Indeed! I have a lot of respect for people who have such talent for taking a long whatever and, without loss, condense it like this! I've A tendency to over explain, get sidetracked & go rant, etc. So I literally take something I could explain just as well with 10-15 words & make huge paragraphs (we're talkin' pages) which ironically causes the explanation to be far worse. Not to mention how people, especially the current generation (I'm 35, fossilized), say "Dang, that's an essay! I ain't readin' all that!" when they see anything beyond 20 words. So pretty much 95% of people will skip my stuff. I'm working to overcome that issue and, thank The LORD, I'm making progress!
NF you just don't know how much your music means to me. It speaks directly to the city with me. I've been clean since June 18, 2014 by the grace of God doing extremely well as far as that but at the age when you're trying to help your family and nothing seems to work, you feel like giving up. I play your albums over and over and over. The search is usually my go to, but I also love clouds and Hope a mansion and got sign up about that. It's like you're singing exactly how I feel. Thank you so much you are amazing.
The lyric video for NF's song "Hate Myself" explores themes of self-hatred and struggle with mental health, expressing the difficulty of helping others when one doesn't love oneself. The lyrics delve into feelings of hopelessness, longing for relief, and the constant battle with personal demons.
It's easy to say it's easy when your living that easy side but what about us that's stuck in the dark what can you explain to me for me to understand i lived your side under 13 come on dudev
Thanks vortex, I felt like you were talking to me. Going through something right now. I'm lonely. Never thought I'd admit it until now. Go to bed tonight knowing you've awakened the fight in me by your words, my faith in humanity has awakened...
I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Yeah, late nights are the worst for me They bring out the worst in me Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me All the core beliefs And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I ain't my worth 'cause I'm at war with peace Or go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak It's kinda weird Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink That's more deceit, more defeat Is this really what I'm born to be? That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique So poor, but I'm so wealthy Need help, but you can't help me What else can the world sell me? Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they goin' outta stock But it's not healthy I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Yeah, late nights get the best of me They know how to get to me Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful What is success when hope has left you I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh! Come across like it's so easy But I feel like you don't need me When I feel like you don't need me Then I feel like you don't see me And my life has no meaning, drain me Hands out, tryna ask for love But when I get it, I just pass it up Throw it away and think about it later Diggin' through the trash for drugs Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't I'm scared because I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself I walk through the ashes of my passions Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket Get lost in the questions I can't answer Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter We scream to be free, but I stay captured Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lackin' Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself When I hate myself It's kinda hard when I hate myself I hate myself It's hard when I hate myself
I can definitely relate to this I would listen to NF all day long and my parents don't see how much I've been through they say they know what's best for me but truthfully you are the one who knows you best they ain't you, you are yourself
I fully understand. We've got to remind ourselves that God made a special just the way we are and just because the people around us in our house or in our life throw extra mental stuff on us we're just to the point we can't even carry our own stuff is difficult. You are awesome amazing and perfectly made and so am I sometimes I have to remind myself that over and over and over. Praying for you my friend.
Man ...if you are depressed run from this song. ❤ You are a gift from God. You are so very loved. Hang on and never let go. Just hang on. ❤❤ A mom who prays for strongholds on you to be gone now. ❤ God loves you so very much. We are light...be rhe light for someone . Make it thru this. Get help and helo someone in your life that needs you A momma ❤️.
It’s hard though, it’s not easy to run from the bad thoughts. Your tired of living but scared to die. It’s hard to breathe, but it’s even harder to ask for help.
Well sometimes people run out of people to even ask for help from. The homeless, for starters. I know it is difficult to imagine but if you don't have family & friends that can or are willing to assist then it is whatever it is.
@@IsmelindaSantiago That sums it up perfectly. Tired of living, terrified of dying. You just wish you could have a moment where everything stopped moving, where the world stops spinning.
God is so powerful he works through NF to let us know that His listening and watching and also letting us know that through Christ anything is possible
Here I am now. Late night alone as always. Missing what once was my family. May one day my soul find you again. Knowing I can’t have it leaves me torn like roses left with nothing but thorns
NF You have saved me so many times with your music! I love you dude please come to Reno NV so I can see you perform!! I know I’d cry if I got to see you live I cry to your music a lot!! Keep being YOU!!🤍✨
You took words I didn’t know could be put to my mind. I am sure there are many whom you have armed with a power of knowing, you know us. Thank you and Godspeed.
Anyone Reading This Right Now I Want You To Know You Are Loved And Appreciated Okay? Love Yourself, If You Don't Or Feel No One Really Does, Just Know That I Care And I Don't Know You But I Don't Have To, And Know That God Loves You Always Ups Or Downs He Does, No Matter What He Will Always Love You, Please Hang In There With What Ever It Is Your Facing Okay?, Please Fight Hard And Try To Be Happy Cuz You Matter For Real, I Understand Feeling Sad And Down, Angry And Even Hateful Towards Myself, But No Matter What Your Going Through God Loves You, He Sees You He Hears You, He Cries When Your Hurting He Feels What Your Feeling Cuz He Knows Your Hurting And Maybe Blaming Yourself Fot Things In Your Life, He Gets You More Than Anyone Really Cuz He Made You He Knew You Before You Were Born, Stay Strong You Are Truly Loved Beautiful People Reading This Right Now, I Wish You All Nothing But The Best And Happiest Moments To Come In Your Lifetime, Just Know Someone Cares, And If You Feel Not Just Know God Cares I Do Too! Love You❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
so unkind But with this music, I'll find my way To mend the damage of yesterday Let the rhythm take you to a better place Where pain and hurt can be erased Time for music to fill your empty hearts Let the melodies heal your broken parts I'll be your guide through the darkest night With this song, everything will be alright I may not be everything to you But I'll be the best friend you ever knew I'll make you smile, I'll make you see The beauty in life, the joy in being free So let the music wash over you Let it be your comfort, your strength, your truth I'll be here to catch you if you fall Together we'll rise above it all Time for music to fill your empty hearts Let it mend the damage, heal the scars This song is my gift to you, my friends May it bring you peace as the music never ends.
It's not too late to be the person you want to be, and it's definitely not too late to become a better person than you are now. It's never too late for anything-even if things feel hopeless at times, keep going!
NF, u can't even imagine how much your music helps me going through hard times. You manage to rap about things that i couldn't explain to anyone, u have so much talent... Sometimes one of your tracks helps me out more than a talk to my therapist, just because you manage to voice the thoughts in my head. And so much emotion, packed in a three-minute track... u are unique, we love you❤#NFmusic
All your music touches a part of me a part of my soul...I feel you....❤absolutely love your music and how your not afraid to express it all in your verses...
Every time I hear the beat drop, it literally gives me goosebumps ❤ Suicide thought's come and go like a guest to me, I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief! Genius ❤❤
Idk if you do the same in all your lyric vids but i love that you have the name, artist, and time at the top i also love how you did the lyrics themselves good job 👍
Awesome song can help. Music is a mental therapy. 2 get out how many people feel like this but we still keep fighting through the war of life ALONE FOR MORE THAN U KNOW 😢
"pray to god with my arms open..if this is it then i feel hopeless..and i eish i could help but its hard when i HATE MYSELF " i hate how much i relate to this....
I feel like I cant tell any of my family members or friends how I feel, I always want to but then I remember that some of my siblings went through what im going through or worse and I dont want to tell them and look like im copying them. If I tell them they will think its fake because im the " Funny, Happy, Joking " person everyone thinks is the fun person. I am fun. But the fun friend / family member has feelings too, Its impossible to not cry once in life. It's really hard on me getting blamed for things by my friends and family and getting looked at with a disgusted look or being called mean words. I just wanted to make them proud for once you know? I Just feel like im not allowed to cry when people have more problems than me. And yes everyone can cry but I hate when I start crying, It makes me nervous and once I start crying it doesnt stop and I dont know why. Theres a very big pain in the middle of my chest whenever someone says I love you or says they hate me, When they say I love you I dont feel a lot of emotions. It's like im.. Numb. And when someone hates me as a joke I take it seriously because of PTSD and I guess trauma from not too long ago but I wanna stay strong for all of them. They are the reason I cry but they are also the reason im still here sitting down typing this paragraph in this dreadful world. I dont know what I should feel right now, I feel happy but I also feel bad. Im getting a lot of mixed emotions and the things ive been experiencing lately are: ------------------------------------ Tired eyes and body. Overwhelmed. Lack of emotion. Pain in my chest whenever I take a deep breathe. Self Conscious. Over thinking. ----------------------------------- Im sorry if I sound kind of dramatic right now. I have nothing else to do other than to stare at my screen thinking of how useless writing this is. Dont worry about me worry about yourself im a stranger on the internet and as they say, You cant love someone online. I dont think I can handle the change. Im just a kid. I have to deal with so many things and I cant complain which seems fair to me. I just have one problem... I cant love everyone all the time when I cant even love myself for 5 minutes
Therapy wont help, Its just a person being paid to listen to ur bullcrap for hours. One of the only ways that makes me stay here with civilization is dealing with it by myself. If hard though because I have to think of a way to deal with my own problems even though the only problem is myself. Sorry for venting. Have a nice day @@hehasthosesongs
If your family says you're worthless, you're not. Keep trying to strive forward and to openly express yourself of how you truly feel with those you love, trust, or a therapist, and to surround yourself with people who don't affect you negatively. Don't think of this as stupid or dramatic; I cannot fully understand you, but I get what you're at. It's okay to cry. It's okay to be funny. It's okay to be yourself, even if someone says you cannot be. No one should have control over how you act, feel, or behave, and you can create choices for yourself. Don't bottle up your emotions. It's unhealthy to not let them out. If you bottle them up, the thoughts and emotions will only linger, only worsening the situation. If your family tells you those things to intentionally emotionally hurt you, they've got serious issues to fix, because you shouldn't deal with that. You're a human. You have emotion. (I know this may not be much, but I hope this helps.) God be with you!
"What else can the world sell me? Tell me lies, I still buy em like they goin' outta stock but it's not healthy" "Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me" "What is success when hope has left you?" "Diggin' through the trash for drugs"
I do hate myself my life sucks i never have felt love ever i have never blushed and i do not feel sad when someone dies and when a animal dies i get sad inside but i shove it away my life meaningless i have been broken by life💔💔
My friend always took anger out of me I am never been ever never lost my best friends and girlfriend My pain in my heart never like someone else after I defeated I lost everything I had now I'm alone and lost right now 😭
I was supposed to meet NF once if I did and I saw him I would probably be the only 12 old kid that been depressed for 7 years I would probably be so happy with him for the first time
I’ve been through so much, My demons with trauma. Growing up i was continuously sa, I blamed myself i was only 8. It lasted for 4 years. I hated myself for it more and more and now i can finally say, Its not my fault!!
Life can extremely tough and I know for a fact. But if you know how much people do actually care for you if you stop being quiet and actually call out for help from love ones and friends and they'll understand your pain and help as possible.
"But it's hard when I hate myself" "That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique" "Need help but you can't help me" "Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me" "And my life has no meaning, drain me" "Can't stand who I am" "Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions"
To my mom "I don't see you like I should" You abusive woman. My friends (you guys) "You look so misunderstood" you don't deserve that. To my dad "I wish I could help" to his depression you dont deserve that as well im sorry dad. To myself "Its hard when I hate myself" dumb.. its all pointless.
The fact a song in a timespan of three minutes can explain your life better than your friends or loved ones is just insane-
I know right!
yea fr 😢
I feel this, it actually breaks my heart 🥺
Exactly how I feel ❤
Indeed! I have a lot of respect for people who have such talent for taking a long whatever and, without loss, condense it like this!
I've A tendency to over explain, get sidetracked & go rant, etc. So I literally take something I could explain just as well with 10-15 words & make huge paragraphs (we're talkin' pages) which ironically causes the explanation to be far worse. Not to mention how people, especially the current generation (I'm 35, fossilized), say "Dang, that's an essay! I ain't readin' all that!"
when they see anything beyond 20 words. So pretty much 95% of people will skip my stuff. I'm working to overcome that issue and, thank The LORD, I'm making progress!
NF you just don't know how much your music means to me. It speaks directly to the city with me. I've been clean since June 18, 2014 by the grace of God doing extremely well as far as that but at the age when you're trying to help your family and nothing seems to work, you feel like giving up. I play your albums over and over and over. The search is usually my go to, but I also love clouds and Hope a mansion and got sign up about that. It's like you're singing exactly how I feel. Thank you so much you are amazing.
true
Yeah.
Yeah you are amazing
"Late nights get the best of me... Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me"... I feel that soooo much!!! 😐
But I don’t wanna die I just wanna get relief
The lyric video for NF's song "Hate Myself" explores themes of self-hatred and struggle with mental health, expressing the difficulty of helping others when one doesn't love oneself. The lyrics delve into feelings of hopelessness, longing for relief, and the constant battle with personal demons.
Love the summary 🙌
@@hehasthosesongs haha
The person who is reading this you have a purpose in your life. You have people who love you, don't give up, keep pushing, keep going, you got this.
Not all of us have people 😞
Same 😢
Yeah it's hard when you have nobody dude nobody cares I mean what am I supposed to do
It's easy to say it's easy when your living that easy side but what about us that's stuck in the dark what can you explain to me for me to understand i lived your side under 13 come on dudev
Thanks vortex, I felt like you were talking to me. Going through something right now. I'm lonely. Never thought I'd admit it until now. Go to bed tonight knowing you've awakened the fight in me by your words, my faith in humanity has awakened...
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
They bring out the worst in me
Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
All the core beliefs
And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I ain't my worth 'cause I'm at war with peace
Or go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me
Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak
It's kinda weird
Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
That's more deceit, more defeat
Is this really what I'm born to be?
That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
So poor, but I'm so wealthy
Need help, but you can't help me
What else can the world sell me?
Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they goin' outta stock
But it's not healthy
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Yeah, late nights get the best of me
They know how to get to me
Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief
So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
What is success when hope has left you
I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
Come across like it's so easy
But I feel like you don't need me
When I feel like you don't need me
Then I feel like you don't see me
And my life has no meaning, drain me
Hands out, tryna ask for love
But when I get it, I just pass it up
Throw it away and think about it later
Diggin' through the trash for drugs
Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
I'm scared because
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
I walk through the ashes of my passions
Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
Get lost in the questions I can't answer
Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
We scream to be free, but I stay captured
Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lackin'
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
When I hate myself
It's kinda hard when I hate myself
I hate myself
It's hard when I hate myself
I can definitely relate to this I would listen to NF all day long and my parents don't see how much I've been through they say they know what's best for me but truthfully you are the one who knows you best they ain't you, you are yourself
BUT ITS HARD WHEN I HATE MYSELF 😢
I fully understand. We've got to remind ourselves that God made a special just the way we are and just because the people around us in our house or in our life throw extra mental stuff on us we're just to the point we can't even carry our own stuff is difficult. You are awesome amazing and perfectly made and so am I sometimes I have to remind myself that over and over and over. Praying for you my friend.
I relate to this song more than I should…
@@Mysterious_princess2010Yea same
Sooo true!! Everyone ends up doing me wrong. 😢 want happiness but how when I am not at peace
I agree with that statement
I found this lyric video when I was in such a bad place, crazy how much things changed in such a short time
Can relate.
:( Yea for me I'm still going it has been Like 3 years now
@@The_Studio :(
im on my dads account but when i red your commet it made me cry
Why so many people hate life just need 2 escape please 🙏🏼 😞....
Man ...if you are depressed run from this song. ❤ You are a gift from God. You are so very loved. Hang on and never let go. Just hang on. ❤❤
A mom who prays for strongholds on you to be gone now. ❤ God loves you so very much. We are light...be rhe light for someone . Make it thru this. Get help and helo someone in your life that needs you
A momma ❤️.
It’s hard though, it’s not easy to run from the bad thoughts. Your tired of living but scared to die. It’s hard to breathe, but it’s even harder to ask for help.
Well sometimes people run out of people to even ask for help from.
The homeless, for starters.
I know it is difficult to imagine but if you don't have family & friends that can or are willing to assist then it is whatever it is.
@@IsmelindaSantiago That sums it up perfectly. Tired of living, terrified of dying. You just wish you could have a moment where everything stopped moving, where the world stops spinning.
Nf a true pastor! He has a huge calling! Love his music he’s soo amazing and God sent!
God is so powerful he works through NF to let us know that His listening and watching and also letting us know that through Christ anything is possible
Here I am now. Late night alone as always. Missing what once was my family. May one day my soul find you again. Knowing I can’t have it leaves me torn like roses left with nothing but thorns
Oof, that sounds sad tbh.
NF You have saved me so many times with your music! I love you dude please come to Reno NV so I can see you perform!! I know I’d cry if I got to see you live I cry to your music a lot!! Keep being YOU!!🤍✨
I'm not NF, but nevermind!
Beautiful women you are..... TAKE CARE SWEETIE.....
@@freddiegomez3221 I'm a male actually 😂
Just saw him last night and cried my eyes out to several songs.
Amazing concert, Hope Tour NLR, AR
You took words I didn’t know could be put to my mind.
I am sure there are many whom you have armed with a power of knowing, you know us. Thank you and Godspeed.
This song represents how I feel about my life I hate myself
I'm sorry me too
Same here
Yep..
Anyone Reading This Right Now I Want You To Know You Are Loved And Appreciated Okay? Love Yourself, If You Don't Or Feel No One Really Does, Just Know That I Care And I Don't Know You But I
Don't Have To, And Know That God Loves You Always Ups Or Downs He Does, No Matter What He Will Always Love You, Please Hang In There With What Ever It Is Your Facing Okay?, Please Fight Hard And
Try To Be Happy Cuz You Matter For Real, I Understand Feeling Sad And Down, Angry
And Even Hateful Towards Myself, But No Matter What Your Going Through God Loves You, He Sees You He Hears You, He Cries When Your Hurting He Feels What Your Feeling Cuz He Knows Your Hurting
And Maybe Blaming Yourself Fot Things In
Your Life, He Gets You
More Than Anyone Really Cuz He Made You He Knew You Before You Were Born,
Stay Strong You Are Truly Loved Beautiful People Reading This Right Now, I Wish You All Nothing But The Best And Happiest Moments To Come In
Your Lifetime, Just Know Someone Cares,
And If You Feel Not Just Know God Cares
I Do Too! Love You❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
This made my day ❤
Hey... Thank you! Definitely needed that
.... thank you. seeing this comment lowkey jus saved my life.
so unkind
But with this music, I'll find my way
To mend the damage of yesterday
Let the rhythm take you to a better place
Where pain and hurt can be erased
Time for music to fill your empty hearts
Let the melodies heal your broken parts
I'll be your guide through the darkest night
With this song, everything will be alright
I may not be everything to you
But I'll be the best friend you ever knew
I'll make you smile, I'll make you see
The beauty in life, the joy in being free
So let the music wash over you
Let it be your comfort, your strength, your truth
I'll be here to catch you if you fall
Together we'll rise above it all
Time for music to fill your empty hearts
Let it mend the damage, heal the scars
This song is my gift to you, my friends
May it bring you peace as the music never ends.
It's not too late to be the person you want to be, and it's definitely not too late to become a better person than you are now. It's never too late for anything-even if things feel hopeless at times, keep going!
NF, u can't even imagine how much your music helps me going through hard times.
You manage to rap about things that i couldn't explain to anyone, u have so much talent...
Sometimes one of your tracks helps me out more than a talk to my therapist, just because you manage to voice the thoughts in my head.
And so much emotion, packed in a three-minute track... u are unique, we love you❤#NFmusic
sorry i wasnt strong enough to wait for somthing to change, but thank you NF you kept me here a bit longer.
❤❤❤
I love NF he is so great and so real he really inspires me and he keeps me alive
Yes preach this is a good song for when I'm depressed ❤
My GED teacher who i spend no more than a hour and a half with everyday saw my sadness and asked if i was okay before any family or friends still have
Sometimes your teachers can understand more than your family 🙏
nf is one of the best not only the tune of the music the fact that it resembles my emtions so well
I love how all of nfs songs relate to me. Only fighting my suicidal thoughts cause of my child
I love your music so much it helped me at hard times.
I am going through a hard time...thank you for this song. This Song is so good
All your music touches a part of me a part of my soul...I feel you....❤absolutely love your music and how your not afraid to express it all in your verses...
I'm not the artist, but ok.
The artist is NF
I love this song. 💞
Sameee
Every time I hear the beat drop, it literally gives me goosebumps ❤
Suicide thought's come and go like a guest to me, I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief! Genius ❤❤
I’m just..speechless
Love this ❤lthough people have to remember there is help out there ❤❤
This is how im feeling rn😭
I feel sorry for you.
@@hehasthosesongs thanks for understanding bro
@@mattcraft1325 No problem brotha 🙏
I lovw how i read all thw comments and sing thw song off by heart ❤️❤️
No one should hate there self you must continue to believe in yourself thine own self
Idk if you do the same in all your lyric vids but i love that you have the name, artist, and time at the top i also love how you did the lyrics themselves good job 👍
Thank you! I have done the same in a couple videos recently, but I'm trying to find a way to kind of make them better.
Nf helped me get through my depression
Awesome song can help. Music is a mental therapy. 2 get out how many people feel like this but we still keep fighting through the war of life ALONE FOR MORE THAN U KNOW 😢
dose anyone ever fill like you help and make more ppl happy than you do yoourself bc i know i do
I do honestly.
Yeah I do for sure
I love ur songs bc i feel so broken 😞
I love this song, this song is so true😔🥺
Sometimes I don’t really feel like myself when I look at myself, so then I give up on doing anything because of self consciousness
25 plus years, it's time to rejuvenate. No Fear. Much luv.
"pray to god with my arms open..if this is it then i feel hopeless..and i eish i could help but its hard when i HATE MYSELF " i hate how much i relate to this....
Wish not eish lol
NF speaks for me with rap
I love this song ❤
I feel this to tha core
The whole song is fire, but I love his flow at 2:41 . Thats definitely my favorite part 💯
God how much i am so much on course with this and my own life which is better then we would it time to get things pulled together for the full circle.
I listen to this song al the time at night
I love this song
Nice 💫❤️🔥💣
❤ im feeling your lyrics Sweetheart.......keep going coz your true talent right there babes Xxx
My life has crossed roads with you. So many of your songs are words coming from my soul. I got love for ya. We should hang out sometime.
I love this song ❤❤❤❤
I feel this sm
I can’t be there like it was.I’m hurting 😭💔😭‼️
The fact that this is literally my life
AMAZINGG
Honestly relatable 😢
Luv the song
I love this song 😢😢😢😢😢
I don’t wanna die I just wanna get relief
I feel like I cant tell any of my family members or friends how I feel,
I always want to but then I remember that some of my siblings went through what im going through or worse and I dont want to tell them and look like im copying them.
If I tell them they will think its fake because im the " Funny, Happy, Joking " person everyone thinks is the fun person.
I am fun. But the fun friend / family member has feelings too, Its impossible to not cry once in life.
It's really hard on me getting blamed for things by my friends and family and getting looked at with a disgusted look or being called mean words.
I just wanted to make them proud for once you know?
I Just feel like im not allowed to cry when people have more problems than me.
And yes everyone can cry but I hate when I start crying, It makes me nervous and once I start crying it doesnt stop and I dont know why.
Theres a very big pain in the middle of my chest whenever someone says I love you or says they hate me, When they say I love you I dont feel a lot of emotions. It's like im.. Numb. And when someone hates me as a joke I take it seriously because of PTSD and I guess trauma from not too long ago but I wanna stay strong for all of them.
They are the reason I cry but they are also the reason im still here sitting down typing this paragraph in this dreadful world.
I dont know what I should feel right now, I feel happy but I also feel bad. Im getting a lot of mixed emotions and the things ive been experiencing lately are:
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Tired eyes and body.
Overwhelmed.
Lack of emotion.
Pain in my chest whenever I take a deep breathe.
Self Conscious.
Over thinking.
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Im sorry if I sound kind of dramatic right now.
I have nothing else to do other than to stare at my screen thinking of how useless writing this is.
Dont worry about me worry about yourself im a stranger on the internet and as they say, You cant love someone online.
I dont think I can handle the change. Im just a kid.
I have to deal with so many things and I cant complain which seems fair to me.
I just have one problem...
I cant love everyone all the time when I cant even love myself for 5 minutes
I suggest you seek therapy :)
Therapy wont help, Its just a person being paid to listen to ur bullcrap for hours.
One of the only ways that makes me stay here with civilization is dealing with it by myself.
If hard though because I have to think of a way to deal with my own problems even though the only problem is myself.
Sorry for venting. Have a nice day @@hehasthosesongs
If your family says you're worthless, you're not.
Keep trying to strive forward and to openly express yourself of how you truly feel with those you love, trust, or a therapist, and to surround yourself with people who don't affect you negatively.
Don't think of this as stupid or dramatic; I cannot fully understand you, but I get what you're at. It's okay to cry. It's okay to be funny. It's okay to be yourself, even if someone says you cannot be.
No one should have control over how you act, feel, or behave, and you can create choices for yourself.
Don't bottle up your emotions. It's unhealthy to not let them out. If you bottle them up, the thoughts and emotions will only linger, only worsening the situation.
If your family tells you those things to intentionally emotionally hurt you, they've got serious issues to fix, because you shouldn't deal with that.
You're a human. You have emotion.
(I know this may not be much, but I hope this helps.)
God be with you!
How can I be nice to a monster. °•°•👾•°•° Even if it is me. Onsters Don't deserve kindness.
"What else can the world sell me? Tell me lies, I still buy em like they goin' outta stock but it's not healthy"
"Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me"
"What is success when hope has left you?"
"Diggin' through the trash for drugs"
I do hate myself my life sucks i never have felt love ever i have never blushed and i do not feel sad when someone dies and when a animal dies i get sad inside but i shove it away my life meaningless i have been broken by life💔💔
Definitely good shit.
This song is makeing me hard to help because i hate myself to
My friend always took anger out of me I am never been ever never lost my best friends and girlfriend My pain in my heart never like someone else after I defeated I lost everything I had now I'm alone and lost right now 😭
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Currently 1:07 in the morning and wide awake with my thoughts 😭😭😭
Get some sleep, please.
I was supposed to meet NF once if I did and I saw him I would probably be the only 12 old kid that been depressed for 7 years I would probably be so happy with him for the first time
This song is too true for me
When I hate mysself
Maaan this song is haaaard
I don’t wanna die but I want relief💯💯
Amen
Do NOT critique the artist!it's perfect...
I love questioning because I know the impersonal song never stops and that's how I do bhakti
Threw the sacrifice for greater good be true
You know it’s NF when you hear ‘’aaahh’’ randomly
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I’ve been through so much, My demons with trauma. Growing up i was continuously sa, I blamed myself i was only 8. It lasted for 4 years. I hated myself for it more and more and now i can finally say, Its not my fault!!
Oof, sorry to hear that
This is how I feel
I miss my family so much
Just give it all to God when you feel like this. He is the only way to get out of it.
Literal facts 🙏♥
I feel this song so much I hate everthign about myself.
Knee deep in defeat of my own actions.... 😞😞😞
Life can extremely tough and I know for a fact. But if you know how much people do actually care for you if you stop being quiet and actually call out for help from love ones and friends and they'll understand your pain and help as possible.
We are our own worst enemy to the completion our lives yearn for
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ you are loved and valued.....
I wish..
“That’s what you get for thinking your unique”
I hate everything cause even though I try my best people yell at me to try harder but it’s not my fault that I hate myself so much
"But it's hard when I hate myself"
"That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique"
"Need help but you can't help me"
"Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me"
"And my life has no meaning, drain me"
"Can't stand who I am"
"Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions"
Ouch, you okay mate?
dang reminds me of me🙂
This song so relates to me now after my ex cheated on me just recently. I feel so stupid and hate myself for it cause I was so blind to see it all 😔
Sorry to hear that
@@hehasthosesongs it is what is, that's life I'm just want to move on and get my mind right
@@jay-dg4ev❤ please do j
To my mom "I don't see you like I should" You abusive woman.
My friends (you guys) "You look so misunderstood" you don't deserve that.
To my dad "I wish I could help" to his depression you dont deserve that as well im sorry dad.
To myself "Its hard when I hate myself" dumb.. its all pointless.
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If this is it then I feel hopeless.. I wish I could help.. but its hard when I hate my self.. hits hard.
It for real does