Most F*CKED UP interrogation ever caught on tape (*MATURE AUDIENCES ONLY*)

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  • @e4rlp4trick
    @e4rlp4trick 3 роки тому +30108

    Wow 😲😲 this is the weirdest episode ever.. I watched this 3 times and still can't apprehend the situation Ryan was in😬😬

    • @MrBallen
      @MrBallen  3 роки тому +3362

      ya this is one of the most insane stories ive ever seen

    • @samsimmonds7005
      @samsimmonds7005 3 роки тому +307

      Love you mr ballen

    • @samsimmonds7005
      @samsimmonds7005 3 роки тому +129

      Lockdown carrier

    • @cali.girllivinnnevada8
      @cali.girllivinnnevada8 3 роки тому +1415

      I think you mean “comprehend?” 🙂
      & I totally agree. Although it also really angers me that poor Ryan lived in that apartment for days with his dead girlfriend and had no idea due to extreme brain damage. 😔

    • @IAE_123
      @IAE_123 3 роки тому +56

      @@MrBallen 1 reply and its from the uploader

  • @tuxcats4312
    @tuxcats4312 3 роки тому +4113

    “Bows and arrows” hes trying so hard to remember words… this is so upsetting

    • @Professional--Gamer
      @Professional--Gamer 3 роки тому +90

      maybe he wanted to say Crowbar, the one Richie and his dad were using to break in to Ryan's house

    • @tuxcats4312
      @tuxcats4312 3 роки тому +151

      @@Professional--Gamer I believe he was referring to the gun. Bows & arrows, gun firing, very similar in concept

    • @miaknig3130
      @miaknig3130 3 роки тому +82

      @@tuxcats4312 I agree. Stroke victims, TBI... caused aphasia often has names for similar objects crossed. Even objects can be crossed. An excellent book called 'The Man Who Mistook His Wife For A Hat' was by a doctor, describing some of the odder cases he had e.g. people who took toxic levels of vitamins and couldn't feel their body and had complete loss of proprioception (a man threw something big and hairy out of his bed: it was his own leg) or a man who was trying to put his hat on, but kept grabbing his wife's head. One man wanted to ask for umbrella, but only the word 'hat' would come out. He knew he wanted protection from the rain but his brain had hat and umbrella switched.

    • @khaderkhan190
      @khaderkhan190 3 роки тому +20

      @Fabian Morales Its likely his brain swelled so massively that his ocular nerves were damaged, No doctor would take a good eye or even an injured one with the chance it would still be partially functional. He had major damage to a very soft organ. That he lived that long with out care is amazing in itself. What they did do was probably a damage control operation releasing pressure by removing the skull cap at that point they would also need to regulate the pressure in his brain which is very hard balancing act of pulling water out of the body with medicines but not overloading the body with salt or reducing the blood-flow to the brain, other things can pass through the brain blood barrier in to spinal fluid as well such as sugar, again through osmosis, and too much or too less of anything will lead to lowered or no healing of the brain at all. All brain injuries are a delicate matter and yes docs make mistakes, but in this case i think it was simply a matter of to much time to allow further damage through bleeding and clotting of injured tissue.

    • @bigmanliam
      @bigmanliam 2 роки тому

      @I SAW THAT what

  • @devin-leebayliffe5647
    @devin-leebayliffe5647 3 роки тому +4354

    The fact that he spent atleast two days just walking around the house thinking his girlfriend was sleeping was seriously sad. What he went through was horrendous.
    Edit: holy crap, thanks for all the likes! Stay safe out there guys 🤍

    • @chrisancola
      @chrisancola 3 роки тому +247

      This reminded me of that story MrBallen also covered where the son slain his family with a hatchet and the dad that had the most severe injury to the head still got up his bed, did his daily routine, went out grab the newspaper and as soon as he walked back in the front door, he died.

    • @lilheinz9496
      @lilheinz9496 3 роки тому +191

      When he realized she was dead after being told it truly is almost like the brain was able to register what was just said and better able to explain what happend. It’s crazy that brain damage of that level could some how be taken over by the inner mind and allow for him to remember enough to make it more clear. Its crazy to think that he was able to speak at all given the trauma he received to his skull and brain

    • @lesflynn4455
      @lesflynn4455 3 роки тому +72

      @@chrisancola Yes, I hadn't remembered that. The poor guy got ready for work. Even had a shave.

    • @EminAnimE1
      @EminAnimE1 3 роки тому +5

      @@chrisancola Which video is that?

    • @cavemanlovesmoke4394
      @cavemanlovesmoke4394 3 роки тому +5

      @@chrisancola yeh what video?

  • @thecosmicalien7891
    @thecosmicalien7891 3 роки тому +14615

    The fact that he was so innocent/brain damaged that he handcuffed HIMSELF to the table is heartbreaking

    • @purplehz97
      @purplehz97 3 роки тому +334

      Omg I forgot about that😢

    • @wordswritteninred7171
      @wordswritteninred7171 3 роки тому +555

      @@howardkleger WOW! This comment went COMPLETELY over your head!

    • @duff_thatdoodle3041
      @duff_thatdoodle3041 3 роки тому +7

      @UCWPBTajtajHUeorjaV10ArQ what a weirdo

    • @thecosmicalien7891
      @thecosmicalien7891 3 роки тому +404

      @@howardkleger you're looking at this with too much logic my dude. Think about it
      He was shot in the face
      Anyone in there right mind would be screaming for medical care not handcuffing themselves to a table.

    • @cyclone8974
      @cyclone8974 3 роки тому +181

      @@thecosmicalien7891 Well he wasn't in his right mind due to brain damage exacerbated by not getting medical care for 2 days, which in itself was likely due said brain damage.

  • @flojotube
    @flojotube 6 місяців тому +441

    Im a former cop from NJ - THE FACT THAT THE POLICE DIDNT PRIORITIZE MEDICAL ATTENTION FOR THIS KID **BEFORE INTERROGATION** is a MAJOR FAILURE and a GUARANTEED LAWSUIT WIN for the kid... It DOESNT MATTER WHAT HE DID - YOU MUST PROVIDE MEDICAL ATTENTION FIRST.
    Holy hell what incompetence.. This is DAY 1 KNOWLEDGE!!!!
    I sincerely WISH that ALL INVOVLED OFFICERS WERE FIRED AND EVEN CHARGED CRIMINALLY FOR THIS.
    SHAME ON THE PARENTS FOR LETTING THIS DISASTER GO!!!!
    Im SO ANGRY right now. I wish I never watched this shit.

    • @johnholmes6741
      @johnholmes6741 4 місяці тому +30

      I mean the black eye didn’t even look like a regular black eye to me. Especially to think a chic could give a guy a black eye like that is a little atypical as well. I’m not even trained but been in many fights and had many gf’s just upon sight didn’t look like customary black eye to me. If I was cop just to cover my butt and morally I woulda had him checked b4 anything. If turned out to be black eye interrogate if shot (since someone else in home was) obviously need start looking for suspects. For me woulda been common sense. Can always interrogate after being checked out. Would legally cover your butt and make interrogation more accurate as well. Between these guys rushing things and being sloppy and the DEI hires at secret service last week good examples why it should be mandatory that IQ tests should be given and considered among other important things when hiring people for jobs that directly impact society. You sound like a good hire though. Need more like you.

    • @rustyricky6684
      @rustyricky6684 3 місяці тому +17

      This is so sad… and I agree with everything you said! All because of some punk getting refused by a girl! Poor kid, breaks my heart

    • @DustyAssStar
      @DustyAssStar 3 місяці тому

      Thank you for your service for one… but also, thank you for being an open-minded human.
      Much love to your lil soul.

    • @bonzo6826
      @bonzo6826 3 місяці тому +7

      My dad is former ocean county nj. Officer retired in 94 as a Sargent from certain town...im 56, this is an old story... it is appalling.

    • @GlitteryGhost
      @GlitteryGhost 2 місяці тому +5

      He died a year later ]: From seizures. He had a lot of seizures and one killed him.

  • @paddymac4130
    @paddymac4130 3 роки тому +10448

    Ryan made sure he kept his brain working long enough to tell who did it, badass kid. RIP to both.

    • @bretth4988
      @bretth4988 2 роки тому +21

      You question if they should of just left the bullet in his head?

    • @falconplayz6118
      @falconplayz6118 2 роки тому +476

      @@bretth4988 no he’s saying that this kid survived long enough to tell the cops who did it, he’s not endorsing the cops, he’s endorsing the kids actions

    • @vincec.202
      @vincec.202 2 роки тому +396

      The fact he could even remember is amazing. The front temporal lobes have A LOT to do with memory of events.

    • @tracyminajjjj
      @tracyminajjjj 2 роки тому +201

      scary to think he could've been falseley evicted if heather was the only one they shot

    • @chrise842
      @chrise842 2 роки тому +72

      @@tracyminajjjj convicted

  • @okay-ali36
    @okay-ali36 3 роки тому +4884

    “If you got shot in the eye you wouldn’t be talking to me right now” “HOW DO YOU KNOW?” Fucking poor Ryan I feel so bad for him

    • @isaiahwilliams2332
      @isaiahwilliams2332 3 роки тому +535

      Even with brain damage what a spot on reply . That remark would haunt me if I was the officer

    • @MandenTV
      @MandenTV 3 роки тому +6

      Eh

    • @t.g.7180
      @t.g.7180 3 роки тому +89

      Guess he’ll never say that sentence again

    • @ec9833
      @ec9833 3 роки тому +141

      “That’s what I thought…” The police officer, someone who wields a gun but doesn’t seem to know bullet wounds, when he’s looking straight at them for an hour, was literally less intelligent & cognitively aware as a progressively declining, brain injured 18 yo. Even that he had a gigantic bruise to his eye, if all it was was that, could indicate brain injury. Along with the answers & the way he was giving them, even if he thought he had been under the influence of anything…seriously…
      There are numerous reasons why people want to reallocate much of the funding that police departments get. You cannot possibly train one person in 100, completely separate professions & ask them to juggle every individual case with the precision each deserves. Shit happens but, we have certain influence & opportunity to have less of it happen.

    • @t.g.7180
      @t.g.7180 3 роки тому +170

      @@ec9833 Just looking at him, he should’ve been treated at the scene. Not put in a police car for 6 hours. Really awful

  • @timothyaschauer1993
    @timothyaschauer1993 Рік тому +2281

    This should be played at every police academy. The fact that he was not offered medical assistance is mind boggling.

    • @robleogre5250
      @robleogre5250 Рік тому +108

      It is not that mind boggling when you know how little training and qualification is required to make someone a police officer in the U.S. In most western countries police officers require years of training and education, but here the requirements are far less stringent and the people who become police are grievously underprepared for the highly complex job that it can be. It's maddening and heartbreaking that the prime concern of hiring police is as revenue collectors and generators rather than actual professionals who serve and protect..

    • @richardjarrett8623
      @richardjarrett8623 Рік тому +12

      Everyone in jail knows you don't want a medical emergency because it's gonna take days of batching to get to the hospital

    • @impostrous
      @impostrous Рік тому +37

      Does the time spent in interrogation matter for his recovery if he was wounded for two days?

    • @Andronicus87
      @Andronicus87 Рік тому +49

      Half of dudes face was all swoll up. No ambulance called.... unbelievable.

    • @lisamcgarrigle164
      @lisamcgarrigle164 Рік тому +13

      Wow! No medical. It's a miracle he could talk. Walking talking miracle.

  • @MegaAverageMan
    @MegaAverageMan 5 місяців тому +331

    Detective took a full business day to notice someone got shot

    • @MACLifestyle123
      @MACLifestyle123 4 місяці тому

      Some detectives ! Geez 🙄 idiots

    • @AbyssScythe
      @AbyssScythe 26 днів тому +3

      Especially when he was staring at him the whole fucking time

    • @AshantiH
      @AshantiH 25 днів тому +1

      😂😂😂

  • @Ohcanada28
    @Ohcanada28 3 роки тому +7935

    After being told that his girlfriend is dead. His love for her was the only thing that brought him back to normal. Even for a few seconds.

    • @ralphaldrich4803
      @ralphaldrich4803 3 роки тому +12

      L by

    • @lsp_showtek94
      @lsp_showtek94 3 роки тому +426

      That is so true! Im glad he remembered to be able to get the guys in prison. Such a shame 💔

    • @ClydeW893
      @ClydeW893 3 роки тому +9

      ratio

    • @rgCA_01123
      @rgCA_01123 3 роки тому +33

      😢💔💔💔

    • @josephwilliams2475
      @josephwilliams2475 3 роки тому +70

      @@Ilovemydogmorethanlife ya'll cringe callers will label anything north of opening a door for someone "CrINge" lmao it's like...kinda cringe dude

  • @monicazeng7262
    @monicazeng7262 3 роки тому +2513

    One of the things I’m more surprised of is the fact that he had the strength to speak with so much pain in him.

    • @VampireHub616
      @VampireHub616 3 роки тому +72

      Several hours too.

    • @spookyblookie3499
      @spookyblookie3499 3 роки тому +174

      Shock. He was probably in shock and when your body sustains that much pain and damage you can’t feel it. When my appendix burst I didn’t feel the pain. I was in pain but I didn’t realize it. My brain couldn’t comprehend the pain.

    • @monicazeng7262
      @monicazeng7262 3 роки тому +36

      @@spookyblookie3499 Yeah, now that I think of it, I had a teacher that suddenly got her arm trapped inside a potato machine, and she was so in shock and such a panic mode that she just yanked her arm out of the machine which saved her arm, and life.
      She said she was so in shock that she couldn’t comprehend the situation she was in. Why was that just suddenly happening to her?. Just utter shock.
      She said there was just a random innocent potato right there, so she decided to take it, and the horrific accident happened.

    • @VampireHub616
      @VampireHub616 3 роки тому +43

      @@monicazeng7262 to be honest the guy looked completely out of it.He didn't remember what happened most of the time.I think shock is when you know your situation but guy didn't know his girlfriend passed away,and walk the house 2days.

    • @Likeomgitznich
      @Likeomgitznich 3 роки тому +32

      Based on where he was shot he would have lost partial speech, majority emotional response, possibly some smelling, and a decent chunk of pain response.

  • @sparkles4minx
    @sparkles4minx 3 роки тому +5891

    I’m also just shocked that poor Ryan went to sleep several times and still woke up and was even walking, carrying on a conversation at all. His poor family... RIP Ryan and Heather.

    • @mytrigger5613
      @mytrigger5613 3 роки тому +192

      I'm curious how anyone knows what he did inside the house for sure. Even if he said he went to sleep, did he really just as was stated or did he think he did but didn't. Too bad he wasn't given immediate medical attention as he should have. Cops have to do better than this. That eye does not look like a girl punched him, it looks more like he got whacked with a hammer.

    • @Derzull2468
      @Derzull2468 3 роки тому +271

      @@mytrigger5613 Even if it was just "a girl punched him", not giving medical attention is immoral and everyone is innocent until proven guilty, it's not the job of the police to punish someone by letting him suffer by denying medical assistance.

    • @mytrigger5613
      @mytrigger5613 3 роки тому +40

      @@Derzull2468 100% agreed

    • @the6ix66
      @the6ix66 3 роки тому +2

      @@mytrigger5613 did you even watch the video lol

    • @sg5067
      @sg5067 3 роки тому +27

      @@mytrigger5613 since Heather died I think they could just estimate how many days the body had been dead for and surmise how long Ryan’s just been there

  • @jeremyhansen5666
    @jeremyhansen5666 6 місяців тому +132

    Even after the discovery they treat him like SHIT! man, how heartbreaking, they should be ashamed

    • @cicada38
      @cicada38 4 місяці тому +15

      They should be in prison for the rest of their lives. Disgusting

    • @bartholomewprice3221
      @bartholomewprice3221 3 місяці тому

      In southern Arizona all law enforcement is corrupt. That's why the US/Mexico border in that region is a death zone.

  • @syafiqibrahim7252
    @syafiqibrahim7252 3 роки тому +7899

    This is why we need to uphold "Innocent until proven guilty" principle

    • @erikaustin5883
      @erikaustin5883 3 роки тому +298

      Agreed!!!! Enough with police brutality! My mom called police for help because a man attacked her and they interrogated her for over an hour before they got her medical care stitches and a neighbor finally came forward to corroborate her account wordfor word because the police came so fast her attacker whom she had never met said she was his girlfriend and was on drugs and had attacked HIM! They all but had handcuffs on her before the neighbor who saw the whole thing came out. My mom was in shock needed stitches all beat up and they treated her as guilty! Enough is enough!

    • @FloridaManYT
      @FloridaManYT 3 роки тому +146

      Its more like
      "GUILTY until proven INNOCENT"!!!

    • @barryallenflash1
      @barryallenflash1 3 роки тому +29

      EXACTLY!!

    • @robertbarton4315
      @robertbarton4315 3 роки тому +132

      Innocent until proven guilty is a joke. If you are accused of a crime you are often put in jail or put on pretrial probation, you then have to pay for a lawyer or pay court fees. When everything is said and done you could end up paying hundreds of dollars and fighting your case from jail for months or even years Often losing your house apartment car and job. And end up being completely innocent.

    • @tacostew1670
      @tacostew1670 3 роки тому +41

      @firestarr78 The person who shot him in the face twice, before then killing the other victim and robbing the house, is to blame.

  • @quietlady44
    @quietlady44 3 роки тому +3713

    I just shed a tear for Ryan. He was brain damaged and was trying his best to remember and tell his story. Very sad story.

    • @therealsyxx
      @therealsyxx 3 роки тому +50

      Yeah it got to me as well. Poor kid 😢

    • @Claudia-lq3ns
      @Claudia-lq3ns 3 роки тому +123

      I didn't even get through half of this and suspected brain damage. My high school boyfriend was attacked and had a severe concussion. He acted exactly like this kid: confused and agitated.
      Edit: Poor Kid 😢

    • @xanhaxs
      @xanhaxs 3 роки тому +11

      I thought the same so sad for them both .

    • @thedarkside_ofmartha
      @thedarkside_ofmartha 3 роки тому +3

      Same

    • @noorliyanaabutalib8599
      @noorliyanaabutalib8599 3 роки тому +20

      But luckily he can still named his attackers

  • @bluetextonwhitebg
    @bluetextonwhitebg 2 роки тому +9330

    the way his brain managed to snap back into reality for just a few seconds after learning that heather had passed away. my god that is heartbreaking.

    • @PotatoKernels
      @PotatoKernels 2 роки тому +57

      @Pisha Pye I saw this story last week in this channel. It was so fucked up

    • @Am-Shak
      @Am-Shak 2 роки тому

      @Miles Doyle
      Have you beheld the darkness sitting upon the earth? Overshadowing the wind rose, lost in the smoke? Thus many went astray at once. The others wandered hazardously through endless mazes. The rays of the sun whisper of a newborn fright. And very few horrors in the world could match in terror. The cruelty of that frozen caress and its fragrant secret in blossom. Thy bend their tongues with a long drawn sigh. Licking among the vilest ordure a few drops of hopeful water. They bend their tongues for this divine balm. Remains of an aborted covenant gone astray in desert waste.
      The bleak sterility of these buds belies their fragrance. A pestilence that permeates the vastest plains with frightful odours. Among these foetid marshes wanes the echo of a promise. Hope stumbles amidst the solitary shades and lose substance. Facing the glowing darkness whilst ravens croak for doom. The other worlds on high sent us a harbinger. Ignis ardéns - He breathed on them, and they were all filled with the Holy Ghost. What pleasure of inconceivable purity there is in being an object of abhorrence. For the sole being to whom destiny links my life. The rupture is too profound to stand up. Nothing remains but a terrified consolation. In a laughable renunciation that is not the one of a single man.
      Thou art not dead to the devoration of sin!
      Every human being not going to the extreme limit is the servant or the enemy of man and the accomplice of a nameless obscenity.
      Let us be a blight on the orchard. On all orchards of this world. Even the least of these words will be judged during the times of reckoning, bearing. A latent damnation, a feverish seduction exasperated in death. Every letter is a code to extreme horror, utter contempt and divine conflict. It is lethal to speak the language of resistance. Every gasp exhales a particle of the remission of Golgotha. As if the blazing Logos demanded the exercise of a fragile power just above annihilation. The one of a harmony in ruins. It is a task for a man who cannot bear any longer to be. A chore for the lost in the denial of free will.
      You were seeking strength, justice, splendour! You were seeking love! Here is the pit, here is your pit! Its name is SILENCE...

    • @Ventus9666
      @Ventus9666 2 роки тому +6

      @Miles Doyle Shut up dude.

    • @EerieProps
      @EerieProps 2 роки тому +57

      @@helloproxy Saying that no one cares. Um, I care.

    • @ejxsb2618
      @ejxsb2618 2 роки тому +5

      @@Am-Shak wtf you on

  • @Darksamus51
    @Darksamus51 6 місяців тому +134

    This is unbelievably frustrating. The most common thing in almost every story that I’ve heard from Ballen and dozens of other people is negligence. Negligence, ego, or lack of common sense is the gas that drives almost every single one of these situations. How the hell do you miss freakin bullet holes in a persons face?! How the hell does no one get punished for stuff like this?! Why does no one ever get truly punished for this crap?!

    • @SAMEntalhealth
      @SAMEntalhealth 5 місяців тому

      Whoa whoa dude maybe they did who knows😅😅

    • @whinybritches
      @whinybritches 4 місяці тому

      @@SAMEntalhealth They didn't

    • @PandiNova
      @PandiNova 3 місяці тому +4

      every policeman needs to be trained WELL!! not just in being tough, but in psychology, human behavior, forensics as well

  • @AvasAngelWings
    @AvasAngelWings 3 роки тому +2642

    “If they shot you in the eye with a revolver you wouldn’t be talking to me anymore.”
    “How do you know???”
    So sad….

    • @anonymoose116
      @anonymoose116 3 роки тому +128

      They've clearly never heard of Phineas Gage.

    • @MagpieRat
      @MagpieRat 3 роки тому +358

      How can someone hear a person with a massive eye injury say "They shot me in the eye" and not AT LEAST just lean forward to take a closer look? How do they just conclude "well that's clearly nonsense" and carry on?!

    • @RedneckSith
      @RedneckSith 3 роки тому +148

      IKR? People have survived being shot in the head before. All depends on where the bullet goes. Brain injuries aren't always instantly fatal.

    • @MrBallen
      @MrBallen  3 роки тому +408

      Yes this part hurts to hear

    • @whiteking4895
      @whiteking4895 3 роки тому +46

      @@MagpieRat theres a live pd episode of some african american man getting shot through the eye he didnt know until he got in the ambulance and the paramedic discovered that he couldnt see throught his eye yet he was blind in the eye so the man had no idea he was shot through the skull through the side of his eye

  • @LordB0NER
    @LordB0NER 2 роки тому +2848

    The fact that he was able to kick it into gear just enough to convey important information while suffering severe brain damage is a real testament to Ryan. Dude must have been a strong person before this happened to him.

    • @percy1629
      @percy1629 2 роки тому +8

      Write a song about it.... 👍

    • @lindshussein4678
      @lindshussein4678 2 роки тому

      @@percy1629 shut up

    • @JoE_Songs
      @JoE_Songs 2 роки тому +20

      yes, I think so too. heartbreaking.

    • @charliefox9424
      @charliefox9424 2 роки тому +3

      Has nothing to do with him being a strong person

    • @JohnDoe-dn9ez
      @JohnDoe-dn9ez 2 роки тому +40

      @@charliefox9424 What could you possibly mean by that?

  • @austinbell6222
    @austinbell6222 Рік тому +1194

    This made me tear up. Especially when I realized the only time he actually had some sense was when he heard Heather was dead and i personally think that shows the love he had for her. He couldn’t answer questions about any of his life or what’s going on but when he realized she was dead and not just sleeping, I know this is kinda cheesy, but it was like his heart told his brain to wake TF up for a second. God this was insane

    • @Slave-nl8xn
      @Slave-nl8xn Рік тому +54

      I’m a guy that doesn’t cry for years and your comment almost got a whole tear. From both eyes.

    • @RednGold13
      @RednGold13 Рік тому +23

      I agree with you. 100% he "woke up" after he found out she was dead

    • @januskhazar237
      @januskhazar237 Рік тому +11

      oh my god I cried too it made me soooo sad o my god this is just too sad

    • @SharonMartinez
      @SharonMartinez Рік тому +13

      Nothing cheesy about it. Not at all.

    • @tonguepetals
      @tonguepetals Рік тому +23

      Nothing you said is cheesy, I saw this interview on another channel a long time ago, and I ugly cried. Because he was so obviously lost and so obviously in need of medical attention. His brain was just compensating and rewiring itself trying to put things in place. Him saying arrows over and over. I was screaming at my screen, he’s been shot in the head! How do you not see this? Get him to a hospital!
      When they told him that Heather was dead, and not just sleeping. that right there alone should’ve told the police that something was seriously wrong with the sweet baby. I honestly don’t know how you miss a bullet wound clearly visible 2 feet away, when I immediately saw it in the video!.!. Why they don’t bother to get him any medical attention when he’s so obviously altered. Ryan never should’ve died, but I kind of get the feeling that he wouldn’t wanna be here without Heather. Makes me cry. Where I’m from it is mandatory upon a rest that everyone gets taken to the hospital prior to being interrogated, and that should be the case everywhere in every country, so no other mother has to bury her son who wasn’t guilty of anything. This whole thing just makes me ugly cry and I can’t watch it.

  • @AprilTurner-o8e
    @AprilTurner-o8e 8 місяців тому +242

    I'm a brain injury survivor, but my injury didn't come from a violent act. My injury came from a virus infection. My heart goes out to Ryan's parents and his true friends.

    • @Sinner.G.AKA.Pastry
      @Sinner.G.AKA.Pastry 5 місяців тому +6

      Glad you're still with us, Patriot!

    • @josegarcia-xd6lt
      @josegarcia-xd6lt 4 місяці тому

      Encephalitis ? I had encephalitis

    • @ras1851
      @ras1851 4 місяці тому +1

      @@josegarcia-xd6ltme too!

    • @josegarcia-xd6lt
      @josegarcia-xd6lt 4 місяці тому +1

      @@ras1851 💯🤝respect to you shit was tough fr im glad you all good !

    • @fane6154
      @fane6154 4 місяці тому

      How has it affected you if you dont mind me asking?

  • @avaisabel4948
    @avaisabel4948 2 роки тому +2456

    Detective: "They shot you in the eye with a revolver...you wouldn't be talking to me right now."
    Ryan: "How do you know?"
    Detective: "Cuz most likely you'd be dead."
    Ryan: "That's what I thought too, man. I really don't know."
    That's so heart wrenching...

    • @2BsYummySoles
      @2BsYummySoles 2 роки тому +71

      Yeah the truama to even remember that. And the fact even the officer acknowledges the possibility of him surviving and yet he doesn't inspect that to be the truth. (I also feel that would make sense due to brain trauma)

    • @shuheihisagi6689
      @shuheihisagi6689 2 роки тому +62

      @@2BsYummySoles I mean I am frustrated too at the cops, but I more frustrated with the officers who were at the scene then the detective who was given leads on the case by those officers. And being shot in the head is usually fatal so it is hard to believe, I am just glad the detective figured out what happen at all.

    • @Everyoneisanartist776
      @Everyoneisanartist776 2 роки тому +12

      This one. 😪

    • @PeterMaddison2483
      @PeterMaddison2483 2 роки тому +7

      Well, wan't Carl Grimes shot in the eye in The Walking Dead, he survived... Yes, I know it was just a TV show.

    • @alexbell6631
      @alexbell6631 2 роки тому +12

      Didn’t 50 cent get shot in the face too and he survived.

  • @lisab6547
    @lisab6547 3 роки тому +3275

    When the detective is checking Ryan's face and Ryan days "Ow! My head hurts" breaks my heart. What an absolutely tragic story.

    • @genox3636
      @genox3636 3 роки тому +9

      If the kid would've just answered his questions he would've got a doctor sooner.

    • @briannawidegren6833
      @briannawidegren6833 3 роки тому +352

      Okay, not trying to be rude or aggressive or offend anyone, that isn’t my goal. But how could you believe this man could answer anything properly when his brain has that much damage? He is a victim. I wasn’t there so I can’t say who messed up where and exactly what should have happened.
      But blaming a man who tried to protect his girlfriend, got shot four times in the face leading to brain damage getting increasingly worse by the minute…
      That’s not right.

    • @briannawidegren6833
      @briannawidegren6833 3 роки тому +107

      Regardless, the wounds were very clear and obvious and medical care should have been provided or he should have been checked, assumptions or not. Innocent until proven guilty is how our society should run, not coming to conclusions and withholding what, in this specific instance, could have been significant life-saving care that could have prevented further damage and in the end, perhaps his life would have been longer or he could have been more independent. Not a doctor and I don’t have a PHD or an understanding of neurobiology so I won’t claim to know for sure.

    • @Diego1Morales
      @Diego1Morales 3 роки тому +208

      @@genox3636 bruh he had brain damage from being shot point blank. No way he could've been sensible.

    • @genox3636
      @genox3636 3 роки тому +3

      @@briannawidegren6833 why didn't he point at the holes in his face? Just asking.

  • @mayhmong
    @mayhmong 2 роки тому +1886

    This is truly heartbreaking. He was treated like a criminal when in fact he was another victim slowly dying inside.

    • @mikalabaker6110
      @mikalabaker6110 2 роки тому +90

      Not even criminals should be denied fast medical care.

    • @jasonwest4683
      @jasonwest4683 2 роки тому +27

      They don't care and they never get punished so what is their motivation to change?

    • @barbaraGobert31
      @barbaraGobert31 2 роки тому +9

      @@jasonwest4683 yeah i know...theres no accountability for anything they do.

    • @tygsv4021
      @tygsv4021 2 роки тому +24

      We all knew he was a victim by watching this episode. But from the cops perspective there’s no way he would of known he had nothing to do with it. There’s a dead person living with him for 2 days. Are the cops suppose to automatically figure out what happened especially when Ryan isn’t making any sense? You would of thought the same thing so stop acting so moral and superior.

    • @markjackson3531
      @markjackson3531 2 роки тому +28

      @@tygsv4021 Ryan had BULLET HOLES IN HIS FACE. Yes, the cops SHOULD have noticed that !

  • @mnsu4820
    @mnsu4820 6 місяців тому +101

    Everyone in that PD is incompetent and should be door greeters at Walmart.

    • @Redington931
      @Redington931 4 місяці тому +15

      With that level of incompetency... I'm not even sure they qualify to be greeters.

    • @camc9225
      @camc9225 4 місяці тому +15

      Yeah don't insult door greeters like that dude

    • @mnsu4820
      @mnsu4820 4 місяці тому +1

      @@camc9225
      🤣🤣🤣

    • @johnycruz8454
      @johnycruz8454 2 місяці тому +1

      😅 LMFAO

    • @antichristp0rnostar
      @antichristp0rnostar Місяць тому +2

      now come on… door greeting requires _some_ competence LOL

  • @olufhemi5802
    @olufhemi5802 2 роки тому +1188

    I feel so fucking bad for him. He literally couldn’t even tell what was going on, but he knew that he didn’t do it. Imagine not being able to vocalize that

    • @dannywynnyk638
      @dannywynnyk638 2 роки тому +6

      this is absolutely horrifying. Agreed,

    • @xozegraf7179
      @xozegraf7179 2 роки тому +10

      Well in the eyes of the cops (blue line gang) you are guilty until they can prove it or find something else.

    • @gregariousgaming6265
      @gregariousgaming6265 2 роки тому +5

      @@xozegraf7179 we got a saying here, guilty until proven innocent. Take from it what you will

    • @joeysoG
      @joeysoG 2 роки тому

      Hell Yeah dude when he said “Idk B” to the question “Whats the highest grade you completed” I was like WOAH! This kid is either Special Needs or SEVERE Brain Damage

    • @BigDilf3
      @BigDilf3 2 роки тому +2

      @@gregariousgaming6265 that’s a saying everywhere

  • @Rio0444
    @Rio0444 3 роки тому +2274

    SO SAD SEEING RYAN SAYING HE WANTS TO GO BACK TO SLEEP. poor guy dying inside slowly.
    REST IN PEACE

  • @rob1113
    @rob1113 3 роки тому +678

    Hearing him say “the girl on the couch is dead?”
    What was left of his brain, still loved her so much. I’m So sad for him and her. I can’t really believe what I just watched…

    • @delenorich2852
      @delenorich2852 3 роки тому +2

      Me either.

    • @zwykhg364
      @zwykhg364 3 роки тому +45

      He said his girlfriend was 16-17 but she was 21. I wonder if thats the age she (or he) was when they first met. It makes sense such a memory would be one that gets kept. I wonder if part of him knew she was dead because he answered he didn't have a girlfriend. Looking at it as scrambled logic one would expect from a brain damage, it kinda makes sense.

    • @richardking3956
      @richardking3956 3 роки тому +5

      @@zwykhg364 I Agree with your hypothesis

    • @Robert.Martyr.deSaLem
      @Robert.Martyr.deSaLem 2 місяці тому

      *Lord Jesus said You Must Love EveryBody!!!*

  • @carolynmeinung1286
    @carolynmeinung1286 5 місяців тому +18

    This is absolutely the most heartbreaking story he has ever told.

  • @peaceablekingdom3535
    @peaceablekingdom3535 3 роки тому +7766

    It seems like even though they thought Ryan had killed Heather, that it would be police department protocol to take him immediately to get checked out for his injuries. Six hours sitting in the police car at the crime scene? It was very badly mishandled. I really feel sad for these kids parents.

    • @misseselise3864
      @misseselise3864 3 роки тому +429

      even if he had killed heather, i would’ve been infuriated by him being left in the car for six hours

    • @zakers202
      @zakers202 3 роки тому +518

      Absolutely moronic handling of this case. Guy has a black eye and is acting weird, couldn’t possibly have a concussion right? I get why the family didn’t sue but they really should have.

    • @kimfoster6755
      @kimfoster6755 3 роки тому +193

      That's how they treat murderers. Unfortunately they made a big mistake. Had this guy actually murdered his gf no one would care that the cops left him in the cop car for hours and didn't give him medical care.

    • @kimfoster6755
      @kimfoster6755 3 роки тому +31

      @@misseselise3864 That's what cops do to murderers and much worse stuff too.

    • @warriorb_yotch
      @warriorb_yotch 3 роки тому +90

      Most departments have policies to get them medically cleared or at least examined by paramedics... We can't be sure that Ryan didn't refuse medical care.. I am sure there are many more details that we don't know about and were not covered by the media (muh narratives and all). Also we can Monday morning quarter back all day and of course hindsight is 20/20 as they say but truly we will never know if it would have changed anything in Ryan's situation.... My friend shot herself in the head at 16, she didn't die and wound up being blind, deaf on one side and suffered from seizures... She got immediate medical attention and had a similar experience as Ryan... God kept him alive for a reason! I believe it was so these bastards could be brought to justice ⚖!

  • @edbrown5665
    @edbrown5665 Рік тому +1893

    Can we take a moment to recognize how absolutely tough this kid was

    • @HaidenG39
      @HaidenG39 Рік тому +9

      Or insane, he was completely out of his mind, and the cops figured they could use this fact to make it easier for them.

    • @JadonHale
      @JadonHale Рік тому +78

      @@HaidenG39 Did you even watch the whole video?

    • @dariang4725
      @dariang4725 Рік тому

      @@HaidenG39 He wasn't out of his mind, you moron. He was shot in the head by a criminal.

    • @midgetporn9735
      @midgetporn9735 11 місяців тому +11

      ​@@JadonHale Probably not lmao

    • @Shawn-yp9ic
      @Shawn-yp9ic 11 місяців тому +1

      explain where you get the idea that "this kid" was "absolutely tough"? What makes you think he was so tough?

  • @kitkat031
    @kitkat031 3 роки тому +535

    When Ryan said "ow my head hurts" like a little kid... It brought tears to my eyes knowing what he went through.

    • @hazygoblin
      @hazygoblin 3 роки тому +25

      that's the part that got me, i couldn't hold the tears in. this poor guy.

    • @ggibson262
      @ggibson262 3 роки тому +9

      Same. Just heartbreaking

    • @jeanbeasley9708
      @jeanbeasley9708 3 роки тому +8

      Same. That wrecked me.

    • @User0000000000000004
      @User0000000000000004 3 роки тому +37

      It makes me sad for Ryan both because of what the murderers did to him and even more so for what the cops did to him. I'm not the only person who immediately noticed his childlike responses to questions which is a painfully obvious symptom of severe head trauma.

    • @AgentPurple12
      @AgentPurple12 3 роки тому +3

      😥

  • @scaryjacob5900
    @scaryjacob5900 9 місяців тому +76

    I had no clue he had died from a siezure, I had known about this story, but man this story is upsetting the more I learn about it.

  • @henrykennedy4668
    @henrykennedy4668 2 роки тому +616

    The most heartbreaking thing for me is that one moment when he was told Heather was dead, the way his seriously damaged brain kicked into life for a few seconds. So sad man

  • @LadyFury
    @LadyFury Рік тому +1385

    20:43 You can see the swollen part of his skull when the detective put his hand on his head. As someone who works in the ER, this blows my mind that he was still alert enough to communicate with that kind of injury.

    • @BellaIsMyBaby
      @BellaIsMyBaby Рік тому +69

      Just by his groggy/nasally tone in which he spoke, his making no sense, was a clear indicator of a serious head injury, then add JUST the bruising alone & it doesn't take a 3 YEAR OLD, or a dog for God's sake, more than a few seconds to realize something is wrong & he needs immediate medical attention.
      These are adults, too...with yet another situation of $, over lives/health. This is what world we live in with evil growing more & more rampant.
      The spiritual warfare is out in the open.
      This breaks my heart so badly, that he just wanted to "go home" & didn't understand why he was in pain & how the only thing that made him perk up (out of any emotion he had left to display, with all he must have been going through....man, how evil could anothrr human be, to not both medically clear them both, esp seeing as tho 1 was already dead. Assumptions NEVER help. Poor couple. 💔I pray these 2 made it to heaven & be together again, after all they had to go through, but especially Ryan who could have been saved...what a fighter he was. I can't even imagine what he must have felt inside of his mind/body after all that. He lived through hell on EARTH, bc of evil & selfish ways. Man. I've heard some crazy stories, but this being so preventable makes me truly broken inside. Life is precious, if only we could take a walk in each person's shoes, maybe we would all finally understand.
      😢💔

    • @AlexanderMason1
      @AlexanderMason1 Рік тому

      @@BellaIsMyBaby It’s easy to say that when you don’t know what the fuck you’re talking about.

    • @4CRprod
      @4CRprod Рік тому +9

      I thought he was just high but no

    • @tjanderson5892
      @tjanderson5892 Рік тому +13

      @@4CRprod as someone who works in the ER? Lol pretty vague. Not saying it’s you, but someone working at the front desk or as a janitor could make the exact comment and have it be just as valid lol.

    • @TheTinFoilTiara
      @TheTinFoilTiara Рік тому +21

      it's unbelievable. They didn't look at this guy and think to send him to the ED??? This absolutely sickens me. and it's EXACTLY why I dislike law enforcement/ prosecutors in general. Always more concerned with making an arrest and making a case stick than finding the damn truth...so sad.

  • @colinwoods9601
    @colinwoods9601 3 роки тому +3338

    Let’s all remember-as frustrating as the cops and first responders are in this story, Richie and his deadbeat dad murdered 2 young people on Christmas for having the nerve to kick awful Richie out for being a shit roommate. Wow.

    • @m3emoo239
      @m3emoo239 3 роки тому +204

      People are capable of anything. The fact that the detective is someone who’s role is to keep us safe did the complete opposite is scary

    • @aggee10
      @aggee10 3 роки тому +27

      How is the fire department at fault?

    • @Disturbed928
      @Disturbed928 3 роки тому +119

      @@possummagic3571 what a braindead take. your comment would make sense, if there weren't obvious bullet holes in his face.

    • @goldenagenut
      @goldenagenut 3 роки тому +76

      Exactly. There's no reason either one of those pieces of shit should be alive, they are exactly who the death penalty is for. The son has become famous for being a pos whose appearance has changed over the years - its good to know he's caught the hell in prison he deserves.

    • @possummagic3571
      @possummagic3571 3 роки тому +120

      @@Disturbed928 I saw the pictures of his face but my mind wouldn't leap to bullet holes if I hadn't know before hand. Forgive me, I wasn't aware how many people survive gun shot wounds to the head.

  • @evilbee94
    @evilbee94 8 місяців тому +13

    Just when i thought I'd seen every kind of police interview... this one is absolutely worthy of the title mate excellent storytelling as always!

  • @Erinski
    @Erinski 3 роки тому +360

    Well that's pretty heartbreaking, when the detective finally goes in for a closer look, and Ryan says "Ow, my head hurts."

  • @TenThumbsProductions
    @TenThumbsProductions 3 роки тому +2930

    You can see the hole in his nose from the security footage. The job is hard, I know it, but c'mon, that was wildly obvious.

    • @shellymcchesney7834
      @shellymcchesney7834 3 роки тому +13

      Yeah I agree

    • @rudolf895
      @rudolf895 3 роки тому +17

      @Suddenly is that the Taliban's Jam?

    • @smokeymadethis
      @smokeymadethis 3 роки тому +33

      @@rudolf895 isnt that an ip grabber or something? shit like that has me paranoid

    • @razor3535
      @razor3535 3 роки тому +58

      Truly one of the first things I'd noticed: "Okay his orbital's probably shattered and....what's that on his nose?" (quality's not that great). If they'd done even a slight injury assessment then they would've known at the very least that someone had broken a piece off the man and it probably wasn't Heather.

    • @augustt8282
      @augustt8282 3 роки тому +1

      @@rudolf895 Taliban's opera actually .

  • @M1ndaugazz
    @M1ndaugazz 3 роки тому +4139

    Detective : ''It is a bb gun?''
    Ryan : ''No! It was a real gun man ! It was just a revolver! ''
    Detective : ''If they shot you in the eye with revolver you wouldn't be talking to me right now.''
    Ryan : ''How do you know? ''
    Detective : ''Because most likely you'd be dead.''
    Ryan : '' That's what i thought too man, i really don't know.''
    BRUH this shit insane 😟
    I wonder how detective felt after he knew that all the kid told was true.

    • @jamie91995
      @jamie91995 3 роки тому +397

      I would've felt horrible and I'm sure Dalton did, too. I think it's more the police officers fault that they told Dalton he was the killer and that he had to get information from him.

    • @timothybrochu5029
      @timothybrochu5029 3 роки тому +194

      This whole situation is fucked man.

    • @FilthyBitchGunClub
      @FilthyBitchGunClub 3 роки тому +137

      The detective probably felt like a steaming pile after that.

    • @Mike.L.
      @Mike.L. 3 роки тому +182

      Unfortunately, that's how the system works. A detective makes an initial assumption about what happened, then it is their job to do whatever they can to obtain information that backs their initial assumption. A lot of people are falsely charged based on such assumptions. Authorities hate to admit when they're wrong. They tend to view everything as black and white when that often is not the case.

    • @HereIsWisdom1318
      @HereIsWisdom1318 3 роки тому +51

      They didnt care! If they run into this again, they’d act the same way!
      I used to be ALL ABOUT blue lives matter but ive been watching interrogation videos for about 8 months now, and these cops/detective will SAY ANYTHING, and theyll HIDE ANYTHING!

  • @hitekredneck109
    @hitekredneck109 5 місяців тому +10

    It is astoundingly nuts that the cops didnt get medical help for Ryan first.....like just look at his face!!

  • @gromenteal2133
    @gromenteal2133 3 роки тому +840

    This story is sad, really really sad. Normally stories like this don’t get under my skin, but this one did.
    RIP Ryan.

  • @anaone7923
    @anaone7923 3 роки тому +1635

    As incredibly sad as this is , if that poor boy hadn’t been interrogated, those murderers might never have been found . He stayed lucid long enough to state their names .
    RIP Ryan and Heather
    What a terrible story

    • @lordaimelord7848
      @lordaimelord7848 3 роки тому +46

      I think it was the surgery where they removed part of his brain that impaired him. Had they left the bullet lodged in his scull, he might have remained normal albeit..a little fuzzy.

    • @anaone7923
      @anaone7923 3 роки тому +75

      @@lordaimelord7848 surgery definitely impaired him but probably they had no other choice .

    • @joeguarino
      @joeguarino 3 роки тому +4

      He didn't die.

    • @anaone7923
      @anaone7923 3 роки тому +19

      @@joeguarino I thought he did , 10 years later

    • @Joy-TheLazyCatLady2
      @Joy-TheLazyCatLady2 3 роки тому +67

      @@joeguarino "Waller would suffer seizures as a result of his injuries. His life would never be close to the same. 10 years after the ordeal he died from a seizure. He was 28 years old."

  • @Razzlewolfflight
    @Razzlewolfflight 3 роки тому +1766

    This is what happens when cops are trying so hard to quickly solve a case that they ignore evidence right in front of their eyes. What a miserable event. Poor kid.

    • @picilocarnal
      @picilocarnal 3 роки тому +44

      Let’s not forget how miserable those killers were. This kid was mostly saved by his father. He gave him an extra 10 years of life by filing the welfare check.

    • @kellyswensonsolwithaview3362
      @kellyswensonsolwithaview3362 3 роки тому +26

      This is classic Phoenix PD work. Of course… they literally have done so many horrible things… I mean.. Arpaio was the sherif for over a decade

    • @outcast668
      @outcast668 3 роки тому +35

      This is also what happens when a Cop tries to play a Doctor (the first Officers at the scene noted injuries, but nothing serious), and downplay injuries without getting a professional's opinion because it cuts into time and everybody's patience. Take him to interrogation, get a confession; then call it a day. This is why I'm glad to see more instances of Departments and even individual Cops being held accountable for their actions, it forces everyone to take a step back to examine the person and the environment before proceeding with business/investigation...

    • @pepperkilldevelopment9069
      @pepperkilldevelopment9069 2 роки тому +8

      Well two days with brain injury weren’t critical but the last few hours ? I wonder if the father called for welfare 3 days later who you blame than ?

    • @Max_Mustermann
      @Max_Mustermann 2 роки тому +9

      They could have handled it better. But to be fair, the chain of events was extremely improbable.

  • @DanielleComer7
    @DanielleComer7 7 місяців тому +16

    Fascinating find! Ty! Sadly, I knew right away. I'm just stunned at how very specific and apparently typical the cognitive symptoms are in tbi's and brain bleeds, with the muted affect, slurred, kind of groggy speech, language processing issues, short term memory failure, etc. I've seen this very thing b4-minus the bullets- immediately following what turned out to be a fatal fall. A family member injured their left brow and same left eye as that guy, but outwardly it was just swelling a little with a small nick. Immediately following the fall their speech and cadence was exactly like that kid. I can't explain, but so many little details too, just the whole vibe was just like that guy. I also cannot believe Ryan lasted even an hour, much less DAYS without medical intervention and with that kind of severe brain injury! My family member went from behaving and sounding exactly like that guy for maybe 20 min, got nauseous and passed out. Even at one of the best hospitals,fast intervention, the injury was beyond help. With epilepsy, after an especially bad seizure I experience many similar symptoms but only for a few minutes, then it's as though your brain is slowly flicking switches back on. To me a seizure really is like shorting out, and rebooting, or when electronics getting overheated and shut down. Either way, even if you're not medical personnel, aren't epileptic, or haven't seen it B4, a terribly swollen and literally blackened eye or face, odd behavior and slurred speech should signal at least that he's possibly concussed and should b looked at by someone. Ffs. Thanks again, John!

    • @Robert.Martyr.deSaLem
      @Robert.Martyr.deSaLem 2 місяці тому

      *I TRIED to Donate the $21.75 as Asked for MonthLy!!!!* Sept. 2, 2024
      *(For that Commando Save the Kids from WAR, THING!!! STONG HoLd)*
      *THEN the ====> SHIT NO

  • @PikaPetey
    @PikaPetey 3 роки тому +8847

    Poor kid. I cant imagine how confused he was.

    • @baconXman
      @baconXman 3 роки тому +217

      Right? Like, holy crap. Guy had absolutely NO idea what to do.

    • @DoggoBro1
      @DoggoBro1 3 роки тому +163

      Yeah, the ending caught me so off guard..

    • @drivingtrucksisfun
      @drivingtrucksisfun 3 роки тому +30

      im sure he couldnt either

    • @dorianmorris4690
      @dorianmorris4690 3 роки тому +83

      He was so messed up by the time he got to the interrogation room that he could no longer be confused. His mind was in a bad way then.

    • @torodin7819
      @torodin7819 3 роки тому +17

      You have a good heart, he is confused.

  • @JosiahSCooper
    @JosiahSCooper 2 роки тому +1160

    I find it kind of "ironic" when the cop said, "you wouldn't be here right now, if you were shot in the eye". The _fact_ that this case _exists_ shows anything can and will happen.

    • @samlibbey9186
      @samlibbey9186 2 роки тому +12

      Probably .22 cal.

    • @deadlyfarriswheel
      @deadlyfarriswheel 2 роки тому +3

      @@nebula8893 yep yours is a little more useless with mine just around the same.

    • @ghostoftheeinzberncastle
      @ghostoftheeinzberncastle 2 роки тому

      Seems you need to be retar**** to be a cop. Are they more blind than the person interrogated? You can see it clearly on the potato cam

    • @theforce5191
      @theforce5191 2 роки тому +1

      @@nebula8893 how so?

    • @theforce5191
      @theforce5191 2 роки тому +5

      @@nebula8893 I see. Well, his .22 cal comment makes sense though.

  • @kirrilley1487
    @kirrilley1487 3 роки тому +2457

    This is heart breaking. Ryan died the minute he was shot, he wasn't Ryan anymore. There is a special place in hell reserved for the people who did this.

    • @newmanoutdoors1564
      @newmanoutdoors1564 3 роки тому +22

      Amen .

    • @jessejennings3828
      @jessejennings3828 3 роки тому +153

      It wouldve beem the opposite if the genders swapped.
      If it was the girl with the black eye and the guy dead on the couch.
      The "detective" wouldve took her to hospital and assumed he beat her and thats why she shot him.
      These pigs should be in prsion.

    • @BigRheno
      @BigRheno 3 роки тому +57

      I knew it. I suspected he had a bullet in his head the second they said he was confused and how heather died. I'm at exactly 5:08 and I believe I'm near the money mark

    • @cheriwillard8373
      @cheriwillard8373 3 роки тому +9

      So sad.

    • @joesmith7185
      @joesmith7185 3 роки тому +13

      Hell is wishful thinking.

  • @leecampos5974
    @leecampos5974 9 місяців тому +48

    Of ALL the UA-cam creators, your demeanor and your voice are my absolute favorite! 100% fan for life!!

  • @taleenkassabian1196
    @taleenkassabian1196 3 роки тому +477

    When he said “oww my head hurts” 😭 Rest In Peace Ryan and Heather.

    • @Yus1409
      @Yus1409 3 роки тому

      😥

    • @IzzyLedo
      @IzzyLedo 3 роки тому +5

      Right? I was crying before but when Ryan said that, I started shaking. I had to pause.

    • @shannonmccarthy3461
      @shannonmccarthy3461 3 роки тому +2

      @@IzzyLedo I cried for 45 minutes after this video my heart breaks for him. The way he said his head hurt really got to me

  • @Meaganr1523
    @Meaganr1523 3 роки тому +459

    He spent Christmas Eve and Christmas Day walking around his house brain damaged and his girlfriend dead on the couch, how heartbreaking is that! 🥺😔

    • @Aal-2447
      @Aal-2447 3 роки тому +10

      Broke me…. Poor young soul

    • @ArtbyKurtisEdwards
      @ArtbyKurtisEdwards 3 роки тому +7

      ikr. That poor guy. I wonder how lucid he was tho. Not sure if that's worse or not... just a horrible situation all around.

    • @philiptucker7590
      @philiptucker7590 3 роки тому +1

      @@ArtbyKurtisEdwards he was probably very confused about his entire life and what happened the past few days. He also had damage to the Broca’s are in the left side of his brain. That’s why when he spoke his sentences and words made no sense….the poor soul 😭

  • @ohheyitsCassie
    @ohheyitsCassie 3 роки тому +759

    Hearing she was dead spiked his adrenaline and he was able to recall more detail of what happened for the first time. My heart is SHATTERED for this poor kid 💔

    • @Crpz
      @Crpz 3 роки тому +22

      That adrenaline probably cause even more damage also

    • @DaemonsAdvocate
      @DaemonsAdvocate 3 роки тому +3

      @@Crpz not if you overdose. Adrenaline is like Overdrive, gives the body a boost it needs depending on the situation. It covers unlocking more muscle usage to helping your brain to remember stuff.

    • @prolly2stoned420
      @prolly2stoned420 3 роки тому +2

      @@DaemonsAdvocate I think it depends how you use that adrenaline I recently fell bad and broke my collarbone and I was in denial and was lifting my arm over my head repeatedly and hearing and feeling my bones crackle and crunch around. The doctors say it could have helped or could have made it worse they don’t really know because my specific situation is a weird one.

    • @lookingforikigai9005
      @lookingforikigai9005 3 роки тому

      @@prolly2stoned420 nah adrenaline always does the same thing lol

    • @prolly2stoned420
      @prolly2stoned420 3 роки тому

      @@lookingforikigai9005 if your adrenaline allows you to run on a broken shin, ok that’s bad but if your adrenaline allows you to outrun the police or something like that it’s good it can have a good outcome if it is able to be applied to the situation properly. That’s why I would say adrenaline doesn’t always do the same thing. Depends on the person and situation.

  • @GeneRutherford-zo6xk
    @GeneRutherford-zo6xk 5 місяців тому +19

    Brother you are without a doubt the best storyteller of all time thank you for everything you do, my friend.

  • @julietcunningham852
    @julietcunningham852 3 роки тому +3685

    When the police arrived for the welfare check, they should have immediately taken Ryan in for a medical check-up. Even if Ryan had murdered Heather, the fact that he is still in the house, and apparently unaware of her death should at least have raised questions about his sanity.

    • @Zerpersande
      @Zerpersande 3 роки тому +329

      Well, yes.
      But cops aren’t just assholes with control issues.
      They also lack common sense and observational skills.

    • @DeeRio9546
      @DeeRio9546 3 роки тому +129

      Copa don't like to do their job they just want to close cases and act like they do good. You can clearly see the bullet holes in his face and instead of helping this guy they interrogate him. ALSO even if someone's a killer.if they have blood on them or cuts or whatever they have an ambulance look at them before they get an interrogation. It's really sad this guy died because of these cops when he was a victim. Defund the police man

    • @GrammarSplaining
      @GrammarSplaining 3 роки тому +92

      That tells me that Ryan's brain damage was already severe -- perhaps irreversible. He'd been shot some 2 days before. Not much comfort to take from this story, but maybe the cops' neglect didn't worsen him significantly.

    • @Wallychans
      @Wallychans 3 роки тому +152

      @@DeeRio9546 Defund them will help how? Giving them less training? You think offering them LESS money will somehow motivate them even MORE?
      If anything they need to spend more money on psyche evaluations and audits of these officers. Defunding them Is literally the stupidest thing you could do. Quit taking your political notes from twitter and educate yourself in the real world.

    • @Wallychans
      @Wallychans 3 роки тому +57

      @@GrammarSplaining Agree but the cops should be held accountable. Their priority is public safety before all else, and they failed this man.
      I understand getting the bad guy is a priority as well, but safety and security if the community is always number one. Clearly these cops had tunnel vision and just wanted the perp.
      Disgusting and they should be ashamed til the day they die.

  • @vdhorstmo
    @vdhorstmo 2 роки тому +357

    It should be mandatory to let a suspect who is injured (in the head) to be medically examined before anything else. This is an unbelievable story.

    • @jaded5559
      @jaded5559 2 роки тому +54

      Monique, no offense but it literally is mandatory for a suspect with this kind of wounds to be medically examined. The PxPD were grossly negligent.

    • @crystalhamptonhines
      @crystalhamptonhines Рік тому +17

      @@jaded5559 Right. It's definitely mandatory to have a medical examination. But unfortunately, this isn't the only time when police didn't listen to a suspect, witnesses, or a suspect's pleas for help related to health. As long as the police involved can superficially say they thought the suspect was lying and they otherwise followed basic protocol, they rarely ever get prosecuted. Sad, because that means the most vulnerable of us are not protected.

    • @SixteenTonesStudio
      @SixteenTonesStudio Рік тому +8

      I wonder how the investigation would have gone if they didn't interview him first though, seeing as he would likely still have had part of his brain removed.

    • @MM-jf1me
      @MM-jf1me Рік тому +2

      @@SixteenTonesStudio They probably would've asked him who did this to you as an ambulance came and he probably would've mentioned Richie and his dad again.

    • @amy-leacoopertwiggyvonlea8969
      @amy-leacoopertwiggyvonlea8969 Рік тому +1

      It IS lmao

  • @mrnoname5172
    @mrnoname5172 2 роки тому +327

    Ryan ran on two things :
    1) Love for heather
    2) The determination for those bastards to get caught.
    Rip bro

  • @seansykes9816
    @seansykes9816 10 місяців тому +13

    That is absolutely the most infuriating thing I've ever heard in my life and then on top of all of that no one was held accountable for this I'm sitting here in complete shock, anger and disbelief that something like this could happen I still can't comprehend even a little bit how they missed four bullet holes in that guy's head. MrBallen as usual you give a captivating story organized brilliantly but this one was definitely the most disgusting video I've ever heard and I've heard a lot of them from you sir. Thank you so much for what you do. This one took my breath away in more was than one blew me away.

  • @MrDenjok
    @MrDenjok 3 роки тому +514

    If someone has a black eye
    And slurres his speech and can't give straight answers.
    Pretty good chance he has at least a concussion. That's grade 3 knowledge

    • @amyrsh9067
      @amyrsh9067 3 роки тому +22

      while watching this I kept saying outloud "He has a head injury"!

    • @lydiaflores8746
      @lydiaflores8746 3 роки тому +11

      Exactly what I told my husband! Theres a HUGE lump on his eye!! That can be cause for concussion. Put him on protective hold, call ems/fd, get him checked before interrogation

    • @Jenacide
      @Jenacide 3 роки тому +2

      That or drugs

    • @nicodonald
      @nicodonald 3 роки тому +3

      now you know at which grade you're not allowed anymore to become cop

    • @Tim-57
      @Tim-57 3 роки тому

      Great comment.

  • @ayushimishra5519
    @ayushimishra5519 3 роки тому +690

    The way Ryan said "Ow my head hurts" when the detective touched his head while examining his face.
    The pain and agony he must be in, along with the confusion.
    I cannot even imagine what could have been going on in his mind.
    This is almost impossible to even comprehend.

    • @erikakathleen509
      @erikakathleen509 3 роки тому +21

      Want to hold, hug and protect this poor boy. This is heartwrenching to me. Very sad 😢

    • @levihackerman8670
      @levihackerman8670 3 роки тому +9

      A bullet was going on in his mind....

    • @ujimujibuji83
      @ujimujibuji83 3 роки тому +3

      @@levihackerman8670 4 bullets

    • @rageraptor7127
      @rageraptor7127 3 роки тому +3

      @@levihackerman8670 and parts of his skull

    • @bostontowny4life744
      @bostontowny4life744 3 роки тому +7

      More than likely nothing is going on in his mind. Very little. He probably felt like he was in a dream world or on allot of Xanax plus with allot of pain.

  • @witchdragonfly2586
    @witchdragonfly2586 2 роки тому +728

    That lucid moment he has when the detective basically says he's lying about being shot cause if he'd been shot he'd be dead. Then he goes "that's what I thought too man I don't know!"

    • @chrise842
      @chrise842 2 роки тому +59

      Haha! He was with brain damage even able to correct and guide the tunnel vision blinded detective with simple, straight forward, aware replies!
      The "professionals" being blinder for hours than the brain damaged one which was soon after headed to a surgery where they will actually take his eyes out!
      Ain't professionals, can't be professionals after 6 months of training. In other countries real education and training is required to fill that position.
      But empathy and immersive thought seem to be an undesired trait everywhere in LE these days.
      The elites don't have use for that.
      The people would have had.

    • @XXxCHRISxXX
      @XXxCHRISxXX 2 роки тому +66

      The brain is such a strange organ. I've had concussions before and they alter perception of time, relationships,feelings,taste,etc.etc. I could not imagine how this kid was feeling. He was alive technically, but probably was just there.

    • @mr.nozzles9121
      @mr.nozzles9121 2 роки тому +18

      That's gonna haunt him for the rest of his life I'd bet.

    • @Wretched2JZ
      @Wretched2JZ 2 роки тому +5

      Yea this was just crazy. Poor guy 😕

    • @thelink6756
      @thelink6756 2 роки тому +18

      My man looked at his health bar and was like ".. yeah you would think?"

  • @atthebeachfinally
    @atthebeachfinally 6 місяців тому +51

    OH MY GOSH HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THAT SOMETHING ISN'T RIGHT?!?
    Four bullet holes? In his face? Shot twice? At point blank?
    It physically hurts to see and hear this.
    This poor boy went through hell twice.

  • @PickyMcCritical
    @PickyMcCritical Рік тому +245

    That fact that he was too damaged to realize he needed help is a serious factor here. Very sad story.

  • @pattic8473
    @pattic8473 2 роки тому +1365

    I've seen the entire interrogation on another video. When you see a close-up of Ryan's face & realize the detective was looking at him for 2 hours, 2 feet away and didn't have enough sense to think he should be checked over is unbelievable. Police should have been sued for incompetency and stupidity.

    • @breadman6223
      @breadman6223 2 роки тому +43

      Agreed

    • @freebirddee2620
      @freebirddee2620 2 роки тому +30

      I think they assume he’s already been cleared for questioning. It’s still grossly incompetent. How did everyone miss the fact he had been shot in the face??!?!)

    • @lynnenewell2016
      @lynnenewell2016 2 роки тому +81

      @@freebirddee2620 Because they had tunnel vision as him being a perp and not a victim.

    • @freebirddee2620
      @freebirddee2620 2 роки тому +1

      @@lynnenewell2016 completely agree! US police even admit they use coercive techniques to get a confession. Why do you need to be sneaky if you have the right guy? Messed up system x

    • @yvonneguarino5408
      @yvonneguarino5408 2 роки тому +3

      Where can I find the other interrogation video?

  • @neenekinskins6241
    @neenekinskins6241 3 роки тому +404

    I immediately thought concussion when the cops were talking to Ryan at his house. When the Detective finally looks closer and you hear Ryan say, "my head hurts", my heart just sank.

    • @j_m_b_1914
      @j_m_b_1914 3 роки тому +38

      Yeah -- that was really sad. Even after all that massive trauma, his brain was still able to recall events and articulate a story even though his brain was having issues formulating and conveying information. My guess is that one side of his brain suffered immense damage but the parts of his brain that handle speech and recognition of language were still functioning well enough to attempt to communicate with the officer.
      Just goes to show how remarkable the human brain is -- even after having bullets shot in it.

    • @pagehardwick3078
      @pagehardwick3078 3 роки тому +3

      My heart sank too. So sad.

  • @jasonpeters9716
    @jasonpeters9716 6 місяців тому +3

    Ive gone dwn UA-cam Rabbit-Holes?
    Last 12-14yrs
    THIS is the 🐐 vid.

  • @YamahaDan100
    @YamahaDan100 2 роки тому +789

    I don't usually comment but this is insane. Its amazing how his brain kept going enough to name the killers. I never heard of this story until now and you told it excellently. Rest in peace to both of the victims.

    • @lordcupcake3066
      @lordcupcake3066 2 роки тому +32

      And the fact that it took them so long to believe him that he had been shot in the head is so fucking heartbreaking

    • @craigsimonsen5780
      @craigsimonsen5780 2 роки тому

      Its like phineis gage

    • @67vette52
      @67vette52 2 роки тому +4

      Had the cop been more concerned with the truth rather than getting a confession he might still be alive. His answers should have given anyone thought for concern yet this cop heard those answers and thought it might make his job easier b/c he was dealing with someone stupid.

    • @davidhunt8456
      @davidhunt8456 2 роки тому +1

      I could listen to Mr.Ballen read the back of a cereal box and be entertained 🤣

    • @edenrekker2080
      @edenrekker2080 2 роки тому +1

      It’s crazy how amazing the brain is. Also I feel so bad for him. He was telling the truth as much as his brain could put together and it was very accurate considering he had bullets and internal bleeding in his head.

  • @03stmlax
    @03stmlax 3 роки тому +6156

    Ryan: I got shot in the eye, man.
    Cop: no you didn't.
    Ryan: How do you know?
    ***truest sh*t ever***

    • @MyCatInABox
      @MyCatInABox 3 роки тому +328

      Wow...i just now remembered that part.
      That hits

    • @celestel6138
      @celestel6138 3 роки тому +52

      Right!

    • @tylernichols4053
      @tylernichols4053 3 роки тому +39

      Factsss

    • @dhaaminharmon
      @dhaaminharmon 3 роки тому +286

      He damn sure told him exactly what happened

    • @EnessDD
      @EnessDD 3 роки тому +281

      The cops said if you got shot in the face you would be dead and Ryan said how do you know ?

  • @JW-il8mt
    @JW-il8mt 2 роки тому +871

    I can't believe he's even talking man, and even remembers WHO DID IT! Incredible survival story, I can't believe the way this was handled, and I hope the family is doing okay. To hear their statement at the end is heartbreaking "We only want our son back. A lawsuit will not do that."

    • @Caroline-ko9pv
      @Caroline-ko9pv 2 роки тому +17

      They did file a lawsuit but they're all corrupt, please watch This is Monsters' video on this case with an interview with his father to know what really happened, there is a lot of wrong information in this video

    • @JW-il8mt
      @JW-il8mt 2 роки тому +3

      @@Caroline-ko9pv Oh, good to know, thank you!

    • @Caroline-ko9pv
      @Caroline-ko9pv 2 роки тому +1

      @@JW-il8mt you're welcome! Hope you can find it it's a very important video!

    • @donnajojean3217
      @donnajojean3217 2 роки тому +8

      A lawsuit will make sure people treat victims as such. No one should ever have to go through this. My most heartfelt condolences to the families.

    • @jordanamber1218
      @jordanamber1218 2 роки тому +2

      Ryan Waller eventually passed away from long term damage and health effects from the shooting.

  • @sonjaedwards1281
    @sonjaedwards1281 8 місяців тому +4

    I am a new subscriber to your programs, love listening, your voice is great to listen to

  • @minakoaino7043
    @minakoaino7043 3 роки тому +1232

    That is sad poor Ryan getting shot and losing his girlfriend and not remember what happened. Rest In Peace Ryan and Heather 🌹

    • @yeahbaby2710
      @yeahbaby2710 3 роки тому +4

      Ryan died?

    • @minakoaino7043
      @minakoaino7043 3 роки тому +14

      @@yeahbaby2710 unfortunately yes

    • @Bman-ps9ep
      @Bman-ps9ep 3 роки тому +3

      Unbelievably sad. I do believe some people deserve to die. But they didn't deserve this at all. R.I.P.

    • @minakoaino7043
      @minakoaino7043 3 роки тому +5

      @@Bman-ps9ep no they didn't the people who did this to them deserve to die but that's not to me that is up to God and the court system

    • @NO--BS.
      @NO--BS. 3 роки тому +1

      Arent you kind of glad he doesnt remember?

  • @TahreemSheikh
    @TahreemSheikh 3 роки тому +528

    The fact that he didn't remember if he had a girlfriend or her last name but he knew Richie and his dad did something is crazy. Amazing how the brain works

    • @josigg4153
      @josigg4153 3 роки тому +34

      severe trauma :(

    • @sgtjonmcc
      @sgtjonmcc 3 роки тому +42

      Severe trauma yes, but whatever was left of his mind was screaming those SOB killed his beloved.

    • @phenotyped4961
      @phenotyped4961 3 роки тому +16

      I think Ryans brain was working way better than detective Daltons!

  • @jamiedalton2623
    @jamiedalton2623 3 роки тому +744

    The poor kid was dying the whole time. This is one of the most unbelievable videos I've ever seen.

    • @drabnail777
      @drabnail777 3 роки тому +26

      This is the blatant sexism that men face. And no one cares.

    • @jackhollow616
      @jackhollow616 3 роки тому

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    • @paulosilva8200
      @paulosilva8200 3 роки тому +12

      No difference thatv6 hours dude. 2 days he was in the house with the bullets inside

    • @naughtyvalues
      @naughtyvalues 3 роки тому +14

      @@radkouse1of1 seriously? Every time something happens it’s always the mans/boyfriend/husbands fault,

    • @pixelated_bee3211
      @pixelated_bee3211 3 роки тому +9

      @@naughtyvalues im not trying to be annoying here, but i would argue that in this case its nothing to do with sexism. from the detectives pov, he has been inside this house for two days with his dead gf on the couch. he hasnt tried to contact police or an ambulance, and he cant give a straight answer about what happened. if the roles were reversed, heather would absolutely be assumed guilty. hes just the obvious suspect in this situation

  • @knightcrawler7778
    @knightcrawler7778 9 місяців тому +7

    How do you call yourself a detective and miss something right in front of your face for almost an hour...

  • @blackheart456
    @blackheart456 3 роки тому +213

    That part when he said "I thought so too." About dying.
    Damn that hurts.

  • @NewtonDKC
    @NewtonDKC 3 роки тому +258

    One of the most horrible stories I’ve ever heard. That poor guy, walking around in a daze he cant wake up from…Its horrible Heather died instantly but I’d prefer that over what Ryan experienced. Terrible beyond adequate words.

  • @isaacbruner65
    @isaacbruner65 3 роки тому +509

    Anomic aphasia caused by left temporal lobe damage. He remembered what had happened, mostly, but he didn't know how to say it. That's why he called the revolver a bow and arrow.

    • @amandagoodall4388
      @amandagoodall4388 3 роки тому +24

      Nice to have an allied health person or a medic opine here.

    • @NiceRage2009
      @NiceRage2009 3 роки тому +14

      The most useful comment in here and barely any likes. Welcome to the internet🤷🏻‍♂️

    • @SosaFBaby
      @SosaFBaby 3 роки тому +4

      @@NiceRage2009 the video is also 2 weeks old and the comment is from 3 days ago ..

    • @gustavochavez7141
      @gustavochavez7141 3 роки тому +9

      Yeah, sounds like his brain is trying to communicate and mitigate loss of communication by connecting dots (that don’t make sense). There are stories of people losing part of their brain and doing mindless tasks like chores because they just lost the part of the brain that controls problem solving or common sense etc. the brain is super simple but so complex at the same time it’s insane

    • @iijokerzace
      @iijokerzace 3 роки тому +8

      @@NiceRage2009 stupid has been here long before the internet. Remember, the internet is simply a fancy megaphone.

  • @TheDopamineDiaries-up7wk
    @TheDopamineDiaries-up7wk 4 місяці тому +2

    I remember this case vividly. Thank you for covering it.

  • @visenya8
    @visenya8 2 роки тому +886

    This case is a very good example as to why it's "innocent until proven guilty" and not the other way around. Being wrong once is too much

    • @chrise842
      @chrise842 2 роки тому +5

      That is only court and lawyer mindset.
      Not with all the precrime conditioning "professional" "thread assessment training".
      Everything in their work and training makes them tick different than enforcing actual law and keeping out of non-LE issues.

    • @EasyModeFishing
      @EasyModeFishing 2 роки тому +16

      Yeah but innocent until proven guilty isn’t how it goes down

    • @unknownuser8454
      @unknownuser8454 2 роки тому +29

      too bad its guilty until proven innocent now

    • @chrise842
      @chrise842 2 роки тому +3

      @@unknownuser8454 Well, even 2000 years ago the Book of Revelation said that the Reformation and Enlightenment period would in the end be overcome by a revival of the inquisition in the wordly realm.

    • @Dill_doh
      @Dill_doh 2 роки тому +4

      #KyleRittenhouse 😂

  • @TenthElementGraphics
    @TenthElementGraphics 3 роки тому +215

    The whole interrogation he just sounded like he had the mental capacity of a child. He literally sounded like a 5-year-old trying to explain a crime he witnessed.

    • @larsgriffioen5273
      @larsgriffioen5273 3 роки тому +14

      Yeah ikr, the poor guy's brain was shattered, he couldn't even really string a sentence together... RIP to this poor kid, i hope he's in a better place 🙏🙏

    • @BenDover-dp8jd
      @BenDover-dp8jd 3 роки тому +18

      It's so frisking obvious he has a concussion, they knew that, they just wanted to interview him without a lawyer there.

    • @miumiuwony
      @miumiuwony 3 роки тому +10

      Yeah, the way he talked too. It was like a little child was frustrated/annoyed/bored. And where do kids wanna go when they're annoyed? Home.

    • @Joshify51
      @Joshify51 3 місяці тому +1

      At other points he sounded like he was 11

  • @ryanjones7681
    @ryanjones7681 2 роки тому +655

    I can't believe no one did a physical check on Ryan that entire time.
    Absolutely insane and negligent. Ridiculous

    • @yourface2406
      @yourface2406 2 роки тому +8

      Yea not even like a search if he had anything on him, like, you gotta be close to do any testing right?

    • @chcarroll5164
      @chcarroll5164 2 роки тому +32

      @@yourface2406 He was obviously searched, he was wearing a jump suit provided by the police, but that eye should have prompted an evaluation by medics at the scene of the shooting. It's common sense but there must be protocols which were ignored.

    • @TheDeviIDogg
      @TheDeviIDogg 2 роки тому +6

      I feel like by the way Ryan was acting, not showing signs of distress, they were more focused on the fact they had a dead body to deal with. It's horrible and the policy enforcing physical checks should be extended beyond possible injuries within the presence of an officer/witness, but at the same time we're all human and humans are prone to make mistakes including major ones

    • @brandyhernandez61
      @brandyhernandez61 2 роки тому +7

      Hey now most USA cops are soley high school graduates.
      They're not exactly experts.
      It's like how are a third of US citizens aren't able to read...
      It's not hard to believe the cops didn't do a thorough check. 😌

    • @zo1379
      @zo1379 2 роки тому +1

      Same atleast it’s a different time now that happened over 10 years our police force now def couldn’t get away with that ong

  • @sethdel5337
    @sethdel5337 5 місяців тому +4

    Great job love your channel. I saw a picture of the kid and pretty sure poor guy only lost his left eye.

  • @dbpages6327
    @dbpages6327 2 роки тому +417

    Even more sad is when you go rewatch the interview segments after knowing what happened to Ryan. There’s a segment where Dawson finally gets tired of Ryan’s ‘bull’ and flat out tells them there’s a dead girl in Ryan’s house. Ryan perks up and becomes invested in the conversation. “Is it Heather?” The detective responds “I don’t know.” Ryan was hanging on so much - and he was concerned for his girl so much that he pushed past his brain damage and for a few seconds, he was truly cognitive. Yeah Ryan slumps back over and ‘doesn’t care’ anymore, but that detective’s “I don’t know” becomes heartbreaking knowing Ryan tried his damndest to keep Heather safe, tried so hard to remember what happened, and was a victim just like her. R.I.P. to them both, but at least Heather’s death was quick and not drawn out.

  • @jasminefuller9180
    @jasminefuller9180 3 роки тому +725

    The way he was punished for protecting his girlfriend and how long he had to suffer before he ultimately died from protecting the woman he loved is absolutely breaking my heart. I can't help wondering how much cognition he had during that decade before he finally succumbed to his injuries and what he must have thought about the ordeal he and Heather went through. This is beyond a heartbreaking case. (P.S.: Why the hell did Richie's dad help him commit this horrific double murder?!?)

    • @joelbaxter9398
      @joelbaxter9398 2 роки тому +40

      Because the rotten apple 🍎 doesn’t fall far from the rotten tree, and because even if you know that it’s wrong you can’t do anything different when you are an evil piece of trailer trash 🗑 that spawned another piece of crap 💩 and that’s what they do

    • @terriaki1273
      @terriaki1273 2 роки тому +18

      They both don't look like upstanding citizens

    • @averyrowan4544
      @averyrowan4544 2 роки тому +16

      The dad raised a murderer, he can’t be such an angel himself.

    • @mucia55
      @mucia55 2 роки тому +8

      Cause he too was one dum/b son of a b/itch.
      Hope their asse/s rot in prison.

  • @lovelxne
    @lovelxne 3 роки тому +670

    what blows my mind is the fact that they didn’t do a medical analysis before interrogating him. absolutely crazy. HIS EYE IS BLACKER THAN DEATH

    • @coffeebored1164
      @coffeebored1164 3 роки тому +5

      darker* ?

    • @somerandomdude4365
      @somerandomdude4365 3 роки тому +34

      No wonder why the US has so many prisoners if this is the standard of professionalism.

    • @simonfinch9277
      @simonfinch9277 3 роки тому +23

      In the defence of law enforcement, they found him acting like nothing is wrong while there was a dead body on his couch.

    • @derekjones7070
      @derekjones7070 3 роки тому +1

      So true crazy

    • @jakubkost7330
      @jakubkost7330 3 роки тому

      Bad choice of words

  • @chriss3276
    @chriss3276 8 місяців тому +97

    I have read the family did file a lawsuit, but it was dismissed on a technicality. The city hired an expert witness who claimed the delay in treatment did not change the outcome of Ryan's medical condition, so the judge granted the City of Phoenix's Motion for Dismissal. The family subsequently found other "expert witnesses" (after the dismissal) who all claim that it did.
    Also other reports say that Ryan and his girlfriend Heather actually did not know Richie Carver, but that Richie Carver had lived at the property prior to Ryan and Heather. The prior gun altercation with Richie Carver was between him and a guy named Eric who was his roommate at the property. Eric had kicked Richie out and the altercation between Richie and Eric supposedly was over Richie showing up and "snooping" around the property after he was kicked out. Eric allegedly threatened Richie with a gun if he kept showing up.
    Ryan moved in replacing Richie as Eric's roommate. Ryan only met Richie Carver briefly two times, once when Richie showed up to get some mail which had not been forwarded to him and another time when Richie was found snooping around the back yard claiming to be looking for his pet iguana. Heather actually never met Richie Carver as these occurred before she moved in (so while Eric was Ryan's roommate; not certain if this was prior to or after Eric threatening Richie with the gun for lurking about the property).
    Later Eric moved out himself and Heather moved in (so Richie Carver and Ryan had both been roommates with Eric but not simultaneously; Ryan and Richie Carver were never roommates). Ryan, Heather and another young lady named Alicia then resided at the property at the time of the attack. The media however had learned Richie previously lived there and that there had been a prior altercation involving a gun and presented it as between Richie and Ryan (because they thought it explained why the crime occurred) when it actually was between Richie and Eric after Richie had been kicked out. The media's rush to get the sensational story published and to scoop other outlets caused them not to thoroughly fact check.
    Also it appears Ryan only owned one small handgun, not a collection of guns, and that it was not taken during the Carver's robbery of the residence.
    There are claims that the police "changed the date" of the attack from Christmas Day to Dec 23rd (or tried to) to cover up their medical negligence to Ryan Waller. To imply that having occurred two days earlier, by the time they took Ryan into custody, it was too late to prevent his medical outcome. Whereas if the attack occurred on Christmas Day, then taking Ryan into custody at midnight (Christmas Day/Dec 26th) and not getting him immediate medical attention clearly would affect the medical outcome to Ryan. This also played into the dismissal of the lawsuit since if the police did not discover Ryan until 2 days after the shooting that would mean the damage was already gone too far to have been prevented by medical attention. There are reports that Ryan was helping remodel a bathroom at his parents on December 23rd and Cheryl Carver's (the mother/wife of the preparators) testimony was that it occurred on Christmas Day not the 23rd. Also the doctor treating Ryan Waller at the hospital after the police finally got him medical attention said the injuries to Ryan were "fresh" and there were no signs of injuries being days old. Plus, the third roommate, Alicia, supposedly claims to have seen Ryan and Heather alive on December 24th.
    {As an aside, she was not home at the time of the attack and arrived home after midnight (so the very early AM of Dec 26th). She assumed Ryan and Heather were asleep, so she did not turn on the lights and she went straight to her room and to bed. She was awoken by the police knocking on the door and it was she who actually answered the door and let police in not Ryan. The police had previously arrived earlier, around midnight but then waited to get a warrant to enter the property when no one responded to knocks on the door. Since Alicia is not reported as seeing see police cars when she arrived home this implies that police left and later returned when she answered.}
    Also a "witness" (possibly the aforementioned Eric or Alicia) immediately told police that they should look at Richie Carver, but the witness was ignored because the police immediately decided it was domestic violence. This witness told police this while they had Ryan in custody, possibly while he was in the back of the police car.
    I did not intend this to be so long, but I discovered the other info while checking on the lawsuit before posting. Given how fascinating the case is, I thought I would share the extra information I found.

    • @thewallerfamily9134
      @thewallerfamily9134 8 місяців тому +42

      Ryan was our son and we want to thank you so much for taking the time to share this information about what really happened to Ryan and Heather. There is so much misinformation out there and most of it was perpetrated by the Phoenix Police Department so that they could cover up their negligence. ❤❤

    • @redmoneylady2213
      @redmoneylady2213 7 місяців тому +2

      @chriss3276, thank you.😢❤

    • @caiopoggers
      @caiopoggers 6 місяців тому +13

      ​​@@thewallerfamily9134I didn't expect to find a member of his family on the internet. My sincere condolences. May Ryan be in a better place now and may God comfort your family. Much love from Brazil❤

    • @thewallerfamily9134
      @thewallerfamily9134 6 місяців тому +3

      @@caiopoggers Thank you❤️

    • @alexnorge2
      @alexnorge2 6 місяців тому +2

      Thank you for this information ❤

  • @crystalhamptonhines
    @crystalhamptonhines Рік тому +459

    Wait. Right away, I could tell something was wrong with the guy psychologically, likely due to a head injury. It took the police THAT LONG to realize it?!?!?!

    • @cindys9858
      @cindys9858 Рік тому +31

      Same, people in comments defending the cops. Sure, they didn't fire the gun but would have noticed between his odd behaviors/speech and messed up face that something was wrong.
      And I'm half watching it on my phone while working, without my glasses.

    • @mialopez4607
      @mialopez4607 Рік тому +7

      That's what I'm saying... So sad

    • @gunshotNrun
      @gunshotNrun Рік тому +13

      im guessing the cops thought he was playing dumb and acting to evade responsibility

    • @MikeJones-lf4bl
      @MikeJones-lf4bl Рік тому +23

      The thing that got me was it sounded like he was concussed and he had a big bruise on his head that to me would be like checking for a concussion immediately

    • @falsearbitrator2560
      @falsearbitrator2560 Рік тому +1

      People in shock that don't mean to kill their loved one act somewhat like this, but no where near to this extent

  • @lumgs2009
    @lumgs2009 Рік тому +402

    This story is absolutely shocking. My jaw dropped. Even assuming he was the one who killed the girl, he needed to have his visible injuries checked before any interrogation. This is standard procedure everywhere! This is so absurd. That poor boy!

    • @8velina
      @8velina Рік тому +32

      They just assumed, and that’s what’s horrible. When looking at Ryan, they saw a pure evil kid, who only does wrong, and they didn’t just assume that, they also looked at the terrible wounds on his face from *bullets* and went, “oh yeah that’s because he did something bad and he’s guilty” and it’s just horrific that police think like this

    • @liukang3545
      @liukang3545 11 місяців тому +2

      he wasnt a boy, he was an adult

    • @JoseCuervo-yz1tx
      @JoseCuervo-yz1tx 10 місяців тому

      Not shocking at all. In the police academies they are being taught, it's them against us.

    • @paulfoster1965
      @paulfoster1965 10 місяців тому +3

      That was my first "WHAT" when hearing he'd been left in the police car for 6hrs,no consideration for any medical situation,WOW
      Once again the enlightening exploits done(or not) by the Phoenix PD😢

  • @many_bigz3799
    @many_bigz3799 3 роки тому +409

    Just the thought of aimlessly wondering his house not being able to comprehend what happened is truly heartbreaking. Once again great video.

    • @delladylan8301
      @delladylan8301 3 роки тому +24

      I thought that too! Poor, baby. My heart breaks for him. He wandered around, with his head hurting and letting his girlfriend sleep and not “waking her” on Christmas is just so dang sad. Man, f*ck Richie and his sh!tty dad

    • @darkodarko9
      @darkodarko9 3 роки тому +15

      its not him anymore though.. its like most of the animals.. he doesnt even know he exists.. its just robotic movement and living from memory.. cant really explain in english sorry... in simple terms... i know from what happened to my kid brother.. he had cancer and went thru 13 operations on his head.. after 4th or 5th he was acting like this boy on the clip.. even though we had him around us for one more year after that we knew he was already dead since doctors told us and we saw for ourselves that he is not in there anymore..i dont know if i should be happy that we had him for longer..or sad and mad that we kept pushing just so we can hear his voice for a bit longer.. and hug him and kiss him.. just for our own sake... it destroyed both me and my mother.. i still dont know if its better to keep people alive when in such state.. but i know that they are not confused or scared.. they are not aware of their existance anymore since the brain is too far gone.. i dont know if this makes any sence but.. there.. he basicly died in the same time as his girlfriend.. all whats left was a body

    • @sahraskellington1065
      @sahraskellington1065 3 роки тому +6

      Reminds me of the case of Peter Porco, who was struck to the head with an axe, woke up later & went on to do his daily chores, not realizing his injuries. Kinda similar to this. To me it just paints the most bizarre mind picture ever 🤯

    • @deroxanlit4181
      @deroxanlit4181 3 роки тому

      Yea the cerebellum and other part of the brains were damaged. He didn’t know anything was going on with himself

    • @realfirstgen
      @realfirstgen 3 роки тому

      @@sahraskellington1065 is that the man who was attacked in bed and then woke up, got the news paper and made a bowl of cereal? Creepy stuff

  • @meanderingwithmuddypaw
    @meanderingwithmuddypaw Місяць тому +1

    I'm glad his parents didn't sue the police dept. The guy had already been wandering around his house for two days ... the damage was done. The cops had him in custody for another 8 hrs ... while, yes, the could have taken a closer look at his injuries, especially with as erratic as he was acting, I am not sure that 8 hrs was where the damage was done. I'm glad they caught the crumbs who did this ... and their charges were upped to a second count of intentional homicide. Thanks for posting! - Muddypaw 🐾

  • @elfinshell4758
    @elfinshell4758 3 роки тому +646

    How did the cop see his eye like that, notice he’s very confused and in a daze, and not make the connection to an obvious head injury and got him medical attention immediately?! I’m so saddened for Ryan and Heather. RIP, both.

    • @NoQuarter1995
      @NoQuarter1995 3 роки тому +80

      Cops aren't exactly known for their brightness

    • @mpndayblazr7707
      @mpndayblazr7707 3 роки тому +55

      @@NoQuarter1995 this is exactly the types of things they are trained to look out for. It's incompetence because he was so dead set on proving Ryan was a criminal and not also a victim.

    • @NoQuarter1995
      @NoQuarter1995 3 роки тому +14

      @@mpndayblazr7707 training isn't real life

    • @garybuttherissilent5896
      @garybuttherissilent5896 3 роки тому +41

      I hate reading these comments. Always the same stuff over and over again. Anti-american/anti-cops, people calling the detective all kinds of names etc. I bet 99/100 times the boyfriend actually did kill the girlfriend, so his presumptuous behavior is pretty understandable. This is not a political story, stop trying to make it seem like one.

    • @shinigami1194
      @shinigami1194 3 роки тому +19

      @@mpndayblazr7707 I mean, besides all of this, the cop that knocked on the door should have clearly seen the holes in his face immediately, before even knowing there WAS murder. And even if he somehow didn't, the other officers in the process of bringing him in and getting him processed for interrogation should have. I honestly don't know how they didn't. That said, looking at the video, I couldn't even really tell that was a hole in his nose. It looked like a piercing or scab or something.
      I don't think it was intentional evil; just a whole lot of bad luck and/or complete obliviousness.

  • @bobobeeper2
    @bobobeeper2 3 роки тому +407

    I didn’t need the ending to know this poor kid had a head injury, he was acting exactly like one would expect someone with a head/brain injury would act and behave. Sad that this poor kid didn’t get help sooner.

    • @summeraidan5815
      @summeraidan5815 3 роки тому +12

      I just thought he had a major concussion, but damn

    • @thecatatemyhomework
      @thecatatemyhomework 3 роки тому +1

      I actually thought he was high.

    • @003SOK
      @003SOK 3 роки тому +2

      or he was acting like many young men who do terrible thing and are in an interrogation
      ua-cam.com/video/Mwt35SEeR9w/v-deo.html

    • @bobobeeper2
      @bobobeeper2 3 роки тому

      @@003SOK There are quite a few “tells” or “signs” of someone who is sane who is trying to convey that they are mentally ill, many people who try to fake mental illness do a terrible job at it. They tend to go to far with the act, they want to be convincing and if you know what to look for it’s easy to spot the act. In this case I did not see any of the things I typically see in individuals who are attempting to convey mental illness, he is acting exactly like someone who has a significant cranial injury. By the way I have seen the video you linked before, and yes that channel does a great job at explaining some of the psychology involved in the criminal justice system/ law enforcement system.

    • @bobobeeper2
      @bobobeeper2 3 роки тому

      @@thecatatemyhomework The bruising on the eye lead me to believe it was a cranial injury. Utilize the clues you have at your disposal first, if he has a cranial injury he needs medical intervention and soon, if he is just high then he just needs to come down off of whatever he took (for the most part). The investigators jumped to a conclusion and gave themselves tunnel vision, that is what lead to this outcome.

  • @MyLittleHomie
    @MyLittleHomie Рік тому +823

    How on earth did they not immediately give Ryan a medical exam with his face looking the way it did? That bruise is way too deep to not be internal bleeding

    • @gmanhero
      @gmanhero Рік тому

      have you never seen a black eye before?
      keep in mind these are local police not medical professionals, they deal in finding criminals, they don't protect people that are suspects of murder.. hell they rarely protect the innocent.
      Keep in mind Ryan was found with a dead girl and he said he didn't know what happened, also looked like He appeared to only have a black-eye and he didn't even know He was shot till hours later and didn't say much other than :I Don't know what happend." Most people would not have believed him right away considering the circumstances and the fact he was acting just like someone who accidentally shot their girlfriend and going through a metal episode because of it. The guy himself had to try to remember what had happened while dealing with a serious concussion and brain hemorrhaging and then had to try to explain it before he could get the detective to even consider it.. The detective called EMS as soon as he realized if what he was saying was true it would explain his behavior, I highly doubt most people would have figured it out not knowing ahead of time what had happened.
      If you don't believe me, show the original video: ua-cam.com/video/ZI8G0KOOtqk/v-deo.html
      Don't explain it ahead of time and only tell them what the detective knows before the interview, don't tell them more than *"Ryan was brought in because His girlfriend was found dead in his home durring a welfare check made by his father, that she had been dead for a couple days and Ryan keeps saying he doesn't know anything about what happened or why he has a black-eye or about any wound on his face."* See how long it takes them to realize without any help. Also keep in mind the police were likely being pressured by Heather's family and others to get a straight answer from Ryan and how rare of a case this truly was. An interrogation detective is trained to get in a suspect's head and find the truth, how would he have done that if Ryan didn't even know what the truth was?
      To be honest I don't trust police, I don't believe they ever going out of there way for people unless they get to "feel like a hero" or need to pay bills and that they tend to put themselves above the people they claim to serve, but in this situation the only things I can say they didn't do a well enough job was to thoroughly examine his eye and that the detective didn't take him seriously just cause he didn't believe it was possible or wanted it to be an open and shut case.
      All things considered, it could have been a lot worse.. I'd imagine if the detective was even less competent they would have kept him in holding until he died while trying to make him believe he did it and get him to confess to a murder he didn't commit. The guy is lucky to have lived for 10 years after being shot in the face, AND helped get the guys who did it.

    • @Sfoxey
      @Sfoxey Рік тому +42

      My thoughts exactly. I know they wanna figure out what happened. But wow. Just think if he was taken to a hospital right away. How different things could have been

    • @ialbuquerque259
      @ialbuquerque259 Рік тому +31

      later, a police dog bit some suspect when they caught him and police immediatly took him to the ER 😅

    • @ryanpark2049
      @ryanpark2049 Рік тому +37

      Who's to say they would've heard "Richie and his dad"
      Things happen for a reason, and I think if they started with medical care by removing whatever was left in his brain keeping him able to shed light on the situation it would've been unsolved.
      The man died with his woman, maybe not physically right away, but his essence left with her. He managed to shed light on the events that led to that. He's honorable for managing to do so while impossibly wounded

    • @argonaut_jay
      @argonaut_jay Рік тому +20

      Exactly my thought. It was way too dark to just be a normal bruise.

  • @ratumelimatanatoto2488
    @ratumelimatanatoto2488 4 місяці тому +3

    That kid is really tough.
    No mere human being can withstood that gunshot wound.
    Some people are built differently.

  • @omicrondelta249
    @omicrondelta249 2 роки тому +861

    The fact you can see someone in that condition and not give them medical treatment or at least a medical exam is unforgivable

    • @jamespython5147
      @jamespython5147 2 роки тому +6

      Amen Amen Amen Amen

    • @ahossi3837
      @ahossi3837 2 роки тому +5

      absolutely!!!

    • @russBwright
      @russBwright 2 роки тому +3

      Wrong. Forgiveness is always an option.

    • @ahossi3837
      @ahossi3837 2 роки тому +3

      @@russBwright maybe it was to understood like: it should be unforgivable.

    • @russBwright
      @russBwright 2 роки тому +5

      @@ahossi3837
      No.. there are people who think forgiveness is a sign of weakness.
      In fact, it’s the opposite.
      It takes much strength to not allow anger to run our lives. Peace starts from within. Nobody can make you feel peace. It must be strived for by each individual in order for there to be a peaceful world.

  • @zaynab4032
    @zaynab4032 3 роки тому +636

    As a medical professional, any blow to the eye necessitates a serious examination of surrounding structures ESPECIALLY with memory deficit

    • @0x777
      @0x777 3 роки тому +12

      You think like a medical professional, not like a police officer...

    • @juicegrape1494
      @juicegrape1494 3 роки тому +44

      @@0x777 a police officer should know that

    • @magdalene74
      @magdalene74 3 роки тому +8

      @@juicegrape1494 soooo a cop should know every law, every medical situation, every family situation, every LAW (yes i said that twice, there are whole libraries full of both law and medicine) and have it all in his head at all times. The dude had a black eye.. certainly didnt look to me like he had multiple bullet holes in his friggin eye with no blood at all.. i feel traumatized for the guy AND the cop. Poor kid was the walking dead.

    • @biscuitdunker3948
      @biscuitdunker3948 3 роки тому +18

      @@magdalene74 dude you can tell he was funked up just by the way he acting. Police should of got medical attention b4 the interview. Dalton so stupid not to notice that

    • @socialglitch-official7561
      @socialglitch-official7561 3 роки тому +7

      I know this too and it bothers me they don't have medical personnel present each and every time that a person presents for interrogation that has any kind of injury.

  • @christianbowen4300
    @christianbowen4300 3 роки тому +256

    That detective is sitting there, staring at him in the eyes saying. “If you got shot in the eye, we wouldn’t be having this conversation.” I bet a deep deep part of Ryan was screaming

    • @subliminal-damage
      @subliminal-damage 3 роки тому +32

      Thinking about what he went through is so sad. He was so confused but he really did his best to explain what happened to him. It doesn't help that what happened to him was already so terrifying and confusing. 😞

    • @devmike
      @devmike 3 роки тому +18

      Seems like Ryan knew exactly what happened, 'Two people came in and shot them.'

    • @corners3755
      @corners3755 3 роки тому +2

      @@subliminal-damage i wonder how they got the rest of the information. Doubt they got much after his surgery

    • @bperf322
      @bperf322 3 роки тому +4

      ​@@corners3755 probably wasn't that difficult. Their parents and close friends likely knew they had a third person living with them and likely knew that person was kicked out of the house so they probably provided the information and add that on top of forensics and it was likely smooth sailing from there.

    • @anhedonianepiphany5588
      @anhedonianepiphany5588 3 роки тому +3

      @@corners3755 Perhaps they followed this embarrassing incompetence by doing some _actual_ police work (unlike the scapegoating they fall back on when they couldn't be bothered).

  • @CharleyCarey
    @CharleyCarey 7 місяців тому +4

    Dude has a messed up eye VERY CLEARLY, says he got shot in the eye, and the cop is like "nah, you're lying". How do you interrogate someone for that long, in a small room, and take 45 minutes to notice bullet holes in a guy's face? I thought detectives were supposed to be observant? In a country full of incompetent cops, we just met the most incompetent of them all. I wouldn't trust this guy to sweep my driveway.

  • @selk6535
    @selk6535 3 роки тому +340

    "Heather is dead?" Dude, I only hope they erased that information when they removed part of his brain. I don't know if his brain was still capable of some stuff after that surgery... But if not, the thought of his girlfriend being dead was probably the last thing he really processed. Imagine having that piece of information haunting your head, without being able to talk about it or something...
    I really hope those 10 years were not as agonizing as i imagine.
    Also, mad respect to him. Hell, I don't think anyone would've been able to point out the real murderers with a bullet stuck in their head.

    • @jamesstreet228
      @jamesstreet228 3 роки тому +3

      Hell, 4 gunshots to the face and he's still able to tell the cops who shot him and Heather. He's a badass if there ever was one.

  • @GLING17
    @GLING17 2 роки тому +135

    When he says "Owww! My head hurts!" to the cop, that is heartbreaking. 😞

  • @rahulbetgeri
    @rahulbetgeri 2 роки тому +1195

    As shitty as first responders are in this case, for me Ryan is an absolute LEGEND for keeping his Brain 🧠 functioning just long enough to name the murderers!!
    Finally that “Oww! My head hurts” is heartbreaking 💔

    • @Aquarius444K
      @Aquarius444K 2 роки тому +54

      Seriously "Ritchie and his Dad" and "Oww my head hurts" once the truth was found out and you realize...just...ugh

    • @desr.7710
      @desr.7710 2 роки тому +25

      I couldn’t agree more he’s a legend, hero, and icon! RIP how the cops were this negligent I will never know 2 seconds should have been all it took to notice he was not ok!

    • @sarvadnyajoshi1301
      @sarvadnyajoshi1301 2 роки тому +6

      ikr its so sad

    • @Jaafar_Alkhalifa
      @Jaafar_Alkhalifa 2 роки тому

      Why are they shitty? How do you expect them to respond?

    • @W.O.P.R
      @W.O.P.R 2 роки тому +10

      Completely what I was thinking. Watched this in 3 different videos in a row now. Heartbreaking 💔 I am sure his head was hurting so much, but just couldn’t communicate properly