its called rejection sensitivity that feeling of being disliked and left. I get you 100% I love that you made this update we are one in the same adhd has consumed my life.
6 months late to this, but I'm very proud of you for making progress, i am only 14 but depression hit me very young and i feel like i should give advice to anyone struggling or who's just getting past struggling. Healing is never and never will be linear, there will be ups and downs but it is always very important to pick yourself back up again. I sat in therapy for two years hoping that it would just fix me then one day it hit me, i need to make the first step myself because no one can do it for me only i can. For the past year months I've fallen back a lot but it's always important to pick yourself back up again because each time it gets a little easier and each time you have a little more of a net to catch you and hoist you back up. Always surround yourself with people who will listen and help be that net to catch you. No body is ever alone in this world someone is always there. Hope that makes sense :)
So sorry to hear it hit you so young. Your understanding of it all is rlly great tho. All the amazing energy you put into self-care and growth will pay off. I truly admire your strength and dedication. That's what I needed at that age. Thank you for the kind words to everyone!!!!!!💗💗💗💗
i don’t think i’ve ever felt as seen as i do right now watching your videos. everything from the bikini bottoms down to the cleaning materials you use are so accurate to my life, and you help make me feel normal. thank you so much
i’m so glad you posted this. your last video helped me clean my room so much. i fell into another depression episode and i have decided to get my room together again, and it’s much much worse than last time. thank you for being honest and encouraging!!!
so much respect for your content. i'm going through a deep depressive period rn. i'll spend like 90% of the day cooped up in my room (which is the messiest it's been in a longg time), my mom literally needs to bring me a meal or 2, or else i can't find it in me to get food. showering, brushing my teeth, and doing skin/haircare takes a lot of energy. i'll literally nap after, further messing up my sleep schedule. a lot of times (esp with living in a poc household) the symptoms of depression are scolded and frowned upon, without them being recognized as manifestations of a deeper issue. this made me feel SEEN. i'm proud of you, it takes a lot of courage to be vulnerable like this. i hope it gets better for you (and the kindred spirits in the comment section!)
thank you so much. you made my night!! heavy on the manifestations of a deeper issue. i hope ur feeling better and have as much support as possible❤️❤️❤️
So so proud of you, 4 hours of deep cleaning, I know how hard that was. GOOD JOB!! I know how much courage and energy you need to start cleaning but I don’t have that bc of my depression! That’s why I’ve been needing some motivation and someone telling me that I’m not alone in this, and thats how I found your channel, I’ve watched your video last year and it lead me to this one.. It felt more better when I saw that its a 3 weeks old video and not an old one… Thank you so much for sharing, it’s so encouraging and motivating!!
Thank you so much❤It means even more coming from someone who actually understands. I'm gonna make more new videos so there are more recent videos to watch! Be safe and we're in this together.
I’ve just discovered your videos today but you have such a wonderful message in this message and a kind soul. So glad to have found your channel. Sending healing energy😊
Thank you for all of your help. I watched your other cleaning video, and sometimes I listen to it just for the voiceover. You are so kind with your words and I am so glad you share that with us. Thank you for being you❤
i really enjoy these videos of yours and would love to see more of anything related to mental health whether tips or you just speaking of your experience or cleaning or really anything
Listening to you in order to help me go through the motions of adhd depression and cleaning. I'm not Japanese but I'm a Japan-loving geek. Two weeks ago I had the cleaning zoomies and I was like oh yeah I'm changed forever. I feel good. My apartment will look and smell like a clean Japanese temple, all zen joyful energy, and I will take short showers and long warm baths before going to bed clean and organized inside and outside. Today my apartment looks like Hiroshima met the Fukushima tsunami and last night I didn't even shower and hit the bed like a Pearl Harbor kamikaze and I might as well do seppuku with my toothbrush on the floor. But no. 😁 Now I'm back to the Japanese mantra and trying to get the cool clean modern Japan in me. Dreaming of a clean and orderly house where I could start a small bonsai collection. Ught must move a little to clean. One thing at a time.... Bathroom done! Enjoying the break with you.
I clicked on this video and I just felt you so hard and was wondering your zodiac sign, and then it was there in the bio. I’m a Leo moon 🌙 I relate to you so much on everything you said. Thank u for making this 💜
its called rejection sensitivity that feeling of being disliked and left. I get you 100% I love that you made this update we are one in the same adhd has consumed my life.
ugh i feel u girl! the fear of rejection is real
6 months late to this, but I'm very proud of you for making progress, i am only 14 but depression hit me very young and i feel like i should give advice to anyone struggling or who's just getting past struggling. Healing is never and never will be linear, there will be ups and downs but it is always very important to pick yourself back up again. I sat in therapy for two years hoping that it would just fix me then one day it hit me, i need to make the first step myself because no one can do it for me only i can. For the past year months I've fallen back a lot but it's always important to pick yourself back up again because each time it gets a little easier and each time you have a little more of a net to catch you and hoist you back up. Always surround yourself with people who will listen and help be that net to catch you. No body is ever alone in this world someone is always there. Hope that makes sense :)
So sorry to hear it hit you so young. Your understanding of it all is rlly great tho. All the amazing energy you put into self-care and growth will pay off.
I truly admire your strength and dedication. That's what I needed at that age.
Thank you for the kind words to everyone!!!!!!💗💗💗💗
i don’t think i’ve ever felt as seen as i do right now watching your videos. everything from the bikini bottoms down to the cleaning materials you use are so accurate to my life, and you help make me feel normal. thank you so much
this comment made my night! thank you lovely❤
i’m so glad you posted this. your last video helped me clean my room so much. i fell into another depression episode and i have decided to get my room together again, and it’s much much worse than last time. thank you for being honest and encouraging!!!
I'm so glad you enjoyed it! I hope you're feeling a bit better❤️
so much respect for your content. i'm going through a deep depressive period rn. i'll spend like 90% of the day cooped up in my room (which is the messiest it's been in a longg time), my mom literally needs to bring me a meal or 2, or else i can't find it in me to get food. showering, brushing my teeth, and doing skin/haircare takes a lot of energy. i'll literally nap after, further messing up my sleep schedule. a lot of times (esp with living in a poc household) the symptoms of depression are scolded and frowned upon, without them being recognized as manifestations of a deeper issue. this made me feel SEEN. i'm proud of you, it takes a lot of courage to be vulnerable like this. i hope it gets better for you (and the kindred spirits in the comment section!)
thank you so much. you made my night!! heavy on the manifestations of a deeper issue. i hope ur feeling better and have as much support as possible❤️❤️❤️
So so proud of you, 4 hours of deep cleaning, I know how hard that was. GOOD JOB!!
I know how much courage and energy you need to start cleaning but I don’t have that bc of my depression!
That’s why I’ve been needing some motivation and someone telling me that I’m not alone in this, and thats how I found your channel, I’ve watched your video last year and it lead me to this one.. It felt more better when I saw that its a 3 weeks old video and not an old one…
Thank you so much for sharing, it’s so encouraging and motivating!!
Thank you so much❤It means even more coming from someone who actually understands. I'm gonna make more new videos so there are more recent videos to watch! Be safe and we're in this together.
I’ve just discovered your videos today but you have such a wonderful message in this message and a kind soul. So glad to have found your channel. Sending healing energy😊
Thank you for all of your help. I watched your other cleaning video, and sometimes I listen to it just for the voiceover. You are so kind with your words and I am so glad you share that with us. Thank you for being you❤
Thank you for being you too! You have impacted many people's lives just like I have impacted yours. You are loved.
i really enjoy these videos of yours and would love to see more of anything related to mental health whether tips or you just speaking of your experience or cleaning or really anything
You did a great job u were able to pull through and clean sadly theres alot that's can't do what u did great job...
aww thank you so much❤️
Listening to you in order to help me go through the motions of adhd depression and cleaning. I'm not Japanese but I'm a Japan-loving geek.
Two weeks ago I had the cleaning zoomies and I was like oh yeah I'm changed forever. I feel good. My apartment will look and smell like a clean Japanese temple, all zen joyful energy, and I will take short showers and long warm baths before going to bed clean and organized inside and outside.
Today my apartment looks like Hiroshima met the Fukushima tsunami and last night I didn't even shower and hit the bed like a Pearl Harbor kamikaze and I might as well do seppuku with my toothbrush on the floor. But no. 😁
Now I'm back to the Japanese mantra and trying to get the cool clean modern Japan in me. Dreaming of a clean and orderly house where I could start a small bonsai collection. Ught must move a little to clean. One thing at a time.... Bathroom done! Enjoying the break with you.
i’m happy you enjoyed❤️ i would love go learn more about japanese culture!
I clicked on this video and I just felt you so hard and was wondering your zodiac sign, and then it was there in the bio. I’m a Leo moon 🌙 I relate to you so much on everything you said. Thank u for making this 💜
i love you and your videos your amzing pls rember me when your famous
awe you’re very sweet❤️