Without revealing any names, I can tell you that I know someone who's heavily into hardcore drugs. They lie, steal, and have no foundation left in terms of their relationships with people. This might sound strange, but it feels as if a skinwalker stole their body and makes them say and do things they wouldn't normally do. The worst part? It's like attending a daily funeral for the person you once knew, a never-ending goodbye. So while these drugs might feel good for the people taking them, their loved ones are suffering. I hope you keep recovery.
This is a really well written description of how someone who starts being dependent on drugs or alcohol can seem alien to you. I have a friend in a similar situation and it's now almost impossible to trust him which is very saddening.
I appreciate your story, but I'd also like to add, (not that I'm conding using at all) however not every tweaker, homeless or not, will try to steal. Many would , not gonna lie about that but, some people just are themselves in a way just a whole lot more elevated in that sense. Admittedly ,however, I can understand that even those who most likely will not steal from you, could potentially end up stealing, so, in a way I agree but just don't assume that that's the case. Unfortunately, I've been using meth for six years and I've been trying to find inspiration by watching youtube videos pertaining to this epidemic. I appreciate your story, keep sharing your thoughts. It has inspired me to hopefully one day share through this platform if I can find recovery. I've been through rehab just recently, however it has not seemed to cure me.. I am not giving up the fight. I just understand that it has not gotten easier. I also was going to school when I started. I went from having a 3.8 GPA , making the dean's list , to walking around Turlock with a grocery cart talking to myself. So, in a lot of ways I could definitely relate. Thank you for sharing Emma.
I started because mental illnesses reduced me to ashes and my cousin Anthony talked me into shooting some. ADHD was gone depression was gone etc... I'm clean but my biggest risk for using is LONELINESS. Meth cost me everyone.
Girl you’re so beautiful and still so young good for you for getting sober and figuring it out sooner than later def could never tell upon your appearance you have ever tried meth. Wishing you the best x
Just found your channel yesterday, and I’m so happy I did!! My partner is still recovering from 4 years of intense daily meth use, and it’s been about 4 years since he’s been clean, but we’re still dealing with the effects and although it’s a lot better now, I have been wanting to find ways to help him further. Thank you for sharing your story and supporting people to stay clean!! I’m very glad I found you!!
Wow. Thank you for sharing that. That brought me to tears. It would have been easy to just accept thats how it was gonna be, when you were at your low. The fact that you did not let THAT MOMENT define you, gives us a clue. On just how strong you can be. You are an amazing, brave, emotionally strong beautiful, young woman. That has a important story to tell. Of a life saved. Showing that it is possible. I bet theres young women that are in that life right now, who where prob nodding along listening to your story. About getting ripped off and taken advantage of by prople who operate in that word. I very glad to see that is not where your story ended Miss. You’re doing great. Keep going. You got this. Stay Awesome Miss. ✌️😎 Philadelphia, USA
Literally everything you talk on has been my case too at one point or another. I love your honesty. I was always terrified to bring these things up. I just friend requested you on FB!
Glad i was a heroin addict i fell out a few times got in some police trouble etc but man i can only imagine staying up 5 days not eating going into a psychosis etc im prone when sober to have delusions i could only imagine having that in my system lol glad u made it out of thag life tho
I've died on a bunch of drugs. Multiple times and even through all of that the only thing I regret is not being there for people that needed me. Most of those people are dead partially because of me not being strong enough to save them. Something that helps me is overcoming trial, I break my limits in everything I do. P.S. you are so cute😊 I could listen to you talk all day 😊😂.
My wife and I are addicted to crack and cocaine. We were introduced to meth about a year ago. We were at a party with friends when my wife’s girlfriend took her into a room. A few minutes later my wife came out to get me. My first time smoking meth..with my wife and her girlfriend. We smoke it occasionally.
Meth has the stigma crack had in the past, but from what I have heard is that speed is great for certain types of work, if you did have major depression or cronic fatige some other shit where you cant get out of bed it would be great. providing you were other wise healthy and young and in good condition.
Never did meth, never will. I see people around here doing it a lot lately. Makes me feel sick because I know how it ruins peoples lives. I had a friend who was a user and I watched it hollow her out, living in her car kind of shit. We lost contact but I pray for her every day. Well I had to cut her out. I miss her so much but I had to
You had to why? Because you are a shit friend with a selfish weak heart... If this person was really a good friend and had never stolen from you or shown any I'll will towards you... You flipping on them and acting like they are now garbage is likely one of the things that hurt them and stick with them daily.. I have personally witnessed nearly the whole world suddenly act like I am a piece of trash. Yet I am still me. I might have worse mood swings or be less healthy looking. Or seem like something is a little off.. but I still work, still have hobbies, never have ever ever wronged or stolen from anyone or lied to them. Now I wish maybe I would have. Because if I would have been a liar than I wouldn't have been so up front about what I do. I openly told many people. Not believing that just a WORD would make them hate me so much. 98% of people are functioning in life in a realm of a social hierarchy. And they fight for status and position. Which is why fancy cars, houses, and fuckin people over to make more and more money is perfectly except able. But someone who is damaged from trauma in life no fault of their own and who can't function in this upside down society.. we are not tolerated. Even if we are the kindest, most empathic, giving, smart, strong, knowledgeable person they have ever known... That doesn't matter. Others come to realize only see the overall status you have which MAYBE those qualities are part of. But honestly anything pure and good is more like tolerated in spite of than attributed to a person's status. Terns out people only liked me because I was tall, spoke well and with a quick wit so they were affraid of me because I could ruin them with my speech... I am only learning how different and how shitty most people are than myself. And honestly I could be the worst drug addict in the world and I would still know that I AM BETTER than YOU
Tough decision. But yeah sometimes you have to let them go else they can affect you as well. Also it’s painful to see someone waste themselves away and not be able to do much about it.
heres my theroy on why youtubes algorithm recomends vids like this to folks like us i think we watch and seek out non advertiser friendly content so much that youtube doesnt know where to send us so they push small youtubers on us so we can fatten them up or cut them down i think we are part of quality control and taste making because we arent profitable but we watch a lot of content so we are useful
It binds to opioid receptors in the brain. Drugs like naltrexone and vivitrol block Kratom as well. It’s extremely addictive and I’m speaking from experience. Not saying everyone will have a negative experience with it. But these things are true
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Without revealing any names, I can tell you that I know someone who's heavily into hardcore drugs. They lie, steal, and have no foundation left in terms of their relationships with people. This might sound strange, but it feels as if a skinwalker stole their body and makes them say and do things they wouldn't normally do. The worst part? It's like attending a daily funeral for the person you once knew, a never-ending goodbye. So while these drugs might feel good for the people taking them, their loved ones are suffering. I hope you keep recovery.
This is a really well written description of how someone who starts being dependent on drugs or alcohol can seem alien to you. I have a friend in a similar situation and it's now almost impossible to trust him which is very saddening.
Nice!
I appreciate your story, but I'd also like to add, (not that I'm conding using at all) however not every tweaker, homeless or not, will try to steal. Many would , not gonna lie about that but, some people just are themselves in a way just a whole lot more elevated in that sense. Admittedly ,however, I can understand that even those who most likely will not steal from you, could potentially end up stealing, so, in a way I agree but just don't assume that that's the case. Unfortunately, I've been using meth for six years and I've been trying to find inspiration by watching youtube videos pertaining to this epidemic. I appreciate your story, keep sharing your thoughts. It has inspired me to hopefully one day share through this platform if I can find recovery. I've been through rehab just recently, however it has not seemed to cure me.. I am not giving up the fight. I just understand that it has not gotten easier. I also was going to school when I started. I went from having a 3.8 GPA , making the dean's list , to walking around Turlock with a grocery cart talking to myself. So, in a lot of ways I could definitely relate. Thank you for sharing Emma.
I started because mental illnesses reduced me to ashes and my cousin Anthony talked me into shooting some. ADHD was gone depression was gone etc...
I'm clean but my biggest risk for using is LONELINESS. Meth cost me everyone.
Girl you’re so beautiful and still so young good for you for getting sober and figuring it out sooner than later def could never tell upon your appearance you have ever tried meth. Wishing you the best x
Not opening the meth door...that's good advice! Good luck with your continued straightbriety.
Just found your channel yesterday, and I’m so happy I did!! My partner is still recovering from 4 years of intense daily meth use, and it’s been about 4 years since he’s been clean, but we’re still dealing with the effects and although it’s a lot better now, I have been wanting to find ways to help him further. Thank you for sharing your story and supporting people to stay clean!! I’m very glad I found you!!
Wow. Thank you for sharing that. That brought me to tears. It would have been easy to just accept thats how it was gonna be, when you were at your low. The fact that you did not let THAT MOMENT define you, gives us a clue. On just how strong you can be.
You are an amazing, brave, emotionally strong beautiful, young woman. That has a important story to tell. Of a life saved. Showing that it is possible. I bet theres young women that are in that life right now, who where prob nodding along listening to your story. About getting ripped off and taken advantage of by prople who operate in that word.
I very glad to see that is not where your story ended Miss.
You’re doing great.
Keep going.
You got this.
Stay Awesome Miss.
✌️😎
Philadelphia, USA
Literally everything you talk on has been my case too at one point or another. I love your honesty. I was always terrified to bring these things up. I just friend requested you on FB!
Glad i was a heroin addict i fell out a few times got in some police trouble etc but man i can only imagine staying up 5 days not eating going into a psychosis etc im prone when sober to have delusions i could only imagine having that in my system lol glad u made it out of thag life tho
I've died on a bunch of drugs. Multiple times and even through all of that the only thing I regret is not being there for people that needed me. Most of those people are dead partially because of me not being strong enough to save them. Something that helps me is overcoming trial, I break my limits in everything I do. P.S. you are so cute😊 I could listen to you talk all day 😊😂.
My wife and I are addicted to crack and cocaine. We were introduced to meth about a year ago. We were at a party with friends when my wife’s girlfriend took her into a room. A few minutes later my wife came out to get me. My first time smoking meth..with my wife and her girlfriend. We smoke it occasionally.
My brother lost his excellent job and got arrested. He still isn’t interested in rehab. I wish he would try, probably take a few tries.
Meth has the stigma crack had in the past, but from what I have heard is that speed is great for certain types of work, if you did
have major depression or cronic fatige some other shit where you cant get out of bed it would be great. providing you were other wise healthy and young and in good condition.
Most Beautiful eyes ever
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Never did meth, never will. I see people around here doing it a lot lately. Makes me feel sick because I know how it ruins peoples lives. I had a friend who was a user and I watched it hollow her out, living in her car kind of shit. We lost contact but I pray for her every day. Well I had to cut her out. I miss her so much but I had to
You had to why? Because you are a shit friend with a selfish weak heart... If this person was really a good friend and had never stolen from you or shown any I'll will towards you... You flipping on them and acting like they are now garbage is likely one of the things that hurt them and stick with them daily.. I have personally witnessed nearly the whole world suddenly act like I am a piece of trash. Yet I am still me. I might have worse mood swings or be less healthy looking. Or seem like something is a little off.. but I still work, still have hobbies, never have ever ever wronged or stolen from anyone or lied to them. Now I wish maybe I would have. Because if I would have been a liar than I wouldn't have been so up front about what I do. I openly told many people. Not believing that just a WORD would make them hate me so much.
98% of people are functioning in life in a realm of a social hierarchy. And they fight for status and position. Which is why fancy cars, houses, and fuckin people over to make more and more money is perfectly except able. But someone who is damaged from trauma in life no fault of their own and who can't function in this upside down society.. we are not tolerated. Even if we are the kindest, most empathic, giving, smart, strong, knowledgeable person they have ever known... That doesn't matter. Others come to realize only see the overall status you have which MAYBE those qualities are part of. But honestly anything pure and good is more like tolerated in spite of than attributed to a person's status. Terns out people only liked me because I was tall, spoke well and with a quick wit so they were affraid of me because I could ruin them with my speech... I am only learning how different and how shitty most people are than myself. And honestly I could be the worst drug addict in the world and I would still know that I AM BETTER than YOU
Tough decision. But yeah sometimes you have to let them go else they can affect you as well. Also it’s painful to see someone waste themselves away and not be able to do much about it.
Oh I got ideas
You held on ok. I did opm kratom shots for months. Withdrawal was a walk in park.
Gotta love youtube recommending me this vid, makes me sus of what it knows. 😂
heres my theroy on why youtubes algorithm recomends vids like this to folks like us i think we watch and seek out non advertiser friendly content so much that youtube doesnt know where to send us so they push small youtubers on us so we can fatten them up or cut them down i think we are part of quality control and taste making because we arent profitable but we watch a lot of content so we are useful
@Zach-qs2bw bro 😭😭😭 brainblast
I recovered from meth also it was hard
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Kratom is awesome-comparing it to an opioid is ridiculous.
It binds to opioid receptors in the brain. Drugs like naltrexone and vivitrol block Kratom as well. It’s extremely addictive and I’m speaking from experience. Not saying everyone will have a negative experience with it. But these things are true
Too hard on my kidneys and liver.
Don’t do drugs kids😁👍
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Make the kratom vid
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