I Lost My Dream, Toughest Month In The Cabin // Story 9
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- Опубліковано 4 січ 2022
- Hi my sweet friends ❤️
This is a very personal video for me and my hope is to give you a feeling, that you are never alone, and that there is always someone else going through the same as you.
Much Love
C
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This is a very personal video for me and my hope is to give you a feeling, that you are never alone, and that there is always someone else going through the same as you. ❤️❤️
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@Lilli Of Norway Thank you ❤️❤️
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Unfortunately, I had the same experience. ☹️ This was probably the most terrible day in my life. But there is one thing I need to tell: you should have been hospitalized once you got to the 1st doctor for cleaning up the rests. I just don't understand how they could let you get back to the cabin after this. There's always something left after the baby comes out. And even after 1st cleaning something may be still left. When it happened to me, I was getting injections (don't remember the name) which helped the uterus to get rid of the last pieces. From the very 1st day I was also getting antibiotics. Anyway, Christine, thanx for sharing this story. As Kalle said, you are the most beautiful woman in the world. Be healthy and happy, babe. And take care of yourself. Lots of love. ❤❤❤
@@hearttoheart2466 Thank you so much for sharing ❤️ I can’t describe how much it means, to hear that you are not alone. And yes, if it will happen again, I now know better. Much Love C
Im so deeply sorry for your loss Christine and Kalle, and for having to go through this nightmare. This was really hard to watch.
Thank you for being so strong to share this with us. It can help and comfort so many others who go through the same thing.
Sending so much love to you both ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so much for your support and sweet words Jonna ❤️ That means a lot to us.
Sweet girl, YOU didn't lose anything! The sperm wasn't strong enough to develop. We are the carriers love. The after effects are sometimes harder, than the actual event. You are perfect, your womb is perfect.... A'Ho sweet child, you WILL carry, perfectly, in due time.
I know a woman who tried to have a baby for years. She lost a lot of them and suffered so many really awful situations. But one day finally she got pregnant and nowadays she has a beautiful son. I am sure you are gonna recover from all this nightmare and you will have your reward guys. Big hug for you both.
I too had many MC’s after my husband and I married, hoping we could have a child. I was the most devastated with the first one. I recall just howling and paroxysms of tears and sobbing. I didn’t need a D&C ( dilation & curettage) but I had 6 more over a period of 2 years. We were older than you are so my age was possibly causing we decided to seek help with fertility clinic that helped us achieve a successful pregnancy. You too will successfully achieve a full term pregnancy. Sending you healing and compassion 😘
Kalle you sound like a fabulous husband. You both will make good parents some day.
Your English is very good.
We lost our second baby. Being with my wife when she passed the baby was awful. But now, we've had 3 more since. Don't give up hope. You put your heart into, and I think determination is a huge factor in making a baby happen.
My wife made a beautiful hand made mural that hangs in our house is 7 years later.
Oh Christine, I can not put into words how sorry I am. For your loss and all you have been going through. You are so brave. I am sending a big warm hug, soft healing energy and so much love to you. You are not alone ❤️
Thank you so much Leena ❤️
Leena really miss your videos how can I access them without a monthly subscription as I used to enjoy them Soo much. Really sorry about Christine's loss, God be with you Christine
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When you talked about how sweet Kalle was with you in the shower, I just burst into tears 😭 I know how it feels when you are so weak and vulnerable and someone takes care of you. So so nice of Kalle to just be there for you. This is just to sad and I'm so sorry for your miscarriage and you got so sick out of it. Thank you for being so open with us. I hope you can feel better soon ❤ Take it's time to feel all your emotions ❣
Dream partner❤️ someone who is there without question.
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As a woman who struggled with infertility issues for years I understand exactly what you are feeling.
Time will heal you and you will succeed with your dream as did I
There was an article in yesterday's USA Today (when this video posted) about a woman who is advocating for more mental health support during pregnancy complications, like miscarriage. It really is so hard and needs to be talked about more. I'm glad you shared, but so very sorry you went through this.
Yeah it definitely needs more attention.. so glad that Christine is speaking about this though I can imagine it must have been tough..
@J.Shelby It's perfectly fine! Women ride horses all during a pregnancy, my daughter-in-law did two triathlons the first in her 5th month and the second in her 7th month, women play tennis, run, teach aerobics and dance classes, compete in sporting events. Think about what women did a hundred years ago. These are things doctors agree on. The sled is a perfectly healthy and fine thing for a normal, healthy woman like Christine. You shouldn't talk about things you know nothing about. It can be very, very hurtful to others. Miscarriages are normal, though painful in many, many ways. It happens in about half of all pregnancies. It's normally something wrong with the baby that makes it not viable. Women don't have miscarriages because they did something wrong, especially not so early in a pregnancy.
We're so sorry for what happened to you ♡ Know that we're here for you!
Thank you my friends ❤️ That means a lot.
I also lost a baby in May 2021 and struggled with the same thoughts as you: what did I do wrong? How could this happen to me even though I live such a healthy life? Your video has touched and strengthened me so much. You are not alone! We are not alone! There is no stronger power than love and to see how Kalle gives you this love so unconditionally and truly makes me so happy! Thank you for having the courage to open up. You are a wonderful and inspiring woman! ❤️
@@lm5608 Oh thank you very much ❤️❤️❤️
@@SusiM.37 How that happened god will give you another one
@@amrutha.pkumaramrutha7650 Thank you ❤️
I've lost two pregnancies and have two healthy girls. You will think about the ones you lost everyday but it will make you cherish your children so much more. I am so grateful for everyday. Wishing you strength and love in your recovery ❤
I had read that 9 out of 10 women experience a miscarriage. I lost two back in the 80's but people didn't talk much about it. We just went through our silent pain. I am glad to see women today being more open about it and sharing the experience to help support one another. My daughter, and three daughter-in-laws have each lost one child. It is never easy for each life is precious. God bless you and may you find strength to carry on.
It's really good that so many women are speaking up about this these days. It's so common..
Christine your voice and storytelling is beautiful. I felt so many emotions while seeing the way your story unfolded. Speaking up about how much the experience affected you was heartbreaking. Many women have experienced this and I KNOW they are crying with you. I am so glad you are okay and healthy. 🙏
Thank you so much ❤️ Your words means a lot 🙏
Holding you both in my heart at this time. I believe that the soul of your baby is not lost and will come to you again when the time is right.
Thank you for your sweet words, that means a lot ❤️❤️
I’m a 75 yr. young woman on Vancouver Island, British Columbia, Canada, and have been through a few health crisis in my life. Thank you for sharing your story. I came across your vid by chance and am now subscribed. You attitude is such a strength for healing and recovering. I’m another one in your circle offering my view from this age of my life.🦌💌❤️🙏😌 namaste
“We are going go get strong together” when you said that all i could think about is how strong you already are Christine! My heart breaks for you and Kalle and what you are going through. I am so happy you have so much support and your Woman Circle stands with you! So much love to you Christine, we hold you in our hearts and you move through healing ♥️
I watched the video from Kalle's side soon after he posted it. It took me 9 months (weird) to watch yours as I knew how tough it was going to be.
Though I don't wish to have children, I can only imagine the despair you've been through. I cried with you listening to your story. This is such a deep human pain, it broke my heart knowing that some of the wonderful humans like you have to overcome such challenges.
You've been so courageous, so brave. I hope you healed a bit and that you sorrow is bearable now, as much as it can be.
And I hope that Kalle and you will have the optimism to get into this project with the same freshness and energy as the first time, because you deserve it and you deserve to be well.
All my love with you.
Oh Christine (and Kalle)… my heart aches for you both. There are no good words to say but I wish there could be something I could do to help, to make it easier. So no words, just sending my hugs and love to you. ❤️
Thank you for your love ❤️ That means a lot.
This also feels like a personal video for me from me 6 years ago, in my early 40's pregnant for the first and last time, exactly on the eve of 12 weeks the same thing happened. I still feel the event deeply in my womb, as the baby came out I was on the toilet and remember becoming so dizzy and shocked at the sight of it in 2 pieces in the bowl there that I flushed it straight away without thinking. Later my husband said he would have like to see it and say goodbye or bury it. That is a regretful feeling but at the time, maybe a water departure was all it was ever supposed to know. Thank you for sharing, you have youth and a strengthening uterus on your side, blessed that we carried that star child life for a time and it didn't feel it wanted to come to earth yet. XXX
So sorry for your loss.
I am so very sorry for your loss, Christine and Kalle. And I am really sorry you had to go through all of this, which sounded like a true nightmare. It was hard to watch this, but I think you're so incredibly brave and strong for choosing to share this very personal thing you are going through with all of us. Thank you for doing that. Much love and strength to you both!
This is so heartbreaking, and brought back so many emotions I had almost forgotten. Such similar feelings I had. I had 3 miscarriages over the years, somewhat strangely, but maybe it’s normal…the first was the hardest. The biggest shock perhaps. I have 2 beautiful children now, so the sad experiences have softened in my mind…but I shouldn’t forget them, they were part of my journey. I am so sorry for the horrific pain and illness that followed…it’s like an arrow to an already broken heart. I am sending you warmth and hugs from New Zealand. Seeing something like this back when I had my first miscarriage would have helped me so much, so your sharing this will help women, I know it will. ❤️
I’m so sorry for you both.. this is so sad, I can’t imagine how hard this must be.. thank you for sharing this personal video with us. you have a very strong personality, Christine. Sending you lots of love and positive energy!
Thank you so much for your sweet words ❤️ That means a lot! Love C
I am so sorry my darling girl you went through all this. Take good care of yourself and give yourself love and time to heal. You have been through huge trauma but rather than push it aside and forget really try to sit with it first, accept it all had happened and then move slowly forward. It’s really important to do this so you don’t develop things like Post Traumatic Stress Disorder or health anxiety in the future like I have as a result of a traumatic health experience. I send you so much love and healing prayers. Be kind to yourself. Xx
My dearest Christine. I'm so so sorry for what you've gone through and the pain. You are so lucky to have such a caring and wonderful man in Kalle. I wish I was there to give you the biggest hug on the planet. Be brave but not too brave as it's so important to talk about these things. I Know it's not easy but please take heart in knowing that you're not alone and that you're well and truly loved. Xx♥️
Sending you so much love💗 I'm so sorry for your and Kalle's loss X
Thank you Christine for your amazing courage in talking about this. I know it couldn't have been easy. I am so sorry for your loss and send you all the love and warm healing energy you need. Happy New Year and many blessings! ❤
Christine! I am so sorry for your profound pain and loss. I know what it is to hope, dream, and fear during the early stages of pregnancy. I feel for the two of you soo deeply. The world isn't always fair and the two of you deserve to be wonderful parents.
You mentioned how everyone naturally explores whether or not a miscarriage is somehow their fault. No one could live a more clean and healthy life. This was definitely not your fault in any way.
The way all this played out is traumatic beyond words. Please continue to take care of yourself in every way you can think of. We all know you are in good hands with Kalle's support and love!
Wishing the both of you continued strength, positive energy, and the mental fortitude to process this loss. May this only bring you closer and stronger together to have survived something so painful.
Thank you so much Kevin, for your supporting words ❤️ That really means a lot. Love C
I admire your strength, courage, endless hope to continue through the darkest storm. Sending you both so much love. Thank you for sharing this with us ♥️♥️♥️ And thanks to Kalle for the way he loves you.
Oh thank you so much for your sweet words 🙏💕
Dette var virkelig trist å høre, Christine. Du har kjempet hardt. Det er vondt å høre historien din, kan ikke tenke meg hvor tøft det har vært for deg og dere. Hvil, ta vare på hverandre og la tiden hjelpe dere å få det godt igjen. Sender deg all kjærlighet❤️❤️❤️
I’m so very sorry for your loss and for the nightmare you went through. Sending love and healing energy!
Christine, I'm so sorry for your loss and for all you've had to go through! I'm sending you a big virtual hug and so much love!
Dear Christine, I am so sorry for your lost! I have been through this too, I know how you feel. A lot a lot of hugs and love. Thank you for sharing and helping to other women ❤️
Sending you positive healing energy Christine. You warrior queen xxx
Sweet Chistine, sending you all my love and positive energy for this new year!
Sorry for your lost,Christine.Sending you both a lot of love,strenght and many many hugs.🥰💞🙏 Love from Norway 🇧🇻
I’m so proud of both you and Kalle for sharing your experience. Especially seeing as it’s something that just happened. I’m so sorry for you loss❤️ I so glad Kalle was there supporting you through this horrible time. I’m sure it has brought you even closer. I wish I could come though the screen and give you both a massive hug!❤️❤️ Lots of love❤️
Christine, my heart breaks for you and Kalle. May the new year be filled with peace and many blessings.
I’m so sorry for you both. I cannot imagine how hard this must be for you. Sending you lots of hugs. I know this is so heart breaking for you and Kalle. Know that there are a lot of us here to support you both. Take time and rest. I wish you both a better year in 2022.
Christine, I'm so sorry for your loss. It's so hard to go through this pain, my wife and I lost a baby, of 12 week, 4 years ago and sometimes I blame myself for anything I did wrong, but it's something it just happen. I admire your strength and willness for sharing this to all of us, your're so sweet. I send you a big hug
Dearest Christine, I'm so sorry for your loss and what you've both been through. I'm glad you're experiencing so much support and I wish you both lots of gentle healing love and a peaceful recovery. You're beautiful inside and out and strength rises up from being able to be vulnerable and sharing this story to not only help yourself but also many other people. Much warming love and soft healing hugs for both of you ❤️❤️
I'm so terribly sorry to hear this, but commend you for being so brave telling your story. I have gone through this, ended up in the hospital getting a D&C too. It is isolating, painful (physically and mentally), and a heartbreaking moment in your life. Thank you for being honest- this will help many women who are going through the same process. Sending you healing energy and support. Kalle is also an amazing human being and the love you have for each other will be a huge source of strength. xo
Hey Christine , your story touched me so deeply , I was crying along as I watched the video . It sounds like such a hard experience to go through , and you so deserve to now nourish your self to the max and be super soft with you Body and your emotions. Sending you so much love , greetings come Berlin 🧡
I’m so sorry for you and Kalle. Hearing your story made me tear up. You’re so brave and strong Christine. Sending all the universal love I can. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I can't imagine what you have gone through. May you both heal together from this traumatic experience. So much love to you both. You are so strong.
I'm so, so, so inmensely sorry for your loss and all the hard process you've been through, Christine, and Kalle too. This must have definitely been such a hard story to tell and I want to thank you for doing it. This will bring comfort to others who need to know they're not alone and for me, a young woman who hasn't lived anything like this, it helps me understand your pain and I really want to thank you for bringing such a private part of your life into this platform because it's really important to see what real life looks like and remember what us real humans feel and go through to understand you better and others who might go through something similar in my life, or myself. Anyway, I can't explain myself. This video was very tough to watch and to feel even 1% of what you're feeling was very hard so I send all my love and energy to you both and hope you feel supported and grounded by your surroundings. Lots of love
It's a gift that you can turn even a bad story into a "beautiful" video that leaves your viewers with a good feeling.
Hugs and thanks for the authenticity and truthfulness.
Dagmar
Thanks for sharing. I hope you have a wonderful New Year 🥰
I can't even imagine how difficult and tough it was for you ... Thank you for sharing your very personal and hard experience. Sending you so much love and hugs. Take care of yourself! ❤️❤️❤️
I am a more recent subscriber to Kalle's channel. I just learned about this terrible loss from his video and decided to check out your channel for the first time. You tell such touching and beautiful stories, and as a woman, as a mother, I feel so close to and moved by this subject. I know it is not easy to speak about these things, but letting other women know that they are not alone is so important, and I admire your courage to speak about it, when so many women are not able to. I'm looking forward to watching more of your inspiring and beautiful videos, and wishing you and Kalle a peaceful and beautiful 2022.
Ohh, I’m so so sorry for the pain and loss you had to endure 💔 This was so heartbreaking to hear, and you are so brave and strong to share your story❤️ I’m sending much love and light to both you and Kalle❤️ Big healing hug❤️
I just want to tell you that I am so sorry for what you have gone through. I have been through the same, but unfortunately I didn’t have the same kind of loving support you have from Kalle. You will both get through this because you are both such wonderful human beings! May the New Year bring you happiness!
So sorry for you loss... you’re such a beautiful and courageous soul, thank you for your openness and authenticity in sharing your vulnerable story. Sending hugs, lots of love and healing energy ❤️
Oh Christine and Kalle, I’m so sorry for this experience. Thank you for sharing your story, I am incredibly moved. I’m glad you have support around you and love in your hearts to sustain you. Big hugs and kisses, so sorry for the loss of your child.
So sorry for all you have been through. Sending you so much love, healing and hugs ❤️
Thank you for sharing your story❤️
Wish you guys a speedy recovery!
All the best for the 2022!!
Christine, my heart goes out to you and Kalle over the loss of your baby.
Hugs and prayers.
Christine, Thank you for sharing this incredibly hard story. (I too, went through the same thing, and also had felt so alone.) I’m so very sorry for your loss, and heartache…I wish there were something I could say to make your hurt less. Know that we all care very much for you both, and we are all thinking about you, and sending love and peace your way. 💜
So proud of you for sharing your experience. I cannot imagine how difficult the time was for you and Kalle. Your strength and calmness are inspiring! Will definitely join the Circle! Thank you, Christine!
Sweet Christine, I’m so sorry you had to go thru such a painful loss! I understand what you are feeling and words cannot describe it. God will heal you and give you strength to live each day to the fullest. Much love and hugs to both you and Kalle. I will keep you both in my prayers.❤️🙏🙏
Christine, I am so deeply sorry for you both. I lost a baby almost 3 years ago and it still feels like a hole in my heart. I totally understand what you mean when you said it makes you feel so alone... I had no idea it was so common either until it happened to me, and I also kept wondering if I had done something wrong. But I am so proud of you for sharing your story. When I first shared mine, I had SO MANY women reach out and share theirs with me, and I felt this sense of community and support that I never would have gotten if I had kept my story to myself. Too many women keep this topic private, and a part of that I think is because they feel ashamed. But we have nothing to be ashamed of, and having that support from others who understand our pain is so healing. This is not a tribe we would wish anyone to be a part of, but it is a tribe of strong, resilient, and brave women who will have your back and help carry you through this. You are not alone, lovely, brave, Christine, and if you ever need someone to lean on, you have so many women who will lift you up and hold you when you need to cry.
Thank you so much for sharing your story, and my heart is with you. ❤
Oh Thank you so so much!! And thank you for sharing ❤️
I am sorry for your loss as well.
And yes, you feel so ashamed, and that is why this talk is so important.
Your comment means a lot, thank you.
Much Love
@@ChristineKjaer Love to you too ❤
I'm so, so sorry to hear this. Thank you so much for sharing this even though it is so private. It is so important to talk about this to help you and others to heal from similar experiences. Take care and lots of love
Oh Christine, my heart goes out to you. Sending much love and healing to you and Kalle. I'm so sorry for your loss.
Holding you in so much love. Thank you for having the courage to share your story. Wishing you peace in the new year💕💕💕
Your vulnerability is so admirable. I feel honored to have heard your story. Thank you.
You shared such tragic news in such a beautiful way, rest and recuperate and when the time is right for your body right, you are going to be a wonderful mother. ❤️
So, so sorry for your loss, Christine! Continue to lean into yourself, into Kalle, and into your community (whether that be friends, family, your women's circle, or some other group). You are not alone, and you are so incredibly strong for sharing your story! Thank you for helping to normalize women's health concerns on social media. These are things that are so indescribably difficult, but so vitally important to talk about.
It took me a while to view Kalle's video and now yours, due to connections with things in my life and the people around me. I needed to be calm, clear and quiet before I did. I am glad I did. These are perhaps two of the most personal, thought- and empathy-provoking videos I have seen.
First of all, sorry for your losses. It takes quite something to make a video so bittersweet, combining the joy and the heartache, and on something so personal, and so deep. I am 'glad'/relieved you have got through the (most) physical part, to the place where you can talk about it. I wish I could hug you both: the event itself, the aftermath, and the honesty in sharing about it are heartbreaking and deeply human. But your telling also included terrible physical things you went through, before you could even get to the work of healing and grieving for the loss. I hate that I 'liked' it, or that you had to make it, but making it I think connects the horror you have both gone through to the world in a way that perhaps can help you and others heal, and as you say feel less alone and panicked in this situation (even though you had an extreme version). Responding with openness and vulnerability, not denial/burying it, takes courage.
No one should have to go through this, and yet so many people do. I knew, anecdotally, it was far more common than talked about: Friends and former partners have gone through this too. But this video actually made me feel greater compassion for my late mother. She had at least one miscarriage before I was born, as well as an operation serious enough that my turning up afterwards was a surprise as it was supposed to be impossible. The experience(s) made her determined to go back into nursing and become a midwife as a result. So I honour the impulse in you to share this as a deeper service for other women who will face this.
As you know and show, the physical part is just a 'small' part of it - even in the more severe case that Christine had. Exactly because parenthood is so central to us, and it taps into so primal biological strands, this whole process of grief, but also guilt, is natural. There are vital conversations that we don't have, around loss, birth and death, that instead we bury, out of either fear, or because we live in a world that does not take time to be real. Our inability as a society* to face death or grief properly, and the strange focus of some that parenthood is more a rite and a right, than a privilege and a responsibility, contribute to the lack of genuine conversation about this far too common and devastating aspect involved in the start of life. We* also suck at facing and living with the idea of death, which makes the death of those around us all the more difficult. (The * above is to acknowledge my perspective is as a single man living in the privileged western society as it is expressed in Sweden).
At the same time, as you say, you had excellent primary healthcare, and a supportive partner, family and community. I cannot imagine how much harder this would be without this - with worse or unaffordable healthcare, without the support. Countless generations have gone through this before, with neither good healthcare nor the ability to rest and process due to the demands of daily life - and many unfortunately still have to.
Your bravery in sharing this, and also the ability to see both sides of the experience from both you and Kalle's videos, will I hope will lead to some measure of healing. But they also act as a powerful advocation for compassion and empathy, which we desperately need more of in this world of shallow noise. It is vital to take the time to grieve, but to grieve in company is even stronger, because your grief can also reach and comfort others.
There is little to say that can be of comfort, other than that confronting and talking about the process and the grief are positive responses. I have, however, found that facing my own (not comparable) losses of near and dear ones has eventually led me to stoicism and the concept of "memento mori". Life is all the more precious and beautiful because it is finite and not certain, even with all the advances we have.
Much love to you both
Christine, this was such a tragic event and my heart goes out to you. Thank you for sharing your experience with us. Love. strength and peace from the USA. 💔❤️💐
I have lost 4 children with lots of complications following. I’m so sorry to hear what you have gone through and just want to send all my love and prayers for both of you.
I´m so very sorry for your loss Christine! ❤ As I wrote to Kalle as well, I think you´re both so brave sharing your story and I think a lot of people can find healing thanks to you! I´m sending you both all love that I have and I´m certain you will get through this together!
Sending so much love to you, thank you for your hope, bravery, and your honesty. I cannot express my sorrow for you.
Thank you Christine for your courage to share this sad experience with so many people. I wish you both much love, good energy and joy for the new year and all the best for all your projekts with the cabin. I will pray for you, Kalle and your baby in heaven. I´m sure that God will take good care of it.
You are so strong Christine, body and soul ♥️ there's little that I or anyone can say to make this process easier, and I don't think we're meant to run away from the pain. I cried through almost the entire video with you.
You will absolutely get through this and emerge on the other side with so much more wisdom and love in your heart, and we're all sending you lots of love and healing 🙏♥️
You are so sweet Gwen - Thank you ❤️❤️
I am so sorry for your loss and for the difficult time you went through. Thank you for sharing your experience. I wish you and Kalle all good things going forward together in 2022.
What a beautiful person you are! I cried all the way through your story-how very brave of you to share this. I'm sure your sharing will be helpful to other women. It's too much to try to recover without a lot of support. I wish you the very, very best in your road to recovery!
I’m so sorry Christine and Kalle….thank you for being brave and sharing. Bless you both 🙏
Thank you so much ❤️
Thinking of you, and sending love! I too experienced a loss in October and it was exactly as you described. Its so tough, but your stronger!
Oh beautiful Christine, how very sorry I am for your loss and all the hard things you went through and endured. I send you lots of love and prayers. I hope you feel all your feelings and nourish every part of you… mentally, physically, and spiritually. You are so strong and your beauty and strength shines so bright even during these darkest moments. You inspire so many of us and I pray that you will have many rainbows after this storm and will have not only renewed strength but come out of this stronger and more hopeful than ever💗💗💗💗 Big big hugs from Oregon, USA
You've both had a heartbreaking experience. Prayers that you get stronger everyday. Thank you for sharing such a personal story 🌲💗
I can't imagine how you feel the whole time, especially in the public shower. That sounds terrible. I'm soso sorry for what you both going through. I pray for you, that you both get you'r energy back and that you can look forward soon:)
Much love to you back! Wishing you both healing and strength in this new year. With all the well wishes and positive energy now arriving to you from around the world, may it bring more comfort and rest as soon as possible. Thank you for sharing your story. Take care, beautiful couple. - Washington state, USA
Oh thank you so much for your sweet words ❤️
I am so very sorry for your loss and I’m so sorry you’ve been so unwell. Sending lots of love and strength to you and Kalle xx
Your strength and courage is incredible. I am so so so sorry for your loss. You will both get through this. ♥️
Christine, you are so profoundly kind and gentle. I am so glad you are finally safe. I cannot imagine the depth of your grief but I hope you know that we will all be holding the weight of this pain alongside you. I hope that 2022 brings you so much hope and joy as you heal from this 💚
What's your UA-cam channel about?
@@FlamingBasketballClub Hi! My goal is for it to be about inherent goodness and creativity!
Dear Christine. I was so moved by your telling of your story. You express yourself in such a lovely way. I woke up thinking of you after watching this video last night. How utterly heartbreaking and then all the other events that must have made the whole experience even more frightening and traumatic. Abd yet what shines through is a sense of your resilience and strength in the midst of so much pain. Thank you for being brave enough to be vulnerable and tell your story. I'm sure this video will reverberate out into the world and comfort and help so many others. You are such an inspiration. Iove all of your videos. I have watched every single one And they totally transport me. And more than that you inspire me to believe in my own dreams and finding a way to trust that there could be a way of making them come to life. Thank you.. Brave brave soul. Sending much love fron here (I live In a small mountain village in Andalucía)
Oh Thank you so much for your words! That means so much to me ❤️
You brought tears to my eyes.
Thank you.
Big hug ❤️
@@ChristineKjaer 🧡🧡🧡
oh my dear, my heart is with you and i feel for you so deeply 💕 I want to thank you for finding the courage of sharing your story in these vulnerable times. It’s so important that we talk about loss, as a part of life. I wish you a lot of warmth for your heavy hearts, and that your eyes will find the light in the horizon again, whenever you’re ready. Healing takes time and our babies will forever have a place in our hearts.
Honestly, thank you so much for sharing this story. This is not usually a shared thing in social media but it's really needed, we were taught by society to live it in silence and most of us never got to know that this is a reality in women lives and it happens more than we think. It is something we need to talk about more to understand and support each other better.
I'm with you Christine and I'm very sorry for your loss. You are not alone. I'm sending you and Kalle strength and love. ❤️
Ohhhh Christine I am weeping. I can’t stop the tears leaking from my eyes I am so so so so sorry for you both. This is heart shattering. You are not alone Christine. I am sorry I haven’t been able to keep up with the women’s circle lately, but I am excited to in 2022. I send all my love to you and Kalle. Love to you 💞
Oh thank you so so much sweet Kristen ❤️❤️
@@ChristineKjaer I didn’t realize my membership was not active, I believe I have fixed it! I am so proud of you, as an artist I could paint the visual picture in my mind with your descriptive story. I know that was very hard, so hard words probably cannot express it. However, your story is so powerful and it took guts to share it. While my heart just bleeds for you, I also know this will intensify your emotions and being so fragile, you have Kalle for support. You also have all of us. The only thing that got me through the video listening to your story was seeing you tell the story knowing you were ok and not still in the hospital. While you heal, please use your creativity to do whatever you need to do, share or just hide for a while. We love you so much.
Also, what would it take for us to help you get water or a shower at the cabin? I know I would love to help, I can’t be the only one. Im sure Kalle has plans to add it or maybe you don’t want it but if you do, I would love to help get you a bathtub so you can maybe even boil a few giant pots of water and soak whenever you need. Love you girl!
@@KristenMcNamara Oh love you too 😭 You are so extremely sweet! And thank you again! And yes, we do have plans for the future to make the cabin into a bit more of a home, Kalle is working on it ❤️
I can’t describe how much your comment touched me. Thank you.
Big hug
I agree with Kristen completely. So so sorry for you loss, I have no words, just know that you are not alone! Sending you a big hug and much love 💜 If we can help with the renovations, let us know. Maybe you can do a fundraiser like Talasbuan for their windows to speed things up. Just a thought, please don’t feel pressured to do any of that. Also I think my membership is also not active anymore 😳 I have to fix that!
This was so raw. I admire your strength to share this story. Hearing both your experiences was so touching. I hope you both feel stronger and can have a restful January. 😌❤️
Wow - I just watched this and I am so touched by your harrowing story. Your gentle strength is so evident and I thank you for being vulnerable and sharing what happened with you. I was brought to tears listening to you and my heart goes out to you and Kalle. I pray you both are filled full with strength and love
I am so so sorry for that hellish experience you had to go through. Sending you loving and healing energy. 🙏❤️
There is nothing I can say to make this easier so just know that you, your little one and Kalle are in my prayers. Sending love. 🙏❤️
Thank you so much ❤️
Hej Christine. Hvor er du modig for at dele din historie, tak. Jeg sender dig og Kalle de varmeste nytårshilsner. Jeg håber, at det nye år bliver en ny begyndelse for dig og Kalle, og at I kan lægge det hele bag jer. 2022 bliver meget bedre (jeg krydser fingre). Du skal ikke have dårlig samvittighed over at slappe lidt af, nu hvor du endelig er hjemme i dejlige Danmark igen. Jeg sender lys og kærlighed til dig, Kalle og hundene
Tusind tak Christine, for dine søde ord, det betyder så meget ❤️
Christine, thank you for deciding to share your story! I feel so deeply for both you and Kalle as I too went thru a miscarriage in 2010 and I understand the devastation a couple feels after such an ordeal! Wishing you a peaceful, rest filled time of healing. Sending love!
Dear Christine and Kalle, I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for your courage and vulnerability in sharing your experiences with us, which will no doubt help so many people. I am glad that you and Kalle are taking time to rest and recover and I wish you both well for your recovery, healing and renewed strength. Sending you both love from Salt Spring Island in Canada. x
Jag är så ledsen för er förlust 😭 Vi är många som gått igenom det, men inget kan ta bort sorgen för det
Ja vi er ❤️ Kæmpe kram til dig
@@ChristineKjaer Mina tårar faller. Men jag ber er båda att inte ge upp ❤️
My heart is with you all during this time. I shared my experience on his video, I hope it brings you comfort to know better days are possible. Love you all
Thank you so much ❤️
Oh Christine, I am so so sorry for this deluge of pain and grief that was dumped onto your life! 💔 Thank you so much for sharing this devastating experience. I’m joining all those sending warm healing energy flowing your way.
Somewhere there is, or there will be, a woman drawing strength from your words to make it through a bewildering, terrifying day, I can just feel it in my bones.
Ohhh, I am sooo sorry for your loss!! I know how you feel ... I am sending you and Kalle lot´s of love and healing for your body and soul ❤️❤️ The only consolation is, that your love in your relationship will be even stronger because of this experience.. 🥰
Dear, sweet Christine. It's so hard to form words for your experience. I'm sending a long, warm hug your way. We have the same values; if someone else can learn (or not feel alone) from a personal experience, then maybe it helps to share. But that's when I notice the more connection, from something so authentic. Thank you for bringing more authenticity into the world. We need to see each other's pain and we need to support each other. I hope you heal with and through your tribe. Much love and light to you. x
I am so truly sorry for your loss! Prayers for you and your broken heart. Thanks for sharing and being so vulnerable. ❤
Thank you Christine for sharing. You are so brave and kind and generous to share this experience with such a wide audience. As you say it is helpful for all those who have been through that experience or will go through it. I wish you healing, physically and emotionally. Your little one is safe and in peace and loves you. At the right time you will be ready to carry a new life and may it bring you very much joy. It is special that Kalle stood by you all through, that's not always the case, well it wasn't for me. We have to cry sometimes to wash our souls, don't lose that, its important too, its hard not to cry.
Oh Christina and Kalle, i am so sorry for your loss! And what a battle you had to go through 😪 I am glad you are on your feet again. Take your time to grief and to heal as long as it takes!!! I lost my baby boy many many moons ago so i feel your loss. Thank you for sharing your story and sending you both a big hug ❤