Bmike - Anxiety [Official Music Video]
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- Опубліковано 24 бер 2018
- Download/Stream Anxiety here:
iTunes: itunes.apple.com/us/album/anx...
Spotify: open.spotify.com/track/1YMPy7...
Apple Music: itunes.apple.com/us/album/anx...
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Produced by tunnA Beatz
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Cast
Psychiatrist Actress: Katya Schekaturova
instagram: / kateryna_vs
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Video Production: Frezh Editing
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This video was created to spread awareness around mental illness and the reality of it. Mental illness is a real thing and therefore needs to be treated as such. This song was written to highlight the many factors and the stigmas that surround it to show the other perspective of it.
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YO WTF! I did not expect this at all...90k views in 2 days! Thank you so much! Let's spread the movement and keep sharing it EVERYWHERE!! Make sure to follow me on Instagram @itsbmike... HERE ARE THE LYRICS FOR EVERYONE ASKING...
(Verse 1)
Every single day it breaks me to pieces
I tasted defeat at the feet of my demons
I’m such a fucking waste of achievement
I should put this trigger to my brain and just squeeze it
Cause Lord I know I aint been no saint
But tell me what I did to deserve this pain
Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt
When all I ever did was put everybody first
And how does that make you feel?
These days I Just don’t feel shit
I don’t feel a thing at all, I don’t feel like I exist
Thats why I need my fix, so I can just feel something
How do you describe the word empty?
Try describe the word nothing
Wait, fuck that use my face as the definition
Write it on my forehead, defective out of commission
I’m sick of it, losing myself I’m sick of it
Check my fingerprints, you’ll see how little the percentage is
(Chorus)
I’ve given it my all
I’ve given it my all and so much more
But everybody’s still walking out that door
I’ve given it my all
It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as fuck
I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough...
It’s not enough
(Verse 2)
The sleeping pills don’t work, the healing pills don’t work
I still feel pain with the pain pills now those same pills don’t work
If I don’t get a couple percs im bout to go berserk
I swear to god nobody can fix this shit not even the church
now tell me what good would a pastor do? Except be mad at you
Then tell you that “you’ve sinned a bunch of times but I’ve forgiven you”
You know they won’t admit it and god himself has forbid it but it’s probably still just half of all the shit the priest committed
And how does that mak-
Ask me one more fucking time how the fuck I feel
Imma fucking lose my mind, step aside I need the pills
Step aside I need the xannies
Step aside I need the vicodin
And I’ll be on my way so I can just get back my life again
You do not give a shit...stop pretending stop lying
Cause to you I’m just a check, bitch just a dollar sign...
Another vacay with the kids, hubby couldn’t be prouder...
And all you had to was ask me how I feel for an hour
See that’s the problem with pretentious technicalities
Your preach insanity and then expect my weekly salary?
So tell me who’s the crazy person now bitch...
And yet you think you’re qualified to treat me? Shit
(Chorus)
I’ve given it my all
I’ve given it my all and so much more
But everybody’s still walking out that door
I’ve given it my all
It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as fuck
I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough...
It’s not enough
Outro
Man I came up a long way
Just a young Jozi nigga
Bullet at my temple
Afraid I might pull this trigger
This fucking anxiety
Fucking anxiety
My demons are calling and saying that they want whatever's inside of me...
Imma give it to em, (Hell yeah) Imma give em’ all of it
Use to be a smooth operator...
Now it's the opposite
Anxiety...
Oh big time
Anxiety yeah
I feel it swimming thru my veins, I’m afraid I might get the blade, make a slit and let the blood spill out
Anxiety...
Oh big time
Anxiety
good song ;)
Thank you bmike
You're amazing. This is so real. Like too real. I almost want this to be the only song I ever listen to again. That's how real this is. You're a blessing. I'm going to be looking for your CD's in stores.
BMIKEMUSIC this should have millions of views
BMIKEMUSIC I saw this video on my homepage 2 days ago & “I was like ‘Anxiety’ 🤔 yeah, yeah, I got that” lol so I played it & was like damn 🤟🏻, was the first I had heard of you as well, keep it up man!
2 years ago I announced I was writing a song called Anxiety. I rewrote this over and over and over again. I didn't wanna put it out until I was certain about it cause of how much raw emotion I wanted in it. Mental illness is a real thing, and some people still fail to treat it like its real. Lets move forward and make the world a better place by treating it with the respect it deserves and giving credit to those who battle with it every day. In saying that, hope everybody enjoys the song! - Mike
This is the song I’ve been waiting for. 2017 big year for bmike!
BMIKEMUSIC thank you for this mike. I appreciate you. 🙏🏽🙏🏽💜💜
BMIKEMUSIC Thank you for making something that people can relate to, and understanding that mental illness is not a joke. Thanks BMIKE.❤
BMIKEMUSIC I love all your shit dude
BMIKEMUSIC
Damn, this hit me hard😳
I clicked on this vid so quick when i seen the name, I knew i would be able to relate.
Honestly, people and rappers like u, are the only reason i am where i am right now, im doing way better than i used to be! And a huge part of my progression was because a lot of (talented) music artists!
So i just wanna give a huge thank you to u! U deserve it ! U are so fricking talented man! Keep up the raps, songs, and music. Cant wait to see u get bigger and grow!!
Anxiety is no joke. I hate having anxiety and depression. I hate feeling like I'm never good enough and feeling like a failure all the time. Feeling like I can't breathe most days.
Totally understand, the jittery-ness and chest tightness of my anxiety is terrible. Ive been in and out of mental facilities my whole life. Trust me when I say that suicide leads to nothing good. Its a very negative and lazy approach to your issues and itll just make everything worse. You're here for a reason and you need to remember that. Nobody is a mistake and Nothing that happens is a mistake. It all happens for a reason and serves a genuine purpose.
@@reported1782 I never said I was suicidal. I'm not.
Bambi Cline I hate anxiety because I just started college and I almost had a meltdown in front of everyone.
@@Black_viking1082 I totally understand. I am also in college so I feel ya there. Very stressful
Something that helps against anxiety is deleting social media. Whenever we feel like we don't have anything to do we open some app to takr up our time. Your mind needs time to process things, so you need to be alone with your thoughts every so often.
2024 is almost here and I keep coming back to this song because I feel like BMike is the only one who understands our pain.. wish you guys who suffer everyday to feel better one day. My prayers are with you all
I just want the pain to go away, I don't want my intrusive thoughts to win this battle, I'm dying inside
its a war inside my head.@@user-vo6dj9bb2k
It's gonna be ok if we try to stay strong guys. Don't lose hope I'm here for you❤❤❤
Bondell love your comment we are fighting the same fight we can find strength in numbers. God bless you and bring your heart peace
@@user-vo6dj9bb2k I feel the same please stay strong have Faith in god its hard been praying for almost 40 years sometimes swearing at god while I'm praying crying what did I do to deserve this pain or to be forsaken
Who is still listening 2024
Me
Me
Me fs
I do ❤❤❤❤
Me
“Tell me what i did to deserve this pain, tell me what i did to deserve this hurt when all i ever did was put everyone first”. 😓😔
same tho it fucking sucks
Stay strong... I’m going through it and I say daily the only reason I deal with it is my child. Time heals people. Please stay strong. You have meaning even if it doesn’t feel like it at this moment
I feel you same with me bro
vicente navarrete so relatable, all I’ve done through my life was put everyone else first and it all comes back as negativity and hate
I felt dat
Living with Anxiety and depression is hard
*"I wanna die but what happens when I do"*
This is the 1 million Dollar question
I'm fucking scared
Me 2. What if we all have to Start over and over again?
This runs through my mind at least 10 times a day...
Your problems will over but your family n close friends will be just beginning
Endless peace or hell from these people
This song hits me n it hits hard. Went thru everything u spoke on and still suffer from anxiety daily. I appreciate YOU AND YOUR MUSIC!!!! THANK YOU FR! ❤❤
5 years later, still hits hard tho 😢
Facts
Yeaa
God dammit, it feels like this song just came out and its been 5 years
Factz
who’s going into 2024 with anxiety and depression??
Aidaninho stop looking for likes dick head
@@donnysouthwell9616 chill
✋
✋
Me
"But tell me what I did to deserve this pain
Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt
When all I ever did was put everybody first"
...
Blank Hi Aiden
That's exactly what he did
I feel your pain thats how i am too
Same
Same
Anxiety ,depression, bipolar disorder and alot alot of stress. But my go to music is always bmike. Blackhearted for life.🖤💫
🔥🔥🔥🔥
Here for it in 2024
"i dont feel anything at all, i dont feel like i exist"
That hit me.
facts
That's the story of my life
Same bro😞
Same
I’m the same
"Tell me what i did to derseve this pain if everything i did was put people first" EXACTLYYY EXACTLYYY
I ask my self everyday
Same
Its why I put myself 1st no matter what. Eveyone else is a stepping stone or sacrafice so I can move forward. I'm still mentally fucked, but at least I'm moving out of this hell.
If you don't do drugs or smoking you dissverd to be happy
maybe you deserved it because you put other people first and not yourself?
have you thought about that.
I understand, I went through serious anxiety and depression I'm 50 and last year I had a hemaragic stroke I felt so alone nobody seems to care but I found Jesus and now my depression and anxiety is gone and I have joy from God ,not man or meds. just speaking to someone if you know what I'm saying then I hope it helps.
Who going into 2024 with anxiety and depression
Song is literally lyrical reality about true anxiety
Trying to read this out loud gave me an aneurism thank you
Yh
Depression*
This song legit makes me cry every time I hear it because it's literally one of the best representations of anxiety
More about depression & suicide than anxiety at all
“The worst part about hell is not the flames it’s the hopelessness”
I relate to this line soooo fucking much
Hope is the most dangerous emotion 💯
So true
Earth is hell
@kerZm Yes it is
Who’s going into 2024 with depression
🙋🏽♀️
Me
Yupp to think I almost forgot about B-Mike...
My friend from 4th grade almost shot himself
Heading to 2025 with it. If I even make it that far lol
2023 and this is just as true as ever.... Damn anxiety, depression, PTSD, bipolar, possible BPD..
Dude, this song speaks to me in ways only those who have anxiety could understand. You have a new fan. Thank you for blessing me with this song
Same!
You are still going to have anxiety, get yourself checked out. I wish you well. This song is just a song created to sell to people who actually have anxiety... it's industry plays to make money out of the sick.
@@xxxsugoitacion it's true, today it's almost impossible to become famous or even just generally well known in the music industry without selling yourself to an industry. However, those who make music (especially this kind, where it's very personal) hate to use the industry but don't have a choice. If they want to make a living they must do it the industry way. So that fact that this guy was willing to to compromise what he originally had in mind in order to pursue his passion, giv9ng up a lot of the rights and money he could make for security in his job.... I can respect that. No-one likes selling their dream to a company, but to those who do, they either become the industry, and make generic music, or they fight for what they want to make, a song that only a minority of people will relate to. I can still appreciate this song.
fr bro
I totally agree
This song hits diff when you have anxiety and are depressed
That is me
yes especially with pure ocd 🙃
100% 👍
Mannnnn.
fr tho
I've struggled wit social anxiety an now 8 yrs of being homebound agoraphobic wit no support system at all! So ty for this song. Hope it opens people's eyes
I also understand where you are coming from. I have had terrible Anxiety for years now and nobody or any medication works. 💊. I really feel for you. Take care of yourself
Thankfully I clawed my way through working on myself and I have a LONG ways to go to where I feel comfortable out in public but thankfully I'm not bound to being inside my house 24/7. I was diagnosed with agoraphobia and the only reason I bring that up is I hope it helps because it doesn't have to be forever. Life sucks still but it definitely doesn't suck as bad.
I know how you feel. God bless.
Man, even after like 4 years of hearing this bro, it still hits me hard for real, it felt deep.. and very VERY FEW have felt deep like this, I love this song bro
Having anxiety is like, living in hell, because you cant control it, it controls you. Belive me when I say this its come to the point where, dont love anyone, cant talk to anyone because of anxiety, and pushed me to the edge of suffering
My wife and I were military and she got 100 percent and turned it into a competition saying there's nothing wrong with me and keeps saying she's sick of my complaining and talking to therapists doesn't help and neither do drugs it sucks
So very true it gets harder everyday to keep myself
To people who wonder how it is with anxiety let me just say I'd rather have cancer.
Don't mean to offend anyone with cancer it's just simple fact.
Now it sounds stupid but if had/having anxiety you would feel the same way.
everyone without anxiety just don't get it.
PremiumWater 35 I know to me it gets to the point we're I just start crying a lot. And I hate it
Coming from a person with the Same suffering to the ones that feel alone. You are not, there's people that Understand your cries. Keep Pushing because you not giving up inspire the next person not to give up we all need eachother through this suffering because it's really not easy but for all my brother and sisters that's in this war I Salute you Stay strong Fam💯💪🏾
Social anxiety. Anxiety. Which in turn adds depression. Constant Racing heart, nausea ,chest pain, overthinking, afraid to go out events, people get togethers, drive, apply to that job, confused, don't find life to be all that, often times ambition goes out the door. Those closest to you see you as a failure, Sh**, a nobody. They think I can choose or have strength of my own to cure my mental illnesses, fears or issues. Boyyy if it was up to me would I have been long past this mess. Bcus it ain't easy to go through life like this. Not enjoying life to the fullest. You're not alone. I understand. I understand .
Thank you! This explains everything about me.
Yeah, if it were all up to me I bet I wouldn't even be here in the Beginning.
Wow this is 2 real! I feel like I'm the one who wrote this comment ! everything you wrote feels like it's coming from me it's insane! I relate to everything you said...
I've never been able to explain this to anyone. Thank you for this.
I can relate to this.I suffer from anxiety too and it's so hard.I can't live my life to the fullest,I can't be myself.I would stay home all my life to avoid social interactions.It's not a way to live,it's a way to die 😢😢
“My demons are calling and saying that they want whatever’s inside of me”
Damn this hit me hard
Wow this hit hard!! No one gets it till you go through it 🖤
!!!!!!RAW!!!!!!
Facts 💯
Sometimes I just want to end but haven't got the bottle
Thank you so much for saving my life with this song. I feel like I was the only one dealing with severe anxiety and depression. And listening to this showed me that I’m not the only one. 😢
I finally get why he sings in so much rage. I finally get it.
And why is that?
@@bretthastings2707 anxiety man anxiety
You and me both girl. That feeling sucks!!
@@kaylalove871 it does 💔 and worst part is while your screaming inside you smile outside to show everyone you've got your shit together for everyone not to leave
@Mehmood Adam things get better man, what seems like a big issue now will be a distant memory in the near future. Feel how you feel now it’s needed to accept the sadness don’t hide away from the feelings but know it’s just a lull and things will get better. Feel free to message me if you need to talk
This actually helps cause I can’t talk to people about my problems, it’s difficult for me to.
Why is your name jinxed for life?
Can you relate it is hard to say how you feel like it is like they won't understand what your feeling are what your going threw..
No one will believe the pain we have
Jinxxed For_life the problem is not knowing where to begin. And also how they might take it. It’s horrible bro
Mariah G because I felt like I’ve jinxxed myself.
Praying for everyone thats going through it today! If you see this comment keep pushing! ❤️❤️😪💯💯
It is hard though it is not easy I get it every time and sometimes I just want to end it
yep i stay strong 💪 i hate anxiety i play this song all the time i be playing it later on on my 1000watts speaker’s sound round
Thanks!
Bro this song Anxiety is speaking literally from my soul, I mean it's speaking what I've been trying to say how I feel man. My bad if I said to much keep it up man. Got my prayers
When you watch this at your lowest 2 years ago and here you are back to it right now..
Brother I've had the worst tradigys/ horrible things happen to me that you wouldn't believe I'm like a walking robot I just brush the craziest worst things off it ain't worth being sad seriously gods got us jesus they got us no need to be sad. Just be happy forget all that sad stuff ! Foreal happiness is everywhere I never get depressed ever I know gods up there so that's what makes me do good and Im happy I hope everything goes awesome for you Godbless you and everyone here and everyone everywhere lol. It took me some time to figure out how to not get upset at anything because the moment I had a cloud of jesus appear with him smiling at me that's what changed me I couldn't believe seeing him. After that I feel a strong connection to life everything makes sense. I know right from wrong everything clicked I pray you can see what I seen or believe me and be just as happy from this! and Im here.to let you know that I seen the cloud I hope my energy from the cloud goes to you and you are fullfiled in this world with happiness!
@@lmaodav308 this is so wholesome! And very needed right now so thank you so much
Watching this rn cause this Is how I feel
Man this comment hits so different
We shall conquer the demons. Whichever route that goes, we will never know in this moment. But we will conquer them fckers somehow.
People saying their worst year is 2020 have no idea what it means to deal with depression and anxiety for years
James Troisi very good point I agree with you
But 2020 is like the bonus part of it
@RAPHAEL CASSANG ANTOINE-Alumno I know that feeling and 2020 has been good on a personal level but suck overrall. I casted those demons out but the wounds still exist from the 21-year war.
exactly ive been dealing with anxiety for about 10 years
Charlotte 샬럿 - same smh
Who's going into 2024 with anxiety and depression?
This sounds like the story of my life to the fullest! Great song, great artistic expression! For anyone dealing with anxiety and drug use, stay strong and we”ll beat this together! Love to all! ❤
'I taste defeat at the feet of my demons, I'm such a fcking waste of achievement' hits too close 💔
You got this fight them till they can stay in the backgroud ☺
I have felt that way for nearly 20 years. These meds help some but it never truly goes away 100%.
That's the truth
We need a song with NF and Bmike asap
palm trees 4 life yes. Please
NF and Witt Lowry or Sik world would work better.
palm trees 4 life that would be awesome I hope bmike sees this that's a great idea
Yesss!!
Fuck yeah!
I love this song ❣️ why am I just hearing this????????????? Keep pushing this music 🎶🎵🎶
This song just showed up on my suggested videos, and you nailed it...... you put into words what makes other people feel alone. 💯
Bmike,Nf,and hopsin are the real deal
truuuuueee'
add phora into the mix and god dang 🔥
sadboyprolific too
Nah bmike, joyner lucas, and Hopson are
Adam Armstrong And lil pump too
I feel like an outsider. This world and I aren't compatible.
Ace Que Amen brother!! 🤜🤛
Facts
You just have to find the connection
Ace Que literally my same thought. 😔
Feel the same bro💔
"See, that's the problem with pretentious technicalities. You preach insanity and then expect my weekly salary?!" 💯
Show some love bmike.. Lotta people use your words as meds brotha 💯
"these days I don't feel shit, I don't feel a thing at all"
I rather be numb then feeling everything at once.
I hope you get well soon ❤️
vicky flores well said, ive been on both sides at opposite times and it’s just nothingness. having to pretend/act like you aren’t hollow and feel happy in front of others is honestly the worst.
Right? Id give anything to feel numb. I cant stand the pain my body goes through
You became the voice to those who can't express how its feel the anxiety and depression with this song. we are not alone
Thanks bmike
Hell yeah! I'm crying everytime i listen to this awesome song.. i could never ever express my feelings like bmike does in this song.. its just amazing.
Yup
This is so nostalgic, i feel like my 13 year old self again. I used to listen to this song, & be obssesed with it in middle school. I HATED going to school sooo much & would listen to this song when I was 13, & i would scream the lyrics. I'm 15 now, & wanted to hear this again. I dont go to school anymore, im homeschooled.
Whoever needs to hear it, you’re not alone even if it feels like it 😢
Who else is listening to this song now dealing with anxiety and all of the problems that come with it. Let's say, nausea, light headed, scared, suicidal, or just possibly thinking too much.. anxiety is tough..I feel absolutely crazy.. I just want it gone.. I just want to be gone.....
Same
Colten Grothe I feel the same way
I’m really young too I don’t want it for my whole life :(
Nothing last forever. Anxiety is a bitch, depression is a bitch. Can y’all describe what’s going on and what’s making you feel this way..? It’s good to release. Sometimes though, there isn’t a reason and we just feel this way and I completely understand. Chemicals in our brains fuck everything up sometimes. I hope I can help... stay strong and keep moving on, life has a certain way of working things out. Please chat if you must!!
Listen to NF songs. He at least sings about anxiety and rage and grief, yet he has the answer..the anchor for his soul to deal with life. Life here is imperfect, yet temporal. Eternity is a real world that is limitless without any anxiety or sadistic evil shit that goes on in this one because those people will not be there and the ones who are there will be fully who they were created to be without worrying about bills, pain, disease, loss, grief, or getting old or dying. That is a place where you want to be and will if you believe the price has been paid for you. You get free admission. You just have to accept the invitation and RSVP. He died cuz He wants you there. He didn't do it for shits and giggles.
You matter and you have purpose here and hereafter. It is only lies that we believe that send us spiraling into dark thoughts and crippling anxiety. Truth is the only thing that sets you free. Not a pill or psychiatrist although that isn't to say they aren't helpful. They just aren't your permanent solution to what you really need and desire deep down inside of you.
Rose ☝️👌 ♥️ 🌹
Imagine NF, Bmike, Sik World and Witt Lowry make a collab together like AAAHHH😭❣❣❣
C.C. Style I was trying to comment this nf and bmike show would be lit
C.C. Style Oml yes
Token and jaytekz
NF don’t work with other artists
I’m extremely late to this hype, but I couldn’t like your comment more than one time. This is the greatest thing I’ve ever seen in any comment section. I 999999999% agree.
2023 and still this song is a must!! ❤❤😢😢
I got anxiety and depression, for the longest time I felt like no one understood, I found the love of my life and she understands it better than anyone I know
Only people who have been through this know the real depth of this song and the reality some of us fight with every day, right on Mike absolutely loved this its so nice knowing that I'm not alone, bulls eye brother!!!
Yes definitely love this song
Agreed I have severe anxiety this song definitely hit me hard
Ya
Anxiety is a disorder that is not taken to seriously and this song sums up my life I wake up in the morning with it I go to bed with it I battle depression with it it's only a matter of time before it wins and I'm gone
I look in the mirror every morning and think about it being my last... But then I tell myself "Fuck you, you're a pussy, show them how it's done." And I walk out my house like a boss even though I don't feel like one.
Don't let it win. In the end when you wake up realize that a feeling or thought has no weight physically. Don't let a notion or thought or negative idea lay hands on you physically. Take your power back. Don't allow something that is not tangible to push you physically or control you. The only one who gets to decide your fate is you and the only one who gets to make you unhappy is you. Don't give anyone or anything else that ability @Dr Flamingo
@@1oabbyo1 for you and the OP. Bc I don't know you but I give a shit about you both. Keep fighting your demons. Fighting them makes you a boss. Give yourself a promotion mentally and put fire under the ass of every negative thought.
@@MAYHEMSCO Thanks Michael 🌸 I am stronger than people think I am. I am not a quitter.
Stay strong
I just love how so many ppl just think your not depressed just cause your so good at covering it up that they just think your fine. And if you say something they play it off as just a bad day or something. Im really tired of ppl saying itll get better but when?
Man the song hits so close like I cannot express how many people feel the same way.
"I've given it my all and so much more"
And when you said
"Ask me one more time how the fk i feel I'm gonna fking lose my mind"
It hits close bro, sometimes stress is overwhelming, and sometimes people try to fill that void with pills, and it numbs them to the pain of their life.
Everybody needs that somebody they can talk to and relieve their stress vent to that person and hopefully get some perspective sometimes.
Ironically i dont really do this, I'll listen to my friends issues and stuff going on with them, but i don't talk about what's going on with myself, sometimes i do though.
Never gets old. It's like words inside myself coming out through someone else's voice.
Agreed
Be a Blessing to Someone in Need of God's Word Shalom 🤳🎯🚦🛡️🔥🩸💯🧡💛🕊️💉💊💬🚓🚑🚜🚕🚒
This song hits different when u have anxiety and depression at the same time...
Yup
Agree going through it now seems like i help people but when they can see me I put on a smile when really im screaming so loud inside.
Yeah for sure
20+ years of anxiety/depression and currently dealing with childhood trauma of molestation, abuse, and abandonment..
Lyrics are often my way to freedom.
Yo I’m going through it all right now and the worst part is I can’t talk to anyone about anything I feel like I’m all on my own
I don't know if I found this song (more like it found me) at the right time or wrong time...I feel this 💯 to my core!!
My nephew lost his battle with depression. And being in his shoes I can see where he came from the pain he felt.
Just found you, felt like your music spoke to me directly
We can i see you x
Guess who it is :)
😭😭😭😭
I know you probably won't see this but I just wanted to let you know that this was one of the last songs my brother showed me. He lost his battle with depression and severe anxiety last night, and I still don't want to believe it's real. He said that this was exactly how he felt, he appreciated how real you are and thanked you for helping me and others understand. Even though I suffer from depression and anxiety; it wasn't the same, more people need to understand that people who go through this don't all think the same. Same war, different battles. I hope I can meet you in person one day to say thank you 😔❤
Oh my heart hurts for you and what happened to your brother 💔 😢 My fiancee brother did the same thing . I give you my complete condolences.
I'm sorry for your loss
@@paranormalsoulcircle3176 I'm sorry for your loss
Awful to hear what happened i can imagine the hurt youre going through ☹ my condolences :(
I see u... understood
Anxiety sucks 🥺
Real
Having voices in ur head sucks
Sure does its scary 😨 😳
@Dennisdye-im1in I'm so so sorry 😢 my cousin has this situation
Who's still going through anxiety and depression everyday, feeling like nothing you do or say is ever enough for those whom love you? You see them happy, you're happy, until, they blame the smallest shit wrong and you literally collapse in the fits and rage. Almost losing everything in a few moments.
This is exactly how anxiety feels like, people think of anxiety as being overly excited, but it aint. You think everyone is mad at you for how you are, you think everyone who cares is lying to you. They get mad at me for not getting help, they dont know how hard it to do that! The entire world is against me, and you want to hide, then when that doesnt work, you are ready to die! I suffer with this EVERY single day!
@Cay Marie it is hard and if you need to talk about things I'm here cause I know exactly what it's like
I run some groups on facebook for anxiety depression and other mental health issues living with this is not easy I know first hand have suffered so long and tried several times to end my life even with a son now its not easier its harder to hide and it seem like even with therapy its never gonna get better
I myself have an anxiety disorder and damn, this is relatable, this says it all basically. The song is also exactly how i feel. I feel like no one gets me and that im alone in this battle
Everyone i know thinks of it more as “well stop overthinking things and you wouldn’t make yourself so anxious”.
Like, that’s not the fucking problem, I can’t just tell the oxygen not to leave my body even though I’m breathing, can’t just tell my heart not to beat with the feeling of dread, I do my best not to show it but people really need to understand this shit better
I was always afraid theyd lock me away for good then i finally got help because i damned near died the night i tried
Anybody listening in 2019?😓💔🔥
Yeah⚠️
I just discovered this song!
of course
Yh
Yep
I love this song. It's so good. It hits all the right moods.
I need this song right now feel like my life is derailing and you’re a pure talent
0:55 your voice in the beginning is insane!
The pain in his voice
King Reinhold 😞😞😞😞
hehehehe 🎉❤krw!
Who came into 2020 with depression and anxiety?Who's leaving 2020 with depression,anxiety,trust issues and sm more?
i came into 2020 with a little bit of anxiety, but the whole world just got me down and i sat inside the whole summer and the news scared me and now i have really bad anxiety and idk about depression but it feels like it.
At my lowest tried to kill myself last week drinking my meds... Now I still have depression and no meds.
Edit: 12/31/2020 its been almost a month after my last suicide attempt. I'm waaaayyy better now. I have taken some actions against my depression.
February lost my grandfather watched my mother die of brain cancer till November fell behind in my classes because of it and at the same time got protective of my girlfriend because I didn't want to loose the most important thing in my life. One of her guy friends tried to hit on her I told him straight up he better back the fuck off and I'm the bad guy now
@@driftingking5186 that's fukd up you were in the right. I feel you. I lost my moms 2 months ago. My pops was on a respirator with covid. I caught it too and my sis. Had to drive to Colorado sic on covid when I got there the room was full of bed bugs.Got into a verbal altercation with my brother now we ain't talking etc ....What a poop year. I'm sorry about your moms and grandpa RIP
What helped me a lot is Exercising daily, completely changing my diet to a healthy diet cutting out all crap. Trust me, try it. It helps your mental well-being as well as your physical. I've suffered with anxiety and depression for over 10 years.
Reminds me of NF... Keep bangin
This song speaks to me in ways you don't understand. I think about ending it almost weekly and this song really sums up everything I'm feeling in such a perfect way. So much shit has gone wrong in my life and there hasn't been, and probably never will be, enough to make up for it. Hanging on to the "hope that it'll eventually get better" seems meaningless. Just cause you exist doesn't mean you're alive.
fr bro lit like everyday you never know how youre gunna feel and youre so worked up abt getting through today that you dont realise tomorrow is gonna be the exactly the same as today
i have suffered from depression and anxiety for over 10 years but music helps me and bmike thanks for this song it's really amazing
You are not alone, sometimes i sit there and wonder how did this all begin and why :(.
Young A i get you man and even though i know im not alone sometimes it still feels like it you know when im in my room just listening to music and if i try to text someone they never respond but when they are feeling down i suddenly become their therapist you know 😂😂😂
I feel you man
super jona same
If that doesn't relate to me then i don't know what does. Man i don't even remember the last time i was just happy.
"I've given it my all but its not enough" yeah this is the story of my life😕
Same here 🖐🏻
Same same
Pretty much
Same
It s Because you guys are better but you guys can t find that power. It s about your mind. I understand your problems but keep calm this is gonna pe a part of your past. And you will laugh thinking about: why i was so stupid before?🤣🤣🤣
Thats how it feels no matter wtf u do nothing is enough
This song still hits hard to this day explaining everything we cant put into words stuff not even our family's can or will try to understand I've been through every kind of therapy for under 18's personally since they wouldn't prescribe anti-depressants even though they deemed me a self danger due to how bad my thoughts and past was😅 to a therapist its just a job nothing more at least the ones i received "help" from
U and nf should make a song together
Trenyce Galvin 💯
yes
Yea no bs
Holy shit I never thought of that
Hell yes
does anybody else find comfort in his voice or just me
I love all his different style of voices he tends tobuse all 4 he uses on the track alone make this song even million times harder and more real
I find comfort in his voice as well
@Kaylie Holbrook they're meant to be emotional that's why the songs called anxiety
I feel it. His voice is beautiful ❤️
@@gonebananas777 he sounds a lot like NF sometimes to the point I thought NF did come on
2 years this March 2024! Slaps like this, gave me the why. I would scream that word until I literally lost my voice. Pain, pain, pain. When I found the answer, I set that pipe down for good. Created a life that I didn't have to escape from. Praise God for artists like this! Your saving souls! Can begin to express this other side! Never imagined I would be so beautifully broken. If your lost right now, reach out! Those of us that found our way back to the light, will be honored to sit with you in the dark. When your ready, we will help you to find the light! It's so worth the fight! Be blessed!
this song is everything i go through and i listen to this song daily. its the first time i have ever felt someone feels the same way.thanks for the hit
Anybody listening to this in 2020
Yep air day... this song helps me cope with my anxiety and panic attacks...
Me
Yep
No
wow a 12 year old's comment nice
If Eminem and NF had a baby i think it would be this guy
_tmi_ tbh hol up 😂
fax tho
Where would that put ivan b?🤔
_tmi_ tbh he gives me NF and phora vibes
They all are Eminem Protégés
Ive been on medication since i was 11yrs old for personality disorder severe anxiety and PTSD. And funny enough i ask the same questions. What did i do to deserve to be like this. Why did god make me like this. Why must i depend on medication to keep me what society calls normal yet i dont feel normal. I hope Bmike actually has these struggles and isnt clout chasing. Because this track is fire and relates very well to most issues
Who's fighting everyday like it's your last. Sitting here everyday wondering if anyone would miss you.
Me!
A lot of people can relate to this song, love you
Vizaal love your lucky pic! 🤣
Montserath fulgencio Thank youuu
Vizaal touched
Vizaal i am one of them
Lyrics:
Intro
Michael?
Uh yeah.
Right this way please Michael.
What can I do for you today?
I just need something to take this edge off and I’ll be on my way.
Well I can’t just give them to you.
What the fuck, why not?
Why don’t you take a seat, and we’ll have a little chat.
Verse 1
Every single day it breaks me to pieces
I taste the defeat at the feet of my demons
I'm such a fucking waste of achievement
I should put this trigger to my brain and just squeeze it
Cause lord I know I ain't been no saint
But tell me what I did to deserve this pain
Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt
When all I ever did was put everybody first
And how does that make you feel?
These days I just don’t feel shit
I don’t feel a thing at all, I don’t feel like I exist
That’s why I need my fix, so I can just feel something
How do you describe the word empty? Try to describe the word nothing
Wait, fuck that use my name as the definition
Write it on my forehead, defective out of commission
I’m sick of it, loosing myself
I’m sick of it
Take my fingerprints you’ll see I little the percentages
Chorus:
I’ve given it my all
I’ve given it my all and so much more, but everybody’s still walkin out that door
I’ve given it my all
It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as fuck, I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough
(It’s not enough)
Verse 2
The sleeping pills don’t work, the healing pills don’t work
I still feel pain with the pain pills, now those same pills don’t work
If I don’t get a couple percs I’m bout to go berzerk
I swear to God nobody can fix the shit not even the church
Now tell me what good would a pastor do?
Except be mad at you
Then tell you that you’ve sinned a bunch of times but I’ve forgiven you
You know they won’t admit it and god himself has forbid it but it’s prolly still just half of all the shit the priest committed
And how does that make you-
Ask me one more time how the fuck I feel
I’ma fuckin lose my mind, step aside I need the pills
Step aside I need the xannies, step aside I need the vicodin
And I’ll be on my way so I can just get back my life again
You do not give a shit, stop pretending, stop lying
Cause to you I’m just a check bitch, just a dolla sign
Another vaca with the kids?
Hubby couldn’t be prouder
And all you had to do was ask me how I feel for an hour
See that’s the problem with pretentious technicalities
You preach insanity and then expect my weekly salary
So tell me who’s the crazy person now, bitch?
And yet you think you qualified to treat me?
(Shit)
Chorus:
I’ve given it my all
I’ve given it my all and so much more
And everybody’s still walking out that door
I’ve given it my all
(Ou yeah, ou yeah)
It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as fuck, I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough, it’s not enough
Verse 3
Man I came up in longway
Just a young jawzy nigga
Bullet at my temple
Afraid I might pull this trigger
It’s fucking anxiety, fucking anxiety
My demons are calling and saying that they want whatever’s inside of me
I’ma give it to em’
Hell yeah
I’ma give em’ all of it
Used to be a smooth operator
Now it’s the opposite
Anxiety, oh big time
Anxiety, yeah
I feel it swimming through my veins I’m afraid I might get the blade make a slit and let the blood spill out
Anxiety, oh big time
Glad to see you're still making music. A decade ago you helped me get through high-school. Much love dude keep it up
This song really set his career, it’s so relatable to anybody who has severe anxiety like me.. thank you for speaking the words a lot of us are afraid to say.
Bro your music saves lives believe it or not!!!
Truth ..!! Saved Mine
Now a days everyone claims to be depressed but for the people really going through it hopefully life gets better
My granddaughter Emily suffers from Anxiety
it's not that everyone claims to be depressed, it is that everyone *is* depressed.
Do you wanna know what deppresion and anxiety combine together equals bad thoughts which those bad thoughts turn into action which lead to death i beat it tho and still have my old suicide note from 3 years ago I'm not sure why have it still but i do
deadman lol thats the most ignorant comment Ive seen on youtube so far
Thanks!
It was never the high I was addicted to. It was the numbness the drugs brought. Being numb was the only way I survived at the time.
I think that's the addiction most people chase escaping the pain, all the best my g
Anxiety can come with anything that you do. Walking around with a shameful past the anxiety from that can hurt.
Holy shit man. How did it take me this long to find this song. Crushed it and I felt the lyrics the moment you started rhyming. Great work Mike!
Yeah no shit those first 2 lines hit so damn hard
On this shit
Same!!!!
This comment hits it right on the spot✊
Same man. A friend of mine just showed me this track and I’m in awe I didn’t hear about this man sooner
“There is no point treating a depressed person as though she were just feeling sad, saying, ‘There now, hang on, you’ll get over it.’ Sadness is more or less like a head cold- with patience, it passes. Depression is like cancer.”
Its just a song
@@gavol8584 its song about how people feel so now it's not just a song it's reality for alot of people
depression isnt like cancer its more of a common cold ive delt with depression and anxiety i am no longer sick with the cold bc i used it and took control of it and used for my motivation
@@gamertag4gamertag417 depression comes in all shapes and sizes, so does..... oh yeah, cancer lmao
And 3 years laster im still hear
i been rockin wit you for years fam!! happy to see we're getting close to that 1 million.
My great nephew who is 15 sent this to me 🥺🥺😞😞 I can do relate to his feelings, just can't help in no way🙄🙏🙏👋👋 Great lyrics and music 🔊🎵🎼🎶😢...Prayers for everyone🙏💜