imagined I would be so beautifully broken. If your lost right now, reach out! Those of us that found our way back to the light, will be honored to sit with you in the dark. When your ready, we will help you to find the light! It's so worth the fight! Be blessed!
Song is literally lyrical reality about true anxiety
Trying to read this out loud gave me an aneurism thank you
Yh
Depression*
This song legit makes me cry every time I hear it because it's literally one of the best representations of anxiety
More about depression & suicide than anxiety at all
I finally get why he sings in so much rage. I finally get it.
And why is that?
@@bretthastings2707 anxiety man anxiety
You and me both girl. That feeling sucks!!
@@kaylalove871 it does 💔 and worst part is while your screaming inside you smile outside to show everyone you've got your shit together for everyone not to leave
@Mehmood Adam things get better man, what seems like a big issue now will be a distant memory in the near future. Feel how you feel now it’s needed to accept the sadness don’t hide away from the feelings but know it’s just a lull and things will get better. Feel free to message me if you need to talk
Social anxiety. Anxiety. Which in turn adds depression. Constant Racing heart, nausea ,chest pain, overthinking, afraid to go out events, people get togethers, drive, apply to that job, confused, don't find life to be all that, often times ambition goes out the door. Those closest to you see you as a failure, Sh**, a nobody. They think I can choose or have strength of my own to cure my mental illnesses, fears or issues. Boyyy if it was up to me would I have been long past this mess. Bcus it ain't easy to go through life like this. Not enjoying life to the fullest. You're not alone. I understand. I understand .
Thank you! This explains everything about me.
Yeah, if it were all up to me I bet I wouldn't even be here in the Beginning.
Wow this is 2 real! I feel like I'm the one who wrote this comment ! everything you wrote feels like it's coming from me it's insane! I relate to everything you said...
I've never been able to explain this to anyone. Thank you for this.
I can relate to this.I suffer from anxiety too and it's so hard.I can't live my life to the fullest,I can't be myself.I would stay home all my life to avoid social interactions.It's not a way to live,it's a way to die 😢😢
I just got out of the hospital, 2 weeks with intensive surgery to "save" my hand. I have C-PTSD from torture in the army, and my father cutting me with knives to "get the demons out." Every time I turn around, my friends leave me and my relationships fail because I am trying to numb the pain of CRPS and Neuropathy. I feel this song so deep in my soul today. It hurts, man, but good god, you are an amazing artist. Mad respect.
Only people who have been through this know the real depth of this song and the reality some of us fight with every day, right on Mike absolutely loved this its so nice knowing that I'm not alone, bulls eye brother!!!
Yes definitely love this song
Agreed I have severe anxiety this song definitely hit me hard
Ya
Bmike,Nf,and hopsin are the real deal
truuuuueee'
add phora into the mix and god dang 🔥
sadboyprolific too
Nah bmike, joyner lucas, and Hopson are
Adam Armstrong And lil pump too
Living with Anxiety and depression is hard
*"I wanna die but what happens when I do"*
This is the 1 million Dollar question
I'm fucking scared
Me 2. What if we all have to Start over and over again?
This runs through my mind at least 10 times a day...
Your problems will over but your family n close friends will be just beginning
Endless peace or hell from these people
Man, even after like 4 years of hearing this bro, it still hits me hard for real, it felt deep.. and very VERY FEW have felt deep like this, I love this song bro
“The worst part about hell is not the flames it’s the hopelessness”
I relate to this line soooo fucking much
Hope is the most dangerous emotion 💯
So true
Earth is hell
@kerZm Yes it is
Having anxiety is like, living in hell, because you cant control it, it controls you. Belive me when I say this its come to the point where, dont love anyone, cant talk to anyone because of anxiety, and pushed me to the edge of suffering
My wife and I were military and she got 100 percent and turned it into a competition saying there's nothing wrong with me and keeps saying she's sick of my complaining and talking to therapists doesn't help and neither do drugs it sucks
So very true it gets harder everyday to keep myself
To people who wonder how it is with anxiety let me just say I'd rather have cancer.
Don't mean to offend anyone with cancer it's just simple fact.
Now it sounds stupid but if had/having anxiety you would feel the same way.
everyone without anxiety just don't get it.
PremiumWater 35 I know to me it gets to the point we're I just start crying a lot. And I hate it
This actually helps cause I can’t talk to people about my problems, it’s difficult for me to.
Why is your name jinxed for life?
Can you relate it is hard to say how you feel like it is like they won't understand what your feeling are what your going threw..
No one will believe the pain we have
Jinxxed For_life the problem is not knowing where to begin. And also how they might take it. It’s horrible bro
Mariah G because I felt like I’ve jinxxed myself.
This song really resonates with me as someone with chronic pain who tries their best to manage without the medicines I truly need but can’t get.
Bro your music saves lives believe it or not!!!
Truth ..!! Saved Mine
"these days I don't feel shit, I don't feel a thing at all"
I rather be numb then feeling everything at once.
I hope you get well soon ❤️
vicky flores well said, ive been on both sides at opposite times and it’s just nothingness. having to pretend/act like you aren’t hollow and feel happy in front of others is honestly the worst.
Right? Id give anything to feel numb. I cant stand the pain my body goes through
I'm not the only one who feels exactly like this... you can't imagine how emotional this was for me.. Thank You
y
fuk X
Glad to see you're still making music. A decade ago you helped me get through high-school. Much love dude keep it up
i have suffered from depression and anxiety for over 10 years but music helps me and bmike thanks for this song it's really amazing
You are not alone, sometimes i sit there and wonder how did this all begin and why :(.
Young A i get you man and even though i know im not alone sometimes it still feels like it you know when im in my room just listening to music and if i try to text someone they never respond but when they are feeling down i suddenly become their therapist you know 😂😂😂
I feel you man
super jona same
If that doesn't relate to me then i don't know what does. Man i don't even remember the last time i was just happy.
This song hits me n it hits hard. Went thru everything u spoke on and still suffer from anxiety daily. I appreciate YOU AND YOUR MUSIC!!!! THANK YOU FR! ❤❤
I know you probably won't see this but I just wanted to let you know that this was one of the last songs my brother showed me. He lost his battle with depression and severe anxiety last night, and I still don't want to believe it's real. He said that this was exactly how he felt, he appreciated how real you are and thanked you for helping me and others understand. Even though I suffer from depression and anxiety; it wasn't the same, more people need to understand that people who go through this don't all think the same. Same war, different battles. I hope I can meet you in person one day to say thank you 😔❤
Oh my heart hurts for you and what happened to your brother 💔 😢 My fiancee brother did the same thing . I give you my complete condolences.
I'm sorry for your loss
@@paranormalsoulcircle3176 I'm sorry for your loss
Awful to hear what happened i can imagine the hurt youre going through ☹ my condolences :(
I see u... understood
This feeling so alone in a world that you shared . People still walking out that door. I want you to be the best like you sing this song . You got the world pulling for you .
b-mike ik you wont see this but i just want to say thank you for all your amazing music and work you put in. your song baby dont cut has helped me to not self-harm anymore and i glad i have stop. tbh your music helps me when im sad or angry tysm keep it up
Everyone just give this person a like so that his reaction will be seen
Just found you, felt like your music spoke to me directly
We can i see you x
Guess who it is :)
😭😭😭😭
“Every single day it breaks me to pieces,I taste the defeat at the feet of my demons”I felt that 💔
I understand, I went through serious anxiety and depression I'm 50 and last year I had a hemaragic stroke I felt so alone nobody seems to care but I found Jesus and now my depression and anxiety is gone and I have joy from God ,not man or meds. just speaking to someone if you know what I'm saying then I hope it helps.
❤🎉
Anxiety is a disorder that is not taken to seriously and this song sums up my life I wake up in the morning with it I go to bed with it I battle depression with it it's only a matter of time before it wins and I'm gone
I look in the mirror every morning and think about it being my last... But then I tell myself "Fuck you, you're a pussy, show them how it's done." And I walk out my house like a boss even though I don't feel like one.
Don't let it win. In the end when you wake up realize that a feeling or thought has no weight physically. Don't let a notion or thought or negative idea lay hands on you physically. Take your power back. Don't allow something that is not tangible to push you physically or control you. The only one who gets to decide your fate is you and the only one who gets to make you unhappy is you. Don't give anyone or anything else that ability @Dr Flamingo
@@1oabbyo1 for you and the OP. Bc I don't know you but I give a shit about you both. Keep fighting your demons. Fighting them makes you a boss. Give yourself a promotion mentally and put fire under the ass of every negative thought.
@@MAYHEMSCO Thanks Michael 🌸 I am stronger than people think I am. I am not a quitter.
Stay strong
Its amazing how people don't understand anxiety, and when you finally snap and try to get some space, people give up on you. This song rang so true to me.
PTSD, anxiety and depression here. Many have it and hide it to cope. I'm guilty of it myself. Thank you this song
I know we are different genres.. but I keep going back to this shit to feel along with a few other songs, yall give me inspiration the most. I fucking love this track and all your music! Helping me keep my candle lit by stepping back into this life of music.
Imagine NF, Bmike, Sik World and Witt Lowry make a collab together like AAAHHH😭❣❣❣
C.C. Style I was trying to comment this nf and bmike show would be lit
C.C. Style Oml yes
Token and jaytekz
NF don’t work with other artists
I’m extremely late to this hype, but I couldn’t like your comment more than one time. This is the greatest thing I’ve ever seen in any comment section. I 999999999% agree.
A lot of people can relate to this song, love you
Vizaal love your lucky pic! 🤣
Montserath fulgencio Thank youuu
Vizaal touched
Vizaal i am one of them
Who else is listening to this song now dealing with anxiety and all of the problems that come with it. Let's say, nausea, light headed, scared, suicidal, or just possibly thinking too much.. anxiety is tough..I feel absolutely crazy.. I just want it gone.. I just want to be gone.....
Same
Colten Grothe I feel the same way
I’m really young too I don’t want it for my whole life :(
Nothing last forever. Anxiety is a bitch, depression is a bitch. Can y’all describe what’s going on and what’s making you feel this way..? It’s good to release. Sometimes though, there isn’t a reason and we just feel this way and I completely understand. Chemicals in our brains fuck everything up sometimes. I hope I can help... stay strong and keep moving on, life has a certain way of working things out. Please chat if you must!!
Listen to NF songs. He at least sings about anxiety and rage and grief, yet he has the answer..the anchor for his soul to deal with life. Life here is imperfect, yet temporal. Eternity is a real world that is limitless without any anxiety or sadistic evil shit that goes on in this one because those people will not be there and the ones who are there will be fully who they were created to be without worrying about bills, pain, disease, loss, grief, or getting old or dying. That is a place where you want to be and will if you believe the price has been paid for you. You get free admission. You just have to accept the invitation and RSVP. He died cuz He wants you there. He didn't do it for shits and giggles.
You matter and you have purpose here and hereafter. It is only lies that we believe that send us spiraling into dark thoughts and crippling anxiety. Truth is the only thing that sets you free. Not a pill or psychiatrist although that isn't to say they aren't helpful. They just aren't your permanent solution to what you really need and desire deep down inside of you.
Rose ☝️👌 ♥️ 🌹
I'm completely blown away. This is the most brilliant and VALID thing I've ever heard in 51 years of life
0:55 your voice in the beginning is insane!
The pain in his voice
King Reinhold 😞😞😞😞
hehehehe 🎉❤krw!
'I taste defeat at the feet of my demons, I'm such a fcking waste of achievement' hits too close 💔
You got this fight them till they can stay in the backgroud ☺
I have felt that way for nearly 20 years. These meds help some but it never truly goes away 100%.
That's the truth
I'm 48 yrs. Old, your music has SAVED MY LIFE & SANITY!! BLESS YOU!!
Sanity?
Thats funny
my brother, such art, thanks for everything. may god continue to bless you as he has in jesus name i pray.
This one rings loud and clear here. I expect even more with combat vets with PTSD. Coming from a man with a family full of vets, i assure you that this one hits home.
Keep it coming. Great song.
Marine vet, Iraq 99-05, and this song hits the center of the life I've lived everyday since, it's hell, only thing gets me threw is I have to push on for my wife, kids ,and grandkids. thank you for recognizing those of us that suffer from our time in some worse situations.
This song hits diff when you have anxiety and are depressed
That is me
yes especially with pure ocd 🙃
100% 👍
Mannnnn.
fr tho
People saying their worst year is 2020 have no idea what it means to deal with depression and anxiety for years
James Troisi very good point I agree with you
But 2020 is like the bonus part of it
@RAPHAEL CASSANG ANTOINE-Alumno I know that feeling and 2020 has been good on a personal level but suck overrall. I casted those demons out but the wounds still exist from the 21-year war.
exactly ive been dealing with anxiety for about 10 years
Charlotte 샬럿 - same smh
He was teaching you to be strong so that you could teach other how not to be . Not everyone lives a hard life and when hard times comes to them they need men like us to heal them. Everything happens for a reason you lived you the life that made you write this so you could teach others how to deal with it.
I have have been suffering from mental health problems for a long time so this song really is a Anthem for the people who don't know how to express themselves.
u couldnt of said it any better im glad im not only person who suffers from mental health xx
We need a song with NF and Bmike asap
palm trees 4 life yes. Please
NF and Witt Lowry or Sik world would work better.
palm trees 4 life that would be awesome I hope bmike sees this that's a great idea
Yesss!!
Fuck yeah!
"I've given it my all but its not enough" yeah this is the story of my life😕
Same here 🖐🏻
Same same
Pretty much
Same
It s Because you guys are better but you guys can t find that power. It s about your mind. I understand your problems but keep calm this is gonna pe a part of your past. And you will laugh thinking about: why i was so stupid before?🤣🤣🤣
Yo my dude! Gained a new fan with this one G! 🔥🔥🔥🔥‼️💯
“There is no point treating a depressed person as though she were just feeling sad, saying, ‘There now, hang on, you’ll get over it.’ Sadness is more or less like a head cold- with patience, it passes. Depression is like cancer.”
Its just a song
@@gavol8584 its song about how people feel so now it's not just a song it's reality for alot of people
depression isnt like cancer its more of a common cold ive delt with depression and anxiety i am no longer sick with the cold bc i used it and took control of it and used for my motivation
@@gamertag4gamertag417 depression comes in all shapes and sizes, so does..... oh yeah, cancer lmao
And 3 years laster im still hear
Thank you so much for this. I found this song at the right time. It's not easy when ppl don't understand. We just get used to it and push everyone away. Thank you again for making a song I can relate to
Holy shit man. How did it take me this long to find this song. Crushed it and I felt the lyrics the moment you started rhyming. Great work Mike!
Yeah no shit those first 2 lines hit so damn hard
On this shit
Same!!!!
This comment hits it right on the spot✊
Same man. A friend of mine just showed me this track and I’m in awe I didn’t hear about this man sooner
Felt every word from this shit hits home when uve been thru the lifestyle n just let's u know u not the only 1 n so grateful for your words I guarantee it will help many who been there and have the will 2 fight n make the change I been good n doing well 10 years now after making a better lifestyle for my life ❤
who’s going into 2024 with anxiety and depression??
Aidaninho stop looking for likes dick head
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Thank you UA-cam for letting this be in my recommended videos! :) i love this song
You're keeping it real, Thankyou. I've had anxiety and tremors since I was 16 yrs. Im 55 yrs and it's getting worse. Ive felt everything you sang about. That demon alone is bad enough. You will touch a lot of people with this. Appreciate it alot. You're on your way up to the top, and BLESSINGS to you😁😎😇⚘⚘💕🕆👣💕
“ I don’t feel like I exist, that’s why I need my fix, so I can just feel something, how do you describe the word empty? Try to describe the word nothing?” This song really sums it up.
The first verse resonates so hard with me I’m actually speechless.
lord I know I aint no saint but tell me what I did to deserve this pain. I feel you man
Me too broke down at this point
you held a grudge agains the people who did evil toward you, thats why u suffer and cant see. forgive them and God will forgive you, and you will be free.
@@flemishbear9658 No offense, but do you really think a god that claims to love you, but then watch his children suffer through an emotional/physical hell while sitting on a throne exist? If so when I die I hope I go to hell
Mocking x Exactly, if god exists we shouldn’t be praising him we should be petrified to go to where ever god is. He gives us pain more than he gives me happiness.
@@cristianbolanos9641 he is inside of you, be still and know God. pain is good, anger is evil
I’m at the lowest point I’ve been in in 6 years. Never wanted to seek help cause I didn’t deserve it. Now I’m trying and it’s hard to do that alone. Music is a solid point that makes everything better. You’ve helped more people than you could ever even imagine. Thank you. As a wounded healer you save lives.
I encourage you to look up Blue October (Justin Fursenfeld). It’s not the same genre of music, but it’s so healing. From “hate me” to “Fear” his raw emotion sharing what he’s gone through can’t be put into words. I wish you all the best, just keep going. When you don’t feel like you can take another step-just shuffle. You got this!!
Your in my prayers 🙏 you deserve help 💯 believe me once you start getting help it does get easier although everyday will still remain a struggle but with help your not alone/all the time 💯
Love this song first time hearing it and i love it! I keep going back to the website for the therapist near me but I don't trust anyone, I want help but then again I don't! What am I afraid of a better me? But I'm stuck and for some sick reason I love being down here!! It's hard!
You deserve to be whole, you deserve love, you deserve help.
I understand, I finally started going to a psychiatrist and therapy after I came close to attempting suicide. And I don't want to die, I just want the pain to go away. To wake up and have motivation to actually do something. To be happy for once and not to fake it. I'm on meds now but they're starting to not work and I'm slowly going back to how I was before... which is disappointing to me. Maybe I'm not meant to be happy I guess
Who's still going through anxiety and depression everyday, feeling like nothing you do or say is ever enough for those whom love you? You see them happy, you're happy, until, they blame the smallest shit wrong and you literally collapse in the fits and rage. Almost losing everything in a few moments.
This shit gave me chills 5 seconds into him singing....WTF! amazing!
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Same 100% Some people just understand. We've all been on the same journey, just a different path.
First time hearing this dude and he is very talented. Deserves more recognition as his content have meaning and message that we all need to hear
OMG is all I have to say.... That song was amazing.. I wanna hear more like it...
Yo man.
You just earned a Fan.
I honestly believe I can lean on you to feed me with your lyrics.
Respect man 🙏🏿
Thanks for the music
Whew.....that song hit home for me. That's exactly how I feel. I've been through a lot in the past couple years and I swear I feel like I just can't crawl out of the whole I'm in. I am in recovery from drug addiction and finally was able to get sober in 2015. My entire life changed for the better and I became the woman I always wanted to be. After 5 1/2 years I finally thought I found my person. I gave him everything, my entire heart and soul. I was so happy and thought we were going to build a life together and to only find out that he wasn't even real. I had no idea about someone with a narcissistic disorder. I was disrespected, cheated on, lied to, made to feel so unworthy, tore my heart out and stomped on it. I was so devastated beyond words and lost who I was completely. He manipulated me, used me, hurt me so deeply and I relapsed. Things got so bad and I honestly wanted to drive my car into a wall. He hurt me in so many fucking ways and I'm still so broken from that. I finally was able to leave but I can tell you that I am destroyed inside. I'm so lost and hurt. I want to get back to the woman that I became before him and I don't know how. It's like I can't see the light anymore. I want to sooooo badly but no matter what I do, shit just keeps happening and I keep allowing him to run my feelings. We aren't together and I live with myself and my dogs but I just can't get out of the dark it seems. This song is so fucking true and exactly how I feel. Man these words. The next song too. Thank you so much for your music because it's emotional and honest. I really relate to it and I need to hear that other people are going through the same things as me and that I'm not alone. I just celebrated 1 year sober and it's been hell to get back to 1 year but because I'm so broken inside still, it doesn't even seem like an accomplishment.
Man I wish I could hang out with most of u here who actually agree with these lyrics. Life with depression truly sucks man. I hate when I have the need to cry even when I'm smiling.. like this loneliness takes over so sudden and u feel like u wanna get away from everything and everybody. Sorry, got too carried away. If u reading this far, I wish u success and happiness..
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Don’t stop fighting dude it’ll all work out, just stay positive
Stay positive it’s tough and I have been in your spot and still am but your life Matters, if you need anything let me know. I don’t know you at all but I am here with prayers or anything you will needs
God bless you and I am praying for peace and happiness.
@@ariellecontreras8336 thank u for your kind heart.
Real shit bro,. These lyrics run thru my veins bro
I have really bad anxiety and when ever I feel like I'm ethier dying or having a hard attack I listen to this song and it litterly makes my anxiety go away. This song alone is my meditation.
Me too
Perfect! Thank you my 3 in one souls! Im sorry for causing us so much pain! You 3 are my workd the breath i breathe! Thank you for saving me n vice versa! Thank you our perfect spirits in heaven!
When your an over thinker, mixed w depression and anxiety. This song makes you think and I can totally relate and not wanting to open up about how I feel.
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OML ME ASF. i overthink everything and i sit in the bathroom at night w the lights off, music in my ears, door locked. seriously im scared of myself sometimes. i feel like im gonna disappear from my own self.
This depression and anxiety is no joke and it's something a lot of people don't understand, I deal with this shit every day and it kills me knowing I live a life where I'm always Trippin 24/7 this song is somin I could relate to bro smh
Leonardo Barboza same bro I haven’t got depression tho
Leonardo Barboza this song is more depression nothing anxiety. Nice song but not anxiety
@@Armaninabz well the song is called Anxiety, So its about anxiety.
I feel that too
I feel ya i got the same shit men it’s not easy
few can write something meaningful, and even fewer can bring it to life.
Hell yeah man this is hard as hell this fits me in so many ways I love when a song can speak to me and I can feel it emotionally and know exactly how it feels cuz I go through every single day thank you for this music bro don't quit we need this s***
Unliked just to like again. Its not easy explaining how you feel when everyone who doesnt understand attacks you for it. This is beautiful
THIS IS SO GOOD!! 🔥❤️
No Frills Twins so are you guys
WOW.. couldn't express my own feelings better.. I have felt like this for so long and I listen to this song every day because it gives me some relief to know that others feel the same way I do at times
I love this comment for a very different reason than the one you preached
This is one of the best songs I've ever heard.. wow I love this.. I fight this feeling everyday it's no joke thats for sure..
This song is my life every single word. Thank you for making this it’s been therapeutic and helpful while trying to heal
"Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt
When all I ever did was put everybody first". This is so true for me. I am always helping out others while I'm dying inside
To me this song both represents my anxiety and depression to a tee, and I am extremely thankful that I have a place where I can go when I am feeling extremely low and am off my meds so thank you bmike thank you.
@@BombermanCH Holy shit friend Im so sorry 😞 We all have been through some major shit in our lives!! It does just make us stronger
@@BombermanCH im sorry :( sending hugs 💖
Struggled with anxiety and depression from childhood and into young adulthood. 23 years old and honestly it really has gotten better in the past two years. Every once in a while, it comes back full swing. It isn't a battle won over night and it isn't one that ends and doesn't return. What helps me is having my support system, keeping my circle of friends small and strong, pursuing the goals that make me happy, and creating strong boundaries with everyone and making no exceptions for them. I hope everyone struggling with this is able to come to a point where they can say "for the first time in years, I actually feel good," and mean it. That's where I'm at, and it feels SO good to finally be fine. ❤️
Trying to make friends is hard
Good for u keep it goin fine also I've learned 2 keep moving forward no matter what God tosses your way, remember his just testin u. So stay strong and always no his there 2 listen when no1 else is!
Let me ask you somthing. Do your friends know about the shit hou went through?
This song just showed up on my suggested videos, and you nailed it...... you put into words what makes other people feel alone. 💯
totally relate, I dont have depression but I am just constantly down all the time because I drain all of my energy and emotion helping my friends with their situations and they dont ask at all, but as soon as I ask they're "too busy" or just dont know what to say. Truthfully they dont deserve me as a friend but I stay anyways because I dont want to be even more alone than i already am. Never having anyone to message or talk to, even a simple text would do from my apparent "best friends" but I go to school 5 days a week all year and talk to them and see them go home and come in the next day talking about what was being said in group chats and i just sit and think wtf... what about me but i have to keep itin because i dont like creating situations and attracting too much attention to myself which is weird because in all honestly all i want is some attention to be paid to me for once out of my last 5 years of school never once have i been the centre or even close to the bullseye ive always been the one people think of last but i dont want to leave my supposed friends because then ill truly have noone left.
May god give you strenght to handle apl this stuff .. never give up! Cey if you want to express if you want to but never end .... I'm with you im from india .. my insta id is __k2l__ let me know if you wanne be friends with me
I understand you there when it comes to the sentiment of you having other people with their situation and being drained. Or they can't reciprocate any of same feeling or energy. It sucks.
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This song too bro.... I scream these lyrics at the top of my lungs. Severe anxiety and PTSD I relate to this shit so hard. Thank you for giving it your all for us and yourself. We love you G. Keep up the good work.
It sucks. My anxiety and depression is sneaky bitch, one minute I’m fine and the next I’m so fkn sad and anxious thinking of ways to make my suicide look like an accident so my family doesn’t have to deal with the shame... I hate this shit.. idk if you ever feel that way but.. ya idk..
@@chrstphrluis2206 you ever need anyone to talk to bout that shit, hit me up on SoundCloud, it’s CheyBeckk. I’m here for you you’re never alone brother ❤️🤕
When you feel like no one understands, then you find this.....
Wow. Thank you..
Love this song❤ Great Facts and TRUTH... Story of My Life!! Except I Got Clean from The Pain Pills😌..Clean 6 Years Next Week!
I had my first panic attack when i was 12 ( 27 years old now ) ever since i live with anxiety and 9 years ago i sunk into depression. i'm getting worse and no one knows, not even my family and mother ( father abandoned my mom and me when i was 3 years old ). i am afraid to go to sleep, because then the voices are the loudest and it hurts to wake up. nearly 30 years old and afraid to be alone at home. your music is holding me back in ending it all right now. thank you , lots of love from germany
Ganz viel love auch an dich
Ever since I had my first panic attack, I've had major anxiety since then as Well :( it suck hang in there and God bless you brother
Start Valium 10mg'
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Stay strong brother. There is hope in life
I can feel his pain.. Shits deep
Brap Genius I fw your name
jarid 989 aye thanks bro
Brap Genius oh shit just noticed u post videos I'mma check u out rn
Brap Genius yep 😂subscribed I like your vibe expect to see me on every new video u post lol
I even hit the bell btw
Man I’m so f***** in the head and this song just reminds me I’m not alone. The people who don’t under how music can save you, obviously haven’t been through it.
Who is still listening 2024
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