I am sorry to say but it sounds like permission-giving thoughts and shifting addiction again. Running away from feelings and thoughts with weed. Step by Step. Wish you the best dude !
This was 6 days ago. Now he's on a point that don't want to upload. In 10 days we will have - i relapsed again shit. Damn if i had youtube channel and im commited to show my face and i mean it like im done with it - from day of my first video i would be AF from that day and it would be soooooo good to me. But im coward and dont want to show my face nor i want youtube channel so. He relapsed 1000%. Wanna bet? Weed + alcohol even better because you eat so much you dont have hungover :D damn this dude... Whats even worse if you go on the weed only you still get that threshold that it's doing not so good and the more bad. Because you feel depressed without damn bong after work. Not that bad as the alcohol but as bad as if could be. Aaaaaaaaaaaan you're back at alcohol. Why spend so much money on weed? Yrah. Just watched the video, he's already hooked on weed. So the weed it's not a full surprise that could help. IT DOES NOT HELP NOW AT ALL. So. Well.. he's - definetely again on alco. Addictive personality. Well from the moment i would not do me a favour BUT - benzodizepines could help BUT. .... Damn it's not for long also. You go clean or you go like this. Even if he tires benzos thats even easier to go with alco.
Thank you for sharing your story. I struggle with many of the same things you struggle with and I find both inspiration and comfort when I watch the videos you make. You are not in this alone, and what you do on UA-cam means something to many. Thank you very much.
HB Jacob 🎉 Firstly I want to apologise to you for my harsh sobriety suggestions. What worked for me is AA, although if you’re not prepared to give that a go right now. Please buy Annie Grace - This Naked Mind, but I do have to warn anyone who buys this that if you finish this book it will ruin your drinking for good, it will never be the same again. You will never want to pick up a drink again. Oh and the kicker is you can also use this for the pot. Well done on your day count 🙏🏻☺️✨
Clearly still stuck in some mental and behavioral loops to avoid the deeper rooted psychological issues that you are ignoring and choosing to avoid. The fact that you can't have time alone without self medicating with some kind of substance (weed) or behavior (exercise) in order to not have to process thoughts and feelings is evidence of this. You need professional help to learn the skills to effectively cope, and to do the harder work of getting to the root issues in your past that have brought you to this point and contributed to the problems you face.
Good on you cuzzy. Love from Chch. Just sat down to another hectic family dinner all beacuse my old man is a raging alcohloic. You dont want to end up like him trust me. How embarrassing. HB.
i was sober for over 4 months and i relapsed 2 days ago to catch up with my soon to be ex wife, it was fun but boy do i regret it now. I will never again relapse and watching this motivates me to get back on the horse of soberness. Cheers bro
@@Thecrispykid Kids spent Christmas with their mum so I was a bit fragile and indeed I got shit faced on Christmas day and the day before Christmas but since then I have jumped back on the sober train and training hard. Soberness is a true breath of fresh air. Goodluck
I’m a recovered opiate addict. I can tell that something inside you is hurting bad. That is why you continue to relapse. Reach out to me If you wish. Until then, be honest with yourself, please.
I'm addicted to prescription medicines and alcohol, i've been sober for 100 days from alcohol and a little more from drugs except weed and i feel so much better, everyday is still a struggle but you got this mate, i believe in you
An alcoholic death is a real one, you know yourself, you know the world, and you know death. My own qoute just made up in my head - Viktoriya Yefremova an alcoholic
I hope you reach out and get some emotional support. You deserve it. It would be the best gift to yourself and your family. It’s too lonely of a fight. Go to an AA meeting and put some realistic structure around getting sober. You’ve already come out on social media about it. Now, here I am, one of your viewers, encouraging you to move forward with recovery. Get into a program and you’ll find the real strength inside you. With help, it’ll be possible to find a real path to managing the addictions.
Keep going.
I am sorry to say but it sounds like permission-giving thoughts and shifting addiction again. Running away from feelings and thoughts with weed. Step by Step. Wish you the best dude !
This was 6 days ago. Now he's on a point that don't want to upload. In 10 days we will have - i relapsed again shit. Damn if i had youtube channel and im commited to show my face and i mean it like im done with it - from day of my first video i would be AF from that day and it would be soooooo good to me. But im coward and dont want to show my face nor i want youtube channel so. He relapsed 1000%. Wanna bet? Weed + alcohol even better because you eat so much you dont have hungover :D damn this dude... Whats even worse if you go on the weed only you still get that threshold that it's doing not so good and the more bad. Because you feel depressed without damn bong after work. Not that bad as the alcohol but as bad as if could be. Aaaaaaaaaaaan you're back at alcohol. Why spend so much money on weed? Yrah. Just watched the video, he's already hooked on weed. So the weed it's not a full surprise that could help. IT DOES NOT HELP NOW AT ALL. So. Well.. he's - definetely again on alco. Addictive personality. Well from the moment i would not do me a favour BUT - benzodizepines could help BUT. .... Damn it's not for long also. You go clean or you go like this. Even if he tires benzos thats even easier to go with alco.
Happy birthday bro! 34 is gonna be your best yet
Thank you for sharing your story. I struggle with many of the same things you struggle with and I find both inspiration and comfort when I watch the videos you make. You are not in this alone, and what you do on UA-cam means something to many. Thank you very much.
Happy Birthday my friend Jacob. Love your channel. Take care brother Paul.
HB Jacob 🎉
Firstly I want to apologise to you for my harsh sobriety suggestions. What worked for me is AA, although if you’re not prepared to give that a go right now. Please buy Annie Grace - This Naked Mind, but I do have to warn anyone who buys this that if you finish this book it will ruin your drinking for good, it will never be the same again. You will never want to pick up a drink again. Oh and the kicker is you can also use this for the pot. Well done on your day count 🙏🏻☺️✨
Careful…. This is only for people who want freedom from alcoholism
Happy birthday! Congrats on your sobriety. Keep up the excellent work!
Inspiring mate. You’re not alone in this!
You're killing it man!
Clearly still stuck in some mental and behavioral loops to avoid the deeper rooted psychological issues that you are ignoring and choosing to avoid. The fact that you can't have time alone without self medicating with some kind of substance (weed) or behavior (exercise) in order to not have to process thoughts and feelings is evidence of this. You need professional help to learn the skills to effectively cope, and to do the harder work of getting to the root issues in your past that have brought you to this point and contributed to the problems you face.
🎉 happy birthday 🎉
Happy Belated Birthday! You’re doing great! 🥳
Thumbs Up 👍 and shared out. Happy Birthday!!🎈
Good on you cuzzy. Love from Chch. Just sat down to another hectic family dinner all beacuse my old man is a raging alcohloic. You dont want to end up like him trust me. How embarrassing. HB.
i was sober for over 4 months and i relapsed 2 days ago to catch up with my soon to be ex wife, it was fun but boy do i regret it now. I will never again relapse and watching this motivates me to get back on the horse of soberness. Cheers bro
1 night drinking followed by getting back on the wagon is not a problem. So the question is, have you had a drink since that night?
@@Thecrispykid Kids spent Christmas with their mum so I was a bit fragile and indeed I got shit faced on Christmas day and the day before Christmas but since then I have jumped back on the sober train and training hard.
Soberness is a true breath of fresh air. Goodluck
Happy birthday!
If your birthday is the 27th, we have the same birthday same as Jimi Hendrix and Bruce Lee as well
Happy Birthday 🥳 stay sober, you know why
I’m a recovered opiate addict. I can tell that something inside you is hurting bad. That is why you continue to relapse. Reach out to me
If you wish. Until then, be honest with yourself, please.
I'm addicted to prescription medicines and alcohol, i've been sober for 100 days from alcohol and a little more from drugs except weed and i feel so much better, everyday is still a struggle but you got this mate, i believe in you
How to christmas in townsville go?😊
The people who inspire me the most are those who have NEVER abused drugs or alcohol. But sadly, they don't tend to have channels
An alcoholic death is a real one, you know yourself, you know the world, and you know death. My own qoute just made up in my head - Viktoriya Yefremova an alcoholic
Happy birthday 🎉
I hope you reach out and get some emotional support. You deserve it. It would be the best gift to yourself and your family. It’s too lonely of a fight. Go to an AA meeting and put some realistic structure around getting sober. You’ve already come out on social media about it. Now, here I am, one of your viewers, encouraging you to move forward with recovery. Get into a program and you’ll find the real strength inside you. With help, it’ll be possible to find a real path to managing the addictions.
Happy Birthday, I'm surprised you play Madden not "Football" with your accent.
???? Any updates ????
I’m wondering that myself!! Hope he’s ok.
@@darcyb6678 yeah as he was posting quite a lot recently.
Hopefully not on the day drinks!
Hbd! Do you!
daily :,)
Weed is God's gift to humanity. That is the truth.
lol that was the exact type of stuff I used to say when I was addicted to weed. In reality it's just another drug
Good that you're not drinking, but as long as you are smoking weed daily, you're not sober. You're still an addict.!
This is the one
This was 6 days ago. You relapsed. I know it.
I’ve been checking everyday for a new video. Hope he’s ok.
@@darcyb6678 he posted new viideo in members only section 13 hours ago