Dear subscribers,
I just realized that this channel reached 1500 subscribers, and I've even missed the chance to make a video to express my gratitude on reaching 1000 subs...
Normally people would do giveaway to celebrate a milestone, and treat it as a stepping stone to boost extra subscriber count, but I don't feel like doing it because it will attract bots into the channel (my friend: just say ur too poor to do it :d)
So, what I decided to do, was just to play one of my favorite song on violin and recorded it on my phone, no edit, no effect, just raw 128kbps m4a file, and release it on YT.
I know it's out of tune, and scuffed in every possible way. But, it's my utmost sincerity to all of my subscribers.
I was a student in commerce, now a salary man who just moved into another local bank for a junior retail position. Music has NEVER been (more accurately, never been ABLE to be) my main quest in my life, because I don't have the talent for it.
When I mean talent, it doesn't mean raw talent, it means EVERYTHING, including environment, enormous amount of money for a qualified teacher, a proper instrument (I bought my first proper violin when I got my first job, and it feel's like I was trying to go for Master rank in Apex with a 30fps monitor, it just feels so dumb), and time etc.
So, what I want to say is, at some point of your life, if you feel down and feel like you're worse than everyone else surrounding you. Comeback to this video again, and let me remind you:
DON'T be too harsh on yourself, because Life is a P2W game, Music is a P2W game, and there's nothing you can do about it. Just take a deep breath , stand, and move forward.
Last but not least, to all of my subscribers, Thank YOU very much, I really appreciate it.
Best,
Cata
PS I'm not going elsewhere, and will keep updating the channel when I feel like there's something interesting.