Gospel Singer-Russ Taff
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- Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Russ Taff, a Nashville gospel singer who's dealt with alcoholism most of his life.
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I was SHOCKED when I saw this as one of your interviews!!! Russ Taff !!! I watched him for years on The Gaithers. I didn’t know all of his history. This is THE BEST interview you have EVER done !!!
I absolutely agree. Love Gaithers. Love Russ.
Yes, the best interview on this channel ever, by far! ❤🙏🏼🇦🇺
Same!! I was so excited to see this.
by having the courage to expose yourself like this you have helped all who watch it. your story will help set free those of us who hate ourselves because of childhood wounds. thank you Russ for laying it all out there. may God's peace and joy be multiplied to you and yours. in Jesus name amen 🙏
It’s amazing to hear his testimony and to hear his story of how he fought and overcame addiction. ❤
Thank you Russ for sharing, praise the Lord for His love and that you finally found it!! I love your voice, I can see how it has been forged in pain and suffering. Truly, and I know this for myself, we really get to know Jesus through hurt and rejection. May you continue to discover more of the Lord's love, peace and joy.
Mark, do you know why so many Christians rated this particular interview one of their favorites?? It’s because Russ interwove HOPE, HEALING, and RESTORATION throughout his story. Those things are found in Jesus Christ. So many people are searching for answers to their problems, and Jesus is the answer!!
Niiiice
Amen
He's real.
Russ, you helped save my life. My wife left me & divorce was final just before Christmas. I think it was Christmas Eve & I was all alone. I found the Young Messiah performance on TV. That show lifted
My spirits so much. My favorite was He Shall Feed His Flock duet you did with Shelia Walsh. I bought the CD & still listen to it when feeling low. I found the concert on You Tube several years ago.
I watch it every Christmas Eve & plan to for the rest of my life. Don’t think you didn’t make a difference. Thank You ! Many prayers for you ! 🙏🙏🙏
You should have Russ standing by to talk to those people you interview afterwards.
It takes a really big man to show his scars, talk about his pain and still give God the glory. Thank you Russ.
❤
Near the end when he talks about someone saying let me help let me help... That really hit home for me because help is so hard for me to ask for and accept. I now realize people want to help. People want to pray for me. Just as I will pray for you.
This man is one of my best friends. He is the reason I was able to get over my emotional abuse. I love you Russ and Tori!
You are very lucky and blessed!
His song has comforted me thru the years... Praise the Lord... Was the song. I never he was struggling so hard. Bless him!!! 💕💕. God can make all things new.....
You’re blessed to have loving friends. So many walking wounded in isolation.
I am stunned to see him on here!!! Y'all I am a black female from Louisiana but let me tell you something, I blast this man's music to the highest decibal!!! His music got me through my teen years 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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Possibly best interview I’ve seen on this channel. That’s saying a lot. Just powerful. Thanks Russ and Mark.
I think because there is a God factor in this one. The hurting and brokenness in people’s lives can be healed with Him.
Amen ❤this is powerful
The first Christian song I ever listened to was PRAISE THE LORD sung by Russ in the 70s. I was so depressed that I would listen to it over and over and cry. That song saved my life.
Love me some Imperials!
@@michaeldavidfigures9842same
For me, Be still my soul
@@lonelybro77 A great and powerful song.
I Absolutely Love "Praise The Lord" I still have all my Imperials albums & still Love to listen to them.
My twin sister and I were both born again in 1976. When we discovered Russ Taff we wore out his his albums and we saw him in concert here in our area. We LOVE Russ Taff. What a great singer he is! I cried all the way through this interview. Russ, what an inspiration you are, prayers for you and Tori!
The Christian community needs more honesty like this. Russ’ story shows Christianity done right and done wrong. One is following Christ another following man
It's there it's just media only focused on ugliness
My heart is sinking
Thank you for your brilliant unflinching sincerity and honesty, Brother.
I've heard and been moved by your singing before, but it I'd here where I got to meet and share time with the man.
Thank you.
(I cry more, too, as I'm getting old enough to call it "middle aged", and this is just mostly quiet an' discreet. Your sharing has a gentle might and strength to it.)
Thank you for your Truth tabled well, Brother.
❤😂❤
💯👌🏻
@@DebraRand-mx2rp I think I know what you mean but me too.
That man bore his soul to the world.
So much respect for him. God Bless
I agree.
"The older i get, the more i cry"
Think about that, that's really saying something.
Biologically speaking, men’s testosterone levels lower as they age. That could explain his softer nature in his older years 😅
The older he gets, the more he realizes that God has been there for him each and every year of his life.
@matthewford5500 steroids it is for me.
@@matthewford5500 a lot of people who go through even half of what he went through become more curmeodgened as they age, bitter. But, a tender heart is the work of the Lord and due to his own efforts to change. When not numbing the pain out anymore and walking in the love of God, you feel pain, but you also experience joy. It is a gift to be able to experience both without being shamed. A true gift for someone taught to not express emotion or show his true self. It is so beautiful. When you have finally made it ashore after a lifelong battle and it was love that brought you ashore, you cry when you remember the pain of the past in a real and raw way where your allowed to cry vs forced to bottle it up in shame. You cry as you are raw vs numbed out by booze. But, you cry also because you know it was love that saved you (not u urself and ur own ego/pride) and that is truly joyous and overwhelmingly humbling... It overwhelms one with emotion.
It’s a great sign of healing. I remember Russ Taft in the 60’s in the Jesus movement and the music was real and the gift is his real and authentic Self. Love you Russ💕🙏💕
He's the sweetest guy you'll ever meet. I played drums for him in 2015 when he had a gig here in Finland.
That's awesome. Thanks for helping him perform
Souds like a great experience. Wonderful
He really does seem like it.
I remember that! The Faraway Islands? Maybe just an island. Russ and I are 2nd cousins, and even though our paths crossed when we were young, (he's a tad older than me) we met as adults in 2007 in Houston, Texas. Then I was so excited when he returned to Grace Church in Humble, Texas the next Christmas, and heard his Christmas songs for the first time. I was only one year old when Russ relates as being 4 years old during this interview. I lived the first year of my life in Bakersfield. My grandpa was also a moonshiner in Arkansas and went to prison as well. You were blessed to be part of this life excursion with Russ. So many people love him. I have tried to keep in touch from time to time. I was curious as to who was part of his band. Now I have met the drummer! Take care and be blessed over there!
If all I knew about God was what I experienced in my family, I wouldn't touch God with a ten foot pole. My Dad had just hit me and knocked me out the day before and my Mom pretended he didnt. But God! He sent a wonderful lady to my Sunbeam class and she told me about a loving Heavenly Father who loved me and was kind and compassionate and I said I'll take it. Over 70 years ago and God never fails.
Same. I grew up with what could most affectionately be described as a Crazy Church Lady and a passive father who let her run our home with rage and guilt. For some reason I always believed God and the Bible were right and my parents (and anybody else!) were wrong. That's literally all that saved my life.
I am in love with "But God" ❤
Great post of hope Ms. Susie….
I wish I could tell Russ Taff how much his music has helped comforted and lifted me up throughout my life. I started listening to him in 1982 when I was 17 years old and his music got me through some very difficult times in my life. So I wish I could personally thank Russ for being the "Wounded Healer" that he was to me.
Yes and amen…
Same
When we get to heaven we can tell him..
I believe you just did💯🙏🏻🙏🏻 🫡
Same ❤
How brave to be so transparent. That kind of strength is contagious.
Loved and needed to hear your story*! 😂🎉❤...I have tried to help many broken people..my husband drinks..but I know God is working! We just celebrated 10 yrs of marriage! GOD IS A FAITHFUL HEALING PROVIDING LOVING COMFORTING GOD+!!! THY KINGDOM COME on earth AS IT IS IN HEAVEN*!😅😂😊*!!!
THANK YOU for your music & for being SO TRANSPARENT! By thr grace of GOD GO WE*!!! 🙌 ❤️ 🙌
Exactly 😊
Wow. It's hard to move me, but this interview moved me to tears. When I was a teenager in the 70s, I was singing regularly in front of a church audience of 3000 and more at a Baptist church of more than 7000 members. My favorite group was the Imperials, and my favorite singer was Russ Taff. I had all the Imperials albums when Russ was the lead singer, and all of Russ' solo albums. I traveled and sang with various church groups, as well as on our weekly church television show. Many times our pastor would have me sing before he preached. However, home was hell. My father was an angry, abusive man. He beat the hell out of me and my three siblings, and beat the hell out of our mom. All the while, he was a Sunday School teacher at church, as well as a Deacon. He was an ex-marine and ran the home like boot camp. He accepted nothing less than perfection from us, and no accomplishment was ever good enough. Everyone at Church, including our pastor, thought we were the absolute perfect Christian family. We were there every-time the doors were open. 5-6 times each week and more. We were involved in everything that happened at the church. Even today, some 50 years later, if I told some of the members who knew my family at the time what was going on behind closed doors, they wouldn't believe it. Me and all three siblings left home as soon as we could get out. I married at 19, my oldest sister left for CA in the late 70s and never came back, my brother moved away in his early 20's and never returned. I can relate, because I hated my father, and I loved my father. I so much longed for his love and approval, but he was both unwilling and unable to express it. My idea of God was the man in heaven that was just waiting for me to sin so he could punish me. I too lived in shame and pain and agony for years. So have all my siblings. 11 years ago before my father passed, he tried to apologize for what he has put us and mom through, but his pride and ego wouldn't allow it. God only knows how she stayed with him for 60 years. She hated him too. She never, but she showed no normal signs of love and affection for him, even in his death. She died earlier this year, and I was at her beside shortly before she passed. I wept, because she had been through so much. Our family is forever fractured because of this abusive, cultic, religious experience. There is no abuse greater than religious abuse. Thank you for sharing Russ, and your willingness to be so vulnerable. I loved your music as a teenager, and now, at 67, I love you even more, my brother. ❤
I hope you can be a light for others that are in the same home life.
Omg ! A manifesto? 😵💫😵💫😵💫
I watched Russ’s interview a couple of hours ago. I have followed him since the he was with the Imperials. Even though I knew most of his background I am shaken. And here’s why. I have been so grieved by the emptiness of today’s churches and all of the façade. I cry out to God so many times to pour out his spirit and let us experience him again. It is going to take people being as honest as Russ is for people to get rid of images and to be painfully real. When we stop playing games and being so superficial and really throw away our pride, we will finally reach people where they really live in pain and despair. Nobody can relate to the church because we’re not real. For Russ to lay his life wide open, and to even forego being politically correct with his language, will truthfully impact more people than our Christian correctness! Until this lost world can see how much all of us need a savior they’re not going to accept Jesus! This is the kind of testimony that will finally break the devil‘s back because he can see we’re not gonna play games anymore. I can’t explain what I’m really experiencing, but I believe this is one of the first signs in a long time that someone has shown that our human condition is so in need of a savior! I’m unglued out of desperation before God to see an awakening and a revival and a passionate pursuit of Jesus! Thank you, Russ! Please people wake up! No more games. No more trying to look perfect. Just falling on our face before Jesus and crying out for this world to see Jesus and come to him! Thank you again, Russ. I firmly believe that many more people will come to Jesus after they hear how real you are. God bless you abundantly, and every way that your heart desires. Lord Jesus. We love you so much. We cry out for your presence.
Nailed it!
True that!💜💜💜
Amen
We are not sinners because we sin, we sin because we are sinners.
AMAZING GRACE! What a Savior! What a Beautiful God!
Amen!! Word!!💯💯💯
Back around 1977 or 1978, Russ Taff came to Fayetteville Arkansas for a concert. I was a very young teacher at Springdale (AR) High School -about 10 miles from Fayetteville, AR, sponsoring the Youth for Christ club that year. Somehow I made contact with Russ’ people, and made a request for him to come and sing for our little club. Without hesitation, he came and sang for us. Free of charge. A Grammy winner. Without question he did that. I look back on that in amazement! Thank you, Russ! What a good and giving heart you have. ❤
This was a great episode of SWU. Went to SHS in 92’. Go Bulldogs! And had many cousins there in the late 70’s early 80’s.
That’s cool! I live in NW Arkansas too
@@juliacalhoun6342I'm from Fort Smith.
The fact that you went that far back in his history to a time when he was still damaged and hurting himself and others to uncover a moment when he did something truly good and selfless really blesses me! You're pointing out that you saw the little pinpoint of light coming out of him when he could only see the darkness. I don't know. Something about this comment just made my day.
@@madmo453 Thank you! God‘s goodness was in him, and he had a giving heart, regardless of the pain and suffering he had been through. To me, that is noteworthy!
Mark this is, hands down, your very best interview to date. Truly, there's not even a close second place. The more people view this, the more hurt, damaged, broken people watching an example of unguarded honesty - will understand who Jesus truly is, and that they may obtain love, healing, spiritual freedom, and most of all, Salvation in His name and His shed blood!
Thank you, and Glory to God!
Amen… He is the Father that really loves us….He doesn’t leave us ever, but he allow us to struggle to bring us back to where we need to be and then finally we are FREE!
Your story is so rock bottom powerful! It will help many! ❤
Great post Andrew….
@@randalllewis2434 Thank you, Randall. Mark has done some very insightful interview work, and this one is truly "next level" as the catch phrase goes. I mean every word I wrote!
“When love comes into your life it’s medicine and it heals…” As the Bible commands, love one another. Amen ❤️
Perhaps you need to follow your own advice? You've been awfully judgemental and unkind in some of your prior comments
P O W E R F U L T E S T I M O N Y. ROAD MAP OF LIFE WE ALL HAVE TO TRAVEL TO HAVE COMPLETE FAITH IN OUR HEAVENLY FATHER. ❤❤❤
@@potted-mint nothing wrong with being judgmental. And nothing wrong with tough love or honesty.
Amen. And many do not understand that disagreeing with someone does not mean you don't love them. I am not sure if most people know what love is, really. Another thing most people always get wrong is that the Bible tells you to judge with righteous judgement. There is so much talk from people who never read the Bible, and it spreads so much confusion.
@@potted-mint judge much
Beauty from ashes...that's the Gospel...we're all broken, we're all twisted, some more than others but no one is immune. It's the human condition that we're born into a broken world and it's a miracle if you can get past hate, anger, rage, depression, underrated self worth. To come out on the other side better...so many don't get better and struggle from the cradle to the grave. The most impactful moment in his story is HE BECAME who his father was. Despite desperately trying to take a different road, it still ended up where his father led. Our fathers blood beckons a destiny not far from it's own. Even after 70 years, he is still impacted by the truth of his childhood and how it shaped his destiny. What courage it took for Russ to tell his story, RAW and REAL with cuss words and all....this was the most honest confessions and testimonies I've ever heard. Bless RUSS and TORI for telling their story!
Well said!! Amen!
Amen....beautifully put..
Well said. 🙏🏼
Troy sounds like a great person. Thank you, God, for others willing to do your will even when we ourselves cannot. The kingdom, power and glory is yours, LORD. Amen.
Amen
When he said “i saw my parents as victims too because of how they were raised”, WOW. I needed to hear that. Hearing that changed something in me. What a phenomenal testimony this was for me to hear this morning. Thank you for sharing, russ. ❤
Ditto. I forgave my Dad, for the pain he brought into my life at a young age, when I learned and gained compassion for his own rough upbringing. That and when I understood the grace and forgiveness extended to me through Christ, I knew I could not withhold that from my dad.
Breaking generational curses
When the pastor layed his hands on his shoulders and spoke over him.....that broke me. I'm bawling. It touched that pain so deep inside me. I'm in recovery and love God. Thank you for your extraordinary testimony.
Yes. Especially sobbing face to pastor's belly
I cried also! It pulled on my heartstrings!🙏🏾💔❤️🩹❤️
Godspeed to you. ❤
He's a well known singer in the Gospel singing community ie Bill Gaither Homecoming
I wish you all the very best in recovery!! Jesus heals the wounds that we try our best to put a bandage on!
One of the greatest Stories ever told on this Channel. Truly remarkable we need a documentary film.
Russ Taff-"I Still Believe" documentary 2018. It can be watched on Tubi.
Such an awesome doc, story, and man
Russ’ testimony resonated with me on a level that I’ve been crying like never before. God works in mysterious ways!❤
@@lisapizza6494😇 OMG Thanks so much for sharing…I’m getting ready to watch his Documentary right now. On Tubi.
You can see the full length film on UA-cam. "I Still Believe"
I ask those who are in shock over the language to consider the godly attribute of grace. If not extended to your brother and sisters then grace is not at work, it is just a concept. David did not do life right according to our standards nor according to God's plan on how he would have us live life, yet we know how God felt about David. We are all broken and are recipients of the grace of God. May we extend the same God given grace to others that we would hope to receive.
Amen 🙏 ❤
We have no four-letter words that even come close to describing the depth of evil that tears families apart.
Isaiah was known as a man of unclean lips, living among people who were probably much like the people Russ was surrounded by.
He chose words that best described how he felt during those times.
Sometimes memories linger as if they happened yesterday, even though you've been radically changed and are not the same
If some cuss words offend us to this degree it is obvious that we are not witnessing and spreading the gospel
@@yahwehsfirstfruitscremedel6816 this is good insight 👍
Ephesians 4:29 states: "Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen."
The bible also states we are to be the light of the world. Not to be like the world. These words are considered profanity in the world of non-christians. The word of God is not there to accomadate us. It is there as a guide. If words offend, imho, I would believe it would be best not to use them.
His song “Praise the Lord” was like a healing balm to our family after suffering through a tragic loss over 40 years ago. Still to this day I weep when I hear the words. God is a God of Restoration! God bless you Russ! 🙌🙌
Yes, love that song!
That song gets me every time🙌😭💜👑 One of my absolute favorites💜 Love you Russ!🫂
I love that song
Yes! Still a POWERFUL anthem!
@@valburron right?
So many people have a distorted view of Father God because of an abusive natural father. Amazing that Russ was able to function, sing & bless people the way he did. I loved listening to him! My heart goes out to him & the millions of others unable to connect to a wonderful God because of trauma.
Connect anyway...it's all about relationship, not religion. ❤
Blessings, Russ. You are loved.
Yes so true
Worse is how his church including his uncle treated him.
Amen!!
It is awful. Unfortunately, there are wolves among the sheep who twist the Word and it use it to destroy people.
p@@PatrickForrest-pv4wv
Exactly. So many people hurt by the church and shun Christianity, it’s not about religion or church. It’s about following the Lord Jesus Christ. Dying to self and giving up everything for Him and being born again! We all need Jesus. Only he can truly make you new.
I have listened to this man at our church ALL my life. His testimony isn't anything I'd ever heard. Wow. No wonder I've always connected to his music.
So sad no one ever ( or very rarely) tells the truth. In Church. You know, where Jesus is the way THE TRUTH and the life. And Satan is the father of Lies. So desperately sad
God Bless you sweetheart. It happens to the best of us. But thank God for His Mercy & Grace & second chances❤❤God bless you for telling your story from your heart❤❤❤❤
I got saved in 1982. I listened to his music for years and had no idea of the struggles. I’m so sorry you went through this Russ and so many others! Unbelievable, but God.
People, don’t blame God for the actions of humans. Russ didn’t and he found healing.
I feel very much the same. His voice carried me through some valleys, and now I know why. He was living through his own pain and somehow had hope. I love this man’s soul and pray peace and many gifts of these words of gratitude somehow ease his heart. I pray healing comes so powerfully.
“Don’t blame God for the actions of humans” I will use this one … ty! :)
@@careena1043 That's an epic one
This man can sing! He has a beautiful and powerful voice, especially while singing Praise the Lord. I remember listening to this song on KYMS 106.3 FM in Southern California when I first become a Christian!
My Dad absolutely adored that song when I was growing up, and would often plug his microphone into our karaoke speaker and sing it when he was feeling down. I haven’t thought about The Imperials in years!!
Just listened to some of his music. Amazing voice!
@@janetpersons7647same! Blown away honestly
I REMEMBER THAT! KYMS! So long ago...happy times
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This is what I’ve always loved about Russ Taff, that there is this raw honesty and humility. That honesty has always been present in his music.
This Is my Favorite Interview that I've Seen. Luved his Music Ministry But NEVER Had Any Idea of What his Life Held! What A Testimony!
Me too!!
Me too. This saddens me greatly. Glad he has overcome. Russ, thank you for sharing your story. Your days of hiding are over!!!
Amen
For those of you who don’t know Russ Taff, he is a phenomenal, world class, singer. He sang in the greatest Southern Gospel band of all time, The Gaither Vocal Band.
He sang with the Imperials
@@mwinters6307 sang with both
simple google search will show you that
@@mwinters6307 yes and he also sang with the more notable Gaither Vocal Band.
@@briankeatonjr.638 according to wikipedia “Taff has received various Dove and Grammy awards either as a solo artist or part of a larger group, most notably the Imperials.”
@@briankeatonjr.638 You must be young. There was no group bigger or more popular than the Imperials in the late 70s. Not even the Gaithers.
As a 51 year old man that grew up in the church listening to Russ Taff for many years I had no idea that he was dealing with these horrible issues! The way he told his story, both on here and in his documentary from a few years ago, was absolutely amazing. He is the perfect example of a person, like myself, that was taught the wrath and condemnation of God but was never truly shown the love and grace that truly comes from a relationship with Jesus Christ until he went through hell and back! Jesus is truly there to love and forgive His children if we will just reach out to Him!
Russ - it takes a great and humble man to lay bare the deepest parts of yourself for others to see and know that they're not alone. I've had none of your life challenges but can relate to your testimony for reasons of my own. It gives me hope. You're heaven-bound where our Father will wipe away ever tear.
Amen!
Bless you brother! Many of us come from dysfunctional families but the good, patient, kind, perfect, involved Father never fails. You are so loved.
Amen
I am an Alcoholic years sober. This was wonderful. Russ laid it out bare for everyone to see and hear and he painted a picture of Jesus in his life that will be unforgettable for everyone that listens to this interview. Thanks.
Certainly. So glad I didn’t have to endure what his Jesus loving parents did to him. Wish Jesus would have helped him as a child.
Wow. I did not expect this interview! Taft can not only sing, he can "SANG" as us black folks say.
I've never heard that vernacular before, what's the difference?
Taff*
Amen! ❤
This is what pisses me off about black people. Why do you all bring colour into every situation? If a white person said that, all hell would break loose. Blacks constantly bring up colour, but god help if a white person mentions anything about anyone’s colour of skin. It happens every day.
When I saw Russ' name I was thinking it sounded familiar. Sure enough! A great testimony I was not expecting!
"I hear you've got a soft spot for fools and little children. I'm glad, cause I've been both of those". This guy is a great singer and songwriter, as well was a key member of The Christian band, The Imperials. God Bless you Russ Tuff!
That song saved me many many times
He seems like a cool dude.
Wow. This was special.
@@tracycoomer2646Gods grace to you Brother !
💜 hi Mark,
This hit so close to home with me and loosing my now deceased husband.
We were married for over 40yrs. Very close and he shared everything with me and about his childhood abuse/trammas.
In "1997", he lost his job in electronics after being diagnosed with hep-c
(back then it was called Non-AorB heputitus)
and he slowly reverted back into someone I didn't know!
He started using speed
( and I'm sure other stuff I didn't know of).
Also, he was diagnosed with bi-polar.
He just slowly fell apart the last 15yrs of our marriage and put me and my daughter through hell!
He was a beautiful man! But still, I'm in the grieving stage of anger with him leaving me.
It's now been
almost 3yrs finding him dead.
Then here,, I see this man on your channel and I realize I needed to hear his story.
I remember you saying you interview people to maybe help others,, and something changed in me after watching this guest.
I don't know how to thank you or your guest enough Mark, but just know his life story touched me in a good way.
💜
It still just confounds me, why parents cannot realize what trauma they place on their children. May God continue to bless and heal Russ Taff, he is a treasure to the church.
Russ Taff is a national treasure. I left Christianity (raised Pentecostal like Russ) over 30 years go and he’s the one Christian artist I still listen to. There’s a soulfulness and authenticity to his voice and lyrics that touch the deepest parts of a person. Listening to his story just now reminded me of how he used to make me feel as a kid. You’re a good man, Russ. You’re an inspiration… and whether you see it or not, always have been. Thanks for sharing this with us.
I am 65 …gave my heart to Jesus when I was 13 in a Pentecostal Assembly of God Church. I am so devoted to Jesus but I no longer label myself as “Pentecostal “ …my husband says by not being Pentecostal I gave up everything I was. Absolutely NO….I love Jesus forever….He is my life and I am more now than I ever was. I attend a church that teaches the Word of God verse by verse….I am the Lord’s forever. Some of the most judgmental people on this earth are people who live under the banner of Christianity.
@@kingswaydaughter7324 My dad was an Assembly of God pastor. for 25 years. I'm 65 too. I gave my heart to Jesus when I was 5. Jesus Christ is real! Many "church people" could have turned me off from the Truth of Jesus Christ but God was faithful to me personally. I'm so thankful for your comment. It really resonates with me as well. God bless you! See you there or in the air!
@@karendillard5725 thank you….be blessed - the Lord loves us!
Just look to Christ. He will not let us down. Man will continue to.
@@kingswaydaughter7324so true! Glad you found the real Jesus!
The pain is crushing, but the honesty is so refreshing. Man i so appreciate his story. It gives me hope.
I'll never listen to, I STILL BELIEVE, the same way again.
What a journey. Praise God for your journey Russ and sharing it with us.
What great song. Among many Russ Taff greats.
It breaks my heart to hear what he went through as a child. What he experienced was not Christianity! How beautiful that God gave him the gift of singing. God knew what he was suffering. God never gives up on anyone, thankfully. Praise God 🙏🏻🙏🏻
One of my favorite interviews. Not because he was well known, but because it is a relatable story for many. The wanting to do right, the need for approval, and the struggles. This is a lovely man and I loved hearing his life's story. Thank you
What i love about this interview is that he let Russ talk. He didn’t interrupt him like so many interviewers do. Its Russ's story- its raw and real and anyone who listens can feel his pain and know and identify and cheer him on ❤❤😢 Thank you!
One of the first Christian singers I first started listening to! Russ is one of the best!
Yes, me also
Me too ❤
His music got me through some really horrible times. Thank you Russ.
❤praise God
I hear you brother 👊🏼
Same.
Right there with you Russ!!!! You're not alone in the shame, blame and not enough game.
Praise God for your healing!!
It's amazing how AA is more accepting of people with childhood trauma than church is.
A wise man told me, "people can really mess up a good church."
@@lisawilkinson4925 Jesus came for the sinners.
Was in AA 15 years. Left two years ago and went with something much bigger and more loving.
Took back my sanity. Gave myself permission to allow redemption truly work for me. Long term sober living is a daily work.
Glad I did.
@lisawilkinson4925 I agree there are wolves in sheeps clothing in the church. They are ferocious.
@lisawilkinson4925 God sees the heart. Only God can judge.
I'm a Southern Gospel singer who grew up listening to the amazing Russ Taff. This man was (and still is) one of the most talented men in the business in the 70s and 80s, until he got into alcohol. I loved every second of this because hearing this versus what the industry whispers is incredible. I understand him a whole lot better now... SGM loves you, Russ. Thank you for your blatant honesty and transparency.
There are so many who are hurting from their past and trauma. Not just the church but parents and how we were raised.
I pray for my granddaughter who’s been in DHS custody 2 times. With her mom who is an alcoholic. She turned 10 yesterday. I pray for her everyday, that she will not suffer from her childhood.
Yeah. I’m a gospel singer too. I can tell you I got out of southern gospel bc many are judgmental and condemning while they drink and cuss and smoke and get high on the bus. I never got down with all that. As long as I’ve know him, Russ has always been an open book when you got down to real talk with him
I’m 92. My life mirrors yours. My father was a searcher for THE WAY, but with his bipolar brain I became the object of his vacillations. My childhood was very traumatic. … Not until these past few years have I become aware of my deep-seated fears that I spent my life shoving into A locked drawer.
I'm so sorry for the things you experienced. God bless and keep you, Priscilla.
Pink
I'm sorry
ŴOW & T.y. Sir ✝️
@@DeannaWilson-py8br Pink?
BEST INTERVIEW TO DATE. Thank you, Russ, for your openness and honesty. Thank you, Mark, for presenting this soulful, heartfelt voice. ❤
I was raised in a similar environment. It's so difficult to unhear the words your parents abuse you with, I'm 56 and I finally was able to confront them and tell them they are not true. I've never been to therapy but God has been so good to me,, I've learned how to love myself and make myself proud of myself... Russ God has always been with you and has shown you favor even though it didn't look like it.
What good is Jesus if he can't help you.
He lets you walk beside him (unseen) until you can walk beside him (seen). Jesus is always with the beliver seen or unseen. I will pray for Mr. Russ Taff and I pray he has learned to love himself.❤@@jimprince8829
I'm right there with you! Over a half of a century old and just learning basics. No fun but necessary!
@@jimprince8829He did help.
@@jimprince8829 oh but he has helped Russ. Otherwise, his heart would be full of hate, bitterness, and anger at everyone else, and self hatred and shame toward himself.
Wow! I watch a lot of crap on UA-cam and I came across this real video and I was blown away. I’m very familiar with Russ’s music as I was growing up in the ‘80s and big into Christian music. This interview was so raw and so real that I had tears in my eyes the whole time. I’ve heard that Satan likes to play the long game and starts with kids. Kids don’t have the protection that we do when we’re adults. He laid waste to Russ’s life, but Russ struggled through it all and managed to make it this far. I do believe that God was there and did hear him through these struggles and still is here now. Some people get a bad hand dealt to them by their parents and the damage is done, but we serve a God ,who at the time, may have seemed like he has abandoned us, but all along was there carrying us. Russ, thank you for being real and know that this guy is grateful for your music. The fact that you were encouraging others when you were going through this, just tells me that the Lord was using you to reach others while you were going through this pain. I don’t quite understand it myself, but who are we to try and understand the Lord’s ways. One day, those who believe will be with Him despite our guilt, shame, and pain, but for now we just have to fight the good fight and make it to the finish line. May Gods peace be with you the rest of your days here Russ! See you on the other side!
Amen❤❤❤❤❤
One of the most real interviews I seen.
Some self righteous Christians would find some offenses in this…..but the honesty is raw and truthful. God is raw and truthful. I appreciate this interview….I wish we could all be so transparent without the selfish self righteousness of Christians. I am a devoted follower of Jesus….this was good!
@@kingswaydaughter7324amen!! This is real Christianity!! Love this so much!
This is how Christians should be able to be, honest, no shame , we are supposed to help carry each other through life as Christian’s, bear each others burdens, restore each other , this is why I love CR , Celebrate Recovery that church’s have now, CR is real church !!
@@kingswaydaughter7324 YES! My heart is right there. How sad it is that the world cannot find God or Jesus in the church building. At least not very often these days. There’s a form of godliness, but denying the power. God is calling us to go into the world as the great commission commanded, and this is where we will see the greatest harvest of souls. Russ’s openness will bring more people to Jesus than 1 million Sunday morning sermons! Thank you, Russ. Love you and have been blessed by your gift since the Imperials.
💖💖💖
I’ve never seen a more honest Christians testimony. Thanks for being so honest Russ! You’ve helped a lot of people! Used to love playing your records on “Mornings with Tim and Al” on KBRT in L.A. and KJSL in St Louis. I want to give you a big hug in Heaven.
Russ!! His voice will blow your mind. I grew up listening to him. Incredible!
Thank you Russ for your honesty and your testimony. It took me 20 years to be healed from the emotional neglect to be free and to love myself. I thank God He brought you through. Life is not for the faint of heart. God is good.
Russ is an amazing dude. Such a positive soul.
Mark, you have got to hear him sing!!
Russ Taff is no joke. He was part of the Gaither Vocal Band and was well known for a long time in the Gospel music scene. To know his story and what was really going on is a rare treat. You do not often get such open and honest confessions of a persons short comings and failures. We all got'em: real or imagined.
Best interview yet, Russ is the real deal, when I think of Christian’s I don’t think of the folks who rejected Russ, I think of people are like Russ.
Russ, if you're reading this, you got this. Alcohol is nothing but mind alter and you don't need it to change your mindset. You need the love you've been given and is right in front of you. I'm very proud of you. I used to listen to the Imperials, then the Gaither's all the time. You have a gift.
Yes
Tim. Take a little wine for your oft infirmaties
Didn't Christ turn the eater into wine for the wedding guests of Canna of Galilee, it was hos mothers concern for the couples guests that
moved her to compassion. The manager of the feast remarked as to the excellence of this wine beyond the former
Wine was amd still is a part of so many cultures daily lives. Growing up in a latin family it was always on our dinner table. God is not against the joy it brings do you think He didn't know the ramifications of creating the substance. Yes, it can be abused as can anything can, yet this is how we learn and grow from our experiences and wiyh the help of loving caring friends and family we overcome. Which brings God glory!
Imperials and your solo albums ministered to me most of my life. Got into alcohol and drugs. Sober 13 years now. God is good brother
Yes He is. ❤
What a beautiful human. Russ’s Winds Of Change album is too cool, what a talent
This is a powerful testimony from Russ about Gods love for us all.Mark your silence the whole time was severely profound,God does truly dwell in silence and I felt His presence.
I've now watched this interview twice. Russ is so humble and real. I grew up in a good Christian home with love and support, and I have very strong faith. I can't begin to imagine the hurt and disappointment he had to endure, yet here he is praising God. My faith can't begin to reach where his faith has taken him. Don't get me wrong, I've dealt with heartache, despair, cancer, death, etc.... but for me, that is a part of life.... not a way of life. I'm blessed to have had loving parents, fantastic friends, siblings, nieces and nephews that are all a part of my life and history in fabulous ways. I have so much respect for this man.... not just because he's a fantastic musical artist, but because he has strength and integrity with his life. Continue to be blessed and to be a blessing, Russ Taff!!!
Taff has always had one of the greatest voices God ever gave to a man. Powerful singer.
❤im 58 and raised in Christian home / christian school . Parents listened to his music . Why do people always think Christians are suppose to be perfect . People are people . Maybe the difference is we r trying and talk to God about it , does not mean WE know all the answers . We hope we are forgiven and r hearts are repent cuz we r not pleasing to Our Heavenly Father . Thank u mark for interviewing the other side .
Exactly, most Christians have the spirit of evil in them so they aren't perfect. Once the Holy spirit is asked "in" then we become dead to our past way of life
Some churches have that very strict doctrine.
It’s the “Christians” that act perfect outside the home but are awful inside the home that creates kids that walk away from religion and church when they’re adults
Other side? Other side than what? Christian growth kind of requires "getting over" or "letting go" of past trauma, that is why most christians don't dwell on their beginnings, instead concentrating on their present. It is not their fault if people perceive it as acting, it is the natural progression of Christian growth.
@@jodihouts6032,I think we all,those of us that were raised in similar circumstances,understood completely what he meant and also knowing what the majority of interviews generally presented here. Is there a reason or need for you to lecture or belittle what this person posted?
I was in tears this whole interview... not just because I LOVE Russ Taff and my father des as well, but because I could see and feel his pain. BUUUT.... I can also see what a MIGHTY God we serve and how he can heal and restore and make new again!! Hallelujah thank you Jesus!
I was scrolling and I said, "...is that Russ TAFF?!" Huge fan, incredible memories of him solo and with the Imperials.
His childhood was my childhood. I had no idea.
Russ, your music made me feel normal for little chunks of time. I'll never forget you.
Scrolling also. Said pretty much the. What happened to him ? Forgot about him. Glad2 c him
It IS a beautiful one. TY mark, TY Russ. Wasn't easy to endure ... but as an old Steve Camp , Petra, Micheal card , IMPERIALS etc fan, felt obliged ...peace and love to whomever reads this comment 🕊 🎼 🕊...
I had the pleasure of getting to know Russ. He’s married to the sister of our former manager. He is the REAL DEAL. Anointed and so talented. He’s always been so sweet to me. Love that guy!
Russ Taff is a beautiful testimony to the grace and love of God❤ Bless you,Russ🙏🏻♥️
Russ’ story resonated with me on a level that I’ve been crying like never before. God works in mysterious ways!❤
I grew up in a Pentecostal church/cult grandfather was pastor (tears has my vision blurred right now) not an alcoholic but child predator, my sister drank herself to death, I’ve struggled to over come using things to numb. Turned my back on “the church” but thankfully Jesus never gave up on me and we are closer now than ever! I never darken the doors of church but I get filled with the Holy Ghost , God comes to me right in the middle of my living room where I dance in the spirit. If you’ve experienced this, went through it in any form and carry guilt and shame let it go. You are worthy you are a child of a king ask for healing, meditate and receive it in Jesus name. May God bless you, Russ and Mark for sharing
Thank you for sharing. So many walking wounded in the name of God.
I can relate
Stay connected to Jesus! Freedom!
@@maninthewilderness3208 yes so many walking wounded. And God uses those wounds to pour himself through to reach the suffering because the walking wounded understand.
I had an almost identical upbringing as you. The Lord kept me through it all. I look to Jesus the author and finisher of my life!
Jesus is my all in all. His grace is sufficient for me!!
I don’t usually share this type of thing, but for this I’ll make a very good exception
Finally, something really real, he explains so honestly how he truly got his life sorted out, it’s longer, because he has had a long journey
It really really gave me hope
Glenda
This is a ~ "If You Know, You Know" interview. ~ It takes me home. (Not the best place.)
Absolutely. So many mixed emotions. Some good people doing the best they knew how and others that were wolves. Pure evil.
I hear you!!!!
Oh yeah! AMEN !
"I saw my parents as victims as well". That phrase released him I think more than anything. It's the same phrase I've told myself about my own parents and it allowed me to release and reverse some anger I carried for years. God Bless.
Me too❤
God bless you
I remember Russ Taff in the 80s and how I loved his music.
I had no idea of the intense abuse and suffering and the massive healing he received. I've never heard anyone honestly talk of the pain they experienced as real as this man.
I'm blown away by this beautiful testimony.
There is hope through God's love extended to everyone.
My son has been sober for over a year now. He goes to AA meetings every where he travels. He's a truck driver so whatever place hes in he finds a meeting. Thank you Russ & Mark for this was interview 🙏🏾 Blessings to each who is struggling with addiction 🙏🏾 💔❤️🩹❤️
God bless your son for staying strong in the program of AA . 🙏🏻
God bless you and your son ❤
I believe he's very serious about his sobriety! May God continue to bless him and you too🙏🏻🙏🏻
@@mikeodonnell6231 Thank you for ❤️
@@helenmcdonnell2585 Thank you ❤️
Dayam! This is one one of your hardest hitting interviews Mark, not only for those seeking Jesus and sobriety, but for those whose childhood wounds have kept them in prison for decades. I was truly moved by this man's story and looked him up and listened to his music and saw interviews with his wife Tori (bless her).... the angel in his life that took his pain and transformed it. The funerals of his father and mother reminded me of the ancestral journeys I've been on with the death of both my parents and my personal healing from the abuse from which I have healed. Others still come to me to complete the cycle; some make it, some don't. This interview was so inspirational. Turn to his music to feel the Spirit. Amen.
Legalism and pietism. This is why so many are leaving the church today. They haven't left Christ just the church. Seems we go from one extreme to the other as people, Christian or Not. Heavy on law or total freedom with no restraint. Today, the people in the pews have taken over the pulpit, but the pulpit has failed to preach the Grace of Jesus Christ.
There have been pulpit and pew stone throwing in the comments where puritan pious ears cannot listen to his trauma because their righteous ears are violated by select words. The beauty is God does not turn a deaf ear to Russ. His grace is so greater than that his children.
@@maninthewilderness3208 I venture to say, those throwing stones, worship idols not Christ. You are right when you say God did not turn a deaf ear to Russ
nor did He condemn him. It was the Pharisees Christ condemned. It is the love of Christ that brings repentance/change not legalism
A compelling, human story I related to. Thanks, Russ. You ARE good enough. ❤
I grew up listening to Russ and the imperials. In my mind Russ WAS the imperials. Unique voice and unique testimony. You are so loved Russ!!
Why all the profanity???
I guess it’s just real
One of the best vocalists ever. Be sure to search for his videos/songs.
I was just thinking that! As soon as this interview is over!!
I heard that same crap....you're never gonna amount to a thing....that hurt
@@nosolar2023search for "I cry, russ taff"
I used to listen to him 40 years ago. I was raised Pentecostal and I can relate to everything he says. There’s so much pressure for perfection and you’re young and can’t realize that none of those people are perfect. I had frequent debilitating migraines. I quit going to church and the migraines stopped. It took me years to gain any self confidence. It truly is a dangerous cult.
Yep
These churches anymore are all cults.
Galatians 5:1
Stand fast therefore in the liberty wherewith Christ has made us free, & be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage. Amen.
@@joelyons8238 Amen Brother!
Holiness cults can be very destructive.
Don't throw the baby out with the bathwater. Not all Pentecostals operate like the ones described in this interview. I am Pentecostal and this horrifies me.
I love this man. Russ Taff is a treasure of our faith and what a beautiful witness he is to the rest of us about how good Jesus really is.
Russ I wish I would have known your struggles back when I listened when I listen to you as a teenager your struggles were what I went through about the same time as you were going through them them. What a blessing you were then and you are thank you❤
Mr. Taff, what a beautiful, but heart wrenching testimony, to which so many of us here can relate. I thank God for you, your healing and your amazing & faithful wife.
This is Jesus using the face of Mr, Taff to reach out to us and say that He doesnt throw people away no matter what they do. Thank you Mr. Taff for allowing us to see Christ through your eyes and hear Him with your voice.
I have watched many of people’s stories. Some have made me cry a little ( I just don’t really cry)
But, I bawled through this. It was like I was hearing my own story with little things changed. My drug of choice was different (so was my father’s) I relapsed many times ( always after a death) to have to start over. I am sober again going on 11 yrs. Last relapse was when my brother took his life.
I still smoke cigarettes. Diagnosed COPD. Just can’t seem to kick them. But, he reminded me that I can with the Will to and help offered.
Also, I still have a lot of healing from my childhood to do. As this hit me. I kept having to pause to get myself together. I realized I don’t cry much anymore I just stuff it down.
If you happen to speak to Russ, Please tell him his story helped a lady in SC. More than he can ever know. Thank you. I got some work to still do. May he and his wife know nothing but blessings. 🙏
I did the alcohol...guess one could say, started at 13 yr...finding it at babysitting..and then at 17 to almost 21...I was a functional weekend, alcoholic..that was the late 70s...and there were times in between...I dont drink now, I value my health at 64, what I can to save best I can.
Yep, the Baptists and Catholics are no different. Religion is not what gives you peace, Jesus is.
People fail you. The church is supposed to be a hospital for the wounded. Jesus is my friend when nobody else is.
We have much in common Russ.❤️🩹✝️
I remember Russ when I was a young parent and married to a monster who said he was a Christian but was abusing the children and I. Russ may have saved our lives with his message and encouragement.
When you see your parents as victims and then their parents as victims...and it keeps going and going and then you see two people, a serpent, and an apple.
That's my experience.
And you live with the tension of hoping for forgiveness. Hoping that if you can really forgive, truly feel it, you will be free. And at the same time, hoping you, yourself, will be forgiven. All the while feeling what's been done to you, what's been done to them, and what you've done to others...
Though you sometimes forget and get caught up in the world, you know your rest will come when all things are made new. When you pass from this realm to the next. When the totality of the plan becomes clear. When the all comsuming fire burns away all obstacles between you and pure, unspeakable love.
Until then, you hang onto that cross.
I am in awe to see Russ Taff on SWU. I've been a Christian since I was 7 (1974) so I remember Russ and the Imperials and all the other Christian singers in that era. I went to a Pentecostal church that wasn't as strict, but no one ever talked about their struggles. I married a Christian musician who became an addict. I can relate to so much of what Russ shared. When he spoke about Pastor Jones, a man that looked just like his father, praying for him, I was bawling my eyes out, praising God for His goodness to give Russ the opportunity to hear everything he needed to hear from his father. I'm so happy for Russ and I would be overjoyed to meet him someday.
The first weekend in November 2024 will be Russ and Tori weekend in BellBuckle, Tennessee. I went to their first weekend and it was fantastic. It is so personal and God‘s presence was so real! Check it out. 💖
"It goes in your brain and down into your spine." Very strong words.
I got saved at a Russ Taff and Phil Driscoll concert in San Diego 1983 ❤
Never in my wildest imagination would I expect to see Russ Taff on SWU. I remember hearing his name and music all the time as a little kid and now my heart breaks at his behind the scenes suffering that he never deserved. Imagine how much hurt we could spare and healing we could receive if we just loved and accepted people into wholeness. ❤
I can't believe it
That was MY thought too and wow what an interview. Well done MARK to bring in someone different to your usual interviews. I APPRECIATE you NOT interrupting or offering commentary. Russ, you are a legend mate. A real genuine LEGEND. Thank YOU.
I love Russ Taft! I have been listening to his music since the 80's. What a genuine man! He's the real deal!!
Although hearing Russ’s story brings sadness, it nevertheless brings a measure of hope. Christianity seems to want to hide stories of dysfunctional relationships and other struggles, opting to present this skewed
‘overcomer’ image. Russ’s forthrightness is powerful.
My Mom had your album, I remember you! May the Lord bless & keep you Russ
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@@terrytownsend5583
Man, leave people alone....eyeroll
@@terrytownsend5583what’s your problem.
Comment "eyeroll", what for, just to be derogatory. I hope it makes you feel powerful. @@terrytownsend5583
To the eye roll guy…you’ve got a lot to learn. 6:04 No worries…Life and all the bad spirits contained w/in will teach you…and,I’m sorry..it’ll hurt.