heyy bestiess i’m leaving the lyrics here in case any of y’all need it 🥰❤️ Achilles Achilles Achilles come down, won't you Get up off Get up off the roof? You're scaring us And all of us Some of us love you Achilles, it's not much but there's proof You crazy assed cosmonaut Remember your virtue Redemption lies plainly in truth Just humour us Achilles Achilles come down Won't you get up off Get up off the roof Achilles Achilles Achilles come down, won't you Get up off Get up off the roof? The self is not so weightless Nor whole and unbroken Remember the pact of our youth Where you go I'm going So jump and I'm jumping Since there is no me without you Soldier on Achilles Achilles come down Won't you get up off Get up off the roof? Loathe the way they light candles in Rome But love the sweet air of the votives Hurt and grieve but don't suffer alone Engage with the pain as a motive Today of all days See How the most dangerous thing is to love How you will heal and you'll rise above Achilles Achilles Achilles Jump now You are absent of cause Or excuse So self-indulgent And self-referential No audience could ever want you You crave the applause Yet hate the attention Then miss it, your act is a ruse It is empty, Achilles So end it all now It's a pointless resistance For you Achilles Achilles Just put down the bottle Don't listen to what you've consumed It's chaos, confusion And wholly unworthy Of feeding and it's wholly untrue You may feel no purpose Nor a point for existing It's all just conjecture and gloom And there may not be meaning So find one and seize it Do not waste your self on this roof Hear those bells ring deep in the soul Chiming away for a moment Feel your breath course frankly below See life as a worthy opponent Today of all days See How the most dangerous thing is to love How you will heal and you'll rise above Crowned by an overture bold and beyond Ah, it's more courageous to overcome You want the acclaim The mother of mothers (it's not worth it Achilles) More poignant than fame Or the taste of another (don't listen Achilles) But be real and just jump You dense motherfucker (you're worth more, Achilles) You will not be more Than a rat in the gutter (so much more than a rat) You want my opinion (no one asked your opinion) My opinion you've got You asked for my counsel (no one asked for your thoughts) I gave you my thoughts Be done with this now And jump off the roof Can you hear me Achilles? I'm talking to you I'm talking to you I'm talking to you I'm talking to you Achilles come down Achilles come down Throw yourself into the unknown With pace and a fury defiant Clothe yourself in beauty untold And see life as a means to a triumph Today of all days See How the most dangerous thing is to love How you will heal and you'll rise above Crowned by an overture bold and beyond Ah, it's more courageous to overcome
@@erensgotaces it’s actually both! The voice insulting Achilles is telling him to jump off, while the nicer voice ( which is the main one throughout the whole song ) tells him to get off the roof
Well I speak French and trust me understanding it feels just as weird because you cant really understand but you kinda do tho and I'm so unsteady right now
@@elo5262 I sorta understand what u meant like first language is English and etc and then I went to french school and boy everyone kept saying I talked as if I was speaking English plus my accent so I feel like if I was a natural learner I’d just understand French but yea
I imagine this as a girl in a big long dress running down a castle hallway trying to find the music but she never finds it and completely loses her mind
This feels like...Dancing a ballet to this song in a totally empty, dusty, potentially falling apart auditorium with a record player or cassette player that can't play the higher or lower notes anymore so it just either skips notes or slams them all onto the same set of bars, yaknow?
O! To be the phantom of a ballerina; a blazing star who met her fate being fed poison by an envious, vengeful elder sister. To be trapped in the theatre in which she passed, surrounded by her own coughed-up blood on the stage she once flourished on. To dance for eternity, spinning in an endless ballet.
Why does everyone keep feeding my addiction of this song?? [Edit] Okay I came back to this vid to listen again only to see that my comment has 10k likes???? What???
It sounds like you're trying to find Achilles but you can't find him as you run through the building. You can only hear the echo's of what's happening. It feels like you're running up what feels like an endless staircase trying to get to the roof as you listen to what's happening.
I cannot begin to describe how I feel right now. I feel both calm and reasonable, but at the same time a little panicky? But not panicky. Just like a little unsteady, but not really? Does anyone else understand this because I sure as heck don't
“I see a lot of people die because they don’t believe that life is worth living, and I see others who paradoxically killed for the ideas, the illusion that gave them a reason to live. What we call a reason to live is also an excellent reason to die” -The Myth Of Sisyphus by Albert Camus
I heard it from dream smp stuff and really needed to hear it more, so I found it and now I'm obsessed. :) haha... the thing I found it on was the most depressing thing I saw for the characters I love so much, though.
Why does this sound like a spirit trying to remember it’s life.... like ghost dude walks into a ballroom and just keeps seeing flashes of the night he died. People are dancing, he’s at a table drinking, his friend comes up to him, they’re laughing, the scene blips out. He’s across the room now, pulling his friend to the balcony. They’re on the balcony. He’s grabbing the front of his suit, they lean in, the scene blips out. They’re back in the ballroom now, they’re dancing, they switch partners a few times, the scene blips. A man is yelling now. The lady that the friend was dancing with is trying to calm him. Blip. The man is standing front of his friend yelling back. Blip. The angry man takes out a knife. A woman screams. Blip. The man is trying to back up and dodge without success. Blip. The man is laying on the ground now, his friend cradling his body. Blip. The friend is sobbing, holding the body tightly, staining his suit. The scene flickers and fades out. The ballroom is so unbearably empty. Vibes crawl up the walls were decorations once were. The tiles are cracked, chandelier barely hanging on. He turns around, looking at the room as it currently exists, examining the floor where his body once lay. Something makes a noise by the entrance. He whips his head to it, scared of what else lurks in the dilapidated ballroom. A man with a stained suit walks through the door. “Hello again, old friend”
@@foofoocuddlypoops5187 I mean achilles finally going out into the battle field in a fit of bloody rage because his boyfriend died (and patroclus in the start pretending to be achilles so achilles doesn't have to go out) is pretty gay
Everybody who has Achilles, come down in their Top 5 Songs of this years Spotify Wrapped up (so everybody here lmao including myself) has already lost it
I’m the blood sodden grounds With bodies striking the earth And the gods above The sting of swords The crash of words All fall into synchronized violence As your body lay Bare and fine The heel I own torn Crumbling down into scraped knees I lay next to you And with a final breath I look to the gods above All taken part with fowl grins And I think to them Curse you, wicked and vile Achilles heel was Patroclus’ own And they both died apart Though so very close
I don't know if anyone has said that before, but I'm thinking of the two of them. In another era, in another country. One of them is in a museum. He's an architecture student. He is the only visitor in the museum. Like a harp click, a song begins to take root in his mind. So distorted that it made him stop scribbling in his notebook. His heart sank suddenly, and his lips became so dry as if he had traveled through the desert all his life without water. He moves his head frantically in an attempt to get rid of the melody in his head, but he only manages to disturb his brown curls. He squeezes the pencil firmly between his skeletal fingers and looks at the statue facing the sky. For a second it seemed to him that the statue came to life, and with its red lips glued together, as if looking like a wound and with black eyes, the statue seemed to look into his soul. He felt the disgust and coldness of the statue. Suddenly, a rain of light pours down on him like a thousand trumpets coming from the sun. He returns fascinated to the place where the strip of light sneaks through the corners. In front of him rises a person. He was like a soldier. His skin was olive, seeming to be bathed in the summer rays of the sun. He had the impression that his curls were like a sprout of sprouted wheat, though he wasn't quite sure. His thin lips moved at a brisk pace, but the sounds didn't reach his ears. The same song resounded in his head, only this time much louder. Quickly head to the left because of the sudden dizziness. “Come down" Golden flowers pour from the ceiling. The young man turns to face the person who was in front of him a few moments ago. He is alone now. Everything was just an illusory view created by his own mind. ( I'm sorry for any mistake. )
@@nancykira717 Thank you very much. I'll take into account what you said. Actually, I'm already writing some things, but recently I started composing in English as well. :')
It remains a mystery how addicting this song is. Like, this one stays with you after a long time. Tbh, as a straight dude, I never knew a song like this can exist.
@@clipclop3786 Honestly? I don't know why I typed that. Probably because there are so many people in my place who judged my music taste, called me gay and stuffs because I like this kind of music, so, yeah. Well, it's not that important but don't take it way too seriously.
For the first time my body had a physical reaction to music. The distortion caused a pain that started in my back teeth and spread across my mouth, eyes, cheeks, face, neck, until my entire body was consumed by this dull ache. I descended into physical insanity along with completely losing my grip on reality. Fun.
This version just tells a whole different kind of story than the original, this one sounds like time is slowing down and the main character is just walking around trying to figure out what to do while time becomes frozen around them. I love this!
I wasn’t joking- (I inserted two random characters so yea) I looked out on the view, the water sparkled beneath the sunlight; I sighed, content with the sunlight beating down on my face. I looked deeper into the water, seeing the reflections of coins in the water. Pulling out my bag, I tossed one in, not necessarily wishing for anything. I blinked, but the coin never hit the water, looking up in shock my gaze fell on a boy around my age, holding the coin in his hand. For a minute time seemed to stop, the sunlight only getting brighter and lighting his face. The only way to describe him was beautiful. Time resumed, I waved, he smiled. I might actually put this in a story I’m writing, dang.
You hear the words enough from people, “Don’t do it.” Even if that thought never crosses your mind as you sit on the roof looking at the stars but now your brain thinks of only the release as you could tumble down and embrace death. Your mind breaks everyday but one day you’ll hit the tipping point of no return, but that’s alright. We are only human who fight battles everyday, I am glad you fight the battle of darken thoughts and win another day. Enjoy the peace of a broken mind, for you sometimes think clearer. Do not give up
you just made me think of a little blurb: You realize you are there, your journey begins, you recall the story of Achilles and his love, and you watch your tears join the water around you. You continue farther and the music fades more, much like the breath in your lungs. you remember your own love and how your faults drove them away. Your over halfway there. you think you hear the voice of your love arguing not to do this, bit they left long ago. Your almost there. the voice is being drowned out by encouragement that you did the right thing. You finally make it. the song tormenting you and the voices stop. Just like your heart and lungs. you have reached the bottom of the lake to lie with your love once again
Their ashes mixed together In the depths of the land Scream of their togetherness And the love spun out of the purest gold the same colour as his hair And the earth as deep as the green of his eyes Which even the mighty seas couldn't separate nor could the cold wrath of his goddess mother for the mortal was made of memories of the way his lips felt on his own, their years together in phthia, pelion, in the rose quartz caves, under orion, in the beach, the sea and troy in arms made just for him to fit like pieces of puzzle all just a blurred dream now fading into nothingness. But their love wont for their souls never will. They're not meant to part, ever. Not today, not tomorrow, not the day after not ever. There is no Achilles without patroclus and what is patroclus if not just memories of Achilles
All I'm imagining is a young girl chasing her father as he ran through a dark forest, his laughter echoing off trees. He runs for what seems like an eternity before he finally breaks through a treeline. The girl follows closely behind only to find herself alone in an empty field. As she looks around she happens to glance down at a rock. Ingraved in the rock is her father's name and sitting next to it is the metal pendant she always wore. Picking up the pendant, she happens to get a look at her reflection but instead of seeing a young girl, her skin is wrinkled and her eyes dull. An old woman stares back at her with tears in her eyes. Slowly settling on the ground next to the stone, she closes her eyes as she has become strangely tired. She wakes to someone calling her name. Opening her tear filled eyes she sees her father smiling down at her. She smiles. She finally found him.
i see this as achilles being someone who has very little value in their own life and isn't afraid of a reckless death; however, deep down he's much like us here: a burnt out gifted kid who is sad, completely given up on their hopes. they quite frankly hate themselves, signifying the angered voice in the song. the main voice is someone close to achilles who has been watching them spiral into their inevitable insanity or death. they try to reckon with achilles and tame his self sabotaging thoughts, but achilles shrugs it off as a joke, completely giving up on taking something or someone's help seriously as it has failed multiple times in the past. the part where the two voices sound as if they are arguing kind of signifies the close friend of achilles and achilles arguing before their death. achilles is shouting down towards the person things they have said about themself and things that they have heard others say about them. to add onto the pain, i can definitely see near the ending where it is only the melancholic piano achilles and the close friend look at each other before achilles jumps from the roof, and achilles has a small sad smile. the type of smile when the person knows you have tried your best but your efforts failed you, and you have lost.
would it be fine if I posted an edited song over a speed paint vid of mine instead of just a background pic? Or would you guys prefer I post vids separately shfshkrgshskdnf also if you have any song request please reply to this comment with the song you'd like and how you'd like it to be :) literally have nothing to do and bored with my life lol Edit: soundcloud link in description :)
this feels like pateoclus's own voice echoing as he stands upon the roof long after being unable to help achilles and trying to find support in what he told achilles but it isnt working as he thought
A few years ago I was suicidal, and I swear to god, this song is exactly how the debate in my head felt... I am far better now, but this song makes me really emotional, it makes me happy, sad and nostalgic all at the same time in the most beautiful way possible...
ok but think about it a ghost tied to the place they died, forever haunted by scenes if their past life, seeing different scenes painted before them as they enter each room. In the ballroom there is stolen glances, brushes of fingers, "accidental" bumps, in the kitchen two lovers, pressing against each other, desperate for stolen kisses, unaware of the pair of eyes that watch them, on the balcony, the screams of a heartbroken woman, a heel breaking, the wide eyes as they fall before they are grabbed and pulled back, their savior in turn plummeting to their own death, tears falling from pained eyes of the now lonely lover, the shocked face of the hurting woman as the crowd gathers to stare at the broken body. over and over, day after day, until there is a shift, the door of the broken and cracked manor squeaking open as another ghost walks through, wearing the same grin of the lover, the house fixing itself he walks past to the older spirit, making his way to the balcony, where on that fateful night, both heart and bone were shattered. "hello love."
I had no idea this song was that popular, I thought GANG OF YOUTHS was still my own little personal hidden gem. Honestly, they deserve the recognition fully... especially for this song. Thank you for the edit, it gives it a much more honest feeling that can't be explained or put on the radio.
I feel like im in a big open field, a single dead tree in the middle. I'm hanging upside-down from a branch by my legs, looking around me as if I was standing on the sky and had to hold onto the earth. I reach to grab onto the earth, though my hands just sink through and I rip out grass and dirt as it falls into the sky. my legs start to hurt, and I fall. I float in the air for a moment, watching as I fall into the sky. I blink and im laying in the tall grass, watching the clouds roll above me
This is edited beautifully and the depth of different voices is exquisite I love this so much. I felt like I was floating and my zpine tingled. I think this might have unlocked a past life memory, thank you
Couldn’t find the lyrics so I’m posting them here: Achilles Achilles Achilles come down, won't you Get up off Get up off the roof? You're scaring us And all of us Some of us love you Achilles, it's not much but there's proof You crazy assed cosmonaut Remember your virtue Redemption lies plainly in truth Just humour us Achilles Achilles come down Won't you get up off Get up off the roof Achilles Achilles Achilles come down, won't you Get up off Get up off the roof? The self is not so weightless Nor whole and unbroken Remember the pact of our youth Where you go I'm going So jump and I'm jumping Since there is no me without you Soldier on Achilles Achilles come down Won't you get up off Get up off the roof? Loathe the way they light candles in Rome But love the sweet air of the votives Hurt and grieve but don't suffer alone Engage with the pain as a motive Today of all days See How the most dangerous thing is to love How you will heal and you'll rise above Achilles Achilles Achilles Jump now You are absent of cause Or excuse So self-indulgent And self-referential No audience could ever want you You crave the applause Yet hate the attention Then miss it, your act is a ruse It is empty, Achilles So end it all now It's a pointless resistance For you Achilles Achilles Just put down the bottle Don't listen to what you've consumed It's chaos, confusion And wholly unworthy Of feeding and it's wholly untrue You may feel no purpose Nor a point for existing It's all just conjecture and gloom And there may not be meaning So find one and seize it Do not waste your self on this roof Hear those bells ring deep in the soul Chiming away for a moment Feel your breath course frankly below See life as a worthy opponent Today of all days See How the most dangerous thing is to love How you will heal and you'll rise above Crowned by an overture bold and beyond Ah, it's more courageous to overcome You want the acclaim The mother of mothers (it's not worth it Achilles) More poignant than fame Or the taste of another (don't listen Achilles) But be real and just jump You dense motherfucker (you're worth more, Achilles) You will not be more Than a rat in the gutter (so much more than a rat) You want my opinion (no one asked your opinion) My opinion you've got You asked for my counsel (no one asked for your thoughts) I gave you my thoughts Be done with this now And jump off the roof Can you hear me Achilles? I'm talking to you I'm talking to you I'm talking to you I'm talking to you Achilles come down Achilles come down Throw yourself into the unknown With pace and a fury defiant Clothe yourself in beauty untold And see life as a means to a triumph Today of all days See How the most dangerous thing is to love How you will heal and you'll rise above Crowned by an overture bold and beyond Ah, it's more courageous to overcome
i imagine a singer, nearly broken from the hardships, singing this on the biggest stage they’ve ever booked. the vibrations are shaking them to their core and finally, finally, they let themselves break. the ends of their voice crack and shatter as they sing. the muttered french is resonating from their band mates.
This feels like zoning out when you're overwhelmed and depressed somewhere public and you can see the people around you laughing and talking while you just sit feeling nothing and everything all at once...
"He told me to jump, I didn't want to..! I swear, he was there!" "Patient has lost it's mind.., there's nothing we can do". Pretty bad for my skills, but, all I could think of-
Well,for me its not all dissociation. It's more things overlapping. If I hear audios, I block one out (usually the important one) The parts where there's two voices sounds like it for me. Then the chaos of the two voices are overlapping and I can't follow so I pay less and less attention until that part is over.
Yes! It's like so many things are playing in your head at once and it's makes you feel this panicky thudding in your chest but you kinda just learn to ignore it until it's just this constant dull ache.
desperately trying to sing the words I can no longer hear. music is my medicine, my safe place, my escape. the words muddled with the chords all blending together.. I cant lose music, it gives me my sanity.. you did a good job with this, I somehow love and appreciate music more than ever
barefoot, running on cold stone, down endless blank hallways, the world collapsing and crashing in sheets of colour and emotion, and the only constant is the music. hearing the pain, but unable to feel it. hearing the violence, the anger. feeling everything and nothing at once. louder, and louder, and louder, and then - numb. finally. welcome home, dear. let us make a toast; "to us, the despair of the world! the kids who were pushed and pulled until we burnt like stars... after all, don't the stars even choose destruction over life?"
Why does this make me reminisce of being a simple girl in an old English village, comforting a broken French refugee who lost her family in the revolution
The echo and muffle of the sound makes it feel so soft and quieting, but the driving tempo gives a sense of urgency that conflicts so strongly with that same almost-sleepy vibe, and I love it so much. It feels like (to my inexperienced self) the conflict and chaos of actual insanity.
It feels like sitting in a servant hallway adjacent to the ballroom while you’re crying because all you wanted was to dance with someone, but the person you wanted to dance with either rejected you or didn’t show up
heyy bestiess i’m leaving the lyrics here in case any of y’all need it 🥰❤️
Achilles
Achilles
Achilles come down, won't you
Get up off
Get up off the roof?
You're scaring us
And all of us
Some of us love you
Achilles, it's not much but there's proof
You crazy assed cosmonaut
Remember your virtue
Redemption lies plainly in truth
Just humour us
Achilles
Achilles come down
Won't you get up off
Get up off the roof
Achilles
Achilles
Achilles come down, won't you
Get up off
Get up off the roof?
The self is not so weightless
Nor whole and unbroken
Remember the pact of our youth
Where you go
I'm going
So jump and I'm jumping
Since there is no me without you
Soldier on
Achilles
Achilles come down
Won't you get up off
Get up off the roof?
Loathe the way they light candles in Rome
But love the sweet air of the votives
Hurt and grieve but don't suffer alone
Engage with the pain as a motive
Today of all days
See
How the most dangerous thing is to love
How you will heal and you'll rise above
Achilles
Achilles
Achilles
Jump now
You are absent of cause
Or excuse
So self-indulgent
And self-referential
No audience could ever want you
You crave the applause
Yet hate the attention
Then miss it, your act is a ruse
It is empty, Achilles
So end it all now
It's a pointless resistance
For you
Achilles
Achilles
Just put down the bottle
Don't listen to what you've consumed
It's chaos, confusion
And wholly unworthy
Of feeding and it's wholly untrue
You may feel no purpose
Nor a point for existing
It's all just conjecture and gloom
And there may not be meaning
So find one and seize it
Do not waste your self on this roof
Hear those bells ring deep in the soul
Chiming away for a moment
Feel your breath course frankly below
See life as a worthy opponent
Today of all days
See
How the most dangerous thing is to love
How you will heal and you'll rise above
Crowned by an overture bold and beyond
Ah, it's more courageous to overcome
You want the acclaim
The mother of mothers (it's not worth it Achilles)
More poignant than fame
Or the taste of another (don't listen Achilles)
But be real and just jump
You dense motherfucker (you're worth more, Achilles)
You will not be more
Than a rat in the gutter (so much more than a rat)
You want my opinion (no one asked your opinion)
My opinion you've got
You asked for my counsel (no one asked for your thoughts)
I gave you my thoughts
Be done with this now
And jump off the roof
Can you hear me Achilles?
I'm talking to you
I'm talking to you
I'm talking to you
I'm talking to you
Achilles come down
Achilles come down
Throw yourself into the unknown
With pace and a fury defiant
Clothe yourself in beauty untold
And see life as a means to a triumph
Today of all days
See
How the most dangerous thing is to love
How you will heal and you'll rise above
Crowned by an overture bold and beyond
Ah, it's more courageous to overcome
Thanks love!
Thank you so much!!!!!!
thank you
@@anidiot4922 You should honestly pin this.
@@theofficalsilentraven on it :))
this feels like when you are zoned out staring at nothing and everything else blurs out while the world moves on
Yes!!
depersonalization / dissociation in general is a mood
Omg you've made it into words
i- yea
Y E S
Something about the slightly altered versions of Achilles come down just hits different
Yes.
@@anidiot4922 let make this ifinit
v
Each version makes me feel some type of way
Transpose anything into this key and it works
I love how we can hear “So *jump* off the roof” more clearly here. It really makes you feel that you are losing your sanity. You feel the desperation.
:')))
I know, I thought they said 'get off that roof' when I first listened to it, but now it's just even more sad. Well back into my insanity I go. :D
@@erensgotaces it’s actually both! The voice insulting Achilles is telling him to jump off, while the nicer voice ( which is the main one throughout the whole song ) tells him to get off the roof
-Parasol- oh yeah! I realized that a little while after I posted the comment but didn't want to be an idiot, it's a lot more powerful of a line now.
I hear it clearly in the original version too 😶✋
as someone who doesn’t speak French, the even-more-garbled French really drives the whole “going insane” thing home
Well I speak French and trust me understanding it feels just as weird because you cant really understand but you kinda do tho and I'm so unsteady right now
@@elo5262 I sorta understand what u meant like first language is English and etc and then I went to french school and boy everyone kept saying I talked as if I was speaking English plus my accent so I feel like if I was a natural learner I’d just understand French but yea
As someone trying and failing to learn French I agree
@@redeyestakewarning8255 omg i understand you so much it’s such an hard language to learn 🤯 even native speakers have struggles with it
I mean I don’t understand what exactly it says but I’m pretty sure it’s Albert Camus reading his own book The Myth of Sisyphus
I imagine this as a girl in a big long dress running down a castle hallway trying to find the music but she never finds it and completely loses her mind
this is constantly how i feel
Imagine this coming true-
Okay, so I want to be an author, and I write short stories, and you just gave me my new novel, so thank you! :)
WOW OMG
And the person actually singing was death himself. (Sorry I just thought it would be cool to add this.)
What drove me crazy was not being able to distinguish the different notes from each other
Descend into insanity
I stopped hearing them just before I read this comment and now I'm really decending towards insanity
This feels like...Dancing a ballet to this song in a totally empty, dusty, potentially falling apart auditorium with a record player or cassette player that can't play the higher or lower notes anymore so it just either skips notes or slams them all onto the same set of bars, yaknow?
That sounds so lovely damn
O! To be the phantom of a ballerina; a blazing star who met her fate being fed poison by an envious, vengeful elder sister. To be trapped in the theatre in which she passed, surrounded by her own coughed-up blood on the stage she once flourished on. To dance for eternity, spinning in an endless ballet.
the vibe.
@@cynicismpiee jesus damn are you guys ok
@@nicolearaujo2892 No, not really.
Shoot this in my veins
pLEASE
You could say this shot you in the he-
hold uP
Lol
-el😔
“How the most dangerous thing is to love.” I can’t-
That sentence is dangerous aight my heart can't take it
It's true tho, ain't it?
@@swee_zaide I have no clue I have not loved before
I read your comment as the line played lmao good timing
"how you'll heal and rise above"
Everyone: Achilles please! We love you!
Greek army: we love you! We need you!
Agamemnon: ...do a flip!
Should I laugh or cry at this 😭
and apollo
Why is this so accurate
I don't know how to respond to this
Patroclus: I'll catch you if you fall
This sounds just like laying down in an open field, with the distinct thought of "I don't belong here," on your mind -- You've done an excellent job.
Oh my god, yes!
Could not agree more...
* cries in burnt out gifted kid *
Youve put it into words
as someone who's part of a system and an achilles introject that only wants to go back home instead of being here... i can say i wholly agree
Why does everyone keep feeding my addiction of this song??
[Edit] Okay I came back to this vid to listen again only to see that my comment has 10k likes???? What???
Because you're depressed and confused
@@anidiot4922 wow, you’re really coming at all of us like that
Man it hurts me too
Fr. This isn’t healthy 😭
Seriously like everywhere I go this song pops up
“Name one hero who was happy.”
I SWEAR TO GOD LEAVE ME ALONE I CANT ESCAPE THIS BOOK I DONT WANTTO CRY AGAIN
Kate Starnes The ending doe be sad
👀soooo what's the name of the book? I need to read it
meeper ! It’s called the Song of Achilles and it’s a gay love story
@@Kay0OX thanks imma buy it online 😌
It sounds like you're trying to find Achilles but you can't find him as you run through the building. You can only hear the echo's of what's happening. It feels like you're running up what feels like an endless staircase trying to get to the roof as you listen to what's happening.
how Patroclus felt seeing achilles going mad without him 😭
Or like two ghosts are trying to talk him into and out of it and you are trying to get to him before he jumps
@@lilypad_2137 HOLD ON IS THAT WHAT HAPPENED?!! I DONT KNOW THE STORY-
thats what my life feels like
Me playing roblox while people roleplay like they are killing eachother.
Apparently, according to TikTok, this is one of those "burnt out gifted kid" anthems.
As a burnt out gifted kid, I can see why.
didnt expect to see you here Shinobu
As a "gifted" kid nearing my burn out point, I'm listening to this song religiously from now on
Heh shame being gifted isn’t as fun as it used to be, we were lied to
Me too🤣
@@redeyestakewarning8255 being gifted just means swallowing everything school teaches you and spitting it back out on paper without question😔✊
for some reason this made me dissociate then after i snapped back into it i had the urge to pour a glass of wine for myself and dionysus
Omfg
What's funny is yesterday was actually the start of the 12 days of dionysus!
@@carleyturner1334 I just got a statue for him :)
I know you weren't referring to this but this sentence reminds me of omniscient reader's viewpoint
nice username lol
I cannot begin to describe how I feel right now. I feel both calm and reasonable, but at the same time a little panicky? But not panicky. Just like a little unsteady, but not really? Does anyone else understand this because I sure as heck don't
Yes :')
It's kinda like standing on the edge of panic. The calm just before the chaos
Yeah I get that, that's how I feel whenever I listen to this
Same
that’s how i feel rn.
“I see a lot of people die because they don’t believe that life is worth living, and I see others who paradoxically killed for the ideas, the illusion that gave them a reason to live. What we call a reason to live is also an excellent reason to die”
-The Myth Of Sisyphus by Albert Camus
Commenting to remember later or for another time.
@@masterpig5s Same
Yooooooooo
I could be wrong, but this is the French in the songz
@@kuenning19 yes it is
We're in a global pandemic here, sanity was never an option
So....how did we all become obsessed with this song?
Remains a mystery
i heard the first few notes and loved ever since
it was the dark academia/royal core playlists that did it for me lmao
I don't even remember. I have no idea when, how or why I started listening to it, but it feels like it's been with me for an eternity.
I heard it from dream smp stuff and really needed to hear it more, so I found it and now I'm obsessed. :) haha... the thing I found it on was the most depressing thing I saw for the characters I love so much, though.
welcome burnt out gifted kids, our anthem has gotten even more accurate
LMAO
hEY WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT
Yes
I didn't ask to be called out like this. Please give me a warning next time
i just choked on nothing while reading this- please- don’t come at me so fast-
this hit so hard- I’m tearing up- nO-
Why does this sound like a spirit trying to remember it’s life.... like ghost dude walks into a ballroom and just keeps seeing flashes of the night he died. People are dancing, he’s at a table drinking, his friend comes up to him, they’re laughing, the scene blips out. He’s across the room now, pulling his friend to the balcony. They’re on the balcony. He’s grabbing the front of his suit, they lean in, the scene blips out. They’re back in the ballroom now, they’re dancing, they switch partners a few times, the scene blips. A man is yelling now. The lady that the friend was dancing with is trying to calm him. Blip. The man is standing front of his friend yelling back. Blip. The angry man takes out a knife. A woman screams. Blip. The man is trying to back up and dodge without success. Blip. The man is laying on the ground now, his friend cradling his body. Blip. The friend is sobbing, holding the body tightly, staining his suit. The scene flickers and fades out. The ballroom is so unbearably empty. Vibes crawl up the walls were decorations once were. The tiles are cracked, chandelier barely hanging on. He turns around, looking at the room as it currently exists, examining the floor where his body once lay. Something makes a noise by the entrance. He whips his head to it, scared of what else lurks in the dilapidated ballroom. A man with a stained suit walks through the door. “Hello again, old friend”
NO
yEs
Oh my gods what have you done
@@river7487 become that one guy in the comments of songs who writes out imaginary scenarios that they see in their head while listening.
I'm not usually the type to point stuff like this out but this might be the best autocorrect I've ever seen
When you see it-
"Achilles Come Down but you're slowly losing your sanity"
me: dope
Historians be like: They were best friends.
There's actually no explicit mention of them being partners in the Iliad
@@foofoocuddlypoops5187 I mean achilles finally going out into the battle field in a fit of bloody rage because his boyfriend died (and patroclus in the start pretending to be achilles so achilles doesn't have to go out) is pretty gay
wow ur so original
r/saphoandherfriend
@@AlesiiTS I mean Achilles had a son, also there's something known as 'sacrifice' between childhood friends
Everybody who has Achilles, come down in their Top 5 Songs of this years Spotify Wrapped up (so everybody here lmao including myself) has already lost it
Spitting facts
Ik Ik is ga f54
Here
:']
it’s my most played song . blinks
This feels like you’re achilles, and the original feels like you’re what’s the face singing to ur lover
what’s the face 🥲🥲 patroclus didnt die for this
it feels like im achilles, listening to the voices, which is this song. im going insane
@@Rdgutdjlkbceaxvjk if you translated it im pretty sure its basically Patrick
@@Rdgutdjlkbceaxvjk protractor
achilles did not draw out every syllable of Patroclus' name for what's the face to be his title.
well i guess its that time of the day when youtube recommendations slowly push me into memories of my dramatic past lives
YES
@@anidiot4922 Gotta love that daydream coping mechanism👈👈
Omfg not the daydreams 😭😭 I could sit for hours on end doing nothing but daydreaming
@@anidiot4922 same😖😖
Holy fuck yea
Jokes on you I ✨already lost it✨
Stop. Get some help.
✨
✨✨
Twinses✨
*chuckles in corner of its a pretty serious thing and if you lose it you cannot return and will just murder, without no warning or thinking*
I’m the blood sodden grounds
With bodies striking the earth
And the gods above
The sting of swords
The crash of words
All fall into synchronized violence
As your body lay
Bare and fine
The heel I own torn
Crumbling down into scraped knees
I lay next to you
And with a final breath
I look to the gods above
All taken part with fowl grins
And I think to them
Curse you, wicked and vile
Achilles heel was Patroclus’ own
And they both died apart
Though so very close
HELL! This is as beautiful as the relationship of Patroclus and Achilles.
this is the most beautiful thing ever thank you for sharing, if you didn't write this you have taste and if you did WOW this pieces is beautiful
♡
aaaa this is so beautiful!!
Turns out I love poetry
I don't know if anyone has said that before, but I'm thinking of the two of them. In another era, in another country. One of them is in a museum. He's an architecture student. He is the only visitor in the museum. Like a harp click, a song begins to take root in his mind. So distorted that it made him stop scribbling in his notebook. His heart sank suddenly, and his lips became so dry as if he had traveled through the desert all his life without water. He moves his head frantically in an attempt to get rid of the melody in his head, but he only manages to disturb his brown curls.
He squeezes the pencil firmly between his skeletal fingers and looks at the statue facing the sky. For a second it seemed to him that the statue came to life, and with its red lips glued together, as if looking like a wound and with black eyes, the statue seemed to look into his soul. He felt the disgust and coldness of the statue.
Suddenly, a rain of light pours down on him like a thousand trumpets coming from the sun. He returns fascinated to the place where the strip of light sneaks through the corners. In front of him rises a person. He was like a soldier. His skin was olive, seeming to be bathed in the summer rays of the sun. He had the impression that his curls were like a sprout of sprouted wheat, though he wasn't quite sure. His thin lips moved at a brisk pace, but the sounds didn't reach his ears.
The same song resounded in his head, only this time much louder. Quickly head to the left because of the sudden dizziness.
“Come down"
Golden flowers pour from the ceiling. The young man turns to face the person who was in front of him a few moments ago. He is alone now. Everything was just an illusory view created by his own mind.
( I'm sorry for any mistake. )
I FELL IN LOVE WITH THIS
I'm happy that you liked it. Ever since I finished the book, I've only had this idea in mind.
Holy crap-
you need to become a writer you have a talent in writing
@@nancykira717 Thank you very much. I'll take into account what you said. Actually, I'm already writing some things, but recently I started composing in English as well. :')
Losing my sanity cause it sounds heavenly
Amen
Why every version of this song is so perfect I-
It remains a mystery how addicting this song is. Like, this one stays with you after a long time. Tbh, as a straight dude, I never knew a song like this can exist.
It just clings to something in you I guess
I'm sorry I'm just curious, why does it matter of you're straight?
@@clipclop3786 Honestly? I don't know why I typed that. Probably because there are so many people in my place who judged my music taste, called me gay and stuffs because I like this kind of music, so, yeah. Well, it's not that important but don't take it way too seriously.
@@ARHanif-ej7oz what are they 9? using gay as an insult smh
you sir, have a great taste in music if you listen to gang of youth
Perhaps this song simply calls to that part of the soul that remembers loves lost and dreams to be whole.
For the first time my body had a physical reaction to music. The distortion caused a pain that started in my back teeth and spread across my mouth, eyes, cheeks, face, neck, until my entire body was consumed by this dull ache. I descended into physical insanity along with completely losing my grip on reality. Fun.
Oopsie
I hope you're good now
might wanna go the doctor for that one
…doesn’t everyone get this???
This version just tells a whole different kind of story than the original, this one sounds like time is slowing down and the main character is just walking around trying to figure out what to do while time becomes frozen around them.
I love this!
this version makes me think in that part in TSOA where patroclus's ghost shows up in his dreams and oh god
STOP
STOP I JUST FINISHED IT AND IM SO USPET RN
The hurt I feel rn 🙁🙁
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
this feels like floating in deep space but being fully aware that you’re zoning out and being unable to stop it
If my dissociation had an audio it would be this except everything is fuzzy and grayscale
one of the best ways to gage your mental state if you hear "jump off" or "get off" the roof
damn you
Didn’t have to call me out like that man /j
i always hear 'get off' that means i'm stable right?
I always hear ´jet off´ so I am right at the edge of losing my sanity I guess
I have both.
having my christmas eve breakdown how r y'alllllllll
Omfg are we all living the same life
having my new years eve breakdown now and youuu?
BRO I had my first nervous breakdown on Christmas Eve too. That shit was wild. 3/10 definitely wouldn't recommend
Oh no! I’m feeling a bit overwhelmed tbh, nice picrew though
very cool pfp
Ah remember when I tried to throw a coin to this exact fountain while facing the opposite site and a boy caught it and gave it back to me good times
And then you got married
Bro lemme write a story real quick-
I wasn’t joking-
(I inserted two random characters so yea)
I looked out on the view, the water sparkled beneath the sunlight; I sighed, content with the sunlight beating down on my face. I looked deeper into the water, seeing the reflections of coins in the water. Pulling out my bag, I tossed one in, not necessarily wishing for anything. I blinked, but the coin never hit the water, looking up in shock my gaze fell on a boy around my age, holding the coin in his hand. For a minute time seemed to stop, the sunlight only getting brighter and lighting his face. The only way to describe him was beautiful. Time resumed, I waved, he smiled.
I might actually put this in a story I’m writing, dang.
This calls for a wattpad story
@@anidiot4922 lol😂
You hear the words enough from people, “Don’t do it.” Even if that thought never crosses your mind as you sit on the roof looking at the stars but now your brain thinks of only the release as you could tumble down and embrace death.
Your mind breaks everyday but one day you’ll hit the tipping point of no return, but that’s alright. We are only human who fight battles everyday, I am glad you fight the battle of darken thoughts and win another day.
Enjoy the peace of a broken mind, for you sometimes think clearer. Do not give up
i love this. im playing this video on repeat while reading comments. this one made me feel for the first time in weeks. thank you.
_If you have to go, I will go with you_
_If he is dead, I will not be far behind_
_The last thing I think is: Achilles._
This is what loud music above water sound like when your underwater. It’s amazing!❤️
you just made me think of a little blurb:
You realize you are there, your journey begins, you recall the story of Achilles and his love, and you watch your tears join the water around you.
You continue farther and the music fades more, much like the breath in your lungs. you remember your own love and how your faults drove them away.
Your over halfway there. you think you hear the voice of your love arguing not to do this, bit they left long ago.
Your almost there. the voice is being drowned out by encouragement that you did the right thing.
You finally make it. the song tormenting you and the voices stop. Just like your heart and lungs.
you have reached the bottom of the lake to lie with your love once again
ouch I resonate w this too much
I feel ya :')
This one hits just right. ♡
The crippling depression that follows right after is just *chef's kiss*
@@anidiot4922 Hit me like a damn truck lmao
It do b like dat
This is just fuel for my imaginary stories-
Omg stoooop. You make me love you.
You are one of the first people admitting they make fake stories
Edit: as I have seen for me.
@@not_Tamb0 I mean sure but honestly I just get hella rp ideas from these kinds of songs-
Of course, imaginary stories are the best way to escape this world lmao
Your profile picture is so cool 🥺
@@bunkofunk4301 Aww Thank you!
there’s a distant and vague feeling of belonging I feel from this and I think that just really neat
This is like an ethereal experience, don't mind me just losing my mind on Christmas night alone
This song has been in my top ten Spotify for the last three years and I DIDNT THINK MY OBSESSION COULD GROW
This feels like pain but it’s underwater and every second feels like a week and I love it
it feels like how drowning would feel
Their ashes mixed together
In the depths of the land
Scream of their togetherness
And the love spun out of the purest gold the same colour as his hair
And the earth as deep as the green of his eyes
Which even the mighty seas couldn't separate nor could the cold wrath of his goddess mother for the mortal was made of memories of the way his lips felt on his own, their years together in phthia, pelion, in the rose quartz caves, under orion, in the beach, the sea and troy in arms made just for him to fit like pieces of puzzle all just a blurred dream now fading into nothingness.
But their love wont for their souls never will. They're not meant to part, ever. Not today, not tomorrow, not the day after not ever. There is no Achilles without patroclus and what is patroclus if not just memories of Achilles
thank you bc im gonan go cry for the hundrenth time now
_“And what is Patroclus if not just memories of Achilles.”_ take my heart I don't need it anyways
@@Cherry_cola4 ahaha i wrote this long back when i was fuming with pain and rage the book gifted me with
@@shreyasmr3777 rage and sorrow really bring out the best ideas while writing, doesn't it?
All I'm imagining is a young girl chasing her father as he ran through a dark forest, his laughter echoing off trees. He runs for what seems like an eternity before he finally breaks through a treeline. The girl follows closely behind only to find herself alone in an empty field. As she looks around she happens to glance down at a rock. Ingraved in the rock is her father's name and sitting next to it is the metal pendant she always wore. Picking up the pendant, she happens to get a look at her reflection but instead of seeing a young girl, her skin is wrinkled and her eyes dull. An old woman stares back at her with tears in her eyes. Slowly settling on the ground next to the stone, she closes her eyes as she has become strangely tired. She wakes to someone calling her name. Opening her tear filled eyes she sees her father smiling down at her. She smiles. She finally found him.
out of all the comments here, this one made me finally break.
@@Xaervai Made me break too ngl
Aww nice story but y'all gotta stop depressing yourself lmao
@@justicethedoggo3648 No. I dont think I will.
Listening to this while re-reading The Song Of Achilles just hits different.
The book has emotionally scared me 😃😃
I JUST GOT IT
I’m reading it rn I’m like half way through will update
@@midnightstatic9437 good luck 😀
@@thenileriv AHHHHHHH
Oh no I just started reading it.
Why does this song feel like a weighted blanket
If you're listening to this song, you're a burnt out gifted kid, a Percy Jackson fan or a mythology fan, or all three.
Or just have good taste
Yo why did u point me out like that- *cries while reading percy jackson with sketches of him laid around like a whole ritual*
or a closeted gay
@zvezda4701 LOL
All three.
i see this as achilles being someone who has very little value in their own life and isn't afraid of a reckless death; however, deep down he's much like us here: a burnt out gifted kid who is sad, completely given up on their hopes. they quite frankly hate themselves, signifying the angered voice in the song. the main voice is someone close to achilles who has been watching them spiral into their inevitable insanity or death. they try to reckon with achilles and tame his self sabotaging thoughts, but achilles shrugs it off as a joke, completely giving up on taking something or someone's help seriously as it has failed multiple times in the past. the part where the two voices sound as if they are arguing kind of signifies the close friend of achilles and achilles arguing before their death. achilles is shouting down towards the person things they have said about themself and things that they have heard others say about them.
to add onto the pain, i can definitely see near the ending where it is only the melancholic piano achilles and the close friend look at each other before achilles jumps from the roof, and achilles has a small sad smile. the type of smile when the person knows you have tried your best but your efforts failed you, and you have lost.
This is what anxiety feels like. Calm but not calm, there is danger near, but still you rest, aware of peril, but remining stagnant. This is neat. :)
I like that
fragile but regal, like a porcelain queen
would it be fine if I posted an edited song over a speed paint vid of mine instead of just a background pic? Or would you guys prefer I post vids separately shfshkrgshskdnf also if you have any song request please reply to this comment with the song you'd like and how you'd like it to be :) literally have nothing to do and bored with my life lol
Edit: soundcloud link in description :)
Go for whatever you want to do!! I love this!!
I love this I hope you do more song in this version 😌
aw man, a speedpaint backing would be awesome my dude
Feed us them sweet artistic endeavors!
as u prefer :)
this feels like pateoclus's own voice echoing as he stands upon the roof long after being unable to help achilles and trying to find support in what he told achilles but it isnt working as he thought
The only parts my brain is processing are
Achilles, Achilles
Achilles come down
Won't you get up off
Get up off the roof
And it just hits different
We didn't start the fire, it was always burning since the world was turning..
sanity? who needs that when I'm running through abandoned halls, feeling out of place and floating to this song? not me
A few years ago I was suicidal, and I swear to god, this song is exactly how the debate in my head felt... I am far better now, but this song makes me really emotional, it makes me happy, sad and nostalgic all at the same time in the most beautiful way possible...
I'm glad you're feeling better!!!
what is this emotion
Feels like I'm listening to the song from Achilles's perspective, cause this is probably how Achilles would've heard it.
now i have to listen to it another fifty times from that perspective
@@fionac4382 story time
"he is half of my soul, as the poets say"
Ah yes, more fuel for my horrendous writing habits. Thank you so much
Oo I'd love to read what you write ^^
ok but think about it
a ghost tied to the place they died, forever haunted by scenes if their past life, seeing different scenes painted before them as they enter each room. In the ballroom there is stolen glances, brushes of fingers, "accidental" bumps, in the kitchen two lovers, pressing against each other, desperate for stolen kisses, unaware of the pair of eyes that watch them, on the balcony, the screams of a heartbroken woman, a heel breaking, the wide eyes as they fall before they are grabbed and pulled back, their savior in turn plummeting to their own death, tears falling from pained eyes of the now lonely lover, the shocked face of the hurting woman as the crowd gathers to stare at the broken body. over and over, day after day, until there is a shift, the door of the broken and cracked manor squeaking open as another ghost walks through, wearing the same grin of the lover, the house fixing itself he walks past to the older spirit, making his way to the balcony, where on that fateful night, both heart and bone were shattered.
"hello love."
Thanks, I hate it.
You had no right to make me sob
Feels like a fever dream... the air between awake and dreaming, that state where you can't decipher between dream and reality.
I had no idea this song was that popular, I thought GANG OF YOUTHS was still my own little personal hidden gem. Honestly, they deserve the recognition fully... especially for this song. Thank you for the edit, it gives it a much more honest feeling that can't be explained or put on the radio.
:'))
5:32
The fact that I can hear jump way clearer makes me sad
This version squeezes my brain just right
I feel like im in a big open field, a single dead tree in the middle. I'm hanging upside-down from a branch by my legs, looking around me as if I was standing on the sky and had to hold onto the earth. I reach to grab onto the earth, though my hands just sink through and I rip out grass and dirt as it falls into the sky. my legs start to hurt, and I fall. I float in the air for a moment, watching as I fall into the sky. I blink and im laying in the tall grass, watching the clouds roll above me
the way this rendition freaks me out and makes me feel insane is so freaky
Everytime I think my addiction to this song has passed, something like this pops into my recommended
This is edited beautifully and the depth of different voices is exquisite I love this so much.
I felt like I was floating and my zpine tingled. I think this might have unlocked a past life memory, thank you
I can FEEL the bass notes lordy. This is the melodic equivalent of a building collapsing around you, and I'm in love.
Couldn’t find the lyrics so I’m posting them here:
Achilles
Achilles
Achilles come down, won't you
Get up off
Get up off the roof?
You're scaring us
And all of us
Some of us love you
Achilles, it's not much but there's proof
You crazy assed cosmonaut
Remember your virtue
Redemption lies plainly in truth
Just humour us
Achilles
Achilles come down
Won't you get up off
Get up off the roof
Achilles
Achilles
Achilles come down, won't you
Get up off
Get up off the roof?
The self is not so weightless
Nor whole and unbroken
Remember the pact of our youth
Where you go
I'm going
So jump and I'm jumping
Since there is no me without you
Soldier on
Achilles
Achilles come down
Won't you get up off
Get up off the roof?
Loathe the way they light candles in Rome
But love the sweet air of the votives
Hurt and grieve but don't suffer alone
Engage with the pain as a motive
Today of all days
See
How the most dangerous thing is to love
How you will heal and you'll rise above
Achilles
Achilles
Achilles
Jump now
You are absent of cause
Or excuse
So self-indulgent
And self-referential
No audience could ever want you
You crave the applause
Yet hate the attention
Then miss it, your act is a ruse
It is empty, Achilles
So end it all now
It's a pointless resistance
For you
Achilles
Achilles
Just put down the bottle
Don't listen to what you've consumed
It's chaos, confusion
And wholly unworthy
Of feeding and it's wholly untrue
You may feel no purpose
Nor a point for existing
It's all just conjecture and gloom
And there may not be meaning
So find one and seize it
Do not waste your self on this roof
Hear those bells ring deep in the soul
Chiming away for a moment
Feel your breath course frankly below
See life as a worthy opponent
Today of all days
See
How the most dangerous thing is to love
How you will heal and you'll rise above
Crowned by an overture bold and beyond
Ah, it's more courageous to overcome
You want the acclaim
The mother of mothers (it's not worth it Achilles)
More poignant than fame
Or the taste of another (don't listen Achilles)
But be real and just jump
You dense motherfucker (you're worth more, Achilles)
You will not be more
Than a rat in the gutter (so much more than a rat)
You want my opinion (no one asked your opinion)
My opinion you've got
You asked for my counsel (no one asked for your thoughts)
I gave you my thoughts
Be done with this now
And jump off the roof
Can you hear me Achilles?
I'm talking to you
I'm talking to you
I'm talking to you
I'm talking to you
Achilles come down
Achilles come down
Throw yourself into the unknown
With pace and a fury defiant
Clothe yourself in beauty untold
And see life as a means to a triumph
Today of all days
See
How the most dangerous thing is to love
How you will heal and you'll rise above
Crowned by an overture bold and beyond
Ah, it's more courageous to overcome
Thank you
*saves every edit of this song*
i like how it gains clarity on the duet of i’m talking to you. it’s almost as though the two sides of him agreeing brings his sanity back
i imagine a singer, nearly broken from the hardships, singing this on the biggest stage they’ve ever booked. the vibrations are shaking them to their core and finally, finally, they let themselves break. the ends of their voice crack and shatter as they sing. the muttered french is resonating from their band mates.
If you need me, I'll be dissociating in the corner with the discorporeated voice of Albert Camus.
i understand that you’re just watermarking it, but the “an idiot” at the bottom just adds to it so much in my opinion
:')
for some reason this feels like the perfect last song to listen to during 2020.
30 minutes before 12am for me.
This feels like zoning out when you're overwhelmed and depressed somewhere public and you can see the people around you laughing and talking while you just sit feeling nothing and everything all at once...
Omfg yea especially when you're with a group of friends who are not really your friends and you're just left out shfhdsjsk
@@anidiot4922 exactly
Are we friends now?- lol
Bet.
@@anidiot4922 heyo friend how are you?
this is perfect to listen to at 5am
"He told me to jump, I didn't want to..! I swear, he was there!"
"Patient has lost it's mind.., there's nothing we can do".
Pretty bad for my skills, but, all I could think of-
This is just how it feels to have adhd
Well,for me its not all dissociation. It's more things overlapping.
If I hear audios, I block one out (usually the important one)
The parts where there's two voices sounds like it for me. Then the chaos of the two voices are overlapping and I can't follow so I pay less and less attention until that part is over.
Yes! It's like so many things are playing in your head at once and it's makes you feel this panicky thudding in your chest but you kinda just learn to ignore it until it's just this constant dull ache.
damn you for calling me out
This is just what most music sounds like to me lol
Like so many noises and I haven't processed all of them
yea
desperately trying to sing the words I can no longer hear. music is my medicine, my safe place, my escape. the words muddled with the chords all blending together.. I cant lose music, it gives me my sanity..
you did a good job with this, I somehow love and appreciate music more than ever
barefoot, running on cold stone, down endless blank hallways, the world collapsing and crashing in sheets of colour and emotion, and the only constant is the music. hearing the pain, but unable to feel it. hearing the violence, the anger. feeling everything and nothing at once. louder, and louder, and louder, and then - numb. finally.
welcome home, dear. let us make a toast; "to us, the despair of the world! the kids who were pushed and pulled until we burnt like stars... after all, don't the stars even choose destruction over life?"
this feels like you are trapped in your mind, and your thoughts have started to echo as you desperately are trying to find an end
I've never been more calm and distraught at the same time
i,,, i like this version better then the original- its very beautiful and calming
Why does this make me reminisce of being a simple girl in an old English village, comforting a broken French refugee who lost her family in the revolution
The echo and muffle of the sound makes it feel so soft and quieting, but the driving tempo gives a sense of urgency that conflicts so strongly with that same almost-sleepy vibe, and I love it so much. It feels like (to my inexperienced self) the conflict and chaos of actual insanity.
Listening to this while making art is an absolute vibe, 10/10 would recommend
As soon as this started playing my eyes began to tear up for some reason... why?
Some unknown nostalgia
An unknown memory unlocked only to fade away
It feels like sitting in a servant hallway adjacent to the ballroom while you’re crying because all you wanted was to dance with someone, but the person you wanted to dance with either rejected you or didn’t show up