Fr, I’ve liked my guy best friend for about 3 years now, and I told one of my best friends about him, next thing I know he’s texting me saying that him and her are dating. Absolutely broke me. I’m trying not to like him anymore for her sake but it’s impossible because he’s perfect.
POV: when you realize he'll never choose you. Hun u don't deserve him, u deserve so much better, u deserve someone who lights up when they see u, the someone who's there for u when u need them, the someone who would fight for u and tho it looks like it's impossible to find that someone, be patient and let God do His part
I can relate to finding out your crush likes someone else because I’m a closeted lesbian and the girl I like is starting to be REALLY close with this other girl and I’m pretty sure Rylie (my crush) used to like me but doesn’t think I’m gay so yeah anyway I wish you luck with your love life
no bc she's freaking perfect. perfect everything, body, hair, eyes, she's popular, athletic, and he likes her more. but the thing that hurts me most is that he put his arm around me when we were singing a song at church and i immediately felt safe. i don't understand why me. i've never felt in love with someone before because of seeing how my dad EMOTIONALLY NOT PHYSICALLY abused my mom. growing up with two parents yelling at each for every little thing they do is hard, i've never believed in soulmates, true love, dating or anything like that, and it's my parents fault. i was like that until church camp this summer, he was there and that's when i had my first ever crush. he gave me a nickname,he called me "talango" and again put his arm around me when we were singing a song in the worship hall and i cried to him so many times that week at camp. now he likes someone else but Ashe said it best, "In the end it's better for me that's the moral of the story."
you have to go to him tell him how you feel and if he regrets you its his fault you can find someone better than him and i cant believe we have so much in common.
No but I remember when I learnt that my crush liked someone else. Heather started to play immediately in my head. So I remember I went home when school ended. Wanted to sing this song but bursted into tears.
i went with him to school for one year we were still young, both 8 years old. it was my first time in that school. he was the only one who didnt bully me or make fun of me. we soon became best friends. our families got to know each other, and our mums were very good friends. we'd always hang out together, talk abt our problems, etc. then, the summer break came. he told me he was traveling. we were both young, so neither of us had phones and that meant we couldn't talk to each other. the next year came, and I was so excited for the first day of school bc that meant I could see him again. i went to school. he wasn't there I assumed he wasnt back from traveling yet. i waited for weeks, and they soon started to turn into long months. i asked my mom abt it eventually, and she said that his family and him moved to another country forever. I cried so much after I found that out. and now, 5-6 years after that, I still think abt him. and, I still don't know where he is or if im ever gonna see him again. i felt some type of attraction to him that I couldn't explain, since i was young. now ik that it was a crush on him. he was my first crush, and I wont ever forget him i hope I cross paths with him in the future...
I- wow im so sorry thats awful :( four years ago i had to move away from my best friend and we still call and stuff but it’s not the same. i really wish you could still keep in touch with them. i hope you see them again some day :) 💗
every since my crush got a girlfriend, ive felt the most lonely i have ever felt. i find myself crying because i want a partner so bad. i want to kiss someone that i love, cuddle with them, admire them, tell them how much i love them, comfort them when they're sad, be their everything, but i cant have that. ive always felt like the most lonely person in the world. i can laugh and smile throughout the day with my friends but when i come home, i feel numb and cry my eyes out. i hate this feeling, i just want to find my person. im so jealous of her girlfriend, i want to be hers but i cant, i am not good enough ?
Hey! I feel you. but we can't force someone to love us. We will be enough for the right person. We have so much love in our hearts. Imagine if we find our guy, we will be the happiest. Till then pour this love in yourself honey. Everything will be fine, I promise. ❤️🫂
I feel you…… ever since my crush got tgt with my best friend, I want what they have. So bad. I’ve never wanted a romantic relationship before….. they do everything tgt and my heart breaks
This playlist hits so fucking hard. I had the biggest crush on this guy. He was funny, he had charm, and he was just i ever wanted. I kept telling my friend who was basically my sister. She knew how much i loved him i told her every interaction we had and how much he made me happy. I never had the guts to ask him out. He ended up dating one of my friends and i just wished that was me. After that he dated my bff ( the only person that knew i loved him) u had no one else to talk about this and she was so cocky about it. She always bragged and pushed me away. It fucking broke me. I dont even tell anyone shit anymore because of her. What i learned from this is to have loyal people for friends. If they hurt you let them go.
I didn’t plan on ever telling you this. But I’ve liked you since October 2022. If you’re wondering why, it’s because you’re the nicest guy I know and the only person I can truly relate to the most. So I’m writing this in case I do end up telling you. I thought it was obvious that I’ve taken a liking to you, but boys are oblivious. I know I told you I had a crush on your best friend, but it was really you. When you told me you liked her my heart broke a bit but I learnt to accept it. It wasn’t all that surprising to be honest. I’ve gotten a ton of advice from my closest friends and family on what I should do now and they’re all telling me to move on. But I can’t. That’s the problem when you have a crush on one of your closest friends. I know you only see me as a good friend and that’s it, but I can’t see you as just a friend. So unless I end up moving schools or something, I don’t plan on ever telling you the truth. I believe I deserve a good relationship with a guy who likes me back, and I would wait for you. I have years to wait until I’m not there anymore. Why do I like you, you might ask? It’s not just one reason. There are several reasons why. Like the fact that when you think you’ve upset me you’re always a heartbeat away from apologising, you’re stupid hair in that stupid ponytail, your stupid beautiful dark brown eyes, your stupid gorgeous face structure, your stupid pretty personality, your stupid funny humour, your stupid questions, when you ramble on about what you love, when you always wish me goodnight, staying up till 12 texting, encouraging me to do more, your stupid good advice, your stupid comforting attitude, your stupid obsession with Fortnite, your stupid high intellect, your stupid love for snakes, your stupidly perfect dorky personality. I’m stupid for liking you. We’re on two seperate coins in two separate worlds. We barely even talk in real life so it’s practically pointless. I don’t even know how to talk to you without turning 50 shades of red and stuttering my cliché ass off. I want to move on, but I’m waiting for a replacement for you. Maybe a future coworker, or a random customer, maybe even a new student. Just someone to take my mind off of you. My friends all said we would be so good together, I denied it all in a state of heartbreak. When you ask my best friend why I’m not at school or where I went, it makes me happy knowing you care even though we don’t talk to each other at school. I like you a lot. I think you already know by this point. I love you silly little hyper fixation on Johnny Depp, even though it sounds like it annoys me. I love and appreciate you when you listen to my silly rants about the stupidest things. I like you a lot, is what I’m trying to say. You’ll never end up reading this but it’s okay. On the 1st of January I asked my friend if I should confess to you, and she told me to give you hints about my crush and vice versa. My courage was strong until you said she was an 08, it made my heart shatter in realisation. The next few days weren’t the best. But my friends got me through it and I thought I was okay until school started. That’s when I saw your face again. I wish I never found out. But I was grateful so I would never have to worry about rejection that has already hit me. I don’t want to ruin our friendship and as cringey as it sounds, it’s the absolute truth. I value our friendship more than I should and maybe that’s a problem, but that’s an issue for future me. I love your little artsy passions and just you I general. There are so many things I wish I could tell you but I just can’t tell you them. I know I can’t compete with her because she is the literal definition of perfect and I’m the definition of imperfection, which is why I won’t compete. I’ll find a guy who likes me for me, and you will find a girl you like for her. That’s how it should be. I was quite literally head over heels for you last year, it’s not even funny. I love our little games of 8 ball, laughing at kids on Wizz, helping each other with our homework (mostly you helping me). When you first added me on snap, I thought it was some kind of sign because that’s when I only just started to realise I like you. Your cousin was one of the first to find out and it upset him at first but then he got over it. I watched all of Wales performing in the World Cup for you. I don’t know why I’m like this when it come to you, I don’t know what is so special about you, and I don’t know why you’re so perfect in every way possible. It’s 1am and I’m writing this just for you to never see this. Unless I’m 100% sure you like me, or if I’m switching countries, states, schools, or even worlds - you’ll never find this. I like you. I always will. I can wait ,but I can’t wait forever. I don’t want to ruin what we already have.
"To him" to him to my first crush i never imagined you could be the one rewinding back to those days when my sixth grade had just started and I found you you were new in our society living on the eight floor and when I first saw u I felt something but till this day today I now I finally get that feeling what I felt back then and couldn't get that feeling back to 2 days ago me and my friends were on a picnic and when we finished they kept teasing me about him they didn't know secretly felt something but didn't know what I felt they kept shipping me with him and all I could feel was something but today I get that something and my one that guy friend of mine kept saying his name in my ears because i kept laughing and we tried that on my other friends but no one laughed and they still kept shipping me and i could just keep that secret and tell my bestie no one else and yesterday that guy friend of mine was like he told a girl from their class that my crush likes you to a girl and she rejected him so he came to me and was like i have to do a dare where i say iyl to HIM i mean they still didn't know and i said no because they didn't and then he told me that HIM has send a msg for me saying iyl to me and i asked my other friend to reply to that and she said yes to HIM and i felt that something feeling again but then i received that he told that me and him dont talk much dont see each other much and i broke at that time suddenly the world came crashing to me but i just kept laughing because i didn't wanna show them the real feelings and i still remember those times when it was just me and HIM and i felt so much and then yesterday this happened and here i am today doing this listening to all this playlists thinking of those times and fighting with me and hoping it can be all okay agian today....
To anyone who feel sad it's okay to cry it's okay to be sad i know a lot of people already said this but it's gone be okay trust me Everyone has tough times i love you're smile i love you're personality i love you're laugh i love how you're sometimes mean i love how you are nice i love the way you speak i love you're hair i love you being unique i love you're clothing style i love you're eyes i love you're hands i love how you try i love who you are i love that you don't give up but try i love you being you I JUST LOVE YOU
he talk to other girls prettier than me...i feel like he never liked me. but sometimes even just seeing his face makes my day better. This playlist is just perfect for my current situation
Today I'm giving up on my crush cuz I know he'll never like me back so it's better to back off rather than to get hurt by rejection .... Hope u have a good day or night? Sayonara ☄️
You never know if you don't try, it's better to tell someone how you feel, then never telling them at all. Rejection is part of life and comes in many different forms, either relationships or jobs, or school. You learn from rejection and become a stronger person, if he rejects you hes not the one.
@@uramazingdont1forget thanks for encouragement ! But still I don't feel any spark from him side so it's better this way 🥲🤧💔 I wish I could fight for him like others do for their beloved but I just can't 🥲 hope u have a great day ❤️
@@uramazingdont1forget my friend like him too how could I tell my friend they all support her while I'm in the silent pain... I liked him first but I'm not the type to tell anyone, now I Regret
I found out a week ago. I had and still have a really big crush on him. Sometimes, especially when I found out, I go home from my school and have a small mental breakdown. She's so perfect. Course he wouldn't choose me over her. I'm not even close to being her. I wish I was her...
@@musicgirl3286 same hereeee she thought id feel "bad" if she tells me shes dating him so she asked him to text me asking if i can set them both up cuz he likes her. i told her what she did was messed up she says its not and that she had "no choice" a demon i swear
When your crush is your bestfriend and asks you the advice to get her and asks you to set him up with her and she accepts his confession and you cant even confess him coz you know he doesnt like you and you need to cover up your emotions feeling so suppressed, and you also need to act normal infront of him so that he doesnt get suspicious...IT HURTS SO BAD 😔
If your reading this, it's probably night time or maybe your studying for that upcoming test you have, or you might not be doing anything, you might just want to listen to some calming music. No matter the reason, I hope you know that everything is okay, take a deep breath, pause your studying, stop what your doing, look outside, go outside if possible, just for a minute. Take a minute to take a couple deep breaths outside, get some fresh air. Fill your lungs with the cold air outside, take a minute to look around, look at this beautiful earth we live on, it may be flawed but it's still beautiful. Just like you, I hope you dream, I hope you find yourself, do what you want to do, find your happy place, be around the people you love! Do anything that could help you. I might be a stranger talking to another stranger telling them what to do as if I know them, but I want you to know, you're loved by many. It might not feel like it but I promise things will look up for you. You'll find love, make friends with the greatest people, achieve your dreams. I hope you can live your own life, be the happiest you possible.
Heather has become one of my favorite songs I literally listen this song everyday because it always reminds me that bro she's not yours so forget her but I just can't control myself from falling for her she's so beautiful , kind , cute but there are so many boys she talks to and are better than me and I'm just nothing for her but just going with the flow And the line that hits me the most is "why would you ever kiss me I'm not even half as pretty"
@@LolaLolokoko hey if you have mistaken I'm a girl too And I'm bi too I like her so much dude like she's perfect but great thing she always ignores me 😭
I'm in the end of your days, she's your good morning... I'm your midnight thought, while she's your 'call anytime' friend... you say you miss me in mornings, and take her on late night drives... you say want me in your arms, but hug her every next day... you take her on Netflix and chills, but text me the first thing in morning... you say you liked me, and it's her that you smile talking about... tell me who is it you love, cause I don't wanna be broke anymore... tell me if it isn't me, because I need lines between us, so that i don't break this heart, that you helped me heal....
Just forget about him i know its hard i also have a boy bestie i have loved him since i was in class 7 but i was to naive to understand my feelings or him then But now I understand i loved him But when i came to realise my fucking feelings i came to know tht he liked my girl bestfriend back thn he wasn’t my bestie so when i knew about him liking her i was broke so i just stayed away but then after some days i asked him to be my bestie and surprisingly he agreed so we r still best friends and he broke up with her and thn he got a new gf he never once looked at me like now he asked me to have segs with him even though he has a gf but their relationship is kinda toxic and i keep saying no when he ask s me to have segs with him he says he knew tht i had ceelings for him all this time but never said a single shit about this to me but how can he ask me to have segs with just bcz his gf doesn’t want to do it am i just a replacement will the feeling never be mutual
Today I saw him, I tried to look at him without making it obvious. Once he caught me too I was confused for a moment. Knowing that he's not into me and probably someone else hurts me inside but I try to hide it. My eyes keep looking ways just for a glance as they know one day he'll be with someone else. I returned back home and saw this playlist and it hit different. Yes he's my first love but he never see me like that so it's just me...
I'm sorry for that for me when I found it he liked someone else it broke my heart I also cried it was really painful I wanted to listen to music so I listened to this I Wish it was me but the person he likes must be an angel must be more pretty than me I just wish it was me sorry I'm saying this but I just wanted to say
@@Ryukontherun24 I can feel you but trust me time will heal everything, it used to hurt me but now I'm OK. I hope you'll be fine and may you find true happiness. Take care.
You know when you want to talk and say so much but you can't cuz it's like you've got something in the throat,and you know that, just if you wanted to say ' Yes, I'm fine. ' you'd cry. I've liked someone for so long and still do, I've tried everything to stop liking him, getting away from him, meeting new people, trying new hobbies, getting in relationships and even more, nothing worked it's like I'm fucking glued to him. And that's so painful, because he likes someone so much that he'd be ready to die for them, I'd be ready to die for him. But eh.. It doesnt matter. It sounds stupid but I know I could die he wouldnt give a fuck. That's sad huh. I feel pathetic for feeling this way towards him, especially for this long and not being able to do anything about it. But the thing is that, he's been able to make me feel so much things that I've stopped feelings for so many years, joy, anger, sadness, and many more. So yeah.. This sucks because I'm absolutely nothing without him. :,) I'd do anything for him, but he wouldnt for me. " If he doesnt love you back, he's not the right person ! " " I'm sure there's someone else that loves you as much as you love him, just wait for the right person ! " Gosh.. Don't you guys understand ? The person we love IS the right person, that's the person WE WANT, that's the person WE NEED. But eh.. can't have anything we want to have, right ?
Same... I started my progress to move on and have been going for about a year now.. but yesterday idk I just randomly miss him... I'm not a person who likes to look too much at my past... So I kept on bringing him in my present... I wanna leave him in my past... But.. I.. I'm just not ready yet... I missed him... So badly now..
@@hafudzhilmi i argued with the person i love and we almost don't talk anymore. So i understand you. It's been 1-2 years i've been trying to get over him. And yet i still love him like i loved him at first
Knowing that someone you have a crush on for a long time suddenly has a girlfriend hurts. Then you accept that you can't be with them but you can't stop falling for that person because he is literally so amazing. You can't even hate the girl since she is also perfect, she's smart, beatiful, friendly, and many more. I keep on comparing us and then tell myself it is what it is, I am my own and I don't need to compare myself to her. But their are times when I doubt myself and get insecure and those times I always just bury them deep in my heart and listen to songs like this. I don't talk about it and just bury it, then when I am reminded of it, it hits harder and hurts more.
Been always by their side, seeing their rise and fall. It hurts to see them falling and hurting for someone else that doesn't see their value. Heather just hits hard.
I like him.. i got over my old crush after finding out he likes someone else.. and at first we would not even talk to each other.. only just a few glances at each other and thats all.. but it all started when he asked me what we did for our PE class since he was absent. now we would talk whenever we would get the chance... I love talking to him.. the way he makes me laugh and makes the most gayest jokes.. I love him.. I think we are friends.. but he never really made it official or told me we are friends.. but I jus tlike the thought we are friends.. I just love everything about him.. he actually does is work.. he's athletic.. hes cute.. hes funny.. he has nice hair.. he has a nice voice.. he has a wonderful smile.. I love hanging out with him.. I love our short talks.. i love making eye contact with him.. I love how he teases me.. I love how we help each other.. I love watching him walk by.. i love having classes with him... the list just goes on and on... but... I hate how he has a girlfriend..... knowing that he'll probably only ever see me as a friend.. but ill stick with that... at least he'll never know that I've liked him... I can't stand another heart break...
the fact that im listening to this and crying about how i dont relate but someone/some people actually do and how you managed to put all of my favorite artists in this playlist
It’s ok ❤ I have just clicked on this bc it happend to me 😢 bc I’m the opposite of what my crush likes but look I’m still smiling ❤ don’t let boys/ girls take u down u are perfect and need someone to see that!! If they can’t why love them ✨ u are an amazing and important person don’t think the opposite ❤ we only need u thinking true things and u are important to many people that u may not know ❤ it’s called true love I’ve gone thru the same thing I love my crush but they don’t like me ✨ but u are an amazing, important,creative,fun person and you have qualities that you don’t know of 😊 and IF SOMEONE CANT SEE those qualities than just let them go😌 it’s very hard but soon you will meet someone better💕who loves u as much as you love ur crush. May I wish the best for u. If I can also say one more thing hold on to the people in your journey and never let them go🫶🏻 I have let my freinds down for someone who barely knows I exist💔 and I regret it. I wish the best 4 u.
I liked him since his first day at school. He knew, he knew everytime I talked to him, he knew everytime i stared at him, he knew it when I would see him talk to other girls. He took advantage of me, i wrote his assignments, homeworks and even helped him during class... But in the end, he chose a girl who has no interest in him. He saw her bf, and knew she hated him, yet he liked her. And me, i loved him when he showed his anger, his hatred towards me, his problems in life, and even all his flaws. Yet i still chose him.. Now I've moved on, and this morning he was extremely close to me. I hate it when ppl call me with the nickname he calls me. But he hates when i call him by his nickname.
i do appreciate that i’m not alone going through this struggle, i know it will keep hurting until we finally move on unfortunately. please still love that special someone, even if it kills you. it’s not worth removing them from your life. even when i’m still upset, i still miss her.
I'm in love with him, I like him and I love him but what hurts the most is that the he doesn't even know I exist. The part that breaks my heart is watching him love and kiss and hug another woman
I’ve had a crush on this guy in my class since forever and he’s crushed on 2 of my best friends before and he still likes one of them today I can honestly relate to the song heather sm cuz both my bsf and my crush would talk alot and everywhere my bsf went my crush would always talk with her it hurts alot aswell knowing that I try to look like her, to act like her, to talk like her anything she did I wanted to be like her no matter how much makeup I put on for him to notice me. And not to mention I talked to my crush way more then my bsf Andy it hurt so like a ton of bricks when he calls you just a friend. Now that I’m over him and accepted it I realized people like him don’t see your worth people like him don’t realize how precious you really are. You deserve sm more💞
I actually didn't know him much until the last three weeks when we need to work together and I've just seen that he's one of the most perfect guy, not a hundred perfect, but his hair, eyes, and smiles are just perfectly got into my mind and melt my heart. he's a gentleman, great caretaker, everything just seems good on him. I guess he always makes his girlfriend's days the best days.
I've had a crush ever since the beginning of 8th grade at this new private school. We never really talked but my heart would beat so much near him and I didn't know why I liked him. After months he gave some signs am that he probably liked me especially right before spring break! I caught him staring at me a lot and I had a dream of us together. Id kick around smiling and think about him in my bed, he's all could think about..! I love him so much, I've never felt this way, not a crush or love this strong. Sadly life doesn't seem to like me... This past week he has been staring at my best friend... I think he likes her. Honestly I'm young but I've been through too much and this, this here I don't even know. If this doesn't work out, I just give up, what's left right I'll never find love, not like him. He's amazing, handsome and funny and smart and everything about him is perfect.. but of course natural selection, I know I'm hideous and ugly and disgusting, ok?!? I know I need plastic surgery but I don't want it. What point is there now if I don't have someone to love, a reason to live. My family isnt really here we broke apart and my friends idk.. I just want to have someone to hold tight onto for the rest of my life but I can't
I liked someone too, but they liked someone else but I was happy for him but the problem was that the person he liked actually liked someone else. Hearts keep breaking 💔
Today my school had a dance, and it was so fun. I was late and texted in a gc with him and my friends. He asked if i was almost there and to let him know so he could guide me in. The night ended and we went home. He later texted in the group chat and said how it felt weird when our mutual friend made him dance with her a bunch of times. He later said he liked her. He private messages me and told me how he confessed and that she also liked him. She told him that she would make her decision soon. I was also i the middle of scrolling through tik toks when one talked abt ‘him not liking you.’ At the same time all this happened. He made me feel special and happy and now i feel stupid because he never liked me in the first place.
the worst part is when ur doing a joke on ur friend and said u like them and they say they don't like u back and u said it was a joke but u really did like them.....
I have been struggling with friends,school,my crush,being a secret theriany family is rich(not super rich) but the problem is I’m a middle child of 3 and the only girl besides my mom sometimes instead of wanting more I want less.
I love you and I love you for making this comment even if it was not your original comment I still am really confused and smiling at the same time I love you.(not romanticly obv)
My crush likes one of my really good friends and i was the first one to ever know. They have liked them for 2 years. And now I'm helping him ask her out. They both are best friends and i don't want to get in between them. 😢
Noo bc he's so perfect for me, he fits my standard well and he made me think that he's inlove with me and now that I'm inlove with he's, he's inlove with someone else?!
It hurts so much bc you had your heart broken many times and you finaly thought you found the one and you get butterflies everytime you see them and love everything about them and would die for them, and your sitting in a school bus when you see them holding another girls hand and your happy for them but cant help but be sad and wish that was you.
When i first looked at him i feel something inside me that it's just soo i couldn't explain how i liked him at the first place his eyes are so freaking amazing and that is the main reason why I've fallen to him and then days go by whenever i see him at their room i felt this feeling that i couldn't get out nor explain it ,ik love is stupid i mean you gotta gave up everything just so that person could feel you love him more than enough. and then i decided to ask his name to one of his classmates and after that nigth i felt i just did the wrong thing but at the same time my mind flew thinking we would actually work out and the morning i was late and he was also late he stayed in the line where he could see me and that made me wonder and also have butterflies , and then we moved out every minute he is on my mind and i couldn't get him out of my mind and then i decided to text him but no seen ,no reply , nothing.. which made me overthink and lost hope and now here i am listening to this while expressing how i feel about him and i think i should just gave up on loving him and love myself more cause since that day happened I've fallen to the rut which i hate ,i couldn't control myself anymore and I've been in a slump for this my mom's been scolding me for being lazy i-ii just couldn't imagine that I'll fall that hard . ,and no matter how much convincing i do tp myself to move on and forget him i still couldn't do it ,every nigth i go to sleep thinking if I'm wort of loving he made me feel really miserable .but i still love him .
I currently have a crush and he used to talk to me... joke around with me... try to make me laugh... and remind you, I came to the school at 7th grade and did not have one class with him so I didn't really think much of him until this year, 8th grade when we both have the same classes along with my friends who are supporting me about this crush until, the few couple days we he's been talking and doing the same with the other girls he used to do with me... The girls flirt with him and get touchy and handsy with him and they already have boyfriends.... I can't tell if I'm jealous or irritated with those girls... and I can't tell whether I should stop having a crush on him if he sometimes does it with me... gosh middle school is stressful...
whenever your crush is your bestfriend you trust him with your life. you’ve known him longer then most of his friends even his girlfriend. You’ve liked him before him and his girlfriend got together. you confessed because he’s bi and poly. he never liked you back until recently he said he liked you. and you were so happy-. but then he meets somebody and he starts to fall for them. that person falls for them too. you help him get with that person and you’re waiting for them to accept the confession. you’re only doing this to make him happy. whenever you’re just hurting yourself more and more every single day. when you talk to him when you see him and whenever you just socialize you have the urge to say how you feel but can’t. you’re to scared to ask if he still likes you or not? if we’re still bestfriends but im always the problem so I say anything wrong it’ll make things awkward. this is what I get for not ever being honest to people especially him.you trust him so much but don’t know how to comprehend with what he does to put you in pain and if you say he makes you cry every single day he’ll feel like the bad guy. I don’t want anyone to feel bad because of my stupidness. thank you for reading.
I just saw my crush dancing with a girl I know tonight… I have liked him for so long, im crying rn… I know I’ll never be able to be with him because im not the type of girl he likes. But he is just too perfect and kind and beautiful.
She freaking perfect. Nothing will change. He will always love her. And the fact I had a crush on him. No more than a crush. I loved him. And I loved him for 6 freaking years. And now I’m in tears 🥺 and I’m probably never gonna see him again🥺🥺🥺I STILL LOVE HIM
Well, what can i say?, it happens to most people, but dont give up, one day you'll find somone who stay with u for a long time , sorry if im not so good with words.
i have had a crush on my brothers best freind since my brother met him and that’s was about 12 years ago. i’ve never thought i’d be here crying over him cause he met a girl, i just wish somehow i’d could time travel back in time to tell him that i liked him.
it is even worse when your crush likes you for a while and you were going to make a move but then he started dating someone else that you hate so then i started to like one of my guy friends and i thought he liked me but then he asked my best friend out and ofc she said no bc she new i liked him and she didnt like him like that she just liked him as a good friend and every since that happened i see my self crying ALL THE TIME and i just feel like i will NEVER have someone to kiss, cuddle and smile with everyday and that i am not good enough for anyone isn't that just great
It hurts the most when you guys become friends and he’s perfect just the way you like guys/girls and they are all you want. But when you confess your feelings they say “I would want to get to know you better” and you get yourself excited saying “ they will date me I know it” you guys talk for abt and hour and a half getting to know each other just for him to reject you and say we likes another girl. It crushes you that you start to sob and the only thing you can respond with is “that’s fine” and still look at them thinking “they are all I want but WHY can’t I just have them” it SUCKS why can’t things just work out 😢
i swear hes just the perfect guy. his hair, his voice, his dark brown eyes, his grey sweater, his attitude, his humor, the way he acts, theres so much more that i cant even list. I want him to love me too. I want him to look at me the way i look at him. but theres this other girl. he sits next to her, they talk all the time. she likes him, and it seems like he does too. he holds her hand, he smiles at her, he looks at her in the way i look at him. why cant he just love me too? why?
I haven't experiences my feelings there are alot of lost emojis for my expression are not available and words become short , the paragraph starts continuous and never ends it's endless pain which never ends ...........♾️♾️♾️♾️
My heart is crushed so bad I cry every night knowing he loves my worst enemy and I just curl up and they expects me to be happy but I can't hide my depression anymore I will never be the same again
As everyone is sharing their stories. I've got too! So I've crush on this guy and he somehow came to know I loved him. So he said I'm too good and he's not good for me and I deserve better man than him. He asked me to forget him, in the end he didn't say me whether he had feelings for me Or not🙃💔
A little story time,it was just few days since I moved to new school and had interest in her since first time I saw her. She is a masc lesbian and I'm also a masc. We became close and started sitting close during classes. The way she looks into my eyes are really fluttering for me. I couldn't stop thinking about her since and it reached to the point where I even started dreaming about her.for her it's just "friend" but sometimes the way she flirts with me,just found out today that she has a crush on another girl who is pretty fem. I told her I would help her to get together with that girl and she was do happy lol , so now I'm helping my crush with someone she LIKES HAHA :)
why are they always so late to my feelings. I talked to this guy bc he looked so lonely, we bonded and I found why he was so lonely and sad. I helped as much as I could and he was the most happy I’ve ever seen him. He ghosted me for 3 weeks after that. I didn’t do anything, maybe it got to his head, was I too nice? I help their confidence but when they feel they can do it on their own they leave me. I slowly developed a crush for him within the time I helped him through his mental health journey and I baked him sweets and made sure to bring comfort to him when he needed it. He left school and me for 3 weeks and anytime I tried saying hello, he would leave me on read. Anytime he replied to those messages he would say “gtg” or “sorry can’t talk rn” . Then I texted him merry Christmas and he left me on delivered for a week. Idk, I didn’t do anything to hurt him or offend him. He just left me. I like this other guy now, and I’ve moved on. Now my old crush (the guy I just talked abt) is trying to talk to me again. Why now? Why after I finally realize how badly you treated me? Why after all the comfort I gave you and the pain you brought me? I destroyed myself for you. I cried for you.
Pov : You met him and it has been so hard to get over him. You still succeeded tho and now you only realize he was 2 years older than you, you had no chance. You feel happy
I just saw him holding hands with this girl ,he took her face in his hands and kissed her so gently while gazing at her eyes . He always gave me signals and looks .i genuinely don’t understand what why and how it happened. I really loved him.
There this guy I like so much and he’s literally so perfect but he likes another girl and they’re like dating on and off and I’m crying so hard rn because I can’t stop liking him and I just wish he felt the same way about me and I can’t make a move on him because he doesn’t like me and I look nothing like the girl he likes so I have no chance and I felt like we were making eye contact but clearly I was just being delusional😢
me and this boy went from strangers that waved at eachother n smiled from across the room, to friends, to best friends, to lovers and then once again to strangers. we loved eachother a lot...we spent everyday together for over a year and now he just threw me away. i know i shouldnt, but i do truly still love me...even though he left me and cant even decide why he broke up with me, even though he now loves someone else i just cant find myself to let him go. ive tried, its not like i havent, i just dont want to let go of what we had. everyone knows we were together, everyone know what we did, everyone knows how much he hurt me. even though we do still talk nothing feel the same...nothing feels right it all feels wrong. was it my fault...? did i do something wrong? am i not pretty enough? i dont know...i never will know. all i know is im now once again "the nice girl that smiles at him". its sad bc we made a future we planned everything. we began doing things like adults, we grew up together. he just got lost on the way. i wish he didnt, i wish he stayed, but im not the girl of his dreams anymore. im just a girl. im a distraction. im something, but im not his. why?
Here's to all of us,to us who wished for someone we knew we'd never have,for us who lost what we never had,I raise a glass to all of us Though we feel alone,we are all alone together All of us understand each other and surely that's proof enough that the world is full of enough beauty and serenity for us to move on eventually. Stay strong and keep positive We'll make it 🍷
I just pretty much blew it with my crush i really really really like him but i guess he didnt feel the same i was sure he did but.. I guess not but i really like him but idk whem ill find the one i just feel like crying and just not being here.
Pov: you’re up late on a night/morning thinking so damn hard where things went wrong. Was it me? Something I’d done? Showed? Ig I’ll never know bc there was no closer. She was the most hilarious, intelligent, sarcastic woman I’ve ever known, like she literally changed my life without even knowing. It hurt seeing her leave off to school knowing she’ll change & meet new people & forget about the promises we made during the cloud 9 stage of our relationship. It may not have lasted long but still the adrenaline of excitement, joy, happiness, the fkn butterflies were all pure genuine feelings like literally LOVE! 💔 I still can’t get over you, I hope you’re doing well & gettin that mf scholarship..(but I know you’re doing more than that)😏 Just know im hurting, like chest pains/lost of breath when I think of all of our good memories & my relapse hit hard. These other thotties ain’t shit… but it’s funny how it works both ways. Never thought life could be so high & then so low within months. Idk when I’ll recover, might never but for now puffin on this flower/slammin henny seems to be the only solution. I hope everyone reading this experiences the best glow up of their lives & continue to thrive towards ur dreams!
idk if I even like him, but he treats me so so well (context: he’s one of my closet frds). unfortunately, he moved to the us a few months ago- before that he would call me pretty, tell me when some people are, say, talking behind my back: and just genuinely being such an amazing friend. funny thing is I genuinely thought I would marry him??? don’t mind me he was so so sweet and an amazing person in general- I stopped liking a while ago but when I heard he had a new crush or whatever I was happy? But I wasn’t. Just the thought that we would be doing all that for another girl breaks my heart, but I’m happy? No wait no yes, hold on.
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Timestamps, love
Thanks for the stamps and compliment, you're beautiful/handsome/pretty too
@@shanggg_ oh, sweet, thank u
@@laaaaaraaa your welcome ❤️✨
@@shanggg_ 💗💗💗
i forgot another love but ty
The worst feeling is when you know you can't be with them but you can't stop yourself from falling for that person because they are just perfect...
Fr, I’ve liked my guy best friend for about 3 years now, and I told one of my best friends about him, next thing I know he’s texting me saying that him and her are dating. Absolutely broke me. I’m trying not to like him anymore for her sake but it’s impossible because he’s perfect.
@@kisha24 yeah but u at least killed these empty hopes u had towards him and moved on 🙏
@@m76000 nobody is perfect and there is someone better for you out there
@@kisha24 forget about him
Bro this is so fugging trueee 🤧😭
they call it a crush because in the end theyll crush your heart.
😅😊❤❤❤❤💔 they crush you
Real
True af 🥲
NEVER TRUST ANYONE YOU LIKED YOU FIRST😔😭😭😭
damn
It sucks when you really believed they liked you..
Fr
Fr I js found out he got a gf today😢
There’s people telling me he likes me because he acts like it. But then why would he be dating someone else
@@MAX.IS.K00L fr same here
Honestly tho
I lost something I never had...
Yet,it still hurts as bad
-A wise person
fr
😢😢😢😢😢 im currently crying
So relatable 😭
Im too.....
I’m literally gonna cry bc it happened to me today :/
When your crush is your best friend and he just keep asking you for an advice for the other girl 💀🔪
FRR
My situation rn
@@shey_purpleyou1125 same to me
Ugghh man
Yeah, same... do you know how to move on more easily coz I just experienced it 2 days ago 😭😭😭
and it feels worse when your crush actually liked you for a while...
Same situation😔
@@ruyueshinashi335 :,)
Bro😢
It’s so true
🤡
Pov : every girl he talks to are more beautiful than you and you realise he will never choose you
eu tava assim, porém ele me escolheu🤍
He did choose me but damn i hurted him.:(
@@alexisjoy5600 I'm afraid I'll end up hurting him too
Dang...
This is no longer a pov anymore..
POV: when you realize he'll never choose you.
Hun u don't deserve him, u deserve so much better, u deserve someone who lights up when they see u, the someone who's there for u when u need them, the someone who would fight for u and tho it looks like it's impossible to find that someone, be patient and let God do His part
Thankyou :)
Awwwwwwwwww tysm i needed thiss :,)
Thanks so much you don't know how much I needed this💓
Literally love you for this
You just made my day thank you❤😭
the fact this was posted on my birthday and now i just found out my crush likes someone else. this playlist was meant for me
Happy birthday. Don’t worry it can only get better. I’ve had it rough up until age 24 and things are finally looking a little better.
@@sushidope1701 thank you 💙
I can relate to finding out your crush likes someone else because I’m a closeted lesbian and the girl I like is starting to be REALLY close with this other girl and I’m pretty sure Rylie (my crush) used to like me but doesn’t think I’m gay so yeah anyway I wish you luck with your love life
you will be allright, just keep getting better for the next person
Don;t worry the 2 people i have actually liked are dating someone it doesnt; get worse than that
no bc she's freaking perfect. perfect everything, body, hair, eyes, she's popular, athletic, and he likes her more. but the thing that hurts me most is that he put his arm around me when we were singing a song at church and i immediately felt safe. i don't understand why me. i've never felt in love with someone before because of seeing how my dad EMOTIONALLY NOT PHYSICALLY abused my mom. growing up with two parents yelling at each for every little thing they do is hard, i've never believed in soulmates, true love, dating or anything like that, and it's my parents fault. i was like that until church camp this summer, he was there and that's when i had my first ever crush. he gave me a nickname,he called me "talango" and again put his arm around me when we were singing a song in the worship hall and i cried to him so many times that week at camp. now he likes someone else but Ashe said it best, "In the end it's better for me that's the moral of the story."
im so sorry ml, you deserve better
you have to go to him tell him how you feel and if he regrets you its his fault you can find someone better than him and i cant believe we have so much in common.
but if you don't tell him how you feel he will keep messing with your heart
I now how you feel know that your not alone at all because you are loved okay like you 😊
I can relate to this comment :(
"Because they will only love us when we are with the right person"
Yes👍
No but I remember when I learnt that my crush liked someone else.
Heather started to play immediately in my head.
So I remember I went home when school ended. Wanted to sing this song but bursted into tears.
Actually I did this aswell! I hope your doing better
@@ForeverMorallyGray me too T^T
For me it was "I hate you I love you" at that time I never related to a song more 😭
@@ForeverMorallyGray I'm doing better now, thank you
WHY IS THIS SO TRUE i was literally playing heather in my head when i found out he had a gf
some people say that not having a crush sucks ; this is worse my dear
Anastasia Steele
Hey, Anastasia... Question: You're from Romania, because I have the same name and Anastasia's a Romanian name
ikr
Always a bridesmaid, never a bride
mhm..
Yep
Corpse bride
Always the poet, never the muse.
Always the artist, never the masterpiece.
Always the singer, never the song.
i went with him to school for one year
we were still young, both 8 years old. it was my first time in that school. he was the only one who didnt bully me or make fun of me. we soon became best friends. our families got to know each other, and our mums were very good friends. we'd always hang out together, talk abt our problems, etc.
then, the summer break came. he told me he was traveling. we were both young, so neither of us had phones and that meant we couldn't talk to each other. the next year came, and I was so excited for the first day of school bc that meant I could see him again.
i went to school. he wasn't there I assumed he wasnt back from traveling yet. i waited for weeks, and they soon started to turn into long months. i asked my mom abt it eventually, and she said that his family and him moved to another country forever. I cried so much after I found that out.
and now, 5-6 years after that, I still think abt him. and, I still don't know where he is or if im ever gonna see him again. i felt some type of attraction to him that I couldn't explain, since i was young. now ik that it was a crush on him. he was my first crush, and I wont ever forget him
i hope I cross paths with him in the future...
I- wow im so sorry thats awful :(
four years ago i had to move away from my best friend and we still call and stuff but it’s not the same. i really wish you could still keep in touch with them. i hope you see them again some day :) 💗
aww
I hope u guys see each other again but it sounds like a msa story😧
Wow.........this story is........wow..
Right person wrong time
Don’t forget “PLS DONT BE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ELSEEEE”
Ohhh yeah fr
gotta love taylor
She's so stunning and popular and I'm just here
Fr.😭
@@hannahbree2 😭😭
Same here
Fr 😅
Real…
Especially when you find out that they are together, that's the worst feeling, and just a few days ago he was looking at you and gave you hope...
That feeling
It's like ▄︻̷̿┻̿═━一
every since my crush got a girlfriend, ive felt the most lonely i have ever felt. i find myself crying because i want a partner so bad. i want to kiss someone that i love, cuddle with them, admire them, tell them how much i love them, comfort them when they're sad, be their everything, but i cant have that. ive always felt like the most lonely person in the world. i can laugh and smile throughout the day with my friends but when i come home, i feel numb and cry my eyes out. i hate this feeling, i just want to find my person. im so jealous of her girlfriend, i want to be hers but i cant, i am not good enough ?
Hey! I feel you. but we can't force someone to love us. We will be enough for the right person. We have so much love in our hearts. Imagine if we find our guy, we will be the happiest. Till then pour this love in yourself honey. Everything will be fine, I promise. ❤️🫂
@@anarmywhoblinkedtwice9512 hey, thanks :)
You are good enough my own crush told me that
I feel you…… ever since my crush got tgt with my best friend, I want what they have. So bad. I’ve never wanted a romantic relationship before….. they do everything tgt and my heart breaks
@@sweethunnytea im so so sorry :((
This playlist hits so fucking hard.
I had the biggest crush on this guy. He was funny, he had charm, and he was just i ever wanted. I kept telling my friend who was basically my sister. She knew how much i loved him i told her every interaction we had and how much he made me happy. I never had the guts to ask him out. He ended up dating one of my friends and i just wished that was me. After that he dated my bff ( the only person that knew i loved him) u had no one else to talk about this and she was so cocky about it. She always bragged and pushed me away. It fucking broke me. I dont even tell anyone shit anymore because of her.
What i learned from this is to have loyal people for friends. If they hurt you let them go.
i have the same exact situation but instead of my friend stealing my only crush i have ever had it was my sister.
@@TaylorCortez-ez7mk thats fucked up
I’m so sorry. ❤
Oh, it sounds so hurtful - hope you're feeling better than before 💛
I hope your doing well😊
I didn’t plan on ever telling you this. But I’ve liked you since October 2022. If you’re wondering why, it’s because you’re the nicest guy I know and the only person I can truly relate to the most. So I’m writing this in case I do end up telling you. I thought it was obvious that I’ve taken a liking to you, but boys are oblivious. I know I told you I had a crush on your best friend, but it was really you. When you told me you liked her my heart broke a bit but I learnt to accept it. It wasn’t all that surprising to be honest. I’ve gotten a ton of advice from my closest friends and family on what I should do now and they’re all telling me to move on. But I can’t. That’s the problem when you have a crush on one of your closest friends. I know you only see me as a good friend and that’s it, but I can’t see you as just a friend. So unless I end up moving schools or something, I don’t plan on ever telling you the truth. I believe I deserve a good relationship with a guy who likes me back, and I would wait for you. I have years to wait until I’m not there anymore. Why do I like you, you might ask? It’s not just one reason. There are several reasons why. Like the fact that when you think you’ve upset me you’re always a heartbeat away from apologising, you’re stupid hair in that stupid ponytail, your stupid beautiful dark brown eyes, your stupid gorgeous face structure, your stupid pretty personality, your stupid funny humour, your stupid questions, when you ramble on about what you love, when you always wish me goodnight, staying up till 12 texting, encouraging me to do more, your stupid good advice, your stupid comforting attitude, your stupid obsession with Fortnite, your stupid high intellect, your stupid love for snakes, your stupidly perfect dorky personality. I’m stupid for liking you. We’re on two seperate coins in two separate worlds. We barely even talk in real life so it’s practically pointless. I don’t even know how to talk to you without turning 50 shades of red and stuttering my cliché ass off. I want to move on, but I’m waiting for a replacement for you. Maybe a future coworker, or a random customer, maybe even a new student. Just someone to take my mind off of you. My friends all said we would be so good together, I denied it all in a state of heartbreak. When you ask my best friend why I’m not at school or where I went, it makes me happy knowing you care even though we don’t talk to each other at school. I like you a lot. I think you already know by this point. I love you silly little hyper fixation on Johnny Depp, even though it sounds like it annoys me. I love and appreciate you when you listen to my silly rants about the stupidest things.
I like you a lot, is what I’m trying to say. You’ll never end up reading this but it’s okay. On the 1st of January I asked my friend if I should confess to you, and she told me to give you hints about my crush and vice versa. My courage was strong until you said she was an 08, it made my heart shatter in realisation. The next few days weren’t the best. But my friends got me through it and I thought I was okay until school started. That’s when I saw your face again. I wish I never found out. But I was grateful so I would never have to worry about rejection that has already hit me. I don’t want to ruin our friendship and as cringey as it sounds, it’s the absolute truth. I value our friendship more than I should and maybe that’s a problem, but that’s an issue for future me. I love your little artsy passions and just you I general. There are so many things I wish I could tell you but I just can’t tell you them. I know I can’t compete with her because she is the literal definition of perfect and I’m the definition of imperfection, which is why I won’t compete. I’ll find a guy who likes me for me, and you will find a girl you like for her. That’s how it should be. I was quite literally head over heels for you last year, it’s not even funny. I love our little games of 8 ball, laughing at kids on Wizz, helping each other with our homework (mostly you helping me). When you first added me on snap, I thought it was some kind of sign because that’s when I only just started to realise I like you. Your cousin was one of the first to find out and it upset him at first but then he got over it. I watched all of Wales performing in the World Cup for you. I don’t know why I’m like this when it come to you, I don’t know what is so special about you, and I don’t know why you’re so perfect in every way possible. It’s 1am and I’m writing this just for you to never see this. Unless I’m 100% sure you like me, or if I’m switching countries, states, schools, or even worlds - you’ll never find this.
I like you.
I always will. I can wait ,but I can’t wait forever.
I don’t want to ruin what we already have.
"To him"
to him to my first crush i never imagined you could be the one rewinding back to those days
when my sixth grade had just started and I found you you were new in our society living on the eight floor
and when I first saw u I felt something but till this day today I now I finally get that feeling what I felt back then and couldn't get that feeling back to 2 days ago me and my friends were on a picnic and when we finished they kept teasing me about him they didn't know secretly felt something but didn't know what I felt they kept shipping me with him and all I could feel was something but today I get that something and my one that guy friend of mine kept saying his name in my ears because i kept laughing and we tried that on my other friends but no one laughed and they still kept shipping me and i could just keep that secret and tell my bestie no one else and yesterday that guy friend of mine was like he told a girl from their class that my crush likes you to a girl and she rejected him so he came to me and was like i have to do a dare where i say iyl to HIM i mean they still didn't know and i said no because they didn't and then he told me that HIM has send a msg for me saying iyl to me and i asked my other friend to reply to that and she said yes to HIM and i felt that something feeling again but then i received that he told that me and him dont talk much dont see each other much and i broke at that time suddenly the world came crashing to me but i just kept laughing because i didn't wanna show them the real feelings and i still remember those times when it was just me and HIM and i felt so much and then yesterday this happened and here i am today doing this listening to all this playlists thinking of those times and fighting with me and hoping it can be all okay agian today....
Girl u okay...?
That was… beautiful🥹
To anyone who feel sad it's okay to cry it's okay to be sad i know a lot of people already said this but it's gone be okay trust me
Everyone has tough times
i love you're smile
i love you're personality
i love you're laugh
i love how you're sometimes mean
i love how you are nice
i love the way you speak
i love you're hair
i love you being unique
i love you're clothing style
i love you're eyes
i love you're hands
i love how you try
i love who you are
i love that you don't give up but try
i love you being you
I JUST LOVE YOU
Thank you sm
Why
We suffer through the pain together. Stay strong girly! 💕
he talk to other girls prettier than me...i feel like he never liked me. but sometimes even just seeing his face makes my day better. This playlist is just perfect for my current situation
im in the same situation
Today I'm giving up on my crush cuz I know he'll never like me back so it's better to back off rather than to get hurt by rejection .... Hope u have a good day or night? Sayonara ☄️
You never know if you don't try, it's better to tell someone how you feel, then never telling them at all.
Rejection is part of life and comes in many different forms, either relationships or jobs, or school.
You learn from rejection and become a stronger person, if he rejects you hes not the one.
@@uramazingdont1forget thanks for encouragement ! But still I don't feel any spark from him side so it's better this way 🥲🤧💔 I wish I could fight for him like others do for their beloved but I just can't 🥲 hope u have a great day ❤️
@@xyumiyoon1929 I hope you have a great day also, don't forget you're amazing and be yourself.
@@xyumiyoon1929I wish I could do that .. I know he'll never love me but there's always ' what if ' and that's why I can't let go ...
@@uramazingdont1forget my friend like him too how could I tell my friend they all support her while I'm in the silent pain... I liked him first but I'm not the type to tell anyone, now I Regret
I’m so sorry you guys..no one should be going through all this..
I found out a week ago. I had and still have a really big crush on him. Sometimes, especially when I found out, I go home from my school and have a small mental breakdown. She's so perfect. Course he wouldn't choose me over her. I'm not even close to being her. I wish I was her...
felt this… i saw him slow dancing with this girl who looked like an angel. my heart shattered at that very moment
So do I
when ur crush ends up liking ur bestfriend... hurts so bad
That has happened to me too many times
yeah... and she is with him just to make me sad, life sucks
@@musicgirl3286 same hereeee she thought id feel "bad" if she tells me shes dating him so she asked him to text me asking if i can set them both up cuz he likes her. i told her what she did was messed up she says its not and that she had "no choice" a demon i swear
When your crush is your bestfriend and asks you the advice to get her and asks you to set him up with her and she accepts his confession and you cant even confess him coz you know he doesnt like you and you need to cover up your emotions feeling so suppressed, and you also need to act normal infront of him so that he doesnt get suspicious...IT HURTS SO BAD 😔
NAH FRR
When he called her "My girl....." Damn
If your reading this, it's probably night time or maybe your studying for that upcoming test you have, or you might not be doing anything, you might just want to listen to some calming music. No matter the reason, I hope you know that everything is okay, take a deep breath, pause your studying, stop what your doing, look outside, go outside if possible, just for a minute. Take a minute to take a couple deep breaths outside, get some fresh air. Fill your lungs with the cold air outside, take a minute to look around, look at this beautiful earth we live on, it may be flawed but it's still beautiful. Just like you, I hope you dream, I hope you find yourself, do what you want to do, find your happy place, be around the people you love! Do anything that could help you. I might be a stranger talking to another stranger telling them what to do as if I know them, but I want you to know, you're loved by many. It might not feel like it but I promise things will look up for you. You'll find love, make friends with the greatest people, achieve your dreams. I hope you can live your own life, be the happiest you possible.
Thank you ...I teared up bcz of this
Heather has become one of my favorite songs I literally listen this song everyday because it always reminds me that bro she's not yours so forget her but I just can't control myself from falling for her she's so beautiful , kind , cute but there are so many boys she talks to and are better than me and I'm just nothing for her but just going with the flow
And the line that hits me the most is "why would you ever kiss me I'm not even half as pretty"
we're in the same situation, the only difference between us is that I'm a girl, and she don't assume that sh'e's bi, so it add a difficulty👍
@@LolaLolokoko hey if you have mistaken I'm a girl too
And I'm bi too
I like her so much dude like she's perfect but great thing she always ignores me 😭
@@anarmywhooncetwiced6318 shit, I didn't know that😂 so same situation😂
@@LolaLolokoko yeah 😂
Y e s, i Hope it gets better
I'm in the end of your days, she's your good morning...
I'm your midnight thought, while she's your 'call anytime' friend...
you say you miss me in mornings, and take her on late night drives...
you say want me in your arms,
but hug her every next day...
you take her on Netflix and chills, but text me the first thing in morning...
you say you liked me, and it's her that you smile talking about...
tell me who is it you love,
cause I don't wanna be broke anymore...
tell me if it isn't me,
because I need lines between us, so that i don't break this heart,
that you helped me heal....
Just forget about him i know its hard i also have a boy bestie i have loved him since i was in class 7 but i was to naive to understand my feelings or him then
But now I understand i loved him
But when i came to realise my fucking feelings i came to know tht he liked my girl bestfriend back thn he wasn’t my bestie so when i knew about him liking her i was broke so i just stayed away but then after some days i asked him to be my bestie and surprisingly he agreed so we r still best friends and he broke up with her and thn he got a new gf he never once looked at me like now he asked me to have segs with him even though he has a gf but their relationship is kinda toxic and i keep saying no when he ask s me to have segs with him he says he knew tht i had ceelings for him all this time but never said a single shit about this to me but how can he ask me to have segs with just bcz his gf doesn’t want to do it am i just a replacement will the feeling never be mutual
U know wht i really love him but I don’t wanna be a replacement
Excuse me, I was wondering if I could use this to help me write a song I'm working on. I'm not famous or anything. It's just a hobby.
@@0rainydays0 oh that's completely fine, but please do share it with me when you're done writing it, I'd love to read it 🫂💜
Today I saw him, I tried to look at him without making it obvious. Once he caught me too I was confused for a moment. Knowing that he's not into me and probably someone else hurts me inside but I try to hide it. My eyes keep looking ways just for a glance as they know one day he'll be with someone else. I returned back home and saw this playlist and it hit different. Yes he's my first love but he never see me like that so it's just me...
I'm sorry for that for me when I found it he liked someone else it broke my heart I also cried it was really painful I wanted to listen to music so I listened to this I Wish it was me but the person he likes must be an angel must be more pretty than me I just wish it was me sorry I'm saying this but I just wanted to say
@@Ryukontherun24 I can feel you but trust me time will heal everything, it used to hurt me but now I'm OK. I hope you'll be fine and may you find true happiness. Take care.
@@Waji666 thank you for listening to my thoughts:)
You know when you want to talk and say so much but you can't cuz it's like you've got something in the throat,and you know that, just if you wanted to say ' Yes, I'm fine. ' you'd cry. I've liked someone for so long and still do, I've tried everything to stop liking him, getting away from him, meeting new people, trying new hobbies, getting in relationships and even more, nothing worked it's like I'm fucking glued to him. And that's so painful, because he likes someone so much that he'd be ready to die for them, I'd be ready to die for him. But eh.. It doesnt matter. It sounds stupid but I know I could die he wouldnt give a fuck. That's sad huh. I feel pathetic for feeling this way towards him, especially for this long and not being able to do anything about it. But the thing is that, he's been able to make me feel so much things that I've stopped feelings for so many years, joy, anger, sadness, and many more. So yeah.. This sucks because I'm absolutely nothing without him. :,) I'd do anything for him, but he wouldnt for me.
" If he doesnt love you back, he's not the right person ! "
" I'm sure there's someone else that loves you as much as you love him, just wait for the right person ! "
Gosh.. Don't you guys understand ? The person we love IS the right person, that's the person WE WANT, that's the person WE NEED.
But eh.. can't have anything we want to have, right ?
ouch really it hurts my heart
@@romanovjr It's life, sadly.
Same... I started my progress to move on and have been going for about a year now.. but yesterday idk I just randomly miss him... I'm not a person who likes to look too much at my past... So I kept on bringing him in my present... I wanna leave him in my past... But.. I.. I'm just not ready yet... I missed him... So badly now..
@@hafudzhilmi i argued with the person i love and we almost don't talk anymore. So i understand you. It's been 1-2 years i've been trying to get over him. And yet i still love him like i loved him at first
Heather hits different :)
it hurts to know "but i watch your eyes as she walks by" really happening irl
Yes's.. 〒_〒
Knowing that someone you have a crush on for a long time suddenly has a girlfriend hurts. Then you accept that you can't be with them but you can't stop falling for that person because he is literally so amazing. You can't even hate the girl since she is also perfect, she's smart, beatiful, friendly, and many more. I keep on comparing us and then tell myself it is what it is, I am my own and I don't need to compare myself to her. But their are times when I doubt myself and get insecure and those times I always just bury them deep in my heart and listen to songs like this. I don't talk about it and just bury it, then when I am reminded of it, it hits harder and hurts more.
when he has a crush on my best friend and she has a crush on him too, that's really painful to help her dating the only person you've ever loved
came for the title, stayed for the songs❤️🩹
Been always by their side, seeing their rise and fall. It hurts to see them falling and hurting for someone else that doesn't see their value. Heather just hits hard.
pov: you're gay and like her, but shes straight and likes him.
Same🤧
THISSS
She's not straight but still likes him..
hshsshshhsshshs
Good for her
I like him.. i got over my old crush after finding out he likes someone else.. and at first we would not even talk to each other.. only just a few glances at each other and thats all.. but it all started when he asked me what we did for our PE class since he was absent. now we would talk whenever we would get the chance... I love talking to him.. the way he makes me laugh and makes the most gayest jokes.. I love him.. I think we are friends.. but he never really made it official or told me we are friends.. but I jus tlike the thought we are friends.. I just love everything about him.. he actually does is work.. he's athletic.. hes cute.. hes funny.. he has nice hair.. he has a nice voice.. he has a wonderful smile.. I love hanging out with him.. I love our short talks.. i love making eye contact with him.. I love how he teases me.. I love how we help each other.. I love watching him walk by.. i love having classes with him... the list just goes on and on... but...
I hate how he has a girlfriend.....
knowing that he'll probably only ever see me as a friend.. but ill stick with that... at least he'll never know that I've liked him... I can't stand another heart break...
the fact that im listening to this and crying about how i dont relate but someone/some people actually do and how you managed to put all of my favorite artists in this playlist
It’s ok ❤ I have just clicked on this bc it happend to me 😢 bc I’m the opposite of what my crush likes but look I’m still smiling ❤ don’t let boys/ girls take u down u are perfect and need someone to see that!! If they can’t why love them ✨ u are an amazing and important person don’t think the opposite ❤ we only need u thinking true things and u are important to many people that u may not know ❤ it’s called true love I’ve gone thru the same thing I love my crush but they don’t like me ✨ but u are an amazing, important,creative,fun person and you have qualities that you don’t know of 😊 and IF SOMEONE CANT SEE those qualities than just let them go😌 it’s very hard but soon you will meet someone better💕who loves u as much as you love ur crush. May I wish the best for u. If I can also say one more thing hold on to the people in your journey and never let them go🫶🏻 I have let my freinds down for someone who barely knows I exist💔 and I regret it. I wish the best 4 u.
I liked him since his first day at school. He knew, he knew everytime I talked to him, he knew everytime i stared at him, he knew it when I would see him talk to other girls.
He took advantage of me, i wrote his assignments, homeworks and even helped him during class...
But in the end, he chose a girl who has no interest in him. He saw her bf, and knew she hated him, yet he liked her.
And me, i loved him when he showed his anger, his hatred towards me, his problems in life, and even all his flaws. Yet i still chose him..
Now I've moved on, and this morning he was extremely close to me. I hate it when ppl call me with the nickname he calls me. But he hates when i call him by his nickname.
i do appreciate that i’m not alone going through this struggle, i know it will keep hurting until we finally move on unfortunately. please still love that special someone, even if it kills you. it’s not worth removing them from your life. even when i’m still upset, i still miss her.
I'm in love with him, I like him and I love him but what hurts the most is that the he doesn't even know I exist. The part that breaks my heart is watching him love and kiss and hug another woman
POV:U feel as if u wanna burst into tears but they won’t come😕
I’ve had a crush on this guy in my class since forever and he’s crushed on 2 of my best friends before and he still likes one of them today I can honestly relate to the song heather sm cuz both my bsf and my crush would talk alot and everywhere my bsf went my crush would always talk with her it hurts alot aswell knowing that I try to look like her, to act like her, to talk like her anything she did I wanted to be like her no matter how much makeup I put on for him to notice me. And not to mention I talked to my crush way more then my bsf Andy it hurt so like a ton of bricks when he calls you just a friend. Now that I’m over him and accepted it I realized people like him don’t see your worth people like him don’t realize how precious you really are. You deserve sm more💞
I actually didn't know him much until the last three weeks when we need to work together and I've just seen that he's one of the most perfect guy, not a hundred perfect, but his hair, eyes, and smiles are just perfectly got into my mind and melt my heart. he's a gentleman, great caretaker, everything just seems good on him. I guess he always makes his girlfriend's days the best days.
welp time to repeat this playlist over and over again 🤪😭☝🏻
I've had a crush ever since the beginning of 8th grade at this new private school. We never really talked but my heart would beat so much near him and I didn't know why I liked him. After months he gave some signs am that he probably liked me especially right before spring break! I caught him staring at me a lot and I had a dream of us together. Id kick around smiling and think about him in my bed, he's all could think about..! I love him so much, I've never felt this way, not a crush or love this strong. Sadly life doesn't seem to like me... This past week he has been staring at my best friend... I think he likes her. Honestly I'm young but I've been through too much and this, this here I don't even know. If this doesn't work out, I just give up, what's left right I'll never find love, not like him. He's amazing, handsome and funny and smart and everything about him is perfect.. but of course natural selection, I know I'm hideous and ugly and disgusting, ok?!? I know I need plastic surgery but I don't want it. What point is there now if I don't have someone to love, a reason to live. My family isnt really here we broke apart and my friends idk.. I just want to have someone to hold tight onto for the rest of my life but I can't
I liked someone too, but they liked someone else but I was happy for him but the problem was that the person he liked actually liked someone else. Hearts keep breaking 💔
Today my school had a dance, and it was so fun. I was late and texted in a gc with him and my friends. He asked if i was almost there and to let him know so he could guide me in. The night ended and we went home. He later texted in the group chat and said how it felt weird when our mutual friend made him dance with her a bunch of times. He later said he liked her. He private messages me and told me how he confessed and that she also liked him. She told him that she would make her decision soon. I was also i the middle of scrolling through tik toks when one talked abt ‘him not liking you.’ At the same time all this happened. He made me feel special and happy and now i feel stupid because he never liked me in the first place.
the worst part is when ur doing a joke on ur friend and said u like them and they say they don't like u back and u said it was a joke but u really did like them.....
T_T (╥_╥) (╥﹏╥)
Only thing that matters is she's happy. My feelings aren't more important than her happiness 👍
noo don't say that ! both are important and I'm so sorry
To whoever reads this,
i love you
Why is there no comments on this? Let me change that....
Thanks so much I needed it
I really needed that. Thank you.
I have been struggling with friends,school,my crush,being a secret theriany family is rich(not super rich) but the problem is I’m a middle child of 3 and the only girl besides my mom sometimes instead of wanting more I want less.
I love you and I love you for making this comment even if it was not your original comment I still am really confused and smiling at the same time I love you.(not romanticly obv)
Thanks you made everyone happy who read this ...
My crush likes one of my really good friends and i was the first one to ever know. They have liked them for 2 years. And now I'm helping him ask her out. They both are best friends and i don't want to get in between them. 😢
Noo bc he's so perfect for me, he fits my standard well and he made me think that he's inlove with me and now that I'm inlove with he's, he's inlove with someone else?!
It feels weird yet comforting that the comment section pretty much sums up what I’m going through right now. You all deserve to be loved
You deserve better then him/her. Keep going! Good vid btw, I love these songs 🥺❤️
Pov:when u try to get rid of ur crush but ur feelings just keep coming back n forth" this is me right now😶
no bc one day ill like them the other ill hate them and vow to never speak to them again but its a never ending cycle
I can relate
Me rn he said he didn't like me but keep playing with my stupid feelings how can he know if he's not one of those crushes..
I did but 1 month later, i fall for him again but more harder.. how can a person be so beautiful..
I'm literally fucked up rn
It hurts so much bc you had your heart broken many times and you finaly thought you found the one and you get butterflies everytime you see them and love everything about them and would die for them, and your sitting in a school bus when you see them holding another girls hand and your happy for them but cant help but be sad and wish that was you.
When i first looked at him i feel something inside me that it's just soo i couldn't explain how i liked him at the first place his eyes are so freaking amazing and that is the main reason why I've fallen to him and then days go by whenever i see him at their room i felt this feeling that i couldn't get out nor explain it ,ik love is stupid i mean you gotta gave up everything just so that person could feel you love him more than enough. and then i decided to ask his name to one of his classmates and after that nigth i felt i just did the wrong thing but at the same time my mind flew thinking we would actually work out and the morning i was late and he was also late he stayed in the line where he could see me and that made me wonder and also have butterflies , and then we moved out every minute he is on my mind and i couldn't get him out of my mind and then i decided to text him but no seen ,no reply , nothing.. which made me overthink and lost hope and now here i am listening to this while expressing how i feel about him and i think i should just gave up on loving him and love myself more cause since that day happened I've fallen to the rut which i hate ,i couldn't control myself anymore and I've been in a slump for this my mom's been scolding me for being lazy i-ii just couldn't imagine that I'll fall that hard . ,and no matter how much convincing i do tp myself to move on and forget him i still couldn't do it ,every nigth i go to sleep thinking if I'm wort of loving he made me feel really miserable .but i still love him .
I got u girl war is over
When you know that person doesn’t like you it’s heart breaking
In my head I was singing happier by Ed Sheeran as the lyrics says " baby you look happier you do I knew one day you'll fall for someone new "
I currently have a crush and he used to talk to me... joke around with me... try to make me laugh... and remind you, I came to the school at 7th grade and did not have one class with him so I didn't really think much of him until this year, 8th grade when we both have the same classes along with my friends who are supporting me about this crush until, the few couple days we he's been talking and doing the same with the other girls he used to do with me... The girls flirt with him and get touchy and handsy with him and they already have boyfriends.... I can't tell if I'm jealous or irritated with those girls... and I can't tell whether I should stop having a crush on him if he sometimes does it with me... gosh middle school is stressful...
whenever your crush is your bestfriend you trust him with your life. you’ve known him longer then most of his friends even his girlfriend. You’ve liked him before him and his girlfriend got together. you confessed because he’s bi and poly. he never liked you back until recently he said he liked you. and you were so happy-. but then he meets somebody and he starts to fall for them. that person falls for them too. you help him get with that person and you’re waiting for them to accept the confession. you’re only doing this to make him happy. whenever you’re just hurting yourself more and more every single day. when you talk to him when you see him and whenever you just socialize you have the urge to say how you feel but can’t. you’re to scared to ask if he still likes you or not? if we’re still bestfriends but im always the problem so I say anything wrong it’ll make things awkward. this is what I get for not ever being honest to people especially him.you trust him so much but don’t know how to comprehend with what he does to put you in pain and if you say he makes you cry every single day he’ll feel like the bad guy. I don’t want anyone to feel bad because of my stupidness. thank you for reading.
I just saw my crush dancing with a girl I know tonight… I have liked him for so long, im crying rn… I know I’ll never be able to be with him because im not the type of girl he likes. But he is just too perfect and kind and beautiful.
When they made you think they might like you but they actually like your other friend 🔪❤️
@Jordynyourfav Yikes; Mine is almost the exact opposite situation... wishing you luck and sending support
She freaking perfect. Nothing will change. He will always love her. And the fact I had a crush on him. No more than a crush. I loved him. And I loved him for 6 freaking years. And now I’m in tears 🥺 and I’m probably never gonna see him again🥺🥺🥺I STILL LOVE HIM
i never tought that my crush would like someone else😢😢😢😢
Well, what can i say?, it happens to most people, but dont give up, one day you'll find somone who stay with u for a long time , sorry if im not so good with words.
i have had a crush on my brothers best freind since my brother met him and that’s was about 12 years ago. i’ve never thought i’d be here crying over him cause he met a girl, i just wish somehow i’d could time travel back in time to tell him that i liked him.
it is even worse when your crush likes you for a while and you were going to make a move but then he started dating someone else that you hate so then i started to like one of my guy friends and i thought he liked me but then he asked my best friend out and ofc she said no bc she new i liked him and she didnt like him like that she just liked him as a good friend and every since that happened i see my self crying ALL THE TIME and i just feel like i will NEVER have someone to kiss, cuddle and smile with everyday and that i am not good enough for anyone isn't that just great
Ill just admire him from a distance.
I knew this would happen so I saved this playlist early lol
It hurts the most when you guys become friends and he’s perfect just the way you like guys/girls and they are all you want. But when you confess your feelings they say “I would want to get to know you better” and you get yourself excited saying “ they will date me I know it” you guys talk for abt and hour and a half getting to know each other just for him to reject you and say we likes another girl. It crushes you that you start to sob and the only thing you can respond with is “that’s fine” and still look at them thinking “they are all I want but WHY can’t I just have them” it SUCKS why can’t things just work out 😢
i swear hes just the perfect guy. his hair, his voice, his dark brown eyes, his grey sweater, his attitude, his humor, the way he acts, theres so much more that i cant even list. I want him to love me too. I want him to look at me the way i look at him. but theres this other girl. he sits next to her, they talk all the time. she likes him, and it seems like he does too. he holds her hand, he smiles at her, he looks at her in the way i look at him. why cant he just love me too? why?
I haven't experiences my feelings there are alot of lost emojis for my expression are not available and words become short , the paragraph starts continuous and never ends it's endless pain which never ends ...........♾️♾️♾️♾️
I m hearing this because i got some feeling that my crush likes my best friend 🌚
yikes
@@zubairkhattak9015 ik right?
my crush flirts with my best friend every time in near him
My heart is crushed so bad I cry every night knowing he loves my worst enemy and I just curl up and they expects me to be happy but I can't hide my depression anymore I will never be the same again
As everyone is sharing their stories. I've got too!
So I've crush on this guy and he somehow came to know I loved him. So he said I'm too good and he's not good for me and I deserve better man than him. He asked me to forget him, in the end he didn't say me whether he had feelings for me Or not🙃💔
A little story time,it was just few days since I moved to new school and had interest in her since first time I saw her. She is a masc lesbian and I'm also a masc. We became close and started sitting close during classes. The way she looks into my eyes are really fluttering for me. I couldn't stop thinking about her since and it reached to the point where I even started dreaming about her.for her it's just "friend" but sometimes the way she flirts with me,just found out today that she has a crush on another girl who is pretty fem. I told her I would help her to get together with that girl and she was do happy lol , so now I'm helping my crush with someone she LIKES HAHA :)
Same :'D
aw I hope your crush will like you one day or you’ll find someone else. I’m sorry for writing this too late
I had really lost hope for that
None of those are possible anyways
why are they always so late to my feelings. I talked to this guy bc he looked so lonely, we bonded and I found why he was so lonely and sad. I helped as much as I could and he was the most happy I’ve ever seen him. He ghosted me for 3 weeks after that. I didn’t do anything, maybe it got to his head, was I too nice? I help their confidence but when they feel they can do it on their own they leave me. I slowly developed a crush for him within the time I helped him through his mental health journey and I baked him sweets and made sure to bring comfort to him when he needed it. He left school and me for 3 weeks and anytime I tried saying hello, he would leave me on read. Anytime he replied to those messages he would say “gtg” or “sorry can’t talk rn” . Then I texted him merry Christmas and he left me on delivered for a week. Idk, I didn’t do anything to hurt him or offend him. He just left me. I like this other guy now, and I’ve moved on. Now my old crush (the guy I just talked abt) is trying to talk to me again. Why now? Why after I finally realize how badly you treated me? Why after all the comfort I gave you and the pain you brought me? I destroyed myself for you. I cried for you.
He doesn't deserve u
Stay strong we're here for you
Pov : You met him and it has been so hard to get over him. You still succeeded tho and now you only realize he was 2 years older than you, you had no chance. You feel happy
I just saw him holding hands with this girl ,he took her face in his hands and kissed her so gently while gazing at her eyes .
He always gave me signals and looks .i genuinely don’t understand what why and how it happened. I really loved him.
its sad bc there going out with ur BEST FRIEND. and u have to act that ur okay with it.
When u like her but she's not into girls:
*Silently crying*
relateable
/*sobbing
i can understand
This is me i even try telling myself im aromantic 😂🥺😔😔😭😩
most relatable ong
The worst part is when you try to smile but its obvious your crying and sad
There this guy I like so much and he’s literally so perfect but he likes another girl and they’re like dating on and off and I’m crying so hard rn because I can’t stop liking him and I just wish he felt the same way about me and I can’t make a move on him because he doesn’t like me and I look nothing like the girl he likes so I have no chance and I felt like we were making eye contact but clearly I was just being delusional😢
real, thought he liked me but just found out he’s dating a girl who’s 4x better than me
me and this boy went from strangers that waved at eachother n smiled from across the room, to friends, to best friends, to lovers and then once again to strangers. we loved eachother a lot...we spent everyday together for over a year and now he just threw me away. i know i shouldnt, but i do truly still love me...even though he left me and cant even decide why he broke up with me, even though he now loves someone else i just cant find myself to let him go. ive tried, its not like i havent, i just dont want to let go of what we had. everyone knows we were together, everyone know what we did, everyone knows how much he hurt me. even though we do still talk nothing feel the same...nothing feels right it all feels wrong. was it my fault...? did i do something wrong? am i not pretty enough? i dont know...i never will know. all i know is im now once again "the nice girl that smiles at him". its sad bc we made a future we planned everything. we began doing things like adults, we grew up together. he just got lost on the way. i wish he didnt, i wish he stayed, but im not the girl of his dreams anymore. im just a girl. im a distraction. im something, but im not his.
why?
why this gotta be sad 😭
Here's to all of us,to us who wished for someone we knew we'd never have,for us who lost what we never had,I raise a glass to all of us
Though we feel alone,we are all alone together
All of us understand each other and surely that's proof enough that the world is full of enough beauty and serenity for us to move on eventually. Stay strong and keep positive
We'll make it 🍷
The fact that my crush actually blocked me and rejected me yesterday at the 3rd of december
I hope you’re doing better today. You didn’t deserve that just for liking another human being.
I just pretty much blew it with my crush i really really really like him but i guess he didnt feel the same i was sure he did but.. I guess not but i really like him but idk whem ill find the one i just feel like crying and just not being here.
Pov: you’re up late on a night/morning thinking so damn hard where things went wrong. Was it me? Something I’d done? Showed? Ig I’ll never know bc there was no closer. She was the most hilarious, intelligent, sarcastic woman I’ve ever known, like she literally changed my life without even knowing. It hurt seeing her leave off to school knowing she’ll change & meet new people & forget about the promises we made during the cloud 9 stage of our relationship. It may not have lasted long but still the adrenaline of excitement, joy, happiness, the fkn butterflies were all pure genuine feelings like literally LOVE! 💔 I still can’t get over you, I hope you’re doing well & gettin that mf scholarship..(but I know you’re doing more than that)😏 Just know im hurting, like chest pains/lost of breath when I think of all of our good memories & my relapse hit hard. These other thotties ain’t shit… but it’s funny how it works both ways. Never thought life could be so high & then so low within months. Idk when I’ll recover, might never but for now puffin on this flower/slammin henny seems to be the only solution. I hope everyone reading this experiences the best glow up of their lives & continue to thrive towards ur dreams!
Same though like what does he have that I don’t every crush i had either had boyfriend or dint like me it’s tuff out here for men
idk if I even like him, but he treats me so so well (context: he’s one of my closet frds). unfortunately, he moved to the us a few months ago- before that he would call me pretty, tell me when some people are, say, talking behind my back: and just genuinely being such an amazing friend. funny thing is I genuinely thought I would marry him??? don’t mind me he was so so sweet and an amazing person in general- I stopped liking a while ago but when I heard he had a new crush or whatever I was happy? But I wasn’t. Just the thought that we would be doing all that for another girl breaks my heart, but I’m happy? No wait no yes, hold on.