With knowledge of life, I don't even want kids, they might cope the same way that I cope life. At least, I'm demi monster because I don't want create life to make them miserable
I’m one of those lucky people who have a best friends who’s gone through the same shit as me and won’t laugh. But at a point of my life the mirror was my best friend too ❤️
One of the hardest parts of things like anxiety and depression is when you tell someone about it but then they push you away because of it. It hurts more than it should.
And then others try to be there for you but they just dont understand. They dont know how severe it really is. And they just say everythings just going to be okay ...
This quote seems to be for me because that person you know who is depressed you can’t seem to help them, But they can’t help you with yours and now I’m left hating myself not able to help because I don’t know how to deal with mine. I feel stuck with my thoughts of losing them. I can’t help them because I’m here with my depression and anxiety.
Technology is making you guys soft these days. Reading such comments here shows how weak we are becoming. Y'all need to join the Army ASAP. Enough of these soft sissiness.
“Late nights get the best of me. They know how to get to me. Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me. But I don’t wanna die I just wanna get relief.” If that ain’t true for me then I don’t know what is. The nightly struggle...
I had good grades a great social life, but anxiety and depression slowly started getting to me now I'm starting to fail half my classes, loosing friends. This really hits hard
Same here I try to tell my family before it was to late but even then no one was there my friends left me and threw me away like trash and my grades are dog shit it just hits hard
"You look so misunderstood..." *This line hits me hard because behind the smile I plaster on my face every single freaking day is pure pain that I feel in my heart. People don't understand that I'm not just some nice girl who has a lot going for her. I've been through so much more than they can imagine.*
Same i can relate to this nobody listen to my problems even my friends believe I haven't serious and think they have worst than me they act to me like i don't exist and they threw me away
For anybody in these comments, I’m going to become a counselor because I want to help people who are hurting. You will hear no judgement from me at all because I know how that shit feels man, it’s a battle just to fucking get out of bed. If y’all want to keep your thoughts to yourself, I completely understand as it is very hard to vent to people because you’re not even sure if it would make a difference. But if you truly are in a dark spot and want some guidance, I will always be here to support you. I love you all and hope and pray that everything gets better❤️
Ppl don’t understand cuz no one act cares abt how we feel so it’s better to grow an build your self on your own an who ever sticks w you is the ones that understood you
2020 still watching. I'm With Ya Don't Worry we All Need A Soul To Rely On A Shoulder To Cry On A Friend Through The Highs And The Lows you Are Not Gonna Make It Alone😊💜
Little boy: “Are you an angel?” Girl: “What?” Little boy: “My mom told me those who have marked wrists are angels.” Girl: “I’m not an angel” Little boy: “Of course you are! Mom said only angels hurt themselves because they don’t like the life on earth. The world is destroying them so they try to return to heaven again. They are too sensitive to pain of others and their own.” Girl: “You know your mom is very wise.” Little boy: “Thank you. She is also an angel, but she already returned home.”
Everything is good and bad and sometimes I wish I had a better life but I don't because it's life and you just gotta live in the life that you already have
It made me cry... it describes perfectly how i feel while i can't express my feelings! That feeling when a songs understands you better that a friend this world so sad... :(
“Can’t stand who I am, but it don’t matter” “Knee-deep in the failure of my own actions, but the peace that I keep lacking, keeps speaking to me but, I CAN’T HAVE IT” …. This hits different because it is so true of me and has been for years… it’s hard to help when I already hate myself
Has anyone else cried themselves to sleep under their blanket, think about how they don't deserve the things they have and wondering if anyone would miss them if the ended it all? No? Just me? Ok...
"I hate myself" "I hate myself" "I hate myself" "I hate myself' "I hate myself" I'm sorry mom I'm not enough. I'm sorry dad you abused me. I'm sorry I'm depressed. I'm sorry you have to see battle scars on my wrist. But it's only becouse "I hate myself"
Hey, Hey It's ok, I know everything seems bad. I feel numb all the time when I need to cry. But It'll be ok. You can always talk to me if you need someone to vent to. Just ask me and I'll give you my email.
@@drxmrr562 people always say it will get better.. I think how when I'm not getting stronger I'm getting weaker..I whant to die everyday all I do is stare at the ceiling and just think why am i here no one loves me. I have no one to talk to.. I'm wanna die but I'm dont wanna see the other side of my depression they say I need love in my life no because I was in love and came out They dont know what's its like... I'm going through a tuff battle and I'm losing it bad.. ...
I think I’ll leave this here... I played this song for 8 of my clients, most of whom are on palliative care (ages 85-100), & every one of them smiled & liked it. Nate, you have fans that are a part of the oldest living generation in the world who suffer with dementia & even THAT doesn’t affect the power of good music & meaningful lyrics. If reaching people ages 10-100 is *NOT* success, then there is no such thing as success, period. I’m hoping you read the comments on videos of your music people release, because I think you need to know this just to let it sink in that your talent is endless & affects more people than you can comprehend. Anyways.... love, love, LOVE your music & so does everyone else. & for those that don’t.... don’t worry, we’ll take care of them & make fans out of them. 😘
I don't think it's about his talent, it's deeper than that, it's beyond not feeling like he's successful enough because he knows he's acheived a lot. He just can't be happy about it because he feels like he's missing something. He's chasing something he feels like he can never catch. That's how I interpret the song anyway.
The line "what is success when hope has left you" really speaks to me. I'm told all the time I have nothing to be depressed about so I just bottle it up because no one seems to understand.
NF always seems to know all my thoughts/feelings like he's living my life.. His music is one of the reasons i'm alive and connect with music as my outlet with my difficult life!!! NF never quit making music... #NFPORVIDA
NF has helped me through everything in my life, ever since he released mansion, I’ve felt some sort of relief, I’m still fighting and I’d say this is one of the most relatable songs hes made for me to relate to.
Technology is making you guys soft these days. Reading such comments here shows how weak we are becoming. Y'all need to join the Army ASAP. Enough of these soft sissiness.
"I walk through the ashes of my passions Reminiscing with the baggage in my casket Get lost in the questions I can't answer Can't stand who I am but it don't matter We scream to be free but I stay captured Knee deep in defeat of my own actions Feel weak but the peace I keep lackin Keeps speaking to me but I can't have it" 😢😢
hey. i see you. you are so strong and beautiful, and with whatever you're going through right now, I hope you know that you are loved. I hope the pain eases soon. The world is a more beautiful place with you in it.
Hits deep. I'm misunderstood, I bang my head against walls at most points of the day trying not to take my rage out on others for not understanding. I've been days away from committing 3 times, but lucky for me I have friends who seem to care more than family. If you need someone to help I'll help.
I'm not misunderstood, just not seen or cared about by those around me, I feel that banging ur head on the wall, I do the same... probably not good for my hydrocephalus or shunt, but I'll make sure not to do it long enough or hard enough to cause hospitalization, much less death... I have responsibilities here after all can't leave those behind. I am 15-20 years away from committing, ugh can't wait for it. Glad you have friends man thats really good to hear lean on them, fight and keep going, I am sure you will get through it. and just so no one wastes their time, do not reply about you caring... I find that to be absolutely and completely useless and meaningless... I have thought long and hard about what it is to care about someone, and no matter how hard you try I do not believe you can care about me or anyone through a computer it requires actually being able to help them, it requires actually being able to lift them up, it requires more than just empty, anonymous words online.
@@tiny99990 I understand about the social media part and not caring about what other people say online. People are manipulative as fuck and I hate it. If I could meet up with you in real life, I would. Not sure where you live, but once I become a counselor in the next few years I would be happy to meet up with you or on call if you were struggling with bad thoughts and what not. I truly mean that man. I’ve experienced depression and suicidal thoughts for extended periods of time too, so I’ve decided to help people in need. If you think all of what I’m saying is bullshit, I don’t blame you. But I will talk to you over call for as long as you need me to if you ever need someone. I truly hope things get better❤️
4 years ago I lost my Great Grandmother, she was my life, I loved her so much, I was in second grade, then I thought I was amazing and cool, one day, my dad was late to pick me up from school, and he told the lady watching me until he got there "sorry I'm late her Great Grandmother died today." I burst into tears, he didn't sit me down and tell me, he told me by telling someone else. I fell into a deep state of depression and a few years later, we found out I have anxiety. Sometimes I act like I'm fine, but I never am. I still burst into tears when I think about my Great Grandmother and that my little brother will never know how awesome she was. I'm depressive, anxious, and insecure, I really hate how I look and that leads me to where I don't take care of myself, I think I'm ugly and fat, so I suck in my gut, but I don't wear makeup to fix how I look, I wear it because it reminds me of my Great Grandmother. We would go get haircuts then get ice cream, and on our way to get Ice cream, she always put on a little makeup, then she would put some on me. My cousins just lost a friend, whom I wasn't close with, but knew and he was awesome, sometime they burst into tears, and I get it, I still cry, even while writing this I'm crying. Just know God loves you, I love you, and so does the world. If you're in a deep state of depression, I get it and, tbh same tho. To everyone who read this whole thing, thank you, have a nice day or night, and love yourself. Bye ❤
@BREYONNA STEWART you sound so so kind, thank you for being so nice. tbh i didnt think anyone would care. I hope the would treats you awesome like you have treated me. have a wonderful day or night. stay sweet.
Your not ugly no one on earth is ugly if you look unique then it just means that you are even more beautiful than others I know what it feels like to have this feeling I lost my grandfather years ago I never got to connect with him because when I was a baby he got brain surgery and it made it hard for him to speak to this day I wish I said thank you on that last visit to the hospital or just something I stayed quiet the whole time and regret it I know how it feels to have depression and anxiety..trust me on that one...I don’t exactly know myself if it will get better but I remember someone said those who cry doesn’t mean they are weak it means they have fought strong for a long time...or something like that..I’m sorry you had to go through this it’s a lot and I know it can be harsh but I’m here for you even if I don’t know who you are I do know inside that you are beautiful no matter what and if you don’t think so I know that you can’t change my mind about it EVER I hope you get better you should tell one of your parents how you feel you may be able to get a therapist to help with depression and anxiety I hope you have a better day/night ❤️stay strong
"But I don't wanna die I just wanna get relief" Same here. Edit: When I made this comment, I was in a very dark place. It's been a month and I've started going to therapy and I'm on antidepressants. I'm beginning to feel better now. To anyone out there who is struggling, I want you to know that I care about you and the world needs you. You deserve nothing but love and kindness. If I can get better, so can you. Your life matters. Stay strong.
Don't hurt yourself. It's not worth it. A lot of people are looking for relief, but death will only pass the pain to someone who loves you. I need relief too. You're not alone. I don't have any social media, but if you ever need to talk I'm always here to listen
When i feel like you don't need me Then i feel like you don't see me And my life has no meaning,Dreaming hands out,Tryna ask for love But when i get it,I just pass it up Wow hits hard cause i feel that for like few weeks and it goes away and then i get it again
I relate to this song so much My girlfriend self harms and hates themself , and I try my hardest to help them but nothing I do works. I’ve ran out of ways to help and I’ve just come to a point where I *know* that I am just completely useless. I try to lift others up and help people , but it’s so difficult. I hate myself so much.
My momma always told me when I was in a dark place and thinking about suicide That you should never make a permanent decision to a temporary problem and this song hits so hard. Nf has been there for me through everything
My new boyfriend I’ve liked for over a year and I never knew he liked me until recently. We’ve been close friends for the whole time I’ve known him though. We started dating about a week ago. I have bad depression and he knows this. We were talking last night and he asked if I love myself. I didn’t want to answer the question because I knew it would upset him because I don’t. So I tried to avoid the question and he blew up my phone by trying to ft me and text me. He called me crying when I finally answered his question. He doesn’t understand how I don’t love myself. But what I told him was that when you have a fucked up mind you start to hate yourself when you have to wake up in the same body with the same mind every day. It awful I know but it’s true. I’m really tryin g to change my life because I’m destroying myself. If your in somewhat of the same situation as me please reach out and ask for help. Don’t wait like I did. The longer you wait the harder it is to get better. And if you have a family member or a friend or even if you just notice that someone seems depressed and they won’t speak up even if they don’t want you to please speak out for them. Be their voice. Help them.
Angie the Birb funny story he actually cheated on me and now we haven’t talked in like 4 months but I’m now happier than before with my new boyfriend who ironically is one of his friends but my new boyfriend is the absolute best guy I’ve ever met
@Makayla Morales it will eventually. You just have to know that things will be better in the end. If things aren’t better then it’s not the end. Trust me I know how it feels to feel completely worthless and like you can’t do another day. You just need to find something that keeps you going. “Everyone has a reason to stay” you just have to find that reason.
@Makayla Morales yeah I have times were I hate myself too. More times than not actually. I have people who call me worthless and things like that as well. Just be greatfull for your friends. When you get into a dark headspace think to yourself, “if I were to die right now, I’d never see another sunset or sunrise, I’d never be able to hug my boyfriend again, I’d never get to experience my wedding or prom, I’d never get to hold a baby again, I’d never be able to be a mother, I’d never be able to enjoy the taste of chocolate again, I’d never be able to get that good feeling from getting a good grade in school, I’d never be able to curl up with a blanket in front of a fire again, I’d never be able to cuddle with an animal again.” This is what I do when I get into a bad headspace and it helps for me. Next time you get into that headspace think of things that you enjoy or that make you feel good that you’d never be able to experience again. When you feel the need to self harm try holding an ice cube on your wrist in one spot for a little while. The cold will imitate the feeling of cutting but without actually harming yourself. And if you like to cut and watch yourself bleed try adding some food coloring. It might stain but that’s better then the scars.
Listen to this mans lyrics If you cant relate to anything NF says you are not human When someone can take there inner most thoughts and put it in a song so elegantly, they are forever a legend in my book
I have never thought of myself being able to run into mental health issues. But the past 2 months have proven nobody is invincible to sadness. Each person struggles with their own battles. I pray for each and every one of you brave souls who still give life another shot.
I love NF. Really his lyrics are so deep, sad and true. His voice is so amazing and he can rap and sing. Holy shit I mean how talented can one person be? He's so inspiring and I really love his music. And it kinda hurts me that what he says in his songs might be true. I hope not. And if, I hooe he'll stay strong and maybe one day it will get better.
I hate when people say they like NF but only refer to “Let you down” when you ask them to name a song, like he has so much more power in his name than one song. Mans a masterpiece
Me: *Sees “friends” joking about mental illnesses, depression, anxiety, Coronavirus, and scoliosis.* Me: In disbelief because these are real things that people go through in their daily lives... they wouldn’t know how it feels until they went through it... I go through all of these not including Coronavirus and mental illness, so it hurts to see them joking around like it’s nothing... It’s something to many people but they just stand there and joke around acting like it’s nothing... sometimes I wonder why/how our society ended up being so cruel and empty-hearted...
Pug gamer 26 Is awsomr Yeah, I hate hearing people joke about this stuff because people actually go through it, and if that person is standing there listening, it kind of hurts when they just joke around about something you have. Usually it’s all the boys joking around about it and a few of the gamer girls, it might be different for you though.
i have scoliosis i let my friends joke about it cause its a physical problem not a mental one and its not that bad so why do u care if they joke about scoliosis
This is one of the best song ever emotionally. It is true I don’t know how to tell anyone about my feelings and truly I feel like if I tell them how I feel they would either not understand or just think I’m joking. Because I’m the type of person that joke around about my feelings. If they knew how I feel I’m afraid they’ll not be happy and I hate seeing those I love hurt because I feel like it’s my fault every time even though it’s not. I just want to make them happy but I can’t because I’m to broken. I’m good at hiding my feelings and sometimes it’s not good. I’ve never been good at expressing myself and my feelings it’s impossible. Thank you for reading this. I’m sorry I took your time from you but I felt like I just needed this to get out. Have a wonderful day and days. Always remember there’s at least one good thing in a bad day and always keep that smile of yours because it’s beautiful 🌈😊
I get you I’ve gotten so good at hiding feelings and people think i joke about my feelings but sometimes I would say I wanna kill myself it was true I won’t but everyone passes it like it wasn’t meant to be said I don’t say that anymore but I do have depression and anxiety sometimes you just say your ok and your not so please tell me if you are ok I’ll be here for you because I know small things like this can grow and get worse if you don’t get them off your chest I’m here for you and also I won’t say your username is nobody nobody I think you should change it to somebody somebody
Never Found a rapper that I could connect with. Every word cut straight to my core, making me rethink life till I couldnt help but let a tear fall. The world wouldnt be worth being here without artists like NF and Chester Bennington.
I have had A.D.D My whole life. If anyone else suffers from it like I do. This totally sounds like me. "Yeah, late nights are the worst for me They bring out the worst in me Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think"
It's weird how these songs come back around to me - years later. Been dealing with it all again, and this song is pure power. I can't explain it any better.
I was close to depression once, but God saved me.❤❤❤He gave me his hand so that I could get back to my feet😊.The pain hasn’t fully gone but now it’s different, I have the Lord to give me hope and peace in my heart.Please, remember to pray.God might not answer immediately but trust me, His timing is perfect.Be blessed and always stay safe!Amen.
“Come across like it’s so easy but I feel like you don’t need me,when you don’t need me then I feel like you don’t see me...” That’s what I feel everyday 😭
"I don't wanna die, i just wanna get relief" i felt that on a whole nother level.
So true
With knowledge of life, I don't even want kids, they might cope the same way that I cope life. At least, I'm demi monster because I don't want create life to make them miserable
Same....
Fax
i wanna die, for real.
Suicide thought comes and go like a guest to me
But i dont wanne die i just wanne get relief.
I felt this..
amy kruijswijk this hit way to hard😢
this song touches a whole different side of me. I just want relief, man
Exactly ! Keep your head up, you are not alone
That line hit me like a truck tbh. We got this things will get better.
Yes..
“The mirror is my best friend,because when I cry it doesn’t laugh”-Unknown
Me too
dang that hits deep...
Bro-
I’m one of those lucky people who have a best friends who’s gone through the same shit as me and won’t laugh. But at a point of my life the mirror was my best friend too ❤️
Charlie Chaplin
let's bring NF to the top... He deserves it.
I think if he’s the best version of himself..and he gets to create his vision the way he wants it..he is already on top..
Romein Kadir exactly. If the media puts him at the top then he’ll feel pressure to change. Let’s hope he stays where he is
Brandon Whelan let’s hope he gets better and stay happy..that’s all that matters..
This is my opinion so don't be saying... To much pressure... Blah blah blah anyways I've never had these many likes.
Madisen Dawson so u think you can just comment something and not expect people to reply differently? idiot
The worst part about having a mentail illness is that people expect you to act like you don't
I hope you get all the happiness in your life. I hope that God gifts you all his love and grace and protection. I hope that you live and thrive.
its from arthur fleck book in joker:"
My GF Acts like this..
@@googoogaga8566 lmaaoooo
❤️❤️❤️
The fact that we all relate to this song.. hurts.
Yes it hurts
I don't really have any words to describe how much I feel u right now
Same here i only here because i like the music
YEAH
To be honest-
One of the hardest parts of things like anxiety and depression is when you tell someone about it but then they push you away because of it. It hurts more than it should.
for me i am the one who pushes people away and i do have anxiety and depression
And in the end you're lonely again because no one truly cares about your depression and anxiety
And then others try to be there for you but they just dont understand. They dont know how severe it really is. And they just say everythings just going to be okay ...
Damn right
Alaina T I agree 💯
"And i wish i could help, but its hard when i hate myself". That hit me so damn hard😭
armyxxx sAmE 😭
same tho. (the first army in NF comments, damn I like that)
@@mara757 I am an ARMY and also NF fans at the same time :)
@@chintyaputri6453 me too..but thats kinda rare, isn't it ?
Same
"Need help but you can't help me"
If you've ever had depression you will know how painful this is.
My depression comes and goes.
i understand completely
This quote seems to be for me because that person you know who is depressed you can’t seem to help them, But they can’t help you with yours and now I’m left hating myself not able to help because I don’t know how to deal with mine. I feel stuck with my thoughts of losing them. I can’t help them because I’m here with my depression and anxiety.
💔
i understand, i thought that my depression was gone forever but it keep going and i can't
I overthink at night and
Oversleep At morning
Same
Related..
@@ameliagraham4073 omg same
@@ameliagraham4073 10000%relatable😣😣😣😥
But like me too though
"Suicide thoughts, come and go like a guest to me
But i don't wanna die i just wanna get relief".....
⚘Damn⚘
felt this
when yo steal a comment
😘😘
True... You just got your 600th like. :)
True
My daughter is the only reason I'm still here today. My angel.
She proble is Miss I might be a kid but are you ok? Do you need help ? I Have depression but I want to help ppl that are Sad but I cant help myself
sorry for bad englishe
@@time_day3107 nono your English is great and you are a great person too
Hey are u okay?
@@toobamalik9193 thx you ! uhm Miss?
"Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me, I dont want to die I just want relief"
This part make me cry , it's about how people struggle fight the depression.;)
Same here
Technology is making you guys soft these days. Reading such comments here shows how weak we are becoming. Y'all need to join the Army ASAP. Enough of these soft sissiness.
then relief
Right as I read this it said it in the song 0-0
This dude don’t even curse. TALENT!!! 💯💯
He's a christian. He wont.
He is a Christian rapper he won't swear in any of his songs
@spaghettiandhotsauce true but either way he wont swear in any of his songs
That aint talent when he dont curse its him making good choices not to curse
He literally just freaking did. Literally. "I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with pieace, I go to hell." 0:41
_”Can’t stand who I am, but It don’t matter we scream to be free but I stay captured”_ hits different when ur so close to the edge.
Bro i just want to check
Are u okay now?
Honestly I have been so close to the edge for a while now but there is only 1 reason I haven't done it... My family
NF can rap his verses & also NF can sing his choruses 😍😍
NF has N.atural F.low mate course he can
Nf can also skip the chorus
@@dokavlogs9031 is that an "All I Have" reference?
Yes! 😍💖🔥
B09 Lowang ya
“Late nights get the best of me. They know how to get to me. Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me. But I don’t wanna die I just wanna get relief.” If that ain’t true for me then I don’t know what is. The nightly struggle...
yes so true ...hold on
Going through that
Same, kinda
I had good grades a great social life, but anxiety and depression slowly started getting to me now I'm starting to fail half my classes, loosing friends. This really hits hard
Same here I try to tell my family before it was to late but even then no one was there my friends left me and threw me away like trash and my grades are dog shit it just hits hard
Same i know how you feel i argued with my friends and now they do like i don't exist my grades are not so good like last year i have anxiety
Why the hell you are soo relatable
@@kaustubhsalve510 me who?;!
@@ΒερόνικαΠαραλοπούλου you all
*Someone isn't noticed 'til they're dead...*
So True... No One Cares Until That Line Of Heart Beat Goes Straight...
Yeah
Very sad but Very true
i agree i had a friend who everyone hated when she killed herself everyone including her abusive mom then cared about her
I notice you all alive 💙
“How do I end this pain, suicide!”
“Suicide doesn’t end the pain, it gives it to someone else.”
more people need to understand this.
Simona Saifur what I said more people need to understand or?
@@caseylee1300 sorta does end the pain for YOU tho
@@blurr336 but that ain't the solution bruh
Caseyonaire TV sometimes you can’t fight it own battles anymore.. it doesn’t mean you lose the fight it just means ur battle ended sooner
"You look so misunderstood..."
*This line hits me hard because behind the smile I plaster on my face every single freaking day is pure pain that I feel in my heart. People don't understand that I'm not just some nice girl who has a lot going for her. I've been through so much more than they can imagine.*
This is literally me everyday every part everyone thinks I have everything but they won't ever understand
Same i can relate to this nobody listen to my problems even my friends believe I haven't serious and think they have worst than me they act to me like i don't exist and they threw me away
For anybody in these comments, I’m going to become a counselor because I want to help people who are hurting. You will hear no judgement from me at all because I know how that shit feels man, it’s a battle just to fucking get out of bed. If y’all want to keep your thoughts to yourself, I completely understand as it is very hard to vent to people because you’re not even sure if it would make a difference. But if you truly are in a dark spot and want some guidance, I will always be here to support you. I love you all and hope and pray that everything gets better❤️
I feel u lovey.....I really do. I'm going through it now 😭
Ppl don’t understand cuz no one act cares abt how we feel so it’s better to grow an build your self on your own an who ever sticks w you is the ones that understood you
“Hands out trying to ask for love, but when I get it, I just pass it up!”
Dam man.. facts from my heart, I felt that...
Dam i wish i would of cmidid suwsid that day when my dad die fuck it hard to believe that I can make it 😔😟😭😭😩😥😢😔😟☹️😓
Tom Vielhak I’m sooo sorry!!!!!!
@@tomvielhak2873 I’m sorry 😭😭😭😭😔😔😔😔❤️
2020 watching? Broken me watch this...
2020 still watching.
I'm With Ya Don't Worry
we All Need A Soul To Rely On A Shoulder To Cry On A Friend Through The Highs And The Lows you Are Not Gonna Make It Alone😊💜
Same
@@billieelish4873 wow Billie Eilish is also here to my surprise😲😂 thanks for joining us billie
@@lisalawliet9905 that's not actually her lmao her name is spelled Billie eilish not elish
me quarantined and listening to this
Little boy: “Are you an angel?”
Girl: “What?”
Little boy: “My mom told me those who have marked wrists are angels.”
Girl: “I’m not an angel”
Little boy: “Of course you are! Mom said only angels hurt themselves because they don’t like the life on earth. The world is destroying them so they try to return to heaven again. They are too sensitive to pain of others and their own.”
Girl: “You know your mom is very wise.”
Little boy: “Thank you. She is also an angel, but she already returned home.”
You brought tears to my eyes thats the. Most beautiful thing IV ever heard
Woah this made me cry-
you just destroyed my whole career .........
Everything is good and bad and sometimes I wish I had a better life but I don't because it's life and you just gotta live in the life that you already have
i'm not crying u r
It made me cry... it describes perfectly how i feel while i can't express my feelings! That feeling when a songs understands you better that a friend this world so sad... :(
Exactly.
Hobiz Aesthetic I agree 💯
yep
Ya right I feel like NF knows me better than I know myself
I always see what I can do to help other people but I don’t know how to help myself..
“When I feel like you don’t need me then I feel like you don’t see me and my life has no meaning”
So sad but so true..
I know life sometimes is like that
TurtleGamer UwU same
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“Can’t stand who I am, but it don’t matter”
“Knee-deep in the failure of my own actions, but the peace that I keep lacking, keeps speaking to me but, I CAN’T HAVE IT” ….
This hits different because it is so true of me and has been for years… it’s hard to help when I already hate myself
"Late nights are the worst for me"
🙂🙂🙂
Also ''late nights get the best of me''
Its not just late nights for me
Its all nights
🙂🙂🙂
They bring out the worst in me
@s. d., And I can't even see them because my phone doesn't know what they are 😂
I rly hope my future kids can never relate to this song like i can:(
me too T_T
@Kira Hewett They're not
Me too 🧡
I love this song song because me and this song have so much in common
@Kira Hewett thats true
"Yeah late nights are the worst for me"
That's when it's quiet and everything in your mind surfaces and it starts to drown you
That's when you overthink and your thoughts get the best of you. They make you think things that aren't true.
Atleast for me.
i don't think during the day. but at night all i can think about is how dreadful the next day will be
Everytime I close my eyes to sleep I wil always think that today is illusion.....
That's true "Late night are the worst for me" When my mom an or Nana puts me to bed all I can think about is how bad the world is to me.
Has anyone else cried themselves to sleep under their blanket, think about how they don't deserve the things they have and wondering if anyone would miss them if the ended it all?
No? Just me? Ok...
"Late nights are the worst for me. They bring out the worst in me"
Straight facts
NF keeps puttin out amazing songs
paul cufaro
@@coaltynscreatures4635 yep
It's hard to live when you hate yourself. You hate being around people, but you also hate being alone.
So true!
😭
100%
@@peterpanic2332 Right??
I love being alone but I hate being lonely
"I hate myself"
"I hate myself"
"I hate myself"
"I hate myself'
"I hate myself"
I'm sorry mom I'm not enough.
I'm sorry dad you abused me.
I'm sorry I'm depressed.
I'm sorry you have to see battle scars on my wrist.
But it's only becouse "I hate myself"
Hey, Hey It's ok, I know everything seems bad. I feel numb all the time when I need to cry. But It'll be ok. You can always talk to me if you need someone to vent to. Just ask me and I'll give you my email.
because*
@@akid2557 I know
@@drxmrr562 people always say it will get better.. I think how when I'm not getting stronger I'm getting weaker..I whant to die everyday all I do is stare at the ceiling and just think why am i here no one loves me. I have no one to talk to..
I'm wanna die but I'm dont wanna see the other side of my depression they say I need love in my life no because I was in love and came out
They dont know what's its like...
I'm going through a tuff battle and I'm losing it bad..
...
@@aroramcconnell9214 sry idk why i said that
I think I’ll leave this here...
I played this song for 8 of my clients, most of whom are on palliative care (ages 85-100), & every one of them smiled & liked it. Nate, you have fans that are a part of the oldest living generation in the world who suffer with dementia & even THAT doesn’t affect the power of good music & meaningful lyrics. If reaching people ages 10-100 is *NOT* success, then there is no such thing as success, period.
I’m hoping you read the comments on videos of your music people release, because I think you need to know this just to let it sink in that your talent is endless & affects more people than you can comprehend. Anyways.... love, love, LOVE your music & so does everyone else. & for those that don’t.... don’t worry, we’ll take care of them & make fans out of them. 😘
Sinny
Well I'm 11 and his music makes me so happy and I feel like my not lonely
Billie Eilish And the avocado Roosters well that’s good! 👏🏻
I don't think it's about his talent, it's deeper than that, it's beyond not feeling like he's successful enough because he knows he's acheived a lot. He just can't be happy about it because he feels like he's missing something. He's chasing something he feels like he can never catch. That's how I interpret the song anyway.
Cat Girl Sings you’ve totally missed the point. Totally lol
that is lovely
The line "what is success when hope has left you" really speaks to me. I'm told all the time I have nothing to be depressed about so I just bottle it up because no one seems to understand.
Exactly!!! everyone has the wrong idea... if they only cared hey...
But does anyone else hear the childs voice in the chorus...
this shit hits hard
yOu NiCe KeEp GoInG! When a child sings a depressing song it hits like 10 times harder, I relate to this song so much
I thought it was a girl?
It really does when its true
@@Noor-ce3ny it's a kid
yOu NiCe KeEp GoInG! Now i do wow
Wow ....... Most of these lyrics are hitting right in my heart
Me in a song.
I hate myself
And I still dont know why
Hard to answer this simple question, isn't it? I tried too... and I still don't know the answer
Me to
Dont try it i know someone who tried suicide but his brother saved him and they were crying together for more than a week
Myself
What is ONE thing that you LOVE about yourself?
Nf has helped me so much. Through my depression and my anxiety. His music means so much and I hope to meet him one day. He is my favorite.
Girl, me too.
NF always seems to know all my thoughts/feelings like he's living my life.. His music is one of the reasons i'm alive and connect with music as my outlet with my difficult life!!! NF never quit making music... #NFPORVIDA
I wish you get over all these feelings. 👍👍❤
NF has helped me through everything in my life, ever since he released mansion, I’ve felt some sort of relief, I’m still fighting and I’d say this is one of the most relatable songs hes made for me to relate to.
" I wish I could Help, but its hard when i hate myself," who ever reads this comment and is going through something. YOUR NOT THE ONLY ONE ✊😭😭😢😪✊
What did you do b4 his first track? Remember the power is in you. Look towards the sky not the floor. NF does make bad ass music though
You're not either. I swear.
Technology is making you guys soft these days. Reading such comments here shows how weak we are becoming. Y'all need to join the Army ASAP. Enough of these soft sissiness.
"I walk through the ashes of my passions
Reminiscing with the baggage in my casket
Get lost in the questions I can't answer
Can't stand who I am but it don't matter
We scream to be free but I stay captured
Knee deep in defeat of my own actions
Feel weak but the peace I keep lackin
Keeps speaking to me but I can't have it"
😢😢
💯💯💯
hands down best lyric
I can't have it!
This hit me so hard.... :'(
"Knee deep in defeat of my own actions", I felt that
hey. i see you.
you are so strong and beautiful, and with whatever you're going through right now, I hope you know that you are loved. I hope the pain eases soon.
The world is a more beautiful place with you in it.
This made me cry 😭 i know this is just a random comment but that meant so much to me.
@@pinkkitty_angel don't cry :( i'm glad it made you feel better. What i said is true :)
I' not beutiful 😢
@@keineahnung5583 you are beautiful God says so he made you after all 😉he just wants you to have faith in Him and repent girl God bless you.
Thank you for that
“Hands out, tryna ask for love. But when I get it, I just pass it up.” Powerful words that have so much meaning but yet never taken into account.
This is sad music... But for some reason NF music makes me happy... Very Happy✨
"need help but you can't help me" just right in the feels
"I wish i could help, but it's hard when I hate myself"
I felt that
Ppl still listening in 2021, this is for u:
You are amazing, even if you don’t think it at all. You are alive for a reason
NF it's pure fire! 🔥
Hits deep. I'm misunderstood, I bang my head against walls at most points of the day trying not to take my rage out on others for not understanding. I've been days away from committing 3 times, but lucky for me I have friends who seem to care more than family. If you need someone to help I'll help.
i wish i had friends like that
which is why i think that i might die from cracked skull-
I'm not misunderstood, just not seen or cared about by those around me, I feel that banging ur head on the wall, I do the same... probably not good for my hydrocephalus or shunt, but I'll make sure not to do it long enough or hard enough to cause hospitalization, much less death... I have responsibilities here after all can't leave those behind. I am 15-20 years away from committing, ugh can't wait for it. Glad you have friends man thats really good to hear lean on them, fight and keep going, I am sure you will get through it.
and just so no one wastes their time, do not reply about you caring... I find that to be absolutely and completely useless and meaningless... I have thought long and hard about what it is to care about someone, and no matter how hard you try I do not believe you can care about me or anyone through a computer it requires actually being able to help them, it requires actually being able to lift them up, it requires more than just empty, anonymous words online.
@@tiny99990 I understand about the social media part and not caring about what other people say online. People are manipulative as fuck and I hate it. If I could meet up with you in real life, I would. Not sure where you live, but once I become a counselor in the next few years I would be happy to meet up with you or on call if you were struggling with bad thoughts and what not. I truly mean that man. I’ve experienced depression and suicidal thoughts for extended periods of time too, so I’ve decided to help people in need. If you think all of what I’m saying is bullshit, I don’t blame you. But I will talk to you over call for as long as you need me to if you ever need someone. I truly hope things get better❤️
4 years ago I lost my Great Grandmother, she was my life, I loved her so much, I was in second grade, then I thought I was amazing and cool, one day, my dad was late to pick me up from school, and he told the lady watching me until he got there "sorry I'm late her Great Grandmother died today." I burst into tears, he didn't sit me down and tell me, he told me by telling someone else. I fell into a deep state of depression and a few years later, we found out I have anxiety. Sometimes I act like I'm fine, but I never am. I still burst into tears when I think about my Great Grandmother and that my little brother will never know how awesome she was. I'm depressive, anxious, and insecure, I really hate how I look and that leads me to where I don't take care of myself, I think I'm ugly and fat, so I suck in my gut, but I don't wear makeup to fix how I look, I wear it because it reminds me of my Great Grandmother. We would go get haircuts then get ice cream, and on our way to get Ice cream, she always put on a little makeup, then she would put some on me. My cousins just lost a friend, whom I wasn't close with, but knew and he was awesome, sometime they burst into tears, and I get it, I still cry, even while writing this I'm crying. Just know God loves you, I love you, and so does the world. If you're in a deep state of depression, I get it and, tbh same tho. To everyone who read this whole thing, thank you, have a nice day or night, and love yourself. Bye ❤
@BREYONNA STEWART you sound so so kind, thank you for being so nice. tbh i didnt think anyone would care. I hope the would treats you awesome like you have treated me. have a wonderful day or night. stay sweet.
@BREYONNA STEWART Thank you again for being such an amazing person, I love it so much when i find a truly kind person, have an amazing day or night.
Your not ugly no one on earth is ugly if you look unique then it just means that you are even more beautiful than others I know what it feels like to have this feeling I lost my grandfather years ago I never got to connect with him because when I was a baby he got brain surgery and it made it hard for him to speak to this day I wish I said thank you on that last visit to the hospital or just something I stayed quiet the whole time and regret it I know how it feels to have depression and anxiety..trust me on that one...I don’t exactly know myself if it will get better but I remember someone said those who cry doesn’t mean they are weak it means they have fought strong for a long time...or something like that..I’m sorry you had to go through this it’s a lot and I know it can be harsh but I’m here for you even if I don’t know who you are I do know inside that you are beautiful no matter what and if you don’t think so I know that you can’t change my mind about it EVER I hope you get better you should tell one of your parents how you feel you may be able to get a therapist to help with depression and anxiety I hope you have a better day/night ❤️stay strong
thank you
"But I don't wanna die I just wanna get relief"
Same here.
Edit: When I made this comment, I was in a very dark place. It's been a month and I've started going to therapy and I'm on antidepressants. I'm beginning to feel better now. To anyone out there who is struggling, I want you to know that I care about you and the world needs you. You deserve nothing but love and kindness. If I can get better, so can you. Your life matters. Stay strong.
Don't hurt yourself. It's not worth it. A lot of people are looking for relief, but death will only pass the pain to someone who loves you. I need relief too. You're not alone. I don't have any social media, but if you ever need to talk I'm always here to listen
@@t.s3994 thank you. it means a lot to hear that.
@@t.s3994 Thank you. I really appreciate it :)
@@Olivs_66 You're welcome. :)
@@Olivs_66 I really do mean it.
When i feel like you don't need me
Then i feel like you don't see me
And my life has no meaning,Dreaming
hands out,Tryna ask for love
But when i get it,I just pass it up
Wow hits hard cause i feel that for like few weeks and it goes away and then i get it again
I’m tired... of being afraid and not knowing why...
Putting up a smile is the easiest thing. But mentally... the hardest thing ever.
I relate to this song so much
My girlfriend self harms and hates themself , and I try my hardest to help them but nothing I do works. I’ve ran out of ways to help and I’ve just come to a point where I *know* that I am just completely useless. I try to lift others up and help people , but it’s so difficult.
I hate myself so much.
This is one of the songs that has helped me with my depression
when I'm against the ropes, this music is the only thing that stands between me and all those thoughts
thank you, nf
My momma always told me when I was in a dark place and thinking about suicide That you should never make a permanent decision to a temporary problem and this song hits so hard. Nf has been there for me through everything
Am I the only one that feels as though they can listen to NF sing for an entire day?
I totally love this dude!! :)
It's hard when you have depression but then again your that one kid who always has a smile on their face and is always positive:)
Am I the only one that when is hearing just "I don't see you like I should" slowly starts crying?
Somebody that finally understands what we feel.
” The dont want to take suicidal , they just want a diffrent life”-unknown
I don't wanna born again life sucks
"Knee deep in defeat of my own actions"
Damn
nahhh forreal, this hit me too
My new boyfriend I’ve liked for over a year and I never knew he liked me until recently. We’ve been close friends for the whole time I’ve known him though. We started dating about a week ago. I have bad depression and he knows this. We were talking last night and he asked if I love myself. I didn’t want to answer the question because I knew it would upset him because I don’t. So I tried to avoid the question and he blew up my phone by trying to ft me and text me. He called me crying when I finally answered his question. He doesn’t understand how I don’t love myself. But what I told him was that when you have a fucked up mind you start to hate yourself when you have to wake up in the same body with the same mind every day. It awful I know but it’s true. I’m really tryin g to change my life because I’m destroying myself. If your in somewhat of the same situation as me please reach out and ask for help. Don’t wait like I did. The longer you wait the harder it is to get better. And if you have a family member or a friend or even if you just notice that someone seems depressed and they won’t speak up even if they don’t want you to please speak out for them. Be their voice. Help them.
I feel so bad for you. How's with him now?
Angie the Birb funny story he actually cheated on me and now we haven’t talked in like 4 months but I’m now happier than before with my new boyfriend who ironically is one of his friends but my new boyfriend is the absolute best guy I’ve ever met
@Makayla Morales yeah it sucks but it’s whatever. Sorry about your situation too. It will get better though so just remember that.
@Makayla Morales it will eventually. You just have to know that things will be better in the end. If things aren’t better then it’s not the end. Trust me I know how it feels to feel completely worthless and like you can’t do another day. You just need to find something that keeps you going. “Everyone has a reason to stay” you just have to find that reason.
@Makayla Morales yeah I have times were I hate myself too. More times than not actually. I have people who call me worthless and things like that as well. Just be greatfull for your friends. When you get into a dark headspace think to yourself, “if I were to die right now, I’d never see another sunset or sunrise, I’d never be able to hug my boyfriend again, I’d never get to experience my wedding or prom, I’d never get to hold a baby again, I’d never be able to be a mother, I’d never be able to enjoy the taste of chocolate again, I’d never be able to get that good feeling from getting a good grade in school, I’d never be able to curl up with a blanket in front of a fire again, I’d never be able to cuddle with an animal again.” This is what I do when I get into a bad headspace and it helps for me. Next time you get into that headspace think of things that you enjoy or that make you feel good that you’d never be able to experience again. When you feel the need to self harm try holding an ice cube on your wrist in one spot for a little while. The cold will imitate the feeling of cutting but without actually harming yourself. And if you like to cut and watch yourself bleed try adding some food coloring. It might stain but that’s better then the scars.
These lyrics are so powerful!!! I really have been relating to this song more and more lately. Better days are coming..... someday.
“Late nights are the worst for me.”
Me: *checks time*
Clock: *It’s 3:36 am*
I’ve been up for the past few hours listening to NF.
Secret Sender me too
I'm hearing this at 2:35 am
I took the time at 3 am last week just to run the whole album through
4:43 am for me
No lie for like 4 hrs
“Knee deep in defeat in my own actions “ damn these words powerful. Ppl like NF the real leaders
Listen to this mans lyrics
If you cant relate to anything NF says you are not human
When someone can take there inner most thoughts and put it in a song so elegantly, they are forever a legend in my book
“And I wish I could help, but it’s hard when I hate myself.” Them lyrics are made for me. (And others obviously)
depression is like a volcano its either active and constantly erupting or it is dormant and stays quiet but eventually it will erupt
Omg yes it's such a good description! And always the fear of an other eruption kind of out of nowhere.
That was amazing
So good 😊
So true
gamin aiden well fuck
gamin aiden mine was active for a long time it’s coming back tho
I have never thought of myself being able to run into mental health issues. But the past 2 months have proven nobody is invincible to sadness. Each person struggles with their own battles. I pray for each and every one of you brave souls who still give life another shot.
When bad things happen I blame myself even tho I didn't do it.
I do that to even if I wasn't there when it happened or didn't do it.
Do feel bad if you know deep down inside you didn’t do it
Can’t imagine how many people you saved from the power of music 🎶
It’s amazing how this song and the comments help me more than my family and friends wow just wow
NF real music.. nuff said!! Every word and every message u have ever shared on a beat has spoken to me... #blessyouNF
I love NF. Really his lyrics are so deep, sad and true. His voice is so amazing and he can rap and sing. Holy shit I mean how talented can one person be?
He's so inspiring and I really love his music.
And it kinda hurts me that what he says in his songs might be true. I hope not. And if, I hooe he'll stay strong and maybe one day it will get better.
I hate when people say they like NF but only refer to “Let you down” when you ask them to name a song, like he has so much more power in his name than one song. Mans a masterpiece
"I dont wanna die..."
"I wanna sleep forever..."
🙂🖤
Same here 🙂🖤
Same here
Me: *Sees “friends” joking about mental illnesses, depression, anxiety, Coronavirus, and scoliosis.*
Me: In disbelief because these are real things that people go through in their daily lives... they wouldn’t know how it feels until they went through it... I go through all of these not including Coronavirus and mental illness, so it hurts to see them joking around like it’s nothing... It’s something to many people but they just stand there and joke around acting like it’s nothing... sometimes I wonder why/how our society ended up being so cruel and empty-hearted...
Tragic Cow true why can’t people take illnesses seriously especially things like depression
Pug gamer 26 Is awsomr
Yeah, I hate hearing people joke about this stuff because people actually go through it, and if that person is standing there listening, it kind of hurts when they just joke around about something you have.
Usually it’s all the boys joking around about it and a few of the gamer girls, it might be different for you though.
i have scoliosis i let my friends joke about it cause its a physical problem not a mental one and its not that bad so why do u care if they joke about scoliosis
Alyssa carlini Everyone’s different. If you don’t have something nice to say, please don’t say it.
Jokes are just a way to make hard things easier, just so you know.
His lyrics are beautiful man. I legit just dropped a song and this ALREADY makes me wanna start writing again.
See this is why I love NF he can explain some real life issues ❤❤
I love NF he is so relatable he deserves so much more recognition
This is one of the best song ever emotionally. It is true I don’t know how to tell anyone about my feelings and truly I feel like if I tell them how I feel they would either not understand or just think I’m joking. Because I’m the type of person that joke around about my feelings. If they knew how I feel I’m afraid they’ll not be happy and I hate seeing those I love hurt because I feel like it’s my fault every time even though it’s not. I just want to make them happy but I can’t because I’m to broken. I’m good at hiding my feelings and sometimes it’s not good. I’ve never been good at expressing myself and my feelings it’s impossible.
Thank you for reading this. I’m sorry I took your time from you but I felt like I just needed this to get out.
Have a wonderful day and days. Always remember there’s at least one good thing in a bad day and always keep that smile of yours because it’s beautiful 🌈😊
I get you I’ve gotten so good at hiding feelings and people think i joke about my feelings but sometimes I would say I wanna kill myself it was true I won’t but everyone passes it like it wasn’t meant to be said I don’t say that anymore but I do have depression and anxiety sometimes you just say your ok and your not so please tell me if you are ok I’ll be here for you because I know small things like this can grow and get worse if you don’t get them off your chest I’m here for you and also I won’t say your username is nobody nobody I think you should change it to somebody somebody
"and wish i could help, but its hard when i hate myself" can relate :(
I keep seeing people talking about how certain lines really hit them. Is it sad that this song is literally my life. This entire song is me.
Never Found a rapper that I could connect with. Every word cut straight to my core, making me rethink life till I couldnt help but let a tear fall. The world wouldnt be worth being here without artists like NF and Chester Bennington.
I have had A.D.D My whole life. If anyone else suffers from it like I do. This totally sounds like me.
"Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
They bring out the worst in me
Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think"
I'm crying
Your lyrics hit on another Level
It's weird how these songs come back around to me - years later.
Been dealing with it all again, and this song is pure power. I can't explain it any better.
IDGAF who says different, this man is the realest rapper out there💯
Thank you for releasing songs that help me cope with my depression❤
I was close to depression once, but God saved me.❤❤❤He gave me his hand so that I could get back to my feet😊.The pain hasn’t fully gone but now it’s different, I have the Lord to give me hope and peace in my heart.Please, remember to pray.God might not answer immediately but trust me, His timing is perfect.Be blessed and always stay safe!Amen.
The child in the chorus makes this a complete different song.
“Come across like it’s so easy but I feel like you don’t need me,when you don’t need me then I feel like you don’t see me...”
That’s what I feel everyday 😭
Thank you NF for letting me know im not alone and by giving me a method of release that isnt toxic, i really needed this song
* "People only care when your dead not when your alive".* True...