My grandma committed suicide over 40 yrs ago when I was 15. Thank you for telling your story. I think about her everyday. She was loved so very much. One day we will be reunited with them, and they will be whole. God bless your family. ❤
I’ve been in therapy for years, both with a psychiatrist and a clinical psychologist. I still don’t see a future for myself. I’m tired, I’m bankrupt, I can’t live normally and I just can’t get myself interested in anything these days. If I had cancer, would you force me to live out the rest of my days in pain or would you help me find rest?
Yes.. I didn’t hear anyone talk about mental illness as cause. Watch ask listen be there honestly everyday not just at random moments if the person opens to you there is something wrong with how they are feeling.
My brother hung himself 40 yrs ago. The church refused to bury him and we had no service except for close family and friends. No priest would be there. Till this day I wonder why, why why why. If he knew how our mother took the news ( death by hanging) and 3 siblings left behind, " a mother that blamed herself bc she was his mother and should've known". A older brother and two younger sisters we went through hell, mom didn't talk about it and us 3 ... suffered unbearably. Dont forget siblings....💔🕊 Rest in Paradise Clyde
@@maryannhope8276 that is so sad. I feel for your Mom, I’m a motherand I can’t a magine. They don’t mean to hurt others, they just stand their pain anymore. Bless you guys.
I am in crisis at the moment, bad insomnia, terrible depression, self loathing. Long unemployment period, feeling like im a bad person. I’m 49, I feel there’s no way to go now. I’m just so very tired of everything and literally tired too from lack of sleep
Hi, how are you doing at the moment? Lack of a good nights sleep is so terrible for our mental health. Everything is out of focus, and it’s difficult to make good decisions etc. It’s easier said than done, but I hope you can see that it’s the lack of sleep making you feel so terribly about yourself. You are not a bad person, you are just experiencing a bad time.
@@Chloepickle15 Hi, I’m still struggling with my sleep and have also been struggling with o.c.d and intrusive thoughts. It’s as if my brain is turning against me. It’s hideous
@@justmadeit2 oh mate, I’m so sorry you are still struggling. I completely understand what it feels like to be battling your own brain daily. Are you eating properly etc at the min? Insomnia is an absolute arse!
@@justmadeit2try to get sleep , I know it’s hard when your brain won’t shut off wracking you head with all the things your going thru tight now..,I understand what you say, I feel that Way at t8mes times too..,it’s hard to stay alive when your brain keeps trying to kill u…(that’s a title of a book about depression )… sleeps important for us depressed , even more so than food at the moment .,try to rest and you’ll wake to a different day…even if that next day ain’t perfectly fixed, one small thing is , you got some sleep , other things will work themselves out eventually,always rise to another day even if it ain’t perfect , you awoke to another day…Godbless bro, hang in there 🫶
Jami's mother in particular...what a beautiful soul. So deep in her faith, so strong after finding her daughter and wanting to pray. I can't even imagine what these parents, spouses and siblings went through.
Yikes. I think you have both missed the entire point of this video. They aren't talking about cases that a Dr assisted suicide could aid with. But you thought this was the right comment to make here? Talk about selfish, geeze.
Mental illness is not sin, you would think you could find compassion within religion instead of judgment. 'Let he who is without sin cast the first stone ' this is why people dont talk about it...fear, judgment total BS 😪😡
I will neve forget the night we received a call from a family member, telling me my cousin had taken his life. He had just gotten married, was successful and beloved by his colleagues, had many friends. Traveled. I know how he did it, and know what his note said, but I will never understand the why...
Living with some of the most expensive medical conditions. And then having a child who genetically got them too. And you live in the 2nd worst state for getting disability. So it is better to commit suicide than to be homeless and having these medical conditions. My states disability is going to be the cause of 2 suicides. But hey, look at the money saved.
Being I'll is never easy, yet some self control is necessary, because, you require care from others, you have to be around people, in almost every aspect of your life, it's not an easy balance to put on a happy face so to speak, because we have responsibility to ourselves and others.
Coming from someone who is NOT religious and who has religious trauma, I actually gained a lot from this video. I disagree with how judgmental religion is, but the rest of the video wasn’t bad.
Please don't blame God for people's actions, the victims have lost their resone for living and make their own minds up, its not God's choice its the dear depressed soul that feels life is not worth living, but I truly believe they will find peace and love in their spiritual life in the presence of the Lord ✝️❤🇬🇧
Very much appreciated & seriously needed to get programs going for however long it takes. Even if that’s for the rest of one’s life. Suicidal is based upon what I’ve heard you’ll never be the same again because of it. I do feel that my siblings would say; well she was certainly struggling with her depression & anxiety even though they didn’t seem to wanna really acknowledge that I’ve been struggling with it all my entire life so far! Ugh 😑 what will those siblings say if I really do give up & end my life. They’re not even in the same city. I’m totally alone here! Loving, caring, truly understanding? Nope 👎! So what the heck’s the point here?! 🤷♀️Don’t panic I’m not sending out a threatening message. Just stating the facts re: my siblings today. My dad died when I was just literally turned 13 yrs old. Mom died 1998 lung cancer. I was right by her side all the way through & that frightened me cause she looked like she was in a horror movie with how the last mins played out. Ech! My 2nd eldest sister died in May 8th, 2020. Lung disease that I can’t remember the name of but there was literally no treatment, she had 2-3 yrs left before possible suffocation would occur, but had MAID already in place to help end her life. And when I learned of her death I was all alone & crushed by it! Maybe I should have ended mine then too! Am I psychologically hurting 😞💔😭better believe it!!! Bullied all throughout my so-called school yrs too, couldn’t learn anything in the stupid way the old fashioned school system taught so lost out on any proper education! Pissed 😠 off about this? You bet I am! Then being told if I end my life for whatever reason(s) I’d not make it into Gods Kingdom cause it’s a massive sin to commit! Oh, crap!!!! I just can’t seem to win!!! I’m not suicidal rt now so no need for panic today. Just expressing myself for what I’ve gone through & really not gotten the real authentic help I truly needed & still do at 60+ yrs. I think time’s running out for me though. I’m just tired of what’s actually a bunch of B.S! Said my say.
Jill Ann was ridiculous. When she found her daughter hanging she claimed to immediately say a Jewish prayer instead of reacting in shock and horror. Then when she had to tell a loved one the horrible news, the beautiful silver lining was a rainbow out the window… GTF outta here
Why do they call depression a mental illness ? Absolute nonsense. Depression is a symptom of an unresolved situation in life , be it due to a financial crisis etc . Once a solution is found, depression is gone
Your lack of understanding and lack of empathy is showing. Situational depression, or I'm broke and upset about it, is not the same thing as inborn clinical depression. And it's mental illness because that's where it starts. You don't get a big pimple on your nose with a sign. It doesn't show externally on the body for others to observe. Learn to read. Then learn to be a person.
Suicide is murder and murders go to hell. Why do we not understand that. There is a place in hell where people who commit suicide goes. It is plain in the word of God (Bible). 😢😢😢😢
@@irenemchugh it’s the truth even if we don’t like it. We are not supposed to comment murder not even ourselves. Millions of people go to hell every day where is your outrage about that? I’m sorry.
You do know that the bible is a complete work of fiction written a couple of thousand years ago, right? The bible isn’t even worthy as being used for toilet paper.
I am in this Documentary. I am glad someone uploaded it on UA-cam. I hope anyone who needs help gets it . The Suicide Prevention hotline is 988.
I am so sorry for your loss 💔🕊🙏🏼 Thank you for sharing your story. Blessings Love and Peace 😭
My grandma committed suicide over 40 yrs ago when I was 15. Thank you for telling your story. I think about her everyday. She was loved so very much. One day we will be reunited with them, and they will be whole. God bless your family. ❤
Sorry for your loss. RIP
I’ve been in therapy for years, both with a psychiatrist and a clinical psychologist. I still don’t see a future for myself. I’m tired, I’m bankrupt, I can’t live normally and I just can’t get myself interested in anything these days.
If I had cancer, would you force me to live out the rest of my days in pain or would you help me find rest?
Someone once said; "The hardest part of having a mental illness is everyone expects you to act like you don't have one,"
So true omgggg
Yes.. I didn’t hear anyone talk about mental illness as cause. Watch ask listen be there honestly everyday not just at random moments if the person opens to you there is something wrong with how they are feeling.
My brother hung himself 40 yrs ago. The church refused to bury him and we had no service except for close family and friends. No priest would be there. Till this day I wonder why, why why why. If he knew how our mother took the news ( death by hanging) and 3 siblings left behind, " a mother that blamed herself bc she was his mother and should've known". A older brother and two younger sisters we went through hell, mom didn't talk about it and us 3 ... suffered unbearably. Dont forget siblings....💔🕊 Rest in Paradise Clyde
❤@@maryannhope8276
@@maryannhope8276 that is so sad. I feel for your Mom, I’m a motherand I can’t a magine. They don’t mean to hurt others, they just stand their pain anymore. Bless you guys.
Funny when you’re dead how people start listening
Exactly!
I am in crisis at the moment, bad insomnia, terrible depression, self loathing. Long unemployment period, feeling like im a bad person. I’m 49, I feel there’s no way to go now. I’m just so very tired of everything and literally tired too from lack of sleep
Hi, how are you doing at the moment? Lack of a good nights sleep is so terrible for our mental health. Everything is out of focus, and it’s difficult to make good decisions etc. It’s easier said than done, but I hope you can see that it’s the lack of sleep making you feel so terribly about yourself. You are not a bad person, you are just experiencing a bad time.
@@Chloepickle15 Hi, I’m still struggling with my sleep and have also been struggling with o.c.d and intrusive thoughts. It’s as if my brain is turning against me. It’s hideous
@@justmadeit2 oh mate, I’m so sorry you are still struggling. I completely understand what it feels like to be battling your own brain daily. Are you eating properly etc at the min? Insomnia is an absolute arse!
@@Chloepickle15 I’m eating ok most of the time though skip meals sometimes. It’s a rough time for sure
@@justmadeit2try to get sleep , I know it’s hard when your brain won’t shut off wracking you head with all the things your going thru tight now..,I understand what you say, I feel that Way at t8mes times too..,it’s hard to stay alive when your brain keeps trying to kill u…(that’s a title of a book about depression )… sleeps important for us depressed , even more so than food at the moment .,try to rest and you’ll wake to a different day…even if that next day ain’t perfectly fixed, one small thing is , you got some sleep , other things will work themselves out eventually,always rise to another day even if it ain’t perfect , you awoke to another day…Godbless bro, hang in there 🫶
Jami's mother in particular...what a beautiful soul. So deep in her faith, so strong after finding her daughter and wanting to pray. I can't even imagine what these parents, spouses and siblings went through.
Sometimes suicide is the only answer and I wish people would stop being so selfish and forcing the severely mentally ill to live in anguish.
I totally agree. It’s cruel to expect everyone to live to old age. I hope my days here are over soon
Yikes. I think you have both missed the entire point of this video. They aren't talking about cases that a Dr assisted suicide could aid with. But you thought this was the right comment to make here? Talk about selfish, geeze.
Yes I agree, sometimes it's the only choice
Thank you for understanding us.
@@lesliecano4963
I can only say Leslie I hope you find a way to survive. My dear son took his life. My pain began. There is hope . His name is Jesus
Such a tragic thing to live through. Condolences to these families and the victims of mental illness.
Life is overrated. Dying isnt so bad.
Thank you
How do you know?
Perfect. I needed to see this.
Mental illness is not sin, you would think you could find compassion within religion instead of judgment. 'Let he who is without sin cast the first stone ' this is why people dont talk about it...fear, judgment total BS 😪😡
All religion is patriarchal hypocritical garbage.
I’m so sorry to all that lost their loved one.
I will neve forget the night we received a call from a family member, telling me my cousin had taken his life. He had just gotten married, was successful and beloved by his colleagues, had many friends. Traveled. I know how he did it, and know what his note said, but I will never understand the why...
Because he was devastated.
@@lesliecano4963?
Success isn't everything .
Be thankful for that
If I hadn’t abandoned the Catholic Church decades ago I’d have done myself in by now too. Disgusting.
I'm so sick of always being about those left behind. It's about those who do it!
Living with some of the most expensive medical conditions. And then having a child who genetically got them too. And you live in the 2nd worst state for getting disability. So it is better to commit suicide than to be homeless and having these medical conditions. My states disability is going to be the cause of 2 suicides. But hey, look at the money saved.
I really feel for you...and know exactly what u r going thru..God can be so cruel
I hope you can find some peace.
Arizona?
If god exists she wouldn’t make you live with all this suffering.
@@lanaroske2221 Yes, very cheap to just pick up and move to another country! 😵💫
So well done
"If your feeling like you have more than you can handle, you need to give God back his battle" Pastor Stephen Furtick
Being I'll is never easy, yet some self control is necessary, because, you require care from others, you have to be around people, in almost every aspect of your life, it's not an easy balance to put on a happy face so to speak, because we have responsibility to ourselves and others.
Coming from someone who is NOT religious and who has religious trauma, I actually gained a lot from this video. I disagree with how judgmental religion is, but the rest of the video wasn’t bad.
Exactly. Religion puts fear and guilt in someone. The very essence of religion is unhealthy worldview
Awesome 🙏
usual nonsense about god and praying
Bloody cruel god...just stand and watch even though people r praying for help
Please don't blame God for people's actions, the victims have lost their resone for living and make their own minds up, its not God's choice its the dear depressed soul that feels life is not worth living, but I truly believe they will find peace and love in their spiritual life in the presence of the Lord ✝️❤🇬🇧
There is no god of love and peace who would allow us go through what we do.
Then what is this about this merciful n loving god...where is the mercy n love..so its all fakel@@maggieboo8142
I don't want to be here, but I can't see a way to get out.
Very much appreciated & seriously needed to get programs going for however long it takes. Even if that’s for the rest of one’s life. Suicidal is based upon what I’ve heard you’ll never be the same again because of it. I do feel that my siblings would say; well she was certainly struggling with her depression & anxiety even though they didn’t seem to wanna really acknowledge that I’ve been struggling with it all my entire life so far! Ugh 😑 what will those siblings say if I really do give up & end my life. They’re not even in the same city. I’m totally alone here! Loving, caring, truly understanding? Nope 👎! So what the heck’s the point here?! 🤷♀️Don’t panic I’m not sending out a threatening message. Just stating the facts re: my siblings today. My dad died when I was just literally turned 13 yrs old. Mom died 1998 lung cancer. I was right by her side all the way through & that frightened me cause she looked like she was in a horror movie with how the last mins played out. Ech! My 2nd eldest sister died in May 8th, 2020. Lung disease that I can’t remember the name of but there was literally no treatment, she had 2-3 yrs left before possible suffocation would occur, but had MAID already in place to help end her life. And when I learned of her death I was all alone & crushed by it! Maybe I should have ended mine then too! Am I psychologically hurting 😞💔😭better believe it!!! Bullied all throughout my so-called school yrs too, couldn’t learn anything in the stupid way the old fashioned school system taught so lost out on any proper education! Pissed 😠 off about this? You bet I am! Then being told if I end my life for whatever reason(s) I’d not make it into Gods Kingdom cause it’s a massive sin to commit! Oh, crap!!!! I just can’t seem to win!!! I’m not suicidal rt now so no need for panic today. Just expressing myself for what I’ve gone through & really not gotten the real authentic help I truly needed & still do at 60+ yrs. I think time’s running out for me though. I’m just tired of what’s actually a bunch of B.S! Said my say.
F...k god...bloody cruel
Wow that reinactment was awful.
Far too melodramatic
Jill Ann was ridiculous.
When she found her daughter hanging she claimed to immediately say a Jewish prayer instead of reacting in shock and horror. Then when she had to tell a loved one the horrible news, the beautiful silver lining was a rainbow out the window…
GTF outta here
Why do they call depression a mental illness ? Absolute nonsense. Depression is a symptom of an unresolved situation in life , be it due to a financial crisis etc . Once a solution is found, depression is gone
Your lack of understanding and lack of empathy is showing.
Situational depression, or I'm broke and upset about it, is not the same thing as inborn clinical depression.
And it's mental illness because that's where it starts. You don't get a big pimple on your nose with a sign. It doesn't show externally on the body for others to observe.
Learn to read. Then learn to be a person.
My husband was killed five years ago. What is the solution for that? Please tell me
It’s biochemical in the brain
Clinical depression
because they are educated and you are obviously not !!! so better don't open your mouth then !!!
Very ignorant. Embarrassingly so
UwU
Suicide is murder and murders go to hell. Why do we not understand that. There is a place in hell where people who commit suicide goes. It is plain in the word of God (Bible). 😢😢😢😢
you are disgusting!!!
What a disgusting thing to say …….
@@irenemchugh it’s the truth even if we don’t like it. We are not supposed to comment murder not even ourselves. Millions of people go to hell every day where is your outrage about that? I’m sorry.
@@sheilastrait2917 the outrage is about your lack of compassion, your arrogance and your not knowing when and where to share your ideas
You do know that the bible is a complete work of fiction written a couple of thousand years ago, right? The bible isn’t even worthy as being used for toilet paper.
First step leave god out of the equation. There is no God.
There is afterlife but there is no god