Awkward Anxious Jennifer
Awkward Anxious Jennifer
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Відео

I'm Back! Where I've Been and Where I'm Going
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I'm Back! Where I've Been and Where I'm Going
I'm Autistic
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After years of wondering, I have finally found enough information to confirm that I have autism. This isn't a bad diagnosis - it explains SO MUCH and gives me new ways to approach things now that I understand my brain better.
I don't know what I'm doing...
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Today I realized that I have no idea what I'm doing... With this channel, with my life, with my career... With anything. And that might be a bit of a problem. 🤔
Love Yourself, Embrace Yourself, and You Might Be Surprised - Thanks for the Love!
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Love Yourself, Embrace Yourself, and You Might Be Surprised - Thanks for the Love!
You Don't Need a REASON to Have Depression or Anxiety!!!
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I just had an appointment with a mental health professional who manages my medication. When I told him my depression and anxiety had been creeping back in, he said, "Why? What happened? A few months ago you said you felt better than you had in years!" You don't have to have a reason to struggle with #depression or #anxiety. Mental illness is a problem with your actual brain. Don't let anybody m...
How Is Your Fandom Affecting Your Mental Health?
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Information about depression: www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/depression/symptoms-causes/syc-20356007 Information about anxiety: www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/anxiety/symptoms-causes/syc-20350961 How to stop ruminating (obsessive thoughts): www.healthline.com/health/how-to-stop-ruminating Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration (SAMHSA)’s National Helpline - 1-...
Things I'm Grateful for this Year
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While I won't get to spend this Thanksgiving with my family, I still have a lot to be thankful for, so I decided to take some time to talk about some of those things. A few things I'm grateful for this year include Galveston, MewGulf, waanjai, and my freelance writing career. What are you grateful for? This has been a difficult year for many people, but I hope you all can come up with at least ...
What Do Celebrities "Owe" Fans? Do We Sometimes Ask Too Much? With Marco Tyler #MewGulf
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Augh, sorry about the audio and video quality on this one. I was scared to try to combine Marco's video with my own and just recorded our Zoom call. Next time I'll just have to figure out how to do "real" editing. Anyway, today we talked about the general pressure fans tend to put onto celebrities and online personalities. For example, are we asking too much by constantly hounding MewGulf to ve...
Friends Through Fandoms - How MewGulf Have Helped Expand My Social Circle
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I've always struggled to make friends, and becoming a waanjai has helped so much! I've made friends from around the world, and if you're part of a fandom, you can too. Follow me on Twitter: AwkAnxJennifer My DMs are open. Don't be shy!
Fandoms: Mental Health, Fans, and Celebrities
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An incident happened in my main fandom today, and it got me thinking about the positive and negative ways that being in a fandom can impact the mental health of fans, and how fans can positively and negatively impact the celebrities they follow. I think some of us underestimate how much a fandom impacts our mental health, and how much we can affect celebrities and unintentionally hurt them. Fol...
How "Shipping" a Celebrity Couple Has Improved My Depression Symptoms #MewGulf
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My mental health is better than it's been in a long time thanks to "shipping" MewGulf, a celebrity couple from Thailand. If you're a fellow waanjai, be sure to check out my friend Marco Tyler, who reacts to MewGulf, other BL series, and Dimash Kudaibergen. ua-cam.com/channels/jzYcTh8zf5aZq4vIwWNmqQ.html Follow me on Twitter: AwkAnxJennifer
Finally Back in Therapy - Time to Address My Low Self-Esteem
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I'm finally back in therapy, so it's time, yet again, to try to address my low self-esteem. Whether you struggle with depression, anxiety, bipolar disorder, low self-esteem, or anything else, your feelings are valid.
Galveston Ahead of the Storm (Tropical Storm Beta)
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Galveston Ahead of the Storm (Tropical Storm Beta)
Nearly One Hour of Relaxing Waves
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Nearly One Hour of Relaxing Waves
Mental Health Update and I'm Safe from Hurricane Laura
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Mental Health Update and I'm Safe from Hurricane Laura
Not having a good day - MY BRAIN WON'T SHUT UP
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Not having a good day - MY BRAIN WON'T SHUT UP
Waves Crashing and Pelicans Diving at Galveston Beach
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Waves Crashing and Pelicans Diving at Galveston Beach
Self Care at the Beach - So Important, Especially if You Struggle w/Mental Illness!
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Self Care at the Beach - So Important, Especially if You Struggle w/Mental Illness!
Struggling with Depression: Feeling Helpless and Hopeless
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Struggling with Depression: Feeling Helpless and Hopeless
Giving Up My Car?!?!?!
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Giving Up My Car?!?!?!
Brazoria National Wildlife Refuge in Texas - Lots of Birds!
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Brazoria National Wildlife Refuge in Texas - Lots of Birds!
Mental Health Update and Drive Through Galveston
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Mental Health Update and Drive Through Galveston
Relaxing Waves on a Galveston Beach, May 11, 2020
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Relaxing Waves on a Galveston Beach, May 11, 2020
Former Dog Groomer Cuts Her Own Hair
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Former Dog Groomer Cuts Her Own Hair
Mental health update - not doing well
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Mental health update - not doing well
Writing for "Myself" Again. Life Update
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Writing for "Myself" Again. Life Update
Compilation of Galveston Beach Clips
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Compilation of Galveston Beach Clips
Mental Health Update - How Am I Doing Since I Moved?
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Mental Health Update - How Am I Doing Since I Moved?
No more living in a car! Where did I settle down?
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No more living in a car! Where did I settle down?

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @PaulKapow
    @PaulKapow 21 день тому

    Thanks

  • @MissesCakes
    @MissesCakes 2 місяці тому

    Happy for you.

  • @stephie640
    @stephie640 5 місяців тому

    Hey! It's been years.. Glad to see you are doing ok!

  • @kirstencourtney8792
    @kirstencourtney8792 5 місяців тому

    Girl, this is so me every weekend too!! ADHD brains unite!!😂 My therapist says to not feel guilty about needing time to relax on the weekend, but I still do because I feel like there's still so much to get done. I'm trying to find a balance somehow. Not easy.

  • @kylievonglitz9666
    @kylievonglitz9666 6 місяців тому

    I never comment on videos but I had to pop in to say I was really happy to see you back in my notifications! Glad to hear you’re doing well. Can’t wait to see more content. Keep on keepin’ on!! 🙂

  • @colimae2097
    @colimae2097 6 місяців тому

    I'm so glad you are doing well jen ❤️

  • @ProfitTriviayoutubechannel
    @ProfitTriviayoutubechannel 7 місяців тому

    I loved this video thank you

  • @chrisstyles4630
    @chrisstyles4630 10 місяців тому

    Did that scum who ran in music we trust ever get charged for what he did

  • @DK-nl7jq
    @DK-nl7jq Рік тому

    Lovely talk, Jennifer - really inspiring. I too struggle with social anxiety - especially hosting anxiety - and congratulate you on having done this and shared your learnings!

  • @chloes6881
    @chloes6881 Рік тому

    Sending love and support ❤️

  • @vizguru
    @vizguru Рік тому

    When good things come they come in a torrent. Do not be surprised. Expect and imagine good things happening. Gratitude is the start of great things. You're inspiring!

  • @vizguru
    @vizguru Рік тому

    Yes, progress is showing. We become whatever we resist. True progress only comes when we fully relax, surrender and say, screw it! Keep going.

  • @Bluemoonjellyfishh
    @Bluemoonjellyfishh Рік тому

    Hey thank you for this video:) Really helps one feel less alone, and encourages me to keep trying to invite people over and it’ll get better! Eek

  • @BeaVizcarra
    @BeaVizcarra Рік тому

    Aww sweetie. I feel you! Thank you for sharing these emotions with us. Honestly I am able to understand that I’m not the only one who gets this thoughts 😢

  • @Truerealism747
    @Truerealism747 2 роки тому

    How are you now I have pain everday

    • @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer
      @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer 2 роки тому

      Hi Tom. I'm sorry to hear you have pain every day. I have arthritis in my back and knees, but luckily I don't get the intense psychosomatic pain like in this video very often.

  • @brandyreads
    @brandyreads 2 роки тому

    Hey Jen, my channel brandyreadsromance got deleted by UA-cam. Glad to see you. My youngest is autistic and yes females have different traits than boys do.

    • @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer
      @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer 2 роки тому

      Oh no!!! Why did UA-cam delete your channel?! Other than that, how have you been?

    • @brandyreads
      @brandyreads 2 роки тому

      @@AwkwardAnxiousJennifer I have no idea why they deleted my channel, I tried to appeal it and google said my account didn’t exist. I didn’t want to make a Twitter account and try to get ahold of UA-cam that way, so I said forget it and I made a new one. Other than that my family and I are doing good. We all had Covid a month ago, but hardly any symptoms thankfully. I was in the hospital last month for kidney stone pain. I feel better now though.

    • @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer
      @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer 2 роки тому

      @@brandyreads Wow, what a nightmare about the UA-cam channel! I'm glad your family's covid experience was OK and everybody is doing OK. Yikes about your hospital stay! I had a kidney stone probably 15 years ago and it's still the worst pain I've ever experienced.

  • @kirstencourtney8792
    @kirstencourtney8792 2 роки тому

    OMG, I think I might be on the autism spectrum as well. Probably my dad too. My son was diagnosed in 2nd grade, much more obvious in him. Now I'm also wondering about my daughter. Thanks for sharing. As far as your voice, you talk fast and maybe a little high pitched, but I wouldn't say monotone. I've always been told I talk to soft and monotone. I've worked a lot on that since I was younger so not as obvious now but can still come through. I also have the auditory processing issues. I was diagnosed with that at age 20. Hard to process auditory input (although hearing not impaired)/ output (finding the right words) and getting multiple sounds mixed up with each other (like auditory dyslexia.) There were words for each of these, but I forget the exact terms right now.

    • @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer
      @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer 2 роки тому

      Yeah, it sounds like it might be worth you doing some research to see if you're on the spectrum! Actually, MANY women get diagnosed after one or more of their children are diagnosed. That's actually one of the most common ways for women to discover they're on the spectrum. Also, I'm so happy that at least one person watched the whole video! I wasn't sure anybody would watch past my intro. Anyway, hope you're doing well!

    • @kirstencourtney8792
      @kirstencourtney8792 2 роки тому

      @@AwkwardAnxiousJennifer 😂 Yes, I watched the whole thing. I have actually brought it up to my therapist before and he was like, no, I don't think so (but both of us have kids farther up the spectrum,) so actually seeing this test was more insightful. I will definitely look into it more. I am doing okay, had a lot of health issues this year and currently taking Keppra which sucks bad. Feels like a clamp on my brain 24-7 and I'm always tired and unmotivated. Plus a bunch of other side effects. Hoping to get off soon. (Put up my X'mas tree late, didn't decorate it. Also didn't take it down yet, stuff like that.😂) I hope you continue doing well and are able to use these insights you are getting to help you in your journey. Good to hear from you again too! Happy Valentine's Day!💖❤💞

    • @kirstencourtney8792
      @kirstencourtney8792 2 роки тому

      @@AwkwardAnxiousJennifer Oh, and I also have ADHD (inattentive type) also. Actually diagnosed with that as an adult as well.

  • @annetteslife
    @annetteslife 2 роки тому

    It is nice to hear from you

    • @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer
      @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer 2 роки тому

      Thanks! I'll try not to wait so long next time.

    • @annetteslife
      @annetteslife 2 роки тому

      @@AwkwardAnxiousJennifer you health is more important. I can wait and take all of the time you need

  • @MellieDarcy
    @MellieDarcy 2 роки тому

    It’s nice to hear from you!

  • @TroyGrey
    @TroyGrey 2 роки тому

    Hi Jennifer. New follower here. I’ve loved your content from what I’ve seen so far. I hope you’ll make an update to this video and continue your channel. I so relate to you in so many aspects. I even have simular dreams with the occuring strange and scary toilets theme and I’m almost always tired aswell. Guess we’re from a simular planet, lol.

    • @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer
      @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer 2 роки тому

      Hi TroyGrey. I'm glad you like my content! I guess it has been forever since I posted a video 🤔 I'll try to do one soon. Wow, I'm glad I'm not the only one who has weird toilet dreams! I really thought it was just me. Anyway, thank you for commenting and reminding me why I started the channel in the first place. I'll try to get back to it 🙂

  • @lovefoundaway
    @lovefoundaway 3 роки тому

    💜💜💜

  • @stephie640
    @stephie640 3 роки тому

    Hey Jennifer! Don't feel alone..much of us are on cruise control " fuck it" mode and maybe there is some solace in knowing that isn't all that unusual. You have some great company in that. Keep posting... it's good to see you again.

  • @theskislife2314
    @theskislife2314 3 роки тому

    Yea. I'm not sure that anyone really knows what to do when you get down to it. I feel like life is like being in a crowded room with a skunk. Lol. I wish you the best and hope you do well.

  • @kirstencourtney8792
    @kirstencourtney8792 3 роки тому

    Go Jen!!😃

  • @tsukigalleta
    @tsukigalleta 3 роки тому

    It's because posting a photo of yourself can be really terrifying. And it really has way more to do with our self-esteem than anything else. By swallowing your own fear and posting your photo you're not lecturing people on what they should do, but doing it yourself. There's no better way to set an example! I'm very proud of you, Nong! 💕

  • @miakodaandepsomthesaltypos829
    @miakodaandepsomthesaltypos829 3 роки тому

    You're doing awesome! 😊 Keep it up! ♥

  • @archgirlsapp
    @archgirlsapp 3 роки тому

    Nailed it on the head. Thanks for being so open and authentic.

  • @Queen_at_the_Crossroads
    @Queen_at_the_Crossroads 3 роки тому

    I love your videos! I’m starting to officially live in my car tomorrow. Times are really tough for me. I feel like everything is falling down around me. I was depressed about it and ashamed at first but now I’m nervous and excited to save money. I understand what you’re going through with your mental state. I have personality disorder, depression and anxiety disorder. I feel worthless sometimes I feel like a failure sometimes. I think about suicide but I could never do it I’m not brave enough(I don’t think). But anyway I admire you so much. You make my day and give me hope. I don’t feel so alone when I watch you. Never stop making videos! We all love you! Muah💋

    • @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer
      @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer 3 роки тому

      Thank you so much! ❤️ I hope you can maintain your excitement about living in your car. It's all about attitude! If you look at it as an adventure rather than some type of failure, it's not so bad. For me, living in my car for a while got me to a really good place, both physically and emotionally, and I hope it can do the same for you! ❤️

  • @kirstencourtney8792
    @kirstencourtney8792 3 роки тому

    Sounds like the "medical professional" needs to go back to college. Sorry you had to deal with someone so ignorant. Best wishes for you to be feeling less depressed soon.

  • @galstorm
    @galstorm 3 роки тому

    I understand completely. I've had anxiety and depression for many years. Started when I was a teenager and I'm now 70 years old. It's hard when people don't understand. Stay Safe And Stay Blessed.🙏

  • @susan1098
    @susan1098 3 роки тому

    Does anybody know when she actually passed away. I’m shocked. I just subscribed to her channel about 2 months ago.

    • @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer
      @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer 3 роки тому

      It would have been shortly before I posted this video, but I don't remember the exact date.

  • @canadianmum2040
    @canadianmum2040 3 роки тому

    I’m so happy to see you!!!!! I’ve been thinking of you a lot the past few days again wondering what you’re up to and how you are!🥰

    • @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer
      @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer 3 роки тому

      Thanks Kimberly! I'll try not to go so long between videos next time 🙂

  • @Doyoungismyfave
    @Doyoungismyfave 3 роки тому

    Wonderful words Jennifer ❤️

  • @TheEunoiaProject
    @TheEunoiaProject 3 роки тому

    Nice video! We hope to make positive content too! :)

  • @stephie640
    @stephie640 3 роки тому

    Hope you are doing well! It's been awhile since you have updated. Take care!

    • @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer
      @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer 3 роки тому

      I'm doing well, generally, thank you! This week has been stressful because of the winter storm, but I was without power and water for a lot less time than a lot of other people. Still need to boil and conserve tap water, but I have a few gallons of drinking water left, and I can flush my toilet, so I'm good. Maybe I'll do a video soon - I didn't realize it had been quite so long! Thanks for checking in. I hope you're doing well, too!

    • @stephie640
      @stephie640 3 роки тому

      @@AwkwardAnxiousJennifer doing well! It stuns me to see that type of weather down there. Crazy! Stay safe! Sounds like things are semi getting back to normal there?!

    • @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer
      @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer 3 роки тому

      @@stephie640 Starting to get back to normal, but yeah, it's still kind of a mess down here. Being from Colorado, I'm used to cold and snow - it's wild living somewhere that is so utterly unprepared for it. Luckily I (and probably many others) was somewhat prepared for power and water loss because of the hurricanes. A lot of people with houses probably have generators, but that's not an option for those of us in apartments. Now I know a couple of things I want to do to be better prepared ahead of the next hurricane season. The reality of being without power and water was different than the idea of it, lol.

    • @stephie640
      @stephie640 3 роки тому

      @@AwkwardAnxiousJennifer we went three days a couple of years ago without power thanks to a vicious ice storm. It was a novelty day one. Good books and candles. By day three I was going nuts. So cold that my body ached! I was crying happy tears when the out of state power trucks showed up to save the day!!

  • @archiveshya
    @archiveshya 3 роки тому

    hiii mewjestic from twitter here. I think you’re very lovely, and I loved this video and I’m so glad mewgulf helped you out. they helped me a lot too 🥺❤️

    • @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer
      @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer 3 роки тому

      Thank you very much! ❤️ I wonder if MewGulf will ever understand just how much of an impact they have had on so many of our lives?

  • @avery.a
    @avery.a 3 роки тому

    Jennifer, so glad to hear you're doing better! With this year of crazyness, I am always looking for the positive things. I am a student, so the current situation with my school moving back and forth between in-person and remote learning as cases fluctuate, and the overall difficulty of the classes I am taking has really taken its toll on my mental health. What's helped me the most is looking back on how much I have worked, studied, and dedicated my time to school, and that there is light at the end of the tunnel and that hard work pays off! With 2020 coming to an end, I'm grateful for all the lessons I've learned while living through these historic times! Patience, flexibility, and self care being some very important ones. Anyways, sorry this went long! It really cheered me up to hear that you're doing well. I don't usually comment too often, but I have watched most of your videos, and so I'm glad to hear you're doing so well!🙂

    • @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer
      @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer 3 роки тому

      Thank you very much, Avery! I'm glad you're hanging in there, too. This year has definitely been a struggle for a lot of us, but I'm glad you focus on gratitude when you can! ❤️

  • @courtneysstafford
    @courtneysstafford 3 роки тому

    "just existing..." I feel like a lot of us feel that way, and it's really inspiring to see that you're following what YOU want to do! It's crazy to see where one decision can lead. Thanks for sharing! I didn't realize Galveston was an island, which makes me feel really dumb, but I just looked into it and it looks like such a beautiful place, especially to winter. Also, I really love your hair!

    • @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer
      @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer 3 роки тому

      Wow, you're fast! It is crazy to see where one decision can lead. Everybody thought I was nuts for wanting to live in my car, but it brought me here, and I couldn't be happier. Honestly, I didn't know Galveston was an island, either. I'm actually not sure when or where I had even heard of Galveston. Probably, I was looking at Houston and saw that Galveston was closer to the Gulf and had beaches. There's a bridge connecting Galveston and Houston, so it's less cut off than other islands - all the benefits with none of the inconvenience! And it is beautiful here! I'm hoping this winter will be easier than usual. I mean, I have palm trees outside my apartment - I would much rather look at those than snow! And thanks! I was really nervous about shaving my head. I thought I might hate it. Now, if I go more than two weeks before shaving it again, it becomes "long and obnoxious," lol. Like, distracting to the point where I can't even work until I shave my head and shower.

  • @Arador76
    @Arador76 3 роки тому

    As a Waanjai myself, I feel many fans (not specific to any fandom) need to step back and take a look at their behaviour towards the celebrity. I too get caught up in the excitement of their cute behaviour and am often heard squealing at the laptop but I also realise that they are entitled to show us only as much as they choose to. I'd love them to be a IRL couple and be able to shout it to the world but reality is that there are many people that would be against them. I feel they have declared what they feel comfortable with showing us without actually labelling their relationship. I hate seeing fans, reporters and MC's asking questions that are too personal and often rude, it makes MewGulf uncomfortable and it's invasive of their privacy. They've given us so many hints, clues and verbal cues that lead us to believe there's a relationship between them and we should be happy with that! Mew and Gulf both as a pair and individually give so much to their fans and we need to respect the boundaries they set. Covid has made fan meets hard and they have done all they can to continue the interaction between us and them and I think some fans are becoming greedy with ever growing expectations. I hope once life returns to normal and regular events can return that fans also settle into a more normal reasonable expectation of what MewGulf give us. Thank You for offering your perspective... :D PS: I'm now following you on Twitter!!

    • @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer
      @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer 3 роки тому

      Yeah, I really wish fans and reporters would respect their boundaries more. It's starting to feel like every single event or interview, whether solo or together, somebody is asking them to label their relationship. If or when they confirm it, it will be on their own terms, and not randomly spilled in an interview. I can only imagine how frustrating it must be for them. I literally just woke and answered your comment before looking at any other notifications, so I'm not very eloquent right now. Anyway, thanks for commenting and following me on Twitter!

    • @Arador76
      @Arador76 3 роки тому

      @@AwkwardAnxiousJennifer You were more eloquent than many... :D Yes, I agree - the frustration of having these questions asked over and over again must be enormous! Yet, they have mostly mastered the art of laughing it off, deflecting and giving non answers. I hope the pressure of being in the spotlight doesn't take a toll on their relationship as I've seen in the past with other celebrities. If there's a relationship between them I kind of hope they keep it to themselves for a long time; it's no one's business but their own and I'd hate for anything bad to happen due to their society pressures and the unrealistic expectations of fans.

  • @Marcotylerx
    @Marcotylerx 3 роки тому

    I had a great time hanging out with you yesterday and doing this video. Looking forward to do this again. We will get the audio and video things under control it's not easy to film like this but we did it.

    • @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer
      @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer 3 роки тому

      It was definitely fun filming with you. And forcing myself to learn a new skill really isn't a bad thing 😂 What UA-camr doesn't really know how to edit videos properly? Lol

    • @gioghey
      @gioghey 3 роки тому

      I dont know why but the way marco speaks , it’s like im listening to asmr .

  • @gulfisthebest2210
    @gulfisthebest2210 3 роки тому

    Brilliant vid, Jen, bcos you say everything that is good about being part of a fandom. As a high introvert myself, this year has been hard on me bcos my usual coping mechanisms - travel, cafe culture, running in the park - were taken away from me due to Covid... its being in a fandom that essentially saved me (I already have clinical depression). I am so happy to have met you in mewgulf kingdom.... and that we are friends :)

  • @mazarinf5130
    @mazarinf5130 3 роки тому

    The great thing about having 2 accounts is that I can like it TWICE.

  • @Marcotylerx
    @Marcotylerx 3 роки тому

    I am first. 😀

  • @karenmonk3456
    @karenmonk3456 3 роки тому

    Hi Jennifer, I lost my Twitter account and I can’t send messages or see my friends any more. Just wondering if you could find me.

    • @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer
      @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer 3 роки тому

      The only Karen Monk I can find on Twitter is your "old" account 🤷‍♀️

    • @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer
      @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer 3 роки тому

      From what I've seen, lots of people were having problems with Twitter. Your account might be OK now.

  • @islalin5979
    @islalin5979 3 роки тому

    hello jen <3 im new here and definitely ill stay , after seeing you react with marco tyler <3 i love ur reactions with him ..you were grinning all the time with mewgulf videos <3 same as me !!! i can relate with you bc ,me also struggle to write and stop for almost 10yrs. But now after constantly seeing mewgulf videos ,my love on writing novels came back ! and as for paying thanks to them i wrote exclusively Mew and Gulf stories fanfictions <3 they let me live again ,i cant explain how they touch my heart ,seeing them everyday genuinely loving eo ....even tho they didnt confirm it but eyes wont lie ... <33333

    • @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer
      @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer 3 роки тому

      Than you so much! I just woke up and actually didn't know Marco had already uploaded that video already today - we recorded it several days ago. So it's a little funny to me that you've seen it before I have! 😂 Anyway, I'm always happy to meet other waanjai who have been affected by MewGulf in the same positive way that I have. ❤️ I need to get caught up on Twitter, then I'll watch that reaction video while I eat my breakfast. 🙂

    • @islalin5979
      @islalin5979 3 роки тому

      @@AwkwardAnxiousJennifer 🤣😍😍😘

  • @Marcotylerx
    @Marcotylerx 3 роки тому

    What I enjoy most about you and your channel is being very aware of yourself. That is the biggest challenge people face in order to make changes to improve in work, personal life etc. It is also great that you are bringing awareness to the importance of balance. Great content.

    • @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer
      @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer 3 роки тому

      Thank you very much! I guess that's the one benefit to my bipolar disorder - it has forced me to be very aware of myself and my emotions. And for some reason I don't feel shy sharing that with the world. Actually, I find it empowering to share my experiences, thoughts, and emotions with everybody. I wish there had been somebody like me when I first started struggling with my mental health nearly 20 years ago.

  • @karenmonk3456
    @karenmonk3456 3 роки тому

    Sorry it took me a while to watch this. Really enjoyed this video. Thank you so much, you are amazing. Hope you keep making these videos.

  • @eyramontalvo4712
    @eyramontalvo4712 3 роки тому

    Omg the same as happen to me I have anxiety and depression. I don't have friends I don't go anywhere I love Mewgulf so much I see ever live and interviews saw Tharntype the serie like more then 10 times + people reactors. I fill happy seeing them they make my day everyday. Thank you for this UA-cam channel God bless 🙏 😊 ❤

    • @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer
      @AwkwardAnxiousJennifer 3 роки тому

      Thank you! I'm glad you appreciated this video and have found the same happiness with MewGulf that I have! 🙂

  • @nathalielaciste4004
    @nathalielaciste4004 3 роки тому

    Very well said... I totally agree with you... 👏👏👏

  • @user-jx2xu6no5p
    @user-jx2xu6no5p 3 роки тому

    👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻