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  • NF- Paralyzed Lyrics
    Paralyzed Lyrics
    Lyrics:
    When did I become so numb?
    When did I lose myself?
    All the words that leave my tongue
    Feel like they came from someone else
    I'm paralyzed
    Where are my feelings?
    I no longer feel things
    I know I should
    I'm paralyzed
    Where is the real me?
    I’m lost and it kills me inside
    I'm paralyzed
    When did I become so cold?
    When did I become ashamed? (oh)
    Where's the person that I know?
    They must have left
    They must have left
    With all my faith
    I'm paralyzed
    Where are my feelings?
    I no longer feel things
    I know I should
    I'm paralyzed
    Where is the real me?
    I’m lost and it kills me inside
    I'm paralyzed
    I'm paralyzed
    I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die
    And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago
    But it's still alive
    And it's taking over me where am I?
    I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside
    But I feel nothing, I wonder why
    And on the race of life time passes by
    Look
    I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets
    Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em
    I just watch 'em
    I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it
    I'm at the bottom and I don’t know what the problem is
    I'm in a box
    But I’m the one who locked me in
    Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen
    I'm paralyzed
    Where are my feelings?
    I no longer feel things
    I know I should
    I'm paralyzed
    Where is the real me?
    I’m lost and it kills me inside
    I'm paralyzed (I'm just so paralyzed)
    Where are my feelings? (yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
    I no longer feel things (I have no feelings)
    I know I should (oh how come I’m not moving why aren’t I moving ay yeah)
    I'm paralyzed
    Where is the real me? (where is the real me, where is the real me?)
    I'm lost and it kills me inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed)
    I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
    Songwriters: Nate Feuerstein / Thomas Profitt
    Paralyzed lyrics © Capitol Christian Music Group

КОМЕНТАРІ • 2,3 тис.

  • @lilyyy1270
    @lilyyy1270 4 роки тому +1874

    Nf is my only friend. He's never met me, but I feel like he's the only one who understands my pain. He's the one I always go to

    • @solpoblete5368
      @solpoblete5368 4 роки тому +25

      If you need someone to talk to, I'm here. I may not understand your pain but I can hear you. Remember you are loved. You are cared for xX

    • @jponeill1275
      @jponeill1275 4 роки тому +25

      You don’t know me just like I don’t know you. But, we have something in common. We came here and we listened to this mans music. You don’t ever have to feel like your alone or like NF is your only friend. People are here for you. And for what it’s worth if you need someone I’m here to listen. I anyway I can.

    • @staybin1941
      @staybin1941 4 роки тому +10

      Every person that understands you is your friend.

    • @yvyax
      @yvyax 4 роки тому +1

      Hey I'm here for you your not alone if you ever needed someone to talk or chat with I would be glad to be your friend and i could also give you my ig. I may not know the period your passing by but i also passed by a hard time bcs of depression I know i don't know what's wrong with you but talking helps.

    • @mochi7826
      @mochi7826 4 роки тому +6

      I know what you mean because I feel the same way

  • @tesnb
    @tesnb 4 роки тому +7483

    This song hits different when you wake up every day not wanting to live anymore

    • @Frenchprincess-l7i
      @Frenchprincess-l7i 4 роки тому +87

      True 😭😭😭

    • @eadiecatterill3531
      @eadiecatterill3531 4 роки тому +43

      💔

    • @Lachlan2564
      @Lachlan2564 4 роки тому +47

      Deadrider No 💔💯

    • @tesnb
      @tesnb 4 роки тому +391

      Guys, I was depressed as fuck when I wrote this. Actually almost attempted suicide a few days later. But now I'm doing much better. Keep your head up, trust God, u will get through it

    • @tesnb
      @tesnb 4 роки тому +75

      @Flavia De Brito it's not about the cards you were dealt, it's about how you play them. Keep your head up

  • @gracem8805
    @gracem8805 4 роки тому +2461

    “I’m lost and it kills me” “im scared to live but im scared to die”😫

    • @gachakaely7652
      @gachakaely7652 4 роки тому +24

      I lost my ability to cry when i was 3 years old and life just got worse from that day😔😔

    • @gracem8805
      @gracem8805 4 роки тому +12

      Kaely Fireman 😕 keep ur head up high girl

    • @gachakaely7652
      @gachakaely7652 4 роки тому +9

      Im trying

    • @themockingjays346
      @themockingjays346 4 роки тому +7

      @@gachakaely7652 i lost the ability to show my feelings 4 years ago when my dad died i cant even cry when ive been rejected and when i was cheated on

    • @gachakaely7652
      @gachakaely7652 4 роки тому +5

      Im just really hurt physically and emotionally

  • @dull_demon4717
    @dull_demon4717 4 роки тому +2393

    When you're happy you like the song.
    When you're depressed you understand the lyrics

    • @armyforeverbtsnicole5505
      @armyforeverbtsnicole5505 4 роки тому +18

      So true! 😭

    • @vertigo5016
      @vertigo5016 4 роки тому +40

      “When your happy, you listen to the music, when your sad you listen to the lyrics.”

    • @dull_demon4717
      @dull_demon4717 4 роки тому +6

      @@vertigo5016 that was the quote i meant, just couldn't remember it word for word.

    • @katarzynasowa1127
      @katarzynasowa1127 4 роки тому +4

      I do understand this song

    • @SKY-so9rc
      @SKY-so9rc 4 роки тому +2

      Totally agree!!

  • @nikkiswineford1268
    @nikkiswineford1268 4 роки тому +806

    These comments really hit 😩 God bless everyone

  • @KEYNL.
    @KEYNL. 4 роки тому +5221

    What makes you happy?
    - Sad songs.
    - And what makes you sad?
    - Happy songs.

  • @humanbeing6362
    @humanbeing6362 4 роки тому +1875

    Are suicidal thoughts a habit? Always feeling worthless? Never having much emotion so I have to take some smiles cause I don't know how to feel? Are those habits or just me?

  • @saisree6694
    @saisree6694 4 роки тому +2218

    “ You see those stars in the sky.
    Some of them got names.
    Others don’t.
    But still they are there.
    And so are you.
    Living is only option you got.
    A star never leaves the sky even if it can not shine as the other one.
    You are such a star.
    Everyone got a role to play.
    So have you. ”

    • @tabs3251
      @tabs3251 4 роки тому +33

      You can still see a start after it dies

    • @budicas5259
      @budicas5259 4 роки тому +37

      living isnt the only option dying is too

    • @saisree6694
      @saisree6694 4 роки тому +14

      @@budicas5259 why do u wanna die?

    • @budicas5259
      @budicas5259 4 роки тому +29

      @@saisree6694 death is better then a living hell

    • @saisree6694
      @saisree6694 4 роки тому +14

      @@budicas5259 but why do u think so? U are worth living

  • @nureensyazwanie3911
    @nureensyazwanie3911 4 роки тому +836

    i dont know how to express my feelings....listening to this song is just my hobby when im depressed. just suicidal thoughts i have here.

    • @arshadparvez832
      @arshadparvez832 4 роки тому +16

      I feel the same which is like being suffocated from inside but others don't understand this feelings...

    • @jobiz711
      @jobiz711 4 роки тому +2

      @@arshadparvez832 I do I'm there to

    • @randomman4801
      @randomman4801 4 роки тому +7

      Awwww stay strong guys...but life is full with struggles...don’t give up....be strong 🙇🏽‍♀️🙇🏽‍♀️🙇🏽‍♀️🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

    • @naomipizza1412
      @naomipizza1412 4 роки тому +4

      The Unknown Girl *-yes, yes indeed..-*

    • @genxbeuwhshdves941
      @genxbeuwhshdves941 4 роки тому +2

      Same

  • @Mystyyx
    @Mystyyx 4 роки тому +89

    These comments are a whole mood. I do miss the old me, it's like I've been broken so many times idk how to feel anymore. It doesnt help with anxiety and depression are constantly on your back hugging you from behind bringing up things that killed you so much in the past.

  • @jdfkalfd
    @jdfkalfd 4 роки тому +79

    this song feels like when you're sitting alone late at night, curled up in a ball, breathing shallow, wishing you could cry, but you're just... there

    • @carterbrogdon8317
      @carterbrogdon8317 4 роки тому +1

      Yes it does....

    • @IsmelindaSantiago
      @IsmelindaSantiago 10 місяців тому +3

      Me every night. It’s what happens when you have a toxic family and you don’t have a voice to stand up for yourself. 🥺😖😣😫😭

    • @slavica.panova
      @slavica.panova 3 місяці тому

      I play this song on repeat hopping it will make me cry... so that I can fil something... 😢 AND NOTHING. more death than before

  • @ohleex9347
    @ohleex9347 4 роки тому +286

    You wish to talk to somebody about how you really feel.. Then the thought of being the one who's always down comes to mind & so you decide to keep it in for years; Depression doesn't have a face... It gets the best of us...

    • @Fandomedits20049
      @Fandomedits20049 3 роки тому

      Yup

    • @brianabrown9612
      @brianabrown9612 3 роки тому

      And a good heart and a great blessing

    • @brookebeaudette4371
      @brookebeaudette4371 2 роки тому

      Yep

    • @ChuyasTransMan
      @ChuyasTransMan 2 роки тому

      That's accurate.........
      Maybe to accurate to understand because depression is something that makes us confused even when the answer is right in front of us

  • @cangayaonicole8666
    @cangayaonicole8666 4 роки тому +53

    "Where is REAL ME, I'm LOST and it KILLS ME INSIDE"
    This line ughhhh 😭💔💔💔💔

  • @maisieboca5175
    @maisieboca5175 3 роки тому +8

    Currently crying, my therapist recently said I’m healthy enough to live my life, she changed my life, I had anxiety I had depression I had ptsd I was struggling with my dad, I was struggling with divorce of my parents, she changed my life. So I’m buying her something special and asking her to never forget me cuz I’ll never forget her 😭 thank you my therapist ♥️

  • @emilyqueen426
    @emilyqueen426 4 роки тому +311

    “I’m scared to live but I’m scared to die”🤧 “ where’s the person that I know🥺”

  • @amon87
    @amon87 4 роки тому +323

    The chorus reflects my actual life.Good luck to everyone who's in depression like me.

    • @novagaming8375
      @novagaming8375 4 роки тому +6

      Good luck to you to we all deserve to be happy

    • @Zombae13
      @Zombae13 4 роки тому +2

      :( i hope things get better, I know life can suck alot but one day it'll be better.

    • @sajithsaranatha4649
      @sajithsaranatha4649 4 роки тому +2

      I feel sad for you god pls bless this and I hope you will have a happy ending in your story life time and I think you will be rich and wealthy pls be happy even if your a stranger I understand you I faced and had experience so I have aloft of compassion towards strangers😇😇😇😇😇😇

    • @amon87
      @amon87 4 роки тому +2

      @@sajithsaranatha4649 Thank you, I hope you live a beautiful life 😊🙌

    • @ChuyasTransMan
      @ChuyasTransMan 2 роки тому +1

      Thanks and good luck to u too

  • @familylancaster317
    @familylancaster317 4 роки тому +53

    This song hits hard when your childhood was rough and when you feel like you weren’t enough

    • @raquellemitchell655
      @raquellemitchell655 10 місяців тому

      Completely relate, but it's not we that are the problems! It's reflections of themselves! They really have no idea how damaging there behaviors are right? Then we are left to clean them up!

  • @sylviaalvarez787
    @sylviaalvarez787 4 роки тому +133

    "When did I lose myself"🥺

  • @starboling2561
    @starboling2561 4 роки тому +75

    This one of the realists song I've heard in a while and it truly hits home when you wake and don't even want to look in the mirror ashamed to see the person looking back at you.....

  • @romi9814
    @romi9814 4 роки тому +62

    I just realized how much I relate to this song and it's fvxking scary

  • @user-eo9zp6xm7n
    @user-eo9zp6xm7n 4 роки тому +79

    2:28 best part

  • @echolaughs6120
    @echolaughs6120 5 років тому +742

    "I'm paralyzed, where's the real me"

  • @staybin1941
    @staybin1941 4 роки тому +284

    The lyrics relates to me. This singer should get more recognition because this song is about life and reality not about dating, hoes and money. And for the other people who also relates, all that i can say is everybody deserves to be happy.
    You can cure your sadness inside by praying or thinking about good things. Always remember,
    God loves all of us in this world. Even the sinners. 👭👬👫✝️🌎🌏🌍

  • @jsantiago8979
    @jsantiago8979 Рік тому +43

    I miss the old me . This song hits straight to my ❤

  • @bobthebuilder480
    @bobthebuilder480 4 роки тому +184

    I’m scared to live but I’m scared to die hits different

    • @addisonmcgarry972
      @addisonmcgarry972 4 роки тому +2

      For real

    • @bobthebuilder480
      @bobthebuilder480 3 роки тому

      Yea and I’m not gonna be that person that tells u I understand what u r going through bc there is no possible way I can know but what I will tell u is that life is gonna beat u down to pulp and all u have to do is prove life wrong and hit it right back bc that’s all that u can do really

    • @emilymorrison565
      @emilymorrison565 3 роки тому

      fr

    • @pcpxbotendorastermace9948
      @pcpxbotendorastermace9948 5 місяців тому

      4 reel

  • @markandcheese5434
    @markandcheese5434 4 роки тому +58

    I’m happy that I found NF he puts my feelings in music he’s the best singer and if everyone found out about him what would we do? Everyone would listen to him and we would be left looking for someone else I’m happy no one else knows about him because we keep our music to our self without people knowing our music I’ve been sad lately and suicidal but NF describes how I feel and it makes me rethink, I stay up all night thinking about my mistakes and everything I fucked up and NF has been there for me, even if he doesn’t know me he is amazing 🖤

    • @kimberlyrose6237
      @kimberlyrose6237 2 роки тому +2

      I love NF his music helps with the depression and suicidal thoughts. You should also check out Citizen Soldier they help me too.

    • @katrinastradley1621
      @katrinastradley1621 11 місяців тому

      I could not agree more. He's amazing. One of my new favorites.

  • @CanadianMade84
    @CanadianMade84 2 роки тому +25

    Every beat, every tune, every piano key.... every word in this song ....hits me hard like a crashing wave... everytime i hear it. .... 🙌 💯
    I wish I could hug NF... the pain he feels...

  • @scarlettquine
    @scarlettquine 4 роки тому +178

    Video:
    "Im paralyzed"
    Me:
    Im paralyzed, w-
    Sis:
    *walks in*
    Me:
    Where are my feelings? I know i should
    Sis:
    😓😥

  • @TechNewsAt4
    @TechNewsAt4 Рік тому +12

    "where are my feelings" the most relatable verse in any song I've ever heard

  • @abbiestrait7907
    @abbiestrait7907 4 роки тому +209

    Every one in this comment section. Your not alone, life's rough. Never give up, even when you want to. Don't ever give up, you'll survive I promise even if you feel like your at the bottom of the ocean lost in the deep blue darkness... I promise every one has there destiny a purpose. I love you all. ❤

    • @aalaanassar4332
      @aalaanassar4332 4 роки тому

      STFU

    • @2ndsizta116
      @2ndsizta116 4 роки тому +3

      @@aalaanassar4332 ...rude. @Larry and Max made my day until I saw your comment.

    • @shmiggies9218
      @shmiggies9218 4 роки тому +5

      When we feel uncomfortable, it's common for us to resort to humor. It might be that the guy who said STFU was uncomfortable with how the comment made him feel, and was trying to be funny to relieve the tension. Even if meant seriously, it was probably a result of his own pain. Anger usually gives way to despair and sorrow. Borne of it.
      Hell... I kind of chuckled at what he wrote. It was so stereotypical of the internet that I felt a certain irony behind it.
      Anyways, I'm just commenting to offer "clarity"... From my perspective, I see either a person really resenting the overt compassion (which is common among those with depression), a person trying to lighten the mood because they are uncomfortable with the tone and don't know how else to react... Or maybe be just an asshole.

    • @2ndsizta116
      @2ndsizta116 4 роки тому +3

      @@shmiggies9218
      Wow, you're totally right.
      I was thinking more of the person who first commented with something I found motivational despite the rough day I was having. If I was in their position and someone responded with "STFU," I would be, to say the least, offended and hurt, and for some reason I wanted to get my point across. Oy.
      It pays to look at both sides of everything, like I always try to. It seems I'm still getting there :/
      Whether they intended their comment to be any of those that you mentioned, or (possibly but unlikely) just a mindless insult with no real reason behind it, thank you for providing said clarity, and your perspective.
      It helped a lot. :D

    • @aisaisyaa
      @aisaisyaa 3 роки тому +1

      @@aalaanassar4332 ?-?

  • @dark_sky318
    @dark_sky318 5 років тому +173

    I agree with this video.....

  • @yesikagarcia375
    @yesikagarcia375 4 роки тому +22

    This hit home 🥺 who ever is going through something atm I promise...I do promise..... ur not alone and ur ok ..... don’t give up please and god bless you

  • @Sarah_and_Finny
    @Sarah_and_Finny Рік тому +19

    You don’t realize how good this song is until you listen to it one day and you can relate to it.

  • @anxiousrambling3558
    @anxiousrambling3558 4 роки тому +61

    I just asked my best friend of 7 years to be my girlfriend but we're keeping it secret because her family is accepting and mine isn't and I love her so much I feel guilty that she's gotta deal with me and my problems I've been suicidal for years and she always stuck with me, I feel so bad but I'm also happy to have her.

    • @jdfkalfd
      @jdfkalfd 4 роки тому +3

      hey, I know how you feel. Not in dating, but with my close friends, I've felt the same way. And honestly, it's super hard for both of you no matter what way you look at it. But dang, those are the most genuine relationships you'll ever have. Praying for you.

    • @Zombae13
      @Zombae13 4 роки тому +1

      Congratulations 🙂 I hope things start to look up hun ❤️

    • @anxiousrambling3558
      @anxiousrambling3558 4 роки тому

      @@Zombae13 thanks, I hope you're doing well.

    • @anxiousrambling3558
      @anxiousrambling3558 4 роки тому +2

      @@jdfkalfd thanks and yeah she really is amazing. I'm just really glad to have someone that cares about me. I hope you're doing well.

    • @anxiousrambling3558
      @anxiousrambling3558 4 роки тому

      @@kimdokjaspants yeah..i know, I'm really thankful for it too.

  • @spartan4245
    @spartan4245 3 роки тому +26

    Hurts so much when you try to find reasons to keep living but the reasons hate you.

  • @robertesparza8250
    @robertesparza8250 4 роки тому +334

    When your mad at God while asking why me God.....

    • @Kruk1103
      @Kruk1103 4 роки тому +35

      I've been told that God never gives you things he knows you can't handle, sometimes i feel like he thinks i'm stronger than i actually am. Just try to have faith, you aren't alone in doubt and negativity toward him.

    • @joeyhubbard9754
      @joeyhubbard9754 4 роки тому +21

      How would we ever know God will take us to the mountain, unless we’ve been in the valley. God allows this to happen, but we all know that all things work to the good for those that love him and are called to according to HIS purpose . I was brought here by googling some lyrics that I saw someone post on social media. Instead of filling our minds with depression we should reach out for God and stop blaming the very one that is gonna pull u out!! What we need is a real experience with Jesus Christ The Son of the Living God!

    • @hipxd268
      @hipxd268 4 роки тому +15

      God is preparing you, he is with you... trust me ive been there, he saved me from killing myself

    • @belmadai94
      @belmadai94 4 роки тому +5

      Simply bc He is God and He can... just surrender....
      “The Desires Of My Heart”
      I had been praying for something I wanted very badly. It seemed a good thing to have, a thing that would make life even more pleasant than it was and would not in any way hinder my work. God did not give it to me. Why? I do not know all of His reasons, of course. The God who orchestrates the universe has a good many things to consider that have not occurred to me, and it is well that I leave them to Him. But one thing I do understand: He offers me holiness at the price of relinquishing my own will.
      “Do you honestly want to know Me?” He asks. I answer yes. “Then do what I say,” He replies. “Do it when you understand it; do it when you don’t understand it. Take what I give you; be willing not to have what I do not give you. The very relinquishment of this thing that you so urgently desire is a true demonstration of the sincerity of your lifelong prayer: ‘Thy will be done.’”
      So instead of hammering on heaven’s door for something that it is now quite clear God does not want me to have, I make my desire an offering. The longed-for thing is material for sacrifice. “Here, Lord, it’s yours.”
      He will, I believe, accept the offering. He will transform it into something redemptive. He may perhaps give it back as He did Isaac to Abraham, but he will know that I fully intend to obey Him.
      Excerpt from A Lamp Unto My Feet: The Bible’s Light for Your Daily Walk, by Elisabeth Elliot

    • @markusdarri2158
      @markusdarri2158 4 роки тому +5

      I learned to think "why not me" why someone else insted of me? I dont want anyone to deal with these things so i will take the challanges no matter how tough.

  • @haileycarron2875
    @haileycarron2875 4 роки тому +27

    This song hits hard when you feel so alone in the world...

  • @justsuzie2150
    @justsuzie2150 4 роки тому +13

    Due to a quite dramatic event that happened to me Last year, for eight months I was suffering from depression. Even when I wasn't hurting anymore, I still felt empty and broken. Now I'm starting to be myself again.
    So I wanna say to everyone out there that you are VERY STRONG because I know that some People suffer from depression for a lot longer than eight months.
    CARRY ON MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS, THERE'S ALWAYS A RAINBOW AFTER EVERY RAIN... 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😘😘

  • @Amunda617
    @Amunda617 2 місяці тому +3

    My mom passed away on June 23 and lately I’vd been numb, not happy nor sad. I listen to this song and hits home, all of his music. I can relate to it so much.

    • @JubaronHill
      @JubaronHill 2 місяці тому +1

      R.i.p to your mom may she rest ❤

    • @Amunda617
      @Amunda617 2 місяці тому

      @@JubaronHill Thank you

  • @Sebastiansnonexistentlegs
    @Sebastiansnonexistentlegs 4 роки тому +124

    "Im scared to live but im scared to die." Exactly how i feel.

    • @braydencobb9100
      @braydencobb9100 Рік тому

      Same bro

    • @IsmelindaSantiago
      @IsmelindaSantiago 10 місяців тому

      Same here, all we can do is trust the process. It just means we’re made for something stronger. God is preparing us. I know that probably not what you wanna here. I know you don’t wanna be in this world knowing your completely useless, knowing that no one cares. I know ur probably going threw hell right now, and I don’t wanna promise you things will get better….cause then I would be lying to you. But what I can say, is that…you…are…in…control. It’s you at the end of the day that has the power to stay strong. And it’s hard I know, you might be giving up right now, but ur not alone. Okay, your worth it, you are so worth it all.
      Stay strong. Cause guess what….the world NEEDS you! So please, don’t give up, don’t let those demons win. You WILL have victory, you will rise and win the battle, and the war. YOU WILL! You can do it, I know you can.@@braydencobb9100

    • @shaïnatibere-y4o
      @shaïnatibere-y4o 4 місяці тому

      Me too

  • @luna_the_wolf7698
    @luna_the_wolf7698 5 років тому +554

    I think i need a therapist....💔💔💔

    • @poptartbrown207
      @poptartbrown207 5 років тому +25

      Look up therapy session by nf

    • @Erika-dn7hf
      @Erika-dn7hf 4 роки тому +10

      i have one but she doesn't help.

    • @Mystyyx
      @Mystyyx 4 роки тому +3

      @@Erika-dn7hf same

    • @Its_Monaee
      @Its_Monaee 4 роки тому +11

      Don't do it... The seem to make the pain worse, they try to tell you how to live your life...

    • @dafamuhammad4770
      @dafamuhammad4770 4 роки тому +2

      but my parent dont care :/

  • @cxntrolxerz4589
    @cxntrolxerz4589 5 років тому +65

    This song makes me remember my best friend and it makes me cry

    • @kawther3857
      @kawther3857 4 роки тому

      Me tooo😖💔

    • @aisaisyaa
      @aisaisyaa 3 роки тому

      did your best friend died?

    • @shannonking9860
      @shannonking9860 3 роки тому +1

      I dont have no friends because my imaginary friend says to me you dont need any friends

  • @tobiasluecke2292
    @tobiasluecke2292 4 роки тому +12

    It's hard not to cry while I listen to this masterpiece, cause I feel exactly like this.
    But if a song is so close to you you gonna have the power to deal with the pain no matter what.

  • @FluidLovesPeople
    @FluidLovesPeople 6 місяців тому +4

    For those who are still struggling.. you're not alone, you're loved, and I know its hard but this pain will end.. i used to be the most depressed person I knew.. but I am not trapped anymore.. im free.. and ik you can too.. it takes so much time to heal from it.. but its possible, so don't give up okay?

  • @Jcx-be2xh
    @Jcx-be2xh 5 місяців тому +14

    Leaving this comment so that someone else remembers this.

  • @alinarose5465
    @alinarose5465 4 роки тому +64

    I'm paralized, *where are my feelings? I no longer feel things. I know I should*
    *Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me inside, I'm paralyzed.*
    *_Is it that so wrong that whenever I wanna cry, tears just won't come out of my face? I felt this lyrics in another level_*

  • @CyberQueen2004
    @CyberQueen2004 4 роки тому +52

    One time, one of my cousins drowned in the Tennessee river. Everyone in my family was super depressed.....except me. I was annoyed by their tears, i was cold, i was heartless. I didn’t want to go to her funeral a little. Looking back, i now knew that I should’ve cried with them instead of seeing them as crybabies. I can hardly believe that I was so unfeeling when one of my flesh and blood passed. I would’ve at least say “I’m sorry”

    • @renafathima8626
      @renafathima8626 3 роки тому +2

      It's alright.... sometimes we don't understand ourselves.....you did that because you were depressed.....just believe in yourself

    • @certified_geek7536
      @certified_geek7536 3 роки тому +2

      How old where you? Maybe you were just too young to understand

  • @depresseddino7433
    @depresseddino7433 3 роки тому +44

    all the dislikes are from people who don't relate to this song everyday. stay strong guys

  • @kaitlynnpeters2288
    @kaitlynnpeters2288 4 роки тому +24

    This is my song to God bc I can’t find the words to express how I feel.

  • @Zombae13
    @Zombae13 4 роки тому +13

    I really love this song because it describes how I "feel" alot of the times. I could be in the happiest position and if still feel numb inside like nothing matters at all and this song always makes me feel like I'm not alone . ❤️❤️

  • @brianalindsey824
    @brianalindsey824 4 роки тому +20

    when you lose someone these lyrics hit so much different. my best friend of 15 years passed away 3 months ago. i’m quite literally numb. my subconscious is hiding my feelings from me because it will cause an overwhelming amount of depression and pain that i can’t handle.

    • @katie-lb5sm
      @katie-lb5sm 4 роки тому +2

      Hey I know you don't know be but I promise you'll get through it I've been through the same type of pain. It's ok to be sad. Just be safe and talk about it trust me it helps to talk.

    • @sylvia7439
      @sylvia7439 3 роки тому +1

      I'm so sorr, I can't even imagine how hard it must be for you. just remember things will get better, no matter how sad u feel. stay strong princess 💗

  • @miastarrs4963
    @miastarrs4963 4 роки тому +12

    This song hits close. Stay strong everyone were in this together 💕

  • @amyqc743
    @amyqc743 4 роки тому +49

    "I no longer feel things I know I should"
    I never EVER related more to something than this.. I tried asking my mom trying to say I saw that in a video and she told me that it was people with enormous depression that was feeling this way but I’m just so confused am I not crying because I’m getting better or because I just cried too much I don’t understand what’s going on.. 😞

    • @meboredorelus
      @meboredorelus 4 роки тому +1

      My mother does this two and all I can say is just try your best to get by.
      Good luck with that

    • @inragedhippo841
      @inragedhippo841 4 роки тому +2

      Thats called depression i would reccomend you look into seeing somone and seek medical help. I also deal with depression, suicidal thoughts and anxiety its crippling

    • @xroseiithegem6042
      @xroseiithegem6042 4 роки тому

      That also hit hard for me. My nana asked me if I wanted to know if I passed my grade and I said no and she asked why I just said cuz I didnt care 🤷🏾‍♀️ and the sad thing is that I really don’t care. She won’t even get me a proper therapist yet expects me to give two flying fucks about what SHE wants for me.

    • @leahbess7172
      @leahbess7172 4 роки тому

      I dont ever cry

    • @xroseiithegem6042
      @xroseiithegem6042 4 роки тому

      Leah Bess I only cry when I have to. You got mad talent. 🌚

  • @samanthasura4566
    @samanthasura4566 4 роки тому +91

    Yes I'm paralyzed no longer feel things and ashamed with myself

  • @jeli4784
    @jeli4784 4 роки тому +32

    Is it weird after all someone's been through they feel happy and relieved it's over but then those feelings start coming back but not like they used you, you just feel paralyzed..?

  • @nadinee3258
    @nadinee3258 4 роки тому +43

    this song hits hard when your family calls you the “failure of the family” 🙂

    • @Wayofthebat
      @Wayofthebat 3 роки тому

      Everything's gonna be alright (θ‿θ)

    • @KYLE1654-v7m
      @KYLE1654-v7m 2 роки тому

      I know that pain too well.

  • @pauledwards5700
    @pauledwards5700 4 роки тому +5

    To be loved and not known is superficial. To be known and not loved is our greatest fear.
    I think that's why NF has so much appeal to me; he gets what it's like to go through life feeling like no one knows the real you, and those who might don't care. To press on in spite of that takes courage and hope that things will change, and there are days when I just don't want to muster the effort to leave my bed. Though to finish the quote: To be fully known and fully loved is what it's like to be loved by God. That's the only thing that keeps me going in this broken world, and NF gets it too. That's why he's my favorite artist.
    I may not know you, or what you are dealing with, but I do care. Please be well, and know that you are beautiful, you are precious, and you are truly loved.

  • @ceceplayz2370
    @ceceplayz2370 4 роки тому +48

    I listen to this song because my brother always bully’s me he always liked to see me mad and sad while I’m crying when I was really little I always wished to have a good brother...😔 I’m pretty sure I’m depressed

    • @zepeto_rosie9619
      @zepeto_rosie9619 4 роки тому

      I feel you

    • @aisaisyaa
      @aisaisyaa 3 роки тому

      well i tease my lil bro sometimes

    • @depresseddino7433
      @depresseddino7433 3 роки тому +1

      stay strong. he might be doing it out of hurt. stray strong please. love you

  • @kelticviking3333
    @kelticviking3333 4 роки тому +5

    You guys can't give up be strong i've been depressed for a while but I'll never let depression or people break my spirit. Never give in to depression never let it defeat you.

  • @selenavail392
    @selenavail392 4 роки тому +40

    When listening to this I'm always sad like I've been locked in my thoughts but I also feel like falling off a cliff and I don't feel like I need to be here at all. I will never feel the same way I did with my boyfriend

  • @alissajackson9590
    @alissajackson9590 4 роки тому +14

    He’s pulled me through some of my hardest times. I hope to one day than him in person for that.

  • @mpnbwnn
    @mpnbwnn 3 роки тому +9

    To anyone listening to this right now, sending my hugs with you❣️ you're not alone, keep on going.💕

    • @Laura-de3vo
      @Laura-de3vo 3 роки тому +2

      Ty I really needed that

    • @mr.noname4413
      @mr.noname4413 Місяць тому

      I'm not sure if you still using this account, but I just want to tell you that this comment might help somebody out there including me

  • @ellaadams3495
    @ellaadams3495 4 роки тому +3

    This is how i feel every day.
    This is exactly how I feel. Only when I do feel stuff, its just anger, or sadness.
    This song, and so many more, are just the truth, and i can relate to them so much.

  • @yourmom-mw9wl
    @yourmom-mw9wl 4 роки тому +7

    To anyone whom is reading this: you are not alone. I too am going through what you are, many are. Never forgot how important and unforgettable you are. Depression is known to downgrade your self-worth, and it’s absolutely terrible. Remember that you are here for a reason, and your story is not over yet. I’m trying my best to obliterate my suicidal thoughts, it’s almost impossible. We’ll all get through this. I know it doesn’t seem that way now, but the future holds may great things. Know that I’m here for you, If you ever want to talk.

  • @branditwilligear8212
    @branditwilligear8212 2 роки тому +6

    I used to have a friend that was emotionless and when I listen to this it reminds me of her

  • @roseachieng4167
    @roseachieng4167 8 місяців тому +4

    I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die....hiding from reality....NF's songs the only thing I can turn to when I'm down

  • @MandaOakley
    @MandaOakley 4 роки тому +5

    This song hits home. I have traveled this road more then I'd like to admit. This song discribes those weeks hours, minutes, each and every exact moment I was pushed to far over the edge. Every inch and how much weight that it carried with those thought patterns that dragged me into the abyss of mind numbing darkness.. For those who need to hear it. I can garentee that if you remove toxicity today, yourl brave a breath of fresh air tomorrow. Don't give up!!!!🤘✌️you got this. Your in control. Peace

  • @hyrienplayzgames
    @hyrienplayzgames Рік тому +6

    Me coming back to this song after not listening to it for almost 3yrs

    • @narutoninjagoandtheflashar4256
      @narutoninjagoandtheflashar4256 8 місяців тому +1

      I actually just found this song recently. Don’t ask why! But anyways, the more I listen to it, the more I realize how relatable it is to me. And it hurts a lot

  • @allisonjura1506
    @allisonjura1506 4 роки тому +7

    I used to be happy. I was bubbly and excited all the time. Then life hit me like a ton of bricks. I lost my v-card to a 36 year old man I’m 13.....he was my moms bf. she still talks to him😔 I changed.... I stoped caring. I don’t feel bad when someone cry’s I don’t try to be good anymore I let myself go. It’s like I’m not even myself anymore I’m a shell of what I used to be. I self harm and am constantly thinking about suicide. I told someone and she told me I was fine and was just saying it for attention. I don’t even know if I’m going to make it to 16 before I just give up.

    • @AlexMcMillan-t1t
      @AlexMcMillan-t1t 4 місяці тому

      Life gets hard, We have things we gotta deal with but sometimes we just have to push through

  • @kailaholiver5445
    @kailaholiver5445 3 місяці тому +1

    I wish I remembered this song earlier, I got bad postpartum depression and I haven't felt the same since. I finally reached out once it got to the point I felt like my kids were the only things anchoring me to life. I go to my first psych consultation on Wednesday

  • @assassindemonwolf4017
    @assassindemonwolf4017 5 років тому +38

    Its so good

  • @skyedwards8959
    @skyedwards8959 Рік тому +5

    Being emotionally numb doesn't mean that you don't feel anything, it means you feel everything yet nothing at the same time, it means that no matter how hard you try you just can't seem to feel anything, it means that when others are happy you aren't but at the same time you don't feel sad, it means that when you try to smile it doesn't work yet when you try to cry nothing comes out, it means that you can't seem to care about things you used to love, its means that you can't seem to get out of bed and do things that you need to do, it means that you feel drained in multiple ways, it means that it feels like the world is gray. Being emotionally numb is the in-between, its not a lack of emotions

  • @winter_love7766
    @winter_love7766 4 роки тому +11

    This song hits differently when you wake up everyday knowing that your not going to have a moment when you get to smile for real and have to lie about how you feel because your parents just get mad at you
    When I mean "you" I mean "me"

  • @e_shima
    @e_shima 2 роки тому +3

    I was listening to this song one night after watching AOT's last episode. I cried so much cause these lyrics are exactly Eren's feelings. My heart breaks every time when I hear this song.

  • @josephwomack3113
    @josephwomack3113 Рік тому +3

    I love listening to his music cuz it makes me feel like I actually have a true friend and I just sit here listening to him and feel like he's standing right beside me try to calm me down

  • @SophiaOrjala
    @SophiaOrjala 3 роки тому +3

    I relate to this song so much it hurts . This song needs to be played on the radio so more people can hear it and know that they are not going through this alone . Fight me if you think that I'm wrong .

  • @lalalaggin
    @lalalaggin 4 роки тому +5

    "they dont want people like us no more"
    .
    "My time has come to an end, friend"
    .
    "I know it never changes for the better. If it did I would've been the happiest person on earth by now"

  • @kaiya4119
    @kaiya4119 4 роки тому +12

    I have often thought about suicide But I haven't done it so far because my best friends give me a lot of strength always think of the positive think of your family and friends who would miss you talk to someone about your problems only then they will get better

  • @saraharig8162
    @saraharig8162 3 роки тому +1

    the amount of people who feel the same way is crazy to me. but it just proves that you aren’t alone! it gets better, and it won’t always be great, but it does get better and i try to find peace in that. appreciate the little things and keep going. your future self will thank you 💓💓

  • @emmak7682
    @emmak7682 3 роки тому +2

    This song hits hard. One part that especially got to me was, “where’s the person that I know, they must have left, they must have left with all my faith.” It hits hard because I do miss my old self. I miss the happy, naive, young girl I used to be. Everything is different now and I’m lost and confused. God bless everyone, have a good day.

  • @josephjones6034
    @josephjones6034 Рік тому +3

    Come back to this song more so than others. Especially when my heart hurts more than the usual...

  • @nzttle
    @nzttle 3 роки тому +5

    Tried to hide it but you can't hold the tears back

  • @ryansullivan7442
    @ryansullivan7442 4 роки тому +4

    2020 and I’ve been listening to these same songs for years and I still relate to them the exact same way. When will it change

  • @bluntlybold5962
    @bluntlybold5962 6 місяців тому +1

    My son introduced me to NFs music. And I've been addicted ever since. My addiction is music thank God 🙏, this man is a true artist. I honestly believe NF and Jackson Browne could write some beautiful music together. Amazing artists

  • @katelynnschroeder
    @katelynnschroeder Рік тому +2

    This song makes me feel sad and happy because of my cousin and my great grandma and grandpa 😔😌

    • @narutoninjagoandtheflashar4256
      @narutoninjagoandtheflashar4256 8 місяців тому

      It’s especially hard when the people you know and love leave you like that (without saying anything) 😢

  • @maahdell2411
    @maahdell2411 4 роки тому +29

    "When did i become so cold?"

  • @sabrinabissonnette7084
    @sabrinabissonnette7084 4 роки тому +11

    My friends wonder why i look different,why i trust no one, my life is falling apart while i hide my depression as others enjoy the luxury of happiness,i like when people are scared of me, That's how i am, I wont be fake about it.

    • @shannonking9860
      @shannonking9860 3 роки тому +1

      Same

    • @shazmehboob195
      @shazmehboob195 3 роки тому

      heyy how are it's almost up to 10 months but i am sure or i say i hope you have found your happiness not in others but in yourself. happiness is only in yourself not in other
      if you are still in depression, try to talk to someone not to express your felling or any other thing but just talk, talk about yourself just say what ever is in your heart hope you are feeling good

  • @sujanbantawa1
    @sujanbantawa1 3 роки тому +3

    Every broken piece of my heart can feel this song 😢

  • @etsexistbro6508
    @etsexistbro6508 3 роки тому +2

    Heard this on Witt Lowery radio for Pandora and omg. Relate.

  • @coryc5545
    @coryc5545 8 місяців тому +1

    just know theres no going back. you'll never find that same person you once was before the hurt. thats the painful part because you feel the grief, the loss and the mourning. Thats also the beauty of it, you rise from the depths of the darkness. the old dies so the new can be born and have a chance at a new start. wish everyone the best. ❤

  • @zeroorasf
    @zeroorasf 4 роки тому +45

    Lyrics
    When did i become so numb, when did i lose myself, all the words that leave my toungue, Feel like they came from someone else Im paralyzed where are my feelings? I no longer feel things. where is the real me, im lost and it kills me inside, im paralyzed. When did i become so cold when did become a shamed oh wheres the person that i know they must have let they must have left with all my faith. Im paralyzed, where are my feelings? I no longer feel things. I know i should. im paralyzed, where is the real me? Im lost and it kills me inside, im paralyzed. Im paralyzed, Im scared to live but im scared to die, and if life is pain ive buried mone, a long time ago but its still alive, and its taking over me, where am I I wanna feel something im numb inside but i feel nothing i wonder why, im in the race of life, and time passed by look i sit back and i watch it, hands in my pockets. Waves come crashin' over me, but i just watch 'em, i just watch 'em, im underwater but i feel like im ontop of it im at the bottom but i dont know what the problem is, im in a box, but im the one who locked me in suffocatin' and im running out of oxygen. Im paralyzed, where are my feelings? I no longer feel things, I know i should, im paralyzed, Where is the real me? im lost and it kills me inside, im paralyzed. Yeah im just so paralyzed Yeah im just so paralyzed I have no feelings How come im not moving why arent i moving Where is the real me? Where is the real me? Im paralyzed, im paralyzed, im paralyzed

  • @l.b.craziness2560
    @l.b.craziness2560 Рік тому +3

    This is the way I feel for over 30 years.im still lost and I don't even know why I'm still here

  • @elishaawaitingaking6967
    @elishaawaitingaking6967 4 роки тому +17

    This is how I feel everyday 💔💔

    • @foxhound9396
      @foxhound9396 4 роки тому

      at least u still have "feel".. i can't even tell right & wrong anymore but at least I'm trying to be nice to people

  • @danielhilsdon2043
    @danielhilsdon2043 3 роки тому +1

    As somebody who had a break down today and feeling worthless this song really hits home with the lyrics as it's how I feel most days

  • @tiktokgacha9431
    @tiktokgacha9431 3 роки тому +1

    Imagine being 4 relating to this song knowing all the lirycs and now being 10 and don’t want to live anymore but still do because of you’re family😁🥺🥲

  • @letsgo2god753
    @letsgo2god753 4 роки тому +7

    When I feel paralyzed all I want to do is die. The suicidal thoughts sinks in my mind without any feelings it’s like bound to Happen because there isn’t any care in the world to be afraid or sad or frustrated since you lost all feelings so how do you choose? No feelings is like having no options but it’s like a rollercoaster ride you just don’t know anymore since the emptiness you elicit? But wait is feeling like dying an emotion that I feel?

  • @marquettehutchins1679
    @marquettehutchins1679 4 роки тому +5

    My mom passed in 2018. My dad, 2019. Haven’t been the same since. I’m so lost.

    • @SophiaOrjala
      @SophiaOrjala 3 роки тому

      I feel sorry for you just know it will get better

  • @maya-nx2xn
    @maya-nx2xn 4 роки тому +5

    So emotional 😭 love it though

  • @taleenamayy9436
    @taleenamayy9436 7 місяців тому +1

    3:13 am and I can genuinely relate to this, especially when this song randomly played on it's own w/o auto play😢 thank you NF 🙏

  • @autumntaylor-andrews4201
    @autumntaylor-andrews4201 3 роки тому +1

    "I'm lost and it kills me" WHY CAN I RELATE SO FUCKING MUCH TO THESE LYRICS?