Honey I feel your pain and I'm so very sorry. I can relate to the numb feeling I list my husband in April. But like you I stayed busy and relied on my faith, knowing that God is always there. Trust him, lean on him to help you get through. Love your family and God Bless you all
Dear Jesus in your precious name bless Yami and her family. Give them your strength, peace and grace they need for each day. Guide and protect them. Ask this in Jesus Christ name. Amen
Dear Yami, I am here crying with you. 35 years ago I lost my baby at 22 weeks. I feel like I didn’t fully recover for a very long time. I still tear up thinking about that baby. Give yourself time, there is no time limit on grief. May the love of your family and friends help you through this sad time. God bless
There is healing in talking. My daughter passed in October of last year she was 31 and talking has been very very therapeutic in my grieving healing process. So I will listen all day long. Hugs from me! I feel you and I understand. Love you and so enjoy you. ❤
I am so very sorry for your loss 💔 I don't receive your notifications all the time so I had no idea you were going threw all of this. Tragedy and loss takes time and every one is different. Go your own speed. Keep praying and moving forward even if it's inches at a time. Don't hurry because if you rush it you might skip an important step to moving forward and you could be thrown backward. 🙏🙏🙏
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I truly believe I too lost a baby at 19 weeks. I was told we didn’t lose him. We know exactly we’re he is. Jesus is holding them until we get to Heaven.
Sorry to come back but I too shut down. My husband wasn’t supportive at all. I was afraid of letting go. I thought being tough was good. I hemorrhage for 2 weeks and had 3 transfusions. I didn’t think I would ever be normal again. But God. I know he carries about us and wants us to lean on him. I pray our Heavenly Father to touch you and comfort you . But most of all give you hope and joy. .in Jesus Name
My late grandmother used to say that grief is in 5 stages. Stage 1: Denial. Grief is an overwhelming emotion. Stage 2: Anger. Where denial may be considered a coping mechanism, anger is a masking effect. Stage 3: Bargaining. Stage 4: Depression. Stage 5: Acceptance. We'll continue to pray for y'all, sweet friend.
Those steps are a medical fact. That is the progression of grief. It's the same for accepting a bad health diagnosis. Keep in mind your baby is in heaven and you will be united for eternity. I lost a pre born baby girl years ago. God wants to heal your broken heart❤
You didn't feel anything because you disassociated / compartmentalized like every human who goes through trauma! It's the best way to cope until you are ready to face it and walk through it! Hugs, Yami
You are a strong and beautiful woman. We will be here for you to vent,cry,or laugh. Just fo at your own pace. You are blessed to have a loving family,and friends. Prayers for you all.🙏🙏
I too cried with you as you explained the loss of your daughter as I lost one in July several years ago. She will remain in your heart forever. Bless you and your family.💜🎗
I have been watching you for several years and love all that you do. I am so very sorry for your loss, I was not aware of what you have been going through. Praying for peace and comfort for you and your family.
You have no clue of how much I wish I could have just hugged you and let you cry. I know this is stranger hearing this from a stranger, but my heart was praying for you. Please know as you sit their God is right there with you and He never left. You will see your babies again. and when you get up there you will get the answers you need. I am praying that you continue to heal. That the Holy Spirit continues to protect, and you are able to feel God's love. Oh and btw I know you don't feel like it but you look beautiful.
I am so sorry for your loss. How heartbreaking! May God's peace enfold you....On a lighter note: Love your hat! “A hat is an expression of a woman’s soul. It is something that she wears on her head, but it belongs to her heart. It is the keynote of her personality, the finishing touch that makes her look beautiful, smart, and sure of herself.” - Lilly Dache, French-born American milliner 1892-1989
I am so sorry the loss of your precious baby. The hurt is terrible. I lost my son 4 years ago this coming January. Tragically. I pray God heals you and gives you strength.
I have been feeling numb too. My UA-cam family has helped me so much. My Facebook group are so kind and caring. Hang in there and never apologize for how you feel. The struggle is real! Just go through the things you need to do but always add an hour or two to do what you love I'm getting through my issues with help from the people who truly care Chin up and "fake it until you make it" Much love and prayers are sent to you today - and every day❤️❤️❤️
Ive been numb. Its our bodies and monds protecting us from overwhelming stress. Prayers for you and your family. Remember to take care of yourself. I lost over 30lbs from my stress. Keep taking we care and we're listening. Love
Yami, I’ve been a silent watcher for many years. Your videos have always brightened my day. You and Nelson bring so much joy to all your viewers. Your dedication to family, your commitment to your channel, and your tenacity to push through are inspiring. It’s okay to not be okay! Give yourself grace as you navigate through this journey. You are a beautiful, encouraging, and strong woman. Sending love and prayers your way. ♥️
I am so so very sorry u r going thru this but u r 💯 right on everything u said. God has a big plan for u and ur family. Get ready Yami God is getting ready to bless u and ur family in a big way! Take care my friend !
I am so sorry for your loss. When I miscarriage years ago, I had a hard time dealing with it. It was suppose to be a wonderful day - my ex and I signed the paperwork for our first home. On the way home, it hit me and turned a beautiful day into a nightmare. This was 39 years ago. The thing that helped me was remembering God has his reason and my baby was with him. Some people are just pure evil. I am glad your puppy was returned. I washed clothes by hand for nearly a month for a family of 6. It was hard. I cannot imagine longer. I get wanting to stay busy. That is how I handle hard times. Some times I just sit and write and bawl like a baby just to get it out. Huggggggs and prayers going out!
Yami, I am so sorry for your loss! Do not rush your mourning process, allow the Lord God to take you through it one day at a time. I’m praying for you and your family, that God will continue to comfort, strengthen, heal your heart and bless with peace that goes beyond your understanding! ✝️Philippians 4:7 🙏🏾🙏🏾💜💜
A lot of grieving happening now, all over our country.. I so wish there was something that we, your supporters, could do.. praying for your peace. My baby passed decades ago.. because this was my third child, I knew each phase of the pregnancy.. so I carried that baby to full term in my heart. It will get easier but it has never gone away ..sending so much love,your way, baby girl.
I did not know you had experienced such tremendous loss this past summer. I don’t know if there’s anything l can add to what has already been said, but l wish you all peace and comfort in this time of grief. You have an amazing support network on this channel and they will always be here.
I live in NC, got hit really hard here. It’s been very devastating, loss of lives, homes, complete towns, no power, no cell service. I’ve never witnessed anything like it, ever! Please continue to pray for us as most are still without all luxuries people take for granted. Prayers for you and your family and a smooth transition into your new home 🫶🏻
I’m so sorry for your loss. Building a house is fun but stressful and the puppy situation is terrible. I think you look gorgeous and your hat is darling.
I am so sorry for the loss of your daughter and for the theft of your puppy. I have experienced being so overwhelmed that my emotions shut down and I do what I have to do to survive. I have 3 now adult children in the late 20's and early 30's. My middle son has severe autism. He live in a group home 1 1/2 hours away. He's gone missing multiple times, and each time, I think he won't be found alive, or found at all. He's non-verbal. So far, he's had a legion of guardian angels looking out for him to keep him safe. But, I've had multiple times when my emotions have had to be put aside in order to concentrate on what needs to be done. You, your husband and your family are wonderful. It takes courage to share so much of your life with others online. Thank you. Gracias.
I’m so sorry for your loss and the terrible acts committed against your family. I truly hope you find peace and healing. I’m very glad your puppy was returned. And I’m so glad that you were able to get the medical care you needed during a very frightening time. I’m glad you’re here to talk to us and of course most importantly to be with your loving family. God bless you and keep you and your family happy and safe.❤
Thank you Yami for this video, you are amazing🥰 I remember last year when you did vlogtober, you were such a trooper with “cottage life”. I can’t wait til you get into your dream farmhouse it will help your heart to heal🙏🏻💕💕💕💕💕💕
I am so sorry for your loss. That numbness is definitely God’s way of protecting you. I’ve lost 3 babies and it is brutal. I does get easier over time and, for me, knowing they are with Jesus eases the ache in my heart. I praying for you and your family that you would all have health, healing and deep peace.
Bless your heart honey. I am so sorry. I am praying for healing for you and your family. You do whatever you need. You just have to do what it takes to get through. God grants us this numbness because otherwise the grief would be too much to survive. He allows it to trickle in a little at a time. Thinking of you. Sending prayers honey.
YOu are one strong woman. God is good all the time and he will never forsake you. I am here to listen to you when ever your turn your camera on. Please take care of yourself and don't be anxious for nothing. All in God's time.
I'm so sorry for your loss! 😢 Numbers 6:24-26 ESV [24] The Lord bless you and keep you; [25] the Lord make his face to shine upon you and be gracious to you; [26] the Lord lift up his countenance upon you and give you peace. ❤❤❤❤❤❤
Sweet Yami, please know that we are praying for you and your beautiful Familia! I cried while listening to the sorrow and pain you have experienced. I have two babies in Heaven that I pray for each day. May God bless you during this time and always. 🙏🏼
Dear heavenly father, please protect, comfort & heal Yami and her family!🙏❤️ I am so sorry, Yami!😢 I can't imagine what you & your family are going through! We are all here for you, my friend!❤️😘 All of my love to you & your family!❤😘
You are so beautiful, healing takes time. This kind of healing takes LOTS of time, it won't be fast but you will heal. I am so sorry you and your family had to live through this. God is good and he will walk you through this however his plan in his time. Love to all of you:)
Oh honey! My heart goes out to you! You are wrapped in the Lords arms and we all feel,like your friend, to me a daughter,Im 75. We love you..I-love you. You are beautiful and we can now continue to pray for your health.
Yami , I am so deeply sorry for the devastating loss of your Baby Girl. I haven’t been receiving notifications and had no idea until today. Right now, I’m struggling to find the right words as I cry along with you. Your pain is palpable, but so is your strength and determination. Not only are you processing your own grief, you’re also navigating through your children’s loss of their anticipated baby sister. Sharing this profoundly personal & painful news couldn’t be easy for you, but I hope that in some small way it helps to know that both You and Nelson are loved and supported by thousands across the world 🙏💔
Sweet girl we all handle loss and grief in our own way. If staying busy helps you, then that's what you need to do. Running your kids around and caring for a family of six is a handful. Remember to take time for yourself. Be kind to yourself. Grieve. You will never forget your sweet girl, but as my grandma told my mom when my brother passed, eventually it becomes a part of who you are. You go on. God's blessings on all of you.
You're a strong family with God's love. I can only imagine the loss y'all feel. Continue to do what you can...taking care of yourself so your body can heal. God bless everyone in your family.
Thank you for sharing this with your UA-cam family, and we ARE family. You are a very strong woman, but even the strong need time to heal. We will be here every step of the way❤❤❤
Yami, I keep thinking I just want to come and hold you in my arms so you know you don’t always have to be the strong one. The numbness and lack of feeling anything is our mind’s method of getting through the things that have to be done. It helps parcel out the grief in smaller increments when we are unable to handle everything all at once. It is normal. But, sadly, you have now found out that while our minds are being protected, our physical bodies take on the stress and grief in unhealthy ways. Focus on the house, your children, your husband. But remember you went through an extraordinary physical event and you need to focus on yourself and process, in bits and pieces, where you are now. I pray that you God gives you strength and comfort as you begin to heal. ♥️
I am so, so sorry for your loss. But I really admire your strength in sharing your story and how you're feeling, and I hope that will comfort others also dealing with grief. I also hope you can find some comfort in all the support you're receiving here.
I’m so glad you are getting these feelings out. It seems it’s been a very tough summer for so many people. Please know you are cared for. I pray God will heal your hearts and He will give y’all that beautiful peace that passes all understanding that only He can give. Hang in there, it will take time but with time and that beautiful gift of peace I spoke of your hearts will begin to heal. Much love❤️
I am so sorry for your loss dear Sister. I am praying that God, the Holy Spirit (Our Great Comforter) will give you peace and comfort as you grieve during your time of loss. May the peace of God which passes all understanding, (A state of harmony and calmness that is beyond human comprehension) and will guard your heart and mind through Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7). It’s a gift from God that can be felt in your body, mind, and spirit, even during difficult times. I hope and pray in knowing this, that you will be at peace in your own time and way by giving yourself the time you need to grieve. Also know that you and your husband are loved and I enjoy watching your videos and I will keep you in my prayers. God bless you both, in Jesus name, Amen. ❤️❤️❤️🙏🏾🙏🏾‼️
Oh sweetie, I'm very sorry for your loss. God always protects us. I do understand. God gave me my son but lost 4 other children around my six months of gestation. In the 70's if the child took a breath then a funeral was required We understand your feelings. You have us as friends and can speak your heart any time. You are loved.
My sweet Yami, my heart understands all you are going through. The same thing happened to me 35 years ago, and it was so hard. I had so much love and understanding from my husband and was afraid it would happen again. I have a 36 year old son and a 33 year old daughter and 3 grandchildren. So god had a plan for me and life is good. So beautiful girl I think of you everyday. Hugs
My daughter was born at 25 weeks and we were definitely not expecting it. They took her away to another hospital as soon as I gave birth and when I got there later that day, they told me to name her because she wasn't gonna make it through the night she did surviving and she is 13 now, but I was just as numb as you were. It's like I wouldn't care either way what happened and I was numb until she came home from the hospital. Maybe it is God's way of protecting us so we don't have to feel that amount of pain.
The Lord is near the broken hearted & saves the crushed in Spirit. Ps 34:18 My beautiful friend I am so very sorry! I know your pain, lost one at 22 wks. It is crushing! Please reach out to me if you want to talk, cry, scream, chop a tree down with an ax... haha it helps... and you have so much on your plate! I'm so sorry I haven't been able to watch to help your Algorithms any. I am praying for you my friend!! I know it is hard to talk about bc others (except us women) understand loosing one in the womb! Even 20 yrs later I cry on my due date and wonder but then I hear the Small voice that comforts me "For I know the plans I have for you" Jeremiah 29:11 the house is looking so good!! I wish you 10k blessings! Keep us in prayer as well, my family is right outside of Maggie Valley NC and the devastation is overwhelming. Prayers are the only answer!! Blessings & Friendship ❤, Erica
I am so sorry for your loss! How heartbreaking! May God wrap his arms around you and hold your entire family tightly within his embrace! I love you, Yami! You are gorgeous, and your heart and soul are what everyone and anyone sees first!
Hola latina, es muy muy normal todo lo que estás pasando, Solo Dios te esta ayudando a pasar tu propio proceso y se que es fuerte y no nos gusta, pero EL todo lo puede. Como siempre te digo cuentas con las oraciones nuestra. Eres una mujer fuerte, Bella y Guerrera, aunque aveces sentimos que no podemos más , te quiero mucho 😘🙏🙏 Acabamos de pasar huracán Milton and it was a lot of stress, but God got us!!🙏🙏
I went through this with my daughter when she lost her first child, a son at 27weeks. Her dr gave her a medicine that was supposed to help her not remember the trauma of the eventual delivery. Her emotional feelings were delayed and it caused a very serious emotional experience. We buried him. We did find out that she had a blood clot disorder so we have celebrated the birth of other babies. It was the worst experience of my life and my daughters. God helps us get these horrible times. Thank you for sharing life’s ups and downs. You are a strong and loving person who deserves compassion through all of this. Take care!
God is carrying through this tough time, and yes he protects you in this way when things get too hard to handle. My prayers have been andcwill continue to be with you, Nelson, and your children. Do what you need to do to get through it all. I will be here watching your videos and I know many others will be as well. By the way, never hide your beautiful face from the camera. You are a very beautiful woman. That has not changed just because you aren't feeling like it right now. God be with you.
So very sorry to hear about the loss of your precious baby girl. We lost a baby boy full term and I totally understand. It’s so difficult to do the mom and dad thing for your other children as you grieve. Let the people who love you and your viewers lift you up in our prayers. God was our only hope of keeping it together during that first year we loss our son. Knowing we had friends and family praying for us kept us going. Do take time for yourself and your husband. My prayers as you go through this. In His hands, always.
Do not hide from the camera, you are so beautiful! We do not notice any changes in your appearance! I have had trauma where I emotionally shutdown, it is so scary. In time, I will tell you it will come back. Getting through these traumas teach you how to cope with future challenges. Now is the time to take one day at a time and when you are having a good day stop and reflect on that. I love your channel, you are honest, real and relatable. I am sending prayers and love to you and your family!
Losing a child is one of the worst things a person can go thru, doesn’t matter if they were in the womb or already born still hurts and takes forever to get better, u never forget, u can only just try to move forward in whichever way u can manage at the time… I was 45 not planning on having any more children but was finally with the best person in my entire life that I had always wanted a child with, lost the baby at the same time I found out about the baby, still receiving from it. Each day gets slowly better, sorry for ur loss glad ur getting back to being on UA-cam again
Thank you for sharing this terrible time in your life. I am so sorry for your loss. I am so sorry you had to go through this. You and Nelson are such a strong team and with Gods help you will get through this He gave you both great talents that you share with us and I thank you for sharing with us. We love you and your family and wish you the best
May I tell you that you have two babies in heaven that belong to your family. They may not be in your arms right now here on the earth but they are in our heavenly home watching over you. Their heartbeat has been connected to you and always will be part of you. Your love for them is like the love God has for you. Grieve for your loss it is a natural thing. Maybe a book on grief may help. Take care and breathe. You are love and you are loved.
Yami, I'm so sorry for your loss. I pray God will bless you and your family. I know your new home will be amazing one day in the near future. God Bless.
You look so cute in that hat. I am so sorry for your loss. God provided you with great neighbors and kind people in your time of sorrow. Bless you. You will be fine because the Lord still has you in His hands.
So sorry for your losses. I've been there in many ways so I can relate to your pain. Although we don't know the whys, believe me God does. I've heard that planting a tree for each baby loss is healing. I believe so. You care for it as if it were your child. Name it, nourish it, see it grow. Love it, and hug it whenever you want to. Blessings to your and your family. 🙏🕊✨️🩷😇
Sorry for your lost, I also lost my baby at my fourth month pregnancy it was hard but I believe my baby is with us in our hearts and I’m sure your baby is to you too. Pray for you and her pure soul❤
I have returned after a long absence to this video today. Yami, we are part of a club that no one wants to be a part of. My heart goes out to you and your family. May God continue to bless, comfort, and envelop your family through this valley, in the matchless name of Jesus Christ our Lord! amen.
I’m so sorry for the loss of your baby girl. Not feeling the pain is a self protective mechanism. You do what you need to do to process this loss and trauma at your own pace. Sending you virtual hugs. Thank you for sharing this with us. ❤
You have in inspired me by stepping out in faith and making this move to TN. Some people think that when you are following the Lord things are easy. I don’t think so. Life is always tough, but when you are following the Lord you can feel it in your heart. Lean on the Lord and keep on talking about your loss. We are meant to be in fellowship. I am working my way through the loss of my mom now (in June), and I am so sorry for your loss. It is probably the most difficult kind of loss a woman can go through. Put on your hat in honor of your little baby girl and keep on going. You are in my prayers. ❤ Awesome job on this first Vlogtober 2024 video!
God promises to never leave you or forsake, please keep this in your heart and mind! Lifting you up in prayer, may God continue to strengthen you each and every moment. YOU WILL GET THROUGHT THIS, GOD IS NOT DONE WITH YOU! God bless you!!
I lost two in the past. I named them both. I know when my time comes, I'll be able to meet them both. They are angles just like your two bebés. You are not alone. I understand you need to be distracted while you guys are going through. My heart goes to all. Dios los bendigan a todos!
God wil get you through this triumphly. You are feeling the grife and loss of your child, and it is remarkable that you are a piller strength. Keep on praising Him when you feel overwhelmed. God bless you and your family. He will continue to bless you.
So sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you and will keep you in my prayers. There is many times that God guards our hearts from hurting so much until he knows your ready to handle the situation you going through. God is there to listen and to help you carry through. May God give you the strength you need.
I am so sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine what you're going through. Just know that you are all in our thoughts and prayers while you go through this. I totaly understand staying busy to keep your mind off of things. It helps you cope with the loss. You do what you have to in order to work through this and we will be with you every step of the way. I've watched your videos for years and I love watching you put out new content. Thank you for allowing us to get closer to you, learn about you and your journey. I'm sure you're helping someone else who is going through the same thing you're going through. We are praying for you.
You are doing wonderful. Your attitude is amazing ,God is taking you through this and you are helping so many other women who are experiencing loss and being overwhelmed. Love in Christ dear one. ping so many right now
God numbed you to get you through those couple months, and knows you will deal with all you have been through down the road. Bless you and your family you will have the strength to get through it! Thinking of you!😢
Yami you are an amazing woman. Grief is such a hard thing to navigate through. Your faith & strength will pull you through as well as support from loved ones. Sometimes things seem to continue to weigh you down and all you can do is keep your head afloat. My prayers will continue to have you and your family in them. Know that your YT followers are and will always be here. We love you lady ❤.
Yami, I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m praying for you and Nelson and your kids. Let Jesus love on you both. You are so precious and we don’t know why these things happen but I know who has the answers. God bless you and your family.
Jeremiah 29:11 - For I know the plans that I have for you says the Lord. They are plans for good and not evil, to give you a future and a hope.
My favorite verse. ❤. Thank you for sharing…
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Honey I feel your pain and I'm so very sorry. I can relate to the numb feeling I list my husband in April. But like you I stayed busy and relied on my faith, knowing that God is always there. Trust him, lean on him to help you get through. Love your family and God Bless you all
Dear Jesus in your precious name bless Yami and her family. Give them your strength, peace and grace they need for each day. Guide and protect them. Ask this in Jesus Christ name. Amen
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Dear Yami, I am here crying with you. 35 years ago I lost my baby at 22 weeks. I feel like I didn’t fully recover for a very long time. I still tear up thinking about that baby. Give yourself time, there is no time limit on grief. May the love of your family and friends help you through this sad time. God bless
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There is healing in talking. My daughter passed in October of last year she was 31 and talking has been very very therapeutic in my grieving healing process. So I will listen all day long. Hugs from me! I feel you and I understand. Love you and so enjoy you. ❤
I am so very sorry for your loss 💔 I don't receive your notifications all the time so I had no idea you were going threw all of this. Tragedy and loss takes time and every one is different. Go your own speed. Keep praying and moving forward even if it's inches at a time. Don't hurry because if you rush it you might skip an important step to moving forward and you could be thrown backward. 🙏🙏🙏
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I truly believe I too lost a baby at 19 weeks. I was told we didn’t lose him. We know exactly we’re he is. Jesus is holding them until we get to Heaven.
Sorry to come back but I too shut down. My husband wasn’t supportive at all. I was afraid of letting go. I thought being tough was good. I hemorrhage for 2 weeks and had 3 transfusions. I didn’t think I would ever be normal again. But God. I know he carries about us and wants us to lean on him. I pray our Heavenly Father to touch you and comfort you . But most of all give you hope and joy. .in Jesus Name
My late grandmother used to say that grief is in 5 stages.
Stage 1: Denial. Grief is an overwhelming emotion.
Stage 2: Anger. Where denial may be considered a coping mechanism, anger is a masking effect.
Stage 3: Bargaining.
Stage 4: Depression.
Stage 5: Acceptance.
We'll continue to pray for y'all, sweet friend.
Those steps are a medical fact. That is the progression of grief. It's the same for accepting a bad health diagnosis. Keep in mind your baby is in heaven and you will be united for eternity. I lost a pre born baby girl years ago. God wants to heal your broken heart❤
You didn't feel anything because you disassociated / compartmentalized like every human who goes through trauma!
It's the best way to cope until you are ready to face it and walk through it!
Hugs, Yami
It is ok to shut down because the soul can only take so much. Talking about it is the best
You are a strong and beautiful woman. We will be here for you to vent,cry,or laugh. Just fo at your own pace. You are blessed to have a loving family,and friends. Prayers for you all.🙏🙏
Two of my daughters lost babies in July. I have 8 grandchildren in heaven. Grieve well as long as you need. Such loss is very hard.
I too cried with you as you explained the loss of your daughter as I lost one in July several years ago. She will remain in your heart forever. Bless you and your family.💜🎗
I have been watching you for several years and love all that you do. I am so very sorry for your loss, I was not aware of what you have been going through. Praying for peace and comfort for you and your family.
You have no clue of how much I wish I could have just hugged you and let you cry. I know this is stranger hearing this from a stranger, but my heart was praying for you. Please know as you sit their God is right there with you and He never left. You will see your babies again. and when you get up there you will get the answers you need. I am praying that you continue to heal. That the Holy Spirit continues to protect, and you are able to feel God's love. Oh and btw I know you don't feel like it but you look beautiful.
Many times strangers treat others better than people close to us. 🙏🏼
My heart aches for you and your family. Cry with us if you need. No judgements, it's all valid emotions.😓❣
I am so sorry for your loss. How heartbreaking! May God's peace enfold you....On a lighter note: Love your hat! “A hat is an expression of a woman’s soul. It is something that she wears on her head, but it belongs to her heart. It is the keynote of her personality, the finishing touch that makes her look beautiful, smart, and sure of herself.” - Lilly Dache, French-born American milliner 1892-1989
Praying for you, Yami❤ may God surround you with peace and let you know how much he loves you and every member of your family.
Thank you sweet Debi. 🥹🙏🏼
God is great. Give yourself a big hug, and give your children a hug from us. Hang in there girl, you have a lot of people thinking about you.
I am so sorry the loss of your precious baby. The hurt is terrible. I lost my son 4 years ago this coming January. Tragically. I pray God heals you and gives you strength.
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I’m deeply sorry for your loss. God will heal all of you in time. Please keep Him in your heart. Prayers are sent your way.
I have been feeling numb too. My UA-cam family has helped me so much. My Facebook group are so kind and caring. Hang in there and never apologize for how you feel. The struggle is real! Just go through the things you need to do but always add an hour or two to do what you love I'm getting through my issues with help from the people who truly care Chin up and "fake it until you make it" Much love and prayers are sent to you today - and every day❤️❤️❤️
I am so sorry for your loss. I am here crying for all that all of you are going through. I pray 🙏🏼 for you and your family.
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Ive been numb. Its our bodies and monds protecting us from overwhelming stress. Prayers for you and your family. Remember to take care of yourself. I lost over 30lbs from my stress. Keep taking we care and we're listening. Love
Yami, I’ve been a silent watcher for many years. Your videos have always brightened my day. You and Nelson bring so much joy to all your viewers. Your dedication to family, your commitment to your channel, and your tenacity to push through are inspiring.
It’s okay to not be okay! Give yourself grace as you navigate through this journey. You are a beautiful, encouraging, and strong woman. Sending love and prayers your way. ♥️
I am so so very sorry u r going thru this but u r 💯 right on everything u said. God has a big plan for u and ur family. Get ready Yami God is getting ready to bless u and ur family in a big way! Take care my friend !
Oh .Honey, I am so sorry! I am crying as you share your story. Please know you are held in a lot of love and prayers! ❤❤❤
I am so sorry for your loss. When I miscarriage years ago, I had a hard time dealing with it. It was suppose to be a wonderful day - my ex and I signed the paperwork for our first home. On the way home, it hit me and turned a beautiful day into a nightmare. This was 39 years ago. The thing that helped me was remembering God has his reason and my baby was with him.
Some people are just pure evil. I am glad your puppy was returned.
I washed clothes by hand for nearly a month for a family of 6. It was hard. I cannot imagine longer.
I get wanting to stay busy. That is how I handle hard times. Some times I just sit and write and bawl like a baby just to get it out.
Huggggggs and prayers going out!
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Yami, I am so sorry for your loss! Do not rush your mourning process, allow the Lord God to take you through it one day at a time. I’m praying for you and your family, that God will continue to comfort, strengthen, heal your heart and bless with peace that goes beyond your understanding! ✝️Philippians 4:7 🙏🏾🙏🏾💜💜
A lot of grieving happening now, all over our country.. I so wish there was something that we, your supporters, could do.. praying for your peace. My baby passed decades ago.. because this was my third child, I knew each phase of the pregnancy.. so I carried that baby to full term in my heart. It will get easier but it has never gone away ..sending so much love,your way, baby girl.
I did not know you had experienced such tremendous loss this past summer. I don’t know if there’s anything l can add to what has already been said, but l wish you all peace and comfort in this time of grief. You have an amazing support network on this channel and they will always be here.
When my father passed away, I went numb for about three months. It is very normal. Payers for your family as you all heal.
I live in NC, got hit really hard here. It’s been very devastating, loss of lives, homes, complete towns, no power, no cell service. I’ve never witnessed anything like it, ever! Please continue to pray for us as most are still without all luxuries people take for granted. Prayers for you and your family and a smooth transition into your new home 🫶🏻
Oh I am so sorry! I hope you guys are okay and weren't too affected.
I’m so sorry for your loss. Building a house is fun but stressful and the puppy situation is terrible. I think you look gorgeous and your hat is darling.
Oh Yami, my heart is breaking for you. Keeping you, Nelson, and the kiddos in my prayers ❤️🙏🏼
I am so sorry for the loss of your daughter and for the theft of your puppy. I have experienced being so overwhelmed that my emotions shut down and I do what I have to do to survive. I have 3 now adult children in the late 20's and early 30's. My middle son has severe autism. He live in a group home 1 1/2 hours away. He's gone missing multiple times, and each time, I think he won't be found alive, or found at all. He's non-verbal. So far, he's had a legion of guardian angels looking out for him to keep him safe. But, I've had multiple times when my emotions have had to be put aside in order to concentrate on what needs to be done. You, your husband and your family are wonderful. It takes courage to share so much of your life with others online. Thank you. Gracias.
I’m so sorry for your loss and the terrible acts committed against your family. I truly hope you find peace and healing. I’m very glad your puppy was returned. And I’m so glad that you were able to get the medical care you needed during a very frightening time. I’m glad you’re here to talk to us and of course most importantly to be with your loving family. God bless you and keep you and your family happy and safe.❤
Thank you Yami for this video, you are amazing🥰 I remember last year when you did vlogtober, you were such a trooper with “cottage life”. I can’t wait til you get into your dream farmhouse it will help your heart to heal🙏🏻💕💕💕💕💕💕
I am so sorry for your loss. That numbness is definitely God’s way of protecting you. I’ve lost 3 babies and it is brutal. I does get easier over time and, for me, knowing they are with Jesus eases the ache in my heart. I praying for you and your family that you would all have health, healing and deep peace.
May God bless, comfort and heal you.
Praying for you, Yami and your entire family.
Bless your heart honey. I am so sorry. I am praying for healing for you and your family. You do whatever you need. You just have to do what it takes to get through. God grants us this numbness because otherwise the grief would be too much to survive. He allows it to trickle in a little at a time. Thinking of you. Sending prayers honey.
YOu are one strong woman. God is good all the time and he will never forsake you. I am here to listen to you when ever your turn your camera on. Please take care of yourself and don't be anxious for nothing. All in God's time.
I'm so sorry for your loss! 😢
Numbers 6:24-26 ESV
[24] The Lord bless you and keep you; [25] the Lord make his face to shine upon you and be gracious to you; [26] the Lord lift up his countenance upon you and give you peace.
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I'm so sorry to hear of you and your family's loss. Grieving is hard but with God you will find comfort. You'll be kept in my prayers. 💙🤗🙏
Sweet Yami, please know that we are praying for you and your beautiful Familia! I cried while listening to the sorrow and pain you have experienced. I have two babies in Heaven that I pray for each day. May God bless you during this time and always. 🙏🏼
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Dear heavenly father, please protect, comfort & heal Yami and her family!🙏❤️ I am so sorry, Yami!😢 I can't imagine what you & your family are going through! We are all here for you, my friend!❤️😘 All of my love to you & your family!❤😘
You are so beautiful, healing takes time. This kind of healing takes LOTS of time, it won't be fast but you will heal. I am so sorry you and your family had to live through this. God is good and he will walk you through this however his plan in his time. Love to all of you:)
Oh honey! My heart goes out to you! You are wrapped in the Lords arms and we all feel,like your friend, to me a daughter,Im 75. We love you..I-love you. You are beautiful and we can now continue to pray for your health.
Yami , I am so deeply sorry for the devastating loss of your Baby Girl. I haven’t been receiving notifications and had no idea until today. Right now, I’m struggling to find the right words as I cry along with you. Your pain is palpable, but so is your strength and determination. Not only are you processing your own grief, you’re also navigating through your children’s loss of their anticipated baby sister. Sharing this profoundly personal & painful news couldn’t be easy for you, but I hope that in some small way it helps to know that both You and Nelson are loved and supported by thousands across the world 🙏💔
Sweet girl we all handle loss and grief in our own way. If staying busy helps you, then that's what you need to do. Running your kids around and caring for a family of six is a handful. Remember to take time for yourself. Be kind to yourself. Grieve. You will never forget your sweet girl, but as my grandma told my mom when my brother passed, eventually it becomes a part of who you are. You go on. God's blessings on all of you.
I have to say I wouldn’t want to piss Nelson off! I’m the same, fine until you do something to my kids or family then beware!!
You're a strong family with God's love. I can only imagine the loss y'all feel. Continue to do what you can...taking care of yourself so your body can heal. God bless everyone in your family.
Thank you for sharing this with your UA-cam family, and we ARE family. You are a very strong woman, but even the strong need time to heal. We will be here every step of the way❤❤❤
Yami, I keep thinking I just want to come and hold you in my arms so you know you don’t always have to be the strong one.
The numbness and lack of feeling anything is our mind’s method of getting through the things that have to be done. It helps parcel out the grief in smaller increments when we are unable to handle everything all at once. It is normal. But, sadly, you have now found out that while our minds are being protected, our physical bodies take on the stress and grief in unhealthy ways.
Focus on the house, your children, your husband. But remember you went through an extraordinary physical event and you need to focus on yourself and process, in bits and pieces, where you are now.
I pray that you God gives you strength and comfort as you begin to heal. ♥️
I’m so sorry for your loss. Praying for comfort for you and your family. Thank you for sharing your story.
I am so, so sorry for your loss. But I really admire your strength in sharing your story and how you're feeling, and I hope that will comfort others also dealing with grief. I also hope you can find some comfort in all the support you're receiving here.
You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers during this difficult time. God Bless
I’m so glad you are getting these feelings out. It seems it’s been a very tough summer for so many people. Please know you are cared for. I pray God will heal your hearts and He will give y’all that beautiful peace that passes all understanding that only He can give. Hang in there, it will take time but with time and that beautiful gift of peace I spoke of your hearts will begin to heal. Much love❤️
Yami, love you and your family so much!!!! You do what's best for you. We'll be here for y'all. Love and prayers. 😪😀❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
“These things happen…we get thru ‘em…as best we can…that’s life”…the Latina Next Door…this is a strong girl and I know she will be okay!
I am so sorry for your loss dear Sister. I am praying that God, the Holy Spirit (Our Great Comforter) will give you peace and comfort as you grieve during your time of loss. May the peace of God which passes all understanding, (A state of harmony and calmness that is beyond human comprehension) and will guard your heart and mind through Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7). It’s a gift from God that can be felt in your body, mind, and spirit, even during difficult times. I hope and pray in knowing this, that you will be at peace in your own time and way by giving yourself the time you need to grieve. Also know that you and your husband are loved and I enjoy watching your videos and I will keep you in my prayers. God bless you both, in Jesus name, Amen. ❤️❤️❤️🙏🏾🙏🏾‼️
Oh sweetie, I'm very sorry for your loss. God always protects us. I do understand. God gave me my son but lost 4 other children around my six months of gestation. In the 70's if the child took a breath then a funeral was required
We understand your feelings. You have us as friends and can speak your heart any time.
You are loved.
Hi hi from Johannesburg south Africa. You look so sad. Sending good vibes and hugs. I love your channel.
My sweet Yami, my heart understands all you are going through. The same thing happened to me 35 years ago, and it was so hard. I had so much love and understanding from my husband and was afraid it would happen again. I have a 36 year old son and a 33 year old daughter and 3 grandchildren. So god had a plan for me and life is good. So beautiful girl I think of you everyday. Hugs
My daughter was born at 25 weeks and we were definitely not expecting it. They took her away to another hospital as soon as I gave birth and when I got there later that day, they told me to name her because she wasn't gonna make it through the night she did surviving and she is 13 now, but I was just as numb as you were. It's like I wouldn't care either way what happened and I was numb until she came home from the hospital. Maybe it is God's way of protecting us so we don't have to feel that amount of pain.
I am so happy your baby girl made it through. 🙏🏼
God is carrying during this challenging time. I pray that He will continue to hold you and your family in His big arms.
The Lord is near the broken hearted & saves the crushed in Spirit. Ps 34:18 My beautiful friend I am so very sorry! I know your pain, lost one at 22 wks. It is crushing! Please reach out to me if you want to talk, cry, scream, chop a tree down with an ax... haha it helps... and you have so much on your plate! I'm so sorry I haven't been able to watch to help your Algorithms any. I am praying for you my friend!! I know it is hard to talk about bc others (except us women) understand loosing one in the womb! Even 20 yrs later I cry on my due date and wonder but then I hear the Small voice that comforts me "For I know the plans I have for you" Jeremiah 29:11 the house is looking so good!! I wish you 10k blessings! Keep us in prayer as well, my family is right outside of Maggie Valley NC and the devastation is overwhelming. Prayers are the only answer!!
Blessings & Friendship ❤, Erica
Prayers for you and your family!🙏🙏❤️❤️
I hope you are okay and didn't get too much damage from the storm. 🙏🏼
I am so sorry for your loss! How heartbreaking!
May God wrap his arms around you and hold your entire family tightly within his embrace!
I love you, Yami!
You are gorgeous, and your heart and soul are what everyone and anyone sees first!
It is hard to let outsiders know just how vulnerable we really are. How brave you are!
Hola latina, es muy muy normal todo lo que estás pasando, Solo Dios te esta ayudando a pasar tu propio proceso y se que es fuerte y no nos gusta, pero EL todo lo puede. Como siempre te digo cuentas con las oraciones nuestra. Eres una mujer fuerte, Bella y Guerrera, aunque aveces sentimos que no podemos más , te quiero mucho 😘🙏🙏
Acabamos de pasar huracán Milton and it was a lot of stress, but God got us!!🙏🙏
So sorry for your loss. May the Lord heal and guide you. Prayers for you my dear and your family. God bless you
I went through this with my daughter when she lost her first child, a son at 27weeks. Her dr gave her a medicine that was supposed to help her not remember the trauma of the eventual delivery. Her emotional feelings were delayed and it caused a very serious emotional experience. We buried him. We did find out that she had a blood clot disorder so we have celebrated the birth of other babies. It was the worst experience of my life and my daughters. God helps us get these horrible times. Thank you for sharing life’s ups and downs. You are a strong and loving person who deserves compassion through all of this. Take care!
God is carrying through this tough time, and yes he protects you in this way when things get too hard to handle. My prayers have been andcwill continue to be with you, Nelson, and your children. Do what you need to do to get through it all. I will be here watching your videos and I know many others will be as well. By the way, never hide your beautiful face from the camera. You are a very beautiful woman. That has not changed just because you aren't feeling like it right now. God be with you.
So very sorry to hear about the loss of your precious baby girl. We lost a baby boy full term and I totally understand. It’s so difficult to do the mom and dad thing for your other children as you grieve. Let the people who love you and your viewers lift you up in our prayers. God was our only hope of keeping it together during that first year we loss our son. Knowing we had friends and family praying for us kept us going. Do take time for yourself and your husband. My prayers as you go through this. In His hands, always.
Holding you, Nelson, and the kids, and your angel close in my heart and thoughts.
Do not hide from the camera, you are so beautiful! We do not notice any changes in your appearance! I have had trauma where I emotionally shutdown, it is so scary. In time, I will tell you it will come back. Getting through these traumas teach you how to cope with future challenges. Now is the time to take one day at a time and when you are having a good day stop and reflect on that. I love your channel, you are honest, real and relatable. I am sending prayers and love to you and your family!
It's so good to get your feelings out God is always with us he will protect you...God Bless you and your family
Losing a child is one of the worst things a person can go thru, doesn’t matter if they were in the womb or already born still hurts and takes forever to get better, u never forget, u can only just try to move forward in whichever way u can manage at the time… I was 45 not planning on having any more children but was finally with the best person in my entire life that I had always wanted a child with, lost the baby at the same time I found out about the baby, still receiving from it. Each day gets slowly better, sorry for ur loss glad ur getting back to being on UA-cam again
Thank you for sharing this terrible time in your life. I am so sorry for your loss. I am so sorry you had to go through this. You and Nelson are such a strong team and with Gods help you will get through this He gave you both great talents that you share with us and I thank you for sharing with us. We love you and your family and wish you the best
May I tell you that you have two babies in heaven that belong to your family. They may not be in your arms right now here on the earth but they are in our heavenly home watching over you. Their heartbeat has been connected to you and always will be part of you. Your love for them is like the love God has for you. Grieve for your loss it is a natural thing. Maybe a book on grief may help. Take care and breathe. You are love and you are loved.
Yami, I'm so sorry for your loss. I pray God will bless you and your family. I know your new home will be amazing one day in the near future. God Bless.
You look so cute in that hat. I am so sorry for your loss. God provided you with great neighbors and kind people in your time of sorrow. Bless you. You will be fine because the Lord still has you in His hands.
So sorry for your losses. I've been there in many ways so I can relate to your pain. Although we don't know the whys, believe me God does. I've heard that planting a tree for each baby loss is healing. I believe so. You care for it as if it were your child. Name it, nourish it, see it grow. Love it, and hug it whenever you want to. Blessings to your and your family. 🙏🕊✨️🩷😇
Sorry for your lost, I also lost my baby at my fourth month pregnancy it was hard but I believe my baby is with us in our hearts and I’m sure your baby is to you too. Pray for you and her pure soul❤
I have returned after a long absence to this video today. Yami, we are part of a club that no one wants to be a part of. My heart goes out to you and your family. May God continue to bless, comfort, and envelop your family through this valley, in the matchless name of Jesus Christ our Lord! amen.
Life gets tough sometimes, but with God in our life it gets a little easier. Keeping you and your family in my prayers. Sending you lots of love.❤
I’m so sorry for the loss of your baby girl. Not feeling the pain is a self protective mechanism. You do what you need to do to process this loss and trauma at your own pace. Sending you virtual hugs. Thank you for sharing this with us. ❤
You have in inspired me by stepping out in faith and making this move to TN. Some people think that when you are following the Lord things are easy. I don’t think so. Life is always tough, but when you are following the Lord you can feel it in your heart. Lean on the Lord and keep on talking about your loss. We are meant to be in fellowship. I am working my way through the loss of my mom now (in June), and I am so sorry for your loss. It is probably the most difficult kind of loss a woman can go through. Put on your hat in honor of your little baby girl and keep on going. You are in my prayers. ❤ Awesome job on this first Vlogtober 2024 video!
God promises to never leave you or forsake, please keep this in your heart and mind! Lifting you up in prayer, may God continue to strengthen you each and every moment. YOU WILL GET THROUGHT THIS, GOD IS NOT DONE WITH YOU! God bless you!!
I lost two in the past. I named them both. I know when my time comes, I'll be able to meet them both. They are angles just like your two bebés. You are not alone. I understand you need to be distracted while you guys are going through. My heart goes to all. Dios los bendigan a todos!
God wil get you through this triumphly. You are feeling the grife and loss of your child, and it is remarkable that you are a piller strength. Keep on praising Him when you feel overwhelmed. God bless you and your family. He will continue to bless you.
So sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you and will keep you in my prayers. There is many times that God guards our hearts from hurting so much until he knows your ready to handle the situation you going through. God is there to listen and to help you carry through. May God give you the strength you need.
Sharing is difficult but is the start of the healing. Thank you for sharing. May you be wrapped in warmth and love and prayers for healing.
I am so sorry for the loss of your daughter- She is with God and God is with you and your family. I’m so sorry
I am so sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine what you're going through. Just know that you are all in our thoughts and prayers while you go through this. I totaly understand staying busy to keep your mind off of things. It helps you cope with the loss. You do what you have to in order to work through this and we will be with you every step of the way. I've watched your videos for years and I love watching you put out new content. Thank you for allowing us to get closer to you, learn about you and your journey. I'm sure you're helping someone else who is going through the same thing you're going through. We are praying for you.
My heart is with you as well as my prayers. Time has a way of healing and easing our pain. We are here for you! 🙏
You are doing wonderful. Your attitude is amazing ,God is taking you through this and you are helping so many other women who are experiencing loss and being overwhelmed. Love in Christ dear one.
ping so many right now
God numbed you to get you through those couple months, and knows you will deal with all you have been through down the road. Bless you and your family you will have the strength to get through it! Thinking of you!😢
I'm so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my prayers.
Yami you are an amazing woman. Grief is such a hard thing to navigate through. Your faith & strength will pull you through as well as support from loved ones. Sometimes things seem to continue to weigh you down and all you can do is keep your head afloat. My prayers will continue to have you and your family in them. Know that your YT followers are and will always be here. We love you lady ❤.
I am so sorry for your loss. My sincere condolences to you and your family.
Yami, I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m praying for you and Nelson and your kids. Let Jesus love on you both. You are so precious and we don’t know why these things happen but I know who has the answers. God bless you and your family.