You have suffered way too much to still give a fxk

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  • @thinkingoutloud675
    @thinkingoutloud675 11 днів тому +9

    You're not hurt because she cheated on you. You're hurt because you care.

  • @lonewolfnergiganos4000
    @lonewolfnergiganos4000 14 днів тому +91

    The fact that I have to be expected to enjoy life while simultaneously suffering by simply existing is just sickening to me to even think about.

    • @Chaggy1978
      @Chaggy1978 14 днів тому +8

      Well said.

    • @Three.Eyed.Vengeance
      @Three.Eyed.Vengeance 14 днів тому +5

      Yh thats some twighlight zone shit!

    • @elinope4745
      @elinope4745 14 днів тому +4

      When I was young, I stepped on a bee and it stung my foot. It hurt until I started watching a movie, by the time the movie was done, it didn't hurt.
      The distraction fixed the painful experience.

    • @SoulfulWalker223
      @SoulfulWalker223 14 днів тому +11

      @@elinope4745I am afraid coping does not last.

    • @C0PEnCR0AK
      @C0PEnCR0AK 14 днів тому

      but croaking does, thankfully! ☠️​@@SoulfulWalker223

  • @Damian123-or9bh
    @Damian123-or9bh 14 днів тому +64

    After the game, the king and the pawn go into the same box.

    • @RY97z
      @RY97z 14 днів тому +14

      🔥🔥🔥🔥

    • @michael-ph3jn
      @michael-ph3jn 14 днів тому +5

      Oh yeah, well I'm gonna have the biggest tombstone in the whole damn cemetery

  • @Matowix
    @Matowix 14 днів тому +52

    I hate birthdays. Im expected to celebrate being born into a horrible experience.

    • @2R1ch4u
      @2R1ch4u 5 днів тому

      I never celebrated birthdays including mines.

  • @Hechosaleatorios1
    @Hechosaleatorios1 14 днів тому +42

    People constantly living in denial with their toxic positively makes everything much wrose

  • @kristiant96
    @kristiant96 10 днів тому +2

    the older I get the more I realize we are turning this place into the hell realm.

  • @Intimidator7Time
    @Intimidator7Time 14 днів тому +21

    It’s just me in my own dream world.

    • @GRACENDON
      @GRACENDON 14 днів тому +5

      Nah it’s me in my own dreamworld actually 🙄

    • @GRACENDON
      @GRACENDON 12 днів тому +1

      @@Rebescube bro made sure his reflections saw it and wrote it twice

  • @ShaniDev-l4u
    @ShaniDev-l4u 14 днів тому +22

    I told myself exactly this a couple days ago. Im over the human experience

  • @unkown9208
    @unkown9208 14 днів тому +22

    U are wise bro. Sometimes maybe too wise for ur own good

  • @matty301
    @matty301 14 днів тому +14

    Benedictine, can you talk about how people are scared of silence. I notice a lot of people can’t deal with silence it scares them

  • @HEALTHANDWEALTHCHANNEL-h6o
    @HEALTHANDWEALTHCHANNEL-h6o 14 днів тому +14

    I don't care
    I don't even care that I don't care

  • @axiomobliviontruthhurts4767
    @axiomobliviontruthhurts4767 14 днів тому +12

    I walked off my job last week and didn't return until today. They didn't fire me
    They offered me a jacket today.

    • @Matowix
      @Matowix 14 днів тому +3

      Now ask for a pay rise

    • @dovahking6514
      @dovahking6514 13 днів тому

      ​@@Matowix lmao do this @axiom let us know what happens. I kinda wanna give up on my dumb corporate job too. I can do better, i cant climb this ladder here

  • @Esoterrorized
    @Esoterrorized 14 днів тому +7

    You're right. I think I just destroyed my "give a ....". However, there are enemy combatants of humanity to deal with. Ain't going out quietly....no, no, no !

  • @PilotJona
    @PilotJona 14 днів тому +7

    “You dont neet to care to know what is going on”. Facts 💯 I guess some of us are born with wisdom. Maybe because we lived another life before this one….

  • @Poetical_prosing
    @Poetical_prosing 14 днів тому +14

    The solar system is just some alien's human coop/ human farm or laboratory

    • @Matowix
      @Matowix 14 днів тому +7

      I believe we are a negative energy farm. That or we are being farmed by an alien force or just a form of entertainment for something.

    • @consciousmassofatoms
      @consciousmassofatoms 14 днів тому +2

      @@Matowix What we refer to as objective reality does tend to seem like a simulation in its broadest sense. Certain epistemological truths we can’t access or even conceptualize because of the inescapable subjective lens that is consciousness

    • @michael-ph3jn
      @michael-ph3jn 14 днів тому +1

      its as fake a the spinning wet globe and outer space.

    • @SonnyMoonie
      @SonnyMoonie 14 днів тому

      The world is like a game where a lot of intelligences, souls, put ourselves into bodies, playing at development as if it's an original base level physical world developing from a world where animals eat animals to survive, to civilization and culture and technology. Brains and neurons don't do enough to account for human intelligence. All DNA was information inserted by alien tech too, or just another illusion provided by the simulation to make it look like a base level world and seem to act like a physical world, to scientists. The likelihood is very low of this being actually the first technological civilization, from scratch, rather than some sort of game played about history and culture, long after the first ones built the ability to make big games. There are many competing views of how we'll be scored on points in this game, which are sorts of in-game lore, and in game personalities, about whether winning is just how good you can feel, or how much you love, or how much you appreciate the beauty of the place, or how much scientific truth you discover, or how much you invent, or how great art you make, or how much wealth you build towards the progress of civilization, or how many descendants you'll have, or whether "your people" will win wars and have rich kings. People playing on the wealth concern only side can be some of the most miserable, looking at other people as just another sort of property to farm as workers to pay rent and taxes. Figuring out what it's all about, looking at it all in perspective, I'm not sure there are any points in doing this, maybe it's even sabotage to the game, from some other players' perspective of what should count for points.

    • @mrnobody2323
      @mrnobody2323 14 днів тому +2

      solar system - soul lure system

  • @tomomasta3254
    @tomomasta3254 14 днів тому +7

    I don't know how this came up on my feed, but thank you so much.. you have no idea how much u needed this now... GOD bless you .. thank you GOD for this man

  • @SoulfulWalker223
    @SoulfulWalker223 14 днів тому +27

    My parents are so delusional. I hate them.

    • @Poetical_prosing
      @Poetical_prosing 14 днів тому +15

      Feel you, I guess a lot of us are suffering that. Trying to parent the parents

    • @UCorona87
      @UCorona87 14 днів тому +5

      Luke 14:26
      “If any man come to Me and hate not his father and mother, and wife and children, and brethren and sisters, yea, and his own life also, he cannot be My disciple.

    • @mojogustavo77
      @mojogustavo77 14 днів тому +4

      Same. Like why do I deserve delusional parents?

    • @Hechosaleatorios1
      @Hechosaleatorios1 14 днів тому +7

      I hate my parents bc they brought me into this realm

    • @Matowix
      @Matowix 14 днів тому +1

      ​@@Hechosaleatorios1they will just say they did it in good faith. Thets what my mom said

  • @DiscoBird
    @DiscoBird 14 днів тому +6

    Some people care a lot and have worked really hard to be able to express themselves

  • @yungdemonslayer888
    @yungdemonslayer888 14 днів тому +11

    i been detached it still hurt tho

  • @tylerhall9139
    @tylerhall9139 13 днів тому +2

    Fuck it.
    Am I right?
    No.
    "You are what you do, not what you think"
    Carl G. Jung

  • @gofai274
    @gofai274 14 днів тому +6

    WORST IS BOREDOM CANNOT READ, CANNOT THINK, CANNOT USE MY HANDS WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO, EVEN WATCHING WHITE WALL IS SOMETIMES MORE FUN!!! DIDN'T HAVE EVEN ENERGY TO FIGURE HOW TO KMS... But yeah i am making progress from 999999999999999999999 to 9999999999999 which is still HUGE FOR ME!!!! THANK YOU FOR UPLOADING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Caring is not even choice if you have trauma EDD and are bored and are constantly under attack like.... Ofc. you going to care if you suffer a lot! Yeah but definitely this is something i was trying to work on but above mentioned makes it near impossible to not care! I cannot help it i am constnatly aware of millions things! Meditation hurts too much i have deviated nasal septum and it is so boring i want to kll myself

  • @djonx437
    @djonx437 14 днів тому +6

    When you make these kinds of videos , is where I feel like you reach peak levels of consciousness

  • @Majin_God_Vegeta
    @Majin_God_Vegeta 14 днів тому +2

    this entire reality is one large living hell in disguise.

  • @justinbyrge8997
    @justinbyrge8997 14 днів тому +5

    The suffering I've endured is actually the reason I still care. Even more so than when life was good.

    • @elinope4745
      @elinope4745 14 днів тому

      This is a self feeding loop and a growing sunk cost fallacy. It's a trap and it eats your time and costs you your youth.

    • @TheDionysianFields
      @TheDionysianFields 13 днів тому +1

      That sounds foolish and circular.

    • @justinbyrge8997
      @justinbyrge8997 12 днів тому

      @TheDionysianFields Well, you can feel a few different ways when experiencing pain and loss. You can become jaded and be a negative Nancy, which I've done for sure. You can lash out at everyone and ultimately create a feedback loop of harshness.
      Or you can have compassion because you realize others are going through the same or worse. This means you care.
      Or you can just go get dat money playa and only be concerned for yo self.
      Fools exist in every domain. Genius.

    • @AS-gh1ge
      @AS-gh1ge 8 днів тому

      @@TheDionysianFieldsno it doesn’t it’s called empathy

  • @PunishedKenny
    @PunishedKenny 14 днів тому +7

    I really appreciate your videos.

  • @jackholman5008
    @jackholman5008 13 днів тому +1

    This is what I tell everybody,thanks bro keep going

  • @Scotty88
    @Scotty88 12 днів тому +1

    It’s funny because my parents think I’m depressed,but I’m not depressed they just in-denial about LIFE ! I asked my mom what’s so good about life she said “waking up & seeing another day “ 😭🤦🏿‍♂️ I even PRAY everyday seems like that don’t work !

    • @AS-gh1ge
      @AS-gh1ge 8 днів тому +3

      Fam I feel bad for you with that mentality you have. What you fail to realize is that after this life you have all eternity in front of you and with your ungrateful mindset all the realms you enter you’re going to suffer. Make the best at of everything.

    • @Scotty88
      @Scotty88 8 днів тому +1

      @ No I feel bad for YOU because you a Sheep/NPC!🤣🤦🏿‍♂️

  • @ShaniDev-l4u
    @ShaniDev-l4u 14 днів тому +4

    Thats a nice view. Wouldnt mine havin a spliff right there at night.

  • @elinope4745
    @elinope4745 14 днів тому +4

    I get in that angery trap. It's one of my harder dragons.

  • @Waduppppp
    @Waduppppp 14 днів тому +2

    now we're talkin........

  • @alphaomega1211
    @alphaomega1211 12 днів тому +2

    I find this to be quite cynical. We need to care. If more of us adopt a mentality of not caring, we are coming from the ego it feels like... creating narcissists that only focus on themselves and how they feel, at the detriment of others, because they don't care. The problem is elected leaders and policies that have created a greedy environment and forces us to live only for our own survival instead of the collective... we need more caring, more healing and a change of perspective of this world... it has gotten this bad on earth because we don't care enough... if we actually cared enough we could change this world, take our power and authority back and make earth sing/hum at a beautiful frequency... it is normal to care, normal to feel hurt after disappointment... this is our nature, not something we've been programed to be... not caring is what folks are trying to program us to be... we are not animals, we have a different mind to use... if people did not care, we would let those in power that want war and control, completely annihilate us... is Jesus wrong for caring? Was MLK wrong for caring? Was Ghandi or mother Teresa wrong for caring? We need to care... perhaps not about nay sayers and or petty nonsense... but over all caring is a good trait to have... it means you have a heart, that you are pure and empathetic... that you can feel others pain and can relate... wow... imagine if everyone just didn't care... how much colder and selfish would this world be?

    • @nedafurunovic5204
      @nedafurunovic5204 5 днів тому +1

      Truth. Thank you.

    • @ABC123dawg
      @ABC123dawg 2 дні тому

      I get the point. But theres already thousands of people getting robbed, raped, babies getting bombed. The human nature cannot be changed which is the lust for greed, pleasure, and power. The suffering wont stop because you cant convince the sheep that procreating is useless. Thats why I dont care ftw (Fuck The World)

  • @Artursamvelyan-ny9zk
    @Artursamvelyan-ny9zk 14 днів тому +3

    Its like when you feel sad about a break up for a example, by caring more the more you suffer from it, the sadness . By just saying its life it was meant to happen than you tend to suffer less cuz youll feel more less emotional. For example. Or when you been bullied your whole life, just accept that people are bad and don’t feel so down about it and youll feel better. But one way or another you still suffer cuz the bullying had effected you permanently

    • @MARIACLIMENT-rg6ve
      @MARIACLIMENT-rg6ve 14 днів тому

      Si las personas son malas entonces asumes que tú eres malo. Yo soy buena, soy vegana.

  • @VisibletoanyoneonYoutubes
    @VisibletoanyoneonYoutubes 14 днів тому +7

    i had “manic psychosis with delusions of grandeur” -👩‍⚕️ i spontaneously realized i was god, and so was everyone else. it suddenly hit me, all the spiritual media i was consuming over the years finally registered.
    i felt infinite and powerful, extremely euphoric. i tried to wake everyone else up to the paradise i was experiencing. that made me end up being called “delusional”
    is heaven a state of mind? i remembered who i AM. while still in the flesh!
    what the hell was that?
    (if you even read this)

    • @isaacape6964
      @isaacape6964 11 днів тому +1

      Yeah idk if you've read or listened to Neville Goddard but he explains that heaven and hell are different states of mind, plus more. It's helped me understand more of this. I've been called delusional for similar reasons

    • @VisibletoanyoneonYoutubes
      @VisibletoanyoneonYoutubes 11 днів тому

      @@isaacape6964 hi, thank you for sharing that you have been called delusional as well. isaac is my name, too! ❤️ ♾️

  • @tadariusme
    @tadariusme 14 днів тому +2

    Gr8 post name period, u already know!

  • @notoottonis6587
    @notoottonis6587 13 днів тому

    I appreciate your mood, which becomes more intense in the speech progresses.
    Another impressive vid on the balcony with all the sounds
    NPC's in universities will never know what authentic means

  • @pavelhanek9790
    @pavelhanek9790 6 днів тому

    I like the title of this video

  • @Michael_black777
    @Michael_black777 14 днів тому +3

    My aunt told me that she found a wife for me but I told her no thanks. I don't care about those default plans anymore, I wanna build myself and enjoy my time.

  • @THOUGHTFIELDS
    @THOUGHTFIELDS 14 днів тому +1

    that's deep, people will change when they suffer for not changing. thats deep man. i do agree with you in that only its because u care do u suffer.

  • @Addictbasterd
    @Addictbasterd 14 днів тому +1

    Check out this band called dune rats. Song is called brain dead. My favorite line is "it's too much giving a fuck".

  • @evelyna_paula1747
    @evelyna_paula1747 14 днів тому +1

    Nice discourse.

  • @TheDionysianFields
    @TheDionysianFields 12 днів тому +1

    If I don't care, who will?

  • @World.21
    @World.21 14 днів тому +5

    2024's best Thinker award goes to you sir 👏

  • @gofai274
    @gofai274 14 днів тому

    Hail Benedictinus the Great!!!!!

  • @NJItalianGal747
    @NJItalianGal747 14 днів тому +2

    Yes i care 2much

  • @tcvttcvt4305
    @tcvttcvt4305 14 днів тому +4

    Solipsism is kind of scary . Its scary to know that you are the only one in your reality

    • @GRACENDON
      @GRACENDON 14 днів тому +4

      Idk pawl for me it’s more of a relief

    • @MARIACLIMENT-rg6ve
      @MARIACLIMENT-rg6ve 14 днів тому

      Y para mi​, soy vegana por el dolor de los animales, sería un alivio no sentir el dolor de otros o saber que no existe @@GRACENDON

    • @michael-ph3jn
      @michael-ph3jn 14 днів тому

      I got hung up on a "Course in Miracle's" 15 yrs ago, then i became a truther conspiracy theorist.

    • @bluepacman13
      @bluepacman13 13 днів тому

      @@GRACENDON So you feel relieved that you may be living in the Truman Show?? How did that turn out for Jim Carrey's character? (Twilight Zone)

  • @QuintessentialJenesequa-u5o
    @QuintessentialJenesequa-u5o 14 днів тому

    Hard to listen to this with all the background noise.
    Glad it got better. Sure is true that of you care a lot you will suffer so very much. Freaking hell

  • @diligencehumility6971
    @diligencehumility6971 14 днів тому +1

    Hey friend, have you seen David Parish?

  • @Seforis-er2oc
    @Seforis-er2oc 12 днів тому

    Maybe there is people that actually resign to the possibility of understanding things or putting over and over the question "why?" and who knows? This might be the most clever thing to do. It was Socrates that said that the unexamined life is not worth living, but you know, there is always another side of the story. Those who ask why, probably quickly get to the conclusion there is an endless chain of reason for things, so it might be a waste of time the whole job of going deeper and deeper, unless you take that job to something you like to do, like some kind of sport.
    About bringing people here, there is the problem you addressed in a video, which is determinism. So you think people have kids because that is what they decided, but if our decisions are actually ours is something we don't know. And even if they are, up to what point? If they are not entirely ours then we might already say they are not ours at all.
    In the end there is people are more sensitive that others, I mean sensitive in many ways. You can see this even body wise, like there is people that can take a hit more than others. In the same way, there is people that are more sensitive to words, to the meaning of words and to the meaning of everything that happens, to even sound and all of that. So, if you combine being sensitive with being conscious, or intelligent, that can be harsh. So if you were just born unsensitive, why would you care? If you feel nothing. Also, if a person is unsensitive this does not mean that you cannot hit that person with a harder stimulus, to get the same result as if they were sensitive.
    But the more unsensitive you are, the less you suffer. Then again, there is always another side of the story. Unsensitive people are mostly dummy. Anyway, suffering is hard, so provided all the information before hand, if people got to choose one or the other they would probably choose being dummy. The issue is we don't get to choose how sensitive we are.

  • @V.Elly-F
    @V.Elly-F 12 днів тому +1

    Is this Universe, the Matrix? And does the Matrix have A.I.? (Artificial intelligence).

  • @gofai274
    @gofai274 14 днів тому

    Today i feel somehow more real had some close contact with reality and infinity like things so remote and yet so close and so alien yet so familiar opposite of meaningless but deeply personal sensuous and meaningful in way i cannot put ever in language!!!

  • @αληθεία-ι9τ
    @αληθεία-ι9τ 14 днів тому +1

  • @EdenMenase
    @EdenMenase 14 днів тому +1

    Don’t you want the world to be a better place

  • @InvoluntaryInception
    @InvoluntaryInception 14 днів тому +1

    Do you think the past really ever happened, or do you think this simulation started more recently?

  • @TheThoughtTankOfficial
    @TheThoughtTankOfficial 13 днів тому

    YOUR outside world is a projection of YOUR inside world. EARTH is an anagram for HEART, this peice of rock, we ALL inhabit, is a battle field, choose love as your weapon and DO NOT let your HEART turn to rock..

  • @Strawberrytabbyforpresident
    @Strawberrytabbyforpresident 14 днів тому

    Cymatics and Biofields-Old-World Technology take a look brother

  • @enochjohnson3499
    @enochjohnson3499 14 днів тому

    How do you get over empathy for others…I see how much people suffer and how easily triggered they are but it is preventing me from moving in this world in the most logical way

  • @gofai274
    @gofai274 14 днів тому

    Chiko Benedictine

  • @kelseykjarsgaard5774
    @kelseykjarsgaard5774 12 днів тому

    For real ha

  • @iloxix4483
    @iloxix4483 14 днів тому +1

    A M E N

    • @GRACENDON
      @GRACENDON 14 днів тому

      Alhamdullilah 🗣️🗣️

    • @GRACENDON
      @GRACENDON 14 днів тому

      You know what’s weird in Islam they say amin instead of amen

    • @Matowix
      @Matowix 14 днів тому

      ​@@GRACENDONbelieving in a mythical God is even more weird

  • @Legend.Status.ZR1
    @Legend.Status.ZR1 14 днів тому

    Wish I can meet you in real time.
    Maybe drink a margarita or beer. 🍻

    • @GRACENDON
      @GRACENDON 14 днів тому

      Or maybe even more 😏

  • @Strawberrytabbyforpresident
    @Strawberrytabbyforpresident 14 днів тому

    The Most Eye Opening 20 Minutes of Your Life (we are so dumb) take a look at that video bro

  • @samirunlu9900
    @samirunlu9900 14 днів тому +4

    9:05 you wouldn’t make a video, if you wouldn’t given a fuck, we the viewer wouldn’t really watch/listen if we don’t give a fuck 🤷‍♂️. Wouldn’t life be meaningless if we just stop given a fuck, whatever this may be. Could even be like, giving a fuck, about not giving a fuck 😅. The circle of life 😂.

  • @Мага_Крутой
    @Мага_Крутой 14 днів тому

    Bro make a vid about your biography

  • @VisibletoanyoneonYoutubes
    @VisibletoanyoneonYoutubes 14 днів тому +1

    3:08 that kid only give a fucc about his momma ❤ poor guy was forced to come here though, of course :(

  • @will.davlin
    @will.davlin 14 днів тому +6

    wool socks to bed = best sleep quality possible 🟩🛑🟫

    • @Three.Eyed.Vengeance
      @Three.Eyed.Vengeance 14 днів тому +1

      U Neurodivergent?

    • @BilboOutdoors
      @BilboOutdoors 14 днів тому +2

      Funny, living in a northern climate, I can’t wait to sleep barefooted.

    • @trmp9923
      @trmp9923 14 днів тому

      I love the randomness of this comment 😂

    • @GRACENDON
      @GRACENDON 14 днів тому

      What about ketchup on the bed before sleep ?

    • @RY97z
      @RY97z 14 днів тому +1

      I sleep with socks and shoes on. Sometimes I’ll wear 3 pairs on each foot. To simulate being fully covered.