Got out of 20 years of narcissist abuse then discovered breadt cancer tumor left breast over heart and lymph nodes. No genetic markers so "environment" caused. Along with years of depression anxiety hopelessness or toxic hope thinking he'll change. Never happened.
Thank you so much! I have multiple sclerosis & lyme disease. I was loosing my ability to stand for more than 10 minutes. Had a full neurological work up & nothing new on my MRI. I've finally figured out I'm in a covert narcissistic abuse situation. I'm working on my escape plan. What do you want to bet, my leg strength "magically" comes back once I exit & go no contact???
Nearly 5 years of emotional abuse. I managed to leave that toxic situation last year. The first two months were pure hell, my symptoms were: -hair loss - little appetite - suicidal thoughts - frequently crying - intrusive thoughts - flashbacks - constant anxiety/fear - social withdrawal - lack of concentration - no motivation. At the end I was diagnosed with MDD (Major depressive disorder). However, I still feel there's more to it. At work I had anxiety attacks for months, accelerated heart beat, sweating, etc. Plus, I tried to avoid anything that could remind me of that awful person
I knew him for like a year and dated him 6 months, super intense, feeling drained, like days of recovery because I was so tired, emotional abuse and my physical beauty and shine is gone. He was like you have light, he told me that, he came to gobble me up. Now I am suffering from depression and anxiety. I lost my period and now I am in recovery. When someone hurts me I just freak out because I cant trust anyone and cant believe we live in an evil world. I was getting so depressed that was feeling suicidal and trying to keep it together and go to work on make sales. I am praying a lot I want to be myself again.
Thanks for having the courage to speak out and share your story. Don't let yourself become silent and invisible, keep remembering who you were and can be again, keep remembering how worthy you are to live and to be loved. Please reach out if you want help in your recovery. God Bless
Just listening to what you are saying, has just made tears pore out that I can’t stop these tears. What I have experienced is chronic migraines, stomach ulcers, vomiting, insomnia, exhaustion, depression, isolation and lack of motivation. I grew up in a traumatizing home and I allowed this to happen to me again by choice? What’s wrong with me, I saw signs that I was swept off my feet in the beginning, but the day after I said I do, all this romance and emotional support stopped. I was critiqued, criticized, judged, made fun of, not a priority, I learned to be completely dependent on myself.
Thanks for sharing your story. We hope you are on a path to healing. Here is a video that you may find helpful on Self-Forgiveness: ua-cam.com/video/wfAHejN99tM/v-deo.html
My God…. I’ve been having stomach pain for the past couple months but I’ve noticed it’s gotten worse over time. Not pregnant, not on the cycle, no real clear reason my stomach would be cramping and hurting. Bless you sir for confirming my theory
Thanks you so much. I needed to hear this. Very helpful. I am so sick and broken after 57 years of narcisstic abuse. I am so alone and isolated. I have lost everything and everyone. I have to learn to be patient with myself. I have struggled my whole life. Simetimes it seems to get better and I am happy and hopefull and then the day after I am full of pain that I cannot move my body. Then I think that I never can heal. But I have to go forward. Thank you so much for your channel. Be blessed
Thank you so much for your feedback. As Dr. Hawkins has said before, it takes a toll on our bodies. Praying for your continued healing, it is a lifelong journey. God Bless.
Out of 36 year relationship, 32 of those married. He discarded me 8 months ago. He destroyed everything for years. Hurt my children, that's the worst part for me. I've lost my marriage, family and soon to lose my home, in financial ruin. He took everything I held sacred and destroyed it, leaving me to pick up the pieces. I'm glad I've come across your video, it makes sense now.... I think my body is keeping score....in severe pain daily with sciatica for over a year, I'm exhausted, can't sleep and recently my hair is thinning, anxious and afraid. I've had two cancer scares. My body is crying out in pain from the abuse. Thank you so much for clarifying things for me. Your video has made a huge difference.
So glad you found it helpful and hope you are getting the help you need to heal and recover. Please reach out if you would like more info on how we can help. marriagerecoverycenter.com/contact-us/
Had several operations... Most of my insides are in some hospital bin. After 40 yrs I left. 2018. I Have Not needed to see the Dr since. Today Sept 2023.
I have complex ptsd, I actually had it long before meeting my ex-husband but is exponentially worse now, the stress caused me to get ulcers, my hair falls out, my physical pain became worse, my sleep patterns are completely skewed, on and on...he uses my physical ailments against me and says no one will ever want someone who is sick all of the time. I am currently still stuck in this relationship because he is in control of the money, I work at his businesses, cars are in his name, house is his, so it is taking time. I need help and don"t know where to go to get it. It's been 12 years and my family is no longer willing to help because I have left and gone back so many times. I feel so stupid even typing this but its all true. My point is that when I tell my partner it is his abuse making me sick, he literally laughs in my face. Then tells me I am an idiot. The validation comes from videos like this, thank you.
Consistent weight gain despite eating super healthily, brain fog & the inability to think clearly, sleep apnea, exhaustion upon every waking moment even when miraculously rested, thyroid issues, estrogen and progesterone deficiency, intense heart pressure for 2.5 years before leaving my abuser.
Yes, unfortunately it will shut your body down. I had severe abdominal pain and was not able to walk. Eleven months and fourteen doctors later I got a diagnosis of myofascial pelvic pain syndrome. A total hysterectomy and years of physical therapy has helped. I had to distance myself from this person in my family. My stomach and pelvic muscles will still knot up just talking on the phone with them. I'm much better but the scars and heartache will never heal without forgiveness. I've forgiven them but I can't have the relationship I wanted with them nor can I allow my children to have a relationship with them. Prayer helped me and opened my eyes with discernment of my child hood. While the emotional abuse was happening I didn't even realize it at the time but your body will keep score and finally say no more.
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I am currently going through something similar. Do you think it's possible that the physical manifestations can reverse after one has left the relationship and healed from the abuse?
Physical healing is absolutely possible, but will likely need some attention and help from a medical doctor or holistic practitioner. While emotional healing will stop exacerbating the physical symptoms, the reversal of symptoms will likely require additional measures.
My heart pressure disappeared within a month after leaving, and only twice returned briefly, with severe safety scares. But they were brief scares that finished by day’s end…the way it’s supposed to be, not in constant fear in our supposedly-safe homes. I agree that a holistic doctor will likely help you regain your health. But the first step to healing is to separate from that which is inflicting pain and damage. It is difficult to heal when we are getting psychologically sliced open or emotionally punched in the gut multiple times daily.
Are you aware of CERRESET BrainEchos therapy! I have been getting brainechos for almost a year from State Brain Technology, in Scottsdale, Az. I have treatments for Stress Fitness and Emotional (abuse) Fitness. Would you be willing to work with be having a Mid-level Narcissistic, Intimacy Anorexia, Sexual Addictions hubband for 42 years! ?
Hi Diane, if you are interested in discussing how we may help you, please reach out to our Client Care Team at (206) 219-0145 or info@marriagerecoverycenter.com
Dianne, I just Googled Cereset Therapy and watched the research videos about the treatment. WOW! This treatment can help treat or possibly cure my P.O.T.S condition along with other medical issues I have. Thank you so much for posting your comment. If you are willing to email me, I would like to ask you more about your Cereset Therapy. I live in Colorado, and they have a treatment center about an hour away from where I live. Please respond and I will post my email address. Thanks!
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I have been asking for help for months, the system is overfloaded and I have gotten no response and this is from a reputable Health Center, no response, where I am seeking for profesional help that I 'maybe' can afford, meanwhile my environment is deteriorating and....I understand,.the system is overfloaded ... I can't even count with the system that exists 'to help', guide, assist.. really. It is completely amazing to me that I have to rely on UA-cam videos for some kind of professional guidance...or anykind of a semblance of professional help.... it is unreal
Yes! Anxiety, depression, c-ptsd, lupus, fibromyalgia, stomach issues all surfacing after I met my soon to be ex-husband.
Also can lead to Neurological disabilities. Something that doesn't get talked about.
Got out of 20 years of narcissist abuse then discovered breadt cancer tumor left breast over heart and lymph nodes. No genetic markers so "environment" caused. Along with years of depression anxiety hopelessness or toxic hope thinking he'll change. Never happened.
We are so sorry to hear that and wish you the best in your healing journey.
Thank you so much! I have multiple sclerosis & lyme disease. I was loosing my ability to stand for more than 10 minutes. Had a full neurological work up & nothing new on my MRI. I've finally figured out I'm in a covert narcissistic abuse situation. I'm working on my escape plan. What do you want to bet, my leg strength "magically" comes back once I exit & go no contact???
Nearly 5 years of emotional abuse. I managed to leave that toxic situation last year. The first two months were pure hell, my symptoms were:
-hair loss
- little appetite
- suicidal thoughts
- frequently crying
- intrusive thoughts
- flashbacks
- constant anxiety/fear
- social withdrawal
- lack of concentration
- no motivation.
At the end I was diagnosed with MDD (Major depressive disorder). However, I still feel there's more to it. At work I had anxiety attacks for months, accelerated heart beat, sweating, etc. Plus, I tried to avoid anything that could remind me of that awful person
I knew him for like a year and dated him 6 months, super intense, feeling drained, like days of recovery because I was so tired, emotional abuse and my physical beauty and shine is gone. He was like you have light, he told me that, he came to gobble me up. Now I am suffering from depression and anxiety. I lost my period and now I am in recovery. When someone hurts me I just freak out because I cant trust anyone and cant believe we live in an evil world. I was getting so depressed that was feeling suicidal and trying to keep it together and go to work on make sales. I am praying a lot I want to be myself again.
Thanks for having the courage to speak out and share your story. Don't let yourself become silent and invisible, keep remembering who you were and can be again, keep remembering how worthy you are to live and to be loved. Please reach out if you want help in your recovery. God Bless
Just listening to what you are saying, has just made tears pore out that I can’t stop these tears. What I have experienced is chronic migraines, stomach ulcers, vomiting, insomnia, exhaustion, depression, isolation and lack of motivation. I grew up in a traumatizing home and I allowed this to happen to me again by choice? What’s wrong with me, I saw signs that I was swept off my feet in the beginning, but the day after I said I do, all this romance and emotional support stopped. I was critiqued, criticized, judged, made fun of, not a priority, I learned to be completely dependent on myself.
Thanks for sharing your story. We hope you are on a path to healing. Here is a video that you may find helpful on Self-Forgiveness: ua-cam.com/video/wfAHejN99tM/v-deo.html
My God…. I’ve been having stomach pain for the past couple months but I’ve noticed it’s gotten worse over time.
Not pregnant, not on the cycle, no real clear reason my stomach would be cramping and hurting.
Bless you sir for confirming my theory
Hope you get the help you need to heal your whole mind, body and heart.
Thanks you so much. I needed to hear this. Very helpful. I am so sick and broken after 57 years of narcisstic abuse. I am so alone and isolated. I have lost everything and everyone. I have to learn to be patient with myself. I have struggled my whole life. Simetimes it seems to get better and I am happy and hopefull and then the day after I am full of pain that I cannot move my body. Then I think that I never can heal. But I have to go forward. Thank you so much for your channel. Be blessed
Thank you so much for your feedback. As Dr. Hawkins has said before, it takes a toll on our bodies. Praying for your continued healing, it is a lifelong journey. God Bless.
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Out of 36 year relationship, 32 of those married. He discarded me 8 months ago. He destroyed everything for years. Hurt my children, that's the worst part for me. I've lost my marriage, family and soon to lose my home, in financial ruin. He took everything I held sacred and destroyed it, leaving me to pick up the pieces. I'm glad I've come across your video, it makes sense now.... I think my body is keeping score....in severe pain daily with sciatica for over a year, I'm exhausted, can't sleep and recently my hair is thinning, anxious and afraid. I've had two cancer scares. My body is crying out in pain from the abuse. Thank you so much for clarifying things for me. Your video has made a huge difference.
So glad you found it helpful and hope you are getting the help you need to heal and recover. Please reach out if you would like more info on how we can help. marriagerecoverycenter.com/contact-us/
Everything you’re saying hits so hard in all of your videos. Sounds so familiar to my heart.
Thanks for sharing. We hope you are getting the help you need to heal.
Had several operations... Most of my insides are in some hospital bin.
After 40 yrs I left. 2018.
I Have Not needed to see the Dr since. Today Sept 2023.
I have complex ptsd, I actually had it long before meeting my ex-husband but is exponentially worse now, the stress caused me to get ulcers, my hair falls out, my physical pain became worse, my sleep patterns are completely skewed, on and on...he uses my physical ailments against me and says no one will ever want someone who is sick all of the time. I am currently still stuck in this relationship because he is in control of the money, I work at his businesses, cars are in his name, house is his, so it is taking time. I need help and don"t know where to go to get it. It's been 12 years and my family is no longer willing to help because I have left and gone back so many times. I feel so stupid even typing this but its all true. My point is that when I tell my partner it is his abuse making me sick, he literally laughs in my face. Then tells me I am an idiot. The validation comes from videos like this, thank you.
Consistent weight gain despite eating super healthily, brain fog & the inability to think clearly, sleep apnea, exhaustion upon every waking moment even when miraculously rested, thyroid issues, estrogen and progesterone deficiency, intense heart pressure for 2.5 years before leaving my abuser.
Thanks for sharing your story. Hope you are well on your way to healing.
Yes, unfortunately it will shut your body down. I had severe abdominal pain and was not able to walk. Eleven months and fourteen doctors later I got a diagnosis of myofascial pelvic pain syndrome. A total hysterectomy and years of physical therapy has helped. I had to distance myself from this person in my family. My stomach and pelvic muscles will still knot up just talking on the phone with them. I'm much better but the scars and heartache will never heal without forgiveness. I've forgiven them but I can't have the relationship I wanted with them nor can I allow my children to have a relationship with them. Prayer helped me and opened my eyes with discernment of my child hood. While the emotional abuse was happening I didn't even realize it at the time but your body will keep score and finally say no more.
Glad you are on the path to healing and recovery, God Bless!
Thank you for this.
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Too true.
I am currently going through something similar. Do you think it's possible that the physical manifestations can reverse after one has left the relationship and healed from the abuse?
Physical healing is absolutely possible, but will likely need some attention and help from a medical doctor or holistic practitioner. While emotional healing will stop exacerbating the physical symptoms, the reversal of symptoms will likely require additional measures.
My heart pressure disappeared within a month after leaving, and only twice returned briefly, with severe safety scares. But they were brief scares that finished by day’s end…the way it’s supposed to be, not in constant fear in our supposedly-safe homes.
I agree that a holistic doctor will likely help you regain your health. But the first step to healing is to separate from that which is inflicting pain and damage. It is difficult to heal when we are getting psychologically sliced open or emotionally punched in the gut multiple times daily.
1000%
Are you aware of CERRESET BrainEchos therapy! I have been getting brainechos for almost a year from State Brain Technology, in Scottsdale, Az. I have treatments for Stress Fitness and Emotional (abuse) Fitness. Would you be willing to work with be having a Mid-level Narcissistic, Intimacy Anorexia, Sexual Addictions hubband for 42 years! ?
Hi Diane, if you are interested in discussing how we may help you, please reach out to our Client Care Team at (206) 219-0145 or info@marriagerecoverycenter.com
Dianne, I just Googled Cereset Therapy and watched the research videos about the treatment. WOW! This treatment can help treat or possibly cure my P.O.T.S condition along with other medical issues I have. Thank you so much for posting your comment. If you are willing to email me, I would like to ask you more about your Cereset Therapy. I live in Colorado, and they have a treatment center about an hour away from where I live. Please respond and I will post my email address. Thanks!
I don’t have energy and I don’t have money :(
We have an entire library of videos that you may find helpful, many specifically on healing from emotional abuse. Check out our UA-cam channel, or sign up for our mailing list for helpful articles and marriage saving tips delivered directly to your Inbox: marriagerecoverycenter.com/mailing-list/
I have been asking for help for months, the system is overfloaded and I have gotten no response and this is from a reputable Health Center, no response, where I am seeking for profesional help that I 'maybe' can afford, meanwhile my environment is deteriorating and....I understand,.the system is overfloaded ... I can't even count with the system that exists 'to help', guide, assist.. really. It is completely amazing to me that I have to rely on UA-cam videos for some kind of professional guidance...or anykind of a semblance of professional help.... it is unreal
I ask myself... my inner soul Where lies my confidence, because ....... it is not in people... it is in YoutTube videos LOL
He mentioned Lyme disease as a symptom of emotional abuse. I thought you only got Lyme disease from a tick bite.
Thanks for your feedback and glad you found it helpful.