What is HPPD?

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  • @MrFylledal
    @MrFylledal Рік тому +89

    I had hppd for 10 years but not anymore. I thought it would never end.

    • @tomaton777
      @tomaton777 Рік тому +17

      so every symptom is gone from you? im 6 years in and its gotten way better and i dont think about it anymore,, not really and issue and id say 90 percent gone, but im just wondering if that 10 percent will ever fuck off.

    • @hacksorce123
      @hacksorce123 Рік тому +11

      Im about 2 years in to my HPPD and i still get visual snow often and its not too bad just annoying when I need to focus for my job….I thought i was over the hump till i smoked weed the other day and felt super relaxed and my hands started to stretch like i was on 3 tabs and thats when I noticed your anxiety and HPPD go hand in hand….they basically feed each other so staying calm during a spike is key

    • @Mysticcomicstv
      @Mysticcomicstv Рік тому +2

      @@hacksorce123 I’ve had mine for two years as well where it seems like my vision is really bad but I believe it’s just the hppd. Things that make me feel better are like working out and healthy dieting, things that get my brain active. It makes interacting with people harder I just recommend stay as healthy as can be and things should get better.

    • @Mysticcomicstv
      @Mysticcomicstv Рік тому +6

      @@hacksorce123 Oh and biggest help by far is to not focus on it like it never happened and let it naturally go away lots of people who take psychedelics have it and some are worse some are mild but treat it like it’s not even there🙏🏿

    • @hercules_144
      @hercules_144 Рік тому +3

      ​@@hacksorce123 the reason you get anxious is because it doesn't suit your brain chemistry. If you were told to exercise but every time you did you broke your leg, how long would it fucking take you to realize maybe you shouldn't be using that leg when exercising cause it's too fragile? Not long. Except physical ailments heal. Changes in the brain take much longer to correct.
      I don't get why people with hppd keep wanting to smoke weed or do other drugs even though every time they do they mess themselves up. Just let it go it's not that hard. Actually you'll be way ahead of everyone else who's still a junkie stoner with no ambitions. It takes ppl too long to realize their brains just aren't compatible with weed or other hallucinogens. And usually people regret trying them out and would like to return to the previous state they were in. Every time you experiment you're setting yourself back.

  • @Nixer
    @Nixer Рік тому +32

    To anyone suffering with HPPD.
    I was prescribed Quetiapine to help me with my HPPD & it has reduced the symptoms by about 95%, I called my local doctor and said I wanted to have a psychiatrist assessment and I was put in touch with an early intervention psychosis team who prescribed it to me.
    May not work for everyone but in my experience it has changed my life. I went from being scared of everything and everyone having 5/6 visuals a day completely thinking I was losing my mind and that the world I was living in was a lie.
    I also used to smoke absurd amounts of cannabis and I had to completely stop that because it made it incredibly worse and almost every time triggered hallucinations.

    • @jokerfrmsb
      @jokerfrmsb Рік тому +1

      Bet thanks man any side effects?

    • @Nixer
      @Nixer Рік тому

      @@jokerfrmsb not any side effect for me

    • @Nixer
      @Nixer Рік тому

      @@barlasakman yes

    • @c.a.a.n7874
      @c.a.a.n7874 10 місяців тому +1

      Ye I pretty much have it 24/7 but I mostly revisionist it when it's dark. I only really nice it when Im fucked up because I forget to block it out. But I've been dealing with severe hyper/derealization/depersonalization for like 10 years now, So it's easier to put the hppd aside because those other 3 tend to to do more damage.

    • @nothingtosee1417
      @nothingtosee1417 8 місяців тому

      Seroquel was a life saver for me . I'm bipolar (type II) and it helped calm down my hypomania and help my depression. And it also helped me get sleep. I'm on that Rimrod stuff rn for sleep which works better but Seroquel wasn't far behind.

  • @joey6528
    @joey6528 8 місяців тому +10

    Respect u for not being bias against drugs and told the exact truth to the best of you're knowledge

  • @guillehenri1803
    @guillehenri1803 10 місяців тому +7

    I had hppd for 2 month you got to be strong and if you can talk with somebody my father helped me it was in crismas and in February of 2023 i was okay be strong and pray god is the best doctor

  • @A-twentysix
    @A-twentysix Рік тому +5

    i too have hppd and i personally find it for fascinating than fearful or anxiety inducing, although my heart goes out to others struggling, and i hope yall find peace. and perhaps i dont have it as bad as some others, but i dont want people to believe that its inherently bad for everyone. and cannabis can increase the effects of psychedelic induced hppd.

  • @helenes2028
    @helenes2028 Рік тому +37

    Hey im a norwegian 22 year old girl, i just wanna say that you’re not alone with having hppd. I felt so alone when i didnt know what it was. I went to the eye doctor to see if there was something wrong with my eyes. I thought i was going to get psychotic or that i was in one. I found out myself after a long time that it was hppd. I felt less alone when i knew other people had it too and that it was actually a thing. Its been a year now and its not gone (yet) but its much better then it was in the beginning. I just wanna say that i dont think that this is chronic. But it probably can get chronic if you’re not careful! If you’re using drugs you have to quit immediately! And you should never drink again. And to be fair, life is better without drugs and alcohol. You should also exercise and eat healthy. AND get enough sleep. Im working on this and i really think my hppd will go away with patience, selflove and getting healthier. I still want to feel less alone tho.. so if you want, please contact me and we can support eachother

    • @maxking3148
      @maxking3148 Рік тому +3

      Sleep is the most impressive

    • @idilraymond
      @idilraymond Рік тому +3

      Hey , can we please contact? I'm really struggling to have a healthy sleep pattern tho. Because i get caught in a bad trip in my dreams too!!:(

    • @SID1111
      @SID1111 Рік тому

      You mean there's no problem with your eyes ??

    • @ashton3233
      @ashton3233 Рік тому +5

      I got hppd at 19 due to cannabis and now i still have it at 21. Probably because i keep even using cannabis occasionally . Alcohol don't cause this i was a drinker since 17 and nothing like this happened . It's always those hippie drugs like lsd or weed.

    • @Nixer
      @Nixer Рік тому +2

      To anyone suffering with HPPD.
      I was prescribed Quetiapine to help me with my HPPD & it has reduced the symptoms by about 95%, I called my local doctor and said I wanted to have a psychiatrist assessment and I was put in touch with an early intervention psychosis team who prescribed it to me.
      May not work for everyone but in my experience it has changed my life. I went from being scared of everything and everyone having 5/6 visuals a day completely thinking I was losing my mind and that the world I was living in was a lie.
      I also used to smoke absurd amounts of cannabis and I had to completely stop that because it made it incredibly worse and almost every time triggered hallucinations.

  • @johnnyvalentine1332
    @johnnyvalentine1332 Рік тому +11

    I’ve had HPPD for 6 years now. Never took meds for it. Don’t let it ruin your life. It’s horrible in the start but it’s a gift and a curse. Call it my shaman vision haha.

    • @tortellinifettuccine
      @tortellinifettuccine 8 місяців тому +1

      I feel like a might have it, though SUPER mild. Basically if I focus on something or see it in the corner and it has a somewhat interesting texture I can usally start to see it move amd shift just like an acid trip. It's super cool but I have to be focused on being unfocused on it if you get my meaning, but I can't hold it for long usally and it goes right back to normal when I stop.

  • @kooster8656
    @kooster8656 Рік тому +9

    I've had it since 2018 and didn't even realise. Doesn't affect my daily life but its quite irritating that not everything is clear and it's easier to blind me with flashing lights at night.

    • @bothrealting2598
      @bothrealting2598 3 дні тому +1

      Oh it’s almost too easy. All you see is white then your vision now has infinite floaters for like 30 seconds LMAO

  • @notaberserkfan5995
    @notaberserkfan5995 Рік тому +28

    It kinda hurts seeing people who got hppd more recently on here. I'd be happy to speak to anyone about it (I'm no expert on it. Just another person who has it). I'm just saying this right now
    You will recover mentally from this

    • @notaberserkfan5995
      @notaberserkfan5995 Рік тому +3

      @XD SWXG I suffered from derealization for a good 2 years from depression but it went away overtime.
      Honestly, Hppd made me get my life together and it doesn't bother me like before.

    • @noahmott1855
      @noahmott1855 Рік тому +1

      How can I contact you

    • @bigsmoke3801
      @bigsmoke3801 Рік тому

      You have me hear crying thank you so much for this you don’t understand how much comments like this help me I’m not looking for attention but I’ve been diagnosed with ocd so comments like these help me a lot with coping

    • @bigsmoke3801
      @bigsmoke3801 Рік тому +1

      @XD SWXG brother I didn’t even read your comment I had ocd my whole life but was only diagnosed recently I broke down into tears because I became very self aware of my situation and how it’s effected me through out my life I’ve had dp 3 times recovered twice im currently recovering the 3rd as we speak with a addition of hppd another new factor in my life I’m so lost atm and would love for us to keep in contact and talk each other throughout situations or new things you find out about your situation and I’ll do the same I wish you the best on your journey I think getting help for ocd is more important I’m not an expert but it’s been the biggest killer in my life my thoughts are my worst enemy and if they are urs aswell then take getting help in to consideration CBT is a must and antidepressants are a choice

    • @taylorrosenberg5937
      @taylorrosenberg5937 Рік тому

      @@bigsmoke3801how can i contact you

  • @avihs92
    @avihs92 9 місяців тому +3

    After heavy diphenhydramine, meth and LSD abuse I've experienced this but never quite knew what to call it. I've been sober for 6 years but I still get fragments of it. One odd thing I see is object sizing.
    For example, a coffee table with a cup on it, I will often perceive the table as miniscule and the cup as excessively large even though that isnt what is happening visually or realistically.
    Mental fractals and living colors are hit and miss, somewhat rare for me to perceive but potent when I do. A very strange byproduct, it's like a wetbrain of another realm.

    • @delsymdrinker
      @delsymdrinker 6 місяців тому +2

      tf are u doin taking dph when you have lsd and meth😭

  • @matjusz8985
    @matjusz8985 Рік тому +11

    Actually this can happen after only using one time and be lifelong i know from my own experience so be careful guys.

    • @debrudrabhadra253
      @debrudrabhadra253 Рік тому

      Have you recovered now?

    • @matjusz8985
      @matjusz8985 Рік тому +1

      @@debrudrabhadra253 nope, 10 years this year. Im just used to it now.

    • @debrudrabhadra253
      @debrudrabhadra253 Рік тому

      @@matjusz8985 How's ur life like these 10 years?

    • @matjusz8985
      @matjusz8985 Рік тому +3

      @@debrudrabhadra253 at the beginning was terrible now its better i still have anxiety associated with this

    • @Vicente3453.
      @Vicente3453. Рік тому +1

      @@matjusz8985 what do you see or fell? I’m having flashbacks pretty frequently since two days and I’m worried af

  • @kevinmalcolm5147
    @kevinmalcolm5147 Рік тому +5

    it’s is not as easy going as he makes it seem for me i pray to god i never get as bad as i was again but it was unfathemable complete devistation to my reality and perception of things

    • @Nixer
      @Nixer Рік тому

      I was prescribed Quetiapine to help me with my HPPD & it has reduced the symptoms by about 95%, I called my local doctor and said I wanted to have a psychiatrist assessment and I was put in touch with an early intervention psychosis team who prescribed it to me.
      May not work for everyone but in my experience it has changed my life. I went from being scared of everything and everyone having 5/6 visuals a day completely thinking I was losing my mind and that the world I was living in was a lie.
      I also used to smoke absurd amounts of cannabis and I had to completely stop that because it made it incredibly worse and almost every time triggered hallucinations.

    • @tortellinifettuccine
      @tortellinifettuccine 8 місяців тому

      It very much is for the vast majority of people. A lot of people also just confuse this condition with their own mental problems.

  • @Masatisan
    @Masatisan Рік тому +5

    Ive had it for over ten years, got it from a prescribed SSRI. When it first started it was pretty crazy, it was mostly around doorways and any kind of straight clear edges the whole edge would wiggle and undulate and if i kept staring there would start to be very bright orange and blue auras. I also had a flickering in my vision, like a shadow from a fan, and a lot of visual snow. I still have all these things except the auras. Its especially bad when im tired or stressed. It doesnt bother me that much except for the fact that even though my prescription is supposed to fully correct my vision, I still struggle to see things like signs and menus. Im used to it now, just like im used to the 24/7 tinnitus in both ears, its just life sometimes. Edited to add, I also have like an insane amount of floaters and get so much blue field entropic phenomenon it looks like the sky is sparkling.

    • @breadsg
      @breadsg 8 місяців тому +1

      Wow that’s super interesting and I hope you are doing well. What ssri gave you these issues?

    • @Masatisan
      @Masatisan 8 місяців тому +1

      @@breadsg I don't remember unfortunately

  • @Smokeviews
    @Smokeviews Рік тому +12

    I took 15 tabs and had a bad trip and life’s never been the same

  • @forty3198
    @forty3198 Рік тому +10

    Im 14 years old and im pretty sure i have hppd, i started smoking pot when i was 11 but really started abusing it when i was 13 and now ive been doing shrooms recently and even mixing the two together. One night i smoked some weed, two days ago i took shrooms and i began to bad trip on weed so i just slept it off but i noticed during the high that my vision was really noisy even when i closed my eyes. I eventually slept and when i woke up i was horrified to still see that static vision and i had to go to school that day and i was hallucinating and in a constant state of derealization, i felt so disconnected from reality like i was in a dream all day. Its now day 3 of experiencing this and the static vision is still there typing this but has calmed down and my hallucinations also calmed down but i still feel so off and disconnected from myself. 100% going sober from here on.

    • @MoonchildOfDarkness
      @MoonchildOfDarkness Рік тому +3

      Make sure to get enough sleep, hydrate and eat well. Indeed, go sober. I got it from abusing cannabis and a bunch of other hallucinogenics. Permanent tracers for me, not too much, just enough for me to know this isn't how my vision used to be. Overall, just heal. Don't be scared, you've got this. Just listen to yourself and take care of you.

    • @johnnyvalentine1332
      @johnnyvalentine1332 Рік тому +1

      Hope your doing well dude. I’m 6 years in no Meds nothing. It’s gets easier. Stay up man🤙💯

    • @kqazy8210
      @kqazy8210 Рік тому

      any update

    • @bobuxman69
      @bobuxman69 11 місяців тому

      i have minor hppd from doing acid and dxm + weed. I also got the derealization/disassociation but so far i have managed it on my own.

    • @forty3198
      @forty3198 11 місяців тому +1

      @@kqazy8210 I’ve relapsed..

  • @ellyhart6607
    @ellyhart6607 Рік тому +5

    Can someone please help my son, he definitely has type 2 hppd, he is having an episode right now, this occurs between every third day to seven days, he experiences suicidal thoughts major paranoia and anxiety, he is really suffering and there isn’t a single doctor in Queensland who recognises this condition

    • @TomTalksFilms
      @TomTalksFilms Рік тому +1

      Would recommend talking to a doctor about putting your son on a small dose of benzos, mainly clonzapam or something that could be used longer. Its calms the part of the brain thats gives the fight or flight response, helping stop things such as anxiety and paranoia. For the sucidial thoughts, remind your son he is loved and surround him with anything you can that would make him distracted. Say if he likes playing Fortnite, well let him play it all day if he has to.

    • @ellyhart6607
      @ellyhart6607 Рік тому

      @@TomTalksFilms Thankyou so much, I have felt so alone in this and trying to work out how to help him through these episodes and you are completely correct. He gets very very paranoid and his anxiety goes through the roof.
      I have taken a screenshot of your comment and take it on board. Thank you again so much.

    • @TomTalksFilms
      @TomTalksFilms Рік тому +1

      @@ellyhart6607 anytime :) I would look into if what your son has is hppd for sure. I find hppd and panic attacks have similar effects. I recently quit smoking weed and was getting massive panic attacks During that time I felt really out of touch with the world and felt like I couldn't think straight. Constant anxiety will make you feel like you're almost tripping on a bad drug even though you're not. So yes I think the anxiety medication could potentially really help your son and I'm really glad that you Shawn would have said to be helpful as I don't want anybody to go through that's s***

    • @ellyhart6607
      @ellyhart6607 Рік тому +1

      @@TomTalksFilms Hi, thank you for your support and emails.
      My sons, HPPD sessions, sometimes go for 20 hours, and they are very intense.
      The longest he has gone without a panic attack is six days and the symptoms match the HP PD exactly.
      Thanks again 🌸
      It’s very difficult to get medication that help his panic attacks, no doctors will prescribe it.
      We are in Australia. I’m not sure where you’re from

    • @TomTalksFilms
      @TomTalksFilms Рік тому +1

      @@ellyhart6607 im from Canada, I would try some over the counter supplements then like Valerian Root and Magnesium Citrate

  • @dimitrisvrs9923
    @dimitrisvrs9923 Рік тому +2

    after a use of lsd exaclty before two months .the next day i start to have symtoms of dearization like see the people like camera when i have stress like fogy vision and lost.loosing of short term memory,imean what i did yesterday loose of concentration,afraid of the people little bit,bad mood,and after one month i start to have like trails in my vision if i turn my head fast.blurry vision,and if some pictures or walls are geometric or thinks with continuing lines like tthe heater or my blanket i see it if i move fast like double.or when i move my hand sometimes i can see it like again.but i dont have in my generall vision all the day sympotms like moving thinks or i dont know.only trails litle bit and halos in the light.sensitivity also in light.can someone help me if this is depersonalization or hppd? my psychotherapist still believe that is stress panic.

    • @thedemonskull6400
      @thedemonskull6400 14 днів тому

      I have similar issues after a longer period of LS D abuse. They mainly come out when im super tired, and Kind of stressed/afraid. Then just a bit of weed and maybe caffeein is needed and Im back on a trip to the backrooms. I feel its kind of connected to a bad trip or something. Like that intesely pressured moment you endured on that psych has just burned into your body chemistry, so that, if you feel emotionally alike in this odd way (if you get what I mean) you kinda reactive these properties.
      Or, and now hear me out, its some hallucinogetic induced ptsd, that sometimes sends you back on a pretty similar visual trip, cause your psyche is still progressing these, maybe traumatising, expreiences

  • @WomboBraker
    @WomboBraker Рік тому +12

    The fuck is up with the music xd

  • @benstrucken3606
    @benstrucken3606 3 місяці тому

    Dont worry about the cannabis part though. Cannabis is not a hallucinogen at all its judt a psychotrop that has psychedelic aspects. For that reason if your weed causes HPPD then something is wrong with your "weed".

  • @jankowalski5914
    @jankowalski5914 Рік тому

    is it possible to get hppd by microdosing dried Amanita muscaria for therapeutic purposes? (musimol)

    • @MoonchildOfDarkness
      @MoonchildOfDarkness Рік тому

      Any hallucinogenic, psychoactive substance, even after smoking cannabis you can get this. It is rare, but anxiety that you may get this probably won't help with the therapy. You know the risk, there's always a risk with drugs. It's your life.

    • @thedemonskull6400
      @thedemonskull6400 14 днів тому

      ​@@MoonchildOfDarkness that wasnt his/her question

    • @thedemonskull6400
      @thedemonskull6400 14 днів тому

      I thinks its a lot less likely, but not impossible, especially if combined with other substances, and yes, weed is definitely no exception (eventho im pretty sure everyone know anyways).

  • @sierrarutter3571
    @sierrarutter3571 Рік тому

    ive had it since i was 5

    • @Tommyezzz
      @Tommyezzz 2 місяці тому

      Omg I’m so sorry what happened

  • @aunabreslingaming3279
    @aunabreslingaming3279 8 місяців тому

    Prolonged psychedelic effects??? God these terms

  • @BRD333
    @BRD333 Рік тому +6

    i got hppd please help

  • @fracturedroots5806
    @fracturedroots5806 Рік тому +2

    a thought, for me the pyramids seem to be a symbol of harmony between the Sun >god1of many planets mother nature < to continue this idea i understand the blocks of the pyramid to be a reflection of the energy quantifying reaction that occurs on the Suns in visible form to guide the imagination of adventurers..... we are apart of this energy brothers and sisters we our but a reflection of what is allowed by our environment.... we need these good vibes Needing better harmony with Nature lets let earth grow better

    • @fracturedroots5806
      @fracturedroots5806 Рік тому +1

      to understand something complex you need to be complex from here move forward to residual energy ---- from matter grown under a reflection of energy on the substrate of earth --- but people should understand if you have derived your energy though something considered to be less. or darker...synthesized nature fungus tab not expanded.... then it may feel darker or disconnected than what the highest beings intended it may not be an experience you went to delve into so being mindful is key to deeper understanding this links to my other message we cannot disable our self from true nature by means of darkness the "wrong energy's" Xxx

  • @upupina90
    @upupina90 Рік тому +1

    so this is a condition that causes anxiety right?
    Right.
    ...
    Why the hell someone would think a fast speaking doctor with pumped up music would be appropriate?
    We need chilled doctors pls.

    • @toadmadhatter
      @toadmadhatter Рік тому

      No, we do not. You need to work on yourself first, try meditation or something, I have faith you can become stronger.

  • @maxcepeda4190
    @maxcepeda4190 Рік тому

    I’ve had hppd for a couples years now when Ever I look at a wall or floor it looks like the texture or patterns are moving around like water idk how to explain it kinda sucks tbh got this from a lsd binge couples years ago🥲….Don’t do drugs!!!