I think scary is subjective , i was on a low dose and i felt emotions and fear so strong that i felt to the point i would rather die to just stop the suffering. Suffering and scary is not the same one can suffer simply by his own mind, the physical that comes with the mental combined is what is scary to me as it represents actual sensory suffering and not mental "ideas"
I feel what he's saying before i got clean off everything oddly enough weed was the only substance that would tweak me tf out. I felt so odd smoking weed and it was a habit i had to quit
@@BostonMadeMefunny ive smoked for a long time and i realize w every chemical i interact w weed actually reverses som of my social development temporarily; i think its apart of a teen coping thing id do bruh id smoke to escape my situation an chief to music, when i smoke my personality becomes like a kid damn near unless im focused
YESSS that’s how I had my first ever bad trip I took acid and for some reason I forgot I took it I usually set a timer and when I looked at it it was at all zeros and then I flipped my shit and thought I was dying and somehow I thought I got drugged with fent and went to the hospital 10/10 wouldn’t recommend 😂(I tripped atleast 250 times prior to this)
How much does it help if your trip sitter calmly reassures you it's just a substance & you'll be back to normal once it works it's way out of your system?
exactly this ive watched people with years upon years and hundreds of trips worth of knowledge do stupid begginer pschonaut things that have landed them horribly because as ive found out they often bite off more than they can chew or disregaurd basic things simply due to them thinking they can handle it unfortunately :/
You must have not spent much time around tweakers then. Sleep deprivation is a powerful high in itself, coupled with meth, weed and/or ghb it becomes extremely eerie and uncanny. I grew to enjoy it from time to time during my methscipades...
@@WillArtigues I have insomnia from PTSD & ffs, I hate the up for 40hrs dark weirdness. Never had a good trip on it...sort of datura-lite (longest I been up for 52 hrs & still no visuals). Otherwise, I fully believe and agree what u shared. You get far enough down any a rabbit hole & the folks topside can't see what is clear to the dude down in the hole....and vice versa now that I think of it.
I was almost sent into "insanity" as a young teenager after taking 2ci, which at the time I thought was the same as LSD. It only lasted about 8-12 hours, but the aftereffects lasted for a very long time, well beyond the "comedown". I basically lost my mind for 6 months, and I'm sure everyone that actually knew me assumed I had gone crazy. It took me months and months to finally start coming back from it, and even years later, I was still questioning my own sanity and unable to do any recreational drugs again; even smoking a tiny puffer of weed, I would start spiraling for hours via flashbacks. Luckily I can say that nearly 10 years later, I'm pretty much back to normal, but I've never felt quite the same, and it took a massive part of my psyche and consciousness. I don't have flashbacks anymore, and I feel "normal" now. But it took many years of a toll on me.
I looked up 2ci. Bro a fake hallucination drug? Synthetic? That’s nuts. I smoked k2 for 6 months heavily addicted and quit for 2 months then relapsed off k2 resin. Almost died woke up a black tongue. Took me 2 years to recover from that and smoking weed sent me into severe episodes.. I can’t imagine 10 hrs. Sending you peace and good thoughts glad your back to normal now.
I smoked 60x salvia. I saw myself and friends in 3rd person, pov was floating away. I got caught in a recurring loop. Kept hearing the same phrase and felt like I was falling into a body of water every loop. Every splash of water felt like my soul had been replaced. I had a creeping thought that I fucked up and was stuck in this new reality. I came to drenched in sweat and my friends telling me I went completely still. My friends asked if I was good to drive, physically I was but mentally something was off. I wasn’t right for about 3 days. A residual melancholy, very pronounced at first. I think I experienced ego death. I was watching VHS sometime later and my heart skipped a beat when the guy saw another version of himself in that interdimensional portal part. I have a whole new appreciation for those scenes
That "I've fucked up and replaced the universe with this new reality" apparently happens to a fair few people. The dissolution of logic and looping, too.
My ex tried it & had a similar looping experience. I heard him scream for his mom downstairs & went to check on him to find him sitting completely still on the couch, eyes wide open with a terrified expression on his face. When he finally came to, he said this giant mouth with crazy teeth flew out of the tv & grew bigger & bigger as it approached him & swallowed him. He said after it swallowed him, it’d come out of the tv again & do the same over & over until he finally came back to reality. It felt much longer to him than it actually lasted for. Oh, and there were all these bright colors around the mouth pulsating as it moved towards him.
the other night I took too many mushrooms and had my first bad trip. it was a state of pure panic for half an hour (felt like longer) that I didnt understand and made me ask if I was gonna die. listening to these though helps me understand what exactly went wrong and also that I was lucky and I need to respect psychs a LOT more than I did that night. have fun but be extremely careful folks. get cocky with this stuff and you WILL get put in your place.
I did this once when I was high. I zoned off and was just eating shrooms for idk how long until I realized I had taken a large dose. Once it kicked in I freaked out lmao.
I read the title, saw the length of the video, watched the clouds cover the sun, saw darksouls3 as the first screen. This is going to be an interesting experience in consciousness
@Vivec love your content, man. You've been a solid little chunk of my life the last few months, as I'm going through a fundamentally different time in life, lol. You're great at content. You need to get this channel to 1m asap!
I feel that the psychedelic “community” is one of the most friendly and helpful. It’s a world in which only those who’ve tried the substances can truly understand each other. Everyone is positive and interested in the betterment of others. Some drugs aren’t as bad as we were told they were 😂
I smoked DMT while peaking on LSD when I was 29. That was like the final scene in Akira, where Akira returns to annihilate everything and the scientist guy realises the psychic spectrograph readout is the birth of a new universe. Not frightening at all, just blew my brains out for a while and made me permanently transcendent in a way.
@@sheeeeeeesh900 I've enjoyed most of the shrooms I've taken except for hawaiians. I drank a tea of 30 grams (wet) and they turned me into a blithering, jabbering heap of primordial jelly. After spouting a lot of insane nonsense, I had locked myself in my friend's bathroom and after I'd splashed my face with water became convinced I'd covered the walls with blood, then lay on the floor and began kicking the bathroom door, he said later at one point it sounded like a bomb had gone off - all this while his parents were downstairs too lmao. Eventually I just lay there questioning if anything I'd ever done was real or if I'd just imagined it all, and took me what seemed like hours to string the thought together that if I laid there long enough it would not longer be like this. My friend said after I eventually came down and rejoined him in his room that I looked like I'd been beaten up or spent eight hours trapped inside a washing machine. Never do hawaiians.
@@alexdenton9176I'm trying to work out what the gram equivalent is for my first shroom trip I did about 25 years ago. Perhaps you can help make a guesstimate? It was 100 fresh liberty caps stewed in a teapot. I shared it with three others and we ate the shrooms afterwards. Needless to say I had visions, not just visuals! Any idea how many grams this might be equivalent to, just for reference when reading other trip reports? Many thanks 🙏
Your channel is so relaxing and has the perfect bedtime stories. Not exactly sure why the UA-cam algorithm brought me here, but I am thankful that it did because I really enjoy the content.
DUDE IKR??? my jaw is literally on the floor that is bat shit crazy!! I cant obviously understand to a full extent what he's saying but all I know is that I don't know what that could ever possible be like. especially having to live with it afterwards and never be able to properly get it off your chest and talk to someone about it because it literally cannot be explained. I felt sick listening to it and got a sudden thought that if cells were sentient is that how they feel???? scary shit
@@echotheneko7346it’s better that you don’t understand it in its entirety, it almost drove me mad pondering it. I almost had to block out what he was saying because the definition that he was providing was almost too much to bear. I was able to almost fully comprehend the concept. I hope that experience is fully subjective and not actually possible in some way. It truly makes you think about the possibility of the mind. Okay, now back to reality lol. Enough internet for today! Time for some McDonald’s and football lol
@@SickNastyWithIt so lucky I wish I could eat McDonald's 😭 but even as horrifying it is to think about, it's almost fun in a demented way to imagine an existince outside of the human or animal experience.
My only shroom trip was awful. It was similar to the 3rd story in the fact that I felt like I had always been there for all eternity and nothing else existed. Instead of suffocating and folding in flesh I was in a constant existence of spiraling, I had no physical form, it was just abstract spiraling with non existent colors latent in my vision. I couldn't tell if my eyes were open or shut, and my limbs kept falling off until I was nothing. During the trip I was everything, all at once, for eternity and it was agony. The come up was horrifying but less so. Think of Coraline meets Skinamarink meets PS1 Graphics and some abstract shapes. An oppressing ambience was present and the lights being on or off didnt help. At one point my hair got in my mouth and it was AWFUL trying to get it out of my mouth when my hands were 5 Dimensional Hyper Objects. The come down was tame. I drank water to get my bearings. When I picked up the PS1 Graphics water bottle it actually gave me an inventory popup in a fake language.
Sounds like a good time to me. 😂 Going that far into those states of consciousness isn't for everyone for damn sure. One man's bad trip is another man's great trip.
@Charles Sigwarth Me enjoying psychedelics has absolutely nothing to do with ego. Moron. With a comment like that, it sounds like your what some would call a "hater".
Dude I had the same trip experiences it felt like hell for 6hrs straight and thought I was dead bec it was really foggy in the morning like I’ve never seen before🤌🏻 I hope you’re okay
One time I accidentally smoked half a joint of K2 whilst on a 3 day bender. and literally went into another realm. I had a vivid hallucination of someone’s grandma talking to me with pitch black eyes then proceeded to get up “drive to Walmart” and pick up 4 African immigrants, when I backed out of the parking lot I ran one over and just booked it. Once I got back to the motel, the grandma was scolding me Regarding the immigrant. I proceeded to watch tv and it was just static, then I watched as the whole room flipped upside down as a I giggled in.. idk, fear? I only snapped out of it when my home girl came out of the bathroom asking if I was alright. I asked her if I got up and went anywhere and she said no, saying I was just staring blankly for like 20 something minutes. That was the wildest shit I’ve ever experienced when it came to drugs.
Jeezus! Once upon a time weed was a deadly drug,,aaaand since I had got caught with some I was on probation and had to do random drug tests. I thought I was brilliant for finding k2 as a substitute. When I tell you I got lost AROUND THE BLOCK from my house for hours,I'm not kidding. It was a whole new,strange,big,scary world. I'll admit I felt really dumb when I came down though😅🤦🏼♀️💁🏼♀️
Yeah you might already know this but whatever you do you shouldn't smoke that stuff again my mother literally went insane from smoking it she never recovered and then later on ended up overdosing on it and going comatose then they had no choice but to pull the plug on her life support be very careful what you smoke dude life is precious you don't wanna end up 6 feet under because some idiot handed you a joint of something without telling you it wasn't weed I always ask people if they lace there stuff just to be sure that it's actually weed that I'm smoking
That second story is for real. Reality is not what it seems and this person got a glimpse of just how much is going on beyond the thin veil of our senses. Not just in hyperspace, but right here, all around us.
There are things that can't be computed. This has been proven. Our brain is a computer. So there are things we can't find an answer to and fathom. But do you know what happens when you run an uncomputable problem in any space and time on a computing device. Anyways here's an uncomputable virus for humans with vision ææßæ上æで7
@@stevenpalomino1906 There's a complex mostly invisible ecology happening all around us, between frames of what we call time. Time doesn't really exist the way we typically think of it.
I’m a seasoned digital astronaut and it still didn’t prevent what happened on my last dmt experience. I went through the sticky fluid transition and sounds became compressed as they faded into a mass void of silence. As the compression took place all the geometric shapes of object began to illuminate in neon color. The mass of all objects began to thin out into shapes of light. Then something began to speak to me. Not in our linear progression of communicating information but rather all at once. Like a symbol can represent multiple things and meaning. This language took all my senses,all my experiences ,and compressed them into my mind. Time had completely unraveled and a choice was given. Do I step away from my placid island of ignorance and individuality ,or do a let it all merge back into one? In doing this all of life would dissolve its individuality and all whom were self aware would lose their identity of self. It would just be me and the great void for eternity. It said this reality, this illusion of separation, all the light that there is in an endless sea of black nothingness. My mind was crippled in facing such an impossible decision. The thought of losing all the people I love was horrifying ,but to think they are illusions was equally horrifying. How could I stay and continue to lie to myself? But if I didn’t what kind of existence is it when it’s just you with nothing new to share with anyone for eternity? …but what if it’s a trick and I’m seeing a dimensional prison that gives the sense of security? What if none of what it told me was true ? What if just passed the endless sea of blackness was the real world waiting? ….or what if it’s all an experiment to see if someone who becomes aware has the courage to walk away from the cradle in which it was born? …but what if it were true and that this singular spec of light in the boundless void is really all there is and it’s there because I used it to escape the maddening existence of an eternal all knowing singular state? If I didn’t go back would I be able to create a new or choose to go back whenever I chose to? The terrifying choice, the final question and answer ,was too much for me. So I reached out to my egos identity and tried desperately to conjure up any recollection of who my loved ones were so it would pull me back into the illusion. I took everything I had to remember my wife and dog’s name. The moment I was able to speak to them I was instantly returned to this solidified reality. This experience changed me. The experience has now become part of how I filter my reality and experience. I now understand this quote more deeply than I’d like too: “The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human mind to correlate all its contents. We live on a placid island of ignorance in the midst of black seas of infinity, and it was not meant that we should voyage far. The sciences, each straining in its own direction, have hitherto harmed us little; but some day the piecing together of dissociated knowledge will open up such terrifying vistas of reality, and of our frightful position therein, that we shall either go mad from the revelation or flee from the light into the peace and safety of a new dark age.” H.P. Lovecraft When people get excited about esoteric ideas in becoming one being ,I don’t think they understand the gravity of what being one implies.
Do you believe the act of classifying is an illusion? I.e. the fact I consider you a separate being. The moment I do this I classify a particular group of mass or spirit or however you want to conceptualize it as seperate. When all we are really is a bunch of atoms or whatever you consider metaphysics to be. I don't mean to reduce reality to just atoms fyi. Sincerely, a guy finishing his master's in artificial intelligence who has never tripped. My apologies if my question was poorly conceptualized.
Ah I remember taking a fat toke of Salvia at a party and my legs started twisting and twirling looked like twizzlers and then they started to hurt. Everything I closed my eyes I saw coins like in a video game then I forgot how to breathe and felt like I was gonna die. Can't believe they used to sell Salvia at smoke shops
Man people luagh when I tell them that I have SRT8 hallucinated off some strong pot! 😅 It's no joke man and when you ingest it orally it's crazy how bad you can trip, 😅 but I definitely feel your pain cuz I been there myself and I'm genuinely sorry you had to find out in this terrible way but it made one hell of a story 😅
Bro I have had intense bad trips off of pot. People seriously have no idea that it can affect people in a hallucigenic way. Certain people. It seems like people who get. Anxiety attacks from it are more susceptible to these incidents.
@@Greenbean92-b4pYour liver turns THC into a substance called 11-hydroxy-THC, which is 3 times as psychoactive as THC. When you eat or drink it, more of it passes through your liver and is processed into 11-hydroxy-THC. So yeah, science says eating or drinking weed makes you see shit a lot more often than smoking it.
@@followtheboatyea ur so full of shit might aswell tat im full of shit on ur forehead 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 I highly doubt weed is not making anyone trip tf out worst then shrooms and acid which I know u don't k ow shit about talking about wee being the worst hallucinate around fucking cornballs these days 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣💯💯💯💯💯
I hope watching this won’t reactivate a bad trip for me and put me in a bad mindset. I tend to start to feel like I’m tripping again whenever someone tells me their trip stories so I take these things very fragile.
Yeah I’ve caused a bad trip by listening to trip reports while on shrooms. Looking back I really should have known listening to bad trip stories is ab anstruction
To the Salvia person, I wish you wellness, stability and peace. I feel the same way sometimes and it’s a day to day work that we have to put on in order for us to be appreciative of this thing we call life.
The worst i read was a chick who ate a Brugmansia salad. She was too afraid to confide in anyone that she had taken drugs, (she had never partook previously) so they sent her to a psyche ward and gave her cocktail of meds she didn't need. She was in there for decades. Completely derailed her life.
Actually each individual is different. I do mushrooms and acid and they work wonders in my life, I'm completely sane and have a good head on my shoulders, I'm healthy. Works for me but it doesn't work for everyone else in the same way that it works for me.
I love these (I have never done any Psychedelics because my mom has a mental illness and i’m only 22, so I just don’t want to risk developing psychosis) but reading the comments and these videos are so fascinating!
Think you would be more likely to just get schizophrenia but you need to be predisposed (run in family) but could give you psychosis but mainly the rip offs cuz there dangerous
Same here bro, 22 on 4 antipsychotics but I really feel like there's something to these psychadelics, especially DMT and Salvia x Bit of a shame neither of us should take the risk of experiencing it :/
Damn bro, this sounds so much more trippy. A couple weeks ago I took a tab of acid and all that happened is I got super chill and looked at cows in that were in a nearby farm
I got some salvia for some buddies senior year and the biggest smoker of all of us took A puff and then just tan out of the room which was weird especially for him but we shrugged it off 5 mins later I found him passed out in the steps with a kitchen knife he looked at me dead serious sweating and said he was coming down stairs to kill all of us before “they” killed him
I had a bad trip on LSD back when I was in highschool. First time I took it and I had the bad decision of doing it in a rave. Oh man, I went to my house basically mind-bended, my vision went into this Window like square field of view, every time I blinked I felt my eyes were backwards and that I eventually would lose my eyes. I was in my room thinking everything was over but the whole night was a slow second by second permanent panic attack. My mind was broken and I would get random panic attacks the next 6 months to a year, is like my brain and mind got damaged. Time healed me but is NO way I am taking a psychedelic again.
Don't worry man stuff like that is exceedingly rare and more often than not it is down to misuse of the substance which is a common thread between many of these stories, you're guaranteed to be fine if you go into the experience with an open mind in a comfortable setting with the appropriate dosage.
You are less likely to get a trip if u respect the psychedelic. It won’t punish u for trying it but if u keep abusing it and upping the doses it will show u shit you didn’t wanna see.
I will never forget the feeling of feeling like I’m living a trip for centuries. Than forgetting it was a trip and thinking it was reality. The way things were. The back of my mind trying to grasp back onto reality and sanity but the rest of everything slipping farther into the abyss of nothingness but everything all at once. Truly terrifying
I’ve eaten them a few different times and the last time was the largest, 9-11 grams in total of the wildest home grown stuff I’ve ever seen. I really don’t understand why people have that thought, but during every trip on shrooms I ended up having some kind of thought of “It would be so easy to just…. “Fly” into eternity.” Thankfully, my first times were with others I trusted who understood what they were doing, and by my final trip which was the largest and also completely isolated, I was able to swat that thought off like it was a fly. . But others aren’t able to control themselves on such substances, especially in a dose like that of such high quality. The things people end up doing can be truly insane and twisted. Psychedelics show you who you truly are, it reduces our body to nothing more than an animal while our souls experience something else, and if you do not Know Yourself fully; You will be lost forever.
@@johnnyrocket1685 never tripped on shrooms before, but just recently acquired some. I’ve experimented with many ups and downer subs before, but as of recent, I feel hesitant to try this one. Not sure if it’s a gut instinct telling me to avoid this product altogether or to wait when I feel more confident and mentally secure for the trip. Trying to prevent a bad trip or worse from happening is always in the back of my mind.
Sorry to hear about your accident, that sounds awful. To make up for it, my mate and I were tripping on acid at Notting Hill Carnival and managed to get onto the roof of a house to watch the procession. Half way through, while peaking, he lent over and whispered in my ear "jump off the roof and see if you can fly". It was a joke, of course, so I pissed myself laughing, although not as much as an hour later when I tried to have a conversation with a copper in a patrol car (he did exist, I didn't imagine that bit). I don't think the copper knew what was going on. I certainly didn't.
@@johnnyrocket1685 "it reduces our body to nothing more than an animal while our souls experience something else," That literally gave me chills, you voiced my thoughts that I could never even recognize to begin to put into words
@EatTheory probably too late, but as a general rule with any psychedelics if you feel bad or hesitant about taking them, don't do it. Wait weeks and then see how u feel. If you're still not feeling excited to take them, don't. How you feel about starting a journey on psychedelics will definitely affect your experience
Bro I did 3.5 g dried cubensis last night and had a truly amazing, healing and mysterious experience. I was able to recall memories from my early childhood that I had forgotten. 5g next time bois
@@psilopsychic for a brief second with some breath work I almost reached a place similar to what DMT is described as, I haven't broken through on it so I'm not sure. I was able to work through a lot of trauma and see how closed off I've been for the past few years. Amazing experience, might right more about it
@@blakegundry huh interesting, and yeah I always find writing about trips give me insights I wouldn’t have gotten otherwise. What kind of breathwork did you do
@@psilopsychic just counting to 4 on every inhale and exhale, and just repeated that. Also I like mantras like "show me who you are" or "show me what you're capable of". Its important to have a personal relationship with the mushroom
The salvia story was so relatable I use to do whippets alot and one day I decided to smoke a blunt before doing it and in the span of 5 minutes it was almost like I had lived an entirely different life full of new people and friends that I couldn’t remember at all when I came back to reality and I was still just high off the weed I tried to explain it but everyone just thought I was lying
For me, even low doses of psychedelics (only really tried acid) feel very intense. I've never tried high doses because the low doses feel so intense already. I'm scared shitless of the idea of taking a larger dose. I took half a tab of acid (or about 80 micrograms) and I felt my physical body bending and transforming, like my jaw being separated from my face, bending in weird ways - I had to feel my jaw with my hands to make sure it was still there. I also felt how I physically morphed into being a tree, my fingers twisting and cracking into branches/roots. It was rather peaceful, being a tree, but it also felt very intense and a bit scary once I snapped out of it. While I have never had my ego obliterated, these low doses have been intense enough for me personally. I like the idea of diving deeper, but my gut instinct tells me it really isn't a good idea for me currently.
I think that’s what the trip wants you to realize, that your scared to do high doses bc you don’t wanna lose yourself but sometimes we gotta let go and let the trip help us face our fears
after LSD I was taken to hell ( floating in a pitch black, not fire etc ) on the meeting with the female demon which consisted of fractals, with white sharp teeth and sneer smile and black eyes with golden glitter like particles floating aroung them. But view wasn't the worst part, it was the feelings, like deep depression feeling but millions times worse, no hope, no God, no water, no air, but this trip showed me a lot and changed forever
There’s no way seeing such things on lsd. Either you took some fake shit or you have fallen into delirium through other circumstances like sleep deprivation and the lsd was only an additional factor.
We need more trip reports on iboga/ibogaine. I used it at a treatment center in Mexico for heroin addiction and that shit was insanely intense. Its been 2 years now so its hard to remember every detail but it was the craziest thing ive ever experienced and ive done pretty much all the main drugs/psychedelics.
Thaaank you. I was really starting to freak out in my house(Im by myself) but the Resident Evil 4 music really came in clutch lol Hearing that familiar tone really helped me keep my head and remember all this stuff aint real lol.
@@nothingrhymeswcaleb1813just thinking I could get lost in some kinda alternate experience is enough to scare the hell out of me. Reading these stories on here give me hoosebumps
Wow this is a really good channel man!👏👏👏 You even go back and do videos on the history of psychedelics and a bunch of other things related to psychedelics, its really great man
For my first trip I took 1 too many bites of a brownie with a few too many ounces baked in. I experienced many base emotions in such strong concentrations it reminded me of childhood. I remembered what it was lile to feel joy for the first time ever. Sadness the same. Then the main event, I felt connected to another part of me in another universe. This other Me was de-aging at a rapid rate. I felt my body shrinking, painfully, it was agonizing. I felt myself loose all human form and revert back into cells, a sperm, protoplasm. I felt myself shrink into a speck, an atom, and felt the pain of it the whole time. I remembered what the abstract visualization I gave the inside of my mind as a 2 year old looked like, and it's one of the few things I distinctly remember. It wasn't even a trip, I remember it so clearly now. Shit was crazy
I remember I tripped one day and I went into a trip where I was in a void that felt like a loop and I kept seeing Egyptian hieroglyphics flashing and changing but it was telling me a story all while I was in a loop mentally, I thought I was dead and I remember I was in a different plane and I called my family with an iPhone but it was literally an eye phone they appeared but felt far and I cried, kept looping in a never ending void that felt like I was no longer here then I snapped back into my physicality while still having a trip
sludge smoothie: ten dried sage leaves each, both of the a/b~Thujone and salvinorin a , containing variations, two HWBR seeds, and ten lotus heads lotus mixed with half gram of skunk hashish- Complete silence (aside from headphones with thunderstorms, or chanting of mantras, and a blindfold, nude, or in light, loose, clothes, suspended in a hammock or sitting in beanbag chair, and most importantly, an intention (perhaps thorazine or active charcoal idk what tripkillers are out these days to be entirely honest)
Wow, is that your voice? New mic? You sound so majestic dude. This is now my favourite video. Wish you can have the same sounding voice and tone for your future video. This is just super entertaining 😮❤
All my videos lately have been this crisp because my mate showed me plugins to clean the audio up since we collabed on "the most in-depth trip report to date" video :-) these are just remastered recordings from past videos
Anyone else seen what can only be described as satan in a forest ? Red, bloody monster with sharp teeth, long dwindling fingers. Never thought my mind could create something like that. Still convinced that the being actually does exist somewhere. Got shivers listening to the first salvia dude describe the same sort of creature.
Randomly while nodding on the edge of sleep without anything trippy in my system, I got these super vivid closed eye visuals of tons of demonic faces, quickly cycling by and morphing in and out of eachother. Some faces looked like humans in agony while others looked like proper evil demons which startled me to even see. I just had to wait it out and eventually it ended. I believe it was hypnagogic hallucinations, where being on the edge of sleep can make you see crazy stuff. It seems that demon faces/entities are a somewhat common thing to see while tripping. Usually I would just see peoples faces seem to warp and appear more sinister and "evil". Sometimes its the vibes, other times it just seems to come out of nowhere and not really have a deeper meaning. It seems when tripping hard enough some really strange imagery can manifest. Sometimes looking at dark, twisted trees at night can give a foreboding, sinister vibe. Right away I'd feel I better stay away from the trees and they would warp to appear scarier the more I feared them, to the point where I would see dead bodies hanging from the trees and predatory eyes gazing from the darkness. With something more intense like DMT, I could see very disturbing stuff like super fleshy, gory visuals. Random associations with uncomfortable topics could just appear at any time. I learned the more I try identify what I'm seeing and give meaning to it, the more I attach disturbing context and get weird topics on my mind. Instead of thinking I'm seeing flesh and blood in visuals, I'd try see it's just abstract, red patterns that if I think looks like gore, it will become gore. Instead avoiding thought and labelling things will let me just see abstract patterns that are just unique and a thing of their own. It happens too fast and forcefully to try think about what I'm experiencing, I just gotta turn off my mind and desire to comprehend whats going on and just let it happen. That makes things flow much easier and feel far less confusing and chaotic.
I think it's like shadow people or feeling a creature sit on your chest during sleep paralysis. I don't think it's a visit from a being from another dimension, rather just the human brain is wired in a way to make common hallucinations people are likely to see, just some mix of instincts and pattern recognition glitching out. Like the best theory I heard about shadow people/the hatman is we naturally fear strangers. The image of a man in a hat and big coat made of shadow seems like the essence of an unknown person who is intentionally concealing their identity, that we can't read the facial expressions of or know their intentions. If the mind believes such a person is near you, it's going to make it a high priority to spot it, try identify it and work out how to best deal with a potential threat. Deliriants tend to bring about such hallucinations pretty commonly, but also insects like spiders and things like snakes. It seems like for survival we are hardwired to look out for threats and deep-rooted fears, and sometimes we appear to see them when the brain makes a mistake in processing what you're seeing. I believe such hallucinations are often just tapping into that survival instinct to identify threats asap, which can cause people to see scary shit when our mind isn't functioning right, like when tripping or half asleep. It's not something evil coming for you, it's you observing part of how your brain knows what to look out for to try keep you safe. It's best not to dwell on such things as it makes the visuals stronger and can keep it troubling your mind rather than letting go and moving on. Its kinda like a dream where what you expect to happen/see is what will happen, believing you are seeing something scary will only cement it and make it scarier and appear more real. You can make visuals appear and warp by truly believing you are seeing something specific, I've had a bucket turn into a large sleeping dog, run around in circles then lay back down and turn back into a bucket. My friends and I were able to morph eachothers faces into Obama just by suggestion and making eachother focus on how we actually look like Obama. The higher you get the more powerfully you can shift reality into whatever you imagine, which can get pretty dangerous if you get a delusional idea stuck in your head. I once believed acid put me in contact with gods who have me the power to see the past, present and future at the same time and move between them to control things. I totally lost the plot that night and was automatically believing the most crazy stuff, had no grip on reality and everything I saw was totally wrong. Taught me just how powerful these things are and sanity isn't something to play around with
The worst feeling is knowing you’ll never have your sanity again and your life is over. At some point during the come down, its pretty nice. Make sure you’re in the right mind set!
I want to try salvia so bad but i don't think i'll ever be comfortable enough with someone to allow them to be my trip sitter and i definitely shouldn't do it alone bc i'd probably end up doingsomething batshit crazy
I went to a truly horrific place ones when I accidentally ingested 5-8 hits of ~200ug lsd. It ended up me falling down from a balcony and crushing both of my heel-bones and a vertebra. Many months in hospital and I had to use a wheelchair for a year. Crutches for many more. Take heed kids.
having done salvia once the first guy's report is believable. there are many parts that were very similar to my trip, particularly the head tilting feeling. first hit, uncontrollable laughter and tilting tipping feeling, friend told me i didn't get a big enough rip . so i take a 2nd one and instantly forgot about it until i lifted my arm and the couch stuck to my arm and i could see it dripping off of me. forgot anyone was there with me until i heard them laugh and when i looked at them they had the big cartoon eyes. cue paranoia, i was certain that they were doing something too me. then i have this feeling i can only describe as feeling like pages of a book blowing open and passing through my body faster and faster and BAM. i'm back in reality, i just looked at my friends and said "what the f**"
I had a bad trip once after coming back from a hippy fest. I was seeing triple of everything. The only way I calmed myself was painting my garbage can and I put my faith and hope to survive into a rock that I had.
I did that with a purple rock o found in someone's garbage by the road. Here is this rock just put it in your pocket and if it gets too intense just look at the rock in your pocket and remember u took shrooms
My boyfriend thought I killed him during an ego death. He thought our bodies were in the living room and he kept checking for stab wounds on his stomach
I remember in High School there was only one student I knew who had a very bad trip nobody knew what it was he took except that after lunch he got up to use the toilet and after about 20 minutes the teacher asked someone to check on him. He was laying on the bathroom floor with blood flowing out of his ears and nose and mouth and was thrashing around. By the time he was at hospital he was brain dead. The weird thing was drug use at that school was almost non-existent. What was used in place of drugs was red magic black magic.
I ate a quarter of mushrooms in a abandoned house with no electricity, I had 3 lit candles. All night I was being pulled towards the window, I remembered holding onto a dresser with one arm while something was pulling my other arm towards window, like it wanted me to jump out window. I remember another point I was laying on this bed left in the house and I was staring up at candles and it felt like I was laying in a coffin. I remember at one point I saw Freddy Kruger standing in doorway looking at me. I had to use bathroom, I kept going into bathroom but it's abounded house so the toilet looked like something out horror movie. I remember I stood and tried to pee and half my body disappeared and it look like I was peeing down my other leg. It got to a point to where I thought I was crapping myself, I kept putting my hand down back of pants and when I pull my hand out I think I crap myself. About 15x I tried going down to the first floor to the front door to make it out but everytime I walked down the steps from 2nd to 1st floor it was so dark and I couldn't see anything so I kept running back upstairs. I was trapped in hell and panicking. After about the 20th time I made it down the steps, and out the door where my bike was next to the stoop, I was 18 at the time. This was like 3am, I got on my bike and proceeded to Patterson park, from the top of park to down bottom the other side I was avoiding hitting people on my bike, I was peddling and ducking and dodging people everywhere. I made it out the park to the street. There was bumper to bumper traffic driving very slow and the people looked like barbie dolls waving at me. I got of my bike and maneuvered around vehicles to make it across. I proceeded a few blocks into my house. I ran into bathroom and looked in the mirror and the room was upside down, I was freaking out. I went too my bed sat down and put my head into my knees and prayed for it to stop. After few hours it passed. That's last time I shroomed.
These videos about scary trips make me feel extremely fragile. Like they remind me that im in a very fragile skin suit that can be broken and cut very easily. Its a skin crawling kind of feeling.
You always need to test out your batch of psychedelics by taking a threshold dose of the substance to see how it affects you. You could be thinking 2 grams of shrooms is 2 grams of shrooms but one could give you a very mild mental trip and the other one borderline ego dissolution and severe paranoia and panic with very strong visuals.
being sensitive is perhaps a gift in disguise, the perfect time to experience diviner's sage, within proper prepperation obviously, dark room, comfy clothes, trip sitter. et cetera.
The 3rd story sounded more like a creative writing exercise. It tried too hard to sound profound, to the point that it sounds completely made up. Also he supposedly went through a life altering, indescribably terrifying trip and decided to smoke the same substance again on the same exact day lmao. He is either lying or he is a moron with zero self preservation.
Yeah I feel like the risk of bad trips is really underestimated. I’ve been incredibly suicidal on shrooms before, acid was fine the two times I did it though.
My mother has told me this story over and over when she was 15, she wanted to try LSD, she got some in pill form and took it not knowing it was a quad hit, and had strychnine in it. She was hospitalized in a mental ward for 72 hours after trying to cut her way into my grandmother thinking she was her blood and had to get back inside her. She told me while in the mental ward the roof opened and a creature that looked like those Egyptian half dog half man things, told her she would have three children all boys……..the creature spoke true i have two brothers. The story is more detailed but I don’t want to type it all out. She has told me this story over and over and it has never changed. I believe her.
After watching Near Death Experiences, I'm convinced these trips are actually people who sent their consciousness/soul to Hell or a Limbo effect because your soul/consciousness is supposed to be one with your body, not out of your body into the unknown.
What are the odds of so many of these stories reading like short stories written by actual writers ? Creepy Pasta fiction . Seems like it to me anyway .
The only one that seems fictitious, to me anyway, is the third story. It seems just a little too cliche. The other ones have details that actually seem too strange to make up, lmao.
@@den93050 lol yep , unless you're a writer with a good imagination . It's really the skillful manner ( in some of them ) and the very detailed recall that makes me question the authenticity of some of these stories . I couldn't never do that on small or large doses . They're just too good at remembering so much AND writing . But what do I know ?
The "Hat Man" story was straight bullshit. I also question the ones with vivid detail. I can remember heavy trips, but someone recalling that much detail is highly unlikely. And if they did, they wouldn't be able to describe it like that. Perhaps they just filled in the blanks with some creative writing? Trying to explain the visions and thoughts of a trip in any type of chronological detail sounds like pure nonsense most of the time anyway. You have to stick to the meat of a trip for it to come out right. You know in your thoughts how it goes but it doesn't come out right when spoken. I wrote a short comment on here about a time where I thought I was on a perma trip. I remember I was scared shitless that I was stuck like that and trying to figure out how I was going to function in the world in that state, but as far as the details of my thoughts in those moments, it's not something I remember, and certainly not something I could explain in vivid detail.
I walked into the kitchen at a house party once and a mate was sat in there on his own, losing it, as I walked in he was literally biting himself and then he said to himself “ it’s all about wonderland, it makes you wonder for ages “ there was nothing we could do for him, he was spent a couple of years before I’d met him, my older mates saying he had turned up at college tripping on acid and that day he unraveled and had been in and out of the local mental institution. Another time when I was first getting to know him ( the year or 2 before, he was doing good, and he could party on Ecstasy with us and stay out all weekend with all of us, anyways I walked into a club and I saw him and he bounced over and as quick as a flash he put one hand behind my neck, his head into my middle torso and the other hand under my groin and proceeded to pick me up and spin me round like a helicopter ! Middle of the club on a Friday night ! Top lad in his time, shame he went too hard for too long, haven’t seen him in years now, I sincerely hope that he’s doing well. 💯
I did salvia one time and my mind was the house i live in, and i was about to be my whole neighbourhood, it was disturbing man i thought i never lived and i always was the house
To think, we’ll never hear the truly scariest, most disturbing, and terrifying trip reports because it sent the user into insanity.
Good point. But I like to think those people, had they made it back with so much as a shred of sanity, probably wouldn't have much to say anyway.
@@nellkellino-miller7673 that was me! On and off psychosis for about 8 years. I have come back to myself and I am much better then I’ve ever been!
Nah they never finished the trip
@@mhatter5 mind if I ask what you took?
I think scary is subjective , i was on a low dose and i felt emotions and fear so strong that i felt to the point i would rather die to just stop the suffering. Suffering and scary is not the same one can suffer simply by his own mind, the physical that comes with the mental combined is what is scary to me as it represents actual sensory suffering and not mental "ideas"
"Psychedelics make me uncomfortable, even weed is overwhelming for me - so I did the strongest salvia possible"
Based self inflicted nightmare
I feel what he's saying before i got clean off everything oddly enough weed was the only substance that would tweak me tf out. I felt so odd smoking weed and it was a habit i had to quit
@@BostonMadeMefunny ive smoked for a long time and i realize w every chemical i interact w weed actually reverses som of my social development temporarily; i think its apart of a teen coping thing id do bruh id smoke to escape my situation an chief to music, when i smoke my personality becomes like a kid damn near unless im focused
Comment seems familiar 🤔
@@BostonMadeMeyou heard actual voices or just thoughts on your head ?
The moment you forget you’ve taken something is truly terrifying I bet
Yeah it's the worst, usually quickly followed by forgetting who you are
YESSS that’s how I had my first ever bad trip I took acid and for some reason I forgot I took it I usually set a timer and when I looked at it it was at all zeros and then I flipped my shit and thought I was dying and somehow I thought I got drugged with fent and went to the hospital 10/10 wouldn’t recommend 😂(I tripped atleast 250 times prior to this)
You don't know, that you don't know
@@dignan193 yes
How much does it help if your trip sitter calmly reassures you it's just a substance & you'll be back to normal once it works it's way out of your system?
I love how they’re often like “I’m an expert psychonaut” and then proceed to do the most noob things
exactly this ive watched people with years upon years and hundreds of trips worth of knowledge do stupid begginer pschonaut things that have landed them horribly because as ive found out they often bite off more than they can chew or disregaurd basic things simply due to them thinking they can handle it unfortunately :/
To be a master you have to be a student first
Calling yourself a psychonaut is the cringiest ever. You're just a drug addict.
fucking 60x salvia is crazy. 700x apparently sends you to hell
@garmonbozia8815accurate
28:33 “Often marijuana is too overwhelming”
>smokes 700x Salvia
They should really just label it based on Sal. A content (%) instead of NNx
I’ve Never heard of anyone intentionally going into meth induced psychosis for fun until now
It’s such a mad idea lol, interesting story though
@@psilopsychic lol....taking meth at all is a mad idea, imo! 😋
I've known a few meth heads who say the fun is when the delusions and psychosis kicks in
You must have not spent much time around tweakers then. Sleep deprivation is a powerful high in itself, coupled with meth, weed and/or ghb it becomes extremely eerie and uncanny. I grew to enjoy it from time to time during my methscipades...
@@WillArtigues I have insomnia from PTSD & ffs, I hate the up for 40hrs dark weirdness. Never had a good trip on it...sort of datura-lite (longest I been up for 52 hrs & still no visuals).
Otherwise, I fully believe and agree what u shared. You get far enough down any a rabbit hole & the folks topside can't see what is clear to the dude down in the hole....and vice versa now that I think of it.
I was almost sent into "insanity" as a young teenager after taking 2ci, which at the time I thought was the same as LSD. It only lasted about 8-12 hours, but the aftereffects lasted for a very long time, well beyond the "comedown". I basically lost my mind for 6 months, and I'm sure everyone that actually knew me assumed I had gone crazy. It took me months and months to finally start coming back from it, and even years later, I was still questioning my own sanity and unable to do any recreational drugs again; even smoking a tiny puffer of weed, I would start spiraling for hours via flashbacks. Luckily I can say that nearly 10 years later, I'm pretty much back to normal, but I've never felt quite the same, and it took a massive part of my psyche and consciousness. I don't have flashbacks anymore, and I feel "normal" now. But it took many years of a toll on me.
what happened in your trip?
I looked up 2ci. Bro a fake hallucination drug? Synthetic? That’s nuts. I smoked k2 for 6 months heavily addicted and quit for 2 months then relapsed off k2 resin. Almost died woke up a black tongue. Took me 2 years to recover from that and smoking weed sent me into severe episodes.. I can’t imagine 10 hrs. Sending you peace and good thoughts glad your back to normal now.
You sound like a nice person. I hope you are fine from now on. Best wishes to you and thanks for sharing.💕💕💟☯️☮️
I did 2ci several times and never had anything that crazy happen lol
Wow.. Don't know what 2ci is but after this comment I think I'll never try it
I smoked 60x salvia. I saw myself and friends in 3rd person, pov was floating away. I got caught in a recurring loop. Kept hearing the same phrase and felt like I was falling into a body of water every loop. Every splash of water felt like my soul had been replaced. I had a creeping thought that I fucked up and was stuck in this new reality. I came to drenched in sweat and my friends telling me I went completely still. My friends asked if I was good to drive, physically I was but mentally something was off. I wasn’t right for about 3 days. A residual melancholy, very pronounced at first. I think I experienced ego death. I was watching VHS sometime later and my heart skipped a beat when the guy saw another version of himself in that interdimensional portal part. I have a whole new appreciation for those scenes
Is that ego death? Just sounds F-ed to me. Salvia is mad. Can't believe we used to be able to buy it at a store.
That "I've fucked up and replaced the universe with this new reality" apparently happens to a fair few people. The dissolution of logic and looping, too.
Can you get it in USA Nowadays?
My ex tried it & had a similar looping experience. I heard him scream for his mom downstairs & went to check on him to find him sitting completely still on the couch, eyes wide open with a terrified expression on his face. When he finally came to, he said this giant mouth with crazy teeth flew out of the tv & grew bigger & bigger as it approached him & swallowed him. He said after it swallowed him, it’d come out of the tv again & do the same over & over until he finally came back to reality. It felt much longer to him than it actually lasted for. Oh, and there were all these bright colors around the mouth pulsating as it moved towards him.
Almost the exact same thing happened to me
Videos like this are the only reason i sleep at night. Thank you
I too enjoy listening to these while going to bed at night. I fear I may live to regret this one.
That’s what I’m saying
Happy to help!
@@Vivec what a humble man responds to fans
@@Vivec also love the silent hill soundtracks you used bruh akira yamaoka is a genius the way he can make you feel through his music is unmatched imo
the other night I took too many mushrooms and had my first bad trip. it was a state of pure panic for half an hour (felt like longer) that I didnt understand and made me ask if I was gonna die. listening to these though helps me understand what exactly went wrong and also that I was lucky and I need to respect psychs a LOT more than I did that night. have fun but be extremely careful folks. get cocky with this stuff and you WILL get put in your place.
Was it good after or just over?
I did this once when I was high. I zoned off and was just eating shrooms for idk how long until I realized I had taken a large dose. Once it kicked in I freaked out lmao.
I read the title, saw the length of the video, watched the clouds cover the sun, saw darksouls3 as the first screen. This is going to be an interesting experience in consciousness
See you on the other side 😎
@Vivec love your content, man. You've been a solid little chunk of my life the last few months, as I'm going through a fundamentally different time in life, lol. You're great at content. You need to get this channel to 1m asap!
This comment made me imagine someone tripping and teleporting into Bloodborne
Was it cos, or Cosm?
I woke up, and forgot @twinphalanx4465
I feel that the psychedelic “community” is one of the most friendly and helpful. It’s a world in which only those who’ve tried the substances can truly understand each other. Everyone is positive and interested in the betterment of others. Some drugs aren’t as bad as we were told they were 😂
no y’all are just dumb down trust me
Very well said. Our extraordinary experiences alienate us from "mainstream" society, but that's a blessing in disguise.
Meet you again on the path.
@@nellkellino-miller7673 Well put. Rock on.
@@nellkellino-miller7673 or you guys are just fried ass losers
@@nellkellino-miller7673 or delusions, lol. Did you ever consider the psilocybin a defense mechanism by Mushrooms? 🤣🤣
I cannot say why, but hearing you read aloud the utter terror other people have experienced really calms me down and make me feel all comfy.
I know, right!?
This guy is AWESOME!
I smoked DMT while peaking on LSD when I was 29. That was like the final scene in Akira, where Akira returns to annihilate everything and the scientist guy realises the psychic spectrograph readout is the birth of a new universe. Not frightening at all, just blew my brains out for a while and made me permanently transcendent in a way.
I had a similar experience after taking a lot of that penis envy shroom strain
@@sheeeeeeesh900 I've enjoyed most of the shrooms I've taken except for hawaiians. I drank a tea of 30 grams (wet) and they turned me into a blithering, jabbering heap of primordial jelly. After spouting a lot of insane nonsense, I had locked myself in my friend's bathroom and after I'd splashed my face with water became convinced I'd covered the walls with blood, then lay on the floor and began kicking the bathroom door, he said later at one point it sounded like a bomb had gone off - all this while his parents were downstairs too lmao. Eventually I just lay there questioning if anything I'd ever done was real or if I'd just imagined it all, and took me what seemed like hours to string the thought together that if I laid there long enough it would not longer be like this. My friend said after I eventually came down and rejoined him in his room that I looked like I'd been beaten up or spent eight hours trapped inside a washing machine. Never do hawaiians.
I did this and had to battle demonic incursions for eternities
@@alexdenton9176I'm trying to work out what the gram equivalent is for my first shroom trip I did about 25 years ago. Perhaps you can help make a guesstimate? It was 100 fresh liberty caps stewed in a teapot. I shared it with three others and we ate the shrooms afterwards. Needless to say I had visions, not just visuals! Any idea how many grams this might be equivalent to, just for reference when reading other trip reports? Many thanks 🙏
By the way, DMT while peaking on acid sounds absolutely nuts!
First video: _"I'd heard about Salvia and wanted to try it"_
Here we go 😂
Your channel is so relaxing and has the perfect bedtime stories. Not exactly sure why the UA-cam algorithm brought me here, but I am thankful that it did because I really enjoy the content.
Story 4: “I used to do heroine.”
Also story 4: “needles to say”
Lolll
That would be me lol
wow
Story 3 was so well written and articulated that I literally felt like I was there with him. Truly chilling yet amazing.
DUDE IKR??? my jaw is literally on the floor that is bat shit crazy!! I cant obviously understand to a full extent what he's saying but all I know is that I don't know what that could ever possible be like. especially having to live with it afterwards and never be able to properly get it off your chest and talk to someone about it because it literally cannot be explained. I felt sick listening to it and got a sudden thought that if cells were sentient is that how they feel???? scary shit
@@echotheneko7346it’s better that you don’t understand it in its entirety, it almost drove me mad pondering it. I almost had to block out what he was saying because the definition that he was providing was almost too much to bear. I was able to almost fully comprehend the concept. I hope that experience is fully subjective and not actually possible in some way. It truly makes you think about the possibility of the mind. Okay, now back to reality lol. Enough internet for today! Time for some McDonald’s and football lol
@@SickNastyWithIt so lucky I wish I could eat McDonald's 😭 but even as horrifying it is to think about, it's almost fun in a demented way to imagine an existince outside of the human or animal experience.
Been watching since 6k, love how much you've grown, the quality of this video is great, keep it up, can't wait for 100k.
Nice one mate thanks for stopping by
My only shroom trip was awful. It was similar to the 3rd story in the fact that I felt like I had always been there for all eternity and nothing else existed. Instead of suffocating and folding in flesh I was in a constant existence of spiraling, I had no physical form, it was just abstract spiraling with non existent colors latent in my vision. I couldn't tell if my eyes were open or shut, and my limbs kept falling off until I was nothing. During the trip I was everything, all at once, for eternity and it was agony. The come up was horrifying but less so. Think of Coraline meets Skinamarink meets PS1 Graphics and some abstract shapes. An oppressing ambience was present and the lights being on or off didnt help. At one point my hair got in my mouth and it was AWFUL trying to get it out of my mouth when my hands were 5 Dimensional Hyper Objects. The come down was tame. I drank water to get my bearings. When I picked up the PS1 Graphics water bottle it actually gave me an inventory popup in a fake language.
Sounds like a good time to me. 😂 Going that far into those states of consciousness isn't for everyone for damn sure. One man's bad trip is another man's great trip.
@Charles Sigwarth
Me enjoying psychedelics has absolutely nothing to do with ego. Moron. With a comment like that, it sounds like your what some would call a "hater".
@Charles Sigwarth ironic
@Charles Sigwarth eww
Dude I had the same trip experiences it felt like hell for 6hrs straight and thought I was dead bec it was really foggy in the morning like I’ve never seen before🤌🏻 I hope you’re okay
One time I accidentally smoked half a joint of K2 whilst on a 3 day bender. and literally went into another realm. I had a vivid hallucination of someone’s grandma talking to me with pitch black eyes then proceeded to get up “drive to Walmart” and pick up 4 African immigrants, when I backed out of the parking lot I ran one over and just booked it. Once I got back to the motel, the grandma was scolding me Regarding the immigrant. I proceeded to watch tv and it was just static, then I watched as the whole room flipped upside down as a I giggled in.. idk, fear? I only snapped out of it when my home girl came out of the bathroom asking if I was alright. I asked her if I got up and went anywhere and she said no, saying I was just staring blankly for like 20 something minutes. That was the wildest shit I’ve ever experienced when it came to drugs.
@Call Baby Cali sucks
Jeezus! Once upon a time weed was a deadly drug,,aaaand since I had got caught with some I was on probation and had to do random drug tests. I thought I was brilliant for finding k2 as a substitute. When I tell you I got lost AROUND THE BLOCK from my house for hours,I'm not kidding. It was a whole new,strange,big,scary world. I'll admit I felt really dumb when I came down though😅🤦🏼♀️💁🏼♀️
Nah i be scared i killed a man after that
Yeah you might already know this but whatever you do you shouldn't smoke that stuff again my mother literally went insane from smoking it she never recovered and then later on ended up overdosing on it and going comatose then they had no choice but to pull the plug on her life support be very careful what you smoke dude life is precious you don't wanna end up 6 feet under because some idiot handed you a joint of something without telling you it wasn't weed I always ask people if they lace there stuff just to be sure that it's actually weed that I'm smoking
@@garethsulger1307God dude I’m so sorry that happened to your mom. may she rest comfortably fr
That second story is for real. Reality is not what it seems and this person got a glimpse of just how much is going on beyond the thin veil of our senses. Not just in hyperspace, but right here, all around us.
My thoughts exactly.
Infinite universe in everyway all day
There are things that can't be computed. This has been proven. Our brain is a computer. So there are things we can't find an answer to and fathom. But do you know what happens when you run an uncomputable problem in any space and time on a computing device. Anyways here's an uncomputable virus for humans with vision ææßæ上æで7
Think about it and tell me what happens
@@stevenpalomino1906 There's a complex mostly invisible ecology happening all around us, between frames of what we call time. Time doesn't really exist the way we typically think of it.
I smoked about .25 grams of dmt in a dab rig once. Once. I think when I die I’ll recognize wherever I go.
I’m a seasoned digital astronaut and it still didn’t prevent what happened on my last dmt experience.
I went through the sticky fluid transition and sounds became compressed as they faded into a mass void of silence. As the compression took place all the geometric shapes of object began to illuminate in neon color. The mass of all objects began to thin out into shapes of light. Then something began to speak to me. Not in our linear progression of communicating information but rather all at once. Like a symbol can represent multiple things and meaning. This language took all my senses,all my experiences ,and compressed them into my mind. Time had completely unraveled and a choice was given. Do I step away from my placid island of ignorance and individuality ,or do a let it all merge back into one? In doing this all of life would dissolve its individuality and all whom were self aware would lose their identity of self. It would just be me and the great void for eternity. It said this reality, this illusion of separation, all the light that there is in an endless sea of black nothingness. My mind was crippled in facing such an impossible decision. The thought of losing all the people I love was horrifying ,but to think they are illusions was equally horrifying. How could I stay and continue to lie to myself? But if I didn’t what kind of existence is it when it’s just you with nothing new to share with anyone for eternity? …but what if it’s a trick and I’m seeing a dimensional prison that gives the sense of security? What if none of what it told me was true ? What if just passed the endless sea of blackness was the real world waiting? ….or what if it’s all an experiment to see if someone who becomes aware has the courage to walk away from the cradle in which it was born? …but what if it were true and that this singular spec of light in the boundless void is really all there is and it’s there because I used it to escape the maddening existence of an eternal all knowing singular state? If I didn’t go back would I be able to create a new or choose to go back whenever I chose to? The terrifying choice, the final question and answer ,was too much for me. So I reached out to my egos identity and tried desperately to conjure up any recollection of who my loved ones were so it would pull me back into the illusion. I took everything I had to remember my wife and dog’s name. The moment I was able to speak to them I was instantly returned to this solidified reality. This experience changed me. The experience has now become part of how I filter my reality and experience.
I now understand this quote more deeply than I’d like too:
“The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human mind to correlate all its contents. We live on a placid island of ignorance in the midst of black seas of infinity, and it was not meant that we should voyage far. The sciences, each straining in its own direction, have hitherto harmed us little; but some day the piecing together of dissociated knowledge will open up such terrifying vistas of reality, and of our frightful position therein, that we shall either go mad from the revelation or flee from the light into the peace and safety of a new dark age.”
H.P. Lovecraft
When people get excited about esoteric ideas in becoming one being ,I don’t think they understand the gravity of what being one implies.
Do you believe the act of classifying is an illusion? I.e. the fact I consider you a separate being. The moment I do this I classify a particular group of mass or spirit or however you want to conceptualize it as seperate. When all we are really is a bunch of atoms or whatever you consider metaphysics to be. I don't mean to reduce reality to just atoms fyi.
Sincerely, a guy finishing his master's in artificial intelligence who has never tripped.
My apologies if my question was poorly conceptualized.
Oh boy this is gonna be a good one.
Ah I remember taking a fat toke of Salvia at a party and my legs started twisting and twirling looked like twizzlers and then they started to hurt. Everything I closed my eyes I saw coins like in a video game then I forgot how to breathe and felt like I was gonna die. Can't believe they used to sell Salvia at smoke shops
i know how scary it can be, terrifying even. But its funny when you imagine watching the people trip from an outside perspective.
iMO seeing people trip is honestly so scary because it's like they're vacant and its scary feeling like they might never come back
man people laughed at me when i was having a bad trip and i thought i was dying
Thanks for including me on story number 4, m8. Almost made that horrific nightmare worth it lol
Man people luagh when I tell them that I have SRT8 hallucinated off some strong pot! 😅 It's no joke man and when you ingest it orally it's crazy how bad you can trip, 😅 but I definitely feel your pain cuz I been there myself and I'm genuinely sorry you had to find out in this terrible way but it made one hell of a story 😅
Bro I have had intense bad trips off of pot. People seriously have no idea that it can affect people in a hallucigenic way. Certain people. It seems like people who get. Anxiety attacks from it are more susceptible to these incidents.
I've taken a few Class As in my time and weed was consistently the worst for paranoia and bad trips.
@@Greenbean92-b4pYour liver turns THC into a substance called 11-hydroxy-THC, which is 3 times as psychoactive as THC. When you eat or drink it, more of it passes through your liver and is processed into 11-hydroxy-THC.
So yeah, science says eating or drinking weed makes you see shit a lot more often than smoking it.
@@followtheboatyea ur so full of shit might aswell tat im full of shit on ur forehead 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 I highly doubt weed is not making anyone trip tf out worst then shrooms and acid which I know u don't k ow shit about talking about wee being the worst hallucinate around fucking cornballs these days 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣💯💯💯💯💯
I hope watching this won’t reactivate a bad trip for me and put me in a bad mindset. I tend to start to feel like I’m tripping again whenever someone tells me their trip stories so I take these things very fragile.
Yeah I’ve caused a bad trip by listening to trip reports while on shrooms. Looking back I really should have known listening to bad trip stories is ab anstruction
Doing so much crank that you meet the mud fairies is, honestly, pretty impressive.
Babe, wake up, new Vivec just dropped
To the Salvia person, I wish you wellness, stability and peace. I feel the same way sometimes and it’s a day to day work that we have to put on in order for us to be appreciative of this thing we call life.
The worst i read was a chick who ate a Brugmansia salad. She was too afraid to confide in anyone that she had taken drugs, (she had never partook previously) so they sent her to a psyche ward and gave her cocktail of meds she didn't need. She was in there for decades. Completely derailed her life.
That's the problem with trying to heal the mind with drugs. People need time, open space, a lot of water, and fasting.
Actually each individual is different. I do mushrooms and acid and they work wonders in my life, I'm completely sane and have a good head on my shoulders, I'm healthy. Works for me but it doesn't work for everyone else in the same way that it works for me.
Plot twist: the psych ward for decades was her trip lasting 20 minutes total
I love these (I have never done any Psychedelics because my mom has a mental illness and i’m only 22, so I just don’t want to risk developing psychosis) but reading the comments and these videos are so fascinating!
Think you would be more likely to just get schizophrenia but you need to be predisposed (run in family) but could give you psychosis but mainly the rip offs cuz there dangerous
@@nikolai6489 Yeah my mom has Schizoaffective disorder. I alr use weed so i’m probably gonna avoid these until they become more regulated
@@nikolai6489 yea she does but i’ve done weed already so i don’t wanna exacerbate those issues
Same here bro, 22 on 4 antipsychotics but I really feel like there's something to these psychadelics, especially DMT and Salvia x
Bit of a shame neither of us should take the risk of experiencing it :/
@@wadayatalkinbeet Damn man, hope things work out for you bro and yeah Salvia is genuinely the real “devils lettuce”
Damn bro, this sounds so much more trippy. A couple weeks ago I took a tab of acid and all that happened is I got super chill and looked at cows in that were in a nearby farm
Sounds like the perfect trip 😃👌
tripped on acid for the first time when i was 16 in a forest and damn i thought i was in a van gogh painting it was incredible
Same all I got was the same as a weed high
Yeah my first time I saw dinosaurs on the trees. It was cool though
I got some salvia for some buddies senior year and the biggest smoker of all of us took A puff and then just tan out of the room which was weird especially for him but we shrugged it off 5 mins later I found him passed out in the steps with a kitchen knife he looked at me dead serious sweating and said he was coming down stairs to kill all of us before “they” killed him
daamn
I had a bad trip on LSD back when I was in highschool. First time I took it and I had the bad decision of doing it in a rave.
Oh man, I went to my house basically mind-bended, my vision went into this Window like square field of view, every time I blinked I felt my eyes were backwards and that I eventually would lose my eyes.
I was in my room thinking everything was over but the whole night was a slow second by second permanent panic attack.
My mind was broken and I would get random panic attacks the next 6 months to a year, is like my brain and mind got damaged.
Time healed me but is NO way I am taking a psychedelic again.
story 3 is genuinely terrifying for me its so extestential , ive always wanted to take phycadelics but bad trips like that really make me not want to
Don't worry man stuff like that is exceedingly rare and more often than not it is down to misuse of the substance which is a common thread between many of these stories, you're guaranteed to be fine if you go into the experience with an open mind in a comfortable setting with the appropriate dosage.
You are less likely to get a trip if u respect the psychedelic. It won’t punish u for trying it but if u keep abusing it and upping the doses it will show u shit you didn’t wanna see.
@@Vivec so you're telling me that 300g mushroom mukbang challenge is a bad idea?
@@qaiserkhan4465 best bad idea you'll ever have
yeah mate i nearly perma fried my brain from a combo of psychs and weed, so just be careful no matter what you do
I will never forget the feeling of feeling like I’m living a trip for centuries. Than forgetting it was a trip and thinking it was reality. The way things were. The back of my mind trying to grasp back onto reality and sanity but the rest of everything slipping farther into the abyss of nothingness but everything all at once. Truly terrifying
Thank you for this movie length story time, time to smoke some trainwreck and melt into the couch while losing myself in your hypnotic voice.
Pass that train wreck I miss that I used to smoke that strand with my OG KING KNOCK.thats good strand of bud there enjoy my friend.
Never tried, sounds amazing lol
I went from watching top gear clips to starfield reviews to this. Gotta love a late night UA-cam binge
I had one bad trip on shrooms, I ended up jumping out of a fifth story window. I broke my pelvis and some of my spine+ some other injuries.
I’ve eaten them a few different times and the last time was the largest, 9-11 grams in total of the wildest home grown stuff I’ve ever seen. I really don’t understand why people have that thought, but during every trip on shrooms I ended up having some kind of thought of “It would be so easy to just…. “Fly” into eternity.”
Thankfully, my first times were with others I trusted who understood what they were doing, and by my final trip which was the largest and also completely isolated, I was able to swat that thought off like it was a fly.
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But others aren’t able to control themselves on such substances, especially in a dose like that of such high quality. The things people end up doing can be truly insane and twisted.
Psychedelics show you who you truly are, it reduces our body to nothing more than an animal while our souls experience something else, and if you do not Know Yourself fully; You will be lost forever.
@@johnnyrocket1685 never tripped on shrooms before, but just recently acquired some. I’ve experimented with many ups and downer subs before, but as of recent, I feel hesitant to try this one. Not sure if it’s a gut instinct telling me to avoid this product altogether or to wait when I feel more confident and mentally secure for the trip. Trying to prevent a bad trip or worse from happening is always in the back of my mind.
Sorry to hear about your accident, that sounds awful. To make up for it, my mate and I were tripping on acid at Notting Hill Carnival and managed to get onto the roof of a house to watch the procession. Half way through, while peaking, he lent over and whispered in my ear "jump off the roof and see if you can fly". It was a joke, of course, so I pissed myself laughing, although not as much as an hour later when I tried to have a conversation with a copper in a patrol car (he did exist, I didn't imagine that bit). I don't think the copper knew what was going on. I certainly didn't.
@@johnnyrocket1685 "it reduces our body to nothing more than an animal while our souls experience something else," That literally gave me chills, you voiced my thoughts that I could never even recognize to begin to put into words
@EatTheory probably too late, but as a general rule with any psychedelics if you feel bad or hesitant about taking them, don't do it. Wait weeks and then see how u feel. If you're still not feeling excited to take them, don't. How you feel about starting a journey on psychedelics will definitely affect your experience
Bro I did 3.5 g dried cubensis last night and had a truly amazing, healing and mysterious experience. I was able to recall memories from my early childhood that I had forgotten. 5g next time bois
Nicee what else did you experience
@@psilopsychic for a brief second with some breath work I almost reached a place similar to what DMT is described as, I haven't broken through on it so I'm not sure. I was able to work through a lot of trauma and see how closed off I've been for the past few years. Amazing experience, might right more about it
@@blakegundry huh interesting, and yeah I always find writing about trips give me insights I wouldn’t have gotten otherwise. What kind of breathwork did you do
@@psilopsychic just counting to 4 on every inhale and exhale, and just repeated that. Also I like mantras like "show me who you are" or "show me what you're capable of". Its important to have a personal relationship with the mushroom
@@blakegundry oh but you reached that point? Did you just let go or tried to control? Was it overwhelming mental space?
oh god yes. THIS is the content I crave, Vivec!
Glad to be delivering the goods lad
Always!
The salvia story was so relatable I use to do whippets alot and one day I decided to smoke a blunt before doing it and in the span of 5 minutes it was almost like I had lived an entirely different life full of new people and friends that I couldn’t remember at all when I came back to reality and I was still just high off the weed I tried to explain it but everyone just thought I was lying
For me, even low doses of psychedelics (only really tried acid) feel very intense. I've never tried high doses because the low doses feel so intense already. I'm scared shitless of the idea of taking a larger dose.
I took half a tab of acid (or about 80 micrograms) and I felt my physical body bending and transforming, like my jaw being separated from my face, bending in weird ways - I had to feel my jaw with my hands to make sure it was still there. I also felt how I physically morphed into being a tree, my fingers twisting and cracking into branches/roots. It was rather peaceful, being a tree, but it also felt very intense and a bit scary once I snapped out of it.
While I have never had my ego obliterated, these low doses have been intense enough for me personally. I like the idea of diving deeper, but my gut instinct tells me it really isn't a good idea for me currently.
i heard a story of a guy who thought his jaw fell off and they had to take him to the hospital and pretend to put it back on lol
@@echotheneko7346 Wow, haha! That actually sounds plausible to me.
I think that’s what the trip wants you to realize, that your scared to do high doses bc you don’t wanna lose yourself but sometimes we gotta let go and let the trip help us face our fears
after LSD I was taken to hell ( floating in a pitch black, not fire etc ) on the meeting with the female demon which consisted of fractals, with white sharp teeth and sneer smile and black eyes with golden glitter like particles floating aroung them. But view wasn't the worst part, it was the feelings, like deep depression feeling but millions times worse, no hope, no God, no water, no air, but this trip showed me a lot and changed forever
That wasn't lsd
@@1DS9 it was, I've relapsed (former amph user) and had a bad trip
@@9ubagurbi6 was some fake shit
@@1DS9agreed. Did lsd 50+ times and rarely less than 4 squares. Even closed eye visuals won't bring you to a place like that
There’s no way seeing such things on lsd. Either you took some fake shit or you have fallen into delirium through other circumstances like sleep deprivation and the lsd was only an additional factor.
The scariest trips we will never hear from bc they made the person permanently insane. That's a scary thought
I know someone who went bipolar from a trip. She never got better
Maaaan, that dude who ENJOYED the typical hellish, violent, twisted visions of datura... good god.
Dude... Story 3... That's like some Eldritch horror Bloodborne insight type insanity. What The Hell.
End of story 5 “here there be demons” majoras mask theme kicks in. Really powerful
Ayo right!?
We need more trip reports on iboga/ibogaine. I used it at a treatment center in Mexico for heroin addiction and that shit was insanely intense. Its been 2 years now so its hard to remember every detail but it was the craziest thing ive ever experienced and ive done pretty much all the main drugs/psychedelics.
Did you get off the H?
Did u get off the junk???
Thaaank you. I was really starting to freak out in my house(Im by myself) but the Resident Evil 4 music really came in clutch lol Hearing that familiar tone really helped me keep my head and remember all this stuff aint real lol.
Lol it was very real to the people it was happening too…
@@nothingrhymeswcaleb1813just thinking I could get lost in some kinda alternate experience is enough to scare the hell out of me. Reading these stories on here give me hoosebumps
Second guys story reminds me of the trees in the Lord of the Rings
Wow this is a really good channel man!👏👏👏 You even go back and do videos on the history of psychedelics and a bunch of other things related to psychedelics, its really great man
Glad you like em man!
For my first trip I took 1 too many bites of a brownie with a few too many ounces baked in. I experienced many base emotions in such strong concentrations it reminded me of childhood. I remembered what it was lile to feel joy for the first time ever. Sadness the same. Then the main event, I felt connected to another part of me in another universe. This other Me was de-aging at a rapid rate. I felt my body shrinking, painfully, it was agonizing. I felt myself loose all human form and revert back into cells, a sperm, protoplasm. I felt myself shrink into a speck, an atom, and felt the pain of it the whole time. I remembered what the abstract visualization I gave the inside of my mind as a 2 year old looked like, and it's one of the few things I distinctly remember. It wasn't even a trip, I remember it so clearly now. Shit was crazy
I remember I tripped one day and I went into a trip where I was in a void that felt like a loop and I kept seeing Egyptian hieroglyphics flashing and changing but it was telling me a story all while I was in a loop mentally, I thought I was dead and I remember I was in a different plane and I called my family with an iPhone but it was literally an eye phone they appeared but felt far and I cried, kept looping in a never ending void that felt like I was no longer here then I snapped back into my physicality while still having a trip
I’ve had a similar looping existential experience. Just happy to have someone to relate to honestly bc that sh*t can be terrifying
sludge smoothie: ten dried sage leaves each, both of the a/b~Thujone and salvinorin a , containing variations, two HWBR seeds, and ten lotus heads lotus mixed with half gram of skunk hashish- Complete silence (aside from headphones with thunderstorms, or chanting of mantras, and a blindfold, nude, or in light, loose, clothes, suspended in a hammock or sitting in beanbag chair,
and most importantly, an intention (perhaps thorazine or active charcoal idk what tripkillers are out these days to be entirely honest)
Wow, is that your voice? New mic? You sound so majestic dude. This is now my favourite video. Wish you can have the same sounding voice and tone for your future video. This is just super entertaining 😮❤
All my videos lately have been this crisp because my mate showed me plugins to clean the audio up since we collabed on "the most in-depth trip report to date" video :-) these are just remastered recordings from past videos
no way youre doing tricks on it
The fact that I know every background song that played by name makes me happy, new favorite horror UA-camr for sure
can i have the name of the song at 8:50 please? :D
Anyone else seen what can only be described as satan in a forest ? Red, bloody monster with sharp teeth, long dwindling fingers. Never thought my mind could create something like that. Still convinced that the being actually does exist somewhere. Got shivers listening to the first salvia dude describe the same sort of creature.
That’s terrifying. Probably the 5th or 6th time hearing about the red being now.
Randomly while nodding on the edge of sleep without anything trippy in my system, I got these super vivid closed eye visuals of tons of demonic faces, quickly cycling by and morphing in and out of eachother. Some faces looked like humans in agony while others looked like proper evil demons which startled me to even see. I just had to wait it out and eventually it ended. I believe it was hypnagogic hallucinations, where being on the edge of sleep can make you see crazy stuff. It seems that demon faces/entities are a somewhat common thing to see while tripping. Usually I would just see peoples faces seem to warp and appear more sinister and "evil". Sometimes its the vibes, other times it just seems to come out of nowhere and not really have a deeper meaning. It seems when tripping hard enough some really strange imagery can manifest. Sometimes looking at dark, twisted trees at night can give a foreboding, sinister vibe. Right away I'd feel I better stay away from the trees and they would warp to appear scarier the more I feared them, to the point where I would see dead bodies hanging from the trees and predatory eyes gazing from the darkness. With something more intense like DMT, I could see very disturbing stuff like super fleshy, gory visuals. Random associations with uncomfortable topics could just appear at any time. I learned the more I try identify what I'm seeing and give meaning to it, the more I attach disturbing context and get weird topics on my mind. Instead of thinking I'm seeing flesh and blood in visuals, I'd try see it's just abstract, red patterns that if I think looks like gore, it will become gore. Instead avoiding thought and labelling things will let me just see abstract patterns that are just unique and a thing of their own. It happens too fast and forcefully to try think about what I'm experiencing, I just gotta turn off my mind and desire to comprehend whats going on and just let it happen. That makes things flow much easier and feel far less confusing and chaotic.
I think it's like shadow people or feeling a creature sit on your chest during sleep paralysis. I don't think it's a visit from a being from another dimension, rather just the human brain is wired in a way to make common hallucinations people are likely to see, just some mix of instincts and pattern recognition glitching out. Like the best theory I heard about shadow people/the hatman is we naturally fear strangers. The image of a man in a hat and big coat made of shadow seems like the essence of an unknown person who is intentionally concealing their identity, that we can't read the facial expressions of or know their intentions. If the mind believes such a person is near you, it's going to make it a high priority to spot it, try identify it and work out how to best deal with a potential threat. Deliriants tend to bring about such hallucinations pretty commonly, but also insects like spiders and things like snakes. It seems like for survival we are hardwired to look out for threats and deep-rooted fears, and sometimes we appear to see them when the brain makes a mistake in processing what you're seeing. I believe such hallucinations are often just tapping into that survival instinct to identify threats asap, which can cause people to see scary shit when our mind isn't functioning right, like when tripping or half asleep. It's not something evil coming for you, it's you observing part of how your brain knows what to look out for to try keep you safe. It's best not to dwell on such things as it makes the visuals stronger and can keep it troubling your mind rather than letting go and moving on. Its kinda like a dream where what you expect to happen/see is what will happen, believing you are seeing something scary will only cement it and make it scarier and appear more real. You can make visuals appear and warp by truly believing you are seeing something specific, I've had a bucket turn into a large sleeping dog, run around in circles then lay back down and turn back into a bucket. My friends and I were able to morph eachothers faces into Obama just by suggestion and making eachother focus on how we actually look like Obama. The higher you get the more powerfully you can shift reality into whatever you imagine, which can get pretty dangerous if you get a delusional idea stuck in your head. I once believed acid put me in contact with gods who have me the power to see the past, present and future at the same time and move between them to control things. I totally lost the plot that night and was automatically believing the most crazy stuff, had no grip on reality and everything I saw was totally wrong. Taught me just how powerful these things are and sanity isn't something to play around with
The worst feeling is knowing you’ll never have your sanity again and your life is over. At some point during the come down, its pretty nice. Make sure you’re in the right mind set!
Don't do drugs kids, its not worth it and its not cool.
I want to try salvia so bad but i don't think i'll ever be comfortable enough with someone to allow them to be my trip sitter and i definitely shouldn't do it alone bc i'd probably end up doingsomething batshit crazy
I hat goosebumps while listening to story 9, it was actually scary af
Teenagers when they realize diphenhydramine is a "legal high."
Salvia is an absolutely awful psychedelic, I’ve never had a more uncomfortable experience.
I went to a truly horrific place ones when I accidentally ingested 5-8 hits of ~200ug lsd. It ended up me falling down from a balcony and crushing both of my heel-bones and a vertebra. Many months in hospital and I had to use a wheelchair for a year. Crutches for many more. Take heed kids.
having done salvia once the first guy's report is believable. there are many parts that were very similar to my trip, particularly the head tilting feeling. first hit, uncontrollable laughter and tilting tipping feeling, friend told me i didn't get a big enough rip . so i take a 2nd one and instantly forgot about it until i lifted my arm and the couch stuck to my arm and i could see it dripping off of me. forgot anyone was there with me until i heard them laugh and when i looked at them they had the big cartoon eyes. cue paranoia, i was certain that they were doing something too me. then i have this feeling i can only describe as feeling like pages of a book blowing open and passing through my body faster and faster and BAM. i'm back in reality, i just looked at my friends and said "what the f**"
How vivid are these cartoon eyes? Are they literally like straight out of an anime or what I’m having a hard time imagining lmao
Putting meth use in a trip report💀
The second story sounds like a really good concept for a fantasy novel
I had a bad trip once after coming back from a hippy fest. I was seeing triple of everything. The only way I calmed myself was painting my garbage can and I put my faith and hope to survive into a rock that I had.
I did that with a purple rock o found in someone's garbage by the road. Here is this rock just put it in your pocket and if it gets too intense just look at the rock in your pocket and remember u took shrooms
@@cr-nd8qhI remember having a similar strategy when having a nightmare.
these are very interesting to listen to while I work thank you manee 🙏
My boyfriend thought I killed him during an ego death. He thought our bodies were in the living room and he kept checking for stab wounds on his stomach
I remember in High School there was only one student I knew who had a very bad trip nobody knew what it was he took except that after lunch he got up to use the toilet and after about 20 minutes the teacher asked someone to check on him. He was laying on the bathroom floor with blood flowing out of his ears and nose and mouth and was thrashing around. By the time he was at hospital he was brain dead. The weird thing was drug use at that school was almost non-existent. What was used in place of drugs was red magic black magic.
red magic? black magic?
Thank you so much for this. Will listen to it a lot :D
I ate a quarter of mushrooms in a abandoned house with no electricity, I had 3 lit candles. All night I was being pulled towards the window, I remembered holding onto a dresser with one arm while something was pulling my other arm towards window, like it wanted me to jump out window. I remember another point I was laying on this bed left in the house and I was staring up at candles and it felt like I was laying in a coffin. I remember at one point I saw Freddy Kruger standing in doorway looking at me. I had to use bathroom, I kept going into bathroom but it's abounded house so the toilet looked like something out horror movie. I remember I stood and tried to pee and half my body disappeared and it look like I was peeing down my other leg. It got to a point to where I thought I was crapping myself, I kept putting my hand down back of pants and when I pull my hand out I think I crap myself. About 15x I tried going down to the first floor to the front door to make it out but everytime I walked down the steps from 2nd to 1st floor it was so dark and I couldn't see anything so I kept running back upstairs. I was trapped in hell and panicking. After about the 20th time I made it down the steps, and out the door where my bike was next to the stoop, I was 18 at the time. This was like 3am, I got on my bike and proceeded to Patterson park, from the top of park to down bottom the other side I was avoiding hitting people on my bike, I was peddling and ducking and dodging people everywhere. I made it out the park to the street. There was bumper to bumper traffic driving very slow and the people looked like barbie dolls waving at me. I got of my bike and maneuvered around vehicles to make it across. I proceeded a few blocks into my house. I ran into bathroom and looked in the mirror and the room was upside down, I was freaking out. I went too my bed sat down and put my head into my knees and prayed for it to stop. After few hours it passed. That's last time I shroomed.
That sounds so frightening omg
Great vid mate, that 3rd report was outstanding
These videos about scary trips make me feel extremely fragile. Like they remind me that im in a very fragile skin suit that can be broken and cut very easily. Its a skin crawling kind of feeling.
My worst trip...i came back to reality or what we think we know as reality as it very well just an illusion it self. 😩
Reality is the most beautiful illusion imaginable
Holographic simulation. This life is a lie. And before we are truly born, we must die.
The flesh-tarp sounds like something from a Francis Bacon painting and I am fascinated
I’m blessed I’ve never had a bad trip . DMT was the only thing that almost made me trip too hard . But I hope this never happens
You always need to test out your batch of psychedelics by taking a threshold dose of the substance to see how it affects you. You could be thinking 2 grams of shrooms is 2 grams of shrooms but one could give you a very mild mental trip and the other one borderline ego dissolution and severe paranoia and panic with very strong visuals.
TOOL artwork at 00:01
Nice catch tool enthusiast
Dude that’s Alex grey Tool just uses his art
The berserk music playing in the background starting around 39:00 was a perfect touch to this
It's crazy to think that people who are sensitive to weed would EVER try Salvia. I don't get it 😂
I do Shrooms and LSD and weed fucks me up. The story about the THC tea on here is me.
being sensitive is perhaps a gift in disguise, the perfect time to experience diviner's sage, within proper prepperation obviously, dark room, comfy clothes, trip sitter. et cetera.
@Shane Smith that's wack THC doesn't make you trip
@@alexanderpherigo6806 I must be lying then. And drugs must affect everyone the same and you’re an absolute genius. My bad.
@Shane Smith what was the first drug you ever did? If you did lsd or shrooms before any weed then you can't really be sure
woke up at 4am hearing some bonechilling stuff and had to turn it off 😂
The 3rd story sounded more like a creative writing exercise. It tried too hard to sound profound, to the point that it sounds completely made up.
Also he supposedly went through a life altering, indescribably terrifying trip and decided to smoke the same substance again on the same exact day lmao.
He is either lying or he is a moron with zero self preservation.
If this isn't a WAYYY more effective PSA against using drugs like acid for those who thought acid would be "good to try", I don't know what is.
And yet this channel is all about celebrating the use of such substances and condoning it oddly enough.
Because acid can be so incredible 🙏🏻 if done right..
Yeah I feel like the risk of bad trips is really underestimated. I’ve been incredibly suicidal on shrooms before, acid was fine the two times I did it though.
My mother has told me this story over and over when she was 15, she wanted to try LSD, she got some in pill form and took it not knowing it was a quad hit, and had strychnine in it.
She was hospitalized in a mental ward for 72 hours after trying to cut her way into my grandmother thinking she was her blood and had to get back inside her.
She told me while in the mental ward the roof opened and a creature that looked like those Egyptian half dog half man things, told her she would have three children all boys……..the creature spoke true i have two brothers.
The story is more detailed but I don’t want to type it all out. She has told me this story over and over and it has never changed.
I believe her.
who the fuck hears about salvia, looks at videos about salvia, and then goes like `Oh I wanna try that shit`. What in the fuuuuuuck
I wanna try it, but at low doses. Like just enough to get threshold effects
love the OoT and MM soundtrack in the background. so fitting!
After watching Near Death Experiences, I'm convinced these trips are actually people who sent their consciousness/soul to Hell or a Limbo effect because your soul/consciousness is supposed to be one with your body, not out of your body into the unknown.
could also just be hallucinations taking the form of our preconceived image and conception of hell and death
Story 2 is exactly psychosis, had a 14 month long episode a few years back, never been the same since.
Psychosis is a lie, psychotic people are just attuned to the madness of the spiritual world.
What are the odds of so many of these stories reading like short stories written by actual writers ? Creepy Pasta fiction . Seems like it to me anyway .
The only one that seems fictitious, to me anyway, is the third story. It seems just a little too cliche. The other ones have details that actually seem too strange to make up, lmao.
@@den93050 lol yep , unless you're a writer with a good imagination . It's really the skillful manner ( in some of them ) and the very detailed recall that makes me question the authenticity of some of these stories . I couldn't never do that on small or large doses . They're just too good at remembering so much AND writing . But what do I know ?
@@den93050 I wrote story number four, but I try and write my trip reports 100 percent truthful and In a way that engages the listener/reader.
The "Hat Man" story was straight bullshit. I also question the ones with vivid detail. I can remember heavy trips, but someone recalling that much detail is highly unlikely. And if they did, they wouldn't be able to describe it like that. Perhaps they just filled in the blanks with some creative writing? Trying to explain the visions and thoughts of a trip in any type of chronological detail sounds like pure nonsense most of the time anyway. You have to stick to the meat of a trip for it to come out right. You know in your thoughts how it goes but it doesn't come out right when spoken. I wrote a short comment on here about a time where I thought I was on a perma trip. I remember I was scared shitless that I was stuck like that and trying to figure out how I was going to function in the world in that state, but as far as the details of my thoughts in those moments, it's not something I remember, and certainly not something I could explain in vivid detail.
I walked into the kitchen at a house party once and a mate was sat in there on his own, losing it, as I walked in he was literally biting himself and then he said to himself “ it’s all about wonderland, it makes you wonder for ages “ there was nothing we could do for him, he was spent a couple of years before I’d met him, my older mates saying he had turned up at college tripping on acid and that day he unraveled and had been in and out of the local mental institution.
Another time when I was first getting to know him ( the year or 2 before, he was doing good, and he could party on Ecstasy with us and stay out all weekend with all of us, anyways I walked into a club and I saw him and he bounced over and as quick as a flash he put one hand behind my neck, his head into my middle torso and the other hand under my groin and proceeded to pick me up and spin me round like a helicopter ! Middle of the club on a Friday night !
Top lad in his time, shame he went too hard for too long, haven’t seen him in years now, I sincerely hope that he’s doing well. 💯
@Justin-vM1b
Yes, what are you trying to communicate with me ?
Drugs are bad, m'kay
88.8k subs thats pretty ill congratz. Been rly enjoying this video. Also 444 likes
Glad you like it son
I did salvia one time and my mind was the house i live in, and i was about to be my whole neighbourhood, it was disturbing man i thought i never lived and i always was the house
The berserk music starting at 38:00 made this even more immersive for me. Along with the dark souls background 🤌🏼