if you've been heartbroken, watch this

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  • Опубліковано 27 вер 2024
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    this is not my own audio! all credits to igor oro for writing this amazing spoken word. it makes me feel so many things. I always relate to it so much whenever I listen to it, so I wanted to share it with you guys
    ** I want to thank you all for how many subscribers I have gained in the past few months. it still continues to amaze me how much this little channel made just for fun has grown. I'm so glad there's people out there enjoying what I create and that you guys are relating to it and making use of it for your own creations. thank you so much for your continued support and kind comments. I try to read as many comments as I can; I love hearing about all of your personal situations and how/why you relate to what I make. it makes my heart happy to get the privilege of making something that impacts others and helps them feel understood. **
    quote: maybe by igor oro
    music: threnody by goldmund
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  • @anoukeline9847
    @anoukeline9847 4 роки тому +10056

    So many memories that you’ve shared with that one person.. and here we are, all thinking about a different person. That one person.

    • @emilysteuart1956
      @emilysteuart1956 4 роки тому +58

      Unless you live in UT, in that case we would all prolly be talking bout that same guy🤫

    • @emilysteuart1956
      @emilysteuart1956 4 роки тому +9

      😂

    • @tempt4tions412
      @tempt4tions412 4 роки тому +143

      Yeah, we are but they're not thinking about us they've probably moved on and found their happiness while we're stuck with the broken heart.

    • @imsad4966
      @imsad4966 4 роки тому +15

      💔

    • @delilahroanhorse1951
      @delilahroanhorse1951 4 роки тому +5

      Same

  • @444r4y
    @444r4y 3 роки тому +2737

    “you die 2 times in life. when your heart stops beating, and when theirs starts beating for someone else.”

    • @Dendoi_
      @Dendoi_ 3 роки тому +18

      what if they're in the world trade center and you're inside a plane in the year 2001

    • @sunfix991
      @sunfix991 3 роки тому +4

      Omg no please no

    • @jaxz5264
      @jaxz5264 3 роки тому +1

      🥺🥺🥺🥺

    • @ireneboichingzou5193
      @ireneboichingzou5193 3 роки тому +2

      🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭💔💔💔

    • @beatrizlamas6994
      @beatrizlamas6994 3 роки тому

      Omg

  • @laama59
    @laama59 3 роки тому +1072

    Falling in love is like giving someone a loaded gun pointed at your heart and trusting them not to pull the trigger.

    • @yepimtray601
      @yepimtray601 3 роки тому +35

      Well my ex pulled that shit

    • @Bbyzxrotwo
      @Bbyzxrotwo 3 роки тому +3

      @@yepimtray601 yep :1

    • @rivi1188
      @rivi1188 3 роки тому +4

      @@yepimtray601 how yo holding up

    • @yepimtray601
      @yepimtray601 3 роки тому +5

      @@rivi1188 I'm healing thank God for that. I don't hate him and I wish him the best that life has to offer.

    • @rivi1188
      @rivi1188 3 роки тому +2

      @@yepimtray601 i recently went through a break up and i could really use some advice

  • @kapriece2224
    @kapriece2224 3 роки тому +1832

    the sad part was, we were never even together.

    • @1wicked222
      @1wicked222 3 роки тому +25

      Sorry to hear that

    • @basbroek9469
      @basbroek9469 3 роки тому +120

      That feeling that you think you're not good enough for them, is one of the things I cry most about.

    • @antoinefillion-mariage6975
      @antoinefillion-mariage6975 3 роки тому +31

      Imagine when you've been with ghat person 5 years and they replace you so quickly:( sorry you're also hurting

    • @TheGAMINGSKILZz
      @TheGAMINGSKILZz 3 роки тому +95

      Yea I feel this too. We were talking for a few months but the way we were talking was like we were dating you know? And there was a point where I knew she felt just as strongly about me as I did and still do about her. But then she left, like I meant nothing to her and now I feel so heartbroken and lost and hurt all the time. But at the same time I feel stupid and like I shouldn’t feel this way because we weren’t even together. But I just really fell so hard for her. And I just miss her so much 💔😭😔

    • @jocelynmello4128
      @jocelynmello4128 3 роки тому +9

      The fact that he was just with me to make me 'happy' by lying to me and saying "I love you" and know he says "I hate you"hurts me the most

  • @kayleighdavis4946
    @kayleighdavis4946 3 роки тому +512

    it kills me that i will never know if he’s hurting the way i am or if he simply doesn’t care

    • @yepimtray601
      @yepimtray601 3 роки тому +15

      Omg I'm wondering the same thing

    • @kannathicc2424
      @kannathicc2424 3 роки тому +11

      Honestly same it's so just confusing and hurts a lot

    • @dianneciresi6324
      @dianneciresi6324 3 роки тому +7

      Prolly doesn't care if he ghosted, moved on & with someone to else. Happen to me..

    • @melinatagliamento6482
      @melinatagliamento6482 3 роки тому +8

      They dont care.
      believe me

    • @Sara-Venom
      @Sara-Venom 2 роки тому +1

      True 🥺💔😞

  • @treii8751
    @treii8751 3 роки тому +144

    The worst thing is when you’re getting over her and then dream about all the good memories and being together with her again. When you wake up in the morning you just feel pain.

    • @grececanna2407
      @grececanna2407 3 роки тому

      I recommend you to a man who can help you manifest anything you want to manifest within two-day ❤❤❤

    • @grececanna2407
      @grececanna2407 3 роки тому

      He was the person who helped me manifest back my ex three day ago with out delay💯💯

    • @grececanna2407
      @grececanna2407 3 роки тому

      Whtsaap him**

    • @grececanna2407
      @grececanna2407 3 роки тому

      ___+ 2::3::4::81::08::76::26::52...

    • @yepimtray601
      @yepimtray601 3 роки тому

      Last night I dreamt that I asked my ex if hes ok ( he broke up with me officially last Saturday) and he said I already got over it and I said I'll give myself a month 😩 then when I hugged him he turned into a woman strange

  • @slurpoo4652
    @slurpoo4652 4 роки тому +7280

    “They say follow your heart, but if your heart is in a million pieces, which piece do you follow?”
    Cant believe this got so many likes even though in my opinion it’s so cheesy. Although, I always think that stuff after seeing what i have said previously...ANYWAYS THANKS FOR THE LIKES FRIENDS! HAVE A NICE DAY

  • @ashleighpearce6578
    @ashleighpearce6578 4 роки тому +1978

    i wasn’t even dating him but it feels like i dated him for years 😫

    • @MichelleMartinez-kb3gt
      @MichelleMartinez-kb3gt 4 роки тому +74

      omg i swear this is me its like i was getting to know the person and in only those 2 weeks felt like 2 decades in which he had me fall for him soooo hard that i didnt even expect it, he didnt leave me and nor did he hurt me but it was wrong time right person. Now all i do is cry everynight hoping one day again he'll be mine. But all that's left to do is wait for the right time and hopefully eventually that's soon.

    • @spencerdavies5569
      @spencerdavies5569 4 роки тому +20

      I feel something for this boy for 6 weeks it feels like 6 years we aren't dating but it feels like it it feels different I feel like hes the one but I'm just a girl who isn't popular who isn't fit who isn't good looking but some how I like him

    • @ashleighpearce6578
      @ashleighpearce6578 4 роки тому +4

      Spencer Davies this is me exactly it feels so different compared to everyone else xx

    • @mariakay3784
      @mariakay3784 4 роки тому +5

      @@MichelleMartinez-kb3gt goodness!!
      We've got similar issues here. This is soo me.
      Been battling heartbreak for weeks now

    • @MichelleMartinez-kb3gt
      @MichelleMartinez-kb3gt 4 роки тому +3

      @@mariakay3784 stay strong babe ik it hurts :( im still hurting till this day

  • @weberkarl6428
    @weberkarl6428 Рік тому +130

    Psychedelic's definitely have potential to deal with mental health symptoms like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them again but it's just so hard to source here.

    • @ErikaAndrade-qs4gs
      @ErikaAndrade-qs4gs Рік тому

      I have researched and found out that shrooms are very helpful , it has really helps to reduce anxiety and depression . I would love to try magic mushrooms but I can't easily get some , Is there any realiable source I can purchase one

    • @LeonardoAndrade-js2vo
      @LeonardoAndrade-js2vo Рік тому

      The Trips I've been having have really helped me a lot,I finally feel in control of my emotions and my future and things that used to be mundane to me now seem incredible and full of nuance on top of that I'm way less driven by my ego and I have alot more empathy as well

    • @DeanSteven-rq2or
      @DeanSteven-rq2or Рік тому

      @Lisa Cevallos I am feeling the same way too. I put too much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety levels. I am also glad to be a part of his community.

    • @AlfonsoGavilanes
      @AlfonsoGavilanes Рік тому

      Does Sporeville ship?

    • @TatianitaVillavicencio
      @TatianitaVillavicencio Рік тому

      Tripping is not really bad but find a good mycologist Who will teach you the right things you need to know

  • @avecesyo222
    @avecesyo222 4 роки тому +435

    I closed the door but I didn't lock it. If you knock on it one day, I will open with a smile. I miss you so much.

    • @um.ok.6003
      @um.ok.6003 3 роки тому +13

      omg this comment hurt me

    • @MrKrabs-yb1xn
      @MrKrabs-yb1xn 3 роки тому +4

      Know right know

    • @madwrld8769
      @madwrld8769 3 роки тому

      💔😔

    • @BurrotClothilde
      @BurrotClothilde 3 роки тому +2

      Feel you so much ... but the only problem is that it feeds hope ...

    • @heyyitstheaxo
      @heyyitstheaxo 3 роки тому

      @@BurrotClothilde and there is nothing wrong with holding on to hope if that’s what makes you happy

  • @nix4418
    @nix4418 4 роки тому +615

    Why is UA-cam the only thing that knows what I am going through and the only think which cares???

    • @gorkemtuncer5154
      @gorkemtuncer5154 4 роки тому +6

      Its going to be okay... one day eventually

    • @xoxx.harmela7551
      @xoxx.harmela7551 3 роки тому +1

      FR FRR

    • @gorkemtuncer5154
      @gorkemtuncer5154 3 роки тому +1

      @@xoxx.harmela7551 well its still not Okay hahahahahah dunno how much longer gonna take...

    • @xoxx.harmela7551
      @xoxx.harmela7551 3 роки тому

      @@gorkemtuncer5154 lol

    • @gorkemtuncer5154
      @gorkemtuncer5154 3 роки тому +1

      @@xoxx.harmela7551 u kno it actually hurts. Seeing everyone happy, living their "best life" in the weekends etc. Sometimes i wonder if in not tryin hard enough or in not enough...

  • @leatherfacejr8090
    @leatherfacejr8090 3 роки тому +174

    We're all hurting together, and nobody is alone as we can clearly see while reading these comments. It just takes time, but we will heal.

    • @Fishing-ku8nf
      @Fishing-ku8nf 3 роки тому

      fr

    • @aosoriov20
      @aosoriov20 Рік тому +1

      I'm at a point in which that seems impossible

    • @Ella__358
      @Ella__358 8 місяців тому

      nope im alone. its been time. its litterally been 2 years and im still CRYING

    • @leatherfacejr8090
      @leatherfacejr8090 8 місяців тому

      ​@@Ella__358 You'll be okay. It took me a couple years and even today I still think about them, but I no longer hurt over it. I chose to seek God for healing in every area of my life and he delivered. I remember being so desperate to get out of that depression that I was begging through tears and prayer. I eventually ran into them with the person they replaced me with and I was completely fine. I know how unbearable the torment is trust me, but they were removed from your life for the better. Now you have the room you need to grow 😊

  • @rileygidman6283
    @rileygidman6283 4 роки тому +415

    Honestly the hardest thing about loving someone who doesn't love you is the fact that they are happy and don't even know your hurting. And also when they find someone. You knowing they've found someone who is better than you is honestly heart breaking

    • @straydarkwolf5048
      @straydarkwolf5048 3 роки тому +14

      It just makes you feel as though you were never good enough in the first place...

    • @jaleycortez8974
      @jaleycortez8974 3 роки тому +8

      try forcing your feelings to go away because you know your going to get hurt again but you just cant get over him

    • @straydarkwolf5048
      @straydarkwolf5048 3 роки тому +1

      @@jaleycortez8974 I know how it feels

    • @anonymouss5661
      @anonymouss5661 3 роки тому

      @@straydarkwolf5048 exactly😭😭💔😩

    • @respectnachos7754
      @respectnachos7754 3 роки тому

      I miss him so much

  • @MC-fp3jg
    @MC-fp3jg 4 роки тому +475

    “ i stopped being myself after you left.” You know you really love someone when nothing fills you anymore, n when you feel your heart breaking into pieces, your chest aching and your gut hurting. It’s like a full heart now is left half. A piece of it its gone .

    • @aaish4111
      @aaish4111 3 роки тому +4

      It is what is man. That’s how I’m feeling rn :)

    • @brittanypeters1306
      @brittanypeters1306 3 роки тому +2

      I know that feeling

    • @brittanypeters1306
      @brittanypeters1306 3 роки тому +1

      I know the feeling

    • @happywings15
      @happywings15 3 роки тому +1

      I fill my days with school work and extracurricular and yet im tired not cause of that but when im not doing something the thought of what could've been creeps up and its been months

    • @hashbrownash1
      @hashbrownash1 3 роки тому +3

      That line is relatable. My husband died January 27th 2020 and I died that day too.

  • @saf8428
    @saf8428 3 роки тому +86

    i’ve told everyone i’ve moved on but i haven’t. i miss him so much.

    • @lyana4642
      @lyana4642 3 роки тому +1

      i miss him too.

    • @yepimtray601
      @yepimtray601 3 роки тому +1

      I just passed my ex and we said goodnight to each other. It's like we're strangers, its like we never was together.... I thought I'd feel bad but i didn't theres no doubt that the love i feel for him is still there but i cant show it.... i cried at the thought of seeing him today. Hopefully I and everyone else who is going through this will heal

  • @its.justdestinyy
    @its.justdestinyy 3 роки тому +62

    It’s so crazy how one person can change everything for you.

  • @yanxdere
    @yanxdere 3 роки тому +56

    let's admit it. everyone was once heartbroken. and here we are, trying to fix and get back every piece of our heart that has been broken.

    • @stk_supra935
      @stk_supra935 3 роки тому

      I have been broken for 6 years

    • @stk_supra935
      @stk_supra935 3 роки тому

      No one can fix my heart

    • @defnotpaul
      @defnotpaul 2 роки тому

      @@stk_supra935 I hope you're okay this time.

  • @johnneythang7830
    @johnneythang7830 3 роки тому +54

    when someone you love the most suddenly pushes you away with so many excuses so they can be with someone else new taking your place, it's hurt so bad you can't even explains it.

  • @kyra0516
    @kyra0516 4 роки тому +1778

    Holy fuck I miss her so much. But not her now, I miss the old her. The old girl I used to make the best memories with. I wanna go back to when we fell in ponds on days we skipped school. I wanna go back to when I could tell her anything with no fear of being judged. I wish our hearts were meant to stay together because it still hurts. Every day without her hurts. I wish our hearts could still be each other’s home. I want her back. But I can’t have her anymore. Because she’s gone. How could I let someone so great just disappear. Fade into nothing. Transform into someone who’s not her. God. I miss you, Char. Please come home one day. I’ll be here.
    (Update on 11/30/2020: Our hearts are reconnecting. Everything will be okay. Just give it time and a little bit of effort🤍)
    (Update on 4/16/2021: Nevermind. She’s permanently changed into someone I don’t want to be around. I wish I’d saved her before it was too late.)
    (Update on 6/18/2021: We’re okay now and we hang out sometimes but we’ll never be as close as we were. But it’s all okay. It’s for the best.)

    • @ashleygonzalez2730
      @ashleygonzalez2730 4 роки тому +6

      💔

    • @kehara335
      @kehara335 4 роки тому +10

      That made me cry

    • @hannahtorres2393
      @hannahtorres2393 4 роки тому +4

      😢💔

    • @nezby3945
      @nezby3945 4 роки тому +10

      :( same it's so weird that I still care after all this time but I can't say that I just don't care actually there hasn't been a moment when I didn't care.

    • @L2merence
      @L2merence 4 роки тому +3

      Damn.., my heart 🥺🙏🏻

  • @Dxwny_
    @Dxwny_ 3 роки тому +7

    For those people who got rejected, cheated on and heartbroken.
    All I can say is I understand everyone of you
    I had walked on that path
    My advice, wake up, open your eyes and move on, maybe you feel empty or broken. But believe me
    Never give up
    Keep on walking
    The day will come when you will meet that special somebody
    And when you do
    You’ll know its “the one and only”
    I can say I’ve met this person
    I got cheated on 3 years ago
    And now im a new person
    A piece of advice
    “We people are like gardens, we must make ourselves beautiful, love ourselves, respect ourselves and most importantly BE OURSELVES, focus on yourselves first then think about someone else because
    How can you love somebody if you don’t love yourself”
    The day will come when you will have peace
    And you will be happy
    I promise you that❤️

  • @abbastra6480
    @abbastra6480 3 роки тому +24

    I can't believe that he's just a memory and he'll never come back.

  • @lalitjungyonjan8824
    @lalitjungyonjan8824 4 роки тому +112

    The most amazing thing is we all are listening the same clip but missing a different person Any way stay blessed people❤️

  • @luguq
    @luguq 4 роки тому +129

    She broke my heart but she doesn't even know it

    • @arianorani1814
      @arianorani1814 4 роки тому +2

      Same

    • @goncalo.miranda21
      @goncalo.miranda21 4 роки тому +2

      So true

    • @nimrahamer9531
      @nimrahamer9531 4 роки тому +9

      he's broken my heart but he doesnt even know it

    • @jullyscainl7623
      @jullyscainl7623 3 роки тому

      Not broke no our highnesses tomuch nothing matter rong this in side only chool calling why nong or bad other publick sitting not good bad bad bad bad?????????thing

    • @luguq
      @luguq 3 роки тому +1

      @@jullyscainl7623 WHAT

  • @ElliotAndJade
    @ElliotAndJade 3 роки тому +24

    ''maybe I'm a fool for distancing myself from you, maybe thats why I couldn't admit I loved you because for some reason, I couldn't accept that maybe, just maybe, you might have loved me too.''

  • @xxm4d1xx41
    @xxm4d1xx41 4 роки тому +209

    They say you’ll get over it, they say it’s gonna be okay but how do you come back from a heart brake. It’s like putting a puzzle back together but missing one piece and that one piece was them. How can you feel so lost when just one person left. You can try and try and try but you can’t fill the void that they left in your heart. You never want to try at love again. You never want to feel anything again so you put up your walls and you don’t let anyone brake them down. You don’t let anyone in cause they can hurt you, and you don’t wanna be hurt anymore.

    • @MxPie11
      @MxPie11 4 роки тому +9

      i know right...I gave him my everything. Now that he left, he left with everything of me. And I'm left with nothing.

    • @xxm4d1xx41
      @xxm4d1xx41 3 роки тому +3

      @Mood _edits I get that man, I haven’t been cheated on but I’ve been betrayed when I gave someone my everything, it hurts, a lot.

    • @xxm4d1xx41
      @xxm4d1xx41 3 роки тому +2

      @@MxPie11 Exactly, people say that he lost something great but you feel like you lost that something, it really really hurts.

    • @xxm4d1xx41
      @xxm4d1xx41 3 роки тому +1

      @Mood _edits I’m really sorry she should not have played with your heart like that and sure I’m down to be friends

    • @xxm4d1xx41
      @xxm4d1xx41 3 роки тому +1

      @dark _cloud I have an iPhone ten and I hope you can get over her soon🙂

  • @welcomebackcarter5169
    @welcomebackcarter5169 4 роки тому +165

    I just wonder if he still think about us but probably not and all the what if’s kill me

  • @nicoleryan100
    @nicoleryan100 3 роки тому +11

    I've been going through something, and lost someone that I loved. They walked away. And this hits close. Thank you for sharing this. For sharing your art.

  • @justarandomlizard2218
    @justarandomlizard2218 4 роки тому +12

    when you realize someone has spoken all the words your heart feels but is too afraid to think about.
    *mood*

  • @Little_kirbydee
    @Little_kirbydee 4 роки тому +194

    If you fall in love with me don’t
    This isn’t some cliche poem about my childhood
    suffering from the lack of a male role model
    because that would be a terrible lie
    And my dad raises a daughter with a guilty conscience
    not a liar.
    Anyways,
    I’m here to warn you about what you might be getting yourself into.
    I smile by habit, not by choice.
    I giggle out of empathy, and humor, or embarrassment
    but never to purposely spite.
    I get jealous when I see that someone can provide for other people
    in a way that I can’t but that’s because I’m a people pleaser
    and us, people-pleasers, we just want to give.
    And I go through phases just like the moon,
    but I always complete my lunar cycle and return to my bright self again.
    And you should probably know that I’m emotional.
    Like, really emotional.
    In fact, I may even think I have you fooled about how I’m feeling,
    but because my dad didn’t raise a liar,
    I am forced to unintentionally wear my big sobby heart on my sleeve.
    Oh and I’ll let something slide 1016 times,
    but after that, I don’t give second chances.
    I’m also an incredibly all-or-nothing person to a fault.
    But when I’m invested in something, I’d rather lose everything good I have
    before I even consider declaring bankruptcy.
    But remember: there are two sides to every coin,
    so if you fall in love with me, don’t.
    Because in every lunar cycle, the moon disappears for a while,
    and it has a dark side too.
    And I said I was a people pleaser, and us people-pleasers… we pour.
    In fact, I will keep filling and filling your glass until it’s overflowing
    and my pitcher has gone empty
    because to see you hydrated is all I could ever want in this world,
    until I realize it’s left me drained.
    When I’m drained, I’ll get frustrated, and sometimes I’ll go into hiding.
    I’ll either take a solo hike or get in my car and drive just to get my distance, peace, and alone time.
    But don’t you worry because I’ll eventually turn around and come home again.
    Oh and I’m obsessed with galaxies and stars,
    but it depresses me to know these things will either get swallowed by a selfishly hungry balk hole
    or explode and die in a supernova or whatever.
    but that’s beside the point.
    The point is: I’m a tangled mess of contradictory things
    But I’m not saying this to scare you
    I’m saying this to warn and protect you,
    and to properly love you, and to tell you not to worry about a thing.
    Because remember, I am an all-or-nothing person, so if I fall in love, I am all in for you.
    And if you, somehow, fall in love with me, don’t.
    Because I won’t be limited to loving you, but I’ll be head-over-heels for your smile,
    your giggle, the face you make when you’re embarrassed, and the look in your eyes
    when I know you’re jealous.
    I’ll fall in love with the way you endlessly try to please people and how it drives you crazy that it’s never enough.
    Or how you selflessly pour your pitcher to hydrate someone despite the fact you’re parched.
    I’ll fall in love with your phases, both dark and bright,
    and how sometimes you might go into hiding when you’re frustrated.
    I’ll fall in love with how you pretend you’re not emotional despite the fact you’re feelings are trying so hard to escape your eyes.
    And that special way you recharge yourself when you feel drained.
    I’ll even love your heart after you’ve given your last second chance to someone for the 1016th time because I know you’re a tangled mess of contradictory things.
    So please don’t just fall in love with me, because I’m not going to fall in love with “just you”.
    You’re too complex and complicated for it to be that simple, and so all I ask is that
    If you fall in love with me, you’ll fall in love with my infinite complexities, too.

    • @tshana1408
      @tshana1408 4 роки тому +6

      I didn’t expect to see this here 😍. Btw I also love Luna poems’s poems.

    • @cpf6125
      @cpf6125 4 роки тому +2

      I'm not a poetry person (except for music) but this is really really good. Wow.

    • @noenth
      @noenth 4 роки тому

      fun fact, actually really really sad fact, i just came from watching the youtube video of that poem 🧍

    • @chelsea9084
      @chelsea9084 3 роки тому +1

      i love lunas poems. she hasn’t uploaded it a while.

    • @joshhamill2796
      @joshhamill2796 3 роки тому +2

      This is beautiful I’ll be sure to remember it because in a way it explains SO MANY PARTS OF ME!

  • @alexanderyates2099
    @alexanderyates2099 3 роки тому +8

    everyone's going to hurt you, you just have to find the ones that are worth suffering over

  • @aayushkhatri8542
    @aayushkhatri8542 4 роки тому +649

    I pray y'all get through these hard times easily. Be strong guys. Life's hard sometimes.

  • @RevivalC
    @RevivalC 3 роки тому +13

    She made feel like I’m actually worth something. Even though we spent little time with each other, I’ve never felt anything like it before. Like being in love for the first time.

  • @tamikamans1710
    @tamikamans1710 4 роки тому +14

    I cried for two hours straight after watching this
    You told my real life story
    And i want to thank you cause i never could get words to describe my feelings and you told it for me
    Thnx

  • @josefineschiller5221
    @josefineschiller5221 4 роки тому +37

    Even after over one year has passed it still makes me emotional thinking over my first failed love. Since a few days/weeks I feel completely lost. And I can’t find the reason for it. I don’t have any issues with my loved ones, I‘m healthy and actually I have everything I need. But for some reason I feel sick, tired, empty. I don’t wanna fall in love just to say I am in a happy relationship. I wanna feel connected, save and loved by someone special, but I am not read yet. I know that. But I don’t know how to feel better. What am I supposed to do? I completely withdraw myself, even if I don’t want to. I don’t have the power to talk much about my feelings, I feel helpless. But I keep trying.

    • @PiperMonismith
      @PiperMonismith 3 роки тому +2

      start doing things that make you happy, listen to those good songs from your childhood that always made you happy, and then take time to yourself, work on yourself, treat yourself, etc. first love always hurts the worst until we realize it wasn't really love. you never truly know what the other person's intentions are. love shouldn't make you feel anything other than happy and light and warm. i have thought to myself my first love was the only guy i wanted and he was the person who saved me. i was wrong. he didn't save me. he distracted me. played me of course. it wasn't love. everyone's life is meant for something. sometimes our life doesn't always mean we are going to get to spend it with the vision inside our head

  • @chrissyhd9948
    @chrissyhd9948 3 роки тому +12

    this is like a poem , it’s beautiful and understandingly underrated 🥺

  • @emiled5606
    @emiled5606 4 роки тому +19

    I give her everything I had.. Now I don't see the point to live anymore, I'm done with all this pain, I don't wanna suffer any more.

    • @greg4712
      @greg4712 4 роки тому +2

      Me too man

    • @natashahanney7440
      @natashahanney7440 4 роки тому +4

      It always gets better, remember rock bottom is a solid foundation to build on

    • @mafevera7836
      @mafevera7836 4 роки тому

      Im so sorry you have to go through this.I know you would get through this you are strong keep going❤️

    • @poisonclapz5213
      @poisonclapz5213 4 роки тому

      Hey man just know things are gonna get better I promise

  • @theforgotten8931
    @theforgotten8931 3 роки тому +10

    "Two hearts dancing in the rain playfully"
    My heart wants to continue dancing but they want to stop so they can dance with another.

  • @chipphotography3243
    @chipphotography3243 3 роки тому +2

    Even though it wasn't messy, even though we were never a couple nor did anything happen, I miss her. She is the most incredibly beautiful woman I've met. She brought light into my darkness, she brought happiness into my life, she brought everything into my life and made it even more rich. I miss her

    • @chipphotography3243
      @chipphotography3243 3 роки тому +1

      When we were in class together, to me she became the only person there. I knew there were others in the room but she was the only person I focused on. She is beautiful beyond words, she is warm and caring. And the kicker? I have only known her a few months... But it feels like years

  • @charlottecarmichael9113
    @charlottecarmichael9113 3 роки тому +45

    hey. it’s charlotte.. if you’re reading this luke, and i know i’ve said it a million times, but i’m so sorry. i didn’t mean to hurt you the way i did or ruin what we once had. i’m sorry for ending what i thought could be a lifetime of love or second guessing your thoughts on me. i’m an overthinker, i think what could possibly be the worst of what others think about me. i lied. i didn’t use my brain. i didn’t think of how this would make you feel, but just how i would. i was fine after i broke up with you for a month or two, but it seemed the guilt was chasing me and finally caught up. i ended up messaging you trying to apologize but i fear that it was to late. i cried, sobbed every night. the guilt was hitting me, hard. leaving bruises and scars where i once felt love and happiness. you forgave me, and i feel as if you only did it so i could stop what i caused. this wasn’t your fault. at all. and you have every right to hate me, never wanting to speak to me again. i get it, i would too. although i can never bring myself to tell you that i think of you every day. every second. when you message me back, ignoring the fact that it may not be the message or response i want, but what i have. i miss how you made me feel and i sure am one to second guess, because i didn’t think how much i would miss you, or the memories we created when i broke you. it was selfish of me. very. only thinking of me and me only. i miss and cherish the bond that we had that no one else had with me. you supported me, laughed with me, you even had the same humor as me which is hard to find. you made me smile and laugh, but most importantly, you made me happy. it was the happiest i had ever been when we were together. it was the happiness i got when you texted me good morning and goodnight every day. it was the happiness of you and me. if i could go back, and trust me i would, i would have never done something that has us both in pain, a heartless feeling of a hole the we dug ourselves and fell right into. i’m sorry. i’m sorry i don’t know what else to say. i’m sorry that i could once think that i would be better if without you. i’m sorry that i didn’t be the best girlfriend i could possibly be clearly. i’m sorry. while we are here though, i should tell our story. one day i think some day in may, i was playing on my xbox and invited to a party with you. we played for hours everyday until we actually hung out with you, your brother, your friends, and my sister. we created a friend group that made me laugh, cry, and remember to be in my heart everyday. it was summer, so we had all the time in the world to hangout. with that said, we did. we hung out almost everyday and i would trade anything to go back. eventually, i started to develop feelings for you. yes you. i brushed it off like it was nothing because i was way head over heels for you. what can i say. you were funny, had an amazing personality, kind, and overall you. one night, remembering it like it was nothing, skigh messaged you asking you very discreetly if you liked me, or something the along the lines of “would you date charlotte.” i had a feeling you would say yes, or atleast i hoped, because everyone assumed you liked me. that night though, you said no. like me, i’m not one to show emotion a lot, so i didn’t cry, laugh, smile, i just ignored it till that same night i was in my room sobbing. you were like no other though, if i had gotten rejected by anyone else, it would have been nothing, so why was it that it was crying? we still hung out because skigh made it seem i had no clue that she was messaging you, so it wasn’t awkward. skip forward a few, we were at my aunts house and i remember skigh and elyse starting to act very strange. i asked them what they were doing, soon finding out that you were trying to confess your feelings for me. i had been shocked but acted clueless at the same time. why had you liked me now? most of my feelings for you were gone after you rejected me but i still was holding on of some for the hope that maybe you would change your mind. and you did. you started out by saying hi and i said hi back of course. you then simply went on the basically say that you liked me. you asked me out but i said i needed time. that time was for me to think. not to think if i wanted to date you, but to think of one word. why. why would you like me now after you hadn’t? why would you say that you wanted to date when you said that we couldn’t? i soon came over those thoughts and if you remember, those feelings or hope i had left, yeah those, they spread like wildfire and once again i fell head over heels for you once again. we had all been planning to hangout that next day. me being me, i ran away from everyone because i wanted to avoid the fact that it was going to be awkward. we hung out almost everyday that week with everyone questioning both me and you individually asking how we felt or if i had taken the time for me to think of my answer. my answer mainly revolved around my dad saying if i could date you or not. he said yes so all that you had to do was say the words. it took awhile though because you were nervous, i was nervous, and it was a mess with everyone trying to make you do it, and everyone trying to tell me to as well. i was sitting on the concrete slabs when everyone had ran away from me and you. once again i was acting clueless because i knew that everyone had ran away, but then again everyone was telling me that when you tried to shoot your shot any other time, either i had ran away because i was clueless to the fact that you were trying to or that you were simply just to nervous. now me being back on the concrete slabs, you came over to me with your bike and i could tell you were nervous but you said it. me being put on the spot, and me being stupid i said “uhh..sure!” even though i wanted to scream yes. that’s when it all began. and that’s our story. me rewriting it makes me remember everyone second of it, and how much i miss that feeling of being appreciated and cared for. thank you so much luke. you truly do deserve better and i’m sorry for ever making you sad or hurting you. if we ever had the chance to date again, i would do it. this time though, i wouldn’t break up with you, i wouldn’t break up with you if the whole world hated what we had as long as you were happy that’s all that matters and that’s all i would care about. one last thing before i go though. i wanted to say thank you so much for the time, effort, and energy you put into me and our relationship, i’m sorry i didn’t meet thoughts standards, and or didn’t do the same. i will never me able to apologize with words how sorry i am for what i did. i miss every second of what we had and i would do anything to get what we had back.

    • @charlottecarmichael9113
      @charlottecarmichael9113 3 роки тому +15

      if you take the time to read this, thank you, it means a lot.

    • @terribleaim2510
      @terribleaim2510 3 роки тому +2

      i hope you get better!

    • @songokou28
      @songokou28 3 роки тому +2

      If this happened, you deserve the heartache... No one should ever go through the pain you gave the other person.

    • @charlottecarmichael9113
      @charlottecarmichael9113 3 роки тому +2

      @@songokou28 i’m confused? what are you trying to say

    • @songokou28
      @songokou28 3 роки тому +2

      @@charlottecarmichael9113 what you wrote is it true? If it is you broke someone's heart for selfish reasons plan and simple.
      What don't you get?

  • @brevinstenger2579
    @brevinstenger2579 3 роки тому +12

    My whole life I really struggled with this whole "love" thing. I really and truly never felt the feeling until my first year in highschool. This girl just comes out of nowhere and shakes my world in every direction. I was in a bad place at the time, and because of her I've never felt happier at the current moment. I remember that we met in a hallway in school and it was just this weird instance that I decided to talk to her. I'm not sure what came over me. She was a total stranger. It just felt like something that I should do, and let me tell you it is the best decision I have ever made. She's made me smile when I feel like crying. Shes made me laugh and go on with life when I felt like giving up. She is truly the best gift I could've ever received from this universe. In just a few days we will have known eachother for two years. I physically couldn't write in words what she means to me. I have zero idea where id ve without her. She showed me what love is. She showed me how it feels to be loved, and what its like to love someone else. She is always and forever my best friend. Of course over these two years ive fallen quite hard for her, but I can't risk losing her, so here I am. Writing a UA-cam comment about how much she means to me even though I dobt have the guts to tell her. But what I do know is that no matter what, she will always be there if I need her, and there really isn't anything more beautiful than that.

  • @Jinx-zv4pp
    @Jinx-zv4pp 3 роки тому +27

    “For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.” Jeremiah 29:11

  • @zachenkacarreon6141
    @zachenkacarreon6141 3 роки тому +22

    me: up every night thinking about him
    him: with the girl he told me not to worry about all night having the best time forgetting about me

  • @minjeong7408
    @minjeong7408 3 роки тому +2

    so its been years since ive opened up my heart to love someone.. i loved her so much that i began to change my self just for her.. ive never felt so happy in my entire life.. she completed my life.. then suddenly, she blocked me.. then she unblocked just to tell me this, "lets break up".. out of nowhere, she hits me with that 3 words.. i had an exam in 3 days when that happened.. god knows how fcked up i am bcs of her.. she didnt even care about me.. she threw me away like piece of trash.. shes cold to me.. her friends attacked me cause they thought that i hurt her feelings.. ive been depressed since that happened.. and her ? shes happy without me .

    • @flavias8217
      @flavias8217 3 роки тому

      I'm going through the same thing and it hurts

    • @minjeong7408
      @minjeong7408 3 роки тому

      @@flavias8217 damn , must be hard . im here if u need a company

    • @flavias8217
      @flavias8217 3 роки тому

      @@minjeong7408 thanks. i hate myself because i cant feel hate. I'm such an idiot

    • @minjeong7408
      @minjeong7408 3 роки тому

      @@flavias8217 well , kinda the same with me . but in my case , i hate her and i still.. loves her . but now im good tho

  • @dr.phils.bagel._6822
    @dr.phils.bagel._6822 4 роки тому +60

    Guys..
    My friend introduced me to this girl.. and um..well,
    I got really close to her.
    She became my best friend. We would talk for hours upon hours..everyday. Well..she had a boyfriend at the time. Let's call him Seth. And well..Seth wasn't really a good person.. at least I didn't think so. Whenever she came out as bisexual, Seth didn't support her at all. In fact he kinda hated it. I'd say he's homophobic. They had been dating almost 5 years, but she decided she needed to break up with him. I definitely agreed. But you see.. about 4 months ago, she confessed that she liked me. I was shocked..but, at the time I didn't like her in that way..so I just rubbed it off. Soon later, let's say a week or so, I started developing feelings for her.. meanwhile she was still in the relationship with Seth. At the time, I had just gotten out of a relationship, so I was still dealing with that. One day, I was talking her and she decided she was going to confront my ex. So, I gave her his @ because I didn't think much of it. Soon enough, my ex started talking to me..and I kinda let it slip out that she liked me. He screenshots it and sends it to her, and she talks to be about it, asking why I did that because only her brother and a few other friends knew she is bi. I was frozen solid because I didn't wanna mess anything up, and my only escape route was admitting my feelings. So me being the dumbass I am, sent her this;
    "Oh well um...I like you too so I didn't think it would matter if I said that.."
    And so she rubbed it off but then realized what I said, and replies with,
    "hold on, you do??"
    That was an uh oh moment for me. So I explained that I did..at that moment I was confused and dazed because I had always thought I was straight up until this moment. fast forward a few months later. She called me saying something happened. What happened? Her boyfriend, broke things off with her at 6 am that day because he didn't feel the same way anymore. But the thing is, she seemed pretty..happy about it. I wasn't too shocked about it because she had been complaining to me recently about suspecting that he didn't love her anymore. I was honestly pretty happy too, because 1, I liked her. And 2, I didn't like him at all- but she added something on.
    "But I was also wanting to ask you something.."
    And so I asked her what was up.. and so she said;
    "Can you..can you um.."
    "Can you go out with me? I understand if you say no.."
    i was THRILLED. I thought she'd never ask! And obviously I said yes.
    And now..now we are dating. And I'm honestly so in love with her..she's the love of my life..at least I hope.
    If you've gotten this far, thank you for reading this. I really appreciate it. If you like someone..don't be a coward and wait like I did. Be up front with them..if they don't like you..well, that's their loss. And this might be a lot coming from a girl who gets extremely sad when someone doesn't like her back..but now I'm happy. The time will come, you just need to wait.

    • @Anonymous-ym2zs
      @Anonymous-ym2zs 4 роки тому +5

      this inspired me.. your right. i shouldnt be a coward, i shouldnt hide my feelings anymore.. someday we just gotta let it all out yknow. thank you.

    • @dr.phils.bagel._6822
      @dr.phils.bagel._6822 4 роки тому +1

      @@Anonymous-ym2zs go for it. I wish you the best of luck 🤞🏼

    • @noahbeyerzz18
      @noahbeyerzz18 4 роки тому +7

      Liked this girl since kindergarten and I still like her up until now and every one knows I love her but I just can’t admit it to her I’m to much of a coward I guess I’m to afraid of all the people in my class making fun of me which does happen they make fun of me for liking her but it’s their loss she’s the most beautiful girl in my class and I hope that years later we can work things out and all these sad videos and your comment taught me that she might love me back and if not there’s over 7 billion other people if there’s any thing you think you know that could help me please reply wish me luck after this whole coronavirus thing is over

    • @dr.phils.bagel._6822
      @dr.phils.bagel._6822 4 роки тому +4

      @@noahbeyerzz18 I know what you mean. If you love her, and she loves you, then it won't matter if anyone doesn't like it. Good luck 🖤

    • @scarletspectre
      @scarletspectre 4 роки тому +2

      Noah_beyerzz it doesn’t make you cowardice to not tell her, their are so many factors involved when it comes to having feelings for someone and their are things that are just out of our control. So honestly, you just speaking about it at all makes you brave because these are one of the scariest things ever, but honestly I wish you the best of luck 🖖🏼🙂🙃🌈💕🍍

  • @lienkss
    @lienkss 4 роки тому +5

    We all watching the same video but viewing and understanding it in different ways

  • @sarahw309
    @sarahw309 3 роки тому +2

    ‎💔I won the bet, but I lost the only thing that has ever made me happy💔

  • @glowkidcore
    @glowkidcore 4 роки тому +5

    I love him so much to the point where I know it’s not healthy for me. I feel like I need to be around him 24/7. But my mental health isn’t his problem so I can’t force it on him. But he makes me so happy. When he’s not around I feel nothing. When he is around I feel like I’m on top of the world, I feel like I’m unstoppable.

  • @miramoren3435
    @miramoren3435 3 роки тому +6

    I miss being happy. It’s been so long now. I loved him more than anything. And now that he’s gone... Idk nothing feels worth it anymore.

    • @supravietuitoriblog547
      @supravietuitoriblog547 3 роки тому +1

      Hi! I don't want to bother you or something,but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you want to talk to someoane who understands, i'm here for you.

  • @graycaldwell5006
    @graycaldwell5006 2 роки тому +1

    the worst is when you both love eachother.......but are forced to be torn apart, not because of each other, but because of outside circumstances around you both that neither can control.

  • @haleydenton4742
    @haleydenton4742 4 роки тому +6

    it’s says “been” like it’s past tense when quite frankly it’s present.

    • @jullyscainl7623
      @jullyscainl7623 3 роки тому

      Iam all feeling for getus my mistaked no under stuied water pipe line is leaking some time nor mal opening right rong water out ok any vitamins go no 100% shoverok good foot give good 1aid giving everything falt so ved life is small any true or false comeing this solved this is ilfe

    • @dqcline6032
      @dqcline6032 3 роки тому +1

      @@jullyscainl7623 what

  • @dragonwolf337
    @dragonwolf337 3 роки тому +1

    thank you so much, i needed this. I admit, i did some things wrong, like calling him a femboy and a bottom as a joke. I didn't understand that he didn't like relationship labels and look labels. But now I know, and I know that they are horrible labels and you shouldn't assume. But he broke up with me after one damn problem. I hope he grows

  • @ethanmartin5975
    @ethanmartin5975 3 роки тому +5

    This made me realize I’ve never really been in a true relationship

  • @clientcareless6855
    @clientcareless6855 4 роки тому +7

    I broke up with her two years ago, realized how much I loved her a little too late, still trying to get her back but seems like nothing is working. Lately I started working out real hard just to feel the pain elsewhere other than my heart... I know how hard it is guys... the pain never goes so just learn to live with it...

    • @RahulKumar-kv7ep
      @RahulKumar-kv7ep 3 роки тому

      Stay strong buddy if you're still trying I did same shit but I gained her trust after 3 years it didn't happen gradually it was so sudden and she makes me the happiest person, stay strong it'll happen

  • @vongalaxygg4216
    @vongalaxygg4216 3 роки тому +5

    Anybody else just randomly saw this and decided to watch it and not comment sad depressing stuff or lies?

  • @jaleycortez8974
    @jaleycortez8974 3 роки тому +4

    Its crazy I feel so torn apart even when we were never together

  • @sienemey
    @sienemey 2 роки тому +2

    i hate how he leaves me with confusion. i hate fighting with my thoughts and heart fighting over what is the reason. i hate how i cant reach him physically, bc he's far away here. i hate how someone who's far away the ones who makes me feel their love like im beside them and also can make me hurt like i've known them for so long and been with them physically.

  • @jupiterdai
    @jupiterdai 4 роки тому +23

    Why am I crying?? I have never been heartbroken...

    • @morgangamz8930
      @morgangamz8930 4 роки тому +3

      Same! 😅

    • @jullyscainl7623
      @jullyscainl7623 3 роки тому

      Why crying f hart my hart broken iam client why not ay bandit no any thin my pocket have me happeu other wise nothing any beady point nithig

    • @madisonmeers20
      @madisonmeers20 3 роки тому +1

      Y’all are lucky you have never been heartbroken I have been and I’m not crying

    • @trash3042
      @trash3042 3 роки тому +1

      trust me you don’t want to be heartbroken it hurts a lot.

  • @_chickenlittle_5190
    @_chickenlittle_5190 4 роки тому +7

    I love this song and I have never heard it anywhere but my playlist I’m so happy to see it somewhere else 😊

  • @1ly.xlibsx884
    @1ly.xlibsx884 2 роки тому +2

    This was in my playlist and now I rewatched this and I relive what I feel like

  • @pinkcherry8534
    @pinkcherry8534 3 роки тому +3

    I need comforts but i dont know where to get it , so here i am :'

  • @ramo1728
    @ramo1728 4 роки тому +21

    Maybe I'm Crazy in My Feeling's..... Maybe I can't See Things Like Normal People...... Maybe That's Why I Keep Hurting My Self to try Forget you.....Maybe I Can't say the truth in time but I say it late and I mean it

    • @jullyscainl7623
      @jullyscainl7623 3 роки тому

      Off dayes quit comeing some channel pakell making no God all off come this my mistake

  • @ariaavakin6780
    @ariaavakin6780 3 роки тому +1

    “He broke my heart”
    “He played my heart”
    “He Killed Me alive”
    the definition of h e a r t b r o k e n

  • @anonimous_
    @anonimous_ 4 роки тому +5

    this is beautiful, thank you

  • @vulpesursae4934
    @vulpesursae4934 3 роки тому +6

    she broke me and although im picking up the pieces, my new love holding my broken shards with gentleness and tenderness like ive never known, I want to take my brokenness and cut her with the pieces. i trusted her and she broke me. it was a breath of fresh air to leave her but some small part of me is still attached despite the way it burns. maybe i miss the old her. she was my first love. maybe i want to go back to when it was mostly smiles and soft kisses and she gave me an idea of what true freedom felt like. the hope she gave me. i miss not hating her, or wondering if she feels guilty for the way she treated me. i wonder how the world has kept turning, or if i was supposed to move on. im not going back to her; i would never, but i dont have control over the way my heart aches when i think about her and the five years i spent chasing after someone who probably never loved me anywhere as hard as i loved her. the way tears pool in the corners of my eyes when i remember how it felt to be told that my identity didn't matter, that no, she wouldn't try to understand, that the thing that made me, ME, was too hard. it was freeing to be rid of someone who couldn't give me basic respect, but sometimes I mourn. i wouldn't tell anyone but i grieve. she, among others, sapped me of my innocence and left me scared to show parts of myself to anyone, even my love now. she broke me.

  • @dina6984
    @dina6984 3 роки тому +2

    strangers with just memories...

  • @aubreygriffith6584
    @aubreygriffith6584 3 роки тому +6

    I remember how it hurt when he left, now I don’t miss him I just feel empty it’s been almost 2 years I’ve still not found someone I can love again I don’t really believe I’ll find someone because I’ve realized my self worth but that doesn’t change that empty feeling I have so much love to give but I’m afraid to give it because of the way he did me I have him all of me for so long just to be told I was nothing that hurts I don’t want to hurt again I’m okay with the numb and the fake until I find love but i don’t know if I will and that scares me I’m tired of doing things just because Ik I should because I know it will help me I wanna help my other half love my other half give to my other half I’m tired of just helping me

  • @charlottesinclair6650
    @charlottesinclair6650 3 роки тому +7

    I want to fall in love and then get heart broken because i deserve it

    • @imaginethat1276
      @imaginethat1276 3 роки тому

      Dear Charlotte.bless you dear.may I ask why you fill that your heart should be broken.im trying to get over one.and sure would like to avoid another one.so Hun can you tell me y.you fill so deserving of this.u don't have to say anything.its ok.just concerned.in Jesus name bless you hun.🙏🙏🙏

    • @forresthatcher2850
      @forresthatcher2850 3 роки тому

      You deserve only to be happy.

  • @vzlnqx7333
    @vzlnqx7333 3 роки тому +1

    God this hit bro, genuinely all I want is to be happy and not feel like the smallest tasks are a massive job. to not be that pale quiet weird kid, to be able to speak about my feelings without breaking down, to trust people again and to stop having to fight back the urge to just leave.

    • @queenvivian3401
      @queenvivian3401 3 роки тому

      I recommend you to a man who can help you manifest anything you want to manifest within two-day ❤❤❤

    • @queenvivian3401
      @queenvivian3401 3 роки тому

      He was the person who helped me manifest back my ex three day ago with out delay💯💯

    • @queenvivian3401
      @queenvivian3401 3 роки тому

      Whtsaap him**

    • @queenvivian3401
      @queenvivian3401 3 роки тому

      ___+ 2::3::4::81::08::76::26::52...

  • @iicherryxcolaiitutorials728
    @iicherryxcolaiitutorials728 3 роки тому +4

    I am lost. I am broken. I feel like I need to leave everyone so I dont hurt them like how hurt I am. They're not the problem, I am. I used to keep my feelings to myself before i exploded, and now I tell people, sure. I feel bad that they try to help me and it doesnt work. I cant cry anymore... been a few months.. I cried on new years.. should've been a bad sign. I dont really have any hope.. for anything. I stay in my room all day.. and only drink 2 cups of water. I know I should be drinking more... but I cant bring myself to it. I dont have any friends.. most of them have hurt me... backstabbed me. I need to leave everybody for their lives to be okay. I'm in my room often laying in bed.. all day. All freaking day. I have breakdowns at night. And it really hurts, it does. It's so hard to explain. What's going on inside my mind. I saw I'm okay, I say I'm fine but why cant you see I need a hug. I need to restart life. I'm so tired of how I feel. I'm tired of giving people 2nd chances because they backstab me. I feel like killing myself might be the only solution. I'm so sad and depressed and broken, I'm sure I'm nothing to anybody. Screw friends, screw life. I'm empty.. I want to be happy. Theres the days when I'm so sad but I dont know why. I have no answers, but a million questions. I have friends, but mentally I have no one. I'll live life if I can survive. I'll ignore everyone. I'll go ahead and walk my way to age till I can live by myself... drive to a friends house. And cry all night. I wont say what's wrong. I'll just freaking cry. If I even can. Does anybody even love me? If they loved me why do they not already know I'm not okay? They dont even know me.. they know the me they see. The laughing, smiling, young girl. I TRY I TRY SO HECKING HARD TO BE HAPPY. I have no motivation. I want to lay in bed all day and cry. I cant even cry. I want to look at my ceiling all day. Instead of waking up so tired.. dressing up so I'm not judged for how ugly and messy I look at the start of the morning. You know, I feel like some people dont even try- it's not that I dont mind, I just wish they cared. I wish my dad could know what's happening. I wish he could hug me. I wish he didnt leave me. I wish he didnt leave my whole freaking family at the age of 5 but that's fine. He hasnt seen me grow up as much as others have. Cause when he left he decided to be out of my life. He knew the consequences. He left us. I can't do anything about it. I wish he called me more. I wish he didnt cancel every freaking meeting we had. I wish he knew me. I wish he didnt miss all these years. I really do. But life comes with pain, right? My destiny must have been in blood, nice and dark read saying : pain. I will live with pain. I just dont want to exist. I'm never gonna get through it. I'm never gonna get better. I'm going to wake up every morning and get ready. I'm gonna fake smile, and laugh. I'm going to walk the halls and get to class. I'm going to go home do my homework and stare at the ceiling, crying quietly, for hours. Slowly breaking till my heart is shattered again by the weak tape I put to try to fix the pain.

  • @jokath5620
    @jokath5620 3 місяці тому

    So much has been written about love, the truth is that you are lifted by emotions and crushed by the truth. And nothing is the same after the disaster.

  • @ireneflores4119
    @ireneflores4119 4 роки тому +11

    He treated me right. He treated me like a man should treat a girl. The only thing that was missing was me loving him. I'm sorry. I tried to tell you back then but you cried so heavily and i felt so guilty. So i stayed i told myself "I'll learn to love him". But days, weeks, and then months past by. I shared alot of thing with you but i knew i only saw you as a friend. So i tried again but this time you said "I'll kill myself if you do". That was the start of our toxic relationship. I stayed and started searching to what i can hold on. You gave me expensive gifts, took me onto dates, hug me, and so many things. But i only felt trapped and guilty. One of my lowest moments was the time at the classroom. I cried and told myself i don't want this anymore. And i saw you hold a ballpen to your wrisk. I stayed again because i didn't want you to get hurt. So many happy memories for you but for me it felt so empty.
    Quarantine started i didn't talk to you at all and i felt so free. I avoided you in away i can just for us not to talk. Small good morning messages and good night messages was all i needed to do. Then I met someone else. He liked me first. I thought of him as a friend but after i found out that he liked me i avoid him because i was in a "Relationship". 2 weeks of not talking to him. We talked again and it was a peaceful conversation, no awkwardness at all. It felt like the confession never even happened. I felt comfortable with him. I trusted him so i told him about my current situation. He helped me sort out my feelings and i decided to break up with my current boyfriend. I was shaking the whole time i texted him. The words i wanted to say for such a long time. And when it was finally over. The sigh of relief i had was amazing.
    Idk why i just wanted to tell this story because it doesn't matter how much the other person loves you, if the other partner doesn't feel the same way, it won't work.

    • @saturndik4013
      @saturndik4013 4 роки тому

      I relate to this so much❤️

    • @cyrusmajlessi8575
      @cyrusmajlessi8575 3 роки тому

      That's really sad I'm not crazy.....
      I dune everything right from my mistakes from past
      What hurts i did love u
      But all the bullshit shaningenis over and over and over
      I miss you dearly I know I fucked some thing I never get back
      U got freedom, a good home
      Nothing hold ing u down
      Thinking all the times you was not
      Really was that's what got me ate up
      While I torn. Out my body
      So can race home to fix your dinner

  • @katelynnelizabeth2947
    @katelynnelizabeth2947 3 роки тому +3

    "You never know what love is until you've been heartbroken."~Me🥺😔🖤💔

    • @imaginethat1276
      @imaginethat1276 3 роки тому

      Dear Katelynn.
      In agreement with you.sometime we may never what true love Is until it's gone.or chisled in stone.bless your heart hun.we will all make it through
      God bless. 🙏🙏🙏

  • @julianaw4608
    @julianaw4608 3 роки тому +2

    we survived through so much. I feel so cold and empty without you. I miss you loving me, being with me, holding me. I hate you for giving up on me, and I hate myself for still crying over you.

  • @meganshirah2021
    @meganshirah2021 4 роки тому +3

    The happiest person is probably not doing okay right now.....

  • @keirstinfuller8499
    @keirstinfuller8499 3 роки тому +4

    the one person who promised me forever left me like we had nothing maybe I was not what he wanted but I wanted him became my home the moments became memories and I lived in that home is a dream now to only believers he made me believe he made home not so much a dream but a person who knew the time I spent with him would be ended this way maybe he is okay with how I feel but I want peace but I want his love and heat, I don't understand it but he left for some girl and I hopes she good to him, because I loved him just not me, she loves him maybe this time he will see that he means more than a text at 3am, maybe I took this test and I retake and it and everytime I fail, I'm just glad this time I get to hit send

  • @SHINYGOLDSSTARZ
    @SHINYGOLDSSTARZ 3 роки тому +1

    UA-cam after 2 years....lets recommend this!

  • @joshhamill2796
    @joshhamill2796 3 роки тому +3

    “I’ve been callin you up cause I’m missing you. I don’t even know what I’m gonna do. I say I don’t care but that’s not the truth. IM STILL NOT OVER YOU!!”
    I did NOT want this video to end, because for just a moment I was immersed in my memories of the one person ILL NEVER FORGET!! ❤️ 😭 DONT Ever be afraid of telling someone you love them cause maybe JUST MAYBE they might love you back❤️

    • @alina8938
      @alina8938 3 роки тому

      Noo don’t say that you still love him/her maybe because they never loved you because if they wanted to come back they would come !!

  • @ryersonrowe
    @ryersonrowe 2 роки тому +1

    I’m having my first heartbreak now. I never understood what it was like. Now I know and it’s the most painful thing a human can experience tbh

  • @fearne724
    @fearne724 4 роки тому +4

    I've never been heartbroken in a romantic relationship but I've been heartbroken by my best friend and this hurt.

  • @hannahgabriel5968
    @hannahgabriel5968 3 роки тому +2

    The most painful thing in life, is to be in love with somone u are not allowed to love

    • @johnnypriest146
      @johnnypriest146 3 роки тому

      𝑴𝒚 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒑𝒂𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒊𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒘 𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒉𝒔 𝒂𝒈𝒐😢, 𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒍 𝑰 𝒎𝒆𝒆𝒕 𝒂 𝒎𝒂𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒎𝒚 𝒆𝒙 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒂 𝒑𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒑𝒓𝒂𝒚𝒆𝒓 𝒓𝒆𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒔𝒕😊😊.-

  • @bethgodwin3538
    @bethgodwin3538 3 роки тому +5

    I like a boy right , like really like him
    We first met when he came along with his friend to the park. he knew my best mate who I was playing out with as they go the same school
    We played out for hours and it was really fun
    I didn’t know I liked him at this time but when I saw him again I knew alright
    But now idk what to do
    I swear u can always tell when other people like each other but I u can’t tell if someone likes u

  • @forchy1220
    @forchy1220 3 роки тому +5

    I know everyone is telling their stories or what not so imma do the same with my ex. I met him over 2 years ago and at first I didn't like him but we became best friend and didn't have any feelings for each other but once we were both single we got closer. I knew it was meant to be but for how long yk? I didn't want it to end but I knew eventually it was. We started dating and getting closer and for a couple months we were happy, vibrant, and js always loved to be around each other. His smile was everything to me and it still is. He was the most innocent person I ever met and I loved our bond and chemistry. he told me things he didn't even tell his friends and I did the same. I got so close with his family, pets, and even him and our future together. But day by day we drifted as high school started and we started fighting more with each other. It got the best of us and we knew we still had love for each other but love wasn't enough anymore and the fights got worse and toxic. Btw that was after a year we got together and the next couple months things went downhill for us at a fast rate I wasn't expecting. we both made mistakes along the way and fucked up and hurt each other but we still love each other....well at least I do. I took me so long to release the grasp I had on him and the time we spent together and I wish I could go back and do again but do things differently. I wanna see his smile, smell his scent, and just hug him again because he just made me so comfortable and he protected me. But I know he is happy with his new girl so I won't bother him but if we were meant to come back in the future it will happen and if it doesn't that's okay too. I love you baba and I miss you but it makes me happier to see you happy even if I'm not your happiness anymore

  • @ireneboichingzou5193
    @ireneboichingzou5193 3 роки тому

    The thought of you with her, holding hands, laughing at silly things, n being happy.... Its a lot to take in for me ⭐.... That was our thing😭 I miss you... I miss u like crazy n its killing me💔😭

  • @abbsowen2011
    @abbsowen2011 4 роки тому +7

    When you put all your time and effort into someone and they disappear...like nothing ever happened. when you loved them so much and they walk away. when those words are said to you and you feel your heart drop straight to hands and it's torn into pieces. and you can't fix it. that's heart break.

    • @laurapolin7301
      @laurapolin7301 3 роки тому

      My dear, I know how you feel about that.. I was so sad when my ex leave me for the past 6 years... Then on this faithful day I came across a video on UA-cam there was this friend of mine that drop a message on my email, and she explained perfectly well to me that there is this great powerful man that can help me with my situation.. Then for that moment I was doubting her but I was having these mind set let me try if it is going to work for me know then and I message him on his WhatsApp number
      Know and behold the man told me that I should give him only three days that my ex is going to come back to me.. On that faithful day my ex text me on first place I was so very excited and now my ex is with me now i am so great full to him.
      You can text him on his WhatsApp
      +2349058821669
      Greetings from Italy 🇮🇹🤝

  • @sunnybutiloverain6493
    @sunnybutiloverain6493 4 роки тому +17

    😥😥😥 this one hit me deep down

  • @Jay-mn2sp
    @Jay-mn2sp 3 роки тому +1

    This video inspired me to admit I made a mistake to not give up and go get the love of my life back and because of this shes next to me right now ❤

  • @brianaisbell3174
    @brianaisbell3174 4 роки тому +11

    even though we weren’t dating it sure did feel like it,i had never fallen for someone so hard in my life until i met you,the first time you pulled me close i felt safe,and like nothing could ever hurt me,little did i know,that the person that made me feel like that would hurt me so hard by breaking my heart,and saying that they aren’t ready,i had to except the fact that you were going to leave and there was nothing i could do about it,you know what to this day i can’t except that,i keep trying,i cry myself to sleep every night because you were my happiness and all you did was shatter me,and i would forgive you at any moment,but you just leave me on read every time,and there is nothing i can do,i love you a lot but you’ll never love me back,and that’s okay,find someone better,and contact me so i know you’re okay.

    • @jaychris401
      @jaychris401 3 роки тому

      m.ua-cam.com/video/C0o_4Gp7HHY/v-deo.html

  • @LesIieMeyers
    @LesIieMeyers 3 роки тому +6

    My boyfriend recently broke up.
    I feel like a crap left in the bin and that’s what I am to him I guess.

  • @jennywilliams5689
    @jennywilliams5689 3 роки тому

    It’s okay life gets better. We can conquer anything. The tears I had in my past have made me stronger.

  • @jaredrodriguez3054
    @jaredrodriguez3054 3 роки тому

    What really sucks is the person that gave you all your memories becomes a memorie

  • @lizgruenloh8467
    @lizgruenloh8467 4 роки тому +6

    Hi, I’m fifteen rn and my ex and I broke up a couple of days ago after six months... it turns out he cheated on me. He slept with multiple girls. I never slept with him, I was waiting till marriage. And he didn’t even tell me... I had to find out through friends of his and mine. He was also going to break up with me to go with someone else... he didn’t. After like three days of us not being together, he has a new girl. I feel so hurt. And replaceable. I feel worthless and not enough. My friends ask me every five seconds every day if I’m okay... and I just say, I will be. But it hurts... I loved him, and I meant nothing to him. He just tossed me aside. I’m having a hard time forgiving him, but I will. I will always forgive, but I won’t forget. All I can do... is wait for him to realize he needs to stop his actions. And I need somehow to warn that poor girl. I will however not try to cry over him again. I am strong. And he is weak. I’m strong, cause I’m still here, trying to smile and accept my emotions while he goes on through girls left and right. We must stay strong.

    • @hawraabdilah9555
      @hawraabdilah9555 4 роки тому

      It’s okay Liz 🥺 he was an idiot for letting you go, and I promise you.. your not worthless, or replaceable. You can take as long as you need to forgive him, and I’m so proud of you 💕 you are so so strong for keeping a smile on even when you heartbroken at night. Please remember that you are amazing, loved, and so beautiful 💕 I’m here for you 🥺

    • @lizgruenloh8467
      @lizgruenloh8467 4 роки тому +1

      @@hawraabdilah9555, aww this made me smile! I’ve been getting a little bit better. It’s been a little bit since then but I’m still trying to get over it. My friends, haven’t been the most supportive... they basically tell me to get over it. They think it’s been too long to hold onto this... that really hurts, it makes me feel like a burden. But you have no idea how much this message meaner to me! May God bless you! You are so amazing! 🥺❤️💛💕

    • @cyrusmajlessi8575
      @cyrusmajlessi8575 3 роки тому

      You tossed me to side constantly
      Go ahead and finish I got a house to go to.... Heard said more than twice

    • @cyrusmajlessi8575
      @cyrusmajlessi8575 3 роки тому

      Better yet get outtta here
      I'm busy

    • @cyrusmajlessi8575
      @cyrusmajlessi8575 3 роки тому

      No women I thought it would fix me
      Made it worse cause it wasn't you

  • @satansdumbdaughter2241
    @satansdumbdaughter2241 4 роки тому +4

    T^T thank you 💞

  • @nyccc.biddiee7348
    @nyccc.biddiee7348 3 роки тому +2

    That last part hit me hard 🥺

  • @Kira-mf3lz
    @Kira-mf3lz 3 роки тому +3

    Here's my small story(I'm a 13 year old girl living in Ireland)
    I got grounded for 3 months this year(june-august), I had my tablet so I had snap to talk to my boyfriend. I got a phone in July but I wasnt allowed out(I am so in love with this guy, his name is Aidan

  • @loveispain2652
    @loveispain2652 4 роки тому +3

    Love is a Luxury I don’t deserve

  • @charmp7381
    @charmp7381 3 роки тому +1

    Thank you for this, I really needed it right now because my boyfriend broke up with me yesterday

    • @Maryjane-ch9gz
      @Maryjane-ch9gz 3 роки тому

      My dear, I know how you feel about that.. I was so sad when my ex leave me for the past 6 years... Then on this faithful day I came across a video on UA-cam there was this friend of mine that drop a message on my email, and she explained perfectly well to me that there is this great powerful man that can help me with my situation.. Then for that moment I was doubting her but I was having these mind set let me try if it is going to work for me know then and I message him on his WhatsApp number
      Know and behold the man told me that I should give him only three days that my ex is going to come back to me.. On that faithful day my ex text me on first place I was so very excited and now my ex is with me now i am so great full to him.
      You can text him on his WhatsApp
      +2349058821669
      Greetings from Italy 🇮🇹🤝

  • @ryleighmarie4168
    @ryleighmarie4168 4 роки тому +18

    Maybe our fantasies are all lies. You want the perfect boyfriend. You want a thrilling best friend. You want your dream home. You want all of your dreams to come true. You imagination scenarios as life leads up the moments. You imagine the good times in highschool and in your elderly years. But let's face it. This is reality. None that will happen. Our dreams are just a big phony. I wish they would come true..

    • @sethhudson2488
      @sethhudson2488 4 роки тому

      That may be. But it gives me peace of mind to think otherwise

    • @cyrusmajlessi8575
      @cyrusmajlessi8575 3 роки тому

      Not phony held back by others ..
      In which made sure I never get involved in fact tramuaitzed and then to the point it replused me for long time
      With out understanding even why
      Never happened ..... Had to admit it, everytime to get it !! !!!!!!I was insane just to get a lil love then quickly gets dressed says I'm dune
      And over time u just learn to forget about it while others had playtime all day
      I'll say it again
      When I ask about situation I was beenin a asshole jerk
      Or a thorn in ones side
      And would kept destruction of this person going to the point of full domination

    • @mynutsitch5423
      @mynutsitch5423 3 роки тому

      You're very pretty

    • @ryleighmarie4168
      @ryleighmarie4168 3 роки тому

      @@mynutsitch5423 awh, thank you:)

    • @jullyscainl7623
      @jullyscainl7623 3 роки тому

      Dereames come true imagination scenarios aside leaves up packing moment putt ther

  • @masonechoes5119
    @masonechoes5119 4 роки тому +5

    I’ve been heartbroken for 3 years
    I met her 5 ago on my birthday. It’s so stupid how we met, but we met on a game. I wasn’t looking for love or anything, I just went to see the new updates on the game. We instantly connected. It was and still is weird for me because nobody has ever wanted to be my friend, but she did. I even became friends with her sister. We became closer and closer as time went on to the point where we would genuinely have a terrible day if we couldn’t talk to each other. If we didn’t at least say anything, there was something completely wrong. We were close friends for a year. One day her sister convinced me to tell her that I loved her. I puked a couple of times, but I managed to say it, and she liked me back. This so huge because nobody has ever loved me in that way. We online dated for a year, and I can say that year was the best time of my life. Love is truly beautiful. She was so funny, and had the voice of an angel. Sometimes she would call and sing me to sleep. I don’t know how somebody like me could land somebody like her. Hell I don’t deserve love in general. But then it caught up to me. She started sending me screenshots of guys telling her that they liked her. First of all, this means that she didn’t tell them about me. She would ask me what to say back to them. I obviously told her to say that she’s with somebody, but then she would say that she kind of had feelings for them. This happened 3 times. Finally, she gave me a choice. She said that I could either “Keep the relationship going” or breakup with her. She also told me that she would go to somebody else right after. She never told me why, but I didn’t really question it because I knew that I can’t have shit. Everything good in my life eventually engulfs in flames. I told her that I would let her go because I loved her and that I wanted her to be happy even if it wasn’t with me. The moment I sent that text a part of me died. We stayed friends for a while but she slowly and slowly stopped texting me as often. This went on to the point where she would go a couple of months apart without texting me. I kept asking why she would text me less often, and asked for what I was doing wrong, but she always avoided it. Eventually, she stopped texting me period. In fact, she blocked me on everything I had her on. It was already bad enough that I had to live with the fact that I wasn’t good enough for her, and how she would always tell me how great her boyfriend is, but this is ten times worse. I cannot speak to my world at all. I hate it when people say move on. Imagine living in darkness all of your life. You never knew what it was like to be able to see anything so you accepting the darkness as what’s normal. And then somebody lights up your world, and not only do you get to see how beautiful life can be, but you also see how you were living beforehand. Then if that light goes away, you have to live with the knowledge that things are much better the way they were before, but you’ll never be able to have that ever again. How am I supposed to forget my little light? How can I move on from the thing that brought me happiness, even if it was only for a little while? The pain gets worse and worse everyday. I think about her a million times a day. The littlest things will remind me of her. I recently payed for a private under the table session with a therapist to see if I have depression. I don’t want my family to know because they will call me weak and a disappointment. Turns out, I have severe depression and anxiety. Of course my situation with my little light isn’t the only thing causing this, but it’s definitely a big portion of it. I don’t know how much longer I can hold on.

  • @subhashgaikwad6810
    @subhashgaikwad6810 3 роки тому

    Hey man the last words"MAYBE YOU LOVED ME TOO" thats the reason we still think of that person for real Even we don't have em❤️

  • @landa27ful
    @landa27ful 4 роки тому +5

    I’m still with my boyfriend of almost 4 years but I can tell he doesn’t love me anymore and I don’t wanna open my eyes to reality. He doesn’t care for me as he used to and I thought it was me but I realized he just doesn’t care anymore. I lost myself trying to find him.

    • @jullyscainl7623
      @jullyscainl7623 3 роки тому

      Packing boy fried family care not wasting other friend open shearing good iamm not writing no need any prvebed no need mint using