If you have mental health issues like bipolar or schizophrenia, be extremely cautious. I'm not anti psychedelics at all; but speaking from personal experience, drugs like psilocybin can exacerbate any negative or traumatic issues underneath the surface. I've ended up in psychotic episodes and in the hospital because I was suicidal. Psychedelics are extremely powerful and need to be treated with respect
100%. I ate a few grams of mushrooms a few months ago, the trip was good, I had a great time actually. But afterwards I definitely felt like certain neurotic aspects of myself were amplified. I had my first ever panic attack afterwards, and I can't help but feel like it was somewhat related. I'm also more prone to nihilism and became more introverted (despite already being the most introverted person I know). I've started to feel better but it's slow. I wouldn't recommend, but I wouldn't not recommend. All I'd say is really look at the pros and cons and come to a personal decision, and treat it with respect if you decide to try it yourself.
this is a very important point that should be emphasized more in discussions about this subject. it's not something to be complacent with at the best of times.
My first real mushroom trip 13 grams of fresh mushrooms. suddenly found myself in a world of fractals and melting objects, nothing was real anymore, all impressions amplified 100 times more. Definitely one of my craziest experience
I took 4.7 my first time, it felt like the first time I’ve ever showed up for myself. Like I just got here. All the stress, anxiety, trauma washed away in an instant. I cried and worshiped god In a way that was so visceral. I now know what true love and true peace feels like. I love u all, stay safe
Yess brother. That's what happens to me, it truly feels like i just took some medicine and finally felt relief. And everything is so fascinating. The world was washed away of its boring concepts we have been taught in a boring way and got a whole new meaning, everything Around us carry so much complexity it really brought tears to my eyes and i felt this spiritual way. Tho i dont feel jesus i do feel God in every Single thing in this planet ever since i took it. And i also realized i was trapped inside social medias which is a world full of fakeness, lies, a world of pretend where sometimes we grab those lies and starting guiding ourselves wrongly through a world of true. So we hide ourselves from the truth and Walk a path of lies and suffering. The real world is the present and physical, and its incredibly more fascinating than any bullshit influencer trying to convince you of stuff he didnt even came to conclusion himself, was instead taught by the very world of lies
@@visartistry I definitely agree with everything your saying 100%. Even after what happened I still kept searching and was able to find a true understanding of what I am. I believe the only reason I saw Jesus was because it was closet reference point I had to what was “god” at the time. But I now understand that I was just me. Through some of my own practices I’ve been able to remember who I am. Which is that we’re all somehow ONE consciousness living in individual experiences. A constant state of death and rebirth of the ego
Was on a camping trip about 10 years ago and ate a little plastic cup full of shrooms about 100 or so. Lay down on the grass by the fire staring at the stars after what seemed like an eternity I realised I was gripping to the blades of grass thinking if I let go I would float off up to the stars. I eventually gathered the courage to let go of the grass and it felt like gravity stopped. I seen the whole universe and the eternity it is part of that night and am convinced I came back to the wrong reality 😂
@@xDmankilla113xdepends on the type of mushies, ive had little dried ones that have been like .1g each, there's so many different types he could of had like 8-10g
Psychedelic is the answer to most severe anxiety and depression. The use of magic mushrooms completely helps one get over depression and makes you feel like yourself.
I made researches and found out that shrooms are very helpful, it has really helped to reduce anxiety and depression and some other mental health issues.
Yea it really is nice when on it, for me i feel the after effects though make me feel disgusted by almost everything like life has no point(eye opener), but the next day everything normal.
I took a 5g trip and met mother nature. All i felt from her was love, comfort and a willingness for all to be happy. She explained mushroom use is for healing and asked what i wanted to heal. I chose to work on death and grief. I was taken back to a traumatic loss of a family member. I was looking down at myself grieving the loss of the loved one in the ICU as they slipped away unexpectedly. She conveyed undeniably how perfect and beautiful death and grief both are. That they are exactly as they should be. In a moment I knew she was absolutely right. It was one of the most significant experiences of my life to date.
For me mild doses do wonders. I've taken a lot of different drugs & I've learned that with my body, the higher the amount, the more anxiety I will experience. I don't recommend large amounts of anything to the ppl struggling with mental issues. Psychedelics will amplify everything you're dealing with. Whatever you enjoy is amplified & whatever you don't like is also amplified. It's easier for me to control a trip at a mild-moderate dose. If I can't function at all, I don't enjoy or like that. Fear is amplified to the point where I can't control it & everything just feels scary no matter what. At a mild-moderate dose I can change the direction of my thoughts & feelings.
things taking psilocybin has helped me with: massively reduced obsessive anger, social anxiety, stage fright, general anxiety. none of that makes me a perfect person, but i am basically able to do what i want and be who i choose to be in each moment without intrusive thoughts and personality complexes that developed from someone else's shitty parenting skills (and i say that with love and understanding, but also with pure objectivity - rather than shame, embarrassment, or denial, which were unfortunately the biggest things they had to teach)
I downed 4.5 grams of dried shrooms and it wasn't a trip-out kind of deal for me. I just hung out in my room, chilling with my dogs, my wife, but man, I felt this crazy deep connection with everything. It was like I'd unlocked a sixth sense, could chat with my pets with just a look or some kind of telepathy thing, and I totally got the vibe of the musician playing the tune I was listening to. Felt like I was right there on stage with them. My room lit up with colors, tiny geometric shapes popping up everywhere. It was this deep, mellow relaxation, just pure bliss. This is the closest I can get to telling it, 'cause really, words just don't do these feels justice
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Based on your commentary at 20:50 about how consciousness can be experienced without limitations and how the experience of being a self emerges from nothing, I think you’d find Dr. Michael Levin’s work describing the intelligence of single cells interesting. He basically states that a cell has to learn boundaries and build its conception of itself through fulfilling its goals and interacting with its environment, much like how our consciousness and selfhood emerge through our central nervous system’s collective efforts of making sense of our physical reality
@@reme7903 same . I never liked the way Timothy leary tried to get everyone on psychedelics, even promoting heroin use in one his books . That always irritated me . Psychedelics are definitely not for everyone . 🙄
@@hx2975 you gotta start low, and work your way up as you feel comfortable. 8gs for a first time won't leave you with anything profound other than psychosis and/or trauma. Not always, but you gotta have respect for the teachers. As a priest once told me, "that which you do not respect will kill you".
I had an experience once where I "hypothetically for legal purposes'" took 2 heaping handfuls of these magical little things and the night was just 😱😱😱 it was like an out of body 3rd person dream perspective level of hours of deja vu, visions, dreams I had even from childhood, and memories I had reclaimed during past life regression exploration, the night was playing out as if multiple timelines of my past present and future where all unfolding and colliding into one another, a night in 1980's, dreams I had as a child, and various visions from the future where all just..HAPPENING. it was so FREAKY because of what I had seen, but my intuition was SCREAMING at me to recognize these signs and synchronicities, it felt as if I was facing the very web of time I had written and lived thru lifetimes. I fought it with every fiber of my being, I was shaking, crying, screaming as I was seeing the traumas that had happened around every corner of where I was, but I MADE IT. I made it clear what it was that I would NOT let happen again, even as it felt as if I was watching different versions and memories of myself in all these layers live time, I closed that cycle. It was a wild expirience to consider just how much a role we play in co-creating our "reality" in that night, I was god, I was the devil, the judge and jury and subject, and I was both grateful and horrified. Whew we made it thru and got home safe 😅
“Why are you here” words could not explain, just that feeling of life. The experience is why we’re here. As Alan Watts would say “the meaning of life is simply to be alive”
I've had this endless reincarnation trip. I lived loads of different lifetimes and I died as a baby dinosaur getting its foot stuck in a rock, an alien creature on another planet getting swallowed up in a volcanic eruption, an old man or a sick second world war woman, and straight away I'd forget my life. As soon as I died I returned to another life. I asked is there no final resting place? I don't want to keep coming back with no escape. A voice said there is no afterlife, there is only life. Finally after a few hours of this I learnt that the way to escape is to fill your life with love, then you go beyond the reincarnation loop.
I took a 2.5 gram dose and i experienced exactly what that video tells. I consummed the shrooms with a couple beers and i think it amplified the trip. I had a challenging trip tho it wasn't a bad trip cause i got out of it with peace of mind. Cause i felt both the most beautiful things and the worst at the same time. It was like being confronted with death and life. I had all the emotions a man can live in his whole life but condensed in a few hours. At one point i thought i there was a black hole orbiting us and i was certain it was the end of it and it was a that time that i realized the most important things in life. Such a crazy experience. That blue meanie really hit the spot at that time. I dont feel like doing such an experience that soon. Be careful with shrooms , it need to be treated with respect
I suffer from mental problems, the same as anyone else who has lived a not so great life, especially during childhood. When I felt mushrooms for the first time last Thanksgiving, I felt like a fucking warrior. Like I was supposed to be here, right where I am.
That was one of the best personal experiences I've ever heard. It seems to me and the things I've been through is that if you don't go into some serious frightening thought situations..it seems one does not get the full benefit of what can be. Idk.. still learning at 57 yrs.
Last time I ate an 8th of Golden teachers I was connected to god. It was the most amazing experience. I knew my body as safe but my mind was elsewhere. I felt intense bliss, relief and love.
I have no idea how people write these trip reports, I feel like i forgot like 95% of what happened, and even trying to describe it is very difficult, because not only you dont really remember whats happening, you also dont really understand whats happening and the experiance is so different to a regular human experiance that there are no words to describe it, so me even giving as many details as i can, it would only probably give someone like 5% of what i experianced. Most of it is also not visual, its almost like you experiance the existence without ego and limitations, shrooms take you on a ride but youre not the driver, youre the passenger at first you hope its over soon but after about an hour or 2 you just enjoy the ride, you get a lot of answers from mushrooms but not in a verbal way, you actually forget how to speak, its difficult to speak clearly during a trip, you also forget that you have a family, life, you forget that you even have a phone that you always used to check, i also had these questions why are we here? It seemed like everything has been so clear that i forgot why i even did shrooms in the first place.
No one else covers these type of stories like you man. I found your channel after my first mushroom trip and I became fascinated. Keep up the good work and ima keep watching.
I did them alone, and was drug through hell fully conscious, and fully aware of my surroundings; every negative emotion I ever experienced in life except for anger was brought to the surface.
I remember the moment I realized I couldn't remember my own name, I kept trying so hard to remember it, until finally I asked someone and they told me. And even then it just sounded like a random word with no personal significance
2.5 grams is not starting small. Anybody thinking about trying shrooooms would do well to exercise caution. Better to be underwhelmed than overwhelmed.
I love the commentary at the end! It really shows how you're genuinely interested about trips and altering the mind and what not, and not just another channel dryly posting trip reports. Love the channel.
it made me recall my multiple trips from last year and the fear i felt in moments of pure void and not being able to recall any memory when i was trying to trace back my identity. in the end i also reconnected with the feeling of letting go of everything and accepting what it was, conscious breathing was key for me. after it all ends it leaves you with such a different way of seeing things. i learned you have to find braveness to do it, because you loose everything. the experience also showed me how powerful life is. im just rambling on my thoughts. great video vivec!
“Brave” is the word, you have to be so brave to be okay with completely losing your self, I was in the middle of the woods and time and self ceased to exist and I truly felt the phrase “we are the universes way of experiencing itself”
My mushroom trips are most powerful beyond bliss, i die every time and become Oneness infinity, all Glory. i am very depressed after oneness mushroom trip, none of these are real, nothing exists, Everything is illusion, nothing is happened, there is only this forever oneness consciousness which is infinite, all glory, all Love, home, yes we are home, forever and ever, and thats the only thing real. I want to go home forever, and stay Oneness forever, i either take my body with me as light or just leave the physical forever, you dont exist, when you die, everyone will become Oneness consciousness, and thats called awakening. everything else is just a dream.
Yes this is all very true. Use that knowledge to become everything you want in this life. As you said it has no meaning therefore you shouldn’t be scared to take all the risk. Stay grounded my friend it’s hard to take it all in.
The “killindi” dose. I know someone that did it, saw epochs and cycles of human life on earth including ufo type technology down to jungle shaman life.
Whoa.I consuder myself pretty fearless when it comes to psychedelics,my reg dose is 7.5 and most my friends wont even consider going that high.15 grams is crazytown.
The mindset that would save any newb is "I will not be stunned by the things I witness." And try and integrate in that realm. And focus on deep breathing when I come across stunning-shocking things/realizations/thoughts.
Ain’t that the truth! Pretty much how it goes when I suddenly feel a massive ego death coming on and I never get the blissful kind it’s more like an eternal loop of death and losing all sense of me and my family and believing it in each moment over and over
Took some really strong shrooms with my friend for the first time and it was really wierd. It felt like there were memories from my childhood that I didn’t remember sober. There was also a really weird point where I felt like I was a frog and I was kind of trapped in a circle that I couldn’t move in. I’m just really confused how everyone in the comments and me can remember stuff from their childhood that they can’t recall sober.
I had an overwhelming experience earlier this summer and i think i want to write about it. No life changing experiences but some good lessons to take home
I’ve had great trips and bad but the bad are good because they are the most life changing haven’t done anything like that in many years but will never forget the lessons learned
Just had my first psychedelic experience in my life. 5g Psilocybin dose. my god, this is the only time I've ever understood. feels impossible to truly know myself without having that experience
Thank you, thank you man for posting! I've been listening to your shit ever since my last acid trip which basically shattered everything I thought I knew about life and the universe. And listening to different people's accounts has been incredibly helpful in my integration. Love you mate, keep it up!
Love the tangents and end commentary I think it brings me back as a viewer from the craziness of the trip report to taking something away from listening and learning
my first time was really boring. 1g, 2g, 5g very little.. warm colours and euphoria. Next time I got a different strain a hybrid.. 3.5g to test before going to a music festival.. I felt sooo sick and when the nausea passed, I met my subconcious/some amazing entity. It was the scariest thing I'd ever done but it allowed me to really process a lot of shit I'd been struggling with. I have thought endlessly.. it was amazing. Then I took 2g a few days later (at a music festival) and had the most fun I've ever had in my life. I followed my wife around like a 4 yr old in heaven. It was amazing.
I mainly do mushrooms and solo. I have a very physically demanding job so when i get off for 2 weeks which is what we get after two months of constant work, I usually like to start off with about 4 grams and gradually up the amount by 3 grams every 2nd day. I dont drink anymore so i only do psychedelics and weed (especially dabs it really intensifies my trip). It gives me an intense body high and insane visual sensation, I watch some movies mainly the superhero stuff, comedies or sci fi but the subliminal messages always get me, crying happens a lot but im so happy that its always over in a second followed by rib cracking laughter. I try not pay too much attention to the visual trip anymore, it becomes way to religious which i feel like i have surpassed by now I'm really just trying to relax and have some fun. I've yet to try lsd but I've heard that the mystical aspect is really missing with acid and the magic is really important to me so we'll see when i get my hands on them. Stay safe Psychonauts.
15 grams all at once this is why psychedelics are illegal cause if people that want to abuse it man will this never end . Y’all stay safe peace and Hair grease 😊
*Hey I'll refer you to this dude online who guided me through my first ever experience,he got all kinds of psychedelic stuffs and he also ship discreetly to any location***
This is eerily similar to my own ego-death experience, unfortunately don’t have a weight for you, it was my first time doing shrooms and they were still wet as I had picked them only a hour or so before I took them. I didn’t drowned though, my cycles had me positioned over myself like a cliche horror movie, and I proceeded to watch my body rot away from just above myself. Wasn’t necessarily a bad trip but it definitely changed the way I felt about EVERYTHING. I came out of that trip a different person, both in a good, and bad way. Sobered me up that for sure, I quit smoking nicotine and weed same day. Eventually they both crept back into my life though so it’s not like it was profound enough to make me quit the things I don’t want, or need in my life.
I never tripped before in my life but I have this intense feeling of homesick. I miss this place where I have never been… a spiritual place… the place you guys go when tripping, the place people go during NDE’s? Does that make sense? You really entertain me during my lunchbreaks bro, massive appreciation from the Netherlands 🙏🏼
i know this home, though youll really only ever catch glimpses until you get there. its the place of fever dreams and the place you trip to and it’s the place you rest when you die and its the place you see in sunsets, and in a good meal, or with a beautiful soul dont go chasing rabbits, friend, this home is within you and you will know your time to see it when it comes. until then, the sickness is the cure, let it guide you.
Was the disciple John having a trip when he wrote these things? John 1: 1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2 The same was in the beginning with God. 3 All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made. 4 In him was life; and the life was the light of men. 5 And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not. 10 He was in the world, and the world was made by him, and the world knew him not. 14 And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us, (and we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth. What would cause a man to write such things? Like.. we look back... and might think "Hm" or "whatever", or "Okay", or maybe "Sure, I believe all that stuff". But how did John get to these conclusions? This writing seems almost absurd or maybe even could have been considered blasphemous. "God was the Word"?! "The Word was made flesh... ?!" Like... if you are tripping... and you feel like You are god or that God is moving through you... exploring your thoughts, your experience, your life... and then consider, what if this is how Jesus felt all time, yet even beyond that... aware of how EVERYONE feels all the time. And that God is all the stories of old that were written by prophets and mere men, and then became them, lived them out perfectly, and became a living human from the Word, just as you, the reader are experiencing this writing right now... We know time is malleable. That we can experience it differently especially under traumatic conditions. What if all time slowed for Him while he was dying on the cross. That every possible manifestation of every possible scenario was worked out in His mind as He totally let go of His ego? Then rebuilt in three revolutions of the Earth that was set into motion by Him before time as we know it began?
On the "white light" thing although I've known about it for years I've just recently accepted the possibility that the white light may not be a "good" thing, and instead is more like an angler fish situation I know ultimately everything is one, but contained within the one there are some "negative" experiences and "negative" beings. Pretty sure pigs and cows would see the farmer that takes them to slaughter as negative, and I'm leaning towards us being farm animals for someone/something else. Hope I'm totally wrong about that but I didn't come to that conclusion quickly or easily.😊
Reality is Infinite Love manifested, and the white light represents the boundless singularity of God/source. There is nothing to fear about oneness, it is the ego/finite mind that projects negativity onto it in order to maintain its separation. Once you realise there is no difference between anything, you realise that anything "bad" or "evil" is a complete illusion. The fact of the matter is that God/the universe is Infinitely Good and this can be realised directly via psychedelics, I would suggest you go deeper into yourself to grasp this as based upon many of your comments it seems like you struggle integrating the "evil" aspects of reality.
I’m also struggling with integrating the evil aspects of reality into the infinite love experience. I’ve felt that infinite, all-encompassing love. I lost all sense of self and all I could feel was pure love. But since then I’ve been trying to figure out how, serial killers for example, could be a part of that same infinite love.
i have PTSD and feel dissociate with everything locked deep away in my subconscious i think this drug wouldn't be suitable for me honestly, but it has proven to help people with depression so i'm still intrigued
I absolutely agree on the overlap you mention. All experience is mental. All is to be utilized in shaping a consciousness. A black hole with a central nervous system sensing and intaking signal inwards from all directions dimensions domains etc. So when we experience a metaphysical dissolution, we truly also experience a physical dissolution regardless of our body’s heart beat - and vice versa.
Y’all are strong😭cuz I sometimes feel like I’m going crazy off weed paranoid seeing a whole movie on empty wall of whatever I wanna watch, hearing voices, talking to myself , laughing and then cry and would still do it again 🤦🏾♂️anyway I feel like anything stronger than weed, I would go completely insane!!
I recently took 79g of fresh shrooms. They were called jedi mind f..k. I blended with orange juice and downed the whole thing on an empty stomach. I started watching Black Mirror Bandersnatch. The shrooms hit hard and fast. That turned out to be a bad idea and I couldn't finish it. That movie blended into my reality and I thought it was about me. Everything melted together with brilliant colors and mind altering thoughts. I went through 3 rebirth and then it went off the rails. My body was flexing incredibly hard and it was extremely uncomfortable. I thought the shrooms were playing a trick on me because I was starting to go insane. I was trying to rationalize my thoughts but couldn't, I was too far gone. What I was hearing was equal to the madness I was seeing and thinking. The echos of distortion ringing in my ears was deafening and disturbing. I felt as if I was being poisoned and the thought of being stuck in this insane carnival of Hell was my new reality. I truly thought i would never come out of this. I was dry heaving for awhile screaming out loud as I was crawling on the floor like a mental patient. I was profusely over heating and feeling sick. I thought I was a goner mentally and physically. I lost all reality and couldn't recognize anything anymore. Everything was upside down and backwards. It was truly a mad evil carnival that I thought would never end. I really thought I was stuck and this was my life now. I was hanging on by thread, I was going insane. There was so much more to it but hard to explain in words. It was a ride I'm not going on anymore. Way to much, too crazy and too far.
Had a 7.5 gram trip of albino penis envy mushroom's I could really relate to this story, losing memory of everyone I knew/Loved trying to hold onto any memory I had my wife was holding onto my hand keeping me in this reality but at some points I felt I died multiple times and kept coming back but she would make worried sounds asking if I was ok and it would bring me back, at one point she fell asleep but I thought she was awake I had asked if she was awake and apologized for taking the shrooms and reacting the way I was to it and I thought she was responding to me until I heard her voice with snoring at the same time she was talking to me crazy stuff had over 30 panic attacks couldn't breath sounds were amplified by 100x stupid dog barking had me trippin balls bad trip unreal I could see how people don't come back the same cause everytime I thought the trip was over and I was coming back it would hit me again extremely hard I also had a magnetic door that closes together with magnets it had leaf designs the craziest part of the trip were the leafs would disappear and reappear multiple times as if time was going by thousands of years the door was open and it was as if there was a bright light between the door the whole time it was happening long story didn't put all the details but this was part of it lol..
Yea dawg I literally have a bad trip more then half the time and I still telo myself this gon b the time then half way thru it I'm praying to God in sorry for taking this😂😂. Mushrooms arnt for everyone I'm tryna stay away tbh
This is my story of not respecting a 14 gram trip. I ate some, got cocky cause 30 mins in nothing happened like it usually does (not my first trip) and started munching like a rabbit. Half an oz later i started realizing my mistake when the floor opened up. 16 hours later i had watched myself die and re-birth at least 6 times, always leaving a different piece of me behind but finding a new piece of me. I never appreciated life as much as when i finally hit my comedown and processed what had just happened. Always respect your shroomies, homies. Happy tripping
My last shroom trip was very interesting and the closest iv had to what you could call a bad trip i was having a pretty normal trip until my friend turned off the light in the back of my truck where we were camping which sent me in a though loop where i was trying to remember something and couldnt which made me really anxious and angry that i couldn't remember whatever it was for some reason, and then the part the really freaked me out happen as my thoughts were looping i started to fell like i couldn't understand my own thoughts or what my friends were saying to me, it felt like i was thinking in a foreign language. It was pretty freaky, and i remember feeling like i might be stuck like that, but luckily, i ended up throwing up, which made the trip less intense, and i was able to fall asleep
if you take shrooms you have to be fully prepared for them to take you over, and I mean completely over. Its an emotional rollercoaster and you cannot take things too seriously and have to learn to ride the wave. Thats how people have received life changing benefits from it.
This dude is explaining the karmic reincarnation cycle. We have to choose to let go or we will be reborn into the loop of life on the earthly plane of existence. The book, Man Volume 1 The Transmission, explains this better than I can.
*Hey I'll refer you to this dude online who guided me through my first ever experience,he got all kinds of psychedelic stuffs and he also ship discreetly to any location*
Never been obese like that but I was 220 and def over eating and out of shape. Got out the military and got lazy with fitness. Did one mushroom trip and my cravings went away , desire to have any alcohol whatsoever and lost 40 pounds in 6 months. Didn’t realize how much the extra weight made me look different. Look in the mirror now and it’s like I haven’t looked at myself in 10 years. Really changed my life and understanding of myself and reinforced discipline in my life with a permanent sense of motivation.
The most visuals I’ve ever had was 3.5 grams of only caps but the craziest experience was on 5 grams not as many visuals but my entire soul left this existence and entire the spirit realm and every second gone by in the real world and entire day of my life went by from birth to my old age of death. I felt every single instinct, emotion and action in a moments time after about took me about 30 mins to an hour to go over my entire life and the rest was just predicting my future. But penis envy mushrooms are even crazier
Yk while watching I remember while coming down of penis envy mushrooms I would go in and out of the mushrooms. Seemed like every 5 mins I would enter the mushroom world then I would come back to reality and feel calm but everytime I went back to the mushroom world I would get really paranoid. It was the worst 3 hours of my life and then suddenly the closed eyes visuals began to become colorful rather than insidious but as this was happening edm music began playing my head and I was overcome with relief for the rest of the trip. Imagine being scared to death for 3 straight hours
You are heroic taking a dose that big literally most for me was 4 of albino penis envys imagine thinking I was stuck in a game show asking my friend where the camera was stuck in that mindless thought loop then we get some random phone call from rayquon everything seemed to connect but I wasn’t sure what was it was storming and then a gust of went blew threw my window I’m sitting in the corner in my chair and the walls from the corner to the back walls rippled with that gust of wind putting me back in the thought loop of where’s the camera your pranking me
I grew the envy for a while. But it wasn’t for me. Too strong to enjoy and take forever to grow at all steps of the process. I’ll say this about them. Don’t throw away the little aborts. They only take one or two. I almost threw the little guys away. I had them out in the sun drying out and took a tiny little palm full like a teaspoon. It was like a 5 gram dose of lesser mushrooms. 🤣 the myth that you can’t get off two days in a row is false as well.
My friend Josiah he went by Syx did shrooms heavy and also experienced with different drugs such as acid, Molly, ecstasy but shrooms were his favorite, but one night he got some shrooms from his supplier and did about 5 grams to 6 and the next morning we got a call he unfortunately ended his own life. I still do shrooms to this day but I definitely see how it could happen easily to a person, especially someone with such a strong mind and so much going on…
Great video this had some mushrooms once this was October last year and for 7 months did not have a bad day and it got rid of my depression completely also noticed other autistic people tend to really enjoy them or be into them
I personally had a similar experience, lived so many life’s, sick of being recycled. I felt like I was every dot across the fabric of space. I was it. And it was me! Incredibly intense experience. And slowly coming back then being cheered on (by familiar voices) very similar experience… zooming through space experiencing different life’s. I know feel it’s power - and learned that each human I come across is God, and for that reason I respect and appreciate every one. Massive boost on interpersonal relationship issues. 🙏🏼☮️
If taken with the proper mind set and setting, having respect for the gifts it gives and doing it sacredly, at least in my own experience, never have I had a bad trip! Even doing 5 to 7 grams! I’ve only had bad trips on LSD and Salvia! But everyone is different! Thank you for sharing your experience!
Thanks for sharing. I think it’s really important that people realize how real this is before going in. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING can prepare you for the first time you experience ego death. As this gentleman is telling you, it very often is the best and worst thing that has ever happened to you simultaneously.
I overdosed on amanita mushrooms, kidneys shut down, seizuring in my neighbors yard, pissing my pants, did not black out, deja vu, waves bringing me down, couldn’t walk it off, dragged straight to hell, worse pain I could ever feel , cycled back to orgasm of intimacy the creation of life same cylcle three more rounds until I’m obliterated, time don’t exist we all die at the same time so in reality that’s why when someone dies it doesn’t feel real, we’re all Jesus and we all gone carry that cross it’s not his sacrifice it takes a team to make a dream
I'm not one of those bot comments, but this finally made me realize HOW psilocybin would be used in a therapeutic setting. It literally forces you to evaluate your life and yourself, and almost all these stories end with the person being relieved and grateful at the end.
I did 9g's once and it was bizarre, it is hard to describe. But I also had a very intense trip off 6g of chocolates and can't even explain what happened. Good trips to you in the future!
Thank you for the hard work you put into these. This channel has become a nearly nightly listen for me and i can’t wait for more. Question Vivec, do you check the email address in your channel description still?
As someone who hasn’t even mustered the balls yet to do over 3 grams. This is crazy. If I knew I wouldn’t possibly bust open the door to schizophrenia or some other unforeseen illness, I’d do it. I can’t even imagine
It’s deep but not that deep if you don’t have the “prequalification” of being schizophrenic you probably won’t ever be yk i now never go past 2g but i’ve done 7g and once 12g and i’ve had my fair share of badtrips and it’s never that bad in the end yk it’s real scary at first but when it ends you just had the most mind blowing retrospection about your life and i always bring some positive out of bad experiences cause right after it ends you’re actually always okay
@@CGK1614 don’t have Schizophrenia but I’ve had a pretty emotionally traumatic childhood. And I swear I’m not humble bragging but I been doing Brazilian Jiu Jitsu and Muay Thai Kickboxing for the last several years and i look like it, musculature wise. Im scared to zap out and hurt someone. Especially if it’s someone I care about who’s trip sitting for me. So im gradually increasing doses like a pussy. So far it’s all been very manageable and great experiences. Maybe i still have the wrong idea of a bad trip and what its like
@@WarHammer1989I've only had a bad trip off acid and it's not what a lot of ppl think.. like seeing crazy shit and whatever else. My experience was being 100% convinced that I was gonna die. My heart was pounding and I kept feeling this pain in my left side, like by my ribs. Felt like I was having a really bad anxiety attack. After a half hour went by and I was still alive.. I realized that I was gonna be ok. Maybe some ppl have different bad trip experiences though
@@WarHammer1989you’re not a pussy for gradually increasing doses, that’s a great way to go about it. I can’t stand the people on the shrooms subreddit telling first timers to take 3.5-5 gs. So irresponsible and messed up.
If you have mental health issues like bipolar or schizophrenia, be extremely cautious. I'm not anti psychedelics at all; but speaking from personal experience, drugs like psilocybin can exacerbate any negative or traumatic issues underneath the surface. I've ended up in psychotic episodes and in the hospital because I was suicidal. Psychedelics are extremely powerful and need to be treated with respect
Word, glad you're here to share important messages to us!
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100%. I ate a few grams of mushrooms a few months ago, the trip was good, I had a great time actually. But afterwards I definitely felt like certain neurotic aspects of myself were amplified. I had my first ever panic attack afterwards, and I can't help but feel like it was somewhat related. I'm also more prone to nihilism and became more introverted (despite already being the most introverted person I know). I've started to feel better but it's slow.
I wouldn't recommend, but I wouldn't not recommend. All I'd say is really look at the pros and cons and come to a personal decision, and treat it with respect if you decide to try it yourself.
this is a very important point that should be emphasized more in discussions about this subject. it's not something to be complacent with at the best of times.
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My first real mushroom trip 13 grams of fresh mushrooms. suddenly found myself in a world of fractals and melting objects, nothing was real anymore, all impressions amplified 100 times more. Definitely one of my craziest experience
I've been looking to try some recently but I can't find anywhere to get them, anyone?
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The fun of exploring other realms within nature and the mind with shrooms
I took 4.7 my first time, it felt like the first time I’ve ever showed up for myself. Like I just got here. All the stress, anxiety, trauma washed away in an instant. I cried and worshiped god In a way that was so visceral. I now know what true love and true peace feels like. I love u all, stay safe
You could have learned so much about yourself but worshipped an imaginary god instead. Do better
@@Daniel-wr9ql Jesus is in you brother
Yess brother. That's what happens to me, it truly feels like i just took some medicine and finally felt relief. And everything is so fascinating. The world was washed away of its boring concepts we have been taught in a boring way and got a whole new meaning, everything Around us carry so much complexity it really brought tears to my eyes and i felt this spiritual way. Tho i dont feel jesus i do feel God in every Single thing in this planet ever since i took it. And i also realized i was trapped inside social medias which is a world full of fakeness, lies, a world of pretend where sometimes we grab those lies and starting guiding ourselves wrongly through a world of true. So we hide ourselves from the truth and Walk a path of lies and suffering. The real world is the present and physical, and its incredibly more fascinating than any bullshit influencer trying to convince you of stuff he didnt even came to conclusion himself, was instead taught by the very world of lies
@@visartistry I definitely agree with everything your saying 100%. Even after what happened I still kept searching and was able to find a true understanding of what I am. I believe the only reason I saw Jesus was because it was closet reference point I had to what was “god” at the time. But I now understand that I was just me. Through some of my own practices I’ve been able to remember who I am. Which is that we’re all somehow ONE consciousness living in individual experiences. A constant state of death and rebirth of the ego
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Was on a camping trip about 10 years ago and ate a little plastic cup full of shrooms about 100 or so. Lay down on the grass by the fire staring at the stars after what seemed like an eternity I realised I was gripping to the blades of grass thinking if I let go I would float off up to the stars.
I eventually gathered the courage to let go of the grass and it felt like gravity stopped.
I seen the whole universe and the eternity it is part of that night and am convinced I came back to the wrong reality 😂
or maybe the world ended in 2012 and we shifted to this reality jk
😂😂
Becoming a part of eternity is one way I described a DMT experience.
R u saying u ate a 100 shrooms or u had a 100 grams either way makes your atory sound fake
@@xDmankilla113xdepends on the type of mushies, ive had little dried ones that have been like .1g each, there's so many different types he could of had like 8-10g
His friend walking around the room to calm himself on the trip was the most real thing I’ve ever heard😂
Literally same
Happens with me when I smoke too much weed! 😅
@@tiyes94I just walk outside to let the high go away
💯 been there
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Psychedelic is the answer to most severe anxiety and depression. The use of magic mushrooms completely helps one get over depression and makes you feel like yourself.
I made researches and found out that shrooms are very helpful, it has really helped to reduce anxiety and depression and some other mental health issues.
I just had my first experience with penis envy, it was really great! I loved it.
Yea it really is nice when on it, for me i feel the after effects though make me feel disgusted by almost everything like life has no point(eye opener), but the next day everything normal.
It made me feel worse
and i’m being prescribed shit from the government
I took a 5g trip and met mother nature. All i felt from her was love, comfort and a willingness for all to be happy. She explained mushroom use is for healing and asked what i wanted to heal. I chose to work on death and grief. I was taken back to a traumatic loss of a family member. I was looking down at myself grieving the loss of the loved one in the ICU as they slipped away unexpectedly. She conveyed undeniably how perfect and beautiful death and grief both are. That they are exactly as they should be. In a moment I knew she was absolutely right. It was one of the most significant experiences of my life to date.
This is my favorite channel! I always look forward to the new stories.
I'm honoured you think so partially fictionalised Hunter S. Thompson surrogate character
Thanks for sharing that. I have read all of his books.
I watched that movie tripping acid once and starting acting like him for like a day.
For me mild doses do wonders. I've taken a lot of different drugs & I've learned that with my body, the higher the amount, the more anxiety I will experience. I don't recommend large amounts of anything to the ppl struggling with mental issues. Psychedelics will amplify everything you're dealing with. Whatever you enjoy is amplified & whatever you don't like is also amplified. It's easier for me to control a trip at a mild-moderate dose. If I can't function at all, I don't enjoy or like that. Fear is amplified to the point where I can't control it & everything just feels scary no matter what. At a mild-moderate dose I can change the direction of my thoughts & feelings.
things taking psilocybin has helped me with: massively reduced obsessive anger, social anxiety, stage fright, general anxiety. none of that makes me a perfect person, but i am basically able to do what i want and be who i choose to be in each moment without intrusive thoughts and personality complexes that developed from someone else's shitty parenting skills (and i say that with love and understanding, but also with pure objectivity - rather than shame, embarrassment, or denial, which were unfortunately the biggest things they had to teach)
I downed 4.5 grams of dried shrooms and it wasn't a trip-out kind of deal for me. I just hung out in my room, chilling with my dogs, my wife, but man, I felt this crazy deep connection with everything. It was like I'd unlocked a sixth sense, could chat with my pets with just a look or some kind of telepathy thing, and I totally got the vibe of the musician playing the tune I was listening to. Felt like I was right there on stage with them. My room lit up with colors, tiny geometric shapes popping up everywhere. It was this deep, mellow relaxation, just pure bliss. This is the closest I can get to telling it, 'cause really, words just don't do these feels justice
Same here man!
Seems Accurate to me !
I think I got the same reaction to shrooms as you but I got it on 12 grams of golden teacher.
What you described here is my experience with mushrooms summed up perfectly. I never have these mind melting experiences people describe.
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Mindfulness Revolution: Harnessing the Power of the Present Moment
Paragraph 1: Every day, I feel like I'm slowly changing and becoming a slightly different person. I'm becoming more grateful and connected to the universe or a higher power. The other day, something remarkable happened. While I was making a wardrobe for my niece, I unexpectedly entered a meditative state. It felt as if I was naturally uplifted. I was completely focused on the present moment, not caring about anything outside of it. I felt a deep sense of peace and accomplishment. This experience showed me the incredible power of true awareness.
In that moment, as I worked on creating a wardrobe for my niece, I realized that what I was doing held a special purpose. Serving a loved one through my craftsmanship made me feel even more connected to the present moment and immensely accomplished.
Paragraph 2: From this experience and my personal beliefs, I've come to see life as a dance. It doesn't matter where you are or what stage of life you're in because every moment holds significance. Imagine yourself as a king or queen. The king or queen is always at the center of attention, in the highest position. We should strive to feel like the king or queen in all aspects of our lives, even during everyday tasks, work, or moments of boredom.
Paragraph 3: Many people rush through life, striving to achieve something beyond themselves. They aim to prove their intelligence, success, or worth to others. R We can learn from animals and nature. A tree doesn't strive to be the best tree; it lives its fullest life simply by being. The same is true for animals and pets. They embrace the present moment until their final day. While some may not consider this a well-lived life, I believe they constantly feel connected and live their lives to the fullest.
Paragraph 4: By accepting and loving yourself where you are right now, understanding that you are exactly where you need to be, and viewing past events as lessons rather than mistakes, you can release all that holds you back. Fill yourself with gratitude, acceptance, and self-love! If you choose a different path in life, whatever it may be, remember that you can pursue it. Not having something you desire doesn't diminish your worth. There are no right or wrong paths to follow. Whether you seek a simple life or strive for ambitious goals, it all starts from within, with our own mind. Let's learn how to reprogram our thoughts and establish a solid foundation for our aspirations to manifest. Like exercising a muscle, our thoughts need rest between repetitions, and our brain benefits from reducing random thoughts and overthinking.
Paragraph 5: To experience "the moment," we must focus on our individuality and detach our minds from the outside world. During our training, it's helpful to see everything external to our own minds as distractions. Find a comfortable position, lying on your back with arms by your side and eyes closed. You can enhance the experience with white noise sounds, binaural beats, or calming music.
Paragraph 6: When you're ready to begin, start by visualizing or thinking about releasing tension and relaxing your toes. Gradually move up your body, releasing tension from your feet, legs, torso, back, and up to your head. Allow this relaxation to flow back down to your feet, bringing a sense of deep relaxation and comfort. Repeat this process until you feel fully at ease, perhaps even experiencing a sensation of floating or melting into your position.
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Now, allow any thoughts that arise to simply pass by, like clouds drifting across the sky. Avoid getting caught up in any particular thought. Redirect your attention to your breath, without worrying about specific breathing techniques. Observe your breath flowing in and out of your lungs, allowing it to guide your focus. This practice helps quiet the mind's noise and empowers us to regain control.
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By focusing on our breath and letting go of thoughts, we can be fully present in the moment and explore the incredible power within ourselves.
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Paragraph 10: Remember, the past does not define us, and the future remains unknown. The key is to live in the now and consciously manifest our own journey from any point in time. Embrace the present, and let it guide you towards a fulfilling and purposeful life.
i appreciate this so much
Based on your commentary at 20:50 about how consciousness can be experienced without limitations and how the experience of being a self emerges from nothing, I think you’d find Dr. Michael Levin’s work describing the intelligence of single cells interesting. He basically states that a cell has to learn boundaries and build its conception of itself through fulfilling its goals and interacting with its environment, much like how our consciousness and selfhood emerge through our central nervous system’s collective efforts of making sense of our physical reality
This video may not advocate using psychedelics, but I do. I highly recommend it! 😉👍🍄
As do I however it's still not for everyone.
@@reme7903 same . I never liked the way Timothy leary tried to get everyone on psychedelics, even promoting heroin use in one his books . That always irritated me . Psychedelics are definitely not for everyone . 🙄
If one has an interest, I would humbly invite them to try it. If they feel on the fence, it is not their time yet.
It's good, but I don't recommend over 8gs, it's mental chaos
@@hx2975 you gotta start low, and work your way up as you feel comfortable. 8gs for a first time won't leave you with anything profound other than psychosis and/or trauma. Not always, but you gotta have respect for the teachers. As a priest once told me, "that which you do not respect will kill you".
I had an experience once where I "hypothetically for legal purposes'" took 2 heaping handfuls of these magical little things and the night was just 😱😱😱 it was like an out of body 3rd person dream perspective level of hours of deja vu, visions, dreams I had even from childhood, and memories I had reclaimed during past life regression exploration, the night was playing out as if multiple timelines of my past present and future where all unfolding and colliding into one another, a night in 1980's, dreams I had as a child, and various visions from the future where all just..HAPPENING. it was so FREAKY because of what I had seen, but my intuition was SCREAMING at me to recognize these signs and synchronicities, it felt as if I was facing the very web of time I had written and lived thru lifetimes. I fought it with every fiber of my being, I was shaking, crying, screaming as I was seeing the traumas that had happened around every corner of where I was, but I MADE IT. I made it clear what it was that I would NOT let happen again, even as it felt as if I was watching different versions and memories of myself in all these layers live time, I closed that cycle. It was a wild expirience to consider just how much a role we play in co-creating our "reality" in that night, I was god, I was the devil, the judge and jury and subject, and I was both grateful and horrified. Whew we made it thru and got home safe 😅
cringe asf lol
@@jaydeeason5598 🙌🖤✨ beautiful to hear!
Only time I've found inner piece.
💯 know what you mean. Travelling through epochs of time one after another simultaneously.
@@Jamlemarrwhat's wrong with you
“Why are you here” words could not explain, just that feeling of life. The experience is why we’re here. As Alan Watts would say “the meaning of life is simply to be alive”
I did 26 grams on my birthday one time and ended up in a psych ward for 3 months
I've had this endless reincarnation trip. I lived loads of different lifetimes and I died as a baby dinosaur getting its foot stuck in a rock, an alien creature on another planet getting swallowed up in a volcanic eruption, an old man or a sick second world war woman, and straight away I'd forget my life. As soon as I died I returned to another life. I asked is there no final resting place? I don't want to keep coming back with no escape. A voice said there is no afterlife, there is only life.
Finally after a few hours of this I learnt that the way to escape is to fill your life with love, then you go beyond the reincarnation loop.
I love the way you talk. The tone and timing. Hypnotic The end thoughts are great.
Glad you enjoyed it
I took a 2.5 gram dose and i experienced exactly what that video tells. I consummed the shrooms with a couple beers and i think it amplified the trip. I had a challenging trip tho it wasn't a bad trip cause i got out of it with peace of mind. Cause i felt both the most beautiful things and the worst at the same time. It was like being confronted with death and life. I had all the emotions a man can live in his whole life but condensed in a few hours. At one point i thought i there was a black hole orbiting us and i was certain it was the end of it and it was a that time that i realized the most important things in life. Such a crazy experience. That blue meanie really hit the spot at that time. I dont feel like doing such an experience that soon. Be careful with shrooms , it need to be treated with respect
I suffer from mental problems, the same as anyone else who has lived a not so great life, especially during childhood.
When I felt mushrooms for the first time last Thanksgiving, I felt like a fucking warrior. Like I was supposed to be here, right where I am.
Yes!! Another Mushroom Trip report! My favorite, tysm dude!!!
Cheers John, glad to see you're still alive and kicking
That was one of the best personal experiences I've ever heard. It seems to me and the things I've been through is that if you don't go into some serious frightening thought situations..it seems one does not get the full benefit of what can be. Idk.. still learning at 57 yrs.
15 Grams?! Jesus, that's like me taking a horse tranquilizer bro!
Last time I ate an 8th of Golden teachers I was connected to god. It was the most amazing experience. I knew my body as safe but my mind was elsewhere. I felt intense bliss, relief and love.
I have no idea how people write these trip reports, I feel like i forgot like 95% of what happened, and even trying to describe it is very difficult, because not only you dont really remember whats happening, you also dont really understand whats happening and the experiance is so different to a regular human experiance that there are no words to describe it, so me even giving as many details as i can, it would only probably give someone like 5% of what i experianced. Most of it is also not visual, its almost like you experiance the existence without ego and limitations, shrooms take you on a ride but youre not the driver, youre the passenger at first you hope its over soon but after about an hour or 2 you just enjoy the ride, you get a lot of answers from mushrooms but not in a verbal way, you actually forget how to speak, its difficult to speak clearly during a trip, you also forget that you have a family, life, you forget that you even have a phone that you always used to check, i also had these questions why are we here? It seemed like everything has been so clear that i forgot why i even did shrooms in the first place.
No one else covers these type of stories like you man. I found your channel after my first mushroom trip and I became fascinated. Keep up the good work and ima keep watching.
I did them alone, and was drug through hell fully conscious, and fully aware of my surroundings; every negative emotion I ever experienced in life except for anger was brought to the surface.
Same here!!! When I was alone ...I was crying
I remember the moment I realized I couldn't remember my own name, I kept trying so hard to remember it, until finally I asked someone and they told me. And even then it just sounded like a random word with no personal significance
2.5 grams is not starting small. Anybody thinking about trying shrooooms would do well to exercise caution. Better to be underwhelmed than overwhelmed.
I did 15 grams nd had no hallucinations per say but tripped. Almost lost mind . Took a shower to wash away all the voices in my head.
Would you say you just turned schizophrenic for hours?
@@whereseveryonegoing.facts😂
Am I the only one to feel like at some point, I cannot control my respiration and feel like I will be missing air when too high?
I love the commentary at the end! It really shows how you're genuinely interested about trips and altering the mind and what not, and not just another channel dryly posting trip reports. Love the channel.
it made me recall my multiple trips from last year and the fear i felt in moments of pure void and not being able to recall any memory when i was trying to trace back my identity. in the end i also reconnected with the feeling of letting go of everything and accepting what it was, conscious breathing was key for me. after it all ends it leaves you with such a different way of seeing things. i learned you have to find braveness to do it, because you loose everything. the experience also showed me how powerful life is.
im just rambling on my thoughts.
great video vivec!
Totally relate
You loost all of your looses? Dang.
@@Dakradom still learning english and making accidental poetry in the process😆
“Brave” is the word, you have to be so brave to be okay with completely losing your self, I was in the middle of the woods and time and self ceased to exist and I truly felt the phrase “we are the universes way of experiencing itself”
My mushroom trips are most powerful beyond bliss, i die every time and become Oneness infinity, all Glory. i am very depressed after oneness mushroom trip, none of these are real, nothing exists, Everything is illusion, nothing is happened, there is only this forever oneness consciousness which is infinite, all glory, all Love, home, yes we are home, forever and ever, and thats the only thing real. I want to go home forever, and stay Oneness forever, i either take my body with me as light or just leave the physical forever, you dont exist, when you die, everyone will become Oneness consciousness, and thats called awakening.
everything else is just a dream.
Yes this is all very true. Use that knowledge to become everything you want in this life. As you said it has no meaning therefore you shouldn’t be scared to take all the risk. Stay grounded my friend it’s hard to take it all in.
The “killindi” dose.
I know someone that did it, saw epochs and cycles of human life on earth including ufo type technology down to jungle shaman life.
Whoa.I consuder myself pretty fearless when it comes to psychedelics,my reg dose is 7.5 and most my friends wont even consider going that high.15 grams is crazytown.
I’m brave but I’m not that brave… At least not yet.
The mindset that would save any newb is "I will not be stunned by the things I witness." And try and integrate in that realm. And focus on deep breathing when I come across stunning-shocking things/realizations/thoughts.
bro any “oh fuck” realization is always what leads to a bad trip lol
Ain’t that the truth! Pretty much how it goes when I suddenly feel a massive ego death coming on and I never get the blissful kind it’s more like an eternal loop of death and losing all sense of me and my family and believing it in each moment over and over
Took some really strong shrooms with my friend for the first time and it was really wierd. It felt like there were memories from my childhood that I didn’t remember sober. There was also a really weird point where I felt like I was a frog and I was kind of trapped in a circle that I couldn’t move in. I’m just really confused how everyone in the comments and me can remember stuff from their childhood that they can’t recall sober.
I had an overwhelming experience earlier this summer and i think i want to write about it. No life changing experiences but some good lessons to take home
Send it to my email mate: johnnyhoward1337@gmail.com
I had a very intense trip on Friday. Can I chat with you? I really need to talk to someone.
how ya feelin@@Missroses-c4s
@@Missroses-c4shope youre okay mate
I’ve had great trips and bad but the bad are good because they are the most life changing haven’t done anything like that in many years but will never forget the lessons learned
Just had my first psychedelic experience in my life. 5g Psilocybin dose. my god, this is the only time I've ever understood. feels impossible to truly know myself without having that experience
This guy literally helps me sleep, I’m forever thankful
You're welcome mate
Thank you, thank you man for posting!
I've been listening to your shit ever since my last acid trip which basically shattered everything I thought I knew about life and the universe. And listening to different people's accounts has been incredibly helpful in my integration.
Love you mate, keep it up!
Happy to be of service, best of luck in your journey man
This is otherworldly to listen to while doing stuff. Great voice for this. The matter of fact energy the report is conveyed with adds to it
Love the tangents and end commentary I think it brings me back as a viewer from the craziness of the trip report to taking something away from listening and learning
my first time was really boring. 1g, 2g, 5g very little.. warm colours and euphoria. Next time I got a different strain a hybrid.. 3.5g to test before going to a music festival.. I felt sooo sick and when the nausea passed, I met my subconcious/some amazing entity. It was the scariest thing I'd ever done but it allowed me to really process a lot of shit I'd been struggling with. I have thought endlessly.. it was amazing. Then I took 2g a few days later (at a music festival) and had the most fun I've ever had in my life. I followed my wife around like a 4 yr old in heaven. It was amazing.
I had about 4 grams about a week or two ago and when I came down, I realized I shit and pissed my pants.
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Fantastic video! And I loved your theorising on everything possible in every direction. Excellent stuff.
I mainly do mushrooms and solo. I have a very physically demanding job so when i get off for 2 weeks which is what we get after two months of constant work, I usually like to start off with about 4 grams and gradually up the amount by 3 grams every 2nd day. I dont drink anymore so i only do psychedelics and weed (especially dabs it really intensifies my trip). It gives me an intense body high and insane visual sensation, I watch some movies mainly the superhero stuff, comedies or sci fi but the subliminal messages always get me, crying happens a lot but im so happy that its always over in a second followed by rib cracking laughter. I try not pay too much attention to the visual trip anymore, it becomes way to religious which i feel like i have surpassed by now I'm really just trying to relax and have some fun. I've yet to try lsd but I've heard that the mystical aspect is really missing with acid and the magic is really important to me so we'll see when i get my hands on them. Stay safe Psychonauts.
thanks for sharing!
15 grams all at once this is why psychedelics are illegal cause if people that want to abuse it man will this never end . Y’all stay safe peace and Hair grease 😊
*Hey I'll refer you to this dude online who guided me through my first ever experience,he got all kinds of psychedelic stuffs and he also ship discreetly to any location***
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This is eerily similar to my own ego-death experience, unfortunately don’t have a weight for you, it was my first time doing shrooms and they were still wet as I had picked them only a hour or so before I took them. I didn’t drowned though, my cycles had me positioned over myself like a cliche horror movie, and I proceeded to watch my body rot away from just above myself. Wasn’t necessarily a bad trip but it definitely changed the way I felt about EVERYTHING. I came out of that trip a different person, both in a good, and bad way. Sobered me up that for sure, I quit smoking nicotine and weed same day. Eventually they both crept back into my life though so it’s not like it was profound enough to make me quit the things I don’t want, or need in my life.
You still smoking?
I boofed pcp into my bunghole and shot smack into my eyeballs before this dropped perfect timing as always vivec!
Sounds like my sorta vibe
@@Vivec well as men of culture we gotta hold it down
Why would you do that?
I never tripped before in my life but I have this intense feeling of homesick. I miss this place where I have never been… a spiritual place… the place you guys go when tripping, the place people go during NDE’s? Does that make sense?
You really entertain me during my lunchbreaks bro, massive appreciation from the Netherlands 🙏🏼
i know this home, though youll really only ever catch glimpses until you get there.
its the place of fever dreams
and the place you trip to
and it’s the place you rest when you die
and its the place you see in sunsets, and in a good meal, or with a beautiful soul
dont go chasing rabbits, friend, this home is within you and you will know your time to see it when it comes.
until then, the sickness is the cure, let it guide you.
❤
Have you looked into practicing meditation?
Much love my man
it really sounded like a NDE, I miss our true home :/
I've been there many times actually to many times but the good trips I've had are worth the risk. 26:45
Was the disciple John having a trip when he wrote these things?
John 1:
1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.
2 The same was in the beginning with God.
3 All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made.
4 In him was life; and the life was the light of men.
5 And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not.
10 He was in the world, and the world was made by him, and the world knew him not.
14 And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us, (and we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth.
What would cause a man to write such things? Like.. we look back... and might think "Hm" or "whatever", or "Okay", or maybe "Sure, I believe all that stuff".
But how did John get to these conclusions? This writing seems almost absurd or maybe even could have been considered blasphemous. "God was the Word"?! "The Word was made flesh... ?!"
Like... if you are tripping... and you feel like You are god or that God is moving through you... exploring your thoughts, your experience, your life... and then consider, what if this is how Jesus felt all time, yet even beyond that... aware of how EVERYONE feels all the time. And that God is all the stories of old that were written by prophets and mere men, and then became them, lived them out perfectly, and became a living human from the Word, just as you, the reader are experiencing this writing right now...
We know time is malleable. That we can experience it differently especially under traumatic conditions. What if all time slowed for Him while he was dying on the cross. That every possible manifestation of every possible scenario was worked out in His mind as He totally let go of His ego? Then rebuilt in three revolutions of the Earth that was set into motion by Him before time as we know it began?
Word!☀️
On the "white light" thing although I've known about it for years I've just recently accepted the possibility that the white light may not be a "good" thing, and instead is more like an angler fish situation
I know ultimately everything is one, but contained within the one there are some "negative" experiences and "negative" beings. Pretty sure pigs and cows would see the farmer that takes them to slaughter as negative, and I'm leaning towards us being farm animals for someone/something else. Hope I'm totally wrong about that but I didn't come to that conclusion quickly or easily.😊
Reality is Infinite Love manifested, and the white light represents the boundless singularity of God/source. There is nothing to fear about oneness, it is the ego/finite mind that projects negativity onto it in order to maintain its separation. Once you realise there is no difference between anything, you realise that anything "bad" or "evil" is a complete illusion. The fact of the matter is that God/the universe is Infinitely Good and this can be realised directly via psychedelics, I would suggest you go deeper into yourself to grasp this as based upon many of your comments it seems like you struggle integrating the "evil" aspects of reality.
I’m also struggling with integrating the evil aspects of reality into the infinite love experience. I’ve felt that infinite, all-encompassing love. I lost all sense of self and all I could feel was pure love. But since then I’ve been trying to figure out how, serial killers for example, could be a part of that same infinite love.
I remember I had a bad trip and I started doing jumping jacks dawg. 😭
i have PTSD and feel dissociate with everything locked deep away in my subconscious i think this drug wouldn't be suitable for me honestly, but it has proven to help people with depression so i'm still intrigued
I absolutely agree on the overlap you mention. All experience is mental. All is to be utilized in shaping a consciousness. A black hole with a central nervous system sensing and intaking signal inwards from all directions dimensions domains etc. So when we experience a metaphysical dissolution, we truly also experience a physical dissolution regardless of our body’s heart beat - and vice versa.
I ate an entire bag... I was in hell. Pure terror. Paranoia. Pure hell.
Welcome to Biden’s America AKA hell on earth
Another great vid vivec always love the mushroom reports 👍
They're some of the best for sure
Y’all are strong😭cuz I sometimes feel like I’m going crazy off weed paranoid seeing a whole movie on empty wall of whatever I wanna watch, hearing voices, talking to myself , laughing and then cry and would still do it again 🤦🏾♂️anyway I feel like anything stronger than weed, I would go completely insane!!
I did 11 grams. Just closed my eyes and heard sounds and felt like I was melting into my bed. Felt like I was in another dimension.
15g is nuts bro. Thank god you’re alive.
I recently took 79g of fresh shrooms. They were called jedi mind f..k. I blended with orange juice and downed the whole thing on an empty stomach. I started watching Black Mirror Bandersnatch. The shrooms hit hard and fast. That turned out to be a bad idea and I couldn't finish it. That movie blended into my reality and I thought it was about me. Everything melted together with brilliant colors and mind altering thoughts. I went through 3 rebirth and then it went off the rails. My body was flexing incredibly hard and it was extremely uncomfortable. I thought the shrooms were playing a trick on me because I was starting to go insane. I was trying to rationalize my thoughts but couldn't, I was too far gone. What I was hearing was equal to the madness I was seeing and thinking. The echos of distortion ringing in my ears was deafening and disturbing. I felt as if I was being poisoned and the thought of being stuck in this insane carnival of Hell was my new reality. I truly thought i would never come out of this. I was dry heaving for awhile screaming out loud as I was crawling on the floor like a mental patient. I was profusely over heating and feeling sick. I thought I was a goner mentally and physically. I lost all reality and couldn't recognize anything anymore. Everything was upside down and backwards. It was truly a mad evil carnival that I thought would never end. I really thought I was stuck and this was my life now. I was hanging on by thread, I was going insane. There was so much more to it but hard to explain in words. It was a ride I'm not going on anymore. Way to much, too crazy and too far.
What the fuck made you think 79g of shrooms is a good idea that could end well?
That happen to me :3.
Man the 3 times I took shrooms I just drove around with my friend and parked in spots and watched the street lights bend around 🤣
@Vorn leo see that's what a real plug looks like
Been there 😮💨😮💨
I love this channel!! Keep the content coming brother!🙏🏽✨
Had a 7.5 gram trip of albino penis envy mushroom's I could really relate to this story, losing memory of everyone I knew/Loved trying to hold onto any memory I had my wife was holding onto my hand keeping me in this reality but at some points I felt I died multiple times and kept coming back but she would make worried sounds asking if I was ok and it would bring me back, at one point she fell asleep but I thought she was awake I had asked if she was awake and apologized for taking the shrooms and reacting the way I was to it and I thought she was responding to me until I heard her voice with snoring at the same time she was talking to me crazy stuff had over 30 panic attacks couldn't breath sounds were amplified by 100x stupid dog barking had me trippin balls bad trip unreal I could see how people don't come back the same cause everytime I thought the trip was over and I was coming back it would hit me again extremely hard I also had a magnetic door that closes together with magnets it had leaf designs the craziest part of the trip were the leafs would disappear and reappear multiple times as if time was going by thousands of years the door was open and it was as if there was a bright light between the door the whole time it was happening long story didn't put all the details but this was part of it lol..
This is exactly how I picture my first trip would be.
u say u forgot everything? Do u remember when u r sober again or???
That dose sent you far away. Glad you are better
my man, at least use one comma
Yea dawg I literally have a bad trip more then half the time and I still telo myself this gon b the time then half way thru it I'm praying to God in sorry for taking this😂😂. Mushrooms arnt for everyone I'm tryna stay away tbh
I appreciated your commentary at the end
Glad you resonated with it bro
This is my story of not respecting a 14 gram trip. I ate some, got cocky cause 30 mins in nothing happened like it usually does (not my first trip) and started munching like a rabbit. Half an oz later i started realizing my mistake when the floor opened up. 16 hours later i had watched myself die and re-birth at least 6 times, always leaving a different piece of me behind but finding a new piece of me. I never appreciated life as much as when i finally hit my comedown and processed what had just happened. Always respect your shroomies, homies. Happy tripping
k pal
This kinda thing happened to me on just 7g. I'm still trying to get over the eternal cycle of birth and death.
He’s on IG
What or who is your source?
@@Nonamelol. source for what?
@@WPVanHeerden Your source for shrooms obviously?
@@Nonamelol. Mother Nature is the source😏
My last shroom trip was very interesting and the closest iv had to what you could call a bad trip i was having a pretty normal trip until my friend turned off the light in the back of my truck where we were camping which sent me in a though loop where i was trying to remember something and couldnt which made me really anxious and angry that i couldn't remember whatever it was for some reason, and then the part the really freaked me out happen as my thoughts were looping i started to fell like i couldn't understand my own thoughts or what my friends were saying to me, it felt like i was thinking in a foreign language. It was pretty freaky, and i remember feeling like i might be stuck like that, but luckily, i ended up throwing up, which made the trip less intense, and i was able to fall asleep
if you take shrooms you have to be fully prepared for them to take you over, and I mean completely over. Its an emotional rollercoaster and you cannot take things too seriously and have to learn to ride the wave. Thats how people have received life changing benefits from it.
How much u take?
@Aspire2xx not really sure of the exact amount but probably in the 4 to 4.5g range
I had a horrible shrrom trip after taking it many times and since have been trying to find a story that similiar to mine and this is spot on basically
This dude is explaining the karmic reincarnation cycle. We have to choose to let go or we will be reborn into the loop of life on the earthly plane of existence. The book, Man Volume 1 The Transmission, explains this better than I can.
*Hey I'll refer you to this dude online who guided me through my first ever experience,he got all kinds of psychedelic stuffs and he also ship discreetly to any location*
He is on telegram √√√
Coldtrips
This is exactly like my experience in a sensory deprivation tank
Amazing report, thanks to the author and you for sharing.
Never been obese like that but I was 220 and def over eating and out of shape. Got out the military and got lazy with fitness. Did one mushroom trip and my cravings went away , desire to have any alcohol whatsoever and lost 40 pounds in 6 months. Didn’t realize how much the extra weight made me look different. Look in the mirror now and it’s like I haven’t looked at myself in 10 years. Really changed my life and understanding of myself and reinforced discipline in my life with a permanent sense of motivation.
The most visuals I’ve ever had was 3.5 grams of only caps but the craziest experience was on 5 grams not as many visuals but my entire soul left this existence and entire the spirit realm and every second gone by in the real world and entire day of my life went by from birth to my old age of death. I felt every single instinct, emotion and action in a moments time after about took me about 30 mins to an hour to go over my entire life and the rest was just predicting my future. But penis envy mushrooms are even crazier
I only took 2 grams of the envy mushrooms and it was even more potent than the 5 grams I took. Probably felt like a 15 gram dose.
Yk while watching I remember while coming down of penis envy mushrooms I would go in and out of the mushrooms. Seemed like every 5 mins I would enter the mushroom world then I would come back to reality and feel calm but everytime I went back to the mushroom world I would get really paranoid. It was the worst 3 hours of my life and then suddenly the closed eyes visuals began to become colorful rather than insidious but as this was happening edm music began playing my head and I was overcome with relief for the rest of the trip. Imagine being scared to death for 3 straight hours
@@childlostinchina623 when i did 2.5 of pe i thought it was closer to a 3.5-4 g trip
You are heroic taking a dose that big literally most for me was 4 of albino penis envys imagine thinking I was stuck in a game show asking my friend where the camera was stuck in that mindless thought loop then we get some random phone call from rayquon everything seemed to connect but I wasn’t sure what was it was storming and then a gust of went blew threw my window I’m sitting in the corner in my chair and the walls from the corner to the back walls rippled with that gust of wind putting me back in the thought loop of where’s the camera your pranking me
I grew the envy for a while. But it wasn’t for me. Too strong to enjoy and take forever to grow at all steps of the process. I’ll say this about them. Don’t throw away the little aborts. They only take one or two. I almost threw the little guys away. I had them out in the sun drying out and took a tiny little palm full like a teaspoon. It was like a 5 gram dose of lesser mushrooms. 🤣 the myth that you can’t get off two days in a row is false as well.
My friend Josiah he went by Syx did shrooms heavy and also experienced with different drugs such as acid, Molly, ecstasy but shrooms were his favorite, but one night he got some shrooms from his supplier and did about 5 grams to 6 and the next morning we got a call he unfortunately ended his own life. I still do shrooms to this day but I definitely see how it could happen easily to a person, especially someone with such a strong mind and so much going on…
Psychedelics might be more interesting if I could stay awake on them.
Down to get some good psychedelics? Like
(LSD, DMT, Shroom, salvia, mdma........)
@👉🏻Codtripy
His on In$tagram
What strain did you use, B+?
Great video this had some mushrooms once this was October last year and for 7 months did not have a bad day and it got rid of my depression completely also noticed other autistic people tend to really enjoy them or be into them
"autistic people tend to really enjoy them" yeah i can see that.
AMAZING description of the experience, thank you great sir! Keep up the good stuff
Original poster must’ve had a naturally high tolerance to the substance
Could have been taking SSRIs
I've had experiences like this where I feel like I've been in some kind of limbo for millenia, and I had completely lost my sense of self.
Amazing report i really enjoyed listening to it 🍄
Without good there is no bad!
I absolutely love these longer form videos keep up the good work
I personally had a similar experience, lived so many life’s, sick of being recycled. I felt like I was every dot across the fabric of space. I was it. And it was me! Incredibly intense experience. And slowly coming back then being cheered on (by familiar voices) very similar experience… zooming through space experiencing different life’s. I know feel it’s power - and learned that each human I come across is God, and for that reason I respect and appreciate every one. Massive boost on interpersonal relationship issues. 🙏🏼☮️
If taken with the proper mind set and setting, having respect for the gifts it gives and doing it sacredly, at least in my own experience, never have I had a bad trip! Even doing 5 to 7 grams! I’ve only had bad trips on LSD and Salvia! But everyone is different! Thank you for sharing your experience!
Thanks for sharing. I think it’s really important that people realize how real this is before going in. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING can prepare you for the first time you experience ego death. As this gentleman is telling you, it very often is the best and worst thing that has ever happened to you simultaneously.
I would never try this but I'm fascinated. I'm good with a little bite, thank you very much.
I overdosed on amanita mushrooms, kidneys shut down, seizuring in my neighbors yard, pissing my pants, did not black out, deja vu, waves bringing me down, couldn’t walk it off, dragged straight to hell, worse pain I could ever feel , cycled back to orgasm of intimacy the creation of life same cylcle three more rounds until I’m obliterated, time don’t exist we all die at the same time so in reality that’s why when someone dies it doesn’t feel real, we’re all Jesus and we all gone carry that cross it’s not his sacrifice it takes a team to make a dream
Felt like I was gone for a 1,000 years until I woke up in the hospital with a catheter up my dick and a tube down my throat
I'm not one of those bot comments, but this finally made me realize HOW psilocybin would be used in a therapeutic setting. It literally forces you to evaluate your life and yourself, and almost all these stories end with the person being relieved and grateful at the end.
I did 9g's once and it was bizarre, it is hard to describe. But I also had a very intense trip off 6g of chocolates and can't even explain what happened. Good trips to you in the future!
@kingparish I mean I could explain but saying you can telepathically talk with your dog as one effect sounds a bit looney lol
@@gazellefreestyle3711I’ve heard a lot of trip reports where their pets seem to know they’re tripping, wonder if that’s a thing
Thank you for teaching us how to be ourselves Vivec x
Thank you for the hard work you put into these. This channel has become a nearly nightly listen for me and i can’t wait for more. Question Vivec, do you check the email address in your channel description still?
What a great job reading this story! I'm impressed and delighted 😊
As someone who hasn’t even mustered the balls yet to do over 3 grams. This is crazy. If I knew I wouldn’t possibly bust open the door to schizophrenia or some other unforeseen illness, I’d do it. I can’t even imagine
It’s deep but not that deep if you don’t have the “prequalification” of being schizophrenic you probably won’t ever be yk i now never go past 2g but i’ve done 7g and once 12g and i’ve had my fair share of badtrips and it’s never that bad in the end yk it’s real scary at first but when it ends you just had the most mind blowing retrospection about your life and i always bring some positive out of bad experiences cause right after it ends you’re actually always okay
@@CGK1614 don’t have Schizophrenia but I’ve had a pretty emotionally traumatic childhood. And I swear I’m not humble bragging but I been doing Brazilian Jiu Jitsu and Muay Thai Kickboxing for the last several years and i look like it, musculature wise. Im scared to zap out and hurt someone. Especially if it’s someone I care about who’s trip sitting for me. So im gradually increasing doses like a pussy. So far it’s all been very manageable and great experiences. Maybe i still have the wrong idea of a bad trip and what its like
@@WarHammer1989I've only had a bad trip off acid and it's not what a lot of ppl think.. like seeing crazy shit and whatever else. My experience was being 100% convinced that I was gonna die. My heart was pounding and I kept feeling this pain in my left side, like by my ribs. Felt like I was having a really bad anxiety attack. After a half hour went by and I was still alive.. I realized that I was gonna be ok. Maybe some ppl have different bad trip experiences though
@@WarHammer1989you’re not a pussy for gradually increasing doses, that’s a great way to go about it. I can’t stand the people on the shrooms subreddit telling first timers to take 3.5-5 gs. So irresponsible and messed up.
Love this channel!!