Vaboh - im sick of trying (Lyrics / Lyric Video)

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  • @haileygarrido1594
    @haileygarrido1594 5 років тому +3711

    Sometimes the person that you will take the bullet for, become the person holding the gun. 🖤

  • @savi3591
    @savi3591 3 роки тому +1791

    This song and “Love Me” by Lukaz are some of the only things getting me through these hard times, thank god for music! I love you

  • @dr.batman
    @dr.batman 5 років тому +241

    Man, 6.6 million people are sick of trying. Love to anyone who needs it right now. You can do it♥️

    • @thoelalger2244
      @thoelalger2244 Рік тому +4

      I can't this shit is too much

    • @refined3696
      @refined3696 Рік тому +4

      @Thoel Alger keep going its hard for me too but I can still see a glimmer of hope

    • @irisclemons5627
      @irisclemons5627 Рік тому +6

      Sick of the chaos in my head

    • @JENNY0CEAN
      @JENNY0CEAN Рік тому +2

      Right? The numbers on this one speak volumes of where our souls lie as a global family

    • @orbitthewonderdog
      @orbitthewonderdog 4 місяці тому

      hahahahahhaahhaahhahaha

  • @BangersOnly
    @BangersOnly  3 роки тому +13

    I know sometimes the best remedy for sadness can be sad music.. so I put together this SAD SONGS playlist with alot of the best sad music out there.. Go check it out if you need more songs like this one

  • @madalynvegas5369
    @madalynvegas5369 6 років тому +6120

    who knew that genuinely caring for a person could be the reason they leave.

    • @YouGamersYT
      @YouGamersYT 6 років тому +78

      :( i feel this like no tomorrow

    • @fhhnaa
      @fhhnaa 6 років тому +51

      Damn right

    • @itchynyts2737
      @itchynyts2737 6 років тому +27

      Ik how it feels 😢😢😭😭

    • @vaboh
      @vaboh 6 років тому +16

      So true

    • @Isabelle-xx1el
      @Isabelle-xx1el 6 років тому +6

      i stg🤧

  • @CaroleeLovesyou
    @CaroleeLovesyou 6 років тому +2196

    “You’re the girl that he says he’s always wanted. He must mistreat the things that he loves” I FELT THAT WAY TOO MUCH 😞

  • @ana.williams
    @ana.williams 4 роки тому +8492

    once you get older you start to understand why people drink the night away, smoke their lungs black, and throw themselves off buildings

    • @tishasahota700
      @tishasahota700 4 роки тому +126

      For real 😔

    • @bbk1347
      @bbk1347 4 роки тому +63

      Relatable fam

    • @alleaakers1274
      @alleaakers1274 4 роки тому +38

      not wrong

    • @varun3771
      @varun3771 4 роки тому +130

      That's not getting older , that's going the wrong way . Be good fam

    • @gavinamarie7610
      @gavinamarie7610 4 роки тому +32

      Its aad how yong u realize it tho

  • @chrisyeary9874
    @chrisyeary9874 3 роки тому +84

    Man, this hit so deeply in my soul. Just damn turn it up and let the bass howl. Powerful song right here.

    • @AndrewBarr-e3n
      @AndrewBarr-e3n 9 днів тому

      OK but if Supreme Buddha was right here and told you he had the better teachings to dissolve the old would you listen? Buddha of the past I see several things referring to oneness being the height of his perception. If that isn't the exact opposite of liberation if I do say so myself. That's like saying he was stuck in duality which isn't lost by stripping it.. you can't strip something out of your perception of existing if you have understood it and in some ways you understood every moment as you experienced them. But if enlightenment is losing all subconscious ingrained drives in all directions then even positive is negative when it comes to enlightenment. To achieve this baseline took years of dedication and like him stuck at certain perceptions of oneness can be a prolonged thing because of the discombobulations that I've already pointed out. Which are major ones in my opinion. Observing some facet of oneness weather synchronicity or the sin cycle or the karma or what have you. All of those things just like each moment your experience is a spin on truth. Loving yourself coincides with loving all people for all moments because of learning and seeing those consious ingrained thoughts and how they are directed it is easy to see correlations in that subsiding subconscious cues as we dive into self and it's more like a becoming compassionate to all moments from having an understanding rather than stripping self of anything but the subconscious drive by satisfying all curiosities the right way with the right mind going in and coming out. All moments are to better learn self and others and that carries over to being the difference. Because the things that are perceived as lost in enlightenment actually aren't lost they are completely understood and learned within self and others. Meaning you can't climb that if you are just focused on self. There is a repeating pattern in cognitive patterns in all moments of all experience based on not being toxic the ideal. Or what is described in a bdsm type relationship where every moment is talked through and understood. The reason that makes the difference is because it is embedded in us what the others love language is then and we don't have to rely on ourselves understanding another's love language when this is the only way to do it fully and feel that love... facebook.com/share/p/HzzNRgLdvLrXRMVb/

  • @wyatthuffman6948
    @wyatthuffman6948 4 роки тому +2619

    Isn’t it scary how fast someone you care about becomes a stranger

  • @danamorgan8902
    @danamorgan8902 4 роки тому +1353

    Loving someone who doesn't love you back hurts so bad.

    • @hollymoefelles9049
      @hollymoefelles9049 3 роки тому +5

      Yes

    • @ronwilson4264
      @ronwilson4264 3 роки тому +5

      Hang in there you will find that someone

    • @allstarautorepair6516
      @allstarautorepair6516 3 роки тому +1

      Know all about that

    • @tabithalouise1314
      @tabithalouise1314 3 роки тому +7

      Yeah it does but I'm waiting for him to get his crap together so he can love me back as much as I love him.

    • @smofk01
      @smofk01 3 роки тому +3

      @@tabithalouise1314 Yes when this person feel that you loved him he will loves u but i m not brave😟

  • @xcruthlesscx
    @xcruthlesscx 6 років тому +3000

    Headphones on , eyes closed , deep sighs and heavy laughters .
    Eventually you'll start to cry .

  • @jessicab7165
    @jessicab7165 3 роки тому +23

    I listen to this song every day at least 10 times. It’s my current favorite song. This song has helped me stand up for myself against my abusive bf and get away and be able to be my own person after almost 9 years. Thank you so much

    • @faithwaller9436
      @faithwaller9436 3 місяці тому

      Im trying to get away from mine but I don't have the courage omg so much has happened I'm ready to end it and I have two baby's a three year old and four months old

    • @sarahwaddington199
      @sarahwaddington199 17 днів тому

      I wish I could do the same...8 years with the same thing, so cruel and cold hearted 💔 I wonder some time if he was created by the same entity who created me....narsacist is the only thing that describes him....but still I stay.

  • @babycmd_.4806
    @babycmd_.4806 5 років тому +1705

    "I'm sick of crying, Tired of trying, yeah I'm smiling... but inside.... I'm dying"

    • @19TakeOver94
      @19TakeOver94 5 років тому +14

      Nice verse tbh

    • @denisen4834
      @denisen4834 5 років тому +10

      I feel you 💔

    • @luismercado5574
      @luismercado5574 4 роки тому +12

      I know it's not easy when you try to swim and get somewhere but you stay stuck in the same place

    • @ryangoslingIRL
      @ryangoslingIRL 4 роки тому +15

      but inside..... i'm horny

    • @justgarfield9721
      @justgarfield9721 4 роки тому +7

      @@ryangoslingIRL same bro

  • @michellemba6577
    @michellemba6577 4 роки тому +720

    You know it’s over when the pain turns to numbness

  • @shelbie567
    @shelbie567 4 роки тому +405

    Do you just feel to broken to cry anymore 😪💔

    • @feliciafuller2571
      @feliciafuller2571 4 роки тому +14

      It's called being numb. It's worse than the initial pain

    • @teanacubberley3007
      @teanacubberley3007 4 роки тому +6

      Omg! So broken.. and hurt that I can’t even cry no more ...damn

    • @joshuajames191
      @joshuajames191 4 роки тому +1

      Yep

    • @joshuajames191
      @joshuajames191 4 роки тому +1

      Hah life is a joke right.

    • @FunnyVideos-hm2xj
      @FunnyVideos-hm2xj 4 роки тому +3

      It only gets wors idk why I still wake up tell myself today will be better when it is only wors than the last

  • @dwaynegodard6891
    @dwaynegodard6891 Рік тому +216

    Who else is here in 2024 suffering threw a break up😪💔

    • @Jay_YunGz909
      @Jay_YunGz909 9 місяців тому +9

      I sure am 😢😢😢💔

    • @JessieBowman-m6k
      @JessieBowman-m6k 9 місяців тому +4

      Been going through the same break up for 3 years now I'm sorry your feeling that pain I love everyone and anyone who's listened to this song y'all know real music

    • @ghostz-youtube746
      @ghostz-youtube746 9 місяців тому +3

      I am it hurt bad

    • @demonspawn9896
      @demonspawn9896 9 місяців тому +3

      Nope lost all emotions after my last chicka cheated on me abused me destroyed all I had left of my nan and pop who are also dead and she actually stabbed me in the back legitimately so lost all care and emotions to everyone even had someone hit on me a while ago had no care as I have no care to love again

    • @gameon--dj4tw
      @gameon--dj4tw 9 місяців тому +2

      Been broken for almost 2 years now. I didn't think it would affect me this bad..but hey it is what it is.. Ups and downs right? Don't think I'll ever truly be over her. But It will never be the same.

  • @countrygirl2227
    @countrygirl2227 5 років тому +281

    Feeling alone even when with him . Story of my life when you love someone who is still Loving someone else . Worst feeling in the world have to say

    • @vaboh
      @vaboh 5 років тому +1

      Agreed

    • @KS-mh4fo
      @KS-mh4fo 5 років тому +1

      Whenever your done with him, hmu

    • @ben7373
      @ben7373 5 років тому

      Yup

    • @anxietymuch540
      @anxietymuch540 4 роки тому

      I agree I’m in still in love with my ex Becuase I spent all my time with her as much as I could and always there for her for 1 year just to find out she cheated so I took her back and she did it again and left me for someone “better” when I gave her everything I could and now she’s gonna and now I miss her and stuck here crying and lonely 😭💔

    • @SonicVibe
      @SonicVibe 4 роки тому

      Agreed !

  • @Itzlilyyyy
    @Itzlilyyyy 5 років тому +605

    *he just won’t love you like you love him, feeling lonelier when you’re with him* I FELT THAT ON A DEEP LEVEL💔😭

    • @Rottentaters
      @Rottentaters 5 років тому +2

      Every time bro! 💯💯💯

    • @cassandragonzales5691
      @cassandragonzales5691 5 років тому +2

      Too much😭

    • @nataushaj8297
      @nataushaj8297 5 років тому +4

      You feel like you've been alone for so long and you're trying real hard yet he just wint love you like you love him feeling lonelier when you with him 🖤😓

    • @jessikabigleggins3791
      @jessikabigleggins3791 5 років тому

      I felt this

    • @phiferlo4706
      @phiferlo4706 5 років тому +2

      You shrug it off. Hoping to love him more. 😂😁😥

  • @carsondavis3091
    @carsondavis3091 6 років тому +452

    Just listening to this while reading the comments makes me feel like im finally in a better place with people like me

  • @sea1599
    @sea1599 3 роки тому +106

    I don't think there is another song that I've ever heard that hit my core so damn hard, as this one... On repeat.. good God, thank you for this! I needed to feel this so badly.. ♥️

    • @emilymikkelson4719
      @emilymikkelson4719 Рік тому +1

      If you haven’t already listen to “I Deserve better” by Bmike

  • @bellabox6549
    @bellabox6549 3 роки тому +276

    Once you get older you realize that things never stay the same, and things always end. People change they get old, and you can't really explain your hurt.

    • @VIniDvince
      @VIniDvince Рік тому +1

      true darlin

    • @strawberryteapot
      @strawberryteapot Рік тому +4

      Truth, even if you know they're better without you. Doesn't make it hurt any less 😞

    • @nb16zo_mono1
      @nb16zo_mono1 Рік тому +2

      Truly.

    • @EricaSmithkay-zb7gt
      @EricaSmithkay-zb7gt Рік тому +2

      ​@@strawberryteapotuh-huh sure thing of not knowing 😅 unexpected n explained is best understand but not sure words to describe but overall it's not hurting like it feels of truthfully loyalty of loving

    • @darinthomas-rp2nq
      @darinthomas-rp2nq 9 місяців тому +1

      What a cutie... are you a little down sweetheart.

  • @alisiaorourke1181
    @alisiaorourke1181 4 роки тому +368

    Some people just can't handle a real love because they've been lied to and broken their whole life until that real love, and when its there, they don't know how to accept it, or they don't feel like they deserve to have it, and they don't know why they're receiving it.

    • @brandonevans7304
      @brandonevans7304 3 роки тому +8

      I’ve been single for nearly 4 years n I found the girl for me but she doesn’t see me nothing but a friend, I can buy her flowers everyday get her nails done n treat her like a queen but she just doesn’t want me 😭

    • @Belladonna313
      @Belladonna313 3 роки тому +10

      @@brandonevans7304 move on my friend. Don’t get urself into any hurt u don’t deserve

    • @petermeatmeatwagon9906
      @petermeatmeatwagon9906 3 роки тому +3

      And scared that it's just gonna happen again letting someone new in

    • @niteshtamang246
      @niteshtamang246 3 роки тому +1

      True 🎧

    • @jessh4961
      @jessh4961 3 роки тому +1

      100% accurate

  • @isaiahdonahue4274
    @isaiahdonahue4274 4 роки тому +908

    "The mirror is my best friend, because when I cry it doesn't laugh."

  • @kathrynbevilacqua6767
    @kathrynbevilacqua6767 Рік тому +25

    “The saddest part is we could of made it , if you loved me half the amount i loved you…“

  • @joncell7582
    @joncell7582 6 років тому +1723

    Anyone sick and tired of trying to trying to get crushes you can’t get 🤕

    • @thegemini3147
      @thegemini3147 6 років тому +6

      Heck yeah

    • @brandon8997
      @brandon8997 6 років тому +28

      You can get em bro. When i was younger i told my friend who i liked and he literally told me i couldnt get her. Well 4 days later i got her. Just chase your crush. You miss all the shots you dont take

    • @MidwestMTBAdventures
      @MidwestMTBAdventures 5 років тому +22

      Eh you can get "The Girl" Hell I did. 6 fucking years it was great. and guess what? IT fucking sucks now...Even if the dream happens it can still go to shit. The grass is not always greener on the other side... :/

    • @thegemini3147
      @thegemini3147 5 років тому +1

      Wow...

    • @inhumanpapi565
      @inhumanpapi565 5 років тому +14

      BranDaDon g the ones you take eventually fade away and out of your system mate.. sometimes, you end up trying for years and nothing happens. Some people arent worth wasting a part of your life over mate.. we don't exactly get everything we chase for if we just keep chasing it blindly

  • @vaboh
    @vaboh 4 роки тому +3290

    Y'all have played my song almost 10m times... 🤯

    • @BangersOnly
      @BangersOnly  4 роки тому +125

      damn man this upload is so incredible to me. Almost two years ago now, crazy to see all that has changed for us since this released. Proud of you man

    • @filipdimov1733
      @filipdimov1733 4 роки тому +17

      You just hit the 10mil mark. Congrats it's a nice chill song.

    • @livvliv3
      @livvliv3 4 роки тому +21

      just found this song an hour ago and have been playin on repeat ever since 🙏🏽🎶♾

    • @la-reinadolley6574
      @la-reinadolley6574 4 роки тому +12

      Love this song ♥️

    • @realWhisKid
      @realWhisKid 4 роки тому +7

      Congrats for the 10M views, keep grindin', awesome Song/Voice

  • @thebrightbetelgeuse2233
    @thebrightbetelgeuse2233 5 років тому +697

    Accidentally pressed this.....
    One of The Best accidents i have had

  • @notaplayanomo
    @notaplayanomo 4 місяці тому +349

    Who's here in 2024 in a mentally abusive relationship? 😞💔

  • @ladypandora9322
    @ladypandora9322 4 роки тому +42

    This reminds me how I fought for 14 years in my marriage for my husband who battled addictions and was abusive, only to lose him to suicide. No matter what some have demons that can’t be helped. Very talented artist and song - cheers 💯

    • @naphilabhalynrah251
      @naphilabhalynrah251 4 роки тому +3

      You've been through a lot. I hope you did not put the blame on yourself✨

    • @ladypandora9322
      @ladypandora9322 4 роки тому +5

      Courtly Beauty awe thanks hun and no I told myself immediately he had the control on his life and I did my best ..he didn’t though. Thank you for the kind comment

    • @angelasmithe9933
      @angelasmithe9933 4 роки тому +2

      Me too

    • @robertpayton9759
      @robertpayton9759 3 роки тому +3

      I just want you to know that you are so strong. The things people are put through in life honestly sucks. I hope you are healing. But your comment hit me the most because of me currently dealing with this and not knowing when the end will be

    • @rikkidawngoodjobjobbie3985
      @rikkidawngoodjobjobbie3985 Рік тому +1

      My heart hurts so much for you... I am sad you had to experience that...

  • @dinihollywood7515
    @dinihollywood7515 5 років тому +149

    "Honestly I'm better off alone with all my white line" I definitely felt that 😭

    • @andrewtaylor1996
      @andrewtaylor1996 4 роки тому

      Your not my dear your a good looking girl hope your safe and well peace be with you always 🕊🙏✌🌷

    • @boysrhoterthanu
      @boysrhoterthanu 4 роки тому

      Me too honestly....

    • @JenLyn78
      @JenLyn78 3 роки тому

      Ditto chick ditto!! White lines don't lie, cheat or play games......

  • @briannamarker8162
    @briannamarker8162 4 роки тому +76

    “He just wont love you like you love him. Feeling lonelier when your with him...” this hits home on so many levels for me. Being in love with a man that i know will hurt me in the end. Saying that im the girl he wants to be with and how im his ideal type yet he goes and starts dating a girl the complete opposite of who i am. The late night calls and texts saying how much he needs me emotionally and physically. But if i was enough, wouldnt he just be with me?? In the end, im leaving him, because i love him. I know im not what he wants or needs and hopefully someday he’ll see that. Being around him is just too much to bear...im sorry for this. Just wanted to explain that this song gives me a sense of hope and closure that i need...

    • @annacowart7391
      @annacowart7391 4 роки тому +6

      Yes I'm right there in the same situation it hurts ...

    • @mariebennett5352
      @mariebennett5352 Рік тому +1

      I knew this was 2 years ago, but I hope you found peace! And love! You sound like an amazing person. God bless you

    • @briannamarker8162
      @briannamarker8162 Рік тому

      @@mariebennett5352 I’m so glad I could come back and see this. Yes I did find peace and I did find love. I found someone who lives for me and would die for me. I’m the only person in their eyes and I’m constantly reassured that I am deserving of love in every aspect of the term. They love me in a way that he never could and I just know that God knew he wasn’t the man for me. God had a plan and now I’m a fiancé with the most amazing person I’ve ever met. God bless you and thank you for wishing me well 🫶🏼

    • @shineyhappy
      @shineyhappy Рік тому

      ❤JHB3 ❤

  • @JasonGifford-l5s
    @JasonGifford-l5s 5 місяців тому +3

    Feeling this vibe🎉🎵🔥😎🎶 1:57

  • @PedroLopez-rl4lu
    @PedroLopez-rl4lu 4 роки тому +403

    In the end it's always the person who cares the most that gets hurt

    • @rod1370
      @rod1370 4 роки тому +8

      I can relate to this very much. I have too much concerned for someone yet they repay it in such a way i don't think they would

    • @jennifergriffin6222
      @jennifergriffin6222 4 роки тому +1

      Truth

    • @haleyheiss6439
      @haleyheiss6439 3 роки тому

      Felt

    • @liesaannmcgee2508
      @liesaannmcgee2508 3 роки тому +2

      It's a double-edged sword

    • @greyl5696
      @greyl5696 3 роки тому

      So true...

  • @onenonlyblondie8938
    @onenonlyblondie8938 4 роки тому +61

    As a person who has sobriety and is going through one hell of a scary break up, this song hit my soul so hard 😔

    • @vaboh
      @vaboh 4 роки тому +4

      You’ll get through it. Stay strong

    • @JENNY0CEAN
      @JENNY0CEAN Рік тому

      Congratulations on ALL your hard work. Here's your reminder YOU ARE WORTH IT.

  • @daisbestDA9
    @daisbestDA9 5 років тому +241

    This song needs to be 45 minutes long

  • @jaimies8941
    @jaimies8941 3 роки тому +12

    Just found this song and it's been on repeat for days. This is amazing and so on point for my life. I cant stop listening!!!!!!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @yvettelicon2068
    @yvettelicon2068 5 років тому +291

    This song says everything I'm going through and don't understand how we can love so hard and stay and not recieve the same love in return it hurts so bad

    • @irajackson6423
      @irajackson6423 5 років тому +3

      Im sharing that pain, doubt it helps hang in there

    • @jwenjwen7
      @jwenjwen7 5 років тому +3

      Because he doesn't deserve you.

    • @lauranaomi6607
      @lauranaomi6607 5 років тому +2

      Worst pain u can ever feel....

    • @lauranaomi6607
      @lauranaomi6607 5 років тому +4

      Love is a war period

    • @Gemini_Moon23
      @Gemini_Moon23 5 років тому +4

      Been going through it for 10 years. I’m so heartbroken but I think I’m ready to let him go for good. Once those papers are signed it’s a new life for me. 😔 still hurts even when I’m pretending to be strong. 😔

  • @agastyabhargava8805
    @agastyabhargava8805 6 років тому +106

    Relating to this on another level. This is a godsend right here

    • @vaboh
      @vaboh 6 років тому +2

      Agastya Bhargava 🤟🏼🤟🏼🤟🏼

    • @lostronin9072
      @lostronin9072 6 років тому +1

      For real I feel like I might as well turn into a f boy because for some reason all these females want a dude who will dog them and then come to me just so I can fix them like some old car only for them to go to some idiot.sucks

  • @Gaijin1111
    @Gaijin1111 6 років тому +144

    Have had this song on repeat for the past hour

  • @angi-leevandenberg2269
    @angi-leevandenberg2269 3 роки тому +15

    I really needed this right now .I had a tough past few weeks and it just feels like everything keeps building up.I am scared that I am going to break ,but I am trying to stay strong.I just need somebody to understand

    • @manuelmiranda130
      @manuelmiranda130 3 роки тому

      I understand I am in a similar place of my own I wish I had some encouraging words for you other than after all this hard work and struggle will be for nothing if u don't finish it. Stay blessed

    • @angi-leevandenberg2269
      @angi-leevandenberg2269 3 роки тому

      @@manuelmiranda130 Thank you

    • @kingsley9840
      @kingsley9840 Рік тому

      Took the words out my mouth

  • @isisparra9733
    @isisparra9733 5 років тому +15

    5 years later.. Walked away with a broken heart and soul.. no money.. But he left me in richmond a day before he even knew my brother would buy me my ticket.. Like trash.. now im Currently waiting on my bus in North Carolina wondering why he didnt come say goodbye to me.. I even changed the departure time so he could make it.. But he still didnt come.. It hurts so much .. Im angry , hurt, & confused. The comment section makes me feel at home because i thought nobody could ever understand how i felt. Thank you for this song.. Dont spend your life waiting on what could be.. I chased the idea for five years.. Very beautiful memories but we werel soulmates that became toxic for each other

    • @Nailsbyaquarius_
      @Nailsbyaquarius_ 2 роки тому +2

      3 years later … I have a beautiful son by someone else … I can’t say these memories ever went away but you learn how to cope day by day.. today was tough so I decided to reread this comment to see how far I’ve come since that day

    • @danadane9287
      @danadane9287 4 місяці тому

      ​@Nailsbyaquarius_ that is so wonderful. gives me some hope. going through a breakup after 12 years and its crushing me.

  • @charlesvarner6585
    @charlesvarner6585 3 роки тому +37

    Hits the soul, I play on repeat

  • @emmaunsworth5612
    @emmaunsworth5612 6 років тому +19

    Played literally about 100 times today wow needed this in my life thankyou xxx

  • @crystalairecazares7879
    @crystalairecazares7879 Рік тому +5

    ❤ Talk about a song !!! This hit home Johnny 5! I felt exactly this!

  • @jamawhittaker2729
    @jamawhittaker2729 5 років тому +14

    This song is so beautiful. Going through alot of pain in life right now but can't let go of loving someone yet.

  • @summersunshine3641
    @summersunshine3641 5 років тому +13

    Tears flowing, heart heavy, FML, shits heavy and on point, thank God so much for songs that help me with how I feel I never have words or straight thoughts without doubting myself

  • @wheeliebiker4941
    @wheeliebiker4941 4 роки тому +24

    i was talking to vaboh the other day and he said he recorded this on his phone thats talent right there people........

    • @TananJess
      @TananJess 10 місяців тому +1

      That's facts no studio real talent the man has.

  • @Zerotrigger-o9h
    @Zerotrigger-o9h Місяць тому +1

    !!This is really something else!!

  • @veroniqueguerci6364
    @veroniqueguerci6364 4 роки тому +4

    Cette chanson est tellement apaisante, et vraie ! Je l'écoute en boucle, je ne m'en passe plus, cette mélodie tourne en rond dans ma tête et les paroles sont profondes ... Bravo, c'est un chef-d'oeuvre musical !!!!

    • @KimHorling-im8wi
      @KimHorling-im8wi Рік тому

      It was understanding and forever giving. What you need to be okay to not lose love for oneself

  • @jetta141
    @jetta141 5 років тому +31

    This song couldn't of come in my life in better time. Battles I'm dealing with. Words are right to the T!

    • @MB-bi5hh
      @MB-bi5hh 4 роки тому

      Right! I stumbled across this song drowning in my misery. Last night was the hardest time being able to let go. And I did. And He Blocked Me! 😂 LMAO 👎 Yeah we all deserve better. To be loved and receiving it back. I'm thankful for music in my life. 💓

  • @makaylatrentham8671
    @makaylatrentham8671 4 роки тому +8

    Down to the details, this is my life. I’ve probably listened to this song a good 150 times in the last month or so. Definitely not the only song of Vaboh’s I love.

  • @steviemorgan6021
    @steviemorgan6021 Рік тому +7

    The numbness has taken its toll, and I no longer can feel the loneliness that I’ve become to know so well inside. I’m tired of waiting to love ,these lines have consumed my thoughts

    • @debil1028
      @debil1028 Рік тому +1

      Hey, I know you would prefer someone who is closer to you, but if you need someone to talk to and you want to throw it all out of your head Im here.

  • @pinjasintonen532
    @pinjasintonen532 5 років тому +11

    "You feel like you've been alone for so long and you're just trying real hard" damn this song hits on the next level

  • @CarlAquaForce
    @CarlAquaForce 6 років тому +7

    This should have waaaay more views..

  • @toridelarosa6755
    @toridelarosa6755 5 років тому +124

    Is this what happens when you care for someone too much? They take advantage of you and your time? 😭💔

    • @ChristinaRebeccaHill
      @ChristinaRebeccaHill 5 років тому +1

      Yup. We teach people how to treat us sadly...

    • @Gemini_Moon23
      @Gemini_Moon23 5 років тому

      Tori Delarosa sadly yes 😔

    • @itzz.Bonnie69
      @itzz.Bonnie69 4 роки тому

      Yes💔😞

    • @amandakenney2117
      @amandakenney2117 4 роки тому +2

      Yes. They take from you. They take your heart and crush it in their hands before leaving you all alone to cry and pick up the pieces..

    • @annacowart7391
      @annacowart7391 4 роки тому +2

      Yes and at some point we all feel like this it hurts like hell and feels like it'll never stop. No matter please don't let the pain make you forget why ...we all r designed to love no matter how much pain does that make sense

  • @madisonjeffries1931
    @madisonjeffries1931 2 роки тому +44

    o those who see this,
    This is a message to you. Please never give up! You are amazing, loved, and cared for even if you think your not. I love you for you and if you feel alone you never are! I know none of you know who I am, but i'm someone who has dealt with depression for 17 years. I always felt alone but once I started talking to people and helping them it helped me find my purpose in life. You all have potential and is here for a reason. Never Give Up! And NEVER forget your worth!

    • @tylambert1883
      @tylambert1883 2 роки тому

      I’m so sorry for your depression I love you to and I dealt with it for 4 years I’m finally over it I wanted to end my life many times I never thought I’d get normal again honestly but something changed recently for me and church good music my son and cigars helped me 🙌

    • @ILOVEEEEEEYOUUUUUUUU
      @ILOVEEEEEEYOUUUUUUUU 2 роки тому

      Thank you for this.. I started crying halfway through, I've thought about ending it all to many times for my age.. I'm 21 backwards

  • @krishchatrath9928
    @krishchatrath9928 5 років тому +103

    I just wanna sit on a high mountain with fog in a moonlit night listening to this

    • @mj.6975
      @mj.6975 5 років тому +4

      Operation Blackout yasssss exactly ....... With my marijuana stick...

    • @haileykenney2004
      @haileykenney2004 5 років тому +2

      That sounds beautiful

    • @kajapisk371
      @kajapisk371 5 років тому

      My dreams✨

    • @stainfxce2303
      @stainfxce2303 4 роки тому

      @@mj.6975 ah yes I was about to say this

    • @dkarp1766
      @dkarp1766 4 роки тому

      Same

  • @tylermason5455
    @tylermason5455 4 роки тому +17

    I love her so much... I wish she’d see what I’d give to see her happy.. just to hear that sweet sound of Her joy pour out when she saw me ☹️

    • @tamigiggles318
      @tamigiggles318 4 роки тому +2

      Aww I saw someone recently that looked like someone I loved very much, but I think my eyes are playing tricks on me, cuz he's dead. Even seemed to walk like him. All I got was a quick glance, but I miss that person being a part of my life.

  • @kennyramey2501
    @kennyramey2501 6 місяців тому +2

    1:19 I’m now 28 I used to wonder how some could be so depressed. But I’ve held in my traumas and bottled everything to the point about this time last year I sat in my kitchen barrel to my head as I started to pull the trigger my daughter came around the corner and all I could do is cry and tell her thank you she was only 2 at the time but I felt as tho it wasn’t time. I never saw myself as someone who could get to an all time low in my life. It’s really hard but I push on because of my 3 beautiful kids. They are my saviors. I’ve been battling the demon known as deep depression for years now. It’s all piling up. But guys I promise you have a purpose. Keep fighting it.

  • @montanasandate6328
    @montanasandate6328 6 років тому +55

    One of the best songs ive heard in awhile🔥

    • @vaboh
      @vaboh 6 років тому +3

      Means a lot!

    • @montanasandate6328
      @montanasandate6328 6 років тому +2

      Vaboh is there any way i could get an instrumental of this?

  • @vaboh
    @vaboh 6 років тому +113

    Hey guys, I'm the artist. @vabohhh on IG if u ever need someone to talk to. 🔥UPDATE: Tysm for 1m+ on this, blows my mind.

    • @BangersOnly
      @BangersOnly  6 років тому +2

      Thanks bro! Gave it my best go, but you absolutely crushed this song. Much love

    • @TempleTonne
      @TempleTonne 6 років тому +5

      "
      lines of cocaine lately, love roller-coaster
      you love me hate me we fight in the roadster
      rage in your veins jealously is the devil
      you sip on your cup 'til your head isn't level
      you feel like you've been alone for so long
      and you’re trying real hard yet he just won’t love you
      like you love him feeling lonelier when you’re with him
      you’re the girl that he's said he always wanted
      he must mistreat the things that he's loves yeah
      you don’t deserve another minute of his bullshit story and I’m sorry babe
      girl I’m high in back of the room fucking with these models
      so many lines on the table yet I feel like I’m lost
      In my head yet again driving down swerving I’m so drunk
      have you ever thought of swerving off the motherfucking sidewalk?
      all these bitches feel the same on the inside
      living life unholy or out of my mind don’t deserve another chance
      honestly I’m better off alone with all my white lines
      and karmas drinking holy water in the ‘Bamas living lavish
      numb the horror of being alone my darling
      you feel like you've been alone for so long
      and you’re trying real hard yet he just won’t love you
      like you love him feeling lonelier when you’re with him
      you’re the girl that he's said he always wanted
      he must mistreat the things that he's loves yeah
      you don’t deserve another minute of this bullshit story and I’m sorry babe
      girl I’m high in back of the room fucking with these models
      so many lines on the table yet I feel like I’m lost
      In my head yet again driving down swerving I’m so drunk
      have you ever thought of swerving off the motherfucking sidewalk?
      "
      Is this it then, boss?

    • @vaboh
      @vaboh 6 років тому +3

      TempleTonne driving down seven I’m so drunk - and commas (not karmas) 🔥

    • @TempleTonne
      @TempleTonne 6 років тому +5

      Vaboh
      "
      lines of cocaine lately, love roller-coaster
      you love me hate me, we fight in the roadster
      rage in your veins jealously is the devil
      you sip on your cup 'til your head isn't level
      you feel like you've been alone for so long
      and you’re trying real hard yet he just won’t love you
      like you love him feeling lonelier when you’re with him
      you’re the girl that he's said he always wanted
      he must mistreat the things that he's loves yeah
      you don’t deserve another minute of his bullshit story and I’m sorry babe
      girl I’m high in back of the room fucking with these models
      so many lines on the table yet I feel like I’m lost
      In my head yet again driving down seven I’m so drunk
      have you ever thought of swerving off the motherfucking sidewalk?
      all these bitches feel the same on the inside
      living life unholy or out of my mind don’t deserve another chance
      honestly I’m better off alone with all my white lines
      and commas drinking holy water in the ‘Bamas living lavish
      numb the horror of being alone my darling
      you feel like you've been alone for so long
      and you’re trying real hard yet he just won’t love you
      like you love him feeling lonelier when you’re with him
      you’re the girl that he's said he always wanted
      he must mistreat the things that he's loves yeah
      you don’t deserve another minute of this bullshit story and I’m sorry babe
      girl I’m high in back of the room fucking with these models
      so many lines on the table yet I feel like I’m lost
      In my head yet again driving down seven I’m so drunk
      have you ever thought of swerving off the motherfucking sidewalk?
      "
      Fixed?

    • @vaboh
      @vaboh 6 років тому +1

      Perfect

  • @rezijavitola1629
    @rezijavitola1629 4 роки тому +14

    "and ur trying real hard yet he just wont love you like you love him" I felt that so hard... like ):

  • @ThatOneGuy-yq9ik
    @ThatOneGuy-yq9ik 2 роки тому +16

    Day in and day out we try so hard to make it through just to suffer the same thing we deal with everyday, we think we are strong enough to pull through but we all have our breaking point, to those whom are almost at their breaking point keep going and never give up

  • @tilliewillson912
    @tilliewillson912 5 років тому +23

    Thank you, for the song, for all the comments. I hate knowing that other people are hurting like me but at the same time it's comforting to know I'm not alone. I'm done believing lies, settling for less. I'm so ready to give love to someone who actually loves me in return. I'm tired of being sad, waiting on someone to decide what they want. I know what I want, and i know who I want it from.. should've been him all along I think, but everything happen for a reason. I just hope I'm not too late.. I don't even know if I'll say anything, I'm so scared of the rejection that could come from telling him how I feel.. what's worse? Saying nothing and never knowing or spilling it and maybe being rejected..

    • @NathenCollins
      @NathenCollins Рік тому

      Never knowing
      I'm about to tell her how I feel. And I hope it's not too late, 😔
      I feel it is though, but I gotta do it. I don't wanna regret not knowing. I just wish I could find someone that actually loves me back, instead of pretending too.

  • @junior12387
    @junior12387 2 роки тому +16

    I feel this song, thanks a million for sharing have a blessed day

  • @ariataco8002
    @ariataco8002 6 років тому +62

    He never loved me and he showed that by choosing someone else and mistreating me in the relationship, if you ever see this, just know that I wish I never met you and I wish I met him first bc he treats me better than you ever did

    • @michaelcrossman557
      @michaelcrossman557 4 роки тому

      Girl I agree honestly you have to walk away and show him you never needed him and you'll never because I honestly noticed and I'm only 12 and I know that there just players and honestly it was to only make them bigger and better I'm so tired of players and all I want is for someone to love me like they never did that's all

    • @jessicamuldoon2057
      @jessicamuldoon2057 4 роки тому

      Same here

  • @NicoleBaumgarten-t2y
    @NicoleBaumgarten-t2y 3 місяці тому

    This song man. This song brings me back to when I was actively in an abusive relationship. I would drive sometimes for hours out of the day to escape the hell of my reality and just listen to this song. I remember the trauma my abuser caused me the miscarriage being one of them. I’m really feeling the pain right now. Music is a hell of a thing

  • @jenbram6091
    @jenbram6091 4 роки тому +6

    Love can be so dark. Yet so light and bright at the same time.

  • @elizabethm1113
    @elizabethm1113 5 років тому +26

    This song is like perfect for a relationship I had. It reminds me so much of him whenever it says "your the girl he says he's always wanted, he must mistreat the things that he loves." He mistreated me all the time, then told me I was the one he always wanted and needed. I love him.. It's fucked up but i do

    • @shannamcafee2242
      @shannamcafee2242 5 років тому +2

      elizabeth m I so understand where your coming from. My ex is a narcissist and such a deucebag but I still love him and I don’t understand why he’s mean and evil....then why do i hurt so bad and still love him.

    • @manuelmiranda130
      @manuelmiranda130 3 роки тому +1

      Sometimes we are just to immature and scared to look within and really admit to our insecurities. Too scared of feeling too vulnerable where the other one uses it against us. Really sucks when that person is everything you wanted in a person looks, personality, and nurturing. Next time love with your heart wide open masculines bc when shes that one and u show her all the wrongs ways that she should be loved. Someone will show the right way. Stay Blessed.

    • @elizabethm1113
      @elizabethm1113 3 роки тому +1

      @@manuelmiranda130 that guy ended up raping me, i should’ve gotten away from him instead of leaving youtube comments about how i love him lol

    • @manuelmiranda130
      @manuelmiranda130 3 роки тому +1

      Wow terrible guy and hopefully most men are better than that and I'm so sorry to hear about that happening to you.

    • @elizabethm1113
      @elizabethm1113 3 роки тому +1

      @@manuelmiranda130 it’s alright, i was young and have since met a lot better people

  • @dntkme9989
    @dntkme9989 5 років тому +41

    Dancing alone in the darkness,for an eternity it seemed. The sunlight, blinding me, and the clairity it brings. A life altering kick in the chest, an ache from deep within. The lessons that were once lost on me, im expected now to teach.. The familar faces, i once longed to see, no eye contact between us, now no friend to me. And the dreams i once dared to dream, leave me so lonley, no one stayed to hear me scream, and out of the corner of my eye, always hoping to find you there, I cant get you out of my mind , all the while knowing, you were never real?!

  • @playafly2762
    @playafly2762 2 роки тому +2

    This hit different 💯

  • @kendralaurenjordan1320
    @kendralaurenjordan1320 5 років тому +7

    Damn this song puts you right in the feels and the flow is so smooth.

  • @brittanyhendrix5577
    @brittanyhendrix5577 5 років тому +121

    Life Is so short to keep pushing someone to love you and make them suffer for you own selfish jealous needs. the terrible thing is we who are forcing on that one person who we think that really loves us so much really deep down they don’t care about us so why try so hard to trap them when they only want out. don’t torture yourself no more let that one go on you can be free from the pin your only causing yourself. This song is so deep it really can put everything in a bigger perspective for sure

    • @connerward2551
      @connerward2551 5 років тому +4

      Yes, but true love is when you keep falling in love over and over, but with the same person, and not giving up

    • @connerward2551
      @connerward2551 5 років тому +3

      Maybe they need someone to show them that because they have had so many heart breaks, because they want to see how serious you are Bout them, how much you truly love them by actions. By being there for them

    • @paulstevens9407
      @paulstevens9407 5 років тому +1

      This just really hit my heart hard! 💯 thank you for the wise words

    • @tessareeves1300
      @tessareeves1300 5 років тому +2

      I never in my life have stayed in this kind like thing if some didn't care and don't show me call me first I was out I have really trued soft I got to find my hard I swear on every thing I love I not me haven't been my hole self because of this person I have but have not the craziest shit ever have keep it real unlike him been to dam honest just wont to ask one thing of u take one last ride and keep it on 100 with me

    • @tessareeves1300
      @tessareeves1300 5 років тому

      Not as painful as some would thank

  • @brandyypaxton.b6974
    @brandyypaxton.b6974 6 років тому +9

    Can't go a day without listening to this

    • @vaboh
      @vaboh 6 років тому

      Brandyy Paxton.b 🤟🏼🤟🏼🤟🏼

  • @rayvicaltandon6637
    @rayvicaltandon6637 9 місяців тому +1

    most underated voice man, love it>

  • @mrs.alvarez4944
    @mrs.alvarez4944 5 років тому +4

    Sometimes we get tired of trying and the only choice we feel we do have is swerving off the sidewalk....but I look up and believe in the man upstairs he knows what’s best for me!. God is Good 🙏

    • @twism5197
      @twism5197 4 роки тому

      Yeah but to others he ignores n dts kus we guilty n fuck it its my one way road to who dat duck knows wer

  • @depression9397
    @depression9397 2 роки тому +9

    Been playing this song on repeat for hours

  • @guillerazo1027
    @guillerazo1027 6 років тому +24

    man this hit home bad

  • @chrisdaniels-gm3qi
    @chrisdaniels-gm3qi Місяць тому

    Deep! Sometimes ya just peace n be DONE! 💯💯🙏

  • @tamarashellum7756
    @tamarashellum7756 5 років тому +6

    Damn this jam is over the top,... I dig it!!!

  • @jacobhron4054
    @jacobhron4054 4 місяці тому +2

    This song makes you really think about your past or present loved ones it still will always hit my soul hard 🕊️

  • @erinbrandal9817
    @erinbrandal9817 4 роки тому +6

    "He must mistreat the things that he loves" this hits right where it hurts me most.

  • @MariskaKing-iy2me
    @MariskaKing-iy2me Місяць тому +1

    My husband sent this to me saying that this is exactly how he felt watching me be in an abusive marriage. we were high school sweethearts and stayed best friends since. Now it's been almost 12 years since I left my ex husband and have been remarried for almost 7 years to this man who treats me like a queen.
    I promise, to whoever needs to hear it, leaving is terrifying but life gets so much better once you do. You can do this.

  • @tianaidoo6093
    @tianaidoo6093 4 роки тому +4

    Just went through a breakup last night, and stumbled across this song this morning.... 💔

    • @vaboh
      @vaboh 4 роки тому +1

      break ups suck but everything will be okay

    • @tianaidoo6093
      @tianaidoo6093 4 роки тому

      @@vaboh it does get better, I love your music and it helps me

  • @adellewaynebravebird5387
    @adellewaynebravebird5387 2 роки тому +7

    Nothing hurts more than walking away from someone you love

  • @marvoc8688
    @marvoc8688 4 роки тому +55

    When you want her more than anything but, you know she'll never be happy with you so, all you can do for her happiness is let her go.

  • @twistedkiki13
    @twistedkiki13 5 років тому +6

    😭😭 omg my life for the last 6 years !!! Feeling this 💯

  • @kaitlynlewellyn7747
    @kaitlynlewellyn7747 5 років тому +9

    People ask you why it takes some much time to heal and move on, but what they don't realize is that's it hard to move on when you put some much time and emotions into one person. You can't just make that disappear over night.

  • @Lenabean46
    @Lenabean46 Рік тому +5

    Still ine of them tunes that grab you and puts the dance vibes....got me again❤❤❤

  • @jasonamiller2983
    @jasonamiller2983 3 роки тому +2

    I've already paid this ,if u have to try nope ain't gonna work. I don't need to try I love u cause u give me reasons to . U R AMAZING

  • @kelking2973
    @kelking2973 5 років тому +6

    When UA-cam takes you somewhere you didn't know you belonged but are glad it happened.....

  • @skylarmelton7864
    @skylarmelton7864 4 роки тому +4

    This song brought me out of the darkest places of my life and I'm happy to still be listening to it today and passing it down to my son when he's in a dark place in his life thank you vaboh for writting this song i love your music man

  • @donaldpayne2257
    @donaldpayne2257 4 роки тому +6

    The trust u put in people when u give them u entirely. U r my heart my soul my life my kryptonite. Dap 4-life

  • @HumbleSavageGang
    @HumbleSavageGang 18 днів тому

    My dear vaboh helped me get clean.

  • @ashleygreenemeier1953
    @ashleygreenemeier1953 4 роки тому +6

    Im living this song this is my life in these lyrics.... And it hurts so bad

  • @katrinahale1368
    @katrinahale1368 3 роки тому +9

    Just sitting in the dark listening to it on repeat

  • @elenatucker8249
    @elenatucker8249 5 років тому +7

    Damn ! I need a refill 🍷plzzz

  • @harleymcbrien2743
    @harleymcbrien2743 3 роки тому +3

    You know... theres come a time in life... when you think you found the person of your dreams... and all you do is try to keep things alive and make sure you keep her/him safe at the end of the day... to find out... everything she ever told you was a lie! Now living with hurt and pain in the heart.. yet you still dont know how to release someone from your head... she knows who she is.. and yes she listens to this song... i just hope one day she reads this and realizes... i tried... and got tired... of fighting...i just wanted her to love me..tell me my life was gonna turn out for the better and now im laying here in an empty bed.. awake at night and nothing really to show for it...im sorry for whatever it was.. that wasnt ok for you!

  • @dakotaknaack7356
    @dakotaknaack7356 4 роки тому +4

    One year ago today my life came crashing down and I lost everything my fiance my daughter and my grandma in the same day. This music picked me up this music helped me when I needed it the most.

    • @CokeKane-z2b
      @CokeKane-z2b 10 місяців тому

      Well I don't know what happened but I am in danger of taking my own heart beat away

  • @TheShyDoomer
    @TheShyDoomer 4 роки тому +7

    When we don't love ourselves it's scary that someone else can, makes us feel even more broken.