POV- You always wandered what it's like to be in love. In your fantasies, it was always so beautiful and relaxing. But, in reality, when you actually are in love. It doesn't feel the same. You felt like a free bird in those fantasies. But in reality, you feel like a bird locked in a cage. Sometimes your brain tells you to break it and run away from here. But your heart...your heart tells you, "You can't do this, you love the person who locked you in this cage".
✨ To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. I hope peace and calmness fill your life.
I met a guy online, we were friends but not for long. We both agreed that we would just mess around and no feelings would be involved. then as time passes, he talks about his problem with girls. Then one day there was just this one girl, she stuck around and their talking became more. One day we weren't messing around anymore, which was fine because I told my self every time "Don't fall, you'll lose him." They are serious now, and I can truly say that I am happy for them. But, I wish she is not such a sweet girl because, she would be easier to hate. However, I can only watch in the dark as another couple walks around making me feel more alone in this world than ever before.
Anyways. I’m gonna vent :). In no way do I expect anyone to read!! I just love this playlist, and I feel as though I need to get 17 years worth of trauma off my chest. Or at least the part where my heart was absolutely shattered. It’s funny how we can look at a stranger and think ‘wow she is beautiful’. We can compliment them, praise them, want them, all the good stuff. But we can’t look at them and think ‘Hm. No. I’m staying away from you. You’re gonna fuck me up.’ If ever there was a way to read through the smiles and the sweet tone of voice, I would gladly. You were so nice. Sat next to me in that music class, when I’d always sit alone, and introduced yourself. “Hi, my name’s … What’s yours?” I shoulda smiled and said; “Sorry, listening to the teacher.” I didn’t. I introduced myself. It was good at first. We were strangers, friends, then after a year, lovers. And I rebelled against everyone for you. I let you whisper in my ear, telling me what to do, where to go, who to cut off, who to befriend. I let you control my every thought and move. You manipulated me. You manipulated me, gaslit me, blackmailed me, you fucking broke me. I never should have gone to that party. I never should have let you tag along. But you made your own rules. You tagged yourself along and I didn’t get a choice. It was my friends, but I loved you. What went wrong? You weren’t drunk. I walked in on you sober, fucking him. That hurt. You gaslit me. Made me think that you still loved me and to forgive you. I ran away from home because you told me to. The biggest mistake I made? Listening to my heart plead and crying out for you. When my head told me not to. You broke me, but I’m still living. And I will live my life, never looking back and never, ever stopping for you.
I’m sorry for what happened to you Keep going strong trust em you are going to look back and think OMG IM NOT IN LOVE WITH THIS PERSON ANYMORE I AM FINALY FREE It’s the best feeling ever to love yourself It gets better believe me ❤️
I didn't fall for the wrong person I am that wrong person with whom someone fell in love & He's not the only one who's breaking Update: that mf was a pedo and my ass was saved by the universe. I fell in love with the most beautiful person at the perfect time. So relax lovelies if you don't feel anything; simply don't force it.
The songs hit harder when you relate to the lyrics... does anyone else hate being at their house? not home because its no my home. My home was him, then he left and part of me with him.
Half of me hopes what we had was the right person wrong time but the other half realises that for him, we didnt have anything. I feel delusional, he didnt feel the same and yet even now I try and convince myself he did. I like to tell myself and everyone around me that im over him and have moved on. I do really like this other person but a part of me knows ill never forget the way I felt when he grazed my hand or called my name in the corridor, I'll never forget the way I felt when he gave me a compliment ot smiled at me across the classroom. I felt as if I was floating. Every now and then ide recognise the points and laughs or the bad words behind my back and my feet would slam back to the ground. But of course, I would walk past him in the corridor, he would smile, our fingers would graze and the memory of his selfishness would disappear into a fog of hope. He broke me more than anyone I know and yet a slither of my goal hopes that when we meet again, he will feel the same.
sometimes i think that i am good by myself but then just the slightest memory of her breaks every part of my heart and what makes it even more painful that i am only going through that shit, i understand what you are going through and i hope you are doing fine because at some points of your life no one will take the pain for you but yourself so i hope you learned from that thing more than you have pain from it, keep safe
the saddest part is that we thought we would last, we thought we would Get a dog together, we thought we would live together. then it ended and it all vanished in a second.
so let me share my "not love story". let's start from the beginning: even before I was born my dad had a friend who had a daughter, my dad was even her god father, btw when I was born she was 6, she even came to the hospital to see me lol. a couple of years later my family and I moved away so I didn't see her for a long time. when my parents divorced my dad went living in the same city we had been lived so everytime I went there I saw her. anyway when I was 10 or something like that the age gap was huge, we had of course different interests since she was 16 and I was 10 so yeah, we stopped talking and seeing eachother. I really didn't care, I was still young. now I'm 16, she's almost 22 and 2 months ago I saw her again. I had been thinking for a while that i was bisexual and when I saw her I understood I was right, I instantly fell in love, she's the best person I've ever met, I love listening to her talking about what she loves or does, I love the way she fights for herself, I love her voice... the only problem? I'm 100% sure she doesn't love me back, so yeah, I'm here listening to this playlist imaging her and I together
It's a *good* sign she doesn't love you back, as sad as it is. It would be pedophilia if she did. I was in a similar situation, you should try to explore that after you're 18 if you both are interested!
please, please, please I beg u say it to her whenever you feel comfortable because the regret of not being able to say how you feel is worse. I've experienced that and I am telling you plz do it. All the best.
I just had a conversation with the guy who knows that I love him and had the greatest heartbreak of my love. But I prefer this temporary heartbreak (no matter how it feels like it's gonna be there eternally, it's temporary) to grow feelings inside and fantasize someone. This is my personal opinion. Are you gonna be peaceful and easy by staying friends with her while actually in love with her? I recommend you to think about it and take an action to say what you truly feel and think in order to live true to yourself. The people that are meant to be in your life will stay no matter what. So, just be you. Of course you may not want to do so, but I just wanted to make a friendly suggestion 💕
fell in love with a guy. he treats me well. really well. tday,i had a talk with his mum and got to know he completely lied abt his age and career plans. his mum herself told how he's not a good person and how i should go out of his life cuz otherwise it'll ruin mine as well. idk.. i just feel so suffocated rn. i don't know how to react honestly.
I won't say you were the wrong person but you neither were a right one and when you left I lost myself, I lost the happy me, I lost the person who I was before i met you. And yk what hurts me the mostt? I can't hate you, I want to but I just can't. I am still praying this to be sm nightmare and when I wake up you will be my sideeeee...
I met this beautiful girl who is 2 years older than me. My friends introduced us aparantly we met before I thought she sent me signals and I fell in love then she told me who’s he has feeling for People lied and said she likes me back 😢 I still think about her beautiful ginger hair and amazing personality And now people tell me to ask her out and some tell me to chill out but Ik who she really wants and she won’t speak to me anymore I keep saying she’s busy but she just don’t like me😢 To everyone here don’t give up some ppl just can’t find love 💔
i didnt fall in love with the wrong person he was just sick, it wasnt something i could help. if anything im the wrong he would have been so much happier if he never met me, he'd still be alive, he'd be able to see his baby girl grow. i feel so much responsibility for everything, everything changed bc of me , and thts bc im the wrong person that the right person fell in love with, he thought i could help but i couldnt .
I really loved my ex-bf and im still not over him.. he left me for my best friend and I feel like my life is just falling apart after that. I can't cry because I have so many people who look up to me for happiness that I just can't anymore. I have shed so many tears and let so much out that I can't anymore. because what he didn't realize the moment he shattered my heart was that when he told me that his feelings for me "went away" yeah real feelings genuine feelings you have for a person don't just "go away" it hurts because he was my first love and I really fell hard for him. so yeah I know the pain of heartbreak and the pain of the person I love becoming a memory and i know he was the wrong person but i still love him
If only I didn't fall for them in the first place, if only I didn't fall in love so easily with them, if only I could have been a better boyfriend while it lasted, it last 2 months, it was a good 2 months but now that's over because I was a shitty boyfriend because I was never in a relationship before so I was trying to figure out how the hell it worked, I never started conversations with them because I didn't know how. Point of this is a note to self: don't fucking fall in love again, it's not worth it, it'll just end out with u crying in your room but acting like everything is okay
Well i was out at a club. You were there. I didn’t even notice you. I was having my best time with my self and the music. You approached me. Said that i got your attention cus I wasn’t giving attention to anyone but me. I didn’t pay attention until one song came up and we danced to it. We kept in touch. We met again. You wanted me to be yours. I was scared cus i was already broken and full of trust issues. I opened up to you. You protected me. You knew me better than anyone. You cheated. I forgave. You kissed another one while i was there. You broke me more than anyone. You left. I stayed. You didn’t care. I was dying. You’re living your best life. I am in the came small city with you. You feel like you are someone. I am trying to fight for my self so I don’t become the worst version of my self.
I have this Boy. He is so beautiful. But I Just don‘t know what to think. I don‘t know if I love him or if I even like him but he says those beautiful things that I Just can‘t believ
venting: fell in love, and still currently in love with a bad person, who i always defend but know i shouldnt, they had me get rid and block all contact related to people he got tired of or didnt like, including longtime friends of mine, or people i liked alot, but i always did as he told because i love him, i didnt want to make him mad so he didnt get rid of me too. I realise thats stupid but i cant help it, i love him, i cant stop loving him, i just want him to love me back, so i thought if i do everything he told me to he might like me, but he didnt. its short but its whatever,
Right person wrong time. If you loved me liked u said where are u now?.. I miss u.. So much. Love you still.. I'm trying everything to move on but it's hard... I tried to find the piece that's missing in someone else but no.. It's not easy.
i relate to u so much like. the same thing happened to me and i cant move on.. but please take care of youself and i know u can move and u will deserve someone better than them!!
Falling in love with a person that fell in love with drugs is one of the hardest heartbreaks i ever felt but im not gonna give up on him and just try to make his life a little better so he gets out of stuff he shouldn’t do or i fall with him either way i will be happy with him so why does it matter
I don't know if telling this is worth it but uh, here's goes nothing. I fell in love with this one boy. He's perfect. Nice, funny, smart, and he just always makes me happy around him. But uh, apparently he's gay. I don't know why but I feel like it's just wrong to tell him how I feel cause it'll probably make him stay away from me so I never did. I just wish he was straight. But it's okay! Cause he seems happy as he is now and that is enough to make me happy. I'm still his best friend too. I just hope he learns to love himself more. Anyways, yeah please don't hate on me for venting ✌️ P. S: just cried my ass out till 4 am listening to sad playlists
Let me share my love story here Love it just not my thing I start to feel in love really at a young at he was my first love he kind he was everything to me we date each other for 7 months until we had a really huge argument we both still young back then we shut at each other and say a thing we shouldn’t yeah we break up right away. Second bf is I was got play by his best friend they make a bet . 1week bf after the night his bf confess I accept it not really long his bf come and also confess he play victim and I was fool to believe it I break up with the guy I love right away and I start dating the third guy we acting sus but let say I trust him we been in a relationship for two months then I found out that he still dating his ex he two timing. Another one is a toxic one I thought love is doesn’t matter if u look good or not as long as u kind that everything right? But no I was wrong he make my life in hell I almost lose everything coz of him I caught him cheating on me and we break up after that not really long . U know what I got? He talk shit about me on my back saying I break up with him coz he poor he not hot my family only care about money and rich it fine if he disrespected me but not my family he a shitty person he make me living hell there more reason for that but I can’t say I respect his personal information. Then after a year I start to find love again and I meet him he was good at first but after 2and half of our anniversary he telling me he still not over his ex yet and he miss he so he ask me for breakup I agree peaceful breakup but sad haha and the last is we had long distance relationship in our 1month anniversary he ask me to breakup coz he can’t take it it hard for him and he say he think he found a right person for him yeah that my story now I been stay out of relationship for two year tbh not becoz of afraid or anything I just lose interest that it thanks for listening
@@aakankshashrivastav1071 thanks don’t worry I just let the thing become natural when my time come I will found happiness too right now im not even bother to care about romantic I appreciate it 🥰
Everyone is just here confessing their love to their exes and here I am crying because I feel like my fictional ship will end soon.. and another ship with one of them will become canon 😭😭😭
first this playlist is beautiful and sec I don't understand life anymore I need to feel again I need to feel loved I'm tired of begging ppl to stay in my life bc ik no one would beg for me to stay
I'm not okay, I let myself grow so attached to you and I have to let you go and it feels like I cant.. my best friend.. I don't know who I am without you anymore.. I wanted to give you everything you wanted.. I tried to.. I bought the ring, it wasn't enough.. why.. was it because you couldn't manipulate me.. because I wouldn't entertain your games so you got bored.. or did you for someone else.. something tells me you did.. everyone thinks you did.. I want the truth and yet could I even take it? If you had someone else I wouldn't know what to do..
i guess i fell for the wrong person, and so did he. i mean, it was nice while it lasted, but it pains me to see how much more broken hes become after we've gone our separate ways. i cant even dare to look at him anymore, and i always get so scared from flashbacks whenever i think of him or say his name or hear him talk. i want to at least be friends with him, but i also dont want to at the same time. idk, feelings are weird.
I had a friend. He was a manipulative bitch but I loved him cause he said he loved me and I didn’t know any better. There were no romantic feeling because he’s completely gay. We ended up not being able to talk at all for over a year and this year he came back to my school. I finally figured out he was a psychopath and nothing has ever hurt as bad as the sound of his voice. It’s so empty. He just doesn’t feel anything and it hurts so bad that I have him everything and he gave nothing
it was the right person just the wrong time I still remember the lines on his face or how when she smiled his nose would crinkle up or how he pretended not to care when he did my heart still remembers the lies she told me did he ever love me well I can't answer that with a sure thought and a proper mind, you see he was a player taking advantage of the poor girls before me breaking there hearts minds and souls and even though I myself saw the ugly I also saw the good within his eyes I never believed in love and Honestly I never seemed to pick the right guy but the moment that man looked me in the eyes and told me I was his my guard broke this is one of the clichés the good girl and the player the good girl stayed around and loved him for his craziness for his flaws for his ambitions for his laugh for his smile for his lies he taught her love before anyone ever did he showed her that a real man can and will stay no matter what the problem is and yes in this case the good girl fucked up she shut down and shut him out causing too already sore hearts to become numb she still thought about him often she wondered if he was doing okay or if he ever got to chase his dream or if he finally got the family he always wanted you see she still loves him dearly he taught her how to love how to be okay with her feelings how to say no taught her its okay to says she is uncomfortable no matter who the person may be he taught her that her flaws were pretty even the ugly ones he taught her how to love her body and she taught him all the same things expect for she the only other thing is she taught him how to trust people enough to have them in his life's she helped him make up with his sister she was her self and gave her true raw emotions with him even when it hurt she loved him more then the worlds its self but sometimes its the right person at the wrong moment but he will forever will be my first and last love
I feel so bad, I literally fell for my best friend's crush and I don't know how to act, I think I'll just don't say anything and keep living my life as always, that's the right thing to do I guess..?
( sorry but i really need to do this ) why , why he , i loved him , i told him , i love you , he sang me songs , etc , he told me how much he loved me , and in my fxcking face he is kissing somebody else , telling , " i need you , i love you ) WHEN I WAS WITH HIM IN THAT MOMENT , I LOVED HIM , I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED , MAYBE I AM NOT ENOUGH FOR ANYBODY , I WAS NOT ENOUGH FOR HIM , FOR ANYBODY , WHY
i fell in love with the right person...only he fell in love with the wrong one here wishing i did better and he fought harder for us, but i guess we weren't meant to be i dont love you anymore, but you'll still be my forever first love, my second of real happiness
I fell for a guy so deep because he was so nice to me and I am happy around him. I just found out today, eclipse day, that my friend used to date him during the winter break and they just broke up because he is a red flag that will not commit to the relationship. I am so overwhelmed right now, I feel like a fool for falling so deep and even foolish when my friend is the one who told me this, I feel that she knows I am interested in her ex while I have no idea behind all of this drama...I don't know what to do. I think I should step back
Anyway im gonna vent. I fell in love, it doesnt feel like a fairytale its nkthing like that. I fell in love with the wrong guy, and HIM of all people i know why him. I love him so much but i cant, hes dating somebody and besides would never ever love me back. Everytime im in class with him beside or behind me i cant help but feel sad or stressed. I cant help falling for his sparkly personality,for his looks. Hes so nice, so sweet. But hes not mine. And something inside of me hates that so much i drift apart from myself. Im losing myself for a boy. Sometimes it feels like its worth it. This time, it also does. I know its not worth it but i dont wanna give up on him hes so dreamy i cant give up. -onyx 29-11-23 12:30am
I gave him everything of me, he was so toxic and manipulative and I still want him so fucking bad. Hes now with someone else and I’m now picking up the pieces of trying to find myself again without him.
I have crush on someone in my school andd the sadly thing is he never know me (btw, I liked him around august or sept 2022). I wanna make a move to be closer w him, but I can't. I afraid to see his response.. ooh ya, I was followed his insta account n a month ago I unfoll his insta cz I wanna move on from him. My friend told me to not like him that far, sooo I'll try to forget him
(venting!!) I've like this guy for about 3 years about to hit 4 and i've slowly realized that i'm actually in love with this person. i would always deny it because i feel as if he doesn't feel the same. but now i know for sure. he nows likes this beautiful girl were friends with. and i would love for them to be together . i'll always wish happiness for them if it meant that they would end up being together. that is why i've been trying to move on. i've now been trying to ignore him. but the girl said he's been sad and saying that hes worried he did something. but its quite the opposite. i just wish i could have him to myself and love him but i know he likes her. even if she doesn't like him, that still doesn't affect his attraction towards her. i'm just seen as a friend. just a friend. unrequited love am i right?
falling inlove with the wrong someone could kill yu or give you a wake up call. My first love was one-sided lust, my second love was 2-sided lust and i had to cut it off before we both got hurt. My third love was one-sided lust. No matter how hard i try its etheir just lust or one-sided lust. So nowi just don't date, so that person or me doesn't get hurt. everyone talks about how hard it is to fall in and out of love but it's killing knowing its lust not love, but i can only speak on behalf of myself
I'm 2,000 miles away from her. And all I want to do is just be there with her. It hurts sm seeing her hurt... Recently she got grounded, and I waited for a while for her to come back. She came back a day ago but it doesn't feel the same way anymore. I can feel the two of us slipping away. And now I'm pretty sure her parents got her phone again, I don't want to give up but fuck this whole thing is confusing me sm. Should I even stay at this point? Is this just me playing myself... I'm ready for anything just for her. But I don't think she is... The wait for her was hurting me sm, day and night constantly worrying if she's okay. The distance is so hard.. We met irl a few months ago because of a convention. I'll be meeting her again next year... But I'm so confused on where I stand with her, I'm so confused on what we're supposed to be. I hope that we can figure this out cause I really adore her. If it doesn't work maybe in another lifetime :) Update 7.14.22 We don't talk anymore :) . I think that's for the best
It was never me who fell for the wrong person and either was him who "fell" for the wrong person. I like to believe it was time who fell in the wrong time. Maybe if it was a little later. Maybe we would both be healed. Maybe we both would be happy. Maybe we both wouldn't hurt each other this much. But now will always be Maybe. It wasn't us this time. Its wasn't me. It wasn't him. It was time. But I still hope to get to see him again and maybe this time we can rewrite our story and make a happy one.
I was in a 3 weeks relationship I know thats too short but it was my first...I pranked him that I wanted to break up but he took it personal and told me he saw the relationship as a dead end and I deserve someone better and i'm wasting my time on a person like him... I agreed but the reason I'm sad is because it took one little prank for him to be honest about how he felt and he took my first kiss...He is now talking to someone else and I wish him and her good luck and I hope he does not play her ...I'm a very cold person I took the chance to let someone in but it was a mistake now I'm even colder than before...I will never open up until I know I have found the right person I'm going to focus on me and my studies boys can wait thanks to my mom now I know some boys are scumbags...I am also suprised that when we broke up I felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulder and I was freed.
Im in love with this girl in school, she is the most beautiful person I've ever seen. I told my bestfriend about but she thought of it as a joke and told her( im a girl too btw) i didn't know my bsf told her, i caught her taking glances at me last week, and my bsf told me next day that she told her that i liked her. Then i gave her a paper that said "i know you dont like me but its okay :)", and she just wrote back "haha i dont know"... And then the next day i wrote to her again it said "pls just tell me you dont like me back so i dont expect you to actually like me" she said nothing back and just giggled. I dont know if she just doesn't want to hurt my feelings or if she actually likes me back but just doesn't want to say it :( . I told her she was pretty with her hair down she then put her hair up jokingly-
Then i wrote to her again it said "i wont bother you again" and she replied back saying "haha oki" and then said in person "im just kidding"... I think she's avoiding me :( cuz last week i always see her around when we're heading home, its like she follows me around. But now she always heads straight to her home... I really don't know...
I fell for a guy who uses girls as toys but yet he's so gentle and understanding I couldn't help it were not together so I'm safe from getting heart broken but I'm hurt knowing he hates me :/
Let me tell you a story There once was a women who just wanted to be a kid and have the childhood that was stolen from her. She wanted to fill the empty space with people that had a blank face. At the young age of 17 she had a child but didn't love the father cause he was a horrible person then she had another one with him then left cause his torments had become physical and she didn't what her girls to grow up with that image of love to be alright to them. Years go by her and her daughters are a happy family and that mother falls in love with a man he's as bad as the girls father but the mother makes excuses for him saying as long as its not her daughters but soon the rose glasses.starts to fade and she leaves him. It was only after that that the younger daughter comes forward and says he physically and mentally harmed her that he called her a stupid useless child and puncher her once for a outfit she was wearing. When the mother found out she was angry and heartbroken cause she thought it was her fault. The daughter then hugged her mother and said its not you fault you were hurt too I I heard all the mean things he called you and heard the fighting too. The mother huggers hur thanks her and tell her to go.play with her older sister in the room when the daughter does the mother called the police cause something told her , her daughter knew too much and she filed a report against him and sent him to court though she was angry she hat to use her daughter as a witness. They win the case and the man gets put in jail for child abuse and domestic violence and some other horrible things the family didn't know about and they leave to court room with a fresh start I just want to say everything here is fiction it was inspired bye the Playlist
We met online.. I fell for u the minute I saw you. But u were taken by my best friend... I kept my mouth shut. And after a few months u came to me and said. "She broke up with me" but me being the good person I am I stayed and said "dw u don't have to go through it alone, I'll be here"... after a few hours we started hanging out a lot.. a few days later u tell me "I think I'm ready to move on" "congrats" I told u.. u tell me "hey shay.. yk that I really like you a lot I'm just scared that u don't like me.. I built my confidence to tell you. And I was wondering if u feel the same.?" I was in shock bc I didn't think I would ever have a chance with you. I said to you " I love you jay" and he said "I love you to.. will you be my girlfriend..?" Ofc I will I said... we lasted a month we started dating July 1st and it's only July 14.. not long.. he broke up with me yesterday because I was hanging out with one of my guy friends and accused me of cheating... he never gave me a chance to explain who he was.. and he left. But I'm still here like I promised.. I love jay sm but ik he won't give me another chance.. I never found the right person. Reading these comments are heart breaking and who ever reads this and is not feeling like u are enough or going through the same thing.. pls dm me. Just know you are loved by many
I- i love him. We say we are gonna get married, we say we are gonna have a great future together. But why is my love fizzling out? I feel so guilty because i know i love them...i just dont love them the same way i used to. I feel even more guilty because i was the first one to say "i love you" , now im the first one to fall out of love. The worst bit is i find myself thinking about someone else, i think about them the same way i used to think about him. Maybe ive fallen inlove with this new person because they remind me so much of my current relationship partner. I feel as if im falling inlove with the wrong person...its too much to think about. Just let me sleep in peace...
Vent here: I fell in love with a guy in my school i never knew, a bad start already I thought he was funny and cute, but we never interacted with each other because of how shy i was being in love for the first time since preschool, That as much as i hate to admit, turned into an obsession, i didn't do the whole stalking thing because i had the will to not go that far, but i did find out stuff like his full name and that he might like dogs, I was so engrossed with this delusional fantasy i made for myself that one day i was sick and tired of not actually talking to him so i decided to attempt to get his number, That as you can imagine backfired, but the worst thing he said to me after the whole ordeal (explanation: had a pre-exam and finally got out of it to find everyone laughing and joking about how they might've found out about my feelings for him), Said to his friend "[name], i think you broke her" It wasn't even in a cornering manner, he was laughing at me to... I cried for the rest of the week and couldn't stand him, so i tried getting over him Which brings me to now, HAVING THE SAME DAMND FEELINGS I HAD FOR HIM AGAIN! And the worst part, He's actually giving off hints that he likes me too! (This is a bad thing!), I have no idea if I'm just lonely or I'm a freaking mad lad because YOU SHOULDN'T LIKE YOUR EX-CRUSH AFTER HE DID YOU LIKE THAT!!! I have no idea about what i'm getting into, but i know that if that mf has the guts to ask me out, he's gonna get a lot more then a screaming banchie... (Pro tip: DO NOT! Fall in love with the person who hurt you in the past, they are most likely to hurt you more then you already where!)
I keep falling for the wrong person and i feel numb these days. I don't feel home at home. my academics arent great either. I wish i was in my childhood forever with no problems. No one's there for me, actually im a no one.
I had this crush in 678 grades and i never saw her again never moved on but old enough to understand i need to yk? I started liking someone we started dating we have been together for a very long time and it's serious and i don't think i even can live without him anymore but i keep seeing her (I'm bi) in the buss and outside and i just don't understand how i can be in love with 2 people and i won't lose him cuz i love him loyal and will be and want to spend the rest of my life with him but seeing her makes me so... Sad? I want to be close to her too and take care of her but not in a relationship way just close people who care buty bf knows who she is and i just gotta ignore her but there are so many feelings built up and I'm gonna keep them that way cuz i love him🙂
I don't have anyone to share with them what I feel.. it's just I'm in love with person who i thought that he loves me took..but he keeps flirting with others, and they put the conv between them in the story i just feel broken i just wanna be loved by him..he keeps tell me that he loves just me but he lying.. lying..idk what to do and I can't break up with him i love him so much ..sorry for interrupting you guys with this shit..I'm sorry
Literally just got used for sex for 3 months straight after being told he never met anyone like me before and i’m his person. Fuck. Getting used by another pathological liar.. im beginning to think that that type of relationship and receiving emotional torment is all im capable/worthy of. Why else would it be such a cyclical thing in my life? How could i be so naive? I hate myself. Im fucking hollow and im breaking. I can feel myself tearing at the seams. Why is my stability slipping through my fingers like water, when i know i’ve ultimately dodged a bullet? I feel so degraded. I’m fucking evaporating
With the next guy say 'sex only after we get married'. If he vanishes at least you'll know and won't feel used again. If he stays then his intentions might be pure - then he's well worth investing your time and effort. I wish you good luck in love endeavors, take care.
Its not her that's the wrong person. Its me. And she thinks she's the only one hurting. She broke up with me because I was scared to communicate with her.
🤍 Time-Stamps:
Where's My Love- SYML 0:00 - 3:58
Hostage- Billie Eilish 4:00 - 7:47
War of Hearts- Ruelle 7:48 - 11:30
Can't Help Falling In Love- Tommee Profit 11:35 - 14:17
thanks
POV- You always wandered what it's like to be in love. In your fantasies, it was always so beautiful and relaxing. But, in reality, when you actually are in love. It doesn't feel the same. You felt like a free bird in those fantasies. But in reality, you feel like a bird locked in a cage. Sometimes your brain tells you to break it and run away from here. But your heart...your heart tells you, "You can't do this, you love the person who locked you in this cage".
such an underrated. comment. This is exactly how I feel right now you almost made me cry dude
✨ To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. I hope peace and calmness fill your life.
Thank you 💝
I pray for you too, to be happy and at ease 💝
take care good soul💝
@@teodoraraileanu7975 thanky
@@Hitkendlofi 💝
thanks❤️
@@uh.jalapeno4735 Glad you like it!
I met a guy online, we were friends but not for long. We both agreed that we would just mess around and no feelings would be involved. then as time passes, he talks about his problem with girls. Then one day there was just this one girl, she stuck around and their talking became more. One day we weren't messing around anymore, which was fine because I told my self every time "Don't fall, you'll lose him." They are serious now, and I can truly say that I am happy for them. But, I wish she is not such a sweet girl because, she would be easier to hate. However, I can only watch in the dark as another couple walks around making me feel more alone in this world than ever before.
I hope you are better now..
No, I didn't fell in love with the wrong person.
I am the wrong person who fell in love with the right one.
omg i feel u so much
Anyways. I’m gonna vent :). In no way do I expect anyone to read!! I just love this playlist, and I feel as though I need to get 17 years worth of trauma off my chest. Or at least the part where my heart was absolutely shattered.
It’s funny how we can look at a stranger and think ‘wow she is beautiful’. We can compliment them, praise them, want them, all the good stuff. But we can’t look at them and think ‘Hm. No. I’m staying away from you. You’re gonna fuck me up.’
If ever there was a way to read through the smiles and the sweet tone of voice, I would gladly.
You were so nice. Sat next to me in that music class, when I’d always sit alone, and introduced yourself.
“Hi, my name’s … What’s yours?”
I shoulda smiled and said;
“Sorry, listening to the teacher.”
I didn’t. I introduced myself.
It was good at first. We were strangers, friends, then after a year, lovers. And I rebelled against everyone for you. I let you whisper in my ear, telling me what to do, where to go, who to cut off, who to befriend. I let you control my every thought and move. You manipulated me. You manipulated me, gaslit me, blackmailed me, you fucking broke me.
I never should have gone to that party. I never should have let you tag along. But you made your own rules. You tagged yourself along and I didn’t get a choice. It was my friends, but I loved you. What went wrong?
You weren’t drunk.
I walked in on you sober, fucking him. That hurt. You gaslit me. Made me think that you still loved me and to forgive you. I ran away from home because you told me to. The biggest mistake I made? Listening to my heart plead and crying out for you. When my head told me not to. You broke me, but I’m still living. And I will live my life, never looking back and never, ever stopping for you.
I’m sorry for what happened to you
Keep going strong trust em you are going to look back and think OMG IM NOT IN LOVE WITH THIS PERSON ANYMORE I AM FINALY FREE
It’s the best feeling ever to love yourself
It gets better believe me
❤️
Wow crying. I relate ..
i related to this wayy to much and now my whole chest is burning n i feel like crying but either i wont or i cant... fuck just fuck.
i love you so much, and im so sorry what happend to u. I hpe everything goes well for u.
I don't understand how this playlist hasn't blown up yet. It's SO GOOD
Thank you
me neither
FR 😱
Not enough heart broken humans
maybe because its the same mainstream tiktok songs that have been going viral year after year for 3 years now....cringe.
I didn't fall for the wrong person
I am that wrong person with whom someone fell in love
& He's not the only one who's breaking
Update: that mf was a pedo and my ass was saved by the universe. I fell in love with the most beautiful person at the perfect time. So relax lovelies if you don't feel anything; simply don't force it.
Felt this
This hit hard
this cut deep
:/
This is extremely relatable.
The songs hit harder when you relate to the lyrics... does anyone else hate being at their house? not home because its no my home. My home was him, then he left and part of me with him.
Half of me hopes what we had was the right person wrong time but the other half realises that for him, we didnt have anything. I feel delusional, he didnt feel the same and yet even now I try and convince myself he did. I like to tell myself and everyone around me that im over him and have moved on. I do really like this other person but a part of me knows ill never forget the way I felt when he grazed my hand or called my name in the corridor, I'll never forget the way I felt when he gave me a compliment ot smiled at me across the classroom. I felt as if I was floating. Every now and then ide recognise the points and laughs or the bad words behind my back and my feet would slam back to the ground. But of course, I would walk past him in the corridor, he would smile, our fingers would graze and the memory of his selfishness would disappear into a fog of hope. He broke me more than anyone I know and yet a slither of my goal hopes that when we meet again, he will feel the same.
sometimes i think that i am good by myself but then just the slightest memory of her breaks every part of my heart and what makes it even more painful that i am only going through that shit, i understand what you are going through and i hope you are doing fine because at some points of your life no one will take the pain for you but yourself so i hope you learned from that thing more than you have pain from it, keep safe
Im sorry but ive learned there is no such thing as "right one wrong time" everyone is a lesson... Learn and heal love *hug*
the saddest part is that we thought we would last, we thought we would Get a dog together, we thought we would live together. then it ended and it all vanished in a second.
so let me share my "not love story". let's start from the beginning: even before I was born my dad had a friend who had a daughter, my dad was even her god father, btw when I was born she was 6, she even came to the hospital to see me lol. a couple of years later my family and I moved away so I didn't see her for a long time. when my parents divorced my dad went living in the same city we had been lived so everytime I went there I saw her. anyway when I was 10 or something like that the age gap was huge, we had of course different interests since she was 16 and I was 10 so yeah, we stopped talking and seeing eachother. I really didn't care, I was still young. now I'm 16, she's almost 22 and 2 months ago I saw her again. I had been thinking for a while that i was bisexual and when I saw her I understood I was right, I instantly fell in love, she's the best person I've ever met, I love listening to her talking about what she loves or does, I love the way she fights for herself, I love her voice...
the only problem? I'm 100% sure she doesn't love me back, so yeah, I'm here listening to this playlist imaging her and I together
It's a *good* sign she doesn't love you back, as sad as it is. It would be pedophilia if she did. I was in a similar situation, you should try to explore that after you're 18 if you both are interested!
please, please, please I beg u say it to her whenever you feel comfortable because the regret of not being able to say how you feel is worse. I've experienced that and I am telling you plz do it.
All the best.
@@rubal1109 yeah fr
go for it
I just had a conversation with the guy who knows that I love him and had the greatest heartbreak of my love. But I prefer this temporary heartbreak (no matter how it feels like it's gonna be there eternally, it's temporary) to grow feelings inside and fantasize someone. This is my personal opinion. Are you gonna be peaceful and easy by staying friends with her while actually in love with her? I recommend you to think about it and take an action to say what you truly feel and think in order to live true to yourself. The people that are meant to be in your life will stay no matter what. So, just be you. Of course you may not want to do so, but I just wanted to make a friendly suggestion 💕
@@zubeyde7817 I agree, it's tough but worth it.
i wear headphones, this sounded like someone near me was singing.
Shifting right and left... Or like you're nodding your head slowly right and left
8D
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Omg I thought that was just me lol
@@thatrabbit09 i k lw
You did made this playlist so deep and touching
fell in love with a guy. he treats me well. really well. tday,i had a talk with his mum and got to know he completely lied abt his age and career plans. his mum herself told how he's not a good person and how i should go out of his life cuz otherwise it'll ruin mine as well. idk.. i just feel so suffocated rn. i don't know how to react honestly.
Not only did I fall for her, I had her, then lost her, then lost trust in her
same..but with a boy. We'll get through it...i don't know how, but someway...someday...we'll do.
Listening to this and reading "it ends with us" is just 😗👌
I was the wrong person, he was the right person, I hurt him, so I hope he finds the right person, even though we're still inlove
The 3D effect in headphones is out of this world!
I won't say you were the wrong person but you neither were a right one and when you left I lost myself, I lost the happy me, I lost the person who I was before i met you. And yk what hurts me the mostt? I can't hate you, I want to but I just can't.
I am still praying this to be sm nightmare and when I wake up you will be my sideeeee...
You all have a love story, but I'm in love with a guy that doesn't even know I exist.
same it sucks
Your's better than mine. Because I even don't know to whom I fell for.....
Worse us that i fel in love with a men that doesen't even exsist. It are always the ones in movies that i like😅
yours at least exists HAHAHAH mine is fictional
Poor me, poor me, poor me a drink.
The perfect playlist for hopeless romantics ✨
I met this beautiful girl who is 2 years older than me.
My friends introduced us aparantly we met before
I thought she sent me signals and I fell in love then she told me who’s he has feeling for
People lied and said she likes me back 😢
I still think about her beautiful ginger hair and amazing personality
And now people tell me to ask her out and some tell me to chill out but Ik who she really wants and she won’t speak to me anymore
I keep saying she’s busy but she just don’t like me😢
To everyone here don’t give up some ppl just can’t find love 💔
i didnt fall in love with the wrong person he was just sick, it wasnt something i could help. if anything im the wrong he would have been so much happier if he never met me, he'd still be alive, he'd be able to see his baby girl grow. i feel so much responsibility for everything, everything changed bc of me , and thts bc im the wrong person that the right person fell in love with, he thought i could help but i couldnt .
I really loved my ex-bf and im still not over him.. he left me for my best friend and I feel like my life is just falling apart after that. I can't cry because I have so many people who look up to me for happiness that I just can't anymore. I have shed so many tears and let so much out that I can't anymore. because what he didn't realize the moment he shattered my heart was that when he told me that his feelings for me "went away" yeah real feelings genuine feelings you have for a person don't just "go away" it hurts because he was my first love and I really fell hard for him. so yeah I know the pain of heartbreak and the pain of the person I love becoming a memory and i know he was the wrong person but i still love him
If only I didn't fall for them in the first place, if only I didn't fall in love so easily with them, if only I could have been a better boyfriend while it lasted, it last 2 months, it was a good 2 months but now that's over because I was a shitty boyfriend because I was never in a relationship before so I was trying to figure out how the hell it worked, I never started conversations with them because I didn't know how. Point of this is a note to self: don't fucking fall in love again, it's not worth it, it'll just end out with u crying in your room but acting like everything is okay
Maybe they were the right person but at the wrong time but I highly doubt that
I fell for them, they fell for me, the lost feeling for me, I lost them, now I'm lonely and single again
Well i was out at a club. You were there. I didn’t even notice you. I was having my best time with my self and the music. You approached me. Said that i got your attention cus I wasn’t giving attention to anyone but me. I didn’t pay attention until one song came up and we danced to it. We kept in touch. We met again. You wanted me to be yours. I was scared cus i was already broken and full of trust issues. I opened up to you. You protected me. You knew me better than anyone. You cheated. I forgave. You kissed another one while i was there. You broke me more than anyone. You left. I stayed. You didn’t care. I was dying. You’re living your best life. I am in the came small city with you. You feel like you are someone. I am trying to fight for my self so I don’t become the worst version of my self.
I have this Boy. He is so beautiful. But I Just don‘t know what to think. I don‘t know if I love him or if I even like him but he says those beautiful things that I Just can‘t believ
venting:
fell in love, and still currently in love with a bad person, who i always defend but know i shouldnt, they had me get rid and block all contact related to people he got tired of or didnt like, including longtime friends of mine, or people i liked alot, but i always did as he told because i love him, i didnt want to make him mad so he didnt get rid of me too. I realise thats stupid but i cant help it, i love him, i cant stop loving him, i just want him to love me back, so i thought if i do everything he told me to he might like me, but he didnt. its short but its whatever,
Right person wrong time. If you loved me liked u said where are u now?.. I miss u.. So much. Love you still.. I'm trying everything to move on but it's hard... I tried to find the piece that's missing in someone else but no.. It's not easy.
i relate to u so much like.
the same thing happened to me and i cant move on..
but please take care of youself and i know u can move and u will deserve someone better than them!!
@@melodysroomate4605 thx love
@@gogo_thd NP :D
Falling in love with a person that fell in love with drugs is one of the hardest heartbreaks i ever felt but im not gonna give up on him and just try to make his life a little better so he gets out of stuff he shouldn’t do or i fall with him either way i will be happy with him so why does it matter
I can watch his love fade.
Okay, I'm in tears.
one of my favorite playlist and this one is probable my number one
Wow, thank you. (This is the creator from a different account)
I don't know if telling this is worth it but uh, here's goes nothing.
I fell in love with this one boy. He's perfect. Nice, funny, smart, and he just always makes me happy around him. But uh, apparently he's gay. I don't know why but I feel like it's just wrong to tell him how I feel cause it'll probably make him stay away from me so I never did. I just wish he was straight. But it's okay! Cause he seems happy as he is now and that is enough to make me happy. I'm still his best friend too. I just hope he learns to love himself more. Anyways, yeah please don't hate on me for venting ✌️
P. S: just cried my ass out till 4 am listening to sad playlists
Let me share my love story here
Love it just not my thing I start to feel in love really at a young at he was my first love he kind he was everything to me we date each other for 7 months until we had a really huge argument we both still young back then we shut at each other and say a thing we shouldn’t yeah we break up right away. Second bf is I was got play by his best friend they make a bet . 1week bf after the night his bf confess I accept it not really long his bf come and also confess he play victim and I was fool to believe it I break up with the guy I love right away and I start dating the third guy we acting sus but let say I trust him we been in a relationship for two months then I found out that he still dating his ex he two timing. Another one is a toxic one I thought love is doesn’t matter if u look good or not as long as u kind that everything right? But no I was wrong he make my life in hell I almost lose everything coz of him I caught him cheating on me and we break up after that not really long . U know what I got? He talk shit about me on my back saying I break up with him coz he poor he not hot my family only care about money and rich it fine if he disrespected me but not my family he a shitty person he make me living hell there more reason for that but I can’t say I respect his personal information. Then after a year I start to find love again and I meet him he was good at first but after 2and half of our anniversary he telling me he still not over his ex yet and he miss he so he ask me for breakup I agree peaceful breakup but sad haha and the last is we had long distance relationship in our 1month anniversary he ask me to breakup coz he can’t take it it hard for him and he say he think he found a right person for him yeah that my story now I been stay out of relationship for two year tbh not becoz of afraid or anything I just lose interest that it thanks for listening
It's ok darling everything will be fine. ❣️
@@aakankshashrivastav1071 thanks don’t worry I just let the thing become natural when my time come I will found happiness too right now im not even bother to care about romantic I appreciate it 🥰
Everyone is just here confessing their love to their exes and here I am crying because I feel like my fictional ship will end soon.. and another ship with one of them will become canon 😭😭😭
first this playlist is beautiful and sec I don't understand life anymore I need to feel again I need to feel loved I'm tired of begging ppl to stay in my life bc ik no one would beg for me to stay
I'm not okay, I let myself grow so attached to you and I have to let you go and it feels like I cant.. my best friend.. I don't know who I am without you anymore.. I wanted to give you everything you wanted.. I tried to.. I bought the ring, it wasn't enough.. why.. was it because you couldn't manipulate me.. because I wouldn't entertain your games so you got bored.. or did you for someone else.. something tells me you did.. everyone thinks you did.. I want the truth and yet could I even take it? If you had someone else I wouldn't know what to do..
really feeling this playlist
i guess i fell for the wrong person, and so did he. i mean, it was nice while it lasted, but it pains me to see how much more broken hes become after we've gone our separate ways. i cant even dare to look at him anymore, and i always get so scared from flashbacks whenever i think of him or say his name or hear him talk. i want to at least be friends with him, but i also dont want to at the same time. idk, feelings are weird.
I actually get u..........
i dont know after which version of you I shall seek, so I am just waiting with Jesus
I had a friend. He was a manipulative bitch but I loved him cause he said he loved me and I didn’t know any better. There were no romantic feeling because he’s completely gay. We ended up not being able to talk at all for over a year and this year he came back to my school. I finally figured out he was a psychopath and nothing has ever hurt as bad as the sound of his voice. It’s so empty. He just doesn’t feel anything and it hurts so bad that I have him everything and he gave nothing
THIS IS PERFECT THROUGH EARPHONES ❤️
it was the right person just the wrong time I still remember the lines on his face or how when she smiled his nose would crinkle up or how he pretended not to care when he did my heart still remembers the lies she told me did he ever love me well I can't answer that with a sure thought and a proper mind, you see he was a player taking advantage of the poor girls before me breaking there hearts minds and souls and even though I myself saw the ugly I also saw the good within his eyes I never believed in love and Honestly I never seemed to pick the right guy but the moment that man looked me in the eyes and told me I was his my guard broke this is one of the clichés the good girl and the player the good girl stayed around and loved him for his craziness for his flaws for his ambitions for his laugh for his smile for his lies he taught her love before anyone ever did he showed her that a real man can and will stay no matter what the problem is and yes in this case the good girl fucked up she shut down and shut him out causing too already sore hearts to become numb she still thought about him often she wondered if he was doing okay or if he ever got to chase his dream or if he finally got the family he always wanted you see she still loves him dearly he taught her how to love how to be okay with her feelings how to say no taught her its okay to says she is uncomfortable no matter who the person may be he taught her that her flaws were pretty even the ugly ones he taught her how to love her body and she taught him all the same things expect for she the only other thing is she taught him how to trust people enough to have them in his life's she helped him make up with his sister she was her self and gave her true raw emotions with him even when it hurt she loved him more then the worlds its self but sometimes its the right person at the wrong moment but he will forever will be my first and last love
"I thought that if I didn't have you, I'd be nothing. Forever. Then I didn't and I was. ".
I feel so bad, I literally fell for my best friend's crush and I don't know how to act, I think I'll just don't say anything and keep living my life as always, that's the right thing to do I guess..?
( sorry but i really need to do this ) why , why he , i loved him , i told him , i love you , he sang me songs , etc , he told me how much he loved me , and in my fxcking face he is kissing somebody else , telling , " i need you , i love you ) WHEN I WAS WITH HIM IN THAT MOMENT , I LOVED HIM , I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED , MAYBE I AM NOT ENOUGH FOR ANYBODY , I WAS NOT ENOUGH FOR HIM , FOR ANYBODY , WHY
It just hurts… they are toxic but I love them 😔🥺
The first song DAMN IT 😭🥹💗
i fell in love with the right person...only he fell in love with the wrong one
here wishing i did better and he fought harder for us, but i guess we weren't meant to be
i dont love you anymore, but you'll still be my forever first love, my second of real happiness
This is really good! Thank you :)
Such a better version of I Can’t Help Falling In Love With You 🔥
my love is gone
I fell for a guy so deep because he was so nice to me and I am happy around him. I just found out today, eclipse day, that my friend used to date him during the winter break and they just broke up because he is a red flag that will not commit to the relationship. I am so overwhelmed right now, I feel like a fool for falling so deep and even foolish when my friend is the one who told me this, I feel that she knows I am interested in her ex while I have no idea behind all of this drama...I don't know what to do. I think I should step back
The first song reminds me of Elio in Call me by your name at the end of the movie (after oliver left)
this playlist goes to the soul hahaha very touching, I loved it
they used to be so perfect.
Anyway im gonna vent.
I fell in love, it doesnt feel like a fairytale its nkthing like that.
I fell in love with the wrong guy, and HIM of all people i know why him.
I love him so much but i cant, hes dating somebody and besides would never ever love me back.
Everytime im in class with him beside or behind me i cant help but feel sad or stressed.
I cant help falling for his sparkly personality,for his looks.
Hes so nice, so sweet.
But hes not mine.
And something inside of me hates that so much i drift apart from myself.
Im losing myself for a boy.
Sometimes it feels like its worth it.
This time, it also does.
I know its not worth it but i dont wanna give up on him hes so dreamy i cant give up.
-onyx 29-11-23 12:30am
I gave him everything of me, he was so toxic and manipulative and I still want him so fucking bad. Hes now with someone else and I’m now picking up the pieces of trying to find myself again without him.
I have crush on someone in my school andd the sadly thing is he never know me (btw, I liked him around august or sept 2022). I wanna make a move to be closer w him, but I can't. I afraid to see his response.. ooh ya, I was followed his insta account n a month ago I unfoll his insta cz I wanna move on from him. My friend told me to not like him that far, sooo I'll try to forget him
The heart goes, Swiftly, towards Guinevere.
(venting!!) I've like this guy for about 3 years about to hit 4 and i've slowly realized that i'm actually in love with this person. i would always deny it because i feel as if he doesn't feel the same. but now i know for sure. he nows likes this beautiful girl were friends with. and i would love for them to be together . i'll always wish happiness for them if it meant that they would end up being together. that is why i've been trying to move on. i've now been trying to ignore him. but the girl said he's been sad and saying that hes worried he did something. but its quite the opposite. i just wish i could have him to myself and love him but i know he likes her. even if she doesn't like him, that still doesn't affect his attraction towards her. i'm just seen as a friend. just a friend. unrequited love am i right?
falling inlove with the wrong someone could kill yu or give you a wake up call. My first love was one-sided lust, my second love was 2-sided lust and i had to cut it off before we both got hurt. My third love was one-sided lust. No matter how hard i try its etheir just lust or one-sided lust. So nowi just don't date, so that person or me doesn't get hurt. everyone talks about how hard it is to fall in and out of love but it's killing knowing its lust not love, but i can only speak on behalf of myself
I fell in love with the Best person in this World, and I'm sooo happy with him
Congrats but please be carefull
Be happy and all the best
11:35
love this.
I miss him
I think we all do
@@miriamc545 :(
Stay strong
I'm 2,000 miles away from her. And all I want to do is just be there with her. It hurts sm seeing her hurt... Recently she got grounded, and I waited for a while for her to come back. She came back a day ago but it doesn't feel the same way anymore. I can feel the two of us slipping away. And now I'm pretty sure her parents got her phone again, I don't want to give up but fuck this whole thing is confusing me sm. Should I even stay at this point? Is this just me playing myself... I'm ready for anything just for her. But I don't think she is... The wait for her was hurting me sm, day and night constantly worrying if she's okay. The distance is so hard..
We met irl a few months ago because of a convention. I'll be meeting her again next year... But I'm so confused on where I stand with her, I'm so confused on what we're supposed to be. I hope that we can figure this out cause I really adore her. If it doesn't work maybe in another lifetime :)
Update 7.14.22
We don't talk anymore :) . I think that's for the best
It was never me who fell for the wrong person and either was him who "fell" for the wrong person. I like to believe it was time who fell in the wrong time. Maybe if it was a little later. Maybe we would both be healed. Maybe we both would be happy. Maybe we both wouldn't hurt each other this much. But now will always be Maybe. It wasn't us this time. Its wasn't me. It wasn't him. It was time. But I still hope to get to see him again and maybe this time we can rewrite our story and make a happy one.
Dear fate
go easy on me.
Do your deeds but be gentle please
Thank you so much ❤
I was in a 3 weeks relationship I know thats too short but it was my first...I pranked him that I wanted to break up but he took it personal and told me he saw the relationship as a dead end and I deserve someone better and i'm wasting my time on a person like him... I agreed but the reason I'm sad is because it took one little prank for him to be honest about how he felt and he took my first kiss...He is now talking to someone else and I wish him and her good luck and I hope he does not play her ...I'm a very cold person I took the chance to let someone in but it was a mistake now I'm even colder than before...I will never open up until I know I have found the right person I'm going to focus on me and my studies boys can wait thanks to my mom now I know some boys are scumbags...I am also suprised that when we broke up I felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulder and I was freed.
I'm confused cause I fall in love with a wrong person cuz my sister boyfriend have a brother and I fell in love with he.I love he so so much
Im in love with this girl in school, she is the most beautiful person I've ever seen. I told my bestfriend about but she thought of it as a joke and told her( im a girl too btw) i didn't know my bsf told her, i caught her taking glances at me last week, and my bsf told me next day that she told her that i liked her. Then i gave her a paper that said "i know you dont like me but its okay :)", and she just wrote back "haha i dont know"...
And then the next day i wrote to her again it said "pls just tell me you dont like me back so i dont expect you to actually like me" she said nothing back and just giggled. I dont know if she just doesn't want to hurt my feelings or if she actually likes me back but just doesn't want to say it :( . I told her she was pretty with her hair down she then put her hair up jokingly-
Then i wrote to her again it said "i wont bother you again" and she replied back saying "haha oki" and then said in person "im just kidding"...
I think she's avoiding me :(
cuz last week i always see her around when we're heading home, its like she follows me around. But now she always heads straight to her home...
I really don't know...
I'm fell in love with the wrong person and hurts until today
I fell for a guy who uses girls as toys but yet he's so gentle and understanding I couldn't help it were not together so I'm safe from getting heart broken but I'm hurt knowing he hates me :/
I love this playlist ❤
Let me tell you a story
There once was a women who just wanted to be a kid and have the childhood that was stolen from her.
She wanted to fill the empty space with people that had a blank face.
At the young age of 17 she had a child but didn't love the father cause he was a horrible person then she had another one with him then left cause his torments had become physical and she didn't what her girls to grow up with that image of love to be alright to them.
Years go by her and her daughters are a happy family and that mother falls in love with a man he's as bad as the girls father but the mother makes excuses for him saying as long as its not her daughters but soon the rose glasses.starts to fade and she leaves him.
It was only after that that the younger daughter comes forward and says he physically and mentally harmed her that he called her a stupid useless child and puncher her once for a outfit she was wearing. When the mother found out she was angry and heartbroken cause she thought it was her fault. The daughter then hugged her mother and said its not you fault you were hurt too I I heard all the mean things he called you and heard the fighting too. The mother huggers hur thanks her and tell her to go.play with her older sister in the room when the daughter does the mother called the police cause something told her , her daughter knew too much and she filed a report against him and sent him to court though she was angry she hat to use her daughter as a witness. They win the case and the man gets put in jail for child abuse and domestic violence and some other horrible things the family didn't know about and they leave to court room with a fresh start
I just want to say everything here is fiction it was inspired bye the Playlist
We met online.. I fell for u the minute I saw you. But u were taken by my best friend... I kept my mouth shut. And after a few months u came to me and said. "She broke up with me" but me being the good person I am I stayed and said "dw u don't have to go through it alone, I'll be here"... after a few hours we started hanging out a lot.. a few days later u tell me "I think I'm ready to move on" "congrats" I told u.. u tell me "hey shay.. yk that I really like you a lot I'm just scared that u don't like me.. I built my confidence to tell you. And I was wondering if u feel the same.?" I was in shock bc I didn't think I would ever have a chance with you. I said to you " I love you jay" and he said "I love you to.. will you be my girlfriend..?" Ofc I will I said... we lasted a month we started dating July 1st and it's only July 14.. not long.. he broke up with me yesterday because I was hanging out with one of my guy friends and accused me of cheating... he never gave me a chance to explain who he was.. and he left. But I'm still here like I promised.. I love jay sm but ik he won't give me another chance.. I never found the right person. Reading these comments are heart breaking and who ever reads this and is not feeling like u are enough or going through the same thing.. pls dm me. Just know you are loved by many
Wish I was cautioned with how dangerously I will fall for you
I’m in obsessively in love with a boy for 6 years that doesn’t even like me
He wasn't supposed to be so imperfect. I wasn't supposed to like that. He wasn't what I wanted in the first place - but he's what I want now.
✨Awesome master piece 😍✨
This with headphones🙌🙌😵
I wish we hadnt met
I- i love him. We say we are gonna get married, we say we are gonna have a great future together. But why is my love fizzling out? I feel so guilty because i know i love them...i just dont love them the same way i used to. I feel even more guilty because i was the first one to say "i love you" , now im the first one to fall out of love. The worst bit is i find myself thinking about someone else, i think about them the same way i used to think about him. Maybe ive fallen inlove with this new person because they remind me so much of my current relationship partner. I feel as if im falling inlove with the wrong person...its too much to think about. Just let me sleep in peace...
I don't know what to do and what I am supposed to do. I am lost.
It’s kinda hard to live your whole life with someone then let them go abruply
Vent here:
I fell in love with a guy in my school i never knew, a bad start already
I thought he was funny and cute, but we never interacted with each other because of how shy i was being in love for the first time since preschool,
That as much as i hate to admit, turned into an obsession, i didn't do the whole stalking thing because i had the will to not go that far, but i did find out stuff like his full name and that he might like dogs,
I was so engrossed with this delusional fantasy i made for myself that one day i was sick and tired of not actually talking to him so i decided to attempt to get his number,
That as you can imagine backfired, but the worst thing he said to me after the whole ordeal (explanation: had a pre-exam and finally got out of it to find everyone laughing and joking about how they might've found out about my feelings for him),
Said to his friend "[name], i think you broke her"
It wasn't even in a cornering manner, he was laughing at me to...
I cried for the rest of the week and couldn't stand him, so i tried getting over him
Which brings me to now, HAVING THE SAME DAMND FEELINGS I HAD FOR HIM AGAIN! And the worst part, He's actually giving off hints that he likes me too! (This is a bad thing!),
I have no idea if I'm just lonely or I'm a freaking mad lad because
YOU SHOULDN'T LIKE YOUR EX-CRUSH AFTER HE DID YOU LIKE THAT!!!
I have no idea about what i'm getting into, but i know that if that mf has the guts to ask me out, he's gonna get a lot more then a screaming banchie...
(Pro tip: DO NOT! Fall in love with the person who hurt you in the past, they are most likely to hurt you more then you already where!)
Did I fall for the wrong person?Or was I the wrong person for them???
I keep falling for the wrong person and i feel numb these days. I don't feel home at home. my academics arent great either. I wish i was in my childhood forever with no problems. No one's there for me, actually im a no one.
Wow, so strong.
I had this crush in 678 grades and i never saw her again never moved on but old enough to understand i need to yk?
I started liking someone we started dating we have been together for a very long time and it's serious and i don't think i even can live without him anymore but i keep seeing her (I'm bi) in the buss and outside and i just don't understand how i can be in love with 2 people and i won't lose him cuz i love him loyal and will be and want to spend the rest of my life with him but seeing her makes me so...
Sad?
I want to be close to her too and take care of her but not in a relationship way just close people who care buty bf knows who she is and i just gotta ignore her but there are so many feelings built up and I'm gonna keep them that way cuz i love him🙂
I don't have anyone to share with them what I feel.. it's just I'm in love with person who i thought that he loves me took..but he keeps flirting with others, and they put the conv between them in the story i just feel broken i just wanna be loved by him..he keeps tell me that he loves just me but he lying.. lying..idk what to do and I can't break up with him i love him so much ..sorry for interrupting you guys with this shit..I'm sorry
it made me cry sorry 😨
Maybe we both were wrong for each other.Feelings are weird , immatured and hopless.
Literally just got used for sex for 3 months straight after being told he never met anyone like me before and i’m his person. Fuck. Getting used by another pathological liar.. im beginning to think that that type of relationship and receiving emotional torment is all im capable/worthy of. Why else would it be such a cyclical thing in my life? How could i be so naive? I hate myself. Im fucking hollow and im breaking. I can feel myself tearing at the seams. Why is my stability slipping through my fingers like water, when i know i’ve ultimately dodged a bullet? I feel so degraded. I’m fucking evaporating
With the next guy say 'sex only after we get married'. If he vanishes at least you'll know and won't feel used again. If he stays then his intentions might be pure - then he's well worth investing your time and effort. I wish you good luck in love endeavors, take care.
Its not her that's the wrong person. Its me.
And she thinks she's the only one hurting.
She broke up with me because I was scared to communicate with her.
U so talented i wish i can meet u
Pov: You're Lady Y/n and you're supposed to marry Thor but you've fallen in love with Loki.
no shit,super plot twist