Can we start keeping it real and just calling it what it is, clean my dirty apartment with me clean my messy apartment with me people who are really depressed don't try to get attention for it
What’s the purpose in your comment? You have someone who’s completely transparent in her video in an attempt to help others and herself. Does it make you feel better to criticize another person behind the guise of a computer? Go waste your meaningless time trolling elsewhere.
Can you start not assuming you know someone else's life let alone their mental health through a computer screen? Some people need a sense of accountability in order for them to motivate themselves to do a task. For example, I used to do all my schoolwork in cafes and busy libraries. The public setting made me feel accountable to keep doing the work instead of binging UA-cam videos. Posting this video also could help someone else with a not so clean living space feel motivated to tackle it and maybe also realize they arent in a healthy mental state and get some help. Also maybe dont click on a video you obviously dont want to watch and then post a negative comment?
I promise you, you are not using depression as an excuse. As someone who has depression, anxiety and is also autistic, I completely understand. Depression destroys your energy levels, which in turn destroys motivation. You need energy for motivation. I also understand that its hard to be nice to yourself when you feel so low. That's why you get hard on yourself. But your depression is not an excuse, you're doing brilliantly and its ok to not be ok. Please be nice to yourself x
I randomly came across your video, and I just want to tell you how proud I am of you for being this vulnerable and working on yourself. I’m twice your age and struggle with my depression and anxiety in a similar way. This was very relatable and inspiring. I hope you’re proud of you, too.
I deeply appreciate your honesty and vulnerability! I struggle with anxiety and Depression and I understand how you feel. It's like this cycle for me... I'm good for a bit and then something happens or nothing happens lol and I "fall off the wagon ". I have come to recognize that it's a chronic illness and it's normal to have relapses but never giving up and always moving forward when you can... that's a huge win! Good job! Proud of you!
people on social media really only show their best selves. and their idea of a mess, is 5 dishes in the sink and a small amount of clutter around their very nice, clean, shiny living spaces. i can't relate to that at all. i relate to you because i let my dishes pile up in the sink, my clothes pile up on my bathroom floor and my cats hair get embedded in my carpet before i vacuum it once a month 😅😅 this gave me the motivation to go get my shit done so i can exist in a clean home, which we all deserve
Appreciate you showing the reality of it. You showed things most would try to hide. Helps me feel more human. Depression and anxiety are not an excuse. You’re not alone ❤
I'm so proud of you! Cleaning can be a lot on a person struggling with depression and I completely understand how terrible it feels to not only be in a very low mood/mindset but also an unclean environment. Try to not be hard on yourself during this time, you're doing an amazing job and I hope you continue to challenge your struggles and take care of yourself!!!
i wanted to take the time to say how proud i am of you. i know how your environment reflects how your doing mentally. all i wanted to do was give a big hug. even before you expressed what your going through. i know how you feel and i’m glad you were able to take that step and make your space free of all those things that were weighing you down. i know it won’t solve everything but it’s progress in the right direction. i can’t wait to what you post next. much love. ❤
@@moody0613 this made me tear up, thank you so much for your kind words! i’m so happy you took the time to watch my video and leave a comment, i can’t give you a hug in real life so i’ll give you a virtual one instead ❤️ comments like your give me so much motivation
I'm so proud of you for cleaning your apartment!! Depression makes daily tasks insanely difficult for people who suffer (like you, me and many others) to do the tasks we need to tackle. But once we do the tasks, no matter how long it takes us to do them we feel so much better 🫶🏻 be kind to yourself when your episodes happen and your apartment gets messy, not being okay is okay even when you feel like the odds are against you. Everything will be just fine and you're doing amazing.
Your video came up on my home screen and I'm glad it did. I have gone through times in my life where my living situation looked worse than yours. I told people it was a reflection of how my mind was at that time. I was quite literally building walls up around me. I'm glad you recognize this as being depressed. A lot of people think it's just being lazy.
You should be proud, that was a lot. Moving forward make it easier on yourself by putting away as you go thru the day so it’s a little task instead of overwhelming. Good luck on your journey . Showing the vulnerable side of ourselves is not easy, you are brave and you got this!
Great job! Step 1 to taking care of yourself and your mental health ❤ I have been through periods like this and it happens sometimes. You did a great job and should be proud you lifted yourself out of it👏🏻
Great job! Step 1 to taking care of yourself and your mental health ❤ I have been through periods like this and it happens sometimes. You did a great job and should be proud you lifted yourself out of it👏🏻 also, as someone that struggles keeping my place clean too I found taking advantage of small bursts of energy is key. Whenever you are heating up food, clean up the kitchen while you wait. When you are about to sit down in the living room, tidy it up first. A small five minutes here and there will keep it clean. Or you can set a timer and do 15 min every night before you sit down for the night and just clean up everything. You’d be surprised how much can get done in that time.
Hey girl, Just started this video to help me motivate myself to clean my space and just wanted to say when I graduated college 2 years ago I was in a very similar mental space (in addition to having life long struggles with cleaning exacerbated by ADHD). Post grad is such a hard time with no longer having routine or structure that school has provided for most people from a very young age. Super normal to be struggling and feeling this way, esp with a break up on top of that. You got this and hoping your video can help motivate me too 🥰
love love love the realness!! I can feel your channel blowing up :) I also think the way you talk about mental health struggles without all the "pathos" like other youtubers do, is very relatable and refreshing 🌻
What you can also do is clean 1 room per day before it gets bad. Like clean the bathroom immediately after you take a shower, clear the bathroom sink and pack away all your products then clean your bedroom, then the next day tuckle the living rokm and dust it, clean it up and leave it tidy. Always wash/clean as you cook that way when you're done cooking you only have pots and the plate you're eating from to wash before bed. Clean the stove, counter tops and sink before you even start eating (while yout hot food cools down, coz you shouldn't also eat very hot food as it's not good for your stomach). That way your place will always be clean. Or save up and invest in a robot vacuum so that when you're not home it can sweep and mop around for you during the day.
I am amazed at how you balanced on the side of the tub! Thanks for the video, I am glad that I am not the only one that hates doing dishes and lets them pile up in grossness.
This video randomly showed up in my feed, and it is so relatable. Thanks for putting yourself out there. You got this. Love your kitty too. I just subscribed to your channel! 💕
Randomly came across this vid and so glad I did :) Great job! ❤ By the way, I struggle with depression and hate cleaning dishes too and I must say getting a countertop/portable dishwasher really, really helps! It seemed so silly/wasteful to me to get one but it's so nice to just put dirty dishes away as I go and not see them, and it gets me motivated to do other cleaning.
you go girl!! you got this! I can totally understand what you're going through but you will get through this. This was a great first step. keep going. watching this makes me want to get up and clean my room lol much love
Anyone who says talking about depression is attention seeking: I used to think that way. I used to judge people when they talked about "anxiety" and "depression" because I myself couldn't comprehend why someone would want attention that badly. Until it happened to me. Diagnosed at 31 after struggling for a year most recently, but historically looking back, I know there were other times where I was depressed but in denial that that's what it was. I relate to this so much. I don't know Kinsley but I'm proud of her for showing up for herself and taking accountability because it's not easy.
@@_caitlin_ i admire your honesty! i grew up with that mentality, that anyone who claims they’re depressed or struggling mentally is just crying for attention. when i got older and started to find that i didn’t have as much energy to take care of myself as my peers did, i just deemed myself as lazy and was called lazy. I was diagnosed last year, but like you had been struggling for a bit before. my perspective had been changed on mental disorders and i post these videos to show the reality of them with no shame of it in hopes that it will motivate those who struggle as well, i want others to feel that they’re not alone. i’m sorry you can relate to my content, i know it’s hard and isolating, but i’m happy that we can share this burden! ❤️
Within the first 2 minutes of clicking on this video, i adore you. You're doing great 💜 I also hate dishes. It helped me to get cute dishwashing gloves so that I didn't have to touch the ick
So for whatever reason your video popped up on my “recommended” list. I ended up watching it and I gotta say you did a great job. It’s tough I get it but I’m betting you’ll feel better living in a clean apartment. Keep it up! 😊
I got so overwhelmed by all my stuff i had laying around i just throw them in my basement LOL. Never missed thing since, it made me realize that i didnt need that much stuff in first place but it fed into my depression ADHD rotting stage, that i never wanted to do anything because it was too much for me x.x I'm so proud of you and your apartment looks pretty cute tho!!
I fully understand this I been like this the last two year been getting bad with anxiety n bad depression I just don't have many people who understand just like to yell at me get over it it not that serious which anxiety and depression is very very serious
Hello Kins, Your a very beautiful young woman. I suffer too with anxiety and depression, it's tough, but little steps I find really help me to tackle house work and I always find the toughest part is just starting, once your own your way, I pick up the pace and I find listening to music motivates me along Kins. You should be very proud of yourself, you done a huge lot with super results, well done Kins, try and stay on top of it, little bit here and there each day, you'll feel so much better. Take care and stay safe Kins x ☺
Good job . I am surprised that you have 8000 views and only 400 subscribers. Like is so hard to just push a button and subscribe. I am a mom off 2 boys and going to break up as well. Is not easy. And I get overwhelmed so easy and gets worse and worse. But I have to do it no fairy will come in my rescue. But is not easy with depression. God bless you and give you strength ❤❤❤❤
Are you able to discuss everything you need to with your friend group? If you've finished, will you be moving soon? Looks like you're being timely and efficient.
I don’t know if you’re a believer in Christ, but I pray that the lord surrounds and fills you with peace that surpasses all understanding. May you also be blessed with a sound mind. I love you and God loves you so much more. You are so precious to him. You are a light in this world. I pray that you invite his presence into your life & home and be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Amen ❤ You got this girl!
Amen. God knows what your going though! He wants to help you, you have to just open to him. Nothing bad comes from God. All bad things are from the devil. I’m so proud of you for cleaning girl❤❤
Can we start keeping it real and just calling it what it is, clean my dirty apartment with me clean my messy apartment with me people who are really depressed don't try to get attention for it
What’s the purpose in your comment? You have someone who’s completely transparent in her video in an attempt to help others and herself. Does it make you feel better to criticize another person behind the guise of a computer? Go waste your meaningless time trolling elsewhere.
pin of shame, lol
Rude
Who shit in your cereal
Can you start not assuming you know someone else's life let alone their mental health through a computer screen? Some people need a sense of accountability in order for them to motivate themselves to do a task. For example, I used to do all my schoolwork in cafes and busy libraries. The public setting made me feel accountable to keep doing the work instead of binging UA-cam videos. Posting this video also could help someone else with a not so clean living space feel motivated to tackle it and maybe also realize they arent in a healthy mental state and get some help.
Also maybe dont click on a video you obviously dont want to watch and then post a negative comment?
I promise you, you are not using depression as an excuse. As someone who has depression, anxiety and is also autistic, I completely understand. Depression destroys your energy levels, which in turn destroys motivation. You need energy for motivation. I also understand that its hard to be nice to yourself when you feel so low. That's why you get hard on yourself. But your depression is not an excuse, you're doing brilliantly and its ok to not be ok. Please be nice to yourself x
@@samanthacassidy6377 thank you so much ❤️
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"That's also another way of saying I give in terribly to overconsumption and I'm easily persuaded" - girl lol your sense of humor is so funny.
I randomly came across your video, and I just want to tell you how proud I am of you for being this vulnerable and working on yourself. I’m twice your age and struggle with my depression and anxiety in a similar way. This was very relatable and inspiring. I hope you’re proud of you, too.
The ability to be vulnerable to a judgement world is admirable. Great video!
"hey babygirl, let's focus" me to myself 1200 times a day
I deeply appreciate your honesty and vulnerability! I struggle with anxiety and Depression and I understand how you feel. It's like this cycle for me... I'm good for a bit and then something happens or nothing happens lol and I "fall off the wagon ". I have come to recognize that it's a chronic illness and it's normal to have relapses but never giving up and always moving forward when you can... that's a huge win! Good job! Proud of you!
people on social media really only show their best selves. and their idea of a mess, is 5 dishes in the sink and a small amount of clutter around their very nice, clean, shiny living spaces. i can't relate to that at all. i relate to you because i let my dishes pile up in the sink, my clothes pile up on my bathroom floor and my cats hair get embedded in my carpet before i vacuum it once a month 😅😅 this gave me the motivation to go get my shit done so i can exist in a clean home, which we all deserve
Appreciate you showing the reality of it. You showed things most would try to hide. Helps me feel more human.
Depression and anxiety are not an excuse. You’re not alone ❤
I'm so proud of you! Cleaning can be a lot on a person struggling with depression and I completely understand how terrible it feels to not only be in a very low mood/mindset but also an unclean environment. Try to not be hard on yourself during this time, you're doing an amazing job and I hope you continue to challenge your struggles and take care of yourself!!!
i wanted to take the time to say how proud i am of you. i know how your environment reflects how your doing mentally. all i wanted to do was give a big hug. even before you expressed what your going through. i know how you feel and i’m glad you were able to take that step and make your space free of all those things that were weighing you down. i know it won’t solve everything but it’s progress in the right direction. i can’t wait to what you post next. much love. ❤
@@moody0613 this made me tear up, thank you so much for your kind words! i’m so happy you took the time to watch my video and leave a comment, i can’t give you a hug in real life so i’ll give you a virtual one instead ❤️ comments like your give me so much motivation
You have a cute apartment! Please don't beat yourself up. We all have times when we feel depressed. You are doing wonderful! ❤
I'm so proud of you for cleaning your apartment!! Depression makes daily tasks insanely difficult for people who suffer (like you, me and many others) to do the tasks we need to tackle. But once we do the tasks, no matter how long it takes us to do them we feel so much better 🫶🏻 be kind to yourself when your episodes happen and your apartment gets messy, not being okay is okay even when you feel like the odds are against you. Everything will be just fine and you're doing amazing.
Your video came up on my home screen and I'm glad it did. I have gone through times in my life where my living situation looked worse than yours. I told people it was a reflection of how my mind was at that time. I was quite literally building walls up around me. I'm glad you recognize this as being depressed. A lot of people think it's just being lazy.
You did a wonderful job! I’m very proud of you.
You should be proud, that was a lot. Moving forward make it easier on yourself by putting away as you go thru the day so it’s a little task instead of overwhelming. Good luck on your journey . Showing the vulnerable side of ourselves is not easy, you are brave and you got this!
Great job! Step 1 to taking care of yourself and your mental health ❤ I have been through periods like this and it happens sometimes. You did a great job and should be proud you lifted yourself out of it👏🏻
First off I am so proud of you! You’re not alone and I really appreciate how real you are. Thank you. This genuinely motivated me to clean my room ❤
thank you!! i’m so happy i was able to motivate you!!! you can do it
Great job! Step 1 to taking care of yourself and your mental health ❤ I have been through periods like this and it happens sometimes. You did a great job and should be proud you lifted yourself out of it👏🏻 also, as someone that struggles keeping my place clean too I found taking advantage of small bursts of energy is key. Whenever you are heating up food, clean up the kitchen while you wait. When you are about to sit down in the living room, tidy it up first. A small five minutes here and there will keep it clean. Or you can set a timer and do 15 min every night before you sit down for the night and just clean up everything. You’d be surprised how much can get done in that time.
@@randomlyjessie9689 i’ll start implementing that into my days! thank you so much for your kind words and your suggestions!!
Hey girl,
Just started this video to help me motivate myself to clean my space and just wanted to say when I graduated college 2 years ago I was in a very similar mental space (in addition to having life long struggles with cleaning exacerbated by ADHD). Post grad is such a hard time with no longer having routine or structure that school has provided for most people from a very young age. Super normal to be struggling and feeling this way, esp with a break up on top of that. You got this and hoping your video can help motivate me too 🥰
love love love the realness!! I can feel your channel blowing up :) I also think the way you talk about mental health struggles without all the "pathos" like other youtubers do, is very relatable and refreshing 🌻
What you can also do is clean 1 room per day before it gets bad.
Like clean the bathroom immediately after you take a shower, clear the bathroom sink and pack away all your products then clean your bedroom, then the next day tuckle the living rokm and dust it, clean it up and leave it tidy.
Always wash/clean as you cook that way when you're done cooking you only have pots and the plate you're eating from to wash before bed.
Clean the stove, counter tops and sink before you even start eating (while yout hot food cools down, coz you shouldn't also eat very hot food as it's not good for your stomach).
That way your place will always be clean.
Or save up and invest in a robot vacuum so that when you're not home it can sweep and mop around for you during the day.
Good stuff Kinsley! Inspiring me to clean my apartment… tomorrow
you can do it!! 😼
I am amazed at how you balanced on the side of the tub! Thanks for the video, I am glad that I am not the only one that hates doing dishes and lets them pile up in grossness.
@@kellymcrae3836 i’m not even sure why i squatted like that 😭 released my inner spider-man
Love Milo overseeing everything 😂
This video randomly showed up in my feed, and it is so relatable. Thanks for putting yourself out there. You got this. Love your kitty too. I just subscribed to your channel! 💕
Randomly came across this vid and so glad I did :) Great job! ❤
By the way, I struggle with depression and hate cleaning dishes too and I must say getting a countertop/portable dishwasher really, really helps! It seemed so silly/wasteful to me to get one but it's so nice to just put dirty dishes away as I go and not see them, and it gets me motivated to do other cleaning.
Also, I got a robovac/mop and same thing applies. It's a big expense but automating is cheaper than other coping mechanisms, for me 😆
you go girl!! you got this! I can totally understand what you're going through but you will get through this. This was a great first step. keep going. watching this makes me want to get up and clean my room lol much love
Anyone who says talking about depression is attention seeking: I used to think that way. I used to judge people when they talked about "anxiety" and "depression" because I myself couldn't comprehend why someone would want attention that badly. Until it happened to me. Diagnosed at 31 after struggling for a year most recently, but historically looking back, I know there were other times where I was depressed but in denial that that's what it was. I relate to this so much. I don't know Kinsley but I'm proud of her for showing up for herself and taking accountability because it's not easy.
@@_caitlin_ i admire your honesty! i grew up with that mentality, that anyone who claims they’re depressed or struggling mentally is just crying for attention. when i got older and started to find that i didn’t have as much energy to take care of myself as my peers did, i just deemed myself as lazy and was called lazy. I was diagnosed last year, but like you had been struggling for a bit before. my perspective had been changed on mental disorders and i post these videos to show the reality of them with no shame of it in hopes that it will motivate those who struggle as well, i want others to feel that they’re not alone. i’m sorry you can relate to my content, i know it’s hard and isolating, but i’m happy that we can share this burden! ❤️
Within the first 2 minutes of clicking on this video, i adore you. You're doing great 💜
I also hate dishes. It helped me to get cute dishwashing gloves so that I didn't have to touch the ick
@@sarahluczyk2262 thank you so much!!! omg cute dishwashing gloves i didn’t even think about that, brb gonna go buy some you’ve convinced me!
You’re so pretty!! This was great motivation for me today, love seeing people be real! ❤️
New subbie. Really enjoyed. Proud of you. Sending hugs.
I can see the pain in your eyes.. you are loved and Not alone ❤
You’re doing amazing! ✨❤️
I love relatable videos like this!
You’re hilarious 😂
Your use of humour to describe the trauma is great!! ❤ very relatable
this is so relatable, i love it! 🫶🏼
@@emilyconway9104 i love u 😍🥰
@@kinsleyreganugh pink trash bags
@@carterkedrowicz4666 they’re cute aren’t they
@@kinsleyregan the texture feels weird especially on the pink ones I bet they feel weird on your soft hands too
@@carterkedrowicz4666 sure!
this was so entertaining. please make more!
That was such a good video, I love how honest you were and it’s relatable. I think it’s just hard to do sometimes ❤
So proud of you!
So for whatever reason your video popped up on my “recommended” list. I ended up watching it and I gotta say you did a great job. It’s tough I get it but I’m betting you’ll feel better living in a clean apartment. Keep it up! 😊
I got so overwhelmed by all my stuff i had laying around i just throw them in my basement LOL. Never missed thing since, it made me realize that i didnt need that much stuff in first place but it fed into my depression ADHD rotting stage, that i never wanted to do anything because it was too much for me x.x
I'm so proud of you and your apartment looks pretty cute tho!!
I fully understand this I been like this the last two year been getting bad with anxiety n bad depression I just don't have many people who understand just like to yell at me get over it it not that serious which anxiety and depression is very very serious
Great editing!
Thank you for this realistic video
@@ausrinextwilight thank you for your sweet comment! being realistic helps me connect with others ❤️
I just came across this and I'm in love with the brutal honesty here. Please make more! Also, you go guuurl!
Hello Kins, Your a very beautiful young woman. I suffer too with anxiety and depression, it's tough, but little steps I find really help me to tackle house work and I always find the toughest part is just starting, once your own your way, I pick up the pace and I find listening to music motivates me along Kins. You should be very proud of yourself, you done a huge lot with super results, well done Kins, try and stay on top of it, little bit here and there each day, you'll feel so much better. Take care and stay safe Kins x ☺
So proud of you, thanks for the inspiration. ❤
Welldone amazing great 😊you have done great
thank you for sharing
Good job . I am surprised that you have 8000 views and only 400 subscribers. Like is so hard to just push a button and subscribe. I am a mom off 2 boys and going to break up as well. Is not easy. And I get overwhelmed so easy and gets worse and worse. But I have to do it no fairy will come in my rescue. But is not easy with depression. God bless you and give you strength ❤❤❤❤
such a cool video! thank you
@@eevaalek thank you for the idea! i’ll definitely implement that in future videos!
Go girl!!!
girl this video is so relatable
you just inspired me!! Getting up now to get shit done! 👏🏽
You’re really pretty!!!
@@CarolynK33 thank you!!!
Looking forward for more content like this 😊
This is ME😯!!!!!
And i thought Emma Chamberlain is relatable😌 .
Hell yuh Kins!!!
Good video
Stumbled upon your channel. Very nice work. Now subscribed.
@@awol7047 thank you!!!
good cleaning, I loved your video I hope you upload more about cleaning, it's motivating, new subscriber
Subscribed ❤ here for you! You’re doing good ❤
so proud of you
Are you able to discuss everything you need to with your friend group? If you've finished, will you be moving soon? Looks like you're being timely and efficient.
Great video. Do you ever wear rubber gloves to clean? They really help protecting your nails and skin. Looking forward to future content. ❤❤❤
@@UsernameUnknown-p4d usually yes! i need to get some more beings my last pair broke. thanks for the recommendation:)!
I don’t know if you’re a believer in Christ, but I pray that the lord surrounds and fills you with peace that surpasses all understanding. May you also be blessed with a sound mind. I love you and God loves you so much more. You are so precious to him. You are a light in this world. I pray that you invite his presence into your life & home and be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Amen ❤ You got this girl!
lol so he was so “great” to give her depression and anxiety…
@@jodischoolcraft9188fr…
Amen. God knows what your going though! He wants to help you, you have to just open to him. Nothing bad comes from God. All bad things are from the devil. I’m so proud of you for cleaning girl❤❤
@@jodischoolcraft9188Depression and anxiety comes from the devil not God!!
You need mental help ! Seeki it !!
No such thing as your cartoon in the sky
204 sub!🎉
Cant you get a diswasher?
i have one, it’s broken, i need to put in a maintenance request HAHA 😭
Do you have anymore vlogs?
@@timwong580 another video will be uploaded tomorrow 😸
I've seen worse ❤
Don t you have husband orfriends to help you ??