Stuck and Cannot End Relationship or Marriage: Looping in Toxic Anger (Video 4 of 8)

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  • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
    @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  3 роки тому +9

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    • @nancyberry6561
      @nancyberry6561 3 роки тому

      Thank You

    • @SMSBJM1981
      @SMSBJM1981 2 роки тому

      Alan, I have to say you really know relationships inside and out. You have been so helpful to so many.

  • @vickie6662
    @vickie6662 5 років тому +100

    Anger is just a stage of grieving. The relationship was born dead. It's like trying to hold and hug a still born baby who you desperately wanted. But never really were allowed to enjoy. Yes, it was in the earliest stage alive, because you fed it through the umbilical cord. You were it's source. But it died, unbeknownst to you in the moment. And when you're suddenly made aware that there's nobody there now. You are alone. You asserted all the right energy, gave all you could and believed for the best case scenario. But in the end, you have to accept... it is what it is.
    Bury that baby, and mourn, and wake up tomorrow and start fresh. Breath. Every day. In and out. You'll go on and learn from it and eventually get better and have life. Stay in reality. Exactly. Present in the present moment. Enjoy today.

    • @brossdamiani7437
      @brossdamiani7437 4 роки тому +2

      very true

    • @JennaKErickson
      @JennaKErickson 4 роки тому +9

      I hadn't thought of it this way but your comment helped me realize this truth on a whole new level. It unlocked something for me. Thank you for this!

    • @vickie6662
      @vickie6662 4 роки тому +7

      @@JennaKErickson thank you for commenting, I'm happy to hear I helped somebody. You know, all life's tests and trials are for us to grow through, then share whatever we learned because we not only survived but thrived. Pass it forward. 🤗💗

    • @notrelevant1266
      @notrelevant1266 3 роки тому +1

      Very confident you “asserted all the right energy”. Possibly a swing and a miss? Seems like a cop out and and deflection.

    • @newenglandtrucker6049
      @newenglandtrucker6049 3 роки тому +2

      Wow that was great. I felt that!❤️

  • @Laiswil94
    @Laiswil94 4 роки тому +29

    It's been 1 year and I'm miserable. Sorry about anyone going through this for longer

  • @Moose185
    @Moose185 5 років тому +40

    I’ve been stuck in this type of relationship for 4 years now! I thought getting married would help things but nothing has changed! Now I have so much more to lose. Luckily we don’t have any kids.

    • @tiggalisa
      @tiggalisa 5 років тому +2

      I feel you on this and it's really painful and emotional

    • @bohemianslouch3749
      @bohemianslouch3749 2 роки тому +4

      same, four years in and it needs to end. we were never compatible and it’s painful and miserable. i pray you aren’t in this relationship anymore, since your comment is from two years ago. 🙏🏼

    • @Moose185
      @Moose185 2 роки тому

      @@bohemianslouch3749 unfortunately I am still in the relationship 🙁I just can’t see a way out. Did you end yours?

    • @ralgor100
      @ralgor100 Рік тому

      Same here

    • @imeldaescobar6845
      @imeldaescobar6845 Рік тому

      Same here. 12 yrs. Very unhappy, abusive. I can't leave.

  • @dbm7128
    @dbm7128 3 роки тому +15

    Wow! This was everything I didn’t know I needed! I’ve been stuck in this “ looping cycle “ for YEARS now and ironically never thought once to look deeper at myself 🤦🏽‍♀️

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  3 роки тому +1

      Glad to hear you found this video helpful. Thank you for that feedback. Many of us can relate with getting stuck in the looping cycle. If this content is beneficial then consider taking The Four Attachment Distress Responses Course. By building new relating skills and learning about attachment behaviors we can prepare and be proactive around attachment distress triggers. Take the quiz to learn more: www.alanrobarge.com/adrquiz

  • @dachater1
    @dachater1 5 років тому +65

    What if the relationship on the surface itself is good, but deep inside you just feel like this is not the right person, and so it torments you, but you stay stuck because you rationalize this "gut feeling " away?

  • @Maelani_mymelode
    @Maelani_mymelode 2 роки тому +1

    I'm in a dead end relationship with a man that I've known my whole life. We've been together ten years and have four children together. He's the immature silly guy and I'm the practical responsible woman. He just won't grow up and take responsibility as a father or significant other. He makes excuses for every serious issue. Our children doesn't even take him seriously because he doesn't make them a priority. I'm exhausted and just want out. Every time I bring up co-parenting he says we're in this forever and he loves our family. Love is just a word when action isn't behind it. We don't go out as a family. He's not romantic. I am vibrant and adventurous. He is use to the same routine. I just want to live, travel and be happy. He's content with work and going down the basement doing whatever. I just do not have the patience any longer.

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  Рік тому +1

      Thank you for your meaningful comment and for sharing your experience. I hear you. These can be challenging dynamics to navigate. Glad this video spoke to you.
      If you like this video then you may also like getting in on the conversations in the Community Program, Improve Your Relationships. This topic comes up in the Community. You're welcome to join us: www.alanrobarge.com/community

    • @Maelani_mymelode
      @Maelani_mymelode Рік тому

      @@AlanRobargeHealingTrauma Thank you🙏🏽

  • @cyn5962
    @cyn5962 Місяць тому

    The depth and detail in which the ending of a relationship is explained is truly helpful. He is realistic yet encouraging.

  • @LDT7Y
    @LDT7Y 4 роки тому +24

    I stayed in an abusive relationship for years because I had low self esteem and thought I'd never find anyone else. A year after I finally left, I found out at least two guys were really in love with me back then but never said anything because they knew I was already taken. So I missed out on at least two potential amazing relationships because of my fear. Unfortunately they were already with another person by the time I found this out, but it made me realise there are always alternative paths and sometimes you are just blinded by what is familiar.

  • @robertutley1598
    @robertutley1598 2 роки тому +2

    I have watched many videos from lots of different counselors, life coaches and psychologists. I got a lot out of everything and learned a lot but still felt stuck. Even went to counseling for a while and my therapist told me to start feeling comfortable being alone. He said do things alone that I like to do that she never was into. He gave me steps to heal like mindfulness, journaling and working on myself and my needs. Also, to start dealing with the attachment trauma that I have and that she will never change and stop thinking that I can rescue or fix her. After all that I still went back to the relationship many times. The fights the gaslighting, the arguments, the terrible behavior did not change for her, and I stayed stuck calling her a borderline and abusive. This is the only time I really saw my own behavior and thinking as toxic. Watching and listening to you explain how I can stay stuck, blame shaming, pointing fingers, playing victim is only hurting her and myself at the same time. Breaking the cycle and taking charge of my own life and responsibilities is so important for my healing and having a healthy happy future. Being co-dependent sucks because I allowed myself to think if I could only fix her or make her happy I in return would be happy. It never really worked; it always went bad. Over and over again the same old cycle of a toxic situation reoccurred. I felt trapped in my own bullshit with no way out. I am starting to realize my role in the toxic relationship and are taking steps to take care of myself away from her. If only I would have seen the red flags early and had better boundaries. It is not easy, taking action and responsibilities for my own thinking but I am working through it one day at a time. I do not want to go back!!! Thank you, Alan, for your videos and knowledge it has really helped me a lot. I will be going back to counseling soon.

  • @joshk333
    @joshk333 5 років тому +51

    Holy crap does this ever describe my 20yr relationship and 17yr marriage to a T! Currently trying to finally do something to escape, though sadly it now involves kids. Oh how I long for a time machine!

    • @Miloking85
      @Miloking85 5 років тому +11

      A big problem when there are kids involved

    • @ME-gk1gj
      @ME-gk1gj 5 років тому +7

      That must be hard to face how long it has been...20yrs is a very long time but give yourself some credit for Atleast recognizing it now and trying to Change it instead of still being in denial and going another 10 or 20 years...as for the kids...I get it...It is extremely heartbreaking to think about what they are and will be going through but think of the life lesson you will be teaching them...you will be teaching them to be strong people, to take steps to change a situation if they don't like it, you will be showing them your strength and showing them that you have the power to make change....it's scary but Soo worth it!!

    • @Freesoul54
      @Freesoul54 4 роки тому +5

      What if everything you said indeed is true? My husband has been failing me at least the 10 years of our 17 years marriage. He is becoming like a second child , depending on me financially, basically for his existence. We have been to therapy many times . I am the responsible adult & he is the free child. I am suffering from severe ME/ fibromyalgia because I have had to endure so much pressure to keep a roof over my family. I am 50 now and literally can’t carry 3 people in this relationship any longer ( myself , him & our son ). Why am I not leaving ? Simply because he refuses to leave unless I give him 50% of everything that I inherited & worked so hard for . I refuse to pay him a penny that he hasn’t worked for or contribute to . I have no energy physically or mentally to fight in the courts. Everything we have is from 15 years ago when I was a dr & worked hard. Now I am disabled with severe pain and can’t go back or forth

    • @africanandproud6792
      @africanandproud6792 4 роки тому +7

      I'll be the first to volunteer to go inside the time machine the day it gets invented. I am plagued with such intense feelings of regret.

    • @joshk333
      @joshk333 4 роки тому

      @@africanandproud6792 I hear that.

  • @deena3003
    @deena3003 5 років тому +12

    Omg...yesss...I needed to hear this. My husband blames me soooo much. I feel very stuck in this marriage when I told him I want a divorce and he just won't give me that. It's sooo toxic. Thanks for explaining this behavior I been pondering on from the start.

    • @cyn5962
      @cyn5962 Місяць тому

      Your husband cannot stop you from filing for divorce if that is truly what you want to do.

  • @algobo
    @algobo Рік тому +1

    So true, so glad to hear this said in such a clear way, thank you.

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  Рік тому

      Thank you for valuing my effort. It has taken me years of study and healing process to uncover these dynamics and explain them in a way that is accessible. Glad it brings you benefit.
      If this content is helpful, you may also like getting in on the conversations in the Community Program, Improve Your Relationships. You're invited to join us: www.alanrobarge.com/community

  • @wholeenchilada3910
    @wholeenchilada3910 7 років тому +24

    Very helpful tough love in this vid. I did find the courage and strong sense of self that allowed me to end a very unhealthy relationship. But just as you said, I've gotten a bit stuck in grieving it now that it's over. The sense of righteous anger is huge. It is getting better, but I'm surprised that the feelings are still this strong. If you have a chance to do a video on moving successfully through the grief process after ending a painful relationship, that would be great! Thank you!

  • @vegaman52
    @vegaman52 4 роки тому +4

    I seen this video many times and it brings comfort to me because it most accurately describes what my life has been like. I finally had enough and have filed for divorce. It sucks that I have to do it but it's either leaving or staying until it gets even more abusive.

  • @Wildchile
    @Wildchile 5 років тому +6

    Thank you, this is brutal yet true. I am doing it because yes, I feel weak and I’m trying to build strength and the fact that we have kids, makes it difficult. But you are correct and this is true!

  • @jadekaufman8360
    @jadekaufman8360 5 років тому +2

    Thank you so much for your advice and insight. You have really pointed out such a profound area of my life that makes me feel bad and responsible for my actions but also gives me a renewed sense of hope and peace that I haven't felt in over 5 years.

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  5 років тому

      Jade, we all begin where we begin. Starting with kindness towards yourself is important. The reason I created the membership community is because many of us have stories like yours. We see the pattern over time. We keep doing the same thing. We see the suffering. We have to choose to change the pattern. We need a plan of self-directed healing. This is what we talk about in the membership community. You are invited to join us. Here is the info: www.alanrobarge.com/community

  • @Ashley-id2cb
    @Ashley-id2cb Рік тому +2

    Thank you for the video. Makes so much sense. It's a lot to take in.

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  Рік тому

      Glad this video spoke to you. Thanks for the comment.
      If you like this content then you may also like joining us in the conversations in the Community Program, Improve Your Relationships. www.alanrobarge.com/community

  • @nancyberry6561
    @nancyberry6561 3 роки тому +4

    Omg, he has walked up on my porch, knocked on my door and handed me my issues. What a mess I have waddled in for nearly 9 years? Vision, Plan, and Resources. Come on now? Talk to me!!!! Thank You

  • @Monica-kf6dt
    @Monica-kf6dt 4 роки тому +3

    I'm just in the looping. It´s sad and exhausting because I had found another place to live with my son but gave it up after feeling weak. I just couldn´t bare to take responsibility to end the marriage. Now I keep looking at the photografs of the my former new house and thinking what it could have been if I had actually moved.

  • @AnalystAyi
    @AnalystAyi 3 роки тому +2

    Well that was a swift kick in the behind ! Thank you!!!! Sobering

  • @Julie-pf7qd
    @Julie-pf7qd 4 роки тому +6

    Man it sucks to be on the receiving end of a partner who blames blames blames and shows no accomodation /remorse or compassion. It's so right what you said about it being a trap... You cannot win as the more hurt you feel the less kind you want to be so the cycle goes on and on.
    It begs the question though does the angry one always just want out in this situation ? Or could the relationship be salvaged if they recognise the destructiveness of their way of communicating?
    Grateful for any thoughts on this one. Thanks.

    • @shirleytorres339
      @shirleytorres339 Рік тому +1

      Very true but what if you keep having to remind them or bring up the bad communication with someone who has a learning disability?

  • @بندهخدا-ي2ي
    @بندهخدا-ي2ي 3 роки тому +1

    This is a very strong video to make you realizes what is reality in Dysfunctional relationship

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  3 роки тому +1

      thanks for the feedback. glad to hear this is a strong video. If this content interests you then you may also want to take The Four Attachment Distress Responses Quiz. Thanks for your comment.
      www.alanrobarge.com/adrquiz

  • @SniperSam
    @SniperSam 5 років тому +8

    The one thing I have not seen addressed is someone or a couple who married because kids involved or couples who married because of a stalker or because it was basically a marriage into thinking it was a good idea. You know, marrying someone you knocked up by accident. Maybe there is , I just need to look more

  • @0oohnegative
    @0oohnegative 5 років тому +2

    ooooh it really is all about bad boundaries. Me not being able to set and stand up for the boundaries and standards i need in my life in a loving and consistent way.

  • @lesliecooke1251
    @lesliecooke1251 5 років тому +4

    WOW this is me! When I get home I will have my husband watch this video. It is time to end this relationship. thank you for showing me the light.

  • @jjw1309
    @jjw1309 2 роки тому +1

    This is so my current situation...Egg shells daily...He doesn't trust anything I do but yet won't leave me alone...He is worried that I will be happy with someone else...Everything i do he claims I am with a man ...I am so tired of this ...I want to join church this week but he will accuse me of being with a man while in sitting in church
    I am soooooo disgusted

  • @kailanewyork7484
    @kailanewyork7484 2 роки тому +2

    Omg this was very good. I needed to hear this. I do have righteous anger and it isn't helping me. Thank you

  • @biancagarcia4802
    @biancagarcia4802 3 роки тому +1

    Boundaries and acceptance of the need to end the relationship. That's what was so hard for me, I did all these things because it seemed easier than having boundaries and not accepting abuse and I blamed him for my inability to leave

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  3 роки тому

      Reflecting this way is helpful and you have good awareness. Many people find creating boundaries challenging. Since this video sparked reflection, you might be interested in joining the Improve Your Relationships Community. Boundaries is one of the ongoing topics of discussion we have. The base of the community is built on Self-Directed Healing, which means members are encouraged to create their own healing plans. You get to pick what you want to focus on. Also getting support from others who are also learning can be helpful. Check it out: www.alanrobarge.com/community
      Also, if you are interested in learning about attachment behaviors and building new relating skills you may want to take The Four Attachment Distress Responses Course. We can understand ourselves and others more by learning the different ways we respond to attachment distress. Take the quiz to learn more: www.alanrobarge.com/adrquiz

  • @Skeijeindi
    @Skeijeindi Рік тому +1

    I have applied for many jobs for many many many months and nobody called me. Sorry but I am not going out without a job. In the meantime, sorry, yes, I am mean and angry. I am DOING EVERYTHING POSSIBLE TO GET OUT

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  Рік тому +2

      I hear you. One day at a time.

    • @proofpositive11
      @proofpositive11 Місяць тому

      I find that most of these UA-cam videos don't address the money issue. For many reasons people, especially women, are financially dependent and have a hard time escaping. I am currently interviewing certified divorce coaches for the first step: seeing what is possible, if there is a way I can do this with my complex circumstances.

  • @kimsanders1280
    @kimsanders1280 2 роки тому

    THANK YOU FOR THESE UNCOMFORTABLE TRUTHS.
    truly. thank you for your work. it’s exactly what I needed to hear to begin moving forward. 🙏

  • @prajeshkashyap7232
    @prajeshkashyap7232 3 роки тому +1

    Alan, you're saving lives. Thanks for your work!

  • @thesavagereservation
    @thesavagereservation 5 років тому +8

    You are so bad ass! Thank you for all you do.

  • @soblessed4844
    @soblessed4844 Рік тому

    I stuck it out for 28 years… It got to a point that I couldn’t breathe anymore. Currently separated for the last five years, it’s a new adjustment being alone, but with him I was extremely lonely. So I am better off being able to breathe in my own space.🧘🏾

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  Рік тому

      I hear you. Thank you for sharing your experience.

    • @soblessed4844
      @soblessed4844 Рік тому

      @@AlanRobargeHealingTrauma God bless you Alan…You are helping to mend broken hearts and bring comfort and clarity to emotional trauma.

  • @wendy8561
    @wendy8561 3 роки тому

    YOU ARE EXACTLY RIGHT , NEVER HEARD THIS BETTER THAN THIS !!! 💜💜💜

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  3 роки тому +1

      Thanks for valuing the effort I put into offering explanation. Glad my work resonates. Please also share this video with others who may like it. Thanks.

  • @curiousrooster
    @curiousrooster 5 місяців тому

    Sheesh! Hard to listen to a verbal mirror of my life exactly. Thank you so much, you have encouraged me to take affirmative action TODAY.
    When she gets home, it’s time for the conversation 🤨

  • @Karlien68
    @Karlien68 4 роки тому +3

    Wow....I did that. It is totally nuts behavior 😳

  • @clovetea
    @clovetea 5 років тому +1

    My exact situation for 19 years! Thank you for making this video. I look forward to watching your other videos.

  • @juliagoolia5604
    @juliagoolia5604 3 роки тому +1

    You hit the nail on the head for me! This helped me so much.

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  3 роки тому

      Thank you for watching and for sharing. These can be difficult dynamics and feelings to navigate.
      Working with anger is something we explore in-depth in the membership community, Improve Your Relationships. It is part of a larger process of healing from attachment trauma. How not to become cynical about anger, grief, love, and relationships is a good goal to begin the journey. In the Community we also talk about emotional availability, secure attachment, boundaries, finding the right kind of partner for us, and learning how to say goodbye when necessary. If a deeper conversation is something you are interested in exploring around these topics, you are invited to join us. www.alanrobarge.com/community

  • @janethomas78
    @janethomas78 6 років тому +5

    the worst is this. thanks for saying what nobody else will! THANKS!

  • @dansela63
    @dansela63 2 роки тому +2

    You described me to a T I live to obliterate my spouse after 30 years of misery. I'm completely aware of the stupidity of it and the ugliness but I'm not ready to move from this place yet...lol

  • @cindybourassa2076
    @cindybourassa2076 4 роки тому +1

    Love this guy!!! Funny and so very true !!! 25 years of looping for me.. trying to break the cycle ..

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  4 роки тому +1

      oh wow Cindy. Thanks for the love and compliments. I'm glad we can break the cycle after 25 years. The habitual patterns can be challenging to interrupt. I get it. Keep going. And thank you for valuing my videos and the effort it took to create them. I'm glad this one is of benefit to you. Please consider showing your support for the value offered by checking out my Sustaining Supporter page where you can commit to a donation for my channel. Glad you like my videos. New content and new videos are in the works. Thanks for the comment. www.alanrobarge.com/donate

  • @BerylWalubengoAnyitiNanyama
    @BerylWalubengoAnyitiNanyama 4 роки тому +1

    I love the repetition of the four or 5 tips in every video.

  • @lousilipeniata7172
    @lousilipeniata7172 3 роки тому +1

    WOw!!! This has been me for sure.. Thinking it was SO 's fault if they just changed.. But it's me! Time to become more independent and focus on self... Initiating the ending..Thanks for this..

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  3 роки тому

      I hear you. Good for you. Your attitude and focus is what we explore in the membership community, Improve Your Relationships, along with the 8-week Program. To learn more, you can go to www.alanrobarge.com/community

  • @vegangoddess9019
    @vegangoddess9019 Рік тому +1

    Sometimes I feel jealous of people who comes from strong and supportive families. Especially as a woman I feel like I have no family to temporarily fall back on. This makes my situation very scary. Support groups aren’t the same thing unfortunately 😢

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  Рік тому

      I hear you. Many people can relate with having these obstacles. I can imagine it can be challenging.
      This comes up in conversations in the Community Program, Improve Your Relationships. It can be helpful learning with others who are also learning. You're invited to join us. www.alanrobarge.com/community

  • @reneemoore6249
    @reneemoore6249 3 роки тому +1

    So many comment on this one! I would love to hear how it's going now, a year later. I've been cycling for years. This describes me. It's a bit shameful. But validation of my situation. I need to begin taking action. (I bought one more save your marriage book last week)
    It says I must have an attitude of determination to have a wonderful marriage. Im stopped right there.
    Maybe this is the miracle. Detatch.

  • @mattlavender8797
    @mattlavender8797 7 років тому +8

    Wow! I can see I have some work to do.

  • @MikeJackson690
    @MikeJackson690 5 років тому +1

    Alan, I only 'discovered' you recently and it's as if you knew all my ex relationship's problems. It's uncanny. Had a lot of attachment trauma the last couple of days and wanted to get in touch with her, but this video has acted as a reminder why she wouldn't want to hear from me 😕

  • @tinag7882
    @tinag7882 6 років тому +2

    Very informative and straight to the point. Great. Just what I needed!

  • @theresaohlemann4046
    @theresaohlemann4046 Рік тому

    Omg, this is so true!!!!! One of the best videos ever.

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  Рік тому +1

      Glad you like this one and thank you for the kind words.
      Since you like this video you may also like taking the relationship quiz. www.healingattachmenttrauma.com/iyr_quiz_2

  • @bobvita529
    @bobvita529 4 роки тому +1

    Wow..... This was spectacular. This is my life exactly. I really needed to hear this. You are awesome. Soooo insightful.

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  4 роки тому

      Bobvita, Thank you for valuing my material. I’m glad this one resonates with you. If the information I offer is of benefit, then consider joining us in the membership community, Improve Your Relationships. We are a group of kind, supportive learners who want to make sense of our past relationships and learn new skills of better relating. You’re invited to join us. Here is a link for more info: www.alanrobarge.com/community

  • @lovelyheart5905
    @lovelyheart5905 5 років тому +6

    Thank you I needed this message

  • @jicajacobsonkimbreaux
    @jicajacobsonkimbreaux Рік тому

    I've been stuck here for eight years thinking that it's the best situation for the kids (disabled and literally could not have raised them alone). They're now old enough and I'm physically more stable to where I'm thinking of finally ending it, but I have no idea how I could find a job. I've tried just living together without caring, but I'm constantly in this anger loop. Is there any way to get past the hurt and live civilly with someone who you once cared deeply for, or does this endless soul prostitution just end up killing us and turning is into the worst possible monster of ourselves? I'd hoped that I could let go eventually, but it's so incredibly hard to do when you're constantly being emotionally triggered.

  • @laurabeigh283
    @laurabeigh283 2 роки тому +1

    Wow! Alan. I needed to hear that. Thank you

  • @taljsingh
    @taljsingh 5 років тому +3

    What do you actually mean by having “agency”? Thank you...

  • @seekingthequestion
    @seekingthequestion 6 років тому +5

    You start out so, almost, subtly, and then it just keeps getting more and more ridiculous I have to laugh. You're so right. Thank you!

  • @karllagerfeld3137
    @karllagerfeld3137 4 роки тому +4

    I sound like a monster. 😔😔😔

  • @LogicalLove
    @LogicalLove 3 роки тому

    Sad but true. End - the - relationship. Thanks for your insight

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  3 роки тому

      Many of us can relate to that sadness. These situations can certainly be difficult to navigate. You may be interested in learning more about the attachment distress responses by taking the quiz I created here: www.alanrobarge.com/adrquiz
      Thanks for your comment and encouragement to you in your healing journey.

  • @johnkiernan4225
    @johnkiernan4225 3 роки тому +1

    Thanks Alan you got me your spot on yep she's a narcissist that's what I have been doing that's what I have been waiting for even told her I want her to tell me to go!
    I gotta take control thanks!!!

  • @Cullen_O
    @Cullen_O 5 місяців тому

    Wow,, accurate and insightful, well done, and thank you.

  • @jamesbryant5055
    @jamesbryant5055 Рік тому

    What is it really when the person yells at me and I end up losing it and then tells me to leave then I leave willingly and everything revolves around me financially yet it doesn't..idk what to do anymore it's been 8yrs and idk how to go and separate fully

  • @SMSBJM1981
    @SMSBJM1981 2 роки тому

    Alan, you have nailed it. Thank you.

  • @bobvita529
    @bobvita529 3 роки тому +1

    Thank you. This is gold !

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  3 роки тому

      Glad you find value in this content. If this content is helpful then you may also find insight in the course, The Four Attachment Distress Responses. To learn more take the quiz. Thanks for your feedback.

  • @AnhLe-uc3nz
    @AnhLe-uc3nz 4 місяці тому

    I’ve been in this loop for over 3 years but instead of me bitching, its him and his dear friends bitching over me everyday for 3 years straight. If I don’t deserve his love then why dont they find someone better and leave me peace?

  • @jasonjones4036
    @jasonjones4036 5 років тому +3

    Painfully true

  • @amandaroberts5726
    @amandaroberts5726 3 роки тому

    Oh my god, everything you said made me think oh my god that's me...:( makes me so sad, now i need to do something about it! I totally needed this wake up call, thank you

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  3 роки тому

      Amanda, I hear you. I see your focus and good for you for allowing awareness. That means healing can take place. I'm glad this video resonated and many of us can relate with the toxic anger. You're not alone. The reason I created the membership community, Improve Your Relationships, because many of us have stories like yours. We see the pattern over time. We keep doing the same thing. We see the suffering. We have to choose to change the pattern. We need a plan of self-directed healing. This is what we talk about in the membership community. You are invited to join us. Here is the info: www.alanrobarge.com/community

  • @elizabethkirkendoll1901
    @elizabethkirkendoll1901 5 років тому

    Thank you Alan,
    This was so affirming to me. I felt like listening to this gave me the acknowledgement that I needed, and a strong reminder to look back at me.
    I subscribed and will continue to watch your very on point videos.
    Mrs. Taguchi
    "When you point your finger there are 3 fingers pointing back at you". -proverb

  • @cindybourassa2076
    @cindybourassa2076 4 роки тому

    Key words being TRYING to break the cycle... wish you were a personal therapist lol. Will continue to follow ...

  • @mrs.hardbazzi
    @mrs.hardbazzi 3 роки тому

    This was so good. I wish I had someone to replace what he was suppose to be.

  • @theblogjob3072
    @theblogjob3072 3 роки тому +2

    Damn, you're good! Ugh, Guess I really have to work on myself. Thanks :)

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  3 роки тому

      Thanks for that feedback. Yes, it is work and self-commitment. Many people find it helpful to learn alongside others. Since you liked this video you may also like to join the Improve Your Relationships community. To learn more click here: www.alanrobarge.com/community

  • @MB-eu4ty
    @MB-eu4ty 5 років тому +2

    On point again, Alan. You are a true gift to me and so many others. Wish I had found you sooner!!

  • @newenglandtrucker6049
    @newenglandtrucker6049 3 роки тому

    Thank you! This was very helpful and a good pep talk!!

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  3 роки тому

      You're welcome. Glad this video was helpful. Please share it with others who might also like it. Help me spread the word by sharing it via Instagram, Facebook, or twitter. It's important that we all keep talking about relationships. Thank you for your comment and support.

  • @chandaniberry9369
    @chandaniberry9369 Рік тому

    I am in it right now 😢.I know this schould change, I should be the one taking steps to get out.

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  Рік тому +1

      I hear you. Many of us have been there too.

    • @chandaniberry9369
      @chandaniberry9369 Рік тому

      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma Thank u . It is really reassuring. I thought I was losing my mind. The anger has engulfed my entire personality, and I used to be a very quiet and gentle person.
      Once again thank you 🙏🙏

  • @cgum2691
    @cgum2691 Рік тому

    Thanks you ...spot on!

  • @pearlspetals5542
    @pearlspetals5542 Рік тому

    Brutal. I crying now. This is me

  • @therock1521
    @therock1521 5 років тому +13

    Marriage sucks

  • @noellemariawatson2695
    @noellemariawatson2695 5 років тому +1

    Wow. This hit home.

  • @littlemiss8867
    @littlemiss8867 7 років тому +3

    Standing Ovation!!!

  • @jasmineflores4098
    @jasmineflores4098 4 роки тому

    I really needed to hear this right . Thanks

  • @ChristineTX
    @ChristineTX 2 роки тому

    That’s exactly what my spouse does. Toxic & abusive behavior.

  • @jram8555
    @jram8555 6 років тому +3

    Great job sir.

  • @houstontxwill629
    @houstontxwill629 5 років тому

    This was very helpful thank you for your words brother!

  • @lemonsandlimes1656
    @lemonsandlimes1656 6 років тому +1

    This may be a stupid question but is there an obligation to try and make things work when kids are involved?

    • @Yamaauw
      @Yamaauw 6 років тому +4

      You cannot 'make things work' when you are referring to emotions, which are not mechanical such as an appliance or a car that can physically be fixed. The best option is to call a truce and consider the children, even if separated. It is almost always easier to cope with an ex spouse outside of a relationship. The longevity and success of any post marital relationship with an ex spouse lies in the manner in which the marriage is terminated i.e. in peace or conflict. And remember, once you had children, that's when your focal point shift from your own self to them, until they are self-sufficient one day. I hope it works out for the best for you and yours.

    • @somerealshit
      @somerealshit 5 років тому +6

      @@Yamaauw Youre right! The main focus is the children but some people stay in a marriage instead of divorcing because they feel like they're being selfish and not thinking about the children. This is what Im struggling with.

    • @sassysandie2865
      @sassysandie2865 5 років тому

      I believe we should do what we can to make the marriage work when kids are involved. Both people have to be willing. I would get counseling and give it every effort because of the kids. I wouldn’t stay if there’s any abuse, addiction or cheating though.

  • @ghoulishmanor6317
    @ghoulishmanor6317 5 років тому +2

    What if children are involved ?

  • @mavis3916
    @mavis3916 3 роки тому +4

    Stuck, isolated in a village miles from anywhere with an older woman who treats me like pet/son/carer, the sexual, relationship died years ago,,, I lost my job in manchester she suggested let's move to Scotland together🙄an adventure, ,, she has money, I dont, I've lost my hotel job in local Scottish hotel since lockdown ,I feel so trapped, no friends or family anymore, I don't know what to do,

  • @Abc_xyz-m8l
    @Abc_xyz-m8l 3 місяці тому

    Wow ! Simply wow !

  • @TinaMarieJ
    @TinaMarieJ 4 роки тому

    Wow you’re AMAZING! Subscribed!🙌🏽

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  4 роки тому

      Thank you for valuing my content. Good to know the videos and posts are helpful. I am glad you benefit from the effort and time investment it takes to offer quality content. Please consider joining us in the membership community to show your support and/or becoming a sustaining supporter with a donation. Making a contribution supports the continuation of more quality content. FYI/ www.alanrobarge.com/community and/or www.alanrobarge.com/donate

  • @peggys7056
    @peggys7056 2 роки тому

    another very helpful video ty

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  2 роки тому

      Glad it was helpful! Thanks for the comment.
      For a deeper dive on how we get stuck you may like the course, The Four Attachment Distress Responses. Take the quiz to learn more. www.alanrobarge.com/adrquiz

  • @oldesarge
    @oldesarge 5 років тому +4

    I'm in the process of making the decision to leave. It's been a long haul.....but at this point anything is better than the status quo....time to put the big boy pants on.

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  5 років тому +2

      oldsarge2000, Many of us can relate to this desire to move on and be done with it. We explore this idea and learn more about it in depth in the community of Improve Your Relationships. Answering the "how to" is complex and rooted in many things we do on a daily basis. With the Self-Directed Healing approach I developed, you are in charge of how you engage the material of "how to". Consider joining in the conversation: www.alanrobarge.com/community

  • @thecolestorban4513
    @thecolestorban4513 2 роки тому

    I can't believe I'm watching this as it's happening

  • @eumorphiaartemiou5748
    @eumorphiaartemiou5748 3 роки тому +3

    This is like a prison..

  • @alyssamcbride2993
    @alyssamcbride2993 2 роки тому

    Thank you for this

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  2 роки тому

      You're welcome. This topic also comes up in conversations in the Community Program, Improve Your Relationships. You're welcome to join us:
      www.alanrobarge.com/community

  • @parveenkumari4500
    @parveenkumari4500 Рік тому

    I am stuck in a marriage. I want to leave him. I do but again I start to contact him.
    Please help me. How I can get out of all these.

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  Рік тому

      I hear you. Many of us can relate with this pattern. I'm reminded how we need gentleness for ourselves.
      Thank you for the question. It's challenging to answer in one response because there are many parts we need to consider. Many of us can relate with this situation. You may like taking part in the conversations on this topic in the Community Program, Improve Your Relationships. You're welcome to join us. www.alanrobarge.com/community

    • @parveenkumari4500
      @parveenkumari4500 Рік тому

      If the other person don't respect you and not well behaved with you then its not need to improve I think its need to leave that relationship.

  • @smolkitti8147
    @smolkitti8147 4 роки тому

    Thank you so much! Thank you.

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  3 роки тому

      You're welcome. Glad you liked this one. You might also be interested in taking The Four Attachment Distress quiz to find out your response to relationship stress: www.alanrobarge.com/adrquiz

  • @lassa8435
    @lassa8435 4 роки тому

    Wow!!!! I’m in this!

  • @Kim78
    @Kim78 5 років тому +1

    I cant leave... One reason. My kids.

    • @rosswilliams313
      @rosswilliams313 4 роки тому

      Me to dont know if I can stick it out for 14years

    • @shayla3
      @shayla3 4 роки тому

      Same here.

  • @hannahkarlberg2253
    @hannahkarlberg2253 3 роки тому

    I needed to hear this

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  3 роки тому

      I'm glad this resonated with you. Help me spread the word and share it with someone you think might also need to hear this.

  • @brianlane9534
    @brianlane9534 3 роки тому

    Thank You!

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  3 роки тому

      Glad you like this one. You're welcome. Please also share this video with a friend who may like it. Thanks.

  • @nappyscribe1987
    @nappyscribe1987 5 років тому

    Very helpful!

  • @bohemianslouch3749
    @bohemianslouch3749 2 роки тому

    agency and will 😭😭🙏🏼

    • @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma
      @AlanRobargeHealingTrauma  2 роки тому

      Yes. Glad this video spoke to you.
      This is a topic that comes up in the Community Program, Improve Your Relationships:
      www.alanrobarge.com/community