Reaction NEW SPIRITBOX - Constance OMG This one is personal!!
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This is because of ALL OF YOU!!!! I can’t thank you enough!!!!
Their list is really missing Ashley (Deadgrl Superstar) and TankTheTech. They're probably some of the most honest reactors on UA-cam.
I felt exactly the same feeling. I just cried.
OMG...He didn't know!!! Man, Courtney has made so many grown men cry!!!
Well there I go again. Shit. This one still fucks me up. Subbed bearded brother
It's nearly impossible to make it through with dry eyes
I love your reaction... and I love Richards reaction. Love ya both. Dammit, tears again, like, fuck, more than half a year after the release of this song... omg....
That was probably one of the most raw and pure reactions I've ever seen in a reaction video. Thanks for choosing to upload it.
Thank all of you for the encouragement
You should watch Galacticriminal watch this. Pure emotion
I still cry listening to this song! Hits home for me.
This is their softest....but heaviest emotionally song. Rule of Nines is a great one to check out.
I second this. And watch the official video, not the one take performance. Not only thank you for uploading this for your genuine reaction, but I can promise you this one won't tug on your heart the same way. It's also a nice balanced song that's a little more representative of the rest of their catalog.
Agreed that’s a great intro song in line with their regular sound
This is the other kind of heavy
Courtney couldn't sing "a pretty song without any scary screaming" at her grandmother's funeral due to border closures. You can hear her heartache in this one...and thank you for uploading. Dementia affects so many people.
I just noticed, watching this reaction, Courtney had a really hard time keeping a straight face doing the video. I noticed she had wet streaks on her face before, but I just now noticed the expression, she was trying so hard not to cry on set. poor girl >< I wish i could hug her. I can both hear and see the heartache.
F*ck this pandemic nothing would ever keep me from my grandparents funeral. I lost every single one of them by the time I was 24 and I would never miss the chance to say goodbye.
@@bmasonia7634 The Canadian border was closed, she didn’t have a choice.
@@josephbright4072 really not that difficult to get through. May not be through a regular crossing but that ain’t my business 🤷🏼♀️
i never new my grandparents from fathers side,they died both on cancer.i knew only from my mothers side,they lived really near and after school i used to go for lunch everyday and yeah,i had a meal prepared already,after grandpa died she was having alzheimer,depression, panic attacks and demencia, and then this year she had brain attack, she had to stay at elders home where nurses was taking care of her,she started walking,talking again,but we never had a chance to visit her during pandemic...one nurse was positive and all the elders and ill there was positive too,she passed away and was the second victim of covid in my state...i never had a chance to say goodbye,this song is really strong for me too and brought me in tears instatnly, thank you for sharing your story...
This song isn't heavy... but it's HEAVY!
Like a tungsten brick to the feels
So heavy... I recorded a reaction to this this morning, and right after I turned off the video I broke down
And just let me add: That final scene, almost a happy end, when she's finally one with her husband again at some place after life, whatever you may call it - it is so heart warming. Oh my..
This song came out on my birthday, and not being able to see my grandmother that lives in New York, sucks. I think to myself if I'm going to see her before it's to late. Constance is the name of the director's grandmother. Sorry to hear about your dad. Seeing you cry made me cry more. Stay strong my dude 🤟
I respect a man who shows emotion, I feel you brother. My grandpa is suffering from Alzheimer's and it's hard for my dad and me to visit him. He doesn't remember us at all and mistakes us for electricians or whatever... sometimes he even gets scared and wants us to leave... I fear the day my dad becomes like him...
This is gonna be one of the oddest thank you’s I’ve ever given.
I had heard that my grandma’s health and memory was deteriorating so I scheduled a trip from Florida back home to Washington state in mid November. Before I could make it home, she fell, broke her back and hips and hit her head which rapidly progressed her Alzheimer’s so she’d have days where she wouldn’t hardly recognize anyone. I video called my dad who was there (my grandparents lived on the same property as us so I get the seeing your grandma almost every day thing) and she recognized me and we told each other that we loved the other. Two days later, about a week before my flight, she passed away so I didn’t get to say goodbye.
Beginning of this month, while I was home we held her memorial service for family nearby and live streamed it for everyone else...but even there I couldn’t cry. Watching this and seeing you choke up broke the dam and I’m writing this with tear stained cheeks.
Thank you for uploading this.
I’m working my way from old to new stuff after finding your channel early this morning, so if you get to it and I just haven’t seen it yet, I apologize, but I think you’d really enjoy Beast in Black. Lead singer has a killer voice and I think the vibe is right up your alley.
Thank you.... nothing odd about sharing your heart
Man...I’m glad I’m not the only one who lost it with this video/song. I was legit sobbing. My grandma doesn’t have dementia she’s battling RA, and she lives in another country so I barely get to see her. It’s tough seeing her degrade, and not be able to walk or use her hands the way she used to. I wish I could be there for her more because I used to see her all the time, but she’s unable to travel now. She’s still all there for the most part, but she used to be so active even in her old age. Seeing the scene of her on the bed and they wrap the blanket around her I just lost control of my emotions. Such a raw song, and the video just perfectly captures it. I enjoyed your video a lot dude. Good reaction.
I've been working with dementia for about 10 years of my life, so this song hits me hard too. It's absolutely ok to let those feelings out
I wanna give you a hug big poppa bear. this song hits very hard for me as well. I remember when I was younger when I finished my day at school I visited my grandparents. my grandfather was a huge man. a very big huge man with a very loud voice but he was the sweetest. he was like the protector of the family. my grandmother was the softer sweeter one. they always made a specific food not many people eat. red beans, mashed potato, meat, unions, shrooms and loads of mayonese. when my grandfather died of cancer the whole family broke apart. my grandmother was completely lost and she developed a way of Alzheimers as well. my parents didn't want me to see her because she was completely broken. I wish I could see her. from there on everything went completely sideways. my parents did things to me no other parent should do. I left the house and never spoke to them again. for that its a weight that fell of my shoulders. and one day I heard that she passed away. family members didn't want me to attend the funeral. because I was an outsider in their eyes. I wasn't the religious fanatic they were. so I missed everything. today I think I'm going to visit the grave and make myself that same food they made me.
Courtney's grandmother passed this summer and due to Covid she wasn't able to say goodbye or go to her funeral. She wrote this song (the lyrics, at least) for her as a tribute because her Grandma wanted her to sing a pretty song at her funeral. Constance is the name of the video director's grandmother who is suffering from dementia, so the video concept was HIS tribute to her... and the band named the song for her as well.
Powerful reaction, brother. I bawled my eyes out for an hour after seeing this one too, and I never cry. Respect. I think this is the first time I've seen your channel, but you more than earned a sub from me.
Thanks for the in depth breakdown!
Also the son in the video is the son of the director, and the picture of the nurse is actually a picture of the real Constance.
Correction: the real Constance is still alive, but she is suffering from dementia.
This isn't only Music... is ART! It's a piece a soul.
Great reaction and I'm sorry this song hit you in such a personal way.
Courtney's grandmother passed away this summer and she couldn't travel to sah good bye to her. Also the Director of the video. Dylan of Versa Films.. lost his grandmother.. then theh decided to write the song and created the video..dedicated to their Grandmothers.
I have cried quite a lot watching this video and reading the comments..and now watching your reaction.. it was emotional.
Spiritbox and Jinjer are my top favourite bands and they create beautiful music and it reaches a lot of feelings within you.
Again love the reaction and hoping you are doing well.
Cheers from Norway
Dylan’s grandmother, Constance, is still alive. She’s also the nurse in the photo.
No shame in crying. Those of us who have been through this ugly cry every single time we hear this song. This video is also an absolute masterclass in perspective.
I also cried like a baby the first time I saw this. The song still gets me every time. Thank you for sharing this.
The key is he didn't have to post it. But he did. Respect. I cry everytime I hear this song, because my grandma passed this year. I didn't get closure.
I hope you give Spiritbox another chance soon. This particular song was inspired and they normally are not THIS kind of heavy. I'm glad you took so much meaning from this. I too had a great grandmother and grandmother with Alzheimer's. And not that my mom is getting older she is on preventatives. I've done the long goodbye twice and it's scary to think it could happen a third time even closer than before.
great genuine heartfelt reaction. Blessed be or trustfall are two spiritbox songs to check out...hell every spiritbox song is a masterpiece.
I remember the day this song came out. It made me cry like a baby. Here we are a couple years later and this song still makes me cry every single time I hear it.
This song killed me... I'm so emotional right now! Awesome reaction. You caught the emotions I felt.. I love you man.
Very emotional song for sure. I’ve lost all of my grand parents but thankfully never to these horrible diseases. I miss them dearly though.
Love to everyone who lost someone. I helped my grandpa during his dementia. He raised me, taught me, got me into playing music. It's so hard but this song helps soothe the pain. 🤘🏾
No need to apologize for your emotions, my dude. I am so sorry that you went through what you did. I felt the exact same way when I first watched this--I lost my meme to this horrible disease when I was 12 and this brought me right back. So so terrible, but this song encapsulates the emotions so fucking perfectly.
The tears on her face. The hard swallowing at the end of the video. She, well you can see the emotion on her face throughout the video. But, they UGH 😏 lost for words. 😭 Emotíonally it just...feel it, and it is raw. It really hits. 😓😭
Beautiful, real, reaction. I was in tears from the jump. You won my subscription with one video reaction. Can’t wait to binge more, right now!🥺😢👍🏼💯
Bless you bro.. such an honest and beautiful reaction. Thank you. My grandma passed away a few years ago with dementia and my nan is currently going through it. Not nice at all.. this song is absolutely beautiful.
lol I had a nearly identical reaction. This video is going to propel Spiritbox to a whole new level of exposure and fame. This is a 100% perfect song and a 100% perfect video. Best thing of 2020
Love your reaction brother ... my favorite thing about this song is how it goes from an airy and beautiful landscape of flying within aurora borealis to a devastatingly chaotic and brutal assault of darkness and pain. It's the most visually and auditorily accurate depiction of the simultaneous pain and relief I felt when I lost my mother earlier this year. Your reaction reminds me that I'm not alone in this pain and I am grateful to you for uploading this ...
Dammit Y'all...hard to comment through the tears and snot!...Big Love, Thanks for sharing OSN... and Thank You Spiritbox
Thank you for your honesty. I lost my grandmother a year ago to dementia and I cannot begin to express how visceral this song is. The haunting of the realization of her fading, the sorrow of watching it unfold, then the anger of losing them, knowing nothing you can do. It’s unbelievably beautiful.
Dont be sorry for being human. If this song doesnt touch you in some way you are dead inside. First time I listened to this song I got goose bumps all over my body. It´s amazing in so many ways! Thanks for an honest and genuine reaction!
Don't be sorry man, this is as emotional and heavy as it gets because its so real. And I can understand why it hits you so hard. I'm sorry for your own loss and I cannot even begin to imagine what it must feel like not being able to say goodbye. My own grandma passed away a few years ago and I was lucky enough to atleast be able to say goodbye and be there at the funeral. Much love, warm wishes and stay safe
Wow I had missed that they had released this one so I saw it for the first time here. I was not ready either, I have an experience with Alzheimers/Dementia very similar to what you describe and I am crying along with you... I don't know what else to say, but thank you for sharing.
Thank you for sharing your thoughts and supports
two years on ( ish ) this song still takes an axe to my feels, my grandfather had alzheimers/ dementia and it kills me every time I think of him that I didn't make the time to go see him and to say good buy, I was at work when I got the call about his passing and a few beer keggs took a beating that day. as mentioned before, this is the most raw and pure reactions I've ever seen, thank you for keeping it real, I'm glad you uploaded it.
As you said, take the time to go see those who you love, you will regret it like I do for the rest of your life.
god bless you brother, take care.
What a choice for a first reaction to Spiritbox, damn. Related a lot to your reaction, 'cause (among other things) I didn't see my grandpa's decline, due to distance and circumstances, but he was really important to me growing up and just sitting there by his side with him not remembering me, not remembering my name, not in any way being the man I'd known for 14 years, it really broke me for a long time
So I recently started watching your reactions and just now watched this one. This really hit home for me. The last 2 1/2 years my grandparents where alive I spent every day with them, taking caring of them and watching them die was the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life. Thank you for being raw and true in your reactions.
Love this band + very impactful song. This band has quickly become one of my favorite bands of all time.
Here's some info from an interview with the vocalist Courtney LaPlante about the song:
"Due to border shut downs, I was not able to say goodbye to my grandmother Phyllis, to whom the song is in tribute, or attend her funeral. I always promised her that I would sing at her memorial service, because she always requested a 'pretty song with none of that scary screaming.' I hoped writing this song with no 'scary screaming' in it would help me find a sense of closure."
"Dylan (video director) wrote his video concept to honour his grandmother, Constance to whom the video is in tribute. Our music videos usually have a horror element to them, and we wanted to explore a different side of horror: the horror of feeling like your mind is betraying you, due to a long battle with dementia. With Dylan's permission, we named the song 'Constance' to immortalize her story."
Definitely check out more Spiritbox though! "Holy Roller" + "Blessed Be" + "Rule of Nines" would be a good start for your next Spiritbox songs!
Don't apologize for taking breaks especially for a song like this! Jeez..I've technically seen this and heard this song like 10 times now and it STILL hits as hard as it did when I first heard it! I think it would have been slightly better if you did another song before this one but either way it's an amazing song! Very good reaction as I love seeing the more emotional reactions from people~
It hits most of us... Thank You for uploading. Genuine and true. I'm a father of three daughters and It's important to show that Dads/men can have AND show feelings. Respect
Dude. No worries about your reaction. I really appreciate that you decided to share with us when you could've just not post the vid. I teared up as well when I first heard this song. Watching your reaction tipped me over the edge again! Love your insights from your other vids (discovered your channel via your Jinjer reaction). Take it easy and see you next time! 👍👌🤘✊
Every now and then you stumble into a song that seems like the universe made just for you.. the ones that hit you deeper than your average song are legendary. For lack of a better term... "art".
My friend, emotional intelligence like yours is a gift. Some call it empathy. I call it a virtue. And I am most happy that I share it with you.
This song and the video kick my ass every single time, I have yet to NOT cry watching the video. Thankfully I can keep it together listening to just the song but ooh boy sometimes it gets close. Her voice + the instrumental choices + the imagery are just... too much but in the best way. It was really nice to see someone have such a real reaction to this (painful. but nice) THE most relatable and touching reaction i've seen to this video. Thank you so much for sharing it, and your personal experience, with the world and I hope you have a wonderful day
In 24 years I know what will happen to me. I have seen 2 generations pass. 20 years from said event I will be no more. I watched this with my great grandfather, my grandfather, and my father is starting to show signs. 85 is my number 41 is where I am at. This song gets to you? This song is about the future me. I know where I am. I know where I will be. I push forward knowing there is an unseen date on an unseen toe tag. The glass is almost half empty. It will continue to empty until I don't know who is looking at me in the mirror.
This one is hard for me, while I didn't get to know my grandmother through her I watched my family struggle around her. Back in September 2018 until May 2019 my dad was diagnosed with brain cancer and there were times where he wasn't there. It sucks and this song just brought it back. Cherish the time with your family, cherish the good moments and never let the bad ones take over your memories of them, they wouldn't want you to remember them in their worst.
In an interview, Courtney was asked why she felt so many cry when they hear this song. Instead of going an easy and almost obvious route to answer the question, she offered a very thoughtful and sincere explanation. She essentially told the story of her grandmother's passing and the her inability to attend the funeral due to COVID restrictions. She said that many others have suffered losses during this time and so many have been carrying around a great deal of stress. "We need to give ourselves permission to cry", Courtney stated, and simply said that this song gives us all that permission to release the emotions we've had locked up for this past year.
This band go well beyond what other groups do in terms of putting emotional and artistic qualities in their music. They are unparalleled when it comes to their creativity and willingness to put every part of themselves in the music they make.
I felt this reaction to the core of my soul. I also cried very hard when I first seen the video and still cry listening and watching reactions. Thank you for sharing yours.
Great reaction. Phenomenal song that hits you like a ton of bricks
Thank you so much for posting, man. I appreciate your authenticity, vulnerability, and honesty.
I'm crying with you right now. Not ashamed. We are human. This is us.
I recently found this music video and I was exactly like you, I feel you so much. My brother and I live with my Granma, she raised us and rescue us from abusive parents and gave us the opportunity to live a better life; she's literally the world for me, she's the reason I believe in love and I became the woman I am, she's the light of my existence. And only thinking of losing her, it kills me, I can't even. I feel so, so sorry for your lose, from the bottom of my heart. I send you all the love, peace and light from Argentina (I'm sorry for any grammatical mistake, my English's not very good)
I watched it yesterday morning when it came out, with my morning coffee in hand. I expected something completely different, knowing Spiritbox. But .. oh boy. That was quite the emotional start to my day. This hit really hard
I’m glad you chose to upload this. Somehow UA-cam sent you to me and you got a new subscriber. I think this song resonates with everyone one in some way or another. I have seen this so many times and still cry my eyes out every time. Music should make you think, it should make you feel. We often suppress the feelings we can’t bare to face. Sometimes it is good to just be in that hurt and pain for a moment. We shouldn’t feel guilt. I’m sure in your case your grandmother would want you to have done your finals. We can’t change our past but we can allow ourselves to learn from it. We can think who needs us now and make a difference in their life the same way your grandmother made a difference in yours. I’m sorry for your loss but I am grateful you had that wonderful past with such a lovely lady. ❤️
Love the story about your grandmother around the 10 minute mark. I had a similar experience at a younger age. Touching story
OSN......its good to let out emotions. I cried as well. It keeps feelings from being suppressed. The more you let it out. ...the more you heal. That's why this song was created. It was Courtney and her grandmother. It hurts....but it's therapy.Ive had many.....too many. ❤️
As much as I love Spiritbox, I can’t listen to this song. It’s too personal and emotional. Gave your video a like anyway.
It's a tough one, alright. I bawled when I first watched it, and I still choke up every time. I can't think of another song that has done that to me, and I freaking love sad songs so I've heard thousands upon thousands of them...
Yeah it's really emotional indeed. Makes me shed tears every time.
What's your favourite song by them now?
Funny cause Perennial is my favourite song by Jinjer and Spiritbox..
@@cooltechnician I can’t pick a favorite because their songs are so different (sane with Jinjer). I have to give credit to Courtney’s one-take of “Rule of Nines”. THAT video is what made me a fan. There’s something about watching her perform that you don’t get from official videos. Also, hi! Hope you’re well! 😊
I’m crying alongside you Brother. I took care of my Maternal Grandmother during Her 13 year decline in dementia until her passing in 2011. It STILL hurts to this day!
This song was really hard for me as well. We took care of my grandmother for the last year and a half of her life in our home while she had Alzheimer's. Be thankful for the good memories you have, I wasn't able to know her that well due to the distance between us when I was young. Almost all my memories of her are while she wasn't even herself. This song and the accompanying music video were so well done.
Fucking hell breaks me every time I miss my grandpa so damn much fuck got me right in the feels
Wow, I feel you man this is personal. My dad had dementia for 13 years. He had to spend the last six months in a personal care home. We had our photos with our names on them on his wall because he couldn't remember us, he only remembered the dogs names. I was there in the morning and he said he had a headache and he wanted to lie down and go back to sleep so I left and they called four hours later and said he had a stroke he passed a couple hours later. Never be afraid or embarrassed of showing your emotions it just shows how much you love. Blessed Be.
bit late to the show but I just saw this. dude, the fact that you can so openly show your feelings and speak about some real hard subject matter in front of the entire internet, is commendable.
you've definitely earned my respect... and my subscription.
You are probably the most genuine reactor out there and I appreciate you and everything you do. Thank you so much for sharing. It hit me in the feels too and I am with you. Love you man.
I’m crying with you brother. I lost a grandmother to dementia. It was awful. This is a very powerful song.
thanks for share your pure reaction for us, we are crying with you
I'm gonna be honest. I watched so many reactions to this song, and because I didn't want to cry again, I skipped to the end to see your reaction. I almost started crying anyway 😂
Thanks for uploading. It was a real emotional rollercoaster but so beautiful at the same time. Although your reaction was what got to me the most, emotionally. Nobody in my family have suffered altzheimers, but my grandmother on my mother's side suffered 4 strokes before she died. Every stroke wiping out more and more of her memory. The last few times I visited her before she died, her "present day" was like 50-60 years ago. I remember how hard it was to comprehend for young me back then.
You got my subscription man. Such a real reaction. Really refreshing to watch someone not have to force a reaction for views.
You´ve got another subscriber with this GENUINE reaction, thank You
Metal doesn't need to be loud and aggressive and angry to be heavy. This song and video are proof of that. In my opinion it's probably one of the most heavy metal songs I've ever heard. From Courtney's ethereal pools to just the rest of the man showing their talents and getting dark while having a somber moment. this song is definitely the definition of heavy metal. And you're not the only one who lost their emotions from listening and watching this video.
Courtney and the director of the video both lost their grandmothers at the beginning of the year to Alzheimer’s and couldn’t go to the funerals due to COVID. The director’s grandmother’s name was Constance.
My grandmother also had Alzheimer, and we had to mentally say goodbye to her many years before she was finally set free and past. This song and video really hit home for me , and your honest reaction just amplified that even more.
I cried along with you.
My feelings for you guy, hope all the love of the world embraces you
Man, thanks for uploading this.
It is a fucking hard one. I watched my grandfather die day by day, lost my mother to different situation, but similar end result. Had to hold my grandmother's hand and tell her that her daughter died.
This song and your story just brings it back.
But it also brings back the best memories. The ones that matter. The ones where you remember all the love they gave you, and refuse to let those memories fade away.
Im right there with you brother, i lost my dad when i was 25. And i lost my grandad 5 days ago. We had the funeral today... and I discoverd this song 2 days ago it has such a meaning. It slays me... great reaction video. You got a new sub.
Aslo some great videos from diffrent artists to see: Nightwish Ghost Love Score // Fayleaf - All Around Me // Lacuna Coil - Cold Heritage //
Okay, it seems odd to comment once again here. But obviously that song did something incredibly good to me because it is like it is. I suffer from depression my whole life (fucked up childhood what I realized much later, because it seemed to be okay like it was because I was used to it), and one of the things that i kind of have "unlearned" was the ability to cry. In my childhood it was a thing that I suppressed because they made me feel like a weakling when I started crying, also by commenting some bullshit that made me feel even worse. So i blocked myself crying and swallowed the sorrows and the negativity. With my "friends" it was pretty much the same, they just laughed at that pussyboy. And even though I have an enormous long relationship of almost 20 years which is really strong and even though we are aware how much we love each other, my ability to cry was almost zero.
This song and also your honest, pure reaction kind of healed a big wound inside me because I could not stop crying or at least have tears in my eyes, every time I watched the video or a reaction to it in which the reactors also were completely emotionally overwhelmed. Even the second night when I watched the video and the reactions to it for almost two hours, i just went to bed and cried myself to sleep. I talked to my wife after this night and almost lost myself again - and it felt so good to be able to release those emotions again. Thanks to Spiritbox, thanks to you and thanks to all the others that have been reacting the same way as we did. Much love from Berlin. Feel yourself hugged.
Just thinking of this song and have my "inner theatre" and "inner ear" playing this song makes me feel incredibly emotional. Oh my.... after several days off, it's my first day at work tomorrow again, and I hope it doesn't come over me there...
My dad died when i was 17. Lost both grand mothers last year and i wasn't there for them. This song breaks me
Not sure if anyone has shared this but here's an excerpt from an interview with Courtney LaPlante about the song:
"Due to border shut downs, I was not able to say goodbye to my grandmother Phyllis, to whom the song is in tribute, or attend her funeral. I always promised her that I would sing at her memorial service, because she always requested a 'pretty song with none of that scary screaming.' I hoped writing this song with no 'scary screaming' in it would help me find a sense of closure."
"Dylan (video director) wrote his video concept to honor his grandmother, Constance to whom the video is in tribute. Our music videos usually have a horror element to them, and we wanted to explore a different side of horror: the horror of feeling like your mind is betraying you, due to a long battle with dementia. With Dylan's permission, we named the song 'Constance' to immortalize her story."
Thx for sharing that. I think the song is incredible and the video is awesome as well.
Thank you so much for sharing this reaction. It was beautiful to see this project resonated.
You're an awesome human being , empathic. I have been working with people with this vicious disease for 11 years and have witnessed the destruction it causes for everyone involved, some have loved ones some don't , it's difficult but I feel honoured and privileged to be of some help . Thank you for uploading this and know it's ok to feel as you do .
Sir, I cannot pay any higher compliment to you. You're real. Thank you.
You don't need to talk more man. You did great.
Thank you so much for the upload, I'm right there with you!
I actually lost my father 2 years ago to a drunk boater while my dad was fishing a night tournament. Also Ran into the same issue with my grand father, except he pass away due to a brain tumor.
Your reaction was so genuine, and brought me back to my first viewing of this song. I really had a hard time with it. It hit too close to home because I lived this exact story. Thank you for being so open and honest.
She also has a very powerful scream. You should listen to their other stuff also its a lot heavier than this although it is beatiful.
You are one gentle soul. I love that. ❤ I used to work with people with Alzheimer's. Such a beautiful, bittersweet, raw and sad world, that tears your heart apart. 💔
Don't ever be sorry about showing your emotions. Music is a powerful medium that can help with both letting out these emotions and connecting with the music.
I appreciate your vulnerability. I don't allow myself to cry often and I realized when I started to avoid the emotions that I needed this today. Thank you.
I cried with you brother. Appreciate the upload. Much love.
The impact increases when you realise that family pictures have been disappearing throughout the video before the furniture and the relatives are gone by the end. And there's also Constance's husband's shadow watching over her during the first pre-chorus at 4:47 and at 5:44.
It's not just a good song anymore. A video that has great artistry such as this coupled with music written with absolute sincerity makes an entire experience like no other.
Great reaction. Very powerful art. Fucking relatable
Thanks for this pure and honest reaction!
Props for uploading it and showing some vulnerability. Subbed.
Dude, your reaction made me cry. I recently lost my grandfather and couldn't attend his funeral due to covid travel restrictions. This song is a dropkick in the feels.
Instant subscription, I cried along with you the entire time..
right here with you brother
none of what you're expressing is lost on me
I reacted very much the same way to this song!!! I caught it on UA-cam about an hour after Spiritbox dropped it, and watched it immediately. Then I quit UA-cam for the night. It hit me right in the heart! I'm 42 and in the last three years have lost 3 grandparents and welcomed the birth of my first child. This song reminded me of every loss that I've had and what I will likely see to come. Such an emotionally HEAVY song, but SO beautiful. I also saw you check out "Rule of Nines" so I'm glad that you got another experience of Spiritbox without the hammer blow of this emotional rollercoaster that we middle-aged folk know all too well!!! Love your channel, love the reaction/breakdown. Keep up the good work!