Disclosure - "I Come From A Broken Family" ft. Raj Mahal (EP 5)

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  • @hanamichimatcha9952
    @hanamichimatcha9952 3 роки тому +149

    I also have a broken family and that has destroyed me emotionally to a great extend. It’s still going on and I still struggle every day. My heart goes out to all of you who are struggling. I am so sorry that you are having such a hard time. You are not alone ❤️

    • @후레인
      @후레인 2 роки тому

      Same 😣 hate it so much a week clean from self harm too

    • @sweetblues3230
      @sweetblues3230 Рік тому +3

      Bro my family now is separated now now my father is alone

    • @hayagura
      @hayagura Рік тому

      ❤‍🔥

    • @Someonefromthisworld
      @Someonefromthisworld Рік тому

      😭 you too
      I hope you will find and be a part of happy family, a really happy one

    • @Enaz679
      @Enaz679 Рік тому +2

      ​@@hayagurasame mom and dad clashed with each other and my mom wants to have divorce but i am hoping that it will not happen and everything would be fixed pray for mw

  • @peternjovu310
    @peternjovu310 2 роки тому +36

    I grew up in a broken family. I didn't know then I thought it was normal. Constantly travelling from place to the next to seek a living. I'm here because God has a purpose for me. Thanks for sharing and showing that sometimes being vulnerable means strength

  • @onyinyeokonkwo1263
    @onyinyeokonkwo1263 10 місяців тому +4

    I know exactly how it feels,broken homes leave you broken also, anxiety becomes the order of your day,you get emotionally and psychologically unstable. You look good on the outside but inside of you is burning to be seen, you feel so different everyday.
    I got emotional when he let the tears roll. To anyone going through this, you are not alone, your life will work out perfectly in the end.Sending you hugs and love .❤️

  • @nba3441
    @nba3441 3 роки тому +101

    I got a broken family too that's why I'm here. I don't blame my parents cos they're narrow minded. I just don't want my future kids to feel the same way as I do.A friend of mine ever said to me got family as yours not fun at all.That hurts my feelings till now.

  • @kirthi7371
    @kirthi7371 5 років тому +97

    I cried the moment he cried.. I'm the abnormal one in my family where I'm very straightforward & they're not.. I've always wanted to make a change in my family but cudnt because I'm the youngest & I'm still studying.. I cared too much & was asked 'who the hell are you to care about us'.. that was the moment I started to become emotionally detached from them.. I have borderline personality disorder & they refuse to believe & say that I'm simply creating diseases to cover up for my anger.. I feel you raj & pls don't cry.. I do follow your quotes on Instagram & it cheers me up sometime.. tq so much raj☺️

    • @RajMahalBro
      @RajMahalBro 4 роки тому +2

      Sending you all my love, Kirthi

    • @emaanmalik6822
      @emaanmalik6822 4 роки тому

      Kirthi _7 can you please tell me his Instagram account? I can’t find him.

    • @aqsabinteali1568
      @aqsabinteali1568 3 роки тому

      what's his insta?

    • @kirthi7371
      @kirthi7371 3 роки тому

      @@emaanmalik6822 rajmahalbro

    • @kirthi7371
      @kirthi7371 3 роки тому +1

      @@aqsabinteali1568 rajmahalbro

  • @atridas4192
    @atridas4192 2 роки тому +64

    I wish we all could have a platform where people like us who never found love in their own homes could find love within each other :)

    • @SiDz-and-Meows
      @SiDz-and-Meows 2 роки тому +1

      I am here for you dear.

    • @luiscruz6717
      @luiscruz6717 2 роки тому

      Wow. You need to start that !!!! Save some lives

    • @mudarbohra
      @mudarbohra Рік тому

      @@SiDz-and-Meows well do you have any platform where we can release our feelings?

    • @ahmadshah7091
      @ahmadshah7091 Рік тому

      great thoughts brother

    • @achufrancis5976
      @achufrancis5976 Рік тому

      💓💓

  • @suzannemichelle2619
    @suzannemichelle2619 Рік тому +6

    This is so real, authentic, so raw. I admire your strength.

  • @nursyahirahwaheeda8628
    @nursyahirahwaheeda8628 4 роки тому +51

    I came from a broken family too, i do have sudden anxiety for no reason sometimes, i always believe that being alone is the best, until now i keep on hiding my feelings and stress, i know if i open up to people, they will only think that i'm overreacting...and i always think that i'm overreacting too, i hate myself fir being that way, then i found Tarbiyah, and i found Allah. Only Allah understands my feelings, my real emotion. He is the best planner.

  • @SpeedBull545
    @SpeedBull545 2 роки тому +10

    Turning 35 in a few months still in pursuit of peace. Parents quarreling for as long as I can remember, went through a bad divorce, never finding my place in the society or even my own family, don't have any siblings to share my pain, sometimes I feel death is the only thing that can set me free. I wish I was never born.

    • @GardenofMotivation
      @GardenofMotivation Рік тому +1

      Im very sorry my friend for the things youve been through. im 30 years now and going through same life yuve been through. i have siblings but we are all messed up in our own ways due to the very bad handling of divorce from our parents. im not yet in peace but i took the first step in trying to understand what my parents went through and forgiving them for i kno now how life truly is hard and they were just growing up as we also are.
      dont feel hopeless. start by forgiving them and forgive yourself for everything you did.

    • @bachinsanchal1007
      @bachinsanchal1007 9 місяців тому

      I'm 32, same feelings as yours

  • @nelsonkorbia2488
    @nelsonkorbia2488 2 роки тому +8

    I went through same shit like this everyday 💔it’s really painful to seeing people you love but they can’t feel what you feeling inside 😭fine on the outside but dying in the inside I came from a broken family too and this get me so emotional 😭 thanks 😊 for passing such powerful message 🥺

    • @Hoda8855
      @Hoda8855 Рік тому

      سورة البقرة كاملة عبد الرحمن السديس AlBaqarah by abdulrahman al sudais / Quran ch
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  • @MrDevk29
    @MrDevk29 4 роки тому +41

    I know exactly that pain. I suffer from Panic and Anxiety disorder. My family and friends did not understand what I was going through. I was bedridden n could not even leave my house for a while. I started depending on anti dispersants like Xanax, Rivotril, and others for a long time so I can actually function. I had suicidal thoughts for some time and I am here writing this is because of my dogs they kept me alive. I started seeking GOD and made a lot of changes in my life. Well, there is too much to write and if I continue I might actually write a book here hahaha.

  • @callumfreebairn8082
    @callumfreebairn8082 Рік тому +4

    i know it's hard to fit into society. it breaks my heart. thanks so much for sharing this harrowing story & supporting others

  • @strugglingmedico2792
    @strugglingmedico2792 3 роки тому +7

    I am also crying with this brother I just hate ....relation every .....broken family had made my thoughts toxic 😓😓😓😓

  • @apip4047
    @apip4047 4 роки тому +12

    I from broken family too. Actually me and my father are not too close because I the only son in the family and two sisters. They always get attention from my mother and father..

  • @PoetryInMotionXo
    @PoetryInMotionXo 4 роки тому +10

    How does this channel not have more subs? It should have millions. Thank you! For being a place for people to come... let it out and have some one actually read it and empathize! Thank you 🙏 much love!

  • @banny7335
    @banny7335 3 роки тому +17

    Life is too hard and harsh at times to be from a broken family. 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

    • @donivanrobertsii7618
      @donivanrobertsii7618 2 роки тому +3

      my mom almost died on drugs and i got abandon 2 times and my grandma just passed away and she was like a mother to me it is just not fair im only 14.

    • @banny7335
      @banny7335 2 роки тому +2

      @@donivanrobertsii7618 I'm sorry for your loss dear my her soul rip.
      Also, it's just a phase of life so no matter we have to go all through this remember that there's God he has plans for you and for me as well as for the rest of people like us. So, dw have faith in God and just keep on praying I'm sure you'll do well in everything you do and I'll continue to pray for you to give you strength and courage at this time. Stay cared sending you virtual hugs and tons of love and prayer.

  • @adonai7187
    @adonai7187 3 роки тому +3

    I've suffered in the hands of fear and anxiety. Perhaps its why I'm here...

  • @annayasmine2000
    @annayasmine2000 3 роки тому +6

    I grow up with my completed family, even my life was full of parents fights, each year, back when i was 17 years old i thought my parents will never get divorce, 2019 they got divorce when i was 19, today 2021 i’m already 21 years old and the pain is still inside me
    Now i’m living with a broken family for almost 3 years, i have friends i have big family but now everything is just not the same, it’s completely changed

  • @Ohiyakaugatau
    @Ohiyakaugatau 3 роки тому +6

    I also came from a broken family
    I hope now I can fix my family even though I still have my anxiety around me..

  • @kdgurl96
    @kdgurl96 5 років тому +13

    I've never seen Heer crying. I always hated him and now I hate myself for doing that. This breaks my heart coz I can relate to him. I'm sorry

  • @praisejohn3566
    @praisejohn3566 Рік тому +2

    😭😭😭😭😭
    Am really in pains... My parent got sperated when I was a kid.... It really really hurt. Cause of this people think people from a broken home can't make it in marriage.... I cried the more when a man hurts me... I wish I could see someone who will make me forget the pains... I believe I will be heal some day.

    • @Hoda8855
      @Hoda8855 Рік тому

      سورة البقرة الشيخ عبد الباسط عبد الصمد القران الكريم مباشر Surat Al-Baqarah Quran Recitation / أنا مسلم - I'm a Muslim
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  • @triciashortridge2309
    @triciashortridge2309 Рік тому +1

    wow. I can relate to this. There is pain like this that I feel every day. I am only lucky that I have a very strong constitution and have made it as far as I have through life - living with the daily pain of a fractured family, broken relationships with my siblings and parents.

    • @Hoda8855
      @Hoda8855 Рік тому

      سورة البقرة كاملة لحفظ وتحصين المنزل وجلب البركة تلاوة عذبة هادئة Sourah Baqara / أجمل تلاوات القرآن الكريم
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  • @VGB004
    @VGB004 7 місяців тому

    What's so deep is , we as pple have to deal with other pple as they are. I don't have a support system in my family at all. Im the outcast bcus to them I seem like my positivity is not welcomed. So I also feel like I want to change to fit in, but it would never feel right doing things to try to make others happy when I feel used and miserable. Life is just a tough battle that I feel can only be handled day to day. Even if time is wasting by without positive relationships with the pple we care about. The human spirit is naturally selfish and it just takes us being our own person with the time were given.

  • @maotsetung243
    @maotsetung243 2 роки тому +4

    Fact is that i have no help.Not my family not my friends.I'm very alone.I don't know how to deal with this.

  • @sapphiremukherjee3483
    @sapphiremukherjee3483 3 роки тому +8

    I come from a broken family too and a victim of sexual abuse

  • @dmax6196
    @dmax6196 3 роки тому +22

    I come from a broken family. My dad is a short temper person. He always think that he is the right one while me, my mother and sisters are always wrong. I am so tired being in this family. Why I can't have a happy family just like anyone else? I just hope that my dad died, so that I can live with my mother and sister peacefully. I am just so tired. My mind is killing me slowly. For how long do I have to live like this?

  • @SoyaNCincauTV
    @SoyaNCincauTV 5 років тому +10

    THUMBS UP FOR MA BOI RAJJJ!!!

  • @Chocoluver1818
    @Chocoluver1818 7 місяців тому

    Im a fixer too.. i cant take the pains.. i just to fix and live at peace… unfortunately i feel Gods telling me i cant fix those things i cant… sooooooo sadddddd…..😢😢😢

  • @gaurikris9420
    @gaurikris9420 9 місяців тому

    Run miles away u cannot fix them.i know been through that

  • @NatashaMohammed-r3h
    @NatashaMohammed-r3h Рік тому

    This makes me wanna cry

  • @NickyLalrochhara
    @NickyLalrochhara 3 роки тому +2

    Our Story is Same(most of them) i feel you bro.😞 I know it's hard to move on..

  • @Xireal
    @Xireal 2 роки тому +2

    I was crying from the old pictures with my mom when we were still a perfect family….🥺 I thought it would be the end it will just gonna be like this, so I just accepted the fact that when the old days me, my mom and my dad used to sleep in 1 bedroom but now 🥹 my dad and my mom is sleeping in a separate room because of argument I slept with my mom because I don’t know if my dads angry at me later when I didn’t followed him when she left the house… I saw my mom hugged me trying to hold back tears 😭. I’m still feeling the same pain today experiencing it every and every day… I say to God that “when does my family get healed?? Whyyy am I gonna experience this kind of situation?Can I atleast experience a happy life with no struggles 😭😭😭 Please😭?

    • @Hoda8855
      @Hoda8855 Рік тому

      سورة البقرة كاملة عبد الرحمن السديس AlBaqarah by abdulrahman al sudais / Quran ch
      ua-cam.com/video/SX94utbpSzU/v-deo.html

  • @tausheed777
    @tausheed777 3 роки тому +1

    When i cry when having a big smile un ur face, it's really painful guys

  • @marktzy2
    @marktzy2 2 роки тому +1

    I grow up without my family since Im 3 yrs old,and now im 16 thats my most heartbreaking experienced🥺

  • @jy7869
    @jy7869 Рік тому

    Im so proud of you, may the Creator continue to heal your soul. Trust the Creator he will give you strength. Im here brother if you need someone to talk too.

  • @gidi7360
    @gidi7360 4 роки тому +5

    My family is broken too 😀

  • @mitchmartin6015
    @mitchmartin6015 Рік тому

    Man your a legend! I love you for this i really needed it!

  • @Sphynxs
    @Sphynxs 3 роки тому

    a big hug my friend.

  • @mahmoodaBegum-zx2ik
    @mahmoodaBegum-zx2ik 7 місяців тому

    Please don't let your tears come out

  • @angelosimarro1034
    @angelosimarro1034 3 роки тому +3

    I'm 3rd generation broken family and my son is 4th its fucked up.

  • @journeywithzain3055
    @journeywithzain3055 2 роки тому +3

    Sir , I am child of broken family. My parents divorced when I was 12 years . Now , I am of 21 years but I cannot get myself from that dark memory . I lose my focus , happiness and don't trust anybody as due to that all I always think that all peoples are same and are cheating me . please sir guide me how I can improve myself and get out of that.

  • @nuradriana265
    @nuradriana265 2 роки тому +1

    I can see the pain:)

  • @georginajovanovic
    @georginajovanovic 4 роки тому +2

    And that your friends may not be that cool and you've been putting up with alot

  • @akashpatil2786
    @akashpatil2786 2 роки тому +1

    Thank god I'm come to this video... just to realise how strong n tough I'm mentally... panic attack ,anxiety this thing not exist in my surroundings... I just watch this all kinds of motivational videos; see peoples crying n blaming.... just to make sure dammm I'm way up from this level n can bear n hold way much than them
    Anyone here who think like this?
    (Personally I think this guy is weak; he can bear way more than that)

    • @belezzagrace3100
      @belezzagrace3100 2 роки тому +1

      He is not weak. We all are humans and different. We react to situations differently.

  • @simranbhalla353
    @simranbhalla353 2 роки тому

    Relateable much

  • @Y_anne
    @Y_anne 3 роки тому

    Hah feels like the letter is calling me out

  • @ummeabuzar6943
    @ummeabuzar6943 3 роки тому +1

    I thought I am the only one being..................

  • @KyawSwar-x4h
    @KyawSwar-x4h 9 місяців тому

    My parents nerver see. And nerver will be.

  • @sanoossahabdeen2919
    @sanoossahabdeen2919 Рік тому +2

    I have to discuss my issues, anybody here to guide me? I am waiting.

    • @Hoda8855
      @Hoda8855 Рік тому

      I am facing you, talk to me about your problems, I must solve them if you can

  • @Ouiyoginamaste
    @Ouiyoginamaste Рік тому

    Amen

  • @susmitabarman2867
    @susmitabarman2867 2 роки тому +4

    20 years my mother tolerated my fathers torture and everything he used to do . Me and my sister were so small then that affect us a lot. I started found my peace in outside relationship's.. And having bf or frnds my mother put me on another level like no mom can do.she judges too fast ..if i share something with her ,she listened . But after some days she started to judge me like a shit. I stopped talking to her my things,my feelings ,my brokens,ups and downs . She only cared if i got good results . She was investing and expect to bring a better result . When i got admitted myself in a Engineering versity , i got depressed. Because i always wanted to be a doctor. Bt she some how admitted me on engineering.. i was depressed like no ends . My parents got separated unofficially. That broke me like a hell.bt my mother just dnt care abt it . She thinks providing money is enough for us . She started to talk with frnds and the persons used to like in her teenage. She still continuously passes her time chating ,busy with her job ,talking with her frnds,relatives. Her life is sorted. No one actually thought about our mental Condition .. which situations i might go through. Now a days staying at home because my graduation is completed, seeing her like this , putting me in a miserable Condition like my family is destroyed. Nothing left between us.. her approaches felt like we r now a burden and unexpected things for her. --- its a short description of my lyf. M seeking mental help in internet to heel myself at any cost. No one can understand if they never been through in this situations..

    • @nubre123
      @nubre123 22 дні тому

      Do journalling, limit contact for sometime, donot react to their words, rather act disinterested...you cannot change them. It is impossible...You need to change how you behave around them....act disinterested...and dont overshare. Take responsibility of your own life....and journal journal as much as you can. Start thinking of your childhood values...think about how you will guide a friend if he or she is going through this...strive for resilience. Best wishes.

  • @negersultanatajin5982
    @negersultanatajin5982 Рік тому +1

    My parents got divorc. My father don't accept me. My mather accept me but she don't. Every time my mom call me she talking abut har pain har depression. It’s happen almost 1 year. I try to be strong,i try my best keep my mom strong.i help har to move on. But she never think abut me. When she happy, she forgot abut me.when she i's in pain she remind me.she show up fake concern. I jast feel she just use me.she never feel how i feel.how much i am in pain.i have no one. Every time when she cry.in front of me my bran was going to blast,in streets. I feel prassar in my bren so much.i feel vomiting. Seme time i cant tolaret it & i fent. But she never know it.maybe she don't want to know it.i am not har Princess anymore i am jast a parson who can relief har all stress. I want to a place, i want shout out loudly relief my all.but i can't

    • @Hoda8855
      @Hoda8855 Рік тому

      سورة البقرة كاملة عبد الرحمن السديس AlBaqarah by abdulrahman al sudais / Quran ch
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  • @nusratsultana7053
    @nusratsultana7053 Рік тому

    Same here bro

  • @sinivlogzz
    @sinivlogzz 7 місяців тому

    Ifudnt mind ....n.symptms......

  • @imktan108
    @imktan108 6 місяців тому

    Same..no one listens

  • @vigipurusothaman4175
    @vigipurusothaman4175 3 роки тому

    I am confuse here. Is that acting or for real? If its acting....Raj Mahal did a great job!

  • @ughaaa0304
    @ughaaa0304 5 років тому +1

    ❤❤❤

  • @Nao_77777
    @Nao_77777 2 роки тому

    I came because we are related ...

  • @JamariahKazhiescaAAnana
    @JamariahKazhiescaAAnana 2 роки тому

    i hate my family.

  • @spotnest9420
    @spotnest9420 3 роки тому +4

    Please help me

  • @temwanitamil_
    @temwanitamil_ 3 роки тому

    😔💔

  • @daltonnavel4141
    @daltonnavel4141 3 роки тому

    💔💔💔💔💔😢😢😢

  • @jameslaltanpuia7558
    @jameslaltanpuia7558 3 роки тому

    😭😭😭

  • @jarenong
    @jarenong 2 роки тому

    WEAK

  • @dr.nishatyasmin30
    @dr.nishatyasmin30 3 роки тому +1

    It's pathetic 😪

  • @divarahmaputri4646
    @divarahmaputri4646 Рік тому

    fake emotion and scripted

    • @hant2661
      @hant2661 6 місяців тому

      dont forget the non-copyright sad music