I’ve been in the darkness for 14 years since my only son and wife died. I don’t sleep at night. I was in the darkness, literally. I heard this and hit the gym. I’m fighting back to regain my life. It’s all I know!
Embrace your pain Know it Make it your Friend.... Use it to slay your demons Stand in the center of the storm Brother And watch alll in your path be forcefully Blown awaaaaaaaaaaaay... Make your pain your sword Warrior For it will sharpen your will And Cut down the curtains Of your self imposed Tomb... Fiat lux!
I am a fairly successful person in more forms than a monetary one. Most of my life felt unwanted , unappreciated, unsupported, alone and a failure! I am 31 and I have been grinding for a long time now, most of my life in fact. From the time I was a young boy until now has been one big grind after another and there are days where I feel as though I just can't grind anymore. The thing that has kept me going in that I know somewhere deep inside I have something .... I am searching for it and I know I will find it! If I can do it so can you. If you're sitting by yourself , sad , alone , in the darkness and unappreciated , just know that there is , was and will be people just like you and that you are not alone ! You will be just fine.
2 years later. I read this and wonder... What is that feeling, what is that sensation you must have? How is it you can be concerned with being unappreciated or unwanted. Unsupported? What would you even do with support, What IS that anyway? I don't really have advice for you, exactly... conquer yourself, once your content in a space by yourself only then will these "requirements" for happiness evaporate. Love and cherishing another is a wonderful thing but by no means a requirements for YOUR mental well being, it's simply adding the enjoyment of life. In my life I am the light in the void, I am happy and fulfilled with myself. I do not concern myself with the attention or thoughts of others, what are they but blind delicate flickers in a flock of wanting, while I am the radiance of my own life. Make no mistake, the flickers for whom I will support and care for but need nothing in return. Brave is the darkness to approach me, in this sea of human incapability. I take the path of least resistance, I practice discipline as it is the foundation of strength and I do not concern myself with the options of the weak or simple, and many they are, lol. What, must it feel like, I wonder...?
We all suffer from it, being cast into the dark and feeling the light at your fingertips but never able to embrace it. Looking up from the abyss drowning in the pain that you live in. Yet only you can crawl out to shine if you want.
Am I the only person who actually gets really motivated and do stuff in the level that I thought was never achievable by me when I am angry/ depressed Only me ok then...
Sub to me because why not The human brain interprets the energy and momentum you get through “depression” and “anger” on the same level as if you were “happy” and “outgoing.” Most people achieve things and use depression/anger as their momentum expecting to feel “happy” once they accomplish it. But, in reality you don’t and definitely will not. So answer my question, would you rather use happiness as momentum or anger? Don’t be blind and face your shadow. Be honest now.
When you are a fighter...You are the person that's says, "Bring the dark, I enjoy it". You are the person. Who knows it wont last forever. Now you understand just how brilliant your light is in this world. To my brother's and sister's world wide. Light the path so others may see.💋
I firmly believe that in order to succeed, we must learn to take risks. We must remember that we can't keep running away from our fears, ultimately we'll have to develop the courage to face them. "Take risks in your life, if you win you can lead, if you lose you can guide."-Swami Vivekananda
Sana Ahmad's Inspirational Videos great quote but defeat doesn't exist defeat only happens when it's accepted has a reality until then no ONE IS DEFEATED 💪🏻
Dave Goffredo embrace the light and once you feel it. The feeling of the light itself, you’ll look back at the darkness and never want to go back. So, good luck on your journey I’m still fighting through mine. ✊🏼
Being King of the darkness means acknowledging the context that pain brings to your life. But the daily fight with the darkness will look different depending on where you are, some days it will be a 10-mile Sprint, and other days it will just be putting shoes on. The important thing is that you're fighting. Don't let peace cost you your strength, don't let victory defeat you
If you find yourself in void, asking questions, thinking about if was and if were ‘s. Looking for something to ignite yourself to start life again, a friend, a lover, money, ….. if you looking for something to reach out for you to pull you out of it. Don’t. No one cares, nothing is going to help you. The ones who will look friendly actually the monsters who smell your weakness, they hold your hand but will cut your arm eventually. In dark or light we are all alone. Know yourself. Accept your ups and downs. Focus on things you can control. No one but you can help-yourself nor care
Another good Motion Picture from the MulliganBrothers. Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
Light is an illusion, fueled by the egos of mortals. Darkness is acceptance of who you are, not what others expectations are for you. Being and not yearning, knowing and not believing, awakened and not dreaming.
When i was 15 i entered a dark place a place where no happiness exists a place devoid of emotion or feeling everyday just looks grey as hazy an empty purposeless existence or anger hatred malice rage is a dangerous thing when unchecked
Into the darkness they go, out come the wise with the Beast within arises to conquer!!! No more fear no more excuses. Fighting stronger and stronger, pushing and pushing back taking over the mind the body and soul making them one!! Conquer! I Am I Will I Must I Did!! That's how I see that's how I feel that's how I am!!
Update 4 I think. I've gotten less than 3 hours of sleep for the past 18 days. I truly hope this is my last semester at UF. I just received 8 grand back from the school for my scholarships finally, and I got a sponsor for my first app to drop. I'm moving to Wisconsin to work for a chemical company as a process engineer for the summer to save money for my generator. The company gave me CAD on my computer, so I made a more "professional" drawing for the shop to build. Finally, after 3 years of planning, 10 months of depression, and countless hours of missed sleep, it has begun. I love chemical engineering, but I can do infinitely more with my own independent research. While yeah sure, it's more logical to just stay three more semesters, ride out my full ride, graduate and then save money in a safe job, but I fear to wake one day look around and have lost my flame to change the world as so many robotic engineers do. They graduate, say "oh I'll rest for a little while and save some money" and then become complacent, lose their love of science, and become distracted with a girl, have kids, and then pass away with a belief that idealism is a faulty sense of reality, and continue the shitty cycle to their kids. I just have to survive 5 more days, which is easier said than done since I've consumed over 48 energy drinks in the past 18 days to ensure that I drop out as the best. Now, I must get back to my studies. Your videos are great, and I basically play them every morning when I get out of bed with only 3 hours of sleep.
I'm a strong believer that when you're at your lowest when u don't see any way out of that point always look for that light at the end of that tunnel. Reach out and grab it make yourself happy nobody else it's life's lesson but if you suffer loss it's harder because you feel like you're crippled by life like you will never stand up again. That's when you show your true strength.
If you managed to make it to this video know there’s something inside you willing to fight back and help you back to reality know this momentum you have will only last moments don’t waste it youse it and go be all you can be ❤
The Lord Jesus Christ is the LIGHT in my life that never goes out no matter what!! No matter what HE is always there for me even in my darkest hours!!! HE loves everyone of us more than we could EVER imagine!! GOD bless
So many times I’ve welcomed the darkness. It was my safe space. The depression demons sitting waiting patiently for me to climb into my bed. Til I was tired of it all. I needed the light. My demons were mine to fight alone. And I decided to tell them 🖕🏼 I made it out and now I use my pain & suffering as lessons to show others the light.
There is something beyond any duality of darkness and light, truth or fiction, success or failure. This source is called darkness within darkness, the gateway to ask understanding
Four years ago, I wouldnt believe anyone that told me I would be graudating from UIUC in a year. I would have thought such a proposition was impossible for a kid like me, but Three years ago, I decided, maybe I could try for one thing, straight A's at a poorly ranked college, then I figured why not try for uiuc, then I got here and I thought there is no way I gonna be able to graduate, but what did I really have else to do. Now I plan on studying at ann habour law school. What a difference life makes when you endure the mocking and unbelievers and strive for something worthy
Hey! Please add Charles Bukowski in your list of speakers.. The laughing heart is one of my favourite poems. He really deserves to have his name plastered everywhere.
Still finding my way through the darkness . But inhave a few lights along the way. After ¹⁴ years in care all abuses to an addict to a recovered mum with baby at home. Im winning . But i send light in hopes its returned so we can amplify each other
I thought this was a video I seen few years back, it starts out with a clip from chronicles of riddick. Does anyone know the video I'm talking about? Anyone have a link to it? I can't find it anymore
This gives me chills every time I hear this. This is what makes me dig deep down inside when I feel as though I have nothing left. Thank you for this awesome motivational video.
Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Though wise men at their end know dark is right, Because their words had forked no lightning they Do not go gentle into that good night. Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight, And learn, too late, they grieve it on its way, Do not go gentle into that good night. Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. And you, my father, there on the sad height, Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray. Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
I’ve been in the darkness for 14 years since my only son and wife died. I don’t sleep at night. I was in the darkness, literally. I heard this and hit the gym. I’m fighting back to regain my life. It’s all I know!
You've got this brother 💪💯
You are going to make it through
Its not my buisness but how on earth did you lose them both!? Thats horrible man im sorry to hear that
Embrace your pain
Know it
Make it your
Friend....
Use it to slay your demons
Stand in the center of the storm
Brother
And watch alll in your path
be forcefully
Blown awaaaaaaaaaaaay...
Make your pain your sword
Warrior
For it will sharpen your will
And
Cut down the curtains
Of your self imposed
Tomb...
Fiat lux!
@@cmoe2073 Amen.
"Peace has cost you your strength, Victory has defeated you"
" it dosen't matter who we are, what matters is our plan"
That’s what happened to me
The only way out is through. We walk through the fire. A sword that is afraid to be tempered by the heat is not a sword.
Dam that is some truth there! That really hit home! Thanks👍
Hunter That’s some great shit!
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Well fuck...... 😧
I am a fairly successful person in more forms than a monetary one. Most of my life felt unwanted , unappreciated, unsupported, alone and a failure! I am 31 and I have been grinding for a long time now, most of my life in fact. From the time I was a young boy until now has been one big grind after another and there are days where I feel as though I just can't grind anymore. The thing that has kept me going in that I know somewhere deep inside I have something .... I am searching for it and I know I will find it! If I can do it so can you. If you're sitting by yourself , sad , alone , in the darkness and unappreciated , just know that there is , was and will be people just like you and that you are not alone ! You will be just fine.
Sam Turnau 😢❤️❤️❤️
There is always a friend for somebody that wants more out of life.
Thank you
2 years later. I read this and wonder... What is that feeling, what is that sensation you must have? How is it you can be concerned with being unappreciated or unwanted. Unsupported? What would you even do with support, What IS that anyway?
I don't really have advice for you, exactly... conquer yourself, once your content in a space by yourself only then will these "requirements" for happiness evaporate. Love and cherishing another is a wonderful thing but by no means a requirements for YOUR mental well being, it's simply adding the enjoyment of life.
In my life I am the light in the void, I am happy and fulfilled with myself. I do not concern myself with the attention or thoughts of others, what are they but blind delicate flickers in a flock of wanting, while I am the radiance of my own life. Make no mistake, the flickers for whom I will support and care for but need nothing in return.
Brave is the darkness to approach me, in this sea of human incapability. I take the path of least resistance, I practice discipline as it is the foundation of strength and I do not concern myself with the options of the weak or simple, and many they are, lol.
What, must it feel like, I wonder...?
Just keep on going never give up u have a purpose you will be amazing at whatever u put ur mind too God bless
“Into the darkness they go, the wise and the lovely. ”
MulliganBrothers Awesome videos bro :-)
MulliganBrothers what was that ending from?
Where do I find the 1st song?
That's Diddy voice right
❤
The greatest growth comes when you do the work to prove something to yourself instead of trying to prove your worth to someone else.
I was just a boy when I went into the darkness and when I came out no one knew who or what I had become
Damn man i feel that those words describe me so well
We all suffer from it, being cast into the dark and feeling the light at your fingertips but never able to embrace it. Looking up from the abyss drowning in the pain that you live in. Yet only you can crawl out to shine if you want.
Am I the only person who actually gets really motivated and do stuff in the level that I thought was never achievable by me when I am angry/ depressed
Only me ok then...
Why ask a question just to answer it yourself?
Me2, angry or depressed I got much more power.. Idk how and why
Sub to me because why not The human brain interprets the energy and momentum you get through “depression” and “anger” on the same level as if you were “happy” and “outgoing.” Most people achieve things and use depression/anger as their momentum expecting to feel “happy” once they accomplish it. But, in reality you don’t and definitely will not. So answer my question, would you rather use happiness as momentum or anger? Don’t be blind and face your shadow. Be honest now.
This is my world
You take everything away from somebody that has no fear anymore u get the fuck out of his was when he wants to see his kids
Great video🔥
Thanks man.
"Own fear don't let fear own you"
When you are a fighter...You are the person that's says, "Bring the dark, I enjoy it". You are the person. Who knows it wont last forever. Now you understand just how brilliant your light is in this world.
To my brother's and sister's world wide. Light the path so others may see.💋
this
I firmly believe that in order to succeed, we must learn to take risks. We must remember that we can't keep running away from our fears, ultimately we'll have to develop the courage to face them.
"Take risks in your life, if you win you can lead, if you lose you can guide."-Swami Vivekananda
Great quote.
MulliganBrothers Thank you. And you have a great channel. What I'm doing is nothing compared to you guys. God bless you :)
Sana Ahmad's Inspirational Videos great quote but defeat doesn't exist defeat only happens when it's accepted has a reality until then no ONE IS DEFEATED 💪🏻
Sana Are hmad's Inspirational Videos
Sana Ahmad's Inspirational Videos
2019 broke my heart. At 19 school never prepared me for this much pain.
I hope you are feeling better now. Wish you all the best
Same. It put me through it but it did.not teach me
Darkness is addicting.
Dave Goffredo it becomes a habit.
Dave Goffredo embrace the light and once you feel it. The feeling of the light itself, you’ll look back at the darkness and never want to go back. So, good luck on your journey I’m still fighting through mine. ✊🏼
Youssef Fawaz I think in some aspect of life we are all fighting our own darkness
Sometimes we won’t let go of the pain because it’s all we have of someone!
Rambo Perfectly said and I be thought to about it that way but it’s true
Being King of the darkness means acknowledging the context that pain brings to your life.
But the daily fight with the darkness will look different depending on where you are, some days it will be a 10-mile Sprint, and other days it will just be putting shoes on.
The important thing is that you're fighting.
Don't let peace cost you your strength, don't let victory defeat you
Very agreeable
If you find yourself in void, asking questions, thinking about if was and if were ‘s. Looking for something to ignite yourself to start life again, a friend, a lover, money, ….. if you looking for something to reach out for you to pull you out of it. Don’t. No one cares, nothing is going to help you. The ones who will look friendly actually the monsters who smell your weakness, they hold your hand but will cut your arm eventually. In dark or light we are all alone. Know yourself. Accept your ups and downs. Focus on things you can control. No one but you can help-yourself nor care
Best wake up call speech you can receive!!!
Another good Motion Picture from the MulliganBrothers.
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
When I was home I was in darkness, then I turned on the light in my room and felt better
Only real killers know what it feel like to be in that darkness
Light is an illusion, fueled by the egos of mortals. Darkness is acceptance of who you are, not what others expectations are for you. Being and not yearning, knowing and not believing, awakened and not dreaming.
✊🏾✊🏾✊🏾
Darkness is everything to me.
this had me on my knees
This piece of art deserves being in spotify
When i was 15 i entered a dark place a place where no happiness exists a place devoid of emotion or feeling everyday just looks grey as hazy an empty purposeless existence or anger hatred malice rage is a dangerous thing when unchecked
Into the darkness they go, out come the wise with the Beast within arises to conquer!!! No more fear no more excuses. Fighting stronger and stronger, pushing and pushing back taking over the mind the body and soul making them one!! Conquer! I Am I Will I Must I Did!! That's how I see that's how I feel that's how I am!!
Update 4 I think. I've gotten less than 3 hours of sleep for the past 18 days. I truly hope this is my last semester at UF. I just received 8 grand back from the school for my scholarships finally, and I got a sponsor for my first app to drop. I'm moving to Wisconsin to work for a chemical company as a process engineer for the summer to save money for my generator. The company gave me CAD on my computer, so I made a more "professional" drawing for the shop to build. Finally, after 3 years of planning, 10 months of depression, and countless hours of missed sleep, it has begun. I love chemical engineering, but I can do infinitely more with my own independent research. While yeah sure, it's more logical to just stay three more semesters, ride out my full ride, graduate and then save money in a safe job, but I fear to wake one day look around and have lost my flame to change the world as so many robotic engineers do. They graduate, say "oh I'll rest for a little while and save some money" and then become complacent, lose their love of science, and become distracted with a girl, have kids, and then pass away with a belief that idealism is a faulty sense of reality, and continue the shitty cycle to their kids. I just have to survive 5 more days, which is easier said than done since I've consumed over 48 energy drinks in the past 18 days to ensure that I drop out as the best. Now, I must get back to my studies. Your videos are great, and I basically play them every morning when I get out of bed with only 3 hours of sleep.
climberis1 amazing bro
So, any new updates?
climberis1 great
Grow stronger and smarter become resentless, courageous, and without any regrets. Time waits for no one.
I’m PRAYING for YOU Right Now BROTHER
Appreciate this. This year been horrible lost my dad my job. I understand in life u must be strong or u will fail
Incredible 😁
"Depression" Owned
I love staying in the dark
Ad:"i know you're in a hurry to skip this ad...but if you give me a few minutes of your expensive tim..(skips )
I'm a strong believer that when you're at your lowest when u don't see any way out of that point always look for that light at the end of that tunnel. Reach out and grab it make yourself happy nobody else it's life's lesson but if you suffer loss it's harder because you feel like you're crippled by life like you will never stand up again. That's when you show your true strength.
We are the darkness we make the mass 🤘🏼
I LOVE this video and have listened to it over and over again! Thank you for motivating and inspiring! Cheers!
Darkness is power ,when you will master it you shall become a god
Brilliant work , for all who need any motivation this channel is gonna give you what you need god bless you all
Thanks Bobby, always appreciate your comments.
u make unique videos. Keep it up! Thank you!
Thank you, lots more on the way.
This video sends shivers down my spine. I love it. It gets me amped.
If you managed to make it to this video know there’s something inside you willing to fight back and help you back to reality know this momentum you have will only last moments don’t waste it youse it and go be all you can be ❤
If only I got get this without ad breaks it would be even more powerful
These videos help me so much you cant even imagine.
The Lord Jesus Christ is the LIGHT in my life that never goes out no matter what!! No matter what HE is always there for me even in my darkest hours!!! HE loves everyone of us more than we could EVER imagine!! GOD bless
Amen
Do we need the darkness to see the light?
Never give up hope is a good thing
What are you going to do now diddy?
Buying oil more than arab world
So many times I’ve welcomed the darkness. It was my safe space. The depression demons sitting waiting patiently for me to climb into my bed.
Til I was tired of it all. I needed the light. My demons were mine to fight alone. And I decided to tell them 🖕🏼
I made it out and now I use my pain & suffering as lessons to show others the light.
thank you for this video!!!❤️❤️❤️
No problem.
We need to embrace the moments of darkness as they are part of real life. Embrace it, take it!
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There is something beyond any duality of darkness and light, truth or fiction, success or failure. This source is called darkness within darkness, the gateway to ask understanding
Have jesus of nazaret son of the creator ., and walk through the vally of death, fear no evil. The rest is history.....
Thank you
Keep it up love your videos!
Darkness is all I know I fear nothing I was born in it
It's only a failure if you quit
Four years ago, I wouldnt believe anyone that told me I would be graudating from UIUC in a year. I would have thought such a proposition was impossible for a kid like me, but Three years ago, I decided, maybe I could try for one thing, straight A's at a poorly ranked college, then I figured why not try for uiuc, then I got here and I thought there is no way I gonna be able to graduate, but what did I really have else to do. Now I plan on studying at ann habour law school. What a difference life makes when you endure the mocking and unbelievers and strive for something worthy
I am filling in the hole I crawled out of. Now I see the light and it guides my future
I'm a insanely dark person but this video lit me up somehow
Hey! Please add Charles Bukowski in your list of speakers.. The laughing heart is one of my favourite poems. He really deserves to have his name plastered everywhere.
It is.
Is that diddy?
Oh hell naw 😂😂😂
Great Vid!
That gave me the chills!
Darkness since my childhood days , felt separated from my family and friends mentally.
Thank you.
I love the Darkness I work well in it I camp in it I like to take walk in the darkness it relax me
Superb !
Nah son, that ad just ruined the whole vibe
Shayboii808 yooo I’m dead.. I watch this shit every night to go to bed and I was thinking the same exact thing 😂
Yeah reporting this shit for discrimination
When you getting enlightened you will know the meaning and the power of darkness. Matt 6:22
Its a game of inch by inch...It is the only way forward..START by standing still..quite your mind...
My whole life ended thanks 🎉❤to😊
YESSSS...this is life saving right now!!👌👌
Anyone know where I can get a link to the first song ?
Lucifer’s waltz by secession studios
The smallest bead of lite,can overcome the darkest nite
This is a great video but has volume issues. Some segments are barely audible.
Still finding my way through the darkness . But inhave a few lights along the way. After ¹⁴ years in care all abuses to an addict to a recovered mum with baby at home. Im winning . But i send light in hopes its returned so we can amplify each other
Become the light in the darkness
I thought this was a video I seen few years back, it starts out with a clip from chronicles of riddick. Does anyone know the video I'm talking about? Anyone have a link to it? I can't find it anymore
Darkness is our ally,just like batman did .
But growing up in the darkness and mold by it is changing into a monster.
Same thing with my life I live in the dark and so on like this video talking about
Light has no shadow
i am 20,000th viewer :D
Thank you man who sounds like Kanye West
Beyond motivation is desperation
Be a candle or light a candle
amazing
What is life if you not leave it with pride. Go all the way. Even if it means to ruin
You keep pushing me. You will know when I let go.
thanks
This gives me chills every time I hear this. This is what makes me dig deep down inside when I feel as though I have nothing left. Thank you for this awesome motivational video.
Beautiful... 😡
Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
And learn, too late, they grieve it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight
Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
And you, my father, there on the sad height,
Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray.
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Darkness itself can be the Light. Because one cannot exist without the other
YAHTZEE!!!
The 500 ads throughout the video really water down the message
Milligan Brother’s is the Apple of motivation videos, get my point?
What movie is at 5:25
Jason Bourne 2016 fight scene
What track movie is that with the female runner?
Phillip Seymour Hoffman was in 'A Most Wanted Man'