Your story has helped me so much. You truly will never know how much your story and pain has motivated me to not put my family through that💕 thank you..
My son was 20 when he passed the same way while away in college. Outside he seemed fine but little did we know he was struggling . I wish we knew so many days I wish things would be different but its our reality now living without him.
I was a school teacher for 18 years. My BiPolar meds got out of whack, and I got really depressed. I had a near fatal suicide attempt. I had to stop teaching to get myself together.
I also lost my youngest brilliant and handsome son Nikshit still I have hope that God will hear my cries forever 18 my angel 15 Jan 2022 worst day of my life when my lovely and lively son took decision to went to heaven right now I don't know God's plan but still feel God is working and only in the holy name of Lord Jesus I get comfort
@@Godless-Being free-will. A loving God does not force you to follow him. People have choices and choices have consequences. God always avenges though. He is not mocked. You reap what you say.
Bless you for taking a tragedy to your family, and finding the ability to share it with others. You will likely never know how many individuals you have assisted, but rest assured you have. May your 🩷 continue to heal as you share Austin's story. May he be at peace. 🕊
I say the “Anima Christi” over and over again and really think about the words. Sometimes I lay down and imagine myself at the foot of the Cross and looking up at Jesus. I usually start feeling better then eventually. It’s my go to lifeline to shaking any depression I have. Hope that helps someone today.
@Dannydolan88 so sweet of you to ask. I'm still feeling stuck in the cycle and negativity. I hate to be a victim. I want to take control of other parts of my life since I can't influence my love life. But my relationship and past heartbreak takes so much of my energy. Even if I break up, I know it's going to be hard. Breakups feel so traumatic. I get attached and it hurts to leave...yet it's destructive to stay.
I cannot imagine losing a child that way. I lost my Dad last year to suicide and he shot himself through the heart. My Mom committed suicide June 28th, 1988. The road is so long and just a host of emotions . You are so right!
I hope your okay, I love both my parents very much and I couldn’t imagine losing them both like that. I really am sorry for your lose and I hope your living an amazing life. Suicide is such a painful state that everyone should be able to relate to and I’m sorry
I was kinda of middle-of-the road in school, and had minimum wage fast food jobs - and, compared to a lot of kids/ppl that went to good colleges and have good jobs I never had suicidal thoughts about my life and never had these problems growing up or in my adult life.
Was depressed while in the Navy so I admitted myself to the ER for suicidal ideation, then after the Navy I came home and bought a gun. Then i got arrested and hit with a 3rd degree felony and 18 months in prison. Because in Ohio its illegal to possess a gun even after a voluntary psych admission. So thank you Ohio for showing my life never mattered. 😊😊😊❤❤😊😊
we should be proactive concerning closed head trauma/injury. Being concussed one time is too many. My cousin wrestled through concussions & later took his life. Look into hyperbaric chamber therapy, chelation, etc. some are seeing positive results
This is a very sad story and interesting one you always hear about how people look like they have it all but don’t in reality they look fine and normal to regular person but on the inside they are suffering, I find this interesting because I am the opposite I haven’t accomplished much and I am not a overachieve I am lonely with no real friends and no romantic relationship ever, I have family but I don’t live close to them for years now we are sort of a stranged but I can’t imagine them saying “yea he was doing stuff with his life” it’s more like they would say “well that makes sense but in the end we didn’t care”
Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. We serve God who can do all things. Romans 8:31 tells us, “what, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?” this means that no man, woman, boy or girl is a threat to the purpose God placed on the inside of you. This means that the ONLY way you experience defeat is when you surrender. In moments of worry and anxiety, we are called to bring our concerns before God in prayer. Instead of allowing anxiety to consume us, we can find peace and comfort in knowing that the Almighty God is attentive to our needs for He cares for us deeply. In the storms of life, God is our only hope. His faithfulness and His goodness are present Even during the darkest storm. we have a lot of growing up to do. we should continue to grow in our relationship with God, and there is no point where we can say we've "had enough" Jesus tells his followers not to worry about food, drink, clothing, or tomorrow, and instead to seek first God's kingdom and righteousness and He will give us everything we need. Give thanks and be appreciative of the small and big things that God is doing in your life. Doing that means that you are looking for God throughout your day. You’re looking for God in your situation. You’re looking for God in your struggles and your pains, and keeping your focus on God instead of focusing on all the bad that’s going on. It’s what God wants you to do. He wants you to keep your eyes on Him. for the Lord will give you understanding in everything. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is Repent and have Faith. The Bible teaches that God's sovereignty is an essential aspect of who He is, that He has supreme authority and absolute power over all things. There is nothing that God is not in control of. Everything that happens, God either causes to happen or He allows it to happen. However, Everything God does is done in love. There is always some reason for it, and for those who love God and are called according to His purpose, He will work everything out for good. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. We fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. We need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. so rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your Strength. John 14:27 "Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid."
Unfortunately sometimes they have to. Especially if the organs can be donated. I’d be more upset if I found out my daughter’s organs could have gone on to save other lives had the doctor called and asked me immediately instead of waiting for me to arrive.
Why?? I lost my husband in a car accident... putting an end to the mental gymnastics your mind plays is the nicest thing you can do in a situation like this.
I work in emergency medicine and one of the biggest rules of medicine is no false hope. You don't want them showing up to the ED thinking their kid is alive when they've been dead 20 minutes. That's not ethical.
Sorry for your loss. If you don’t mind me asking is there anything specific about football that contributed to your sons case. If you don’t feel like sharing I understand. God Bless
I think she means that when young men play football they are more likely to multiple head injuries when the brain is still developing this can cause drama and a lot of depression it not properly diagnosed.
Stop medicating people who are going through puberty. Being depressed about life’s hardships is common and needs no medical treatment. Puberty is hard enough without adults filling their heads with mental illness bs 😢.
You’re ignorant AF. Depression is a real disease that devastates and ends millions of lives. Watch Robert sapolskys lecture “ the biology and psychology of depression “ it’s on UA-cam
Such a beautiful message from a beautiful woman. RIP Austin and Evan. #nomoresuicide
Your story has helped me so much. You truly will never know how much your story and pain has motivated me to not put my family through that💕 thank you..
I’m so so sorry for the loss of your son and everyone else that’s going through this😢
My son was 20 when he passed the same way while away in college. Outside he seemed fine but little did we know he was struggling . I wish we knew so many days I wish things would be different but its our reality now living without him.
I’m so sorry. Sending love to you and your family ❤
Thank you. very wise words from a broken hearted mother, who seeks to help us all, to help ourselves and each other.
Thank you for your bravery. These stories are hard to tell but important for so many of us to hear. Sorry for your loss
Beautiful message. Rest peacefully, Austin and Evan ❤️❤️
I was a school teacher for 18 years. My BiPolar meds got out of whack, and I got really depressed. I had a near fatal suicide attempt. I had to stop teaching to get myself together.
Prayers to you sir. Stay strong and keep fighting🙏🏻
My son passed my heart is broken thank you for sharing your Love and strength
I also lost my youngest brilliant and handsome son Nikshit still I have hope that God will hear my cries forever 18 my angel 15 Jan 2022 worst day of my life when my lovely and lively son took decision to went to heaven right now I don't know God's plan but still feel God is working and only in the holy name of Lord Jesus I get comfort
Blessings healing and strenth for you Nidhi
God bless you in Jesus name.
Your God let that happen while he just sat back and waited for it to happen and did nothing. Your God is a dbag, that’s no god of mine
@@sonOfTheL1vingGodwhy? Your God let it happen why still praise him? That’s no god of mine.
@@Godless-Being free-will. A loving God does not force you to follow him. People have choices and choices have consequences. God always avenges though. He is not mocked. You reap what you say.
“God is crying with us tonight” 😞 May he rest in peace
My heart goes out to you. I’m so glad Austin knew God! Thank you for actively saving lives!!!
Bless you for taking a tragedy to your family, and finding the ability to share it with others. You will likely never know how many individuals you have assisted, but rest assured you have.
May your 🩷 continue to heal as you share Austin's story.
May he be at peace. 🕊
Thank you for sharing your story..I pray 🙏 what the devil meant for evil God will turn for GOOD 👍 Thank you again 🙏 😊
My heart goes out to this family. I feel such pain for you, I am so sorry. I feel like crying and Im an old man.
Rip Austin and Evan 😢😢😢 Thank you
Truly sorry for your loss. RIP Austin
Just watched this. So sorry for your loss. Dear all, just remember. U are on this planet for a reason. U matter, be here❤❤❤
And now my Robert has joined Austin and Evan. May they Rest In Peace forever. Thank you for your message.
We need to look at young men in particular, because they are more affected than any other group.
A mom's love. 💗 My close friend took her life 6 months ago. RIP Austin and Audrey.
SORRY to hear your devastating news. Thank you for your bravery to CARE about our young people. God sees you.
I say the “Anima Christi” over and over again and really think about the words. Sometimes I lay down and imagine myself at the foot of the Cross and looking up at Jesus. I usually start feeling better then eventually. It’s my go to lifeline to shaking any depression I have. Hope that helps someone today.
Thank you for sharing.
I have been through so many toxic relationships. Nothing ruined my life as much
@Dannydolan88 so sweet of you to ask. I'm still feeling stuck in the cycle and negativity. I hate to be a victim. I want to take control of other parts of my life since I can't influence my love life. But my relationship and past heartbreak takes so much of my energy. Even if I break up, I know it's going to be hard. Breakups feel so traumatic. I get attached and it hurts to leave...yet it's destructive to stay.
Beautiful said mama ❤️
Suicide is a epidemic and we need to do a better job of tackling this disease.😢
Suicide is either a temporary thought or an permanent one. If it's severe then it cannot be cured
Blessings ❤❤❤❤
I cannot imagine losing a child that way. I lost my Dad last year to suicide and he shot himself through the heart. My Mom committed suicide June 28th, 1988. The road is so long and just a host of emotions . You are so right!
I hope your okay, I love both my parents very much and I couldn’t imagine losing them both like that. I really am sorry for your lose and I hope your living an amazing life. Suicide is such a painful state that everyone should be able to relate to and I’m sorry
My condolences.
My condolences to you and the family.
So very sorry for the loss of your son.
rip austin
I was kinda of middle-of-the road in school, and had minimum wage fast food jobs - and, compared to a lot of kids/ppl that went to good colleges and have good jobs I never had suicidal thoughts about my life and never had these problems growing up or in my adult life.
i think some of its mental illness, some of its family expectations combined with sensitive personalities, some of it is some deep trauma and unknowns
Lucky you
Suicide is a demon telling people bad things. It's very hard for them to get rid of this demon. Pray for Yahwehs protection
You sound severely brainwashed.
So sad for your loss.
Was depressed while in the Navy so I admitted myself to the ER for suicidal ideation, then after the Navy I came home and bought a gun. Then i got arrested and hit with a 3rd degree felony and 18 months in prison. Because in Ohio its illegal to possess a gun even after a voluntary psych admission.
So thank you Ohio for showing my life never mattered. 😊😊😊❤❤😊😊
You are so brave! God will use you for his good in your darkest hours, if you only let Him.
we should be proactive concerning closed head trauma/injury. Being concussed one time is too many. My cousin wrestled through concussions & later took his life. Look into hyperbaric chamber therapy, chelation, etc. some are seeing positive results
Blessings.
I’m so sorry
My sons gunshot wound was instant and fatal. Didn't even get to donate his organs
This is a very sad story and interesting one you always hear about how people look like they have it all but don’t in reality they look fine and normal to regular person but on the inside they are suffering, I find this interesting because I am the opposite I haven’t accomplished much and I am not a overachieve I am lonely with no real friends and no romantic relationship ever, I have family but I don’t live close to them for years now we are sort of a stranged but I can’t imagine them saying “yea he was doing stuff with his life” it’s more like they would say “well that makes sense but in the end we didn’t care”
Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. We serve God who can do all things. Romans 8:31 tells us, “what, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?” this means that no man, woman, boy or girl is a threat to the purpose God placed on the inside of you. This means that the ONLY way you experience defeat is when you surrender. In moments of worry and anxiety, we are called to bring our concerns before God in prayer. Instead of allowing anxiety to consume us, we can find peace and comfort in knowing that the Almighty God is attentive to our needs for He cares for us deeply. In the storms of life, God is our only hope. His faithfulness and His goodness are present Even during the darkest storm. we have a lot of growing up to do. we should continue to grow in our relationship with God, and there is no point where we can say we've "had enough" Jesus tells his followers not to worry about food, drink, clothing, or tomorrow, and instead to seek first God's kingdom and righteousness and He will give us everything we need. Give thanks and be appreciative of the small and big things that God is doing in your life. Doing that means that you are looking for God throughout your day. You’re looking for God in your situation. You’re looking for God in your struggles and your pains, and keeping your focus on God instead of focusing on all the bad that’s going on. It’s what God wants you to do. He wants you to keep your eyes on Him. for the Lord will give you understanding in everything. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is Repent and have Faith. The Bible teaches that God's sovereignty is an essential aspect of who He is, that He has supreme authority and absolute power over all things. There is nothing that God is not in control of. Everything that happens, God either causes to happen or He allows it to happen. However, Everything God does is done in love. There is always some reason for it, and for those who love God and are called according to His purpose, He will work everything out for good. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. We fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. We need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. so rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your Strength.
John 14:27
"Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid."
Un fortunately our mental health system doesn't do enough for teens and young adults with mental health illness..
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😢
Stop the background music. Very annoying.👎
Nah, it was fine
Poor kid, he had a future
If you're a doctor...please never call a parent to tell them over their phone their kid is no more...
Unfortunately sometimes they have to. Especially if the organs can be donated. I’d be more upset if I found out my daughter’s organs could have gone on to save other lives had the doctor called and asked me immediately instead of waiting for me to arrive.
Why?? I lost my husband in a car accident... putting an end to the mental gymnastics your mind plays is the nicest thing you can do in a situation like this.
I thought the same
Well either way its hard but at least they didnt get to the hosptal thinking there was still hope
I work in emergency medicine and one of the biggest rules of medicine is no false hope. You don't want them showing up to the ED thinking their kid is alive when they've been dead 20 minutes. That's not ethical.
Terrible! It's Not easy to lose a child thru this!
Can’t help wondering about the girl in the toxic relationship?
Stop the sad music when talking about these things
Listen this is her story and she can play it however she wants .. that includes music .. 😊
I think it’s football added to this .. my son was a football player too..
Sorry for your loss. If you don’t mind me asking is there anything specific about football that contributed to your sons case. If you don’t feel like sharing I understand. God Bless
I think she means that when young men play football they are more likely to multiple head injuries when the brain is still developing this can cause drama and a lot of depression it not properly diagnosed.
CTE??
Unnecessary music. Interfere with the messages
Stop medicating people who are going through puberty. Being depressed about life’s hardships is common and needs no medical treatment. Puberty is hard enough without adults filling their heads with mental illness bs 😢.
You’re ignorant AF. Depression is a real disease that devastates and ends millions of lives. Watch Robert sapolskys lecture “ the biology and psychology of depression “ it’s on UA-cam
When you're autistic, puberty is a real pain in the ass. Leads to depression and worse.
Oh my,how cam god be crying with u guys,he should hv help as he is suppose to be the almighty???????????wat god is this ?
We all have free will .
This is beyond horrific. This is so sad.😢😢😢😢😢😢
R. I. P. so sad…
He was beautiful! I am so sorry ...😢
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